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  ‫א‬   -٢-
‫ﻃﺒﻘﺎ ﻟﻘﻮﺍﻧﲔ ﺍﳌﻠﻜﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻔﻜﺮﻳﺔ‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫.‬ ‫אא‬ ‫א‬ ‫)ﻋـﱪ ﺍﻻﻧﱰﻧـﺖ ﺃﻭ‬ ‫א‬ ‫אא‬ ‫ﻟﻠﻤﻜﺘﺒــﺎﺕ ﺍﻻﻟﻜﱰﻭﻧﻴــﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻷﻗــﺮﺍﺹ ﺍﳌﺪﳎــﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻯ‬ ‫א‬ ‫ﻭﺳﻴﻠﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ (‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫.‬ ‫.‬ ‫א א‬
‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻬﺭﺱ ........................................................ - ٣ -‬ ‫ﻤﻘﺩﻤﺔ ......................................................... - ٥ -‬ ‫‪- 7 - ...................................   : ‬‬ ‫ﺒﻼﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺏ ﺃﻭﻁﺎﻨﻲ .................................... - ٨ -‬ ‫ﻓﺭﺴﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﻭﻟﺔ ....................................... - ١١ -‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﺀ ﺍﻻﺨﻴﺭ ........................................ - ٢١ -‬ ‫ﺃﻗﺩﻡ ﺍﺴﺘﻘﺎﻟﺘﻲ ......................................... - ٣١ -‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺤﻴﺔ ............................................ - ٦١ -‬ ‫ﺯﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺩﻟﻴﺔ ........................................ - ٨١ -‬ ‫ﺜﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻨﺎ ............................................ - ٩١ -‬ ‫ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ ............................................. - ٢٢ -‬ ‫ﻟﻭﺤﺔ ﺴﺭﻴﺎﻟﻴﺔ ...................................................... - ٤٢ -‬ ‫ﺸﻌﻭﺏ ﻀﺎﺌﻌﺔ .................................................... - ٧٢ -‬ ‫ﻭﻀﺎﻉ ﺍﻷﻤل ...................................................... - ٩٢ -‬ ‫ﻜﺄﻱ ﻤﻭﺍﻁﻥ ﻋﺭﺒﻲ ............................................... - ٢٣ -‬ ‫-٣-‬
‫‪- 35 - ................................    : ‬‬ ‫ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﺭﺯ....................................................... - ٦٣ -‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺩ ﺭﺤﻠﺘﻲ ......................................................... - ٠٤ -‬ ‫ﺴﻘﻁﺕ ﺍﻷﻗﻨﻌﺔ ..................................................... - ٤٤ -‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ ......................................................... - ٦٤ -‬ ‫ﺭﻗﺼﺔ ﻭﺩﺍﻉ .......................................... - ٠٥ -‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﺘﻰ.............................................. - ٢٥ -‬ ‫ﺘﺴﺄﻟﻨﻲ ............................................... - ٤٥ -‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ............................................... - ٦٥ -‬ ‫-٤-‬
‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻡ ﺘﺨﻭﻥ ﺍﻻﻨﺴﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﺤﻴﻥ ﻴﺤﺎﻭل ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺒﻴـﺭ ﻋـﻥ‬ ‫ﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭﻩ، ﻋﻥ ﻤﺎ ﻴﺤﺏ ﻭ ﻤﺎ ﻴﻜﺭﻩ، ﻭ ﻤﻨﺫ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻡ ﻭﺠﺩ ﺍﻻﻨﺴـﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺤل ﺍﻻﻤﺜل ﻓﻲ ﺇﻴﺼﺎل ﺘﻌﺒﻴﺭﻩ ﻴﻜﻭﻥ ﻋﺒﺭ ﺍﻟﻘﻠـﻡ، ﻓﻤﻬﻤـﺎ‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﺨﺹ ﻓﺼﻴﺤﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﻁﺎﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﺎﻫﻴﺭﻴﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻁﻔﻴﺔ،‬ ‫ﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺎﻨﻲ ﺍﻷﺴﺎﺴﻴﺔ ﻭ ﻫﻲ ﺒﻴﺕ ﻗﺼﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﻭ ﻤـﺎ‬ ‫ﻴﻌﺠﺯ ﺍﻟﻠﺴﺎﻥ ﻋﻥ ﺇﻴﺼﺎﻟﻪ، ﺘﻠﻘﻰ ﺍﻟﻨﻭﺭ ﻟﻠﻁﺭﻑ ﺍﻵﺨـﺭ ﻓـﻲ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺎﺒﻪ ﻓﻘﻁ، ﺴﻭﺍﺀ ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﺸﻌﺭﺍ ﺃﻭ ﻨﺜﺭﺍ ﺃﻭ ﺨﺎﻁﺭﺓ.‬ ‫ﻴﺤﺘﻭﻱ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺎﺏ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺒﺎﺒﻴﻥ:‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﺍﻻﻭل: ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺎﺌﺩ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺎﺴﺔ:-‬ ‫• ﺒﻼﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺏ ﺃﻭﻁﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫• ﻓﺭﺴﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﻭﻟﺔ‬ ‫• ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﺀ ﺍﻻﺨﻴﺭ‬ ‫• ﺃﻗﺩﻡ ﺍﺴﺘﻘﺎﻟﺘﻲ‬ ‫• ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺤﻴﺔ‬ ‫• ﺯﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺩﻟﻴﺔ‬ ‫• ﺜﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻻﻨﺎ‬ ‫-٥-‬
‫• ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ‬ ‫• ﻟﻭﺤﺔ ﺴﺭﻴﺎﻟﻴﺔ‬ ‫• ﺸﻌﻭﺏ ﻀﺎﺌﻌﺔ‬ ‫• ﻭﻀﺎﻉ ﺍﻷﻤل‬ ‫• ﻜﺄﻱ ﻤﻭﺍﻁﻥ ﻋﺭﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻨﻲ: ﻗﺼﺎﺌﺩ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ:-‬ ‫• ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﺭﺯ‬ ‫• ﻭﻗﺩ ﺭﺤﻠﺘﻲ‬ ‫• ﺴﻘﻁ ﺍﻷﻗﻨﻌﺔ‬ ‫• ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ‬ ‫• ﺭﻗﺼﺔ ﻭﺩﺍﻉ‬ ‫• ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﺘﻰ‬ ‫• ﺘﺴﺄﻟﻨﻲ‬ ‫• ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ‬ ‫-٦-‬
  ‫א‬ ‫א‬ -٧-
‫ﺒﻼﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺏ ﺃﻭﻁﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺒﻼﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺏ ﺃﻭﻁﺎﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﻬﺭ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺤﺒﺱ..‬ ‫ﻋﺸﺕ ﺒﻬﺎ ﻜل ﻤﻌﺎﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻬﻡ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻔﻘﺭ..ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺅﺱ..‬ ‫ﺼﺒﺎﺤﻬﺎ ﺨﺒﺭ ﻤﻜﺭﺭ..‬ ‫ﻋﻥ ﻀﻴﺎﻉ ﺤﺒﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺢ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺠﻨﺤﺔ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﺒﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺯﻟﻴﺔ ﻋﺭﺵ ﻤﻤﻠﻜﺔ ﻜﻨﻌﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭﺴﺭﻗﺔ ﺃﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺸﻬﺩﺍﺀ ﻤﻥ ﺯﻫﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻴﺎﺴﻤﻴﻥ..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﻠﻬﺎ ﻤﻅﻠﻡ..‬ ‫ﻫﺠﺭﻩ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ..‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﺤﺘﻤل ﺒﺭﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺘﻤﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺸﺭﻓﺎﺕ..‬ ‫-٨-‬
‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻀﺌﻪ ﺇﻻ ﺸﻤﻌﺔ..‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﻠﺘﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻤﻌﺒﺩﻱ..‬ ‫ﻋل ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺘﻐﻔﺭ ﻟﻲ ﺤﻤﻕ ﺨﻁﻴﺌﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺤﻜﻤﺕ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺒﺎﻟﻨﻔﻲ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺒﻼﺩ ﻤﺩﻓﻥ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺍﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺸﺠﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺤﻨﻅل..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺸﻭﺍﻫﺩ ﺍﻟﻔﻼﺤﻴﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻗﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﻟﺒﻼﺩﻱ ﻤﺘﺎﺤﻑ ﺸﺎﻤﺨﺔ..‬ ‫ﺍﺴﺘﺸﻬﺩ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﺴﻭﺍﺭﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺸﺭﻓﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﺃﻗﻔل ﺃﺒﻭﺍﺒﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﺒﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻟﻥ ﺘﺠﺩ ﻓﻲ ﻤﺘﺎﺤﻑ ﺒﻼﺩﻱ..‬ ‫ﺴﻭﻯ ﺍﻟﻘﺵ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭﻟﻭﺤﺔ ﻤﺴﻭﺭﺓ ﻷﻨﺎﺱ..ﻗﺘﻠﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﺴﺤﺎﺏ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺭﺒﻤﺎ ﺁﻟﺔ ﺘﻌﺫﻴﺏ ﺃﺭﻫﻘﺕ ﺍﻟﻀﻌﻔﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻙ ﺒﺎﻟﺘﺄﻜﻴﺩ ﻟﻥ ﺘﺠﺩ ﻗﻠﻤﺎ ﺃﻭ ﻜﺘﺎﺏ..‬ ‫-٩-‬
‫ﻓﻲ ﺒﻼﺩﻱ ﺃﻨﺎﺱ ﻜﺘﺒﻭﺍ ﻟﺩﺴﺘﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻅﻠﻡ ﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ..‬ ‫ﻜﺴﺭﻭﺍ ﻏﺼﻥ ﺍﻟﺯﻴﺘﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﺩﻓﻨﻭﺍ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻕ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﻨﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻤﻘﺒﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﺃﻁﻠﻘﻭ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺠﻔﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﻟﻤﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺍﻏﺘﺼﺒﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﻀﻔﺎﺌﺭ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺭﺍﺀ..‬ ‫ﺒﺎﺴﻡ ﺍﻟﺩﻴﻥ..ﻭﺍﻟﺤﺭﻴﺔ..ﻭﻗﺩﺍﺴﺔ ﺍﻟﻔﺭﺩ..‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻐﻭﺍ ﺨﺎﺭﻁﺔ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺏ..‬ ‫ﺸﻴﺩﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﺴﺩﻭﺩ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺠﺒﺎل..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺤﺠﺒﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﻨﻭﺭ ﻋﻥ ﻤﺯﺍﺭﻉ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﺎﺡ..‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻙ ﺒﻼﺩ ﻋﺠﺯ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﻋﻥ ﻨﺴﻴﺎﻨﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻤﺜﺎل ﺍﻟﻔﻭﻻﺫ ﻤﻜﺭﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺸﻭﺍﺭﻉ..‬ ‫ﻭﺩﻭﺭ ﻤﻬﺠﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻭﺼﻭﺍﻤﻊ ﻤﺯﺨﺭﻓﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻁﻔل ﻴﻜﺘﺏ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺴﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﺭﺴﺔ..‬ ‫ﺒﻼﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺏ ﺃﻭﻁﺎﻨﻲ..‬ ‫- ٠١ -‬
‫ﻓﺭﺴﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﻭﻟﺔ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﻭﻟﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﺩﻴﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺒﻴﺕ ﺍﻻﻨﺠﺎﺱ..‬ ‫ﻴﺠﺘﻤﻊ ﻓﺭﺴﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﺒﻴﻠﺔ..‬ ‫ﻴﺘﺸﺎﻭﺭﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺼﻤﺕ..‬ ‫ﺘﻘﺩﻴﺱ ﺃﻭﺍﻤﺭ ﻏﻭل ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻴﻨﺔ..‬ ‫ﻤﻌﺎﻨﻘﻴﻥ ﺼﺩﻭﺭﻫﻡ ﺒﺄﺫﻗﺎﻨﻬﻡ..‬ ‫ﺒﺨﻨﻭﻉ ﻭ ﺍﻨﻜﺴﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﺍﻟﺤﻜﻡ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﻡ..‬ ‫ﻓﺭﺒﻤﺎ ﻫﻲ ﻁﺭﻴﻘﺘﻬﻡ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﺭﺍﺭﺍﺕ..‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﻋﻭﺩﻭﻨﺎ..!‬ ‫- ١١ -‬
‫ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﺀ ﺍﻻﺨﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﻋﺸﺎﺀ ﺃﺨﻴﺭ..‬ ‫ﻜﺅﻭﺱ ﻓﺎﺭﻏﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﻭﻟﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻋﺯﻑ ﻤﻨﻔﺭﺩ..‬ ‫ﺸﻤﻭﻉ ﺯﺭﻗﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻴﺸﻌل ﻟﻬﻴﺒﻬﺎ ﻏﻀﺏ ﺃﻨﻔﺎﺴﻲ..‬ ‫ﻴﺘﻌﺎﻟﻰ ﺼﻭﺕ ﺯﻓﺭﺍﺘﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺭﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﻓﺔ..‬ ‫ﻴﻬﺯﻤﻪ ﻤﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﺠﺩﺭﺍﻥ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺭ ﺩﻗﺎﺌﻕ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ..‬ ‫ﺃﻫﺯ ﺍﻟﺤﺠﺭﺓ ﺒﺼﺭﺨﺎﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻟﻌﻠﻲ ﺃﻏﻀﺏ ﺼﻤﺘﺎ ﺴﻜﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﺩﺭﺍﻥ..‬ ‫ﻗﺒل ﺍﻨﺘﻬﺎﺌﻲ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻋﺸﺎﺌﻲ ﺍﻻﺨﻴﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺒل ﺒﺩﺍﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻋﻼﻤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻘﻴﺎﻤﺔ..‬ ‫- ٢١ -‬
‫ﺃﻗﺩﻡ ﺍﺴﺘﻘﺎﻟﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺁﻨﺴﺎﺘﻲ ﺴﻴﺩﺍﺘﻲ.. ﻭ ﻴﺎ ﻤﻥ ﻟﺴﺘﻡ ﺒﺴﺎﺩﺘﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻗﺩﻡ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﻟﻜﻡ ﺍﺴﺘﻘﺎﻟﺘﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻓﺭﻕ ﻋﻨﺩﻱ ﺇﻥ ﻗﺒﻠﺘﻡ ﺃﻭ ﺭﻓﻀﺘﻡ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﺴﺌﻤﺘﻜﻡ.. ﻭ ﺠﻑ ﺤﺒﺭ ﺭﺴﺎﻟﺘﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻐﺩﺍ ﻟﻥ ﺃﺸﺭﺏ ﻗﻬﻭﺘﻜﻡ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻟﻥ ﺃﺯﻭﺭ ﻤﺎﺨﻭﺭﻜﻡ.. ﻭﻻ ﻤﻌﺒﺩﻜﻡ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﻋﻨﻲ ﺍﻹﻨﺘﺤﺎﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻴﺱ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﺃﺒﺩﺍ ﻏﺎﻴﺘﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺒل ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﺇﻥ ﻤﺕ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﻴﻌﺫﺒﻨﻲ ﺒﺎﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺤﺩﻴﺩ ..‬ ‫ﺒل ﻴﺤﻴﻨﻲ ﻷﺭﻯ ﻭﺠﻭﻫﻜﻡ ﻤﻥ ﺠﺩﻴﺩ ..‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺭﺤل ﻏﺩﺍ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﻜﺎﻥ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﻤﻭﻋﺩﻩ ..‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻗﻭﻡ ﻻ ﻴﺘﺤﺩﺜﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺒﻴﻪ.. ﻭﻻ ﺃﺤﺎﺩﻴﺙ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﻫﻠﻴﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻗﻭﻡ ﻻ ﺃﻓﻬﻡ ﻟﻬﺠﺘﻬﻡ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﻫﻲ ﺸﺎﻤﻴﺔ.. ﻭﻻ ﻓﺭﻋﻭﻨﻴﺔ..ﻭ ﻟﻴﺴﺕ ﺨﻠﻴﺠﻴﺔ ..‬ ‫- ٣١ -‬
‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﻜﺎﻥ ﻻ ﺘﺯﻋﺠﻨﻲ ﻓﻴﻪ ﺯﻗﺯﻗﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺒﻬﺘﺎﻥ ﻀﻭﺀ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻨﺎﺱ ﻻ ﻴﻜﺘﺒﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴل ﺒﺼﻭﺕ ﻋﺼﻔﻭﺭ ﺠﺎﺌﻊ..؟ !‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﻀﻭﺀ ﺍﻟﺘﻨﻙ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﻓﺕ..؟ !‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺫﻫﺏ ﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﻟﻡ ﻴﺯﺭﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﺒﻌﺩ ..‬ ‫ﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﺘﺤﺘﺭﻡ ﺃﺭﻀﻬﺎ ﺠﺭﺃﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﻁﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﻴﺄﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﻤل ﻓﻴﻪ ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﻴﺩﺍﺱ ..‬ ‫ﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﻻ ﺘﺨﻴﻔﻨﻲ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺃﺤﺫﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺴﻜﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﺴﻌﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺨﺒﺯ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺴﻜﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﻴﻘﺘل ﺍﻟﺭﺏ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻫﻭ ﺃﺒﻜﻰ ﺃﻤﺎ.. ﺃﻭ ﻤﺯﻕ ﻜﺘﺎﺏ ..‬ ‫ﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﻴﻜﻭﻥ ﻟﻲ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﺴﻡ ﻭﺍﺤﺩ..ﻟﺠﺴﺩﻱ ﺍﻟﻭﺍﺤﺩ ..‬ ‫ﻓﺈﺴﻤﻲ ﻟﻴﺱ ﺭﻗﻤﺎ ﻹﻜﻤﺎل ﺍﻟﻌﺩﺩ ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻓﻘﺭﺍ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﻫﻠﻭﺴﺎﺕ ﻤﻜﺒﻭﺘﻪ..ﻜﻤﺎ ﺒﻌﻠﻤﻜﻡ ﺴﻤﻴﺘﻤﻭﻨﻲ ..‬ ‫- ٤١ -‬
‫ﻭ ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﺼﻠﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺤﺭﻕ ﺠﻭﺍﺯ ﺴﻔﺭﻱ.. ﻭﺸﻬﺎﺩﺓ ﻤﻴﻼﺩﻱ ..‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺸﻁﺏ ﺴﻨﻴﻨﺎ ﻀﻴﻌﺘﻬﺎ ﺒﻴﻨﻜﻡ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺜﻘﺎﻓﺘﻜﻡ.. ﻭ ﻓﻨﻜﻡ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺠﻬﻠﻜﻡ ﺒﻤﻭﺘﻜﻡ..‬ ‫- ٥١ -‬
