dreams and visions of heaven

2. Dream 142 – Golden Wheat & Rainbows
Received Saturday, December 13, 2014
(Formerly known as Heaven 63)
Communion
Dear Father,
Lord, thank You for all that we have, for my family and for hope in the midst of trials. You gave
me three very definite signs that You were still with me, but sometimes during great struggles I
find this difficult to believe. You do not always grant us what we want, but You never fail to
grant us what we need.
Some storms leave a wake of destruction and hit harder than others just as some people are
hit harder than other people during these storms. With each storm, we are ultimately in God’s
mercy and even a wealthy man with power cannot stop God’s wrath. Therefore we as believers
must trust in the Lord to take us through it.
I thank God for trials and storms as I know that He has a purpose for these. Perhaps He is
positioning me, perhaps He is strengthening me for more to come or perhaps He is testing me
in my weakness in order to ready me for this coming time. I really do not know, but I do know
He loves me.
I also know that God have gifted me with Jesus and my hope in His resurrection. I know where
I will one day reside in Heaven, that there is more to come and that He plans all things for my
good.
God have given me a great light and I no longer walk in the darkness (John 8:12). You are my
light, Lord, and You have given me Isaiah 60:1 today, ‘Arise, shine, for your light has come, and
the glory of the Lord rises upon you.’ Forgive me for running ahead of Your promises today as
obviously my trials were not over quite yet."
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
I was wearing sandals and as I looked down at them I noticed that my feet were on a wooden
plank platform. I looked ahead of me and saw a massive sea of wheat. As I looked closer, I
saw that this wheat was increased in real metallic gold.
I ran out into this massive sea of wheat and picked a sheath of it. Each sheath had seven
spikelet on seven rows and there were seven times seven on each wheat stalk. I know nothing
of the botany of wheat, but this seemed extraordinary and very Heavenly to me.

3. As I ran through this massive field laughing, a wind came up and blew through the wheat from
the south. I am not certain how I knew this except that I saw the sun set on the horizon so I
derived that this was westerly.
I laughed as the wind blew as it almost seemed as if it was orchestrated by the angels. It
looked amazing as waves of golden wheat became like waves of an ocean. As the wheat
moved, it made music so beautiful yet I did not recognize the tune. I suddenly realized that even
the wheat was worshiping the Lord.
Me: “Where are You, Lord?”
I looked all over, but I simply could not see Jesus. Nonetheless, my body simply stopped when
I saw the most incredible full spectrum rainbow. As I looked at the colors, I felt some gentle
rain fall upon me. I cried as it was one of the most beautiful sights I had ever seen. All the
while, the wheat continued to sing with each blowing gust of wind.
Me: “Father God, this is so beautiful. I see a sea of gold, the sun, the rain and a beautiful
rainbow too.”
I clapped as I saw the rainbow double. I clapped even harder when I saw the rainbow triple. I
then practically yelled with joy when I saw the rainbow quadruple. Just then and right before my
eyes, I saw seven rainbows interweave to form a three dimensional circular dome.
This was too much to handle and I simply shouted out.
Me: “Wow Lord, this is so incredible! Thank You!”
As I ran to the rainbow dome as fast as I could through the sea of golden wheat, I started to
cry as I realized I was chasing rainbows. The rainbows were now right over my head and I was
completely under a beautiful massive spectrum of multicolored lights.
I dropped to my knees at the incredible display of God’s glory and I worshiped Him in full
thanks for all that I have. Just then, I felt a hand on my shoulder and I opened my eyes to see
the Lord laughing as He hugged me.
Jesus: He started to joke with me. “So why were your eyes closed while worshiping? Why
would you miss out on Me?”
Me: “Oh Lord, it is a habit I guess. On Earth, I close my eyes during prayer and worship to
focus on You clearly. However, here in Heaven, I can praise You with my eyes wide open.”
Jesus: “Yes, you would hate to miss out on all of this.”
He laughed and I knew there was more to this also.

4. Me: “Lord, why do we close our eyes when we pray? Where did this start?”
Jesus: “Well, at one point, it was like visiting God in a secret room as this world has many
distractions. When your eyes are closed, the enemy does not know where you have gone.
However, when your eyes are open, your thoughts can be followed by your body. Often this will
lead you away from Your first love of Me and My Father.”
Me: “This makes sense. When I was little and if my eyes were open, I was labeled a
daydreamer and if my eyes were shut, people thought I was napping. Now when I am in
worship service at church, I either close my eyes, look down or look up so I do not become
distracted from things or people of the world.”
Jesus: Laughing. “Oh Erin, the enemy loves distractions from worship and his favorite place to
operate is at church service.”
Me: “Forgive me for shutting my eyes here, Lord.”
Jesus: Smiling. “Erin, this is a heart matter so do not worry. I just did not want you to miss that
which is all around you. Now you are encountering trials and I showed you more coming. Are
you surprised by this?”
Me: “Yes, Lord, I expected a time of peaceful recuperation after my last major battle.”
Jesus: Smiling. “Erin, your enemy never rests and this has been allowed for preparation. The
enemy has petitioned for you to be sifted as wheat, but I told you the enemy has run his course
in your life so please take heart.”
I began to cry and He reached and hugged me.
Me: “Lord, You gave me a rainbow three days ago while it was snowing and raining. The sun
shined through a small blue patch of sky and a rainbow burst through in the middle of
December and in freezing conditions. My daughter and I were amazed by this. Then shortly
after this, I received two more signs of Your promises to us.”
Jesus: “Erin, then please reveal what your problem is?”
Me: “Okay, Lord, it is that I sometimes feel like You are napping in the boat while the storm is
raging all around us.”
Jesus: Laughing. “Oh Erin, you must have faith as Who allows the storms?”
Me: “You do, Lord.”
Jesus: “Why would these storms come right now?”

5. Me: “Lord, You have said my enemies have run their course and I looked forward to their
attacks ending soon, so I question why have You allow these other things to happen?
“For example, I found out Monday that the roof of my car has been damaged and has holes.
We are also having plumbing issues which are causing leaks and little or low water pressure in
our home.
“I had to go to the emergency room at the hospital with one of the children on Wednesday while
workers were stuffing our items into the living room during the repairs. Also, I am still struggling
with flu and the list goes on and on and on.”
Jesus: “Erin, I know all that has happened and that you are discouraged, but look at the
patterns from your history. What happens before you are hit with coming trouble?”
Me: “I am given a sign to pray, but then You always show me signs of your favor just before the
trouble hits.”
Jesus: “Yes, but I noticed something different in you now. Despite your physical pain and even
sickness, you still remained strong through these storms.”
Me: “Yes, but it was only on Your strength, not mine as I have learned to lean on You.”
Jesus: Smiling. “Erin, there are Christians who claim to know Me, yet when trouble comes they
only act on their own but You have learned and, yes before you answer, albeit the hard way.”
Me: “Lord, was I so prideful and disobedient that God had no choice?”
Jesus: Laughing. “Well, Erin, yes and no as God chooses the trials, but you chose your attitude
when going through them and your attitude has changed.”
Me: “Lord, I am still scared as I have a mandatory mediation with my kid's dad on January 5th.
You showed me cherry blossoms, yet my other enemies have ramped up continuously and this
trouble with our household is stripping me of our means.”
Jesus: “Erin, have I provided all the means and weapons for your battles? Have you lacked at
all with help from your friends?”
I became saddened and embarrassed by my self-pity.
Me: “No, Lord, my friends have been amazing, but when I am cut off from communications I still
become afraid. The enemy still attacks me and continues.”
Jesus: “Erin, when were you stripped of your weapons? Is the enemy really having victory over
you? Are your children with you? Erin, I will handle your enemies so please give them to Me as

6. I am your strong tower and kinsman redeemer.
“I will go before you in this as I have been and will continue to do so. I have appointed angels
concerning you and you are not alone. You recognize the time which you are in and you see the
late hour, so do not worry when the toothless lions grumble and roar. Instead, simply let them
run about as what can they now do to harm you?”
Me: “Yes, but a toothless old lion still has claws.”
Jesus: “I think you are giving them too much power. Remember that I did not deliver you to a
promised land with no promise. After all, winter is but a season and nothing more. Now, how
are your children?”
Me: “Surprisingly focused on You and very strong. My older son gave a talk in class on the
unseen realm and he declared his faith in You. I am thrilled by this as he has become a man
chasing after Your heart. Even my younger son posted a Scripture against idolaters on his
Facebook page declaring his trust in You. This too is a miracle.”
Jesus: Smiling. “Oh, so maybe your slower communication has forced them to focus on other
things?”
Me: “Yes, Lord, we are learning to adjust to country living.”
Jesus: “Erin, there is a dawn soon breaking as you are now out of the desert and into the
woods. You are now near eagles and your eyes are wide open. You reside at Heaven's Gate
and soon this trouble will be gone. Your healing has begun and so has your children's healing
begun.”
Me: “Lord, I still feel so much pain so please make this healing come soon.”
Jesus: “Erin, it is very soon to come and soon you will no longer worry. Indeed, soon you will
dance even in golden wheat fields.”
Me: “Lord, one other thing. In my dream last night, I was so excited to go on a great journey. I
had stopped into a trade show at a Convention Center and there were several booths, wherein
each booth had enemies from my past and there were even some of my minor enemies.
“Some sales people were trying to get me to come to their booths to see what they could show
me about my past. Instead, I avoided all of them and headed for the exit doors.
“There a woman handed me a ticket and said ‘tonight you can go to a five star hotel. It is free
and all the gourmet meals are included. It is luxurious and you would be foolish to turn this
down.’ I wanted to go but my plans already in place were much greater than her offer so I
politely declined.”

