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‫ﻃﺒﻘﺎ ﻟﻘﻮﺍﻧﲔ ﺍﳌﻠﻜﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻔﻜﺮﻳﺔ‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫.‬ ‫אא‬ ‫א‬ ‫)ﻋـﱪ ﺍﻻﻧﱰﻧـﺖ ﺃﻭ‬ ‫א‬ ‫אא‬ ‫ﻟﻠﻤﻜﺘﺒــﺎﺕ ﺍﻻﻟﻜﱰﻭﻧﻴــﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻷﻗــﺮﺍﺹ ﺍﳌﺪﳎــﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻯ‬ ‫א‬ ‫ﻭﺳﻴﻠﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ (‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫.‬ ‫.‬ ‫א א‬
‫‪‬‬ ‫اﻟﻌﺼﻔﻮر ........................................................................... ٢‬ ‫أﺣﻼم................................................................................ ٤‬ ‫اﻟﺒﺤﺮ ..ﻣﺘﺴﻊ ﻷﺣﻼم اﻟﻌﺼﺎﻓﻴﺮ ................................................ ٧‬ ‫!!!! )١( ............................................................................. ٩‬ ‫)٢( اﻟﺮﻣﺎد ....................................................................... ٠١‬ ‫)٣( ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺔ ...................................................................... ٠١‬ ‫)٤( ﺱﻨﻮات ..................................................................... ١١‬ ‫)٥( ﺷﺨﺒﻄﺎت ................................................................... ١١‬ ‫ﺣﻀﺎرة ........................................................................... ٢١‬ ‫ﺱﻠﻤﻰ ﺏﺼﻴﻐﺔ اﻟﺠﻤﻊ ........................................................... ٥١‬ ‫اﻟﻌﺸﻖ ............................................................................ ٨١‬ ‫اﻟﺒﺤﺮ ............................................................................. ١٢‬ ‫اﻟﻌﺼﻔﻮر ......................................................................... ٣٢‬ ‫ﻗﺼﺎﺹﺎت ﻋﺸﻖ ................................................................ ٥٢‬ ‫اﻥﺘﻈﺎر ............................................................................ ٧٢‬ ‫ﻣﺴﻮدة اﻟﻨﻬﺮ .................................................................... ٩٢‬ ‫ﺕﺬآﺮ............................................................................... ٠٣‬ ‫٣‬
‫...ﻋﺸﻕ ﻫﺫﺍ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺤﺘﻤل ﺍﻟﺘﺄﻭﻴل‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻓﻠﺴﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﻴﺭﺍﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﻴﺸﻌﺭ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﺘﻭﻗﻑ‬ ‫ﻴﺸﻌﺭ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻜﻭﻥ ﺒﺩﻴﻊ ﺠﺩﺍ .‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻼﺀﺍﺕ ﺒﻴﻀﺎﺀ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺤﺩﺓ ﻤﻠﺌﺕ ﻨﻐﻤﺎ .‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻼﻡ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻨﺎ ﺼﻐﺎﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻷﺤﻼﻤﻨﺎ ﺭﺍﺌﺤﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺠﻭﺤﺔ ﺯﻴﻨﺕ ﺒﺎﻟﻨﻬﺎﺭﺍﺕ‬ ‫ﻨﻬﺭﺍ ﻴﺭﺍﻫﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻨﺴﺘﺤﻡ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻤﻭﺍﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﺭﺍﻗﺼﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻴﺘﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻴﺎﺴﻤﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﺤﻜﺎﻴﺎ .‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ...‬ ‫٤‬
‫ﺍﻟﺘﻰ ﺘﺭﺴﻤﻴﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺴﻠﻡ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺕ‬ ‫ﻋﺸﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻏﻨﻴﺔ ﻟﻠﺒﺭﺍﺀﺓ‬ ‫ﻗﻁﻌﺔ ﺴﻜﺭ .‬ ‫ﻭﻋﺼﻔﻭﺭﺓ ﻤﻥ ﺼﺒﺎﺡ ﺠﺩﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﺘﻐﺭﺩ ﻓﻲ ﺸﺭﻓﺘﻰ‬ ‫ﺃﻓﺘﺢ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﺘﻨﺎﻡ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻭل ﺍﻟﺤﻠﻡ‬ ‫ﺘﻬﻤﺱ ﻟﻰ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺎﺡ ﺁﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻷﻴﺎﻤﻨﺎ ﺯﻗﺯﻗﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﺍﺤﺘﻤﺎﻻﺕ ﻋﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻭل ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻘﻰ ﺒﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﺤﻜﺎﻴﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﻘﺒل‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻭﺡ ﺍﻟﺸﻭﺍﺭﻉ ...ﺘﻐﺩﻭ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺄﺘﻲ ﻤﺤﻤﻠﺔ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﻁﺭ‬ ‫ﺘﻘﺒل ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﻭﺕ ...ﺍﻟﺒﻴﻭﺕ‬ ‫٥‬
‫ﻭﻴﺭﻗﺹ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺸﺭﻓﺘﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﻨﻔﺴﺞ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺃﻭل ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻡ .‬ ‫ﻴﺨﻀل ﺤﻠﻤﺎ ..ﻨﺩﻴﺎ ..ﺒﺭﻴﺌﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺭﺴﻡ ﺒﻴﺘﺎ ﺠﻤﻴﻼ ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺠﻭﺤﺔ ﻟﻠﺼﻐﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﺤﻜﺎﻴﺎ ..‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻰ ﺁﺨﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻡ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌل ﺴﻴﺠﺎﺭﺓ ﻟﻠﺘﺫﻜﺭ‬ ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ﻨﻜﺒﺭ‬ ‫ﺘﺫﺒل ﺃﺤﻼﻤﻨﺎ ﻜﺎﻟﺯﻫﻭﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻨﺒﺕ ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﻴﺏ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ﻜﻤﺎ ﻜﺎﻥ ﻋﻬﺩﻙ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻘﻭﻨﺔ ﺘﺸﻌل ﺍﻟﻀﻭﺀ ﻟﻠﻌﺎﺒﺭﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺴﻤﻭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻓﻌل ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻌﻠﻭ ﻜﻤﺎ ﻨﺩﻑ ﺍﻟﺜﻠﺞ‬ ‫ﺘﺸﻁﺏ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻌﻨﺎﻭﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻜل ﺍﻟﺘﻭﺍﺭﻴﺦ‬ ‫٦‬
‫ﺘﻠﻘﻲ ﺒﻜل ﺍﻟﺯﻫﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻴﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﺘﻰ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﻫﺩﻴﺘﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺯﺍل ﻴﺤﻀﻨﻬﺎ ﺩﻓﺘﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺎﺡ .‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ ..ﻤﺘﺴﻊ ﻷﺤﻼﻡ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺕ ﺃﻨﺎﻤﻠﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺭﺒﺎﻁﺔ ﻋﻨﻘﻰ ﺍﻟﺯﺭﻗﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :‬ ‫ﺼﺭﺕ ﻗﻨﺩﻴﻼ ﻴﻀﺊ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل‬ ‫ﺼﺭﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺘﻬﻰ‬ ‫ﺒل ﺼﺭﺕ ﺒﺴﺘﺎﻨﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﺒﻬﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺨﻠﺔ ﻟﻠﻔﺊ‬ ‫ﺃﻏﻨﻴﺔ ﺒﻠﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﺼﺭﺕ ﺠﺩﺍﻭﻻ‬ ‫ﺸﻴﺩﺕ ﻟﻠﻘﻠﺒﻴﻥ ﻗﻠﺒﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺫﻫﺏ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ ﻤﺘﺴﻊ ﻷﺤﻼﻡ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ ..ﻫﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ :‬ ‫٧‬
‫ﺍﺼﻤﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻨﺎ ﻨﻤﺕ ﺃﻋﻤﺎﺭﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺴﺘﻭﺴﺩﺕ ﺃﺤﻼﻤﻨﺎ ﻟﻴل ﻁﻭﻴل‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ :‬ ‫ﺍﺼﻤﺘﻰ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :‬ ‫ﻫﻨﺎ ﻋﻨﻴﺘﻙ ﺍﻟﺒﺩﺀ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺘﻬﻰ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺼﻨﻌﺕ ﻤﺭﺍﻜﺏ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﻕ‬ ‫ﺍﺴﺘﻨﺩﺘﺎ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻏﻨﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺝ‬ ‫ﺍﻨﺘﻅﺭ ﺍﻟﺭﺠﻭﻉ ﻭﻫﻨﺎ ﻏﺴﻠﺕ ﺍﻟﺭﻤل ﺒﺎﻟﺘﺫﻜﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻨﻊ ﺒﺎﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ .‬ ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ﻋﺩﺕ ﻤﺤﻤﻼ ﺒﺎﻟﻭﺠﺩ‬ ‫ﻤﺘﺒﺭﺩﺍ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﻔﺭ ﺍﻟﻁﻭﻴل‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ :‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻫﺌﺕ‬ ‫ﻓﻬﻴﺎ‬ ‫٨‬
‫ﻻ ﺘﺩﻉ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻴﻤﻭﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺭﺠﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﺭﻕ‬ ‫ﺃﺴﻘﻁ ﺍﻟﺜﻤﺭﺓ ﻤﻥ ﻓﻤﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ﺘﺤﻤﻠﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺩﻤﻙ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :‬ ‫ﺘﻌﺎل‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ :‬ ‫ﻫﻴﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻠﺭﺤﻴل‬ ‫ﻗﺼﺎﺌﺩ ﻗﺼﻴﺭﺓ‬ ‫!!!! )١(‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻤﻭﻟﻌﻭﻥ ﺒﻲ ﻜﺜﻴﺭﻭﻥ‬ ‫ﺍﺭﺘﺩﻱ ﻅﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﺍﺠﻠﺴﻲ ﻁﻭﻴﻼ ...ﺒﺩﺍﺨﻠﻬﻡ‬ ‫ﺍﺭﻗﺒﻬﻡ‬ ‫ﻋﻨﺩﻤﺎ ﻏﻨﻲ ﻟﻰ ﻁﺎﺌﺭ ﺃﺒﻲ ﻗﺭﺩﺍﻥ‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻙ ..ﻜﺎﻙ‬ ‫٩‬
‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺤﺒﻭ ﻓﻲ ﻓﻡ ﺇﺤﺩﺍﻫﻥ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻠﻘﻰ ﻁﻘﻁﻘﺔ ﺍﻟﻬﻤﺱ‬ ‫ﻗﺒﻠﺔ ﻤﻥ ﻓﻡ ﻋﺸﻴﻕ ﺁﺨﺭ .‬ ‫)٢( ﺍﻟﺭﻤﺎﺩ‬ ‫ﺴﻨﺔ ﺍﻨﺘﻬﺎﺀ ﺍﺸﺘﻌﺎل ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻘﺎﻴﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺘﺭﻗﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺁﺘﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺨﺘﻼﻑ ﺍﻟﻨﻘﻴﺽ‬ ‫ﻭﺁﺨﺭ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ‬ ‫)٣( ﻤﺴﺎﻓﺔ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺎﻓﺔ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﻗﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺼﺒﻌﻲ‬ ‫ﺘﻜﻔﻲ ﻜﺜﻴﺭﺍ ﻟﻼﻨﺘﻬﺎﺀ ﻤﻥ ﺘﺤﻠﻴﻘﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻜﻔﻰ ﺃﻴﻀﺎ‬ ‫ﻻﺭﺘﻁﺎﻤﻬﺎ ﺒﺠﺒﻬﺘﻲ‬ ‫٠١‬
