The document expresses a strong preference to take dramatic actions, such as harming oneself, rather than feel depressed. It lists numerous extreme scenarios the author would rather choose, such as hanging themselves or beheading themselves, than experience negative emotions like being depressed. Overall, the document conveys a refusal to surrender to depression and a willingness to take drastic measures to avoid feeling depressed.

1. RATHER THAN FEELING DEPRESSED
I would rather unflinchingly embrace the corpses of staggering defeat; than
worthlessly entangling myself in the webs of sordid corruption and feeling severely
depressed,
I would rather hang myself bizarrely upside down without the most inconspicuous of
regret; than being luridly lured by spurious politicians all the time and feeling
torturously depressed,
I would rather mercilessly annihilate every chord of my intricate throat with a blazing
smile; than being maneuvered like a pompous puppet by the chains of the turgidly
conventional society and feeling flagrantly depressed,
I would rather plummet wide-eyed from the epitome of the towering mountain; than
being abusively molested by the sanctimoniously rich and feeling invidiously
depressed,
I would rather parade bare skinned amidst the pack of hedonistically menacing tigers;
than being baselessly pulverized by the dungeons of feckless unemployment
and feeling nonchalantly depressed,
I would rather uninhibitedly scream the very last iota of voice in my throat towards
blue sky; than being transcended by the rules of emaciating monotony and feeling
treacherously depressed,
I would rather fearlessly transgress on a blanket of truculently acrimonious thorns;
than being drawn into the aisles of unbearably prejudiced greed and feeling
horrendously depressed,
I would rather patriotically behead myself in a pool of fragrantly crimson blood; than
surrendering to the traitors of my sacrosanct motherland and feeling barbarically
depressed,
I would rather proudly digest a meal of threadbare mud and lackadaisical stone; than
feasting at the cost of my comrades in tumultuous grief and feeling sodomizingly
depressed,
I would rather altruistically thrash every cranny of my brain till it indiscriminately
bled; than targeting my own comrade’s scalp for parsimonious wads of debasing
money and feeling pugnaciously depressed,

2. I would rather tirelessly walk on the road towards my eternally triumphant freedom;
than being ghastily incarcerated by the devastating clouds of perniciously debilitating
solitude and feeling cold-bloodedly depressed,
I would rather unabashedly proclaim my love to even the most infinitesimal quarter
of this colossal Universe; than drowning in the insipid ponds of betrayal and feeling
tyrannically depressed,
I would rather timidly pulverize myself into diminutive bits of meaningless ash; than
diabolically overpowering the symbiotic empathy of ever holistic organism and
feeling lugubriously depressed,
I would rather honorably exonerate apart even the most mercurial vein of mine; than
fiendishly propagating the strings of raunchy terror in synergistically existing tribes
and feeling doggedly depressed,
I would rather gloriously jump from the high flying aircraft without a single parachute
on my impoverished demeanor; than gregariously blending with the traumatizing
hijackers and feeling horribly depressed,
I would rather exuberantly immolate my body in flames in my quest for everlasting
truth; than being lasciviously enticed by graveyards of abhorrent manipulation and
feeling remorsefully depressed,
I would rather deliberately blind my eyes with swords of scintillating righteousness;
than inevitably witnessing evil burgeoning on every quarter of earth just because
people wanted it to and feeling haplessly depressed,
I would rather intransigently listen to the voices of my immortally throbbing heart;
than being made a worthless object of transient ridicule; by every fraternity of the
disastrously penalizing society and feeling stupidly depressed,
O! Yes; I would rather intrepidly abrogate breath this very instant from my lungs;
than living life like a livid insect; horrifically crippled by the feet of malevolent power
and feeling zanily depressed.