7. Jesus: “Well, this is good, Erin, as you need to leave your enemies behind. Do not take up the
yoke they would have for you to carry as their load is heavy and your burden would be great.
Instead, give all of this to Me as I will defend you and My recompense is with Me and soon I
will reward you. Now, I am glad you kept your heart on Heaven and where you are going. Do
you think Heaven is a five star accommodation?”
Me: Laughing. “It is so wonderful in Heaven that it would be impossible to rate as this is
perfection.”
Jesus: “Then your dream was a blessing and not a sign of a curse. Despite your troubles like
Joseph, Erin, you will be rewarded. I am promising you that you will soon consider a field and
even buy it and this too is a blessing.”
Me: “I love you, Lord.”
Jesus: “I love you too.”
He hugged me and kissed the top of my head.
Dream over…
Dream 143 – God’s Mountain & the Archangel with a Quiver
Received Tuesday, December 16, 2014
(Formerly known as Prophetic 4)
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank You for another day. Thank You for our house as I finally have a safe place for me and
my children. Even so, we are still being attacked from all sides right now as the enemy is not
relenting. Please, Lord, please help.
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
As I walked on the stamped gold dust path, my steps were labored as I am now on Earth. I
cried when I realized I was walking up God’s mountain in my current earthly state. My walk was
difficult, but I continued to climb.
I needed to hear from God, my Father, but I could not see where I was going because the fog
level was only about ten feet above me and rose as I climbed. I had virtually no feeling in my
left arm and a very uncomfortable right arm, again the same as on Earth. I basically was
climbing this mountain as a cripple.

8. In this discouraging body state, I barely noticed the small doe in front of me climbing on the
path about ten feet in front of me. I began to slow down and there was a rock to my right that I
could sit on for a moment to rest. I sat on this rock and was thankful that it ‘just happened’ to
be flat on top.
Me: Crying. “Lord, this battle is becoming too difficult to move forward like I am. I love You,
Father, but I am not strong.”
For a moment, I glanced down the golden powdery path and I could not see where I had
started. I had climbed God’s mountain on this journey for so long that I could not even see
below and I started to weep.
This has been a journey laden with more tears than laughter. I am afraid as now I am old and
full of years. My children have been robbed by my loss of youth, but I have been a patient
mother. My attempt at wisdom sprinkled with a little humor and a whole lot of grace led me to
where I am now as a Mom.
If I had given birth when I was younger and without Jesus in my heart, well, let’s just say I am
so thankful I waited, or really God had me wait. I must have been here on this rock reflecting
for too long as the little doe brushed my right shoulder to get my attention. I turned and saw it
climbing up some rocks off of the path.
Me: “Father God, how can I follow this deer today as I am not well? Can I be in my glorified
body or at least the one from my youth?”
I looked up to God for an answer but there was none. The deer nudged me again.
Me: “Okay, I will try to follow.”
I turned and slowly climbed the rocks with my earthly body. My feet gave way a few times, but
I slowly crawled to the top landing where the doe was waiting for me.
There I saw another path that consisted of beautiful chiseled pavers in a cobblestone random
pattern. Really it was more of a divine pattern and not truly random. The pavers consisted of
burnished gold quarry stones and they were truly amazing.
I began to step on them and looked down with every move forward. The deer took me past the
sword room on my right and I stopped.
Me: “Father, can I peek inside again?”
Tears were streaming down my cheeks as I wanted to see these battle swords of the angels
who fought for me again. I really felt that I needed this encouragement. Just then, an angel of
the Lord appeared at the door of the sword room. He opened the door inward and waved me

9. to come. I nodded a thank you to him.
Angel: “You are welcome, Erin.”
I stepped into this large room and saw even more fighting swords than before. There were
some with jewels and even some Damascus blades. There were other weapons too. I cried as
I knew that God sends these angels to protect us.
Me: “Angel, this room is even becoming larger than last time as much more has happened.”
Angel: “Erin, the battles rage on. While God never surrenders, you are the one who must
surrender all to Him.”
Me: I knew there was more to this. “I have given all of my life to Him. My children are His and
our belongings are His, so what more can I do?”
Angel: “Give Him your troubles and do not battle the enemy alone. Erin, surrender this to God
as the battle is God’s.”
Me: “I have been here before, angel, so please take my enemies as I am too tired to fight. My
resources and strength are going and I cannot continue.”
The angel picked up a quiver of a type of leather and it was woven like a basket. It was
beautiful and divinely handcrafted and the quiver contained five arrows. The feathered ends of
the arrows were eagle feathers and the tips of the arrows were bronze. The shaft of the arrow
was made of some type of metal like titanium or platinum but it was hollow and extremely light.
The angel put the quiver over his shoulder and he reached over and picked up an amazing bow.
The bow was some high-tech material and was intricately carved. The angel showed me the
bow and on the bow I saw the story of my life from birth. The string of the bow was spun with
gold and what looked like hair.
Me: “Whose hair is this woven with the gold?”
Angel: “This is your hair, Erin. Now I have been commanded by God to destroy your enemies
and remove them.”
The angel was very strong and had to be an archangel, but I did not know for certain.
Me: Crying. “I do not want them killed or to lose their chance at salvation. Have I brought a
curse upon them?”
Angel: “Erin, there is a war raging and you have seen this. You have also experienced the
effects of this epic battle and this is just one of many which are occurring now. You are not
alone in your suffering as many of God’s children are battling. You must surrender all and give

10. the battle to the Lord God.”
Me: “I thought I had. I thought I would be healed. Why not just heal me so I can fight?”
Angel: “Please understand that this is not your battle, but God’s. Pray, Erin, and pray now.”
The angel bent over and grabbed a small linen sack with a woven silver string. He reached in it
and pulled out five smooth stones and handed them to me.
Angel: “Erin, you are stronger than you think. Hold fast to the promise the Lord has given you
as God will not fail in His promises to you. Right now in the state you are in you will not be able
to get in God’s way. If you had full health, you would even get in your own way.
“Please remember that the Lord’s promise of healing is also on His time and not yours. Now,
you are still able to remove a stone and throw it at your giant, but in the meantime I have an
assignment and an army to govern.
“Please do not worry as you have been brought to a safe place and rendered helpless for a
reason. Now surrender your cares to God, the God Who loves you. Study Deuteronomy 28:7,
‘The Lord will grant that the enemies who rise up against you will be defeated before you. They
will come at you from one direction but flee from you in seven.
“Remember, Erin, ‘there are six things the Lord hates, seven that are detestable to him:
haughty eyes, a lying tongue, hands that shed innocent blood, a heart that devises wicked
schemes, feet that are quick to rush into evil, a false witness who pours out lies and a person
who stirs up conflict in the community’ (Proverbs 6:16-19).
“Your enemies have ramped up against you and the Lord knows you are discouraged. Please
do not worry or be dismayed, but instead run to the strong tower. Erin, who is your strong
tower?”
Me: “Jesus is my strong tower and mighty fortress and in Him I find shelter.”
Angel: “Then, Erin, let God battle with His armies. You are to find rest and peace in the shelter
of the most high God.”
Me: “Angel, is God angry at me for my lack of faith?”
Angel: “No, Erin, as having full faith is difficult for a man or even a nation who finds himself
surrounded by his enemies. Even people who seem kind but are deceitful still look to you for
charity and grace. You have freely given and blessed others, so now allow God to freely
defend and bless you, Erin.”
Me: “So do I do nothing? There are things coming which I must prepare for. Do I do nothing but
wait on God?”

11. Angel: “Erin, remember to prepare your field and wait on the Lord to provide rain and sun.
Peter stepped from the boat out onto the water. Moses even used his staff in faith to part the
sea. Remember Joshua most of all, Erin, as he had to walk in complete faith. Now is your time
as soon your adversaries will be removed.”
Me: “I guess I have been waiting for this promise for so long that I am not expecting it here on
Earth but instead in Heaven.”
Angel: “You are incorrect. Dress for battle, go into the fight and then look to the hills as the
battle is God’s. This is a good time to be reminded of Psalm 3 and of Psalm 46.”
Me: “Angel, you look so familiar to me. Are you an archangel? Your strength, power, and
authority are far greater than most angels and seems more like that of Michael’s. Who are
you?”
Angel: “Erin, you know better than to ask me. It is not important who I am, but it is much more
important that the God on the Throne in Heaven loves you and has appointed me and my
armies to you. We have battled for you and your children and will continue to do so as the Lord
wills it until He takes you Home.”
Me: “Angel, it seems much is going to happen soon with the world. Why has God allowed me
to be cut off from everyone?”
Angel: “First, Erin, it is Jesus who saves and your lack of communication is serving a purpose.
Look at your children; are they not focused more on the Lord God? Erin, there are many forms
of weapons in a war so remember to review war strategies so you may be refreshed on your
enemy’s position.
“There is nothing new under the sun. There has also been a delay as many have ramped up
siege walls against you. So please leave the battles to God’s armies.”
Me: Crying. “Who do I think I am? I am but a small, feeble woman and certainly no warrior
against that which I cannot see. Lord, let Your will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven for us. I
will trust in You.
“Thank You for sending these mighty angels to protect us. Forgive me for my sorrow. Bless all
of my family and friends during these wars and keep them and their families safe from harm.
Bless them abundantly for their prayers and love.”
Angel: “Erin, give warning to your friends as there are false prophets amongst you. Remember
to test the spirits. Remember that false prophets work to glorify themselves and run toward the
promise of power and high esteem.
“Words that are detestable to God or opposite of the fruits of the Spirit must be gauged so that

