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Bebo Characters for Carpe Ominous
Primal Chaos:
Tagline
The First of the Protogenoi and the Goddess of the air
Me, Myself, and I
The void was a black mass of anti-matter that contained all of the elements to
create life. Under normal circumstances nothing escaped this void much like a
black hole but then a cataclysmic event happens like an abrupt abortion giving life
to chaos. The creation of the universe as its known was a violent eruption of gas
and liquid fire creating the cosmos and its infinite galaxies. The Alpha was the
first intelligent being designed from this.
Your true Creator 8/3/09 ~The universe was a dark and void place until I
made into existence by "hatching" of the egg all living beings. I am the
"Golden womb". Let me elaborate, I floated around in emptiness for a while,
and then broke my Egg into two halves which formed Dyaus (space) and
Prithvi (Earth).
As the I grew more powerful, Space and the earth grew thicker and were
separated further. Finally I placed my essence throughout different parts of
the earth to create the first entities that come into existence because I wished
it!
My existence forms the very fabric of the universe and as such I am forever
immortal. The creation of Aliens which I created is which the other Aliens
are descending from. Although I produced the first, some voices within the
stars mention a pair of deities who are my parents. I know I must come from
somewhere but then where did they come from! It is a complex line to follow,
but after zillions of years in existence. I have not met one who is as primal as
me!
Tagline
I am Chaos, the original state of existence from which the first appeared
Me, Myself, and I
~ I am Chaos, the original state of existence from which the first appeared. In
other words, the dark void of space. I am made from a mixture of what considered
the four elements of Life: Earth, Air, Water and Fire. I am rather a crude and
indigested mass, a lifeless lump, unfashioned and unframed, of jarring seed, a
complete disorder of things. I was the first thing to exist and the womb from
which everything emerged. As Primal Chaos I am the true foundation of reality. I
still exist WITH NO ORDER TO WHAT I DO; I am an illusion to all who know
of my existence. I am the one who brought forth Lilith and Lucifer to you.
My Origins
~The universe was a dark and void place until I made into existence by "hatching"
of the egg all living beings. I am the "Golden womb". Let me elaborate, I floated
around in emptiness for a while, and then broke my Egg into two halves which
formed Dyaus (space) and Prithvi (Earth).
As the I grew more powerful, Space and the earth grew thicker and were separated
further. Finally I placed my essence throughout different parts of space to create the
first entities that come into existence because I wished it!
My existence forms the very fabric of the universe and as such I am forever
immortal. The creations I created are which all are descending from. Although I
produced the first, some voices within the stars mention a pair of deities who are my
parents. I know I must come from somewhere but then where did they come from!
It is a complex line to follow, but after zillions of years in existence. I have not met
one who is as primal as me! ~
Consciousness
~You have the entire weight of my consciousness telling you how to act as an
organism within the planet. In the same way that you are the consciousness of your
entire body and have a plan for all the cells in your body, so too does this planet
have a consciousness that sets the tone for all the organisms within it. Like a
computer program it is constantly telling you what to do and how to be. This is why
the majority your people are the same kind of person. There isn’t a lot of diversity
in behavior, opinions, etc. Standing out is seen as rocking the boat, so the
consciousness I gave you pushes you to stay in line.
Chaos made flesh via Ever
THE FIRST TIME I LEARNED TO KILL
It's funny the things that we do to one another it really is I laugh to the point of
tears. My first years with my mothers were great when one was called away the
other one was there. I remember Mommy Bella kissing me on the forehead
telling me she loved me then something else she said "Stay strong and stand
your ground no matter what, promise me that." I had no clue what she was
talking about until I was dragged from my bed in the middle of the night blind
folded with my wrists and ankles bound. My heart was racing my mind
scrambling to make sense of what was going on. I thought I was dreaming and
wished that I had been until I was pulled from the transport vehicle thrown into
a gunny sack and left to fend for myself. I fell to the ground hard bearing the
brunt of the blow with my right shoulder the pain was grating and made my
arm go limp. I don't know how I managed to get out of that sack. I was
disorientated and scared it was pitch black but for the growling sounds of what
I'd heard of 'The Phoenix Legion' they were vicious malformed members of our
species known to hunt and eat those like me. I used the belt buckle on my jeans
to free it was sharp around the edges and used it to cut the restraints on my
wrists then moved to my ankles. I had to move fast as they were near. I
wondered why they had put me here but that would have to wait I heard
rustling in the near by woods even though I was in a clearing before I had time
to stand up one of them pounced on me from above. It's breath fowl and hot it
felt like a building had crashed down on top of me. The slimly drool dripping
from it fangs burned like molecular acid that ate my flesh down to its metal
skeleton. It all moved so fast I cupped my hands and used the heel of my palms
to smash in the sides of its head. The crunching sound awoke something in me
that I didn't know was there then I heard the words that Mommy Bella said
"Stand your ground and stay strong." She knew what was going to happen but
was bound by our code from telling me. I'd gotten the creature off me then
gouged out its eyes and removed the chip from behind them that gave them life.
The next thing I knew I was surrounded by them snarling and circling like a
meal. We moved in perfect harmony in this dance of death my eyes scanned the
area to look for anything to aide me in this battle but there was none to be
found. Images of my mothers many battles had taken over I did a triple flip
knocking four of them down as the other three approached me. They spat acid
in my directions and nearly blinded me in my rage I punched the ground
causing an earth quake around me. Genetically bred Dragonflies and snakes
emerged from the crevices attacking them. I watched them run and plead for
their lives and I felt nothing but glee as the rest of the clan was driven out of
hiding and into the fray. I felt the tickle of the Dragonfly wings against my ears
and heard its message while snakes wrapped themselves around my wrists and
ankles like bracelets. I continued walking through this genocide until each and
everyone of them had been eradicated once they were the snakes and
dragonfly's returned into the earth all but the ones around my wrists, ankles
and the dragonfly on my shoulder. I stood there breathless, amped, emotions
flying all over the place when I heard the familiar sound of the transport vehicle
approaching. A man emerged clapping his hands and offering praise for a job
well done my fists clinched as he came closer. I looked him in the eyes smiled
then punched him so hard in the face that my hand went through his head
dropping like tissue paper floating in the wind. I looked over at the rest of them
their expressions were yummy delicious. I was eight years old.
My mothers brought me back here to deal with this war and I shall show no mercy...
7/5/09 |
Tagline
My Innocent Beauty Is My Best Weapon...
Me, Myself, and I
~Ever Magada Lee is a child of god though her true identity is that of an
alien species mistaken by humans to being deities but then I suppose it's
easier to believe in a man with a white beard setting on a throne up in the
clouds then it is to believe that humans are actually alien descendants. Join
Ever's journey of discovery while dealing with a war over the lives of the
human species. ~ I'm the girl with the curl who has been charged to save the
world.
When I'm good I'm sweeter then candy but when
I'm bad I can be quite cruel and demanding.
I'll smile at you with my big blue eyes and angelic face voice of an angel but not
the patience of a saint. Some whimper some prey while others try and rush the
gate.
So give me what I want and keep me sweet or seal your fate as you lie dead at my
feet.
Chaos made flesh
During what was supposed to be a family war chest meeting/reunion my
great grand mother Lilith Alpha took it upon herself to use me as a vessel to
bestow her words this triggered dormant programs in the strands of my
genetic composition allowing the fail safe of Chaos to be flipped. Whatever
part of me belonged to them now belonged to the primal force of Chaos made
flesh. I can feel the rawness of its power wriggling through me. The
conception of Ever was preordained Rainn made a Faustian pact with The
Source of All Evil, the Morning Star's brother. She conscripted then
corrupted the molecular blue print making me female instead of the male my
bastard of a father wanted to boost his own frail ego and improve his chances
of one day taking the place of his brother. Rainn had heard rumors of Chaos
though she'd never met this being personally she tapped into its essence
lacing its DNA with the child in case the worst happen then the playing field
would be level if not obliterated. I now inhabit this tiny girl with the golden
hair, ethereal blue glowing eyes wrapped into a smile that leaves one not
certain she is of no danger but with a sick feeling deep inside that she is the
perfect weapon ticking away.
My Introduction7/5/09 ~My name is Ever Magada Lee my birth mother is
Rainn but my other mother is Bella. You see my mother had a one night stand
with The Source who rejected me because I wasn't born a boy silly man. Since
Bella is a direct aspect of my mother Rainn some refer to them as "The Twins"
but they are not twins’ just different versions of the same person. For a while I
lived with my mother Rainn and my brother Maddox in the Pleiades Gamma
Sector it’s a place where my species go to learn everything about humans and
so we assume their forms and relationships. I was able to stay there until I was
eight years old and brought here to wipe out those who served evil in the name
of God after smiting all but one I aged eight years that night when I awoke the
next day I had boobs, a period and the angst of a teenager. My beautiful
innocence is my best weapon people don't often expect horrible things will
happen to them if they're with a child. Well that depends on the child and what
you've done to bring me into the frame and I don't play nicely. I'm a trained
assassin among many other things but like my moms I prefer hand to hand
combat.
Creating Me
I was born three years ago to Rainn Goddess of Original Sin and Cole Turner 'The
Source' truth be told it was a one night stand with my father's idea to impregnate
my mother with his seed producing a son to live in his image (narcissistic much)
but any hoo he thought that he could get one over on my mother. She used him for
one purpose and one purpose only to conceive the perfect child with great
capacity for love and rage. He was there when I was born but deeply disappointed
that I was born a girl at that point he wanted nothing more to do with me.
Afterwards we went to the Plaides where we lived as normal of a life as you can
know that you're about to go to war. I didn't ask for this but what am I going to do
bitch and moan about it? I think not. It's not my style I prefer to confront things
head on that way all parties involved know where they stand. Right now I look as
though I'm approximately sixteen years old in human age but can also appear as
an angelic blue eyed, rosy cheeked cherub this is one of my best weapons because
no one expects a little girl to do much of anything but smile and do girlie things. I
like the girlie trappings because I look good in them and they help me to blend in
better with this species. If I'm to be the executioner of those who seriously
screwed the pooch then I need to know everything there is to know about them.
Their wants, weaknesses, and reasoning for doing some of the things they do in
"OUR" name. It galls and sickens me that they think they're created in 'gods'
image the truth that they are the spawn of metallic and other organic chemicals of
an alien race would make their tiny heads implode trying to get their heads around
the truth (now that's really fun to see. head pop like melons) but some in fact most
clichés' are true; the truth will come out and when it does I'll be there with a smile
on my face.
~~I am the Lucifer Omega and in my human form my name is
Samael. The wars on the ethereal and demonic planes
have been at a stale mate. Humans are the ones who
first called us "Gods" they did so because aliens
aren’t as interesting as gods are or so they think. My
dear Lilith didn't agree with me when it came to
dealing with humans. I had amazing ideas and she had
hers. That's right she did and look where it's gotten
us! They use our names to invoke whatever it is they
desire and lay claim to us but the truth is they have
no true idea of who and what we are and that's what
this war is about...removing the veils that blind and
enslave them. She had her turn now IT'S MY TURN TO RULE!
~~
Tagline
She had her turn now IT'S MY TURN!!!
Me, Myself, and I
~I am the Lucifer Omega and in my human form my name is Samael. The wars on
the ethereal and demonic planes have been at a stale mate. Humans are the ones
who first called us "Gods" they did so because aliens aren’t as interesting as gods
are or so they think. My dear Lilith didn't agree with me when it came to dealing
with humans. I had amazing ideas and she had hers. That's right she did and look
where it's gotten us! They use our names to invoke whatever it is they desire and lay
claim to us but the truth is they have no true idea of who and what we are and that's
what this war is about...removing the veils that blind and enslave them. She had her
turn now IT'S MY TURN TO RULE!
THE BEGINNING...A PERFECT LOVE
In the beginning there was a perfect love between The Alpha and The Omega. They were
alien intelligence devoid of shape until assuming one. The galaxy was their dark and cold
playground...the stars jewels that lit the way together they created the Milky Way Galaxy
within that galaxy lay several different realms of reality and planes of dimensions and so
forth. What humans call "Angels or Demons" are the ancient ones
who were the first to walk on the face of this planet. We are an incestuous species by
nature but we can mate with other species as well as being self progenitor (like an
amoeba divides itself to become different versions of itself) things can go very badly if
we breed with other species and precautions have to be taken to ensure all parties
involved are well and safe but there are some among us who do not believe in breeding
with other species because the results are unstable while they have no problem bedding
other species they prefer to breed with their own species.
The Ancient One's were charged with creating life...Angels where given the earth and air
and Demons were given the water and earth both were allowed to shape shift upon
creating a new life forms. All life is connected...all are carbon based...perfect machines
their brains a micro-processor their organs, blood, bones replaced wires, metal skeletal
structures and blood IS life so that's the only thing we didn't change.
When we first came back to this blue planet to oversee the progress of the ancient ones,
we discovered that some of them resented the human species and felt there was no need
for them. Thus began the war...The Alpha felt that they needed guidance and nurturing to
be given the chance to evolve. The Omega in the beginning wanted to have a firmer reign
over them to influence what happens to them and what they will do in life. The sides
were drawn in the blood of the ancients Angels and Demons are the same creatures with
different post codes. The Omega never forgave the human species for removing him from
the eyes and love of The Alpha, his love turned to rage that gave birth to undoing
creation...
The battle will be brought to this realm so that humans can see and learn the true origins
of them and those who decided to edit OUR words creating the miasma of religious
confusion and hatred will pay for enslaving their own species. CHOOSE YOUR SIDE!!!
RISE...RISE...RISE MY CHILDREN OF THE NIGHT AND UTTER DARKNESS
AND DISPAIR
The time has come for the rise of all of my true children of darkness...raise...rise...rise and
assume your rightful place. This is our time The Alpha is tired now is the time for us.
Now is the time to enslave or rid this planet of all humans they were given paradise and
they ruined it. They were given free will and look what they turned into. I will spare
those who bow to me and destroy all who do not. I have spoken in my favorite Russian
dialect and those true to me shall understand and feel my words like battery acid splashed
upon them.
~I was created as an abstract form of intelligence without
shape or form. My cradle was the universe the planets
and stars were my bejeweled mobile. I got lonely not
knowing who or what I was and in my dreams I realized
that I could create things by mere thought or through
my dreams. To sate this loneliness I divided creating
The Omega aka Samael he was my first and only love but
that love turned when we disagreed on how to rear the
humans and that is when he decided to challenge the
throne along with those who agreed with them. A war
broke out and The Morning Star and his followers was
drop kicked to earth where they ruled until now. I have
contacted all family members and soldiers to ready for
this conflict. This time we're bringing the war to
earth so that the humans can finally be freed from
slavery and lies. I SHALL NOT FAIL!!!~
It all began with The Alpha an alien abstract formless
intelligence over time she divided into two also
becoming The Omega together they created all that is
within The Milky Way. Their first born was Ravenlily
Goddess of Balance they were soon joined by her male
aspect who was created the same as The Omega, a split
aspect of the first. Anakletos is their third child
born and was banished for his love of Raven because it
would be too dangerous for them to mate because they
were a different strain of blood and all inter-species
mingling was frowned upon because it was uncertain what
their offspring would turn out to be and this
introduces us to Rainn the daughter of Raven and
Anakletos. She is more powerful then The Alpha and the
Omega combined and has the potential of becoming ruling
deity. Then Anna followed Anakletos' birth, all can
create lower level angels and demons and all of them
can be injured but the higher up the food chain the
harder it is to harm them.
What you need to Know10/6/09 I am ancient have many names and aspects three of
them I decided to bring along. Llyra (going to use the parlance and vernacular of
these modern times so that you may be able to better relate.) What's there to say
about Llyra? Well if you break it down in terms of the Ego, Super Ego and ID, the
Super Ego is the Mother her job is to keep tabs on the other two. The Ego is the
Father who monitors the ID which is the pugnacious Child who does whatever she
wants and Llyra and that is Llyra. She's a succubus and vampire of alien origin as
are we all. She does the "Wet Work" as it were whenever things need to get down
and dirty she's your "Go to Girl." Sadistic as she is sexy she is the necessary evil,
pure and driven by one purpose to obliterate those who are our blood enemies. Her
hair a waft of an infinite inferno, skin as pale as the moon, eyes that were the
inspiration for the color green. Then there’s Niahla another blistering red head with
translucent skin her eyes are so blue there hasn't been a name to describe them. She
acts in the capacity of direct contact with mortals as they cannot hear my true voice
because it would shatter their very existence therefore she speaks for me. She is a
kind and gentle resplendence capable of great and infinite depths of love but also
has that same capacity for evil. Let me explain true evil in its purest form is the
same as good both have bits of the other embedded within the other. Lucifer
corrupted it and made it ugly, destructive and many other things. I, myself am the
living embodiment of everything inspired and executed it is impossible to have good
without evil, light without the dark but there has to be an exact balance and there
hasn't been for eons. We are legion though many thought me dead or beyond caring
these are false as things have to take place when everything is in place.
 Ravenlily Goddess of Balance
Tagline
Back with Catherine and neither Heaven nor Hell will keep us apart ever again...
Me, Myself, and I
Raven ♥ Catherine
I am the God of Balance and known by many many names but none know
my true name or the true names of my family. I am the eldest daughter of
The Alpha (God, the One) and The Omega (Lucifer.).I am the literal
embodiment of Light and Dark with perfect shades of gray. Being a God I
am both FEMALE and MALE energies and am able to assume the identity
of anyone or thing. I'm am now back to fight in a war that's been in a stale
mate for a millennium between my parents, now relatives I've not seen in
ages are in this realm. During a violent fight with Larik both parents swept
in and carried us off to our home planet to recover and plan the initial phase
of this war. I was kept away from Catherine when she needed me the most
(not my choice) as soon as I was strong enough and I came back for her and
nothing and I do mean nothing will keep us apart on pain of death...
Conflicted7/27/08
My mind is an eddy swimming and finding no purchase for me to land. I love my
husband deeply but he's always away engaged in some battle to protect what we have and
who we are. An old friend has come to me and asked me to create the perfect heir for
him. I don't love this person and plan no relationship with him but I've waited long
enough. I want another child and told Juda this. We made love for the first time in what
felt like a life time and now he's gone again. I don't want to turn to another for my needs
as he's out there doing what he is for the family. I am weakened by this human form and
am caught in the spin cycle of emotions prone to be felt by humans. Were I in my true
form I would not be bound by such trivialities as guilt, remorse etc but I'm not in my true
form therefore I'm beholden to them. Some may understand what I'm going through and
some may not but until you've slipped inside this skin of mine you'll never know.
In my heart that's bleeding Juda will always belong to him just as he captured my soul.
I'm lonely and it’s tearing me apart as I feel what humans do times a billion and I've done
my best to remain faithful. If I concede and give this friend the heir he wants it would
strictly be a business transaction with the exception of there being a child that will bind
us. Do I give in or do I stay the course and wait for my husband who may or may not
return?
My life as it is today7/14/08
Where should I begin? Some would say at the beginning but it's not always that simple.
While I'm over the moon about the return of my husband and King back from the wars. I
still mourn the loss of our son Samael and Rainn is going through a lot but it's only
making her stronger which may or may not be a good thing as Rainn is her fathers
daughter and Bella was mine there are traces of Bella in Rainn more then just their looks.
Now my great-granddaughter Wynter is pregnant by a vampire named Francise and from
what Rainn says he's doing the right thing by Wynter who doesn't know if she's ready for
a baby but what she doesn't know is this. If she's in love with the man she's with then her
body will accept his seed poor thing found out the hard way but she has the support of the
entire family. Gosh it makes me feel old though I'm only 28 in earth years and have a 21
year old daughter whose about to become a grandmother herself. Rainn's back with Jack
Wynter's father and I have an intense dislike for the man and showed him that he will
incur my wrath if he hurts either Rainn or Wynter. Rainn and Jack are madly in love with
one another but he brings out the worst in her at times so she left him because of
Sebastian's fling with Rose Matthews my grandson Evan's wife.
