dreams and visions of heaven

2. Dream 111 – Healing Rain & the Number 9
Received Sunday, February 16, 2014
(Formerly known as Heaven 37)
Communion
Dear Father,
Despite a difficult week, I choose joy. I thank You for the blessing of You in my life, for my
children and family and for my friends and their kind prayers and blessings. I am overjoyed by
Your kindness concerning me.
When I faced trouble several times last week, You reminded me about the power of my
words. You have taught me to let my words be few and to even not react or respond when
people curse me, thereby removing their power over me. Instead of entertaining them or
engaging them in a war of words, I disengaged and praised You instead.
Each time I did this, the enemy's power was removed and I continued on my course. I thank
You, Jesus, for Your gentle instruction. You are music to my ears and opposite of the sharp
sandpaper of the tongues of my enemies.
Blessed are You, Jesus, for sending the Holy Spirit to nourish my heart when words try to
break it. I love You, Lord and Your ways are higher.
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
I arrived today in a sitting position looking over the beautiful valley. I was somewhat startled
because I have never arrived up here in a sitting position before. The Lord is so wise to do
this as the Holy Spirit informed me that He wanted me to take a moment to just breathe
deeply and exhale.
As I watched the sunrise in the valley, it was breathtaking as it was like every sunrise and
beautiful sky I had ever seen all rolled into this one incredible painting. There was a beautiful
foggy mist over half of the valley that provided a nourishing dew.
At times, the sun was breaking through and the beams of light highlighted the olive groves. I
saw a sunbeam highlight a meadow pasture with sheep next to the river in the distance as
well.
As I looked even closer, I saw a lion sleeping on his back. I laughed as the concept of a
gentle lion was foreign to me. I laughed even harder when I saw some young lambs rolling

3. around right next to this massive sleeping lion. I began to cry even as I write.
As I scanned the mountain peaks, I could not believe what an amazing sight this all truly was.
I saw beautiful snowy peaks and snow glistened on them like silver and diamonds.
Even though snow can be difficult at times on Earth, I had joy that there was snow here as
this meant that He really does have storehouses of snow in Heaven, which is spoken of in
Job. My eyes scanned to another lower mountain range and I smiled as I saw many beautiful
vineyards.
These jeweled grapes were so impressive that when the beams of light shined on them, the
grapes glistened in rainbow colors like a prism from a crystal would reflect. I had never seen
this before here and I sat there for some time.
I heard the Holy Spirit tell me to remember to breathe deep and take everything in. I then
remembered that it was not just the sights that were amazing in Heaven, but also the
sounds. I heard the sweet sounds of the song birds as they sang songs that I recognized.
I saw a large group of little birds, perhaps a thousand of them, flying together in an amazing
display making designs in the air. These birds were white with gold so when they would fly
through one of the beams of light, you could see something like a long ribbon of gold
glistening in the sky.
As I listened, I heard ‘Amazing Grace’ being sung by these birds and it was amazing, uplifting
and not sad at all. I started to laugh as I then heard the ‘Revelation Song’ by Phillips, Craig,
& Dean. Well technically speaking, this song would have actually been a song originating
from Heaven throughout the years. The songs were so beautiful.
I began to hear the orchestra in Jesus’ House behind me start to play along with the bird’s
song and I began to hum the Revelation Song with them. I raised my hands in worship as
this was truly the ultimate worship experience as every cell in my body was raised up in
prayer as if there was no gravity.
I was now standing on a step of His House looking toward the valley and noticed that these
beautiful flowing channels of water lined the stairs. When I looked in the water, I saw these
small little ‘pearl onion’ sized fish dancing in the water and leaping out and back in again.
As I worshiped God, I thanked Him with all of my heart as I had never been so thankful to
Him before. Up here in Heaven, I now know what it is like to be alive, nourished and healthy.
I was young here in Heaven.
As I stood with my arms raised, I felt something like rain fall all over me. I spun around and
laughed in the rain with my arms still raised high. Here in Heaven, I was able to raise my
arms over my shoulders, but on Earth there is a titanium plate or hinge in my neck and I
have such pain and trouble lifting my arms past my shoulders even for worship.

4. I reveled in this moment to be able to fully worship God with no judgment and no one
looking. I had tears pouring down my cheeks as I received the rain on my face. I had my
eyes closed for a moment when I felt one of those beams or rays of light over me.
The rain was gone and the sun dried me off quickly. I laughed because I had been soaked
and it seemed that I dried in an instant. The rays of light were so warm and I felt something
like a rush through my veins. This felt like a warmth inside my body, yet my outer skin still felt
cool. I could feel healing in my body while I stood there for some time and prayed.
Me: “Lord, I ask that the healing I feel here would follow me back to Earth and for all of us
who love You. You are coming soon for us, so please reverse our death and our declining
bodies and give us the miracle of rejuvenation while we wait for You. Lord, a man could have
the wealth of the world, but if there is no cure for what ails him then all he has is You.
“Please, Lord, I ask for a miracle. Lord, You placed an ear back on the head of a soldier
from the enemy and restored his hearing so please, Father, will You not heal us too. I know I
ask for a lot in worldly terms, but this is small to You.
“You move mountains, shake the Earth, open the storehouses of snow, determine
placement of stars and give light to day and the moon at night, so please, Lord, will You not
send Your healing rain to pour out over Your children while we wait? Lord, who am I to dine
with the King when my requests for my friends and my healing are not heard?
“Please, Father, I go back down there and I suffer. Please, Lord, deliver us from our dying
bodies. I ask for the miracle of healing and the reversal of death while we wait. Make us
youthful again, Lord, and do not allow us to stumble and fall Lord. Do not let it be that the
only way we can pick up our mats and follow You is through technology.
“Please, Lord, open Heaven over my friends. We love You and now that I have seen You I
am forever changed. I will gladly sacrifice my request for my own healing if You would help all
of them. You know me, Lord, as You knit me in my mother's womb and there is nothing
hidden in me as I am Yours, Lord.”
As I stood worshiping, I felt the Lord's hand on my head and I turned to hug Him. I wept as
He held me for some time and I felt this amazing healing warmth as I cried on His shoulder.
Without saying a word, He took my hand and led me through the open door into His Home.
Instead of letting me stop to take off my sandals, He took me right into His inner courtyard. I
continued to cry as I had not really felt like this before. He walked me over to a beautiful little
spring where He drew a cup of water and tasted it. He then smiled and gave me His cup to
drink. I eagerly took it as I was so thirsty for His water.
Me: “I am sorry, Lord, but this water is simply the most amazing water and has completely
satisfied my thirst.”

5. As He smiled and reached for my hand, we were immediately on a bridge in the back of His
Home. There was a massive wall of chiseled stones and cut marble with water flowing out of
seven large rectangular holes. The sound of the waterfall was like Niagara Falls and the
power and outflow could easily light all of the cities of the west coast of the USA.
He then walked me to His overlook with His hands over my eyes. When He removed His
hands from my eyes, He motioned for me to look. Somehow He had now granted me super
sight like panoramic binoculars so I could see perfectly.
I now could see Heaven from His vantage point and there were easily a thousand hills. Not
only that, but there was also seven valleys surrounding each of these hills. As I continued to
look, I could see an ocean, beaches, villages and beautiful estates. Indeed, I could see
amazing mansions of so many different styles.
I also saw amazing things in the air as well as the sea and it was all so beautiful. I was still
crying as I realized I had only seen the valley of God and His Garden, along with the valley in
which I will dwell, but this was almost too much to take in other than to say that He has truly
prepared a place for us.
He then turned me in the opposite direction and I was now facing east towards the City of
Gold. The city shined bright like the sun, but it was almost too bright to look at. The Lord
saw me struggling and simply waved His hand over my eyes so that I could see the walls,
gates and the city itself. I could not believe how beautiful the city was and it was truly
amazing.
I noticed that the jewels of the Ephod were inlaid in the very foundation of the city. While I
knew no attack would come in Heaven, I still felt relief to see that a wall was surrounding this
city that could never be breached by the enemy. The people who dwell inside the city are
free to go outside and do not have to fear the enemy as they are not prisoners.
During this whole time, the Lord Jesus was holding my hand and I was squeezed His hand in
return and smiling. When He squeezed my hand back, we were instantly at His balcony
overlooking the Clock and Calendar of God.
He waved His arm and set the moon and stars in the pool surrounding the clock and then He
set the sun and the stars of dawn and early evening in the in between portions. Still nothing
was said as I noticing that God's ring on the clock had become smaller as many more events
had come and gone.
Me: “Lord, there were many events removed from last week and it even seems that time has
now accelerated.”
Jesus: “Erin, remember that My Father controls the speed. You have gone through a time
period where there was a lull in activity or at least what you perceived as a lull in activity.

6. God has a plan in place, but this does not always mean that every week there will be more
and more. Sometimes many events will be come and go in a week and then other times it will
seem like nothing happened.”
Me: “Lord, there seemed to easily be thirty events removed last week. I had no idea there
had been that much activity.”
Jesus: “Just because you do not read it or see it in the news does not mean it is not an
event on God's Calendar.”
Me: “Lord, are You coming for us in April?”
Jesus: “Erin, I have told you to watch Israel as this is your gauge.”
Me: “Lord, You granted me information one year ago which could be for this year. This year
seems insignificant to me, but I am not sure.”
Jesus: “Erin, You were shown that earthly calendars cannot be trusted as being accurate as
only those calendars appointed by Heaven's ambassadors can be trusted. Remember that
Enoch is from Heavenly places and walks with Me. He is a friend of God and even the fallen
recognized and mocked him as ‘father time’. God inspires man on Earth, but remember that
Enoch walked with God and then he was not.”
Me: “Yes, I know that Enoch's calendar is a gauge, Lord, but how do we know man has not
modified that calendar too?”
Jesus: “Good question. It is best to look and follow the moons and go back in time as
necessary to measure it, but this too is lengthy. It is really just best to pray, look to God and
watch Israel.”
Me: “Or can I just come up here instead?”
Jesus: Laughing. “Yes, Erin, you can. Now, to answer your question about April, there are
patterns and you should watch for the proposal and threats. Always remember the enemy’s
pattern of 9 months.”
Me: “Lord, I need Your help with the number 9, but I do remember that this means and end
of a contractual agreement in Islamic terms, correct?”
Jesus: “This is interesting, but not to be gauged. God is the gauge and the patterns of the
enemy are certainly a gauge also, but let’s look instead at Israel. Erin, there have been 27
documented sieges of Israel in the Bible. We can use numbers as you know God's ring on
the calendar is the third one and the number of judgments is 9.”
Me: “Oh, wow, 3 multiplied by 9 equals 27.”