12. you are not led so far away from truth that you find yourself in desert places.
“Pray for those who have been innocently deceived as these are double-minded men. Erin,
while you are to pray for them, you are not to take the time to read these things, but rather to
spend that time focusing on Jesus and Scripture instead.”
“Look to Israel as your gauge and look to the Word of God. The Book of Daniel will be
revealed like never before. Understand the times in which you live. Be amazed at God’s
glorious display and love for you.”
Me: Crying. “I am disheartened when I am in pain and trouble continues.”
Angel: “Do not worry and take courage even as the battle rages around you. Look to the hills
and take your position. Stand, Erin, for you are loved.”
Dream over…
Dream 144 – God’s Mountain & the Archangel
Received Tuesday, December 30, 2014
(Formerly known as Prophetic 5)
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank You for another day, for heat and shelter, for my family and most of all for this shield of
protection. You have taken us to a safe place and I am forever grateful. You have assured me
that I will have rest from my enemies and this promise I will cling to with hope.
In this day and age, enemies can attack from all corners of the globe at any given time. I thank
You also for Your gentle rebukes as it is through our afflictions that I find humility. It is not that I
enjoy our struggles at all, but I see Your hands of grace and a wall of angels surrounding us.
Three days in advance of trouble You warn me with a dream, this is followed by Your
assurance of provisions and then the attack comes. Often these attacks seem much worse in
my fleshly head rather than in reality. I had a dream yesterday which I believe is possibly for
New Year’s.
Three days ago I had a dream which I cannot detail, but it was horrific. Satan was riding a
massive storm cloud as if it was a chariot and he was coming in from the southeast. It
appeared that he was coming upon Washington, DC. At first people thought this was the Lord
as God is usually blamed when storms come, but I could tell that this would have an impact
which will affect many all over the globe.

13. After I verbalized just a hint of this dream, our septic and heat pump blew up in our home. This
would figure as a major attack from below ground via the plumbing is my number one sign of an
enemy attack. Thank You, Lord, as the expense for this was only a fraction of what the disaster
could have cost us.
Nonetheless I was scared as the temperatures are below freezing and with no water for about
twenty four hours all of a sudden, even my children were thirsty. I thank God for the wood
fireplace and stove. When reality struck momentarily, I was hit with, ‘Lord, what if we freeze out
here?’
I remember looking out my window on Sunday to see this beautiful bald eagle flying right over
our house. Thank You, Jesus. We even had a warm up with rain around Christmas and the Lord
granted us another rainbow. This was no ordinary rainbow, but a rainbow in December, a
complete rarity here.
No matter what, we have victory, God, because You defeated the enemy in advance. You are
good, Lord, all of the time. Last night I had pulled dinner out of the oven and for some reason I
decided to grab the handle with my bare hand.
Due to my injury, the fingers in my hands have no feeling so it took a couple of seconds longer
to feel the burn. Wow, how painful it was when I realized what I had done. I spent a lot of time
praying for healing. I was able to have my sons clean up after dinner and I was very impressed
with them as I normally do most of the household chores.
When I woke up today, there was no evidence of a severe burn. The blisters were completely
gone and there was no trace of injury, even though the Lord still allowed the burn.
Father, I need help with my dream and the interpretation. I do not know what is coming, but I
know it is coming and the impact will be great.
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
Today I was right up on God’s mountain and there was a fog ceiling above me about ten feet
high. My sword room was to my left and I was on this path. I could tell I was somewhere on
the estate of God as the grounds were impeccably beautifully groomed and lush. The only
things up here which showed wear of damages were the swords in the sword room.
Me: “Lord, are You here? Are You in the fog above me?”
Just then, the same massive archangel as last time appeared in front of me. The mass and
strength of this angel compared to the smallness of my body were laughable. Nothing other
than God Himself could stand against this Heavenly being.
This angel was in warrior gear and he had what looked like brass or gold polished armor. This

14. was truly something out of an epic movie. He had all of the armor of God on along with massive
wings that were folded.
The angel had a shield which was on his back with massive straps of woven, leather gold and
steel. He wore his shield like a back pack on the outside of his wings. On his left side was a
massive sword about six feet in length. While the sword was huge, it was proportional to the
angel’s height of around fourteen feet.
He was wearing equipment which was highly advanced and not of this world. The metal was
pliable and not clunky at all. There was fabric like membranes in the coverings of the joints of
his elbow armor and knees. This type of fabric was so strong that it held the armor together in
sections and allowed him to move freely in battle.
His hair was brown, gold and white and was wavy and long. His face was very pronounced and
chiseled. He was ruggedly handsome, but with very kind brownish green eyes. His skin was
tanned or like a deep gold. He smiled at me as I studied everything I could. When he smiled, his
teeth were perfect and white.
Angel: “Erin, do you have questions?”
Me: “Forgive me as I know I am not to worship angels, but I just have never seen any angels
like you before. I know you were here last time, but I do not recall that you were as tall or that
you were in your armor.”
Angel: “God has you observe only what He wants you to share. Perhaps last time this was not
the focus.”
Me: “I know what God wanted to show me as He sends massive angels concerning us and this
is awesome. Angel, I have some bullies on Earth I would like you to handle for me. I do not
think they can be redeemed and they are not the Lord’s. Can you just get rid of them for me?”
Angel: Laughing. “Erin, we know those who cause you trouble. God is fully aware of your
enemies and when they will be removed. He has told you that they have run their course of
trouble so do not worry about them.”
Me: “Who are you?”
Angel: “This is not important right now. Just know that my armies are assigned to you and we
are over your area. This area is governed by two archangels.”
Me: “So, you watch over me?”
Angel: “You could call it this, but remember that in armies there are ranks. I am like a general
and God is the Commander and Chief. There are orders and patterns in the battlefield.”

15. Me: “Well, I have seen Michael in battle and you are not Michael. Hmm, perhaps you are
Gabriel or Raphael?”
Angel: “Erin, it is not important, but just know that our ranks are over your area and you are
going to be okay. There are assignments against you, so the battle rages. We handle the
battle, the Lord provides provision for you and your family and you continue to pursue God at
Heaven’s Gate as this is your assignment.”
Me: “Angel, could you just appear to two of my enemies with each having a witness? It would
be so incredible. Please!”
Angel: He was quite serious. “Erin, by God’s command I would, but I do not take orders from
you. You do not intercede for us and we do not intercede for you. I am under direct orders by
God, not by man. However, God does take reports from the battlefield.”
Me: I was a bit embarrassed by my asking. “Okay. So are you here to tell me about my
dreams?”
Angel: “You are to tell me what you are troubled about and I will answer as God reveals and
wills it. Erin, please proceed.”
Me: “I saw satan riding a massive storm cloud like a chariot in from the southeast on this black
storm. I saw a land to the west of this and there were rains and flooding. I saw something like
the Earth splitting and then an earthquake. It was a time of darkness. When is this and what am
I seeing?”
Angel: “There is judgment coming and the events are about to accelerate.”
Me: “Angel, there is going to be movement coming with severe coldness against people. It is
pure evil and it is horrific and will remove love out of marriages and relationships. Then
judgment will come shortly after and this will all start within the next three months. Even
Christians will practice this bondage against each other and call it love.”
Angel: “Yes, Erin, you are correct as the enemy operates in the opposite of God’s laws. The
pattern, Erin, is in the Bible. Years ago, you wrote down a dream.
“It was a harbor town with stagnant water and massive homes. There were cattle in the water.
There were parties and people swimming in dung and urine. They were drinking the milk from
these poisoned cows and roasting the meat of cattle fattened by human dung. They rejoiced
and were happy. This is the time.”
Me: “When is this?”
Angel: “Pray, Erin, pray for Israel. Pray for those caught in the cross hairs of false ceasefires.
As for those who mock, trick and set up assignments against God’s people, they will be

16. destroyed.
“You were told that the Books of the Prophets are being unveiled so do not be surprised when
judgment falls. Self-indulgence makes the enemy weak in battle and makes his defeat imminent
and swift. While the enemy revels in a supposed victory, God strikes and then the world is
shocked. Please pray.”
Me: “Is there anything I can do?”
Angel: “Erin, you are under the care of angels and you reside at Heaven’s Gate. Intercede for
the veil to be lifted off of those who would be caught in the crossfire. Pray and fast for the Lord
will come soon. Do not be afraid when you see trouble coming to pass, but rather go to your
war guide, the Word of the Lord.
“The Lord will reveal answers to you like never before so do not rely on hearsay. Only God
Himself will give you divine revelation as I am here only as a messenger. Jesus is your deliverer
and intercedes for you so do not worry or be dismayed. God loves you.
“Pray for the regions of judgment as satan has been granted permission to ride this coming
storm like a chariot. Do not worry as God has perimeters and a plan here. Take heart even
though you will see war.”
Me: “I cannot endure war.”
Angel: “You can endure much when God is in your favor. Erin, you will not be in war, so do not
worry. Nonetheless, you are a different type of soldier in a different war. You are loved by God
and He has assigned armies of angels concerning you. Those who bless you and pray for you
will be blessed. Bless Israel and be a blessing as this is good food from God Himself.”
Me: “Thank you for being a messenger and thank you for watching over us.”
Angel: “No, thank God, Erin, thank God for He is worthy to be praised and He is your shield
and buckler and your Prince of Peace. You can find hope in Scripture. Erin, Psalm 122 is
wisdom and Psalm 125 is a promise with the judgment. At times, you will feel defeated so there
is a reminder in Psalm 74 for you.
“Remember that your enemies’ commandments are the opposite of God’s commandments.
Remember what God hates and that the enemy operates in the opposite of the fruits of the
Spirit and opposes all things good from God.
“There is a strong promise from the Lord in Acts 26:15-18. Remember to walk in the light of the
Lord. 1st John has many words of wisdom. Remember, do not live in fear.”
Me: “I will continue to pray for the lost and Israel. God, thank You for commanding Your angels
concerning us. Please come for us soon and do not delay.”