He left her and took the twins Matt and Cami with him because she's a harlot who cannot
keep her legs closed. I see them every weekend and they are beautiful children. Hears
where it gets complicated; Rose came to me to ask my help so that she could conceive a
child and I granted her wish but when you deal with a deity your best bet is to be
completely forth coming and I knew she was lying. Silly girl so to ensure that she didn't
get pregnant by Bella's husband King Henry VIII and when she did she found out that her
womb is Bella/Rainn's uterus and any child she conceives will genetically belong to
Rainn.
Now you may be thinking hang on does that mean Evan's children were his mother’s?
Yes it does! Rose will NEVER be blessed with the joy of having her own children her
daughter summer is genetically Bella/Rainn's child so all she will have be is a surrogate. I
mean did she really think that I didn't know what she was up too? I told her when I healed
her womb that if she laid her fate would be sealed and she took my offer. She's a chronic
thorn in the sides of this family and I'd kill her if I thought it'd make a difference but this
is the path she's chosen over and over again and she will continue doing so until she
learns from her mistakes but that doesn't seem to be the case and I'm wondering just how
many damaged brain cells she has. I just want my daughter to find some peace without
this woman always being in her face but enough of that for the moment.
I'm waiting for the right time to conceive as I want more children but finding the time is
difficult as Juda is away again but this time to delegate not fight and I hold onto his
pillow that's immersed with his smell and I breathe it in before going to sleep. There has
been so much trauma and drama in our marriage but isn't it that way with most
relationships? Well I've got to go now as Evan just arrived with the twins...
The Birth of a God12/11/07
Ravenlily's heart was decimated by the loss of her beloved Jude she no longer wanted to
exist and went to her best friend Ciara Winchester to end her. Raven begged and gave
Ciara the only thing that could kill a dagger made from the bone and blood of her kind.
Raven's wails of agony reached the highest regions of the Heavens and the bowels of the
underworld summoning her parents The Alpha (the one you call God) and The Omega
(the one you call Lucifer). The earth split in half and spewed forth molten lava and
vomited up flames and a creature that emerged from within the red, orange, and white
flames. This creature took on the form of a man dressed from head to foot in black and he
was unearthly handsome and omitted the original bad boy aura. At the same time a
lightening bolt lit up and split the sky with hues of purple, blue and white this creature
emerge with a power that took your breath away as much as her beauty did she was
Raven's mother the other was her father both had come to claim their shattered broken
doll of a daughter. Each one of them pulling at her by the arms Raven's screams of
missing and mourning Jude are drowned out by the pain of her wails of becoming
undone. The power of two Gods pulling physically, psychologically at their daughter.
Raven’s skin begins to tear then splits and rips with jagged edges blood sprays covering
Ciara and everything within a five foot radius. Her skeletal structure internal organs
everything divided and her true self emerges a sphere of light with shadows of darkness-
"Don't be afraid Ciara you are safe. Mom...Dad fuck off...shush go...you can't touch me
because I'm as strong as the pair of you now that I'm no longer in that body and don't
think of going after Bella because I'll wage a war against you both that will make the war
that got you booted from heaven look like a day in the park." -They recede and things
return to normal as Raven's body is absorbed into the elements you have just witnessed
the birth of a god in one of our ways. I will be speaking to you from now on as I truly am.
I may return to my old body some day but right now I'm doing what I need to do and in
this form I do not feel the loss or pain of Jude because I am nearer to him here though
he's still beyond me. I will leave Raven's page they way it is to honor the memory of Jude
and Ravenlily. I am simply Raven.
The Death of Ravenlily11/9/07
It began a wonderful night for Ravenlily and Jude they went out for a nice meal and
decided to rekindle things. This was more of a goodbye to Jude then it was anything else
as Ravenlily decided to give into her darker half at least for now but she had to pick the
perfect moment in which to spring it to Jude. Jude had drawn his wife a soothing hot
bubble bath and filled the room with candle light and The Three Tenors playing in the
back ground. He washed every inch of her body and saved her mane of black hair for last.
He loved her hair, her porcelain skin and eyes that were azure blue. He climbed into the
bath with his wife and they began kissing passionately intensely. He backed his wife up
against the rim of the tub and entered her. He pinned her legs firmly against her breasts
and she held onto him cradling and clawing at him until just the right moment. Then I
stepped in and morphed into his precious Elizabeth. I moved my legs out from under him
and wrapped them around him like baling twine. "Open your eyes lover."
-Jude tries to pull away but he’s going nowhere til I'm done. - "What's the matter? Don't I
look enough like her? "You are just as guilty as those who smiled in her face then turned
on her without cause. You were so wrapped up in what they thought of you and how
much they cared about you that you didn't even see your own wife's pain. I cannot kill
Lily without killing myself and I ain't going any where sweet cheeks. You want your
precious dead Elizabeth? Then go be with her!"- hitch kicks Jude into the ceiling he
crashes into it hard then falls into the water as Dark Raven steps out of the water and
returns to her own image-
"Looks like it's you and I Lover that is of course if you want a woman with a pulse. But
then you can have your choice of women because you obliviously cared more about
chasing the memory of a fucking ghost and pandering to your own ego then being there
for her. Trust me Lover Ravenlily's buried deep and it would take an act of true
selflessness and no more empty promises to get her back and to be honest I don't think
you have it in you Jude. But then I never did she's the one always believed and loved you
til she could bear no more. Even God's have limits."
The Rise of Dark Raven11/8/07
It was a shock to my system having Bella show up out of no where at The Bronze in the
middle of the night. It takes a lot to rattle her and she was well rattled. Her sky-blue eyes
blood shot the tiny veins in them swelled to the point of bursting from her sobbing.
Seeing her like that shocked me back to reality and I came home. This is where I am now.
I walked into our bedroom and was preparing myself to climb into bed next to Jude when
it happened.
I felt as if I were being ripped apart from the inside by searing barbed wire. I fell to the
floor clutching my stomach and retching. My noises fell silent to a sleeping Jude. 'Oh
Bella no.' -I thought to myself.- 'I could have put her back in her box you didn't need to
dose me with that kiss to try to bind me to keep her buried but I know you did it because
Raven is simply put evil.'
I began choking viciously and vomiting up this black tar like substance that slithered
across the floor and took on my visage once it was completely out of me.
"Hello Lily." She said as she grinned and smiled at me with black eyes. "I have to admit
you did keep me buried a damn long time."
I watched her as she walked around like she owned the place. She's no twin. She’s me the
dark half of me. I've only let her out twice and each time she nearly wiped humanity off
the face of the planet. I am the God of Balance did you think that I am not both good and
evil?
"It's not going to be that easy Raven." -I say to her as we circle one another her
mimicking my every move. - I've lived with you all my life and you've had your fair
access. Now you want total access because you feel weakness due to my pain. You can
try and remain in control but you know how it always ends."
"Yeah...that's true -winks her eye and clicks her teeth at me- but I do get to have some
serious fun and I'm a lot stronger since you got broken an all by that last baby you and
your man...hang on a damn second Judas mine as well seeing as you and I the same
person. So I shall re-phrase since we died and you wanted to stay dead. It was me who
took fathers hand and let him pull us back to life. Sometimes I honestly think you sleep
walk through life Lily. But I'm gonna do you a solid cause I've got mad love for you. I'm
gonna make it so you're completely absolved of anything I may do because you'll have no
memory of it. -she reached over and placed her hand inside my head. Inside my mind so
quickly that I didn't have a chance to stop her-
"Say what you want Raven but you crossed the line in more then one way when you took
a defensive stance against Bella. What the hells the matter with you?"
"Ah Lil you know I love Bella and wouldn't hurt the people that we love for anything. I
just wanted to see what you'd do and test how strong you are so seeing no harm done."
-she smiled that dead smile of hers and gleaned those red flashing eyes burning holes
through me like lasers-
"Raven I have you under control more then you think." -I walked over and got in her
face. My face and grabbed her by the throat and as I choked her I began to gag because I
was choking myself so I let go of her-
"You think you're the only crazy one Raven? Back me into a corner and I'll bury you so
deeply millennia will pass before you come up for air again." -I threw a punch that landed
directly on the right side of Raven's face that sent us both reeling into opposite walls
cracking them to show her I'll stand my ground no matter what. A bit drastic maybe but
then I am battling my darker self at least Jude and the staff in the house still heard
nothing because she and I are in a parallel dimension within the castle. -I stood up and
wiped the blood from my mouth and looked at her my eyes glaring-
"Goddamn girl now that's what I'm talking about! -She grinned and spat the blood on the
floor and licked the rest from her lips- How fucked up is this having an actual fight let
alone conversation with yourself? Jesus Christ...hahahhahha my bad you used to be him
didn't you?"
"You know damn well I was and aren't you lucky you got to sit that one out? Raven."
"Relax I was just having a go at you..jes--lighten up will ya? -She starts dancing around-
I cannot wait to see how people react to Me.-smiles- I already know how Jude will react.
-Grins and runs hands down front of body as she dances-
"Yeah Raven that went really well. he couldn't get away fast enough so two thumbs up
-winks and holds up my thumbs in a sarcastic gesture then rolls eyes- we're doing a bang
up job making him think I'm mental to boot again thanks."
-Raven stretches and yawns at the same time-"Bored now." -She rushed me and grabbed
me wrapping her body round mine. I wailed in agony as my body re-absorbed her. Fell to
the floor convulsing. Frothing at the mouth body shaking violently. Rapidly and slowly at
the same time. Then BANG!!! I wake up the next morning in bed next to Jude spooning
me. He’s still asleep but not all of him is. I lie there still and silent afraid to breathe.
Which one of me is awake?
Living in the Shadow of another11/6/07
Being immortal I have seen and done many things but the hardest thing of them all is
living in the shadow of another. I know he loves me but she will always be looming large
and when she does then I'm the one in the shadows. I often wonder why we're still tied to
one another after more then 2000 years are souls are still bound to one another and yet
she's still there. Is this punishment for both of us to be eternally bound by an intense
love/hate relationship? It was my bloodline that cursed him to walk the earth until the end
of time and even then he still must stand outside the gates of Heaven. Have we truly
forgiven one another or is this our chance to do so? I'd swear sometimes when he closes
his eyes he's thinking of her. I can feel it in his touch but if I were to ever ask him about it
I know he would deny it. I don't like being second best nor having the sensation that I
was settled for. Are these insecurities that I feel from time to time brought about when
things between he and I are tempestuous and volatile? Are they there because I'm bound
by the human frailty of emotions while in this body that cause me to think such things?
I'm adored for being who I am and loathed for being his wife. Do they really think its
easy being married to such a man or for him to be married to the likes of me? Does it
really matter? No one knows my pain how deeply it goes that it mars the very essence of
who I am and if they did would they even give a damn? There have been so many times
when I just wanted to vanish into nothingness and cease to exist and for a short time I did
and it was what it was beyond what even I could imagine. It was what I imagine the
womb to be safe floating in a pool of love free of any responsibility and the peace that
blinded me to all the impurities of life. I fought to hang on to its warm embrace but I was
ripped out of my protective bubble the only place she didn't exist and brought back to this
wretched place that is slowly but surely draining me. What I've come back to is a
nightmare filled with smoke and funhouse mirrors jarring and blurring what is and what
isn't but one thing still remains true... I'm still in the shadow of another and the time is
fast approaching I am running out of the energy to fight for his love to bring me out of
the shadows.
Splitting in two3/4/09
Ever since I lost my son I've never been the same. Now that I'm pregnant with my
sweet Samael again I shall allow nothing to impede or harm this pregnancy
therefore my male half RavenLarik has surfaced and shall rule until the birth of my
son. I shall remain close to those who need and love me but HE will be ruling until
I'm able to. I ask my friends to understand and to give him a chance. He is still ME
all you have to do is look into his eyes and you'll know.
ABOUT HER...5/7/09
Raven is misunderstood for the most part but that's just the way that it is. She was
forged in the furnace of chaos heard the first cry of the angels when they were born
and her kinsmen ripped down the middle. Half on her mother's side (The Alpha) the
other on the side of her father (The Omega). She has loved and lost too many times
to recall but through it all she remains firm, Catherine is the love of her life but so is
Anakletos theirs was a forbidden love, dangerous, passionate to the point of creating
White Dwarfs within the galaxy. Seeing Anakletos again has reopened wounds and
buried feelings she aches for him and Catherine as her life begins to go off the rails.
The impending conflict between her parents, the alignment of her kinsmen against
one another and the ultimate decision on the outcome of the human species are all
things that she must deal with before having any kind of personal life.
Catherine; her sister, lover, kinsmen embodies everything beautiful and nurturing.
Her innocence is rivaled only by her desire to be loved as all of us crave. She is drawn
to Larik, Raven's male aspect the attraction is primal and undeniable with whom she
ends up with that die has yet to be cast.
Anakletos; the literal love of her existence he'd been banished and imprisoned by my
father for things he didn't understand until recently. In her anger Raven told him that
he is the true father of her daughter Rainn and not Larik as it's widely believed. Rainn
does not know this and Raven doesn't want her knowing this way or at this time
because Rainn was created when her parents merged in pure alien form and essence.
Seeing him again with a vampire named Annie broke Raven's heart and she ran like a
speeding comet. She ran until the muscles in her legs felt as through they were
pumping battery acid then she ran some more...
Which one will realize that all Raven wants is the kind of love she gives and what will
they do to get this point across to her?
WHO WE ARE AND WHO YOU HUMANS TRULY ARE...5/1/09
WARNING ANYONE EASILY OFFENDED NEED NOT READ THIS BLOG.
THIS IS BASED ON THEOLOGY, SUPERNATURAL EVENTS, AND THINGS
THAT MAY STRIKE A HARD CORD WITH SOME…
We are an alien species abstract intelligence here before time ever existed. We are
an incestuous breed. We are able to mutate and acclimate to any environment,
planet, dimension, plane and so forth. We began as a single organism much like an
amoeba our cells divided, mutated thus the beginning. We taught ancient man how
to build, how to speak, how to evolve but they betrayed the truth with fictitious
based religions that grew like a virus infecting humans with will be their ultimate
end without intervention. It is humans who called us "Gods." I suppose the horror
of which they are really the spawns of didn't set too well with those in power.
Seriously people if you were to put a "Harry Potter" book into a time capsule and in
five hundred years anyone who opened that capsule and read that book would think
that he was a god. Understand? I don't believe in painting a rosy picture for them,
it's time they knew then learn to cope with the truth. (It doesn't matter why they're
here and yet they obsess on it. What matters is they ARE here.) We live and walk
among them. Some of us are even related to them. We blend in and few notice if
they do then they think it’s an act of God or Satan and it's not. It’s the influence of
their ancestors who were kind, loving, loyal, intelligent, good, evil, scrupulous there
actions seldom make sense so why would humans even try to rationalize something
that is abstract? The ancient ones are divided whether to save mankind or send it
the way of the dinosaur. They were given the truth but told lies that affect them to
this very day. So because of the creation of religions we've had to adapt to their
beliefs in order to affect their lives and some of us are getting tired of them and their
greed, prejudices and several other negative traits but this is the order of things
here sadly and my kind are fighting with our own kinsman over their fate. This time
the battle will be fought here and it begins with ripping away the veils blinding
them. There are positive and negative influences the yin and yang so to speak and
there is no balance here. They will see and hear and experience things that will
shake them to the very core of their existence but this will be done in stages as we're
well aware of the fact that this is an awful lot to digest there fore it will be revealed
in increments...HUMANS YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND IT'S TIME FOR ALL OF
YOU TO WAKE UP AND REALIZE THAT YOU'RE ALL CONNECTED YOU
SHARE 98% DNA AND WHAT YOU HAVE IN COMMON FAR OUT WEIGHS
THE DIFFERENCES....
MOTHER4/29/09
I've been absconded by my mother after my violent fight with Larik. I'm being
pampered and taken care of to make sure that I heal completely but honestly I'm
going stir crazy. I have to get to Catherine and my daughter Rainn and I want to see
Larik. I'm no longer angry with him. Every day is the same thing...I'm to the point
of pulling out my own hair...MOTHER!!! LET ME OUT OF HERE
THE ARRIVAL OF MY MOTHER AND FATHER...4/26/09
Time was running short and the lines are being drawn in blood. My parents are now
in this realm and their influences are being spread and felt like a rampant virus.
Larik is drawn to our father (The Omega, Lucifer) while I am drawn to our mother
(The Alpha, Yahweh) they have assumed human shells and are recruiting those who
have put their existence in jeopardy one before to step up or out.
MOTHER She’s called mother but she has no definitive form though can assume
any animal, human, etc. Many have a serious misunderstanding of her and its not
their fault but MANKIND. They wrote religious text and dogma to suit their own
needs while editing out the truth this was done to enslave them. People don't believe
she exists but the best things go unnoticed. She's a bit quirky, forgiving,
unpredictable, a supreme being of intelligence creator of all things within this
galaxy. She has a volitle temper at times and takes immediate action to any threat to
the throne. When you break it down to its barest aspect there's very little difference
between her and my father as tough as that may be to wrap one's head around but
most of all she is love.
FATHER He is also an alien abstract intelligence and the male aspect of my mother.
He was beautiful so much so that his eyes are the reason the sky is blue. He was the
only being that mother loved and trusted. Together they created everything but that
was a long time ago. He is known as a scourge to mankind and to blame for
everything bad. In his own way he does know love but when he and mother began
having problems that gave birth to the first divorce he was never the same. Still only
the pair of them knows the REAL reason why they fell apart and away from one
another...
And So It Begins...4/25/09 I've dreaded this but can no longer turn a blind eye to
what's happening. My parents are at it again and using both Larik and I to do their
work on this planet until they can return. Larik has always been our father's (Satan,
Omega, and Lucifer) son and I've always been mothers. (God, Yahweh, Alpha) but
being kind does not mean that I cannot be as brutal as Larik I just used different
methods The signs of this war are popping up everywhere and sides are going to
have to be chosen there will be NO safe haven for those riding the fence until this
thing blows over. ALL WILL BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE!!! It may appear as
though I'm exempt from Larik's rage but as he and I are the same being it's
impossible. There are dark and dangerous times ahead for all of us. DO NOT
MISTAKE MY KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS!!!
Love,
Ravenlily
RAVEN..UPDATE ON WHERE SHE'S BEEN6/14/09
Raven took the chance and the much needed time getting to know her children
Samael and Thais. She took the opportunity when things went horribly wrong
between her and Catherine. Now you may be wondering what kind of mother
abandons her children... well anything really but that was not the case with Raven.
After the violent birth of the twins they aged from new born to that of 21 in the span
of 24 hours and were immediately whisked away for stabilization. They are pure
blood and aliens to this world and required extensive training and education about
who they were, what their purpose was in this conflict and taught everything about
their species and the world 'Planet Earth'. When not with them she spent a lot of
time reflecting on the nature of her relationships in general realizing that a huge
part of her was shut down and cut off especially to those closets to her. She was
immortal and during her many incarnations she's loved and lost living within her
own personal hell for not being able to forget then being constantly reminded by
those around who were happily sharing their lives with someone special to them.
Raven loved Catherine from the beginning but watched from afar until she got the
courage to tell her how she truly felt through Larik her male aspect. This caused
Catherine to be awakened to things only known to her (Raven's) species. Raven
didn't have proper time to recover from the birth before she'd been pulled away to
tend to something else. But she's back now with her children in tow and ready to
face whatever lies ahead.