7. Jesus: “This is a pattern hidden in plain sight. Now, you were told a year ago of the proposal
of peace, right?”
Me: “Yes, I remember.”
Jesus: “Now let's look at signs in Haggai 1:11 as there are 9 judgments here that were given
to Haggai: ‘And I called for a drought upon the land, the mountains, the corn, the new wine,
the oil, upon that which the ground brings forth, upon men, upon cattle and upon all the
labor of the hands.’
“Erin, there were even 9 people stoned, 9 widows, 9 blind and 9 with leprosy and there are
patterns with this. Now God My Father is a God of precision and He is righteous and fair. He
gives warning, but when all is complete and final after the nine comes, then Judgment
follows.”
Me: “Lord, but there is also mercy. Lord, please, there is 9 months of pregnancy and even
You were in the womb for this time before You came to save us. Were not all of those
afflicted also delivered from their afflictions? Did You not also cut down those who harmed
them?”
Jesus: “Yes, to all Erin as you are correct. There is hope, but there must be judgment carried
out concerning God’s Land as it is God’s. The entire world is free land, but this one part is
completely God’s and whoever seeks to divide, portion or even threatens to harm this land
will bring judgment upon their own land in return.”
Me: “Lord, the USA is finally recovering from the last trouble. If God pours out His full wrath
then none of us will escape it. Is all of this coming in April?”
Jesus: “Whether this comes at the end of April or even summer, you should not be fearful,
Erin.”
Me: “Lord, so is this the time frame? Will You come for us then, Lord? If You do not, is there
any way You can take me to Your Courts so that I may appeal to God there? Lord, You are
my Kinsman Redeemer and Lawyer, so please plead my case. Please bring judgment on the
men involved, but not on our land or provisions.”
Jesus: “Erin, your prayers and petitions will be noted, but do not be afraid. God sends
judgment, but He also loves and has mercy.”
Me: “Yes, Lord, but there were still 9 people who loved You and yet were stoned.”
Jesus: “Erin, they dwell here now and received much more for this than you could even
imagine. You will not be forgotten and neither will your friends and God’s children. Just be
clear that good God fearing men die in battle, yet they are never alone. God is there, Erin.”

8. Me: “Lord, will there be casualties?”
Jesus: “Yes, Erin, this is to be expected as their lives were mapped from the beginning. You
must grieve for the lost not the found, Erin, as these things must occur. This is part of what
you have been shown and you are not the only one who has seen this.”
Me: “So, Lord, are we like the modern day Babylon?”
Jesus: “Perhaps, again there are signs in Scripture. Come and let’s have communion.”
He squeezed my hand and instantly we were at the table at His gazebo. The angels served
both leavened and unleavened warmed bread and poured wine in Jesus’ cup. Then He took
the bread, broke it and handed me one of the halves. Then He tasted the wine and motioned
for me to eat the bread.
Jesus: “Someday we will be all together at the banquet and we will partake together. My
friends come here and meet with Me and we enjoy communion here. Erin, you will not believe
who has sat in your chair next to Me.”
Me: I smiled. “Lord, oh my, I never thought of this. In Matthew 26:29, You said, ‘I tell you, I
will not drink of this fruit of the vine from now on until that day when I drink it anew with you
in my Father’s Kingdom.’ So this is just the banquet, but You have met with others like Peter
here in this very spot.”
Jesus: “Very good, Erin, to the followers of the laws and traditions this is also a type of
Seder, but for now it is communion with My friend, Erin.”
Me: I began to cry. “Oh thank You, Lord, I can never thank You enough.”
Jesus: “Erin, it pleased Me and My Father how you worshiped Us today. God’s light shined
upon you and now His radiance is shining on your face.”
Me: “Lord, is it possible for You to grant me some of the healing rain or can You send this to
my friends directly? Lord, if judgment is soon to occur maybe even this summer and if You
do not come we will need supernatural strength to endure this coming trouble. Please, Lord,
I have some friends who need Your healing touch.”
Jesus: “Erin, do you believe I can?”
Me: “Oh yes as I believe You can do all things. I know You use the meek to silence the lions
and even humble them. I know we are all used by You even in desert places to help others
with the good news of Your love.
“Please, Lord, I am begging as even the sparrows are granted crumbs of communion bread

9. at Your table and even a dog is given scraps. Please, Lord, then how much more would You
give us?”
Jesus: “Erin, then it is done, but remember that faith is as a mustard seed. Your case is a
good one so now see what the Lord will do on your behalf. Remember though to forgive
your enemies, forgive those closest to you and to hold nothing against yourself.
“Cursing your body will not bring forth a blessing upon even if I made you into a twenty five
year old in appearance. Do not divide the blessing by cursing yourself, but rather humble
yourself, bless your temple and take in that which is good. Remember that your temple
houses the Holy Spirit and therefore is a tabernacle.
“Be careful that those who are praying over you are not also cursing you by their words. A
house divided cannot stand and you must offer yourself as a living sacrifice. Erin, prepare
your field and I will send the rain.”
He smiled and put His hand over my hand.
Me: “Lord, I cannot blossom without Your healing rain and sun.”
Jesus: “Erin, there is healing in the beams. As a sign, I will send healing beams and rainbows
of promise through these storms. You will have confirmation of this.”
Me: “Lord, rain healing down on us and nourish us. Please send the sun to bring warmth and
strength. Do not scorch our land. Please, Lord, bless us.”
Jesus: “Erin, you will be far removed from the desert and there I will find you and bring you
Home.”
Me: “Lord, so You are not coming for us in April but there will be judgment?”
Jesus: “Erin, you are persistent, but please just watch for the signs as there is still much
more that needs to occur as this is by God’s design. Now you have been told you will be
safe as well as your children, so this is of great comfort, right?”
Me: “Yes, Lord, but I am sad for my friends. You are including them too, right?”
Jesus: “Erin, they are loved dearly and will be taken care of so please take comfort. This is
enough for today, but next time we will discuss what you saw here today as I have much to
show you. You are loved, Erin, so please do not worry Erin. Please read about eagles in
Isaiah 40:31. I have a special blessing for you in Psalm 103. I will create a miracle if you allow
Me to.”
Me: “Oh Lord, please, I am ready for You to pour whatever You are led to pour into my
vessel as I have nothing to lose, yet everything to gain.”

10. Jesus: He was laughing. “Very good, Erin, now are you ready?”
Me: “Yes, Lord.”
He reached over and squeezed my hand.
Dream over…
Dream 112 – Oceans & the Almond Branch
Received Sunday, February 23, 2014
(Formerly known as Heaven 38)
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank You for a day of divine rest as this is such a blessing. Thank You for my family. I am
like a farmer and my children are like my field. Lord, there are days in which I feel I am
tending to briars in my field. However, when I clear away the debris, there I find flowers and
rich vines.
Thank You for reminding me that I make a difference in their lives. Lord, I am grateful for
loved ones. I am grateful for the voice of love when I have had such a difficult week. Lord, I
thank You for Your voice. You have called me and I am forever changed by Your goodness.
Lord, please consider me Your field or an orchard. Oh, how I long to produce good fruit.
Lord, I do not have much here, but I have everything with You. You are the House I live in
wherein Your foundation is holy and the walls You have built encompass me with love.
The roof over my head is Your cover and, even though I own no earthly Home, You have
provided a place for me here. Lord, thank You for blessing me. I love You so much.
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
I stood on His front doorstep today and looked over the most amazing valley of God. Spring
was in the air and a beautiful mist all around His Home. I could also see that there were
sporadic soft downpours of rain over various parts of the landscape.
I could instantly tell it was morning just by the smell alone as there is a unique fragrance that
seemed to define this particular time of day. The sky was bathed in a beautiful pink hue and
the sun streamed in to highlight various areas throughout the valley.

11. I saw the olive groves with a ray of light. I saw the pasture by the river where the sheep had
been lying next to the sleeping lion. As I looked closer, I could see that the lion was curled up
like a cat and I could not help but smile.
Then my eyes were drawn to a very snowy area on one of the mountains that had a frozen
lake. I asked the Holy Spirit to zoom me in. Instantly, my eyes had supernatural telescopic
vision as if I were overseeing the area from only about twenty feet away.
I then saw the most amazing sight. There were three white sea lion cubs all sleeping on their
backs with their paws facing upward in praising positions and their bellies exposed. It seemed
like they even had the biggest grins on their faces and looked completely at peace.
Then my eyes went to the right and there I saw an even more incredible sight. A large polar
bear was laying the same way stretched out in praise position, but it must have been twelve
feet in length. Happily, the polar bear looked like it had no interest at all in snacking on those
cute baby seals.
I began to have tears as I realized that Heaven is a place of complete peace and ‘shalom’.
As I let it sink in that there will not be any blood stained snow anywhere here, I shook my
head in amazement.
As the sun beamed over these areas, I noticed that there were all kinds of different flocks of
birds circling in the sky and dancing. These birds perfect flight synchronicity were somehow
creating these long ribbons of color.
I began to praise God for this and thanked Him for this Promised Land. I sang, “Holy, Holy,
Holy, Lord God Almighty, early in the morning my song shall rise to Thee.” Then I lifted my
hands in full worship to fully praise Him as I once again realized that all He has created is
perfected here in Heaven and that I am safe here under His divine canopy.
I sat down on His front step for some time and started to quietly sing a new song by Hillsong
called “Oceans”. As I closed my eyes to sing, I could hear the choirs of angels starting to
sing harmony for me from inside Jesus’ House.
Tears began to fall down my cheeks as I thought of the lyrics to this song and my special
season with God:
“You call me out upon the waters, the great unknown where feet may fail. And there I find
You in the mystery. In Oceans deep, my faith will stand. And I will call upon Your Name, and
keep my eyes above the waves. When oceans rise, my soul will rest in Your embrace, for I
am Yours and you are mine.”
The sun broke through over me as I thanked God for everything. I was sitting on the Lord’s
front doorstep worshiping with all my heart when I felt Jesus’ hand on my right shoulder. I
stood up to hug Him and He held me for some time. He sat me back down next to Him on

12. this beautiful step as I was crying.
Jesus: “Erin, let’s stay here for a while. Please do not stop your singing as there is even
more to this song. Tell Me what comes next?”
Me: “Lord, I am embarrassed to sing in front of You as I am not a very good…”
Just as He put His finger to my lips, I felt a gentle sting of warmth like an electric charge
make some sort of change inside of my throat. In essence, and in earthly terms, my throat
felt like it was coated in honey.
Jesus: “Erin, now sing with your new voice.”
I was hesitant, but all of a sudden the song coming from my heart welled up in my throat and
then the words of ‘Oceans’ spilled forth:
“Your grace abounds in deepest waters; Your sovereign hand will be my guide where feet
may fail and fear surrounds me. You’ve never failed and You won’t start now. So I will call
upon Your name and keep my eyes above the waves. When oceans rise, my soul will rest in
Your embrace, for I am Yours and You are mine.”
I was in complete shock as I was singing acappella with perfect pitch. My tears were
streaming with joy as I had always dreamed of having such a beautiful voice.
Me: “Lord, this is amazing. Will I be able to sing like this here?”
Jesus: “Would you like to?”
Me: “Yes, but it is like writing to me as I am not very confident or skilled at it at all.”
Jesus: “This is interesting. Look how much I have called you to write. Could I not also enable
you to sing?”
Me: “Yes, but can I sing like this on Earth too?”
Jesus: “Well this is not to be your focus, but I can strengthen your muscles so you
remember Me when you sing.”
Me: “Oh, Lord, You are right. I would think too highly of myself as a singer and I would be
more interested in edifying myself on Earth. Then I would become self-aware and far
removed from worship to You.”
Jesus: “We cannot add more critics to your long list, Erin. As it stands, you are going to
have trouble from critics because of Me and we do not need to add voice critics too, right?”
Me: “Yes, critics carry chains and keep us held prisoner by their disbelief in Your miracles.”

