It’s the chapter you’ve all been waiting for: Alice and Nick’s war chapter. I know that I’m glad to have this
out finally so that I don’t need to be so veiled in all of my conversations about what happens next. If you
choose to read only one of the war chapters, this should be the one as it’s the one that will move the plot of
the main family forward.
For all the War Chapters, the warnings are the same: language, subject matter, and character casualties.
War is not pretty, so there are parts of these chapters that will deal with difficult subjects.
I think that’s all. Please enjoy Part Three of Chapter 29: The War Years.
Nowadays, people like to refer to my generation as the Greatest Generation.
I’ve never really liked that term. So many generations of Simericans did so many great things. What was it
about my generation that made us so special?
Yes, our formative years took place with the shadow of the Great Depression over us, and we came of age
under the darkness of a world war the likes of which had never been seen before. But why does that
makes us special? There were jobs to be done, and we did them. It’s as simple as that as far as I’m
concerned.
Perhaps we get such praise because the younger generations are more selfish. Perhaps it’s because of
the nostalgia and romanticism of that era. I suppose it doesn’t really matter in the long run.
But I digress from the original purpose of my writings. Even if I don’t feel that my generation deserves to
be called the Greatest, I do believe that we have stories that should be told and heard. Stories of love and
loss. Stories of sacrifice. Stories of bravery. Stories that have happy endings, and some that sadly do not.
Because of that, I asked my family and friends to share their stories about their experiences during the war
years, so that our children and grandchildren might have a better understanding of why we became who
we are.
It was not easy for us to share our stories. There was so much pain and sorrow, more than some should
have to bear in their lifetimes. But even with all that strife, when the war ended we managed to be happy
again sometimes. It was not the same happiness we’d known in our childhood; it was sweeter somehow,
as if we’d earned that right through the shedding of our blood and tears.
I do hope that those who read this gain a greater appreciation and understanding of what we did and saw.
Perhaps we are the Greatest Generation after all – as we have some of the greatest stories to share.
Alice K. Bradford
September 2, 1950
Dear Alice,
I’ve arrived at basic training in one piece, though I’m not sure how much longer I’ll be able to say that.
They’re running us pretty ragged, with early mornings, lots of physical activity, and military training. I think
my platoon (is that the right word? It’s what all the other outfits are called, so I’m going to use it) is getting
off a little easy because we’re all headed to medical units of some sort, so we aren’t going to be soldiers in
the same way the infantry men are. But there’s still a lot for us to learn, just in case.
I’m hoping these next eleven weeks go by fast, because I’m looking forward to putting the military part of
the training behind me, and getting back to my medical training. I’m sure that there’s a lot I can learn, once
I get into a hospital.
How are you and Mom holding up? I can’t wait to hear from you, and about all the goings-on back in
Simsfield. I know you and everyone else will write often.
I miss you terribly, but I know I made the right decision by joining up. Just think, I’ll be able to hang up my
doctor’s shingle once this is all over. Which I hope is soon.
All my love,
Nick
My darling Nick,
Your letter letting us know that you arrived at training safely has already been read nearly to tatters.
Between me, your mom and dad, and Dotty, it’s been read at least twenty times. I know that you’ll be
busy, but I hope that you keep writing as often as you can.
A lot has happened since you left. Rosalie dropped out of college, and she and Bruce were married. Since
I had the audacity to get married before her, I was denied the privilege of being one of her bridesmaids.
That left poor Shirley to do it, and I swear that Rosalie picked out the pinkest and frilliest dress she could
for her to wear. The wedding was lovely, but it would have been even lovelier if you were there to share a
dance or two with me. She and Bruce have settled in Portsimouth for the time being.
Dotty’s headed off to college, as has Shirley. I feel bad leaving Shirley all alone to fend for herself, but I
made Dotty promise that she’d make sure to keep an eye on her and make sure she wasn’t moping too
badly. I’ll have to make a point of meeting up with her every now and then when I visit Rosalie.
Danny headed off for his basic training, and then he’ll be off to Naval Officer Training School. He’ll be
somewhere stateside for a year after he finishes his basic training, something that has your mom quite
relieved. After that, he’s not sure where he’ll be assigned but I think he’s hoping it’s somewhere in the
middle of the action. He didn’t say that in front of your parents, of course, but I’ve learned to read him a bit.
I’ve kept busy, helping your mother with the garden, your father with the material drives that he’s helping to
organize, and the like. It helps the days go by a little faster when I’m busy. There’s talk of getting a Red
Cross Production Corps organized here in Simsfield, and if it does I’ll join up with that as well. I’m
determined to be a good, dutiful little war wife and do my part to support you boys who are going off to fight
the good fight.
It’s getting late, and I need to think about getting the blackout curtains pulled down. Since we’re on the
East Coast, everyone’s being very vigilant about things like that. They even covered the gold-leafed
statehouse dome with black! Can you imagine!
Stay safe, my darling, and I’ll see you soon.
All my love,
Alice
Dear Alice,
I’m halfway done basic now, and I’ve never been more relieved in my life. It’s exhausting, that’s what it is.
I suppose it’s good training for being a doctor in some ways, as for my first few years I’ll be working long
hours at odd times. Of course, it won’t be nearly as physical as basic is, but I think you get the idea.
We don’t get much news here on what’s going on with the war, so if you can write some of it I’d appreciate
it. Not sure if any of it will make it through the censors, but if you’re writing about victories I’d think they’d
want us to know to keep our moral up.
I’m sorry this is so short, but all I want to do right now is sleep. Thank everyone for writing so much; it’s
great to hear from you all. I’m sorry I’m not nearly as good at keeping up my end of the correspondence.
Love,
Nick
Dearest Nick,
Don’t you worry one bit about short letters. As long as you write regularly so that we know you’re doing
okay, we’ll be happy. And don’t feel as though you have to reply to all the letters we’re sending; just send
one here, and everyone will read it at some point.
I can understand what you’re feeling about being tired all the time. I think I’ve been overdoing it a bit with
all my war work, as I’ve been so exhausted as of late. I’ve cut back a bit and it’s helped, but there’s so
much to be done that I can’t help myself sometimes. Your mother keeps an eye on me though, and I
suspect she’s been refusing some invitations on my behalf. I don’t mind, though. I have a hard time saying
no when it comes to the war effort.
You asked for some news of the war, and in keeping with your theory of victorious news getting through, I’ll
let you know that the Simericans launched an air attack on SimEurope that hit most of its targets. It was
big news in the papers here, and everyone was quite pleased. Now that more men have finished their
training and are headed in that direction, I’m certain there will be more stories like that to follow soon.
I’m trying to convince your mother to let me plant some lilacs near the front door; my aunt had some and I
always liked them. They smell so pretty in the spring, and I think they’d be a nice addition to the
landscaping.
I’m afraid my letter to you is rather short, dearest, but I’m tired so I’m going to head to bed. I hope you
have a good night’s sleep, darling.
All my love,
Alice
Alice rested her forehead against the cool porcelain of the sink. She’d been feeling just awful as of late, to
the point where she could barely remember what it felt like to be well. It had started out with the
exhaustion, and then the nausea and vomiting had started. James and Cindy had noticed, though James
seemed more worried than Cindy had, as he fussed over her like there was no tomorrow. Cindy had just
gone about her business as normal, but once and a while Alice would catch her mother-in-law looking at
her with a sly smile.
Her thoughts were interrupted by a soft knock on the bathroom door. When she called out permission,
Cindy came into the room.
“Still not feeling well, honey?”
Alice shook her head. “I think I should go see the doctor.”
Cindy nodded, that strange smile on her face. “Get yourself dressed, and I’ll take you.”
“Thank you.”
“Not a problem, honey. I’ll be downstairs when you’re ready.”
James looked up from the newspaper he was reading as Alice and Cindy opened the front door. He
listened to them chatter in the foyer as they hung up their coats and hats.
“Thank you again, Cindy. I think I’m going to go lie down for a bit before dinner.”
“If you need anything, holler,” Cindy replied.
James heard the click of her heals as she walked across the tiled floor, and he smiled at her when she
joined him in the living room.
“How’d things go at the doctor?” he asked after she leaned over to give him a quick kiss.
“Just fine,” she replied as she sat next to him and picked up a section of the paper he’d discarded.
“Are you planning on elaborating on that?” he asked. “Poor Alice has been sick as a dog for the past week.”
“The doctor confirmed what I suspected, and I need to take her into Portsimouth soon to make an
appointment with one of the military doctors there.”
“Why? What’s wrong?” he asked, not bothering to hide the worry in his voice.
“James, think about it. She’s been throwing up, constantly tired, and irritable. What do you think is going
on?”
James slowly turned the facts over in his mind. “How long since Nick’s been gone?”
Cindy fought back a smile. “Two months tomorrow.”
James’ jaw dropped. “Holy shit, I’m going to be a grandfather!”
Cindy threw back her head and laughed. “Yes, you are.”
“But I’m not old enough to be a grandfather.”
“James, you’re old enough to have a son who’s off fighting in the war, which means you’re old enough to
be a grandfather. On the other hand, I’m nowhere near old enough to be a grandmother.”
“Sure you’re not, doll. I’d suggest that the bottle of peroxide you keep under the sink to hide your grey hair
would suggest otherwise.”
“I see my bottle of peroxide, and raise you your well-developed hat collection to hide your receding
hairline.”
James chuckled as he put his arm around her. “Face it, doll. We’re not as young as we once were. And
we’re the same age, so if one of us is old enough to be a grandparent…”
“…the other is too, I know.”
“Is Alice really okay?”
Cindy nodded.
“Then why take her to see a different doctor in the city?”
“Because as the pregnant wife of a soldier, she’s entitled to free medical care. Once the doctor there
confirms the pregnancy, he’ll give us the paperwork to give to the doc here in town so we don’t have to go
into the city for every little thing.”
James nodded. “Nick’s going to be beside himself when he finds out.”
“If he’s not kicking himself for not being able to be here with her. I can’t imagine going through that without
you there to support me.”
“Well, you and I will just have to do our best to fill that role. It won’t be the same, of course, but we’ll do
what we can.”
“James Bradford, behind that gruff exterior is nothing but a big teddy bear.”
“Only where my girls are involved,” he said, squeezing her shoulder.
My darling Nick,
I scarcely know how to tell you this, but I suppose the best way is to just come out with it.
I’m going to have a baby. You’ll be a father by midsummer.
I was pretty shocked myself. Your mother has been looking at me funny for the past few weeks, and I’ve
wondered why but now I know. I think she knew I was in the family way before I did.
Both of your parents have been wonderful so far. Your mother’s done her best to cook things that keep my
morning sickness down (why do they call it morning sickness, almost-doctor husband of mine, when it
comes at all hours of the day?), and your father won’t let me lift anything heavier than a piece of paper. It’s
very sweet, but I’m sure novelty will wear off soon enough.
Rosalie’s moved back in with your Uncle Taddy and Aunt Calla now that Bruce’s draft number’s come up. I
promised to help her organize the Red Cross here in Simsfield (I guess she was very active in the one in
Portsimouth), but I think the baby may be an excuse for me to take on a smaller role than I would have
otherwise. It’s not that I don’t want to help, but even I can only take so much of Rosalie.
Your mother’s been coaxed out of retirement to do a few small concerts in town in support of War Bond
sales. I’m supposed to accompany her on the piano, but if I’m not feeling up to it she says that she’ll find
someone else to do it. I hope that I will be; your mother has such a lovely voice and it’s a real honor to be
considered a good enough piano player to be worth of playing for her.
As far as news of the war goes, the biggest thing to report is that the Simmans have begun laying siege to
the city of Simingrad. I hope the Simviets can hold out; your Uncle Sterling seems to think it will be quite
demoralizing to the Simmans if that happens. Then again, he’s wary of the Simviets, even if they are our
allies. He still rants about them a bit, as he did when I worked for him at his law office.
It’s getting late here, and I’m tired, so I’m going to end this here. Take care, darling. I miss you so very
much.
All my love,
Alice
Nick read Alice’s latest letter over, his mouth hanging open. A baby? He was going to be a father. He
groaned, pressing his hand to his face.
“What’s wrong, Bradford?” one of the men in the next bunk over asked.
“Nothing, really. It’s just…my wife…she, that is we…”
“Oh, spit it out, man.”
“I’m going to be a father.”
The man, Nick though his name was Norrington but he couldn’t quite remember, got up and slapped him
on the back.
“Congratulations!”
“Thanks.”
“Why so glum, then?”
Nick shrugged. “I should be there for her, you know? My parents are going to take care of her, of course,
and my sister and her friends will be there, but…it won’t be the same.”
Dear Dad,
I’m writing to you at the store, mostly because I’d rather Mom and Alice not get wind of this. I got Alice’s
letter with the news that I’m going to be a father. I’ve written to her too, to let her know how happy and
excited I am, and to let her know how much I wish I could be there for her right now. I know that you and
Mom will make sure that she has everything that she needs, but I still wish it could be me there to support
her right now.
This is kind of hard to write, as you’ll understand once I’ve said what I have to say. You were there when
Uncle Sterling helped me draft a will. Unfortunately, it doesn’t have provisions for the baby that Alice & I
are expecting. You know I left you power of attorney, so I’d like for you and Uncle Sterling to amend my
will to name the baby as my heir, regardless of whether it’s a boy or a girl. If something happens to me, I’d
like to make sure that the farmhouse and everything stays in the family.
Take care of Alice. I know I don’t need to say that, but I imagine these next few months will be pretty
difficult for her. I’ll be wrapping up training soon and heading overseas, and I doubt I’ll be able to make it
home between the two as most of the guys are only getting 48 hours leave. I’ll let Alice know that when I
write to her next, so she can prepare herself. I wish I could see you all before I go, but maybe it’s for the
best. In her state, another goodbye is probably the last thing Alice needs.
Love,
Nick
“Penny for your thoughts?” Cindy asked.
“Huh?” James replied as he looked up from his reading.
“Well, you’ve been staring at the same spot on the page for the past fifteen minutes, so I’m guessing that
there’s something on your mind.”
James shrugged, and closed the book. “I had a letter from Nick. He wants me to use my power of attorney
to amend his will to name the baby as the beneficiary, should anything happened to him.”
“And?”
“And while he didn’t say I shouldn’t tell Alice, I got the impression that he’d rather that I didn’t.”
“Hmm,” Cindy said, sitting down next to him. “You’re not comfortable with that.”
“Not entirely. At least the not telling her part. I don’t mind if the baby gets everything; Nick and therefore
his kids would inherit the house and such one way or another.”
“But?”
“But Alice is having such a rough time with the pregnancy already, I’d had to add to her burdens.”
Cindy nodded, but said nothing.
“If it were you, would you want to know?”
“Honestly? Yes. But you’re right in that the last thing that Alice needs is something to stress her out more
than she already is, and knowing that Nick is preparing for the worst would definitely do that. On the other
hand, changing the will does affect her, so she has the right to know.”
James nodded, a look of concentration on his face. “What if…I can talk to Sterling soon, get things done,
and we’ll tell her Nick asked to have it changed after the baby’s born.”
“How about you make her in charge of managing things until the baby comes of age?”
“Perfect. I’ll talk to Sterling when I see him tomorrow.”
Dear family,
I hate to write to you all in a bunch like this, but it’s the quickest and most efficient way to let you all know
that I’ve arrived safely where I’m going. Considering it’s the land of my ancestors, I should feel more
comfortable here than I do. It’s strange. The food is strange, the language is strange, even the people
seem strange at times.
I’ve got tomorrow to settle in before I have my first shift at the hospital. I’m eager to start learning medical
stuff again, and I aim to do as much of that as I can over the next few months. I’m a bit anxious to meet the
doctors I’ll be studying under and hope that they’re good.
I’m exhausted from the travel, so I’m off to bed now. I’ll write more soon.
Love,
Nick
Alice rubbed her stomach, which was now advertising the fact that she was pregnant as Cindy read Nick’s
letter aloud.
“He’s in Simland, then,” James said. “That’s good to know.”
“I hope the Blitz doesn’t affect him,” Alice sighed. “You know how many bombs the Simmans are dropping
on Simdon on any given night.”
“Sterling mentioned that most of the training hospitals aren’t in the city for that reason.”
Cindy gave her husband an incredulous look. “And how does Sterling have that information?”
James shrugged. “He’s on the draft board in Portsimouth, and he knows people. Best not to say anymore
than that.”
“You shouldn’t ask such things, James,” Alice chided gently. “Loose lips sinks ships, after all.”
James had the grace to look reproached. He didn’t pout for long though, because Alice reached across to
pat his knee from the sofa where she sat.
“I’m glad you did, though. It will make it a little easier to sleep at night knowing that Nick’s safe.”
“Of course that’s why I asked. Anything to make it a little easier for the two of you to bear things,” he said,
smiling at her expanded middle.
Alice got up and headed up to bed not too long after that, and Cindy turned to raise an eyebrow at her
husband.
“You didn’t ask Sterling to find out about where Nick was just for Alice’s benefit, did you?”
“No, but can you blame me for wanting to know where my oldest son will be?”
“Not at all. It’s certainly a relief for me to know that he’s not in harm’s way.”
Cindy snuggled closer to James and tucked herself under his arm. “I hope this all ends soon, so our boys
can come home and we can all get on with our lives.”
James squeezed her close as he made a noise of agreement before he sighed. “I don’t think that will be
the case, though. Roosimvelt won’t let Simmany get away with anything less than an unconditional
surrender this time around, and they’ve been gearing up for this for too long just to give up. And you know
that Simpan will be the same way. As much as I hate to say it, I think it’ll be a few years at least before the
war’s over.”
Cindy blinked back tears. “As much as I value Sterling’s opinions, because I know that’s where you get all
your war information, I really hope he’s wrong this time.”
“Me too, doll. Me too.”
* * * * *
Dear Alice,
Life is settling back into a routine again. I’m working very long hours, but I don’t mind so much because it
keeps me busy. It’s only been about a month, but I feel as though I’ve learned more in that short span of
time that I could have during a full years’ internship at a hospital back home. I hate to say it, but the war’s
offered me quite an opportunity, at least as far as my medical career is concerned.
I’ve been assigned to a ward under the care of a Doctor Legacy. He’s very knowledgeable, and I’ve
learned quite a bit from him. The only complaint that I have is he’s Simlish, and they do things a bit
differently from how I was taught. Still, I’m trying to be open to learning new ways of doing things, but it’s
hard to break away from old habits so quickly.
Things have been busy for us. We get casualties from all over the SimEuoropean theater, and since there
have been some heavy campaigns further south of here (I can’t say more for fear of the censors but I’m
sure you’ll know what I mean as I imagine you all live and breathe war news). A lot of the soldiers we’re
seeing are those with more severe injuries, as those who aren’t hurt as badly go back to the front pretty
quickly. Many of the patients I see will probably be discharged and headed home soon. I’m not allowed to
treat anyone on my own without supervision just yet, but I’m hopeful I’ll at least be allowed to do some
basic things like sutures on my own.
The other thing that keeps me busy is patching up both Simerican and Simlish soldiers who get into fights
over stupid things because they’re bored. Again, I can’t say much more, but too many people in tight
quarters is never a good thing.
How are you feeling? Have you felt the baby kicking yet? I really wish I was there with you now. I feel
horrible missing this. You’ll have to keep me updated on how things are going, and let me know if there’s
anything I can do. That sounds silly, considering how far away I am, but still.
Love,
Nick
My darling Nick,
To answer your question, yes, I can feeling the baby kicking. The little one keeps me up all night with its
acrobatics. It’s probably a good thing that you’re so far away, because if you were here I’d kicking you at
night letting you know exactly how I feel.
Other than the baby interrupting my sleep, I’m feeling rather good. The morning sickness has passed, and
I’m not quite as tired as I was at first. Everyone can definitely tell that I’m going to have a baby, and they’ve
all started to congratulate me. Except Rosalie. I think she’s a little miffed that she’s not the first of us to
become a mother, considering how getting married and starting a family was all she ever talked about in
college.
What do I need? That is a silly thing to ask with you so far away. Your parents are doing quite a good job
of taking care of me, so there’s really nothing that I need.
No, wait. I spoke too soon. I need the rationing to stop. Of course, that won’t happen until the war’s over,
so I suppose that there’s nothing you can do about that.
I shouldn’t complain; I know the rationing has a purpose and is just the government’s way of making sure
you boys have what you need to do your jobs. As so far, it’s really not been that bad. But when you’re a
pregnant woman and you get a hankering for a certain type of food you can’t have, you tend to get a little
cranky.
For me, it’s the rationing of cheese that’s bothering me the most of all. I don’t know if I ever told you, but
growing up on the farm my mother used to make cheese and she taught me how to do so. It was such a
treat to steal the salted curds before she packed them into the cheese molds! During the winter, when we
were trying to make the harvest stretch, we’d have tomato soup and toasted cheese sandwiches for dinner.
It’s the toasted cheese sandwiches that I’ve been craving, but I’ve tried to limit how often I have them to
only a few times a week, so we can use the cheese for other things.
I know your parents probably wouldn’t mind if I ate all the cheese, but the rations are affecting them as
well, especially your father. I never knew he was such a bear in the mornings without his coffee! And with
not enough sugar to put in the coffee he does have. It makes breakfast interesting, to say the least.
Diner’s an interesting affair as well, as meat is another thing that’s rationed. Your mother and I have gotten
quite creative, let me tell you! Your father turns his nose up at some of it, but in the end he eats what’s put
in front of him. Honestly, I think he’s afraid of your mother’s reaction if he doesn’t.
After what I know about what your father got up to in his youth, I would have thought he’d be a bit more
open to procuring things…creatively. But he’ll have no part of it. I think it’s because he’s in charge of
making sure people take only what their ration coupons allow at the store, and he wants to set a good
example. That, and he’s also the chief blackout warden and with your uncles helps with most of the
material drives that are going on. But not everyone in town feels the same way your father does; I saw the
other Mrs. Alcott (Clarence’s mother, not your Aunt Viola) walking around with new silk stockings the other
day when I know for a fact that all the stores in the area have been out of them for weeks.
I don’t mean to sound like I’m complaining about the rations. I know it makes it easier for you boys to have
the things that you need to do your jobs. Hopefully, it will help you win that much sooner, so you can all
come home.
All my love,
Alice
Dear Alice,
I understand completely what you mean about wanting something once it gets into your head. And really, I
doubt my parents would mind if you ate all of the cheese as long as you were happy. So go for it, and send
them to me if they give you a hard time.
It’s hard to believe that it’s been a year since we got engaged, and heard about the attack on Plumbbob
Harbor. I certainly didn’t imagine that this would be how we’d be spending our first year of marriage
together. I’d thought we’d be celebrating our first Christmas together now. Hopefully, it …
Nick crumpled up the letter he was writing to Alice with a groan. There was only so much he could say to
her without getting his letters blacked out by the censors, and some topics were just off limits because he
didn’t want to upset her. Missing what should have been their first Christmas together was certainly one of
those topics.
His mind drifted to the day he’d spent in London a few days ago. He’d seen some of the sights, and
snapped a few photographs to send to Dotty. After walking around for a bit, he’d gotten bored. He’d be
right by the Palace of Westsiminster, so he decided to go in and watch Parliament for a bit. He’d wanted to
write to Alice about that, but he couldn’t repeat what he’d heard there, because he knew that would
definitely upset her.
The Simlish Foreign Secretary had given a speech to the House of Simmons, and the topic had been the
Simman atrocities against the Jewish population. The man had not minced words when he described the
way the Simzi regime was snatching people from their homes, transporting them to labor camps, and
exterminating them simply because they had the “wrong” blood in their veins. As he’d talked about how
those too weak to survive the journey were left to die of starvation or exposure, Nick thought he was going
to be sick. It was wrong, so wrong, and he didn’t understand how the everyday Simman citizens were
standing by and watching as such horrors unfolded.
The condemnation of so many of the Allied nations of Simmany’s actions had eased him a little bit. But
Nick knew that the killing of innocents wouldn’t stop until the Allies launched their invasion of the
SimEuropean mainland and took on the Simmans firsthand. He’d thought about that during the moment of
silence that occurred after the Foreign Secretary’s report.
Under ordinary circumstances, Nick would have written about his excursion to Alice, with a discreteful mind
to what the censors probably wouldn’t like. But Nick remembered his college days, and how upset Alice
had been when she’d read in the paper about Kristallnacht, so he decided to save the story of his trip to
Parliament until he got home. It wouldn’t do any good to upset Alice in her current condition, especially
when he wasn’t there to offer her comfort.
He smoothed a fresh sheet of paper, picked up his pen and began to write again.
Dear Alice,
By the time you get this, my greeting will be appropriate.
Merry Christmas!
The Bradfords, minus Nick and Danny, were sitting in the living room, enjoying a quiet evening. Dotty was
smiling as she flipped through the photos of Simdon that Nick had sent as her present while Alice reread
his latest letter.
“What time will Lieutenant Haywood be joining us tomorrow, Dotty?” Cindy asked.
The redhead looked up from the photographs with a dreamy smile. “He’ll be on the four-thirty train. I’m
really looking forward to you meeting him. I’m sure you’ll like him as much as I do.”
James snorted, and Dotty glared at him.
“Promise me you’ll behave, Dad.”
James looked at his daughter with a blank expression, as if he had no idea what she was talking about.
“I mean it, Dad. Edward’s a good guy; if you give him a chance I think you’ll like him.”
“Dotty, as your father, you understand it’s my duty to make any young man you bring home uncomfortable.
Especially considering that both of your brothers aren’t here to help me out.
“Mom!”
Cindy just shook her head. “Your father will behave himself, I promise.”
James pouted as Dotty smirked. But Cindy wasn’t quite done yet.
“I won’t promise, however, that your father won’t make Lieutenant Haywood feel comfortable from the get-
go. He’s been waiting for you to bring a boy home for far too long not to take some advantage of the
situation.”
It was Dotty’s turn to pout and James’ turn to smirk.
“Don’t worry, Dotty. I’ve met Edward and you’re right that your parents will like him once they get to know
him a bit better. Even James,” Alice said.
“Thank you. It’s nice to know I have at least one ally in the room.” Dotty shot a glare at both her parents.
“Princess, I’m always on your side. You should know that. I just need to make sure the good Lieutenant is
up to my high standards for my little girl.”
“I’m not a little girl anymore, Dad.”
“Not in my eyes you aren’t,” James muttered under his breath so that only Cindy heard him. She poked
him in the side.
“And if he is, I’ll give you my blessing,” he said aloud for the room to hear.
Dotty got up and kissed her father on the cheek. “Thank you, Dad.”
…And your sister’s been seeing a young man who’s part of the Army’s Officer Training program at
SimHarvard. His name is Edward Haywood, and he’s very nice. Your mother seems to like him, but your
father’s another story. Of course, I don’t suppose he treats Edward any differently than my father would
have treated you, if he’d been closer when we were dating.
Nick read over Alice’s words with a sneer. His sister wasn’t nearly old enough to have a steady boyfriend!
Nick leaned back in his chair, frustrated. Of course Dotty was old enough to have a boyfriend; she was in
college after all. Still, without him or Danny around to make big brotherly noises and make sure that this
Edward treated her the way she deserved. Even Shirley would graduate soon, leaving Dotty alone on
campus. Nick didn’t like it one bit.
He put his chair down on all four legs again and began rummaging around in the desk for a piece of paper
and something to write with. First, he dashed off a quick note to his younger brother. Danny probably
already knew about Edward, but Nick was interested to know if their sister had said anything to her twin
about the new man in her life.
Next, he wrote to Dotty. Here, he had to be a bit more careful in his words. Dotty had a temper to rival any
that he’d ever seen, and the last thing he needed was to piss her off in the first paragraph of his letter and
have her toss it in the trash.
Dear Dotty,
I hope that your time at SimRadcliffe is going well. I understand that they’ve accelerated the coursework
so you can graduate faster if you want. Are you planning on taking advantage of that? I know you’ve
never really been one for school so I was wondering if finishing up your degree in less time than the usual
four years was something you’d take advantage of.
Alice tells me that you’ve been spending a lot of time with one of the Army officer candidates that’s
studying at SimHarvard, and that it’s serious enough for Mom and Dad to have met him. What’s he like?
“Can you believe him! Butting into my life like that!”
Dotty was pacing around the living room while Alice watched her, getting exhausted from the younger girl’s
movement.
“He’s not butting into your life; he just wants to know about Edward because he can’t get to know him
himself.”
“But it’s none of his business!”
Alice raised her eyebrow at Dotty, a habit she’d picked up from Cindy. “Really? Your older brother has no
right to make sure the man you’re dating is worthy of you?”
Dotty flopped down next to Alice. “Oh, I know. It just feels like he’s hovering over my shoulder, even
though I know he’s not.”
“And honestly, you’d miss it if he didn’t act like your big brother at a moment like this.”
“True. But what should I tell him? I mean, Mom and Dad are okay with us dating, so boo to whatever Nick
thinks.”
Alice got a mischievous grin on her face. “Remind your brother that Edward outranks him, so he’d better
behave himself in regards to your Lieutenant unless he wants to face a court marshal.”
Dotty laughed and laughed. “Poor Nick. Everyone outranks him, even his little brother.”
Nick whistled as he made his rounds in the hospital that morning. Being in Simland and out of the isolation
of basic training, he’d actually been able to keep up on the progress of the war without relying on trying to
muddle out what was going on from cleverly worded letters from his family. In fact, that morning on the
radio, he’d heard that the Simmans had surrendered, ending the battle of Simmingrad. It was the first big
defeat the Simzis had suffered, but Nick new it wouldn’t be the last.
He also thought about the fact that he’d actually seen the King of Simland the other day. Nick had
expected a much more imposing figure, but the monarch had looked shockingly normal. If not for the
whispers of the Simlish soldiers on the ward, he wouldn’t have known who he was. Nick was already
impressed by the fact that the King was staying in the palace in Simdon despite it getting bombed several
times, and the fact that he was visiting the wounded soldiers solidified his good opinion of the man.