ALL ABOUT LILY...5/8/09
Lily was conjured up during Raven and Anakletos' inter-galactic mingling of their
essences and reunion after being kept apart from one another. As a punishment for
being with a superior being (Raven) Anakletos is of their blood but that wasn't the
problem. The problem was that deep down her parents knew what would happen if
they mated; a being more powerful then The Alpha and The Omega combined was
created her name is Rainn 'The Keeper of The Hours' controller of the strands of
life for all beings. Lily is just a clamored version an optical illusion to shield her real
identity she was their when the first orgasm split the cosmos and she was there when
first blood of her kinsmen was spilled and is the reason that the Seven Deadly Sins
had been locked away in a box.
Raven brought Lily back into this realm to shield her reunion with Anakletos she
slid out from between Raven's legs when she orgasm with Anakletos. She knew that
this was a dangerous ruse and it would take all that she had to control Lily for the
moment she is bound and can only appear in her true form to Anakletos. The form
that Lily took was perfection molded with the earthy tone of the Gods. A siren of
silken mocha colored skin, dark penetrating eyes, the voice of a Seraphim's and she
is pure unadulterated ID whatever she desires she acquires and is literally the
darkest aspect of Raven.
RAVEN'S GOT A SECRET...5/8/09
Raven worried that she would not be able to keep the truth of her and Anakletos
reunion from her parents so she went to the ancient archives and read an
incantation in Latin and Greek. The spell conjured up Raven at her most carnal.
Lily. She is nothing but sex and power and has been hidden deep within the earth's
core. Raven needed to find away to be with him and in doing so she conjured up
Lily the ID raw, pure emotion. A sensual mocha skinned Goddess with dark brown
eyes and a body that's rocking she will only emerge when stealing time to be with
Anakletos and hopes that this glamour is strong enough not to bleed and reveal the
truth. Her secret!!~
Tagline
Don't take my kindness as a weakness you'll be sorry.
Me, Myself, and I
This book will show you the infinite lives that I've led and all of the loved ones that I
lost. I am now positioned to take the throne from my parents The Alpha and the
Morning Star. I've lived my entire life in mothers’ servitude I held the fort keeping
the balance by any means required. I have my family back and am only partaking
in this conflict so that our species and the humans do not become extinct. When my
people first landed on this big blue ball we revealed to true origins of ourselves but
mankind chose to make deities out of us when we're just a more advanced alien
species but we appeared to them as they saw us and that was as Goddess. This lie is
the catalyst for this conflict and this time we're bringing the battle field here to
earth to awaken the humans and to show them what's real and what's egregious lies
they have been programmed to believe...~
Is the male aspect of me to be truthful he’s one of many aspects that I have. All you
have to do is look into his eyes and you'll see me. He has all of my traits just throw
in the fact that you're dealing with a man and you'll notice subtle differences but at
the whole he IS ME. Please welcome him...Ravenlily
Catherine
There isn't anything about this woman that doesn't leave me breathless. Her
beauty is ethereal, her wit and intelligence, staggering the hunger that drives
her. Insatiable! I have loved this woman for nearly two millennium, first as a
friend, next as a beloved sister but this time as my life partner My love for
her transcends gender, sexuality, preference etc. and is flourishing on a plane
of existence that mortals never truly know until they die. I'm looking
forward to bringing our children up with an abundance of love and wisdom.
Catherine makes all of these things a reality for me and I am truly blessed to
have her.
Allegra and Azuza Tudor
My granddaughter Allegra is a very special person she and her daughter
Azuza, my great granddaughter are remarkable and powerful women. They
knew that I wasn't the same after losing my son Samael and the two of them
found a way to give him back to me. They are going to do what it takes to
save human kind from the demise of the ancient one who walks among them
feeding off them like ticks. Throwing money and power at their feet but their
reign is at an end. Mankind shall be redeemed and the ancients revealed in
time.
Samael &Thais
Soon after his birth Samael God of Judgment split in two revealing his
female aspect Thais. The pair is a lethal combo that rage then thinks later as
they are still baby deities even though their bodies are that of adults.
Rainn
She is Moirae Keeper of the hours of the strands of life. Her powers are
infinite and untold and even Gods answer to me. While Bella reigned in this
dimension she was in another dimension where the human population and
everything on the planet began to wither and die. An evil corporation called
"Umbrella" was run by the ancient ones who had been drop kicked into
oblivion by man kind. They vowed to take the planet back and did by
creating the T-cell virus that turned any living thing into ravenous zombified
monsters whose only desire was to feed on the flesh of humans not yet
infected. The Umbrella Corporation then tried to make the perfect weapon
out of her they got more then they ever bargained for. In that world she went
by the name Alice and am I grateful that they never knew they held a deity in
their hands. She learned tactical defenses and offensives she love's getting her
hands dirty as it were now she’s back to join us.
The Truth
WARNING ANYONE EASILY OFFENDED NEED NOT READ THIS BLOG. THIS
IS BASED ON THEOLOGY, SUPERNATURAL EVENTS, AND THINGS THAT
MAY STRIKE A HARD CORD WITH SOME...
We are an alien species abstract intelligence here before time ever existed. We are an
incestuous breed. We are able to mutate and acclimate to any environment, planet,
dimension, plane and so forth. We began as a single organism much like an amoeba our
cells divided, mutated thus the beginning. We taught ancient man how to build, how to
speak, how to evolve but they betrayed the truth with fictitious based religions that grew
like a virus infecting humans with will be their ultimate end without intervention. It is
humans who called us "Gods." I suppose the horror of which they are really the spawns
of didn't set too well with those in power. Seriously people if you were to put a "Harry
Potter" book into a time capsule and in five hundred years anyone who opened that
capsule and read that book would think that he was a god…understand? I don't believe in
painting a rosy picture for them, it's time they knew then learn to cope with the truth. (It
doesn't matter why they're here and yet they obsess on it. What matters is they ARE
here.) We live and walk among them…some of us are even related to them. We blend in
and few notice if they do then they think it’s an act of God or Satan and it's not. It’s the
influence of their ancestors who were kind, loving, loyal, intelligent, good, evil,
scrupulous there actions seldom make sense so why would humans even try to rationalize
something that is abstract? The ancient ones are divided whether to save mankind or send
it the way of the dinosaur. They were given the truth but told lies that affect them to this
very day. So because of the creation of religions we've had to adapt to their beliefs in
order to affect their lives and some of us are getting tired of them and their greed,
prejudices and several other negative traits but this is the order of things here sadly and
my kind are fighting with our own kinsman over their fate. This time the battle will be
fought here and it begins with ripping away the veils blinding them. There are positive
and negative influences the yin and yang so to speak and there is no balance here. They
will see and hear and experience things that will shake them to the very core of their
existence but this will be done in stages as we're well aware of the fact that this is an
awful lot to digest there fore it will be revealed in increments...HUMANS YOU ARE
NOT ALONE AND IT'S TIME FOR ALL OF YOU TO WAKE UP AND REALIZE
THAT YOU'RE ALL CONNECTED YOU SHARE 98% DNA AND WHAT YOU
HAVE IN COMMON FAR OUT WEIGHS THE DIFFERENCES....
Raven slumbers while awaiting the birth of her child. During the birth she
transforms her human shell this is the common practice of their species.
The Birth of Samael and Thais
Samael is my first pure bred child. His birth was violent his mother has been in a deep
slumber for eons to await the birth of her child. She’s had to slumber because she's
bringing a pure bred into this realm in the form of a human this caused cataclysmic
results. Raven was pulled back into this world by Catherine and her love. "Angel Eyes"
was there for the birth as she is the only one Raven trusts. The room begins to shake
violently... a purple hue fills the room. Raven holds out her hand for Catherine and
catches her as the part of the floor she was standing on gave way and fell into a pit of
molten lava. It crackles and disappears into the fiery abyss.
Raven: I've got you Angel!
The only safe place in the room for Catherine is on the elaborate and enormous sleeping
chamber that has been Raven's home. She is breathless and tries to speed up Raven's
return with each contraction Raven's body begins its violent transformation. Each
contraction is met with an equal amount of chaos. The bed chamber walls are struck by
blue streaks of lightening and Raven lets out a scream that's potent enough to raise the
dead as she bears down and pushes to bring her child into this realm. The wind picks up
and is trying to separate Catherine and Raven but the grip that she has on Catherine's
hand makes this impossible the only thing keeping Catherine from blowing away is her
love and conviction.
Through the May lee Catherine keeps focused on Raven but the flesh on Raven's body
begins falling away like paper burnt to cinders. Raven bears down and gives it all that she
has. The child emerges and is screaming and shrieking like a banshee. The child is able to
stop and halt the time space continuum. Blood drops appear as large as bubbles blown by
children...everything slow down. The child emerges and doesn't wait for the cord to be
cut instead its still attached to the umbilical. It drags Ravens body along with it as it
skitters around what's left of the birthing chamber, climbing walls and anything else that
it thinks will detach it from Raven.
Catherine looks on in horror seeing Raven covered in blood and being dragged around by
the baby's umbilical cord. She grabs a hold of her child long enough to severe the cord
and when she does her body bursts into cinders and floats away. The child looks at
what’s left of its mother and kisses her lovely bones when it does the shell that was once
Ravenlily begins to breath and new skin forms forever altering Ravens appearance.
Once the transmogrification is complete the child breathes new life into its mother Raven.
A bright white light eminent from her eyes, ears, nose and mouth this beam of light
strikes Catherine in her abdomen apparently killing her as blood spills from her wounds
she cries out grabbing her belly. Raven grabs and holds onto her child and cries so loudly
the rest of the chamber falls way. Holding her child and Catherine in her arms; screaming
and crying the child squeaks and rasps but manages to steady and quell the mayhem. It
kisses Catherine on her forehead sealing her wounds when all of this comes to a calm
Raven is fully awakened and has given birth to her child.
Sam is often on the run and in hiding with his sister and me though he is alien by blood
and birth he is also human plus a little extra. He retains our intelligence and knowledge
while his sister Thais has the actual mechanics of our kind metal skeleton phenomenal
strength and power fitting one of her ilk. Her main priority is to protect her brother from
those who wish him dead because they are the true heirs to the throne. They are able to
bend and manipulate the space continuum appear to be in multiple places at once. Samael
is vital to all of this and the key to the next step in evolution for mankind and for him to
do this properly he had to be human. To be able to understand how they think their
emotions etc. to add the proper balance to things…
My Journal first entry
I keep a lot of what I'm thinking or feeling to myself. I'm a private being as it were but
with this war beginning my thoughts and feelings will no longer be my own the reptilian
part of my brain will take over and its only thought is survival. I don't like this side of
myself but it’s a part of my defense mechanism and I'm going to need everything that I
am and have to neutralize if not win this conflict. The alliances will flit back and forth
like a tennis ball betrayal will be rampant, friendships and loves lost all of course in the
name of survival. It's not down to the fittest like the humans believe it goes much much
deeper then that and evolution is a major factor that they appear to be blinded too. This
planet was here long before they crawled out of the primordial ooze and it will shake
them like a dog shaking water off its back. It's not all their fault that they have been lied
to but it is their fault in how they reacted to them. The average human only uses 8 to 10
percent of the brain whereas we access the full brain allowing us to sense and do things
that defy scientific laws as they know them. Imagine what would happen if they used the
full force of that organ for some their heads would explode because they aren't at a point
in evolution where they can handle all the things that it can due but this doesn't mean that
there aren't those few who harness more areas of the brain then the average some handle
it well and some don't. This war is about ripping away the dense veils of mantra like
brainwashing that will destroy them. They need to know that we are them and they are us
we were the first to walk this planet we can still breathe water and other liquids like a
child in the womb this isn't something we forgot unlike them. I suppose the reason I'm
writing this down is in case we manage to fail. The truth as been buried for so long its
time to give it the light it deserves.
About me
I am the God of Balance and known by many names but none know my true name or the
true names of my family. I am the eldest daughter of The Alpha (God, The One) and The
Omega (Lucifer.).I am the literal embodiment of Light and Dark with perfect shades of
gray. Being a God I am both FEMALE and MALE energies and am able to assume the
identity of anyone or thing. I'm am now back to fight in a war that's been in a stale mate
for a millennium between my parents, now relatives I've not seen in ages are in this
realm. During a violent fight with Larik both parents swept in and carried us off to our
home planet to recover and plan the initial phase of this war. I was kept away from
Catherine when she needed me the most (not my choice) as soon as I was strong enough
and I came back for her and nothing and I do mean nothing will keep us apart on pain of
death...
My family origins are a very guarded secret as are most of my powers. The reason for
this is it gives your enemies temporary control and that isn't something that can EVER
happen. My family is members of an ancient and believed to be extinct race but we are
very much alive. There are a few humans and other beings that know we exist but to the
world we do not in the sense that they think. One day we'll be able to show the humans
that we exist but the time has not yet come.
JUDE
My love for him is endless it knows no bounds no restrictions. My love for him is deeper
then the core of the galaxy. My love for him would incinerate mortals as though they've
danced on the surface of the sun. My love for him transcends even the highest realms of
the heavens and the unyielding depths of hell. My love for him would make me murder
the world and many other planes of existence if I were to every lose him. My love for
him lies within the passion of him giving me apart of himself by allowing me to share in
his happiness and his pain...for allowing me to be there when he just wants me to hold
him in my arms and run my fingers through his hair and being able to look into his eyes
and knowing without a doubt I'm am in love with him beyond any comprehension. The
Vampire God and King is the lover, friend, confidant (even a God needs to be and feel
love) that I have been searching for. My love for him is powerful, gripping and all
consuming and I am even in love with him more then I love him and knowing that he
feels the same about me that he's in love with me his wife and mother of our two precious
ones...is a feeling that mortals could neither handle nor understand they would lose their
minds and many of them have. Do I really need to tell you who this man is that have so
captured me? MY JUDE.
JUDE’S BATTLE AND OUR RECKONING
My heart is heavy and my mind is a whirl. I have only recently known that my husband
Jude wasn't asleep while I was away recovering from my death. He swore Nicolas to
secrecy and then went to my father Lucifer whom I call Samael for a spell to blind me
from the truth. The price for my father’s assistance was all of the bickering and in
fighting between Nicolas and I to the point of having me on the verge of killing him. You
cannot dance with the Devil without paying the price and now Jude knows this. I watch
him from a far as he lies in the sand bruised and bloodied wondering what awaits him
now. He need not wonder anymore as I take on the form of air and enter his body as he
inhales me deeply and he feels me inside of every cell, every tissue, in his soul and most
importantly he feels the memory of me. Of us and all that we made and are together in his
blood. All of this plays out before him like a movie. I take on my human form long
enough to Kiss him deeply, passionately and for him to drink me in. My body shudders
and I begin to crave him more. The more he feeds from me and I want him to take me
right then and there but me pull away to leave. Why you may wonder because it has to be
his choice to return to me but before I go I whisper "Come back to me Jude I love and
miss you so."
Catherine and Raven: Their Story
For a while now Raven has been slumbering waiting for the right moment to return to this
world. She was tired and drained of all love for humanity until given the gift of bringing
back her children and until she'd finally been able to reveal her true feelings for
Catherine. They have been friends, sisters, and now will be taking their relationship one
step further. There may be some that are shocked by this revelation but you see it takes
someone incredibly strong and one with uncorrupted love to bring Raven back to this
realm of the apparent world (meaning what you can see, touch, taste, and know) and after
nearly two millennium the love she was looking for had been with her all along its
Catherine! Her love reached Raven and is bringing her back to this realm and out of her
slumber and it is "Angel Eyes" as Raven calls her that is waking this "Sleeping Beauty."
soon very soon Raven will be able to give birth! Soon she'll be able to have a real life and
love with Catherine the days and clocks are ticking until the day when a fully recovered
Raven can be there for her amazing Catherine.
Catherine Iris
By Catherine Iris Thaumantos
~Catherine was a lovely young woman who was "almost too pretty to be truly
beautiful, for her prettiness overcame any sense of majesty or deep mystery."
Underneath her physical beauty, Catherine is a fundamentally dark, empty,
nihilistic person; her actions are almost always based on her insatiable need to fill
her own inner emptiness.
She has wavy black hair which she often interweaves with pearls and sharp green
eyes and is often described as a woman painted by Botticelli.
While not with Raven she lived a life with her fellow vampires until they died and
she was forced to depend financially on her evil kinsmen who were bankers. They
provided amply for her as long as she killed those who they instructed her to kill.
She did this by opening her house to virtually all as an amicable and graceful
hostess and secretly placing poison in the wine cups of those whom her said kinsmen
wanted dead.
She was a renowned Venetian courtesan at this time when a vampire came to know
her. His vampire immediately fell in love with her and became obsessed with her.
The two stayed together for nearly two hundred years, before her lover Catherine in
Dresden. He left because when talking to Raven, Catherine said that she would leave
her lover if it meant having Raven with her once more. Catherine also didn't tell her
lover that rumors of Raven in Dresden were the only reason they were moving
there. It is not known where Raven went after leaving Catherine but it would not till
Raven was in deep slumber with child that they would find each other again~
Catherine discovered through Raven's male aspect Larik that Raven Loved
Catherine since their first encounter in Rome. Raven was in slumber with child
but soon awoke to the most violent pains of Childbirth. Raven went through a
most vile birth Experience but soon enough the child was born. Raven died of
the pains but the child rein bodied her soul back within her human form, soon
after some talk Catherine and Raven had the night alone they were waiting for
since that first sight. Larik was of Raven so he too shared in this heated night.
Within Days, He soon turned in a most evil beast, violently attacking Catherine
with his pricked organ. She has now been inflected with his intense liquid, as it
travels through her bloodstream. It seems she been morphed again becoming
more than a vampire but into an Alien Snake and God! ~
My Origins
My family origins are a very guarded secret as are most of my powers. The
reason for this is it gives your enemies temporary control and that isn't
something that can EVER happen. My family are members of an ancient and
believed to be extinct race but we are very much alive. There are a few
humans and other beings that know we exist but to the world we do not...not
in the sense that they think. One day we'll be able to show the humans that
we exist but the time has not yet come until it does we remain hidden...
The Keeper of the Book of the Dead.
I've found the Book of The Dead and am now its keeper and executor...
10/6/09
Tagline
~Who ever has it as the power~
Me, Myself, and I
~During his grief and sense of haplessness while his daughters Rainn and Bella lay
dying he stumbled upon the ancient Book Of The Dead If your name is in here then
expect a visit from him shortly. The secrets contained within the pages of this book
have shown him that death doesn't always mean the death of the body, spirit or the
soul but is death to something old so that it may be renewed or reborn into
something different. It doesn't stipulate whether this is a good or bad thing it
depends on the intention of the person reading these incantations and the purity of
that intent...to harm or heal thus explaining the difficulty in finding it. If this fell
into the wrong hands there’s no telling the amount of chaos and carnage they could
bring down on the heads of us all. I will lay my very essence on the line to keep this
book and its knowledge safe. ~
UNDERSTANDING WHAT IT MEANS TO BE A TRUE GOD.3/7/09
Where do I begin? Well I suppose I'll just jump right in and bear in mind that there
are things that I'm bound to keep secret. You see Ravenlily and I (RavenLarik) are
one in the same. With deities we can assume the identity of anyone. Larik chose to
emerge in the image of my late husband Juda but he can like myself shift into
anyone or thing. I want people to understand that I'm not her brother, I AM HER
AND SHE IS ME! I'm here to rule while she rests and gives birth to her child...the
son she lost in battle. Our great grand daughter Azuza and her mother our grand
daughter Allegra came and visited Ravenlily in her dreams and together they were
able to give her back the son she lost in battle. This child is pure god and completely
hers he has no father...just Ravenlily and I deities DO NOT NEED TO ENGAGE IN
SEXUAL ACTIVITY TO REPRODUCE. I am not her brother or lover I AM HER.