‫)٤( ﺴﻨﻭﺍﺕ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺒﻌﻭﻥ ﻋﺎﻤﺎ ﺃﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻨﻙ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻜل ﺩﻫﺎﻟﻴﺯ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﺩﺍﺭﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻟﺤﻴﻅﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﺙ ﻭﺠﺩﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﻠﺕ ﺸﺭﺍﻴﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﺭﻗﺕ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻴﻘﻅﺕ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺌﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻫﺎﺩﺌﺔ /ﺜﺎﺌﺭﺓ /ﻤﺒﻌﺜﺭﺓ /ﻁﻴﻑ ﺃﻨﺜﻭﻱ ﺭﺍﺌﻊ‬ ‫ﻴﺴﻜﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﻴﺩﺓ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﻴﻥ ﺘﺤﺴﺴﺕ ﺩﻓﺘﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺍﺴﻤﻊ ﺘﺄﻭﻫﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻏﻠﻘﺕ ﺩﻭﻨﻙ ﺩﻓﺘﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ‬ ‫)٥( ﺸﺨﺒﻁﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺘﻰ ﻴﺭﺴﻤﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻭ ﻤﻌﻠﻕ ﺒﺄﺴﻼﻙ ﺍﻟﻜﻬﺭﺒﺎﺀ‬ ‫١١‬
‫ﻓﻲ ﻏﺭﻓﺔ ﺍﻟﻁﺒﻴﺏ‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﺩﺀ ﻨﺒﻀﺔ‬ ‫ﺜﻡ ﺃﺼﺒﺤﺕ ﺁﻫﺔ‬ ‫ﺜﻡ ﺼﺎﺭﺕ ﺃﺭﺠﻭﺤﺔ ﺘﻬﺩﻫﺩﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻋﻭﺩ ﻤﺭﻏﻤﺎ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻁﻔﻭﻟﺘﻲ .‬ ‫ﺤﻀﺎﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺘﺄﺕ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﺤﻀﺎﺭﺍﺕ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﻨﻴل ﺼﺩﻓﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﺘﺯﺭ ﺩﺠﻠﺔ ..ﺃﻭ ﺍﻟﻔﺭﺍﺕ ﻓﻲ ﻏﻴﺒﺔ ﻤﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﻴﺘﻌﻤﺩ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺫﻜﺭﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻻ ﺘﻭﻟﺩ ﺃﻭﻁﺎﻨﻨﺎ ﻤﻌﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺃﺭﺤﺎﻡ ﺃﻤﻬﺎﺘﻨﺎ ..؟؟‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻻ ﺘﻌﺸﻕ ﺍﻟﺸﺭﻓﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺸﺭﻓﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺎﻭﺭﺓ .؟؟‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺭﻴﻥ ..ﺨﻴﻁ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺌﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻤﺘﺭﺍﺼﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺨﻭﻑ ﻏﺒﻲ‬ ‫٢١‬
‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﺃﺤﺫﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﺩ ﺘﺒﺘﺭ ﻨﻭﺍﻓﺫﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﺘﻘﻁﻊ ﻜل ﻨﺎﻓﺫﺓ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺸﻁﺭﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻻ ﻴﻌﺸﻘﻥ ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻤﺸﻬﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﻭﺍﺘﺭ ﺩﺍﺨﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﺠﻨﺩﻴﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻕ ﺼﺒﺎﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﻁﻘﺱ ﺸﺒﻘﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﻴﺵ‬ ‫ﺘﺒﺼﻕ ..ﺘﺒﺼﻕ ..ﺤﺘﻰ ﺘﻔﻴﻕ‬ ‫ﺘﺨﺘﻠﻑ ﺍﻷﻤﺔ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻷﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻷﻭﻁﺎﻥ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻷﻭﻁﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺠﻭﺤﺔ ﺍﻟﻁﻔل ﻋﻥ ﻤﺸﻨﻘﺔ ﺍﻷﺒﻁﺎل‬ ‫ﻻ ﺫﻨﺏ ﻟﻠﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﺃﻨﻬﻥ ﺯﻭﺠﺎﺘﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺫﻨﺏ ﻟﻠﻁﻔل ﺃﻨﻪ ﻋﺭﺒﻲ .‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺯﻫﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﺘﻘﺎل‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺘﻨﺔ ﺃﻨﺕ ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺘﺭﺴﻤﻴﻥ ﺒﺩﻴﻙ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻋﻤﺘﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻋﺸﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻀﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺭ .‬ ‫٣١‬
‫ﻭﺴﻜﻭﻨﺎ ﺒﻬﻴﺠﺎ ﻴﺤﻴﻁﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺕ ﺘﺤﻠﻤﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺘﻌﺒﺸﻴﻥ ﺒﺎﻟﻬﻭﺍﺀ .‬ ‫ﺘﺠﺭﺩﻴﻥ ﺍﻷﺸﻴﺎﺀ ﻤﻥ ﺠﻠﻭﺩﻫﺎ .‬ ‫ﺃﻁﻔﺎﻟﻨﺎ ..ﺘﻠﻌﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻤﺎﻥ ﺍﷲ .‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﺯﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻋﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ ﺘﺴﻘﻁ ﻤﻴﺘﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻜﺘﺎﺏ ﻗﺩﻴﻡ ﻴﺘﻤﺯﻕ‬ ‫ﻨﻌﺭﻑ ﺒﻌﺩﻫﺎ ﺃﻨﻪ ﻜﺘﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ‬ ‫ﻭﻁﺎﺌﺭﺍﺕ ﻭﺭﻗﻴﺔ ﺘﺴﻘﻁ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺭﺅﻭﺴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻨﺩﺭﻜﻬﺎ ..ﻜﺘﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﺠﻐﺭﺍﻓﻴﺎ .‬ ‫ﻻ ﺼﺭﺍﺥ .‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻋﻭﻴل .‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻗﻨﻭﺍﺕ ﺘﺫﻴﻊ ﺃﺨﺒﺎﺭﺍ ﺠﺭﻴﺌﺔ .‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻤﺒﺎﺭﺍﺓ ﻓﻲ ﻜﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻡ‬ ‫ﺘﻨﻬﺯﻡ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﺍﻷﻁﺭﺍﻑ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻻ ﺘﻭﻟﺩ ﺍﻷﻭﻁﺎﻥ ﻤﻌﻨﺎ .‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺃﺭﺤﺎﻡ ﺃﻤﻬﺎﺘﻨﺎ .‬ ‫٤١‬
‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﻘﺘل ﺒﻌﻀﻨﺎ ﺒﻌﻀﺎ .‬ ‫ﻫﻜﺫﺍ ﺃﻓﻀل‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻥ ﻴﺘﻌﻤﺩ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻴﺫﻜﺭ ﺫﻟﻙ ﺃﻴﻀﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺒﻤﺎ ﻟﻥ ﻴﺫﻜﺭﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺴﻠﻤﻰ ﺒﺼﻴﻐﺔ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻊ‬ ‫ﺴﻠﻤﻰ .‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺩ ﺃﺴﻠﻤﺕ ﻟﻠﻭﻗﺕ ﺍﺒﺘﻬﺎﺠﻲ .‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺘﻔﺭﺸﻴﻥ ﻜﻔﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﻨﺎﻡ ﻓﻲ ﻜﻔﻴﻙ ..ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ..‬ ‫ﺘﺨﺩﻋﻨﻲ ﺃﻨﺎﻤﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﻨﺩﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺭﻗﺹ ﺒﻌﺩ ﺍﻵﻥ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺩﻤﻊ .‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺘﺭﻨﻴﻤﺔ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ .‬ ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ﺘﺨﻁﻔﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﻴﺩﺓ ﻤﻨﻙ .‬ ‫ﻋﻭﺩﻱ ﻟﻠﻔﺭﺍﺵ‬ ‫٥١‬
‫ﺃﻭﺍﻩ ﻴﺎ ﺴﻠﻤﻰ ...‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﺭﺡ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ﺃﺩﻤﻨﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﻴﺴﺭﻕ ﺤﻠﻤﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻤﺩ ﺸﺭﻴﺎﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﺘﺼﻤﺘﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻏﻀﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﻟﻙ ﻭﺍﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻀﻴﻌﺔ ﺃﺨﺫﺕ ﺨﻁﺎﻴﺎﻨﺎ ﻫﻨﺎﻟﻙ ..‬ ‫ﺩﻭﻥ ﺤﻠﻡ ﺒﺎﻟﺭﺠﻭﻉ .‬ ‫ﺃﻭﻫﻤﺕ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﻴﺎ ﺍﺒﻨﺘﻲ ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﻋﻴﺵ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﻴﻤﻀﻲ ﻤﺴﺭﻋﺎ ..‬ ‫ﻨﺤﻭ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﻴﺔ .‬ ‫ﻗﺼﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﻁﻔﺎل ﻤﺜﻠﻙ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻨﻲ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺒﺎ .‬ ‫ﻴﻬﺘﺎﺝ ﺇﻥ ﻀﻤﺕ ﺠﻭﺍﻨﺤﻪ ...‬ ‫ﺒﻜﺎﺀﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﻭﻁﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻐﻴﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺤﻼﻤﻪ‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻴﺭﻯ ﻀﻭﺀ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﻭﺱ‬ ‫٦١‬
‫ﺍﻵﻥ ﻴﻘﺘﻠﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺒﻭﺱ‬ ‫ﺃﺼﺒﺤﺕ ﻴﺨﻨﻘﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﻠﻭﺱ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺩﻓﺎﺘﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻘﺼﺎﺌﺩ ﻭﺍﻟﻠﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻘﻤﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﺃﺼﺒﺤﺕ ﻗﻬﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻫﻴﻡ ﺒﻜل ﺃﺒﻴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺎﺌﺩ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻁﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﻨﻭﻡ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻏﻔﻭ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺍﺴﻨﺩ ﺭﺃﺴﻲ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺠﺩﺭﺍﻥ ﺍﻷﻏﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺘﻔﺎﻋﻴل ﺍﻟﺘﻰ ..‬ ‫ﺫﻭﺒﺕ ﺍﻴﺎﻤﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ .‬ ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ﻴﻘﺘﻠﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺒﻭﺱ ..‬ ‫ﻭﻭﺠﻬﻙ ﺍﻟﻀﺎﺤﻙ ﻟﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻀﻴﻕ ﺼﺩﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﻤﺭﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺨﺩﻴﻙ ﺯﺨﺎﺕ ﺍﻷﻡ .‬ ‫ﻋﻭﺩﻱ ﺇﺫﻥ .‬ ‫ﻭﻟﺘﻬﻨﺄﻱ ﺒﺎﻟﻨﻭﻡ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﺴﺘﻔﻴﻕ‬ ‫ﻀﻤﻲ ﻴﺩﻴﻙ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺭﺅﺍﻩ .‬ ‫ﻭﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻭﺴﺎﺩﺓ ﺸﺎﻏﺒﻲ ﺼﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ .‬ ‫٧١‬