‫ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺤﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﺃﺴﺩل ﺍﻟﺴﺘﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺼﻔﻕ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﺒﺤﺭﺍﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺴﺭﺤﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﺓ..‬ ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺒﻁل ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺍﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻨﻤﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺴﺭﺩﺍﺒﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﺃﻜﻠﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺸﺠﺎﺭﻫﺎ..‬ ‫ﺘﺯﻭﺠﺕ ﺃﺠﻤل ﻨﺴﺎﺌﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻘﺕ ﻗﻨﺎﺩﻴل ﺍﻟﺫﻫﺏ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﺴﻭﺍﺭﻫﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭﺸﺭﺒﺕ ﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﺤﻤﺎﺌﻡ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﻀﺎﺀ ﻤﻥ ﻨﺩﻯ ﺍﻻﺯﻫﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﻋﻜﺱ ﻭﺍﻗﻊ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺍﻴﺔ.. ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﺃﺤﺩﺍﺙ ﺍﻟﺤﻜﺎﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻟﺭﺠل ﺒﺴﻴﻁ..‬ ‫ﺤﺎﻭل ﺍﻟﻬﺭﻭﺏ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺯﺠﺎﺠﺔ..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﻌﺸﻕ ﺍﻟﻌﻨﻘﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻴﺘﺴﻠﻕ ﻀﻔﺎﺌﺭﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺭﺍﺀ..‬ ‫- ٦١ -‬
‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﻴﻨﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﺙ ﺯﻫﺭﺓ ﺍﻻﻤل ﺘﻐﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﺒﻐﺯل ﻟﻨﺴﻴﻡ ﺍﻟﻁﻬﺎﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻓﺤﺎﺭﺒﻪ ﺍﻟﺠﺒﻨﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻥ ﻴﺩﻋﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺩ ﺒﺄﺨﻼﻗﻬﻡ..‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻌﺭﻓﻭﺍ ﻤﻌﻨﻰ ﺍﻻﺭﺍﺩﺓ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﻘﻴﻘﺔ ﺼﻨﻊ ﺍﻟﺒﺴﺎﻁﺔ..‬ ‫ﺩﻓﻨﻭﺍ ﺤﻠﻤﻪ ﻓﻲ ﻤﻘﺒﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻬﺭﻁﻘﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﺨﺘﻤﻭﺍ ﺒﺎﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻋﻨﻕ ﺍﻟﺯﺠﺎﺠﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻌﺠﺎﺌﺏ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﺭ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﻴﺒﺔ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻨﻔﺱ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻬﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻭﻗﻭﺭ..‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﺒﺎﺭﻙ ﺍﻻﺤﺩﺍﺙ..‬ ‫ﻭﺼﻔﻕ ﺃﻴﻀﺎ ﺒﺤﺭﺍﺭﺓ..‬ ‫- ٧١ -‬
‫ﺯﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺩﻟﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻤﺠﺩﻟﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻜﺘﺒﻙ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻕ ﻤﻨﺴﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻜﺸﺭﺍﻉ ﻟﺭﻴﺎﺡ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺘﺴﺎﻤﺢ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺃﻓﺭﺍﺩ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺘﻙ ﺘﺒﺼﺭﻴﻨﺎ ﻴﺎ ﻤﺠﺩﻟﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﻔﻲ ﺯﻤﺎﻨﻨﺎ ﻴﻤﺠﺩ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ ﻜل ﺴﺠﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻜل ﺠﻼﺩ..‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﻥ ﺃﺘﻘﻥ ﻓﻨﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﺒﺭﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺯﻤﺎﻨﻨﺎ ﻴﻘﺘل ﻤﻥ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻁﺭﺒﻪ ﺼﻴﺎﺡ ﺍﻟﺩﻴﻜﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﻥ ﺭﻓﺽ ﺍﻟﺘﻭﻗﻴﻊ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﻠﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺯﻭﺭﺓ...‬ ‫- ٨١ -‬
‫ﺜﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻰ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻨﺘﻘﺩﻭﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺒﺎﻟﺠﻬل ﻭ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﻭﻥ ﺭﻤﻭﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﺒﺄﺱ ﻋﻠﻴﻜﻡ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ..‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺎ ﻟﺴﺕ ﺒﺸﺎﻋﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺘﻬﻤﻨﻲ ﺍﻷﺤﺎﺴﻴﺱ ﻭ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭ..‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻷﺨﻴﺭﺓ ﻗﺩ ﺩﻓﻨﺕ ﺤﺎﻟﻤﺎ ﻭﻟﺩﺕ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺒﻼﺩ ﺴﻜﺎﻨﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ.. ﻭ ﺍﻟﻔﺌﺭﺍﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺩﻴﻜﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺯﺍﺒل..‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﺃﻜﻭﻥ ﻤﻠﻤﺎ ﺒﺒﻌﺽ ﺃﻟﻭﺍﻥ ﺍﻟﻔﻨﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻓﻠﺴﻔﺎﺕ ﺘﻭﺼل ﺍﻟﺸﻙ ﺒﺎﻟﺠﻨﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﺘﻠﻤﺤﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻜﺘﺎﺒﺎﺘﻲ ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﺴﺨﺭﻴﻪ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻭﺼﻑ ﻗﺩ ﻴﺼﺩﻑ ﻭﺠﻭﺩ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﻓﻴﻪ..‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﻟﺴﺕ ﺒﺸﺎﻋﺭ..‬ ‫ﻤﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ﺘﺘﻭﻩ ﺒﺤﺒﺭ ﻜﺘﺎﺒﺎﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﻨﻤﺎﺭﺱ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺴﻁﻭﺭ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻗﻲ..‬ ‫- ٩١ -‬
‫ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺃﻜﺘﺏ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺒﻼ ﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭ..‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺎ ﻟﺴﺕ ﺒﺸﺎﻋﺭ..‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﺃﻜﻭﻥ ﻟﺒﻌﻀﻜﻡ ﻤﺠﻨﻭﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺤﺭ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻓﻲ ﻏﺭﻴﺏ ﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺎ ﻟﺴﺕ ﻜﺒﻌﺽ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺒﺘﻠﻴﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺒﻭﺠﻭﺩﻫﻡ..‬ ‫ﻴﻀﻌﻭﻥ ﻗﻨﺎﻋﺎ ﺒﻠﻭﻥ ﻜل ﻤﻨﺎﺴﺒﻪ..‬ ‫ﻟﻭﻥ ﻟﻠﺒﻴـﺕ ﻭﻟـﻭﻥ ﻟﻠﻤﻘﻬـﻰ..ﻟﻠﺸـﺎﺭﻉ.. ﻟﻠﻌﻤـل..‬ ‫ﻟﻠﻤﺪرﺳﺔ.. ﺤﺘﻰ ﻓﻲ ﻤﻤﺎﺭﺴﺔ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ..‬ ‫ﻴﺘﻌﺭﻭﻥ ﻤﻥ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻤﻼﺒﺱ.. ﻭ ﺍﻟﺠﻭﺍﻫﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺯﻭﺭﻩ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻴﺨﻠﻌﻭﻥ ﺍﻷﻗﻨﻌﻪ..‬ ‫ﻜﺫﺏ ﻭ ﺍﺩﻋﺎﺀ ﻭ ﻨﻔﺎﻕ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺸﺨﺼﻴﺔ ﺘﺸﻜل ﺃﻁﺭﺍﻓﻬﺎ ﻟﺘﻠﻘﻰ ﺍﻟﻭﻓﺎﻕ..‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻤﻥ ﻴﻠﺒﺴﻭﻥ ﺒﺼﺩﻕ ﻗﻨﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﺘﺤﺭﺭ..‬ ‫ﻴﺯﻋﺠﻡ ﻨﻘﺩﻱ ﻟﻭﺭﺍﺜﺔ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻻ ﺃﻤﻠﻙ ﻤﻔﺎﺘﻴﺢ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻘﻔﻭل..‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺃﻭﺼل ﺒﻴﻥ ﺠﺒﺎل ﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭﻱ ﺍﻟﺠﺴﻭﺭ..‬ ‫- ٠٢ -‬
‫ﻭ ﺃﻤﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺸﻜﺭﻭﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺒﻨﺸﻭﺓ ﺠﻨﻭﻨﻲ ﺸﺎﺭﻜﻭﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺎ ﻟﻠﻌﺠﺏ..!‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻠﻨﺤﺎﺱ ﺒﺭﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﺫﻫﺏ..؟‬ ‫- ١٢ -‬
‫ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺩﺍﺙ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﻜﺩﺃﺏ ﺒﺎﻗﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﺎﻟﻲ..‬ ‫ﻴﻨﺎﻡ ﺒﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺎل ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻗﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻐﻔﻭﺍ ﺍﻻﺯﻫﺎﺭ ﺘﺤﺕ ﺍﻻﻤﻁﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻓﻼﺡ ﻴﻘﻁﻑ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﺎﺡ..‬ ‫ﻭﺒﺎﺀ ﻴﺯﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻴﻨﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﻘﻴﺭ ﻴﺭﺠﻭ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻜﻑ ﺇﻤﺘﺤﺎﻨﻪ..‬ ‫ﻁﻔل ﻴﺭﺴﻡ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺠﺩﺭﺍﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺤﺔ..‬ ‫ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﺘﻐﻨﻲ ﻟﻠﺴﺎﺩﺓ..‬ ‫ﻗﻭﻡ ﻴﺼﻠﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﺭﺍﺌﺏ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻴﻤﺔ..‬ ‫ﻜﻬل ﻴﺴﺏ ﺭﺠﺎل ﺍﻟﺩﻭﻟﺔ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﺸﻲﺀ ﺠﺩﻴﺩ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ..‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﺫﻟﻙ ﺍﻟﻌﺠﻭﺯ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﻟﺱ ﺒﺎﻟﺯﻗﺎﻕ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺒﻘﻌﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺘﻤﺔ..‬ ‫ﻜﺩﺃﺒﻪ ﻜل ﻟﻴﻠﺔ..‬ ‫ﻴﺨﺭﺝ ﻨﺎﻴﻪ ﺍﻟﺨﺸﺒﻲ..‬ ‫- ٢٢ -‬
‫ﻭﺒﻴﺩﺍﻩ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺭﺩﺘﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻴﺩﺍﻋﺒﻪ ﺒﻐﺯل ﺭﻗﻴﻕ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻴﻬﺒﻪ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﺒﺄﻨﻔﺎﺴﻪ ﺍﻟﺩﺍﻓﺌﺔ..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺭﺘل ﻟﺤﻨﺎ ﻴﻌﺎﻨﻕ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﺤﺩ ﻴﺴﻤﻊ..ﺃﻭ ﻴﺒﺎﻟﻲ..‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﺠﺩﻴﺩ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ...‬ ‫- ٣٢ -‬
‫ﻟﻭﺤﺔ ﺴﺭﻴﺎﻟﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻏﺭﻓﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﻌﺯﻟﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺒﺠﺩﺭﺍﻨﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﺎﻤﺘﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺠﻠﺱ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻭﺤﺩﺓ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺩﻕ ﻓﻲ ﻟﻭﺤﺔ ﺒﺎﻟﻴﻪ ..‬ ‫ﻗﺩﻴﻤﺔ ﻗﺩﻡ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﺭ ..‬ ‫ﺒﻬﺎ ﻭﺠﻭﻩ ﻤﺄﻟﻭﻓﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻨﺎﻓﺭﺕ ﻭ ﺘﺸﻜﻠﺕ ﺒﺴﺭﻴﺎﻟﻴﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺒﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻭﺍﻥ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺍﻟﺒﺴﺎﻁﻪ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻗﻠﻴل ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﻁﻭﻟﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺒﻬﺎ ﺨﻁﻭﻁ ﻏﺭﻴﺒﻪ ..‬ ‫ﻗﺎﺴﻴﺔ .. ﻗﺩﻴﻤﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺘﺘﺼﺎﺩﻡ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻨﻑ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺯﺍﻭﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﺤﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺘﺸﻁﺏ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﻥ ﺍﻷﺒﻴﺽ ..‬ ‫- ٤٢ -‬
‫ﻴﺘﺸﻌﺏ ﺍﻟﺴﻭﺍﺩ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺴﻁﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺭ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻋﺎﺕ ﺃﺤﺩﻕ ﺒﺭﻤﻭﺯﻫﺎ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﺤﺔ ﺘﺭﺍﻗﺒﻨﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻐﻴﺭ ﺍﻟﻭﺍﻨﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫ﺘﺒﺩل ﺃﺸﻜﺎل ﺭﺴﻭﻤﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫ﺘﺘﺼﺎﺩﻡ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺍﻭﻴﺔ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺤﻭ ﺍﻷﻤل ﻓﻲ ﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺯﺭﻗﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻨﺯﻉ ﺩﻓﺊ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﻕ ﺍﻷﺨﻀﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻅﻤﺄ ﺯﻫﺭ ﺍﻟﺤﻨﺎﺀ ..‬ ‫ﺘﺘﻭﻗﻑ ﺩﻗﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻋﺔ.. ﻟﺴﺎﻋﻪ ..‬ ‫ﻟﺘﺯﺩﺍﺩ ﺍﻟﺼﻭﺭﺓ ﻭﺤﺸﻴﺔ .. ﻭﻭﺍﻗﻌﻴﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻌﺒﺕ ﻤﻥ ﻅﻠﻡ ﺍﻟﻨﻅﺭ ﺍﻟﻴﻬﺎ .‬ ‫ﻭ ﺍﻨﺘﺤﺭ ﻨﻭﻤﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺒﺭﻭﺍﺯﻫﺎ ..‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻋﺎﺘﺒﻨﻲ ﺃﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﻭﺴﺎﺩﻩ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻤﺎ ﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺤﺩﻕ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻫﻭل ..‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﺍﺴﺘﺴﻠﻤﺕ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﺤﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﻜﻭﻨﺔ ..‬ ‫- ٥٢ -‬
‫ﺒﺄﺸﻴﺎﺀ ﻤﺠﻨﻭﻨﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻻ ﻴﺎ ﻟﻴل ﻗﺩ ﺠﺎﻭﺯﺕ.. ﻓﺎﻨﺘﻬﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻏﻠﻘﺕ ﺴﺘﺎﺭ ﻨﺎﻓﺫﺘﻲ ...‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﻻ ﺃﺭﻯ ﺃﻨﻭﺍﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻴﻨﺔ ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﺴﻤﻊ ﺠﻬل ﺴﻜﺎﻨﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫ﻓﺈﺨﺘﻔﺕ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﺤﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﺭﻴﺎﻟﻴﺔ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺼﻤﺕ ﻋﻤﻴﻕ ..‬ ‫ﺨﻠﻑ ﺍﻟﺴﺘﺎﺭﻩ..‬ ‫- ٦٢ -‬
‫ﺸﻌﻭﺏ ﻀﺎﺌﻌﺔ‬ ‫ﻏﺭﻴﺏ ﺃﻤﺭ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺯﺝ ﺍﻟﺨﺒﺯ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻌﻥ ﺃﺴﻌﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺩﻭﺍﺀ..‬ ‫ﺘﺅﻤﻥ ﺒﺎﻟﺨﺭﺍﻓﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺼﺭ ﻗﺎﺩﻡ..‬ ‫ﺒﻨﺒﻭﺁﺕ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻤﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺘﺴﻌﻰ ﺒﺠﻬﺩ..‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﻟﻠﺩﻋﺎﺀ ﺒﺎﻟﺼﻠﻭﺍﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺍﻟﺠﻠﻭﺱ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻻﺭﺼﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﻐﺒﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻏﺭﻴﺒﺔ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺠﺩ ﻭﻁﻨﺎ ﻤﻔﻘﻭﺩﺍ..‬ ‫ﻴﺨﺎﻓﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺘﻜﻠﻡ ﻓﻴﻪ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺍﻟﻨﻅﺭ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻗﺼﻭﺭﻩ..‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻟﻤﺱ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ..ﻭﺍﻟﻜﺘﺎﺒﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ..‬ ‫ﻤﻨﻌﻪ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺩﺓ..‬ ‫- ٧٢ -‬
‫ﺠﻌﻠﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﻭﻁﻥ ﻜﺈﻟﻪ ﻤﻘﺩﺱ..‬ ‫ﻴﺄﻤل ﻤﺠﻴﺌﻪ ﺍﻟﺒﺴﻁﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﻨﻬﻲ ﺃﺤﺯﺍﻨﻬﻡ..‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻜﺎﻓﻲﺀ ﺘﺭﺍﻨﻴﻤﻬﻡ..‬ ‫ﺒﺭﻓﻊ ﺍﻟﺒﺄﺱ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﻔﻴﻨﺔ..‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺤﻤﻠﺕ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺒﺤﺭ ﻋﻤﻴﻕ ﻤﻸﻩ ﺍﻟﻀﺒﺎﺏ..ﻭﻻ ﻴﺒﺼﺭﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﺍﻟﻭﻁﻥ ﺁﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺍﻹﻟﻪ ﻴﺴﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﺼﻠﻭﺍﺕ..‬ ‫ﺘﻌﻴﺴﺔ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ﺘﻔﺯﻉ ﺒﻤﻭﺕ ﺭﺠل ﻭﺍﺤﺩ..‬ ‫ﺘﻘﻔل ﺍﻻﺒﻭﺍﺏ..‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻓﻊ ﺍﻟﺭﺍﻴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﻭﺩﺍﺀ..‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﻏﺎﺏ ﻤﻥ ﺤﺩﺩ ﻤﺼﺎﺌﺭﻫﻡ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺘﺭﺍﺏ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﺙ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﻁﻥ..‬ ‫- ٨٢ -‬
