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CREATIVE
ALTRUISM
DESTRUCTIVE
SELFISHNESS
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Oct 2010 issue 105
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Tamara Wickham-
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Vicki Opyrchal
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Nisha Bhantoo
writer
Bianca Spencer
illustrator
Emily Claire Cannings
reviewer/writer
O’Shaya Dawkins
writer
Robin Campbell
writer
Sam Hatter
reviewer
Annabel Adabie
writer
Mary Gallagher
illustrator
Cheyenne Samuel
writer
Alec Wilsonillustrator
Duane Uba
illustrator
Kristina Volchkova
writer
Alessandro Mecconi
writer
Amanuel Teowodros
writer
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Throughout our lives there will be many
things that affect us. And then there
are things we do that affect the world
around us. And then there are things
that happen around the world, awful,
negative things like the blood diamond
trade in Africa that we think doesn’t
affect us, but really does. It impacts and
concerns everybody. You can switch
channel if a horrible news story comes
on, and it’s often easier because it feels
like there is nothing you can do anyway.
But you should remember that even
small actions can have a big impact.
Think about the way you speak to your
friends. The way you are towards them
can directly influence how good they
feel about themselves.
If you are in a situation that you can’t
control, know that by confronting it in
a positive manner will give you a better
chance of a better outcome.
Negative things will inevitably happen,
but we can learn from these experienc-
es. Be friendly and helpful when others
go through bad things. This makes the
world around us a little bit better for
everyone.
October 2010Issue 105
Youthful
thinking
Editorial by Serwaa Appiah
& Lesley Pelobangu
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“Every man must decide whether he will walk in the light of creative altruism or
in the darkness of destructive selfishness.” Martin Luther King, Jr.
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THE LAST EXORCISM
The Last Exorcism has had expensive and interesting marketing lavished upon it.
Along with billboards and TV spots, there was even a Chatroulette campaign (if you
haven’t seen it, do a search for it, as it’s pretty good.) The film has even been labelled
as ‘scarier than Paranormal Activity.’
Any horror fanatic would know that a film said to be scarier than Paranormal
Activity, a movie that sucked my soul in, dismembered it and then spat it out again
with malevolent laughter, is high praise indeed.
Using the same mockumentary style as seen in Paranormal Activity, the film follows
a Reverend who, when dealing with exorcisms, places his trust in science rather than
God. The film’s tagline, “If you believe in God, then you must believe in the Devil”
encompasses the irony of the storyline. He is left challenging his own faith upon
witnessing disturbing scenes on a farmyard where a girl is claimed to be possessed.
The narrative is at least a bit different from your usual exorcism affair, and that bit
more relevant, highlighting the struggles between science and religion.
The Last Excorism is taking on one of the scariest films of all time in Paranormal
Activity. And it’s because of this that it suffers. You can’t help but compare both films
for tension and scare factor, and the latter wins out every time.
By Amanuel ‘Chiles Vidic’ Tewodros
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TOY STORY 3
This is the third film in the Toy Story
trilogy. Andy is back, along with Woody,
Boe Peep, Buzz Lightyear and the rest of
the gang. But times have changed, and
Andy has grown older, and his love for
his toys has waned. Woody and co. are
obviously upset at being abandoned,
especially when Andy’s mum wants to
clear out his room when he leaves to go
to college. Andy decides to keep woody
and the rest of the toys go into the loft,
and here the high jinks begin.
I have to say that I enjoyed the first
two films more than I did this one.
They made me laugh where as this one
didn’t, there just weren’t that many
funny bits. I even got a little bored in
the cinema. I think I’ve grown out of
the Toy Story franchise, however there
are lots of people who loved this film,
but I’m not sure why. Go and see it to
judge for yourself, but it wasn’t for me.
By Sam Hatter
THE CHRONICLES OF AVANTIA:
FIRST HERO by Adam Blade
The Chronicles of Avantia: First Hero is about
a boy called Tanner. In the beginning he has a
happy and fulfilled life, but that doesn’t last
long when super villain Derthsin comes along
and burns down his whole village. Derthsin
kills his dad and takes his mother away. But in
the darkness and misery, Tanner finds Firepos,
one of the power beasts of Avantia. Meanwhile
a new army rises with designs on Derthsin’s
power, and to rule the whole of Avantia.
This book is fun, exciting and exhilarating.
I love the work of author Adam Blade, and I
think that this is his best writing; I was gripped
throughout. Anyone who likes action packed
stories will love this book.
By Emily Cannings
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EmilyAmanuel Sam
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CHEYENNE SAMUEL schools us on her truancy
I started bunking to escape my problems
at home. I was banned from socialis-
ing by my parents, and I was getting
grounded all the time. I just wanted
time to go places and see my friends and
school got in the way.
So I would play truant and I found it easy
to get away with it. My school didn’t
seem to notice that I wasn’t attending
regularly. Most schools check up on you
if you’re not in school, but mine didn’t
for some reason.
I basically did what I wanted for a
few months. Eventually I did get caught
though. My mum found some of my
regular clothes in my school bag. She
rang my school to tell them that she
suspects that I might be truanting.
Sure enough when I returned to school
the next day I was put on a truancy report.
Every lesson the teacher had to sign it to
prove that I was there, and they also had
to comment on my behaviour. There was
no getting around it: I was being watched
all the time. I couldn’t move without a
teacher knowing about it.
A month passed and I had 100%
attendance. I was so proud of myself, I
felt good. They took me off report as I
proved they could trust me. And then
suddenly, after a month of constant sur-
veillance, no one was watching. I slipped
back into bunking the next day.
My friends and I would go to Camden a
lot. We would eat food, and look around
the market. We’d spend ages running
around, looking through windows at all
the funky stuff.
One day we had been walking for so
long our legs went numb. So we decided
to sit down in a shop and buy a drink. I
was counting my money when I heard,
“Hello girls”.
I had been caught, I couldn’t escape,
and I was surrounded. Three truancy
officers were looking at us. If they catch
you, you can’t talk your way out of it.
They always know that you’re lying.
They know what’s happening in schools
and whether you should be in class.
They asked me for my details. I refused
and pleaded with them not to inform
my mum. They said my parents would
definitely be informed. I had to give them
all my information. I remember looking
at a clock and seeing it was 3:00pm and
thinking that if I hadn’t bunked I would
be on my way home. I wouldn’t be in
this mess.
A few days later a letter arrived from
school that explained what I had been
up to. It also said that if I was caught
truanting again my parents could be
fined and even put in prison. An article
in the Guardian in 2009 states that a
parent gets jailed every two weeks during
term time due to their kid’s bunking.
I haven’t bunked since, and I will
never bunk again. It’s not worth it and
puts both your future and your family
at risk. We are fortunate enough to have
free education, and I took it for granted.
I never want to have that feeling of being
caught and having to face my parents
again.
If someone informed me on the im-
plications bunking could cause in my
life, I don’t think I would have done it.
Even though bunking may feel good
at the time, the implications are severe
whatever your reason for not attending
school.
I couldn’t escape, and I was surrounded.
Three truancy officers were looking at us
7For advice on this or any other issue see the list of local services in the directory on p23
Cheyenne
have to deal with the pain and
guilt I was feeling.
I found it stressful,
confusing, and I cried almost
everyday. I would scream
and I didn’t know how to deal with my
emotions. I had counselling, I talked to
teachers and friends, and I often thought
that running away might help my mum
and dad. Nothing worked though. I knew
that whatever happened I would hurt
one of my parents. I knew one of their
hearts would be broken. I felt like a rag
doll being pulled in two directions.