That night, he’d gone back to his barracks and written to Dotty about it, knowing that of all his family
members she would be the most interested in the fact that he’d sort of met one of the members of the
Royal Family. Besides, after the scathing letter he’d gotten from her lambasting him for “butting his nose in
where it didn’t belong,” he figured he owed her that, at least.
* * * * *
Alice placed her hand on her lower back as she slowly straightened herself up. She couldn’t help the grunt
of discomfort that escaped her lips, causing Cindy to look up from the beans she was weeding.
“You need to go inside and put your feet up, honey. Eight months pregnant is no time to be a hero and help
me with the garden.”
“I need to do something,” she moaned. “I feel so useless when I’m sitting around, unless I’m working on
something for the Red Cross, and I don’t think I can sew another bandage today.”
Cindy got up and brushed her hands off on her skirt. She walked over to Alice and guided her to the bench
in by the pond, forcing the younger woman to take a seat. Cindy then went into the house, where she
poured two glasses of lemonade from the pitcher in the icebox, and returned to join Alice.
“I know how frustrated you are, at least about the being pregnant part. I wore James and his father out with
redecorating the house when I was as far along as you were.”
“Maybe I should have waited to decorate the nursery a bit longer,” Alice muttered. “At least I’d have
something to do, even if it wasn’t for the war effort.”
“Honey, don’t you think that taking care of yourself so Nick doesn’t have to worry is part of the war effort?
Keeping the boys’ moral up is a huge part of the war effort, and nothing will keep Nick’s moral up more
than knowing that you’re doing what you need to do to make sure that baby of yours comes out happy and
healthy.”
Alice pursed her lips. “I know it’s important, but it’s not as tangible as my Red Cross work or helping in the
victory garden.”
Cindy threw back her head and laughed. “I would hardly call a garden that’s as old as ours a victory
garden, but I know what you mean. Tell you what. When the vegetables are ready for canning, which some
of them will be soon, you can chop, dice and slice them up for me. You can sit down as you do it – I’ll clear
off the old table for you. That way you’re helping but not on your feet.”
Alice nodded, knowing that it was the best offer she was going to get. “But what am I going to do for the
rest of this afternoon?”
“Call Shirley and tell her to come over and amuse you for a while. Goodness knows that girl’s got a case of
the blues to rival your own. If Walter Gavigan makes it back from SimEurope, I’m standing in line to wring
his neck for running off to war without putting a ring on her finger first.”
It was Alice’s turn to laugh. “I think it’s a pretty long line, Cindy. With Shirley in the lead, followed by both
her parents and her little brother.”
“I’m not sure who I’d be more scared of in that situation; Shirley, Sterling, or Viola,” Cindy mused aloud,
causing both of them to dissolve into giggles once more.
“Poor Walter,” Alice laughed as she went towards the house to call her best friend. “Poor, poor Walter.”
It was a rare afternoon off for Nick, and he’d decided to spend it in the quiet of the room he shared with two
other doctors-in-training, as both of them were busy working. He’d intended on taking a nap, but when the
company clerk had come in, a stack of letters in hand, all thoughts of sleep had vanished. He knew that
Alice’s time was getting close, and any delivery of mail sent him into a frenzy, eager for the knowledge of
whether or not he was yet a father.
Today, his impatience was rewarded.
My dearest Nick,
Earlier today, your son was born.
Nick let out a whoop, and danced madly around the room in joy. He was a father, and because it was Alice
writing to tell him the news, she’d come through the delivery just fine. Too antsy to sit down and read the
rest of the letter, he did so as he paced the floor of his small room.
He’s got ten fingers, ten toes, and is perfectly adorable. He’s got red hair, my eyes, and Cindy swears he
looks just like you did when you were born so I’m guessing he’ll grow up to look quite a bit like you. Your
father is tickled pink; he took your uncles out to the tavern to celebrate.
After a bit of thinking, I’ve decided to call him Steven. I know it’s one of the names that we discussed in our
letters, and it seems to suit him so well for some reason. Both of your parents agree with me.
I’m quite exhausted, but I had to write to you myself, even though your mom offered to do so. I wanted you
to hear the news from me.
Your father bought a new camera, and he’s taken about a thousand pictures of Steven already. Once we
get them developed, I’ll send some along to you.
I miss you more than ever right now, darling. I’ll make sure to write often and keep you up to date on how
little Steven is doing. Hopefully, it won’t be too long before you get a chance to meet him in person.
All our love,
Alice
Nick still had the stupid grin on his face when one of his roommates came back in, and exhausted look on
his face.
“You still got that two-hour pass?” Nick asked him. When the man nodded, Nick reluctantly put the letter
down on his bedside table. “Then get changed, and I’m buying the first round. My wife had a baby boy last
week, and I feel like celebrating with someone.”
His roommate John smiled, and quickened his movements as he removed his doctor’s jacket. A night out,
especially one that contained free beer, was always a welcome distraction from the day-to-day monotony
of working on a medical ward.
* * * * *
Alice smiled as Steven cooed back at her from where he lay on the floor with one of the toys James had
dug out of the attic for him. She was busy writing to Nick, telling him of how Steven was growing like a
weed. In the two months since he’d been born, she’d driven nearly all of her friends and family to
distraction bragging about all his little accomplishments from his sounds of excitement when he recognized
Alice’s voice to his first attempts to roll himself over. Nick was the only one who seemed to appreciate her
constant ramblings about their son, though Alice did wonder from time to time if he would be so patient with
her if he’d been at home and not overseas.
“I know I’m not the first woman to have a baby,” she’d told Cindy when the older woman hadn’t shown what
Alice deemed to be an appropriate level of enthusiasm for Alice’s bragging about Steven, “but it is the first
time I’ve been a mother, and I won’t apologize for thinking that Steven is the most perfect baby in the
world.”
James came into the room, newspaper in hand, but when he saw Steven he immediately put the paper
down and knelt on the floor where he began to tickle the infant’s feet, causing the baby to squeal with
delight.
Alice tilted her head away to hide her smile; James, for all his gruff exterior, was reduced to a pile of goo
when it came to his grandson, a fact that he would deny until he was blue in the face.
“What’s the latest news, James?” she asked when he’d ceased his playing with Steven and sat down on
the couch.
“Oh, nothing much. Just some little note about the Simman and Simtalian troops surrendering in North
Simfrica.”
Alice dropped her pen. “Truly? Oh, that’s such wonderful news!”
“That it is. Now, the Allies will be able to launch offensives into Simtaly proper, and start pushing those
Axis bastards back.”
“James, language,” Alice said, looking pointedly at Steven.
“Aw, he can’t understand what I’m saying yet.”
“He will soon enough, so it won’t hurt you to stop it now.”
Cindy soon joined them, her face tight and drawn.
“Something wrong at Vi’s?” James asked, and Cindy shook her head.
“No, other than hearing that the Simpanese struck a Ausimstralian hospital ship in the Simcific.”
James got up and put his arm around his wife.
“Danny’s not left Simerican soil, so you don’t need to worry about him.”
“I’m not. It’s just…I thought that something like a hospital ship would be safe. They have those huge red
crosses painted on them for a reason, after all.”
James made a face, and Alice could tell that he was debating the exact words to use. “Well, under rules of
ordinary warfare, they are. Heck, Sterling told me some story he heard about the Simmans holding their
fire so the medics could tend to the wounded. But from what he’s heard, and I believe him, the Simpanese
don’t play by the usual rules of war.”
“Then what rules do they play by?”
James hesitated again. “Well, they believe in victory at all costs.”
Cindy shuddered, and James tightened his arm. “Don’t you worry about that. Danny’s safe for the
moment, and with his plotting and scheming, I’m sure he’ll get himself a nice, safe assignment as a
personal secretary for an admiral or something.”
“It’s not just him I’m worried about. Howie’s there right now, and you know Gilbert’s a Marine and is facing
the Simpanese firsthand. They’re my nephews and my son’s best friends, and I can’t help but worry for
them too.”
“I know, doll. I know. I do too. But too much worrying won’t help anyone, especially yourself.”
“Why don’t you take Steven and put him down for his nap?” suggested Alice. “I’m sure he’d love a little
Grandma time.”
Cindy smiled as she scooped up the baby. In a world with so much darkness, he’d become her beacon of
light and one of the few things that could make her smile.
Nick collapsed onto his bed, not caring that he’d landed on a stack of letters that had been delivered while
he’d been working. The Allies had begun pushing into Simtaly, and pushes meant casualties as Nick
quickly learned.
It wasn’t entirely unwelcome, as it was a break from the monotony of treating soldiers for bar brawl
wounds, or cases of VD. Still, it was hard to see so many young men hurt so badly, and there was only so
much Nick could do for them.
On the bright side, he’d learned that he would soon be finished with his internship, and be allowed to treat
patients on his own. With supervision, of course. Still, he was that much closer to being a doctor. And
hopefully, a promotion. It really stuck in Nick’s craw that his younger brother AND his sister’s boyfriend
both outranked him. It would be nice to at least be made a Lieutenant, even better if he could get all the
way to Captain like most of the doctors at the hospital were. Then Danny, and Edward for that matter,
would have to salute Nick.
Nick’s roommate John, obviously as exhausted as he was, came in and flopped down on his bad as Nick
had.
“Here,” he said, his voice exhausted. “Take a look at the latest.”
Nick reached over and accepted the newspaper held in his general direction. He skimmed the headlines,
his face quickly turning upwards into a smile.
“So the Simtalian government has fallen, and Musimlini’s arrested. That ought to swing things in our favor
a bit.”
“One would hope.”
The good news out of Simtaly that had put a bit of a spring in everyone’s step didn’t last long.
“How did they let him get away?” James moaned.
“I don’t think the Simmans rescuing Musimlini was quite as simple as letting him ‘get away,’” Cindy replied.
“It sounds like it was one heck of a rescue mission by the Simmans.”
“Rat bastards.”
“James, language.”
“In my own house, when there are no ‘sensitive little ears’ around, I’ll call a spade a spade and the
Simmans rat bastards if I want to.”
Cindy raised her eyebrow at James but said nothing. She knew how he could get when he was riled up.
“Is it really as bad as you think? It sounds like Musimlini’s not actually in charge; rather I think he’s got a
faction of his own that he’s in charge of, and that the actual Simtalian government has signed an alliance
with the Allies.”
“Yeah, I read that too. But I don’t trust them!”
“Is that you talking, or just regurgitating what you’ve heard from Sterling?”
“Hey! I’ve been keeping track of what’s going on, and I understand most of it. Sterling and I are friends, so
I don’t think it’s strange that we have similar opinions on the war.”
“So, what will it take for you to believe in this newly formed alliance?”
“Something big.”
The something big happened not long after that, and James brought the news home from his shift at
Sterling’s store with a smile and a happily whistled tune.
“Simtaly declared war on Simmany.”
Alice and Cindy made silent gestures of excitement, knowing that Steven was upstairs sleeping.
“Oh, that’s such good news,” Alice sighed quietly. “Such good news.”
“Now do you trust the Simtalians?” Cindy asked.
“Well, sort of. Not as much as I trust the Simlish, or the SimFrench Resistance. But I’ll give them a chance
to prove themselves.”
“Well, I’m sure the Allied Commander Eisimhower will be happy to hear that.”
* * * * *
Cindy hung up the phone as James thrashed around the foyer. “She’s insane!”
“No, she’s not. She’s in love.”
“I can’t believe you’re agreeing to this.”
“Well, forgive me, James, for wanting to attend my only daughter’s wedding.”
“It’s not a wedding; it’s a quickie ceremony down at city hall like she’s a common trollop in trouble. You
don’t think…if he’s gone and knocked my girl up and is leaving her here to fend for herself, I’ll kill him. I
don’t care if he is an officer in the Simerican Army. If he’s done something to my little girl…”
“James, STOP,” Cindy commanded. James ceased his threat midsentence, his mouth hanging open.
“Dorothy is not, as you say, in trouble. I would know if she was. She’s in love with a man who’s about to
go off to war, and she wants to be his wife before he goes. What’s wrong with that, considering it’s
basically the same thing that Nick and Alice did?”
“That’s different,” he scoffed. “Nick and Alice knew each other forever. Dotty’s only known Edward for,
what? Not even a year? What if they’re not as compatible as she thinks they are? What if he decides to
stay in the army, and move her far away from us? What if he doesn’t even come back? It’ll break her
heart.”
Cindy put her hand on James’ arm. “It will break her heart if she can’t marry him before he leaves, and
even more so if her father’s not there to give her away. Please, James, trust me on this. I have a good
feeling about it.”
James made a face, but then sighed. “You’re usually right about these things, doll. All right, I’ll go give my
daughter away in marriage to a man I’ve only met twice.”
“Don’t sound so happy about it,” Cindy replied. “Now I don’t know about you, but I’ve got a lot to do. Call
your sister and see if she can watch Steven for the day so Alice and I can worry about making Dotty’s day
as perfect as we can under the circumstances.”
“Yes, ma’am,” James mumbled, still not happy about the situation.
My darling Nick,
Such exciting news! Your sister got married yesterday.
I know, I know. You don’t know Lt. Haywood at all, blah blah blah. Save it. Your father made enough
objections when he first heard for you and Danny combined. I wish you could have been there to see how
happy your sister was, because then you would understand why it was the right thing to do.
As your mother pointed out, it really wasn’t much different from what you and I did, the main differences
being that you and I had known each other for quite a bit longer than they have, and we were both done
with college, of course. But Dotty will be done soon, and since Edward’s probably going to be staying in
the army after the war’s over it will make it easier for him to bring her to wherever he’s assigned.
It was a simple ceremony at Portsimouth City Hall, because Edward got his orders, and he’s shipping out
very soon. It was just your parents, myself, and Edith Haggerty (nee Hutchins) there. Your sister looked
lovely, and Edward looked so dashing in his uniform (not as dashing as you, of course darling). Your father
was even nice enough to get them a room at the Simmont Hotel, as they didn’t have enough time to head
up to the family cabin for a more proper honeymoon.
I’m planning on leaving your mother to watch Steven the day that Edward leaves, so I can go into the city
the day Edward leaves so I can be there for Dotty. I certainly can sympathize with how hard it is to send
your new husband off to war so soon after getting married.
All my love,
Alice
Nick frowned at the news in Alice’s latest letter. His sister, married!
“This war’s causing all kinds of crazy things to happen,” he muttered. “Dotty hardly looked twice at any
boys before this. The uniform must have turned her head.”
Still, if Alice was behind it, this Edward guy couldn’t be all bad. He reached for a piece of paper to write his
sister a note of congratulations, and to ask her if she could facilitate him meeting her new husband, if it
turned out he was headed to Simland. Nick wanted to judge his new brother-in-law for himself.
* * * * *
Dear Alice,
I’m picturing the farmhouse, with everyone sitting around the fireplace where the stockings are hanging.
Dad’s got that silly Santa had on that he insists on wearing during the Christmas season at the store, and
it’s probably making Steven laugh. Mom’s trying to sneak pieces of the gingerbread house she makes (or
was she even able to make it this year, what with the sugar rations and all?) without anyone noticing.
You…you’re trying to keep Steven from pulling on the ribbons on the Christmas presents.
I’m missing all of you pretty bad tonight. Honestly, I’d thought the war would be closer to being over by
now, but I’m not sure it’s really even started yet. I know I’m doing important work here, but I really, really,
just wish I was home with you right now…
My dearest darling Nick,
Your description of Christmas Eve was nearly spot on. Your mother decided to forgo the gingerbread
house this year in favor of using the sugar for the dinner (and giving your father extra spoonfuls for his
morning coffee as a sort of Christmas present), so she was busy writing to Danny when she wasn’t
dodging your father’s attempts to catch her under the mistletoe. Dotty was playing with Steven to distract
him from the pretty ribbons on the presents while I was busy fixing the garland around the mantle that
Steven had already pulled on earlier in the day.
Christmas itself wasn’t too bad. The Seiffs and the Alcotts both came over, and we enjoyed good food and
good company. Everyone spoiled little Steven, though he certainly seemed to enjoy the boxes and the
ribbons a lot more.
Your mother’s going to sing at a few more war bond concerts this spring, and I’m going to play piano for
her again. I hope I’ll be able to enjoy it a bit more than I did the first time around, when I was pregnant with
Steven. Plus, it will be one more thing I can do for the war effort that doesn’t involve Rosalie. She’s
wormed her way into being on just about every war committee in town, and made it impossible for the rest
of us.
Thank you again for the Christmas presents. Steven just loves the little bear you sent; he sleeps with it in
his crib every night.
All my love,
Alice
Cindy was standing on a chair in what was known as the sewing room as Alice carefully pinned the hem of
her skirt. It hadn’t been easy to find khaki material to make Cindy a costume that resembled an Army
uniform, but they’d done it, using the pictures of Nick in uniform from the wedding for inspiration. The
Simsfield Red Cross War Bond concert was the next day, and with the fabric taking so long to come in the
ladies were scrambling to finish the costume in time.
James came into the room, and whistled at his wife.
“Damn, woman. You still got quite the set of legs on you.”
“Really, James,” Cindy said in a scolding tone, but the smile on her face betrayed her.
James placed his hands on Cindy’s waist. “Ready to get down?”
“Yes, the hem’s all set,” Alice said, straightening up. “Be careful getting down; I don’t want you to get stuck
with a pin.”
“Don’t worry – I know how to handle precious cargo,” James said as he helped Cindy down from the chair
and dipped her into a kiss in the process.
Alice looked away, feeling the heat of a blush creeping into her cheeks. James and Cindy were always
acting like lovesick teenagers, and it made Alice feel oddly uncomfortable. Her parents had never behaved
like that, not that she’d seen. She shook her head gently, trying to shake the thoughts away.
“Sorry about that,” Cindy said. Alice blinked; she must have been zoned out longer than she had thought.
“I’ll need get it hemmed right away. I can’t believe the concert’s tomorrow night.”
“You’re not still nervous, are you?” Cindy asked. “You’re going to be great.”
“I’m just not used to playing a song with as quick a tempo as Boogie Woogie Bugle Boy.”
Cindy grabbed Alice’s arm and dragged her into the music room. “We’ll go through it one more
time. Come on.”
Once seated at the piano, Alice looked over the sheet music even though she could play the song from
memory now. She let her hands hover over the keys, and waited for the signal from Cindy to begin.
Cindy tapped her foot three times, setting the tempo, and Alice began to play.
He was a famous trumpet man from out Chicago way
He had a boogie style that no one else could play
He was the top man at his craft
But then his number came up and he was gone with the draft
He's in the army now, a-blowin' reveille
He's the boogie woogie bugle boy of Company B
They made him blow a bugle for his Uncle Sam
It really brought him down because he couldn't jam
The captain seemed to understand
Because the next day the cap' went out and drafted a band
And now the company jumps when he plays reveille
He's the boogie woogie bugle boy of Company B
Alice continued to play, not noticing that Cindy had only sung the first two verses. When the song ended,
she was startled when James whistled at her.
“You play as well as the pianist that we had at the speakeasy. He and Cindy used to play off each other so
well. Listening to you two brought me back to those days.”
“Thank you,” Alice replied. “I hope…”
“You two will steal the show tomorrow night,” James assured her. “Stop worrying.”
“I’ll try,” she promised. “I just wish that Nick was here to see it – he told me once that he’d always wanted
to see you sing. In public at least, and not just the lullabies you used to sing to him when he was little.”
Alice’s comment left everyone speechless for a moment.
“We’ll have a celebratory concert when all the boys come home,” Cindy said, breaking the silence.
“That’s a great idea,” James agreed. “I bet I could get Sterling to have the store sponsor the event, so it
would be free for everyone.”
Alice only nodded, a forced smile on her face. It was sweet, really, how everyone pretended around her
that everyone would come home. She wanted to believe it herself, but sometimes, she wished that
everyone would stop pretending, if only for a moment.
* * * * *
The war concerts had been a success, and Simsfield had settled back into what was the new normal with
the war going on. Summer was beginning to come into its full glory, and Steven was beginning to take his
first tentative steps on his own. Alice had finally gotten her lilac bushes, and was looking forward to them
blooming the next spring.
Still, the war loomed. Everyone was waiting for the Allies to launch the invasion of the SimEuropean
mainland, and they thought they had prepared themselves for the news. Still, when word came that the
invasion had begun, most people found that they weren’t as ready for what it meant as they had thought.
James found out about D Day when Sterling came back from the city early, his brow furrowed with worry.
He’d closed the store up early, sending James home to be with his family.
Cindy had gone pale when James told her, but her face remained impassive. When she’d gone upstairs to
tell Alice, she’d found the younger woman watching Steven sleep, worry evident on her face. She wasn’t at
all shocked when Cindy shared the news.
“I saw Sterling drive into town early. I knew it meant something big had happened.”
“Are you worried?” Cindy asked.
Alice shook her head. “Not for Nick, no, though I know the volume of casualties he’ll be face with will
cause him a lot of distress. I’m actually thinking about Dotty. She’s all alone in the city, with only Edith,
and I’m sure both of them are worried sick about their husbands. Do you think you could keep an eye on
Steven tomorrow? I’d like to go to check on her.”
“You don’t have to do that,” Cindy said. “She my daughter, and I can go check on her.”
“She might look on you visiting her as meddling. If it’s me, it’s just one war wife checking up on another.”
“Oh, all right. Twist my arm and get me to play with my grandson for an afternoon.”
Alice laughed silently. “I thought you might like that idea.”
The next few weeks were trying for those who had a loved one in the Army. The heroics of what the
soldiers had accomplished as they’d stormed the beaches of Simmandy were widely reported, but
everyone knew that the losses, once they were full known, would be catastrophic.
Alice worried for Nick as she always did, but no more so than usual. In fact, she was more worried about
Dotty than she was her husband. Edward’s division had been one of the invading forces, and she’d yet to
hear from him. Alice had gone to call on her sister-in-law several times since the news of the invasion
broke, and she could see the toll not hearing from the Lieutenant was taking on Dotty. There were dark
circles under her eyes, and she was paler than usual. Alice hoped that she’d hear from Edward soon.
Worrying about Dotty almost made her forget that she hadn’t heard from Nick since the invasion either.
It was a few weeks after the news of the Simmandy invasion, and Alice and Cindy had just finished pushing
the furniture around the living room to accommodate that afternoon’s Red Cross meeting.
“Are you sure we have enough seats?” Cindy asked.
“We should. Shirley’s not coming, as she’s working…”
“Thank goodness for small favors.”
Alice smiled as she continued. “But Dotty is, provided she gets off work in time to catch the right train.
That leaves Rosalie, Georgianna, Mrs. Gavigan, Mrs. Bear and Miss Simself. It’s a little light, but what can
you do?”
“Everyone’s so busy with their own war work that it’s hard to get together as a group very often,” Cindy
commented.
“And when we do, we bicker over silly things. It is probably a good thing that Shirley can’t make it today.
She and Rosalie are oil and water, even more so as of late.”
“I don’t know how you put up with the two of them sniping at each other all the time.”
“Sometimes I don’t either.”
“All set, ladies?” James asked as he came into the room and picked a treat off of the snack table before
Cindy swatted his hand away.
“I hope so. If not, I’m sure Rosalie will tell us all about it.”
James shook his head. “She’s my damn grandmother all over again. Thank goodness the old bat is dead,
because we’d all go crazy trying to deal with two of them.”
Cindy raised her eyebrows at James, but said nothing.
The doorbell rang. “I’ll go upstairs and keep the little guy company,” James said as he made his exit.
Cindy snorted once he was up the stairs. “Big tough guy’s scared of a roomful of women.”
“I would be too, in his shoes. Rosalie alone is capable of henpecking him to death.”
The entire party was gathered, excepting Dotty, so Rosalie elected to get the meeting started.
“Now, I must say that it’s a little disheartening to see that our attendance is low again. I know that there’s
all kinds of war work to be done, but what we’re doing here is important.”
At that juncture, Dotty burst into the room. “I’m so sorry I’m late.”
Rosalie gave her a pointed look, and Dotty scurried to an empty seat beside Alice without another word.
When Rosalie began the meeting business again, Alice leaned ever so slightly towards her sister-in-law.
“Head nurse running you ragged again?”
“That, and I ran by the boarding house to see if I had word from Edward.”
“Anything?”
Dotty shook her head. “Nick?”
It was Alice’s turn to shake her head sadly.
The two redheads’ hand found each others, offering silent support to each other.
Rosalie had droned on for a while, and Cindy stood up. “Why don’t we take a quick break so everyone can
refill their drinks?”
The other ladies quickly followed suit, pouring more tea or lemonade into their cups and refilling their plates
with finger sandwiches.
Rosalie joined Alice and Dotty in the corner of the room.
“I would have thought becoming a nurse would have made you understand the importance of punctuality,
Dorothy.”
“Can it, Rosalie. Some of us have more important things to do in the war effort than just coordinating
meetings.”
Dotty moved away in a huff, and Rosalie gaped after her.
“Don’t, Rosalie. Her nerves are even more shot than mine. Don’t forget that her husband was part of the
invading forces, and she hasn’t had word from him yet. Not all of us are lucky enough to have our husband
stationed stateside for the duration.”
Rosalie said nothing, but she looked. “I think we’ve had enough time for our little refreshment break. Let’s
get back to work.”
James came downstairs just as everyone was settling down again. He swiped another sandwich from the
table, and smiled at Alice. “The little tyke’s out.”
“Good. Thank you for watching him, James.”
The doorbell rang again, causing everyone to startle.
“I’ll get it,” James said. “You ladies get back to your business.”
James opened the door to see a man in a Simstern Union uniform standing on the other side. He felt his
stomach drop to the floor.
“Yes?” he managed to say despite the sudden dryness in his mouth.
“I have a telegram.”
James nodded with a great deal of effort. “I’ll take it.”
“Sir, I’m supposed to give it to the person it’s addressed to.”
James looked the man square in the eye. “Look, sonny, that telegram you’ve got is either for my daughter
or daughter-in-law, and if there’s bad news to be had, I should be the one to give it to her.”
The telegram man hesitated, but pulled the small piece of paper from his bag.
“My condolences, sir.”
James watched as the man went back to his car, started it, and drove away.
“James, who was it?” Cindy’s voice called.
James shook himself out of the haze he was in, and opened the small envelope. With a great deal of
concentration, he read the name on the telegram.
James stepped into the living room. All conversation in the room ceased when they saw the expression on
his face.
“James?” Cindy asked softly.
“That was the Simstern Union man.”
Everyone in the room drew in a sharp breath at the same moment.
He silently crossed the room to stand before Alice and Dotty. Alice’s hand went to her throat as Dotty
grabbed her other one.
“Is it Nick?” Alice said in a voice quieter than a whisper.
James knelt down. “No, it’s Edward,” he said, taking Dotty’s hand in his.
“What?” his daughter asked in a high pitched voice.
James handed her the telegram. “I’m sorry, Princess.”
Dotty let out an ear-splitting wail as her hand clenched around the piece of paper, causing it to crumple.
Her shriek caused Rosalie to startle and drop her teacup on the floor, shattering it.
The shriek only stopped when Dotty pitched forward and crumpled to the ground in a heap.
Cindy rushed forward, gently shaking Dotty’s limp form. “She’s passed out.”
James sighed. “Probably the best thing for her right now. I’ll carry her upstairs.”
He scooped his daughter into his arms like he had done when she was a little girl. He carried her out of the
room, Cindy following at his heals.
The rest of the ladies in the room got up to leave. Rosalie looked like she wanted to say something, but
thought better of it.
Alice followed them to the door, smiling politely. As soon as she closed it softly behind them, she went
back into the living room to pick up the pieces of Rosalie’s shattered teacup. Her eyes drifted to the
crumpled scrap of paper that had so quickly changed everything. She picked up and smoothed it out.
Alice chocked back a sob, and hugged herself tightly.
“Honey?”
Alice turned to see Cindy standing in the doorway.
“Oh, Cindy, I’m a horrible person.”
Cindy took the telegram from her hand and gently helped Alice onto the sofa. “Why are you a horrible
person?”
“Because all I can think about right now is how grateful I am that it wasn’t Nick’s name on that telegram.”
“Alice, if you’re a horrible person for thinking that, so am I. That’s exactly what I’ve been thinking since
James handed the telegram to Dotty. I’m heartbroken for her, of course, and for Edward’s family, but I
refuse to apologize for being grateful that it’s not my son who’s dead.”
“Poor Dotty.”
Cindy nodded. “I can’t believe it took so long for them to notify her; it’s been weeks since the battle.”
“With the number of casualties, I’m not surprised.”
The clock struck three, and Cindy got up. “The mail should have come during all the commotion; I’m going
to go check.”
Alice got up as well. “I’ll come with you.”
Cindy opened the mailbox slowly, and pulled the stack of letters out. Alice hovered at her shoulder,
reading the envelopes as Cindy flipped through them.
They both gasped at the same moment as they recognized the handwriting on a letter addressed to Alice.
She snatched it, and tore it open.
Cindy held her breath as she watched Alice’s eyes scan the letter, and let it out only when she watched the
tension melt away from the redhead’s features.
“It’s dated two weeks ago. Nick’s fine.”
“Thank goodness.”
* * * * *
Nick wiped his brow. The summer sun was hot, and he’d not stopped moving for the past hour, busy
triaging the latest batch of casualties. Once the Allies had established a foothold in SimFrance, Nick and
his medical unit had been sent forward, establishing a small field hospital just a few miles from the coast. It
was hard work, but Nick liked it. His work in the hospital had been a great learning experience, but here, in
the thick of things, he really felt like he had a purpose.
“Doc!”
Nick couldn’t help but smile a little, even in the midst of the chaos. He was a doctor now, even if his
promotion hadn’t gone through yet, a fact that bothered Nick. Still, paperwork took time. He hoped it
wouldn’t be much longer before he saw his name on a promotions list.
