2. And the Albuquerque wind kicked up
So thick, it blocked the sunset I longed to see
Stirring feelings for you once again
I felt so dry inside
Not even another tear could I cry
For Paul
I left them all in California
I found the closure that I sought
In this mile high place,
He finally released my soul
But you…
You seem to be with me
Wherever I go,
No matter where I am
I am not sure who the ghost lovers
Of my past are
Anymore
Why do you still have to be one of them?
Guess I’ll never know
Revison 4-25-04
A very good friend of mine took his own life, last year...it was the hardest news I had to
hear & take in a very long time & it was a BIG emotional step going to New Mexico,
even though I was there for buisness....so thanks for all the hugs I got there, no one had
any idea what I was going through. And I did get closure with Paul's spirit. I miss him
dearly, he would have "tooled" me around NM for sure...but he was doing it from the
other side...I pray he is at Peace. It is also a small world in Indian country, as we know,
and we do end up hearing how old friends & sometimes, even lovers are doing...thus this
poem was born!
(Here's another one for the book I'll publish someday....one of those 2AM'ers...)
Hugs & Hoyt, Robin
4. And the Albuquerque wind kicked up
So thick, it blocked the sunset
I waited all day to see
Stirring feelings for you once again
I felt so dry inside
Not even another tear could I cry
For Paul
Guess I left them all in California
But I found the closure that I sought
And in this mile high place,
Paul finally released my soul
But you…
You seem to be with me
Wherever I go,
No matter where I am
And I am not sure who the ghost lovers
Of my past are
Anymore
Why do you still have to be one of them?
Guess I’ll never know
April 25th