I am positive anyone would say that being raped is not my fault or which aren't required to be asham...

1. Being abused sucks
I am positive anyone would say that being raped is not my fault or which aren't required to be
ashamed. The problem comes though, after i ask: exactly what does it truly mean to be raped? Were
stuff occur to me a rape? I do know they have been not what people call 'making love', because since
that very day I've experienced that too. Nevertheless i still are unaware of what things to think of it
as. My therapist named it rape, but my therapist is without a doubt all over my side. Its her job.
Thats the challenge with things which happened behind the closed door among the intimacy of my
bed and during childhood. I didn't and for some things still don't have a framework of reference an
objective technique to asses what happened in my own opinion. I continued setting myself up, even
though I wasn't a young child anymore. I had become a willing victim to what my exhusband did
alone, equally as much as I hated it and was humiliated by it, I never said no. It isn't a forcible rape,
finally it was a rape of my soul and the shame of your new toy ensured that kept my mouth shut until
Which i could not go on it any more.