‫ﻓﺎﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺴﻠﻤﻰ ﻟﺩﻴﻙ .‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ .‬ ‫ﺭﻭﺡ ﻴﻀﻠﻠﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻫﺫﺍ ﻋﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺤﺘﻤل ﺍﻟﺘﺄﻭﻴل‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻴﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻓﺴﻠﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﺭﺍﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﺘﻭﻗﻑ‬ ‫ﺍﺸﻌﺭ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻜﻭﻥ ﺒﺩﻴﻊ ﺠﺩﺍ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻼﺀﺍﺕ ﺒﻴﻀﺎﺀ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺤﺩﺓ ﻤﻠﺌﺕ ﻨﻐﻤﺎ .‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺩﺍﻴﺎ ﺃﺠﻨﺤﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺩﻕ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ .‬ ‫ﻴﺩﻕ .ﻴﺩﻕ‬ ‫ﺨﻤﺴﺔ ﻋﺸﺭ ﺭﺒﻴﻌﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻋﺸﻕ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫٨١‬
‫ﺃﺤﻠﻡ ﻟﻴﻼ ﺒﻠﻘﺎﺀ ﺃﺴﻁﻭﺭﻱ ﻤﻌﻬﺎ .‬ ‫ﺘﺤﻤﻠﻨﺎ ﻋﺭﺒﺎﺕ ﺒﺨﻴﻭل ﺒﻴﻀﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻠﻑ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﻜﺏ ﺃﻁﻔﺎل ﺍﻟﻌﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﻴﻤﺭ ﺴﺭﻴﻌﺎ .‬ ‫ﻴﻠﻘﻴﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻨﻬﺭ ﻻ ﻴﻘﺭﺒﻪ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ .‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻭﻀﺊ ﻜﻔﻴﻨﺎ ...ﻭﻨﻐﻴﺏ‬ ‫ﻫﺫﺍ ﻋﺸﻕ .‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺤﺘﻤل ﺍﻟﺘﺄﻭﻴل .‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :ﺤﺩﺜﻨﻲ ﻋﻥ ﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ :ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺕ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :ﺩﻋﻨﻲ ﺃﻋﺸﻕ ﻭﺠﻬﻙ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻻ ﺘﻘﺭﺒﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻨﻲ ﻭﻫﻭﺍﻙ ﻓﻀﺎﺀ ﺭﺤﺏ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﺠﺎﺭ ﻴﺎﻨﻌﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ ﺘﺤﺏ ﺍﻟﺒﻭﺡ‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻨﺎ ﻨﺘﻌﺎﻨﻕ ﺒﺎﻟﻌﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻗﺒل ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻟﻬﻑ‬ ‫٩١‬
‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻻ ﺘﻘﺭﺒﻨﻲ .‬ ‫ﺇﻨﻲ ﺃﻫﻭﺍﻙ ﻜﺜﻴﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﺃﻜﺜﺭ ﻤﻤﺎ ﺘﻌﺸﻕ ﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ :ﺃﺫﻭﺏ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :ﺫﺒﺕ‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ :ﺃﻤﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :ﻭﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﺕ‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻨﺎ ﻨﺘﻘﺎﺒل ﺒﻌﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﻫﺫﺍ ﻋﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺤﺘﻤل ﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﺘﺤﻜﻤﻬﺎ ﻨﺯﻭﺘﻙ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ‬ ‫ﻋﺸﻕ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺍﻟﻨﺯﻭﺓ‬ ‫ﻓﻭﻕ ﺍﻟﻨﺸﻭﺓ‬ ‫ﻓﻭﻕ ﻤﺯﺍﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻷﺼﺤﺎﺏ‬ ‫ﻋﺸﻕ ﺭﻭﻤﺎﻨﺴﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﻏﻤﺽ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﻭﻗﺒﻠﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺨﻴﺎﻟﻙ ﻭﺨﻴﺎﻟﻙ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺠﻨﻭﻨﻙ ﻭﻭﺼﺎﻟﻙ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺭﻗﺎﺒﺔ ﻤﻭﻗﻔﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺌﻑ ﻭﻨﻀﺎﻟﻙ‬ ‫٠٢‬
‫ﺇﻨﻙ ﻻ ﺘﻔﻬﻡ‬ ‫ﺇﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺘﻙ ﻓﻌﻼ .‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻨﺎ ﻨﻔﺘﺭﻕ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻁﻭﻴﻼ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﻌﺔ ..ﺘﺤﺘﺭﻕ ﻭﻻ ﺘﺤﺭﻕ ﻗﻠﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻤﺎﻟﻙ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ ﻴﺨﺘﺼﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺎﻓﺔ .‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﻟﻠﺸﺭﻁﻲ ﻤﺤﺽ ﻭﻅﻴﻔﺔ‬ ‫ﻋﻤل ﻴﺅﺩﻴﻪ ﻓﻘﻁ.‬ ‫ﻟﻠﺒﻨﺕ ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﺘﻘﺎﻻﺕ‬ ‫ﺘﻭﺯﻋﻬﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻘﻴﻬﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺠﻬﻲ ..ﺃﻏﻴﺏ‬ ‫ﺘﺤﻤﺭ ﻭﺠﻨﺘﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺨﺸﻰ ﺃﻨﻨﻲ ﻤﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺭﺸﻲ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻘﻁﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﻅﺎﻤﺊ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ ..ﺃﻓﺌﺩﺓ ﺘﻨﺎﻡ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺭﻤﺎل‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺎﺡ‬ ‫١٢‬
‫ﻤﺎﻟﻲ ﺇﺫﻥ‬ ‫ﻫل ﻟﻲ ﺒﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﺢ‬ ‫ﺃﺠﺜﻭ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺭﻤل ﺍﻟﺸﻁ‬ ‫ﺍﻨﺘﻅﺭ ﺍﺸﺘﻌﺎل ﺍﻟﻤﻭﻗﻑ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺨﻥ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺭﻴﺢ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻤﻭﺝ ﺍﻟﻐﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻀﻌﺕ ﺸﺭﺍﺸﻔﻬﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺘﻨﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﺴﻭﺩﺍﺀ‬ ‫ﺨﻭﻓﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺴﻬﺎﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻁﻠﺒﺕ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻨﺎﻡ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻔﺘﻭﻥ ﻴﻬﻤﺱ :‬ ‫ﻻ ﺘﻨﺎﻤﻲ .‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ ﻤﺘﺴﻊ ﻟﺴﻔﻥ ﺍﻟﻐﻭﺹ‬ ‫ﻟﻠﺒﺤﺎﺭ .‬ ‫ﻟﻠﻨﻭﺭﺱ .‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻤﻭﺝ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺎﻜﺱ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻘﻠﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﻐﺎﺌﺏ ﻋﻨﻲ ..ﺒﻴﺩﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻴﻭﻡ ﻓﻘﻁ .‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻌﻭﺩ ﺭﻤل ﺍﻟﺸﻁ ﻤﻨﻘﻭﺸﺎ ﺒﺂﺜﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻭﺏ‬ ‫٢٢‬
‫ﻜل ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﺭﺍﺕ ﺃﺘﺕ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﻨﻬﺎﺭ ﻓﻴﻪ ﺘﺸﻌﻠﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﺫﻭﺏ‬ ‫ﻜل ﺍﻟﺸﻁﻭﻁ ﻤﺩﺍﺌﻥ ﻟﻠﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻁﺊ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﻜﻭﻥ ﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﺩﻱ ﺃﺭﺍﻗﺏ ﻜل ﺃﺴﺭﺍﺏ ﺍﻟﻁﻴﻭﺭ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺼﻔﻭﺭ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻐﺼﻥ ﺍﻟﺫﻯ ﺒﻠﻠﺘﻪ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﻔﻭﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺯﺍل ﻴﺤﺘﺭﻕ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ‬ ‫ﻨﻜﺴﺭ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺸﺭﻓﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺴﻤﻌﺕ ﺼﻭﺘﺎ ﺨﻠﻑ ﺯﺠﺎﺝ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻓﺫﺓ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺸﻴﺎﺀ ﺘﺴﻘﻁ‬ ‫ﺘﻭﻫﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺠﺎﺭﺘﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺠﻭﺯ‬ ‫ﺘﻨﻔﺫ ﺤﻜﻡ ﺍﻹﻋﺩﺍﻡ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻗﻨﻴﻨﺔ ﺯﻫﺭ ﻗﺩﻴﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺴﺘﺒﻌﺩﺕ ﻁﺒﻌﺎ‬ ‫٣٢‬
‫ﺃﻥ ﻴﻜﻭﻥ ﺃﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻅﻨﻨﺕ ـ ﺒﻌﺩ ﻓﺘﺭﺓ ﻗﺼﻴﺭﺓ ـ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻤﻥ ﻴﺭﺍﻗﺒﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﻠﺕ ﻋﻭﺩ ﺜﻘﺎﺏ‬ ‫ﻨﻅﺭﺕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺭﺝ‬ ‫ﻭﺠﺩﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﻔﻭﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﺘﺭﺘﻌﺩ ﺨﻭﻓﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﺩﻓﺌﺘﻬﺎ ﺒﻴﻥ ﻴﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﺃﻁﻌﻤﺘﻬﺎ ﻓﺘﺎﺕ ﻋﺸﻘﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺜﻡ ﺃﺨﺭﺠﺘﻬﺎ ﺘﻭﺍ‬ ‫ﻷﺴﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻏﺼﻥ ﺁﺨﺭ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﻟﻘﻴﺕ ﺒﻨﺼﻑ ﺠﺴﺩﻱ ﻟﻠﺨﺎﺭﺝ‬ ‫ﻜﻰ ﺃﻟﻤﺱ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﺴﻘﻁﺕ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺍﺭﺘﻌﺩﺕ ﺨﻭﻓﺎ ﺃﺴﻔل ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺕ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻟﻘﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻌﺠﻭﺯ ﺒﻨﻔﺎﻴﺎﺕ ﺴﺠﺎﺩﺘﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺠﻬﻲ .‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻰ ﺘﻨﻅﻔﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻘﺎﻴﺎ ﻁﻌﺎﻡ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﺀ‬ ‫٤٢‬
‫ﺘﺴﺎﺒﻘﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺠﻬﻲ ﺨﻴﻭل‬ ‫ﻨﻘﺸﺕ ﺒﺩﻗﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺴﺠﺎﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﺤﻤﺭﺍﺀ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﻠﻰ ﻤﻬل‬ ‫ﻨﻔﻀﺕ ﻋﻥ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﻏﺒﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻭﺤﺩﺓ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺼﻔﻭﺭﺓ ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍﻟﺕ ﺘﺘﺄﻟﻡ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻌﺠﻭﺯ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺯﺍﻟﺕ ﺘﻀﺭﺏ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﻔﻀﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺠﻬﻲ‬ ‫ﻗﺼﺎﺼﺎﺕ ﻋﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﺘﺭﺴﻡ ﻗﻠﺒﺎ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻭﺴﺎﺩﺘﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺘﻌﺸﻘﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﺫﺍ ﺠﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﺘﻌﺼﺭﻩ‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺫﻭﺏ‬ ‫ﻋﻨﺩ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺢ‬ ‫ﺘﻌﻭﺩ ﻓﺘﺭﺴﻡ ﻗﻠﺒﺎ ﻤﻥ ﻟﻭﻥ ﺁﺨﺭ‬ ‫... ...‬ ‫ﻜل ﻗﻠﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ‬ ‫ﻤﻤﺭﺍﺕ ﻟﻠﺸﻤﺱ‬ ‫٥٢‬