He hurried over to where one of the orderlies knelt by a wounded man. “He’s bad off, doc. Can you do
anything for him?”
Nick knelt down to examine the soldier closer. His injuries were bad, and his breathing far too shallow. As
Nick was checking for a pulse, the breathing ceased.
“Damn it,” Nick muttered. “I need help here!”
Nick began to work over the man frantically, looking for the reason his patient had gone into cardiac and
repository arrest. His abdomen was distended, and Nick quickly realized that he had a case of severe
internal bleeding on his hands. Surgery was the only thing that would give the soldier a fighting chance.
The relenting sun stopped as someone’s shadow passed over Nick.
“Thank goodness. Can you give me a hand? We need to get him onto an operating table ASAP.”
As the man knelt down next to Nick, he realized it was the company’s chaplain. The dark haired man took
one look at the soldier lying on the ground and gently shook his head.
“There’s nothing more you can do for him, my son. Go, there are others you can still help. I’ll take care of
this young man.”
“But…if we can operate and stop the bleeding, we can give him a chance!”
Again, the chaplain shook his head. “When you’ve been doing this as long as I have, you learn to
recognize the ones who are beyond earthly help. He’s in good hands with me, Nick. Go help the other
doctors; there are still lives to be saved today.”
Nick stood up, but didn’t move as he watched the chaplain administer last rites to the dying man. He stood
there, motionless, until their colonel barked an order at him to get inside and help.
He did as he was ordered, but the young soldier’s face haunted him the rest of the day as he treated the
other wounded men brought in. The rest of them had treatable injuries, even the ones who had to be
packed off to one of the more specialized hospitals further back, but all Nick could think about as he set
broken bones and extracted shrapnel from wounds was the redheaded soldier whose family would soon be
getting one of those dreaded telegrams.
The rest of the men in the outfit seemed to realize that the loss of his first patient had hit Nick hard, and
they kept their distance at dinner that night. After, as he sat with his head down on the table in front of him,
he heard the scrape of a chair against the floor across from where he sat. He lifted his head just enough to
see the chaplain, looking at him with concern in his eyes.
“What do you want?”
“To see how you were.”
“How does it look?”
“You look like a doctor who just lost his first patient, and is taking it pretty hard.”
Nick dropped his forehead back to the table’s surface and dug his hands into his hair.
“I should have done something more.”
“There wasn’t anything more that you could have done.”
“You don’t know that! You’re not a doctor!”
The chaplain ignored Nick’s outburst. “No, I’m not. But I am someone who sees death on a regular basis,
and I recognize when he’s too close to be stopped. Please trust me when I say there really wasn’t anything
that you could have done for that young man, and that you need to stop beating yourself up over it.”
Nick sat up and glared the man sitting across from him. “I’m a doctor, and I’ve spent years learning how to
help people. If I can’t do that…”
“Forgive me for interrupting, but did you honestly think that you’d be able to save every patient you
treated?”
Nick gaped at the chaplain.
“That’s what I thought. Nick, there’s something that you need to learn if you’re going to be a good doctor,
especially a good doctor here.”
“What’s that?”
“That despite your best efforts, you’re not going to be able to save all your patients. Some of them will die.”
Nick opened his mouth to protest, but the chaplain held up his hand for silence. “If you can’t accept that
fact, you shouldn’t be a doctor. It’s not wrong to want to help everyone, but the sooner you realize that it’s
impossible, the better off you’ll be.”
Nick’s entire being seemed to deflate. “It just doesn’t seem fair, somehow.”
The chaplain chuckled softly. “It’s not fair, but neither is life. Your compassion for your patients can be
your greatest asset or your greatest stumbling block. It’s up to you to decide which.”
Nick was silent for a long while, but the chaplain didn’t say anything more.
“You’ve given me a lot to think about,” Nick said at last. “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome. I hope you have a good rest of your night.”
Nick watched as the chaplain got up and walked out of the mess. Then he sighed. He had known that
eventually, there would be a patient he wouldn’t be able to save. Still, the reality of it was more than he’d
anticipated. Ordinarily, when he was troubled over something, he’d seek out Alice. He chuckled as he
remembered a particularly stressful time during exams when he nearly had a breakdown. She’d let him sit
with his head in her lap as she smoothed his hair.
He got up from the table and headed for his tent. It wouldn’t be the same, but he’d write to her and wait for
her reply. She’d know exactly what to say.
* * * * *
Cindy looked up from the letter from Danny she was rereading when the phone rang. Alice’s voice called
out, announcing she would get it, and Cindy returned her attention to the paper. She wished that her
younger son didn’t have to be so vague about where he was and what he was doing. She knew he was in
the Simcific, somewhere, but on what type of ship and what he was doing, she had no idea.
Alice’s excited exclamation pulled her out of her thoughts. “You’re certain? Oh, how wonderful. I’ll tell
Cindy straight away, and then run around the neighborhood with the news. Thank you, James.”
Moments later, Alice came into the room, a huge smile on her face.
“The Allies have liberated SimParis.”
Cindy let out a whoop of joy, and Alice only smiled wider. “It’s so nice to hear good news, isn’t it?”
“That it is. SimParis, the city of lights, alight once more,” Cindy said, and then sighed suddenly. “Dotty
wanted so badly to see it. Maybe now she’ll get a chance. Why don’t you call her and give her the good
news?”
Alice shook her head. “She’s not exactly acting friendly towards me since…since Simmandy.”
Cindy shook her head. “She’s not exactly been acting friendly towards anyone since then. I know the loss
of Edward was a blow, but she needs to stop pushing everyone who’s trying to help her away.”
“I don’t know if that’s it,” Alice said. “If it were me in her shoes, I’d want to stay away from anyone who
reminded me of what I could no longer have.”
Cindy looked puzzled, so Alice elaborated.
“Think about it. She gets snippy at me because I still have my husband, and beyond that I have his child.
Steven and I, Steven especially, are a constant reminder of things that she’ll never get to have.”
“I suppose I understand that. But why is she pushing her father and I away?’
“In case you haven’t noticed, you and James act like a couple of lovesick teenagers most of the time. You
probably remind her that she won’t get to be that way with Edward ever again.”
Cindy sighed. “I don’t like it when my babies are hurting, and I can’t do anything about it.”
Alice thought of Steven, who was upstairs sleeping in his crib, and her heart when out to Cindy. “She’ll let
you in again, once the initial shock wears off. I’m certain of it.”
“I hope you’re right, Alice. Go ahead and make your rounds with the news; I’m sure the phone lines are
jammed so half the town hasn’t heard yet.”
* * * * *
Alice was sitting in the living room, writing to Nick, when James came in. His face was tight, and Alice
could tell he was trying to keep his emotions in check.
“Cindy home?”
“No, there’s a Red Cross meeting at the Seiffs. I went to the last one, so it was her turn to go.”
James nodded absently.
“Why? What’s wrong?”
James sank down onto the sofa. “New war tactics by the Simpanese. Apparently, just bombing and
torpedoing isn’t good enough anymore, and some of their pilots have decided to crash their planes into our
ships.”
Alice gasped. “But that’s…oh, my…I can’t…”
“Yeah, I know.”
Alice looked at him as James stared into the fireplace.
“You’re worried about Danny.”
James nodded. “I wish I knew where he was, and that he’d write more often.”
“I’m surprised he didn’t build letter writing into his daily plan.”
James let out a laugh. “Me too. Boy had every inch of his life all mapped out, and he forgets to put ‘keep
family up on what I’m doing’ on the list.”
“I’m sure he’s doing the best he can. You know how bad Nick is about writing because he’s so busy.”
“I do. Listen, don’t say anything to Cindy just yet. I’ll let her know myself, shortly. I know it’ll just make her
worry about Danny that much more.”
James got up and poked the fire. “It’s starting to get colder out there. Winter’s definitely going to come
early this year.”
Alice shivered, even though the room was warm. “Hopefully, it will be the last one Nick and Danny spend
away from home.
James nodded. “Amen to that.”
* * * * *
Nick blew on his hands, trying to warm them. It was the end of December, maybe even January, and the
woods in Simdennes were cold. Damn cold. If he’d been at home, there would be a warm fire and a pot of
hot coffee waiting for him after spending so much time outside. Here, there was only his winter uniform and
a few wool blankets to keep the chill away. For a moment, he let himself think of Alice and the farmhouse
back home. His father was probably sitting in the living room, reading the paper while his mother tried to
swipe the sections he was looking at. Alice would be on the floor, playing with the baby. Nick shook his
head slightly. The baby, as he kept referring to his son, was nearly three years old. He would be walking
and talking now. He was missing it, and the thought made him sad.
With that, Nick brought his thoughts back to the present. He reached up to adjust his helmet, feeling the
raised red cross painted on the side. That was the reason he was here, in the forest where the battle raged
and not back a few miles at the aid station where he should have been. Heavy fighting had meant heavy
casualties, and one of them had been a unit’s medic. A replacement was on the way, but he wouldn’t arrive
for a few days, and the unit couldn’t do without a medic for that long. Nick, being the lowest ranking soldier,
had drawn the short straw and had been sent forward. So far, the unit he was with had been giving more
than they had been getting. Mostly, he was making sure that the men didn’t suffer from frostbite and
hypothermia. But the forest had gotten quiet over the past few hours. Too quiet. He knew something was
coming, but not what or when.
The shell exploding caused Nick to jump. The silence of the forest was gone, replaced with gunfire, booms
of explosions, and people screaming orders. When the initial shock of the first explosion wore off, Nick
could hear that the shouting was not only in Simlish, but in Simman as well.
They were close enough to the enemy that he could hear them. He would probably be able to see them, if
he had the guts to poke his head around the tree he was hiding behind. His stomach leapt into his throat at
the thought.
“Medic! Medic!”
Nick grabbed the first aid kit he’d been given upon arrival, and sprang into action. He headed in the
direction of the cries, weaving in and out of the trees as he did so. He reached the first wounded soldier,
and his training kicked in. Sprinkle sulfur on the wound, wrap it with a compression bandage, and get a
corpsman to drag the wounded man back for transport to the aid station. He had to stop himself from doing
more than that; it was his job to simply provide the most rudimentary medical care and then let the aid
station do the real treatment. It went against nearly all of his medical training to do next to nothing, but it
was what had to be done. There were too many wounded for him to spend more than a few moments with
each of them. He could hear the battle raging on around him, but it seemed far away as he treated soldier
after soldier after soldier. As he worked his way among the fallen, he saw men that were beyond his help.
One of them, a man who barely qualified as a man – Nick was certain he hadn’t started shaving on a
regular basis yet – had a bullet wound in the center of his forehead. Muttering the prayer he often heard the
chaplain at his aid station say over the dying, he tore his eyes away from the boy and sought out the next
one who he might be able to save.
After what seemed like an eternity, he’d attended to all the men who had screamed for his attention. He
slumped behind a tree, gasping as he tried to catch his breath as the adrenaline worked its way out of his
system.
“Bradford! I need a hand!”
Nick groaned as he got up and poked his head around the tree. The corpsman was struggling to drag one
of the wounded men he’d treated back for evacuation. He hurried over to the spot, and grabbed the other
end of the stretcher. Nick’s back was to the fighting, something he knew he shouldn’t do, but he needed to
get the wounded man out of harm’s way.
“Incoming!”
A shell exploded just to Nick’s right. The force knocked him off his feet, and the world suddenly began
moving in slow motion. He was chest down in the snow, his head resting on his left ear. His helmet had
dislodged itself from his head; he could see it lying in the snow just at the edge of his line of sight. He tried
to get himself up, but his body didn’t seem to get the message from his brain. The corpsman who had been
assisting him with the wounded man knelt down by his head. Nick could see his lips moving so he knew the
man was speaking, but Nick could only hear the ringing in his ears. His eyes drifted down towards the
snow, and he could see that it was stained red with blood. His blood. He tried to move again, but all his
limbs just felt so heavy. Even though he knew that he was planted firmly on the ground, he felt as though
everything was spinning around him. Suddenly he was cold again. Very cold.
“Alice,” he whispered. Then everything went black.
* * * * *
“Damn it, Bradford, you stay with me,” the corpsman was yelling at Nick. He heard the blond man whisper
his wife’s name and close his eyes. Though he could feel the warmth of the blood trickling down his
forehead from his own head would, he grabbed Nick under the arms and dragged him back. Soon enough,
he reached the evacuation point, where he collapsed.
Two of the medical personnel rushed forward, but he brushed them away. “Worry about him,” he said,
pointing at Nick. “He’s got a wife and little boy to go home to.”
They hesitated, but quickly got to work checking Nick. The corpsman, pressing a bandage to his forehead
to quell the bleeding, caught snippets of their conversation. “Head wound,” “concussion,” “possible internal
injuries,” were just a few of the things he heard, and none of them sounded good.
“Is he going to make it?”
“Touch and go. But his pulse and breathing are strong, so that’s a good sign.”
The corpsman nodded. “Take good care of him. He saved a lot of lives today.”
He watched as they wrapped Nick up and placed him into the ambulance. He watched as the vehicle drove
away, finally allowing the two medical personnel to look at him.
“Godspeed, Bradford,” he muttered, struggling to salute the ambulance as it disappeared from sight. He
looked upward at the sky. Please, let him be okay. Let him get home to that beautiful wife of his, and their
little boy. Please.
Alice hurried to answer the knock that the door. Steven had been especially difficult to get to sleep that
night, and the last thing she needed was the inscent knocking at the door to wake him back up.
She threw the door open and froze. Standing on the other side was a man in a Simsetern Union uniform.
“Mrs. Nicholas Bradford?”
“Yes,” she automatically replied, her voice cracking.
He handed her a telegram, and tipped his cap to her. As he turned to go down the front steps, Alice
remained frozen in place, her hand still on the open door.
“Close the door, Alice,” Cindy said, coming in from the sewing room. “You’re letting all the heat out.”
When Alice didn’t move, Cindy went over and shut the door. Alice remained frozen in place, still staring at
the telegram in her hand. Cindy’s eye caught the piece of paper as well, and she too lost the ability to
move.
It was there James found them, after he’d brought in more wood for the fireplace. His eyes followed the
two women’s to the telegram, and he sprang into action. He put his arms gently around both of them, and
guided them into the living room, easing them down onto the sofa. He then knelt down in front of Alice, and
took her hands.
“Do you want me to read it?”
She blinked at him, as if seeing that he was there for the first time.
“No, I…I should do it.”
James nodded. “We’re both here for you, honey. Go ahead.”
Alice, her hands shaking, tore open the small envelope and willed her eyes to read.
A moment later, she let out a sob.
“Oh, honey,” Cindy said.
Alice shook her head. “No, he’s not dead. Only wounded. Badly, from the sound of it.”
James snatched the telegram from Alice and read aloud.
“‘Wounded in action, transported to Simland for further treatment.’ What the hell is that supposed to
mean? ”
“It means he’s alive,” Cindy breathed.
Alice nodded, trying to get her emotions in check again.
James made a face. “Not good enough. Ladies, I hate to leave you alone at a time like this, but…”
“Where are you going, James?”
“To see Sterling. He keeps using his connections to find out information about his son and future son-in-
law; it’s time for him to use them to find out about what’s going on with his nephew.”
“You can’t, James; it’s gone past time for the blackout curfew.”
James only laughed. “The number of times I’ve snuck home from Taddy or Sterling’s in the dark. Don’t
worry about me.”
“Wait until tomorrow,” Cindy pleaded.
“No, don’t!” Alice exclaimed. “Please be careful, James, but I need to know. The sooner Sterling starts
looking into it, the sooner we’ll have news.”
James nodded at Alice. He kissed Alice on the forehead, Cindy squarely on the lips, and went to grab his
coat and hat. The two women followed him into the foyer, and he winked at them as he adjusted the angle
of his hat.
“Go upstairs and watch Steven sleep for a bit; it will help settle your nerves. I’ll be back before you know
it.”
It didn’t take James long to duck along the familiar paths he’d treaded so often in his youth, and soon he
was knocking on the Alcott’s door. Sterling had pulled him inside quickly, and found out the reason for his
call. His best friend agreed to help immediately, though he did warn James that he wouldn’t be able to do
anything until the morning. James thanked him, and then hurried back to update Cindy and Alice.
The two women were in the nursery as James had suggested when he got back. Neither of them had
expected that Sterling would be able to do anything at that late hour, but knowing that he would be on it first
thing in the morning did offer them a bit of comfort. The adults went downstairs and did their best to eat
something resembling a meal, but no one really had an appetite.
It was two full days before Sterling was able to find any useful information. Even then, it was only that Alice
needed to go to Portsimouth and see someone in person. James borrowed his brother’s car, thinking that
once this whole war thing was over it would be a good idea for him to purchase one of his own, packed
Alice into and drove to the city, leaving Cindy alone to watch Steven.
Alice had to wait nearly all morning before she got to talk to the people that had the information she
needed. When she met James at the car, she relayed what she had learned.
“Knocked down and out by a Simman shell. He had surgery to repair some minor internal injuries,
including removing his spleen, and is recovering from it nicely. I guess he hit his head pretty good too, as
he also has a mild concussion. He’s in a hospital in Simland, the one he did his training at actually, and
he’ll be there until he’s cleared to return to duty.”
James let out a deep breath. “How the hell did that happen?” he asked as he helped Alice into the car.
“Apparently, since he’s the lowest ranking man in his unit, he got sent to the front lines to fill in for a medic
who was killed in action. He was helping move wounded soldiers when the shell hit.”
James shook his head. “Leave it to Nick to play the hero. I suspect you’re going to thoroughly scold him
for that in your next letter?”
“Soundly,” she agreed. “After I tell him how grateful I am that nothing more serious happened.”
* * * * *
Nick awoke for the first time without the dull headache that he’d had since the incident. He stretched, and
checked his bedside table for any letters that might have come while he was sleeping. He wasn’t
supposed to read them on his own just yet, something about not straining his eyes because of the head
injury, but when Nick saw a new letter from Alice, he picked it up and started reading it anyway.
“Doctors do make the worst patients,” the nurse said as she came into the room with a tray of food.
Nick shrugged, and was pleased that the gesture only caused minimal discomfort. “It’s from my wife.”
The nurse clucked as she snatched the letter from his hands and set the food down. “I have it on good
authority that your reading restriction is going to go away once you’ve been checked out today, so how
about behaving yourself until then? The doctor was right behind me.”
Nick grumbled, but didn’t protest the letter going back into its envelope. Sure enough, the doctor came in
moments later, a smile on his face and a small box in his hand.
“Feeling better today?”
“Much. No residual headache, and only a little pain when I move.”
“Excellent. We’ll have you walk around the ward a few times to get your strength back up slowly.”
He examined Nick quickly, and as predicted, announced that Nick could read on his own, as long as he
didn’t overdo it. Then, he handed Nick the box he’d carried in.
“What’s this?” Nick asked.
“Your Purple Heart, for being wounded in combat.”
“Oh,” Nick said, a little shocked. “Thank you.”
“No, thank you. You did a good job that day, Nick, and you helped to save a lot of lives. In fact,” the doctor
said, handing Nick several pieces of paper, “it helped this go through a little faster.”
Nick skimmed the letters over. “I don’t understand.”
The doctor sat down in the chair by Nick’s bed. “The first letter is confirming your promotion to Lieutenant,
which should have been finalized a while ago. The second is a commendation for your actions in the
Simdennes. And the third and final one is confirming your second promotion to Captain. Congratulations,
Captain Bradford.”
Nick stared blankly at the doctor. “Two promotions?”
“Yes. As I said, the first promotion was overdue, and your actions warranted a field promotion, which sped
the process up a bit.”
“Huh,” Nick said, not really knowing what else to say.
The doctor got up. “Well, I’ve got my rounds to finish. Once you’re feeling a little better, you can come with
me so your medical skills don’t get too rusty.”
“Thank you, sir.”
Nick looked over the letters a bit closer, now that he fully understood what they were about. He blushed a
little when he read the commendation, thinking that his actions weren’t nearly as heroic as everyone was
making them out to be. He was just about to start on the food the nurse had brought in when something hit
him. Nick broke into a wide grin, causing the nurse to ask what was going on.
“I outrank my younger brother now,” Nick smirked. “When I see him next, I’m going to make him salute
me.”
The nurse laughed, and ordered Nick to finish his meal.
* * * * *
Alice shook her head as she folded Nick’s latest letter up. Cindy looked up from the floor where she and
Steven were playing with his blocks, questioning.
“He asked me again if we’d heard what Danny thought of him getting made Captain.”
Cindy laughed. “Your daddy,” she said, tickling Steven’s side, “is a silly, silly man.”
“Silly Dada,” the boy replied as he squealed with laughter.
“What are you going to tell him this time?”
“I don’t know. I’m tempted to tell him to write to his brother himself and see what happens.”
Cindy laughed again. “Really, Alice. The two of them pick at each other enough without you encouraging
them.”
James came in to the rare sight of Cindy, Alice and Steven laughing, though the young boy had no idea
why he was doing so. It made James smile.
“It sounds like all of you have had a good day.”
“We have,” Cindy agreed as she kissed him hello. “You?”
“Just fine. Especially when I found out that the Simmans have withdrawn from the Simdennes forest
entirely.”
“But that means they’re basically out of SimFrance,” Alice said, proud of her newfound knowledge of
SimEuropean geography.
“Yup. Soon, we’ll be fighting on their home soil. It won’t be long now before they’re caving and
surrendering unconditionally.”
Steven looked up. “War over?”
James chuckled as he scooped his grandson up. “Not yet, buddy. But soon. And then your Daddy will
come home, your Mommy can have all the cheese she wants, your Uncle Danny will come back, I can
have twelve cups of coffee at breakfast if I want to, and maybe your Aunt Dotty won’t be such a sourpuss.”
Steven clapped. “Dada home soon!”
Alice took Steven from James, her expression clearly stating that she was not impressed with what James
had just said to her son. “But not yet, sweetie. Daddy has lots of work to do still. When he’s done, then he
will come home. And you, little man, need to get washed up before dinner. Let’s go do that now.”
Cindy wrapped her arms around James as Alice and Steven left the room. “You have to be careful with
what you say around him, James. He has no sense of time, and then he has fits because Nick hasn’t
come home yet.”
“I know. It’s just so exciting to think that the end is in sight.”
“In SimEurope, maybe. The Simpanese have shown no signs of relenting. Who knows when things over
there will be over.”
“Well, if we wrap up one front we can redouble our efforts on the other.”
“As long as it means that Nick doesn’t end up on the other half of the world; there’s talk of sending the boys
in SimEurope to the Simcific to help finish the job. I don’t like that idea at all. I want my boys home, safe,
now.”
* * * * *
Alice followed Rosalie out the room with her eyes. James had looked so defeated when he came into the
room to tell her friend that she’d needed to get home straight away. Once she could see through the open
window that Rosalie was practically running towards her home, Alice looked at James.
“Something happened to Gilbert, didn’t it?”
James nodded once. “He was killed in action on Iwo Sima.”
Alice put her hand to her mouth as she felt tears begin to slide down her cheeks. “Oh, how horrible.”
“I don’t know how Taddy will bear losing his only son.”
Alice got up. “I’m sure Aunt Calla and Rosalie won’t be up to cooking for a while. I’m going to go make
them something. Will you watch Steven for me for a bit?”
James gave his agreement, and Alice hurried off towards the kitchen. James sat down where she had
been, and smoothed the coppery hair on his grandson’s head.
“What am I going to do, little man?” he asked the sleeping toddler. He thought about his best friend, and
how proud he’d been when Gilbert was born. He thought about all the mischief Gilbert, Danny, and Howie
had gotten up to when they were younger; the three of them were almost a mirror of the friendship Taddy,
James and Sterling had had at their age. How on earth would the Seiffs, and everyone who loved them for
that matter, cope with such a gaping hole in their lives?
* * * * *
James, Taddy, and Sterling were sitting at the table in the dining room of the old farmhouse, each nursing a
glass of Scotch, each lost in his own thoughts.
“Heard from Nick lately?” Sterling asked, breaking the silence.
“Yup. Alice got a letter from him the other day. He’s headed back to his aid station, and will probably be
there for the duration.”
“That won’t be long. Simmany can’t hold out for much longer.”
James nodded. “Had a letter from Danny too. He’s finally managed to get over his seasickness. Only
took him two years.”
Sterling cracked a weak smile. “Poor kid should have figured out he wasn’t suited for ships before joining
the Navy.”
The silence returned, punctuated only by the clinking of ice against glass, or when Taddy pulled the
stopper from the decanter to refill his glass.
James and Sterling eyed their friend with concern. He was at least three drinks ahead of the two of them,
and hadn’t spoken a word all night. To be quite honest, James had been shocked that he’d accepted the
invitation at all. Taddy had hardly left his house since Gilbert had been killed in action. Rosalie had
probably forced him to leave the house that night, James reflected. But clearly, his cousin wasn’t up to
being social yet.
Sterling cleared his throat. “Howie’s still in Ausimstralia,” he offered. “I have no idea what he’s doing, but
he loves the island. Actually, from his letters I’m not sure he’s doing any Navy work at all; he only writes
about taking nurses and other girls out on the town.”
James chuckled a little bit. “That’s Howie for you. How’s Shirley doing with her riveting?”
“Top notch. Her crew put together a destroyed in five days. Nearly broke a record doing it.”
Taddy slammed his glass down on the table, sloshing its contents all over the polished wood surface. He
gave his two best friends a black look. “If you’re supposed to be cheering me up, you’re doing a shitty job.”
“Taddy, we can’t not talk about the war and how it’s affected our families,” Sterling said gently.
“It’s affected some families more than others,” Taddy spat.
James raised his eyebrows. “What do you mean by that, Taddy?”
Taddy stood up, knocking his chair back and over as he did so. “It occurs to me that I’m the only one of us
who’s lost a son to the war. Tell me, James, how is it that you send two boys off to the front lines and both
of them are still alive? And you may only have one son there, Sterling, but he’s still alive too! Why Gilbert?
Why my son? It’s not fair!”
James and Sterling quickly exchanged looks. “Taddy, my son may be alive, but he’s damn lucky that he is.
When the Simpanese torpedoed his ship, he nearly didn’t make it off before it sank. If his leg injury had
been any worse, he wouldn’t have survived either way.”
Taddy just glared at Sterling.
“And in case you’ve forgotten, I nearly lost Nick, and my family did lose Edward on D-Day.”
“Edward’s not your son,” Taddy spat.
“No, but his death practically killed my only daughter. What does that count for in your tally of things?”
James replied with just as much venom.
“It’s not the same! Gilbert was my only son! I’ll never have another one. The Seiff name died with him,”
Taddy cried, his voice breaking on the last words.
James and Sterling looked at each other, gaping. They began to get out of their chairs to comfort their
friend, but Taddy made a dismissive gesture.
“Taddy…” James began, but Taddy shot the two of them a look of disgust and stormed out of the room.
They heard the front door slam, and then the cry of Steven from being woken up by all the commotion.
“Alice and Cindy are going to have my head,” James muttered as he picked up the knocked over chair.
Sure enough, Cindy came into the dining room, hands on her hips. “What was that all about?”
Sterling looked at her sadly. “Taddy’s feeling a little miffed that he’s the only one who lost a son in the war,
and we made the mistake of trying to comfort him.”
Cindy’s angry expression softened. “Poor man. I can’t even imagine…”
“I wouldn’t have asked him over if I knew he’d make a scene and wake Steven up like that.”
Cindy went over and hugged her husband. “I know you wouldn’t have. But Taddy needs to remember his
family isn’t the only one who has suffered because of this war, even if our losses haven’t been as great as
his.”
“Hopefully he will, once the shock of the loss has dulled a bit.”
Sterling excused himself, and James sighed. “I’d better go upstairs and apologize to Alice.”
He found Alice tucking Steven back into bed. Luckily, it hadn’t taken much to coax him back into
dreamland. He crossed the nursery to join her, and kept his voice down as he spoke so he didn’t
reawaken Steven.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t realize that Taddy would lash out the way he did and storm out.”
“Poor Taddy,” Alice sighed. “He’s taking the loss of Gilbert pretty hard.”
James nodded. “It doesn’t help that Nick, Danny, Howie, and Walter for that matter have made it through
in one piece.”
Alice reached down to caress Steven’s hair. “To lose your only son so tragically. I can’t even imagine
what that must be like.”
“I hope you never have to.”
* * * * *
My dearest Nick,
Such sad news today. I can’t believe that President Roosimvelt is gone. He’d done such a fine job leading
us out of the Great Depression, and was such a steady hand guiding us and reassuring us during the
darkest days of the war. It’s a shame to think that he won’t be around to celebrate victory, when it
happens. Which, of course, I hope is very, very soon.
Your son discovered the wonders of mud yesterday. He was napping, so I carried him out while I tended
the newly-planted garden. He awoke and when my back was turned, he waddled over to the freshly tilled
dirt that I’d just watered and began to splash and play. Fortunately, no real damage was done, though
Steven was not happy about having to have a second bath.
Are you readjusting to life in the field hospital, after the glamour of Simdon? I try not to worry about you,
being closer to the action, but it’s nearly impossible. The only bit of comfort I have is that, with your
promotion, you won’t be sent forward anytime soon. (And you won’t volunteer, will you darling?)
It’s strange to think that this really might be over soon. Is it wrong that I actually let myself think about what
you coming home would be like? I hope not. I can’t wait for you to meet Steven, and for you and I to start
moving on with our lives.
All my love,
Alice
Dearest Alice,
Steven is just following along in a proud Bradford tradition of an affinity for mud. My father and Uncle
Taddy were famous for their pies, and I may have made a few myself with Shirley back in the day. I wish I
could have seen that, though I understand why you dumped him into the tub instead of getting out the
camera.
I say go ahead and let yourself dream of me coming home. I can’t wait to meet my son either, and perhaps
discuss the possibility of giving him a brother or sister (or two or three). Recent events have made that
even more of a possibility than it ever was before.