17. Dream over…
Dream 145 – God’s Mountain & Two Archangels
Received Wednesday, January 7, 2015
(Formerly known as Prophetic 6)
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank You for warmth, for my children, for our safe place and for keeping us safe despite the
enemy's attempts at destroying us. Lord, I feel as if I am on a battlefield and right now I am
hiding in the woods. The enemy or my enemies know where I am and they have surrounded
me.
My communications are down, yet we have ample provisions to sustain us for a while. When
the enemy moves closer, we can hear them, but then on certain days the enemy is quiet. Even
when I am completely surrounded, all I need to do is look up and there You are.
Thank You for I know that even though my enemies have me surrounded, ultimately you and the
armies of angels are surrounding them. Greater are You, Lord, and greater are your miracles
than those bent on my destruction.
Forgive me when I complain and become a whining screeching baby bird instead of a mature
seasoned Christian, although I am not sure I have achieved ‘mature Christian” status yet. All I
know is I need tough Heavenly armor to battle in this world, yet I must remain soft and
compassionate toward others so you are pleased with my heart.
It is not that You require me to be perfect, just pliable and not hardened by this worldly cold.
Bitter coldness can even freeze a warm heart after enough time passes. Lord, keep my heart
warm in sub-zero conditions on this battle field. I love You.
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
I am immediately up on God's mountain and I am in front of the sword room. I am looking up
again for the angel.
Me: “Lord, will You come this time? Are You here?”
Suddenly two angels appeared before me, one angel with a bow and arrow in full armor and
the other angel with a massive sword and shield. The two angels looked almost identical and
mighty in stature. They both had kind eyes, yet frightening as I realize that both had the power

18. to strike me down to nothing at God's command. They both stood about fourteen feet tall.
Me: I pointed to the one with the bow and arrow. “Oh, are you brothers? You were there in the
sword room a couple of dreams before and you were in the last dream.” I then pointed to the
angel on my right with the sword.
Angel with sword: “Erin, you are correct and there is a reason as God has commanded us
concerning you.”
Angel with bow: “Your enemies have ramped up against you, they have you surrounded and
God knows this. You are being attacked further and you are even unaware of some of the
attacks. Do not be afraid as their plans will not be successful.”
Angel with sword: “You are under God's care and He has sent us to remove them.”
Me: “I thought you had already removed them.”
Angel with bow: “You have not seen all the enemy has planned against you yet. It has already
occurred. You will be downcast because of this, but not without provisions from the Lord.”
Angel with sword: “Your enemy on one side is cowering secretly, your enemy on the west is
ramping up, your enemy to the south is rejoicing and your enemy to the north wants you to
disappear. However, all of your enemies want you removed and wiped out.”
Me: “I do not understand their true hatred against me.”
Angel with bow: “Erin, you had six enemies. One enemy has left, but for a time weakened you.
Another enemy simply watches in the shadows, but both have now been removed and neither
will be an issue for you and your children.
“Your enemies to the west and north are driven by greed and money and there is no moral
compass which either live by. God does not favor them and they will be unsuccessful in their
campaigns against you. They are stalling to make you tired.
“Eventually they hope you will cower under pressure. Do not as God wants you to stand and He
has sent help. Now stand and do not back down. The hills surrounding them have my armies
there. I serve and so do my armies under God. Let us go to battle for you here, but do not
back down.”
Me: “Okay, but what of my two biggest adversaries south and to the east of them?”
Angel with sword: “Erin, God is not pleased as both call themselves Christians. Remember that
God does not punish you and you are loved. These enemies do not impress God and He
considers them idolaters. God’s anger rages at what continues to occur.

19. “You must be patient as the perfect union of these two enemies will result in a victory in which
God will vindicate you even as in worldly courts this behavior has gone unnoticed and
unpunished.
“Erin, it would have been better for them to be tried in earthly courts rather than in God's Court.
The victory in which they gloat and celebrate will come swiftly to a halt.”
The angel began to draw his sword and I stepped back. I must have looked terrified as the
angel then smiled and they both laughed.
Angel with bow: “Erin, please do not be afraid as you will be unharmed in these battles.”
Me: “How can this be as harm has been done and I see my provisions eventually being stripped
again?”
Angel with bow: “This is why God has sent provisions in advance of your battles. Erin, you are
not to worry as anything in which the enemy throws at you will not take root and no harm will be
done to you or your children. If the enemy can make you afraid then he is successful in
immobilizing you. You must remain afoot and mobilized.
“When you seem unscathed, the enemy quivers. When you are dressed for battle and ready,
the enemy is on notice. When you go into battle singing praises of victory, your enemy becomes
angry. When you testify of the goodness of God and His presence in your life, the enemy
begins to become disheartened.
“When you advance forward when God says move and when you stand when God says stand,
the obedience to His commands makes the Lord God rejoice. When God rejoices over you, the
blessings of Heaven pouring down on you makes the enemy come to a crawl.
“When the enemy crawls, we advance and cut them down as they try to retreat into holes and
crevices. Their campaigns against you will result in their demise as they will not repent, but only
retreat into dark places.”
Me: “So I will need to battle? Will I even see war?”
Angel with sword: “Erin, I am assigned to remove these enemies from your sight and His by
God Himself so do not worry. Your only positions will be to love the Lord God Almighty with
your whole heart and love others as Christ loves His Church.”
Me: “I need to be obedient too, right?”
They both laughed and looked at each other.
Angel with sword: “Erin, you have been down from communications so that you can be clear on
His instructions. Listen to God speaking, not the noise of this world. Know the difference when

20. those are expanding incorrectly about the Words of God and those who wait on God. Many are
anxious as our time of the Lord is at hand.
“Do not be foolish, but take courage and know the Scriptures are the Word of God. It is
wisdom to go to His Words when you are listening to His still small voice as the two will always
confirm the heart of God. The two together will also confirm prophecy when you hear it. The
Holy Spirit will grant you discernment.”
Me: “When I get tired and I am worn out from the battles, I sometimes forget to go to the Word
several times a day for comfort. God forgive me that I only go to You when I am in deep
depression or in great joy as I am missing my daily bread of Your Words.”
Angel with bow: “Erin, God is not condemning you as the enemy would want to.”
The angel begins to grab an arrow from his quiver behind his back.
Joking, I shouted ‘whoa, whoa’ as I began to duck. The two angels laughed.
Angel with bow: Smiling. “Erin, words are like arrows, so be careful. This is meant to
encourage you. When communication is down in the world, God is always available via His
Word. When you were a child all you had were words to read and no technology. Now if you
have no technology you can go back to your words, right?”
Me: Smiling. “You are right.”
Angel with sword: “Erin, we appeared to you today by God's command. He wants you to share
your battles with others and it is time for your war story to be released as then even you can
know where you are at in the battle.”
Me: “I am scared.”
Angel with bow: “You were trained for times such as this and you asked for God to use you.
How do you know if your darkest battle was not for this coming time? Now share this in
advance of what is coming and you will bring comfort and wisdom to many. You can also bring
hope to marriages.”
Me: “Lord God, please strengthen me if I am to share this.”
Angel with sword: “Erin, those who judge you will be judged. Those who bless you will be
blessed. Do not be afraid as you will not suffer shame. Your enemies will fall to the west, to the
north, to the south and to the east. You will be victorious in all you do. Even those who claim to
be Christians might turn from their wickedness and repent.”
Me: “Angels, knowledge is power and with more knowledge the enemy can gain more power.”

21. Angel with sword: “Erin, do you think your enemy has not studied you enough to know your
comings and goings? His favorite weapon against you is other Christians. When you see a
Christian operating in a minimum of three things that God finds detestable in Scripture, then you
know as your sign the enemy has found a tool.”
Me: “So if one of my Christian friends is coveting, jealous or gossiping, then the enemy is at
foot? I have probably done this before myself and now I know that the enemy has used me
against other Christians before as I have been envious, jealous and gossiping.”
Angel with bow: Teasingly, he started to grab an arrow from his quiver. “Then stop it, turn and
repent. Go to your friend and apologize. Take no offense against your brother, but your enemy
is different. Give your enemies to God and God will get the glory after He sends us to stop
them.”
Angel with sword: Smiling. “Yes, we love giving the enemy his due at God's commands.”
Me: “As powerful angels, it must be hard to not want to cut everyone down.”
I smiled as I said this and made both of the angels laugh.
Angel with sword: “We are servants of God and we do not do anything without His command
as He is perfect in His timing. We rely on Him as He controls all events and we are there to
assist Him only.”
Angel with bow: “Erin, now you are like Esther and you are about to help many. Now Esther
went from a peasant Jewish girl to a queen. She did this by remaining sharp and courageous in
the midst of an epic battle.”
Me: “I am nothing like Esther.”
Angel with bow: “Erin, it is your heart. The Lord loves a teachable pliable heart filled with love.”
Me: “I am not young like Esther. Please heal me so I am able to battle all that is coming.”
Angel with sword: “Erin, your victory and healing is visible on the horizon. We see it and so
does the enemy. You are hated by your enemies and loved by God. Be encouraged as this is a
blessing.”
Angel with bow: “Erin, you reside at Heaven’s Gate in the care of Angels and nothing is
impossible for you from our position so do not worry.”
I curtsied to the angels and I lifted my hands to God as I whispered ‘I love You’ to Him. Just
then, there was an opening in the cloud cover and an immense amount of light streamed in. I
heard God speak to me.

