The document describes the narrator's impossible situation of being unable to live with or without a woman. Every part of her - from her eyes, lips, palms, and skin to her voice, fingers, feet, and heart - is described as both essential to the narrator's life yet also torturous. In the end, the narrator resolves that the only way forward is to transform each "impossible" into a "possible" through pragmatic acceptance as long as they are alive.

1. IMPOSSIBLE “POSSIBLE”.
It was impossible for me to live without her eyes; as I was tirelessly enamored by their
beautifully impeccable whites; the fathomless wonderment of the inscrutable
Universe that tirelessly reflected from them,
And it was impossible for me to live with her eyes; as they diffused nothing
else but vindictively treacherous fire for every aspect of my existence; disconsolately
sighted me as a piece of infinitesimally frigid shit .
It was impossible for me to live without her lips; as I obsessively wanted to trace their
resplendently sensuous contours all night and day; and even as the most decimating
apocalypses of hell descended upon planet divine,
And it was impossible for me to live with her lips; as they wafted into nothing else
but an unsurpassable ocean of sordid expletives for even the most philanthropic
deeds I did; perennially ostracizing me into worthlessly disastrous oblivion .
It was impossible for me to live without her palms; as it was only in their bountifully
poignant destiny lines that I found the ultimate fragrance of my impoverished life,
And it was impossible for me to live with her palms; as whenever they did move in
her life; it was only to mercilessly thrash the last ounce of exhilaration entrapped in
each of my bones; bludgeon me to a pulp more torturous than veritable death in the
prime of my life .
It was impossible for me to live without her skin; as I indefatigably wanted to smooch
its unfathomably unparalleled sensuality; jubilantly bite through every of its pricelessly
igniting goose-bump of sensitivity till centuries even beyond the end of my time,
And it was impossible for me to live with her skin; as it clandestinely betrayed me
behind my back; surrendering in timid weakness to every conceivable masculine
aroma on the trajectory of this unbelievably unceasing planet .
It was impossible for me to live without her hair; as in their majestically
ravishing swirl I found hidden the entire beauty of this boundlessly mesmerizing
Universe; sequestered myself forever and ever and ever from the insurmountable
animosity of this horrifically robotic world,
And it was impossible to live with her hair; as their sole purpose in life was to
uncouthly slap me left; right and center for ostensibly no fault of mine; hedonistically
strangulate me like a death rope into the corpses of bizarrely unforgivable
extinction .
It was impossible for me to live without her ears; as in their daintily twinkling lobes; I
found a sweetness so mellifluously unconquerable; that uninhibitedly liberated me of
all my worries for a countless more lifetimes,
And it was impossible to live with her ears; as they were preposterously insensitive to
even the most cripplingly hoarse of my cries; wholesomely shunted me even as they

2. heard the most fiercest of thunder gruesomely extraditing me from the chapter of
blissful life .
It was impossible for me to live without her voice; as it was solely in it that I found
the melody of irrefutably infallible truth; as it was my sole inspiration to fearlessly
confront even the most obstinately bellicose impediments in the pathways of
enigmatic life,
And it was impossible for me to live with her voice; as whenever it arose
from the solar plexus of her throat; it was just for unendingly ridiculing me infront of
the entire globe; it was just for criminally numbing each of my royal senses to
egalitarian pleasure and pain; alike .
It was impossible for me to live without her fingers; as it in their inimitably heavenly
artistry that I tasted nectar in the heart of the iridescently charismatic night; it was in
their invincible grip that I felt possessed by the most impregnably interminable of
eternal companionship,
And it was impossible for me to live with her fingers; as all they could sketch
whenever they eclectically put paint paper; was nothing else but the most morbidly
incarcerated shapes of my unabashedly shriveled carcass and dead form.
It was impossible for me to live without her feet; as it was solely in their benign
impressions; that I could find the most gloriously unfettered ideals of this timelessly
procreating Universe,
And it was impossible for me to live with her feet; as whenever she alighted them
from her state of indolent inertia; it was only to salaciously kick me like a chunk of
neglected feces; to the furthermost coffins of diabolically besmirching hell .
It was impossible for me to live without her shoulders; as their altruistically
benevolent strength to hoist every deprived orphan; was my undefeated sublimation
to timelessly triumph in the odyssey of endowing life,
And it was impossible for me to live with her shoulders; as unrelentingly surged
forward at the cost of my desires and pride; ruthlessly massacring my integrity to
inconspicuously wanton dust; countless a times .
It was impossible for me to live without her brain; as her ingeniously innovative swirl
to evolve insatiably blessing magic out of desperate nothingness; was what had indeed
become an indispensable ingredient of my blood,
And it was impossible for me to live with her brain; as I knew that it harbored
nothing else but limitless abhorrence for my diminutive form; it dreamt of nothing
else but pulverizing me into my venomous grave; alive .
It was impossible for me to live without her conscience; as solely in its spirit of
Omnipotent honesty; was I able to explicitly sight and admire God’s panoramic
creation to the most unprecedented limits,