I had many family court advisors
(called CAFCASS officers). Their job is to
talk in court on behalf of the child. But
when I told them what I wanted, they
never seemed to present my feelings
accurately.
I decided it would be me who would
bring the fighting to an end. I asked the
last CAFCASS officer to read out a letter I
had written, that way there would be no
confusion, and that this would bring an
Emily Claire Cannings
on how her parents’s
divorce pulled her apart
I was five years old when my parents got
divorced. Before then they argued a lot.
I remember thinking that if mummy
and daddy weren’t together that they
wouldn’t be able to shout at each other.
The arguing didn’t stop though. My life
after that was spent in court, in a custody
battle. I dealt with depression, and the
constant reminder that my parents were
at war with each other.
On the first day of court I was confused
because I didn’t know how it worked.
I was worried I would have to choose
between my parents. That fear grew
and got worse and I hated having to go
there. It made me feel like I was in prison
waiting to be let out. The custody battle
lasted a long time; by the end of it I was
exhausted. I wanted to be free and not
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However, my friends with divorced
parents say the guilt felt when forced into
the middle of the situation was horrible.
According to an article in The Guardian
in 2008, 45% of marriages end in divorce.
So it’s important for everyone to realise
that kids shouldn’t be pushed in the
middle of their parent’s arguments; they
should realise the damaging effect this
has on a child.
If you’re unlucky enough to become
embroiled in your parent’s separation
try to remain positive. If you want your
feelings to be heard, write them down.
Talk to your friends, as they are likely
to be able to relate to what you’re going
through. And remember, if it comes to
going to court, ultimately both of your
parents want you to be with them, which
is a good thing.
end to the custody battle.
This was the biggest decision of my
life: choosing which parent I wanted to
live with. I chose my mum because for a
girl you need a mother more when you
are a teenager. I also said in the letter
that, ‘I ask the court to see my father on
a Thursday of each week.’ My dad just
stormed out of the courtroom. I realised
this was the end; I was overjoyed but felt
awful for my dad.
I wish I knew what it felt like to have
two parents together because my family
seems so far apart. Some of my friends say
it is a blessing to have parents separated
as their mums and dads are together and
fighting. It is better in some ways. I can
spend time with my parents without the
arguments, which enables me to connect
better with them both.
I felt like a rag doll being pulled in two
directions.
9For advice on this or any other issue see the list of local services in the directory on p23
Emily
My friend joined a church recently. She’s
started spending all her time there, she
never sees any of her friends, and she
has dropped out of college. I’m worried
that they’ve brainwashed her. I want to
help her, but is it my place to?
It’s hard to know when someone
is in trouble or just enjoying
something new. If she is involved
in something ‘dangerous’ perhaps
you could speak to her family or
get a few friends together to talk to
her. You can then assess if you feel
she needs your help. Dropping out
of college seems strange, as most
faiths would promote learning.
Some churches are nothing like
a cult, but have different ways of
working than otherwise typical.
She may be getting support there
that she can’t get elsewhere. Keep
your communication open, non
judgemental and continue being
supportive to your friend at this
time.
Written by Robin Campbell and O’Shaya Dawkins.
Illustrated by Bianca Spencer.
I was at a gig recently and I took ecstasy. I
only wanted to have a drink, but my friend
was doing pills. I ignored it at first, but she
seemed to be having more fun than me, so
I took some. I’m scared I’ve damaged my
body or my mind. Was this the right thing
to do?
Peer pressure to take drugs can
be very strong. As you may know
ecstasy is a class-A drug and illegal.
Possession of it can mean a prison
sentence. The long-term effects are
still unknown, but it is unlikely
you’ve done any permanent damage
with one use – prolonged use can
cause memory loss or depression,
and it strains the heart through
increasing heart rate. Pills can
also contain other harmful sub-
stances such as horse tranquilisers!
Combining ecstasy with drinking
is not a good idea as it’s easy to
overheat and dehydrate which in
some cases has proved fatal.
Visit www.talktofrank.com for drug
information. You can also have
counselling to discuss your drug use
further.
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My family has always been poor, but we
live in wealthy area. All my friends have
expensive clothes, but mine are all from a
charity shop. So I started shoplifting. Last
week I got caught and my family is furious
with me. I know it’s wrong, but feeling
inadequate is worse. I’m going to carry
on stealing as I want to look cool like my
friends.
You’re unhealthily comparing
yourself to your friends and feel
that your self-esteem is tied up in
your appearance. This is a common
feeling and your friends are probably
having similar pressures. Stealing is
not the solution and could lead to
you getting a criminal record and
a prison sentence. These days there
are popular high street stores that
offer the latest trends at affordable
prices. It is not a crime being poor
and wealth does not define who
you are. Try finding part-time work.
And it might be worth speaking to a
counsellor to help you gain a deeper
sense of yourself.
Recently I’ve been getting a lot of grey hairs, and
I’m only 15. My mum doesn’t let me dye my hair.
I constantly wear beanies or bandanas and I am
even considering shaving my head. I hate getting
laughed at, and people are calling me ‘Gramps’.
Some people do go grey a lot earlier, and
there are a number of factors responsible.
It’s worth talking to your GP about this.
Try and take a different approach, see it
positively – it makes you different. Talk to
your parents again about dyeing your hair,
find out their objections. At the moment it
sounds like you want to hide it as people
are laughing at you. Find a way to be proud
of how you look by learning to accept it
and feel more confident in your appear-
ance. People will stop commenting, as they
won’t get a reaction from you. Everyone
goes grey, it’s just a case of when!
Everyone’s got problems – see the Directory on page 23 for a list of support services.
The Haringey Young People’s Counselling Service provides the answers to the problems
featured in Agony. You can call them on 020 8493 1019 or fill out a booking form at
www.youthspace.haringey.gov.uk/health
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BiancaO’ShayaRobin
Gallery
Exposure, The Bigger Shoe Box, Muswell Hill Centre, Hillfield Park N10 3QJ
luke@exposure.org.uk.
Send your artwork to:
or email:
Demon child
Hand drawn illustration.
Pencil sketch, coloured iwith
felt tips
By Mary Gallagher
Mary
Gallery
Exposure, The Bigger Shoe Box, Muswell Hill Centre, Hillfield Park N10 3QJ
luke@exposure.org.uk.
Send your artwork to:
or email:
Will Smith
Digital illustration.
Illustration on film still, using
Phtotshop
By Alec Wilson
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Alec
The life of a diamond isn’t as perfect
as the lives of the stars that wear them.
There’s more to some ‘rocks’ than their
sparkle.
The diamond industry is, mostly, a
slave trade, driven by miners that work
14-hour days with no break, little food
and no medical care. Recent research by
Brilliant Earth, a conflict free diamond
company that invests in African commu-
nities, states that 46% of miners are under
16. This is generally known as ‘child ex-
ploitation’, which is where children are
used unfairly to one’s own gain, financial
or otherwise.
Diamond mining is a particularly
dangerous form of child labour. In
addition to the typical dangers of mining
underground, the children are victim of
violence, theft and rape. It is common
for feet, arms, hands, legs and fingers to
be hacked off if orders are not followed.
Children are often kidnapped and sent to
work in the mines, or to become soldiers
in a rebel army. Children as young as
seven are taught how to fight, how to
reload a gun, and are forced to marshal
the other workers and shoot those
suspected of stealing diamonds.