We got word that Musimlini had been captured and hanged a few days after the fact. The colonel looked
the other way while we had a bit of an impromptu party; he knew that we needed something to take our
minds off of everything that had been going on, especially as of late. The party only got more celebratory
when the reports of Hitler committing suicide in Berlsim began to trickle in. Some of the GIs who were still
recovering enough to be transported had joined us, and a few of them were disappointed that he’d taken
the coward’s way out. Me, I say dead is dead, no matter how it happened. It’s one less evil in the world,
and I can’t think of another word to describe such a person.
With their leader gone, I don’t think the Simmans will be able to hold out much longer. And then, as soon
as I can, I’ll be headed back to Simerica. Since I’ve been here since basically the beginning, I’ve got more
than enough points to get my discharge at the first opportunity. Heck, I could probably do it today if I really
pushed, but I did sign papers for the duration, and I intend on keeping that promise.
Miss you loads.
Love,
Nick
It was a pleasant day in early May – May the 8th of 1945 to be exact. James had gone off to work a few
hours ago. Cindy and Alice were busy trying to plan out the next few days worth of meals, and it became
clear that they didn’t have everything that the needed in the pantry.
“I’ll go call James and ask him to bring home a few things,” Cindy stated, but Alice shook her head.
“He won’t be able to get half of what we need without this,” she said, waving their ration coupon book in the
air. “I’ll run down to the store, pick out what we need and make James bring it home.”
The store was slower than usual, but it was still somewhat early in the day. James helped Alice pick out
the things she needed, but as he was about to cash her out he was interrupted by the ringing of the phone
in the upstairs office. He excused himself to go answer it.
Alice amused herself by looking at the magazine rack while she waited for James. She could hear his
voice drift down from upstairs, and it sounded like he was excited.
Moments later he came down the stairs, the biggest smile on his face. He paused a few steps before the
bottom, and cleared his throat.
“Excuse me, ladies and gentlemen, but I have an announcement. Yesterday, Simmany surrendered
unconditionally to the Allied forces.”
There was a collective gasp, and several people asked about the validity of the source.
“Sterling is the one who called me with the news, and he got it directly from the war department at one of
his draft board meetings this morning. Today is VE Day, and tonight we’ll celebrate. The blackout
restrictions are being relaxed just a little.”
The people assembled in the store were smiling as they hurried to pay for their purchases and leave to
pass the news along to others. James, once he was sure that the store was running smoothly, made his
way over to Alice, who was smiling as tears ran down her face.
“It’s really over,” she breathed.
“It really is. Our boy will be home soon.”
Alice buried her face in her hands, shaking her head in disbelief.
“Alice, there’s something I need you to do now.”
She looked up at James.
“The phone lines have been jammed; Sterling’s actually spent the better part of the morning trying to get
through, so Shirley doesn’t know yet. Can you run over to her house and let her and Vi know the news? I’ll
take care of the groceries.”
“Of course I can. I should stop by and let Rosalie and the Seiffs know as well before I go home. I’ll just go
tidy up my face and head straight over.”
Cindy had been over the moon when Alice came running home with the news of the surrender. At once,
she decided to break into their precious sugar stock to bake a cake to celebrate, and Alice did her part to
add to the feast by heading to the butcher and using several of their precious ration coupons to get a roast
for dinner.
After enjoying their feast, the whole family (and the whole town it seemed) headed down to the beach
where several of the teenage boys had assembled a bonfire. The Bradfords watched as their friends and
neighbors rejoiced, but they didn’t stay long. Not only was Steven up way past his bedtime, but they also
realized that while one part of the war was over, another still raged. Until Simpan surrendered as Simmany
had, they couldn’t allow themselves to truly rejoice.
* * * * *
“So Simmany will be under Allied control for the foreseeable future?” Cindy asked, trying to clarify what
James had reported at dinner.
“Yup. Heck, even the city of Berlsim is getting chopped in half, since the Simviets are staking their claim
because they got there first.”
“I’m not sure I understand what’s going to happen.”
“The Allies, meaning us and the Simviets, are each going to get a portion of Simmany to run as we see fit.
Basically, they’re chopping the country up like it was that chicken pie.”
Cindy began to point out that it wasn’t chicken in that night’s pie, but James shushed her.
“Doll, I’ve learned not to ask too many questions when it comes to the food over the past few years, so it’s
probably better that I don’t know exactly what you put into the pot pie.”
“What does Uncle Sterling think about the plan?”
James laughed. “You remember how he used to rant about the Simviets before the war? He’s even worse
now. He senses that trouble is coming with this plan, since our philosophies are so different.”
“I suppose the only thing that will tell if it works is time.”
James nodded. “It wouldn’t hurt if, now that they’re done fighting the Simmans, if the Simviets would
declare war on Simpan and help us out on that front too.”
“Well, there’s still time for that. Maybe they’re just taking stock of their resources before jumping into
things,” Cindy suggested.
“Maybe. But they better not wait too long. They are supposed to be our allies, after all, and until Simpan
surrenders, the war’s not really over for anyone.”
My dearest Nick,
The news out of SimEurope continues to make us all smile. It was so satisfying to read that the Simerican
troops, alongside their Simlish and SimFrench comrades marched into Berlsim not too long ago.
Hopefully, the process of rebuilding can begin in SimEurope soon, so that things can start to get back to
something resembling normal.
Is there any word yet on when you might be home? I know I keep asking, but I want you home. We all do,
especially since we know Danny will be a bit longer in coming.
All my love,
Alice
Alice,
Patience, woman! As soon as I can get my discharge I will, but it’s a bit too soon for that. There’s still work
to be done here.
Did you hear that the Simlish didn’t vote Simchill in for another term as their prime minster? Slap in the
face if you ask me, considering all he did for them during the war. I guess they figure it’s time for someone
new to lead them in peacetime. Still, it’s a crap move.
You know, it’s been nearly a month since you sent me pictures of Steven. Send some along; I’m sure he’s
grown since then.
Love,
Nick
As things in SimEurope was being finalized and formalized, the war continued to rage on in the Simcific.
That meant the Bradfords, while relieved that Nick was now no longer in the middle of things, still worried
about Danny who was. The Simpanese had vowed to fight until the last man, and everyone was bracing
themselves for what that would mean when the Allies got close enough to launch an invasion of the
Simpanese mainland.
Before it came to that, the newspapers came bearing news that would forever change the world.
“The force of 20,000 tons of TNT,” James said with a low whistle. “Now that’s a bomb.”
Alice frowned, and picked Steven up and carried him out of the room.
“What was that all about?”
Cindy looked at James pointedly. “You know she doesn’t like to have him hear war news, especially things
like this. She’s afraid it will give him nightmares.”
Sure enough, when Alice came back into the room a moment later without Steven she gave James a look.
“Do you really think he understands any of this stuff?”
“That’s not a chance I’m willing to take,” she replied.
James turned his attention back to the paper. “Well, it’s not like we didn’t give them fair warning. The
President outlined what would happen if the Simpanese chose not to surrender.”
“But it wasn’t a purely military target. Civilians will be casualties,” Alice pointed out.
“The town was an army center,” James replied.
“Innocent lives were still lost,” she retorted. “Do they have any idea what kind of impact it had?”
“No. There’s too much smoke in the air still for our planes to get a clear picture, and even though the
Simpanese admit to damage we can’t rely on their reports.”
Alice shivered. “I don’t like it. A bomb with much indiscriminate power doesn’t strike me as a good thing.”
Several days later, when word came that a second atomic bomb had been dropped on another Simpanese
city, Alice was no happier.
“Another one? The first one destroyed more than half of the city and wiped out its entire population. How
many lives will be lost this time?”
“How many lives will be saved because Simpan ends up surrendering because of this? You’ve read the
reports of how they defended the territory they claimed; can you imagine the carnage if we stormed their
mainland?”
Alice shuddered. “But the way the bombs kill is so horrible. People incinerated, burned beyond
recognition. Civilians, James, not soldiers. Children, like Steven. Did they deserve that?”
James hesitated. “No, they didn’t. But their leaders should have realized what would happen to its citizens
if they didn’t surrender. If you want to get mad at someone, get mad at them for their hubris.”
Alice sighed. “I hope this is the last one. Too many people have died already.”
A week later, Simsfield got the best news possible. The Bradfords were sitting in the living room, listening
to the radio as they often did, when a newscaster broke into the game show they were enjoying.
“We interrupt this broadcast to bring you breaking news. From the Simerican National News desk in New
Sim City, reports from Simpan Radio indicate that acceptance of surrender terms offered by the Allies will
be coming soon.”
Everyone looked up at the radio, but no one moved. Two days ago, they’d heard a similar announcement,
and it had turned out to be false. In the rush to be the first to report the surrender, a few of the broadcast
networks had taken to reporting rumors instead of fact.
The radio squawked again. “We are now broadcasting to you directly from the grounds of the White House
in Washsimton. You heard the news flash a few moments ago. We can now report with the utmost of
certainty that it is true. The Simpanese offer of unconditional surrender is official, and it has been
accepted.”
Alice and Cindy shrieked and began to cry, while shouted (though his eyes were suspiciously bright as
well). The women hugged, and James scooped up Steven who had been playing quietly with his bear and
was now looking at the adults as if they had gone crazy.
“It’s over,” Alice breathed. “I can’t believe it’s over.”
“Nor I,” Cindy said, wiping at her eyes without a care for her makeup.
“You know what this means?” James said with a smile.
“Dada coming home!” Steven announced proudly, and everyone laughed.
“Yes, you little imp,” Alice said as she took her son from James and snuggled him close. “Your Daddy will
be coming home. And your Uncle Danny, Uncle Walter, and Uncle Bruce, and a whole lot of other people.”
“And rationing will end,” James said with a grin. “I can have my coffee, Cindy can have her sugar for
cakes, and you can have all the cheese you want.”
The family settled back down to listen to the President address the nation about the surrender. They were
a bit disappointed to hear that a formal proclamation of victory would not be made until the signing of the
surrender terms, but it didn’t stop them from planning the celebrations they would have when it happened.
For the first time, they made plans for homecomings. James proposed a family trip up to the cabin in the
mountains, while Cindy did her best to figure out how she would make all of Nick’s favorite foods with
rations still in place. Alice said little, but she kept Steven firmly on her lap despite his squirmy protests.
The thought that Nick was finally coming back to her was almost more than she could take.
* * * * *
Two weeks later, when the formal surrender of Japan was signed, the small town of Simsfield went a bit
mad. Blackout restrictions were forgotten as the town gathered on Simsfield beach for another bonfire, this
one complete with fireworks that someone had been saving for many years.
Steven hadn’t liked the booms of the fireworks, so Alice took him home and Cindy had gone with her,
claiming that she was getting too old for such shenanigans. James had lingered, enjoying watching the joy
on everyone’s faces. For nearly four years, he’d seen so many of those faces in the store with various
levels of anguish upon them, and it was nice to see all that vanish with the swipe of a pen.
“James?”
He turned to see Taddy, looking rather uncomfortable.
“Yes?”
“I know it’s probably too late, but I wanted to apologize for losing my temper with you and Sterling. I…I was
wrong to suggest that because I was the only one who lost a son that I was the only one who suffered. I
know that both you and Sterling went through different kinds of hell during the war, and I shouldn’t have
discounted that.”
James moved closer to his best friend. “Taddy, I never blamed you; I knew it was the grief talking. Sterling
and I could have been a bit more sensitive too.”
Taddy snorted. “Sensitive isn’t in your vocabulary, James.”
“No, it’s not,” he admitted.
They smiled at each other.
“We okay?” Taddy asked.
“We’re okay,” James said. “And I am really sorry about Gilbert.”
“Thanks, James.”
* * * * *
Cindy sighed as she folded Danny’s letter back into its envelope. “His unit’s been assigned as part of the
occupying force. So he won’t be home anytime soon.”
“That’s too bad,” Alice said. “Though in the end it might be the best thing. No need for Nick and Danny to
get into a contest over who needs to salute whom.”
Cindy laughed. “I suppose not. Goodness knows they were always a bit competitive. Though with Danny
still in, there’s a chance he’ll get promoted before he comes home, and then where will we be?”
“Hopefully by that point, Nick will have long forgotten about such things and be fully immersed in his duties
at the hospital.”
“Oh, I doubt it, if I know my boys. Speaking of that, any word from Nick yet?”
“He should be stateside by now at one of the separation centers. It should only take a few days once he’s
there to get his discharge processed. I’m hoping to hear from him soon so we know exactly when to
expect him.”
The phone rang, and Alice got up to answer it. She hurried to the foyer, as she didn’t want the ringing to
waken Steven from his afternoon nap.
“Hello?”
“Alice?”
She nearly dropped the phone. “Nick?”
“Hello, sweetheart.”
She choked back tears of joy. “Where are you?”
“At the separation center, south of New Sim City.”
“You’re so close!”
“I know. Listen, my paperwork’s getting finalized tomorrow, but not in time for any of the trains to take me
home. So I’ll be taking the first train to Simsfield the day after that.”
Alice squeaked. “You’ll be home the day after tomorrow!”
“Yes, I will. Can you all meet me at the train station in Simsfield?”
“Of course we can! But why don’t you just get off the train in Portsimouth? That way Dotty can be there
too.”
“Are you sure? It’s a bit more trouble to get into the city for you, I know.”
“We’ll borrow Uncle Cyrus’ car; we’ve done it a few times before. Please, Nick. It will get you to us that
much faster.”
“You know I can’t say no to you. Okay. Portsimouth it is then. The train leaves here at seven in the
morning, so that should put it into Portsimouth around eleven.”
“We’ll be there.”
“Good. I’ve got to go, as there’s a line a mile long behind me of guys making travel arrangements.”
“I understand, darling. We’ll see you soon. I love you.”
“I love you, too. See you the day after tomorrow.”
Alice hung up the phone and turned to see Cindy standing there, radiant with joy. “Nick’s coming home
Thursday?”
“He is. His discharge will be done tomorrow at some point, so he’s waiting to take the train Thursday
morning because he can’t depend being able to get all the way back Wednesday.”
“That’s so soon. Come on, we’ve got a ton of work to do before then.”
Thursday morning bright and early, James, Cindy, Alice and Steven piled in to Cyrus’ car and drove into
the city. At the train station, Dotty met them. Things between her and the family had been a little rocky
since D Day, but as of late Dotty seemed to have made her peace with the events that had changed her life
so dramatically.
“Besides,” she said in her old joking voice, “just because my story didn’t have a happy ending doesn’t
mean that I need to begrudge everyone whose does.”
Alice had hugged Dotty at that moment. “I’m glad that you’ve come to see that.”
As it got closer to eleven, the train platform filled with people who were also waiting for their soldiers to
come home. Alice cursed her average stature, as she couldn’t see as far down the platform as she would
have liked. James, however, towered above the crowd and was able to report on what was going on.
Eleven came and went, and Alice’s face fell. “It’s late.”
Cindy patted her arm, even though the tension in her face was clear. “It’s probably held up a little because
of homecoming festivities at the other stations. I’m sure we’ll hear an announcement of its arrival
momentarily.”
“Bad train!” Steven announced from where he was snuggled in his Aunt Dotty’s arms.
“It is a bad train,” Alice agreed. “But I’m sure it will…”
The loudspeaker crackled, announcing the imminent arrival of the 11:05 from New Sim City. Moments
later, a train whistle sounded. The Bradfords all smiled, and Steven squirmed with excitement.
“Dada coming home!”
“Yes, he is. And you, young man, need to stop being so wiggly.”
“I want down. I can walk,” he insisted.
“I know you can. But there are too many people here, and they’re not paying attention. The last thing we
need today is for you to get lost, or squished.”
Steven pouted, but he stopped his squirming once he had settled himself into a comfortable position.
“Good boy,” Dotty praised.
The train pulled into the station, and its doors opened to allow a steady stream of men in khaki uniforms to
spill out. James scanned the crowd as he watched for Nick, and soon a huge smile crossed his face. He
stood on his toes and waved his arms, and was soon rewarded with a man near the far end of the platform
waving back.
Alice followed James’ gaze, and soon she saw her husband making his way towards their group. James
could feel the excitement radiating off of her, and he gave her a small push forward.
“Go ahead. It’s you he really wants to see first. We’ll catch up in a moment.”
Alice did not need to be told twice.
She elbowed her way down the platform, and soon she and Nick were standing in front of each other. No
words were spoken as they crashed into each other’s arms. Nick pressed his nose into Alice’s hair and
inhaled deeply.
“You smell like home.”
Alice couldn’t help laughing as she pulled back slightly to look Nick in the eye. He smiled at her, and she
smiled back.
“Why are you crying?” Nick asked.
“Am I? I guess it’s because I’m so happy to see you.”
“You have no idea how happy I am to see you.”
James cleared his throat, causing Nick and Alice to pull apart. Nick turned, and saw the rest of his family
smiling back at him. Cindy was the first of the group to go forward, and she hugged Nick tightly. James
patted Nick on the shoulder, and then Dotty, who had passed Steven back to his mother, had her turn at
hugging Nick.
At last, Nick turned to the one member of the party who he’d not yet met. Alice smiled as she handed the
redheaded boy to his father for the first time.
“This is Steven. Steven, this is your daddy.”
The two looked at each other for a moment. Then Steven squealed and squirmed excitedly.
“Dada!”
Nick hugged the little boy tight as he felt the tears building in his own eyes.
“Son.”
Dinner at the Bradfords that night was something of a party. The Alcotts and the Seiffs came over, bringing
dishes that helped make the meal like one before the days of rations. Nick was the center of attention, and
Alice, Cindy and Steven seemed incapable of letting him out of their sights.
Everyone seemed to enjoy themselves, even if Taddy and Calla’s smiles often looked as though they were
forced. Rosalie wasn’t there, as she was playing the “too pregnant to be out in public” card, but no one
seemed to mind. Shirley was her usual irreverent self, and Viola was complaining loudly to anyone who
would listen that Howie had gone and gotten married to an Ausimtralian girl. All in all, it felt like a family
gathering they might have had before the war.
The only person who really didn’t seem to be enjoying herself was Dotty, but Nick was the only one who
noticed when she slipped out the back door to sit by herself in the garden. Nick supposed that the constant
condolences she was still getting wore on her nerves. He didn’t want to let his little sister sit alone for too
long, so he whispered to Alice that he was stepping outside for a bit of air.
He joined her on the old bench, and they’d talked, really talked, for what was probably the first time in their
lives. Nick was shocked to find out that Dotty had grown up so much, and that she could really understand
what he’d gone through, after seeing the aftermath of war staring back at her in the form of one of her
patients in hospital bed for so many months.
The celebration could have gone well into the night, but when Nick became unable to disguise his yawns
the guests quietly said their goodbyes. Steven had dropped off long ago, but Nick went to tuck him in
before he went to get ready for bed himself.
Though Alice’s come-hither look suggested that she was hoping for more than just sleeping that night (and
if he was being quite honest with himself, Nick was hoping for that as well), he was exhausted. The
reunited couple had to be content with snuggling together as they drifted to sleep, happier than either of
them had been in a long time.
Alice awoke in the predawn, alone. As it was something she’d grown used to in the past few years, it didn’t
alarm her at first until she noticed the covers on Nick’s side were pushed back and she remembered that
he was home.
She hurried out of bed and went to look for him. She was pretty sure that she knew where he was, and her
instinct was spot-on. Nick was in the nursery, watching Steven as he slept.
“You’re up early,” she said.
“Force of habit,” he replied. “I imagine it’ll be a while before I can sleep in a bit. I didn’t wake you, did I?”
“No. At first I didn’t even miss you, because I wasn’t awake enough to realize that you were home.”
Nick chuckled silently, and then his stomach rumbled.
“Come on, I’ll make you breakfast.”
Breakfast was a merry affair. Cindy and Alice fussed over Nick like mother hens, while James gave him
looks of sympathy in between reading the headlines of the paper. Steven had insisted on sitting on Nick’s
lap once he was done with his mush, and Nick had slipped him tiny bites of his omelet or toast with jam
when the womenfolk weren’t looking.
When Alice took Steven to wash the remnants of jam from his face (giving Nick a look as she did so),
James turned to his son.
“I’m sure that Sterling would be happy to take you into the city with him in the next few days if you want to
apply for a position at the hospital. Or were you planning on starting your own practice here in town?”
“Neither.”
James blinked. “So all that work and you don’t want to be a doctor after all?”
Nick laughed. “No, I’m going to be a doctor, but not at a hospital in Portsimouth and not in my own
practice, not just yet any way. Dotty mentioned to me last night that they’re building a hospital here in
Simsfield; she’s actually thinking of applying for a transfer, and that sounds just about right for me as well.”
“That does sound good,” James admitted. “But it’ll be a while before it’s done. What will you do until
then?”
“Well, someone last night mentioned something about a family trip up to our cabin, and I think that would
be just fine. As long as we’re back before Shirley and Walter get married.”
Alice came back into the room then, and deposited Steven back into his father’s lap. “Because the
Simmans will look like kittens compared to Shirley if you miss her wedding.”
A shadow crossed Nick’s face, though no one but his father seemed to notice. He recovered quickly.
“That’s right. And after that, it will be time for Thanksgiving, and then Christmas and New Year’s. The
hospital should be hiring by then, and with any luck I’ll be working before the snow’s gone. If I get bored, I
can always pick up a per diem shift at the hospital where Dotty works; she told me so last night.”
“Well, now that that’s settled, should I make arrangements for us to head north in a few days?” James
asked.
“What do you say, Steven?” Nick replied. “Want to go up to the mountains with Daddy?”
Steven squealed his consent, and James went off to buy the family train tickets.
The week in the mountains was everything the family had hoped for. It gave Nick a chance to get to know
his son better, and for him to get reacquainted with his wife as well. Cindy had never actually been to the
cabin before, and she instantly fell in love with the quaint mountain town where it was situated.
Still, all was not perfect. James, always an early riser, noted that Nick, who had never been a morning
person, was always up before him, no matter how late it was when the young man had gone to bed.
James also noticed that the dark circles under his son’s eyes hadn’t gone away. The morning before they
were due to leave, James awoke to see that Nick was sitting on the porch of the cabin, staring off blankly
into the cool, grey morning. After fixing a cup of coffee for each of them, James joined Nick on the porch.
“Thanks,” Nick replied as he accepted the mug.
The two men sat quietly, sipping their coffee. Soon James had finished his, and he set his mug down.
“Want to talk about it?”
“Talk about what?”
“Whatever it is that’s bothering you.”
“Who says something’s bothering me?”
“Nick, you never were very good at hiding your emotions. Besides, you’re my son. I can tell when
something’s bothering you.”
Nick said nothing, but his shoulders slumped a bit.
“Did something happen while you were overseas?”
“A lot of things happened, Dad.”
“Look, Nick, I think I get it. You don’t want to burden us with the stuff you saw. But it’s eating away at you.
You need to let it out sometime, or it’s going to destroy you.”
Nick sighed, and let his head fall back against the chair. “It was towards the end. We got called forward as
a unit because one of the army companies had come across one of the Simzi concentration camps.”
James had heard about the horrors of such camps on the radio, and read about them in the papers as well,
so he knew without Nick saying anything more how deeply what he would have seen had shaken Nick to
his core.
“It wasn’t so much all the death – though the evidence of what happened there was all too visible. Or even
that they used innocent people for horrific medical experiments against their consent, though that was
pretty terrible too. The worst part was that all those poor people were snatched from their homes for no
other reason than they didn’t fit into what the Simzi’s idea of what a Simman should be, stuffed into a camp
built for a tenth of the number that should have been there, and made to suffer unspeakable torture and
brutalities to the point where death must have been a welcome relief. So many people, Dad, and it wasn’t
just that one camp. They were all over Simman-occupied SimEurope. No, that’s not the worst part. The
worst part…the worst part…the worst part was that the villagers in town that you could see from the camp
gates claimed that they had no idea what was going on, so they did nothing. NOTHING, Dad. They just
stood by and let hundreds of thousands of people die for no good reason. They just let it happen.”
James reached out and put his hand on Nick, who had slumped forward at the end of his rant. The older
man’s heart broke for his son.
“It’s enough to make any man angry.”
“Angry? Dad, for the first time in my life I actually wanted to kill someone, starting with the Simman
soldiers who ran the camp. It’s probably a good thing that the army company that liberated the camp took
care of that before they called the medical folks in.”
“Were you at least able to help anyone?”
Nick shrugged. “I have to think so or I’d go crazy. So many of the patients I saw were so broken that there
wasn’t a lot to be done. It just eats at me to think that this didn’t have to happen.”
James just nodded, and the two men lapsed back into silence.
“You know, Nick,” James said eventually, as the sun began to rise, “not everyone did nothing. There were
a lot of people in the countries that got invaded that risked a lot to get people the Simzis wanted to harm to
safety.”
Nick nodded. “I heard that. Still, it’s hard not to get mad at people, Simericans included, for standing by for
so long and letting things get so bad.”
“I can’t disagree with you there, son. But I’ve got to ask, do you feel any better for having gotten that out?”
Nick looked like he wanted to disagree, but then he nodded once. “I can’t talk to Alice about that stuff; it
would upset her too much.”
“I understand. If I were in your shoes, I wouldn’t want to talk to your mother about such things either. But
son, know that I’m here for you if you need me.”
“Thanks, Dad.”
“Don’t mention it. Now, I’m sure our lovely wives and your charming son are going to be getting up soon,
so let’s surprise them by making breakfast. I can still make a mean stack of pancakes.”
“I remember those pancakes on mornings when Mom had morning sickness with Dotty and Danny,” Nick
smiled. “They were pretty good.”
“Then let’s get to it. Pancakes don’t make themselves.”
Cindy and Alice were pleasantly surprised by the pancakes, and since Steven enjoyed anything sticky they
were a big hit with him as well. The fact that Nick seemed closer to his old self did not go unnoticed by
anyone, but no one said anything in front of him out of fear of reversing whatever had happened.
When Alice brought the dirty plates into the kitchen where James was cleaning up the mess they’d made of
the stove, she smiled at him.
“What?” he asked.
She’d wrapped her arms around him tightly, but said nothing more. Just as quickly as she’d hugged him,
she’d walked out of the room.
Cindy went in after Alice left, and kissed James on the cheek.
“You too?” he asked.
“Yup,” she said. “Whatever you said to Nick this morning, thank you. The man that came back to us
wasn’t my son, but your conversation brought him back somehow.”
“I hate to tell you, doll, but Nick’s never going to be the same person he was before he left.”
“I know that,” Cindy sighed. “But the gap between the two isn’t so great anymore. Hopefully, being home
with the people he loves will help even more.”
“I hope that too, doll.”
* * * * *
The next few months were exactly as Nick had hoped. He relaxed with his family, and enjoyed the
holidays. For the first time in a while, they celebrated Thanksgiving with much to be thankful for as a
family. Christmas actually felt like Christmas, with Nick’s homecoming coupled with Steven’s budding
understanding of Santa Claus. And the Bradfords rang in the New Year with the kind of hope and optimism
that a new year should have. Nick was hired at the hospital and he found that he really enjoyed working
there.
The Bradford family was expanding as well. Alice was due with their second child in early summer, and
Nick divided his free time between pampering her and serious father-son time with Steven. The happy
future he’d imagined with her was coming true, and Nick couldn’t wait to see what the coming years would
bring.
Still with me? I’m shocked after such an epically long chapter. So, was it worth it?
You’ll probably remember that I said I randomized the deaths. I wish I’d taken a screenshot of the
randomizer, because it would have come in handy now. So, the way the statistics I figured out based on
actual casualty statistics from the war had 2 people dying, and 4 wounded. Therefore, the first two on the
randomizer’s list would be the deaths, and the next four would be the wounded, in declining order of
severity.
Nick was #3 on the list.
I honestly didn’t know whether to be relieved or upset. Because Nick dying would have been great for plot.
Especially considering that their firstborn was a boy. But I love Nick and Alice, and I wanted them to have
lots more babies, so I’m happy that he’s sticking around.
The list went, for those who are interested:
1) Gilbert (*sobs*)
2) Dotty’s Husband (*more sobs*)
3) Nick
4) Howard
5) Nancy Phoenix’s husband (which will never actually be mentioned in any chapter)
6) Someone else’s husband who will factor into Dotty’s chapter (it’s a minor character, I swear, so don’t go
getting all worried)
I did the best I could to read firsthand accounts of the war and research the facts so I could make the
chapter as true to history as I could. But there’s only so much information I can get, so there are some
things that are just how I wanted them to be. Like Nick finishing his medical training in the army. I found
one firsthand account of someone who had all but finished medical school finishing his training in the army,
but not a lot of details of how it worked. So I filled in the blanks with my imagination. (That account also
mentioned that what the doctor did until D Day consisted mainly of VD checks, but I could not bring myself
to make Nick do that when he blushes at the mere though of woohoo).
It was also very difficult to work some of the events of World War II into a Sims story with the restrictions
the game puts on things. If I didn’t feel I could do something justice within the confines of the game, I didn’t
try to film it. This may be the easy way out, but I couldn’t do this half-assed. That’s why things like the
Holocaust and the atomic bombs are only mentioned in passing. It might be the easy way out, but as I
said, if I didn’t think I could do it justice, I wasn’t going to try.
Credits
Loads of extras again this time. From left to right, thanks to:
Cait for Blue O’Leary, Liz for Asher Norrington, Di for Robert Legacy, Cait again for John Austen, and Ang
for Quinn and Zane Devereaux.
Dotty’s chapter’s up next. You’ll get to hear a bit more about the dashing Lt. Edward Haywood then, and
how the war changed her life. Then onto Danny’s chapter, and we’ll be back to regular legacy storytelling.
I can’t wait!
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The Bradford Legacy - Chapter 29 Part III

  • 1.
