2. Maybe I didn´t know it
or I just couldn´t face it,
neither of us was “the one”.
That would´ve made it so much easier,
as painful as it was
that would´ve made it so much easier…
Just to know it was over either way
would´ve made it so much easier.
I try to keep you…
I try to keep me.
My fearful heart didn´t want to let go.
And my busy mind…
it didn´t let my heart notice it had left you already.
You remain standing there,
full of fear,
full of my mountain,
full of my sun.
I left it all.
Not knowing if there was any happiness for me to find,
I left it all.
I haven´t found it all yet…
CLOSER but I haven´t lost it all either.
I am just closer.