‫ﻭﻀﺎﻉ ﺍﻷﻤل‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﻗﺎﺴﻴﺔ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻜﻭﺨﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺘﻴﻕ..‬ ‫ﻋﺒﺭﺕ ﺩﻤﻌﺔ ﻋﺼﻔﻭﺭ ﺨﻼل ﺍﻟﺴﻘﻑ ﺍﻟﻤﻬﺘﺭﺉ..‬ ‫ﺒﻼ ﺍﺴﺘﺤﻴﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺇﺫﻥ ﺒﺎﻟﺩﺨﻭل..‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻏﺭﻓﺔ ﻤﻬﺠﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﺴﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻴﺄﺱ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺴﺭﺍﺏ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﻻﻤﺴﺕ ﺠﺒﻴﻨﻲ ﺒﺒﺭﺩ ﺍﻻﻤل..‬ ‫ﻟﺘﺜﻨﻴﻨﻲ ﻋﻥ ﺼﻨﻊ ﻗﺎﺭﺏ ﺍﻟﻬﺭﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻔﻘﺭ.. ﻭ ﺍﻻﻟﻡ..‬ ‫ﻭﺴﺭﻤﺩﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﺩﺭﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻟﺜﻭﺭﺓ ﻋﻘﻠﻲ ﺒﺭﻜﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﺃﻁﻔﺄ ﺒﺭﺩ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻌﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﺁﺜﺭ ﻟﻌﻥ ﺍﻟﻅﻠﻤﺔ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺸﻌل ﺸﻤﻌﺔ..‬ ‫- ٩٢ -‬
‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﻤل ﺍﻟﺨﻁﺎﺒﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻭﻋﺩ ﺒﺎﻟﺠﻨﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﺒﺎﻟﻠﻴل ﺍﻟﻤﻘﻤﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻟﻭﺍﻥ ﺍﻟﺯﻫﻭﺭ..‬ ‫ﺃﻏﻤﻀﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻭ ﺤﻤﻠﺕ ﻗﺎﺭﺒﻲ ﻫﺎﺭﺒﺎ..‬ ‫ﻋﻥ ﺴﻜﺎﻥ ﻜﻭﺨﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺭﺼﻭﺩ..‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺩﺕ ﺍﻟﻬﺭﻭﺏ ﻟﻠﻀﻔﺔ ﺍﻻﺨﺭﻯ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﺙ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﺓ ﻭ ﺍﻻﻤل..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻕ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﻭﺩ..‬ ‫ﻻﺘﺭﻙ ﻭﺭﺍﺌﻲ ﺘﺎﺭﻴﺨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻤﺩﻨﺱ ﺒﺄﻭﻫﺎﻡ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻵﻻﻡ..ﻭﺍﻻﺤﺯﺍﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺤﺎﻜﻡ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﺘﻴﺵ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﺸﺒﺎﺡ ﺍﻟﻘﺒﻭﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺼﻠﺕ ﺸﺎﻁﺊ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﺒﻌﺩ ﻋﺴﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﻴﺭ..‬ ‫- ٠٣ -‬
‫ﻭ ﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭ ﺘﻨﺎﻭﻟﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﻬﺠﺔ ﻭ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﻭﺭ..‬ ‫ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻴﺔ..ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﺓ..‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺴﺭ ﺃﻏﻼل ﺍﻟﻘﻴﻭﺩ..‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺘﻤﻠﻜﻨﻲ ﺃﻤل ﺒﺎﻟﻭﺼﻭل..ﻟﻠﻀﻔﺔ ﺍﻻﺨﺭﻯ..‬ ‫ﺒﻼ ﺭﺠﻌﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺇﻟﺘﻔﺎﺕ.. ﻟﻜﻭﺨﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺘﻴﻕ..‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺯﻟﺕ ﻗﺎﺭﺒﻲ ﻋﻥ ﻜﺘﻔﻲ..ﻭﻓﺘﺤﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻷﺒﺩﺃ ﺭﺤﻠﺔ ﺍﻻﻤل..‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﻻ ﺘﺭﺤﻡ..ﻭﻻ ﺘﺸﻔﻕ..‬ ‫ﺒل ﺘﺭﻴﺩ ﺫﻟﻲ ﻭ ﺇﻨﻜﺴﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺩ ﺇﻨﺘﻬﺎﺌﻲ ﻤﻥ ﻗﺎﺭﺏ ﺍﻟﻬﺭﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ ﻗﺩ ﺠﻑ...‬ ‫- ١٣ -‬
‫ﻜﺄﻱ ﻤﻭﺍﻁﻥ ﻋﺭﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻜﺄﻱ ﻤﻭﺍﻁﻥ ﻋﺭﺒﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻴﺎﻤﻲ ﺘﺯﻏﺭﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻔﺭﺤﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻤﻠﺅﻫﺎ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﻌﺭﻓﺔ.. ﻭﺍﻟﺜﻘﺎﻓﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻭﺭﻩ ..‬ ‫ﻜﺄﻱ ﻤﻭﺍﻁﻥ ﻋﺭﺒﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻤﺜﻘﻑ ..ﻤﺜﺎﻟﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺘﺭﻡ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﻭﺃﻤﺸﻲ ﺒﺠﺎﻨﺏ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺌﻁ ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﻴﺎﻨﺎ..ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺌﻁ ..‬ ‫ﻜﺄﻱ )ﻤﺫ ِﺏ( ﻋﺭﺒﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﺃﺼﺒﺢ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻴﻭﻡ ﻜﺒﺎﻗﻲ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﻭﺕ ﺒﺎﻋﺔ ﺍﻟﺨﻀﺎﺭ..ﻭ ﺍﻟﻐﺎﺯ..ﻭ ﺍﻟﻜﻌﻙ ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻴﺤﻠﻡ ﺒﺎﻟﻜﻌﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺎﺡ..؟‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻓﺘﺢ ﺍﻟﺘﻠﻔﺎﺯ ﻭﻻ ﺃﻗﺭﺃ ﺍﻟﺠﺭﻴﺩﻩ ..‬ ‫ﻓﺼﺒﺎﺤﻲ ﻻ ﻴﻨﻘﺼﻪ ﺍﻷﺨﺒﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺠﻴﺒﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺨﺭﺝ ﺒﻬﺩﻭﺀ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻴﺘﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻋﻤﻠﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻜﻠﻲ ﺃﻤل ﻭ ﺭﺠﺎﺀ ..‬ ‫- ٢٣ -‬
‫ﺃﻥ ﻋﺯﺭﺍﺌﻴل ﻗﺩ ﻤﺭ ﺍﻷﻤﺱ ﺒﺎﻟﺤﺎﺭﻩ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺯﺍﺭ ﺼﺎﺤﺏ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺎﺭﻩ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺼل ﺍﻟﻌﻤل ﻭ ﻜﻠﻲ ﻫﻠﻭﺴﺎﺕ ﺃﺤﻼﻡ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﻴﻔﺎﺼﻠﻨﻲ ﺯﺒﻭﻥ ﺒﻤﺒﻠﻎ ﺴﺨﻴﻑ..ﻟﻴﻬﺒﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻀﻐﻁ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺠﻠﻁﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﺃﺭﻜﺽ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻴﻨﻘﻁﻊ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﺨﻠﻑ ﻟﺼﻭﺹ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﻀﺎﻋﻪ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻜﻤﺎ ﺘﻌﻠﻤﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ..‬ ‫ﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﺍﻷﺤﻼﻡ ﻫﻲ ﺍﻷﺤﻼﻡ ..‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﻤل ﺃﻤﺎﺭﺱ ﻤﺘﻌﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺘﺎﺩﻩ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺠﻠﺱ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺍﻭﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﻘﻬﻰ ﺒﺂﺨﺭ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺭﺓ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺴﺘﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﻰ ﻏﻨﺎﺀ ﻋﺸﺘﺎﺭ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺯﻭﺭ ﻤﻌﻬﺎ ﺍﻷﻁﻼل ..ﻭﻤﻨﺎﺒﻊ ﺍﻷﻨﻬﺎﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻜﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺩﻩ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻓﻴﻕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﻭﺕ ﺫﺍﻙ ﺍﻷﺨﺭﻕ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺴﻤﻌﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻔﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﺩﻴﺩ.. ﻟﻠﺘﺠﺩﻴﺩ..‬ ‫- ٣٣ -‬
‫ﻭ ﺘﺒﺩﺃ ﺒﻴﻨﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺎﺠﺭﻩ ....‬ ‫ﻭ ﺩﺍﺌﻤﺎ ﺘﻨﺘﻬﻲ ﺒﻔﻭﺯﻱ.. ﻭ ﺒﺸﺘﻴﻤﺔ ﺃﻫﺯ ﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺍﻷﺠﻭﺍﺀ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﺘﻠﻘﻰ ﺒﺴﺒﺒﻬﺎ ﺃﺠﻤل ﻤﺎ ﻗﻴل ﻤﻥ ﻋﺒﺎﺭﺍﺕ ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺠﺎﺌﺯ ﺍﻟﻨﻜﺩﻴﺎﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺒﻠﻜﻭﻨﺎﺕ ..‬ ‫)ﺍﷲ ﻴﻭﺨﺫﻩ.. ﺍﷲ ﻴﺴﺨﻁﻪ.. ﻫﻭ ﻟﺴﺎﺘﻪ ﻋﺎﻴﺵ؟ (‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺩ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻷﺠﻭﺍﺀ ﺍﻟﻭﺩﻴﺔ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﻴﺩﻩ ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺒﻘﻰ ﻟﻲ ﻤﺯﺍﺝ ﻻ ﻟﻌﺸﺘﺎﺭ ﻭ ﻻ ﻟﺠﺎﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻤل ..‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺠﻊ ﺒﻴﺘﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻏﺭﻓﺔ ﻨﻭﻤﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺘﻀﻥ ﻭﺴﺎﺩﺘﻲ ﺒﻘﻭﺓ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻏﺭﻗﻬﺎ ﺒﺎﻟﺩﻤﻊ ﻭ ﺍﻹﺒﺘﻬﺎل ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﻴﻜﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻐﺩ ﻜﺎﻷﻤﺱ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﺃﺴﺘﻴﻘﻅ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﻭﺕ ﺒﻴﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﻜﻌﻙ...‬ ‫- ٤٣ -‬
  ‫א‬ - ٣٥ -
‫ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﺭﺯ‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ﻭﺼﺩﻴﻘﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺭﻤﺯ ﺍﻟﺴﻼﻡ.. ﻋﻠﻴﻙ ﺍﻟﺴﻼﻡ..‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻨﻬﺎﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﻴﺎﺕ ﻓﻼ ﺘﺠﺯﻋﻲ..‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻗﻠﺕ ﺍﻟﻭﺩﺍﻉ..‬ ‫ﺃﻜﺘﺒﻬﺎ ﻭﻗﻠﻤﻲ ﻴﻨﺘﻔﺽ..‬ ‫ﻫﻭ ﺁﺨﺭ ﻤﺎ ﻫﻤﻭﻤﻲ ﺘﺤﺘﺭﻕ..‬ ‫ﺴﻘﻁﺕ ﺃﺤﻼﻤﻲ ﻜﻤﺎ ﺴﻘﻁ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻁﺭﺍﻑ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﺠﺎﻭﺯ ﺍﻟﺤﺩ ﺒﺄﺴﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﺼﺎﺒﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺯﺩﺍﺩ ﺸﻕ ﺍﻟﺭﺨﺎﻡ..ﻤﺎ ﺍﺭﺘﻭﻯ..‬ ‫ﻀﻌﻑ ﺍﻟﺴﺤﺎﺏ ﺍﻥ ﻴﺤﺘﻤل..‬ ‫ﺒﻠﻤﺤﺎﺘﻙ ﻅﻼل ﺍﻟﺸﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﺨﻭﻑ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺍﺀ..‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻡ ﺒﻌﻴﺩ ﻟﺩﻱ ﻤﺎ ﺘﻨﺸﺩﻴﻥ..‬ ‫- ٦٣ -‬
‫ﺒﺭﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻭﻙ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﻋﺘﺏ ﻋﻠﻴﻙ ﻭ ﻗﺩ ﻗﺭﺃﺕ ﺒﻌﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل..‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﺃﻤﻠﻙ ﺇﻻ ﻋﺫﺏ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺘﺎﺏ ﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭ ﻗﺩ ﻫﺭﻡ..‬ ‫ﻫﻤﺎ ﻗﻴﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺒﺕ ﺒﺎﻟﺸﻭﺍﺭﻉ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻴﺴﺎﻭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻫﺫﺍ ﻟﻡ ﺃﻤﺘﻠﻙ..‬ ‫ﻟﺫﺍ ﺃﻨﺴﺤﺏ..‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﺎﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻌﺭﻓﻴﻥ ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ..‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺯﻟﺕ ﺘﺴﻜﻨﻴﻥ ﺃﺤﻼﻤﻲ ﻜل ﻟﻴﻠﺔ..‬ ‫ﻴﻼﻋﺏ ﺸﻌﺭﻙ ﺃﻨﺎﻤﻠﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺤﺩﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺘﻼل ﻨﺭﺴل ﺍﻻﻨﻬﺎﺭ..‬ ‫- ٧٣ -‬
‫ﻭﺤﺩﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻨﻐﻨﻲ ﻟﻅﻼل ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ ﻭﺤﺩﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﺘﺘﺤﺩﻯ ﺍﻟﺴﻜﻭﻥ ﺃﻨﻔﺎﺴﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻨﺨﺒﺭ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﺭﻭﺍﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺴﻤﻌﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻭﻡ ﺤﻜﺎﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻟﻠﻌﻴﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﻁﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺭﻤﺘﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺭﻴﺢ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﺜﻡ ﺃﺴﻘﻁﺘﻨﻲ ﻭ ﺒﻴﺩﻱ ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﺭﺯ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﻜﻴﻑ ﻏﺎﺒﺕ ﺸﻤﺱ ﻋﺸﺘﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺭﻜﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻅل ﻭﺤﻴﺩﺍ..‬ ‫ﺃﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻨﻙ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺤﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻁﺭ..‬ ‫ﺍﺘﺒﻊ ﺍﻟﻭﻫﻡ ﻭ ﺍﺴﻘﻁ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺭﻤل ﺸﻁﺂﻨﻙ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺯﻕ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺌﻡ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻗﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺤﻴﺩﺍ ﺒﻌﺘﻤﺔ ﺍﻁﻔﺄﺕ ﺸﻤﻭﻉ ﺍﻟﻜﻨﺎﺌﺱ..‬ ‫- ٨٣ -‬
‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻴﺎ ﺼﺩﻴﻘﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺤﺎﻭل ﻨﺴﻴﺎﻨﻙ..‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻨﺴﺎﻙ ﻻﺒﺩ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﺒﻘﻲ ﻭﺤﻴﺩﺍ ﺃﻨﺘﻅﺭ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻤل ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﺭﺯ..‬ ‫- ٩٣ -‬
‫ﻭﻗﺩ ﺭﺤﻠﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺫﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺌﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺴﻜﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻨﻙ ﻤﻨﺫ ﺴﻨﺘﻴﻥ..‬ ‫ﺤﺎﻤﻼ ﺒﻴﺩﻱ ﻭﺭﺩﺘﻴﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻭﺴﻨﺒﻠﺘﻴﻥ..‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺴﻴﺩﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺒﺤﺜﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﺒﻜل ﻤﻜﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﻭﺕ..ﻭ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﺍﺭﺱ.. ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻜﻨﺎﺌﺱ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻤﺩﻴﻨﺘﻨﺎ ﺤﻭل ﺍﻟﺯﻫﻭﺭ ﻭﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺭﻜﺎﻡ..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﺃﺠﺩﻙ..‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻜﺕ ﻷﺠﻠﻙ ﻗﺭﻴﺘﻲ..ﻭ ﻨﻬﺎﺭﻱ..ﻭﻗﻠﻡ ﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺒﺤﺜﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺼﻔﺤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺏ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻜﺭﻴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺼﻭﺭ..‬ ‫- ٠٤ -‬
‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﺃﺠﺩﻙ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻟﻤﻥ ﺃﻜﺘﺏ ﻭ ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﻜﺘﺏ..‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺩ ﺭﺤﻠﺘﻲ ﺒﻌﻴﺩﺍ..‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺴﻴﺩﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﺨﺫﺕ ﻤﻌﻙ ﺍﻟﺭﻴﺸﺔ..ﻭﺍﻻﻟﻭﺍﻥ..‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺘﻌﺩ ﺘﺭﻭﻴﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺎﺒﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ﻋﺎﺩﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻭﻑ ﺘﻀﻲﺀ.. ﻓﻲ ﺼﻔﺤﺎﺕ ﻜﺸﻜﻭﻟﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻴﺎ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺔ ﺭﺤﻠﺕ..‬ ‫ﺒﺎﻕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻋﻬﺩﻱ..‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﺒﺎﻟﻭﻫﻡ ﻭﺤﺩﻱ..‬ ‫ﺃﺴﻴﺭ ﺒﻌﻜﺱ ﺍﻟﺩﺭﺏ.. ﺃﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻥ ﻨﻬﺎﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﺘﺸﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻕ ﺍﻟﺼﻨﻭﺒﺭ ﻭﻓﻲ ﺭﻴﺵ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺠﻬﺕ ﺍﻟﻴﺄﺱ ﺒﻜل ﻟﺤﻅﺔ ﺍﺩﺍﻓﻊ ﺒﻙ ﻭﻫﻡ ﺍﻷﻤﻨﻴﺎﺕ..‬ ‫- ١٤ -‬