    It’s the chapteryou’ve all been waiting for: Alice and Nick’s war chapter. I know that I’m glad to have this out finally so that I don’t need to be so veiled in all of my conversations about what happens next. If you choose to read only one of the war chapters, this should be the one as it’s the one that will move the plot of the main family forward. For all the War Chapters, the warnings are the same: language, subject matter, and character casualties. War is not pretty, so there are parts of these chapters that will deal with difficult subjects. I think that’s all. Please enjoy Part Three of Chapter 29: The War Years.
  • 2.
    Nowadays, people liketo refer to my generation as the Greatest Generation. I’ve never really liked that term. So many generations of Simericans did so many great things. What was it about my generation that made us so special? Yes, our formative years took place with the shadow of the Great Depression over us, and we came of age under the darkness of a world war the likes of which had never been seen before. But why does that makes us special? There were jobs to be done, and we did them. It’s as simple as that as far as I’m concerned. Perhaps we get such praise because the younger generations are more selfish. Perhaps it’s because of the nostalgia and romanticism of that era. I suppose it doesn’t really matter in the long run.
  • 3.
    But I digressfrom the original purpose of my writings. Even if I don’t feel that my generation deserves to be called the Greatest, I do believe that we have stories that should be told and heard. Stories of love and loss. Stories of sacrifice. Stories of bravery. Stories that have happy endings, and some that sadly do not. Because of that, I asked my family and friends to share their stories about their experiences during the war years, so that our children and grandchildren might have a better understanding of why we became who we are. It was not easy for us to share our stories. There was so much pain and sorrow, more than some should have to bear in their lifetimes. But even with all that strife, when the war ended we managed to be happy again sometimes. It was not the same happiness we’d known in our childhood; it was sweeter somehow, as if we’d earned that right through the shedding of our blood and tears.
  • 4.
    I do hopethat those who read this gain a greater appreciation and understanding of what we did and saw. Perhaps we are the Greatest Generation after all – as we have some of the greatest stories to share. Alice K. Bradford September 2, 1950
  • 5.
    Dear Alice, I’ve arrivedat basic training in one piece, though I’m not sure how much longer I’ll be able to say that. They’re running us pretty ragged, with early mornings, lots of physical activity, and military training. I think my platoon (is that the right word? It’s what all the other outfits are called, so I’m going to use it) is getting off a little easy because we’re all headed to medical units of some sort, so we aren’t going to be soldiers in the same way the infantry men are. But there’s still a lot for us to learn, just in case. I’m hoping these next eleven weeks go by fast, because I’m looking forward to putting the military part of the training behind me, and getting back to my medical training. I’m sure that there’s a lot I can learn, once I get into a hospital. How are you and Mom holding up? I can’t wait to hear from you, and about all the goings-on back in Simsfield. I know you and everyone else will write often. I miss you terribly, but I know I made the right decision by joining up. Just think, I’ll be able to hang up my doctor’s shingle once this is all over. Which I hope is soon. All my love, Nick
  • 6.
    My darling Nick, Yourletter letting us know that you arrived at training safely has already been read nearly to tatters. Between me, your mom and dad, and Dotty, it’s been read at least twenty times. I know that you’ll be busy, but I hope that you keep writing as often as you can. A lot has happened since you left. Rosalie dropped out of college, and she and Bruce were married. Since I had the audacity to get married before her, I was denied the privilege of being one of her bridesmaids. That left poor Shirley to do it, and I swear that Rosalie picked out the pinkest and frilliest dress she could for her to wear. The wedding was lovely, but it would have been even lovelier if you were there to share a dance or two with me. She and Bruce have settled in Portsimouth for the time being. Dotty’s headed off to college, as has Shirley. I feel bad leaving Shirley all alone to fend for herself, but I made Dotty promise that she’d make sure to keep an eye on her and make sure she wasn’t moping too badly. I’ll have to make a point of meeting up with her every now and then when I visit Rosalie.
  • 7.
    Danny headed offfor his basic training, and then he’ll be off to Naval Officer Training School. He’ll be somewhere stateside for a year after he finishes his basic training, something that has your mom quite relieved. After that, he’s not sure where he’ll be assigned but I think he’s hoping it’s somewhere in the middle of the action. He didn’t say that in front of your parents, of course, but I’ve learned to read him a bit.
  • 8.
    I’ve kept busy,helping your mother with the garden, your father with the material drives that he’s helping to organize, and the like. It helps the days go by a little faster when I’m busy. There’s talk of getting a Red Cross Production Corps organized here in Simsfield, and if it does I’ll join up with that as well. I’m determined to be a good, dutiful little war wife and do my part to support you boys who are going off to fight the good fight. It’s getting late, and I need to think about getting the blackout curtains pulled down. Since we’re on the East Coast, everyone’s being very vigilant about things like that. They even covered the gold-leafed statehouse dome with black! Can you imagine! Stay safe, my darling, and I’ll see you soon. All my love, Alice
  • 9.
    Dear Alice, I’m halfwaydone basic now, and I’ve never been more relieved in my life. It’s exhausting, that’s what it is. I suppose it’s good training for being a doctor in some ways, as for my first few years I’ll be working long hours at odd times. Of course, it won’t be nearly as physical as basic is, but I think you get the idea. We don’t get much news here on what’s going on with the war, so if you can write some of it I’d appreciate it. Not sure if any of it will make it through the censors, but if you’re writing about victories I’d think they’d want us to know to keep our moral up. I’m sorry this is so short, but all I want to do right now is sleep. Thank everyone for writing so much; it’s great to hear from you all. I’m sorry I’m not nearly as good at keeping up my end of the correspondence. Love, Nick
  • 10.
    Dearest Nick, Don’t youworry one bit about short letters. As long as you write regularly so that we know you’re doing okay, we’ll be happy. And don’t feel as though you have to reply to all the letters we’re sending; just send one here, and everyone will read it at some point. I can understand what you’re feeling about being tired all the time. I think I’ve been overdoing it a bit with all my war work, as I’ve been so exhausted as of late. I’ve cut back a bit and it’s helped, but there’s so much to be done that I can’t help myself sometimes. Your mother keeps an eye on me though, and I suspect she’s been refusing some invitations on my behalf. I don’t mind, though. I have a hard time saying no when it comes to the war effort.
  • 11.
    You asked forsome news of the war, and in keeping with your theory of victorious news getting through, I’ll let you know that the Simericans launched an air attack on SimEurope that hit most of its targets. It was big news in the papers here, and everyone was quite pleased. Now that more men have finished their training and are headed in that direction, I’m certain there will be more stories like that to follow soon. I’m trying to convince your mother to let me plant some lilacs near the front door; my aunt had some and I always liked them. They smell so pretty in the spring, and I think they’d be a nice addition to the landscaping. I’m afraid my letter to you is rather short, dearest, but I’m tired so I’m going to head to bed. I hope you have a good night’s sleep, darling. All my love, Alice
  • 12.
    Alice rested herforehead against the cool porcelain of the sink. She’d been feeling just awful as of late, to the point where she could barely remember what it felt like to be well. It had started out with the exhaustion, and then the nausea and vomiting had started. James and Cindy had noticed, though James seemed more worried than Cindy had, as he fussed over her like there was no tomorrow. Cindy had just gone about her business as normal, but once and a while Alice would catch her mother-in-law looking at her with a sly smile. Her thoughts were interrupted by a soft knock on the bathroom door. When she called out permission, Cindy came into the room.
  • 13.
    “Still not feelingwell, honey?” Alice shook her head. “I think I should go see the doctor.” Cindy nodded, that strange smile on her face. “Get yourself dressed, and I’ll take you.” “Thank you.” “Not a problem, honey. I’ll be downstairs when you’re ready.”
  • 14.
    James looked upfrom the newspaper he was reading as Alice and Cindy opened the front door. He listened to them chatter in the foyer as they hung up their coats and hats. “Thank you again, Cindy. I think I’m going to go lie down for a bit before dinner.” “If you need anything, holler,” Cindy replied. James heard the click of her heals as she walked across the tiled floor, and he smiled at her when she joined him in the living room.
  • 15.
    “How’d things goat the doctor?” he asked after she leaned over to give him a quick kiss. “Just fine,” she replied as she sat next to him and picked up a section of the paper he’d discarded. “Are you planning on elaborating on that?” he asked. “Poor Alice has been sick as a dog for the past week.” “The doctor confirmed what I suspected, and I need to take her into Portsimouth soon to make an appointment with one of the military doctors there.”
  • 16.
    “Why? What’s wrong?”he asked, not bothering to hide the worry in his voice. “James, think about it. She’s been throwing up, constantly tired, and irritable. What do you think is going on?” James slowly turned the facts over in his mind. “How long since Nick’s been gone?” Cindy fought back a smile. “Two months tomorrow.”
  • 17.
    James’ jaw dropped.“Holy shit, I’m going to be a grandfather!” Cindy threw back her head and laughed. “Yes, you are.” “But I’m not old enough to be a grandfather.” “James, you’re old enough to have a son who’s off fighting in the war, which means you’re old enough to be a grandfather. On the other hand, I’m nowhere near old enough to be a grandmother.” “Sure you’re not, doll. I’d suggest that the bottle of peroxide you keep under the sink to hide your grey hair would suggest otherwise.” “I see my bottle of peroxide, and raise you your well-developed hat collection to hide your receding hairline.”
  • 18.
    James chuckled ashe put his arm around her. “Face it, doll. We’re not as young as we once were. And we’re the same age, so if one of us is old enough to be a grandparent…” “…the other is too, I know.” “Is Alice really okay?” Cindy nodded. “Then why take her to see a different doctor in the city?” “Because as the pregnant wife of a soldier, she’s entitled to free medical care. Once the doctor there confirms the pregnancy, he’ll give us the paperwork to give to the doc here in town so we don’t have to go into the city for every little thing.”
  • 19.
    James nodded. “Nick’sgoing to be beside himself when he finds out.” “If he’s not kicking himself for not being able to be here with her. I can’t imagine going through that without you there to support me.” “Well, you and I will just have to do our best to fill that role. It won’t be the same, of course, but we’ll do what we can.” “James Bradford, behind that gruff exterior is nothing but a big teddy bear.” “Only where my girls are involved,” he said, squeezing her shoulder.
  • 20.
    My darling Nick, Iscarcely know how to tell you this, but I suppose the best way is to just come out with it. I’m going to have a baby. You’ll be a father by midsummer. I was pretty shocked myself. Your mother has been looking at me funny for the past few weeks, and I’ve wondered why but now I know. I think she knew I was in the family way before I did. Both of your parents have been wonderful so far. Your mother’s done her best to cook things that keep my morning sickness down (why do they call it morning sickness, almost-doctor husband of mine, when it comes at all hours of the day?), and your father won’t let me lift anything heavier than a piece of paper. It’s very sweet, but I’m sure novelty will wear off soon enough.
  • 21.
    Rosalie’s moved backin with your Uncle Taddy and Aunt Calla now that Bruce’s draft number’s come up. I promised to help her organize the Red Cross here in Simsfield (I guess she was very active in the one in Portsimouth), but I think the baby may be an excuse for me to take on a smaller role than I would have otherwise. It’s not that I don’t want to help, but even I can only take so much of Rosalie. Your mother’s been coaxed out of retirement to do a few small concerts in town in support of War Bond sales. I’m supposed to accompany her on the piano, but if I’m not feeling up to it she says that she’ll find someone else to do it. I hope that I will be; your mother has such a lovely voice and it’s a real honor to be considered a good enough piano player to be worth of playing for her.
  • 22.
    As far asnews of the war goes, the biggest thing to report is that the Simmans have begun laying siege to the city of Simingrad. I hope the Simviets can hold out; your Uncle Sterling seems to think it will be quite demoralizing to the Simmans if that happens. Then again, he’s wary of the Simviets, even if they are our allies. He still rants about them a bit, as he did when I worked for him at his law office. It’s getting late here, and I’m tired, so I’m going to end this here. Take care, darling. I miss you so very much. All my love, Alice
  • 23.
    Nick read Alice’slatest letter over, his mouth hanging open. A baby? He was going to be a father. He groaned, pressing his hand to his face. “What’s wrong, Bradford?” one of the men in the next bunk over asked. “Nothing, really. It’s just…my wife…she, that is we…” “Oh, spit it out, man.” “I’m going to be a father.”
  • 24.
    The man, Nickthough his name was Norrington but he couldn’t quite remember, got up and slapped him on the back. “Congratulations!” “Thanks.” “Why so glum, then?” Nick shrugged. “I should be there for her, you know? My parents are going to take care of her, of course, and my sister and her friends will be there, but…it won’t be the same.”
  • 25.
    Dear Dad, I’m writingto you at the store, mostly because I’d rather Mom and Alice not get wind of this. I got Alice’s letter with the news that I’m going to be a father. I’ve written to her too, to let her know how happy and excited I am, and to let her know how much I wish I could be there for her right now. I know that you and Mom will make sure that she has everything that she needs, but I still wish it could be me there to support her right now. This is kind of hard to write, as you’ll understand once I’ve said what I have to say. You were there when Uncle Sterling helped me draft a will. Unfortunately, it doesn’t have provisions for the baby that Alice & I are expecting. You know I left you power of attorney, so I’d like for you and Uncle Sterling to amend my will to name the baby as my heir, regardless of whether it’s a boy or a girl. If something happens to me, I’d like to make sure that the farmhouse and everything stays in the family. Take care of Alice. I know I don’t need to say that, but I imagine these next few months will be pretty difficult for her. I’ll be wrapping up training soon and heading overseas, and I doubt I’ll be able to make it home between the two as most of the guys are only getting 48 hours leave. I’ll let Alice know that when I write to her next, so she can prepare herself. I wish I could see you all before I go, but maybe it’s for the best. In her state, another goodbye is probably the last thing Alice needs. Love, Nick
  • 26.
    “Penny for yourthoughts?” Cindy asked. “Huh?” James replied as he looked up from his reading. “Well, you’ve been staring at the same spot on the page for the past fifteen minutes, so I’m guessing that there’s something on your mind.” James shrugged, and closed the book. “I had a letter from Nick. He wants me to use my power of attorney to amend his will to name the baby as the beneficiary, should anything happened to him.” “And?” “And while he didn’t say I shouldn’t tell Alice, I got the impression that he’d rather that I didn’t.”
  • 27.
    “Hmm,” Cindy said,sitting down next to him. “You’re not comfortable with that.” “Not entirely. At least the not telling her part. I don’t mind if the baby gets everything; Nick and therefore his kids would inherit the house and such one way or another.” “But?” “But Alice is having such a rough time with the pregnancy already, I’d had to add to her burdens.” Cindy nodded, but said nothing.
  • 28.
    “If it wereyou, would you want to know?” “Honestly? Yes. But you’re right in that the last thing that Alice needs is something to stress her out more than she already is, and knowing that Nick is preparing for the worst would definitely do that. On the other hand, changing the will does affect her, so she has the right to know.” James nodded, a look of concentration on his face. “What if…I can talk to Sterling soon, get things done, and we’ll tell her Nick asked to have it changed after the baby’s born.” “How about you make her in charge of managing things until the baby comes of age?” “Perfect. I’ll talk to Sterling when I see him tomorrow.”
  • 29.
    Dear family, I hateto write to you all in a bunch like this, but it’s the quickest and most efficient way to let you all know that I’ve arrived safely where I’m going. Considering it’s the land of my ancestors, I should feel more comfortable here than I do. It’s strange. The food is strange, the language is strange, even the people seem strange at times. I’ve got tomorrow to settle in before I have my first shift at the hospital. I’m eager to start learning medical stuff again, and I aim to do as much of that as I can over the next few months. I’m a bit anxious to meet the doctors I’ll be studying under and hope that they’re good. I’m exhausted from the travel, so I’m off to bed now. I’ll write more soon. Love, Nick
  • 30.
    Alice rubbed herstomach, which was now advertising the fact that she was pregnant as Cindy read Nick’s letter aloud. “He’s in Simland, then,” James said. “That’s good to know.” “I hope the Blitz doesn’t affect him,” Alice sighed. “You know how many bombs the Simmans are dropping on Simdon on any given night.” “Sterling mentioned that most of the training hospitals aren’t in the city for that reason.” Cindy gave her husband an incredulous look. “And how does Sterling have that information?” James shrugged. “He’s on the draft board in Portsimouth, and he knows people. Best not to say anymore than that.”
  • 31.
    “You shouldn’t asksuch things, James,” Alice chided gently. “Loose lips sinks ships, after all.” James had the grace to look reproached. He didn’t pout for long though, because Alice reached across to pat his knee from the sofa where she sat. “I’m glad you did, though. It will make it a little easier to sleep at night knowing that Nick’s safe.” “Of course that’s why I asked. Anything to make it a little easier for the two of you to bear things,” he said, smiling at her expanded middle.
  • 32.
    Alice got upand headed up to bed not too long after that, and Cindy turned to raise an eyebrow at her husband. “You didn’t ask Sterling to find out about where Nick was just for Alice’s benefit, did you?” “No, but can you blame me for wanting to know where my oldest son will be?” “Not at all. It’s certainly a relief for me to know that he’s not in harm’s way.”
  • 33.
    Cindy snuggled closerto James and tucked herself under his arm. “I hope this all ends soon, so our boys can come home and we can all get on with our lives.” James squeezed her close as he made a noise of agreement before he sighed. “I don’t think that will be the case, though. Roosimvelt won’t let Simmany get away with anything less than an unconditional surrender this time around, and they’ve been gearing up for this for too long just to give up. And you know that Simpan will be the same way. As much as I hate to say it, I think it’ll be a few years at least before the war’s over.” Cindy blinked back tears. “As much as I value Sterling’s opinions, because I know that’s where you get all your war information, I really hope he’s wrong this time.” “Me too, doll. Me too.” * * * * *
  • 34.
    Dear Alice, Life issettling back into a routine again. I’m working very long hours, but I don’t mind so much because it keeps me busy. It’s only been about a month, but I feel as though I’ve learned more in that short span of time that I could have during a full years’ internship at a hospital back home. I hate to say it, but the war’s offered me quite an opportunity, at least as far as my medical career is concerned. I’ve been assigned to a ward under the care of a Doctor Legacy. He’s very knowledgeable, and I’ve learned quite a bit from him. The only complaint that I have is he’s Simlish, and they do things a bit differently from how I was taught. Still, I’m trying to be open to learning new ways of doing things, but it’s hard to break away from old habits so quickly.
  • 35.
    Things have beenbusy for us. We get casualties from all over the SimEuoropean theater, and since there have been some heavy campaigns further south of here (I can’t say more for fear of the censors but I’m sure you’ll know what I mean as I imagine you all live and breathe war news). A lot of the soldiers we’re seeing are those with more severe injuries, as those who aren’t hurt as badly go back to the front pretty quickly. Many of the patients I see will probably be discharged and headed home soon. I’m not allowed to treat anyone on my own without supervision just yet, but I’m hopeful I’ll at least be allowed to do some basic things like sutures on my own. The other thing that keeps me busy is patching up both Simerican and Simlish soldiers who get into fights over stupid things because they’re bored. Again, I can’t say much more, but too many people in tight quarters is never a good thing.
  • 36.
    How are youfeeling? Have you felt the baby kicking yet? I really wish I was there with you now. I feel horrible missing this. You’ll have to keep me updated on how things are going, and let me know if there’s anything I can do. That sounds silly, considering how far away I am, but still. Love, Nick
  • 37.
    My darling Nick, Toanswer your question, yes, I can feeling the baby kicking. The little one keeps me up all night with its acrobatics. It’s probably a good thing that you’re so far away, because if you were here I’d kicking you at night letting you know exactly how I feel. Other than the baby interrupting my sleep, I’m feeling rather good. The morning sickness has passed, and I’m not quite as tired as I was at first. Everyone can definitely tell that I’m going to have a baby, and they’ve all started to congratulate me. Except Rosalie. I think she’s a little miffed that she’s not the first of us to become a mother, considering how getting married and starting a family was all she ever talked about in college.
  • 38.
    What do Ineed? That is a silly thing to ask with you so far away. Your parents are doing quite a good job of taking care of me, so there’s really nothing that I need. No, wait. I spoke too soon. I need the rationing to stop. Of course, that won’t happen until the war’s over, so I suppose that there’s nothing you can do about that. I shouldn’t complain; I know the rationing has a purpose and is just the government’s way of making sure you boys have what you need to do your jobs. As so far, it’s really not been that bad. But when you’re a pregnant woman and you get a hankering for a certain type of food you can’t have, you tend to get a little cranky.
  • 39.
    For me, it’sthe rationing of cheese that’s bothering me the most of all. I don’t know if I ever told you, but growing up on the farm my mother used to make cheese and she taught me how to do so. It was such a treat to steal the salted curds before she packed them into the cheese molds! During the winter, when we were trying to make the harvest stretch, we’d have tomato soup and toasted cheese sandwiches for dinner. It’s the toasted cheese sandwiches that I’ve been craving, but I’ve tried to limit how often I have them to only a few times a week, so we can use the cheese for other things. I know your parents probably wouldn’t mind if I ate all the cheese, but the rations are affecting them as well, especially your father. I never knew he was such a bear in the mornings without his coffee! And with not enough sugar to put in the coffee he does have. It makes breakfast interesting, to say the least. Diner’s an interesting affair as well, as meat is another thing that’s rationed. Your mother and I have gotten quite creative, let me tell you! Your father turns his nose up at some of it, but in the end he eats what’s put in front of him. Honestly, I think he’s afraid of your mother’s reaction if he doesn’t.
  • 40.
    After what Iknow about what your father got up to in his youth, I would have thought he’d be a bit more open to procuring things…creatively. But he’ll have no part of it. I think it’s because he’s in charge of making sure people take only what their ration coupons allow at the store, and he wants to set a good example. That, and he’s also the chief blackout warden and with your uncles helps with most of the material drives that are going on. But not everyone in town feels the same way your father does; I saw the other Mrs. Alcott (Clarence’s mother, not your Aunt Viola) walking around with new silk stockings the other day when I know for a fact that all the stores in the area have been out of them for weeks. I don’t mean to sound like I’m complaining about the rations. I know it makes it easier for you boys to have the things that you need to do your jobs. Hopefully, it will help you win that much sooner, so you can all come home. All my love, Alice
  • 41.
    Dear Alice, I understandcompletely what you mean about wanting something once it gets into your head. And really, I doubt my parents would mind if you ate all of the cheese as long as you were happy. So go for it, and send them to me if they give you a hard time. It’s hard to believe that it’s been a year since we got engaged, and heard about the attack on Plumbbob Harbor. I certainly didn’t imagine that this would be how we’d be spending our first year of marriage together. I’d thought we’d be celebrating our first Christmas together now. Hopefully, it …
  • 42.
    Nick crumpled upthe letter he was writing to Alice with a groan. There was only so much he could say to her without getting his letters blacked out by the censors, and some topics were just off limits because he didn’t want to upset her. Missing what should have been their first Christmas together was certainly one of those topics. His mind drifted to the day he’d spent in London a few days ago. He’d seen some of the sights, and snapped a few photographs to send to Dotty. After walking around for a bit, he’d gotten bored. He’d be right by the Palace of Westsiminster, so he decided to go in and watch Parliament for a bit. He’d wanted to write to Alice about that, but he couldn’t repeat what he’d heard there, because he knew that would definitely upset her.
  • 43.
    The Simlish ForeignSecretary had given a speech to the House of Simmons, and the topic had been the Simman atrocities against the Jewish population. The man had not minced words when he described the way the Simzi regime was snatching people from their homes, transporting them to labor camps, and exterminating them simply because they had the “wrong” blood in their veins. As he’d talked about how those too weak to survive the journey were left to die of starvation or exposure, Nick thought he was going to be sick. It was wrong, so wrong, and he didn’t understand how the everyday Simman citizens were standing by and watching as such horrors unfolded. The condemnation of so many of the Allied nations of Simmany’s actions had eased him a little bit. But Nick knew that the killing of innocents wouldn’t stop until the Allies launched their invasion of the SimEuropean mainland and took on the Simmans firsthand. He’d thought about that during the moment of silence that occurred after the Foreign Secretary’s report.
  • 44.
    Under ordinary circumstances,Nick would have written about his excursion to Alice, with a discreteful mind to what the censors probably wouldn’t like. But Nick remembered his college days, and how upset Alice had been when she’d read in the paper about Kristallnacht, so he decided to save the story of his trip to Parliament until he got home. It wouldn’t do any good to upset Alice in her current condition, especially when he wasn’t there to offer her comfort. He smoothed a fresh sheet of paper, picked up his pen and began to write again. Dear Alice, By the time you get this, my greeting will be appropriate. Merry Christmas!
  • 45.
    The Bradfords, minusNick and Danny, were sitting in the living room, enjoying a quiet evening. Dotty was smiling as she flipped through the photos of Simdon that Nick had sent as her present while Alice reread his latest letter. “What time will Lieutenant Haywood be joining us tomorrow, Dotty?” Cindy asked. The redhead looked up from the photographs with a dreamy smile. “He’ll be on the four-thirty train. I’m really looking forward to you meeting him. I’m sure you’ll like him as much as I do.”
  • 46.
    James snorted, andDotty glared at him. “Promise me you’ll behave, Dad.” James looked at his daughter with a blank expression, as if he had no idea what she was talking about. “I mean it, Dad. Edward’s a good guy; if you give him a chance I think you’ll like him.” “Dotty, as your father, you understand it’s my duty to make any young man you bring home uncomfortable. Especially considering that both of your brothers aren’t here to help me out. “Mom!”
  • 47.
    Cindy just shookher head. “Your father will behave himself, I promise.” James pouted as Dotty smirked. But Cindy wasn’t quite done yet. “I won’t promise, however, that your father won’t make Lieutenant Haywood feel comfortable from the get- go. He’s been waiting for you to bring a boy home for far too long not to take some advantage of the situation.” It was Dotty’s turn to pout and James’ turn to smirk.
  • 48.
    “Don’t worry, Dotty.I’ve met Edward and you’re right that your parents will like him once they get to know him a bit better. Even James,” Alice said. “Thank you. It’s nice to know I have at least one ally in the room.” Dotty shot a glare at both her parents. “Princess, I’m always on your side. You should know that. I just need to make sure the good Lieutenant is up to my high standards for my little girl.” “I’m not a little girl anymore, Dad.” “Not in my eyes you aren’t,” James muttered under his breath so that only Cindy heard him. She poked him in the side. “And if he is, I’ll give you my blessing,” he said aloud for the room to hear. Dotty got up and kissed her father on the cheek. “Thank you, Dad.”
  • 49.
    …And your sister’sbeen seeing a young man who’s part of the Army’s Officer Training program at SimHarvard. His name is Edward Haywood, and he’s very nice. Your mother seems to like him, but your father’s another story. Of course, I don’t suppose he treats Edward any differently than my father would have treated you, if he’d been closer when we were dating. Nick read over Alice’s words with a sneer. His sister wasn’t nearly old enough to have a steady boyfriend!
  • 50.
    Nick leaned backin his chair, frustrated. Of course Dotty was old enough to have a boyfriend; she was in college after all. Still, without him or Danny around to make big brotherly noises and make sure that this Edward treated her the way she deserved. Even Shirley would graduate soon, leaving Dotty alone on campus. Nick didn’t like it one bit. He put his chair down on all four legs again and began rummaging around in the desk for a piece of paper and something to write with. First, he dashed off a quick note to his younger brother. Danny probably already knew about Edward, but Nick was interested to know if their sister had said anything to her twin about the new man in her life. Next, he wrote to Dotty. Here, he had to be a bit more careful in his words. Dotty had a temper to rival any that he’d ever seen, and the last thing he needed was to piss her off in the first paragraph of his letter and have her toss it in the trash.
  • 51.
    Dear Dotty, I hopethat your time at SimRadcliffe is going well. I understand that they’ve accelerated the coursework so you can graduate faster if you want. Are you planning on taking advantage of that? I know you’ve never really been one for school so I was wondering if finishing up your degree in less time than the usual four years was something you’d take advantage of. Alice tells me that you’ve been spending a lot of time with one of the Army officer candidates that’s studying at SimHarvard, and that it’s serious enough for Mom and Dad to have met him. What’s he like?
  • 52.
    “Can you believehim! Butting into my life like that!” Dotty was pacing around the living room while Alice watched her, getting exhausted from the younger girl’s movement. “He’s not butting into your life; he just wants to know about Edward because he can’t get to know him himself.” “But it’s none of his business!” Alice raised her eyebrow at Dotty, a habit she’d picked up from Cindy. “Really? Your older brother has no right to make sure the man you’re dating is worthy of you?”
  • 53.
    Dotty flopped downnext to Alice. “Oh, I know. It just feels like he’s hovering over my shoulder, even though I know he’s not.” “And honestly, you’d miss it if he didn’t act like your big brother at a moment like this.” “True. But what should I tell him? I mean, Mom and Dad are okay with us dating, so boo to whatever Nick thinks.” Alice got a mischievous grin on her face. “Remind your brother that Edward outranks him, so he’d better behave himself in regards to your Lieutenant unless he wants to face a court marshal.” Dotty laughed and laughed. “Poor Nick. Everyone outranks him, even his little brother.”
  • 54.
    Nick whistled ashe made his rounds in the hospital that morning. Being in Simland and out of the isolation of basic training, he’d actually been able to keep up on the progress of the war without relying on trying to muddle out what was going on from cleverly worded letters from his family. In fact, that morning on the radio, he’d heard that the Simmans had surrendered, ending the battle of Simmingrad. It was the first big defeat the Simzis had suffered, but Nick new it wouldn’t be the last. He also thought about the fact that he’d actually seen the King of Simland the other day. Nick had expected a much more imposing figure, but the monarch had looked shockingly normal. If not for the whispers of the Simlish soldiers on the ward, he wouldn’t have known who he was. Nick was already impressed by the fact that the King was staying in the palace in Simdon despite it getting bombed several times, and the fact that he was visiting the wounded soldiers solidified his good opinion of the man. That night, he’d gone back to his barracks and written to Dotty about it, knowing that of all his family members she would be the most interested in the fact that he’d sort of met one of the members of the Royal Family. Besides, after the scathing letter he’d gotten from her lambasting him for “butting his nose in where it didn’t belong,” he figured he owed her that, at least. * * * * *
  • 55.
