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Esther Nagle
The Size of a Cow
Welcome to Hell
Spend your time in Hell
I would try to change it
But it suits me too well
My not so private Hell
Pop Will Eat Itself – Eat Me, Drink Me, Kill Me
Love Me
Damn, blast, look at my past
I’m ripping up my feet on broken glass
Oh wow, look at me now
I’m building up my problems to
the size of a cow
The Wonderstuff – Size of a Cow
Mother, I tried, please believe
me
I’m doing the best that I can
I’m ashamed of the things
I’ve been put through
I’m ashamed of the person I
am
Joy Division - Isolation
I go missing,
No longer exist
One day, I hope,
I'm someone you'd miss
Queens of the Stone Age – I Appear Missing
W
9% UK Males Alcohol Dependent
2,792,610 men
4 % UK Females Alcohol Dependent
1,286,120 women
4,078,730 people!
78,730
final ignitefinal
When your day is long
And the night, the night is yours
alone
When you're sure you've had
enough
Of this life, well hang on
Everybody Hurts - REM
Thank you!
@balance_breathe
balanceandbreathe.co.uk

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Ignite Cardiff talk esther nagle

  • 2. Welcome to Hell Spend your time in Hell I would try to change it But it suits me too well My not so private Hell Pop Will Eat Itself – Eat Me, Drink Me, Kill Me Love Me
  • 3.
  • 4. Damn, blast, look at my past I’m ripping up my feet on broken glass Oh wow, look at me now I’m building up my problems to the size of a cow The Wonderstuff – Size of a Cow
  • 5.
  • 6. Mother, I tried, please believe me I’m doing the best that I can I’m ashamed of the things I’ve been put through I’m ashamed of the person I am Joy Division - Isolation
  • 7.
  • 8. I go missing, No longer exist One day, I hope, I'm someone you'd miss Queens of the Stone Age – I Appear Missing
  • 9.
  • 10.
  • 11. W
  • 12.
  • 13. 9% UK Males Alcohol Dependent 2,792,610 men 4 % UK Females Alcohol Dependent 1,286,120 women 4,078,730 people! 78,730
  • 14.
  • 15.
  • 16.
  • 17. final ignitefinal When your day is long And the night, the night is yours alone When you're sure you've had enough Of this life, well hang on Everybody Hurts - REM
  • 18.
  • 19.
  • 20.
  • 21.

Editor's Notes

  1. Drinking lead me into some very dark places, I put myself and my children at risk, I went to parties with people I didn’t know, I woke up in places I didn’t recognise. I did things I would never have done sober. I frequently blacked out and lost hours of memories of what I did and said. I spent too many nights sat alone, smoking and drinking, hating myself more and more, drinking more and more, a cycle of self loathing and self destruction, thinking this was the way I relaxed!