The speaker describes how from a young age they have felt different and apart from others. They could not find joy or sorrow from the same things that others did. All that they loved, they loved alone. In their childhood during the dawn of a stormy life, a mystery was drawn from every depth of good and ill that still binds them. This mystery came from nature, such as the torrent, fountain, red cliff of the mountain, the sun, lightning, thunder, storm and clouds that took the form of a demon to them when the rest of the sky was blue.