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4
by Charlotte Di Carlo
by Jonathan Semugaza
5
I.
a square box in a round hole
nothing new there
a child lost in an effort of
bonds
say little of yourself
speak often of othersspeak often of others
refer to the guidebooks
if available
i saw how hard it is
for some folks
even myself, in maturity
to find the perfect one
the primacy of human connectionthe primacy of human connection
it is easier to reap the benefits
of hate
than to sow the seeds of love
“i” as it is, selfish,
egotistical
we know who you are, do you?
The idea is faint, a surpriseThe idea is faint, a surprise
blank canvases across boards
we are naked until the linens are
woven
and in the cold our bare skin
shivers
ii knew nothing of true love for
many years
the idea beyond those who
birthed me
and whose blood i share
beyond that, what else?
in brief synapses i saw
whatwhat some are capable, and
incapable of
expressing with whatever pours
from the vessels of their
hearts.
II.
a glass half full is still half
empty
and our thirst is insatiable
despite it all
wewe come in different shapes and
sizes
at one point collectively
deciding
that some simply wont fit
easier to clash than mesh
a child, unmalleable
thethe encumbrances of a cruel
world
destined for a certain
implosion
and jumping to conclusions
his feet never touched the
ground
“i”“i” is a testament, a cry for
another voice
begging for those who will
listen
and often those pleas are seldom
heard
even more so misunderstood
anan immaculate fear looms
evermore
are we not the words we speak?
as if the words uttered in tears
become tattoos, imbedded into
our soul
thosethose in anger become the
tightening
of nerves in our fists and faces
in joy, the fluttering, and
blushes
and in everything else, a
memory
“i” is everything“i” is everything
it all starts with that letter
and it ends when we do.
7
8
i look forward to seeing you again on the
other side of everything, when we both know
what we’ve been reaching for, when we have
what we’ve been asking for, and when the
writing, the words, have finally been enough.
how many times do i have to write this before it
becomes true. how many times do i have to write
before i become new. how many words do i need to go
through before i reach what i’m asking for. how many
words before i ask for what i’m reaching for, before
i learn what to ask for. how many words, how many
words. i’m asking.
eventually, we will reach an ending. i’m asking you
to represent my experience after i am gone. what is it,
you ask. i will figure that out, and when i do, you’ll
be the first to know. you will be named right away.
yes, i know, it’s a big responsibility, but i trust you
and will hold you to this. in a gentle way, of course.
there is no need to be afraid. what’s coming this way
is what’s meant to come this way.is what’s meant to come this way.
i am not writing endings (or even beginnings),
i am writing lives, the lives i am living, and so
are you, and really, we are living, living
through the writing and writing through the
living. for fear of without and for without fear,
we move forward, we move forward, we keep moving
forward. we have no choice in the matter.
9
10
Michaela Jennings
11
Arm hairs catch
dry breeze
You fall onto
thinning knees
Praise for the
parched air
You watch
Summer lag
Turd turf
still a
turning gut
And still,
full feeling
Water the
garden
with sweat and
spit; flowers
bloom
on their own
accord.
12
"The weight of change should not rest on the
shoulders of Black people. For true systemic
shifts to occur, everyone has to recognize
that the whole underlying structure is so
irreparably broken that no one can afford to
live like this anymore"
-Esi Edugyan-Esi Edugyan
13
Arthur Newspaper
JUNE 2020
We hope you will contribute to our
July issue by emailing submissions
to editors@trentarthur.ca

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Oatmeal: June 2020

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  • 7. I. a square box in a round hole nothing new there a child lost in an effort of bonds say little of yourself speak often of othersspeak often of others refer to the guidebooks if available i saw how hard it is for some folks even myself, in maturity to find the perfect one the primacy of human connectionthe primacy of human connection it is easier to reap the benefits of hate than to sow the seeds of love “i” as it is, selfish, egotistical we know who you are, do you? The idea is faint, a surpriseThe idea is faint, a surprise blank canvases across boards we are naked until the linens are woven and in the cold our bare skin shivers ii knew nothing of true love for many years the idea beyond those who birthed me and whose blood i share beyond that, what else? in brief synapses i saw whatwhat some are capable, and incapable of expressing with whatever pours from the vessels of their hearts. II. a glass half full is still half empty and our thirst is insatiable despite it all wewe come in different shapes and sizes at one point collectively deciding that some simply wont fit easier to clash than mesh a child, unmalleable thethe encumbrances of a cruel world destined for a certain implosion and jumping to conclusions his feet never touched the ground “i”“i” is a testament, a cry for another voice begging for those who will listen and often those pleas are seldom heard even more so misunderstood anan immaculate fear looms evermore are we not the words we speak? as if the words uttered in tears become tattoos, imbedded into our soul thosethose in anger become the tightening of nerves in our fists and faces in joy, the fluttering, and blushes and in everything else, a memory “i” is everything“i” is everything it all starts with that letter and it ends when we do.
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  • 9. 8
  • 10. i look forward to seeing you again on the other side of everything, when we both know what we’ve been reaching for, when we have what we’ve been asking for, and when the writing, the words, have finally been enough. how many times do i have to write this before it becomes true. how many times do i have to write before i become new. how many words do i need to go through before i reach what i’m asking for. how many words before i ask for what i’m reaching for, before i learn what to ask for. how many words, how many words. i’m asking. eventually, we will reach an ending. i’m asking you to represent my experience after i am gone. what is it, you ask. i will figure that out, and when i do, you’ll be the first to know. you will be named right away. yes, i know, it’s a big responsibility, but i trust you and will hold you to this. in a gentle way, of course. there is no need to be afraid. what’s coming this way is what’s meant to come this way.is what’s meant to come this way. i am not writing endings (or even beginnings), i am writing lives, the lives i am living, and so are you, and really, we are living, living through the writing and writing through the living. for fear of without and for without fear, we move forward, we move forward, we keep moving forward. we have no choice in the matter. 9
  • 12. 11 Arm hairs catch dry breeze You fall onto thinning knees Praise for the parched air You watch Summer lag Turd turf still a turning gut And still, full feeling Water the garden with sweat and spit; flowers bloom on their own accord.
  • 13. 12
  • 14. "The weight of change should not rest on the shoulders of Black people. For true systemic shifts to occur, everyone has to recognize that the whole underlying structure is so irreparably broken that no one can afford to live like this anymore" -Esi Edugyan-Esi Edugyan 13
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  • 16. Arthur Newspaper JUNE 2020 We hope you will contribute to our July issue by emailing submissions to editors@trentarthur.ca