‫ﺭﺠﻌﺕ ﻟﻤﻜﺎﻥ ﺃﻭل ﻟﻘﺎﺌﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻰ ﺨﻴﺎﻟﻙ ﻴﻭﺍﺴﻲ ﻭﺤﺸﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﹼ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﻨﻪ..ﻋﻨﺩ ﺍﻟﺭﺼﻴﻑ ﺍﻷﻏﺭ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﺙ ﻴﻠﺘﻘﻲ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﺒﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻜﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺘﻘﻴﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻴﻔﺘﺭﻕ ﺍﻷﺤﺒﻪ ﻜﻤﺎ ﺍﻓﺘﺭﻗﻨﺎ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒﺤﺜﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﻤﺘﺎﻫﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﺨﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻟﻡ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭ ﺘﻭﻟﺩ ﻟﺘﻤﻭﺕ..‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺴﻴﺩﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻟﺩﺨﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻓﺘﺸﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻋﺴﻪ..‬ ‫ﺒﺤﺜﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﺒﻴﻥ ﻜﺅﻭﺱ ﺍﻟﻨﺒﻴﺫ ﻭ ﻤﻭﺴﻴﻘﻰ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﺯ..‬ ‫ﺘﻌﺯﻑ ﺘﺎﺭﻴﺨﺎ ﻟﻠﺸﻔﺎﻩ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺭﻴﻪ..ﻭ ﺍﻷﺠﺴﺎﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺭﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﺘﻠﺘﻘﻲ ﺒﺼﻤﺕ ﺘﻨﺸﺩ ﺍﻟﺩﻓﺊ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻟﻡ ﺃﺠﺩﻙ..‬ ‫- ٢٤ -‬
‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﻨﺫ ﻋﺎﻤﻴﻥ ﻤﺎ ﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﺒﻜل ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺎﻨﻘﻙ ﺒﺄﺤﻼﻤﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺩﺜﻙ ﻋﻥ ﺁﻤﺎﻟﻲ ﻭ ﺫﻜﺭﻴﺎﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﺭﻯ ﺍﺒﺘﺴﺎﻤﺘﻙ ﺍﻟﺭﻗﻴﻘﺔ ﻓﺄﻋﺠﺯ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟﻜﻼﻡ..‬ ‫ﺃﻓﻴﻕ ﻤﻥ ﻨﻭﻤﻲ ﻭﺃﻨﺴﻰ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺴﺒﻙ ﻨﺎﺌﻤﺔ ﺒﺠﻭﺍﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺃﻗﺒل ﻭﺴﺎﺩﺘﻙ ﺒﺩﻤﻌﺔ ﺃﺒﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺴﻠﻡ ﺒﻐﻴﺎﺒﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻤﻀﻲ ﻷﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻨﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ..‬ ‫ﻤﻨﺫ ﻋﺎﻤﻴﻥ..‬ ‫- ٣٤ -‬
‫ﺴﻘﻁﺕ ﺍﻷﻗﻨﻌﺔ‬ ‫ﻤﺭﺘﺩﻴﺎ ﻗﻨﺎﻋﻲ ﺘﺎﺌﻬﺎ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻻﺭﺼﻔﺔ..‬ ‫ﺒﺨﻁﻭﺍﺕ ﻤﺘﻌﺜﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻔﺎﺱ ﻤﻨﻘﻁﻌﺔ..‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺤﺕ ﻁﻴﻔﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻤﻭﻗﻑ ﺍﻟﻘﻁﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺫﺍﻙ ﺍﻟﻤﻜﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﻗﺴﻤﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﻨﺩﻋﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺒﺎﻟﺭﺠﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﺃﺭﻫﻘﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺩﺭﺏ ﺍﻟﻁﻭﻴل..‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺌﺴﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﻨﺎﺩ ﺒﻌﺫﺭ ﺍﻻﻤل..‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺘﺴﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻭﻡ ﻨﺩﺍﺀﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺍﻟﺸﻭﺍﺭﻉ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ..‬ ‫ﻓﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل..‬ ‫ﻋﺴﻰ ﺍﻻﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻨﺴﻲ ﺍﻻﺤﺯﺍﻥ..‬ ‫- ٤٤ -‬
‫ﻭﻴﺒﻘﻰ ﻤﻭﻗﻑ ﺍﻟﻘﻁﺎﺭ ﻭﺤﻴﺩﺍ..‬ ‫ﻜﺒﺎﻗﻲ ﺴﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻴﻡ..‬ ‫ﺒﺎﺨﺘﻼﻑ ﺃﻟﻭﺍﻥ ﺃﻗﻨﻌﺘﻬﻡ..‬ ‫ﻴﺨﻔﻭﻥ ﻭﺭﺍﺀﻫﺎ ﺒﻘﺎﻴﺎ ﺃﺭﻭﺍﺡ..‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﻀﻴﻌﻭﻫﺎ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻤﻭﻗﻑ ﺍﻟﻘﻁﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﻴﺩ..‬ ‫- ٥٤ -‬
‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﺴﻤﻌﻴﻥ ﻫﻤﺴﺎﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺼﻤﺕ ﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺃﺘﺸﻌﺭﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﺨﺘﻼﺱ ﻨﻅﺭﺍﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻀﻴﺎﻉ ﺤﺭﻭﻓﻲ ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﺭﺍﻙ..‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺃﻨﺴﻰ ﺁﻻﻑ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﺘﺴﺎﻓﺭ ﺤﻤﺎﺌﻡ ﺍﻟﺸﻭﻕ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻋﻴﻭﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻀﻭﺀ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﻭﻉ..‬ ‫ﻟﺘﻐﻔﻭ ﺘﺤﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﺃﻓﻲ ﺴﻼﻡ..‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﻻ ﻴﺴﻌﻬﺎ ﻋﺵ ﺍﻟﻀﻠﻭﻉ..‬ ‫- ٦٤ -‬
‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺃﻴﺎ ﺃﺭﻕ ﻤﻥ ﺴﻜﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻭﺩ..‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺭﻫﻘﺕ ﻓﻜﺭﻱ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺒﻭﺩ..‬ ‫ﺒﻔﺭﺩﻭﺱ ﺭﺅﻴﺎﻙ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺭ ﺃﻭﻗﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻯ ﺍﻟﺸﻭﻕ ﺒﺴﻬﺩ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻤﺢ ﺍﻟﻁﻔﻭﻟﺔ ﺒﻠﻤﺱ ﻜﻔﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺎﺭﺏ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺒﺠﺴﺩﻙ ﺍﻟﻨﺤﻴل..‬ ‫ﺃﺼﺭﺕ ﺃﺘﺨﻴل ﻜﺎﻟﻤﺠﻨﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻘﻴﻘﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﻯ ﺒﺤﺒﻲ ﻅﻨﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺨﺎﻑ ﻜﻼﻨﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻨﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫- ٧٤ -‬
‫ﻫﺎ ﻗﺩ ﺤﺎﻥ ﻤﻭﻋﺩ ﺸﺘﺎﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺩﻱ ﻋﻥ ﻫﻭﺍﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺯﻟﺕ ﻻ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺃﺃﺨﺒﺭﻙ ﺒﺎﺸﺘﻌﺎل ﻤﻬﺠﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺒﺎﻨﺘﺤﺎﺭ ﺃﻤﻨﻴﺎﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻫل ﺘﺸﻌﺭﻴﻥ ﺒﺎﺤﺘﻀﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﻟﻥ ﻴﻬﻤﻙ ﻀﻌﻔﻲ ﻭ ﺍﻨﻜﺴﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﺘﻌﺘﺒﻲ ﻟﺠﺒﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻗﺭﺍﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﻴﻤﻨﺤﻥ ﺒﻌﺩ ﺍﻷﻤﺎﻥ ﺯﻤﺎﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﺴﺕ ﻭﻀﻴﻌﺎ ﻷﻟﻘﻲ ﺍﻟﻭﻋﻭﺩ ﺜﻡ ﺃﻭﺍﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺃﺨﺸﻰ ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﺘﻁﻴﻘﻲ ﺍﻻﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻫل ﻴﺒﻘﻰ ﺍﻤﻠﻲ ﻭﺤﺩﻩ ﻏﺭﻴﺒﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻭﻟﺩ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻭﺤﻴﺩﺍ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻴﻜﺒﺭ..‬ ‫- ٨٤ -‬
‫ﻟﻴﺸﻴﺦ..‬ ‫ﺜﻡ ﻴﻤﻭﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻟﻡ ﺘﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫- ٩٤ -‬
‫ﺭﻗﺼﺔ ﻭﺩﺍﻉ‬ ‫ﻗﺒل ﺃﻥ ﺘﻔﺎﺭﻗﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺤﺭﻗﻲ ﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻗﺒل ﺃﻥ ﺘﺴﺘﺒﺩﻟﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﺒﺫﻟﻙ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﻴﺏ..‬ ‫ﺃﻤﺴﻜﻲ ﻴﺩﻱ.. ﻭﺭﺍﻗﺼﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﺍﺼﻠﺒﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﻤﺤﺭﺍﺏ ﺼﺩﺭﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻨﺴﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺃﺼﻠﻲ ﻟﻘﻠﺒﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﺸﻜﻭ ﺃﺤﻼﻤﺎ ﺨﺎﻨﺕ..‬ ‫ﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﺍﺒﺘﻬﺎﻻﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺩ ﺼﻼﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺩﻙ ﺃﻨﻲ ﺴﺄﻏﻴﺏ..‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺘﺭﻙ ﻗﺭﻴﺘﻲ ﻭﺤﻴﺩﺓ..‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻭﺩﻉ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺍﻨﺊ.. ﻭﺍﻟﻤﻘﺎﻫﻲ..‬ ‫- ٠٥ -‬
‫ﺴﺄﺤﺭﻕ ﻜل ﺍﻟﺠﺴﻭﺭ ﻤﻥ ﻭﺭﺍﺌﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺴﻭﻑ ﻟﻥ ﺃﺒﻜﻲ ﻋﻠﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻥ ﺃﺤﻠﻡ ﺒﻌﻴﻨﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﺒل ﺴﺄﺭﺠﻊ ﻟﺼﻨﺩﻭﻗﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻗﻑ ﺒﺼﻤﺕ..‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻰ ﺠﺎﻨﺏ ﺃﻟﻌﺎﺒﻙ..‬ ‫- ١٥ -‬
‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﺘﻰ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﺘﻰ..‬ ‫ﺴﻨﺒﻘﻰ ﺃﺼﺩﻗﺎﺀ ﻓﻘﻁ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺃﻗﺭﺒﺎﺀ ﻟﻸﺒﺩ..‬ ‫ﺒل ﻏﺭﺒﺎﺀ ﺒﻼ ﺴﺒﺏ..‬ ‫ﺇﻗﺘﺭﺒﻲ ﻭﻻ ﺘﺨﺎﻓﻲ ﺇﻥ ﻟﻤﺤﺕ..‬ ‫ﺭﺤﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻊ ﻓﻲ ﻗﺒﻼﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﺨﺒﺭﻴﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﺘﻰ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺘﺨﺎﻓﻲ..ﻋﻠﻲ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺜﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻴﺄﺱ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻗﺴﻭﺓ ﺍﻟﻔﻭﻻﺫ..‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺸﻌل ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﻘﺩﺴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻤﻌﺒﺩ ﺁﻟﻬﺔ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﻭﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﻁﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺒﻴﺭ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻕ ﺍﻟﺨﺭﻴﻑ..‬ ‫- ٢٥ -‬
‫ﺘﻭﺠﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﺎﺭﺴﺎ..‬ ‫ﺒﺴﻴﻔﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﺸﺒﻲ ﺃﺤﺎﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﺠﺒﺎل..‬ ‫ﺃﻻﺤﻕ ﺴﺭﺍﺏ ﻋﻁﺭﻙ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺴﻨﺎﺒل ﺍﻟﺤﻘﻭل ﻭ ﻗﻁﺭﺍﺕ ﺍﻻﻤﻁﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺎﺭﺓ ﺒﺤﺎﺭﺍ..‬ ‫ﺃﺠﺎﺒﻪ ﻤﻭﺝ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ..ﻭﺤﺩﻱ..‬ ‫ﺒﻤﺭﻜﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺘﻴﻕ ﺒﻼ ﺸﺭﺍﻉ..‬ ‫ﻫل ﺘﺫﻜﺭﻴﻥ ﻋﻨﺎﻗﻨﺎ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﺩﻴﻨﻪ..‬ ‫ﻭﺭﻋﺸﺔ ﻜﺄﺴﻲ ﺤﻴﻥ ﻻﻤﺱ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﺩﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﻁﻴﻭﺭ ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﻗﺴﻤﺕ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل..‬ ‫ﻓﺩﻋﻲ ﺴﺤﺭ ﺍﻻﻨﺎﻤل ﻭ ﻫﻤﺴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﺨﺒﺭﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭﻫﻡ ﺃﻋﻴﺸﻪ..ﺃﻡ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﻭﻥ...‬ ‫- ٣٥ -‬
‫ﺘﺴﺄﻟﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺘﺴﺄﻟﻨﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺃﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻷﻋﺸﻕ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻗﻁﻑ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ ﻤﻥ ﺨﺩﻴﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻜﺘﺏ ﺘﺎﺭﻴﺨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻜﻔﻴﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻓﻠﺴﺕ ﺇﻻ ﺭﺠﻼ ﻗﺩ ﻤل ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﺘﻜﺭﺍﺭﻩ..‬ ‫ﻴﺤﻠﻡ ﺒﺈﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﺸﺭﻗﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻗﺩ ﺨﻠﻑ ﺍﻻﺴﻭﺍﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻟﺴﺕ ﻤﻬﺘﻤﺎ ﺒﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻻﺴﻭﺍﺭ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻻﻨﻭﺍﺭ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﻫﺘﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ﺃﺸﻌل ﻀﻭﺀ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺭﺴﻤﺕ ﺒﺭﻴﺸﺘﻲ ﺃﺠﻤل ﺼﻭﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺒﺎﺭﺯﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻭﻙ ﻭ ﺼﻌﺎﻟﻴﻙ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺹ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻟﺒﺴﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﻭﺭ ﻟﻶﻟﺊ ﻭﺭﺩﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ﺒﻌﺜﺭﺕ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻭﻡ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺤﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻁﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻁﻠﻘﺕ ﺍﻟﻔﺭﺍﺸﺎﺕ ﻓﻲ ﻅﻼل ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ..‬ ‫- ٤٥ -‬
‫ﻭﻋﺯﻓﺕ ﺃﺠﻤل ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻻﻭﺘﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺠﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺃﻜﻥ ﺃﺒﺩﺍ ﻜﺒﺎﻗﻲ ﺍﻟﺭﺠﺎل..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻥ ﻴﻜﺭﺭﻨﻲ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻓﻬﺎ ﺃﻨﺎ ﺫﺍ ﺃﺴﺄﻟﻙ ﺒﻜﺒﺭﻴﺎﺌﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺠﺒﺭﻭﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻨﻬﺯﺍﻤﻲ ﺃﻤﺎﻡ ﺩﻓﺊ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﻜﻭﻨﻲ ﻟﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺫﻭﺒﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻨﺒﺽ ﻋﺭﻭﻗﻲ..‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﻨﻭﻗﻑ ﺍﻻﺯﻤﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺨﻭﺽ ﻓﻲ ﺒﺤﺭ ﺍﻟﻬﺫﻴﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﺒﻌﻴﺩﺍ ﻋﻥ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻻﺴﻭﺍﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻻﻨﻭﺍﺭ..‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﻤﻠﻜﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﻴﺩﺓ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﺙ ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍل ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻤﺒﺎﺡ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ ﻤﺒﺎﺡ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺘﻘﺩﻴﺱ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﻤﺒﺎﺡ..‬ ‫ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻤﺎﺯﺍل ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ ﻴﺩﻤﻊ ﻜل ﻤﺴﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻴﺭﺠﻭ ﻟﻤﺱ ﺃﻨﺎﻤﻠﻙ ﻟﺘﺯﻭل ﻜل ﺍﻵﻻﻡ..‬ ‫- ٥٥ -‬
‫ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ﻻ ﺘﻨﺎﻡ..‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﺇﺫﺍ ﺒﻜﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻭﻁﻭﻯ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ ﻀﻴﺎﺀﻩ..‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﻫﻤﺴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻁﺭ..‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻋﻨﻬﺎ ﻤﺎ ﺃﺨﺒﺭﺘﻜﻡ..‬ ‫ﻟﺨﻭﻓﻲ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻤﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﺭﺴﻤﺕ ﺒﻅﻠﻬﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻗﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﻔﺭﺍﺀ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻲ ﺃﺨﻔﻲ ﺃﻟﻡ ﺇﺸﺘﻴﺎﻗﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺠﻨﻭﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺨﻭﻓﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﻬﻭل..‬ ‫ﻓﺸﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻨﻠﺘﻘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺒﻼ ﺇﺴﻡ ﺃﻭ ﻋﻨﻭﺍﻥ..‬ ‫ﻏﺭﺒﺎﺀ ﺒﻼ ﺃﻗﻼﻡ..‬ ‫- ٦٥ -‬
‫ﺍﻗﺘﺭﺒﺕ ﺒﺼﻤﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭﺠﻠﺴﺕ ﺠﻭﺍﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺒﻜل ﺭﻗﻪ..‬ ‫ﻭﻭﻗﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻨﻭ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺒﻌﻁﺭﻫﺎ..‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ،،ﻭﻤﺎ ﺘﺼﻨﻊ ﺍﻷﻗﺩﺍﺭ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻨﻬﺎ.. ﻋﺠﺯ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﻴﺯﺨﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﺍﺒﺘﺴﻤﺕ ﺒﺨﺠل..‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺒﺭﻴﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﺘﺨﺒﺭﻨﻲ ﺒﺸﻭﻕ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﻓﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻋﺼﻔﻭﺭﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﻀﺭﺍﺀ..‬ ‫ﺒﻠﻘﻴﺴﻲ.. ﻭﻋﺸﺘﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺃﻨﺴﺎﻫﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﺘﻜﺘﺏ ﺃﻗﺩﺍﺭﻱ..‬ ‫- ٧٥ -‬