In some African countries the diamond
industry is controlled by rebels. They sell
the stones to raise money to buy weapons
to wage war against legitimate govern-
ments. These are commonly called ‘blood
diamonds,’ not for their colour but for
their cost in human suffering.
Nisha Bhantoo
is confused by the
rocks that you got
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Blood diamonds have been a concern
since the 1930s when industrial diamond
mining began. And they remain
newsworthy even today: just recently a
major celebrity was in court - although
not on trial – clarifying whether she
was aware that she had received blood
diamonds as a gift from former Liberian
president, Charles Taylor.
Despite the media coverage, conflict
diamonds remain an issue, human
rights continue to be violated, and the
world stands by and lets it happen. Why
wasn’t the human rights issues in Iraq
met with the same indifference? And
also, still, diamonds remain one of the
most desireable things you can give your
partner.
Diamonds are found mostly in the
African nations of Sierra Leone, Botswana
and Angola. Sierra Leone is currently
recovering from a 10-year civil war.
Diamonds have always been at the heart
of Sierra Leone’s problems, particularly
their production. They are extracted
from mines, polished to perfection by
enslaved, injured kids and distributed.
While governments sluggishly move to
address the diamond problem (and some
play ignorant altogether), the media
attention has enabled pressure to be put
upon every diamond company to prove
that their stones are conflict free. Many
have found this difficult.
Changes are slowly being made.
The Kimberely Process was set up in
Decemeber 2000 by the United Nations.
It’s aim was to ‘address child labour and
to bring change to the current process
of the diamond production.’ They are
working to find a way where diamonds
can be extracted and circulated without
bloodshed and misery.
While many people understand the
magnitude of receiving a diamond as
a gift, it’s mainly because of the value
of the stone, or because it’s linked to a
proposal. The surpise that comes with
receiving such a gift should be because of
the cost in human suffering rather than
the hit on the wallet.
If you have to buy a diamond make
sure that it’s from an ethical source,
where the people who are mining the
stones are as valued as the stone itself.
These are commonly called ‘blood diamonds,’
not for their colour but for their cost in human
suffering
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Nisha
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Illustration by Duane Uba
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REALITY
CHECK
I’m a reality television junkie. I just
can’t get enough of it. I watch it all the
time: American Idol, The Hills, I’m a
Celebrity…Get Me Out of Here. I’m
hooked. And I’m not the only one. The
2009 final of Britain’s Got Talent drew
in 19.2 million viewers, that’s nearly
one-third of Britain’s entire population!
Reality television helps young people
escape. After school, teenagers want to
watch something that will take their
minds off homework and lessons.
Watching other people make fools of
themselves in front of the nation does
just this. People eating the private parts
of a kangaroo, diving into shark infested
waters or being cooped up in a house
with strangers for months is captivating.
As well as giving us the chance to
laugh at tone-deaf wannabees, or washed
up 80s popstars, some reality shows do
actually manage to produce talented
people. Us Brits have a knack for spotting
talent and thrusting it into the limelight.
Leona Lewis, Cheryl Cole and JLS have all
emerged from UK based reality television
shows. And on Big Brother we found an
unlikely national treasure in Jade Goody.
She turned out to be a savvy business-
woman earning millions before her death
in 2009.
Then there are some that question how
real reality TV really is. The X Factor in
particular has been subject to controversy
with suggestions of fixing and cheating.
Numerous contestants have claimed to
have been manipulated by the show’s
producers. Series 5 hopeful, Rachael
Hylton, said that she was “set up” by
TV bosses to come across as mean and
aggressive, and series 4 finalist Rhydian
Roberts said that he was “unfairly edited
to look like an idiot.”
In 2009, Britain’s Got Talent made
headlines when Susan Boyle made it
through to the final of the show. There
were questions whether she should have
been allowed to perform due to her
mental state. Her subsequent mental
breakdown and admission to The Priory
would suggest not. This raised further
concerns about whether contestants,
typically general members of the public,
are mentally ready for the pressure of
instant fame.
‘Social experiment’ show Big Brother
is said to put their housemates through
psychological tests before they enter the
house. However, Channel 4 has continu-
ally been criticised for entering vulnerable
housemates who are incapable of dealing
with the pressure of being on the show.
In 2006, housemate Shahbaz Chouhdry
threatened to commit suicide on live
television, and more famously Vannessa
Feltz, in 2001, clearly suffered during the
programme.
She said, “I think reality TV
programmes do a lot of damage. Nothing
prepares you for scrutiny and incarcera-
tion and worrying what people might
think of you and trying to survive all at
once. Believe me it was extremely intense
and a most unnerving thing.”
This obviously doesn’t deter young
people. According to a 2007 report by
The Learning and Skills Council, one in
seven UK teenagers hope to gain fame by
appearing on reality television.
Some people do ‘make it’ through
reality television. Magazines and tabloid
newspapers help sustain their career by
interviewing and printing pictures of
them falling out of trendy clubs, but it
rarely lasts. The vast majority of people
that appear on reality shows disappear
pretty quickly. Who remembers Nicki
Evans, Bad Lashes, or Kandy Rain from
The X Factor?
It’s a concern that so many young
people around the country are hoping
to become famous through one of these
programmes. Additionally so many of
these shows seem too be exploitative for
the sake of entertainment. This makes me
question how ethical reality television
is and, ultimately, how much, if any, I
should be watching in future.
One in seven UK teenagers hope to gain
fame by appearing on reality television
Annabel Adabie says
live in the real world
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DuaneAnnabel
Some people might get a kick out of
getting covered in wet mud and damp
clay, but not us. However, this summer,
that’s exactly what we ended up doing!
Last July, Bruce Castle Museum, with
the involvement of young people, coor-
dinated a project called Haringey Potter.
It was based on the recreation of a real
Roman kiln, which was found during the
1960s in Highgate Wood. It was a very
exciting discovery, and was the only one
found in London. The kiln was about
2000 years old.
Now perhaps this isn’t something that
all young people might find exciting, but
when you realise that by being involved
in this project you are recreating a
historical artefact, in the same spot and
using the same methods as the Romans
did all those years ago, well, it is exciting.
The Haringey Potter project was, and
remains, a part of the Cultural Olympiad,
which uses the power of the Olympic and
Paralympics Games to inspire creativity,
especially in young people.
Exposure’s job was to make a video of
the kilnbuilding,as well as thesubsequent
exhibition at Bruce Castle Museum as
part of the Cultural Olympiad.
But once we got started, directing
a video and taking pictures were the
last things on our minds. We were in a
whirlwind of enthusiastic volunteers
who all wanted to create something
specia; it was clear how perfectly this
project promoted London’s rich heritage
and culture.
So, feeling very ‘Roman’, we got to
work with the other volunteers with
building the kiln. Using fresh clay found
in Highgate Wood we made bricks that
were then used to form the structure of
the kiln. The clay, which was hard from
being underground, had to be softened
with water and broken up using big
spades in a wheelbarrow, a job that
somehow always fell to the girls!
Towards the end of the first week, after
the kiln was deemed safe and secure
by the big wigs, it was finally ready for
Krisitina Volchkova, Amanuel Tewodros,
& Alessandro Mecconi get Roman-tic about
pottery
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HARINGEY
making pottery.
With guidance from professional local
potters, we made authentic historical
pots, some of which were of roman
design, from the clay in the ground and
pre-bought terracotta moulding material.