22. God: “Erin, you are loved and I will make your paths straight. I will heal you from the inside
out.”
Dream over…
These are the Scriptures the Lord led me to from the above dream:
Psalm 21:11, “Though they plot evil against you and devise wicked schemes, they cannot
succeed. Because of all my enemies I am the utter contempt of my neighbors, and an object of
dread to my closest friends – those who see me on the street flee from me. I am forgotten as
though I were dead; I have become like broken pottery. For I hear many whispering, ‘Terror on
every side!’ They conspire against me and plot to take my life.
Psalm 20:1-2, “May the Lord answer you when you are in distress; may the name of the God
of Jacob protect you. May He send you help from the Sanctuary and grant you support from
Zion!”
Deuteronomy 28:12, “The Lord will open for you His good storehouses, the heavens to give rain
to your land in its season and to bless all the work of your hand and you shall lend to many
nations, and thou shalt not borrow.”
Esther 4:14, but somewhat personalized just for me, “For if you remain silent at this time, relief
and deliverance (for the Jews) will arise from another place, but you and your father’s family
will perish, and who knows but that you have come to your position for such a time as this?”
Blessings and love, Erin
Dream 146 – God’s Mountain, My Story & Jesus
Received Monday, January 12, 2015
(Formerly known as Prophetic 7)
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank You so much for assigning armies of angels to watch over us. Thank You for the
advanced warning of trouble. Two hours after You told me of trouble, it came.
I discovered that I will now have no income and I will need to stand strong that You will do what
is necessary to prepare us for battle if need be. However, You have ultimately reminded us that
we will be victorious.
Lord, You reminded me of a false sense of security which can occur prior to an attack. My

23. Spirit felt unsettled so I am so thankful for the pre-warning. If I had not come to You, I would
have been caught unaware.
Instead my faith is stronger in victory as You have shown me in advance of it. I am so beyond
thankful, Lord, and You are such a blessing to me. Thank You for granting me peace as my
children are unaware of our current situation based on my confidence in You. You have forever
changed me and I love You, Lord.
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
I again stood on the mountain in front of my sword room. The path was in front of me and there
were no angels. I looked up and saw the cloud ceiling or type of canopy above me hovering at
around ten feet high. There was a warm gentle mist falling over me and the air smelled fresh
and fragrant and unlike anything here on Earth.
For a moment I was reminded of a smell from the summer of 2003 in Bend, Oregon. My time in
Bend was a new start for me and my children and was and is such a beautiful place. I truly met
God in Bend as this is where all of my Near Death Experiences (NDEs) occurred.
It was also where I came to discover something so dark that I can barely speak of it as my
heart was broken. The first time I climbed God’s mountain was in Bend on November 22, 2004
and is when I first discovered that my heart condition was very serious and life threatening.
Today, the Lord has asked me to share my extremely painful and difficult testimonial. The Lord
grants each of us testimonies to be able to share them with others who are struggling or might
be struggling in their own lives and marriages, whether they are Christian or not. So on that
note, I will now try my very best to condense my many years of battles as succinctly as
possible in the next few pages.
Up until the end of 1993, I was unsaved and was still quite far from becoming a believer. As a
matter of fact, I was raised as a Unitarian Universalist and was essentially taught to hate
Christians. This particular denomination was the very definition of a ‘wide gate’ thinking church.
In essence, all religions were accepted as valid and Jesus was reduced to being ‘just a prophet’
and certainly not God.
After denying the Lord’s calling for so long, I finally came to Christ at the end of 1993 just over
21 years ago. A few weeks later, I was publicly baptized on January 9th, 1994. My acceptance
of Jesus was facilitated when I met someone who came from a Pentecostal family that, on the
surface, seemed normal with a good family value system. This person even seemed financially
stable and strong in their moral character.
However, as I got to know this person deeper, the Lord started giving me pre-warnings that all
was not alright with them. In essence, God was revealing some signs of this person's
demented proclivities. However, as I was quite naïve back then, I remained unsure of what God
was showing me.

24. After a while, even my friends began to warn me that something did not seem right with this
person, but I initially dismissed them because they were ‘nonbelievers’ and I had mistakenly
believed they had been ‘sent by the enemy’. However, God finally revealed just how horrendous
this person really was when I discovered something in this person's room just three days prior
to an important event.
I was so distraught about what was revealed that I immediately went to this person for an
explanation. As they tried to explain this all away, I could tell that this person was lying to me.
Despite my Spirit screaming the opposite to me, I still did not cancel my important event with
this person as I felt loyal to them for being the one to lead me to Christ.
As a result of this person’s ‘leading’, I somehow personally felt as if it were the Lord’s Will for
me to continue my relationship with this person. As a result, I dismissed so many signs, along
with three massive warnings from God that there was trouble and that this was not His Will. As
it turned out, denial is something that this person has relied on from their victim’s for years and
continues to rely on to this very day.
As time went on, I discovered more and more about this person. Most disturbingly, this person
has a horrible addiction to pornography that was anything but mild. Let’s just say that this
person is an extreme addict along the lines of the ‘50 Shades of Gray’ books and movie that I
saw a trailer for recently. For this person, the more decrepit and painful, the better and now I
felt truly trapped.
Rather than play the victim, I confronted this person with what I discovered about them and
went to the pastor at the church we both attended for help. I then went to a Christian counselor
who finally was able to get a confession from this person about just how extreme their addiction
was.
When even more was revealed, I knew I was now at a crossroads. Do I love this person
enough to dive into the trenches and go into their seedy underground world or do I lead a
separate life apart from this person? After much prayer, I chose the separate life. This was the
right decision, but would trigger many years of turmoil.
I started off by telling this person I did not want to know about any of their trysts and that I
would rather turn my cheek and look the other way from then on. Nonetheless, I always knew
when this person’s addiction was out of control as they would start working long hours, become
withdrawn and angry and would often remain silent at church.
As I confronted this situation and as just another sign of the mass denial by others as to what
this person was doing, this person’s family even started blaming me for all of it. Distraught by
these unfair reactions, I started to research this person’s peculiar type of addiction but found
that not much had been written about this back then.
In desperation, I called prayer warriors from our church to come to our home. I kept cleansing

25. our doors and windows. I spent hours on my knees and in prayers of intersession for this
person. I even went to an amazing Pentecostal Hispanic church where a man on fire for the
Lord came to me without prompting to discuss this person's addiction to “pornographia” before
I even told anyone about it.
As it turns out, this man informed me that the Lord had commanded him to pray for this person
to have stomach aches whenever they engaged in their acts of extreme immorality. He told me
that, this way, I would always know when this person was at their worst. Sure enough, this
person had frequent stomach aches after this.
However, even these stomach aches, some of them severe, still did not keep them from their
addition for long. As time went on, I became bitter and disillusioned because I saw this person
go through the motions of pretending to be a Christian and the people believing it as it was
‘easier’. All the while that this denial from all those around us grew, I began to find out even
more about this person’s secret life of sexual sin.
As a result, this sin became a massive barrier to breakthrough in our relationship. Instead, as
this sin continued in secret, I became ill as a result and later resulted in severe headaches.
After a while of this, I would wake up in the middle of the night to go to the washroom only to
find myself on the floor slumped over or face down in a twisted position.
Despite this person trying to dismiss these occurrences as ‘normal’, I decided to seek medical
help. Soon I was referred to a neurologist specializing in brain tumors. After an MRI and other
studies, a tumor was discovered about the size of a dime in the very center of my brain.
Instead of surgery, and because the doctor believed it was dormant, only medication was
administered to me.
During this treatment, I discovered a different condition that required me to stop this medication
immediately. However, and only through prayer, I continued on my course as a business owner
while my relationship with this person became more and more strained. I slowly learned to live
by putting my hope in the Lord rather than this person’s continual empty promises and lies.
The main issue I was now having was a complete lack of repentance on this person’s part as
they simply had no remorse, compassion or sympathy for what I was going through. Indeed,
they were enjoying their sin more than me. This person would even take advantage of my lack
of knowing the Bible back then as an opportunity to twist Scriptures to fit their sins as somehow
being acceptable to God.
Sadly, and partially due to this person’s demonic twisting of Scriptures, I began to doubt who
Christ was in my life and even if He loved me at all. To make matters even worse, this person
would constantly remind me of my past sins that I had told them I had done prior to becoming a
Christian.
I regretted trusting my ‘pre-Christian sin confession’ with this person as this person was now
constantly trying to tell me of how the Lord forgives certain people, but would not forgive me for