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  • 2.   ‫א‬   -٢-
  • 3. ‫ﻃﺒﻘﺎ ﻟﻘﻮﺍﻧﲔ ﺍﳌﻠﻜﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻔﻜﺮﻳﺔ‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫.‬ ‫אא‬ ‫א‬ ‫)ﻋـﱪ ﺍﻻﻧﱰﻧـﺖ ﺃﻭ‬ ‫א‬ ‫אא‬ ‫ﻟﻠﻤﻜﺘﺒــﺎﺕ ﺍﻻﻟﻜﱰﻭﻧﻴــﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻷﻗــﺮﺍﺹ ﺍﳌﺪﳎــﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻯ‬ ‫א‬ ‫ﻭﺳﻴﻠﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ (‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫.‬ ‫.‬ ‫א א‬
  • 4. ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻬﺭﺱ ........................................................ - ٣ -‬ ‫ﻤﻘﺩﻤﺔ ......................................................... - ٥ -‬ ‫‪- 7 - ...................................   : ‬‬ ‫ﺒﻼﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺏ ﺃﻭﻁﺎﻨﻲ .................................... - ٨ -‬ ‫ﻓﺭﺴﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﻭﻟﺔ ....................................... - ١١ -‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﺀ ﺍﻻﺨﻴﺭ ........................................ - ٢١ -‬ ‫ﺃﻗﺩﻡ ﺍﺴﺘﻘﺎﻟﺘﻲ ......................................... - ٣١ -‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺤﻴﺔ ............................................ - ٦١ -‬ ‫ﺯﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺩﻟﻴﺔ ........................................ - ٨١ -‬ ‫ﺜﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻨﺎ ............................................ - ٩١ -‬ ‫ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ ............................................. - ٢٢ -‬ ‫ﻟﻭﺤﺔ ﺴﺭﻴﺎﻟﻴﺔ ...................................................... - ٤٢ -‬ ‫ﺸﻌﻭﺏ ﻀﺎﺌﻌﺔ .................................................... - ٧٢ -‬ ‫ﻭﻀﺎﻉ ﺍﻷﻤل ...................................................... - ٩٢ -‬ ‫ﻜﺄﻱ ﻤﻭﺍﻁﻥ ﻋﺭﺒﻲ ............................................... - ٢٣ -‬ ‫-٣-‬
  • 5. ‫‪- 35 - ................................    : ‬‬ ‫ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﺭﺯ....................................................... - ٦٣ -‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺩ ﺭﺤﻠﺘﻲ ......................................................... - ٠٤ -‬ ‫ﺴﻘﻁﺕ ﺍﻷﻗﻨﻌﺔ ..................................................... - ٤٤ -‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ ......................................................... - ٦٤ -‬ ‫ﺭﻗﺼﺔ ﻭﺩﺍﻉ .......................................... - ٠٥ -‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﺘﻰ.............................................. - ٢٥ -‬ ‫ﺘﺴﺄﻟﻨﻲ ............................................... - ٤٥ -‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ............................................... - ٦٥ -‬ ‫-٤-‬
  • 6. ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻡ ﺘﺨﻭﻥ ﺍﻻﻨﺴﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ ﺤﻴﻥ ﻴﺤﺎﻭل ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺒﻴـﺭ ﻋـﻥ‬ ‫ﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭﻩ، ﻋﻥ ﻤﺎ ﻴﺤﺏ ﻭ ﻤﺎ ﻴﻜﺭﻩ، ﻭ ﻤﻨﺫ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻡ ﻭﺠﺩ ﺍﻻﻨﺴـﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺤل ﺍﻻﻤﺜل ﻓﻲ ﺇﻴﺼﺎل ﺘﻌﺒﻴﺭﻩ ﻴﻜﻭﻥ ﻋﺒﺭ ﺍﻟﻘﻠـﻡ، ﻓﻤﻬﻤـﺎ‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﺨﺹ ﻓﺼﻴﺤﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﻁﺎﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﺎﻫﻴﺭﻴﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻁﻔﻴﺔ،‬ ‫ﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺎﻨﻲ ﺍﻷﺴﺎﺴﻴﺔ ﻭ ﻫﻲ ﺒﻴﺕ ﻗﺼﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﻭ ﻤـﺎ‬ ‫ﻴﻌﺠﺯ ﺍﻟﻠﺴﺎﻥ ﻋﻥ ﺇﻴﺼﺎﻟﻪ، ﺘﻠﻘﻰ ﺍﻟﻨﻭﺭ ﻟﻠﻁﺭﻑ ﺍﻵﺨـﺭ ﻓـﻲ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺎﺒﻪ ﻓﻘﻁ، ﺴﻭﺍﺀ ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﺸﻌﺭﺍ ﺃﻭ ﻨﺜﺭﺍ ﺃﻭ ﺨﺎﻁﺭﺓ.‬ ‫ﻴﺤﺘﻭﻱ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺎﺏ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺒﺎﺒﻴﻥ:‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﺍﻻﻭل: ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺎﺌﺩ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺎﺴﺔ:-‬ ‫• ﺒﻼﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺏ ﺃﻭﻁﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫• ﻓﺭﺴﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﻭﻟﺔ‬ ‫• ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﺀ ﺍﻻﺨﻴﺭ‬ ‫• ﺃﻗﺩﻡ ﺍﺴﺘﻘﺎﻟﺘﻲ‬ ‫• ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺤﻴﺔ‬ ‫• ﺯﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺩﻟﻴﺔ‬ ‫• ﺜﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻻﻨﺎ‬ ‫-٥-‬
  • 7. ‫• ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ‬ ‫• ﻟﻭﺤﺔ ﺴﺭﻴﺎﻟﻴﺔ‬ ‫• ﺸﻌﻭﺏ ﻀﺎﺌﻌﺔ‬ ‫• ﻭﻀﺎﻉ ﺍﻷﻤل‬ ‫• ﻜﺄﻱ ﻤﻭﺍﻁﻥ ﻋﺭﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻨﻲ: ﻗﺼﺎﺌﺩ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ:-‬ ‫• ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﺭﺯ‬ ‫• ﻭﻗﺩ ﺭﺤﻠﺘﻲ‬ ‫• ﺴﻘﻁ ﺍﻷﻗﻨﻌﺔ‬ ‫• ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ‬ ‫• ﺭﻗﺼﺔ ﻭﺩﺍﻉ‬ ‫• ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﺘﻰ‬ ‫• ﺘﺴﺄﻟﻨﻲ‬ ‫• ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ‬ ‫-٦-‬
  • 8.   ‫א‬ ‫א‬ -٧-
  • 9. ‫ﺒﻼﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺏ ﺃﻭﻁﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺒﻼﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺏ ﺃﻭﻁﺎﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﻬﺭ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺤﺒﺱ..‬ ‫ﻋﺸﺕ ﺒﻬﺎ ﻜل ﻤﻌﺎﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻬﻡ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻔﻘﺭ..ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺅﺱ..‬ ‫ﺼﺒﺎﺤﻬﺎ ﺨﺒﺭ ﻤﻜﺭﺭ..‬ ‫ﻋﻥ ﻀﻴﺎﻉ ﺤﺒﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺢ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺠﻨﺤﺔ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﺒﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺯﻟﻴﺔ ﻋﺭﺵ ﻤﻤﻠﻜﺔ ﻜﻨﻌﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭﺴﺭﻗﺔ ﺃﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺸﻬﺩﺍﺀ ﻤﻥ ﺯﻫﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻴﺎﺴﻤﻴﻥ..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﻠﻬﺎ ﻤﻅﻠﻡ..‬ ‫ﻫﺠﺭﻩ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ..‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﺤﺘﻤل ﺒﺭﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺘﻤﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺸﺭﻓﺎﺕ..‬ ‫-٨-‬
  • 10. ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻀﺌﻪ ﺇﻻ ﺸﻤﻌﺔ..‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﻠﺘﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻤﻌﺒﺩﻱ..‬ ‫ﻋل ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺘﻐﻔﺭ ﻟﻲ ﺤﻤﻕ ﺨﻁﻴﺌﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺤﻜﻤﺕ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺒﺎﻟﻨﻔﻲ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺒﻼﺩ ﻤﺩﻓﻥ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺍﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺸﺠﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺤﻨﻅل..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺸﻭﺍﻫﺩ ﺍﻟﻔﻼﺤﻴﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻗﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﻟﺒﻼﺩﻱ ﻤﺘﺎﺤﻑ ﺸﺎﻤﺨﺔ..‬ ‫ﺍﺴﺘﺸﻬﺩ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﺴﻭﺍﺭﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺸﺭﻓﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﺃﻗﻔل ﺃﺒﻭﺍﺒﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﺒﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻟﻥ ﺘﺠﺩ ﻓﻲ ﻤﺘﺎﺤﻑ ﺒﻼﺩﻱ..‬ ‫ﺴﻭﻯ ﺍﻟﻘﺵ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭﻟﻭﺤﺔ ﻤﺴﻭﺭﺓ ﻷﻨﺎﺱ..ﻗﺘﻠﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﺴﺤﺎﺏ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺭﺒﻤﺎ ﺁﻟﺔ ﺘﻌﺫﻴﺏ ﺃﺭﻫﻘﺕ ﺍﻟﻀﻌﻔﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻙ ﺒﺎﻟﺘﺄﻜﻴﺩ ﻟﻥ ﺘﺠﺩ ﻗﻠﻤﺎ ﺃﻭ ﻜﺘﺎﺏ..‬ ‫-٩-‬
  • 11. ‫ﻓﻲ ﺒﻼﺩﻱ ﺃﻨﺎﺱ ﻜﺘﺒﻭﺍ ﻟﺩﺴﺘﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻅﻠﻡ ﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ..‬ ‫ﻜﺴﺭﻭﺍ ﻏﺼﻥ ﺍﻟﺯﻴﺘﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﺩﻓﻨﻭﺍ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻕ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﻨﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻤﻘﺒﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﺃﻁﻠﻘﻭ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺠﻔﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﻟﻤﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺍﻏﺘﺼﺒﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﻀﻔﺎﺌﺭ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺭﺍﺀ..‬ ‫ﺒﺎﺴﻡ ﺍﻟﺩﻴﻥ..ﻭﺍﻟﺤﺭﻴﺔ..ﻭﻗﺩﺍﺴﺔ ﺍﻟﻔﺭﺩ..‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻐﻭﺍ ﺨﺎﺭﻁﺔ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺏ..‬ ‫ﺸﻴﺩﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﺴﺩﻭﺩ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺠﺒﺎل..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺤﺠﺒﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﻨﻭﺭ ﻋﻥ ﻤﺯﺍﺭﻉ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﺎﺡ..‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻙ ﺒﻼﺩ ﻋﺠﺯ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﻋﻥ ﻨﺴﻴﺎﻨﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻤﺜﺎل ﺍﻟﻔﻭﻻﺫ ﻤﻜﺭﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺸﻭﺍﺭﻉ..‬ ‫ﻭﺩﻭﺭ ﻤﻬﺠﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻭﺼﻭﺍﻤﻊ ﻤﺯﺨﺭﻓﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻁﻔل ﻴﻜﺘﺏ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺴﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﺭﺴﺔ..‬ ‫ﺒﻼﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺏ ﺃﻭﻁﺎﻨﻲ..‬ ‫- ٠١ -‬
  • 12. ‫ﻓﺭﺴﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﻭﻟﺔ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﻭﻟﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﺩﻴﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺒﻴﺕ ﺍﻻﻨﺠﺎﺱ..‬ ‫ﻴﺠﺘﻤﻊ ﻓﺭﺴﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﺒﻴﻠﺔ..‬ ‫ﻴﺘﺸﺎﻭﺭﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺼﻤﺕ..‬ ‫ﺘﻘﺩﻴﺱ ﺃﻭﺍﻤﺭ ﻏﻭل ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻴﻨﺔ..‬ ‫ﻤﻌﺎﻨﻘﻴﻥ ﺼﺩﻭﺭﻫﻡ ﺒﺄﺫﻗﺎﻨﻬﻡ..‬ ‫ﺒﺨﻨﻭﻉ ﻭ ﺍﻨﻜﺴﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﺍﻟﺤﻜﻡ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﻡ..‬ ‫ﻓﺭﺒﻤﺎ ﻫﻲ ﻁﺭﻴﻘﺘﻬﻡ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﺭﺍﺭﺍﺕ..‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﻋﻭﺩﻭﻨﺎ..!‬ ‫- ١١ -‬
  • 13. ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﺀ ﺍﻻﺨﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﻋﺸﺎﺀ ﺃﺨﻴﺭ..‬ ‫ﻜﺅﻭﺱ ﻓﺎﺭﻏﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﻭﻟﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻋﺯﻑ ﻤﻨﻔﺭﺩ..‬ ‫ﺸﻤﻭﻉ ﺯﺭﻗﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻴﺸﻌل ﻟﻬﻴﺒﻬﺎ ﻏﻀﺏ ﺃﻨﻔﺎﺴﻲ..‬ ‫ﻴﺘﻌﺎﻟﻰ ﺼﻭﺕ ﺯﻓﺭﺍﺘﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺭﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﻓﺔ..‬ ‫ﻴﻬﺯﻤﻪ ﻤﻭﺕ ﺍﻟﺠﺩﺭﺍﻥ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺭ ﺩﻗﺎﺌﻕ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ..‬ ‫ﺃﻫﺯ ﺍﻟﺤﺠﺭﺓ ﺒﺼﺭﺨﺎﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻟﻌﻠﻲ ﺃﻏﻀﺏ ﺼﻤﺘﺎ ﺴﻜﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﺩﺭﺍﻥ..‬ ‫ﻗﺒل ﺍﻨﺘﻬﺎﺌﻲ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻋﺸﺎﺌﻲ ﺍﻻﺨﻴﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺒل ﺒﺩﺍﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻋﻼﻤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻘﻴﺎﻤﺔ..‬ ‫- ٢١ -‬
  • 14. ‫ﺃﻗﺩﻡ ﺍﺴﺘﻘﺎﻟﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺁﻨﺴﺎﺘﻲ ﺴﻴﺩﺍﺘﻲ.. ﻭ ﻴﺎ ﻤﻥ ﻟﺴﺘﻡ ﺒﺴﺎﺩﺘﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻗﺩﻡ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﻟﻜﻡ ﺍﺴﺘﻘﺎﻟﺘﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻓﺭﻕ ﻋﻨﺩﻱ ﺇﻥ ﻗﺒﻠﺘﻡ ﺃﻭ ﺭﻓﻀﺘﻡ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﺴﺌﻤﺘﻜﻡ.. ﻭ ﺠﻑ ﺤﺒﺭ ﺭﺴﺎﻟﺘﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻐﺩﺍ ﻟﻥ ﺃﺸﺭﺏ ﻗﻬﻭﺘﻜﻡ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻟﻥ ﺃﺯﻭﺭ ﻤﺎﺨﻭﺭﻜﻡ.. ﻭﻻ ﻤﻌﺒﺩﻜﻡ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﻋﻨﻲ ﺍﻹﻨﺘﺤﺎﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻴﺱ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﺃﺒﺩﺍ ﻏﺎﻴﺘﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺒل ﺃﺨﺎﻑ ﺇﻥ ﻤﺕ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﻴﻌﺫﺒﻨﻲ ﺒﺎﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺤﺩﻴﺩ ..‬ ‫ﺒل ﻴﺤﻴﻨﻲ ﻷﺭﻯ ﻭﺠﻭﻫﻜﻡ ﻤﻥ ﺠﺩﻴﺩ ..‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺭﺤل ﻏﺩﺍ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﻜﺎﻥ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﻤﻭﻋﺩﻩ ..‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻗﻭﻡ ﻻ ﻴﺘﺤﺩﺜﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺒﻴﻪ.. ﻭﻻ ﺃﺤﺎﺩﻴﺙ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﻫﻠﻴﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻗﻭﻡ ﻻ ﺃﻓﻬﻡ ﻟﻬﺠﺘﻬﻡ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﻫﻲ ﺸﺎﻤﻴﺔ.. ﻭﻻ ﻓﺭﻋﻭﻨﻴﺔ..ﻭ ﻟﻴﺴﺕ ﺨﻠﻴﺠﻴﺔ ..‬ ‫- ٣١ -‬
  • 15. ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﻜﺎﻥ ﻻ ﺘﺯﻋﺠﻨﻲ ﻓﻴﻪ ﺯﻗﺯﻗﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺒﻬﺘﺎﻥ ﻀﻭﺀ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻨﺎﺱ ﻻ ﻴﻜﺘﺒﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴل ﺒﺼﻭﺕ ﻋﺼﻔﻭﺭ ﺠﺎﺌﻊ..؟ !‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﻀﻭﺀ ﺍﻟﺘﻨﻙ ﺍﻟﺨﺎﻓﺕ..؟ !‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺫﻫﺏ ﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﻟﻡ ﻴﺯﺭﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ ﺒﻌﺩ ..‬ ‫ﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﺘﺤﺘﺭﻡ ﺃﺭﻀﻬﺎ ﺠﺭﺃﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﻁﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﻴﺄﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﻤل ﻓﻴﻪ ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﻴﺩﺍﺱ ..‬ ‫ﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﻻ ﺘﺨﻴﻔﻨﻲ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺃﺤﺫﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺴﻜﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﺴﻌﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺨﺒﺯ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺴﻜﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﻴﻘﺘل ﺍﻟﺭﺏ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻫﻭ ﺃﺒﻜﻰ ﺃﻤﺎ.. ﺃﻭ ﻤﺯﻕ ﻜﺘﺎﺏ ..‬ ‫ﻟﺒﻼﺩ ﻴﻜﻭﻥ ﻟﻲ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﺴﻡ ﻭﺍﺤﺩ..ﻟﺠﺴﺩﻱ ﺍﻟﻭﺍﺤﺩ ..‬ ‫ﻓﺈﺴﻤﻲ ﻟﻴﺱ ﺭﻗﻤﺎ ﻹﻜﻤﺎل ﺍﻟﻌﺩﺩ ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻓﻘﺭﺍ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﻫﻠﻭﺴﺎﺕ ﻤﻜﺒﻭﺘﻪ..ﻜﻤﺎ ﺒﻌﻠﻤﻜﻡ ﺴﻤﻴﺘﻤﻭﻨﻲ ..‬ ‫- ٤١ -‬
  • 16. ‫ﻭ ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﺼﻠﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺤﺭﻕ ﺠﻭﺍﺯ ﺴﻔﺭﻱ.. ﻭﺸﻬﺎﺩﺓ ﻤﻴﻼﺩﻱ ..‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺸﻁﺏ ﺴﻨﻴﻨﺎ ﻀﻴﻌﺘﻬﺎ ﺒﻴﻨﻜﻡ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺜﻘﺎﻓﺘﻜﻡ.. ﻭ ﻓﻨﻜﻡ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺠﻬﻠﻜﻡ ﺒﻤﻭﺘﻜﻡ..‬ ‫- ٥١ -‬