13. Jesus: “You are welcome to display your voice in praise and worship anytime, Erin, as this is
good. Dedicate all of your gifts to God and He will give you the desires of your heart. Now
why did I have you sing the next portions of that beautiful song?”
Me: “Lord, when I sing this, I think of You and God on the Throne calling me outside of my
comfort zone into the unknown. You called me out onto the waves of a vast ocean to follow
You. The seas have been choppy and the waves high. When my feet have failed me, I have
fallen into the deep water.
“At times, I barely see above the waves, as my head goes under. I call out to You and Your
hand saves me. Lord, here in Heaven, You placed my feet upon the peaceful shores. Here, I
rest in Your arms. Here, I am forever saved by Your presence.
“I am in awe at Your glory and humbled by Your grace. I could work on a thousand hills
harvesting grapes in seven thousand valleys and work my fingers to the bone, but I still could
never repay You for all that have done for me.”
Jesus: He hugged me. “Erin, you are not a slave as I came to set the captives free.”
Me: “Yes, Lord, but You have captured my heart and I am a slave to God and Heaven. I was
bought for a price, Lord. You purchased me and I am so thankful as I could have been
purchased by the blacksmith instead.”
Jesus: “No, Erin, his offer could not stand up. Although he requested you and captured you
for a time period, I paid the ransom for you and you are Mine as you are a child of God.”
Me: “Sometimes on Earth I feel as if I am still a slave to the blacksmith.”
Jesus: “Well, he might try to oppress you or make you feel hopeless, but this is his limitation
as you are free and are not his slave. You are bound by his words only when they are
absorbed by you. Remember your ears are the anvil and hammer.
“Instead, remember to hear My voice as the Holy Spirit is in you. The Holy Spirit resides in
the deep waters of your soul, Erin, and the enemy cannot find you there. The Holy Spirit will
keep your head above the waves. Now, Erin, there is more troubling you.”
Me: “There is too much to discuss and I need to put this behind me.”
Jesus: “Why would you want your troubles following you from behind? Let’s dismiss them
now. Tell Me what is happening?”
Me: “Lord, two old journals were poking out of my journal storage. There was a red journal
from the end of 2010 along with a purple journal from the end of 2011. When I first saw
them, I wondered why these journals were poking out. Then I felt You call me to read them

14. again so I picked up the red journal first.
“This journal is so pretty, but when I began to read it, I could feel the pain that had been
recorded in my pen strokes. I had been in a brutal custody battle at this time and it came
without warning when I was suddenly brutally attacked.
“I thought I would lose my children as I had no money to fight. I could not sleep and I could
barely eat. I went to various churches for prayer and explained to them what I needed prayer
for, but I was then treated as if I somehow deserved to lose my children.
“One church asked me if I had used drugs or alcohol or had an affair. When I told them no,
but that it was because of my heart, they simply did not believe me. One pastor said, ‘It is
unlikely the courts would take children away from their mother for a reason like this.’ I was
discouraged and, as he prayed over me, it felt insincere and doubtful as if I were a liar.
“I stopped asking for prayer from the church after that. I felt alone and in great despair. If I
had not come to this desert and I had just stayed where the church and courts knew the real
story instead, this would have never happened like this. Justice would have then been served
and I would not have had so much grief.”
Jesus: “Erin, why do you think I brought those journals up?”
Me: “I guess so that I could see how far You have carried me?”
Jesus: “This is true, but this is not the whole picture. Erin, you became impatient and wanted
your sons back after your surgery. They had been taken and not returned as had been
agreed to. Do you remember this?
“This was a broken contract. However, when you did not hear from God in a ‘timely’ manner,
you acted, but you did not let God lead. Instead, you stepped out to walk on a turbulent
ocean on your own, but still expected God to be there.”
Me: “So You let me fall? Lord, I lost almost everything and almost lost my children too.”
Jesus: “Erin, that little red journal is filled with deep anguish. You cannot even read it without
starting to weep. God knew in advance about this season. Now tell Me what happened in
your purple journal?”
Me: “I began to see God go before me as I was at the end of myself and there was simply no
more of me. I had sleepless nights and my heart felt as if it were failing. I could not breathe
and I would gasp for air, but I could not find it.
“I was so grief stricken as no one would hear my case and no one would stand for me. I had
no means, but yet I did not qualify for help. I made too much, yet not enough. Every day I
waited for the next wave of lies to hit me and I wept like a child.

15. “Just when I thought that the punishment was finally over, another paper would be filed
against me and another wave of attacks would come. I was finally completely emptied as I
was but a slave to an unjust system where only money wins.”
Jesus: “There is one more thing.”
Me: “Yes, after I finally won, I was now completely stripped of all my valuables. I had sold my
gold and silver and anything I had of value. I had given everything I had to keep my children.
After that, we had no money.
“Yes, I had my kids, but I had no money and we were now bankrupt. Then one last thing
happened in May 2012 that was the final blow. It felt so horrible that I felt I would almost
drown in my own tears. Do You remember the night of May 25th, 2012, Lord?”
Jesus: “Yes, Erin, the sound of your wailing hit the very ceiling above God’s Throne. You
were heard. Erin, you had people petitioning for you here who you would never imagine and
God heard your cries.”
Me: I was crying on Jesus’ shoulder. “I was completely drained and alone. On May 28th,
2012, Memorial Day, I simply wished I was dead as even this would have more honor.
“Lord, if I had sinned and had done all the things I had been accused of, but was later
vindicated of this unjustly, then I certainly would have understood. But, Lord, why this as this
was so wrong? Why had justice not been served here? Lord, why?”
Jesus: “I understand the depth of your pain, Erin, and you felt abandoned and forsaken. You
were tired, robbed, left in shame and were humiliated. This is difficult to understand, but this
was allowed. Can you understand why?”
Me: “I have to believe it is so I could be made whole again. Lord, how can one simple poor
decision affect the lives of so many? If I could only go back, but I cannot.”
Jesus: “Why are you going back to a mistake you made as the sole reason for all of this? Am
I the punisher? Is God My Father the executioner of His children? No. This is the mistake in
your thinking. Come. It is time to come. First you will have refreshments and then we will go
to My Father on the Throne.”
He squeezed my hand and walked me through His open door. We walked down the entry
and this quickly reminded of who I was walking with. Then we went through the entry into His
inner courtyard.
He then took me past God’s Clock and Calendar to the small wellspring. There He filled a
cup of water and first took a sip, then refilled it and gave it to me to drink from the same
side. I was still in tears as He did this.

16. Me: “Oh Lord, I am so sorry. Am I in trouble?”
Jesus: He had the most beautiful loving face. “Erin, do you not know how valuable you are?
Do you not see your own great worth? Come here.”
He stood to His feet and looked at the gazing pool surrounding God’s Clock and Calendar.
He waved His arm and set the reflection of the moon and stars in one side of the pool. Then
He waved His arm again and set the reflection of the sun in the other side of the pool. He
walked me to the night side and there we knelt.
Jesus: “Erin, do you see your reflection here?”
Me: “Yes, Lord, I see my silhouette.”
Jesus: “Good, now let’s go over to the day side.”
There I saw my reflection. I had such a beautiful outfit on with simply amazing adornments. I
looked and saw that my glorified face was so beautiful that it was actually difficult to take this
all in. I was still crying.
Jesus: “Did you see your reflection?”
Me: “Yes, Lord.”
Jesus: “Now come.”
He gently squeezed my hand and we were instantly on the balcony above the clock. We
looked down and I could still see my reflection in the day side and my silhouette in the night
side.
Me: “Oh, Lord, I see that I am still being reflected there.”
Jesus: “Erin, you are in My thoughts both day and night. The gift in Psalms 103 is there, but
you should also read Ephesians 1:3, Revelation 3:20, Psalm 1:1-6, Jeremiah 29, Isaiah 49,
Isaiah 41 and Psalm 8:3.
“Erin, go to Genesis 1:14-18 as there is a deeper meaning here for you that is hidden in plain
sight. You are loved by Me and I would have given up my life on Earth just for you alone.”
Me: “Then why, Lord, why all of this? Please remove the enemy in our life now and bring us
Home here so that we can see You and be free.”
Jesus: “Oh, Erin, how I long to be with you, but there is a greater battle occurring in the
hearts of man and this is not finished yet. God must complete His good work as it is not for