    Alice placed herhand on her lower back as she slowly straightened herself up. She couldn’t help the grunt of discomfort that escaped her lips, causing Cindy to look up from the beans she was weeding. “You need to go inside and put your feet up, honey. Eight months pregnant is no time to be a hero and help me with the garden.” “I need to do something,” she moaned. “I feel so useless when I’m sitting around, unless I’m working on something for the Red Cross, and I don’t think I can sew another bandage today.”
  • 56.
    Cindy got upand brushed her hands off on her skirt. She walked over to Alice and guided her to the bench in by the pond, forcing the younger woman to take a seat. Cindy then went into the house, where she poured two glasses of lemonade from the pitcher in the icebox, and returned to join Alice. “I know how frustrated you are, at least about the being pregnant part. I wore James and his father out with redecorating the house when I was as far along as you were.” “Maybe I should have waited to decorate the nursery a bit longer,” Alice muttered. “At least I’d have something to do, even if it wasn’t for the war effort.” “Honey, don’t you think that taking care of yourself so Nick doesn’t have to worry is part of the war effort? Keeping the boys’ moral up is a huge part of the war effort, and nothing will keep Nick’s moral up more than knowing that you’re doing what you need to do to make sure that baby of yours comes out happy and healthy.”
  • 57.
    Alice pursed herlips. “I know it’s important, but it’s not as tangible as my Red Cross work or helping in the victory garden.” Cindy threw back her head and laughed. “I would hardly call a garden that’s as old as ours a victory garden, but I know what you mean. Tell you what. When the vegetables are ready for canning, which some of them will be soon, you can chop, dice and slice them up for me. You can sit down as you do it – I’ll clear off the old table for you. That way you’re helping but not on your feet.”
  • 58.
    Alice nodded, knowingthat it was the best offer she was going to get. “But what am I going to do for the rest of this afternoon?” “Call Shirley and tell her to come over and amuse you for a while. Goodness knows that girl’s got a case of the blues to rival your own. If Walter Gavigan makes it back from SimEurope, I’m standing in line to wring his neck for running off to war without putting a ring on her finger first.” It was Alice’s turn to laugh. “I think it’s a pretty long line, Cindy. With Shirley in the lead, followed by both her parents and her little brother.” “I’m not sure who I’d be more scared of in that situation; Shirley, Sterling, or Viola,” Cindy mused aloud, causing both of them to dissolve into giggles once more. “Poor Walter,” Alice laughed as she went towards the house to call her best friend. “Poor, poor Walter.”
  • 59.
    It was arare afternoon off for Nick, and he’d decided to spend it in the quiet of the room he shared with two other doctors-in-training, as both of them were busy working. He’d intended on taking a nap, but when the company clerk had come in, a stack of letters in hand, all thoughts of sleep had vanished. He knew that Alice’s time was getting close, and any delivery of mail sent him into a frenzy, eager for the knowledge of whether or not he was yet a father. Today, his impatience was rewarded. My dearest Nick, Earlier today, your son was born.
  • 60.
    Nick let outa whoop, and danced madly around the room in joy. He was a father, and because it was Alice writing to tell him the news, she’d come through the delivery just fine. Too antsy to sit down and read the rest of the letter, he did so as he paced the floor of his small room. He’s got ten fingers, ten toes, and is perfectly adorable. He’s got red hair, my eyes, and Cindy swears he looks just like you did when you were born so I’m guessing he’ll grow up to look quite a bit like you. Your father is tickled pink; he took your uncles out to the tavern to celebrate. After a bit of thinking, I’ve decided to call him Steven. I know it’s one of the names that we discussed in our letters, and it seems to suit him so well for some reason. Both of your parents agree with me. I’m quite exhausted, but I had to write to you myself, even though your mom offered to do so. I wanted you to hear the news from me. Your father bought a new camera, and he’s taken about a thousand pictures of Steven already. Once we get them developed, I’ll send some along to you. I miss you more than ever right now, darling. I’ll make sure to write often and keep you up to date on how little Steven is doing. Hopefully, it won’t be too long before you get a chance to meet him in person. All our love, Alice
  • 61.
    Nick still hadthe stupid grin on his face when one of his roommates came back in, and exhausted look on his face. “You still got that two-hour pass?” Nick asked him. When the man nodded, Nick reluctantly put the letter down on his bedside table. “Then get changed, and I’m buying the first round. My wife had a baby boy last week, and I feel like celebrating with someone.” His roommate John smiled, and quickened his movements as he removed his doctor’s jacket. A night out, especially one that contained free beer, was always a welcome distraction from the day-to-day monotony of working on a medical ward. * * * * *
  • 62.
    Alice smiled asSteven cooed back at her from where he lay on the floor with one of the toys James had dug out of the attic for him. She was busy writing to Nick, telling him of how Steven was growing like a weed. In the two months since he’d been born, she’d driven nearly all of her friends and family to distraction bragging about all his little accomplishments from his sounds of excitement when he recognized Alice’s voice to his first attempts to roll himself over. Nick was the only one who seemed to appreciate her constant ramblings about their son, though Alice did wonder from time to time if he would be so patient with her if he’d been at home and not overseas. “I know I’m not the first woman to have a baby,” she’d told Cindy when the older woman hadn’t shown what Alice deemed to be an appropriate level of enthusiasm for Alice’s bragging about Steven, “but it is the first time I’ve been a mother, and I won’t apologize for thinking that Steven is the most perfect baby in the world.”
  • 63.
    James came intothe room, newspaper in hand, but when he saw Steven he immediately put the paper down and knelt on the floor where he began to tickle the infant’s feet, causing the baby to squeal with delight. Alice tilted her head away to hide her smile; James, for all his gruff exterior, was reduced to a pile of goo when it came to his grandson, a fact that he would deny until he was blue in the face. “What’s the latest news, James?” she asked when he’d ceased his playing with Steven and sat down on the couch. “Oh, nothing much. Just some little note about the Simman and Simtalian troops surrendering in North Simfrica.”
  • 64.
    Alice dropped herpen. “Truly? Oh, that’s such wonderful news!” “That it is. Now, the Allies will be able to launch offensives into Simtaly proper, and start pushing those Axis bastards back.” “James, language,” Alice said, looking pointedly at Steven. “Aw, he can’t understand what I’m saying yet.” “He will soon enough, so it won’t hurt you to stop it now.”
  • 65.
    Cindy soon joinedthem, her face tight and drawn. “Something wrong at Vi’s?” James asked, and Cindy shook her head. “No, other than hearing that the Simpanese struck a Ausimstralian hospital ship in the Simcific.” James got up and put his arm around his wife. “Danny’s not left Simerican soil, so you don’t need to worry about him.” “I’m not. It’s just…I thought that something like a hospital ship would be safe. They have those huge red crosses painted on them for a reason, after all.”
  • 66.
    James made aface, and Alice could tell that he was debating the exact words to use. “Well, under rules of ordinary warfare, they are. Heck, Sterling told me some story he heard about the Simmans holding their fire so the medics could tend to the wounded. But from what he’s heard, and I believe him, the Simpanese don’t play by the usual rules of war.” “Then what rules do they play by?” James hesitated again. “Well, they believe in victory at all costs.” Cindy shuddered, and James tightened his arm. “Don’t you worry about that. Danny’s safe for the moment, and with his plotting and scheming, I’m sure he’ll get himself a nice, safe assignment as a personal secretary for an admiral or something.” “It’s not just him I’m worried about. Howie’s there right now, and you know Gilbert’s a Marine and is facing the Simpanese firsthand. They’re my nephews and my son’s best friends, and I can’t help but worry for them too.” “I know, doll. I know. I do too. But too much worrying won’t help anyone, especially yourself.” “Why don’t you take Steven and put him down for his nap?” suggested Alice. “I’m sure he’d love a little Grandma time.” Cindy smiled as she scooped up the baby. In a world with so much darkness, he’d become her beacon of light and one of the few things that could make her smile.
  • 67.
    Nick collapsed ontohis bed, not caring that he’d landed on a stack of letters that had been delivered while he’d been working. The Allies had begun pushing into Simtaly, and pushes meant casualties as Nick quickly learned. It wasn’t entirely unwelcome, as it was a break from the monotony of treating soldiers for bar brawl wounds, or cases of VD. Still, it was hard to see so many young men hurt so badly, and there was only so much Nick could do for them. On the bright side, he’d learned that he would soon be finished with his internship, and be allowed to treat patients on his own. With supervision, of course. Still, he was that much closer to being a doctor. And hopefully, a promotion. It really stuck in Nick’s craw that his younger brother AND his sister’s boyfriend both outranked him. It would be nice to at least be made a Lieutenant, even better if he could get all the way to Captain like most of the doctors at the hospital were. Then Danny, and Edward for that matter, would have to salute Nick.
  • 68.
    Nick’s roommate John,obviously as exhausted as he was, came in and flopped down on his bad as Nick had. “Here,” he said, his voice exhausted. “Take a look at the latest.” Nick reached over and accepted the newspaper held in his general direction. He skimmed the headlines, his face quickly turning upwards into a smile. “So the Simtalian government has fallen, and Musimlini’s arrested. That ought to swing things in our favor a bit.” “One would hope.”
  • 69.
    The good newsout of Simtaly that had put a bit of a spring in everyone’s step didn’t last long. “How did they let him get away?” James moaned. “I don’t think the Simmans rescuing Musimlini was quite as simple as letting him ‘get away,’” Cindy replied. “It sounds like it was one heck of a rescue mission by the Simmans.” “Rat bastards.” “James, language.” “In my own house, when there are no ‘sensitive little ears’ around, I’ll call a spade a spade and the Simmans rat bastards if I want to.” Cindy raised her eyebrow at James but said nothing. She knew how he could get when he was riled up.
  • 70.
    “Is it reallyas bad as you think? It sounds like Musimlini’s not actually in charge; rather I think he’s got a faction of his own that he’s in charge of, and that the actual Simtalian government has signed an alliance with the Allies.” “Yeah, I read that too. But I don’t trust them!” “Is that you talking, or just regurgitating what you’ve heard from Sterling?” “Hey! I’ve been keeping track of what’s going on, and I understand most of it. Sterling and I are friends, so I don’t think it’s strange that we have similar opinions on the war.” “So, what will it take for you to believe in this newly formed alliance?” “Something big.”
  • 71.
    The something bighappened not long after that, and James brought the news home from his shift at Sterling’s store with a smile and a happily whistled tune. “Simtaly declared war on Simmany.” Alice and Cindy made silent gestures of excitement, knowing that Steven was upstairs sleeping. “Oh, that’s such good news,” Alice sighed quietly. “Such good news.” “Now do you trust the Simtalians?” Cindy asked. “Well, sort of. Not as much as I trust the Simlish, or the SimFrench Resistance. But I’ll give them a chance to prove themselves.” “Well, I’m sure the Allied Commander Eisimhower will be happy to hear that.” * * * * *
  • 72.
    Cindy hung upthe phone as James thrashed around the foyer. “She’s insane!” “No, she’s not. She’s in love.” “I can’t believe you’re agreeing to this.” “Well, forgive me, James, for wanting to attend my only daughter’s wedding.” “It’s not a wedding; it’s a quickie ceremony down at city hall like she’s a common trollop in trouble. You don’t think…if he’s gone and knocked my girl up and is leaving her here to fend for herself, I’ll kill him. I don’t care if he is an officer in the Simerican Army. If he’s done something to my little girl…”
  • 73.
    “James, STOP,” Cindycommanded. James ceased his threat midsentence, his mouth hanging open. “Dorothy is not, as you say, in trouble. I would know if she was. She’s in love with a man who’s about to go off to war, and she wants to be his wife before he goes. What’s wrong with that, considering it’s basically the same thing that Nick and Alice did?” “That’s different,” he scoffed. “Nick and Alice knew each other forever. Dotty’s only known Edward for, what? Not even a year? What if they’re not as compatible as she thinks they are? What if he decides to stay in the army, and move her far away from us? What if he doesn’t even come back? It’ll break her heart.” Cindy put her hand on James’ arm. “It will break her heart if she can’t marry him before he leaves, and even more so if her father’s not there to give her away. Please, James, trust me on this. I have a good feeling about it.”
  • 74.
    James made aface, but then sighed. “You’re usually right about these things, doll. All right, I’ll go give my daughter away in marriage to a man I’ve only met twice.” “Don’t sound so happy about it,” Cindy replied. “Now I don’t know about you, but I’ve got a lot to do. Call your sister and see if she can watch Steven for the day so Alice and I can worry about making Dotty’s day as perfect as we can under the circumstances.” “Yes, ma’am,” James mumbled, still not happy about the situation.
  • 75.
    My darling Nick, Suchexciting news! Your sister got married yesterday. I know, I know. You don’t know Lt. Haywood at all, blah blah blah. Save it. Your father made enough objections when he first heard for you and Danny combined. I wish you could have been there to see how happy your sister was, because then you would understand why it was the right thing to do. As your mother pointed out, it really wasn’t much different from what you and I did, the main differences being that you and I had known each other for quite a bit longer than they have, and we were both done with college, of course. But Dotty will be done soon, and since Edward’s probably going to be staying in the army after the war’s over it will make it easier for him to bring her to wherever he’s assigned.
  • 76.
    It was asimple ceremony at Portsimouth City Hall, because Edward got his orders, and he’s shipping out very soon. It was just your parents, myself, and Edith Haggerty (nee Hutchins) there. Your sister looked lovely, and Edward looked so dashing in his uniform (not as dashing as you, of course darling). Your father was even nice enough to get them a room at the Simmont Hotel, as they didn’t have enough time to head up to the family cabin for a more proper honeymoon. I’m planning on leaving your mother to watch Steven the day that Edward leaves, so I can go into the city the day Edward leaves so I can be there for Dotty. I certainly can sympathize with how hard it is to send your new husband off to war so soon after getting married. All my love, Alice
  • 77.
    Nick frowned atthe news in Alice’s latest letter. His sister, married! “This war’s causing all kinds of crazy things to happen,” he muttered. “Dotty hardly looked twice at any boys before this. The uniform must have turned her head.” Still, if Alice was behind it, this Edward guy couldn’t be all bad. He reached for a piece of paper to write his sister a note of congratulations, and to ask her if she could facilitate him meeting her new husband, if it turned out he was headed to Simland. Nick wanted to judge his new brother-in-law for himself. * * * * *
  • 78.
    Dear Alice, I’m picturingthe farmhouse, with everyone sitting around the fireplace where the stockings are hanging. Dad’s got that silly Santa had on that he insists on wearing during the Christmas season at the store, and it’s probably making Steven laugh. Mom’s trying to sneak pieces of the gingerbread house she makes (or was she even able to make it this year, what with the sugar rations and all?) without anyone noticing. You…you’re trying to keep Steven from pulling on the ribbons on the Christmas presents. I’m missing all of you pretty bad tonight. Honestly, I’d thought the war would be closer to being over by now, but I’m not sure it’s really even started yet. I know I’m doing important work here, but I really, really, just wish I was home with you right now…
  • 79.
    My dearest darlingNick, Your description of Christmas Eve was nearly spot on. Your mother decided to forgo the gingerbread house this year in favor of using the sugar for the dinner (and giving your father extra spoonfuls for his morning coffee as a sort of Christmas present), so she was busy writing to Danny when she wasn’t dodging your father’s attempts to catch her under the mistletoe. Dotty was playing with Steven to distract him from the pretty ribbons on the presents while I was busy fixing the garland around the mantle that Steven had already pulled on earlier in the day. Christmas itself wasn’t too bad. The Seiffs and the Alcotts both came over, and we enjoyed good food and good company. Everyone spoiled little Steven, though he certainly seemed to enjoy the boxes and the ribbons a lot more.
  • 80.
    Your mother’s goingto sing at a few more war bond concerts this spring, and I’m going to play piano for her again. I hope I’ll be able to enjoy it a bit more than I did the first time around, when I was pregnant with Steven. Plus, it will be one more thing I can do for the war effort that doesn’t involve Rosalie. She’s wormed her way into being on just about every war committee in town, and made it impossible for the rest of us. Thank you again for the Christmas presents. Steven just loves the little bear you sent; he sleeps with it in his crib every night. All my love, Alice
  • 81.
    Cindy was standingon a chair in what was known as the sewing room as Alice carefully pinned the hem of her skirt. It hadn’t been easy to find khaki material to make Cindy a costume that resembled an Army uniform, but they’d done it, using the pictures of Nick in uniform from the wedding for inspiration. The Simsfield Red Cross War Bond concert was the next day, and with the fabric taking so long to come in the ladies were scrambling to finish the costume in time.
  • 82.
    James came intothe room, and whistled at his wife. “Damn, woman. You still got quite the set of legs on you.” “Really, James,” Cindy said in a scolding tone, but the smile on her face betrayed her. James placed his hands on Cindy’s waist. “Ready to get down?” “Yes, the hem’s all set,” Alice said, straightening up. “Be careful getting down; I don’t want you to get stuck with a pin.” “Don’t worry – I know how to handle precious cargo,” James said as he helped Cindy down from the chair and dipped her into a kiss in the process.
  • 83.
    Alice looked away,feeling the heat of a blush creeping into her cheeks. James and Cindy were always acting like lovesick teenagers, and it made Alice feel oddly uncomfortable. Her parents had never behaved like that, not that she’d seen. She shook her head gently, trying to shake the thoughts away. “Sorry about that,” Cindy said. Alice blinked; she must have been zoned out longer than she had thought. “I’ll need get it hemmed right away. I can’t believe the concert’s tomorrow night.” “You’re not still nervous, are you?” Cindy asked. “You’re going to be great.” “I’m just not used to playing a song with as quick a tempo as Boogie Woogie Bugle Boy.”
  • 84.
    Cindy grabbed Alice’sarm and dragged her into the music room. “We’ll go through it one more time. Come on.” Once seated at the piano, Alice looked over the sheet music even though she could play the song from memory now. She let her hands hover over the keys, and waited for the signal from Cindy to begin. Cindy tapped her foot three times, setting the tempo, and Alice began to play.
  • 85.
    He was afamous trumpet man from out Chicago way He had a boogie style that no one else could play He was the top man at his craft But then his number came up and he was gone with the draft He's in the army now, a-blowin' reveille He's the boogie woogie bugle boy of Company B They made him blow a bugle for his Uncle Sam It really brought him down because he couldn't jam The captain seemed to understand Because the next day the cap' went out and drafted a band And now the company jumps when he plays reveille He's the boogie woogie bugle boy of Company B
  • 86.
    Alice continued toplay, not noticing that Cindy had only sung the first two verses. When the song ended, she was startled when James whistled at her. “You play as well as the pianist that we had at the speakeasy. He and Cindy used to play off each other so well. Listening to you two brought me back to those days.” “Thank you,” Alice replied. “I hope…” “You two will steal the show tomorrow night,” James assured her. “Stop worrying.”
  • 87.
    “I’ll try,” shepromised. “I just wish that Nick was here to see it – he told me once that he’d always wanted to see you sing. In public at least, and not just the lullabies you used to sing to him when he was little.” Alice’s comment left everyone speechless for a moment. “We’ll have a celebratory concert when all the boys come home,” Cindy said, breaking the silence. “That’s a great idea,” James agreed. “I bet I could get Sterling to have the store sponsor the event, so it would be free for everyone.” Alice only nodded, a forced smile on her face. It was sweet, really, how everyone pretended around her that everyone would come home. She wanted to believe it herself, but sometimes, she wished that everyone would stop pretending, if only for a moment. * * * * *
  • 88.
    The war concertshad been a success, and Simsfield had settled back into what was the new normal with the war going on. Summer was beginning to come into its full glory, and Steven was beginning to take his first tentative steps on his own. Alice had finally gotten her lilac bushes, and was looking forward to them blooming the next spring. Still, the war loomed. Everyone was waiting for the Allies to launch the invasion of the SimEuropean mainland, and they thought they had prepared themselves for the news. Still, when word came that the invasion had begun, most people found that they weren’t as ready for what it meant as they had thought.
  • 89.
    James found outabout D Day when Sterling came back from the city early, his brow furrowed with worry. He’d closed the store up early, sending James home to be with his family. Cindy had gone pale when James told her, but her face remained impassive. When she’d gone upstairs to tell Alice, she’d found the younger woman watching Steven sleep, worry evident on her face. She wasn’t at all shocked when Cindy shared the news.
  • 90.
    “I saw Sterlingdrive into town early. I knew it meant something big had happened.” “Are you worried?” Cindy asked. Alice shook her head. “Not for Nick, no, though I know the volume of casualties he’ll be face with will cause him a lot of distress. I’m actually thinking about Dotty. She’s all alone in the city, with only Edith, and I’m sure both of them are worried sick about their husbands. Do you think you could keep an eye on Steven tomorrow? I’d like to go to check on her.” “You don’t have to do that,” Cindy said. “She my daughter, and I can go check on her.” “She might look on you visiting her as meddling. If it’s me, it’s just one war wife checking up on another.” “Oh, all right. Twist my arm and get me to play with my grandson for an afternoon.” Alice laughed silently. “I thought you might like that idea.”
  • 91.
    The next fewweeks were trying for those who had a loved one in the Army. The heroics of what the soldiers had accomplished as they’d stormed the beaches of Simmandy were widely reported, but everyone knew that the losses, once they were full known, would be catastrophic. Alice worried for Nick as she always did, but no more so than usual. In fact, she was more worried about Dotty than she was her husband. Edward’s division had been one of the invading forces, and she’d yet to hear from him. Alice had gone to call on her sister-in-law several times since the news of the invasion broke, and she could see the toll not hearing from the Lieutenant was taking on Dotty. There were dark circles under her eyes, and she was paler than usual. Alice hoped that she’d hear from Edward soon. Worrying about Dotty almost made her forget that she hadn’t heard from Nick since the invasion either.
  • 92.
    It was afew weeks after the news of the Simmandy invasion, and Alice and Cindy had just finished pushing the furniture around the living room to accommodate that afternoon’s Red Cross meeting. “Are you sure we have enough seats?” Cindy asked. “We should. Shirley’s not coming, as she’s working…” “Thank goodness for small favors.”
  • 93.
    Alice smiled asshe continued. “But Dotty is, provided she gets off work in time to catch the right train. That leaves Rosalie, Georgianna, Mrs. Gavigan, Mrs. Bear and Miss Simself. It’s a little light, but what can you do?” “Everyone’s so busy with their own war work that it’s hard to get together as a group very often,” Cindy commented. “And when we do, we bicker over silly things. It is probably a good thing that Shirley can’t make it today. She and Rosalie are oil and water, even more so as of late.” “I don’t know how you put up with the two of them sniping at each other all the time.” “Sometimes I don’t either.”
  • 94.
    “All set, ladies?”James asked as he came into the room and picked a treat off of the snack table before Cindy swatted his hand away. “I hope so. If not, I’m sure Rosalie will tell us all about it.” James shook his head. “She’s my damn grandmother all over again. Thank goodness the old bat is dead, because we’d all go crazy trying to deal with two of them.” Cindy raised her eyebrows at James, but said nothing. The doorbell rang. “I’ll go upstairs and keep the little guy company,” James said as he made his exit. Cindy snorted once he was up the stairs. “Big tough guy’s scared of a roomful of women.” “I would be too, in his shoes. Rosalie alone is capable of henpecking him to death.”
  • 95.
    The entire partywas gathered, excepting Dotty, so Rosalie elected to get the meeting started. “Now, I must say that it’s a little disheartening to see that our attendance is low again. I know that there’s all kinds of war work to be done, but what we’re doing here is important.” At that juncture, Dotty burst into the room. “I’m so sorry I’m late.” Rosalie gave her a pointed look, and Dotty scurried to an empty seat beside Alice without another word.
  • 96.
    When Rosalie beganthe meeting business again, Alice leaned ever so slightly towards her sister-in-law. “Head nurse running you ragged again?” “That, and I ran by the boarding house to see if I had word from Edward.” “Anything?” Dotty shook her head. “Nick?” It was Alice’s turn to shake her head sadly. The two redheads’ hand found each others, offering silent support to each other.
  • 97.
    Rosalie had dronedon for a while, and Cindy stood up. “Why don’t we take a quick break so everyone can refill their drinks?” The other ladies quickly followed suit, pouring more tea or lemonade into their cups and refilling their plates with finger sandwiches. Rosalie joined Alice and Dotty in the corner of the room. “I would have thought becoming a nurse would have made you understand the importance of punctuality, Dorothy.” “Can it, Rosalie. Some of us have more important things to do in the war effort than just coordinating meetings.”
  • 98.
    Dotty moved awayin a huff, and Rosalie gaped after her. “Don’t, Rosalie. Her nerves are even more shot than mine. Don’t forget that her husband was part of the invading forces, and she hasn’t had word from him yet. Not all of us are lucky enough to have our husband stationed stateside for the duration.” Rosalie said nothing, but she looked. “I think we’ve had enough time for our little refreshment break. Let’s get back to work.”
  • 99.
    James came downstairsjust as everyone was settling down again. He swiped another sandwich from the table, and smiled at Alice. “The little tyke’s out.” “Good. Thank you for watching him, James.” The doorbell rang again, causing everyone to startle. “I’ll get it,” James said. “You ladies get back to your business.”
  • 100.
    James opened thedoor to see a man in a Simstern Union uniform standing on the other side. He felt his stomach drop to the floor. “Yes?” he managed to say despite the sudden dryness in his mouth. “I have a telegram.” James nodded with a great deal of effort. “I’ll take it.” “Sir, I’m supposed to give it to the person it’s addressed to.”
  • 101.
    James looked theman square in the eye. “Look, sonny, that telegram you’ve got is either for my daughter or daughter-in-law, and if there’s bad news to be had, I should be the one to give it to her.” The telegram man hesitated, but pulled the small piece of paper from his bag. “My condolences, sir.” James watched as the man went back to his car, started it, and drove away.
  • 102.
    “James, who wasit?” Cindy’s voice called. James shook himself out of the haze he was in, and opened the small envelope. With a great deal of concentration, he read the name on the telegram.
  • 103.
    James stepped intothe living room. All conversation in the room ceased when they saw the expression on his face. “James?” Cindy asked softly. “That was the Simstern Union man.” Everyone in the room drew in a sharp breath at the same moment.
  • 104.
    He silently crossedthe room to stand before Alice and Dotty. Alice’s hand went to her throat as Dotty grabbed her other one. “Is it Nick?” Alice said in a voice quieter than a whisper.
  • 105.
    James knelt down.“No, it’s Edward,” he said, taking Dotty’s hand in his. “What?” his daughter asked in a high pitched voice. James handed her the telegram. “I’m sorry, Princess.”
  • 106.
    Dotty let outan ear-splitting wail as her hand clenched around the piece of paper, causing it to crumple. Her shriek caused Rosalie to startle and drop her teacup on the floor, shattering it. The shriek only stopped when Dotty pitched forward and crumpled to the ground in a heap.
  • 107.
    Cindy rushed forward,gently shaking Dotty’s limp form. “She’s passed out.” James sighed. “Probably the best thing for her right now. I’ll carry her upstairs.” He scooped his daughter into his arms like he had done when she was a little girl. He carried her out of the room, Cindy following at his heals.
  • 108.
    The rest ofthe ladies in the room got up to leave. Rosalie looked like she wanted to say something, but thought better of it. Alice followed them to the door, smiling politely. As soon as she closed it softly behind them, she went back into the living room to pick up the pieces of Rosalie’s shattered teacup. Her eyes drifted to the crumpled scrap of paper that had so quickly changed everything. She picked up and smoothed it out.
  • 110.
    Alice chocked backa sob, and hugged herself tightly. “Honey?” Alice turned to see Cindy standing in the doorway. “Oh, Cindy, I’m a horrible person.”
  • 111.
    Cindy took thetelegram from her hand and gently helped Alice onto the sofa. “Why are you a horrible person?” “Because all I can think about right now is how grateful I am that it wasn’t Nick’s name on that telegram.” “Alice, if you’re a horrible person for thinking that, so am I. That’s exactly what I’ve been thinking since James handed the telegram to Dotty. I’m heartbroken for her, of course, and for Edward’s family, but I refuse to apologize for being grateful that it’s not my son who’s dead.”
  • 112.
    “Poor Dotty.” Cindy nodded.“I can’t believe it took so long for them to notify her; it’s been weeks since the battle.” “With the number of casualties, I’m not surprised.” The clock struck three, and Cindy got up. “The mail should have come during all the commotion; I’m going to go check.” Alice got up as well. “I’ll come with you.”
  • 113.
    Cindy opened themailbox slowly, and pulled the stack of letters out. Alice hovered at her shoulder, reading the envelopes as Cindy flipped through them. They both gasped at the same moment as they recognized the handwriting on a letter addressed to Alice. She snatched it, and tore it open. Cindy held her breath as she watched Alice’s eyes scan the letter, and let it out only when she watched the tension melt away from the redhead’s features. “It’s dated two weeks ago. Nick’s fine.” “Thank goodness.” * * * * *
  • 114.
    Nick wiped hisbrow. The summer sun was hot, and he’d not stopped moving for the past hour, busy triaging the latest batch of casualties. Once the Allies had established a foothold in SimFrance, Nick and his medical unit had been sent forward, establishing a small field hospital just a few miles from the coast. It was hard work, but Nick liked it. His work in the hospital had been a great learning experience, but here, in the thick of things, he really felt like he had a purpose.
  • 115.
    “Doc!” Nick couldn’t helpbut smile a little, even in the midst of the chaos. He was a doctor now, even if his promotion hadn’t gone through yet, a fact that bothered Nick. Still, paperwork took time. He hoped it wouldn’t be much longer before he saw his name on a promotions list. He hurried over to where one of the orderlies knelt by a wounded man. “He’s bad off, doc. Can you do anything for him?” Nick knelt down to examine the soldier closer. His injuries were bad, and his breathing far too shallow. As Nick was checking for a pulse, the breathing ceased.