  • 17. ‫ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺭﺤﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﺃﺴﺩل ﺍﻟﺴﺘﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺼﻔﻕ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﺒﺤﺭﺍﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺴﺭﺤﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﺓ..‬ ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺒﻁل ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺍﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻨﻤﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺴﺭﺩﺍﺒﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﺃﻜﻠﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺸﺠﺎﺭﻫﺎ..‬ ‫ﺘﺯﻭﺠﺕ ﺃﺠﻤل ﻨﺴﺎﺌﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻘﺕ ﻗﻨﺎﺩﻴل ﺍﻟﺫﻫﺏ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﺴﻭﺍﺭﻫﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭﺸﺭﺒﺕ ﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﺤﻤﺎﺌﻡ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﻀﺎﺀ ﻤﻥ ﻨﺩﻯ ﺍﻻﺯﻫﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﻋﻜﺱ ﻭﺍﻗﻊ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺍﻴﺔ.. ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﺃﺤﺩﺍﺙ ﺍﻟﺤﻜﺎﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻟﺭﺠل ﺒﺴﻴﻁ..‬ ‫ﺤﺎﻭل ﺍﻟﻬﺭﻭﺏ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺯﺠﺎﺠﺔ..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﻌﺸﻕ ﺍﻟﻌﻨﻘﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻴﺘﺴﻠﻕ ﻀﻔﺎﺌﺭﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺭﺍﺀ..‬ ‫- ٦١ -‬
  • 18. ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﻴﻨﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﺙ ﺯﻫﺭﺓ ﺍﻻﻤل ﺘﻐﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﺒﻐﺯل ﻟﻨﺴﻴﻡ ﺍﻟﻁﻬﺎﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻓﺤﺎﺭﺒﻪ ﺍﻟﺠﺒﻨﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻥ ﻴﺩﻋﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺩ ﺒﺄﺨﻼﻗﻬﻡ..‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻌﺭﻓﻭﺍ ﻤﻌﻨﻰ ﺍﻻﺭﺍﺩﺓ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﻘﻴﻘﺔ ﺼﻨﻊ ﺍﻟﺒﺴﺎﻁﺔ..‬ ‫ﺩﻓﻨﻭﺍ ﺤﻠﻤﻪ ﻓﻲ ﻤﻘﺒﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻬﺭﻁﻘﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﺨﺘﻤﻭﺍ ﺒﺎﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻋﻨﻕ ﺍﻟﺯﺠﺎﺠﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻌﺠﺎﺌﺏ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﺭ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﻴﺒﺔ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻨﻔﺱ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻬﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻭﻗﻭﺭ..‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﺒﺎﺭﻙ ﺍﻻﺤﺩﺍﺙ..‬ ‫ﻭﺼﻔﻕ ﺃﻴﻀﺎ ﺒﺤﺭﺍﺭﺓ..‬ ‫- ٧١ -‬
  • 19. ‫ﺯﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺩﻟﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻤﺠﺩﻟﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻜﺘﺒﻙ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻕ ﻤﻨﺴﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻜﺸﺭﺍﻉ ﻟﺭﻴﺎﺡ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺘﺴﺎﻤﺢ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺃﻓﺭﺍﺩ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺘﻙ ﺘﺒﺼﺭﻴﻨﺎ ﻴﺎ ﻤﺠﺩﻟﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﻔﻲ ﺯﻤﺎﻨﻨﺎ ﻴﻤﺠﺩ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ ﻜل ﺴﺠﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻜل ﺠﻼﺩ..‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﻥ ﺃﺘﻘﻥ ﻓﻨﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﺒﺭﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺯﻤﺎﻨﻨﺎ ﻴﻘﺘل ﻤﻥ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻁﺭﺒﻪ ﺼﻴﺎﺡ ﺍﻟﺩﻴﻜﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﻥ ﺭﻓﺽ ﺍﻟﺘﻭﻗﻴﻊ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﻠﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺯﻭﺭﺓ...‬ ‫- ٨١ -‬
  • 20. ‫ﺜﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻰ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻨﺘﻘﺩﻭﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺒﺎﻟﺠﻬل ﻭ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﻭﻥ ﺭﻤﻭﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﺒﺄﺱ ﻋﻠﻴﻜﻡ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ..‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺎ ﻟﺴﺕ ﺒﺸﺎﻋﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺘﻬﻤﻨﻲ ﺍﻷﺤﺎﺴﻴﺱ ﻭ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭ..‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻷﺨﻴﺭﺓ ﻗﺩ ﺩﻓﻨﺕ ﺤﺎﻟﻤﺎ ﻭﻟﺩﺕ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺒﻼﺩ ﺴﻜﺎﻨﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺨﻭﻑ.. ﻭ ﺍﻟﻔﺌﺭﺍﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺩﻴﻜﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺯﺍﺒل..‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﺃﻜﻭﻥ ﻤﻠﻤﺎ ﺒﺒﻌﺽ ﺃﻟﻭﺍﻥ ﺍﻟﻔﻨﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻓﻠﺴﻔﺎﺕ ﺘﻭﺼل ﺍﻟﺸﻙ ﺒﺎﻟﺠﻨﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﺘﻠﻤﺤﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻜﺘﺎﺒﺎﺘﻲ ﺒﻌﺽ ﺍﻟﺴﺨﺭﻴﻪ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻭﺼﻑ ﻗﺩ ﻴﺼﺩﻑ ﻭﺠﻭﺩ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﻓﻴﻪ..‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﻟﺴﺕ ﺒﺸﺎﻋﺭ..‬ ‫ﻤﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ﺘﺘﻭﻩ ﺒﺤﺒﺭ ﻜﺘﺎﺒﺎﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﻨﻤﺎﺭﺱ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺴﻁﻭﺭ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻗﻲ..‬ ‫- ٩١ -‬
  • 21. ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺃﻜﺘﺏ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺒﻼ ﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭ..‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺎ ﻟﺴﺕ ﺒﺸﺎﻋﺭ..‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﺃﻜﻭﻥ ﻟﺒﻌﻀﻜﻡ ﻤﺠﻨﻭﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺤﺭ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻓﻲ ﻏﺭﻴﺏ ﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺎ ﻟﺴﺕ ﻜﺒﻌﺽ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺒﺘﻠﻴﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺒﻭﺠﻭﺩﻫﻡ..‬ ‫ﻴﻀﻌﻭﻥ ﻗﻨﺎﻋﺎ ﺒﻠﻭﻥ ﻜل ﻤﻨﺎﺴﺒﻪ..‬ ‫ﻟﻭﻥ ﻟﻠﺒﻴـﺕ ﻭﻟـﻭﻥ ﻟﻠﻤﻘﻬـﻰ..ﻟﻠﺸـﺎﺭﻉ.. ﻟﻠﻌﻤـل..‬ ‫ﻟﻠﻤﺪرﺳﺔ.. ﺤﺘﻰ ﻓﻲ ﻤﻤﺎﺭﺴﺔ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ..‬ ‫ﻴﺘﻌﺭﻭﻥ ﻤﻥ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻤﻼﺒﺱ.. ﻭ ﺍﻟﺠﻭﺍﻫﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺯﻭﺭﻩ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻴﺨﻠﻌﻭﻥ ﺍﻷﻗﻨﻌﻪ..‬ ‫ﻜﺫﺏ ﻭ ﺍﺩﻋﺎﺀ ﻭ ﻨﻔﺎﻕ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺸﺨﺼﻴﺔ ﺘﺸﻜل ﺃﻁﺭﺍﻓﻬﺎ ﻟﺘﻠﻘﻰ ﺍﻟﻭﻓﺎﻕ..‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻤﻥ ﻴﻠﺒﺴﻭﻥ ﺒﺼﺩﻕ ﻗﻨﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﺘﺤﺭﺭ..‬ ‫ﻴﺯﻋﺠﻡ ﻨﻘﺩﻱ ﻟﻭﺭﺍﺜﺔ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻻ ﺃﻤﻠﻙ ﻤﻔﺎﺘﻴﺢ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻘﻔﻭل..‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺃﻭﺼل ﺒﻴﻥ ﺠﺒﺎل ﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭﻱ ﺍﻟﺠﺴﻭﺭ..‬ ‫- ٠٢ -‬
  • 22. ‫ﻭ ﺃﻤﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺸﻜﺭﻭﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺒﻨﺸﻭﺓ ﺠﻨﻭﻨﻲ ﺸﺎﺭﻜﻭﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺎ ﻟﻠﻌﺠﺏ..!‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻠﻨﺤﺎﺱ ﺒﺭﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﺫﻫﺏ..؟‬ ‫- ١٢ -‬
  • 23. ‫ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺩﺍﺙ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﻜﺩﺃﺏ ﺒﺎﻗﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﺎﻟﻲ..‬ ‫ﻴﻨﺎﻡ ﺒﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺎل ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻗﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻐﻔﻭﺍ ﺍﻻﺯﻫﺎﺭ ﺘﺤﺕ ﺍﻻﻤﻁﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻓﻼﺡ ﻴﻘﻁﻑ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﺎﺡ..‬ ‫ﻭﺒﺎﺀ ﻴﺯﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻴﻨﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﻘﻴﺭ ﻴﺭﺠﻭ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻜﻑ ﺇﻤﺘﺤﺎﻨﻪ..‬ ‫ﻁﻔل ﻴﺭﺴﻡ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺠﺩﺭﺍﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺤﺔ..‬ ‫ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﺘﻐﻨﻲ ﻟﻠﺴﺎﺩﺓ..‬ ‫ﻗﻭﻡ ﻴﺼﻠﻭﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﺭﺍﺌﺏ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻴﻤﺔ..‬ ‫ﻜﻬل ﻴﺴﺏ ﺭﺠﺎل ﺍﻟﺩﻭﻟﺔ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﺸﻲﺀ ﺠﺩﻴﺩ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ..‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﺫﻟﻙ ﺍﻟﻌﺠﻭﺯ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﻟﺱ ﺒﺎﻟﺯﻗﺎﻕ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺒﻘﻌﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺘﻤﺔ..‬ ‫ﻜﺩﺃﺒﻪ ﻜل ﻟﻴﻠﺔ..‬ ‫ﻴﺨﺭﺝ ﻨﺎﻴﻪ ﺍﻟﺨﺸﺒﻲ..‬ ‫- ٢٢ -‬
  • 24. ‫ﻭﺒﻴﺩﺍﻩ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺭﺩﺘﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻴﺩﺍﻋﺒﻪ ﺒﻐﺯل ﺭﻗﻴﻕ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻴﻬﺒﻪ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﺒﺄﻨﻔﺎﺴﻪ ﺍﻟﺩﺍﻓﺌﺔ..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺭﺘل ﻟﺤﻨﺎ ﻴﻌﺎﻨﻕ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﺤﺩ ﻴﺴﻤﻊ..ﺃﻭ ﻴﺒﺎﻟﻲ..‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﺠﺩﻴﺩ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ...‬ ‫- ٣٢ -‬
  • 25. ‫ﻟﻭﺤﺔ ﺴﺭﻴﺎﻟﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻏﺭﻓﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﻌﺯﻟﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺒﺠﺩﺭﺍﻨﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﺎﻤﺘﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺠﻠﺱ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻭﺤﺩﺓ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺩﻕ ﻓﻲ ﻟﻭﺤﺔ ﺒﺎﻟﻴﻪ ..‬ ‫ﻗﺩﻴﻤﺔ ﻗﺩﻡ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﺭ ..‬ ‫ﺒﻬﺎ ﻭﺠﻭﻩ ﻤﺄﻟﻭﻓﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻨﺎﻓﺭﺕ ﻭ ﺘﺸﻜﻠﺕ ﺒﺴﺭﻴﺎﻟﻴﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺒﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻭﺍﻥ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺍﻟﺒﺴﺎﻁﻪ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻗﻠﻴل ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﻁﻭﻟﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺒﻬﺎ ﺨﻁﻭﻁ ﻏﺭﻴﺒﻪ ..‬ ‫ﻗﺎﺴﻴﺔ .. ﻗﺩﻴﻤﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺘﺘﺼﺎﺩﻡ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻨﻑ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺯﺍﻭﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﺤﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺘﺸﻁﺏ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﻥ ﺍﻷﺒﻴﺽ ..‬ ‫- ٤٢ -‬
  • 26. ‫ﻴﺘﺸﻌﺏ ﺍﻟﺴﻭﺍﺩ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺴﻁﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺭ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻋﺎﺕ ﺃﺤﺩﻕ ﺒﺭﻤﻭﺯﻫﺎ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﺤﺔ ﺘﺭﺍﻗﺒﻨﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻐﻴﺭ ﺍﻟﻭﺍﻨﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫ﺘﺒﺩل ﺃﺸﻜﺎل ﺭﺴﻭﻤﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫ﺘﺘﺼﺎﺩﻡ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺍﻭﻴﺔ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺤﻭ ﺍﻷﻤل ﻓﻲ ﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺯﺭﻗﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻨﺯﻉ ﺩﻓﺊ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﻕ ﺍﻷﺨﻀﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻅﻤﺄ ﺯﻫﺭ ﺍﻟﺤﻨﺎﺀ ..‬ ‫ﺘﺘﻭﻗﻑ ﺩﻗﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻋﺔ.. ﻟﺴﺎﻋﻪ ..‬ ‫ﻟﺘﺯﺩﺍﺩ ﺍﻟﺼﻭﺭﺓ ﻭﺤﺸﻴﺔ .. ﻭﻭﺍﻗﻌﻴﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺘﻌﺒﺕ ﻤﻥ ﻅﻠﻡ ﺍﻟﻨﻅﺭ ﺍﻟﻴﻬﺎ .‬ ‫ﻭ ﺍﻨﺘﺤﺭ ﻨﻭﻤﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺒﺭﻭﺍﺯﻫﺎ ..‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻋﺎﺘﺒﻨﻲ ﺃﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﻭﺴﺎﺩﻩ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻤﺎ ﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺤﺩﻕ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻫﻭل ..‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﺍﺴﺘﺴﻠﻤﺕ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﺤﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﻜﻭﻨﺔ ..‬ ‫- ٥٢ -‬
  • 27. ‫ﺒﺄﺸﻴﺎﺀ ﻤﺠﻨﻭﻨﺔ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻻ ﻴﺎ ﻟﻴل ﻗﺩ ﺠﺎﻭﺯﺕ.. ﻓﺎﻨﺘﻬﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻏﻠﻘﺕ ﺴﺘﺎﺭ ﻨﺎﻓﺫﺘﻲ ...‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﻻ ﺃﺭﻯ ﺃﻨﻭﺍﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻴﻨﺔ ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﺴﻤﻊ ﺠﻬل ﺴﻜﺎﻨﻬﺎ ..‬ ‫ﻓﺈﺨﺘﻔﺕ ﺍﻟﻠﻭﺤﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﺭﻴﺎﻟﻴﺔ ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺼﻤﺕ ﻋﻤﻴﻕ ..‬ ‫ﺨﻠﻑ ﺍﻟﺴﺘﺎﺭﻩ..‬ ‫- ٦٢ -‬
  • 28. ‫ﺸﻌﻭﺏ ﻀﺎﺌﻌﺔ‬ ‫ﻏﺭﻴﺏ ﺃﻤﺭ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺯﺝ ﺍﻟﺨﺒﺯ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻌﻥ ﺃﺴﻌﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺩﻭﺍﺀ..‬ ‫ﺘﺅﻤﻥ ﺒﺎﻟﺨﺭﺍﻓﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺼﺭ ﻗﺎﺩﻡ..‬ ‫ﺒﻨﺒﻭﺁﺕ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻤﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺘﺴﻌﻰ ﺒﺠﻬﺩ..‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﻟﻠﺩﻋﺎﺀ ﺒﺎﻟﺼﻠﻭﺍﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺍﻟﺠﻠﻭﺱ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻻﺭﺼﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﻐﺒﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻏﺭﻴﺒﺔ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺠﺩ ﻭﻁﻨﺎ ﻤﻔﻘﻭﺩﺍ..‬ ‫ﻴﺨﺎﻓﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺘﻜﻠﻡ ﻓﻴﻪ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺍﻟﻨﻅﺭ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻗﺼﻭﺭﻩ..‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻟﻤﺱ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ..ﻭﺍﻟﻜﺘﺎﺒﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻭﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ..‬ ‫ﻤﻨﻌﻪ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺩﺓ..‬ ‫- ٧٢ -‬
  • 29. ‫ﺠﻌﻠﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﻭﻁﻥ ﻜﺈﻟﻪ ﻤﻘﺩﺱ..‬ ‫ﻴﺄﻤل ﻤﺠﻴﺌﻪ ﺍﻟﺒﺴﻁﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﻨﻬﻲ ﺃﺤﺯﺍﻨﻬﻡ..‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻜﺎﻓﻲﺀ ﺘﺭﺍﻨﻴﻤﻬﻡ..‬ ‫ﺒﺭﻓﻊ ﺍﻟﺒﺄﺱ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﻔﻴﻨﺔ..‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺤﻤﻠﺕ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺒﺤﺭ ﻋﻤﻴﻕ ﻤﻸﻩ ﺍﻟﻀﺒﺎﺏ..ﻭﻻ ﻴﺒﺼﺭﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﺍﻟﻭﻁﻥ ﺁﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺍﻹﻟﻪ ﻴﺴﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﺼﻠﻭﺍﺕ..‬ ‫ﺘﻌﻴﺴﺔ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ﺘﻔﺯﻉ ﺒﻤﻭﺕ ﺭﺠل ﻭﺍﺤﺩ..‬ ‫ﺘﻘﻔل ﺍﻻﺒﻭﺍﺏ..‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻓﻊ ﺍﻟﺭﺍﻴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﻭﺩﺍﺀ..‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﻏﺎﺏ ﻤﻥ ﺤﺩﺩ ﻤﺼﺎﺌﺭﻫﻡ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺘﺭﺍﺏ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﺙ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﻁﻥ..‬ ‫- ٨٢ -‬