17. man to try to understand because this is a battle won in hearts. You must be patient a while
longer.”
Me: “Lord, I see that more events have been removed. May I ask You for clarity? It seems
as if I will be an old woman before You finally come for us.”
Jesus: He was laughing. “Well, define old? You are certainly wiser, are you not?”
Me: “Yes, but we are all trying to figure out the proper calendar and timing so at least we will
know your patterns based on the proper Enoch calendar.”
Jesus: “Erin, there are even arguments about the time of the week of Shabbat. This was a
sacred time of rest commanded by God and even I observed it, yet a certain church
determined that they held held more authority than the Word of God on this subject.
“Now, how does this happen? I tell you that all of this was foretold. Look in Daniel 7:25. I will
quote this for you as this is important proof when understanding times and the corruption of
the times.
“‘He will speak out against the most High and wear down the saints of the highest One, and
he will intend to make alterations in times and law, and they will be given into his hand for a
time, times, and half a time.’”
Me: “Lord, what does this even mean? This seems controversial.”
Jesus: “Erin, the enemy is the author of confusion and he tries to rewrite history and
confuse. You understand the ‘shell game’, right? Well, in Heaven there is a seed under every
shell. However, on Earth, there is no seed under any of the shells and there is never a
winner.
“It is a guessing game of the highest order controlled by your enemy. Now only by Heavenly
wisdom are you given revelation so that you have proof about the author of confusion.
Therefore pray for revelation as you are on the right course concerning the calendar.
“Now, and as foretold by Daniel, there is a limit to the enemy control of timing. So please
know and be confident that God is a God of justice and will fulfill all of His prophecies.
Remember that it takes the glory of God to conceal a matter…”
Me: I smiled. “…and the honor of kings to search it out.”
Jesus: Laughing. “Now though you must pray for Israel as the enemy is trying to rewrite
history using the proof of the fallen and the tribes of their origins as a hidden clue. Do you
remember reading about the Jebusites, Canaanites and others?
“Well, one has only to research even further to see the origins of these to know who the

18. father of this enemy is. You were shown this last year and how they followed the Israelites
from Egypt.
“Pray, Erin, and Books removed from the Bible can even help you confirm some of this.
These are referenced in Scripture and they are also a pointer to more clues.”
Me: “But, Lord, these missing Books are controversial.”
Jesus: “And why and who do you think was allowed by God to control all of this? Erin, use
these as reference as the fact that they are clearly mentioned in Scripture is not by accident.
When an investigative reporter researches, he must research all the evidence and a judge is
even legally sworn to do this.
“They must weigh all evidence to grant a fair judgment as this is wisdom like Solomon. Now it
is up to a Godly Judge to make known His evidence as a Godly Judge is sworn in by God
Himself and will be held accountable by God if all truth is not revealed. There is no deception
or corruption here.
“Now why do I say this? This is simple as there is wisdom in research. God reveals and
provides revelation when something is applicable. However, there is more to this story, Erin,
and the same can be said about your ‘case’.
“You only know your side and are accountable to God for your actions, but God sees all
sides and knows more of what was hidden from you. Do not worry as there will be justice
concerning you and your children and you were not forgotten. Now come with Me as God
My Father has something to say to you.”
He reached over, gently squeezed my hand and we were immediately at the Sea of Glass.
For a moment, I was afraid as I wondered if I was in trouble.
Jesus: “Erin, you must take your thoughts captive and you are not in trouble. I have called
you My friend, so please trust Me.”
He gently squeezed my hand and there before me was the most amazing glass floor that
was a deep blue like a liquid brilliant sapphire yet solid. There were massive archways with
columns in the distance and I saw risers of chiseled translucent marble or quartz there. I
could not see beyond this as my eyes were not able to behold the sight. Then Jesus put
salve in my eyes as He looked at me and smiled.
Jesus: “I have a surprise for you.”
Just then, I felt a cover drop over my shoulders and I looked from side to side and there was
Enoch and Elijah. Jesus was laughing. I hugged Enoch and noticed that he had long wavy
white hair, was wearing layers of clothing and looked ancient as if he were the wisest
prophet.

19. There was wisdom and knowledge in his eyes though I cannot adequately explain this. His
skin was tan and golden and has such brilliant blue eyes. His eyebrows were also white and
this made me laugh. He had a very trim white beard also.
Enoch had a shofar on a beautiful braided cord strapped on his shoulders that made him
look as if he were on a journey or going on one. His face was so kind, yet he seemed
younger in age than I did if skin was the only gauge.
Elijah had a cover over his head, but I could still see that his hair was shorter than Enoch’s
hair and was above shoulder length. He looked more like a Rabbi in white with a type of scarf
with fringe and seemed more serious. Elijah’s eyes were green and caramel colored, but just
as striking as Enoch’s eyes.
Elijah had a walking stick like a branch but beautiful. I was chuckling because it looked like a
small flower was growing from this ‘walking branch’. I chuckled when I noticed that it was a
blossoming almond branch.
I should note that, while Elijah is very serious, he is also funny, but with a very dry sense of
humor. His personality was very much like one of my Jewish friend’s father. As I smiled at
Elijah, I wondered if he liked me as it was hard to tell, but I thought yes.
Jesus: “Erin, Elijah likes you. Do not worry.” I became embarrassed.
Enoch: “Yes Erin, Elijah is perfectly Elijah.”
Elijah did a kind of ‘silent chuckle’ and cracked a small smile as he gently tapped Enoch on
the leg with his walking stick. Enoch smiled at Elijah and then at me and I felt comfortable
again.
Elijah: “My apologies, my Lord, oh yes and Erin, there is much to do.”
Enoch: “Yes and Elijah worries a lot.”
Jesus: “Well right now I need your faithful witness as the King’s daughter is feeling battered
by ocean waves!”
Jesus smiled, but I remained quiet and felt quite humbled to be in this place and at this
moment. I was elated, but the tears came yet again.
Enoch: “Do not cry, Erin. You have come a long way since I first was called to meet you.
Elijah told you that you had to die to yourself. Do you remember?”
I then remembered my extreme fast when I was caught up in a vision. In this vision, I had
died when my motorcycle went out of control. The last thing I saw was black top as I hit it at

20. a very high speed. I hated motorcycles so this was a stretch to be riding one again even in a
vision.
Me: “Yes. The year was 2000 when I had that vision”.
Elijah: “Yes. When I first saw you, I became discouraged about you being chosen for this as
you were even wearing designer pajamas.” He shook his head at the memory.
Jesus: Laughing. “Yes, Elijah has come before the Throne of God a few times when meeting
various people God has selected for certain things. Erin, let’s put it this way; you were very
worldly at this point, so it was difficult for Elijah to imagine God using you for such a task.
God rebuked Elijah and then showed him what you would become and how He was going to
get you there.” I was speechless.
Enoch: He was laughing as he continued the teasing of Elijah. “I knew all along, Erin, and
that you were the perfect choice from the very beginning. I saw God’s vision.”
Elijah: Smiling and shaking his head. “Okay, you two. Yes, I must admit I did not think she
would get this far. As you both know, we have seen quite a few chosen not finish so I simply
could not see the same vision as you both did.”
Jesus: Continuing to kid Elijah. “Elijah, are you still having trust issues after all this time has
elapsed?”
Elijah: “Oh Lord, I am still stubborn, but You love this about me, right? At least God
appreciates me.”
They were all laughing and smiling together and this was truly a priceless moment I wish
everyone could have experienced live. I had just observed three ‘faithful friends’ laughing and
truly enjoying each other. Not only that, but I was with my Savior before the very Throne of
God and I am and will be forever changed!
Jesus: “Erin, you have a question. Please ask.”
Me: “Yes, Lord. Elijah has an almond branch and it is blossoming. What does this mean?
When I saw Elijah for the first time back in the year 2000, he had his walking stick, but it was
not blossoming back then.”
Jesus: “Great observation. Do you know that it has now been exactly fourteen years to the
day since you met them back on February 23rd, 2000? Remember that the almond tree is the
first to blossom and the last to drop its leaves.”
Enoch: “Erin, the almond branch was used for the Temple menorahs.”
Elijah: “Look Erin.”

21. Elijah drew my attention to the area near the Throne where I saw a seven branch menorah.
This menorah was in an almond branch design cast in gold and had the shape of the lotus–
like blossom of the almond branch.
Jesus: “This is a sign, Erin, of the time and season we are in. There has been two seven
year periods from the year 2000. This is significant for you.”
Me: “I do not understand.”
Enoch: “Erin, this is measured on the fifth ring. You can see this.”
Me: “Lord, what is my task? What are these dreams going to do to help people? The Jewish
people will not even consider a Christian worthy of a message of hope, let alone a female.
Seriously, how can I be of any real use as I am not worthy to even stand before any of you?
“Elijah, I still own those designer pajamas and work in a very superficial profession. I am
bankrupt and a woman raising children in a country that has fallen so far from God. How can
someone like me make a difference?”
Elijah: Chuckling. “Well, Lord, there goes Erin yet again; questioning Your choice and even
God’s choice.”
Jesus: “Erin, is this true even after all you have been through to get here?”
Me: “Lord, forgive me for my lack, but I need help here as the waves of the ocean crash over
me one by one and I cannot see the horizon line. I do not have faith like a mustard seed and
perhaps there is something wrong with me. Do I need a sign?”
Enoch: “Erin, we have all been where you are so please do not worry. Your faith and love for
God has gotten you here. Very, very few people have ever been where you are standing
now. Well, at least on your side of Heaven and from an earthly perspective.”
Elijah: “Yes, at least you were invited to dine with Jesus. We were not called up to dine with
the King. Well, okay, perhaps Enoch was.”
Enoch: “No, I do not remember getting an invitation to dine with You, Lord. Hmm...”
Jesus: Laughing. “Okay you two. Erin, they have both been over to My House and they are
joking with you. Now, we are here today to encourage you.”
Me: “Lord, I am afraid. Am I about to come into trouble? Where have Enoch and Elijah been
for the last year? Am I about to be called Home? Is trouble coming to Israel soon?”
Jesus: “Erin, these questions are good. However, you are now coming into a time of

22. blessings. I know you have been looking back over your trouble, but this was for a purpose
as you have been chastised and pressed as an olive from the vine. The dross has been
removed now and you will remain like this until you are called Home.”
Me: “Lord, will I not be in the rapture?”
Jesus: “Is the Shofar sounding not a call? Please, Erin, have faith. For your sake, I have
called witnesses to view the covenant I will now make with you. After this, God My Father
will bless you. Erin, are you ready?”
Me: “Yes, Lord.”
Jesus: “Erin, I have been with you from the beginning and have sent angels concerning you.
You were God’s from the beginning and your life has been a series of trials like waves in a
tumultuous sea. A few times you went under the water, but each time I was there with you.
“I know that you look at your life as a series of failures and missed opportunities, but I tell
you the truth that they all had a purpose as each one drew you closer and closer to the
woman you have become. Erin, you are worthy to be used of God.
“You never saw too much joy on Earth as the enemy requested to sift you as wheat. Well,
your sifting is now over. I know that you have lost years of your youth as you went through
these intense trials, but now your heart is refined and you will now be as a youth.
“You will laugh at the days which have past and will no longer worry about tomorrow, but
instead you will dance as you did in your youth. The branches of your life which the stripping
locusts had destroyed will now begin to blossom again. By a miracle, you will be like a well-
watered tree whose roots will be nourished by the River of Life.
“The enemy coming against you will continue until I come for you, but this will now be as
nothing as his schemes will be thwarted again and again. The burdens you have experienced
have been a yoke now lifted.
“You will pray for others and your prayers will be answered as I am about to do something
that you would not even believe even if you were told. Remember to bless those who curse
you so that I will bless those who bless you and remove those who curse you.
“There will be healing for your children also, but also for your friends and family too as they
too will be blessed by you through Me. Now your suffering will come to an end and your time
remaining will bring you great joy.
“You will still be hated as many of us are, but none as much as Me and by no less than those
I had even come to save. However, you will want to pray for Elijah and Enoch and their
assignments now as they are ready for the time that is soon to come upon the world.