These were then placed in the kiln, where
the heat strengthens the pots and makes
them fit for purpose. Once cooled the
pots were removed and kept safe for
exhibition.
The site was regularly visited by groups
of local school children, photographers
and the public, as well as the Mayor of
Haringey. Leading archaeologists also
showed an interest, “We are happy to
know that young people are interested in
such a project that requires a lot of time
and hard work.”
We had some international visitors
too, from Italy and Ecuador, one of
whom commented on the pottery, “I
found it interesting that the group were
creating reproductions of ancient roman
pottery using the same techniques and
instruments.”
Even David Lammy MP came down
and made a pot, and it survived the fire
in the kiln (some pots crack under the
heat.)
Creating pottery from a roman kiln
that you’ve built yourself, using the clay
from the ground to create the pots in the
same way that the romans did 2000 years
ago – it’s something we’ll never forget.
You can visit the exhibitions at both
the Bruce Castle Museum and Highgate
Wood from 15th September 2010 to 27
February 2011
using the clay from the ground to create the
pots in the same way that the romans did 2000
years ago – it’s something we’ll never forget
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AlessandroAmanuelKristina
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MIND YOURSELF
Sad? Confused? Angry? Numb? Lonely? Hurt? Upset? Scared? Clear your mind!
With funding from Wates Foundation and National Lottery Awards for All,
Exposure’s ‘Mind Pictures’ & ‘Mind Journeys’ projects will enable you to:
		 tell your story using film/words/graphics
		 meet other young people like you
		 explore emotions/ideas together
		 make sense of your experiences
		 come to terms with your feelings
	 	 help others by raising awareness
		 retake some control of your life
		 gain valuable skills and experience
For details call Exposure on 020 8883 0260, email flo@exposure.org.uk
Image by Vicki Opyrchal
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what’s
WHAT A MOUNTVIEW!
Mountview is one of the country’s leading drama schools. And with support from
Tottenham Grammar School Foundation, they’ve just set up something called
‘Haringey Young People’s Bursaries’. The bursaries give eligible young people, between
the ages of 11 and 24 living in Haringey, a chance to benefit from some of the best
performance arts training in Britain, whatever their background.
If you’re interested in performing arts, and want to learn from the best, contact Eddie
Gower or Jo Hamlyn on 020 8826 9217.
Or email eddiegower@mountview.org.uk
THE LIFE & RHYMES...
Calling all young poets of
Haringey! Are you aged
between 11 and 25? Have
you ever had your poems
published? Base Scholars,
a Haringey based poetry
group, is putting together
an anthology of poetry, and
are looking for local up and
coming poets to contribute. The deadline is 31st October and a specialist panel will
select a total of 15 poems – even poems that do not make it into the book will be
published on a website in weekly rotation.
Email your submissions to atgempire@yahoo.co.uk. If you have any questions
call Alim Kamara on 07932 302 771
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Vicki
Gassed... Tamara Wickham-Heyward
I was born into drugs
Been raised as a thug
Most man see me on the roads
But what can you do?
That’s all I know
But that’s just me
Nights were lean
Shaking out from police
I can’t change and I don’t know why
Lord only knows how much I’ve tried
I still remember my first high
I need to change,
Not for me, for you
But what’s a thug supposed to do?
People see me as they see me
But most of the time weed seems to need me
So most times you come second best,
I’m like a reflection of my mum,
So you see me with the gun,
I shoot…
That’s me over
Done…
My happy ending…
If you would like to see your poem published, please send it to editor@exposure.org.uk or post it to the address on page 2
Tamara
Muswell Hill Area
Youth Project
Muswell Hill Centre,
Muswell Hill, N10 3QJ
020 8883 5855
Bruce Grove Area
Youth Project
10 Bruce Grove, Tottenham
020 3224 1089
Wood Green Area
Youth Project
White Hart Lane Community
Sports Centre
020 8489 8942
Broadwater Youth Club
Structured sport-based
programme
Broadwater Community
Centre, Tottenham
07870 15 7612
4YP Haringey
Young people’s sexual health
services including dedicated
clinic, drop-in sessions and
the 4YP bus
www.shharingey.gov.uk
Tel: 020 8442 6536
4YP Plus
Contraception and Sexual
Health Clinic
Women Only Clinic - under 20s
A confidential walk in service
Thursdays 3:30pm-6:30pm
Lordship Lane Primary Care
Health Centre, 239 Lordship
Lane, London N17 6AA
020 8365 5910
4YP Clinic
St Ann’s Hospital
St Ann’s Road, Tottenham
N15 3TH
(Walk in clinic)
Thursdays 3:30pm-6:30pm
020 8442 6810
4YP nurse mobile :
07943817289 or
07984037172
Teenage Pregnancy and
Parenthood Team
Jan: 07817 164 4733
Margaret: 07971 309 513
Teenage Fathers Worker
Terry: 07980 316 761
Young Mums To Be
Course in Tottenham
for teenage mums and dads
1 Ashley Road,
Tottenham Hale
020 8275 4230
Outzone
Confidential information
and support for lesbian, gay
and bisexual young people
www.outzone.org
First Move
For people lesbian, gay, bixual,
trans or think they might be.
020 7700 1323
www.facebook.com/firstmove
Girl Diva
For lesbian bisexual and ques-
tioning women aged 25 & under.
www.girldiva.org.uk
Markfield Project
Inclusive services for disabled
and non-disabled young people
Markfield Road, Tottenham
020 8800 4134
In-Volve
For young people with drug
or alcohol issues
020 8493 8525
Cosmic
For the families of people
with drug or alcohol issues
0800 38905257
www.haga.co.uk/children_
and_family
Hearthstone
For people experiencing
domestic violence
020 8888 5362
Victim Support Haringey
Working for victims of crime
020 8888 9878
www.vslondon.org
Antenna
For black African and
African-Caribbean young
people
020 8365 9537
www.antennaoutreach.co.uk
Haringey Young People’s
Counselling Service
Advice and support for
young people
020 8493 1019
Host
General mental health care
020 8885 8160
Open Door
counselling and psychotherapy
for young people aged 12-25
12 Middle lane, N8
020 8348 5947
Shelterline
Shelter’s free housing advice
line
0808 800 4444
Duke of Edinburgh’s Award
Programme of personal devel-
opment
020 8826 9393
BTCV V involved Team
National volunteering
programme
www.btcv.org.uk
KIS Training
Helping young people into
employment, education
& enterprise
020 8275 4230
Harington Scheme
Preparing young people with
learning difficulties or disabili-
ties for work
55a Cholmeley Park, Highgate
www.harington.org.uk
Connexions
One-stop shop for young
people
020 8881 7050
Drop-in centres:
Ground floor
Marcus Garvey library
Leisure Centre, N15 4JA
020 8881 7050
Wood Green Library, 2nd Floor
High Road, London, N22 6XD
020 8489 5200
www.haringey.gov.uk/con-
nexions
First Rung
Training, support and
opportunities for young people
020 8803 4764
www.firstrung.org.uk
Haringey Detatched Team/
Youth Response Team
Working with young people on
the streets of Haringey
020 8493 1006
Directory
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funding support provided by Haringey
Intergrated Youth Support Service.
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Exposure Organisation Limited, registered
in England no. 3455480, registered charity
no. 1073922.