  • 30. ‫ﻭﻀﺎﻉ ﺍﻷﻤل‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﻗﺎﺴﻴﺔ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻜﻭﺨﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺘﻴﻕ..‬ ‫ﻋﺒﺭﺕ ﺩﻤﻌﺔ ﻋﺼﻔﻭﺭ ﺨﻼل ﺍﻟﺴﻘﻑ ﺍﻟﻤﻬﺘﺭﺉ..‬ ‫ﺒﻼ ﺍﺴﺘﺤﻴﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺇﺫﻥ ﺒﺎﻟﺩﺨﻭل..‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻏﺭﻓﺔ ﻤﻬﺠﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﺴﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻴﺄﺱ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺴﺭﺍﺏ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﻻﻤﺴﺕ ﺠﺒﻴﻨﻲ ﺒﺒﺭﺩ ﺍﻻﻤل..‬ ‫ﻟﺘﺜﻨﻴﻨﻲ ﻋﻥ ﺼﻨﻊ ﻗﺎﺭﺏ ﺍﻟﻬﺭﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻔﻘﺭ.. ﻭ ﺍﻻﻟﻡ..‬ ‫ﻭﺴﺭﻤﺩﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﺩﺭﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﻟﺜﻭﺭﺓ ﻋﻘﻠﻲ ﺒﺭﻜﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﺃﻁﻔﺄ ﺒﺭﺩ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻌﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﺁﺜﺭ ﻟﻌﻥ ﺍﻟﻅﻠﻤﺔ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺸﻌل ﺸﻤﻌﺔ..‬ ‫- ٩٢ -‬
  • 31. ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﻤل ﺍﻟﺨﻁﺎﺒﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻭﻋﺩ ﺒﺎﻟﺠﻨﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﺒﺎﻟﻠﻴل ﺍﻟﻤﻘﻤﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻟﻭﺍﻥ ﺍﻟﺯﻫﻭﺭ..‬ ‫ﺃﻏﻤﻀﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﻭ ﺤﻤﻠﺕ ﻗﺎﺭﺒﻲ ﻫﺎﺭﺒﺎ..‬ ‫ﻋﻥ ﺴﻜﺎﻥ ﻜﻭﺨﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺭﺼﻭﺩ..‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺩﺕ ﺍﻟﻬﺭﻭﺏ ﻟﻠﻀﻔﺔ ﺍﻻﺨﺭﻯ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﺙ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﺓ ﻭ ﺍﻻﻤل..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻕ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﻭﺩ..‬ ‫ﻻﺘﺭﻙ ﻭﺭﺍﺌﻲ ﺘﺎﺭﻴﺨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻤﺩﻨﺱ ﺒﺄﻭﻫﺎﻡ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻵﻻﻡ..ﻭﺍﻻﺤﺯﺍﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺤﺎﻜﻡ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﺘﻴﺵ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﺸﺒﺎﺡ ﺍﻟﻘﺒﻭﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺼﻠﺕ ﺸﺎﻁﺊ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﺒﻌﺩ ﻋﺴﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﻴﺭ..‬ ‫- ٠٣ -‬
  • 32. ‫ﻭ ﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭ ﺘﻨﺎﻭﻟﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﻬﺠﺔ ﻭ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﻭﺭ..‬ ‫ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻴﺔ..ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﺓ..‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺴﺭ ﺃﻏﻼل ﺍﻟﻘﻴﻭﺩ..‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺘﻤﻠﻜﻨﻲ ﺃﻤل ﺒﺎﻟﻭﺼﻭل..ﻟﻠﻀﻔﺔ ﺍﻻﺨﺭﻯ..‬ ‫ﺒﻼ ﺭﺠﻌﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺇﻟﺘﻔﺎﺕ.. ﻟﻜﻭﺨﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺘﻴﻕ..‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺯﻟﺕ ﻗﺎﺭﺒﻲ ﻋﻥ ﻜﺘﻔﻲ..ﻭﻓﺘﺤﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻷﺒﺩﺃ ﺭﺤﻠﺔ ﺍﻻﻤل..‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﻻ ﺘﺭﺤﻡ..ﻭﻻ ﺘﺸﻔﻕ..‬ ‫ﺒل ﺘﺭﻴﺩ ﺫﻟﻲ ﻭ ﺇﻨﻜﺴﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺩ ﺇﻨﺘﻬﺎﺌﻲ ﻤﻥ ﻗﺎﺭﺏ ﺍﻟﻬﺭﻭﺏ..‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺭ ﻗﺩ ﺠﻑ...‬ ‫- ١٣ -‬
  • 33. ‫ﻜﺄﻱ ﻤﻭﺍﻁﻥ ﻋﺭﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻜﺄﻱ ﻤﻭﺍﻁﻥ ﻋﺭﺒﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻴﺎﻤﻲ ﺘﺯﻏﺭﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻔﺭﺤﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻤﻠﺅﻫﺎ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﻌﺭﻓﺔ.. ﻭﺍﻟﺜﻘﺎﻓﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻭﺭﻩ ..‬ ‫ﻜﺄﻱ ﻤﻭﺍﻁﻥ ﻋﺭﺒﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻤﺜﻘﻑ ..ﻤﺜﺎﻟﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺘﺭﻡ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﻭﺃﻤﺸﻲ ﺒﺠﺎﻨﺏ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺌﻁ ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﻴﺎﻨﺎ..ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺌﻁ ..‬ ‫ﻜﺄﻱ )ﻤﺫ ِﺏ( ﻋﺭﺒﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﺃﺼﺒﺢ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻴﻭﻡ ﻜﺒﺎﻗﻲ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﻭﺕ ﺒﺎﻋﺔ ﺍﻟﺨﻀﺎﺭ..ﻭ ﺍﻟﻐﺎﺯ..ﻭ ﺍﻟﻜﻌﻙ ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻴﺤﻠﻡ ﺒﺎﻟﻜﻌﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺎﺡ..؟‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻓﺘﺢ ﺍﻟﺘﻠﻔﺎﺯ ﻭﻻ ﺃﻗﺭﺃ ﺍﻟﺠﺭﻴﺩﻩ ..‬ ‫ﻓﺼﺒﺎﺤﻲ ﻻ ﻴﻨﻘﺼﻪ ﺍﻷﺨﺒﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺠﻴﺒﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺨﺭﺝ ﺒﻬﺩﻭﺀ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻴﺘﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻋﻤﻠﻲ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻜﻠﻲ ﺃﻤل ﻭ ﺭﺠﺎﺀ ..‬ ‫- ٢٣ -‬
  • 34. ‫ﺃﻥ ﻋﺯﺭﺍﺌﻴل ﻗﺩ ﻤﺭ ﺍﻷﻤﺱ ﺒﺎﻟﺤﺎﺭﻩ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺯﺍﺭ ﺼﺎﺤﺏ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺎﺭﻩ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺼل ﺍﻟﻌﻤل ﻭ ﻜﻠﻲ ﻫﻠﻭﺴﺎﺕ ﺃﺤﻼﻡ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﻴﻔﺎﺼﻠﻨﻲ ﺯﺒﻭﻥ ﺒﻤﺒﻠﻎ ﺴﺨﻴﻑ..ﻟﻴﻬﺒﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻀﻐﻁ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺠﻠﻁﻪ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﺃﺭﻜﺽ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻴﻨﻘﻁﻊ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﺨﻠﻑ ﻟﺼﻭﺹ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺒﻀﺎﻋﻪ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻜﻤﺎ ﺘﻌﻠﻤﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ..‬ ‫ﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﺍﻷﺤﻼﻡ ﻫﻲ ﺍﻷﺤﻼﻡ ..‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﻤل ﺃﻤﺎﺭﺱ ﻤﺘﻌﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺘﺎﺩﻩ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺠﻠﺱ ﻓﻲ ﺯﺍﻭﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻤﻘﻬﻰ ﺒﺂﺨﺭ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺭﺓ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺴﺘﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﻰ ﻏﻨﺎﺀ ﻋﺸﺘﺎﺭ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺯﻭﺭ ﻤﻌﻬﺎ ﺍﻷﻁﻼل ..ﻭﻤﻨﺎﺒﻊ ﺍﻷﻨﻬﺎﺭ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻜﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺩﻩ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻓﻴﻕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﻭﺕ ﺫﺍﻙ ﺍﻷﺨﺭﻕ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺴﻤﻌﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻔﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﺩﻴﺩ.. ﻟﻠﺘﺠﺩﻴﺩ..‬ ‫- ٣٣ -‬
  • 35. ‫ﻭ ﺘﺒﺩﺃ ﺒﻴﻨﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺎﺠﺭﻩ ....‬ ‫ﻭ ﺩﺍﺌﻤﺎ ﺘﻨﺘﻬﻲ ﺒﻔﻭﺯﻱ.. ﻭ ﺒﺸﺘﻴﻤﺔ ﺃﻫﺯ ﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺍﻷﺠﻭﺍﺀ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﺘﻠﻘﻰ ﺒﺴﺒﺒﻬﺎ ﺃﺠﻤل ﻤﺎ ﻗﻴل ﻤﻥ ﻋﺒﺎﺭﺍﺕ ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺠﺎﺌﺯ ﺍﻟﻨﻜﺩﻴﺎﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺒﻠﻜﻭﻨﺎﺕ ..‬ ‫)ﺍﷲ ﻴﻭﺨﺫﻩ.. ﺍﷲ ﻴﺴﺨﻁﻪ.. ﻫﻭ ﻟﺴﺎﺘﻪ ﻋﺎﻴﺵ؟ (‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺩ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻷﺠﻭﺍﺀ ﺍﻟﻭﺩﻴﺔ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﻴﺩﻩ ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺒﻘﻰ ﻟﻲ ﻤﺯﺍﺝ ﻻ ﻟﻌﺸﺘﺎﺭ ﻭ ﻻ ﻟﺠﺎﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻤل ..‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺠﻊ ﺒﻴﺘﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻏﺭﻓﺔ ﻨﻭﻤﻲ ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺘﻀﻥ ﻭﺴﺎﺩﺘﻲ ﺒﻘﻭﺓ ..‬ ‫ﺃﻏﺭﻗﻬﺎ ﺒﺎﻟﺩﻤﻊ ﻭ ﺍﻹﺒﺘﻬﺎل ..‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﻴﻜﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻐﺩ ﻜﺎﻷﻤﺱ ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﺃﺴﺘﻴﻘﻅ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﻭﺕ ﺒﻴﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﻜﻌﻙ...‬ ‫- ٤٣ -‬
  • 37. ‫ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﺭﺯ‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ﻭﺼﺩﻴﻘﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺭﻤﺯ ﺍﻟﺴﻼﻡ.. ﻋﻠﻴﻙ ﺍﻟﺴﻼﻡ..‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻨﻬﺎﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﻴﺎﺕ ﻓﻼ ﺘﺠﺯﻋﻲ..‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻗﻠﺕ ﺍﻟﻭﺩﺍﻉ..‬ ‫ﺃﻜﺘﺒﻬﺎ ﻭﻗﻠﻤﻲ ﻴﻨﺘﻔﺽ..‬ ‫ﻫﻭ ﺁﺨﺭ ﻤﺎ ﻫﻤﻭﻤﻲ ﺘﺤﺘﺭﻕ..‬ ‫ﺴﻘﻁﺕ ﺃﺤﻼﻤﻲ ﻜﻤﺎ ﺴﻘﻁ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻁﺭﺍﻑ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﺠﺎﻭﺯ ﺍﻟﺤﺩ ﺒﺄﺴﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﺼﺎﺒﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺯﺩﺍﺩ ﺸﻕ ﺍﻟﺭﺨﺎﻡ..ﻤﺎ ﺍﺭﺘﻭﻯ..‬ ‫ﻀﻌﻑ ﺍﻟﺴﺤﺎﺏ ﺍﻥ ﻴﺤﺘﻤل..‬ ‫ﺒﻠﻤﺤﺎﺘﻙ ﻅﻼل ﺍﻟﺸﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﺨﻭﻑ ﺍﻟﻌﺭﺍﺀ..‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻡ ﺒﻌﻴﺩ ﻟﺩﻱ ﻤﺎ ﺘﻨﺸﺩﻴﻥ..‬ ‫- ٦٣ -‬
  • 38. ‫ﺒﺭﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻭﻙ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﻋﺘﺏ ﻋﻠﻴﻙ ﻭ ﻗﺩ ﻗﺭﺃﺕ ﺒﻌﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل..‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﺃﻤﻠﻙ ﺇﻻ ﻋﺫﺏ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺘﺎﺏ ﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭ ﻗﺩ ﻫﺭﻡ..‬ ‫ﻫﻤﺎ ﻗﻴﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺒﺕ ﺒﺎﻟﺸﻭﺍﺭﻉ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻴﺴﺎﻭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻫﺫﺍ ﻟﻡ ﺃﻤﺘﻠﻙ..‬ ‫ﻟﺫﺍ ﺃﻨﺴﺤﺏ..‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﺎﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻌﺭﻓﻴﻥ ﺃﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ..‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺯﻟﺕ ﺘﺴﻜﻨﻴﻥ ﺃﺤﻼﻤﻲ ﻜل ﻟﻴﻠﺔ..‬ ‫ﻴﻼﻋﺏ ﺸﻌﺭﻙ ﺃﻨﺎﻤﻠﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺤﺩﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺘﻼل ﻨﺭﺴل ﺍﻻﻨﻬﺎﺭ..‬ ‫- ٧٣ -‬
  • 39. ‫ﻭﺤﺩﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻨﻐﻨﻲ ﻟﻅﻼل ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ ﻭﺤﺩﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﺘﺘﺤﺩﻯ ﺍﻟﺴﻜﻭﻥ ﺃﻨﻔﺎﺴﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻨﺨﺒﺭ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﺭﻭﺍﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺴﻤﻌﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻭﻡ ﺤﻜﺎﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻟﻠﻌﻴﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﻁﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺭﻤﺘﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺭﻴﺢ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﺜﻡ ﺃﺴﻘﻁﺘﻨﻲ ﻭ ﺒﻴﺩﻱ ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﺭﺯ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﻜﻴﻑ ﻏﺎﺒﺕ ﺸﻤﺱ ﻋﺸﺘﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺭﻜﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻅل ﻭﺤﻴﺩﺍ..‬ ‫ﺃﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻨﻙ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺤﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻁﺭ..‬ ‫ﺍﺘﺒﻊ ﺍﻟﻭﻫﻡ ﻭ ﺍﺴﻘﻁ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺭﻤل ﺸﻁﺂﻨﻙ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺯﻕ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺌﻡ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻗﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺤﻴﺩﺍ ﺒﻌﺘﻤﺔ ﺍﻁﻔﺄﺕ ﺸﻤﻭﻉ ﺍﻟﻜﻨﺎﺌﺱ..‬ ‫- ٨٣ -‬
  • 40. ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻴﺎ ﺼﺩﻴﻘﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺤﺎﻭل ﻨﺴﻴﺎﻨﻙ..‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻨﺴﺎﻙ ﻻﺒﺩ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﺒﻘﻲ ﻭﺤﻴﺩﺍ ﺃﻨﺘﻅﺭ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻤل ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻜﺭﺯ..‬ ‫- ٩٣ -‬
  • 41. ‫ﻭﻗﺩ ﺭﺤﻠﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺫﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﺌﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺴﻜﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻨﻙ ﻤﻨﺫ ﺴﻨﺘﻴﻥ..‬ ‫ﺤﺎﻤﻼ ﺒﻴﺩﻱ ﻭﺭﺩﺘﻴﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻭﺴﻨﺒﻠﺘﻴﻥ..‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺴﻴﺩﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺒﺤﺜﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﺒﻜل ﻤﻜﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﻭﺕ..ﻭ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﺍﺭﺱ.. ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻜﻨﺎﺌﺱ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻤﺩﻴﻨﺘﻨﺎ ﺤﻭل ﺍﻟﺯﻫﻭﺭ ﻭﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺭﻜﺎﻡ..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﺃﺠﺩﻙ..‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻜﺕ ﻷﺠﻠﻙ ﻗﺭﻴﺘﻲ..ﻭ ﻨﻬﺎﺭﻱ..ﻭﻗﻠﻡ ﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺒﺤﺜﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺼﻔﺤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺏ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻜﺭﻴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺼﻭﺭ..‬ ‫- ٠٤ -‬
  • 42. ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﺃﺠﺩﻙ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻟﻤﻥ ﺃﻜﺘﺏ ﻭ ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﻜﺘﺏ..‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺩ ﺭﺤﻠﺘﻲ ﺒﻌﻴﺩﺍ..‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺴﻴﺩﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﺨﺫﺕ ﻤﻌﻙ ﺍﻟﺭﻴﺸﺔ..ﻭﺍﻻﻟﻭﺍﻥ..‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺘﻌﺩ ﺘﺭﻭﻴﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺎﺒﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ﻋﺎﺩﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﺭﻭﻑ ﺘﻀﻲﺀ.. ﻓﻲ ﺼﻔﺤﺎﺕ ﻜﺸﻜﻭﻟﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻴﺎ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺔ ﺭﺤﻠﺕ..‬ ‫ﺒﺎﻕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻋﻬﺩﻱ..‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﺒﺎﻟﻭﻫﻡ ﻭﺤﺩﻱ..‬ ‫ﺃﺴﻴﺭ ﺒﻌﻜﺱ ﺍﻟﺩﺭﺏ.. ﺃﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻥ ﻨﻬﺎﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﺘﺸﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻕ ﺍﻟﺼﻨﻭﺒﺭ ﻭﻓﻲ ﺭﻴﺵ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﺎﻓﻴﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺠﻬﺕ ﺍﻟﻴﺄﺱ ﺒﻜل ﻟﺤﻅﺔ ﺍﺩﺍﻓﻊ ﺒﻙ ﻭﻫﻡ ﺍﻷﻤﻨﻴﺎﺕ..‬ ‫- ١٤ -‬