26. these things that I had done. Even though this person could not actually name any of my ‘post-
Christian’ sins, they indicated that these too were so great that I was simply unforgivable under
God.
This person’s problems only ramped up when they started working in an area where prostitution
was rampant. This allowed for a constant temptation for whatever this person was into.
Through unusual circumstances I can only describe as ‘God-allowed’, I soon discovered
something so dark that I no longer felt safe being anywhere near this person.
This is so dark that I will keep the details to myself, but trust me when I tell you that what this
person was doing was incredibly twisted. I knew that the Lord had revealed this to me as,
when I confronted this person about the signs the Lord showed me, they simply told me I was
crazy and imagining things even though everyone else agreed that God was in the driver’s seat
here.
Not liking that I was now trying to escape from our relationship, this person then systematically
lied to the pastors of our church and their family that it was actually me possibly being involved
in something dark. As it was simpler to deny what they now this person was into, and even
though this person had no proof on me as there simply wasn’t any, they still used this ‘cross
accusation’ as an excuse to yet again bury their collective heads about this person’s dark
activities.
When I was finally confronted on this person’s lies about me, I told all of them that I was in a
relationship with our Lord, Jesus, and I was tired of them turning a blind eye to this person’s
sexual addictions. After a few months away from this person, they yet again took great lengths
to lure me back.
Unfortunately, their plans worked and I fell into their trap. This was foolish on my part as this
person never repented of their sin and instead tried to convince me that our problems were my
fault, not this person’s fault. Somehow almost convinced of this thanks to the enemy’s
persistent, the Lord called me to go to Him in extreme fasting and repentance and He reminded
me that these were all lies from an effective enemy.
Despite Scriptures and Godly counsel allowing me to be released from this relationship, I still
stayed out of a now warped sense of loyalty. However, God had other plans and ‘fortunately’ I
had medical difficulties that I later found out that somehow God used to keep me protected
from this person’s attacks.
As a result of these medical difficulties, I was forced to rest and find peace. Indeed, these
medical difficulties forced me to be away from this person in ‘all ways’. This was so freeing that
I could even feel God's presence in abundance over me as I slept on the sofa.
Later I realized how wonderful His love and care was for me during this time of difficulty even
as this person continued to twist Scriptures against me until I became physically repulsed.
Though my internal ‘house’ business was in complete shambles, my external ‘retail’ businesses

27. were still thriving.
As my retail businesses were committed to God and under the charge of angels, these
ventures continued to thrive. I believe that this was also due to the fact that this person was not
active in my retail stores at all. God blessed these ventures of mine and I continued to give all
credit to Him for the blessings received. In turn, God made my businesses continue to prosper.
This continued for some time until one day the Lord told me to sell my shops and move our
family to Bend, Oregon for a fresh start. I obeyed and we all moved, including this person, in
2003 to Bend, Oregon. Although this was a time for a fresh start, this would also even have
even darker revelations of this person.
Once in Bend, I decided to pray and fast for two weeks. During this fast, the Lord began to
arouse me out of my sleep and gave me lucid dreams of things being done to me at night while
I slept. I saw flashes of light showing ‘an event’ and then nothing.
I found this odd, especially as God had me keep going back over and over again to Habakkuk
2:15-16, “Woe to him who gives drink to his neighbors, pouring it from the wineskin till they are
drunk, so that he can gaze on their naked bodies. You will be filled with shame instead of glory.”
This was so disturbing that I decided to go on an extreme three day fast with no food or water.
During this extreme fast, the Lord showed me that I was about to be awakened to what this
person had been doing to me. Then within seven days my darkest discovery came that every
night that this person had done something seemingly kind for me over the course of nine years
was actually a clue that it was anything but kind.
After all these years, and on one particular evening in October 2004, I finally discovered exactly
what this person had been doing to me over and over for these nine years. What this person
was doing was so horrible and vile that I will not dignify here, other than to say that it even
literally caused my heart issues and so much more.
When I finally confronted this person, rather than being repentant, they instead told me that I
was crazy and I needed to prove that they were doing what I accused them of. I said nothing
else and I spent that night restless as I could not sleep with this discovery. I then began to
slowly recall everything through download after download from the last nine years of my
relationship with this person.
It was as if the Holy Spirit had completely opened the floodgates of my memory. It was as if a
veil had lifted over my head and eyes. All my illnesses now had a factual root to them and I
went to my knees and prayed to God, “Lord, what do I do?” The very next morning, I went to
my doctor to have him run blood tests and told him the whole story.
The doctor was very honest with me and told me I needed to have some idea of what type of
drug this person had used on me. He then told me that, without knowing the type of drug used,
discovering and proving what type of drug was used on me would be like finding a needle in a

28. haystack.
I left the doctor’s discouraged and cleared my schedule for the next day to get some help from
one of my friends. It was time for me to investigate and I went through this person's computer
files. Doing so was perfectly legal as this person had previously given me unrestricted access
and this still applied. I just knew that this would be the best way to prove what this person had
been doing for all of these years.
Alarmingly, I was at first locked out of this person’s system as they had changed their pass
code upon my revelation to this person that I knew what they had done. I prayed with all of my
heart and suddenly the Holy Spirit revealed to me the changed pass code. Amazed, I typed the
pass code in nervously and, despite my faith, was still shocked when the computer completely
unlocked.
I found out that this person’s addiction was in full bloom despite their lies that this was ‘no
longer an issue and cured’. I then discovered that this person belonged to some hard core
dating sites and other things I will not write here. However, I could still find no proof on the type
of drug they were using.
I then emailed several items to myself of this person’s addictions for future evidence and
safekeeping. I then began to investigate other places this person might be hiding things, but
realized that there had been plenty of time for the removal of evidence in the last 24 hours since
I had confronted this person.
I became more and more discouraged as was now running out of time and hope. I decided to
scan the room one last time and noticed a memory card for a camera. I had no idea how this
memory card worked as it was completely digital and was still very new technology back then,
but I quickly knew to hide it as I could suddenly hear this person coming into the house.
When this person entered this house, I confronted them on the files I had discovered on their
computer. Concerned by this discover, this person immediately picked up their camera to see if
the memory card was still there. When this person saw it was missing, they flew into a rage
unlike any I had ever seen. The place was then completely ransacked, but the hiding place was
kept from discovery by, as I later was told, by God Himself.
Furious, this person finally left without a word or even so much as a goodbye. After this I began
to have much darker times as the discovery of these hidden things brought extreme grief as
more and more happened as a result. After some heart wrenching testimony, arrests were
finally made as the local authorities began to investigate this person. However, this person
spread even more vicious lies about me to try and cover their tracks.
Unfortunately for me, other than those who were active in this case like the police and a few of
my closest friends, I had now become very evil in the sight of those who supported this person
because of their lies to cover up their blatant sin. However, I cannot totally fault this person’s
allows since at that time what this person had done was a very rare thing in those days. Back

29. then, this was an obscure type of evil, but has now sadly grown so much that it is often
reported about now.
I was later called in to discuss the case with the District Attorney. The DA was so moved by the
evidence that he decided to appoint a grand jury to indict this person. As it would turn out, that
small memory card I discovered and hid would have enough evidence on it to convict anyone
today, but back then it was just too new to stick.
This small memory card contained all of the evidence necessary to show exactly what this
warped person did to me while I was asleep using the drug secretly administered to me to
render me unconscious. Indeed, this person had taken these pictures to serve as their own
personal demonic diary, but they now served as evidence against this person.
However, and again due to the newness of this crime, the DA was clearly distraught as he
explained to me that there were no cases on the books across the USA for something such as
what this person had done to me. Not only that, while the drug which was used to cause my
unconsciousness is common today, it was extremely rare and essentially unheard of in those
days.
The DA knew and the Judge had no choice but to agree that this person had been using this
drug on me for years. However, because it was this unknown drug at the time and not rat
poisoning, the county prosecutors agreed that they would have a hard time convicting this
person in this case.
I slumped in complete devastation at this news and instantly rewound six months back to
November 22nd, 2004 in my thoughts to my first registered Near Death Experience (NDE) at the
hospital. During this NDE, the Lord told me at the base of His Mountain trust Him and let Him
carry me. While I held fast to God's promises, this news that this person would remain free
essentially completely deflated me.
While I sat there disheartened, the DA informed me that there was still some good news. While
the DA did not have enough to convict this person based on the information available back at
that time, there was still enough evidence for other heinous crimes that this person had
committed.
The DA proceeded with these charges and they prosecuted this person on this instead. The DA
was successful on these charges and indeed the grand jury took less than ten minutes to
deliberate in a move to convict this person for their other crimes. However, even this conviction
led to more and more time consuming and extremely painful interviews so I was still not free.
While most of the people who never saw all of the evidence thought I was not being truthful, a
handful of about five of my close friends who weathered this storm with us and had seen the
evidence stayed with us through it all.
These were faithful friends and they stayed around to witness everything at trial and stood

30. beside me when I was going through my darkest time. I was so blessed that the Lord sent such
amazing Christians into our lives to speak kindness, love, prayers and correct the lies spoken
about me.
Despite the overwhelming conviction and the Judge advising this person they were lucky not to
be in prison for a long time, this person blamed their decrepit behaviors on me and did the
opposite of repenting. The aftermath of this person’s horrible actions still affects me today in
the form of failing health.
Indeed, I was not doing well as I went through strange episodes with an unusual heart condition
which, because the doctors had no idea what to call it, was referred to as “broken heart
syndrome”. Finally, on Good Friday, March 21st, 2008, my heart stopped while I was doing a
presentation at work.
Soon after this, I was diagnosed with an unusual type of heart arrhythmia in which my heart
would stop at the slightest bit of pain. Later, I found out that one of the long-term side effects of
the drug used by this person was the very same rare heart condition I ‘just happened’ to now
have. This was particularly painful as I was still being affected by all of this while my main
enemy seemed to be walking around seemingly free.
In tears and as I write this, I looked around me on the path as I traveled on God’s mountain. I
sat down on a beautiful rock bench under a weeping willow tree and started to laugh when I
realized that even ‘weeping’ willow trees in Heaven are really not weeping.
Instead of weeping, I noticed that the branches were instead filled with small white flowers with
silver leaves and, as the branches moved, they made a beautiful sound. The music was uplifting
and rose in notes higher and higher. It was as if this tree is God's own wind chime.
Me: “Lord, I wish you were here.”
Just then I felt a hand on my shoulder and I looked up to see that it was Jesus. He put His arms
out to hold me and I wept with my head on His chest. I felt warmth and joy begin to come back
to me.
Jesus: “Erin, it is okay. I am here and I have never left you as you are Mine.”
Me: “Lord, I hate my story and I do not like going back there. Please remove my memory and
that of the others affected. I become angry and grieved when I have to relive this.”
Jesus: “I understand, Erin, but there are many, many stories of others out there who grieve as
you do. It seems unfair, does it not it? After all, why would God My Father Who as you know is
good all the time allow such things?”
Me: “Yes, Lord, why? I understand me, but why the others who are younger? Why, Lord, as
there have been so many things against us as why? What did I do to deserve this? What did

