THEBOX
- 1. THE BOX
BY
WILL DRAKE
I once lived in a box. I know that because it had four sides to it. I could touch all of them at
the same time. I felt as though I was gradually suffocating in that confined space, but I chose
it. I constructed the box for myself so that all my fears could be contained in it and I could
live with them and check them out now and then.
Despite the fact that I poured with sweat in there, I still considered myself safe, because I
was alone and set apart from the hostile world. Of course I hardly ever slept, because I could
not lie down and get comfortable. Nevertheless I thought it was a sacrifice worth making for
my sanity. I had no idea that the latter was being stretched to breaking point, and the
confinement took on the aspect of a perpetual nightmare, spent in total darkness.
I craved for release, but did not have the means to achieve my liberty, and I was scared of
the consequences. One day, however, I heard a sound outside. It was a voice. A gentle
voice. In fact the most gentle voice I had ever heard. It was asking me whether I wanted to
be set free. I wanted to scream out my response, but found I could not utter any words. My
mouth opened, but there was silence. I shook the sides of the box like the demented man I
had become. I then heard a scraping sound at the edges of each of the sides. Hands were
prising apart the stubborn box.
Suddenly one side was down and light flooded into my space. I was carefully brought out
from my prison. At first I found the experience unnerving, because I thought I would now no
longer be in control of my life. However, I was free. I could breathe the fresh air. I stretched