23. “Erin, do not worry about tomorrow as you will be carried through the storms and the waves
will not overcome you. Now remember what Scriptures were highlighted by light in the
Garden of God as these Words will bring you comfort.”
Me: “Lord, will I ever see You again?”
Jesus: Laughing. “Yes, Erin, the dreams are certainly not over as this is a special blessing
and a covenant I am making with you. Indeed, this is a contract and is binding. Now close
your eyes.”
I could feel the hands of Jesus, Elijah and Enoch all touching me in blessing. As I dropped to
my knees, I felt an earthquake and a deep groaning in my body as every cell within me
seemed to be awakened by an electric charge of warmth. Then I heard a voice like thunder
and running water from all around me.
God: “Erin, come forth.”
Jesus brought me up onto my feet. I was shaking in God’s presence, but Jesus was able to
calm me simply with the sound of His glorious voice.
Jesus: “It is okay, Erin, it is time to step out in faith and by invitation.”
God: “Erin, My blessing is upon you and your enemies will be removed. With you I am well
pleased. You bring Me joy and laughter and you are My friend and My child. Your heart is
good so do not worry as nothing but your love is required. Soon you will be granted a divine
gift from Me that is special to you as a sign that I am pleased. Erin, you are loved.”
Tears were streaming down my face as I was so overwhelmed by the Father’s blessing.
Jesus smiled at me and then lifted me up to hug me.
Jesus: “Erin, My Father’s love for you is as wide as the ocean is deep, but even much more
so that no one can fathom it. Therefore find joy, Erin, for I love you and I will see you again
very soon.”
Dream over…
Dream 113 – God’s Numbers
Received Sunday, March 23, 2014
(Formerly known as Heaven 39)
Communion
Dear Father,

24. Thank You for another day, for all that we have and for my children, family and friends as I
have been so blessed. Lord, here I am dwelling in the desert yet You found me here and
have nourished me in a very dry place. I can never thank You enough for Your love, for using
me and providing for me.
I am a worker in ‘the cave of my job’ where my least favorite birds, the crows, feed me. Each
paycheck is fed by You bit by bit with just enough for me to remain here and to be sustained.
Lord, thank You for my time away where I was removed from my cave for just a short time.
There I had rest apart from all of this and it was a time to be thankful and to be able to think
without the squawking sounds of crows and dreams uninterrupted.
This trip was divinely worth it, Lord, and it was my first real vacation in seventeen years.
While I pray my next vacation will be with You, I know there is still some time left to go here.
Lord, I had a relatively calm week at work up until the last couple of days and then so much
happened in such a short time. I then quickly noticed that there were also personal attacks
as I watched the enemy come at me with his usual pattern of relentless attacks.
Lord, as You know, I recently discovered some documents about my main enemy on Earth
that reflects just how utterly diabolical he is. These documents confirmed so many of the
things that he had hidden in the past that I can barely even grasp the magnitude of this
man’s evil.
You have exposed something about this enemy that is so evil even for him that I am
struggling to comprehend all of it. My question for You then is ‘why now?’ if You are not
about to do something extremely ‘God’ around this all. Lord, after reviewing my enemy’s
documents, I simply must lay my burdens down before you and ask for divine protection over
my children as he is evil beyond comprehension.
Indeed, Lord, I ask for divine protection over me as well and to not let this enemy ever have
another victory over my life. Let every instruction be by Your gentle hands and please, Lord,
never give me over again to the enemy’s schemes. I also ask for divine protection over those
who have no idea about these schemes, especially this man’s.
Lord, I ask that You would even expose this man’s evil plots as revealed in these documents
to this man’s wife. Even though this woman is someone who has cursed me greatly over and
over and continues to even today, please reveal her husband’s plots so that one day she
may even have gratitude and apologize for the lies she believed about me from this man
whose evil has no bounds.
Lord, please go ahead of us as You are our God. My heart is forever Yours and I am
consumed by Your love. The burning desire in me is the passion I have to run after You and
therefore I trust that You will go before me. I give this all to You, Lord. I love You.

25. Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
I found myself sitting on one of the steps leading up to the front door of Jesus’ Home. I
jumped up in excitement as I really needed to see Him today. As I went to turn, I laughed as
Jesus was sitting there on a step just above me.
Jesus: “Erin where are you going? Please, there is no hurry and I have come to sit beside
you first before we go inside.”
He motioned for me to sit back down. As I set next to Him, He reached over to hold my right
hand and to put His left arm over my shoulder. I hugged Him and rested my head on His
shoulder.
Me: “I missed You so much, Lord.”
Jesus: Laughing. “So when had you gone away from Me? Hmm, I believe I was with you on
your vacation, was I not?”
Me: I laughed in response. “Yes, Lord, of course You were, but I really meant that I missed
these actual visits with You here in Heaven. While You spoke to me continuously during my
vacation and I still dreamed, I still missed my time of journaling these visions with You.”
Jesus: Laughing. “Did you think I was like a crow squalling and nagging at you about this
while you were on vaction?”
Me: “Oh no, Lord, not at all. However, I did wonder at times if I would hear from You again.
While You were quiet, I still very much knew that You were there with me still.”
Jesus: With a huge smile. “Now Erin, just so I am not confused here, had I not already told
you that your vacation would be a time of rest, removal and renewal?”
Me: Laughing. “Oh, You are too funny. I especially needed the renewal, so thank You, Lord.”
Jesus: “Erin, then it is time for you to review the definition of ‘renewal’ as this is a strong
word that I had specifically used concerning your time of rest. So, Erin, how do you feel after
this vacation?”
Me: “Oh Lord, I felt absolutely fantastic up until late in the day on Wednesday, March 19th,
2014. On this day, the attacks began again and simply have not stopped.”
Jesus: “Yes, Erin, while this is true, there is a reason for these attacks. While I am aware of
these attacks, just know that these attacks will come to nothing. Now what happened during
your time away on vacation?”

26. Me: “I think You are preparing me for something as my dreams were very unusual, but very
clear. I felt a pull to do things in my Spirit as if I was ready to do what You would call me to
do at a moment’s notice. I felt I was being readied for service.”
Jesus: “Very good, Erin, as this is a good place to be. Now please tell Me more.”
Me: “I feel refreshed, almost as if a ‘fresh fire’ has come over me?”
Jesus: “Erin, please explain what you mean by the term ‘fresh fire’ as this is something you
cannot have.”
Me: “Lord, I am confused. My heart has a burning desire for You and I feel my love for You is
like a flame.”
Jesus: “Yes, Erin, you are like a lamp and you shine like a star, but remember that darkness
longs to have your wick burn out and your light with it. This is why you were given rest in the
first place as your lamp needed fresh oil. Now you are ready and this is by God’s design as
you are a child of God.
“Now, do not confuse your ‘burning desire’ with ‘consuming fire’ as fire is meant to consume
the living dead or even the dross. Remember that the dead stalks of the wheat fields are
burned up so that the ground underneath can then be tilled and replanted. Look at the
examples of fire in My Word and it is of judgment. Erin, what happens after the ‘consuming
fire’ comes?”
Me: “Well, when I was having my time of rest, I saw two different homes with portions that
had been completely burned out. I could see that the larger of the two homes was having a
proper restoration. However, the smaller home was just too burned and was a total loss and
I knew that it would need to be torn down instead. Seeing these two homes made me feel
such loss and sorrow. Lord, I avoid fire and I am not even fascinated by it like so many are.”
Jesus: “Yes, Erin, I remember why, but do you?”
Me: “Yes, Lord, when I was about eleven years old, my parents were burning candles in the
house. This was during the summer time and the rock music in our house was extremely
loud. Suddenly a wind gust had come through the window and had blown some feathers out
of a vase and over the flames of the candle.
After these feathers had ignited, they spread into a very large fire seemingly within seconds.
I was the only one there to witness this so I screamed for my parents to help me. I then
grabbed a pan of soapy water to douse the flames and shortly after my parents tried to help
as well.
“While we eventually put out this fire, our walls were now badly burned and the smell of the
smoke was horrible never went away. Ever since this happened, I have hated fire.”