‫ﺍﻟﻠﻴل‬ ‫ﻀﻔﺎﺌﺭﻙ ﺍﻟﻨﺤﻼﺕ‬ ‫ﺤﻜﺎﻴﺔ ﻟﻴﻠﺘﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻴﺎل ﺃﺨﺭﻯ .‬ ‫ﻋﻨﺩ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺢ‬ ‫ﺘﺠﺊ ﺍﻟﻘﺒﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺸﻘﺔ‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻬﻤﺱ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺫﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﻔﻭﺭ‬ ‫ﻴﻁﻴﺭ .‬ ‫ﻴﻌﻭﺩ ﻭﻓﻰ ﻤﻨﻘﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ..‬ ‫ﻤﻭﺍﺴﻡ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ .‬ ‫ﺘﻬﻤﺱ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺫﻨﻴﻪ ﻴﻁﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﺫﻟﻙ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﺍﻷﻭل .‬ ‫..... .....‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻤﻨﺎ ﻻ ﻴﺩﺭﻙ ﺃﻨﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﷲ .ﻭﺤﺩﻙ .‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻜﻭﻥ ﺒﻤﺎ ﻴﺤﻭﻱ ﻤﻜﻨﻭﻥ ..‬ ‫ﻫﺒﺎﺘﻙ ﻭﻋﻁﺎﻴﺎﻙ ﻭﻨﻭﺭﻙ ..ﻟﻙ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺒﻤﺎ ﺘﺤﻭﻱ ﻤﻥ ﻓﻴﺽ ﺠﻼﻟﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺠﻠﻲ ﻨﻭﺭﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺨﻠﻕ ﻋﺒﺎﺩﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﻤﺎﻭﺍﺘﻙ ..ﻟﻙ .‬ ‫٦٢‬
‫ﻓﻭﻕ ﺫﻨﻭﺏ ﻋﺒﺎﺩﻙ ..ﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ﻏﻔﺭﺍﻨﻙ .‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﺤﻤﺩ ..ﻟﻙ ..‬ ‫ﻜل ﻋﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﺘﻬﻭﻱ ..‬ ‫ﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﻘﺵ .‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻋﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭﺓ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻬﻭﻯ ﺒﻌﺜﺭﺘﻪ ..‬ ‫... ...‬ ‫ﻨﺯﻋﺕ ﺍﻟﺒﻁﺎﺭﻴﺔ ﻤﻥ ﺴﺎﻋﺔ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺌﻁ‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﺃﺜﺒﺕ ﻟﻠﻭﻗﺕ ﺃﻨﻨﻲ ﺍﺴﺘﻁﻴﻊ ﺇﻴﻘﺎﻓﻪ .‬ ‫... ...‬ ‫ﺍﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﺒل ﻜﻴﻑ ﻟﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﺴﻘﻁ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ﻤﻥ ﺩﻓﺘﺭ ﺃﺤﻭﺍﻟﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻴﻭﻤﺎ ﺒﻌﺩ ﻴﻭﻡ‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﻟﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﻤﺨﻀﻼ ﺒﺩﻤﻊ ﺍﻻﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺴﻭﻴﻌﺎﺕ ﺘﻤﺭ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﺒﻁﺄ‬ ‫٧٢‬
‫ﺃﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ﺃﺩﻤﻨﺘﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺩﻤﻨﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺸﻡ ﺭﺍﺌﺤﺔ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﺠﺎﺀﻨﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻴﺄﺘﻲ ﻫﺯﻴﻼ ..ﺫﺍﺒﻼ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺃﻥ ﻫﺫﺍ ﻋﺸﻘﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺃﻨﻨﻲ ﻤﺎ ﻋﺩﺕ ﺃﻗﻁﻑ ﺯﻫﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻨﻭﺍﺭ ﻤﻥ ﺨﺩﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ..‬ ‫ﺩﻭﺏ ﺠﻔﻨﻲ ﺒﻪ‬ ‫ﻗل ﻜﻴﻑ ﻏﺒﺕ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻋﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺘﺭﻀﻰ ﺃﻥ ﻴﻤﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻥ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ﻫﻜﺫﺍ .‬ ‫ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﻫﻴﺌﺕ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﻟﻬﻭﺍﻙ‬ ‫ﺘﻁﻔﺊ ﺍﻟﻨﻭﺭ ﺒﻜﻔﻴﻙ ﻭﺘﻤﻀﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻤﺎﺫﺍ‬ ‫ﻴﺴﻘﻁ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﺴﺭﻴﻌﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺯﻟﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺤﻤﺔ ﺨﻭﻓﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺘﻅﺭ .‬ ‫٨٢‬
‫ﻤﺴﻭﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺭ‬ ‫ﻜل ﻤﻭﺍﺴﻤﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺘﺜﻤﺭ ﺘﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻤﻁﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺼﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻴﺭﺍﻭﺩﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﻡ ﺠﻨﺕ ﺒﻪ‬ ‫ﻨﺨﻼﺕ ﻀﻔﺎﺌﺭﻫﺎ ﻻ ﺘﺜﻤﺭ ﺘﻤﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﺎ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﺴﺘﻴﻘﺎﻅﻲ ﻭﺍﻟﻨﻭﻡ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺎﺘﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺘﻁﺭﻕ ﺒﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﻓﺔ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻓﺘﺢ‬ ‫ﺘﺩﺨل ﻤﻥ ﺒﻴﻥ ﻤﺴﺎﺀﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻤﺩ ﺫﺭﺍﻋﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻜﺤل ﻋﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻌﺱ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﺭﺍﻫﺎ ﻻ ﺘﻌﺼﺭ ﺨﻤﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻗﺹ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺤﻠﻡ ﻀﻔﺎﺌﺭﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﺘﺘﺒﺎﻜﻰ‬ ‫٩٢‬
‫ﺘﻨﺫﺭﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻻﺘﻘﺼﺹ ﺭﺅﻴﺎﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﺤﺩ‬ ‫ﺘﺼﺒﺢ ﻨﻬﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺫﻜﺭﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﺠﺌﺕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺸﻁ‬ ‫ﺘﺫﻜﺭ‬ ‫ﺘﺠﻊ ﺍﻟﻨﺨﻠﺔ ﻴﻭﻤﻴﺎ ..ﻫﻨﺎﻙ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺨﻴﻁ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻷﻓﻕ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻤﻲ ﺒﺎﻟﺸﻔﻕ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺸﺘﻬﺎﺀ ﺤﺎﻟﻡ ﻴﻨﺘﺎﺒﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﻏﻤﺽ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻑ .‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻡ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﻴﺄﺘﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻭﻕ ﻜﺭﺴﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺨﻤل ﺭﻁﺏ‬ ‫ﻴﺤﻤل ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻤﺔ ﻤﻥ ﺒﺭﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﺩﺍﺌﻤﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﻴﻑ‬ ‫ﺃﺩﺨل ﻓﻲ ﻓﻀﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺸﺭﻓﺔ‬ ‫ـ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﻲ ـ‬ ‫٠٣‬
‫ﻭﺍﻟﻁﻴﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺌﺩﺓ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﻠﻤﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺸﻔﺘﻲ ﺍﺒﺘﺴﺎﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﺘﺩﺨل ﺍﻟﻘﺭﻴﺔ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺸﺭﻴﺎﻨﻬﺎ ﺍﻷﺒﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻭﻋﺩ ﺒﻨﻭﻡ ﺃﻭ ﻋﺸﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﻗﺒل ﺘﺩﺨل ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺩﺍﺭ ﺍﻟﺒﻬﺎﺌﻡ‬ ‫ﻫﺎﺌﻡ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻓﺘﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺍﺴﺘﻭﺴﺩﺕ ﺭﺌﺘﻲ ﺸﻬﻴﻕ ﻭﺯﻓﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﻠﻤﺕ ﻤﻥ (ﺘﺭﻋﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﻠﻁﺎﻥ )ﺃﺸﻴﺎﺌﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺩﺴﺕ ﺃﻨﻔﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﺀ ﻤﺭﺍﺕ ..ﻭﻤﺭﺍﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﺎﺩﺕ ﺘﺒﺘﺴﻡ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﻟﻤﻠﻡ ﻏﺭﺒﺘﻲ ﻭﺤﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻑ ﺘﻠﻁﻡ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻪ ﺃﻓﻴﻕ‬ ‫ﺸﻌﺭﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺩﻭل ﻴﻠﺜﻤﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺄﺨﺫﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻭﺤل ..ﻏﺭﻴﻕ‬ ‫ﺁﻩ ﻤﻥ ﻓﺘﻨﺔ ﺼﺤﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻀﺤﻜﺘﻲ ﻟﻠﻴل‬ ‫١٣‬
‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﻨﺩﺱ ﻤﺴﺤﻭﺭﺍ ﺒﺄﺸﻌﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﺸﻤﻪ ﺒﺭﺩﺍ ﻁﺭﻴﺎ .‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺘﺭﻋﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﻠﻁﺎﻥ ﺃﻏﻨﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻭﻻﺩﺓ‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻠﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﺭﻱ .‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺼﺩﺘﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻷﺼﺤﺎﺏ‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺽ ﻤﻨﺎﺯل ﺍﻷﺤﺒﺎﺏ .‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺩ ..ﻤﻥ ﻴﺩﻱ .‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺫﻜﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﻤﺭﺕ ﺒﻘﺭﺒﻲ ﻨﺴﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻜﻡ ﻜﻨﺕ ﻤﻔﺘﻭﻨﺎ ﺒﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ..‬ ‫ﻴﺴﺭﻗﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ .‬ ‫٢٣‬