  • 116.
    “Damn it,” Nickmuttered. “I need help here!” Nick began to work over the man frantically, looking for the reason his patient had gone into cardiac and repository arrest. His abdomen was distended, and Nick quickly realized that he had a case of severe internal bleeding on his hands. Surgery was the only thing that would give the soldier a fighting chance. The relenting sun stopped as someone’s shadow passed over Nick. “Thank goodness. Can you give me a hand? We need to get him onto an operating table ASAP.”
  • 117.
    As the manknelt down next to Nick, he realized it was the company’s chaplain. The dark haired man took one look at the soldier lying on the ground and gently shook his head. “There’s nothing more you can do for him, my son. Go, there are others you can still help. I’ll take care of this young man.” “But…if we can operate and stop the bleeding, we can give him a chance!” Again, the chaplain shook his head. “When you’ve been doing this as long as I have, you learn to recognize the ones who are beyond earthly help. He’s in good hands with me, Nick. Go help the other doctors; there are still lives to be saved today.”
  • 118.
    Nick stood up,but didn’t move as he watched the chaplain administer last rites to the dying man. He stood there, motionless, until their colonel barked an order at him to get inside and help. He did as he was ordered, but the young soldier’s face haunted him the rest of the day as he treated the other wounded men brought in. The rest of them had treatable injuries, even the ones who had to be packed off to one of the more specialized hospitals further back, but all Nick could think about as he set broken bones and extracted shrapnel from wounds was the redheaded soldier whose family would soon be getting one of those dreaded telegrams.
  • 119.
    The rest ofthe men in the outfit seemed to realize that the loss of his first patient had hit Nick hard, and they kept their distance at dinner that night. After, as he sat with his head down on the table in front of him, he heard the scrape of a chair against the floor across from where he sat. He lifted his head just enough to see the chaplain, looking at him with concern in his eyes. “What do you want?” “To see how you were.” “How does it look?” “You look like a doctor who just lost his first patient, and is taking it pretty hard.”
  • 120.
    Nick dropped hisforehead back to the table’s surface and dug his hands into his hair. “I should have done something more.” “There wasn’t anything more that you could have done.” “You don’t know that! You’re not a doctor!” The chaplain ignored Nick’s outburst. “No, I’m not. But I am someone who sees death on a regular basis, and I recognize when he’s too close to be stopped. Please trust me when I say there really wasn’t anything that you could have done for that young man, and that you need to stop beating yourself up over it.”
  • 121.
    Nick sat upand glared the man sitting across from him. “I’m a doctor, and I’ve spent years learning how to help people. If I can’t do that…” “Forgive me for interrupting, but did you honestly think that you’d be able to save every patient you treated?” Nick gaped at the chaplain. “That’s what I thought. Nick, there’s something that you need to learn if you’re going to be a good doctor, especially a good doctor here.” “What’s that?” “That despite your best efforts, you’re not going to be able to save all your patients. Some of them will die.”
  • 122.
    Nick opened hismouth to protest, but the chaplain held up his hand for silence. “If you can’t accept that fact, you shouldn’t be a doctor. It’s not wrong to want to help everyone, but the sooner you realize that it’s impossible, the better off you’ll be.” Nick’s entire being seemed to deflate. “It just doesn’t seem fair, somehow.” The chaplain chuckled softly. “It’s not fair, but neither is life. Your compassion for your patients can be your greatest asset or your greatest stumbling block. It’s up to you to decide which.”
  • 123.
    Nick was silentfor a long while, but the chaplain didn’t say anything more. “You’ve given me a lot to think about,” Nick said at last. “Thank you.” “You’re welcome. I hope you have a good rest of your night.” Nick watched as the chaplain got up and walked out of the mess. Then he sighed. He had known that eventually, there would be a patient he wouldn’t be able to save. Still, the reality of it was more than he’d anticipated. Ordinarily, when he was troubled over something, he’d seek out Alice. He chuckled as he remembered a particularly stressful time during exams when he nearly had a breakdown. She’d let him sit with his head in her lap as she smoothed his hair. He got up from the table and headed for his tent. It wouldn’t be the same, but he’d write to her and wait for her reply. She’d know exactly what to say. * * * * *
  • 124.
    Cindy looked upfrom the letter from Danny she was rereading when the phone rang. Alice’s voice called out, announcing she would get it, and Cindy returned her attention to the paper. She wished that her younger son didn’t have to be so vague about where he was and what he was doing. She knew he was in the Simcific, somewhere, but on what type of ship and what he was doing, she had no idea. Alice’s excited exclamation pulled her out of her thoughts. “You’re certain? Oh, how wonderful. I’ll tell Cindy straight away, and then run around the neighborhood with the news. Thank you, James.” Moments later, Alice came into the room, a huge smile on her face. “The Allies have liberated SimParis.”
  • 125.
    Cindy let outa whoop of joy, and Alice only smiled wider. “It’s so nice to hear good news, isn’t it?” “That it is. SimParis, the city of lights, alight once more,” Cindy said, and then sighed suddenly. “Dotty wanted so badly to see it. Maybe now she’ll get a chance. Why don’t you call her and give her the good news?” Alice shook her head. “She’s not exactly acting friendly towards me since…since Simmandy.” Cindy shook her head. “She’s not exactly been acting friendly towards anyone since then. I know the loss of Edward was a blow, but she needs to stop pushing everyone who’s trying to help her away.”
  • 126.
    “I don’t knowif that’s it,” Alice said. “If it were me in her shoes, I’d want to stay away from anyone who reminded me of what I could no longer have.” Cindy looked puzzled, so Alice elaborated. “Think about it. She gets snippy at me because I still have my husband, and beyond that I have his child. Steven and I, Steven especially, are a constant reminder of things that she’ll never get to have.” “I suppose I understand that. But why is she pushing her father and I away?’ “In case you haven’t noticed, you and James act like a couple of lovesick teenagers most of the time. You probably remind her that she won’t get to be that way with Edward ever again.” Cindy sighed. “I don’t like it when my babies are hurting, and I can’t do anything about it.” Alice thought of Steven, who was upstairs sleeping in his crib, and her heart when out to Cindy. “She’ll let you in again, once the initial shock wears off. I’m certain of it.” “I hope you’re right, Alice. Go ahead and make your rounds with the news; I’m sure the phone lines are jammed so half the town hasn’t heard yet.” * * * * *
  • 127.
    Alice was sittingin the living room, writing to Nick, when James came in. His face was tight, and Alice could tell he was trying to keep his emotions in check. “Cindy home?” “No, there’s a Red Cross meeting at the Seiffs. I went to the last one, so it was her turn to go.” James nodded absently. “Why? What’s wrong?”
  • 128.
    James sank downonto the sofa. “New war tactics by the Simpanese. Apparently, just bombing and torpedoing isn’t good enough anymore, and some of their pilots have decided to crash their planes into our ships.” Alice gasped. “But that’s…oh, my…I can’t…” “Yeah, I know.”
  • 129.
    Alice looked athim as James stared into the fireplace. “You’re worried about Danny.” James nodded. “I wish I knew where he was, and that he’d write more often.” “I’m surprised he didn’t build letter writing into his daily plan.” James let out a laugh. “Me too. Boy had every inch of his life all mapped out, and he forgets to put ‘keep family up on what I’m doing’ on the list.” “I’m sure he’s doing the best he can. You know how bad Nick is about writing because he’s so busy.” “I do. Listen, don’t say anything to Cindy just yet. I’ll let her know myself, shortly. I know it’ll just make her worry about Danny that much more.”
  • 130.
    James got upand poked the fire. “It’s starting to get colder out there. Winter’s definitely going to come early this year.” Alice shivered, even though the room was warm. “Hopefully, it will be the last one Nick and Danny spend away from home. James nodded. “Amen to that.” * * * * *
  • 131.
    Nick blew onhis hands, trying to warm them. It was the end of December, maybe even January, and the woods in Simdennes were cold. Damn cold. If he’d been at home, there would be a warm fire and a pot of hot coffee waiting for him after spending so much time outside. Here, there was only his winter uniform and a few wool blankets to keep the chill away. For a moment, he let himself think of Alice and the farmhouse back home. His father was probably sitting in the living room, reading the paper while his mother tried to swipe the sections he was looking at. Alice would be on the floor, playing with the baby. Nick shook his head slightly. The baby, as he kept referring to his son, was nearly three years old. He would be walking and talking now. He was missing it, and the thought made him sad. With that, Nick brought his thoughts back to the present. He reached up to adjust his helmet, feeling the raised red cross painted on the side. That was the reason he was here, in the forest where the battle raged and not back a few miles at the aid station where he should have been. Heavy fighting had meant heavy casualties, and one of them had been a unit’s medic. A replacement was on the way, but he wouldn’t arrive for a few days, and the unit couldn’t do without a medic for that long. Nick, being the lowest ranking soldier, had drawn the short straw and had been sent forward. So far, the unit he was with had been giving more than they had been getting. Mostly, he was making sure that the men didn’t suffer from frostbite and hypothermia. But the forest had gotten quiet over the past few hours. Too quiet. He knew something was coming, but not what or when.
  • 132.
    The shell explodingcaused Nick to jump. The silence of the forest was gone, replaced with gunfire, booms of explosions, and people screaming orders. When the initial shock of the first explosion wore off, Nick could hear that the shouting was not only in Simlish, but in Simman as well. They were close enough to the enemy that he could hear them. He would probably be able to see them, if he had the guts to poke his head around the tree he was hiding behind. His stomach leapt into his throat at the thought.
  • 133.
    “Medic! Medic!” Nick grabbedthe first aid kit he’d been given upon arrival, and sprang into action. He headed in the direction of the cries, weaving in and out of the trees as he did so. He reached the first wounded soldier, and his training kicked in. Sprinkle sulfur on the wound, wrap it with a compression bandage, and get a corpsman to drag the wounded man back for transport to the aid station. He had to stop himself from doing more than that; it was his job to simply provide the most rudimentary medical care and then let the aid station do the real treatment. It went against nearly all of his medical training to do next to nothing, but it was what had to be done. There were too many wounded for him to spend more than a few moments with each of them. He could hear the battle raging on around him, but it seemed far away as he treated soldier after soldier after soldier. As he worked his way among the fallen, he saw men that were beyond his help. One of them, a man who barely qualified as a man – Nick was certain he hadn’t started shaving on a regular basis yet – had a bullet wound in the center of his forehead. Muttering the prayer he often heard the chaplain at his aid station say over the dying, he tore his eyes away from the boy and sought out the next one who he might be able to save.
  • 134.
    After what seemedlike an eternity, he’d attended to all the men who had screamed for his attention. He slumped behind a tree, gasping as he tried to catch his breath as the adrenaline worked its way out of his system. “Bradford! I need a hand!” Nick groaned as he got up and poked his head around the tree. The corpsman was struggling to drag one of the wounded men he’d treated back for evacuation. He hurried over to the spot, and grabbed the other end of the stretcher. Nick’s back was to the fighting, something he knew he shouldn’t do, but he needed to get the wounded man out of harm’s way.
  • 135.
    “Incoming!” A shell explodedjust to Nick’s right. The force knocked him off his feet, and the world suddenly began moving in slow motion. He was chest down in the snow, his head resting on his left ear. His helmet had dislodged itself from his head; he could see it lying in the snow just at the edge of his line of sight. He tried to get himself up, but his body didn’t seem to get the message from his brain. The corpsman who had been assisting him with the wounded man knelt down by his head. Nick could see his lips moving so he knew the man was speaking, but Nick could only hear the ringing in his ears. His eyes drifted down towards the snow, and he could see that it was stained red with blood. His blood. He tried to move again, but all his limbs just felt so heavy. Even though he knew that he was planted firmly on the ground, he felt as though everything was spinning around him. Suddenly he was cold again. Very cold. “Alice,” he whispered. Then everything went black. * * * * *
  • 136.
    “Damn it, Bradford,you stay with me,” the corpsman was yelling at Nick. He heard the blond man whisper his wife’s name and close his eyes. Though he could feel the warmth of the blood trickling down his forehead from his own head would, he grabbed Nick under the arms and dragged him back. Soon enough, he reached the evacuation point, where he collapsed. Two of the medical personnel rushed forward, but he brushed them away. “Worry about him,” he said, pointing at Nick. “He’s got a wife and little boy to go home to.”
  • 137.
    They hesitated, butquickly got to work checking Nick. The corpsman, pressing a bandage to his forehead to quell the bleeding, caught snippets of their conversation. “Head wound,” “concussion,” “possible internal injuries,” were just a few of the things he heard, and none of them sounded good. “Is he going to make it?” “Touch and go. But his pulse and breathing are strong, so that’s a good sign.” The corpsman nodded. “Take good care of him. He saved a lot of lives today.”
  • 138.
    He watched asthey wrapped Nick up and placed him into the ambulance. He watched as the vehicle drove away, finally allowing the two medical personnel to look at him. “Godspeed, Bradford,” he muttered, struggling to salute the ambulance as it disappeared from sight. He looked upward at the sky. Please, let him be okay. Let him get home to that beautiful wife of his, and their little boy. Please.
  • 139.
    Alice hurried toanswer the knock that the door. Steven had been especially difficult to get to sleep that night, and the last thing she needed was the inscent knocking at the door to wake him back up. She threw the door open and froze. Standing on the other side was a man in a Simsetern Union uniform.
  • 140.
    “Mrs. Nicholas Bradford?” “Yes,”she automatically replied, her voice cracking. He handed her a telegram, and tipped his cap to her. As he turned to go down the front steps, Alice remained frozen in place, her hand still on the open door.
  • 141.
    “Close the door,Alice,” Cindy said, coming in from the sewing room. “You’re letting all the heat out.” When Alice didn’t move, Cindy went over and shut the door. Alice remained frozen in place, still staring at the telegram in her hand. Cindy’s eye caught the piece of paper as well, and she too lost the ability to move.
  • 142.
    It was thereJames found them, after he’d brought in more wood for the fireplace. His eyes followed the two women’s to the telegram, and he sprang into action. He put his arms gently around both of them, and guided them into the living room, easing them down onto the sofa. He then knelt down in front of Alice, and took her hands. “Do you want me to read it?” She blinked at him, as if seeing that he was there for the first time. “No, I…I should do it.” James nodded. “We’re both here for you, honey. Go ahead.” Alice, her hands shaking, tore open the small envelope and willed her eyes to read.
  • 143.
    A moment later,she let out a sob. “Oh, honey,” Cindy said. Alice shook her head. “No, he’s not dead. Only wounded. Badly, from the sound of it.” James snatched the telegram from Alice and read aloud. “‘Wounded in action, transported to Simland for further treatment.’ What the hell is that supposed to mean? ” “It means he’s alive,” Cindy breathed. Alice nodded, trying to get her emotions in check again.
  • 144.
    James made aface. “Not good enough. Ladies, I hate to leave you alone at a time like this, but…” “Where are you going, James?” “To see Sterling. He keeps using his connections to find out information about his son and future son-in- law; it’s time for him to use them to find out about what’s going on with his nephew.” “You can’t, James; it’s gone past time for the blackout curfew.” James only laughed. “The number of times I’ve snuck home from Taddy or Sterling’s in the dark. Don’t worry about me.” “Wait until tomorrow,” Cindy pleaded.
  • 145.
    “No, don’t!” Aliceexclaimed. “Please be careful, James, but I need to know. The sooner Sterling starts looking into it, the sooner we’ll have news.” James nodded at Alice. He kissed Alice on the forehead, Cindy squarely on the lips, and went to grab his coat and hat. The two women followed him into the foyer, and he winked at them as he adjusted the angle of his hat. “Go upstairs and watch Steven sleep for a bit; it will help settle your nerves. I’ll be back before you know it.”
  • 146.
    It didn’t takeJames long to duck along the familiar paths he’d treaded so often in his youth, and soon he was knocking on the Alcott’s door. Sterling had pulled him inside quickly, and found out the reason for his call. His best friend agreed to help immediately, though he did warn James that he wouldn’t be able to do anything until the morning. James thanked him, and then hurried back to update Cindy and Alice. The two women were in the nursery as James had suggested when he got back. Neither of them had expected that Sterling would be able to do anything at that late hour, but knowing that he would be on it first thing in the morning did offer them a bit of comfort. The adults went downstairs and did their best to eat something resembling a meal, but no one really had an appetite.
  • 147.
    It was twofull days before Sterling was able to find any useful information. Even then, it was only that Alice needed to go to Portsimouth and see someone in person. James borrowed his brother’s car, thinking that once this whole war thing was over it would be a good idea for him to purchase one of his own, packed Alice into and drove to the city, leaving Cindy alone to watch Steven. Alice had to wait nearly all morning before she got to talk to the people that had the information she needed. When she met James at the car, she relayed what she had learned. “Knocked down and out by a Simman shell. He had surgery to repair some minor internal injuries, including removing his spleen, and is recovering from it nicely. I guess he hit his head pretty good too, as he also has a mild concussion. He’s in a hospital in Simland, the one he did his training at actually, and he’ll be there until he’s cleared to return to duty.”
  • 148.
    James let outa deep breath. “How the hell did that happen?” he asked as he helped Alice into the car. “Apparently, since he’s the lowest ranking man in his unit, he got sent to the front lines to fill in for a medic who was killed in action. He was helping move wounded soldiers when the shell hit.” James shook his head. “Leave it to Nick to play the hero. I suspect you’re going to thoroughly scold him for that in your next letter?” “Soundly,” she agreed. “After I tell him how grateful I am that nothing more serious happened.” * * * * *
  • 149.
    Nick awoke forthe first time without the dull headache that he’d had since the incident. He stretched, and checked his bedside table for any letters that might have come while he was sleeping. He wasn’t supposed to read them on his own just yet, something about not straining his eyes because of the head injury, but when Nick saw a new letter from Alice, he picked it up and started reading it anyway. “Doctors do make the worst patients,” the nurse said as she came into the room with a tray of food. Nick shrugged, and was pleased that the gesture only caused minimal discomfort. “It’s from my wife.” The nurse clucked as she snatched the letter from his hands and set the food down. “I have it on good authority that your reading restriction is going to go away once you’ve been checked out today, so how about behaving yourself until then? The doctor was right behind me.”
  • 150.
    Nick grumbled, butdidn’t protest the letter going back into its envelope. Sure enough, the doctor came in moments later, a smile on his face and a small box in his hand. “Feeling better today?” “Much. No residual headache, and only a little pain when I move.” “Excellent. We’ll have you walk around the ward a few times to get your strength back up slowly.” He examined Nick quickly, and as predicted, announced that Nick could read on his own, as long as he didn’t overdo it. Then, he handed Nick the box he’d carried in.
  • 151.
    “What’s this?” Nickasked. “Your Purple Heart, for being wounded in combat.” “Oh,” Nick said, a little shocked. “Thank you.” “No, thank you. You did a good job that day, Nick, and you helped to save a lot of lives. In fact,” the doctor said, handing Nick several pieces of paper, “it helped this go through a little faster.” Nick skimmed the letters over. “I don’t understand.”
  • 152.
    The doctor satdown in the chair by Nick’s bed. “The first letter is confirming your promotion to Lieutenant, which should have been finalized a while ago. The second is a commendation for your actions in the Simdennes. And the third and final one is confirming your second promotion to Captain. Congratulations, Captain Bradford.” Nick stared blankly at the doctor. “Two promotions?” “Yes. As I said, the first promotion was overdue, and your actions warranted a field promotion, which sped the process up a bit.” “Huh,” Nick said, not really knowing what else to say.
  • 153.
    The doctor gotup. “Well, I’ve got my rounds to finish. Once you’re feeling a little better, you can come with me so your medical skills don’t get too rusty.” “Thank you, sir.” Nick looked over the letters a bit closer, now that he fully understood what they were about. He blushed a little when he read the commendation, thinking that his actions weren’t nearly as heroic as everyone was making them out to be. He was just about to start on the food the nurse had brought in when something hit him. Nick broke into a wide grin, causing the nurse to ask what was going on. “I outrank my younger brother now,” Nick smirked. “When I see him next, I’m going to make him salute me.” The nurse laughed, and ordered Nick to finish his meal. * * * * *
  • 154.
    Alice shook herhead as she folded Nick’s latest letter up. Cindy looked up from the floor where she and Steven were playing with his blocks, questioning. “He asked me again if we’d heard what Danny thought of him getting made Captain.” Cindy laughed. “Your daddy,” she said, tickling Steven’s side, “is a silly, silly man.” “Silly Dada,” the boy replied as he squealed with laughter. “What are you going to tell him this time?” “I don’t know. I’m tempted to tell him to write to his brother himself and see what happens.” Cindy laughed again. “Really, Alice. The two of them pick at each other enough without you encouraging them.”
  • 155.
    James came into the rare sight of Cindy, Alice and Steven laughing, though the young boy had no idea why he was doing so. It made James smile. “It sounds like all of you have had a good day.” “We have,” Cindy agreed as she kissed him hello. “You?” “Just fine. Especially when I found out that the Simmans have withdrawn from the Simdennes forest entirely.” “But that means they’re basically out of SimFrance,” Alice said, proud of her newfound knowledge of SimEuropean geography. “Yup. Soon, we’ll be fighting on their home soil. It won’t be long now before they’re caving and surrendering unconditionally.”
  • 156.
    Steven looked up.“War over?” James chuckled as he scooped his grandson up. “Not yet, buddy. But soon. And then your Daddy will come home, your Mommy can have all the cheese she wants, your Uncle Danny will come back, I can have twelve cups of coffee at breakfast if I want to, and maybe your Aunt Dotty won’t be such a sourpuss.” Steven clapped. “Dada home soon!” Alice took Steven from James, her expression clearly stating that she was not impressed with what James had just said to her son. “But not yet, sweetie. Daddy has lots of work to do still. When he’s done, then he will come home. And you, little man, need to get washed up before dinner. Let’s go do that now.”
  • 157.
    Cindy wrapped herarms around James as Alice and Steven left the room. “You have to be careful with what you say around him, James. He has no sense of time, and then he has fits because Nick hasn’t come home yet.” “I know. It’s just so exciting to think that the end is in sight.” “In SimEurope, maybe. The Simpanese have shown no signs of relenting. Who knows when things over there will be over.” “Well, if we wrap up one front we can redouble our efforts on the other.” “As long as it means that Nick doesn’t end up on the other half of the world; there’s talk of sending the boys in SimEurope to the Simcific to help finish the job. I don’t like that idea at all. I want my boys home, safe, now.” * * * * *
  • 158.
    Alice followed Rosalieout the room with her eyes. James had looked so defeated when he came into the room to tell her friend that she’d needed to get home straight away. Once she could see through the open window that Rosalie was practically running towards her home, Alice looked at James. “Something happened to Gilbert, didn’t it?” James nodded once. “He was killed in action on Iwo Sima.” Alice put her hand to her mouth as she felt tears begin to slide down her cheeks. “Oh, how horrible.” “I don’t know how Taddy will bear losing his only son.” Alice got up. “I’m sure Aunt Calla and Rosalie won’t be up to cooking for a while. I’m going to go make them something. Will you watch Steven for me for a bit?”
  • 159.
    James gave hisagreement, and Alice hurried off towards the kitchen. James sat down where she had been, and smoothed the coppery hair on his grandson’s head. “What am I going to do, little man?” he asked the sleeping toddler. He thought about his best friend, and how proud he’d been when Gilbert was born. He thought about all the mischief Gilbert, Danny, and Howie had gotten up to when they were younger; the three of them were almost a mirror of the friendship Taddy, James and Sterling had had at their age. How on earth would the Seiffs, and everyone who loved them for that matter, cope with such a gaping hole in their lives? * * * * *
  • 160.
    James, Taddy, andSterling were sitting at the table in the dining room of the old farmhouse, each nursing a glass of Scotch, each lost in his own thoughts. “Heard from Nick lately?” Sterling asked, breaking the silence. “Yup. Alice got a letter from him the other day. He’s headed back to his aid station, and will probably be there for the duration.” “That won’t be long. Simmany can’t hold out for much longer.” James nodded. “Had a letter from Danny too. He’s finally managed to get over his seasickness. Only took him two years.” Sterling cracked a weak smile. “Poor kid should have figured out he wasn’t suited for ships before joining the Navy.”
  • 161.
    The silence returned,punctuated only by the clinking of ice against glass, or when Taddy pulled the stopper from the decanter to refill his glass. James and Sterling eyed their friend with concern. He was at least three drinks ahead of the two of them, and hadn’t spoken a word all night. To be quite honest, James had been shocked that he’d accepted the invitation at all. Taddy had hardly left his house since Gilbert had been killed in action. Rosalie had probably forced him to leave the house that night, James reflected. But clearly, his cousin wasn’t up to being social yet. Sterling cleared his throat. “Howie’s still in Ausimstralia,” he offered. “I have no idea what he’s doing, but he loves the island. Actually, from his letters I’m not sure he’s doing any Navy work at all; he only writes about taking nurses and other girls out on the town.” James chuckled a little bit. “That’s Howie for you. How’s Shirley doing with her riveting?” “Top notch. Her crew put together a destroyed in five days. Nearly broke a record doing it.”
  • 162.
    Taddy slammed hisglass down on the table, sloshing its contents all over the polished wood surface. He gave his two best friends a black look. “If you’re supposed to be cheering me up, you’re doing a shitty job.” “Taddy, we can’t not talk about the war and how it’s affected our families,” Sterling said gently. “It’s affected some families more than others,” Taddy spat. James raised his eyebrows. “What do you mean by that, Taddy?”
  • 163.
    Taddy stood up,knocking his chair back and over as he did so. “It occurs to me that I’m the only one of us who’s lost a son to the war. Tell me, James, how is it that you send two boys off to the front lines and both of them are still alive? And you may only have one son there, Sterling, but he’s still alive too! Why Gilbert? Why my son? It’s not fair!” James and Sterling quickly exchanged looks. “Taddy, my son may be alive, but he’s damn lucky that he is. When the Simpanese torpedoed his ship, he nearly didn’t make it off before it sank. If his leg injury had been any worse, he wouldn’t have survived either way.” Taddy just glared at Sterling. “And in case you’ve forgotten, I nearly lost Nick, and my family did lose Edward on D-Day.” “Edward’s not your son,” Taddy spat. “No, but his death practically killed my only daughter. What does that count for in your tally of things?” James replied with just as much venom. “It’s not the same! Gilbert was my only son! I’ll never have another one. The Seiff name died with him,” Taddy cried, his voice breaking on the last words.
  • 164.
    James and Sterlinglooked at each other, gaping. They began to get out of their chairs to comfort their friend, but Taddy made a dismissive gesture. “Taddy…” James began, but Taddy shot the two of them a look of disgust and stormed out of the room. They heard the front door slam, and then the cry of Steven from being woken up by all the commotion. “Alice and Cindy are going to have my head,” James muttered as he picked up the knocked over chair.
  • 165.
    Sure enough, Cindycame into the dining room, hands on her hips. “What was that all about?” Sterling looked at her sadly. “Taddy’s feeling a little miffed that he’s the only one who lost a son in the war, and we made the mistake of trying to comfort him.” Cindy’s angry expression softened. “Poor man. I can’t even imagine…” “I wouldn’t have asked him over if I knew he’d make a scene and wake Steven up like that.”
  • 166.
    Cindy went overand hugged her husband. “I know you wouldn’t have. But Taddy needs to remember his family isn’t the only one who has suffered because of this war, even if our losses haven’t been as great as his.” “Hopefully he will, once the shock of the loss has dulled a bit.” Sterling excused himself, and James sighed. “I’d better go upstairs and apologize to Alice.”
  • 167.
    He found Alicetucking Steven back into bed. Luckily, it hadn’t taken much to coax him back into dreamland. He crossed the nursery to join her, and kept his voice down as he spoke so he didn’t reawaken Steven. “I’m sorry. I didn’t realize that Taddy would lash out the way he did and storm out.” “Poor Taddy,” Alice sighed. “He’s taking the loss of Gilbert pretty hard.” James nodded. “It doesn’t help that Nick, Danny, Howie, and Walter for that matter have made it through in one piece.” Alice reached down to caress Steven’s hair. “To lose your only son so tragically. I can’t even imagine what that must be like.” “I hope you never have to.” * * * * *
  • 168.
    My dearest Nick, Suchsad news today. I can’t believe that President Roosimvelt is gone. He’d done such a fine job leading us out of the Great Depression, and was such a steady hand guiding us and reassuring us during the darkest days of the war. It’s a shame to think that he won’t be around to celebrate victory, when it happens. Which, of course, I hope is very, very soon. Your son discovered the wonders of mud yesterday. He was napping, so I carried him out while I tended the newly-planted garden. He awoke and when my back was turned, he waddled over to the freshly tilled dirt that I’d just watered and began to splash and play. Fortunately, no real damage was done, though Steven was not happy about having to have a second bath.
  • 169.
    Are you readjustingto life in the field hospital, after the glamour of Simdon? I try not to worry about you, being closer to the action, but it’s nearly impossible. The only bit of comfort I have is that, with your promotion, you won’t be sent forward anytime soon. (And you won’t volunteer, will you darling?) It’s strange to think that this really might be over soon. Is it wrong that I actually let myself think about what you coming home would be like? I hope not. I can’t wait for you to meet Steven, and for you and I to start moving on with our lives. All my love, Alice
  • 170.
    Dearest Alice, Steven isjust following along in a proud Bradford tradition of an affinity for mud. My father and Uncle Taddy were famous for their pies, and I may have made a few myself with Shirley back in the day. I wish I could have seen that, though I understand why you dumped him into the tub instead of getting out the camera. I say go ahead and let yourself dream of me coming home. I can’t wait to meet my son either, and perhaps discuss the possibility of giving him a brother or sister (or two or three). Recent events have made that even more of a possibility than it ever was before.
