The author decides to give up alcohol completely after over a decade of its negative influences on their life, including painful injuries, legal issues, damaged relationships, and deteriorating mental health. They drove past a liquor store but decided drinking would not make them better and would only continue to destroy them and those around them. This is the first time the author has consciously committed to removing alcohol from their life entirely, as past attempts at moderation did not work. Their 25th birthday is approaching in 10 days, and they want to finally keep a long-ago promise to themselves to get their life in order by that age.