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  • 3. ‫ﻃﺒﻘﺎ ﻟﻘﻮﺍﻧﲔ ﺍﳌﻠﻜﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻔﻜﺮﻳﺔ‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫.‬ ‫אא‬ ‫א‬ ‫)ﻋـﱪ ﺍﻻﻧﱰﻧـﺖ ﺃﻭ‬ ‫א‬ ‫אא‬ ‫ﻟﻠﻤﻜﺘﺒــﺎﺕ ﺍﻻﻟﻜﱰﻭﻧﻴــﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻷﻗــﺮﺍﺹ ﺍﳌﺪﳎــﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻯ‬ ‫א‬ ‫ﻭﺳﻴﻠﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ (‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫.‬ ‫.‬ ‫א א‬
  • 4. ‫‪‬‬ ‫اﻟﻌﺼﻔﻮر ........................................................................... ٢‬ ‫أﺣﻼم................................................................................ ٤‬ ‫اﻟﺒﺤﺮ ..ﻣﺘﺴﻊ ﻷﺣﻼم اﻟﻌﺼﺎﻓﻴﺮ ................................................ ٧‬ ‫!!!! )١( ............................................................................. ٩‬ ‫)٢( اﻟﺮﻣﺎد ....................................................................... ٠١‬ ‫)٣( ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺔ ...................................................................... ٠١‬ ‫)٤( ﺱﻨﻮات ..................................................................... ١١‬ ‫)٥( ﺷﺨﺒﻄﺎت ................................................................... ١١‬ ‫ﺣﻀﺎرة ........................................................................... ٢١‬ ‫ﺱﻠﻤﻰ ﺏﺼﻴﻐﺔ اﻟﺠﻤﻊ ........................................................... ٥١‬ ‫اﻟﻌﺸﻖ ............................................................................ ٨١‬ ‫اﻟﺒﺤﺮ ............................................................................. ١٢‬ ‫اﻟﻌﺼﻔﻮر ......................................................................... ٣٢‬ ‫ﻗﺼﺎﺹﺎت ﻋﺸﻖ ................................................................ ٥٢‬ ‫اﻥﺘﻈﺎر ............................................................................ ٧٢‬ ‫ﻣﺴﻮدة اﻟﻨﻬﺮ .................................................................... ٩٢‬ ‫ﺕﺬآﺮ............................................................................... ٠٣‬ ‫٣‬
  • 5. ‫...ﻋﺸﻕ ﻫﺫﺍ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺤﺘﻤل ﺍﻟﺘﺄﻭﻴل‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻓﻠﺴﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﻴﺭﺍﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﻴﺸﻌﺭ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﺘﻭﻗﻑ‬ ‫ﻴﺸﻌﺭ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻜﻭﻥ ﺒﺩﻴﻊ ﺠﺩﺍ .‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻼﺀﺍﺕ ﺒﻴﻀﺎﺀ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺤﺩﺓ ﻤﻠﺌﺕ ﻨﻐﻤﺎ .‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻼﻡ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻨﺎ ﺼﻐﺎﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻷﺤﻼﻤﻨﺎ ﺭﺍﺌﺤﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺠﻭﺤﺔ ﺯﻴﻨﺕ ﺒﺎﻟﻨﻬﺎﺭﺍﺕ‬ ‫ﻨﻬﺭﺍ ﻴﺭﺍﻫﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻨﺴﺘﺤﻡ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻤﻭﺍﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﺭﺍﻗﺼﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻴﺘﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻴﺎﺴﻤﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﺤﻜﺎﻴﺎ .‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ...‬ ‫٤‬
  • 6. ‫ﺍﻟﺘﻰ ﺘﺭﺴﻤﻴﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺴﻠﻡ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺕ‬ ‫ﻋﺸﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻏﻨﻴﺔ ﻟﻠﺒﺭﺍﺀﺓ‬ ‫ﻗﻁﻌﺔ ﺴﻜﺭ .‬ ‫ﻭﻋﺼﻔﻭﺭﺓ ﻤﻥ ﺼﺒﺎﺡ ﺠﺩﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﺘﻐﺭﺩ ﻓﻲ ﺸﺭﻓﺘﻰ‬ ‫ﺃﻓﺘﺢ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﺘﻨﺎﻡ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻭل ﺍﻟﺤﻠﻡ‬ ‫ﺘﻬﻤﺱ ﻟﻰ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺎﺡ ﺁﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻷﻴﺎﻤﻨﺎ ﺯﻗﺯﻗﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﺍﺤﺘﻤﺎﻻﺕ ﻋﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻭل ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻘﻰ ﺒﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﺤﻜﺎﻴﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﻘﺒل‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻭﺡ ﺍﻟﺸﻭﺍﺭﻉ ...ﺘﻐﺩﻭ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺄﺘﻲ ﻤﺤﻤﻠﺔ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﻁﺭ‬ ‫ﺘﻘﺒل ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﻭﺕ ...ﺍﻟﺒﻴﻭﺕ‬ ‫٥‬
  • 7. ‫ﻭﻴﺭﻗﺹ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺸﺭﻓﺘﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﻨﻔﺴﺞ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺃﻭل ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻡ .‬ ‫ﻴﺨﻀل ﺤﻠﻤﺎ ..ﻨﺩﻴﺎ ..ﺒﺭﻴﺌﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺭﺴﻡ ﺒﻴﺘﺎ ﺠﻤﻴﻼ ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺠﻭﺤﺔ ﻟﻠﺼﻐﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﺤﻜﺎﻴﺎ ..‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻰ ﺁﺨﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻡ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌل ﺴﻴﺠﺎﺭﺓ ﻟﻠﺘﺫﻜﺭ‬ ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ﻨﻜﺒﺭ‬ ‫ﺘﺫﺒل ﺃﺤﻼﻤﻨﺎ ﻜﺎﻟﺯﻫﻭﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻨﺒﺕ ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﻴﺏ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ﻜﻤﺎ ﻜﺎﻥ ﻋﻬﺩﻙ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻘﻭﻨﺔ ﺘﺸﻌل ﺍﻟﻀﻭﺀ ﻟﻠﻌﺎﺒﺭﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺴﻤﻭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻓﻌل ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻌﻠﻭ ﻜﻤﺎ ﻨﺩﻑ ﺍﻟﺜﻠﺞ‬ ‫ﺘﺸﻁﺏ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻌﻨﺎﻭﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻜل ﺍﻟﺘﻭﺍﺭﻴﺦ‬ ‫٦‬
  • 8. ‫ﺘﻠﻘﻲ ﺒﻜل ﺍﻟﺯﻫﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻴﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﺘﻰ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﻫﺩﻴﺘﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺯﺍل ﻴﺤﻀﻨﻬﺎ ﺩﻓﺘﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺎﺡ .‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ ..ﻤﺘﺴﻊ ﻷﺤﻼﻡ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺕ ﺃﻨﺎﻤﻠﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺭﺒﺎﻁﺔ ﻋﻨﻘﻰ ﺍﻟﺯﺭﻗﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :‬ ‫ﺼﺭﺕ ﻗﻨﺩﻴﻼ ﻴﻀﺊ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل‬ ‫ﺼﺭﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺘﻬﻰ‬ ‫ﺒل ﺼﺭﺕ ﺒﺴﺘﺎﻨﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﺒﻬﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺨﻠﺔ ﻟﻠﻔﺊ‬ ‫ﺃﻏﻨﻴﺔ ﺒﻠﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﺼﺭﺕ ﺠﺩﺍﻭﻻ‬ ‫ﺸﻴﺩﺕ ﻟﻠﻘﻠﺒﻴﻥ ﻗﻠﺒﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺫﻫﺏ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ ﻤﺘﺴﻊ ﻷﺤﻼﻡ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ ..ﻫﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ :‬ ‫٧‬
  • 9. ‫ﺍﺼﻤﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻨﺎ ﻨﻤﺕ ﺃﻋﻤﺎﺭﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺴﺘﻭﺴﺩﺕ ﺃﺤﻼﻤﻨﺎ ﻟﻴل ﻁﻭﻴل‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ :‬ ‫ﺍﺼﻤﺘﻰ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :‬ ‫ﻫﻨﺎ ﻋﻨﻴﺘﻙ ﺍﻟﺒﺩﺀ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﺘﻬﻰ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺼﻨﻌﺕ ﻤﺭﺍﻜﺏ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﻕ‬ ‫ﺍﺴﺘﻨﺩﺘﺎ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻏﻨﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺝ‬ ‫ﺍﻨﺘﻅﺭ ﺍﻟﺭﺠﻭﻉ ﻭﻫﻨﺎ ﻏﺴﻠﺕ ﺍﻟﺭﻤل ﺒﺎﻟﺘﺫﻜﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻨﻊ ﺒﺎﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ .‬ ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ﻋﺩﺕ ﻤﺤﻤﻼ ﺒﺎﻟﻭﺠﺩ‬ ‫ﻤﺘﺒﺭﺩﺍ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﻔﺭ ﺍﻟﻁﻭﻴل‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ :‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻫﺌﺕ‬ ‫ﻓﻬﻴﺎ‬ ‫٨‬
  • 10. ‫ﻻ ﺘﺩﻉ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻴﻤﻭﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺭﺠﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﺭﻕ‬ ‫ﺃﺴﻘﻁ ﺍﻟﺜﻤﺭﺓ ﻤﻥ ﻓﻤﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ﺘﺤﻤﻠﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺩﻤﻙ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :‬ ‫ﺘﻌﺎل‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ :‬ ‫ﻫﻴﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻠﺭﺤﻴل‬ ‫ﻗﺼﺎﺌﺩ ﻗﺼﻴﺭﺓ‬ ‫!!!! )١(‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻤﻭﻟﻌﻭﻥ ﺒﻲ ﻜﺜﻴﺭﻭﻥ‬ ‫ﺍﺭﺘﺩﻱ ﻅﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﺍﺠﻠﺴﻲ ﻁﻭﻴﻼ ...ﺒﺩﺍﺨﻠﻬﻡ‬ ‫ﺍﺭﻗﺒﻬﻡ‬ ‫ﻋﻨﺩﻤﺎ ﻏﻨﻲ ﻟﻰ ﻁﺎﺌﺭ ﺃﺒﻲ ﻗﺭﺩﺍﻥ‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻙ ..ﻜﺎﻙ‬ ‫٩‬
  • 11. ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺤﺒﻭ ﻓﻲ ﻓﻡ ﺇﺤﺩﺍﻫﻥ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻠﻘﻰ ﻁﻘﻁﻘﺔ ﺍﻟﻬﻤﺱ‬ ‫ﻗﺒﻠﺔ ﻤﻥ ﻓﻡ ﻋﺸﻴﻕ ﺁﺨﺭ .‬ ‫)٢( ﺍﻟﺭﻤﺎﺩ‬ ‫ﺴﻨﺔ ﺍﻨﺘﻬﺎﺀ ﺍﺸﺘﻌﺎل ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻘﺎﻴﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺘﺭﻗﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺁﺘﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺨﺘﻼﻑ ﺍﻟﻨﻘﻴﺽ‬ ‫ﻭﺁﺨﺭ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ‬ ‫)٣( ﻤﺴﺎﻓﺔ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺎﻓﺔ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﺌﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﻗﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺼﺒﻌﻲ‬ ‫ﺘﻜﻔﻲ ﻜﺜﻴﺭﺍ ﻟﻼﻨﺘﻬﺎﺀ ﻤﻥ ﺘﺤﻠﻴﻘﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻜﻔﻰ ﺃﻴﻀﺎ‬ ‫ﻻﺭﺘﻁﺎﻤﻬﺎ ﺒﺠﺒﻬﺘﻲ‬ ‫٠١‬