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Exposure Mag October 2010 Issue

  • 1. CREATIVE ALTRUISM DESTRUCTIVE SELFISHNESS NEW LOOK NORTHENDZ MAGAZINE INCLUDED INSIDENEWLOOKNORTHENDZMAGAZINEINCLUDEDINSIDE free Oct 2010 issue 105 A HARINGEY YOUTH PUBLICATION £0.00
  • 2. Tamara Wickham- Hayward poet Vicki Opyrchal illustrator Nisha Bhantoo writer Bianca Spencer illustrator Emily Claire Cannings reviewer/writer O’Shaya Dawkins writer Robin Campbell writer Sam Hatter reviewer Annabel Adabie writer Mary Gallagher illustrator Cheyenne Samuel writer Alec Wilsonillustrator Duane Uba illustrator Kristina Volchkova writer Alessandro Mecconi writer Amanuel Teowodros writer The Bigger Shoe Box, Muswell Hill Centre, Hillfield Park, N10 3QJ Tel: 020 8883 0260 Fax: 020 8883 2906 Mob: 07947 884 282 Email: info@exposure.org.uk Website: www.exposure.org.uk Regrettably our office is inaccessible to wheelchair users but we will nevertheless make every effort to include your contributions Printed by TIP Limited 07590 850 532 Disclaimer Exposure aims to give young people an independent voice which can contribute to the democratic process. While Exposure has done its best to check material contained within this publication, we cannot accept responsibility for inaccurate information provided by outside organisations. Organisations mentioned are not necessarily connected with nor endorsed by Exposure. Permission has been sought, wherever possible, for the use of copyright material. Where contact has not been possible we hope that, as a voluntary organisation helping to educate and inform young people, it is acceptable for Exposure to use such material for the benefit of young people. Andreas Koumi: Manager Gary Flavell: Editor Luke Pantelidou: Designer Flo Codjoe: Development officer Mirella Issaias: Junior Exposure Max Sycamore: Video Editor & IT Enrico Tessarin: Video Manager 2
  • 3. Throughout our lives there will be many things that affect us. And then there are things we do that affect the world around us. And then there are things that happen around the world, awful, negative things like the blood diamond trade in Africa that we think doesn’t affect us, but really does. It impacts and concerns everybody. You can switch channel if a horrible news story comes on, and it’s often easier because it feels like there is nothing you can do anyway. But you should remember that even small actions can have a big impact. Think about the way you speak to your friends. The way you are towards them can directly influence how good they feel about themselves. If you are in a situation that you can’t control, know that by confronting it in a positive manner will give you a better chance of a better outcome. Negative things will inevitably happen, but we can learn from these experienc- es. Be friendly and helpful when others go through bad things. This makes the world around us a little bit better for everyone. October 2010Issue 105 Youthful thinking Editorial by Serwaa Appiah & Lesley Pelobangu Exposure is free and open to anyone aged 13 to 19 living in or around Haringey. If you want to get into journalism, design or film-making, get involved. Best magazine produced by young people awarded by: “Every man must decide whether he will walk in the light of creative altruism or in the darkness of destructive selfishness.” Martin Luther King, Jr. 3 Garfield Weston Foundation
  • 4. reviews THE LAST EXORCISM The Last Exorcism has had expensive and interesting marketing lavished upon it. Along with billboards and TV spots, there was even a Chatroulette campaign (if you haven’t seen it, do a search for it, as it’s pretty good.) The film has even been labelled as ‘scarier than Paranormal Activity.’ Any horror fanatic would know that a film said to be scarier than Paranormal Activity, a movie that sucked my soul in, dismembered it and then spat it out again with malevolent laughter, is high praise indeed. Using the same mockumentary style as seen in Paranormal Activity, the film follows a Reverend who, when dealing with exorcisms, places his trust in science rather than God. The film’s tagline, “If you believe in God, then you must believe in the Devil” encompasses the irony of the storyline. He is left challenging his own faith upon witnessing disturbing scenes on a farmyard where a girl is claimed to be possessed. The narrative is at least a bit different from your usual exorcism affair, and that bit more relevant, highlighting the struggles between science and religion. The Last Excorism is taking on one of the scariest films of all time in Paranormal Activity. And it’s because of this that it suffers. You can’t help but compare both films for tension and scare factor, and the latter wins out every time. By Amanuel ‘Chiles Vidic’ Tewodros 4
  • 5. TOY STORY 3 This is the third film in the Toy Story trilogy. Andy is back, along with Woody, Boe Peep, Buzz Lightyear and the rest of the gang. But times have changed, and Andy has grown older, and his love for his toys has waned. Woody and co. are obviously upset at being abandoned, especially when Andy’s mum wants to clear out his room when he leaves to go to college. Andy decides to keep woody and the rest of the toys go into the loft, and here the high jinks begin. I have to say that I enjoyed the first two films more than I did this one. They made me laugh where as this one didn’t, there just weren’t that many funny bits. I even got a little bored in the cinema. I think I’ve grown out of the Toy Story franchise, however there are lots of people who loved this film, but I’m not sure why. Go and see it to judge for yourself, but it wasn’t for me. By Sam Hatter THE CHRONICLES OF AVANTIA: FIRST HERO by Adam Blade The Chronicles of Avantia: First Hero is about a boy called Tanner. In the beginning he has a happy and fulfilled life, but that doesn’t last long when super villain Derthsin comes along and burns down his whole village. Derthsin kills his dad and takes his mother away. But in the darkness and misery, Tanner finds Firepos, one of the power beasts of Avantia. Meanwhile a new army rises with designs on Derthsin’s power, and to rule the whole of Avantia. This book is fun, exciting and exhilarating. I love the work of author Adam Blade, and I think that this is his best writing; I was gripped throughout. Anyone who likes action packed stories will love this book. By Emily Cannings 5 EmilyAmanuel Sam
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  • 7. CHEYENNE SAMUEL schools us on her truancy I started bunking to escape my problems at home. I was banned from socialis- ing by my parents, and I was getting grounded all the time. I just wanted time to go places and see my friends and school got in the way. So I would play truant and I found it easy to get away with it. My school didn’t seem to notice that I wasn’t attending regularly. Most schools check up on you if you’re not in school, but mine didn’t for some reason. I basically did what I wanted for a few months. Eventually I did get caught though. My mum found some of my regular clothes in my school bag. She rang my school to tell them that she suspects that I might be truanting. Sure enough when I returned to school the next day I was put on a truancy report. Every lesson the teacher had to sign it to prove that I was there, and they also had to comment on my behaviour. There was no getting around it: I was being watched all the time. I couldn’t move without a teacher knowing about it. A month passed and I had 100% attendance. I was so proud of myself, I felt good. They took me off report as I proved they could trust me. And then suddenly, after a month of constant sur- veillance, no one was watching. I slipped back into bunking the next day. My friends and I would go to Camden a lot. We would eat food, and look around the market. We’d spend ages running around, looking through windows at all the funky stuff. One day we had been walking for so long our legs went numb. So we decided to sit down in a shop and buy a drink. I was counting my money when I heard, “Hello girls”. I had been caught, I couldn’t escape, and I was surrounded. Three truancy officers were looking at us. If they catch you, you can’t talk your way out of it. They always know that you’re lying. They know what’s happening in schools and whether you should be in class. They asked me for my details. I refused and pleaded with them not to inform my mum. They said my parents would definitely be informed. I had to give them all my information. I remember looking at a clock and seeing it was 3:00pm and thinking that if I hadn’t bunked I would be on my way home. I wouldn’t be in this mess. A few days later a letter arrived from school that explained what I had been up to. It also said that if I was caught truanting again my parents could be fined and even put in prison. An article in the Guardian in 2009 states that a parent gets jailed every two weeks during term time due to their kid’s bunking. I haven’t bunked since, and I will never bunk again. It’s not worth it and puts both your future and your family at risk. We are fortunate enough to have free education, and I took it for granted. I never want to have that feeling of being caught and having to face my parents again. If someone informed me on the im- plications bunking could cause in my life, I don’t think I would have done it. Even though bunking may feel good at the time, the implications are severe whatever your reason for not attending school. I couldn’t escape, and I was surrounded. Three truancy officers were looking at us 7For advice on this or any other issue see the list of local services in the directory on p23 Cheyenne