27. Jesus: “Erin, your fear is valid as fire is not easily controlled and easily consumes everything
in its path. As written, My Father will one day consume the entire Earth with fire. Erin, do
you understand why?”
Me: I smiled and squeezed His hand. “I think this is because He will reshape it, reform it and
most importantly burn away all the old to make everything new again. When You came, Lord,
it was to bring us new life. You need only look at me to see that I was but a pile of ashes
burning continuously. Lord, You created something in me from absolutely nothing but the
remaining ashes.”
Jesus: “Very good, Erin, now come with me to the path before I take you to see the
Calendar. I have a beautiful place to take you, so let’s go.” He gently squeezed my hand and
we were instantly on the forestry path.
Me: “Oh Lord, I believe I recognize this path. It is so beautiful here! Is this in Heaven as I
saw a photo of something similar to this in the Halle Forest of Belgium?”
Jesus: “Very good, Erin. When you saw this path earlier in your dreams similar to the forest
in Belgium, you were actually in a special room and a secret place of learning in Heaven, yet
not here in Heaven. I know this is very difficult for you to understand, but one day this will all
make sense. Now what you are seeing is a type of replica for learning purposes.”
I looked around me and the forest floor seemed covered in bluebells. The sun was streaming
through silver and white tree trunks and made the bark seem silver and luminous. As my
eyes gazed further up the path, it looked like a sea of purple. While the leaves on the trees
seemed primarily a ‘lime green’, they were really every shade of green one could think of.
As we walked down the path, the fragrance was so wonderful and fresh that it smelled like
fresh rain, forest, jasmine and grass all mixed perfectly together. This all made my eyes mist
up and I was speechless as it was simply one of the most beautiful places I have ever seen.
Me: “Lord, this is so much better than any place on Earth and takes my very breath away.”
Jesus: “Erin, just remember that Heaven breathes life and does not remove it as Earth does.
Erin, this forest is special to God and is a part of My Father’s Garden. However, there are
forests just like this on some of your friend’s properties here as well. These friends of yours
had grown up near the earthly version of this place and have longed to be there again.
Naturally, they will be granted the glorified version of this instead similar to what you see
here now.”
After He spoke, I heard the sounds of mourning doves and some song birds. In the distance
across the path, I saw a large peacock walk with its fan spread.
Me: “Lord, since peacocks are already so beautiful on Earth, how can God glorify even these

28. more in Heaven?”
Jesus: “Remember that things on Earth are but remnants of Heavenly things and never vice
versa. Now look again.”
He reached down into some bluebells and picked up a very large peacock feather. I could not
believe my eyes as this feather really was much more beautiful and stunning than on Earth.
The entire feather was iridescent and contained every one of my favorite colors.
Jesus: “Erin, look over here now.”
In the distance, I saw a beautiful peacock, but this one was completely white. This bird was
quite simply one of the most beautiful birds I had ever seen and seemed to pop out in
contrast to the blue bells all around it.
Me: “Lord, this is truly incredible. Thank You for this as Heaven is just so full of wonder I find
myself wondering how can we even comprehend this. Lord, there is more beauty here in just
this one place than all of the Earth combined as is simply Paradise beyond description”
Jesus: “Yes, even God has a sense of humor as look how He even dresses a chicken. Even
Solomon was amazed at this.”
Me: “Lord, is a peacock a chicken?”
Jesus: Laughing. “Yes, Erin, but a variety of chicken.”
Me: “Hmm, I would have thought that a peacock would be closer to a turkey than a
chicken…wow!”
As we continued walking, the sounds, smells and beauty were simply amazing. At times I
would see something so amazing that I would begin to cry at its beauty.
Jesus: “Erin, do you remember what happens to forests after they burn on Earth?”
Me: “Yes. I went to a forestry management retreat with Project Wild when I was in college
and I remember that they talked about the loss of forestry land, animals and birds. These
fires were devastating and most were started from lightning strikes.
In essence, I remember that the forest will spring new life again almost immediately after a
fire. Indeed, the soil becomes rich with minerals and nutrients, but this still takes a very long
time to regrow the forest.”
Jesus: “Yes, sometimes fires are good, but this too is difficult to understand.”
Me: Laughing. “I know that You are not sending strange fire to us to demonstrate Your

29. power. However, I do love the blanket of warmth that You send us from Your mantel.”
Jesus: “Remember that God will not go against His Word and that fire was usually used for
judgment by Him in the Bible. Now I brought you here to show you a familiar place.”
Just then we walked around a bend and, off to my left, was a beautiful pond with weeping
willows and blossoms everywhere. There were also fountains and groomed grass there.
Me: “Wow, Lord, whose amazing Home is this?”
Jesus: “Erin, you are still in God’s Garden.”
As we walked, we came upon a forestry board with tags labeled with the numbers 1 thru 9.
Me: “Oh wow, Lord, You are amazing! I recognize this and it has been a year, but these
seem like new numbers.”
Jesus: “Yes, but you must remember that the numbers you received a year ago still have
meaning, but perhaps not always on your timing. God speaks in many different ways, but all
things have significance and perfect order. Even the smallest of numbers are important. Just
look at the number 1, wherein the number 1 is the most important of numbers but yet is
rarely taken into account.”
Me: “Hmm, the number 1 is the beginning or God, right?”
Jesus: “Yes, ‘aleph’ or ‘alpha’ means the beginning and the first is the only as there cannot be
two firsts. What is the first commandment, Erin?”
Me: “That we love the Lord God with all of our hearts, souls, minds and strengths.”
Jesus: “Yes, but before this declaration was made, the declaration that proceed this was that
‘the Lord our God is one Lord!’ Erin, there is so much more to this too, but let’s now look at
the number 2.”
Me: “Does the number 2 mean division, Lord?”
Jesus: “It can and you can see this occur by God on the second day of creation. However,
the number 2 usually means good versus evil. However, the number 2 can also mean
separation. There is more in the Word about the number two, but now please take the
number 3 tag from the forestry board.”
I reached up and picked up the number 3 tag off of the hook on the forestry board.
Me: “I know this number, Lord! The number 3 means the Trinity, correct?”

30. Jesus: “Yes, Erin, this is good, but there is even more to the number 3. If you were a math
genius, you would find that 3 together make a solid, works as a binding agent and as a
measure. The number 3 can also represent time, as in the past, the present and the future.
The number 3 can also represent thoughts, words and deeds and this too is important.”
Me: “Lord, Your angels always sing Holy, Holy, Holy or ‘Holy times the number 3’.”
Jesus: He laughed at my observation. “Yes they do and you are correct as the number 3 is a
divine number of God. There is also a Scripture that notes that 3 strands of a cord are not
easily broken and relates to a marriage contract between a husband and a wife along with
God. 3 days is also significant and there is more here too. However, let’s have you pick up
the number 4. What do you think of with the number 4?”
Me: “Since I am not a numbers person, I would simply say that the number 1 plus the
number 3 is equal to the number 4. Then I would note that there are 4 angels guarding God’s
Clock and Calendar and there are the 4 directions of north, south, east and west. I then
think about earth, air, fire and water.”
Jesus: “Very good. Now there are also 4 seasons and 4 lunar phases, along with signs of My
coming in relation to these as well.”
Me: “Lord, may I make an observation?”
Jesus: Smiling. “Yes, Erin, please.”
Me: “I saw God’s Garden divided into 4 sections or quadrants and each with their own
season.”
Jesus: “Very good. Yes, Erin, you are correct. Did you notice that there are 4 Cherubim
also?”
Me: “Lord, are those 4 large angels guarding the Clock Cherubim?”
Jesus: “Interesting question. What did you see? I will take you back to the courtyard and you
can look at these angels again yourself.”
He reached down, gently squeezed my hand and we were instantly at the overlook looking
down over God’s Clock. All 4 of the angels were already looking up at us as we arrived and I
began to laugh as they smiled and waved at us.
Me: “No, Lord, these angels cannot be Cherubim as they have the normal beautiful angel
faces and not the faces of animals.”
Jesus: “Erin, the 4 angels you see here are very significant and of high ranking. However,
while the Cherubim were not created in the image of God, they are by the Throne of God

31. awaiting His instructions. The Cherubim will one day announce the judgments and are always
related to the Creation.
“In comparison, the 4 angels you see here will report and announce completion as the
Calendar finalizes. You may have even noticed that we are drawing nearer every day.”
I looked down and what I saw was simply astonishing.
Me: “Lord, those are the Blood moons on the Calendar. Why did I not notice these there
before?”
Jesus: “Erin, these were there all along and this has not changed. You simply just did not
notice these there before.”
Me: “Lord, I cannot read what I am seeing, but it looks like these are the start of the time of
the end. Lord, You gave me the number 40 three separate times when I woke up the other
day. You said ‘40 pause, 40 pause, 40’. Is this 40 days, 40 weeks or 40 months?”
Jesus: “Erin, you were given a dream in May 2013 about a newscast on a June 7th. You
thought that this date was for the year 2013, yet you did not look at the events which had to
occur prior to this June date. You need only to go to Scripture to read that which must
occur first.
“The blood moons are a sign and have a particular history for Israel behind them. Have I not
said to pray for your sister? Now remember that God has brought His people closer to Him
through trials as these are God’s chosen people and the entire land of Israel is God’s. Watch
and see what comes from this as this is wisdom.”
Me: “Lord, I am afraid as these blood moons are a clear visible sign that I can actually see.
Based on the fact that the next blood moon will be the last on this particular blood moon
cycle for around five hundred years, then I must believe that this is the last group for us.”
Jesus: Laughing. “Yes, Erin, I think things are accelerating faster than the end still being five
hundred years away, don’t you? You can see this based on the Clock, right?”
Me: Laughing. “Yes, Lord, and this now relates nicely to me asking you about the number 5.”
Jesus: “Erin, the number 5 is a number of multiples and ingredients. Study this and then we
will discuss the remaining numbers.”
I suddenly looked downcast and Jesus naturally picked up on this immediately.
Jesus: “Erin, what is wrong?”
Me: I sighed. “Lord, this seems like such a serious time and I am not sure about all of this so

32. I feel unsettled.”
Jesus: “Please do not worry, Erin, as it is now time to eat some great food.”
I looked down as I saw each of the 4 angels laughing to themselves.
Me: “Did I miss something, Lord? What is so funny?”
Jesus: “Erin, you are the one being so serious today. You are acting like you are on a very
serious quest. Oh yes, I know, you are hoping for the big reveal after your break.”
Me: I was embarrassed because even the angels saw this in me. “Well yes, I was kind of
hoping for that. I am sorry, Lord, but You had given me some intense dreams while I was on
vacation and I guess I was expecting some major information.”
Jesus: Laughing. “Oh so were you not really resting but instead anxiously waiting for
something big? Come, Erin, let’s discuss this.”
He reached down and gently squeezed my hand and we were immediately sitting at His table.
He motioned for some angels to serve me water. When the angels poured some water into
my glass, I looked over at Jesus and He motioned for me to drink. I must have been thirsty
as I quickly drank every drop. He laughed as He motioned for the angels to pour more water
into my glass.
Jesus: “Wow, Erin, you sure were thirsty! Who knew? Hmm, oh yes, I did.”
He laughed and I laughed with Him.
Me: “Yes, Lord, for twenty one days now I have been thirsty and languishing with neither
food nor water.”
Jesus: Laughing. “Wow, Erin, I thought you were looking a bit thinner.”
Me: “I guess this has more meaning than just thirst for water too, right?”
Jesus: “Yes, Erin, you also hunger and thirst for righteousness.”
Me: “Lord, can we go over more with the Clock and the Calendar?”
Jesus: “Okay. However, first let's begin again with the number 1. There is 1 body and 1
Spirit, just as you were called to 1 hope when you were called (Ephesians 4:4). Erin, the
number 1 is the only number that can be multiplied and divided by itself and remain
unchanged.
“That is, the number 1 multiplied by the number 1 still equals the same number 1. Similarly,