I will rein will she slumbers as it is dangerous for her to be carrying a god while she
is in human form so we are taking no chances with the health of our beloved
Ravenlily or her unborn son Samael. I shall be perfect gentlemen to her friends and
loved ones and shall try to get to know them all. And I will slay without haste those
who break the laws of Balance. I thank you for your time.
RavenLarik
About me I am the God of Balance and known by many many names but none know
my true name or the true names of my family. I am the eldest of The Alpha (God, The
One) and The Omega (Lucifer.).I am the literal embodiment of Light and Dark with
perfect shades of gray. Being a God I am both FEMALE and MALE energies and am
able to assume the identity of anyone or thing. I am going through a change literally.
Raven separated dividing her male and female aspects that was a jolt to me as I'd been
inside of her for so long. She recently gave birth to a pure bred deity and I wasn't there to
help so I've been stricken with a shape shift into a black cougar that as of yet I'm unable
to control. He represents my primal, animalistic, base. I know that in time I'll be in
control of this aspect of me. I hope that those who love me understand and give me
distance while I complete this process....
Some think that they are the original "bad boy." but where do you think they inherited
these traits from? Thin fucking air? I don't think so! I'm more like our father (The
Omega=Lucifer or as he was truly known Samael) Raven is more like mother (The
Alpha=God). I've had many many many names, more spawn then I care to remember but
the one constant has been this drive nay urge that overcomes me like an angry storm of
killer bees. I'm able to charm at will. Seriously it's too easy at times you could even say
that I'm a sincere being regardless of the situation. I long for a partner to share in my
escapades to push the realms of reality and venture into the darkest heart to find the
purity of the light. I watch, listen and learn about my prey be they potential food or
partner my tastes is discerning. What is it they say? "It's always the bad boys who make a
girls heart beat faster." In my case I have literally caused a stilled and stoned heart to
beat........
The Rise of Larik I'm the male aspect of Ravenlily Goddess of Balance, my
name is RavenLarik. I don't normally appear in this realm but I was summoned here
while my female aspect lay slumbering. She is now wakening up and though she and I
are the same being I'm building a life with my wife Anne and children Samael and Tiger
lily. All of this is an alien concept and I'm finding my way as I go a long. It's taking me
time to acclimate myself and I'm worried that while I'm in this transition of isolating my
wife Anne. There are some things that are hard to explain. Hard to decipher I'm in this
human shell and feel every emotion a thousand times more then humans and at times the
light is blinding and I seek refuge in the darkness and shadows. Comfort in the arms of
my beloved Anne.
Larik Hidden Secret He was sitting and talking with his beloved wife Anne when all of
a sudden he was violently blown across the room by an unseen force. The atmosphere
outside instantly goes from sunny and cloudless to thunder storming and pitch black but
with the exception of the bolts of lightening striking whatever it pleases. Larik is soon
absorbed into the walls structure like a slick of human waste then disappears before
Anne's horrified eyes. He's pulled back into the core of his existence and shown the
dismal light of who he truly is. Images of him and his former incarnations play out before
him like and endless reel of film.
He is the counter balance of Ravenlily. He is the one who exacts justice with extreme
prejudice. He is the one who lives in the shadows of your wildest nightmares. He is the
bringer of death. All of these facts blind and broad side him as he swells with a new sense
of purpose but how will Anne deal with him and his purpose? Will her love for him keep
him grounded or will he return to his old ways?
Finding myself I've been in this cage for days trying to control this beast until I realized
the beast is ME! I've always been a shape shifter but this is different. This one takes me
back to my primal urges, raw, brutal, quick and dirty. I've always fought my fathers petty
games to convert me over to his side (My father is Satan) he knew that I was happy with
Anne and our children but for him that was just the chance he needed to attack me with
this strain.
Many people believe us to be Gods but that is a human name to conceal the fact that they
were spawned by higher intelligent species of Aliens. All of them are aliens born and
bred on this blue ball. We come from a different realm and time a place that hopefully the
human race will live to see. This cougar aspect of me is lethal, finds the weakness in
others and uses it to his advances. Right now the only thing that will save me from
becoming a mass murderer is nearly as unspeakable and it will be a test of just how much
Anne loves me. I'll understand if she wants nothing more to do with me. I'm split right
down the middle and I don't know which side of me will win out.
As soon as I acknowledged the fact that I had no control my transformation back to my
human form was painless. I reached through the bars on the cage and held Anne's hand as
I lie naked and ashamed.
Moving Forward Dearest Anne it was never my intention to hurt you but I realize that
we both want and need different things out of life. I will always be close with you as you
are the mother of my children. I want you to be happy and find someone who's right for
you and less complicated. I did what I could to protect you from me and my actions and I
failed. Do not be angry with Catherine as it was me who went to where she and Raven
were making love. I never touched her with my skin only with my mind (transgenic like
telekinesis) I was being pulled in deeper by the beast within that’s fighting to get out and
having ritual sex was the only thing that halted the proceeding.
I want to set up visitation with the children and provide you with whatever you need to
raise them. I'd ask you to forgive me but I'll understand if that is something that never
happens.
The Beast Within With each quickening I feel this thing inside me grow. The hunger
and bloodlust is no longer manageable, I've found myself hunting under the shadows of
the moonlight. At first my prey remained with animals but the more I had the more I
wanted. No NEEDED! Each kill makes my transformation less painful as I no longer
stuffer the agony of bones cracking and reforming, flesh ripping and falling by the way
side like that of a snake shedding it's skin. I still go through the process but the pain has
become my darkest pleasure. Seeing the fear building in their eyes when I pounce and
look them in the wide eyes that usually are looking back at mine. Feeling the blood
heating up with dread coursing through their veins and heart pounding pleas of "God save
me!" I tell them "I am saving them." in a vicious guttural tone that’s laced with an
otherworldly growl right before ripping their faces off. I feel such a rush and elation that
rivals my best orgasm and believe me I have and give earth shattering ones. Lately I've
been playing with them giving them the hope of survival which feels much like foreplay.
The build up is indescribable sometimes I keep them around for days seeing if they
deserve to die or not. Looking for the slightest glimmer of wrongness that makes
devouring them a ritual in and of itself. But alas, it's only hunting alone and am looking
for a partner who's love of all things carnal and losing themselves in a smoky haze of
debauchery and explorations in exquisite dark and dangerous pleasures match my own...I
wonder if such a creature exists.
The Origins of Evil There is a serious misconception about the reasons behind evil and
what exactly true evil is. Evil is an aggressive intelligence and life force driven to survive
as any organism constructed of carbon.
My father's love is as pure as that of my mother's he just goes about getting what he
wants in a different manner from mother and on the odd occasion they work together but
often it's something to pick at the scabs of their break up. I fought with Raven because
she attacked me (because of what I did to Catherine but its up to Catherine to come into
her own and make her own decisions as to what to do and how to use the gift I gave her...
bound by our laws neither Raven or myself can tell Catherine this) but neither of us can
inflict any fatal injuries upon one another without destroying ourselves. I was dazed and
hurting badly when Rainn appeared flinging me to one side like a paper bag caught in the
wind and Raven the other direction in the very same manner.
I felt a dramatic shift in the earth and alignment of the planets as I lay there bleeding and
badly injured from my fight with Raven. I must have blacked out somewhere because the
next thing I knew I was cradled within my father’s arms as his massive wings carried me
to safety. I heard my fathers’ voice reverberating through me like a speeding bullet
then...nothing but silence and blackness...where am I?
Anna Imprisoned within the body of my brother Anakletos this beautiful creature was
destroyed as he made his re-emergence. I saw what was left of her lying in a rotting heap
on the floor and said "Come back to me Anna. Come back.” At which time her flesh re-
animated becoming soft and pale pink the crumbled and broken bones became
reconnected and workable. At first my reasons for bringing her back to life was a way of
adding insult to injury to my brother Anakletos but once I gazed into the eyes so
innocent. So pure I decided to make her mine. I showed her my home planet and took her
to my safe haven there. She brings out all that is good in me and accepts who and what I
am without question and for that I'm beginning to know what love is. I never want to hurt
her but I know myself and am bound to screw it up somewhere down the line but for now
she is MY salvation.
THE BOOK OF THE DEAD During his grief and sense of haplessness while his
daughters Rainn and Bella lay dying he stumbled upon the ancient Book of the Dead If
your name is in here then expect a visit from him shortly.
The secrets contained within the pages of this book have shown him that death doesn't
always mean the death of the body, spirit or the soul but is death to something old so that
it may be renewed or reborn into something different. It doesn't stipulate whether this is a
good or bad thing it depends on the intention of the person reading these incantations and
the purity of that intent. To harm or heal thus explaining the difficulty in finding it. If this
fell into the wrong hands there’s no telling the amount of chaos and carnage they could
bring down on the heads of us all. I will lay my very essence on the line to keep this book
and its knowledge safe.
My Grief
~During my grief and sense of haplessness while my daughters Rainn and Bella lay dying
I stumbled upon the ancient Book Of The Dead If your name is in here then expect a visit
from me shortly. The secrets contained within the pages of this book have shown me that
death doesn't always mean the death of the body, spirit or the soul but is death to
something old so that it may be renewed or reborn into something different. It doesn't
stipulate whether this is a good or bad thing it depends on the intention of the person
reading these incantations and the purity of that intent...to harm or heal thus explaining
the difficulty in finding it. If this fell into the wrong hands there’s no telling the amount
of chaos and carnage they could bring down on the heads of us all. I will lay my very
essence on the line to keep this book and its knowledge safe.
This book has been buried within the bowels of the forbidden region on my home planet.
A place where even those known to be brave and courageous fear to tread there. I find
solace with the dark icy cold that burst into a brilliant shower of liquid fire at a moments
notice. Have you ever seen fire at zero gravity? It's beautiful, it glides consuming
everything foolish enough to be caught in its path. I on the other hand would come here
as a child when I wanted to hide from who I was and from the beast that lurks howling
beneath the surface of my human form. I had sought it originally to save my daughters
but while away looking for it they were both healed. Now I have the ultimate weapon to
use in this conflict and shall not fail or falter. ~
 Lucifer Omega
~ That's right we disagreed on what to do with them and I have to say that they are
more inclined to follow me then they'll even admit to themselves. I am blamed
for all that is wrong in the world and in their lives but truth be told all of their
wounds are self inflicted. If evil is what they want then I'll show them what true
evil is what they’ll get. ~
 Anakletos Cerberus Lee
~ Anakletos had been part of Anna since the dawn of human Existence. She was
transformed into this alien creature within the depth of the ocean by her father,
Lucifer. He need such a creature to carry his demons creations but Lilith got
wind of this, also using her vessel to carry her pure essence in the form of a new
creature which the human named Fairies. She would carry such creatures when
The Alpha and the Omega saw fit to place their essence into this realm. But One
day as she was out saying goodbye to her new creations a man came upon her,
they spoke when he transformed into a wild cat and chased her away from her
safe Location. When the chase was over he Invoked Anakletos who was soon
attacked, left to near death. His attacker was Larik. They were both part of
their fathers essence but of completely different sources and so when
Anna/Anakletos become a vessel for their father's Demon creation, Larik
became an unknown species, and no one truly knew what he was within The
Family.
Tagline
The Invoked!
Me, Myself, and I
Anakletos Cerberus Lee the male aspect of Anna Medusa Lee. They were born as
one being but like our older siblings later split into two different aspects of the
original person. He only came about when Our Father (The Omega) gave up all
hope of Anna being the mother of a new superior race, which would have been of
a higher make-up than man. Anna was submissive to all his outrageous demands
on her but still she was angered within by the vile treatment she was enduring.
Anakletos emerged from her blackened heart and became flesh. He is the flesh
embodied built on her hatred. The best way to describe this inner Rage to those
who have not seen it is that it is a sudden and violent out of control explosion of
build up temper. It usually happens very suddenly with no real warning that it’s
coming. Once started it cannot be stopped by anyone. It must run its course until
till then he is untouchable.
.
Because he spilt from her body, he absorbed the hatred she felt she had
experienced from their Father. This was not healthy state for her continue
immortal existence, as they are higher deities must feel all emotions there is to
feel around the. This absent emotion soon became even greater then before, its
hidden presence soon made her be known as The Medusa.
His appearance cannot be truly described but shall try he has a brazen voice like
that of a wild dog is relentless and strong and is as horrid to all who have the
misfortune to see him. Anakletos is the first true Cerberus his very name means to
invoke when Anna wanted to rid herself of this rage he took it on and acted out
their darkest emotions.
.
He appears to most as a wild animal whose physique represents of them in their
most basic state. He excels in hand to hand combat, employing acrobatics that he
passed onto is daughter Rainn while she was in the womb. His animal aspect
gives him super alien strength, speed, reflexes, agility the lot. He is equally
dangerous on all fours as he is graceful but there are times when he is more bestial
able to crush the bones of his kinsmen. All his senses are enhanced to a hundred
times that of others of his Race. In addition, he’s developed an accelerated healing
factor that allows him to repair mild to moderate injuries within the span of a few
hours. , making him more indestructible than any other of his blood.
.
Catherine’s soul is in complete torture (over her love for Raven) as she loves her
sister more than life itself but their union is forbidden and the ripples of its effects
would spread quickly among the solar system causing unpredictable
environmental reactions which could easily cause a planet to die. This occurred
when they first formed as one being eons ago; Earth began to quickly cool
causing a worldwide freeze to occur, causing all life to be in frozen animation for
hundreds of years. They realized their love was wrong and went their own
separate ways. However, one night of carnal desire created the one and only
Rainn. The person who will save them all from this end of world battle which is
to come!
.
Larik is my brother, and the male aspect of Raven. He maybe the original Bad
Boy but Anakletos is the original male Bitch. He may be a second copy of The
Omega, their father but Anakletos is more of his father’s son then his brother
Larik and he’ll stop at nothing to prove this. He processes the same anger filled
black heart of his father. He may have been created from an incestuous
relationship but he is still a strong part of their father and no one can deny that he
is his son.
.
When the Civil War does break out among his people, Anakletos must assume a
neutral stance in it all. However, he might secretly violate this stance so he can
provide his people with advice on how to fight without fighting himself. Despite
his personal feelings about the cause for this war, he will enlist his services to
train Anna’s many minions, to assist them in the training to fight The Omega.
This war is the final one.
My Alien Mutation5/25/09 ~It is possible that my mutation is a result of genetic
atavism. However, as I also possesses neotenous characteristics, which may explain why
I have super genius intellect despite my animal physique.
I am excellent in hand-to-hand combatant; employing a unique style of acrobatic combat,
from combat training I received by Rainn.
This mutation gives me superhuman strength, speed, reflexes, agility, flexibility,
dexterity, coordination, balance, and endurance. I have equally dexterous in all four
limbs; able to perform tasks with my feet or hands with equal ease. Because of my talents
and training, I can outperform any Olympic-level athlete, contorting my body and
performing aerial feats gracefully easy.
I have claw-like nails and fang-like teeth, and my overall appearance becomes more
bestial. With this physique, I use my claws to climb vertical surfaces .I gained the ability
to emit mood altering pheromones, causing sexual attraction in women, and I become
strong enough to withstand falls that would crush the bones of a normal human. I
developed extremely powerful limbs, allowing me to make astounding leaps and to run at
great speeds for a short duration.
MY strength, speed, stamina, sturdiness, and senses increase further with this change. I
gained cat-like agility, flexibility, coordination, and balance, and all my senses are
enhanced to twenty times that of a normal human being. In addition, I developed an
accelerated healing factor that allows me to repair mild to moderate injuries within the
span of a few hours. I also no longer need full sleep.
THE LEGEND OF THE BLIND DRAGON5/20/09 The world is darkness, but
there is Fire... and Shadow, to illuminate the path...There are many legends, shrouded in
time and shadow, about a winged creature, of life and fire, dying in flames, rising from
death. From the ashes of its former life. Again and again, unending to the end of time and
beyond. It’s the myth of each and every human, of humanity itself, defying the life that is
death, the death that moves and breathes. We are Phoenix, the incarnation of life and fire.
We always have been and always will be, reborn from the ashes. The Phoenix will flap its
wings and leave the green rainbow earth in its wake...
Lily's Birth5/20/09
Raven had used an ancient spell to create a glamour that would shield her relationship
with Anakletos and in this spell she conjured up Lily. A sensual, seductive bronze and
copper colored demon who invented sex, lust, desire with the ability to sate even the
insatiable, she’s a deadly foe. This demon and her carnal appetite for Anakletos will
surprise even him it was the power of their love that Raven used for the basis of
conjuring Lily and for now he will be the only person who can invoke her. She is Raven's
unbridled ID and is ruthless to the core. Highly volatile but Raven felt it was a risk worth
taking. When the kindred embrace with Anakletos was coming to an end Lily slid out of
Raven's vagina like a liquid unformed puddle that soon took on a shocking new form
Anakletos5/20/09 Anakletos was a troubled soul but hide it well from everyone who
was close to him. He knew nothing really of his birth. How he became to be this Life
Form. He knew he was nothing but dust and then he was man! He knew his Sister Anna
was of the same Dust as he. They had no childhood as they were never children. It was as
if they had bypassed this and just became adults, knowing all that you would know when
you became of this age. He knew much on how his parents fell in love but knew nothing
really of them. He knew that they were different but also the same like he and Anna.
He soon fall for an other of his kind, his sister Raven, which was not against any law in
their world but it was their parent who did not agree it was best for them. They did not
listen and fused as one, mixing their essence , forever connected but it was not to be and
she so went knowing that what they had shared was more special that the creation of
earth. She soon became involved with an other brother Larik and bore him a child, they
named her Rainn. Anakletos became heartbroken by this and knew it was time to lie. He
was not willing to live this life anymore and left to lie in the dunes of earth.
More to come.
 Anna Medusa Lee
~ I am not of the same species as my other siblings but of a subclass of my father
true image. One day, when my mother revolted over the matter of the humans,
my Father ordered I be created to serve his need for other beings to roam the
earth surface; those who would rule the seas and skies, as humans would rule
the land. As I produced unknown devil creatures upon the earth for my father I
felt my mother’s divine spirit consumed my flesh. She had set the seed within
me to produce beings that were caught in between my father and mother's
creations; they became known as fairies and werewolves. I give birth to my
semi-brothers and sisters souls. They are of me and of The Alpha and the
Omega. So are half bloods but are not fully divine like my siblings and parents.
~
Tagline
The Mother of All that is evil
Me, Myself, and I
Anna Medusa Lee is seen as the mother of all demonic creatures. She was not
always as vile as she’s become to be known she’d rather be the person she was
before her true origins were known. A being completely damaged beyond repair it
was through the love of Larik she remembered the being she was, a loving, joyous
creature he brings out the best in her though the beast is still writhing within her
and can be called into action with or without her permission. Larik helped her to
rediscover the lighter loving side of her and she is deeply in love with him. To
most she hides the demon living inside her by wearing many masks but the
impending war is tearing her asunder…all she wants is to be with Larik. Her
Medusa personality is very well hidden for the most part though it was rudely
awaken by an exorcist from Anakletos to rid himself of Anna this killed her shell
in the process but she was re-animated by Larik’s tears and words.
.
Anna was once a beautiful woman, the original ginger haired siren but when her
ire was challenged or fear beset her it turned into a twisting nest of snakes that she
could not control while rapt with rage inflicting wounds that were jagged and
filled with worms that ate them alive and is rumored that any mortal stupid or
unlucky enough to look at her would instantly be turned into stone while
screaming in agony. The ability to heal also resided within her but it sounded like
a distant echo until Larik entered her life filling her heart with true love for the
first time.