  • 12. ‫)٤( ﺴﻨﻭﺍﺕ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺒﻌﻭﻥ ﻋﺎﻤﺎ ﺃﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻨﻙ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻜل ﺩﻫﺎﻟﻴﺯ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﺩﺍﺭﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻟﺤﻴﻅﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﺙ ﻭﺠﺩﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﻠﺕ ﺸﺭﺍﻴﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﺭﻗﺕ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻴﻘﻅﺕ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺌﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻫﺎﺩﺌﺔ /ﺜﺎﺌﺭﺓ /ﻤﺒﻌﺜﺭﺓ /ﻁﻴﻑ ﺃﻨﺜﻭﻱ ﺭﺍﺌﻊ‬ ‫ﻴﺴﻜﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﻴﺩﺓ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﻴﻥ ﺘﺤﺴﺴﺕ ﺩﻓﺘﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺍﺴﻤﻊ ﺘﺄﻭﻫﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻏﻠﻘﺕ ﺩﻭﻨﻙ ﺩﻓﺘﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ‬ ‫)٥( ﺸﺨﺒﻁﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺘﻰ ﻴﺭﺴﻤﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻭ ﻤﻌﻠﻕ ﺒﺄﺴﻼﻙ ﺍﻟﻜﻬﺭﺒﺎﺀ‬ ‫١١‬
  • 13. ‫ﻓﻲ ﻏﺭﻓﺔ ﺍﻟﻁﺒﻴﺏ‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﺩﺀ ﻨﺒﻀﺔ‬ ‫ﺜﻡ ﺃﺼﺒﺤﺕ ﺁﻫﺔ‬ ‫ﺜﻡ ﺼﺎﺭﺕ ﺃﺭﺠﻭﺤﺔ ﺘﻬﺩﻫﺩﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻋﻭﺩ ﻤﺭﻏﻤﺎ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻁﻔﻭﻟﺘﻲ .‬ ‫ﺤﻀﺎﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺘﺄﺕ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﺤﻀﺎﺭﺍﺕ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﻨﻴل ﺼﺩﻓﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﺘﺯﺭ ﺩﺠﻠﺔ ..ﺃﻭ ﺍﻟﻔﺭﺍﺕ ﻓﻲ ﻏﻴﺒﺔ ﻤﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﻴﺘﻌﻤﺩ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺫﻜﺭﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻻ ﺘﻭﻟﺩ ﺃﻭﻁﺎﻨﻨﺎ ﻤﻌﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺃﺭﺤﺎﻡ ﺃﻤﻬﺎﺘﻨﺎ ..؟؟‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻻ ﺘﻌﺸﻕ ﺍﻟﺸﺭﻓﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺸﺭﻓﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺎﻭﺭﺓ .؟؟‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺭﻴﻥ ..ﺨﻴﻁ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺌﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻤﺘﺭﺍﺼﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺨﻭﻑ ﻏﺒﻲ‬ ‫٢١‬
  • 14. ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﺃﺤﺫﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﺩ ﺘﺒﺘﺭ ﻨﻭﺍﻓﺫﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﺘﻘﻁﻊ ﻜل ﻨﺎﻓﺫﺓ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺸﻁﺭﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻻ ﻴﻌﺸﻘﻥ ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻤﺸﻬﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﻭﺍﺘﺭ ﺩﺍﺨﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﺠﻨﺩﻴﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻕ ﺼﺒﺎﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﻁﻘﺱ ﺸﺒﻘﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﻴﺵ‬ ‫ﺘﺒﺼﻕ ..ﺘﺒﺼﻕ ..ﺤﺘﻰ ﺘﻔﻴﻕ‬ ‫ﺘﺨﺘﻠﻑ ﺍﻷﻤﺔ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻷﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻷﻭﻁﺎﻥ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻷﻭﻁﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺠﻭﺤﺔ ﺍﻟﻁﻔل ﻋﻥ ﻤﺸﻨﻘﺔ ﺍﻷﺒﻁﺎل‬ ‫ﻻ ﺫﻨﺏ ﻟﻠﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﺃﻨﻬﻥ ﺯﻭﺠﺎﺘﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺫﻨﺏ ﻟﻠﻁﻔل ﺃﻨﻪ ﻋﺭﺒﻲ .‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺯﻫﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﺘﻘﺎل‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺘﻨﺔ ﺃﻨﺕ ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺘﺭﺴﻤﻴﻥ ﺒﺩﻴﻙ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻋﻤﺘﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻋﺸﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻀﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺭ .‬ ‫٣١‬
  • 15. ‫ﻭﺴﻜﻭﻨﺎ ﺒﻬﻴﺠﺎ ﻴﺤﻴﻁﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺕ ﺘﺤﻠﻤﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﺘﻌﺒﺸﻴﻥ ﺒﺎﻟﻬﻭﺍﺀ .‬ ‫ﺘﺠﺭﺩﻴﻥ ﺍﻷﺸﻴﺎﺀ ﻤﻥ ﺠﻠﻭﺩﻫﺎ .‬ ‫ﺃﻁﻔﺎﻟﻨﺎ ..ﺘﻠﻌﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻤﺎﻥ ﺍﷲ .‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﺯﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻋﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ ﺘﺴﻘﻁ ﻤﻴﺘﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻜﺘﺎﺏ ﻗﺩﻴﻡ ﻴﺘﻤﺯﻕ‬ ‫ﻨﻌﺭﻑ ﺒﻌﺩﻫﺎ ﺃﻨﻪ ﻜﺘﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ‬ ‫ﻭﻁﺎﺌﺭﺍﺕ ﻭﺭﻗﻴﺔ ﺘﺴﻘﻁ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺭﺅﻭﺴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻨﺩﺭﻜﻬﺎ ..ﻜﺘﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﺠﻐﺭﺍﻓﻴﺎ .‬ ‫ﻻ ﺼﺭﺍﺥ .‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻋﻭﻴل .‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻗﻨﻭﺍﺕ ﺘﺫﻴﻊ ﺃﺨﺒﺎﺭﺍ ﺠﺭﻴﺌﺔ .‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻤﺒﺎﺭﺍﺓ ﻓﻲ ﻜﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻡ‬ ‫ﺘﻨﻬﺯﻡ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﺍﻷﻁﺭﺍﻑ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻻ ﺘﻭﻟﺩ ﺍﻷﻭﻁﺎﻥ ﻤﻌﻨﺎ .‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺃﺭﺤﺎﻡ ﺃﻤﻬﺎﺘﻨﺎ .‬ ‫٤١‬
  • 16. ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﻘﺘل ﺒﻌﻀﻨﺎ ﺒﻌﻀﺎ .‬ ‫ﻫﻜﺫﺍ ﺃﻓﻀل‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻥ ﻴﺘﻌﻤﺩ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻴﺫﻜﺭ ﺫﻟﻙ ﺃﻴﻀﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺒﻤﺎ ﻟﻥ ﻴﺫﻜﺭﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺴﻠﻤﻰ ﺒﺼﻴﻐﺔ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻊ‬ ‫ﺴﻠﻤﻰ .‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺩ ﺃﺴﻠﻤﺕ ﻟﻠﻭﻗﺕ ﺍﺒﺘﻬﺎﺠﻲ .‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺘﻔﺭﺸﻴﻥ ﻜﻔﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﻨﺎﻡ ﻓﻲ ﻜﻔﻴﻙ ..ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ..‬ ‫ﺘﺨﺩﻋﻨﻲ ﺃﻨﺎﻤﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﻨﺩﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺭﻗﺹ ﺒﻌﺩ ﺍﻵﻥ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺩﻤﻊ .‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺘﺭﻨﻴﻤﺔ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ .‬ ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ﺘﺨﻁﻔﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﻴﺩﺓ ﻤﻨﻙ .‬ ‫ﻋﻭﺩﻱ ﻟﻠﻔﺭﺍﺵ‬ ‫٥١‬
  • 17. ‫ﺃﻭﺍﻩ ﻴﺎ ﺴﻠﻤﻰ ...‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﺭﺡ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ﺃﺩﻤﻨﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﻴﺴﺭﻕ ﺤﻠﻤﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻤﺩ ﺸﺭﻴﺎﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﺘﺼﻤﺘﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻏﻀﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﻟﻙ ﻭﺍﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻀﻴﻌﺔ ﺃﺨﺫﺕ ﺨﻁﺎﻴﺎﻨﺎ ﻫﻨﺎﻟﻙ ..‬ ‫ﺩﻭﻥ ﺤﻠﻡ ﺒﺎﻟﺭﺠﻭﻉ .‬ ‫ﺃﻭﻫﻤﺕ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﻴﺎ ﺍﺒﻨﺘﻲ ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﻋﻴﺵ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﻴﻤﻀﻲ ﻤﺴﺭﻋﺎ ..‬ ‫ﻨﺤﻭ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﻴﺔ .‬ ‫ﻗﺼﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﻁﻔﺎل ﻤﺜﻠﻙ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻨﻲ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺒﺎ .‬ ‫ﻴﻬﺘﺎﺝ ﺇﻥ ﻀﻤﺕ ﺠﻭﺍﻨﺤﻪ ...‬ ‫ﺒﻜﺎﺀﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﻭﻁﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻐﻴﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺤﻼﻤﻪ‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻴﺭﻯ ﻀﻭﺀ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﻭﺱ‬ ‫٦١‬
  • 18. ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ﻴﻘﺘﻠﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺒﻭﺱ‬ ‫ﺃﺼﺒﺤﺕ ﻴﺨﻨﻘﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺠﻠﻭﺱ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺩﻓﺎﺘﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻘﺼﺎﺌﺩ ﻭﺍﻟﻠﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻘﻤﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﺃﺼﺒﺤﺕ ﻗﻬﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻫﻴﻡ ﺒﻜل ﺃﺒﻴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺎﺌﺩ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻁﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﻨﻭﻡ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻏﻔﻭ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺍﺴﻨﺩ ﺭﺃﺴﻲ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺠﺩﺭﺍﻥ ﺍﻷﻏﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺘﻔﺎﻋﻴل ﺍﻟﺘﻰ ..‬ ‫ﺫﻭﺒﺕ ﺍﻴﺎﻤﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ .‬ ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ﻴﻘﺘﻠﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺒﻭﺱ ..‬ ‫ﻭﻭﺠﻬﻙ ﺍﻟﻀﺎﺤﻙ ﻟﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻀﻴﻕ ﺼﺩﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﻤﺭﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺨﺩﻴﻙ ﺯﺨﺎﺕ ﺍﻷﻡ .‬ ‫ﻋﻭﺩﻱ ﺇﺫﻥ .‬ ‫ﻭﻟﺘﻬﻨﺄﻱ ﺒﺎﻟﻨﻭﻡ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﺴﺘﻔﻴﻕ‬ ‫ﻀﻤﻲ ﻴﺩﻴﻙ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺭﺅﺍﻩ .‬ ‫ﻭﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻭﺴﺎﺩﺓ ﺸﺎﻏﺒﻲ ﺼﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ .‬ ‫٧١‬