31. those younger and innocent do to deserve these things?”
Jesus: “Erin, you know what God has planned for you here and that you have seen but only a
fraction of Paradise. You have not committed blasphemy against God. You have not misused
Scripture to judge others. You have stayed to your course and the path God has kept you on.”
Me: “Lord, You have warned me that Christians will be my worst critics. You have shown me
what to expect and I am already tired as I barely recover from one battle when I am subject to
the next. As a result, I have increasingly stayed to myself.”
Jesus: “Erin, remember the times we live in. What is detestable to God, the world now finds
acceptable and what is lovely to God, the world now finds hideous. The truth is in My Words,
but nothing makes sense to those who do not know truth.
“This is your gauge of the timing of the seasons we are in now. There will be scoffers walking
after their own lusts (2 Peter 3:3-4). Remember that some shall depart from the faith, giving
heed to seducing spirits and doctrines of devils (1Timothy 4:1).”
Me: “Lord, I thought this only referred to religions?”
Jesus: “Hmm, not so as what is Scripture to someone who wants to sin? Will they not follow
what feeds their appetite? Most churches will become sensitive to the world and will no longer
care about the Word of truth and pleasing the heart of God, their Maker. Erin, why do you think
that you have been called to reveal your testimony right now?”
Me: “Because I feel in my Spirit that something unsettling is about to occur and that this will
happen exactly forty days from the midpoint of the Tetrads. I believe that the release of the
‘Fifty Shades of Gray” movie on Valentine’s Day, 2015 will bring in a new movement of
darkness such as this person is consumed by. Lord, I have seen Christian marriages becoming
unholy to God.
“I have seen what happens and I know what will occur and I have even unwillingly and
unknowingly experienced this myself. There is no cure other than You, Lord, as there is soon to
be a coldness coming over the face of this planet whereby right is wrong and wrong is right. I
am seeing it now as if winter's bitter cold will never lift off the hearts of men until You come. I
am frightened from all of this.”
Jesus: “Erin, your story is for this time and you are correct that love will become cold. Indeed, it
will soon be rare to find a pure marriage bed once the enemy carries out his assignments. This
was foretold in the beginning and now you will see this occurring just like it did in the Garden of
Eden with Eve.
“What woman will not want to be desirable to her husband with this new worldly knowledge?
Yet all of this knowledge is already in the Song of Songs, but in a pure Godly form that is rarely
even considered a love story from God.

32. “It has been there all along as passion and love are a gift from God in a marriage. Three
strands are not easily broken if the third strand is Heavenly and is God. Two can defend
themselves as long as God is there to strengthen them as three strands are much stronger
than just two strands.”
I was not quite certain I understood fully what He was talking about, but I knew there was more
to this.
Me: “Lord, I am afraid.”
Jesus: “Erin, you have been through this battle and you have learned to keep your eyes on the
hills where your help comes from (Psalm 121). You have kept your focus on God because you
have experienced God in a supernatural way. You have continued to look for Him to save you.
Without even realizing it, you had faith all along.
“Even when you thought you had no faith, your faith was always there. In your darkest times of
silent abuse and in your ended marriage, God heard your cries and you have not been
forgotten. At times when it seems disheartening and the enemy appears to be winning, take
heart that God My Father from His Throne is commanding angels concerning you and your
family.
“Erin, you were surrounded by your enemies to the north, south, east and west, but God still
removed you quickly to a safe place in His quiver. I know you have not had an easy time so far
settling in where you are, but just know that even the Israelites took a while to build their
dwellings, consider their fields and eventually yield a record harvest.”
Me: “I am sorry, Lord, if I have complained as I am so thankful for what You have done for us.”
Jesus: “Erin, at times you have acted ahead of God's plans and this resulted in unnecessary
delays and battles in the desert. This is not uncommon though as when God remains silent,
many become impatient and move ahead of His perfect Will.”
Me: “Lord, I am sorry. Now I know that ‘move’ means move and ‘stand’ means stand, but that
‘silence’ means to wait and that no answer from God means ‘no’ for now.”
Jesus: “God being silent means He requires your trust in Him and that He knows all things in
advance. The enemy also knows your comings and goings, but the enemy is limited. However,
God is limitless with resources from Earth and Heaven and has no restrictions.
“In the past and too often, you have listened to other Christians putting limits on God. This has
been both to your own detriment and discouragement. They do this because they do not
experience supernatural miracles from God and therefore, to them, God does not do these
miracles anymore.

33. “However, they are acting foolishly and are being used by the devil for his purposes so do not
listen. I know what you have seen is valid as it is divinely inspired and soon to come. The fig
tree is withering and soon to be cut down before it bears fruit and this you cannot stop.
“Comfort is what you can offer, but you must come alongside your Christian brothers and
sisters out of love and not judgment. Pray, Erin, but do not set your eyes on these detestable
things, Erin, you must not.”
I looked in His eyes and see there that He was talking about not setting our eyes on many
detestable things, but also for us to specifically not watch the ‘Fifty Shades of Gray’ movie or
engage in any of its demonic practices.
Me: “Lord, I know too well how damaging all this can be and I promise to stay clear from this
dark wave. Lord, You seem so serious today and Your voice is like Your Father’s voice as You
are so direct and firm.”
He smiled at me and then waved His arm to show below me a massive lush valley at the base
of the mountain. While I still could not see above me, I could see that below it was peaceful and
beautiful. I was crying as there is certainly no place like this on Earth.
Jesus: “Erin, focus on lovely things. God will open up His storehouses of snow (Job 38:22) and
make the region see the blessings of God. Many will curse instead, but the blanket of white
snow is a sign to look to Heaven. When you see this, Erin, even in Jerusalem, smile for your
Redeemer is near.”
I reached out and hugged Him, my Redeemer, my Jesus and my Savior.
Me: “Lord, only You can remove our stains. Lord, with what has happened to me, no snow can
remove the dirt of my sin. I look back and I see only dirt.”
Jesus: “Hmm, this is not truth, Erin, as you were purchased for a price. You are loved by God
and already forgiven as you have grieved and repented. Your heart is set on God and you are
loved by Me. I am your attorney so let Me plead your case. Your enemy will not prosper as his
time has run its course. Though they seem to gather and unite, their false victory will be coming
to an abrupt close just as the angels foretold.”
Me: “Lord, in a way I feel I deserve all of what has happened to me as I have been stupid and
overcome many times because I tried to flee from the enemy. I did not fight the enemy as I had
been misled to believe that this is what a good Christian does.”
Jesus: “Erin, do not allow the enemy to speak as he has no hold over you unless you give him
authority to do so. Do not do this as he will try it on you if you do. Now, you made errors which
are common based on you being good and your enemy bent on evil.
“However, having a good heart and being a ‘good Christian’ does not mean you need weak

34. composure or no defense system. Now, why are you told to put on your armor? Erin, it is not
because you are turning and running and need to avoid falling rocks from your enemy. Was that
left out of Scripture?”
He smiled and I knew He was trying to lighten my mood.
Me: “Do you need us to have armor on so we are prepared for battle?”
Jesus: “Erin, study what Godly armor is again and then look to the hills and tell Me what you
see? Do not forget Who has your enemy surrounded as He owns the cattle on a thousand hills.
Erin, you are not alone as I am here with you.
“Your enemy can do nothing as they are surrounded by God's armies. You turning and running
now will be out of the Will of God, so instead sit on your horse with your full armor and
recognize who you are and what will soon occur and take comfort.”
Me: “Thank You, Lord, and I am sorry I have listened to some of these Christians. I am sorry I
have not walked fully in Your promises at times.”
Jesus: “Pray for them to have miracles, but many will not recognize God even then. Even with
signs and wonders, many will dismiss God, so let them go on their own journey in the waves of
the ocean as double minded men.
“They will ‘bob to and fro’ in the sea with the current and eventually they will end up
somewhere. Only pray for them as they do not change even by God's Word, let alone yours.
Erin, let this go as this is not your battlefield.”
I reached over and hugged Him.
Me: “Please hide us under the shadows of Your wings, Lord.”
Jesus: Laughing. “Then it is done. I love you. Now dress in your armor, your full armor, Erin.
Things will become rocky, but only for a short time. These battles will be short.”
Me: “Thank You, Lord, thank You.” I cried and He kissed the top of my head.
Jesus: “Also, do not forget to pray for your sister, Israel. Something I must say to you, Erin,
remember that there were two women at the foot of the Cross. There were two Mary’s, one
without the stains of this world and falsely accused, yet she was righteous, and one with stains
removed so she became white as snow.
“She was rendered guilty by her accusers, but her stain was removed by Me. The world still
considered her guilty, yet she had changed. Both were together at the foot of the Cross and
both were loved by God. Erin, you are at the foot of the Cross.