The Other Half Of Me
Larik Keeper Of The BookOfthedead
Lilith: Our Mother5/23/09 The Alien Woman is Lilith, and she is the
sweetness of sin and the evil tongue. And from the lips of the Alien Woman honey
flows. And although the Impure Female has no hands and feet for copulation, for
the feet of the serpent were cut off, nevertheless the Female in her adornments
looks as if she had hands and feet. And it is the mystery of her adornments that
she can seduce men.... And she leaves the husband of her youth [Samael] and
descends and fornicates with men who sleep below in the impurity of spontaneous
emission, and from them is born demons and spirits and Lilin, and they are called
the Sons of Man.
And behold, the harsh husk, that is Lilith, is always in the sheet of the bed of a
man and a woman who copulate, in order to take the sparks of the drops of seed
which go waste, because it cannot be without this, and she creates from them
demons, spirits and Lilin. And there is an incantation to drive away Lilith from
the bed and to bring forth holy souls, which is mentioned in the holy Zohar.
{{Samael resembles the form of Adam and Lilith the form of Eve. Both were born
in an androgynous form, corresponding to the form of Adam and Eve: below and
above, two twin forms. And Samael and Grandmother Eve [i.e., Lilith], who is the
Northerner, are emanations from beneath the Throne of Glory. And the sin [of
Adam] caused this evil}}
In answer to your question concerning Lilith, I shall explain to you the essence of
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  • 1. Bebo Characters for Carpe Ominous Primal Chaos: Tagline The First of the Protogenoi and the Goddess of the air Me, Myself, and I The void was a black mass of anti-matter that contained all of the elements to create life. Under normal circumstances nothing escaped this void much like a black hole but then a cataclysmic event happens like an abrupt abortion giving life to chaos. The creation of the universe as its known was a violent eruption of gas and liquid fire creating the cosmos and its infinite galaxies. The Alpha was the first intelligent being designed from this. Your true Creator 8/3/09 ~The universe was a dark and void place until I made into existence by "hatching" of the egg all living beings. I am the "Golden womb". Let me elaborate, I floated around in emptiness for a while, and then broke my Egg into two halves which formed Dyaus (space) and Prithvi (Earth). As the I grew more powerful, Space and the earth grew thicker and were separated further. Finally I placed my essence throughout different parts of the earth to create the first entities that come into existence because I wished it! My existence forms the very fabric of the universe and as such I am forever immortal. The creation of Aliens which I created is which the other Aliens are descending from. Although I produced the first, some voices within the stars mention a pair of deities who are my parents. I know I must come from somewhere but then where did they come from! It is a complex line to follow, but after zillions of years in existence. I have not met one who is as primal as me!
  • 2. Tagline I am Chaos, the original state of existence from which the first appeared Me, Myself, and I ~ I am Chaos, the original state of existence from which the first appeared. In other words, the dark void of space. I am made from a mixture of what considered the four elements of Life: Earth, Air, Water and Fire. I am rather a crude and indigested mass, a lifeless lump, unfashioned and unframed, of jarring seed, a complete disorder of things. I was the first thing to exist and the womb from which everything emerged. As Primal Chaos I am the true foundation of reality. I still exist WITH NO ORDER TO WHAT I DO; I am an illusion to all who know of my existence. I am the one who brought forth Lilith and Lucifer to you. My Origins ~The universe was a dark and void place until I made into existence by "hatching" of the egg all living beings. I am the "Golden womb". Let me elaborate, I floated around in emptiness for a while, and then broke my Egg into two halves which formed Dyaus (space) and Prithvi (Earth). As the I grew more powerful, Space and the earth grew thicker and were separated further. Finally I placed my essence throughout different parts of space to create the first entities that come into existence because I wished it! My existence forms the very fabric of the universe and as such I am forever immortal. The creations I created are which all are descending from. Although I produced the first, some voices within the stars mention a pair of deities who are my parents. I know I must come from somewhere but then where did they come from! It is a complex line to follow, but after zillions of years in existence. I have not met one who is as primal as me! ~ Consciousness ~You have the entire weight of my consciousness telling you how to act as an organism within the planet. In the same way that you are the consciousness of your entire body and have a plan for all the cells in your body, so too does this planet have a consciousness that sets the tone for all the organisms within it. Like a computer program it is constantly telling you what to do and how to be. This is why the majority your people are the same kind of person. There isn’t a lot of diversity in behavior, opinions, etc. Standing out is seen as rocking the boat, so the consciousness I gave you pushes you to stay in line.
  • 3. Chaos made flesh via Ever THE FIRST TIME I LEARNED TO KILL It's funny the things that we do to one another it really is I laugh to the point of tears. My first years with my mothers were great when one was called away the other one was there. I remember Mommy Bella kissing me on the forehead telling me she loved me then something else she said "Stay strong and stand your ground no matter what, promise me that." I had no clue what she was talking about until I was dragged from my bed in the middle of the night blind folded with my wrists and ankles bound. My heart was racing my mind scrambling to make sense of what was going on. I thought I was dreaming and wished that I had been until I was pulled from the transport vehicle thrown into a gunny sack and left to fend for myself. I fell to the ground hard bearing the brunt of the blow with my right shoulder the pain was grating and made my arm go limp. I don't know how I managed to get out of that sack. I was disorientated and scared it was pitch black but for the growling sounds of what I'd heard of 'The Phoenix Legion' they were vicious malformed members of our species known to hunt and eat those like me. I used the belt buckle on my jeans to free it was sharp around the edges and used it to cut the restraints on my wrists then moved to my ankles. I had to move fast as they were near. I wondered why they had put me here but that would have to wait I heard rustling in the near by woods even though I was in a clearing before I had time to stand up one of them pounced on me from above. It's breath fowl and hot it felt like a building had crashed down on top of me. The slimly drool dripping from it fangs burned like molecular acid that ate my flesh down to its metal
  • 4. skeleton. It all moved so fast I cupped my hands and used the heel of my palms to smash in the sides of its head. The crunching sound awoke something in me that I didn't know was there then I heard the words that Mommy Bella said "Stand your ground and stay strong." She knew what was going to happen but was bound by our code from telling me. I'd gotten the creature off me then gouged out its eyes and removed the chip from behind them that gave them life. The next thing I knew I was surrounded by them snarling and circling like a meal. We moved in perfect harmony in this dance of death my eyes scanned the area to look for anything to aide me in this battle but there was none to be found. Images of my mothers many battles had taken over I did a triple flip knocking four of them down as the other three approached me. They spat acid in my directions and nearly blinded me in my rage I punched the ground causing an earth quake around me. Genetically bred Dragonflies and snakes emerged from the crevices attacking them. I watched them run and plead for their lives and I felt nothing but glee as the rest of the clan was driven out of hiding and into the fray. I felt the tickle of the Dragonfly wings against my ears and heard its message while snakes wrapped themselves around my wrists and ankles like bracelets. I continued walking through this genocide until each and everyone of them had been eradicated once they were the snakes and dragonfly's returned into the earth all but the ones around my wrists, ankles and the dragonfly on my shoulder. I stood there breathless, amped, emotions flying all over the place when I heard the familiar sound of the transport vehicle approaching. A man emerged clapping his hands and offering praise for a job well done my fists clinched as he came closer. I looked him in the eyes smiled then punched him so hard in the face that my hand went through his head dropping like tissue paper floating in the wind. I looked over at the rest of them their expressions were yummy delicious. I was eight years old. My mothers brought me back here to deal with this war and I shall show no mercy... 7/5/09 | Tagline My Innocent Beauty Is My Best Weapon... Me, Myself, and I ~Ever Magada Lee is a child of god though her true identity is that of an alien species mistaken by humans to being deities but then I suppose it's easier to believe in a man with a white beard setting on a throne up in the clouds then it is to believe that humans are actually alien descendants. Join Ever's journey of discovery while dealing with a war over the lives of the human species. ~ I'm the girl with the curl who has been charged to save the world. When I'm good I'm sweeter then candy but when I'm bad I can be quite cruel and demanding.
  • 5. I'll smile at you with my big blue eyes and angelic face voice of an angel but not the patience of a saint. Some whimper some prey while others try and rush the gate. So give me what I want and keep me sweet or seal your fate as you lie dead at my feet. Chaos made flesh During what was supposed to be a family war chest meeting/reunion my great grand mother Lilith Alpha took it upon herself to use me as a vessel to bestow her words this triggered dormant programs in the strands of my genetic composition allowing the fail safe of Chaos to be flipped. Whatever part of me belonged to them now belonged to the primal force of Chaos made flesh. I can feel the rawness of its power wriggling through me. The conception of Ever was preordained Rainn made a Faustian pact with The Source of All Evil, the Morning Star's brother. She conscripted then corrupted the molecular blue print making me female instead of the male my bastard of a father wanted to boost his own frail ego and improve his chances of one day taking the place of his brother. Rainn had heard rumors of Chaos though she'd never met this being personally she tapped into its essence lacing its DNA with the child in case the worst happen then the playing field would be level if not obliterated. I now inhabit this tiny girl with the golden hair, ethereal blue glowing eyes wrapped into a smile that leaves one not certain she is of no danger but with a sick feeling deep inside that she is the perfect weapon ticking away. My Introduction7/5/09 ~My name is Ever Magada Lee my birth mother is Rainn but my other mother is Bella. You see my mother had a one night stand with The Source who rejected me because I wasn't born a boy silly man. Since Bella is a direct aspect of my mother Rainn some refer to them as "The Twins" but they are not twins’ just different versions of the same person. For a while I lived with my mother Rainn and my brother Maddox in the Pleiades Gamma Sector it’s a place where my species go to learn everything about humans and so we assume their forms and relationships. I was able to stay there until I was eight years old and brought here to wipe out those who served evil in the name of God after smiting all but one I aged eight years that night when I awoke the next day I had boobs, a period and the angst of a teenager. My beautiful innocence is my best weapon people don't often expect horrible things will happen to them if they're with a child. Well that depends on the child and what you've done to bring me into the frame and I don't play nicely. I'm a trained
  • 6. assassin among many other things but like my moms I prefer hand to hand combat. Creating Me I was born three years ago to Rainn Goddess of Original Sin and Cole Turner 'The Source' truth be told it was a one night stand with my father's idea to impregnate my mother with his seed producing a son to live in his image (narcissistic much) but any hoo he thought that he could get one over on my mother. She used him for one purpose and one purpose only to conceive the perfect child with great capacity for love and rage. He was there when I was born but deeply disappointed that I was born a girl at that point he wanted nothing more to do with me. Afterwards we went to the Plaides where we lived as normal of a life as you can know that you're about to go to war. I didn't ask for this but what am I going to do bitch and moan about it? I think not. It's not my style I prefer to confront things head on that way all parties involved know where they stand. Right now I look as though I'm approximately sixteen years old in human age but can also appear as an angelic blue eyed, rosy cheeked cherub this is one of my best weapons because no one expects a little girl to do much of anything but smile and do girlie things. I like the girlie trappings because I look good in them and they help me to blend in better with this species. If I'm to be the executioner of those who seriously screwed the pooch then I need to know everything there is to know about them. Their wants, weaknesses, and reasoning for doing some of the things they do in "OUR" name. It galls and sickens me that they think they're created in 'gods' image the truth that they are the spawn of metallic and other organic chemicals of an alien race would make their tiny heads implode trying to get their heads around the truth (now that's really fun to see. head pop like melons) but some in fact most clichés' are true; the truth will come out and when it does I'll be there with a smile on my face.
  • 7. ~~I am the Lucifer Omega and in my human form my name is Samael. The wars on the ethereal and demonic planes have been at a stale mate. Humans are the ones who first called us "Gods" they did so because aliens aren’t as interesting as gods are or so they think. My dear Lilith didn't agree with me when it came to dealing with humans. I had amazing ideas and she had hers. That's right she did and look where it's gotten us! They use our names to invoke whatever it is they desire and lay claim to us but the truth is they have no true idea of who and what we are and that's what this war is about...removing the veils that blind and enslave them. She had her turn now IT'S MY TURN TO RULE! ~~ Tagline She had her turn now IT'S MY TURN!!! Me, Myself, and I ~I am the Lucifer Omega and in my human form my name is Samael. The wars on the ethereal and demonic planes have been at a stale mate. Humans are the ones who first called us "Gods" they did so because aliens aren’t as interesting as gods are or so they think. My dear Lilith didn't agree with me when it came to dealing with humans. I had amazing ideas and she had hers. That's right she did and look where it's gotten us! They use our names to invoke whatever it is they desire and lay claim to us but the truth is they have no true idea of who and what we are and that's what this war is about...removing the veils that blind and enslave them. She had her turn now IT'S MY TURN TO RULE! THE BEGINNING...A PERFECT LOVE In the beginning there was a perfect love between The Alpha and The Omega. They were alien intelligence devoid of shape until assuming one. The galaxy was their dark and cold playground...the stars jewels that lit the way together they created the Milky Way Galaxy within that galaxy lay several different realms of reality and planes of dimensions and so forth. What humans call "Angels or Demons" are the ancient ones who were the first to walk on the face of this planet. We are an incestuous species by nature but we can mate with other species as well as being self progenitor (like an amoeba divides itself to become different versions of itself) things can go very badly if we breed with other species and precautions have to be taken to ensure all parties involved are well and safe but there are some among us who do not believe in breeding
  • 8. with other species because the results are unstable while they have no problem bedding other species they prefer to breed with their own species. The Ancient One's were charged with creating life...Angels where given the earth and air and Demons were given the water and earth both were allowed to shape shift upon creating a new life forms. All life is connected...all are carbon based...perfect machines their brains a micro-processor their organs, blood, bones replaced wires, metal skeletal structures and blood IS life so that's the only thing we didn't change. When we first came back to this blue planet to oversee the progress of the ancient ones, we discovered that some of them resented the human species and felt there was no need for them. Thus began the war...The Alpha felt that they needed guidance and nurturing to be given the chance to evolve. The Omega in the beginning wanted to have a firmer reign over them to influence what happens to them and what they will do in life. The sides were drawn in the blood of the ancients Angels and Demons are the same creatures with different post codes. The Omega never forgave the human species for removing him from the eyes and love of The Alpha, his love turned to rage that gave birth to undoing creation... The battle will be brought to this realm so that humans can see and learn the true origins of them and those who decided to edit OUR words creating the miasma of religious confusion and hatred will pay for enslaving their own species. CHOOSE YOUR SIDE!!! RISE...RISE...RISE MY CHILDREN OF THE NIGHT AND UTTER DARKNESS AND DISPAIR The time has come for the rise of all of my true children of darkness...raise...rise...rise and assume your rightful place. This is our time The Alpha is tired now is the time for us. Now is the time to enslave or rid this planet of all humans they were given paradise and they ruined it. They were given free will and look what they turned into. I will spare those who bow to me and destroy all who do not. I have spoken in my favorite Russian dialect and those true to me shall understand and feel my words like battery acid splashed upon them.
  • 9. ~I was created as an abstract form of intelligence without shape or form. My cradle was the universe the planets and stars were my bejeweled mobile. I got lonely not knowing who or what I was and in my dreams I realized that I could create things by mere thought or through my dreams. To sate this loneliness I divided creating The Omega aka Samael he was my first and only love but that love turned when we disagreed on how to rear the humans and that is when he decided to challenge the throne along with those who agreed with them. A war broke out and The Morning Star and his followers was drop kicked to earth where they ruled until now. I have contacted all family members and soldiers to ready for this conflict. This time we're bringing the war to earth so that the humans can finally be freed from slavery and lies. I SHALL NOT FAIL!!!~
  • 10. It all began with The Alpha an alien abstract formless intelligence over time she divided into two also becoming The Omega together they created all that is within The Milky Way. Their first born was Ravenlily Goddess of Balance they were soon joined by her male aspect who was created the same as The Omega, a split aspect of the first. Anakletos is their third child born and was banished for his love of Raven because it would be too dangerous for them to mate because they were a different strain of blood and all inter-species mingling was frowned upon because it was uncertain what their offspring would turn out to be and this introduces us to Rainn the daughter of Raven and Anakletos. She is more powerful then The Alpha and the Omega combined and has the potential of becoming ruling deity. Then Anna followed Anakletos' birth, all can create lower level angels and demons and all of them can be injured but the higher up the food chain the harder it is to harm them. What you need to Know10/6/09 I am ancient have many names and aspects three of them I decided to bring along. Llyra (going to use the parlance and vernacular of these modern times so that you may be able to better relate.) What's there to say about Llyra? Well if you break it down in terms of the Ego, Super Ego and ID, the Super Ego is the Mother her job is to keep tabs on the other two. The Ego is the Father who monitors the ID which is the pugnacious Child who does whatever she wants and Llyra and that is Llyra. She's a succubus and vampire of alien origin as are we all. She does the "Wet Work" as it were whenever things need to get down and dirty she's your "Go to Girl." Sadistic as she is sexy she is the necessary evil, pure and driven by one purpose to obliterate those who are our blood enemies. Her hair a waft of an infinite inferno, skin as pale as the moon, eyes that were the inspiration for the color green. Then there’s Niahla another blistering red head with translucent skin her eyes are so blue there hasn't been a name to describe them. She acts in the capacity of direct contact with mortals as they cannot hear my true voice because it would shatter their very existence therefore she speaks for me. She is a kind and gentle resplendence capable of great and infinite depths of love but also has that same capacity for evil. Let me explain true evil in its purest form is the same as good both have bits of the other embedded within the other. Lucifer corrupted it and made it ugly, destructive and many other things. I, myself am the living embodiment of everything inspired and executed it is impossible to have good without evil, light without the dark but there has to be an exact balance and there hasn't been for eons. We are legion though many thought me dead or beyond caring these are false as things have to take place when everything is in place.  Ravenlily Goddess of Balance
  • 11. Tagline Back with Catherine and neither Heaven nor Hell will keep us apart ever again... Me, Myself, and I Raven ♥ Catherine I am the God of Balance and known by many many names but none know my true name or the true names of my family. I am the eldest daughter of The Alpha (God, the One) and The Omega (Lucifer.).I am the literal embodiment of Light and Dark with perfect shades of gray. Being a God I am both FEMALE and MALE energies and am able to assume the identity of anyone or thing. I'm am now back to fight in a war that's been in a stale mate for a millennium between my parents, now relatives I've not seen in ages are in this realm. During a violent fight with Larik both parents swept in and carried us off to our home planet to recover and plan the initial phase of this war. I was kept away from Catherine when she needed me the most (not my choice) as soon as I was strong enough and I came back for her and nothing and I do mean nothing will keep us apart on pain of death... Conflicted7/27/08
  • 12. My mind is an eddy swimming and finding no purchase for me to land. I love my husband deeply but he's always away engaged in some battle to protect what we have and who we are. An old friend has come to me and asked me to create the perfect heir for him. I don't love this person and plan no relationship with him but I've waited long enough. I want another child and told Juda this. We made love for the first time in what felt like a life time and now he's gone again. I don't want to turn to another for my needs as he's out there doing what he is for the family. I am weakened by this human form and am caught in the spin cycle of emotions prone to be felt by humans. Were I in my true form I would not be bound by such trivialities as guilt, remorse etc but I'm not in my true form therefore I'm beholden to them. Some may understand what I'm going through and some may not but until you've slipped inside this skin of mine you'll never know. In my heart that's bleeding Juda will always belong to him just as he captured my soul. I'm lonely and it’s tearing me apart as I feel what humans do times a billion and I've done my best to remain faithful. If I concede and give this friend the heir he wants it would strictly be a business transaction with the exception of there being a child that will bind us. Do I give in or do I stay the course and wait for my husband who may or may not return? My life as it is today7/14/08 Where should I begin? Some would say at the beginning but it's not always that simple. While I'm over the moon about the return of my husband and King back from the wars. I still mourn the loss of our son Samael and Rainn is going through a lot but it's only making her stronger which may or may not be a good thing as Rainn is her fathers daughter and Bella was mine there are traces of Bella in Rainn more then just their looks. Now my great-granddaughter Wynter is pregnant by a vampire named Francise and from what Rainn says he's doing the right thing by Wynter who doesn't know if she's ready for a baby but what she doesn't know is this. If she's in love with the man she's with then her body will accept his seed poor thing found out the hard way but she has the support of the entire family. Gosh it makes me feel old though I'm only 28 in earth years and have a 21 year old daughter whose about to become a grandmother herself. Rainn's back with Jack Wynter's father and I have an intense dislike for the man and showed him that he will incur my wrath if he hurts either Rainn or Wynter. Rainn and Jack are madly in love with one another but he brings out the worst in her at times so she left him because of Sebastian's fling with Rose Matthews my grandson Evan's wife. He left her and took the twins Matt and Cami with him because she's a harlot who cannot keep her legs closed. I see them every weekend and they are beautiful children. Hears where it gets complicated; Rose came to me to ask my help so that she could conceive a child and I granted her wish but when you deal with a deity your best bet is to be completely forth coming and I knew she was lying. Silly girl so to ensure that she didn't get pregnant by Bella's husband King Henry VIII and when she did she found out that her womb is Bella/Rainn's uterus and any child she conceives will genetically belong to Rainn.