  • 19. ‫ﻓﺎﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺴﻠﻤﻰ ﻟﺩﻴﻙ .‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ .‬ ‫ﺭﻭﺡ ﻴﻀﻠﻠﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻫﺫﺍ ﻋﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺤﺘﻤل ﺍﻟﺘﺄﻭﻴل‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻴﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻓﺴﻠﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﺭﺍﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﺘﻭﻗﻑ‬ ‫ﺍﺸﻌﺭ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻜﻭﻥ ﺒﺩﻴﻊ ﺠﺩﺍ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻼﺀﺍﺕ ﺒﻴﻀﺎﺀ ﺘﻠﻑ ﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺤﺩﺓ ﻤﻠﺌﺕ ﻨﻐﻤﺎ .‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺩﺍﻴﺎ ﺃﺠﻨﺤﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺩﻕ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ .‬ ‫ﻴﺩﻕ .ﻴﺩﻕ‬ ‫ﺨﻤﺴﺔ ﻋﺸﺭ ﺭﺒﻴﻌﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻋﺸﻕ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫٨١‬
  • 20. ‫ﺃﺤﻠﻡ ﻟﻴﻼ ﺒﻠﻘﺎﺀ ﺃﺴﻁﻭﺭﻱ ﻤﻌﻬﺎ .‬ ‫ﺘﺤﻤﻠﻨﺎ ﻋﺭﺒﺎﺕ ﺒﺨﻴﻭل ﺒﻴﻀﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻠﻑ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﻜﺏ ﺃﻁﻔﺎل ﺍﻟﻌﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﻴﻤﺭ ﺴﺭﻴﻌﺎ .‬ ‫ﻴﻠﻘﻴﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻨﻬﺭ ﻻ ﻴﻘﺭﺒﻪ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ .‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻭﻀﺊ ﻜﻔﻴﻨﺎ ...ﻭﻨﻐﻴﺏ‬ ‫ﻫﺫﺍ ﻋﺸﻕ .‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺤﺘﻤل ﺍﻟﺘﺄﻭﻴل .‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :ﺤﺩﺜﻨﻲ ﻋﻥ ﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ :ﺍﻟﺼﻤﺕ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :ﺩﻋﻨﻲ ﺃﻋﺸﻕ ﻭﺠﻬﻙ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻻ ﺘﻘﺭﺒﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻨﻲ ﻭﻫﻭﺍﻙ ﻓﻀﺎﺀ ﺭﺤﺏ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﺠﺎﺭ ﻴﺎﻨﻌﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ ﺘﺤﺏ ﺍﻟﺒﻭﺡ‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻨﺎ ﻨﺘﻌﺎﻨﻕ ﺒﺎﻟﻌﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻗﺒل ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻟﻬﻑ‬ ‫٩١‬
  • 21. ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻻ ﺘﻘﺭﺒﻨﻲ .‬ ‫ﺇﻨﻲ ﺃﻫﻭﺍﻙ ﻜﺜﻴﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﺃﻜﺜﺭ ﻤﻤﺎ ﺘﻌﺸﻕ ﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ :ﺃﺫﻭﺏ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :ﺫﺒﺕ‬ ‫ﻗﻠﺕ :ﺃﻤﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﻗﺎﻟﺕ :ﻭﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﺕ‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻨﺎ ﻨﺘﻘﺎﺒل ﺒﻌﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﻫﺫﺍ ﻋﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺤﺘﻤل ﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﺘﺤﻜﻤﻬﺎ ﻨﺯﻭﺘﻙ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ‬ ‫ﻋﺸﻕ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺍﻟﻨﺯﻭﺓ‬ ‫ﻓﻭﻕ ﺍﻟﻨﺸﻭﺓ‬ ‫ﻓﻭﻕ ﻤﺯﺍﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻷﺼﺤﺎﺏ‬ ‫ﻋﺸﻕ ﺭﻭﻤﺎﻨﺴﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﻏﻤﺽ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﻭﻗﺒﻠﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺨﻴﺎﻟﻙ ﻭﺨﻴﺎﻟﻙ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺠﻨﻭﻨﻙ ﻭﻭﺼﺎﻟﻙ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺭﻗﺎﺒﺔ ﻤﻭﻗﻔﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺌﻑ ﻭﻨﻀﺎﻟﻙ‬ ‫٠٢‬
  • 22. ‫ﺇﻨﻙ ﻻ ﺘﻔﻬﻡ‬ ‫ﺇﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺘﻙ ﻓﻌﻼ .‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻨﺎ ﻨﻔﺘﺭﻕ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻁﻭﻴﻼ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﻌﺔ ..ﺘﺤﺘﺭﻕ ﻭﻻ ﺘﺤﺭﻕ ﻗﻠﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻤﺎﻟﻙ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ ﻴﺨﺘﺼﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺎﻓﺔ .‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﻟﻠﺸﺭﻁﻲ ﻤﺤﺽ ﻭﻅﻴﻔﺔ‬ ‫ﻋﻤل ﻴﺅﺩﻴﻪ ﻓﻘﻁ.‬ ‫ﻟﻠﺒﻨﺕ ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﺘﻘﺎﻻﺕ‬ ‫ﺘﻭﺯﻋﻬﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻘﻴﻬﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺠﻬﻲ ..ﺃﻏﻴﺏ‬ ‫ﺘﺤﻤﺭ ﻭﺠﻨﺘﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺨﺸﻰ ﺃﻨﻨﻲ ﻤﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺭﺸﻲ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻘﻁﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﻅﺎﻤﺊ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ ..ﺃﻓﺌﺩﺓ ﺘﻨﺎﻡ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺭﻤﺎل‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺎﺡ‬ ‫١٢‬
  • 23. ‫ﻤﺎﻟﻲ ﺇﺫﻥ‬ ‫ﻫل ﻟﻲ ﺒﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﺢ‬ ‫ﺃﺠﺜﻭ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺭﻤل ﺍﻟﺸﻁ‬ ‫ﺍﻨﺘﻅﺭ ﺍﺸﺘﻌﺎل ﺍﻟﻤﻭﻗﻑ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺨﻥ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺭﻴﺢ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻤﻭﺝ ﺍﻟﻐﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻀﻌﺕ ﺸﺭﺍﺸﻔﻬﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺘﻨﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﺴﻭﺩﺍﺀ‬ ‫ﺨﻭﻓﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺴﻬﺎﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻁﻠﺒﺕ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻨﺎﻡ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻔﺘﻭﻥ ﻴﻬﻤﺱ :‬ ‫ﻻ ﺘﻨﺎﻤﻲ .‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ ﻤﺘﺴﻊ ﻟﺴﻔﻥ ﺍﻟﻐﻭﺹ‬ ‫ﻟﻠﺒﺤﺎﺭ .‬ ‫ﻟﻠﻨﻭﺭﺱ .‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻤﻭﺝ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺎﻜﺱ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻘﻠﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﻐﺎﺌﺏ ﻋﻨﻲ ..ﺒﻴﺩﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻴﻭﻡ ﻓﻘﻁ .‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻌﻭﺩ ﺭﻤل ﺍﻟﺸﻁ ﻤﻨﻘﻭﺸﺎ ﺒﺂﺜﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻭﺏ‬ ‫٢٢‬
  • 24. ‫ﻜل ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﺭﺍﺕ ﺃﺘﺕ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﻨﻬﺎﺭ ﻓﻴﻪ ﺘﺸﻌﻠﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﺫﻭﺏ‬ ‫ﻜل ﺍﻟﺸﻁﻭﻁ ﻤﺩﺍﺌﻥ ﻟﻠﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻁﺊ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﻜﻭﻥ ﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﺩﻱ ﺃﺭﺍﻗﺏ ﻜل ﺃﺴﺭﺍﺏ ﺍﻟﻁﻴﻭﺭ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺼﻔﻭﺭ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻐﺼﻥ ﺍﻟﺫﻯ ﺒﻠﻠﺘﻪ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﻔﻭﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺯﺍل ﻴﺤﺘﺭﻕ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ‬ ‫ﻨﻜﺴﺭ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺸﺭﻓﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺴﻤﻌﺕ ﺼﻭﺘﺎ ﺨﻠﻑ ﺯﺠﺎﺝ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻓﺫﺓ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺸﻴﺎﺀ ﺘﺴﻘﻁ‬ ‫ﺘﻭﻫﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺠﺎﺭﺘﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺠﻭﺯ‬ ‫ﺘﻨﻔﺫ ﺤﻜﻡ ﺍﻹﻋﺩﺍﻡ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻗﻨﻴﻨﺔ ﺯﻫﺭ ﻗﺩﻴﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺴﺘﺒﻌﺩﺕ ﻁﺒﻌﺎ‬ ‫٣٢‬
  • 25. ‫ﺃﻥ ﻴﻜﻭﻥ ﺃﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻅﻨﻨﺕ ـ ﺒﻌﺩ ﻓﺘﺭﺓ ﻗﺼﻴﺭﺓ ـ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻤﻥ ﻴﺭﺍﻗﺒﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﻠﺕ ﻋﻭﺩ ﺜﻘﺎﺏ‬ ‫ﻨﻅﺭﺕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﺭﺝ‬ ‫ﻭﺠﺩﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﻔﻭﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﺘﺭﺘﻌﺩ ﺨﻭﻓﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﺩﻓﺌﺘﻬﺎ ﺒﻴﻥ ﻴﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﺃﻁﻌﻤﺘﻬﺎ ﻓﺘﺎﺕ ﻋﺸﻘﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺜﻡ ﺃﺨﺭﺠﺘﻬﺎ ﺘﻭﺍ‬ ‫ﻷﺴﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻏﺼﻥ ﺁﺨﺭ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﻟﻘﻴﺕ ﺒﻨﺼﻑ ﺠﺴﺩﻱ ﻟﻠﺨﺎﺭﺝ‬ ‫ﻜﻰ ﺃﻟﻤﺱ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﺴﻘﻁﺕ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺍﺭﺘﻌﺩﺕ ﺨﻭﻓﺎ ﺃﺴﻔل ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺕ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻟﻘﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻌﺠﻭﺯ ﺒﻨﻔﺎﻴﺎﺕ ﺴﺠﺎﺩﺘﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺠﻬﻲ .‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻰ ﺘﻨﻅﻔﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻘﺎﻴﺎ ﻁﻌﺎﻡ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﺀ‬ ‫٤٢‬
  • 26. ‫ﺘﺴﺎﺒﻘﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺠﻬﻲ ﺨﻴﻭل‬ ‫ﻨﻘﺸﺕ ﺒﺩﻗﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺴﺠﺎﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﺤﻤﺭﺍﺀ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﻠﻰ ﻤﻬل‬ ‫ﻨﻔﻀﺕ ﻋﻥ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﻏﺒﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻭﺤﺩﺓ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺼﻔﻭﺭﺓ ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍﻟﺕ ﺘﺘﺄﻟﻡ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻌﺠﻭﺯ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺯﺍﻟﺕ ﺘﻀﺭﺏ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﻔﻀﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺠﻬﻲ‬ ‫ﻗﺼﺎﺼﺎﺕ ﻋﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﺘﺭﺴﻡ ﻗﻠﺒﺎ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻭﺴﺎﺩﺘﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺘﻌﺸﻘﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﺫﺍ ﺠﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﺘﻌﺼﺭﻩ‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺫﻭﺏ‬ ‫ﻋﻨﺩ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺢ‬ ‫ﺘﻌﻭﺩ ﻓﺘﺭﺴﻡ ﻗﻠﺒﺎ ﻤﻥ ﻟﻭﻥ ﺁﺨﺭ‬ ‫... ...‬ ‫ﻜل ﻗﻠﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ‬ ‫ﻤﻤﺭﺍﺕ ﻟﻠﺸﻤﺱ‬ ‫٥٢‬