  • 8. have to deal with the pain and guilt I was feeling. I found it stressful, confusing, and I cried almost everyday. I would scream and I didn’t know how to deal with my emotions. I had counselling, I talked to teachers and friends, and I often thought that running away might help my mum and dad. Nothing worked though. I knew that whatever happened I would hurt one of my parents. I knew one of their hearts would be broken. I felt like a rag doll being pulled in two directions. I had many family court advisors (called CAFCASS officers). Their job is to talk in court on behalf of the child. But when I told them what I wanted, they never seemed to present my feelings accurately. I decided it would be me who would bring the fighting to an end. I asked the last CAFCASS officer to read out a letter I had written, that way there would be no confusion, and that this would bring an Emily Claire Cannings on how her parents’s divorce pulled her apart I was five years old when my parents got divorced. Before then they argued a lot. I remember thinking that if mummy and daddy weren’t together that they wouldn’t be able to shout at each other. The arguing didn’t stop though. My life after that was spent in court, in a custody battle. I dealt with depression, and the constant reminder that my parents were at war with each other. On the first day of court I was confused because I didn’t know how it worked. I was worried I would have to choose between my parents. That fear grew and got worse and I hated having to go there. It made me feel like I was in prison waiting to be let out. The custody battle lasted a long time; by the end of it I was exhausted. I wanted to be free and not 8
  • 9. However, my friends with divorced parents say the guilt felt when forced into the middle of the situation was horrible. According to an article in The Guardian in 2008, 45% of marriages end in divorce. So it’s important for everyone to realise that kids shouldn’t be pushed in the middle of their parent’s arguments; they should realise the damaging effect this has on a child. If you’re unlucky enough to become embroiled in your parent’s separation try to remain positive. If you want your feelings to be heard, write them down. Talk to your friends, as they are likely to be able to relate to what you’re going through. And remember, if it comes to going to court, ultimately both of your parents want you to be with them, which is a good thing. end to the custody battle. This was the biggest decision of my life: choosing which parent I wanted to live with. I chose my mum because for a girl you need a mother more when you are a teenager. I also said in the letter that, ‘I ask the court to see my father on a Thursday of each week.’ My dad just stormed out of the courtroom. I realised this was the end; I was overjoyed but felt awful for my dad. I wish I knew what it felt like to have two parents together because my family seems so far apart. Some of my friends say it is a blessing to have parents separated as their mums and dads are together and fighting. It is better in some ways. I can spend time with my parents without the arguments, which enables me to connect better with them both. I felt like a rag doll being pulled in two directions. 9For advice on this or any other issue see the list of local services in the directory on p23 Emily
  • 10. My friend joined a church recently. She’s started spending all her time there, she never sees any of her friends, and she has dropped out of college. I’m worried that they’ve brainwashed her. I want to help her, but is it my place to? It’s hard to know when someone is in trouble or just enjoying something new. If she is involved in something ‘dangerous’ perhaps you could speak to her family or get a few friends together to talk to her. You can then assess if you feel she needs your help. Dropping out of college seems strange, as most faiths would promote learning. Some churches are nothing like a cult, but have different ways of working than otherwise typical. She may be getting support there that she can’t get elsewhere. Keep your communication open, non judgemental and continue being supportive to your friend at this time. Written by Robin Campbell and O’Shaya Dawkins. Illustrated by Bianca Spencer. I was at a gig recently and I took ecstasy. I only wanted to have a drink, but my friend was doing pills. I ignored it at first, but she seemed to be having more fun than me, so I took some. I’m scared I’ve damaged my body or my mind. Was this the right thing to do? Peer pressure to take drugs can be very strong. As you may know ecstasy is a class-A drug and illegal. Possession of it can mean a prison sentence. The long-term effects are still unknown, but it is unlikely you’ve done any permanent damage with one use – prolonged use can cause memory loss or depression, and it strains the heart through increasing heart rate. Pills can also contain other harmful sub- stances such as horse tranquilisers! Combining ecstasy with drinking is not a good idea as it’s easy to overheat and dehydrate which in some cases has proved fatal. Visit www.talktofrank.com for drug information. You can also have counselling to discuss your drug use further. 10
  • 11. My family has always been poor, but we live in wealthy area. All my friends have expensive clothes, but mine are all from a charity shop. So I started shoplifting. Last week I got caught and my family is furious with me. I know it’s wrong, but feeling inadequate is worse. I’m going to carry on stealing as I want to look cool like my friends. You’re unhealthily comparing yourself to your friends and feel that your self-esteem is tied up in your appearance. This is a common feeling and your friends are probably having similar pressures. Stealing is not the solution and could lead to you getting a criminal record and a prison sentence. These days there are popular high street stores that offer the latest trends at affordable prices. It is not a crime being poor and wealth does not define who you are. Try finding part-time work. And it might be worth speaking to a counsellor to help you gain a deeper sense of yourself. Recently I’ve been getting a lot of grey hairs, and I’m only 15. My mum doesn’t let me dye my hair. I constantly wear beanies or bandanas and I am even considering shaving my head. I hate getting laughed at, and people are calling me ‘Gramps’. Some people do go grey a lot earlier, and there are a number of factors responsible. It’s worth talking to your GP about this. Try and take a different approach, see it positively – it makes you different. Talk to your parents again about dyeing your hair, find out their objections. At the moment it sounds like you want to hide it as people are laughing at you. Find a way to be proud of how you look by learning to accept it and feel more confident in your appear- ance. People will stop commenting, as they won’t get a reaction from you. Everyone goes grey, it’s just a case of when! Everyone’s got problems – see the Directory on page 23 for a list of support services. The Haringey Young People’s Counselling Service provides the answers to the problems featured in Agony. You can call them on 020 8493 1019 or fill out a booking form at www.youthspace.haringey.gov.uk/health 11 BiancaO’ShayaRobin
  • 12. Gallery Exposure, The Bigger Shoe Box, Muswell Hill Centre, Hillfield Park N10 3QJ luke@exposure.org.uk. Send your artwork to: or email: Demon child Hand drawn illustration. Pencil sketch, coloured iwith felt tips By Mary Gallagher Mary
  • 13. Gallery Exposure, The Bigger Shoe Box, Muswell Hill Centre, Hillfield Park N10 3QJ luke@exposure.org.uk. Send your artwork to: or email: Will Smith Digital illustration. Illustration on film still, using Phtotshop By Alec Wilson 13 Alec