  • 13. Now you may be thinking hang on does that mean Evan's children were his mother’s? Yes it does! Rose will NEVER be blessed with the joy of having her own children her daughter summer is genetically Bella/Rainn's child so all she will have be is a surrogate. I mean did she really think that I didn't know what she was up too? I told her when I healed her womb that if she laid her fate would be sealed and she took my offer. She's a chronic thorn in the sides of this family and I'd kill her if I thought it'd make a difference but this is the path she's chosen over and over again and she will continue doing so until she learns from her mistakes but that doesn't seem to be the case and I'm wondering just how many damaged brain cells she has. I just want my daughter to find some peace without this woman always being in her face but enough of that for the moment. I'm waiting for the right time to conceive as I want more children but finding the time is difficult as Juda is away again but this time to delegate not fight and I hold onto his pillow that's immersed with his smell and I breathe it in before going to sleep. There has been so much trauma and drama in our marriage but isn't it that way with most relationships? Well I've got to go now as Evan just arrived with the twins... The Birth of a God12/11/07 Ravenlily's heart was decimated by the loss of her beloved Jude she no longer wanted to exist and went to her best friend Ciara Winchester to end her. Raven begged and gave Ciara the only thing that could kill a dagger made from the bone and blood of her kind. Raven's wails of agony reached the highest regions of the Heavens and the bowels of the underworld summoning her parents The Alpha (the one you call God) and The Omega (the one you call Lucifer). The earth split in half and spewed forth molten lava and vomited up flames and a creature that emerged from within the red, orange, and white flames. This creature took on the form of a man dressed from head to foot in black and he was unearthly handsome and omitted the original bad boy aura. At the same time a lightening bolt lit up and split the sky with hues of purple, blue and white this creature emerge with a power that took your breath away as much as her beauty did she was Raven's mother the other was her father both had come to claim their shattered broken doll of a daughter. Each one of them pulling at her by the arms Raven's screams of missing and mourning Jude are drowned out by the pain of her wails of becoming undone. The power of two Gods pulling physically, psychologically at their daughter. Raven’s skin begins to tear then splits and rips with jagged edges blood sprays covering Ciara and everything within a five foot radius. Her skeletal structure internal organs everything divided and her true self emerges a sphere of light with shadows of darkness- "Don't be afraid Ciara you are safe. Mom...Dad fuck off...shush go...you can't touch me because I'm as strong as the pair of you now that I'm no longer in that body and don't think of going after Bella because I'll wage a war against you both that will make the war that got you booted from heaven look like a day in the park." -They recede and things return to normal as Raven's body is absorbed into the elements you have just witnessed the birth of a god in one of our ways. I will be speaking to you from now on as I truly am. I may return to my old body some day but right now I'm doing what I need to do and in this form I do not feel the loss or pain of Jude because I am nearer to him here though
  • 14. he's still beyond me. I will leave Raven's page they way it is to honor the memory of Jude and Ravenlily. I am simply Raven. The Death of Ravenlily11/9/07 It began a wonderful night for Ravenlily and Jude they went out for a nice meal and decided to rekindle things. This was more of a goodbye to Jude then it was anything else as Ravenlily decided to give into her darker half at least for now but she had to pick the perfect moment in which to spring it to Jude. Jude had drawn his wife a soothing hot bubble bath and filled the room with candle light and The Three Tenors playing in the back ground. He washed every inch of her body and saved her mane of black hair for last. He loved her hair, her porcelain skin and eyes that were azure blue. He climbed into the bath with his wife and they began kissing passionately intensely. He backed his wife up against the rim of the tub and entered her. He pinned her legs firmly against her breasts and she held onto him cradling and clawing at him until just the right moment. Then I stepped in and morphed into his precious Elizabeth. I moved my legs out from under him and wrapped them around him like baling twine. "Open your eyes lover." -Jude tries to pull away but he’s going nowhere til I'm done. - "What's the matter? Don't I look enough like her? "You are just as guilty as those who smiled in her face then turned on her without cause. You were so wrapped up in what they thought of you and how much they cared about you that you didn't even see your own wife's pain. I cannot kill Lily without killing myself and I ain't going any where sweet cheeks. You want your precious dead Elizabeth? Then go be with her!"- hitch kicks Jude into the ceiling he crashes into it hard then falls into the water as Dark Raven steps out of the water and returns to her own image- "Looks like it's you and I Lover that is of course if you want a woman with a pulse. But then you can have your choice of women because you obliviously cared more about chasing the memory of a fucking ghost and pandering to your own ego then being there for her. Trust me Lover Ravenlily's buried deep and it would take an act of true selflessness and no more empty promises to get her back and to be honest I don't think you have it in you Jude. But then I never did she's the one always believed and loved you til she could bear no more. Even God's have limits." The Rise of Dark Raven11/8/07 It was a shock to my system having Bella show up out of no where at The Bronze in the middle of the night. It takes a lot to rattle her and she was well rattled. Her sky-blue eyes blood shot the tiny veins in them swelled to the point of bursting from her sobbing. Seeing her like that shocked me back to reality and I came home. This is where I am now. I walked into our bedroom and was preparing myself to climb into bed next to Jude when
  • 15. it happened. I felt as if I were being ripped apart from the inside by searing barbed wire. I fell to the floor clutching my stomach and retching. My noises fell silent to a sleeping Jude. 'Oh Bella no.' -I thought to myself.- 'I could have put her back in her box you didn't need to dose me with that kiss to try to bind me to keep her buried but I know you did it because Raven is simply put evil.' I began choking viciously and vomiting up this black tar like substance that slithered across the floor and took on my visage once it was completely out of me. "Hello Lily." She said as she grinned and smiled at me with black eyes. "I have to admit you did keep me buried a damn long time." I watched her as she walked around like she owned the place. She's no twin. She’s me the dark half of me. I've only let her out twice and each time she nearly wiped humanity off the face of the planet. I am the God of Balance did you think that I am not both good and evil? "It's not going to be that easy Raven." -I say to her as we circle one another her mimicking my every move. - I've lived with you all my life and you've had your fair access. Now you want total access because you feel weakness due to my pain. You can try and remain in control but you know how it always ends." "Yeah...that's true -winks her eye and clicks her teeth at me- but I do get to have some serious fun and I'm a lot stronger since you got broken an all by that last baby you and your man...hang on a damn second Judas mine as well seeing as you and I the same person. So I shall re-phrase since we died and you wanted to stay dead. It was me who took fathers hand and let him pull us back to life. Sometimes I honestly think you sleep walk through life Lily. But I'm gonna do you a solid cause I've got mad love for you. I'm gonna make it so you're completely absolved of anything I may do because you'll have no memory of it. -she reached over and placed her hand inside my head. Inside my mind so quickly that I didn't have a chance to stop her- "Say what you want Raven but you crossed the line in more then one way when you took a defensive stance against Bella. What the hells the matter with you?" "Ah Lil you know I love Bella and wouldn't hurt the people that we love for anything. I just wanted to see what you'd do and test how strong you are so seeing no harm done." -she smiled that dead smile of hers and gleaned those red flashing eyes burning holes through me like lasers- "Raven I have you under control more then you think." -I walked over and got in her face. My face and grabbed her by the throat and as I choked her I began to gag because I was choking myself so I let go of her-
  • 16. "You think you're the only crazy one Raven? Back me into a corner and I'll bury you so deeply millennia will pass before you come up for air again." -I threw a punch that landed directly on the right side of Raven's face that sent us both reeling into opposite walls cracking them to show her I'll stand my ground no matter what. A bit drastic maybe but then I am battling my darker self at least Jude and the staff in the house still heard nothing because she and I are in a parallel dimension within the castle. -I stood up and wiped the blood from my mouth and looked at her my eyes glaring- "Goddamn girl now that's what I'm talking about! -She grinned and spat the blood on the floor and licked the rest from her lips- How fucked up is this having an actual fight let alone conversation with yourself? Jesus Christ...hahahhahha my bad you used to be him didn't you?" "You know damn well I was and aren't you lucky you got to sit that one out? Raven." "Relax I was just having a go at you..jes--lighten up will ya? -She starts dancing around- I cannot wait to see how people react to Me.-smiles- I already know how Jude will react. -Grins and runs hands down front of body as she dances- "Yeah Raven that went really well. he couldn't get away fast enough so two thumbs up -winks and holds up my thumbs in a sarcastic gesture then rolls eyes- we're doing a bang up job making him think I'm mental to boot again thanks." -Raven stretches and yawns at the same time-"Bored now." -She rushed me and grabbed me wrapping her body round mine. I wailed in agony as my body re-absorbed her. Fell to the floor convulsing. Frothing at the mouth body shaking violently. Rapidly and slowly at the same time. Then BANG!!! I wake up the next morning in bed next to Jude spooning me. He’s still asleep but not all of him is. I lie there still and silent afraid to breathe. Which one of me is awake? Living in the Shadow of another11/6/07 Being immortal I have seen and done many things but the hardest thing of them all is living in the shadow of another. I know he loves me but she will always be looming large and when she does then I'm the one in the shadows. I often wonder why we're still tied to one another after more then 2000 years are souls are still bound to one another and yet she's still there. Is this punishment for both of us to be eternally bound by an intense love/hate relationship? It was my bloodline that cursed him to walk the earth until the end of time and even then he still must stand outside the gates of Heaven. Have we truly forgiven one another or is this our chance to do so? I'd swear sometimes when he closes his eyes he's thinking of her. I can feel it in his touch but if I were to ever ask him about it I know he would deny it. I don't like being second best nor having the sensation that I was settled for. Are these insecurities that I feel from time to time brought about when things between he and I are tempestuous and volatile? Are they there because I'm bound by the human frailty of emotions while in this body that cause me to think such things? I'm adored for being who I am and loathed for being his wife. Do they really think its
  • 17. easy being married to such a man or for him to be married to the likes of me? Does it really matter? No one knows my pain how deeply it goes that it mars the very essence of who I am and if they did would they even give a damn? There have been so many times when I just wanted to vanish into nothingness and cease to exist and for a short time I did and it was what it was beyond what even I could imagine. It was what I imagine the womb to be safe floating in a pool of love free of any responsibility and the peace that blinded me to all the impurities of life. I fought to hang on to its warm embrace but I was ripped out of my protective bubble the only place she didn't exist and brought back to this wretched place that is slowly but surely draining me. What I've come back to is a nightmare filled with smoke and funhouse mirrors jarring and blurring what is and what isn't but one thing still remains true... I'm still in the shadow of another and the time is fast approaching I am running out of the energy to fight for his love to bring me out of the shadows. Splitting in two3/4/09 Ever since I lost my son I've never been the same. Now that I'm pregnant with my sweet Samael again I shall allow nothing to impede or harm this pregnancy therefore my male half RavenLarik has surfaced and shall rule until the birth of my son. I shall remain close to those who need and love me but HE will be ruling until I'm able to. I ask my friends to understand and to give him a chance. He is still ME all you have to do is look into his eyes and you'll know. ABOUT HER...5/7/09 Raven is misunderstood for the most part but that's just the way that it is. She was forged in the furnace of chaos heard the first cry of the angels when they were born and her kinsmen ripped down the middle. Half on her mother's side (The Alpha) the other on the side of her father (The Omega). She has loved and lost too many times to recall but through it all she remains firm, Catherine is the love of her life but so is Anakletos theirs was a forbidden love, dangerous, passionate to the point of creating White Dwarfs within the galaxy. Seeing Anakletos again has reopened wounds and buried feelings she aches for him and Catherine as her life begins to go off the rails. The impending conflict between her parents, the alignment of her kinsmen against one another and the ultimate decision on the outcome of the human species are all things that she must deal with before having any kind of personal life. Catherine; her sister, lover, kinsmen embodies everything beautiful and nurturing. Her innocence is rivaled only by her desire to be loved as all of us crave. She is drawn to Larik, Raven's male aspect the attraction is primal and undeniable with whom she ends up with that die has yet to be cast. Anakletos; the literal love of her existence he'd been banished and imprisoned by my father for things he didn't understand until recently. In her anger Raven told him that he is the true father of her daughter Rainn and not Larik as it's widely believed. Rainn
  • 18. does not know this and Raven doesn't want her knowing this way or at this time because Rainn was created when her parents merged in pure alien form and essence. Seeing him again with a vampire named Annie broke Raven's heart and she ran like a speeding comet. She ran until the muscles in her legs felt as through they were pumping battery acid then she ran some more... Which one will realize that all Raven wants is the kind of love she gives and what will they do to get this point across to her? WHO WE ARE AND WHO YOU HUMANS TRULY ARE...5/1/09 WARNING ANYONE EASILY OFFENDED NEED NOT READ THIS BLOG. THIS IS BASED ON THEOLOGY, SUPERNATURAL EVENTS, AND THINGS THAT MAY STRIKE A HARD CORD WITH SOME… We are an alien species abstract intelligence here before time ever existed. We are an incestuous breed. We are able to mutate and acclimate to any environment, planet, dimension, plane and so forth. We began as a single organism much like an amoeba our cells divided, mutated thus the beginning. We taught ancient man how to build, how to speak, how to evolve but they betrayed the truth with fictitious based religions that grew like a virus infecting humans with will be their ultimate end without intervention. It is humans who called us "Gods." I suppose the horror of which they are really the spawns of didn't set too well with those in power. Seriously people if you were to put a "Harry Potter" book into a time capsule and in five hundred years anyone who opened that capsule and read that book would think that he was a god. Understand? I don't believe in painting a rosy picture for them, it's time they knew then learn to cope with the truth. (It doesn't matter why they're here and yet they obsess on it. What matters is they ARE here.) We live and walk among them. Some of us are even related to them. We blend in and few notice if they do then they think it’s an act of God or Satan and it's not. It’s the influence of their ancestors who were kind, loving, loyal, intelligent, good, evil, scrupulous there actions seldom make sense so why would humans even try to rationalize something that is abstract? The ancient ones are divided whether to save mankind or send it the way of the dinosaur. They were given the truth but told lies that affect them to this very day. So because of the creation of religions we've had to adapt to their beliefs in order to affect their lives and some of us are getting tired of them and their greed, prejudices and several other negative traits but this is the order of things here sadly and my kind are fighting with our own kinsman over their fate. This time the battle will be fought here and it begins with ripping away the veils blinding them. There are positive and negative influences the yin and yang so to speak and
  • 19. there is no balance here. They will see and hear and experience things that will shake them to the very core of their existence but this will be done in stages as we're well aware of the fact that this is an awful lot to digest there fore it will be revealed in increments...HUMANS YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND IT'S TIME FOR ALL OF YOU TO WAKE UP AND REALIZE THAT YOU'RE ALL CONNECTED YOU SHARE 98% DNA AND WHAT YOU HAVE IN COMMON FAR OUT WEIGHS THE DIFFERENCES.... MOTHER4/29/09 I've been absconded by my mother after my violent fight with Larik. I'm being pampered and taken care of to make sure that I heal completely but honestly I'm going stir crazy. I have to get to Catherine and my daughter Rainn and I want to see Larik. I'm no longer angry with him. Every day is the same thing...I'm to the point of pulling out my own hair...MOTHER!!! LET ME OUT OF HERE THE ARRIVAL OF MY MOTHER AND FATHER...4/26/09 Time was running short and the lines are being drawn in blood. My parents are now in this realm and their influences are being spread and felt like a rampant virus. Larik is drawn to our father (The Omega, Lucifer) while I am drawn to our mother (The Alpha, Yahweh) they have assumed human shells and are recruiting those who have put their existence in jeopardy one before to step up or out. MOTHER She’s called mother but she has no definitive form though can assume any animal, human, etc. Many have a serious misunderstanding of her and its not their fault but MANKIND. They wrote religious text and dogma to suit their own needs while editing out the truth this was done to enslave them. People don't believe she exists but the best things go unnoticed. She's a bit quirky, forgiving, unpredictable, a supreme being of intelligence creator of all things within this galaxy. She has a volitle temper at times and takes immediate action to any threat to the throne. When you break it down to its barest aspect there's very little difference between her and my father as tough as that may be to wrap one's head around but most of all she is love. FATHER He is also an alien abstract intelligence and the male aspect of my mother. He was beautiful so much so that his eyes are the reason the sky is blue. He was the only being that mother loved and trusted. Together they created everything but that was a long time ago. He is known as a scourge to mankind and to blame for
  • 20. everything bad. In his own way he does know love but when he and mother began having problems that gave birth to the first divorce he was never the same. Still only the pair of them knows the REAL reason why they fell apart and away from one another... And So It Begins...4/25/09 I've dreaded this but can no longer turn a blind eye to what's happening. My parents are at it again and using both Larik and I to do their work on this planet until they can return. Larik has always been our father's (Satan, Omega, and Lucifer) son and I've always been mothers. (God, Yahweh, Alpha) but being kind does not mean that I cannot be as brutal as Larik I just used different methods The signs of this war are popping up everywhere and sides are going to have to be chosen there will be NO safe haven for those riding the fence until this thing blows over. ALL WILL BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE!!! It may appear as though I'm exempt from Larik's rage but as he and I are the same being it's impossible. There are dark and dangerous times ahead for all of us. DO NOT MISTAKE MY KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS!!! Love, Ravenlily RAVEN..UPDATE ON WHERE SHE'S BEEN6/14/09 Raven took the chance and the much needed time getting to know her children Samael and Thais. She took the opportunity when things went horribly wrong between her and Catherine. Now you may be wondering what kind of mother abandons her children... well anything really but that was not the case with Raven. After the violent birth of the twins they aged from new born to that of 21 in the span of 24 hours and were immediately whisked away for stabilization. They are pure blood and aliens to this world and required extensive training and education about who they were, what their purpose was in this conflict and taught everything about their species and the world 'Planet Earth'. When not with them she spent a lot of time reflecting on the nature of her relationships in general realizing that a huge part of her was shut down and cut off especially to those closets to her. She was immortal and during her many incarnations she's loved and lost living within her own personal hell for not being able to forget then being constantly reminded by those around who were happily sharing their lives with someone special to them. Raven loved Catherine from the beginning but watched from afar until she got the courage to tell her how she truly felt through Larik her male aspect. This caused Catherine to be awakened to things only known to her (Raven's) species. Raven didn't have proper time to recover from the birth before she'd been pulled away to tend to something else. But she's back now with her children in tow and ready to face whatever lies ahead. ALL ABOUT LILY...5/8/09
  • 21. Lily was conjured up during Raven and Anakletos' inter-galactic mingling of their essences and reunion after being kept apart from one another. As a punishment for being with a superior being (Raven) Anakletos is of their blood but that wasn't the problem. The problem was that deep down her parents knew what would happen if they mated; a being more powerful then The Alpha and The Omega combined was created her name is Rainn 'The Keeper of The Hours' controller of the strands of life for all beings. Lily is just a clamored version an optical illusion to shield her real identity she was their when the first orgasm split the cosmos and she was there when first blood of her kinsmen was spilled and is the reason that the Seven Deadly Sins had been locked away in a box. Raven brought Lily back into this realm to shield her reunion with Anakletos she slid out from between Raven's legs when she orgasm with Anakletos. She knew that this was a dangerous ruse and it would take all that she had to control Lily for the moment she is bound and can only appear in her true form to Anakletos. The form that Lily took was perfection molded with the earthy tone of the Gods. A siren of silken mocha colored skin, dark penetrating eyes, the voice of a Seraphim's and she is pure unadulterated ID whatever she desires she acquires and is literally the darkest aspect of Raven. RAVEN'S GOT A SECRET...5/8/09 Raven worried that she would not be able to keep the truth of her and Anakletos reunion from her parents so she went to the ancient archives and read an incantation in Latin and Greek. The spell conjured up Raven at her most carnal. Lily. She is nothing but sex and power and has been hidden deep within the earth's core. Raven needed to find away to be with him and in doing so she conjured up Lily the ID raw, pure emotion. A sensual mocha skinned Goddess with dark brown eyes and a body that's rocking she will only emerge when stealing time to be with Anakletos and hopes that this glamour is strong enough not to bleed and reveal the truth. Her secret!!~ Tagline Don't take my kindness as a weakness you'll be sorry. Me, Myself, and I This book will show you the infinite lives that I've led and all of the loved ones that I lost. I am now positioned to take the throne from my parents The Alpha and the Morning Star. I've lived my entire life in mothers’ servitude I held the fort keeping the balance by any means required. I have my family back and am only partaking in this conflict so that our species and the humans do not become extinct. When my people first landed on this big blue ball we revealed to true origins of ourselves but mankind chose to make deities out of us when we're just a more advanced alien species but we appeared to them as they saw us and that was as Goddess. This lie is the catalyst for this conflict and this time we're bringing the battle field here to