  • 171.
    We got wordthat Musimlini had been captured and hanged a few days after the fact. The colonel looked the other way while we had a bit of an impromptu party; he knew that we needed something to take our minds off of everything that had been going on, especially as of late. The party only got more celebratory when the reports of Hitler committing suicide in Berlsim began to trickle in. Some of the GIs who were still recovering enough to be transported had joined us, and a few of them were disappointed that he’d taken the coward’s way out. Me, I say dead is dead, no matter how it happened. It’s one less evil in the world, and I can’t think of another word to describe such a person. With their leader gone, I don’t think the Simmans will be able to hold out much longer. And then, as soon as I can, I’ll be headed back to Simerica. Since I’ve been here since basically the beginning, I’ve got more than enough points to get my discharge at the first opportunity. Heck, I could probably do it today if I really pushed, but I did sign papers for the duration, and I intend on keeping that promise. Miss you loads. Love, Nick
  • 172.
    It was apleasant day in early May – May the 8th of 1945 to be exact. James had gone off to work a few hours ago. Cindy and Alice were busy trying to plan out the next few days worth of meals, and it became clear that they didn’t have everything that the needed in the pantry. “I’ll go call James and ask him to bring home a few things,” Cindy stated, but Alice shook her head. “He won’t be able to get half of what we need without this,” she said, waving their ration coupon book in the air. “I’ll run down to the store, pick out what we need and make James bring it home.”
  • 173.
    The store wasslower than usual, but it was still somewhat early in the day. James helped Alice pick out the things she needed, but as he was about to cash her out he was interrupted by the ringing of the phone in the upstairs office. He excused himself to go answer it. Alice amused herself by looking at the magazine rack while she waited for James. She could hear his voice drift down from upstairs, and it sounded like he was excited. Moments later he came down the stairs, the biggest smile on his face. He paused a few steps before the bottom, and cleared his throat.
  • 174.
    “Excuse me, ladiesand gentlemen, but I have an announcement. Yesterday, Simmany surrendered unconditionally to the Allied forces.” There was a collective gasp, and several people asked about the validity of the source. “Sterling is the one who called me with the news, and he got it directly from the war department at one of his draft board meetings this morning. Today is VE Day, and tonight we’ll celebrate. The blackout restrictions are being relaxed just a little.”
  • 175.
    The people assembledin the store were smiling as they hurried to pay for their purchases and leave to pass the news along to others. James, once he was sure that the store was running smoothly, made his way over to Alice, who was smiling as tears ran down her face. “It’s really over,” she breathed. “It really is. Our boy will be home soon.” Alice buried her face in her hands, shaking her head in disbelief.
  • 176.
    “Alice, there’s somethingI need you to do now.” She looked up at James. “The phone lines have been jammed; Sterling’s actually spent the better part of the morning trying to get through, so Shirley doesn’t know yet. Can you run over to her house and let her and Vi know the news? I’ll take care of the groceries.” “Of course I can. I should stop by and let Rosalie and the Seiffs know as well before I go home. I’ll just go tidy up my face and head straight over.”
  • 177.
    Cindy had beenover the moon when Alice came running home with the news of the surrender. At once, she decided to break into their precious sugar stock to bake a cake to celebrate, and Alice did her part to add to the feast by heading to the butcher and using several of their precious ration coupons to get a roast for dinner. After enjoying their feast, the whole family (and the whole town it seemed) headed down to the beach where several of the teenage boys had assembled a bonfire. The Bradfords watched as their friends and neighbors rejoiced, but they didn’t stay long. Not only was Steven up way past his bedtime, but they also realized that while one part of the war was over, another still raged. Until Simpan surrendered as Simmany had, they couldn’t allow themselves to truly rejoice. * * * * *
  • 178.
    “So Simmany willbe under Allied control for the foreseeable future?” Cindy asked, trying to clarify what James had reported at dinner. “Yup. Heck, even the city of Berlsim is getting chopped in half, since the Simviets are staking their claim because they got there first.” “I’m not sure I understand what’s going to happen.” “The Allies, meaning us and the Simviets, are each going to get a portion of Simmany to run as we see fit. Basically, they’re chopping the country up like it was that chicken pie.” Cindy began to point out that it wasn’t chicken in that night’s pie, but James shushed her. “Doll, I’ve learned not to ask too many questions when it comes to the food over the past few years, so it’s probably better that I don’t know exactly what you put into the pot pie.”
  • 179.
    “What does UncleSterling think about the plan?” James laughed. “You remember how he used to rant about the Simviets before the war? He’s even worse now. He senses that trouble is coming with this plan, since our philosophies are so different.” “I suppose the only thing that will tell if it works is time.” James nodded. “It wouldn’t hurt if, now that they’re done fighting the Simmans, if the Simviets would declare war on Simpan and help us out on that front too.” “Well, there’s still time for that. Maybe they’re just taking stock of their resources before jumping into things,” Cindy suggested. “Maybe. But they better not wait too long. They are supposed to be our allies, after all, and until Simpan surrenders, the war’s not really over for anyone.”
  • 180.
    My dearest Nick, Thenews out of SimEurope continues to make us all smile. It was so satisfying to read that the Simerican troops, alongside their Simlish and SimFrench comrades marched into Berlsim not too long ago. Hopefully, the process of rebuilding can begin in SimEurope soon, so that things can start to get back to something resembling normal. Is there any word yet on when you might be home? I know I keep asking, but I want you home. We all do, especially since we know Danny will be a bit longer in coming. All my love, Alice
  • 181.
    Alice, Patience, woman! Assoon as I can get my discharge I will, but it’s a bit too soon for that. There’s still work to be done here. Did you hear that the Simlish didn’t vote Simchill in for another term as their prime minster? Slap in the face if you ask me, considering all he did for them during the war. I guess they figure it’s time for someone new to lead them in peacetime. Still, it’s a crap move. You know, it’s been nearly a month since you sent me pictures of Steven. Send some along; I’m sure he’s grown since then. Love, Nick
  • 182.
    As things inSimEurope was being finalized and formalized, the war continued to rage on in the Simcific. That meant the Bradfords, while relieved that Nick was now no longer in the middle of things, still worried about Danny who was. The Simpanese had vowed to fight until the last man, and everyone was bracing themselves for what that would mean when the Allies got close enough to launch an invasion of the Simpanese mainland. Before it came to that, the newspapers came bearing news that would forever change the world.
  • 183.
    “The force of20,000 tons of TNT,” James said with a low whistle. “Now that’s a bomb.” Alice frowned, and picked Steven up and carried him out of the room. “What was that all about?” Cindy looked at James pointedly. “You know she doesn’t like to have him hear war news, especially things like this. She’s afraid it will give him nightmares.” Sure enough, when Alice came back into the room a moment later without Steven she gave James a look. “Do you really think he understands any of this stuff?” “That’s not a chance I’m willing to take,” she replied.
  • 184.
    James turned hisattention back to the paper. “Well, it’s not like we didn’t give them fair warning. The President outlined what would happen if the Simpanese chose not to surrender.” “But it wasn’t a purely military target. Civilians will be casualties,” Alice pointed out. “The town was an army center,” James replied. “Innocent lives were still lost,” she retorted. “Do they have any idea what kind of impact it had?” “No. There’s too much smoke in the air still for our planes to get a clear picture, and even though the Simpanese admit to damage we can’t rely on their reports.” Alice shivered. “I don’t like it. A bomb with much indiscriminate power doesn’t strike me as a good thing.”
  • 185.
    Several days later,when word came that a second atomic bomb had been dropped on another Simpanese city, Alice was no happier. “Another one? The first one destroyed more than half of the city and wiped out its entire population. How many lives will be lost this time?” “How many lives will be saved because Simpan ends up surrendering because of this? You’ve read the reports of how they defended the territory they claimed; can you imagine the carnage if we stormed their mainland?” Alice shuddered. “But the way the bombs kill is so horrible. People incinerated, burned beyond recognition. Civilians, James, not soldiers. Children, like Steven. Did they deserve that?” James hesitated. “No, they didn’t. But their leaders should have realized what would happen to its citizens if they didn’t surrender. If you want to get mad at someone, get mad at them for their hubris.” Alice sighed. “I hope this is the last one. Too many people have died already.”
  • 186.
    A week later,Simsfield got the best news possible. The Bradfords were sitting in the living room, listening to the radio as they often did, when a newscaster broke into the game show they were enjoying. “We interrupt this broadcast to bring you breaking news. From the Simerican National News desk in New Sim City, reports from Simpan Radio indicate that acceptance of surrender terms offered by the Allies will be coming soon.”
  • 187.
    Everyone looked upat the radio, but no one moved. Two days ago, they’d heard a similar announcement, and it had turned out to be false. In the rush to be the first to report the surrender, a few of the broadcast networks had taken to reporting rumors instead of fact. The radio squawked again. “We are now broadcasting to you directly from the grounds of the White House in Washsimton. You heard the news flash a few moments ago. We can now report with the utmost of certainty that it is true. The Simpanese offer of unconditional surrender is official, and it has been accepted.” Alice and Cindy shrieked and began to cry, while shouted (though his eyes were suspiciously bright as well). The women hugged, and James scooped up Steven who had been playing quietly with his bear and was now looking at the adults as if they had gone crazy.
  • 188.
    “It’s over,” Alicebreathed. “I can’t believe it’s over.” “Nor I,” Cindy said, wiping at her eyes without a care for her makeup. “You know what this means?” James said with a smile. “Dada coming home!” Steven announced proudly, and everyone laughed. “Yes, you little imp,” Alice said as she took her son from James and snuggled him close. “Your Daddy will be coming home. And your Uncle Danny, Uncle Walter, and Uncle Bruce, and a whole lot of other people.” “And rationing will end,” James said with a grin. “I can have my coffee, Cindy can have her sugar for cakes, and you can have all the cheese you want.”
  • 189.
    The family settledback down to listen to the President address the nation about the surrender. They were a bit disappointed to hear that a formal proclamation of victory would not be made until the signing of the surrender terms, but it didn’t stop them from planning the celebrations they would have when it happened. For the first time, they made plans for homecomings. James proposed a family trip up to the cabin in the mountains, while Cindy did her best to figure out how she would make all of Nick’s favorite foods with rations still in place. Alice said little, but she kept Steven firmly on her lap despite his squirmy protests. The thought that Nick was finally coming back to her was almost more than she could take. * * * * *
  • 190.
    Two weeks later,when the formal surrender of Japan was signed, the small town of Simsfield went a bit mad. Blackout restrictions were forgotten as the town gathered on Simsfield beach for another bonfire, this one complete with fireworks that someone had been saving for many years. Steven hadn’t liked the booms of the fireworks, so Alice took him home and Cindy had gone with her, claiming that she was getting too old for such shenanigans. James had lingered, enjoying watching the joy on everyone’s faces. For nearly four years, he’d seen so many of those faces in the store with various levels of anguish upon them, and it was nice to see all that vanish with the swipe of a pen.
  • 191.
    “James?” He turned tosee Taddy, looking rather uncomfortable. “Yes?” “I know it’s probably too late, but I wanted to apologize for losing my temper with you and Sterling. I…I was wrong to suggest that because I was the only one who lost a son that I was the only one who suffered. I know that both you and Sterling went through different kinds of hell during the war, and I shouldn’t have discounted that.”
  • 192.
    James moved closerto his best friend. “Taddy, I never blamed you; I knew it was the grief talking. Sterling and I could have been a bit more sensitive too.” Taddy snorted. “Sensitive isn’t in your vocabulary, James.” “No, it’s not,” he admitted. They smiled at each other. “We okay?” Taddy asked. “We’re okay,” James said. “And I am really sorry about Gilbert.” “Thanks, James.” * * * * *
  • 193.
    Cindy sighed asshe folded Danny’s letter back into its envelope. “His unit’s been assigned as part of the occupying force. So he won’t be home anytime soon.” “That’s too bad,” Alice said. “Though in the end it might be the best thing. No need for Nick and Danny to get into a contest over who needs to salute whom.” Cindy laughed. “I suppose not. Goodness knows they were always a bit competitive. Though with Danny still in, there’s a chance he’ll get promoted before he comes home, and then where will we be?” “Hopefully by that point, Nick will have long forgotten about such things and be fully immersed in his duties at the hospital.” “Oh, I doubt it, if I know my boys. Speaking of that, any word from Nick yet?” “He should be stateside by now at one of the separation centers. It should only take a few days once he’s there to get his discharge processed. I’m hoping to hear from him soon so we know exactly when to expect him.”
  • 194.
    The phone rang,and Alice got up to answer it. She hurried to the foyer, as she didn’t want the ringing to waken Steven from his afternoon nap. “Hello?” “Alice?” She nearly dropped the phone. “Nick?” “Hello, sweetheart.”
  • 195.
    She choked backtears of joy. “Where are you?” “At the separation center, south of New Sim City.” “You’re so close!” “I know. Listen, my paperwork’s getting finalized tomorrow, but not in time for any of the trains to take me home. So I’ll be taking the first train to Simsfield the day after that.” Alice squeaked. “You’ll be home the day after tomorrow!” “Yes, I will. Can you all meet me at the train station in Simsfield?” “Of course we can! But why don’t you just get off the train in Portsimouth? That way Dotty can be there too.”
  • 196.
    “Are you sure?It’s a bit more trouble to get into the city for you, I know.” “We’ll borrow Uncle Cyrus’ car; we’ve done it a few times before. Please, Nick. It will get you to us that much faster.” “You know I can’t say no to you. Okay. Portsimouth it is then. The train leaves here at seven in the morning, so that should put it into Portsimouth around eleven.” “We’ll be there.” “Good. I’ve got to go, as there’s a line a mile long behind me of guys making travel arrangements.” “I understand, darling. We’ll see you soon. I love you.” “I love you, too. See you the day after tomorrow.”
  • 197.
    Alice hung upthe phone and turned to see Cindy standing there, radiant with joy. “Nick’s coming home Thursday?” “He is. His discharge will be done tomorrow at some point, so he’s waiting to take the train Thursday morning because he can’t depend being able to get all the way back Wednesday.” “That’s so soon. Come on, we’ve got a ton of work to do before then.”
  • 198.
    Thursday morning brightand early, James, Cindy, Alice and Steven piled in to Cyrus’ car and drove into the city. At the train station, Dotty met them. Things between her and the family had been a little rocky since D Day, but as of late Dotty seemed to have made her peace with the events that had changed her life so dramatically. “Besides,” she said in her old joking voice, “just because my story didn’t have a happy ending doesn’t mean that I need to begrudge everyone whose does.” Alice had hugged Dotty at that moment. “I’m glad that you’ve come to see that.”
  • 199.
    As it gotcloser to eleven, the train platform filled with people who were also waiting for their soldiers to come home. Alice cursed her average stature, as she couldn’t see as far down the platform as she would have liked. James, however, towered above the crowd and was able to report on what was going on. Eleven came and went, and Alice’s face fell. “It’s late.” Cindy patted her arm, even though the tension in her face was clear. “It’s probably held up a little because of homecoming festivities at the other stations. I’m sure we’ll hear an announcement of its arrival momentarily.” “Bad train!” Steven announced from where he was snuggled in his Aunt Dotty’s arms. “It is a bad train,” Alice agreed. “But I’m sure it will…”
  • 200.
    The loudspeaker crackled,announcing the imminent arrival of the 11:05 from New Sim City. Moments later, a train whistle sounded. The Bradfords all smiled, and Steven squirmed with excitement. “Dada coming home!” “Yes, he is. And you, young man, need to stop being so wiggly.” “I want down. I can walk,” he insisted. “I know you can. But there are too many people here, and they’re not paying attention. The last thing we need today is for you to get lost, or squished.” Steven pouted, but he stopped his squirming once he had settled himself into a comfortable position. “Good boy,” Dotty praised.
  • 201.
    The train pulledinto the station, and its doors opened to allow a steady stream of men in khaki uniforms to spill out. James scanned the crowd as he watched for Nick, and soon a huge smile crossed his face. He stood on his toes and waved his arms, and was soon rewarded with a man near the far end of the platform waving back. Alice followed James’ gaze, and soon she saw her husband making his way towards their group. James could feel the excitement radiating off of her, and he gave her a small push forward. “Go ahead. It’s you he really wants to see first. We’ll catch up in a moment.” Alice did not need to be told twice.
  • 202.
    She elbowed herway down the platform, and soon she and Nick were standing in front of each other. No words were spoken as they crashed into each other’s arms. Nick pressed his nose into Alice’s hair and inhaled deeply. “You smell like home.” Alice couldn’t help laughing as she pulled back slightly to look Nick in the eye. He smiled at her, and she smiled back. “Why are you crying?” Nick asked. “Am I? I guess it’s because I’m so happy to see you.” “You have no idea how happy I am to see you.”
  • 204.
    James cleared histhroat, causing Nick and Alice to pull apart. Nick turned, and saw the rest of his family smiling back at him. Cindy was the first of the group to go forward, and she hugged Nick tightly. James patted Nick on the shoulder, and then Dotty, who had passed Steven back to his mother, had her turn at hugging Nick. At last, Nick turned to the one member of the party who he’d not yet met. Alice smiled as she handed the redheaded boy to his father for the first time. “This is Steven. Steven, this is your daddy.”
  • 205.
    The two lookedat each other for a moment. Then Steven squealed and squirmed excitedly. “Dada!” Nick hugged the little boy tight as he felt the tears building in his own eyes. “Son.”
  • 206.
    Dinner at theBradfords that night was something of a party. The Alcotts and the Seiffs came over, bringing dishes that helped make the meal like one before the days of rations. Nick was the center of attention, and Alice, Cindy and Steven seemed incapable of letting him out of their sights. Everyone seemed to enjoy themselves, even if Taddy and Calla’s smiles often looked as though they were forced. Rosalie wasn’t there, as she was playing the “too pregnant to be out in public” card, but no one seemed to mind. Shirley was her usual irreverent self, and Viola was complaining loudly to anyone who would listen that Howie had gone and gotten married to an Ausimtralian girl. All in all, it felt like a family gathering they might have had before the war.
  • 207.
    The only personwho really didn’t seem to be enjoying herself was Dotty, but Nick was the only one who noticed when she slipped out the back door to sit by herself in the garden. Nick supposed that the constant condolences she was still getting wore on her nerves. He didn’t want to let his little sister sit alone for too long, so he whispered to Alice that he was stepping outside for a bit of air. He joined her on the old bench, and they’d talked, really talked, for what was probably the first time in their lives. Nick was shocked to find out that Dotty had grown up so much, and that she could really understand what he’d gone through, after seeing the aftermath of war staring back at her in the form of one of her patients in hospital bed for so many months.
  • 208.
    The celebration couldhave gone well into the night, but when Nick became unable to disguise his yawns the guests quietly said their goodbyes. Steven had dropped off long ago, but Nick went to tuck him in before he went to get ready for bed himself. Though Alice’s come-hither look suggested that she was hoping for more than just sleeping that night (and if he was being quite honest with himself, Nick was hoping for that as well), he was exhausted. The reunited couple had to be content with snuggling together as they drifted to sleep, happier than either of them had been in a long time.
  • 209.
    Alice awoke inthe predawn, alone. As it was something she’d grown used to in the past few years, it didn’t alarm her at first until she noticed the covers on Nick’s side were pushed back and she remembered that he was home. She hurried out of bed and went to look for him. She was pretty sure that she knew where he was, and her instinct was spot-on. Nick was in the nursery, watching Steven as he slept.
  • 210.
    “You’re up early,”she said. “Force of habit,” he replied. “I imagine it’ll be a while before I can sleep in a bit. I didn’t wake you, did I?” “No. At first I didn’t even miss you, because I wasn’t awake enough to realize that you were home.” Nick chuckled silently, and then his stomach rumbled. “Come on, I’ll make you breakfast.”
  • 211.
    Breakfast was amerry affair. Cindy and Alice fussed over Nick like mother hens, while James gave him looks of sympathy in between reading the headlines of the paper. Steven had insisted on sitting on Nick’s lap once he was done with his mush, and Nick had slipped him tiny bites of his omelet or toast with jam when the womenfolk weren’t looking. When Alice took Steven to wash the remnants of jam from his face (giving Nick a look as she did so), James turned to his son. “I’m sure that Sterling would be happy to take you into the city with him in the next few days if you want to apply for a position at the hospital. Or were you planning on starting your own practice here in town?”
  • 212.
    “Neither.” James blinked. “Soall that work and you don’t want to be a doctor after all?” Nick laughed. “No, I’m going to be a doctor, but not at a hospital in Portsimouth and not in my own practice, not just yet any way. Dotty mentioned to me last night that they’re building a hospital here in Simsfield; she’s actually thinking of applying for a transfer, and that sounds just about right for me as well.” “That does sound good,” James admitted. “But it’ll be a while before it’s done. What will you do until then?” “Well, someone last night mentioned something about a family trip up to our cabin, and I think that would be just fine. As long as we’re back before Shirley and Walter get married.”
  • 213.
    Alice came backinto the room then, and deposited Steven back into his father’s lap. “Because the Simmans will look like kittens compared to Shirley if you miss her wedding.” A shadow crossed Nick’s face, though no one but his father seemed to notice. He recovered quickly. “That’s right. And after that, it will be time for Thanksgiving, and then Christmas and New Year’s. The hospital should be hiring by then, and with any luck I’ll be working before the snow’s gone. If I get bored, I can always pick up a per diem shift at the hospital where Dotty works; she told me so last night.” “Well, now that that’s settled, should I make arrangements for us to head north in a few days?” James asked. “What do you say, Steven?” Nick replied. “Want to go up to the mountains with Daddy?” Steven squealed his consent, and James went off to buy the family train tickets.
  • 214.
    The week inthe mountains was everything the family had hoped for. It gave Nick a chance to get to know his son better, and for him to get reacquainted with his wife as well. Cindy had never actually been to the cabin before, and she instantly fell in love with the quaint mountain town where it was situated. Still, all was not perfect. James, always an early riser, noted that Nick, who had never been a morning person, was always up before him, no matter how late it was when the young man had gone to bed. James also noticed that the dark circles under his son’s eyes hadn’t gone away. The morning before they were due to leave, James awoke to see that Nick was sitting on the porch of the cabin, staring off blankly into the cool, grey morning. After fixing a cup of coffee for each of them, James joined Nick on the porch.
  • 215.
    “Thanks,” Nick repliedas he accepted the mug. The two men sat quietly, sipping their coffee. Soon James had finished his, and he set his mug down. “Want to talk about it?” “Talk about what?” “Whatever it is that’s bothering you.” “Who says something’s bothering me?” “Nick, you never were very good at hiding your emotions. Besides, you’re my son. I can tell when something’s bothering you.”
  • 216.
    Nick said nothing,but his shoulders slumped a bit. “Did something happen while you were overseas?” “A lot of things happened, Dad.” “Look, Nick, I think I get it. You don’t want to burden us with the stuff you saw. But it’s eating away at you. You need to let it out sometime, or it’s going to destroy you.” Nick sighed, and let his head fall back against the chair. “It was towards the end. We got called forward as a unit because one of the army companies had come across one of the Simzi concentration camps.” James had heard about the horrors of such camps on the radio, and read about them in the papers as well, so he knew without Nick saying anything more how deeply what he would have seen had shaken Nick to his core.
  • 217.
    “It wasn’t somuch all the death – though the evidence of what happened there was all too visible. Or even that they used innocent people for horrific medical experiments against their consent, though that was pretty terrible too. The worst part was that all those poor people were snatched from their homes for no other reason than they didn’t fit into what the Simzi’s idea of what a Simman should be, stuffed into a camp built for a tenth of the number that should have been there, and made to suffer unspeakable torture and brutalities to the point where death must have been a welcome relief. So many people, Dad, and it wasn’t just that one camp. They were all over Simman-occupied SimEurope. No, that’s not the worst part. The worst part…the worst part…the worst part was that the villagers in town that you could see from the camp gates claimed that they had no idea what was going on, so they did nothing. NOTHING, Dad. They just stood by and let hundreds of thousands of people die for no good reason. They just let it happen.” James reached out and put his hand on Nick, who had slumped forward at the end of his rant. The older man’s heart broke for his son. “It’s enough to make any man angry.”
  • 218.
    “Angry? Dad, forthe first time in my life I actually wanted to kill someone, starting with the Simman soldiers who ran the camp. It’s probably a good thing that the army company that liberated the camp took care of that before they called the medical folks in.” “Were you at least able to help anyone?” Nick shrugged. “I have to think so or I’d go crazy. So many of the patients I saw were so broken that there wasn’t a lot to be done. It just eats at me to think that this didn’t have to happen.” James just nodded, and the two men lapsed back into silence. “You know, Nick,” James said eventually, as the sun began to rise, “not everyone did nothing. There were a lot of people in the countries that got invaded that risked a lot to get people the Simzis wanted to harm to safety.” Nick nodded. “I heard that. Still, it’s hard not to get mad at people, Simericans included, for standing by for so long and letting things get so bad.” “I can’t disagree with you there, son. But I’ve got to ask, do you feel any better for having gotten that out?”
  • 219.
    Nick looked likehe wanted to disagree, but then he nodded once. “I can’t talk to Alice about that stuff; it would upset her too much.” “I understand. If I were in your shoes, I wouldn’t want to talk to your mother about such things either. But son, know that I’m here for you if you need me.” “Thanks, Dad.” “Don’t mention it. Now, I’m sure our lovely wives and your charming son are going to be getting up soon, so let’s surprise them by making breakfast. I can still make a mean stack of pancakes.” “I remember those pancakes on mornings when Mom had morning sickness with Dotty and Danny,” Nick smiled. “They were pretty good.” “Then let’s get to it. Pancakes don’t make themselves.”
  • 220.
    Cindy and Alicewere pleasantly surprised by the pancakes, and since Steven enjoyed anything sticky they were a big hit with him as well. The fact that Nick seemed closer to his old self did not go unnoticed by anyone, but no one said anything in front of him out of fear of reversing whatever had happened. When Alice brought the dirty plates into the kitchen where James was cleaning up the mess they’d made of the stove, she smiled at him. “What?” he asked. She’d wrapped her arms around him tightly, but said nothing more. Just as quickly as she’d hugged him, she’d walked out of the room.
  • 221.
    Cindy went inafter Alice left, and kissed James on the cheek. “You too?” he asked. “Yup,” she said. “Whatever you said to Nick this morning, thank you. The man that came back to us wasn’t my son, but your conversation brought him back somehow.” “I hate to tell you, doll, but Nick’s never going to be the same person he was before he left.” “I know that,” Cindy sighed. “But the gap between the two isn’t so great anymore. Hopefully, being home with the people he loves will help even more.” “I hope that too, doll.” * * * * *
  • 222.
    The next fewmonths were exactly as Nick had hoped. He relaxed with his family, and enjoyed the holidays. For the first time in a while, they celebrated Thanksgiving with much to be thankful for as a family. Christmas actually felt like Christmas, with Nick’s homecoming coupled with Steven’s budding understanding of Santa Claus. And the Bradfords rang in the New Year with the kind of hope and optimism that a new year should have. Nick was hired at the hospital and he found that he really enjoyed working there. The Bradford family was expanding as well. Alice was due with their second child in early summer, and Nick divided his free time between pampering her and serious father-son time with Steven. The happy future he’d imagined with her was coming true, and Nick couldn’t wait to see what the coming years would bring.
  • 224.
    Still with me?I’m shocked after such an epically long chapter. So, was it worth it? You’ll probably remember that I said I randomized the deaths. I wish I’d taken a screenshot of the randomizer, because it would have come in handy now. So, the way the statistics I figured out based on actual casualty statistics from the war had 2 people dying, and 4 wounded. Therefore, the first two on the randomizer’s list would be the deaths, and the next four would be the wounded, in declining order of severity. Nick was #3 on the list. I honestly didn’t know whether to be relieved or upset. Because Nick dying would have been great for plot. Especially considering that their firstborn was a boy. But I love Nick and Alice, and I wanted them to have lots more babies, so I’m happy that he’s sticking around. The list went, for those who are interested: 1) Gilbert (*sobs*) 2) Dotty’s Husband (*more sobs*) 3) Nick 4) Howard 5) Nancy Phoenix’s husband (which will never actually be mentioned in any chapter) 6) Someone else’s husband who will factor into Dotty’s chapter (it’s a minor character, I swear, so don’t go getting all worried)
  • 225.
    I did thebest I could to read firsthand accounts of the war and research the facts so I could make the chapter as true to history as I could. But there’s only so much information I can get, so there are some things that are just how I wanted them to be. Like Nick finishing his medical training in the army. I found one firsthand account of someone who had all but finished medical school finishing his training in the army, but not a lot of details of how it worked. So I filled in the blanks with my imagination. (That account also mentioned that what the doctor did until D Day consisted mainly of VD checks, but I could not bring myself to make Nick do that when he blushes at the mere though of woohoo). It was also very difficult to work some of the events of World War II into a Sims story with the restrictions the game puts on things. If I didn’t feel I could do something justice within the confines of the game, I didn’t try to film it. This may be the easy way out, but I couldn’t do this half-assed. That’s why things like the Holocaust and the atomic bombs are only mentioned in passing. It might be the easy way out, but as I said, if I didn’t think I could do it justice, I wasn’t going to try.
  • 226.
    Credits Loads of extrasagain this time. From left to right, thanks to: Cait for Blue O’Leary, Liz for Asher Norrington, Di for Robert Legacy, Cait again for John Austen, and Ang for Quinn and Zane Devereaux. Dotty’s chapter’s up next. You’ll get to hear a bit more about the dashing Lt. Edward Haywood then, and how the war changed her life. Then onto Danny’s chapter, and we’ll be back to regular legacy storytelling. I can’t wait! You can leave comments on the Bradford Legacy thread at Boolprop, on my Live Journal, or on my Dreamwidth, whichever you prefer.