  • 43. ‫ﺭﺠﻌﺕ ﻟﻤﻜﺎﻥ ﺃﻭل ﻟﻘﺎﺌﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻰ ﺨﻴﺎﻟﻙ ﻴﻭﺍﺴﻲ ﻭﺤﺸﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﹼ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﻨﻪ..ﻋﻨﺩ ﺍﻟﺭﺼﻴﻑ ﺍﻷﻏﺭ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﺙ ﻴﻠﺘﻘﻲ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﺒﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻜﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺘﻘﻴﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻴﻔﺘﺭﻕ ﺍﻷﺤﺒﻪ ﻜﻤﺎ ﺍﻓﺘﺭﻗﻨﺎ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺒﺤﺜﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﻤﺘﺎﻫﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﺨﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻟﻡ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭ ﺘﻭﻟﺩ ﻟﺘﻤﻭﺕ..‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺴﻴﺩﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻟﺩﺨﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻓﺘﺸﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﻋﺴﻪ..‬ ‫ﺒﺤﺜﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﺒﻴﻥ ﻜﺅﻭﺱ ﺍﻟﻨﺒﻴﺫ ﻭ ﻤﻭﺴﻴﻘﻰ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﺯ..‬ ‫ﺘﻌﺯﻑ ﺘﺎﺭﻴﺨﺎ ﻟﻠﺸﻔﺎﻩ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺭﻴﻪ..ﻭ ﺍﻷﺠﺴﺎﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺭﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﺘﻠﺘﻘﻲ ﺒﺼﻤﺕ ﺘﻨﺸﺩ ﺍﻟﺩﻓﺊ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻟﻡ ﺃﺠﺩﻙ..‬ ‫- ٢٤ -‬
  • 44. ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﻨﺫ ﻋﺎﻤﻴﻥ ﻤﺎ ﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﺒﻜل ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺎﻨﻘﻙ ﺒﺄﺤﻼﻤﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺩﺜﻙ ﻋﻥ ﺁﻤﺎﻟﻲ ﻭ ﺫﻜﺭﻴﺎﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﺭﻯ ﺍﺒﺘﺴﺎﻤﺘﻙ ﺍﻟﺭﻗﻴﻘﺔ ﻓﺄﻋﺠﺯ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟﻜﻼﻡ..‬ ‫ﺃﻓﻴﻕ ﻤﻥ ﻨﻭﻤﻲ ﻭﺃﻨﺴﻰ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺴﺒﻙ ﻨﺎﺌﻤﺔ ﺒﺠﻭﺍﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺃﻗﺒل ﻭﺴﺎﺩﺘﻙ ﺒﺩﻤﻌﺔ ﺃﺒﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺴﻠﻡ ﺒﻐﻴﺎﺒﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻤﻀﻲ ﻷﺒﺤﺙ ﻋﻨﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ..‬ ‫ﻤﻨﺫ ﻋﺎﻤﻴﻥ..‬ ‫- ٣٤ -‬
  • 45. ‫ﺴﻘﻁﺕ ﺍﻷﻗﻨﻌﺔ‬ ‫ﻤﺭﺘﺩﻴﺎ ﻗﻨﺎﻋﻲ ﺘﺎﺌﻬﺎ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻻﺭﺼﻔﺔ..‬ ‫ﺒﺨﻁﻭﺍﺕ ﻤﺘﻌﺜﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﻔﺎﺱ ﻤﻨﻘﻁﻌﺔ..‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺤﺕ ﻁﻴﻔﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻤﻭﻗﻑ ﺍﻟﻘﻁﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺫﺍﻙ ﺍﻟﻤﻜﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﻗﺴﻤﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﻨﺩﻋﻭﺍ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺒﺎﻟﺭﺠﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﺃﺭﻫﻘﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺩﺭﺏ ﺍﻟﻁﻭﻴل..‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺌﺴﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﻨﺎﺩ ﺒﻌﺫﺭ ﺍﻻﻤل..‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺘﺴﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻭﻡ ﻨﺩﺍﺀﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺍﻟﺸﻭﺍﺭﻉ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ..‬ ‫ﻓﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل..‬ ‫ﻋﺴﻰ ﺍﻻﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻨﺴﻲ ﺍﻻﺤﺯﺍﻥ..‬ ‫- ٤٤ -‬
  • 46. ‫ﻭﻴﺒﻘﻰ ﻤﻭﻗﻑ ﺍﻟﻘﻁﺎﺭ ﻭﺤﻴﺩﺍ..‬ ‫ﻜﺒﺎﻗﻲ ﺴﻜﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻴﻡ..‬ ‫ﺒﺎﺨﺘﻼﻑ ﺃﻟﻭﺍﻥ ﺃﻗﻨﻌﺘﻬﻡ..‬ ‫ﻴﺨﻔﻭﻥ ﻭﺭﺍﺀﻫﺎ ﺒﻘﺎﻴﺎ ﺃﺭﻭﺍﺡ..‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﻀﻴﻌﻭﻫﺎ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻤﻭﻗﻑ ﺍﻟﻘﻁﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﻴﺩ..‬ ‫- ٥٤ -‬
  • 47. ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﺴﻤﻌﻴﻥ ﻫﻤﺴﺎﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺼﻤﺕ ﺃﻓﻜﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺃﺘﺸﻌﺭﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﺨﺘﻼﺱ ﻨﻅﺭﺍﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻀﻴﺎﻉ ﺤﺭﻭﻓﻲ ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﺭﺍﻙ..‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺃﻨﺴﻰ ﺁﻻﻑ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﺘﺴﺎﻓﺭ ﺤﻤﺎﺌﻡ ﺍﻟﺸﻭﻕ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻋﻴﻭﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻀﻭﺀ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﻭﻉ..‬ ‫ﻟﺘﻐﻔﻭ ﺘﺤﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﺃﻓﻲ ﺴﻼﻡ..‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﻻ ﻴﺴﻌﻬﺎ ﻋﺵ ﺍﻟﻀﻠﻭﻉ..‬ ‫- ٦٤ -‬
  • 48. ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺃﻴﺎ ﺃﺭﻕ ﻤﻥ ﺴﻜﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻭﺩ..‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺭﻫﻘﺕ ﻓﻜﺭﻱ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺒﻭﺩ..‬ ‫ﺒﻔﺭﺩﻭﺱ ﺭﺅﻴﺎﻙ..‬ ‫ﺘﻤﺭ ﺃﻭﻗﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻯ ﺍﻟﺸﻭﻕ ﺒﺴﻬﺩ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﺃﻟﻤﺢ ﺍﻟﻁﻔﻭﻟﺔ ﺒﻠﻤﺱ ﻜﻔﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺎﺭﺏ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺒﺠﺴﺩﻙ ﺍﻟﻨﺤﻴل..‬ ‫ﺃﺼﺭﺕ ﺃﺘﺨﻴل ﻜﺎﻟﻤﺠﻨﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻘﻴﻘﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﻯ ﺒﺤﺒﻲ ﻅﻨﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺨﺎﻑ ﻜﻼﻨﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻨﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫- ٧٤ -‬
  • 49. ‫ﻫﺎ ﻗﺩ ﺤﺎﻥ ﻤﻭﻋﺩ ﺸﺘﺎﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺩﻱ ﻋﻥ ﻫﻭﺍﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺯﻟﺕ ﻻ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺃﺃﺨﺒﺭﻙ ﺒﺎﺸﺘﻌﺎل ﻤﻬﺠﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺒﺎﻨﺘﺤﺎﺭ ﺃﻤﻨﻴﺎﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻫل ﺘﺸﻌﺭﻴﻥ ﺒﺎﺤﺘﻀﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﻟﻥ ﻴﻬﻤﻙ ﻀﻌﻔﻲ ﻭ ﺍﻨﻜﺴﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﺘﻌﺘﺒﻲ ﻟﺠﺒﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻗﺭﺍﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﻴﻤﻨﺤﻥ ﺒﻌﺩ ﺍﻷﻤﺎﻥ ﺯﻤﺎﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﺴﺕ ﻭﻀﻴﻌﺎ ﻷﻟﻘﻲ ﺍﻟﻭﻋﻭﺩ ﺜﻡ ﺃﻭﺍﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺃﺨﺸﻰ ﺃﻥ ﻻ ﺘﻁﻴﻘﻲ ﺍﻻﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻫل ﻴﺒﻘﻰ ﺍﻤﻠﻲ ﻭﺤﺩﻩ ﻏﺭﻴﺒﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻭﻟﺩ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻭﺤﻴﺩﺍ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻴﻜﺒﺭ..‬ ‫- ٨٤ -‬
  • 50. ‫ﻟﻴﺸﻴﺦ..‬ ‫ﺜﻡ ﻴﻤﻭﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻟﻡ ﺘﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﺃﺩﺭﻱ..‬ ‫- ٩٤ -‬
  • 51. ‫ﺭﻗﺼﺔ ﻭﺩﺍﻉ‬ ‫ﻗﺒل ﺃﻥ ﺘﻔﺎﺭﻗﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺤﺭﻗﻲ ﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻗﺒل ﺃﻥ ﺘﺴﺘﺒﺩﻟﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﺒﺫﻟﻙ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﻴﺏ..‬ ‫ﺃﻤﺴﻜﻲ ﻴﺩﻱ.. ﻭﺭﺍﻗﺼﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﺍﺼﻠﺒﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﻤﺤﺭﺍﺏ ﺼﺩﺭﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻨﺴﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺃﺼﻠﻲ ﻟﻘﻠﺒﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﺸﻜﻭ ﺃﺤﻼﻤﺎ ﺨﺎﻨﺕ..‬ ‫ﺠﻤﻴﻊ ﺍﺒﺘﻬﺎﻻﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺩ ﺼﻼﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺩﻙ ﺃﻨﻲ ﺴﺄﻏﻴﺏ..‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺘﺭﻙ ﻗﺭﻴﺘﻲ ﻭﺤﻴﺩﺓ..‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻭﺩﻉ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺍﻨﺊ.. ﻭﺍﻟﻤﻘﺎﻫﻲ..‬ ‫- ٠٥ -‬
  • 52. ‫ﺴﺄﺤﺭﻕ ﻜل ﺍﻟﺠﺴﻭﺭ ﻤﻥ ﻭﺭﺍﺌﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺴﻭﻑ ﻟﻥ ﺃﺒﻜﻲ ﻋﻠﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻥ ﺃﺤﻠﻡ ﺒﻌﻴﻨﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﺒل ﺴﺄﺭﺠﻊ ﻟﺼﻨﺩﻭﻗﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻗﻑ ﺒﺼﻤﺕ..‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻰ ﺠﺎﻨﺏ ﺃﻟﻌﺎﺒﻙ..‬ ‫- ١٥ -‬
  • 53. ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﺘﻰ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﺘﻰ..‬ ‫ﺴﻨﺒﻘﻰ ﺃﺼﺩﻗﺎﺀ ﻓﻘﻁ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺃﻗﺭﺒﺎﺀ ﻟﻸﺒﺩ..‬ ‫ﺒل ﻏﺭﺒﺎﺀ ﺒﻼ ﺴﺒﺏ..‬ ‫ﺇﻗﺘﺭﺒﻲ ﻭﻻ ﺘﺨﺎﻓﻲ ﺇﻥ ﻟﻤﺤﺕ..‬ ‫ﺭﺤﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻊ ﻓﻲ ﻗﺒﻼﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﺨﺒﺭﻴﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﺘﻰ..‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺘﺨﺎﻓﻲ..ﻋﻠﻲ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺜﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﻴﺄﺱ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﻗﺴﻭﺓ ﺍﻟﻔﻭﻻﺫ..‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺸﻌل ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﻘﺩﺴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻤﻌﺒﺩ ﺁﻟﻬﺔ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﻭﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﻁﺭﺓ..‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺒﻴﺭ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻕ ﺍﻟﺨﺭﻴﻑ..‬ ‫- ٢٥ -‬
  • 54. ‫ﺘﻭﺠﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﺎﺭﺴﺎ..‬ ‫ﺒﺴﻴﻔﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﺸﺒﻲ ﺃﺤﺎﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﺠﺒﺎل..‬ ‫ﺃﻻﺤﻕ ﺴﺭﺍﺏ ﻋﻁﺭﻙ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺴﻨﺎﺒل ﺍﻟﺤﻘﻭل ﻭ ﻗﻁﺭﺍﺕ ﺍﻻﻤﻁﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺎﺭﺓ ﺒﺤﺎﺭﺍ..‬ ‫ﺃﺠﺎﺒﻪ ﻤﻭﺝ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ..ﻭﺤﺩﻱ..‬ ‫ﺒﻤﺭﻜﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺘﻴﻕ ﺒﻼ ﺸﺭﺍﻉ..‬ ‫ﻫل ﺘﺫﻜﺭﻴﻥ ﻋﻨﺎﻗﻨﺎ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﺩﻴﻨﻪ..‬ ‫ﻭﺭﻋﺸﺔ ﻜﺄﺴﻲ ﺤﻴﻥ ﻻﻤﺱ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﺩﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﻁﻴﻭﺭ ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﻗﺴﻤﺕ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل..‬ ‫ﻓﺩﻋﻲ ﺴﺤﺭ ﺍﻻﻨﺎﻤل ﻭ ﻫﻤﺴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻭﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﺨﺒﺭﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭﻫﻡ ﺃﻋﻴﺸﻪ..ﺃﻡ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﻭﻥ...‬ ‫- ٣٥ -‬
  • 55. ‫ﺘﺴﺄﻟﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺘﺴﺄﻟﻨﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺃﻨﺎ..‬ ‫ﻷﻋﺸﻕ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻗﻁﻑ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ ﻤﻥ ﺨﺩﻴﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻜﺘﺏ ﺘﺎﺭﻴﺨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻜﻔﻴﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻓﻠﺴﺕ ﺇﻻ ﺭﺠﻼ ﻗﺩ ﻤل ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﺘﻜﺭﺍﺭﻩ..‬ ‫ﻴﺤﻠﻡ ﺒﺈﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﺸﺭﻗﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻗﺩ ﺨﻠﻑ ﺍﻻﺴﻭﺍﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻟﺴﺕ ﻤﻬﺘﻤﺎ ﺒﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻻﺴﻭﺍﺭ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻻﻨﻭﺍﺭ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﻫﺘﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ﺃﺸﻌل ﻀﻭﺀ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺭﺴﻤﺕ ﺒﺭﻴﺸﺘﻲ ﺃﺠﻤل ﺼﻭﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺒﺎﺭﺯﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻭﻙ ﻭ ﺼﻌﺎﻟﻴﻙ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﺹ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻟﺒﺴﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﻭﺭ ﻟﻶﻟﺊ ﻭﺭﺩﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ﺒﻌﺜﺭﺕ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﻭﻡ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺤﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻁﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺃﻁﻠﻘﺕ ﺍﻟﻔﺭﺍﺸﺎﺕ ﻓﻲ ﻅﻼل ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ..‬ ‫- ٤٥ -‬
  • 56. ‫ﻭﻋﺯﻓﺕ ﺃﺠﻤل ﺃﻟﺤﺎﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻻﻭﺘﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺠﻴﺔ..‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺃﻜﻥ ﺃﺒﺩﺍ ﻜﺒﺎﻗﻲ ﺍﻟﺭﺠﺎل..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻥ ﻴﻜﺭﺭﻨﻲ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻓﻬﺎ ﺃﻨﺎ ﺫﺍ ﺃﺴﺄﻟﻙ ﺒﻜﺒﺭﻴﺎﺌﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺠﺒﺭﻭﺘﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻨﻬﺯﺍﻤﻲ ﺃﻤﺎﻡ ﺩﻓﺊ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ﻜﻭﻨﻲ ﻟﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺫﻭﺒﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻨﺒﺽ ﻋﺭﻭﻗﻲ..‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﻨﻭﻗﻑ ﺍﻻﺯﻤﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺨﻭﺽ ﻓﻲ ﺒﺤﺭ ﺍﻟﻬﺫﻴﺎﻥ..‬ ‫ﺒﻌﻴﺩﺍ ﻋﻥ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻻﺴﻭﺍﺭ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻻﻨﻭﺍﺭ..‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﻤﻠﻜﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﻴﺩﺓ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﺙ ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍل ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻤﺒﺎﺡ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ ﻤﺒﺎﺡ..‬ ‫ﻭ ﺘﻘﺩﻴﺱ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﻤﺒﺎﺡ..‬ ‫ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻤﺎﺯﺍل ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ ﻴﺩﻤﻊ ﻜل ﻤﺴﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻴﺭﺠﻭ ﻟﻤﺱ ﺃﻨﺎﻤﻠﻙ ﻟﺘﺯﻭل ﻜل ﺍﻵﻻﻡ..‬ ‫- ٥٥ -‬
  • 57. ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ﻻ ﺘﻨﺎﻡ..‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﺇﺫﺍ ﺒﻜﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻭﻁﻭﻯ ﺍﻟﻘﻤﺭ ﻀﻴﺎﺀﻩ..‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻥ ﻫﻤﺴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻁﺭ..‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻋﻨﻬﺎ ﻤﺎ ﺃﺨﺒﺭﺘﻜﻡ..‬ ‫ﻟﺨﻭﻓﻲ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻤﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﺭﺴﻤﺕ ﺒﻅﻠﻬﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻗﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﻔﺭﺍﺀ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻲ ﺃﺨﻔﻲ ﺃﻟﻡ ﺇﺸﺘﻴﺎﻗﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺠﻨﻭﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻭﺨﻭﻓﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﻬﻭل..‬ ‫ﻓﺸﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻨﻠﺘﻘﻲ..‬ ‫ﺒﻼ ﺇﺴﻡ ﺃﻭ ﻋﻨﻭﺍﻥ..‬ ‫ﻏﺭﺒﺎﺀ ﺒﻼ ﺃﻗﻼﻡ..‬ ‫- ٦٥ -‬
  • 58. ‫ﺍﻗﺘﺭﺒﺕ ﺒﺼﻤﺕ..‬ ‫ﻭﺠﻠﺴﺕ ﺠﻭﺍﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺒﻜل ﺭﻗﻪ..‬ ‫ﻭﻭﻗﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻨﻭ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺒﻌﻁﺭﻫﺎ..‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ،،ﻭﻤﺎ ﺘﺼﻨﻊ ﺍﻷﻗﺩﺍﺭ..‬ ‫ﺤﻴﻨﻬﺎ.. ﻋﺠﺯ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﻴﺯﺨﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺎﺕ..‬ ‫ﺍﺒﺘﺴﻤﺕ ﺒﺨﺠل..‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺒﺭﻴﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﺘﺨﺒﺭﻨﻲ ﺒﺸﻭﻕ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﻓﺎﺀ..‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻋﺼﻔﻭﺭﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﺨﻀﺭﺍﺀ..‬ ‫ﺒﻠﻘﻴﺴﻲ.. ﻭﻋﺸﺘﺎﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﺃﻨﺴﺎﻫﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﺘﻜﺘﺏ ﺃﻗﺩﺍﺭﻱ..‬ ‫- ٧٥ -‬