  • 27. ‫ﺍﻟﻠﻴل‬ ‫ﻀﻔﺎﺌﺭﻙ ﺍﻟﻨﺤﻼﺕ‬ ‫ﺤﻜﺎﻴﺔ ﻟﻴﻠﺘﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻴﺎل ﺃﺨﺭﻯ .‬ ‫ﻋﻨﺩ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺢ‬ ‫ﺘﺠﺊ ﺍﻟﻘﺒﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺸﻘﺔ‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻬﻤﺱ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺫﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﻔﻭﺭ‬ ‫ﻴﻁﻴﺭ .‬ ‫ﻴﻌﻭﺩ ﻭﻓﻰ ﻤﻨﻘﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ..‬ ‫ﻤﻭﺍﺴﻡ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ .‬ ‫ﺘﻬﻤﺱ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺫﻨﻴﻪ ﻴﻁﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﺫﻟﻙ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﺍﻷﻭل .‬ ‫..... .....‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻤﻨﺎ ﻻ ﻴﺩﺭﻙ ﺃﻨﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﷲ .ﻭﺤﺩﻙ .‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻜﻭﻥ ﺒﻤﺎ ﻴﺤﻭﻱ ﻤﻜﻨﻭﻥ ..‬ ‫ﻫﺒﺎﺘﻙ ﻭﻋﻁﺎﻴﺎﻙ ﻭﻨﻭﺭﻙ ..ﻟﻙ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺒﻤﺎ ﺘﺤﻭﻱ ﻤﻥ ﻓﻴﺽ ﺠﻼﻟﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺠﻠﻲ ﻨﻭﺭﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺨﻠﻕ ﻋﺒﺎﺩﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﻤﺎﻭﺍﺘﻙ ..ﻟﻙ .‬ ‫٦٢‬
  • 28. ‫ﻓﻭﻕ ﺫﻨﻭﺏ ﻋﺒﺎﺩﻙ ..ﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ﻏﻔﺭﺍﻨﻙ .‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﺤﻤﺩ ..ﻟﻙ ..‬ ‫ﻜل ﻋﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﺘﻬﻭﻱ ..‬ ‫ﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﻘﺵ .‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻋﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭﺓ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻬﻭﻯ ﺒﻌﺜﺭﺘﻪ ..‬ ‫... ...‬ ‫ﻨﺯﻋﺕ ﺍﻟﺒﻁﺎﺭﻴﺔ ﻤﻥ ﺴﺎﻋﺔ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺌﻁ‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﺃﺜﺒﺕ ﻟﻠﻭﻗﺕ ﺃﻨﻨﻲ ﺍﺴﺘﻁﻴﻊ ﺇﻴﻘﺎﻓﻪ .‬ ‫... ...‬ ‫ﺍﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﺒل ﻜﻴﻑ ﻟﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﺴﻘﻁ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ﻤﻥ ﺩﻓﺘﺭ ﺃﺤﻭﺍﻟﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻴﻭﻤﺎ ﺒﻌﺩ ﻴﻭﻡ‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﻟﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﻤﺨﻀﻼ ﺒﺩﻤﻊ ﺍﻻﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺴﻭﻴﻌﺎﺕ ﺘﻤﺭ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﺒﻁﺄ‬ ‫٧٢‬
  • 29. ‫ﺃﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ﺃﺩﻤﻨﺘﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺩﻤﻨﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺸﻡ ﺭﺍﺌﺤﺔ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﺠﺎﺀﻨﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻴﺄﺘﻲ ﻫﺯﻴﻼ ..ﺫﺍﺒﻼ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺃﻥ ﻫﺫﺍ ﻋﺸﻘﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺃﻨﻨﻲ ﻤﺎ ﻋﺩﺕ ﺃﻗﻁﻑ ﺯﻫﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻨﻭﺍﺭ ﻤﻥ ﺨﺩﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ..‬ ‫ﺩﻭﺏ ﺠﻔﻨﻲ ﺒﻪ‬ ‫ﻗل ﻜﻴﻑ ﻏﺒﺕ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻋﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺘﺭﻀﻰ ﺃﻥ ﻴﻤﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻥ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ﻫﻜﺫﺍ .‬ ‫ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﻫﻴﺌﺕ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﻟﻬﻭﺍﻙ‬ ‫ﺘﻁﻔﺊ ﺍﻟﻨﻭﺭ ﺒﻜﻔﻴﻙ ﻭﺘﻤﻀﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻤﺎﺫﺍ‬ ‫ﻴﺴﻘﻁ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﺴﺭﻴﻌﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺯﻟﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺤﻤﺔ ﺨﻭﻓﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺘﻅﺭ .‬ ‫٨٢‬
  • 30. ‫ﻤﺴﻭﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺭ‬ ‫ﻜل ﻤﻭﺍﺴﻤﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺘﺜﻤﺭ ﺘﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻤﻁﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺼﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻴﺭﺍﻭﺩﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﻡ ﺠﻨﺕ ﺒﻪ‬ ‫ﻨﺨﻼﺕ ﻀﻔﺎﺌﺭﻫﺎ ﻻ ﺘﺜﻤﺭ ﺘﻤﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﺎ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﺴﺘﻴﻘﺎﻅﻲ ﻭﺍﻟﻨﻭﻡ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺎﺘﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺘﻁﺭﻕ ﺒﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﻓﺔ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻓﺘﺢ‬ ‫ﺘﺩﺨل ﻤﻥ ﺒﻴﻥ ﻤﺴﺎﺀﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻤﺩ ﺫﺭﺍﻋﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻜﺤل ﻋﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻌﺱ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﺭﺍﻫﺎ ﻻ ﺘﻌﺼﺭ ﺨﻤﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻗﺹ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺤﻠﻡ ﻀﻔﺎﺌﺭﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﺘﺘﺒﺎﻜﻰ‬ ‫٩٢‬
  • 31. ‫ﺘﻨﺫﺭﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻻﺘﻘﺼﺹ ﺭﺅﻴﺎﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﺤﺩ‬ ‫ﺘﺼﺒﺢ ﻨﻬﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺫﻜﺭﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﺠﺌﺕ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺸﻁ‬ ‫ﺘﺫﻜﺭ‬ ‫ﺘﺠﻊ ﺍﻟﻨﺨﻠﺔ ﻴﻭﻤﻴﺎ ..ﻫﻨﺎﻙ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﺨﻴﻁ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻷﻓﻕ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻤﻲ ﺒﺎﻟﺸﻔﻕ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺸﺘﻬﺎﺀ ﺤﺎﻟﻡ ﻴﻨﺘﺎﺒﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﻏﻤﺽ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻑ .‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻡ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﻴﺄﺘﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻭﻕ ﻜﺭﺴﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺨﻤل ﺭﻁﺏ‬ ‫ﻴﺤﻤل ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻤﺔ ﻤﻥ ﺒﺭﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﺩﺍﺌﻤﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﻴﻑ‬ ‫ﺃﺩﺨل ﻓﻲ ﻓﻀﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺸﺭﻓﺔ‬ ‫ـ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﻲ ـ‬ ‫٠٣‬
  • 32. ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻁﻴﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺌﺩﺓ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﻠﻤﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺸﻔﺘﻲ ﺍﺒﺘﺴﺎﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﺘﺩﺨل ﺍﻟﻘﺭﻴﺔ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺸﺭﻴﺎﻨﻬﺎ ﺍﻷﺒﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻭﻋﺩ ﺒﻨﻭﻡ ﺃﻭ ﻋﺸﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﻗﺒل ﺘﺩﺨل ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺩﺍﺭ ﺍﻟﺒﻬﺎﺌﻡ‬ ‫ﻫﺎﺌﻡ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻓﺘﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺍﺴﺘﻭﺴﺩﺕ ﺭﺌﺘﻲ ﺸﻬﻴﻕ ﻭﺯﻓﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﻠﻤﺕ ﻤﻥ (ﺘﺭﻋﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﻠﻁﺎﻥ )ﺃﺸﻴﺎﺌﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺩﺴﺕ ﺃﻨﻔﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﺀ ﻤﺭﺍﺕ ..ﻭﻤﺭﺍﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﺎﺩﺕ ﺘﺒﺘﺴﻡ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﻟﻤﻠﻡ ﻏﺭﺒﺘﻲ ﻭﺤﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻑ ﺘﻠﻁﻡ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻪ ﺃﻓﻴﻕ‬ ‫ﺸﻌﺭﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺩﻭل ﻴﻠﺜﻤﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺄﺨﺫﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻭﺤل ..ﻏﺭﻴﻕ‬ ‫ﺁﻩ ﻤﻥ ﻓﺘﻨﺔ ﺼﺤﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻀﺤﻜﺘﻲ ﻟﻠﻴل‬ ‫١٣‬
  • 33. ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﻨﺩﺱ ﻤﺴﺤﻭﺭﺍ ﺒﺄﺸﻌﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻭﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﺸﻤﻪ ﺒﺭﺩﺍ ﻁﺭﻴﺎ .‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺘﺭﻋﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﻠﻁﺎﻥ ﺃﻏﻨﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻭﻻﺩﺓ‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻠﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﺭﻱ .‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺼﺩﺘﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻷﺼﺤﺎﺏ‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺽ ﻤﻨﺎﺯل ﺍﻷﺤﺒﺎﺏ .‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺩ ..ﻤﻥ ﻴﺩﻱ .‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺫﻜﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﻤﺭﺕ ﺒﻘﺭﺒﻲ ﻨﺴﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻜﻡ ﻜﻨﺕ ﻤﻔﺘﻭﻨﺎ ﺒﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫ﺍﻵﻥ ..‬ ‫ﻴﺴﺭﻗﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ .‬ ‫٢٣‬