The song lyrics describe a person with white hair and a hopeful smile whose positive feelings are always expressed openly. However, the singer states "when I'm with you, I don't want to be with you," suggesting he does not want to be in this situation and wants the person to change. He describes her as having a good heart and desire to please, but also says "I want a fatal disease," implying he wants her to change drastically. While later calling her "everything" and his "most demanding dream," showing he genuinely cares for her but finds her currently appealing traits undesirable. The video will focus on the two main characters and their desire for change and sickness through dark, gloomy shots.