  • 14. The life of a diamond isn’t as perfect as the lives of the stars that wear them. There’s more to some ‘rocks’ than their sparkle. The diamond industry is, mostly, a slave trade, driven by miners that work 14-hour days with no break, little food and no medical care. Recent research by Brilliant Earth, a conflict free diamond company that invests in African commu- nities, states that 46% of miners are under 16. This is generally known as ‘child ex- ploitation’, which is where children are used unfairly to one’s own gain, financial or otherwise. Diamond mining is a particularly dangerous form of child labour. In addition to the typical dangers of mining underground, the children are victim of violence, theft and rape. It is common for feet, arms, hands, legs and fingers to be hacked off if orders are not followed. Children are often kidnapped and sent to work in the mines, or to become soldiers in a rebel army. Children as young as seven are taught how to fight, how to reload a gun, and are forced to marshal the other workers and shoot those suspected of stealing diamonds. In some African countries the diamond industry is controlled by rebels. They sell the stones to raise money to buy weapons to wage war against legitimate govern- ments. These are commonly called ‘blood diamonds,’ not for their colour but for their cost in human suffering. Nisha Bhantoo is confused by the rocks that you got 14
  • 15. Blood diamonds have been a concern since the 1930s when industrial diamond mining began. And they remain newsworthy even today: just recently a major celebrity was in court - although not on trial – clarifying whether she was aware that she had received blood diamonds as a gift from former Liberian president, Charles Taylor. Despite the media coverage, conflict diamonds remain an issue, human rights continue to be violated, and the world stands by and lets it happen. Why wasn’t the human rights issues in Iraq met with the same indifference? And also, still, diamonds remain one of the most desireable things you can give your partner. Diamonds are found mostly in the African nations of Sierra Leone, Botswana and Angola. Sierra Leone is currently recovering from a 10-year civil war. Diamonds have always been at the heart of Sierra Leone’s problems, particularly their production. They are extracted from mines, polished to perfection by enslaved, injured kids and distributed. While governments sluggishly move to address the diamond problem (and some play ignorant altogether), the media attention has enabled pressure to be put upon every diamond company to prove that their stones are conflict free. Many have found this difficult. Changes are slowly being made. The Kimberely Process was set up in Decemeber 2000 by the United Nations. It’s aim was to ‘address child labour and to bring change to the current process of the diamond production.’ They are working to find a way where diamonds can be extracted and circulated without bloodshed and misery. While many people understand the magnitude of receiving a diamond as a gift, it’s mainly because of the value of the stone, or because it’s linked to a proposal. The surpise that comes with receiving such a gift should be because of the cost in human suffering rather than the hit on the wallet. If you have to buy a diamond make sure that it’s from an ethical source, where the people who are mining the stones are as valued as the stone itself. These are commonly called ‘blood diamonds,’ not for their colour but for their cost in human suffering 15 Nisha For advice on this or any other issue see the list of local services in the directory on p23
  • 16. Illustration by Duane Uba 16 For advice on this or any other issue see the list of local services in the directory on p23 REALITY CHECK
  • 17. I’m a reality television junkie. I just can’t get enough of it. I watch it all the time: American Idol, The Hills, I’m a Celebrity…Get Me Out of Here. I’m hooked. And I’m not the only one. The 2009 final of Britain’s Got Talent drew in 19.2 million viewers, that’s nearly one-third of Britain’s entire population! Reality television helps young people escape. After school, teenagers want to watch something that will take their minds off homework and lessons. Watching other people make fools of themselves in front of the nation does just this. People eating the private parts of a kangaroo, diving into shark infested waters or being cooped up in a house with strangers for months is captivating. As well as giving us the chance to laugh at tone-deaf wannabees, or washed up 80s popstars, some reality shows do actually manage to produce talented people. Us Brits have a knack for spotting talent and thrusting it into the limelight. Leona Lewis, Cheryl Cole and JLS have all emerged from UK based reality television shows. And on Big Brother we found an unlikely national treasure in Jade Goody. She turned out to be a savvy business- woman earning millions before her death in 2009. Then there are some that question how real reality TV really is. The X Factor in particular has been subject to controversy with suggestions of fixing and cheating. Numerous contestants have claimed to have been manipulated by the show’s producers. Series 5 hopeful, Rachael Hylton, said that she was “set up” by TV bosses to come across as mean and aggressive, and series 4 finalist Rhydian Roberts said that he was “unfairly edited to look like an idiot.” In 2009, Britain’s Got Talent made headlines when Susan Boyle made it through to the final of the show. There were questions whether she should have been allowed to perform due to her mental state. Her subsequent mental breakdown and admission to The Priory would suggest not. This raised further concerns about whether contestants, typically general members of the public, are mentally ready for the pressure of instant fame. ‘Social experiment’ show Big Brother is said to put their housemates through psychological tests before they enter the house. However, Channel 4 has continu- ally been criticised for entering vulnerable housemates who are incapable of dealing with the pressure of being on the show. In 2006, housemate Shahbaz Chouhdry threatened to commit suicide on live television, and more famously Vannessa Feltz, in 2001, clearly suffered during the programme. She said, “I think reality TV programmes do a lot of damage. Nothing prepares you for scrutiny and incarcera- tion and worrying what people might think of you and trying to survive all at once. Believe me it was extremely intense and a most unnerving thing.” This obviously doesn’t deter young people. According to a 2007 report by The Learning and Skills Council, one in seven UK teenagers hope to gain fame by appearing on reality television. Some people do ‘make it’ through reality television. Magazines and tabloid newspapers help sustain their career by interviewing and printing pictures of them falling out of trendy clubs, but it rarely lasts. The vast majority of people that appear on reality shows disappear pretty quickly. Who remembers Nicki Evans, Bad Lashes, or Kandy Rain from The X Factor? It’s a concern that so many young people around the country are hoping to become famous through one of these programmes. Additionally so many of these shows seem too be exploitative for the sake of entertainment. This makes me question how ethical reality television is and, ultimately, how much, if any, I should be watching in future. One in seven UK teenagers hope to gain fame by appearing on reality television Annabel Adabie says live in the real world 17 DuaneAnnabel
  • 18. Some people might get a kick out of getting covered in wet mud and damp clay, but not us. However, this summer, that’s exactly what we ended up doing! Last July, Bruce Castle Museum, with the involvement of young people, coor- dinated a project called Haringey Potter. It was based on the recreation of a real Roman kiln, which was found during the 1960s in Highgate Wood. It was a very exciting discovery, and was the only one found in London. The kiln was about 2000 years old. Now perhaps this isn’t something that all young people might find exciting, but when you realise that by being involved in this project you are recreating a historical artefact, in the same spot and using the same methods as the Romans did all those years ago, well, it is exciting. The Haringey Potter project was, and remains, a part of the Cultural Olympiad, which uses the power of the Olympic and Paralympics Games to inspire creativity, especially in young people. Exposure’s job was to make a video of the kilnbuilding,as well as thesubsequent exhibition at Bruce Castle Museum as part of the Cultural Olympiad. But once we got started, directing a video and taking pictures were the last things on our minds. We were in a whirlwind of enthusiastic volunteers who all wanted to create something specia; it was clear how perfectly this project promoted London’s rich heritage and culture. So, feeling very ‘Roman’, we got to work with the other volunteers with building the kiln. Using fresh clay found in Highgate Wood we made bricks that were then used to form the structure of the kiln. The clay, which was hard from being underground, had to be softened with water and broken up using big spades in a wheelbarrow, a job that somehow always fell to the girls! Towards the end of the first week, after the kiln was deemed safe and secure by the big wigs, it was finally ready for Krisitina Volchkova, Amanuel Tewodros, & Alessandro Mecconi get Roman-tic about pottery 18 For advice on this or any other issue see the list of local services in the directory on p23 HARINGEY
