1) Before, the author did not care about God and thought attending mass and reading the Bible was a waste of time. 2) Through obstacles in her life, the author realized that God helped her and there was a reason for what she went through. 3) The author learned that she does not need to force herself to believe in God, but can get to know God on her own terms through experiencing God's help during difficult times.

1. Stephanie Mae N. Borilla DIVINE REVELATION
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Before I don’t care to God I’m not interested to know him I felt
I’m only wasting my time to God to red bible to attend mass
But God show me what my life is . I admit until to now I’m not
100% fanatic of God but step by step I try to follow his words
just like other people who didn’t like God before .
Well for you to realize that there is God you don’t have to
force yourself or to pretend that you realize who is God? And
every day that have past every obstacle that you’ve done
through by God, you have not just say that there’s a lot of
people behind you who is willing to help you. Know that
there’s a certain reason why in your life you felt that you are in
the darkness no one can understand you or to help you and in
that way you realize Why God? Why it happened to me?
After that obstacle you was so thankful that you reach your
goal with God because he is your lightening and shining armor
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It is start through by yourself knowing Who is God.