1. Where is thy bowl? Capacitate to bear more & have as much as u want-
Part-4.
Sunday, 16 October 2011 19:18
Last words as mentioned under Part-3. …
this act leaves a remarkable impression over you mind and something within
you enforces upon you to believe that this man has a „way out‟ for you mess;
and there you are just pacing fast to catch this envoy of opportunity who had
hardly covered around hundred steps…
Continued… You are not apologetic but deeply moved by his act (envoy of
opportunity-the old stranger) and a sudden unknown rush within yourself now
exerts pressure onto your understanding to grab this man and see for all that
shall go next. In fact when a person has lost his/her ability to decide wisely… for
any reason… then all that happens through them is instinctive whether good or
bad; You pace fast and the moment arrive beside him; your steps then align
with his pace and your first instinctive act is to take away that picked up
disposal coffee cup from his hands… without saying anything and neither
looking towards his face.
The old stranger too does not draw any special gesture on his face… as if he is
just flowing in a stream; of which he is aware of all… The moment you spot a
garbage box the disposable cup is then disposed at its appropriate place. Then
something within you; out of blue proposes the stranger to accompany at your
home. Why out of blue… because within your awareness this moment it is not
an affair of well thought response instead it is just like being taken over by
some other force that is manoeuvring your conduct… this moment. The envoy of
opportunity in response merely nods in affirmation as if playing the role of an
obedient.
Your general routine is to take a local bus up to your house but today the need
of an exclusive seclusion mandates for a cab; inconsiderate of the bill you are
seated at its back seat with the stranger on your left and the cab gears towards
the indicated locality. Thirty minutes later the cab driver wants to know about
the exactness of the point of his drop… and you take over the further navigation
by guiding him couple of rights and lefts… there you are… You get down and
insert your right hand into your back pocket to eject the purse but before that
you sight the stranger passing on the bill to the cab driver… you intervene but
are any effort is stalled at its outset; he indicates you to now move into the
house. Your blazer pocket contains the key to the main door and it also reminds
you of this special occasion when everyone else at home is out of time; how
could you forget that it is Christmas time and your wife with kids is at her
sister‟s home merely 2000 kms from your present location. You did not travel
along for reasons that are best known and well observed within your highly
shattered mind… my, my, my why do some situation shy from some of us…

2. The door is opened and both move inside… the stranger has no need to look
around your house as if he is the actual habitat there; now you look at him
properly; top to bottom. You open the refrigerator to draw the water bottle and
there comes his voice; “I need nothing, you just come down here and sit with
me we have enough to talk… if at all you want then serve me with a glass of
milk when I ask for it… come here” He in meanwhile is seated in the drawing
room over that single comfortable sofa. Following his instructions you just
convey the need for going to the washroom and make a move for it… there
inside you relieve self of all that was to be done and take a deep serious look of
your own self through the mirror therein… You look yourself as if gazing some
stranger… something within you questions you about this moment; what if your
wife comes to know about the state of your mind and a stranger in the house.
You; at this moment do not want to confront any cause that furthers anxiety or
uncertainty therefore the thoughts are brushed aside and you move towards the
envoy of opportunity.
He observes you taking seat and starts talking hard; He wants you to now
revisit his words that had invoked disturbing storm within your understanding
and thereby creating a disharmonised event. He also wants you to go the way
he wants and not question anything in between; if at all total solutions of all of
your mess need their work out. Listening to him with total control and
confidence you want to clarify once and for all about his true identity and
therefore ask him… “just tell me with all clarity that who are you and why are
you there with me at my home? And why do you have to bail me out from
whatever is ongoing within and with me? Unless I am conveyed and convinced
of the same may be something that is a doubting machine within all of us the
educated ones may not settle for as a true recipient”… “please for the sake of
my sceptic insight reveal before me the answer of my curiosity”.
Listening your deep borne query the stranger (the envoy of opportunity) then
responds… to be continued. Desire2will.com. Dinesh kumar.(learning under
discipline)
Readers do not forget the words of the envoy of opportunity deliberated in Part-
3… since the furtherance shall gather its navigational input and resort from the
gospel mentioned beneath.
“Death & life both sit at the same edge; it‟s we who choose to transcend on
either side”. You don‟t understand a bit of his utterance. He continues further by
saying; “there is a deep belief in the ancient wisdom in India that any human
being ascertains his next womb within the present birth itself”.
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