  • 19. making pottery. With guidance from professional local potters, we made authentic historical pots, some of which were of roman design, from the clay in the ground and pre-bought terracotta moulding material. These were then placed in the kiln, where the heat strengthens the pots and makes them fit for purpose. Once cooled the pots were removed and kept safe for exhibition. The site was regularly visited by groups of local school children, photographers and the public, as well as the Mayor of Haringey. Leading archaeologists also showed an interest, “We are happy to know that young people are interested in such a project that requires a lot of time and hard work.” We had some international visitors too, from Italy and Ecuador, one of whom commented on the pottery, “I found it interesting that the group were creating reproductions of ancient roman pottery using the same techniques and instruments.” Even David Lammy MP came down and made a pot, and it survived the fire in the kiln (some pots crack under the heat.) Creating pottery from a roman kiln that you’ve built yourself, using the clay from the ground to create the pots in the same way that the romans did 2000 years ago – it’s something we’ll never forget. You can visit the exhibitions at both the Bruce Castle Museum and Highgate Wood from 15th September 2010 to 27 February 2011 using the clay from the ground to create the pots in the same way that the romans did 2000 years ago – it’s something we’ll never forget 19 AlessandroAmanuelKristina POTTER
  • 20. MIND YOURSELF Sad? Confused? Angry? Numb? Lonely? Hurt? Upset? Scared? Clear your mind! With funding from Wates Foundation and National Lottery Awards for All, Exposure’s ‘Mind Pictures’ & ‘Mind Journeys’ projects will enable you to: tell your story using film/words/graphics meet other young people like you explore emotions/ideas together make sense of your experiences come to terms with your feelings help others by raising awareness retake some control of your life gain valuable skills and experience For details call Exposure on 020 8883 0260, email flo@exposure.org.uk Image by Vicki Opyrchal 20 what’s
  • 21. WHAT A MOUNTVIEW! Mountview is one of the country’s leading drama schools. And with support from Tottenham Grammar School Foundation, they’ve just set up something called ‘Haringey Young People’s Bursaries’. The bursaries give eligible young people, between the ages of 11 and 24 living in Haringey, a chance to benefit from some of the best performance arts training in Britain, whatever their background. If you’re interested in performing arts, and want to learn from the best, contact Eddie Gower or Jo Hamlyn on 020 8826 9217. Or email eddiegower@mountview.org.uk THE LIFE & RHYMES... Calling all young poets of Haringey! Are you aged between 11 and 25? Have you ever had your poems published? Base Scholars, a Haringey based poetry group, is putting together an anthology of poetry, and are looking for local up and coming poets to contribute. The deadline is 31st October and a specialist panel will select a total of 15 poems – even poems that do not make it into the book will be published on a website in weekly rotation. Email your submissions to atgempire@yahoo.co.uk. If you have any questions call Alim Kamara on 07932 302 771 21 Vicki
  • 22. Gassed... Tamara Wickham-Heyward I was born into drugs Been raised as a thug Most man see me on the roads But what can you do? That’s all I know But that’s just me Nights were lean Shaking out from police I can’t change and I don’t know why Lord only knows how much I’ve tried I still remember my first high I need to change, Not for me, for you But what’s a thug supposed to do? People see me as they see me But most of the time weed seems to need me So most times you come second best, I’m like a reflection of my mum, So you see me with the gun, I shoot… That’s me over Done… My happy ending… If you would like to see your poem published, please send it to editor@exposure.org.uk or post it to the address on page 2 Tamara
  • 23. Muswell Hill Area Youth Project Muswell Hill Centre, Muswell Hill, N10 3QJ 020 8883 5855 Bruce Grove Area Youth Project 10 Bruce Grove, Tottenham 020 3224 1089 Wood Green Area Youth Project White Hart Lane Community Sports Centre 020 8489 8942 Broadwater Youth Club Structured sport-based programme Broadwater Community Centre, Tottenham 07870 15 7612 4YP Haringey Young people’s sexual health services including dedicated clinic, drop-in sessions and the 4YP bus www.shharingey.gov.uk Tel: 020 8442 6536 4YP Plus Contraception and Sexual Health Clinic Women Only Clinic - under 20s A confidential walk in service Thursdays 3:30pm-6:30pm Lordship Lane Primary Care Health Centre, 239 Lordship Lane, London N17 6AA 020 8365 5910 4YP Clinic St Ann’s Hospital St Ann’s Road, Tottenham N15 3TH (Walk in clinic) Thursdays 3:30pm-6:30pm 020 8442 6810 4YP nurse mobile : 07943817289 or 07984037172 Teenage Pregnancy and Parenthood Team Jan: 07817 164 4733 Margaret: 07971 309 513 Teenage Fathers Worker Terry: 07980 316 761 Young Mums To Be Course in Tottenham for teenage mums and dads 1 Ashley Road, Tottenham Hale 020 8275 4230 Outzone Confidential information and support for lesbian, gay and bisexual young people www.outzone.org First Move For people lesbian, gay, bixual, trans or think they might be. 020 7700 1323 www.facebook.com/firstmove Girl Diva For lesbian bisexual and ques- tioning women aged 25 & under. www.girldiva.org.uk Markfield Project Inclusive services for disabled and non-disabled young people Markfield Road, Tottenham 020 8800 4134 In-Volve For young people with drug or alcohol issues 020 8493 8525 Cosmic For the families of people with drug or alcohol issues 0800 38905257 www.haga.co.uk/children_ and_family Hearthstone For people experiencing domestic violence 020 8888 5362 Victim Support Haringey Working for victims of crime 020 8888 9878 www.vslondon.org Antenna For black African and African-Caribbean young people 020 8365 9537 www.antennaoutreach.co.uk Haringey Young People’s Counselling Service Advice and support for young people 020 8493 1019 Host General mental health care 020 8885 8160 Open Door counselling and psychotherapy for young people aged 12-25 12 Middle lane, N8 020 8348 5947 Shelterline Shelter’s free housing advice line 0808 800 4444 Duke of Edinburgh’s Award Programme of personal devel- opment 020 8826 9393 BTCV V involved Team National volunteering programme www.btcv.org.uk KIS Training Helping young people into employment, education & enterprise 020 8275 4230 Harington Scheme Preparing young people with learning difficulties or disabili- ties for work 55a Cholmeley Park, Highgate www.harington.org.uk Connexions One-stop shop for young people 020 8881 7050 Drop-in centres: Ground floor Marcus Garvey library Leisure Centre, N15 4JA 020 8881 7050 Wood Green Library, 2nd Floor High Road, London, N22 6XD 020 8489 5200 www.haringey.gov.uk/con- nexions First Rung Training, support and opportunities for young people 020 8803 4764 www.firstrung.org.uk Haringey Detatched Team/ Youth Response Team Working with young people on the streets of Haringey 020 8493 1006 Directory Exposure is made possible thanks to core funding support provided by Haringey Intergrated Youth Support Service. Exposure is a registered trademark of Exposure Organisation Limited, registered in England no. 3455480, registered charity no. 1073922. The views expressed by young people in Exposure do not necessarily reflect those of the publisher or its funder. (c) 2010. All rights reserved. ISSN 1362-8585 If your organisation would like to be included on this page please call 020 8883 0260 YOUTHCLUBSSEXUALHEALTH&RELATIONSHIPS DISABILITIESDRUGS&ALCOHOLCRIME/ABUSEMENTALHEALTH VOLUNTEERING HOUSING EMPLOYMENT&TRAINING