The document expresses deep gratitude towards someone who has given the speaker everything and supported them through challenges when others would not. The speaker feels they have become better than this person due to their influence but does not want to surpass them. They want to be like this person but know they can never fully emulate them. The speaker fears that losing this person would leave them unable to function, feeling empty. This person only asks the speaker to make the next generation better, a task the speaker feels unable to accomplish and apologizes for.

1. Savior
Without you I question where I would be right now.
I wouldn't be the person that I am now without you.
Without you I would question my existence.
Having you in my life is the greatest thing I could have.
You gave me everything I could have wanted.
You stood up for me when no one else would.
Gave me the strength to carry on when no one else did.
You looked after me through good and bad.
I always wanted to be like you, but I knew I never could.
In the end, I became better than you, but I don't want to be better than you.
I wanted to be just like you, but I can't.
I know that I can't, but I will still try.
If I lost you, I would lose it all.
I would lose all abilities to function.
Being nothing but a empty shell of a human for the rest of time.
Even after all of this, you only ask one thing of me.
To make this generation better and stop it from being a downward spiral.
Yet, I can't even do that for you.
I lack the power to do so, and for that,
I'm so sorry.