ParalyzedWhen nobodys aroundAnd I cant hear a soundAnd sky is crushing ..over meYou turn of every lightTransformed my day in nightYou are the only thing I seeWhat have you doneDont blame it on meCoz this is your faultYou’ve been in my lifeYou’ve took all my loveNow all that I know isI m paralyzed...What have you done ?I see youd everythingNow I can throw that ringWont think about it anymoreYour love was like a knifeYou will stay in my lifeCoz I still love you...like before
I am burning the lettersThat I had from you,It seems it doesn’t mattersThat I once loved you ?!Take my hand and sing with meIf you still remember me.Like the rain that falls from the sky,You came in my soul, in my heart.Once upon , it was just You and IBut is seems, things can tear us apart.
I walk alone,Going in million placesSeeing a thousand facesBut I can’t see yours.I stay here now,Here with you awayThat’s why I always prayBut are you are not here.I’m tired to see you away,I’m tired to stay aloneIs to hard now ,And you’re so farBut I won’t let you babeI won’t hurt you babe !
Feeling mad , out of painAll the love I’ve never gainedAnd I dont knowIf I’m going to see salvationYou re still screamingAnd then you cryI see the pain in your eyesI don’t know what to do ,So I am standing like a fool.Cause when they said thatWe will never be happyWe said that is historyAnd now you are screaming in my head.I’m leavingThat’s what she said to meYeah I’m leavingThe shit we had is historyAnd you can’t even look into my eyes.
The things you saidWhere never trueAll that you claimedAll that we builtAll that we feltEverything was fakeThis is our brakeAll I had is painAll was compromiseEverything in vainI just realizedTake away your dreamsTake my soul and heartTake your crazy thoughtsAnd please leave me apartI wish I could believe youBut nothing is happeningAll the wordsAll the silence momentsAll the white nightsIt looks like II am the only one who fights.All we had till nowWind blow it awayEverything vanished in one secondOne thoughtOne whisper
When the only thought is : Why am I not leaving and start all over again ?Just noticing the ignorance that it seems is surrounding me from everywhere and from only thepeople that I love, is so painful and I all that I have left to do is to stay in quiet, consumingmyself inside, deep thinking, is like my soul is tearing into small pieces and with the silence ofa second I am devastated, no worlds left for me to say, I dont know how to act so thateverything looks right.When you have that feeling that you are surrounded with people but at the same time you arelonely as if one hand took you and left you in the deepest darkens ever possible where youcan’t see, you can’t talk, you can’t touch, all you feel is the sad feeling of being left alonein a place where nobody has been before, where no one has ever been, not even onewhisper, you are not secure anymore, you are confused, to much of silence is killing youinside, very slow and painful.This feeling is coming in front of me every time I am doing this, nobody can understand me, noteven me, I cannot explain the reason of this feeling or maybe I can but no one will everhave the patience the listen to what I have to say.When you reach in this stage, you are thinking : Am I getting crazy or is this normal?And then I remain breathless and I am looking forward, not in front of me, I am lookingsomewhere where nobody can ever look, in a place where the darkness disappears , theonly things that remains is the silence, and a feeling of peace is coming, without anythoughts, no concerns, just a deep moment of silence and peace where you’re dreams arestarting, where you start thinking about yourself and nobody else. The feeling of believing inyourself no matter what others are saying or thinking about you, that moment when you feelthat even if is the end of the world, you can still succeed because a force from the deepestcorner of your heart and soul is telling you : YES YOU CAN DO EVERYTHING YOU WANT. Youcan achieve all your dreams, you can built everything you had in your mind, you cansucceed in everything you had dreamed.This is the power of human being brain, when nobody is here to support you with good thoughts,you just support yourself, and start believing in you so much that no one can stop you.