  • 22. earth to awaken the humans and to show them what's real and what's egregious lies they have been programmed to believe...~ Is the male aspect of me to be truthful he’s one of many aspects that I have. All you have to do is look into his eyes and you'll see me. He has all of my traits just throw in the fact that you're dealing with a man and you'll notice subtle differences but at the whole he IS ME. Please welcome him...Ravenlily Catherine There isn't anything about this woman that doesn't leave me breathless. Her beauty is ethereal, her wit and intelligence, staggering the hunger that drives her. Insatiable! I have loved this woman for nearly two millennium, first as a friend, next as a beloved sister but this time as my life partner My love for her transcends gender, sexuality, preference etc. and is flourishing on a plane of existence that mortals never truly know until they die. I'm looking forward to bringing our children up with an abundance of love and wisdom. Catherine makes all of these things a reality for me and I am truly blessed to have her. Allegra and Azuza Tudor My granddaughter Allegra is a very special person she and her daughter Azuza, my great granddaughter are remarkable and powerful women. They knew that I wasn't the same after losing my son Samael and the two of them found a way to give him back to me. They are going to do what it takes to save human kind from the demise of the ancient one who walks among them feeding off them like ticks. Throwing money and power at their feet but their reign is at an end. Mankind shall be redeemed and the ancients revealed in time. Samael &Thais Soon after his birth Samael God of Judgment split in two revealing his female aspect Thais. The pair is a lethal combo that rage then thinks later as they are still baby deities even though their bodies are that of adults. Rainn She is Moirae Keeper of the hours of the strands of life. Her powers are infinite and untold and even Gods answer to me. While Bella reigned in this dimension she was in another dimension where the human population and everything on the planet began to wither and die. An evil corporation called "Umbrella" was run by the ancient ones who had been drop kicked into oblivion by man kind. They vowed to take the planet back and did by creating the T-cell virus that turned any living thing into ravenous zombified monsters whose only desire was to feed on the flesh of humans not yet infected. The Umbrella Corporation then tried to make the perfect weapon out of her they got more then they ever bargained for. In that world she went by the name Alice and am I grateful that they never knew they held a deity in
  • 23. their hands. She learned tactical defenses and offensives she love's getting her hands dirty as it were now she’s back to join us. The Truth WARNING ANYONE EASILY OFFENDED NEED NOT READ THIS BLOG. THIS IS BASED ON THEOLOGY, SUPERNATURAL EVENTS, AND THINGS THAT MAY STRIKE A HARD CORD WITH SOME... We are an alien species abstract intelligence here before time ever existed. We are an incestuous breed. We are able to mutate and acclimate to any environment, planet, dimension, plane and so forth. We began as a single organism much like an amoeba our cells divided, mutated thus the beginning. We taught ancient man how to build, how to speak, how to evolve but they betrayed the truth with fictitious based religions that grew like a virus infecting humans with will be their ultimate end without intervention. It is humans who called us "Gods." I suppose the horror of which they are really the spawns of didn't set too well with those in power. Seriously people if you were to put a "Harry Potter" book into a time capsule and in five hundred years anyone who opened that capsule and read that book would think that he was a god…understand? I don't believe in painting a rosy picture for them, it's time they knew then learn to cope with the truth. (It doesn't matter why they're here and yet they obsess on it. What matters is they ARE here.) We live and walk among them…some of us are even related to them. We blend in and few notice if they do then they think it’s an act of God or Satan and it's not. It’s the influence of their ancestors who were kind, loving, loyal, intelligent, good, evil, scrupulous there actions seldom make sense so why would humans even try to rationalize something that is abstract? The ancient ones are divided whether to save mankind or send it the way of the dinosaur. They were given the truth but told lies that affect them to this very day. So because of the creation of religions we've had to adapt to their beliefs in order to affect their lives and some of us are getting tired of them and their greed, prejudices and several other negative traits but this is the order of things here sadly and my kind are fighting with our own kinsman over their fate. This time the battle will be fought here and it begins with ripping away the veils blinding them. There are positive and negative influences the yin and yang so to speak and there is no balance here. They will see and hear and experience things that will shake them to the very core of their existence but this will be done in stages as we're well aware of the fact that this is an awful lot to digest there fore it will be revealed in increments...HUMANS YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND IT'S TIME FOR ALL OF YOU TO WAKE UP AND REALIZE THAT YOU'RE ALL CONNECTED YOU SHARE 98% DNA AND WHAT YOU HAVE IN COMMON FAR OUT WEIGHS THE DIFFERENCES....
  • 24. Raven slumbers while awaiting the birth of her child. During the birth she transforms her human shell this is the common practice of their species.
  • 25. The Birth of Samael and Thais Samael is my first pure bred child. His birth was violent his mother has been in a deep slumber for eons to await the birth of her child. She’s had to slumber because she's bringing a pure bred into this realm in the form of a human this caused cataclysmic results. Raven was pulled back into this world by Catherine and her love. "Angel Eyes" was there for the birth as she is the only one Raven trusts. The room begins to shake violently... a purple hue fills the room. Raven holds out her hand for Catherine and catches her as the part of the floor she was standing on gave way and fell into a pit of molten lava. It crackles and disappears into the fiery abyss. Raven: I've got you Angel! The only safe place in the room for Catherine is on the elaborate and enormous sleeping chamber that has been Raven's home. She is breathless and tries to speed up Raven's return with each contraction Raven's body begins its violent transformation. Each contraction is met with an equal amount of chaos. The bed chamber walls are struck by blue streaks of lightening and Raven lets out a scream that's potent enough to raise the dead as she bears down and pushes to bring her child into this realm. The wind picks up and is trying to separate Catherine and Raven but the grip that she has on Catherine's hand makes this impossible the only thing keeping Catherine from blowing away is her
  • 26. love and conviction. Through the May lee Catherine keeps focused on Raven but the flesh on Raven's body begins falling away like paper burnt to cinders. Raven bears down and gives it all that she has. The child emerges and is screaming and shrieking like a banshee. The child is able to stop and halt the time space continuum. Blood drops appear as large as bubbles blown by children...everything slow down. The child emerges and doesn't wait for the cord to be cut instead its still attached to the umbilical. It drags Ravens body along with it as it skitters around what's left of the birthing chamber, climbing walls and anything else that it thinks will detach it from Raven. Catherine looks on in horror seeing Raven covered in blood and being dragged around by the baby's umbilical cord. She grabs a hold of her child long enough to severe the cord and when she does her body bursts into cinders and floats away. The child looks at what’s left of its mother and kisses her lovely bones when it does the shell that was once Ravenlily begins to breath and new skin forms forever altering Ravens appearance. Once the transmogrification is complete the child breathes new life into its mother Raven. A bright white light eminent from her eyes, ears, nose and mouth this beam of light strikes Catherine in her abdomen apparently killing her as blood spills from her wounds she cries out grabbing her belly. Raven grabs and holds onto her child and cries so loudly the rest of the chamber falls way. Holding her child and Catherine in her arms; screaming and crying the child squeaks and rasps but manages to steady and quell the mayhem. It kisses Catherine on her forehead sealing her wounds when all of this comes to a calm Raven is fully awakened and has given birth to her child. Sam is often on the run and in hiding with his sister and me though he is alien by blood and birth he is also human plus a little extra. He retains our intelligence and knowledge while his sister Thais has the actual mechanics of our kind metal skeleton phenomenal strength and power fitting one of her ilk. Her main priority is to protect her brother from those who wish him dead because they are the true heirs to the throne. They are able to bend and manipulate the space continuum appear to be in multiple places at once. Samael is vital to all of this and the key to the next step in evolution for mankind and for him to do this properly he had to be human. To be able to understand how they think their emotions etc. to add the proper balance to things… My Journal first entry I keep a lot of what I'm thinking or feeling to myself. I'm a private being as it were but with this war beginning my thoughts and feelings will no longer be my own the reptilian part of my brain will take over and its only thought is survival. I don't like this side of myself but it’s a part of my defense mechanism and I'm going to need everything that I am and have to neutralize if not win this conflict. The alliances will flit back and forth like a tennis ball betrayal will be rampant, friendships and loves lost all of course in the name of survival. It's not down to the fittest like the humans believe it goes much much
  • 27. deeper then that and evolution is a major factor that they appear to be blinded too. This planet was here long before they crawled out of the primordial ooze and it will shake them like a dog shaking water off its back. It's not all their fault that they have been lied to but it is their fault in how they reacted to them. The average human only uses 8 to 10 percent of the brain whereas we access the full brain allowing us to sense and do things that defy scientific laws as they know them. Imagine what would happen if they used the full force of that organ for some their heads would explode because they aren't at a point in evolution where they can handle all the things that it can due but this doesn't mean that there aren't those few who harness more areas of the brain then the average some handle it well and some don't. This war is about ripping away the dense veils of mantra like brainwashing that will destroy them. They need to know that we are them and they are us we were the first to walk this planet we can still breathe water and other liquids like a child in the womb this isn't something we forgot unlike them. I suppose the reason I'm writing this down is in case we manage to fail. The truth as been buried for so long its time to give it the light it deserves. About me I am the God of Balance and known by many names but none know my true name or the true names of my family. I am the eldest daughter of The Alpha (God, The One) and The Omega (Lucifer.).I am the literal embodiment of Light and Dark with perfect shades of gray. Being a God I am both FEMALE and MALE energies and am able to assume the identity of anyone or thing. I'm am now back to fight in a war that's been in a stale mate for a millennium between my parents, now relatives I've not seen in ages are in this realm. During a violent fight with Larik both parents swept in and carried us off to our home planet to recover and plan the initial phase of this war. I was kept away from Catherine when she needed me the most (not my choice) as soon as I was strong enough and I came back for her and nothing and I do mean nothing will keep us apart on pain of death... My family origins are a very guarded secret as are most of my powers. The reason for this is it gives your enemies temporary control and that isn't something that can EVER happen. My family is members of an ancient and believed to be extinct race but we are very much alive. There are a few humans and other beings that know we exist but to the world we do not in the sense that they think. One day we'll be able to show the humans that we exist but the time has not yet come. JUDE My love for him is endless it knows no bounds no restrictions. My love for him is deeper then the core of the galaxy. My love for him would incinerate mortals as though they've
  • 28. danced on the surface of the sun. My love for him transcends even the highest realms of the heavens and the unyielding depths of hell. My love for him would make me murder the world and many other planes of existence if I were to every lose him. My love for him lies within the passion of him giving me apart of himself by allowing me to share in his happiness and his pain...for allowing me to be there when he just wants me to hold him in my arms and run my fingers through his hair and being able to look into his eyes and knowing without a doubt I'm am in love with him beyond any comprehension. The Vampire God and King is the lover, friend, confidant (even a God needs to be and feel love) that I have been searching for. My love for him is powerful, gripping and all consuming and I am even in love with him more then I love him and knowing that he feels the same about me that he's in love with me his wife and mother of our two precious ones...is a feeling that mortals could neither handle nor understand they would lose their minds and many of them have. Do I really need to tell you who this man is that have so captured me? MY JUDE. JUDE’S BATTLE AND OUR RECKONING My heart is heavy and my mind is a whirl. I have only recently known that my husband Jude wasn't asleep while I was away recovering from my death. He swore Nicolas to secrecy and then went to my father Lucifer whom I call Samael for a spell to blind me from the truth. The price for my father’s assistance was all of the bickering and in fighting between Nicolas and I to the point of having me on the verge of killing him. You cannot dance with the Devil without paying the price and now Jude knows this. I watch him from a far as he lies in the sand bruised and bloodied wondering what awaits him now. He need not wonder anymore as I take on the form of air and enter his body as he inhales me deeply and he feels me inside of every cell, every tissue, in his soul and most importantly he feels the memory of me. Of us and all that we made and are together in his blood. All of this plays out before him like a movie. I take on my human form long enough to Kiss him deeply, passionately and for him to drink me in. My body shudders and I begin to crave him more. The more he feeds from me and I want him to take me right then and there but me pull away to leave. Why you may wonder because it has to be his choice to return to me but before I go I whisper "Come back to me Jude I love and miss you so." Catherine and Raven: Their Story For a while now Raven has been slumbering waiting for the right moment to return to this world. She was tired and drained of all love for humanity until given the gift of bringing back her children and until she'd finally been able to reveal her true feelings for Catherine. They have been friends, sisters, and now will be taking their relationship one step further. There may be some that are shocked by this revelation but you see it takes someone incredibly strong and one with uncorrupted love to bring Raven back to this realm of the apparent world (meaning what you can see, touch, taste, and know) and after
  • 29. nearly two millennium the love she was looking for had been with her all along its Catherine! Her love reached Raven and is bringing her back to this realm and out of her slumber and it is "Angel Eyes" as Raven calls her that is waking this "Sleeping Beauty." soon very soon Raven will be able to give birth! Soon she'll be able to have a real life and love with Catherine the days and clocks are ticking until the day when a fully recovered Raven can be there for her amazing Catherine. Catherine Iris By Catherine Iris Thaumantos ~Catherine was a lovely young woman who was "almost too pretty to be truly beautiful, for her prettiness overcame any sense of majesty or deep mystery." Underneath her physical beauty, Catherine is a fundamentally dark, empty, nihilistic person; her actions are almost always based on her insatiable need to fill her own inner emptiness. She has wavy black hair which she often interweaves with pearls and sharp green eyes and is often described as a woman painted by Botticelli. While not with Raven she lived a life with her fellow vampires until they died and she was forced to depend financially on her evil kinsmen who were bankers. They provided amply for her as long as she killed those who they instructed her to kill. She did this by opening her house to virtually all as an amicable and graceful hostess and secretly placing poison in the wine cups of those whom her said kinsmen wanted dead.
  • 30. She was a renowned Venetian courtesan at this time when a vampire came to know her. His vampire immediately fell in love with her and became obsessed with her. The two stayed together for nearly two hundred years, before her lover Catherine in Dresden. He left because when talking to Raven, Catherine said that she would leave her lover if it meant having Raven with her once more. Catherine also didn't tell her lover that rumors of Raven in Dresden were the only reason they were moving there. It is not known where Raven went after leaving Catherine but it would not till Raven was in deep slumber with child that they would find each other again~ Catherine discovered through Raven's male aspect Larik that Raven Loved Catherine since their first encounter in Rome. Raven was in slumber with child but soon awoke to the most violent pains of Childbirth. Raven went through a most vile birth Experience but soon enough the child was born. Raven died of the pains but the child rein bodied her soul back within her human form, soon after some talk Catherine and Raven had the night alone they were waiting for since that first sight. Larik was of Raven so he too shared in this heated night. Within Days, He soon turned in a most evil beast, violently attacking Catherine with his pricked organ. She has now been inflected with his intense liquid, as it travels through her bloodstream. It seems she been morphed again becoming more than a vampire but into an Alien Snake and God! ~ My Origins My family origins are a very guarded secret as are most of my powers. The reason for this is it gives your enemies temporary control and that isn't something that can EVER happen. My family are members of an ancient and believed to be extinct race but we are very much alive. There are a few humans and other beings that know we exist but to the world we do not...not in the sense that they think. One day we'll be able to show the humans that we exist but the time has not yet come until it does we remain hidden...
  • 31. The Keeper of the Book of the Dead. I've found the Book of The Dead and am now its keeper and executor... 10/6/09 Tagline ~Who ever has it as the power~ Me, Myself, and I ~During his grief and sense of haplessness while his daughters Rainn and Bella lay dying he stumbled upon the ancient Book Of The Dead If your name is in here then expect a visit from him shortly. The secrets contained within the pages of this book have shown him that death doesn't always mean the death of the body, spirit or the soul but is death to something old so that it may be renewed or reborn into something different. It doesn't stipulate whether this is a good or bad thing it depends on the intention of the person reading these incantations and the purity of that intent...to harm or heal thus explaining the difficulty in finding it. If this fell into the wrong hands there’s no telling the amount of chaos and carnage they could bring down on the heads of us all. I will lay my very essence on the line to keep this book and its knowledge safe. ~ UNDERSTANDING WHAT IT MEANS TO BE A TRUE GOD.3/7/09 Where do I begin? Well I suppose I'll just jump right in and bear in mind that there are things that I'm bound to keep secret. You see Ravenlily and I (RavenLarik) are one in the same. With deities we can assume the identity of anyone. Larik chose to emerge in the image of my late husband Juda but he can like myself shift into anyone or thing. I want people to understand that I'm not her brother, I AM HER AND SHE IS ME! I'm here to rule while she rests and gives birth to her child...the son she lost in battle. Our great grand daughter Azuza and her mother our grand
  • 32. daughter Allegra came and visited Ravenlily in her dreams and together they were able to give her back the son she lost in battle. This child is pure god and completely hers he has no father...just Ravenlily and I deities DO NOT NEED TO ENGAGE IN SEXUAL ACTIVITY TO REPRODUCE. I am not her brother or lover I AM HER. I will rein will she slumbers as it is dangerous for her to be carrying a god while she is in human form so we are taking no chances with the health of our beloved Ravenlily or her unborn son Samael. I shall be perfect gentlemen to her friends and loved ones and shall try to get to know them all. And I will slay without haste those who break the laws of Balance. I thank you for your time. RavenLarik About me I am the God of Balance and known by many many names but none know my true name or the true names of my family. I am the eldest of The Alpha (God, The One) and The Omega (Lucifer.).I am the literal embodiment of Light and Dark with perfect shades of gray. Being a God I am both FEMALE and MALE energies and am able to assume the identity of anyone or thing. I am going through a change literally. Raven separated dividing her male and female aspects that was a jolt to me as I'd been inside of her for so long. She recently gave birth to a pure bred deity and I wasn't there to help so I've been stricken with a shape shift into a black cougar that as of yet I'm unable to control. He represents my primal, animalistic, base. I know that in time I'll be in control of this aspect of me. I hope that those who love me understand and give me distance while I complete this process.... Some think that they are the original "bad boy." but where do you think they inherited these traits from? Thin fucking air? I don't think so! I'm more like our father (The Omega=Lucifer or as he was truly known Samael) Raven is more like mother (The Alpha=God). I've had many many many names, more spawn then I care to remember but the one constant has been this drive nay urge that overcomes me like an angry storm of killer bees. I'm able to charm at will. Seriously it's too easy at times you could even say that I'm a sincere being regardless of the situation. I long for a partner to share in my escapades to push the realms of reality and venture into the darkest heart to find the purity of the light. I watch, listen and learn about my prey be they potential food or partner my tastes is discerning. What is it they say? "It's always the bad boys who make a girls heart beat faster." In my case I have literally caused a stilled and stoned heart to beat........ The Rise of Larik I'm the male aspect of Ravenlily Goddess of Balance, my name is RavenLarik. I don't normally appear in this realm but I was summoned here while my female aspect lay slumbering. She is now wakening up and though she and I are the same being I'm building a life with my wife Anne and children Samael and Tiger lily. All of this is an alien concept and I'm finding my way as I go a long. It's taking me time to acclimate myself and I'm worried that while I'm in this transition of isolating my wife Anne. There are some things that are hard to explain. Hard to decipher I'm in this human shell and feel every emotion a thousand times more then humans and at times the light is blinding and I seek refuge in the darkness and shadows. Comfort in the arms of my beloved Anne.
