Words and feelings on linen

1. Tom Where are you?
I'm looking at you inside of my head.
I'm drinking you like cool aid.
I'm using you like
Meth.
Where are you?
I’m looking at you inside of my
head.
I’m drinking you like cool aid.
I’m using you like meth.

2. Tom You've intoxicated my intelligence
my senses.
I want to throw myself
off of a cliff,
into the wind of you.
You’ve intoxicated my intelligence
my senses.
I want to throw myself
off of a cliff
into the wind of you

3. Sally Oh, God so good to feel you.
I need to feel you all over
I need to drink you like wine.
I need to taste you.
I need to get high off of you.
I need so much from you,
I don't even know where to begin.
Oh, God so good to feel you
I need to feel you all over
I need to drink you like wine.
I need to taste you.
I need to get high off of you.

4. Tom, now that we have been together for years…. You knew way back when
that there was something
big
with us
But it took all these years
to test it, to flay it,
to hone it,
into the fine precision instrument
that it is nowaren’t you glad that we stayed the course

5. John In relationships only time will tell
if you will
drop off
wings melted and failed
in an attempt
to fly to the heart of a fiery sun
whose center when reached is cool so cool
But we have worked with time
I am the same person
inside now that I was then; you
also. I am as open to you still
as a naked baby is to food and
warmth. I love you John

6. John. Love, this inner love
has built up between us gradually.
But now IT IS and
It has it’s being in a state of NOW
and no other time.
Our love
NOW is a successive state of images
Our love Now is music
written in an instant
Our love NOW is the poem that bursts
from its cocoon
and flies off instantly
in FULL FLIGHT
The NOW between us in the maturity of our love
is like nothing else.

7. John let’s Breathe in together....and....connect
to our common soul... let’s connect to our
shadows that peek out from the half lit
dimensions.
Breathe in with me....and look at the stairs
...that lead up there
where ether flows off clouds with positive energy
and let’s draw in blonde hopes with each breath
as we experience each other in the deep and the
raw....and with each breath taken together
gamboling on the shelves of time
with a light touch of honey scented awareness.
Together let’s look up in under the hood of our
brains...where...
the switch between the 2 states of... being
look at each other...with longing of being one
...one...within ...the other…let’s fuse our
connecting wires and flash into ……..
the...NOW

8. I love you
Mitchell

9. Sonny, I remember your white shirts.
I remember your eyes.
I remember your hat.
I remember the gate opener to
the underground garage.
I remember how you wanted to touch me
but you didn’t then.
And I remember when you did.

10. Sari
I’m caught by your scent
I’m obsessed by it.
You’ve caught me in the net of your scent.

11. Susan
When you come home...
let's stop with the business...until tomorrow
I've got a huge erection ...and I know where I want to
put it
and... I’ve had these fantasies
where I’m a vampire and I sink my fangs into your
neck and make you scream in ecstasy....

12. Susan, Think of me standing up over you
and coming all over you
in howling screams
Susan, Think of me as a small green snake
winding myself up along you
...covering every inch...
as I lick you all over...
with a flickering tongue
Susan, Think of me as
sandalwood scented lotion
sweeping up and over your back
...with...a healer's hands...

13. SUSAN, THINK OF RAIN
HITTING ON YOUR BARE SKIN
WHERE I'VE TIED YOU TO ME
UNDER A HUGE OPEN SKY
WHERE YOU’RE BEGGING ME TO
MOVE IN YOU HARDER
WHILE I GENTLY CIRCLE YOUR EYES AND EARS
WITH MY FINGERS
SCENTED WITH
OPIUM
SUSAN, YOU’LL SIT CROSS LEGGED
ON ME RISING AND FALLING ON YOU LIKE A RUNNING
STALLION
WHILE WE BREATHE IN TOGETHER
AND BREATHE OUT TOGETHER
AND WE MERGE INTO ONE RACING SHADOW
BREATHING SLOWLY AND DEEPLY
UNTIL...TIME...STOPS

14. JIMMIE, LET'S GO LAY OUT IN THE DARK
WITH WARM WATER AND
A TROPICAL BEACH
I'LL TAKE YOU INTO THE WATER
WHERE YOU'LL FLOAT
MY HAND UNDER YOUR HEAD
GENTLY SUPPORTING AND GUIDING
YOU AS I
SEND A BLUE FLAME
UP ALONG YOUR LEGS
ALONG YOUR SIDES
UP AND OVER YOUR CHEST
AS I CUP AND SHAKE OUT YOUR SHOULDERS
THEN LAY A HAND ON YOUR FORHEAD
AND STOMACH
SIMULTANEOUSLY
AS RELEASE ALL
TENSIONS AND
... YOU RELAX INTO ME

16. Sam The Little Bye Bye Goodnight Poem for you
I’m waiting for one last
touch of you
and then I’ll go to sleep
I’ll get into bed in 8 minutes
at the stroke of midnight
at 12 clanging strokes of you
You will stay with me until
the clock strikes …midnight
and blue shaded night creatures
like me return to their beds

17. And so with a sad little shrug
(although I’m not so little…
and really not so shy)
I must leave into sub consciousness
Bye Baby Bye
don’t forget where you put me
in the drawer
And…don’t forget to sew me back on
And…don’t forget to
gather up all your tickets for
future use with

18. I love you
Mitchell

19. I love you Michael

20. Michael Breathe in deeply. Focus.
Bring it up…
the liquid song
from within...
a whirling healing song that comes from within you…
your best… you
a happy you...a…
centered you.
Breathe in deeply. Focus.
Visualize this...
Blue circles and lines...
separating and converging...
turning on the switch to your...
…calm...mind.
Breathe in deeply. Focus.
Look at your hands.
Feel the energy...
passing between them...
the heat starting to glow in them.

21. Breathe in deeply. Focus.
Observe the colored circle behind your third eye.
Observe as it changes from yellow to blue...
…the healing color...
Breathe in deeply. Focus.
You're ready to transmit.
the healing gift of… love.
Accept your gift and pass it on.

22. John,
The
furnace of
the day glows
bright with
the
wishes and
dreams of
yours that
did not come
to pass
yet
another day

23. But in through the window of
your soul
comes a little wind(me)
winding the scent of
lavender into your thoughts
nudging your forehead to let go of its load
and into sleep
a deep quiet sleep
that will not count anything...
not money, nor sheep
and a large golden moon sails over you...
perfect guardian of peace...
your peace, sweetheart.
Take a deep breath …before you drift off
and review your day in slides
slipping by you in a golden haze
and remember some small happiness
then blow it up with a now happier breath
until it is the biggest balloon
of happiness that you've ever seen.
As you rise up off the ground holding onto the happiness
balloon…you look down upon what seemed overwhelming
only a few hours ago...and it doesn't seem so now