3. And it was impossible for me to live with her conscience; as it relentlessly discarded
me as an unceremoniously forlorn speck of meaninglessness; perceived even the most
righteous of my deed to be the coffin of ominously disparaging death .
It was impossible for me to live without her blood; as I perpetually wanted
to mélange the elixir of my existence with each of her blessedly unassailable veins;
thereby feel the most pricelessly gifted organism alive,
And it was impossible for me to live with her blood; as it ferociously expurgated
even the most cloistered rudiment of my existence from its exuberant swirl; cognizing
it to be the most satanically lambasting venom of its time .
It was impossible for me to live without her shadow; as I transcended every
level of spell binding fantasy in its enchantingly tranquil sheath; attaining the most
beautifully unbridled rest of my life in its astoundingly heavenly coolness,
And it was impossible for me to live with her shadow; as from it immorally radiated
the images of those innumerable men; whom she’d sadistically utilized to quench her
carnal thirst; with whom she’d tawdrily slept .
It was impossible for me to live without her sweat; as solely in its fabulously
unhindered scent of perseverance; did I discover my mission to succeed in the
journey of bounteously virile life,
And it was impossible for me to live with her sweat; as for it I was just an
unbearably pernicious mosquito; disconsolately perpetuating my cries of ghastly
extinction into its marvelously golden persona .
It was impossible for me to live without her belly; as it unceasingly tantalized me till
even beyond the corridors of magnificently replenishing paradise; as solely in its
incredulously victorious softness did I realize that I was tirelessly proliferating and
handsomely virile,
And it was impossible for me to live with her belly; as it wholeheartedly cuddled even
the most belligerent dustbin of ghoulish trash; but unstoppably rejected even the
remotest of my sight .
It was impossible for me to live without her freshness; as it was my sole reason for
being incessantly enlightened in my already desolately depraving life; as it
metamorphosed even the most dolorously invidious of my night into brilliantly
Omnipresent sunshine,
And it was impossible for me to live with her freshness; as it acrimoniously
considered me as the most stagnantly disconcerting dribble of dirt on this Universe;
as it considered even the most ebulliently ecstatic smile of mine as
delinquently decrepit and stale .
It was impossible for me to live without her tongue; as it was solely while

4. nibbling at its untamed tanginess; did I find the kindergartens of mischievously
unconquerable childhood; innocuously enshroud me once again till the very end of
my time,
And it was impossible for me to live with her tongue; as it libidinously spat on me all
night and sweltering day; just as if I was a singular dustpan for cleansing it of all its
unsolicited extremities .
It was impossible for me to live without her breath; as it was solely the only thing on
earth that could’ve granted me effulgent life even after lurid death; made me feel the
most wonderfully richest entity on earth even when I was robustly alive,
And it was impossible for me to live with her breath; as it intractably refrained to
inhale even when a countless feet near me; as it proclaimed to the entire world that I
profusely smelt of nothing else but disgustingly collapsing cowardice .
It was impossible for me to live without her heart; as it was solely in every of its
passionately queenly beat; that I felt as if everything around me was God’s amiably
bonding paradise; that I felt that I was insuperably and immortally alive,
And it was impossible for me to live with her heart; as it raunchily betrayed me right
infront of my staring eyes; forever blending with the beats of the fantastically
ameliorating Universe; but tirelessly dragging me towards the gory devil’s shrine .
And to top all of this it was even impossible for me to end my own life; as I didn’t
want to trespass the laws of his symbiotically kingly creation; ardently desired that the
last iota of my breath be solely controlled by the Omniscient divine,
So eventually I adopted one more impossible to end it all; and that was to
pragmatically metamorphose each of my impossibly “Impossibles” aboveinto an
impossible “Possible”; till the time I dreamt and breathed; till the time I was bustling
with impossibly unshakable life .