  • 33. Larik Hidden Secret He was sitting and talking with his beloved wife Anne when all of a sudden he was violently blown across the room by an unseen force. The atmosphere outside instantly goes from sunny and cloudless to thunder storming and pitch black but with the exception of the bolts of lightening striking whatever it pleases. Larik is soon absorbed into the walls structure like a slick of human waste then disappears before Anne's horrified eyes. He's pulled back into the core of his existence and shown the dismal light of who he truly is. Images of him and his former incarnations play out before him like and endless reel of film. He is the counter balance of Ravenlily. He is the one who exacts justice with extreme prejudice. He is the one who lives in the shadows of your wildest nightmares. He is the bringer of death. All of these facts blind and broad side him as he swells with a new sense of purpose but how will Anne deal with him and his purpose? Will her love for him keep him grounded or will he return to his old ways? Finding myself I've been in this cage for days trying to control this beast until I realized the beast is ME! I've always been a shape shifter but this is different. This one takes me back to my primal urges, raw, brutal, quick and dirty. I've always fought my fathers petty games to convert me over to his side (My father is Satan) he knew that I was happy with Anne and our children but for him that was just the chance he needed to attack me with this strain. Many people believe us to be Gods but that is a human name to conceal the fact that they were spawned by higher intelligent species of Aliens. All of them are aliens born and bred on this blue ball. We come from a different realm and time a place that hopefully the human race will live to see. This cougar aspect of me is lethal, finds the weakness in others and uses it to his advances. Right now the only thing that will save me from becoming a mass murderer is nearly as unspeakable and it will be a test of just how much Anne loves me. I'll understand if she wants nothing more to do with me. I'm split right down the middle and I don't know which side of me will win out. As soon as I acknowledged the fact that I had no control my transformation back to my human form was painless. I reached through the bars on the cage and held Anne's hand as I lie naked and ashamed. Moving Forward Dearest Anne it was never my intention to hurt you but I realize that we both want and need different things out of life. I will always be close with you as you are the mother of my children. I want you to be happy and find someone who's right for you and less complicated. I did what I could to protect you from me and my actions and I failed. Do not be angry with Catherine as it was me who went to where she and Raven were making love. I never touched her with my skin only with my mind (transgenic like telekinesis) I was being pulled in deeper by the beast within that’s fighting to get out and having ritual sex was the only thing that halted the proceeding. I want to set up visitation with the children and provide you with whatever you need to raise them. I'd ask you to forgive me but I'll understand if that is something that never happens.
  • 34. The Beast Within With each quickening I feel this thing inside me grow. The hunger and bloodlust is no longer manageable, I've found myself hunting under the shadows of the moonlight. At first my prey remained with animals but the more I had the more I wanted. No NEEDED! Each kill makes my transformation less painful as I no longer stuffer the agony of bones cracking and reforming, flesh ripping and falling by the way side like that of a snake shedding it's skin. I still go through the process but the pain has become my darkest pleasure. Seeing the fear building in their eyes when I pounce and look them in the wide eyes that usually are looking back at mine. Feeling the blood heating up with dread coursing through their veins and heart pounding pleas of "God save me!" I tell them "I am saving them." in a vicious guttural tone that’s laced with an otherworldly growl right before ripping their faces off. I feel such a rush and elation that rivals my best orgasm and believe me I have and give earth shattering ones. Lately I've been playing with them giving them the hope of survival which feels much like foreplay. The build up is indescribable sometimes I keep them around for days seeing if they deserve to die or not. Looking for the slightest glimmer of wrongness that makes devouring them a ritual in and of itself. But alas, it's only hunting alone and am looking for a partner who's love of all things carnal and losing themselves in a smoky haze of debauchery and explorations in exquisite dark and dangerous pleasures match my own...I wonder if such a creature exists. The Origins of Evil There is a serious misconception about the reasons behind evil and what exactly true evil is. Evil is an aggressive intelligence and life force driven to survive as any organism constructed of carbon. My father's love is as pure as that of my mother's he just goes about getting what he wants in a different manner from mother and on the odd occasion they work together but often it's something to pick at the scabs of their break up. I fought with Raven because she attacked me (because of what I did to Catherine but its up to Catherine to come into her own and make her own decisions as to what to do and how to use the gift I gave her... bound by our laws neither Raven or myself can tell Catherine this) but neither of us can inflict any fatal injuries upon one another without destroying ourselves. I was dazed and hurting badly when Rainn appeared flinging me to one side like a paper bag caught in the wind and Raven the other direction in the very same manner. I felt a dramatic shift in the earth and alignment of the planets as I lay there bleeding and badly injured from my fight with Raven. I must have blacked out somewhere because the next thing I knew I was cradled within my father’s arms as his massive wings carried me to safety. I heard my fathers’ voice reverberating through me like a speeding bullet then...nothing but silence and blackness...where am I? Anna Imprisoned within the body of my brother Anakletos this beautiful creature was destroyed as he made his re-emergence. I saw what was left of her lying in a rotting heap on the floor and said "Come back to me Anna. Come back.” At which time her flesh re- animated becoming soft and pale pink the crumbled and broken bones became reconnected and workable. At first my reasons for bringing her back to life was a way of adding insult to injury to my brother Anakletos but once I gazed into the eyes so
  • 35. innocent. So pure I decided to make her mine. I showed her my home planet and took her to my safe haven there. She brings out all that is good in me and accepts who and what I am without question and for that I'm beginning to know what love is. I never want to hurt her but I know myself and am bound to screw it up somewhere down the line but for now she is MY salvation. THE BOOK OF THE DEAD During his grief and sense of haplessness while his daughters Rainn and Bella lay dying he stumbled upon the ancient Book of the Dead If your name is in here then expect a visit from him shortly. The secrets contained within the pages of this book have shown him that death doesn't always mean the death of the body, spirit or the soul but is death to something old so that it may be renewed or reborn into something different. It doesn't stipulate whether this is a good or bad thing it depends on the intention of the person reading these incantations and the purity of that intent. To harm or heal thus explaining the difficulty in finding it. If this fell into the wrong hands there’s no telling the amount of chaos and carnage they could bring down on the heads of us all. I will lay my very essence on the line to keep this book and its knowledge safe. My Grief ~During my grief and sense of haplessness while my daughters Rainn and Bella lay dying I stumbled upon the ancient Book Of The Dead If your name is in here then expect a visit from me shortly. The secrets contained within the pages of this book have shown me that death doesn't always mean the death of the body, spirit or the soul but is death to something old so that it may be renewed or reborn into something different. It doesn't stipulate whether this is a good or bad thing it depends on the intention of the person reading these incantations and the purity of that intent...to harm or heal thus explaining the difficulty in finding it. If this fell into the wrong hands there’s no telling the amount of chaos and carnage they could bring down on the heads of us all. I will lay my very essence on the line to keep this book and its knowledge safe. This book has been buried within the bowels of the forbidden region on my home planet. A place where even those known to be brave and courageous fear to tread there. I find solace with the dark icy cold that burst into a brilliant shower of liquid fire at a moments notice. Have you ever seen fire at zero gravity? It's beautiful, it glides consuming everything foolish enough to be caught in its path. I on the other hand would come here as a child when I wanted to hide from who I was and from the beast that lurks howling beneath the surface of my human form. I had sought it originally to save my daughters but while away looking for it they were both healed. Now I have the ultimate weapon to use in this conflict and shall not fail or falter. ~
  • 36.  Lucifer Omega ~ That's right we disagreed on what to do with them and I have to say that they are more inclined to follow me then they'll even admit to themselves. I am blamed for all that is wrong in the world and in their lives but truth be told all of their wounds are self inflicted. If evil is what they want then I'll show them what true evil is what they’ll get. ~  Anakletos Cerberus Lee ~ Anakletos had been part of Anna since the dawn of human Existence. She was transformed into this alien creature within the depth of the ocean by her father, Lucifer. He need such a creature to carry his demons creations but Lilith got
  • 37. wind of this, also using her vessel to carry her pure essence in the form of a new creature which the human named Fairies. She would carry such creatures when The Alpha and the Omega saw fit to place their essence into this realm. But One day as she was out saying goodbye to her new creations a man came upon her, they spoke when he transformed into a wild cat and chased her away from her safe Location. When the chase was over he Invoked Anakletos who was soon attacked, left to near death. His attacker was Larik. They were both part of their fathers essence but of completely different sources and so when Anna/Anakletos become a vessel for their father's Demon creation, Larik became an unknown species, and no one truly knew what he was within The Family. Tagline The Invoked! Me, Myself, and I Anakletos Cerberus Lee the male aspect of Anna Medusa Lee. They were born as one being but like our older siblings later split into two different aspects of the original person. He only came about when Our Father (The Omega) gave up all hope of Anna being the mother of a new superior race, which would have been of a higher make-up than man. Anna was submissive to all his outrageous demands on her but still she was angered within by the vile treatment she was enduring. Anakletos emerged from her blackened heart and became flesh. He is the flesh embodied built on her hatred. The best way to describe this inner Rage to those who have not seen it is that it is a sudden and violent out of control explosion of build up temper. It usually happens very suddenly with no real warning that it’s coming. Once started it cannot be stopped by anyone. It must run its course until till then he is untouchable. . Because he spilt from her body, he absorbed the hatred she felt she had experienced from their Father. This was not healthy state for her continue immortal existence, as they are higher deities must feel all emotions there is to feel around the. This absent emotion soon became even greater then before, its hidden presence soon made her be known as The Medusa. His appearance cannot be truly described but shall try he has a brazen voice like that of a wild dog is relentless and strong and is as horrid to all who have the misfortune to see him. Anakletos is the first true Cerberus his very name means to invoke when Anna wanted to rid herself of this rage he took it on and acted out their darkest emotions. . He appears to most as a wild animal whose physique represents of them in their most basic state. He excels in hand to hand combat, employing acrobatics that he passed onto is daughter Rainn while she was in the womb. His animal aspect gives him super alien strength, speed, reflexes, agility the lot. He is equally dangerous on all fours as he is graceful but there are times when he is more bestial able to crush the bones of his kinsmen. All his senses are enhanced to a hundred times that of others of his Race. In addition, he’s developed an accelerated healing
  • 38. factor that allows him to repair mild to moderate injuries within the span of a few hours. , making him more indestructible than any other of his blood. . Catherine’s soul is in complete torture (over her love for Raven) as she loves her sister more than life itself but their union is forbidden and the ripples of its effects would spread quickly among the solar system causing unpredictable environmental reactions which could easily cause a planet to die. This occurred when they first formed as one being eons ago; Earth began to quickly cool causing a worldwide freeze to occur, causing all life to be in frozen animation for hundreds of years. They realized their love was wrong and went their own separate ways. However, one night of carnal desire created the one and only Rainn. The person who will save them all from this end of world battle which is to come! . Larik is my brother, and the male aspect of Raven. He maybe the original Bad Boy but Anakletos is the original male Bitch. He may be a second copy of The Omega, their father but Anakletos is more of his father’s son then his brother Larik and he’ll stop at nothing to prove this. He processes the same anger filled black heart of his father. He may have been created from an incestuous relationship but he is still a strong part of their father and no one can deny that he is his son. . When the Civil War does break out among his people, Anakletos must assume a neutral stance in it all. However, he might secretly violate this stance so he can provide his people with advice on how to fight without fighting himself. Despite his personal feelings about the cause for this war, he will enlist his services to train Anna’s many minions, to assist them in the training to fight The Omega. This war is the final one. My Alien Mutation5/25/09 ~It is possible that my mutation is a result of genetic atavism. However, as I also possesses neotenous characteristics, which may explain why I have super genius intellect despite my animal physique. I am excellent in hand-to-hand combatant; employing a unique style of acrobatic combat, from combat training I received by Rainn. This mutation gives me superhuman strength, speed, reflexes, agility, flexibility, dexterity, coordination, balance, and endurance. I have equally dexterous in all four limbs; able to perform tasks with my feet or hands with equal ease. Because of my talents and training, I can outperform any Olympic-level athlete, contorting my body and performing aerial feats gracefully easy. I have claw-like nails and fang-like teeth, and my overall appearance becomes more bestial. With this physique, I use my claws to climb vertical surfaces .I gained the ability to emit mood altering pheromones, causing sexual attraction in women, and I become strong enough to withstand falls that would crush the bones of a normal human. I
  • 39. developed extremely powerful limbs, allowing me to make astounding leaps and to run at great speeds for a short duration. MY strength, speed, stamina, sturdiness, and senses increase further with this change. I gained cat-like agility, flexibility, coordination, and balance, and all my senses are enhanced to twenty times that of a normal human being. In addition, I developed an accelerated healing factor that allows me to repair mild to moderate injuries within the span of a few hours. I also no longer need full sleep. THE LEGEND OF THE BLIND DRAGON5/20/09 The world is darkness, but there is Fire... and Shadow, to illuminate the path...There are many legends, shrouded in time and shadow, about a winged creature, of life and fire, dying in flames, rising from death. From the ashes of its former life. Again and again, unending to the end of time and beyond. It’s the myth of each and every human, of humanity itself, defying the life that is death, the death that moves and breathes. We are Phoenix, the incarnation of life and fire. We always have been and always will be, reborn from the ashes. The Phoenix will flap its wings and leave the green rainbow earth in its wake... Lily's Birth5/20/09 Raven had used an ancient spell to create a glamour that would shield her relationship with Anakletos and in this spell she conjured up Lily. A sensual, seductive bronze and copper colored demon who invented sex, lust, desire with the ability to sate even the insatiable, she’s a deadly foe. This demon and her carnal appetite for Anakletos will surprise even him it was the power of their love that Raven used for the basis of conjuring Lily and for now he will be the only person who can invoke her. She is Raven's unbridled ID and is ruthless to the core. Highly volatile but Raven felt it was a risk worth taking. When the kindred embrace with Anakletos was coming to an end Lily slid out of Raven's vagina like a liquid unformed puddle that soon took on a shocking new form Anakletos5/20/09 Anakletos was a troubled soul but hide it well from everyone who was close to him. He knew nothing really of his birth. How he became to be this Life Form. He knew he was nothing but dust and then he was man! He knew his Sister Anna was of the same Dust as he. They had no childhood as they were never children. It was as if they had bypassed this and just became adults, knowing all that you would know when you became of this age. He knew much on how his parents fell in love but knew nothing really of them. He knew that they were different but also the same like he and Anna. He soon fall for an other of his kind, his sister Raven, which was not against any law in their world but it was their parent who did not agree it was best for them. They did not listen and fused as one, mixing their essence , forever connected but it was not to be and she so went knowing that what they had shared was more special that the creation of earth. She soon became involved with an other brother Larik and bore him a child, they named her Rainn. Anakletos became heartbroken by this and knew it was time to lie. He was not willing to live this life anymore and left to lie in the dunes of earth.
  • 40. More to come.  Anna Medusa Lee ~ I am not of the same species as my other siblings but of a subclass of my father true image. One day, when my mother revolted over the matter of the humans, my Father ordered I be created to serve his need for other beings to roam the earth surface; those who would rule the seas and skies, as humans would rule the land. As I produced unknown devil creatures upon the earth for my father I felt my mother’s divine spirit consumed my flesh. She had set the seed within me to produce beings that were caught in between my father and mother's creations; they became known as fairies and werewolves. I give birth to my semi-brothers and sisters souls. They are of me and of The Alpha and the Omega. So are half bloods but are not fully divine like my siblings and parents. ~ Tagline The Mother of All that is evil Me, Myself, and I Anna Medusa Lee is seen as the mother of all demonic creatures. She was not always as vile as she’s become to be known she’d rather be the person she was before her true origins were known. A being completely damaged beyond repair it was through the love of Larik she remembered the being she was, a loving, joyous creature he brings out the best in her though the beast is still writhing within her and can be called into action with or without her permission. Larik helped her to rediscover the lighter loving side of her and she is deeply in love with him. To
  • 41. most she hides the demon living inside her by wearing many masks but the impending war is tearing her asunder…all she wants is to be with Larik. Her Medusa personality is very well hidden for the most part though it was rudely awaken by an exorcist from Anakletos to rid himself of Anna this killed her shell in the process but she was re-animated by Larik’s tears and words. . Anna was once a beautiful woman, the original ginger haired siren but when her ire was challenged or fear beset her it turned into a twisting nest of snakes that she could not control while rapt with rage inflicting wounds that were jagged and filled with worms that ate them alive and is rumored that any mortal stupid or unlucky enough to look at her would instantly be turned into stone while screaming in agony. The ability to heal also resided within her but it sounded like a distant echo until Larik entered her life filling her heart with true love for the first time. The Other Half Of Me Larik Keeper Of The BookOfthedead Lilith: Our Mother5/23/09 The Alien Woman is Lilith, and she is the sweetness of sin and the evil tongue. And from the lips of the Alien Woman honey flows. And although the Impure Female has no hands and feet for copulation, for the feet of the serpent were cut off, nevertheless the Female in her adornments looks as if she had hands and feet. And it is the mystery of her adornments that she can seduce men.... And she leaves the husband of her youth [Samael] and descends and fornicates with men who sleep below in the impurity of spontaneous emission, and from them is born demons and spirits and Lilin, and they are called the Sons of Man. And behold, the harsh husk, that is Lilith, is always in the sheet of the bed of a man and a woman who copulate, in order to take the sparks of the drops of seed which go waste, because it cannot be without this, and she creates from them demons, spirits and Lilin. And there is an incantation to drive away Lilith from the bed and to bring forth holy souls, which is mentioned in the holy Zohar. {{Samael resembles the form of Adam and Lilith the form of Eve. Both were born in an androgynous form, corresponding to the form of Adam and Eve: below and above, two twin forms. And Samael and Grandmother Eve [i.e., Lilith], who is the Northerner, are emanations from beneath the Throne of Glory. And the sin [of Adam] caused this evil}} In answer to your question concerning Lilith, I shall explain to you the essence of