33. the number 1 divided by the number 1 still equals the same number 1.
“Erin, God is the same no matter what as He is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow
and does not change. When you, Erin, bring your best for God, it is also called the ‘1st
fruits’. I came as the ‘1st fruit’ of those who have fallen asleep.”
Me: “Lord, this really is amazing as there are so many multiple meanings. Who knew that
numbers could be so complex?”
Jesus: “Yes, but really ‘complexly simple’. Now let’s look at the number 2 again. The number
2 means union, division and witnessing, but it can also mean a double portion of blessing.
You have noted before that I always sent out My disciples in pairs. The covenant of marriage
is 2, yet to have a truly firm marriage, you must have God with your union thus making 3
strands.
“Now with the number 3, there is more here too. There are 3 founding fathers of Israel along
with 3 festivals of offerings in Passover, Pentecost and Sukkot. You remembered about the
3 days spent in the belly of the whale, but there was also Esther's extreme 3 day fast and
Abraham's 3 day journey. Elijah stretched out over the dying boy 3 times and I was raised
from the dead on the 3rd day.
“We then went into detail about the number 4. There are 4 earthly kingdoms in Daniel and
there are also 4 tassels on the sash of My garment.
“Then with the number 5 in Numbers, it was said, 'To redeem the 273 firstborn Israelites who
exceed the number of Levites, collect 5 shekels for each one.' The number 5 is the number
of redemption, divine grace and God's goodness. Erin, you study architecture so review the
number 5 there as well. The number 5 is also written about in the Word and this is also for
you in Matthew 25. Look at the parable of 5 bags. You should also ask yourself ‘why did
David pick up 5 smooth stones when only 1 killed Goliath?’ And yes, there is that number 1
again.”
Me: “Lord, You are so wise and much wiser than even Solomon. You are divine in all Your
ways! Who is like You and who is like God? I will walk away today with more wisdom than I
can even imagine, but what if I do not write this correctly or I mess up?”
Jesus: “Okay, now I must rebuke you as you are speaking of my friend, Erin, and you are
implying that I have made an error. I do not believe the Kingdom of God or His Son is rooted
in mistakes as everything is made known from the beginning.
You are not made strong in My weakness, Erin, but I am strong when you are weak. There is
nothing new under the sun or Son. Indeed, you were not some divine accident wherein God
suddenly woke up one day and said ‘oh whoa, who is that and what did I create her for?’ or ‘I
did not anticipate that thing Erin did today. What am I going to do next? I simply cannot
keep ahead of that rogue child Erin.’ Erin, do you see how ridiculous this sounds?”

34. Me: I was laughing so hard as He kept a straight face until He too then began to laugh.
“Lord, please forgive me as I am obviously somewhat out of sorts today. I have had some
very odd dreams the last several weeks and they all have one thing in common; ‘the end of
days and the Tribulation’. How can I rest when You give me all of that too?”
Jesus: “Erin, as you were given these, you also had some delightful distractions so that you
would realize that when you awoke you could find happiness. It was not all gloomy, right?
“This brings Me to the next number, which is the number 6 and a hard lesson for you. Now
what is one of God's practices? He worked 6 days, yet rested on the 7th, correct? However,
you work on all 7 days. So who are you to do this, Erin, are you greater than God Himself?
No, you are not.
“Now this is also the number for man, wherein the number 6 is on the path to holiness, but
without God this comes to nothing. In summary, you need the number 1 to be added to the
number 6 in order to get to God’s number of 7. I will not give you much more about this
number as you know the rest, wherein 666 is the ‘god of this world’ on Earth and the
Antichrist. Notice that he uses three 6's.
“There is more to the number 6, but let's now move on to your favorite number; the number
7. Now, Erin, how many silver bangles are you wearing on your wrist today?”
I looked at my left wrist and there were 7 bangles altogether.
Me: “Lord, how did my bracelets come with me?”
Jesus: “There is a treasure in Psalm 12 here for you about silver and refining and this is one
you know. The number 7 is the number of completion, fullness and rest, Erin. The number 7
also relates to Sabbaths and Jubilees, as well as there are seven holy feasts. There are also
7 furnishings in a perfect Tabernacle. There are also the 7 branches of the Menorah.”
Me: “But, Lord, the number 7 also relates to a time of punishment. The number 7 multiplied
by the number 10 equals the number 70 or 70 years. There are 70 weeks of years as well as
7 rings and 70 ‘7’s.”
Jesus: “Erin, we have come full circle back to the Calendar. You are smarter than you think
and there is wisdom here.”
Me: “Lord, help me then. Why did I have these dreams? Lord, while I was there on vacation,
a young boy around 8 years old had died. I asked You if we could have that boy come back
to life.”
Jesus: “Yes, I remember your request on this, but this boy is here in Heaven now. However, I
found such joy that you were ready for anything and I heard your prayer and God on the

35. Throne heard it. Do you remember what you prayed for which made Us both take note?”
Me: “There were several things, Lord, but I knew that You were doing something with this. I
was in a plumbing store when I heard it announced on the radio that there was a sudden
death of an 8 year old boy. However, it seemed that only I was listening to the radio to hear
this and this kept haunting me.
“After a while, I then asked You if You wanted me to sneak into the hospital and pray for this
boy. However, by the 3rd day after the boy died, I felt knew that I would be too late. I was
ready for You to speak to me to allow me to go do this, but You never did say ‘go Erin.’”
Jesus: “Yes, Erin, but what we truly noticed is your readiness. You recognized that God let
you hear this on the radio when no one else seemed to and that you stood ready for
service. This is what you are asked to do as a believer as you are to be a willing vessel and
ready when called to serve.
“I also noted in your prayer that you asked to sneak into the hospital unnoticed. This too
was important as most would want a public display and recognition if they were to go in there
and raise this young boy to life.”
Me: “Lord, could You imagine the uproar here at my desert home if I had been recognized
for an act from You like raising a dead boy? I would probably even lose my children over this,
so this really would need to be hidden.”
Jesus: “Yes, Erin, but despite this risk, you were still willing and able and this is important.
Now this was a time for the boy's appointed ‘Home-going’, but your motives were good and
you were willing.
“Now, let’s talk about the dreams you had while you were on vacation. You were given these
dreams because you and your friends will need to pray as there is a troubling time soon to
come.
“You have now noticed that the blood moons are a sign in the Heavens and a marker. The
stars are displaying markers also so please do not be afraid if the year 2014 might not seem
that significant even though it is.”
Me: “While I do not feel that You are coming yet, You did say three times ‘Erin, the
landscape is about to change.’ Lord, when and what does this mean?”
Jesus: “Erin, do not be afraid as you have prepared for this, but instead be excited, take
heart and find joy. Remember that you are like a light and a lamp with oil. The only flames
you have seen here is by the Throne of God.”
Me: “Yes, Lord, but did I not see a fireplace in my Mansion here in Heaven.”

36. Jesus: Laughing. “Yes, but this is for your enjoyment only and is not meant for burning
‘refuse’. Indeed, this is not a special fire sent as a ‘super power’ for you to burn with.”
Me: Smiling. “I always thought baptism by fire represented my trials before my growth
spiritually.”
Jesus: Laughing. “I suppose you are correct, but you have been in the fiery furnace of
affliction and this is good. Just remember that this is a tool which the blacksmith uses and is
allowed by God to refine you.
“Indeed, this is meant to shape your vessel and make this perfected by God for His use, not
for yours as all of this is for His glory not men’s. Do you believe that the difference is that
now you are you ready for greater service?”
Me: I hesitated for a second. “Yes, Lord, I am ready.”
Jesus: Laughing. “Good, Erin, then we will start now. So are you well rested?”
Me: “I think so.”
Jesus: “Very good, Erin, remember that you are loved by the King.”
Me: "Lord, at Pentecost, some of the people said that they saw tongues of fire descending
on their group. What was this really?"
Jesus: “Erin, what happened after the tongues rested on the people?"
Me: "They began to prophecy and the performed many miracles, signs and wonders.”
Jesus: "When I return on the Horse with Heaven's armies, what did you see coming out of
My mouth as written in My Word?"
Me: "It was Your tongue as a sword coming from Your mouth. This was the Word of truth
coming to cut through the darkness."
Jesus: "Good. Okay, so the Holy Spirit came as tongues upon believers. By your very
words, you have just confessed and spoken truth. Erin, you can speak the power of life and
death from your mouth.
“The tongues were also a sign of your flame of truth and the Holy Spirit is like a flame
coming to light the oil within your lamp. This is a baptism from Heaven and is a miracle. This
is all to enhance your faith and is a special gift from God..
“Indeed, each of you will shine like a light from the Menorah and point the lost to Heaven.
You are being shown the way through the Word of truth."

37. I pray this helps you with discernment as you must remember that the Lord does not go
against His own Word. Indeed, the Lord God is not a double-minded man as a double
minded man is unstable in all his ways. Do not be deceived or follow strange doctrine.
Remember that the Lord can create a new thing, but it will still be rooted and grounded
solidly in Scripture. I believe that when we see manifestations of strange displays that do not
feel right in our Spirit via the Holy Spirit, then it is time to flee and turn away from these
strange occurrences.
Much love and blessings...Erin
Dream over…
Dream 114 – Breakfast with Jesus
Received Sunday, March 30, 2014
(Formerly known as Heaven 40)
Dear Father,
Thank You for another day, for Your love, for all that we have, for my children and family and
for Your provision. Lord, I need to hear from You as my dreams have been dark and about
the times to soon come, about the cruel hearts of men and about discerning between
falsehoods and the truth.
I am coming across people who hate me and say that they submit to the Scriptures in the
Bible, yet their actions show me that they do not truly search for You. Lord, I too have been
there as for years I would read a passage from the Bible and relate it to my daily walk by
treating Your Words as almost like a fortune cookie of sorts.
Oh sure, these were nice Words written on holy paper, but I felt they were meant for
someone else who actually needed these Words. While I longed and searched for
something, I was taught that Jesus no longer spoke or walked with us today which I now
know contradicted His Words that said He still does even today.
I longed for evidence of these miracles of Him and I longed to have more to my life as I truly
felt in my heart that life on its own apart from God was nothing and that we are but a vapor.
Lord, I am one female and a scribe of sorts. I am not Jewish nor am I affluent to have even
any true measure of earthly status. Yes, I know a little about a lot of different things, but I do
not believe that I am truly great at anything. Since my primary education is in a field that is
far removed from having any Biblical significance, I really feel that this gives me no earthly
credentials to even write these dreams.

