The author expresses sadness that the recipient chose someone else over them after knowing each other for 11 years and talking for over 4 years. The author wanted to love and be loved by the recipient, but it was never reciprocated. While the author wanted an intimate relationship, the recipient proved they meant nothing by choosing someone else they had known for less time. Though it hurts, the author acknowledges everyone has a right to choose and wishes the recipient the best.