38. Not only that but I have nothing here to leave as an earthly inheritance for my children.
Other than these dreams, I have no land, no assets and no legacy to give any of them. I am
no longer an active church volunteer or community leader and have no interest in man’s
praise with my career.
In reality, I have had enough published from my interior design career to satisfy anyone in
this field and this is no longer a goal of mine. I had grown to be a lover of material things of
this world fully, yet when I ate all of these things and devoured all that I could until I was full,
I was still empty.
You see, Lord, the world has been my desert place and the Earth has been my testing
ground. In Scripture, it seems as if You shortened our life span in average blocks of 40
years. My life was like a desert place until You began to speak to me so I could hear You.
The weekend was almost over and I remembered that I had gone to the movie, ‘Noah’, on
Friday evening, March 28th, 2014. I left very sad as I did this as the last thing I had really
wanted to do was go to another movie and then two more of them. However, I knew that
the Lord was behind this and wanted me to see three separate movies this weekend, so I
continued on my course.
My second movie, ‘God’s Not Dead’, was on Saturday, March 29th, 2014 and I was actually
pleased with this movie. So much so that I decided that I will take my children to this one
and see it again. As I was leaving the theater after ‘God’s Not Dead’ finished, I saw that the
movie, ‘Son of God’, was playing in 20 minutes.
Since I had not felt that the Lord had been calling me to see this movie, I went out to my
car. However, as I sat in my car, the Holy Spirit prompted me to go back in buy to the
theater to buy a ticket to this movie.
I proceeded back into the theater as the only real agenda I had for this weekend was to
spend time with the Lord and had completely cleared my plate for Him. As I sat in the theater
waiting for ‘Son of God’ to start, I began to think about the movie ‘Noah’ and became
mystified as to why a story as grand as Noah would ever need to be ‘Hollywood’-ized?
Seriously, the story of Noah is more than incredible enough simply on its own. If the
producers had simply shown nothing but the despicable things that the fallen had done in
creating abominations, people, and even teenaged boys, would have been interested. I
prayed to the Lord and in the Holy Spirit.
Me: “Why, Lord, why even allow this? Lord, I pray that You call people to read the Bible
because they are now curious about Noah. Lord, I ask that You use the Holy Spirit to speak
through Your written Word so that the ‘last calling’ begins. Please do not allow the message
of this movie to change people’s heart against God and Noah and for the fallen.

39. “Lord, ‘Noah’ showed the enemy, the fallen, being kind and gentle before finally being
redeemed by God and taken Home. It then showed Noah as a heartless man who was willing
to cut down his wife and children in order to eliminate man completely. It then showed that
You did not speak to Noah when clearly the Bible showed that Noah was a holy man who
walked with God and loved his children.
“Lord, this movie also showed that Adam and Eve were like strange ‘light beings’ with no hair.
My prayer would be that, when those You have called see this movie, that they would
question and search for truth and that it might be found by them. Lord, clearly we are at the
beginning of the end.”
Holy Spirit: “Erin, I am here with you and I have heard you. Do not worry.”
I sighed as the ‘Son of God’ movie started to play. As I sat through this, the third movie, I
felt absolutely lukewarm about it. Forgive me, Lord, but because I have seen You and have
interacted with You, it was difficult for me to see someone ‘playing’ Jesus.
I barely made it through this movie. Unlike the movie, ‘The Passion of the Christ’ from ten
years ago, I simply did not feel the Spirit of the Lord upon this movie at all. When I came in
to the theater today, it was sunny, warm and windy with no clouds. However, as I left, the
sky had now grown very dark with large clouds.
Drawing of blue sky through clouds in reply below…
I then witnessed a scene so incredible as I drove home from the theater that it looked like
the Lord Himself had opened up a view to Heaven, even if just for a moment. There was an
odd hole in the dark gray clouds and beams of light were streaming down on me from this
opening. This was so beautiful, I did my best to draw a quick picture.
As I continued to drive home, I grew very sad as I knew the Lord has been strengthening me
the last month for something more. However, I also knew that this would come at a price
and that I would need to be willing to leave everything I love to follow Jesus. I just prayed
that He would be merciful with me and protect my heart.
I then thought back to all of my Christian friends who now barely communicate with me and,
when they do, they would purposely ignore my dreams. By doing so, they would then
completely ignore what the Lord has been calling me for in these dreams. I became sad as I
drove and started talking to the Lord.
Me: “Lord, what if this was it? What if I am false or I have done evil without knowing it. What
if…”
Jesus: I heard His voice clearly talk to me. “Erin, stop and look to your right.”
I looked over to my right, which in turn was an area over Hanford just before I turn into my

40. neighborhood, and there was the most beautiful rainbow. I cried for a moment and pulled the
car over.
Jesus: “I am with you, Erin.”
Later that night, I had a difficult sleep as I had dreams of unclean areas, of bathrooms with
overflowing toilets in high-end neighborhoods and of my earthly father. When I finally woke
up this morning, I was sore, tired and heavy. I began to praise Jesus and thanked Him for
His promises. I asked Him to take me up to visit Him today as I was really missing Him. I
took communion and praised Him with all of my heart.
Jesus: "Erin, come up."
Immediately I was sitting next to Him at His table. I was a bit startled and surprised to see
Him immediately sitting there and smiling at me. I reached over and embraced Him. In turn,
He wrapped His arms around me as my arms and hands wrapped around His chest.
Me: “I am so glad to see You, Lord, but why have You taken me here right away today?”
Jesus: Smiling. “Erin, do not be afraid. I thought we would begin with communion today.
Here, take some warm bread.”
He opened the cloth and pulled out some flat bread. He then pulled out some French bread
as well. I was still laughing at Him having both leavened and unleavened bread when He
handed me a piece of both. He then motioned for an angel to bring Him wine and to pour
some water into my cup. He then poured wine into His cup.
Jesus: “Erin, take this bread and eat. It really does not matter which of the breads you
choose as I think that you would enjoy both right now.”
Me: “Lord, this is my favorite time with You. I love sitting and dining with You. Thank You for
this.”
Jesus: “Erin, you are My friend and My guest too and your place is here in Heaven.”
Me: “I know this is true, but this confuses me sometimes as the world seems so dark.”
Jesus: “Here, Erin, drink some water, but first take a sip of this.”
He took a sip of wine from His cup and then handed it for me to drink from. I took a sip and
then He motioned for me to take another sip before handing the cup back to Him.
Me: “Lord, this is wonderful. Where is this wine from?”
Jesus: “This is from the Garden of God and is the spring release.”

41. Me: “Lord, does this have more meaning? The spring wine release on Earth is not usually
until May.”
Jesus: Smiling. “Erin, is the wine good?”
Me: “Oh yes, Lord, very good. Please forgive me, Lord, for searching everything You do and
say with discretion, but I simply do not want to miss anything in Your actions or Your words.
It just seems like absolutely everything You do is of great significance.”
Jesus: “There is no need for Me to forgive that which is good. Erin, let’s just enjoy this day,
our communion together and each other. I can see that you are troubled by some things.
Please eat because you are hungry and drink because you thirst. However, then you must
lay your burdens down as you cannot enjoy your time with Me until you are emptied of
these. Then you must allow Me to fill you.”
Me: “Lord, are you speaking with food and drink physically now or with Your Holy Spirit?”
Jesus: “Erin, the fast you were just on was a good fast and I heard your prayers during this.
I have promised you certain things and I stand fast to My Word that all will be fulfilled. Right
now you have burdens, but you must first break the fast or ‘breakfast’ and then come back
to Me. At the same time, please go ahead and send a message to your friends so they can
pray for you.”
Me: “Lord, You are not doing things as I had expected today. I was hoping for a big message
today and I mean something really huge. I feel I am on the brink of something as You have
shown me the Tribulation for the last two weeks or so. Please, Lord, help me.”
Jesus: “Erin, how do you know I am not about to do something big? It is good for you to
always be ready. Now let’s look at the three movies you just watched.
“The first of the three movies, ‘Noah’, showed you what the world would like to think about
God, but are incorrect. The second of the three movies, ‘Son of God, showed you a Lord
which is still not who I am, but rather was a scripted and Hollywood version of Jesus. Now,
the last of the three movies, “God’s Not Dead’, was a message that I am alive even today,
but was clearly the least watched movie of the three movies.
“Now remember who God is from the beginning, Erin, as you are now overwhelmed by your
knowledge as you have seen both the good and the bad from these movies. Indeed, while
you are struggling to understand all of this, did it ever occur to you that perhaps your burden
is not to understand it?
“Erin, you can only convey what you have seen, but you simply cannot make people see who
I am if they do not want to know Me in the first place. While some want just words on a
paper, others do not believe I am alive in those words. Some do not ask for any more at all

42. simply because when they have asked for more than more is required of them and they are
much too comfortable with the world.
“Erin, you are not comfortable in the world any more. Now you understand Enoch and Elijah
and how I felt when I walking on Earth, especially right before I was crucified. The darkness
of the world is overwhelming to you and you are now burdened by this.
“Erin, you must die to the world yourself and take up your Cross and follow Me. I have not
called you to forget your children, but just your earthly father’s house and then follow me.
You must trust that I will do the rest and that I am requiring nothing of you other than your
heart.
“Now, coming to Me empty is good as then I can and will fill you. Erin, you have now drunk
from My cup and this is a contract. You are My friend and God My Father loves you and you
are in His favor too.
“The enemy hates you and the world hates you too, but it first hated Me and preferred My
death. As a result, the Lord God has shortened man’s days since the beginning.
“Erin, I am not rebuking you here as I see the worry on your face and the burden on your
shoulders. Instead, please let Me carry this for you as My shoulders can take your burdens
with ease.”
Me: “Oh Lord, I do not feel worthy of all of this. I have taken Your call and would never trade
my time with You for anything. Indeed, I would give everything away to follow You and, in
reality, I almost have.
Jesus: “Erin, give Me what is most precious to you now; your children. Can you not trust Me
with them? Erin, I love them too.”
Me: “Oh Lord, I am so sorry. Yes, Father, please take them.”
My hand started to shake and I began to cry. As I reached over to touch the sleeve of His
robe, He reached over and touched my hand and wrist.
Jesus: “Erin, do you trust Me and that I will do something good here?”
Me: “Oh yes, Lord, of course and my children are the last thing to give to You. Now that I
have given You my children, I have now given You everything and You have all of me. Other
than Your promises and You, I now cling to nothing else.”
Jesus: “Erin, give Me your bills and I will pay these. Give Me your enemies and I will remove
them. Give Me your worries and I will speak and comfort you.”
The look He was giving to me in His eyes was a love for me that was much deeper than any