35. “Let Me go further. Both Mary’s even went to My grave because they mourned My passing, yet
they expected a miracle. So they were the first to witness this miracle and an angel appeared
to them. Erin, you look for miracles because you know God is in control.
“Even in the darkest grief, your miracles will be visible as God is allowing the angels to minister
from Heavenly places. Erin, be encouraged as you live under an Open Heaven and should
therefore expect and receive miracles.”
Me: “Thank You, Lord, I will wait and look to the hills and will look forward to any miracles You
decide to grant us. You most of all, Lord, are My best and greatest gift and miracle of all.”
I held Him tight with every part of my being and I could even feel His love in my cells if at all
possible and all of me was so thankful to Him. I felt a rush of love flowing through my veins, my
heart and even to my feet.
Jesus: “You will not need to stand and wait long so do not worry or be afraid. I am with you and
you are loved.”
Me: “Oh how I adore and love You.”
I was almost blinded by the brightness of Jesus and then suddenly He was gone. My heart
welled up with love as I dropped to my knees and cried under the happy Heavenly “non-
weeping” willow tree. Lord, bless this testimony and may it help others to know You.
Dream over…
Dream 147 – God’s Mountain & the Eagle
Received Sunday, January 25, 2015
(Formerly known as Heaven 64)
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank You for another day, for my family, for the blue skies and for this thick blanket of snow
here. Lord, I have so much to be joyful over even and I even have great joy when I have been
experiencing great pain. Even though my enemies remain as a constant shadow, there is still
that dawn and You.
As You are coming soon, Lord, please shout out and unveil people’s eyes so that they might
know You in the light first and not just in dark desperation. I love You, Lord, so please hear my
cries.

36. Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
I once again found myself on the path just slightly beyond my sword room on God’s Mountain.
Since I was on the path just beyond my sword room, I knew that I was not to focus on this. I
instead looked over this beautiful Heavenly valley and saw that it was part of God’s immense
Garden property.
I saw distant hills with blankets of fresh snow as the sun began to rise. As I stood there on the
path, I watched God display an amazing array of colors. I smiled because there was snow on
the high hills, yet in the valley there were blossoms everywhere.
I saw beautiful greenery, Cherry blossoms, something like dogwood and something like
Japanese maples with purple flowers. There was a beautiful mist which covered the area.
Above me I saw eagles together flying high then diving low then dipping up. They were just
soaring and playing, but not hunting. As I lay in bed this morning looking out my window, a
beautiful bald eagle had circled and I just knew that the Lord wanted to see me today.
As I walked on the path, I found a small stone bench to sit on. This bench was made of
something like lapis azure, a sort of blue cut stone which, if found on Earth, would probably be
worth millions when faceted for jewelry.
Me: Laughing. “Lord, what we consider precious and priceless on Earth, You consider them a
place to sit or even a footstool in Heaven. Well, in Scripture, is even the Earth not Your
footstool?”
I decided to sit on this beautiful stone and gaze out on this breathtaking scene. Dawn and
sunset are slow to pass in Heaven as we are given plenty of time to enjoy the beautiful display
of God’s power and glory in these colors.
I saw animals and flocks of birds in the valley and noticed that there were many different
varieties of birds flocking. As I praised the Lord for all of this, I watched the sky turn into a full
spectrum of purples, fuchsias, light pinks and blues.
As my vision studied this scene and as I wrote in my journal this morning, a sudden wind blew
snow off some of the trees in my earthly home. In the blue sky and sun, this snow looked like
sparkling diamonds and I smiled.
As my vision went back to God’s mountain and valley, I saw a wind blow the fresh snow on the
hills and it was infinitely more sparkly and beautiful and I laughed. I noticed that it was not cold
in Heaven even as I watched the snow diamond dust fell over the valley.
Me: Crying. “Lord, please allow my mom to see all of this and bring her Home to You. You
make all things new so please, Lord, so please appear to her now.”

37. Just then I began to see a sliver of white light on the horizon. I felt a hand on my right shoulder
and it was Jesus. He had come up from behind me and, as I turned to see Him, His face shined
brighter than the sun and was even more beautiful than the sun rise. I wrapped my arms around
Him and closed my eyes as I held Him tight.
Me: “Lord, I am so glad You are here. My mom was transported to the hospital on my birthday,
Lord, and she is in trouble. Please, Lord, help her and please take her to see You so she may
be here.”
I was clenching part of His robe so tightly in my grief that I could feel my hands ache.
Jesus: “Erin, you need not worry as God has commanded even Raphael concerning you. Take
comfort as you are under the wings of angels and reside where eagles fly.”
Me: “Thank You, Lord, but I become anxious and afraid for my family as I remember even as a
new Christian that I had such fear of death. I knew where You promised I would go, but the
enemy made me doubt my salvation and I lived in fear. Now I have this same fear for those
who do not know You.”
Jesus: Looking into my eyes. “Erin, did God command you to go out and be their Savior? Did
He grant you this responsibility? Did I say to the disciples, ‘Go out and save souls’ or did I say,
‘Spread the Good News that their Savior has come?’ Smiling.
“Erin, I have not made you responsible to win people over to God, but only to spread the Good
News. Beautiful are the feet of those who spread the Good News. You are not therefore
burdened with soul winning members and you should not be worried for other’s relationship with
God.
“Is God not capable of bringing hearts to Him? Is He not able to harden Pharaoh’s heart or
soften it? Seriously, Erin.” He again smiled.
Me: “Forgive my pretending to have the power of God over people as I cannot turn hearts to
You as only You can turn hearts.”
Jesus: “Now give me your burden here, Erin, as your mother’s race is not your race and your
race is not your mother’s race. At one point when you were young, your mother was with you
on the same position of the race.
“However, then when you were called by God, your path broke away from that of your mother’s
path as God began to call you. Now you have your children and they now too walk with you on
your journey. God calls them as they walk with you and eventually they too will run their own
race.
“As your children love Me too, they will remain close to you, but your job is only to guide them,
teach them Godly principles and to make the Word of God available to them at all times. You

38. are also to love them unconditionally and of course provide a roof, food, water and clothing.”
Me: “Actually, Lord, You provide all of this for us. Literally, You are the One Who has given us a
warm safe place near Your Altar just like in Psalm 84.”
Jesus: Smiling and laughing. “This is good as you know where your bread and the water to
quench your thirst comes from.”
Me: “Lord, am I not responsible for my children’s salvation?”
Jesus: “Hmm, Erin, you are only responsible for what you think, what you believe, what comes
from your mouth or pen, what you do, what you give and what you teach. However, it is up to
God to illuminate.
“Erin, the Holy Spirit is the switch which turns the light on as God calls men unto Him. You are
the farmer who prepares your field and you are responsible to be a good farmer, but what
does a good farmer do?”
Me: “He sees a field and purchases it. He tills the soil. He plants the seed and fertilizes it,
then…”
Jesus: “Then he must wait on God to send the rain and sun as the farmer knows his limitations.
Erin, remember you are not God and that there are people who reside in eternity you think
ought not to be here and there are people who do not reside here which you think would surely
be here. So it is not your job to save, only to prepare the way the best you can with what you
have been told. Let God be God and Erin be Erin.”
He laughed as He kissed the top of my head.
Me: I was still downcast. “But, Lord, my mom…”
Jesus: “Erin, I have heard your cries and petitions, but all are called to God at different times
and under different conditions. You need not worry, for if God has commanded angels
concerning you then are all the angels tending only to you?” He smiled.
Me: “Of course not, though I know we must keep the angels very busy.” I finally began to laugh.
Jesus: Laughing hard. “Yes, I know the angels are very busy over your household. Do not
forget that they take their charge over you seriously. The enemy hates you so you are fortunate
that your angels enjoy a good battle.”
Me: “Yes, I feel it around me quite a bit.”
Jesus: “Well, you should not feel much as you are given signs to pray and your prayers avail
much.”

39. Me: “I feel it in my Spirit when there is a war and so do my children. The wars are becoming
stronger it seems and Your time is soon, Lord."
Jesus: “Erin, you are a farmer who will soon consider a field and buy it. This field will contain a
pearl, but do not bury it because you are worried about thieves. Let Me worry about your
enemy as you are to show people what you have seen and point them to My Word. Remember
that the sun and the rain are up to God.”
Me: “Yes, Lord, I understand, but I want so much for everyone to see You like this. You are so
much more than we are taught and You are the ‘pearl of great price’. You have blessed my field
and I will not bury You under the soil. I know I should not give absolutes, but I will do my best to
spread Good News.”
Jesus: “Yes, Erin, but this will come at a price so you must focus on what My Word says and
what it does not say about Me.”
Me: “Forgive me, Lord, but You had quite a following when You walked the Earth and I do not
believe it was only because You performed miracles. I think it was also because of Your
presence as You are like a magnet and You give hope and are the light.
“You are enjoyable enough for fishermen to drop their nets and run after You. Indeed, I love
being near You and You are like no other person on Earth and even Heaven as there is no God
like You. You are lovely, wise, funny, smart and strong, but there really are not enough words to
describe the indescribable.”
Jesus: “Well then, your praise is good as to recognize Who I am is divine. Erin, I know you and
I know your heart and I will not forget you or your house. Do not worry when it seems all is lost
as your enemies will fall around you.”
Me: “Lord, please bless my extended family of sparrows too. Oh and send us eagles too.”
I had been trying to photograph a particular eagle with my phone today, but so far I had been
unsuccessful. He was laughing as He knew what I had been doing.
Jesus: “Then it is done. Now pray for open Heavens over their dwellings and I will pour out
blessings over their families. Their races will be pleasing to God. Erin, remember that Gabriel
and Raphael were sent to take charge over you.”
Me: “Lord, I know they are over our territory, but Lord You are in charge of my heart that You
have now fully taken captive. Thank You for sending angel armies concerning us, but I know
where the orders come from, so thank You.”
Jesus: “What? Do you not want to worship angels instead?” He was laughing as He spoke as
He knew many on Earth do just this.

40. Me: “No, Lord, as the angels are even uncomfortable when I just study them. I only worship the
One who is before me and God Who sits on the Throne from His Courts.”
Jesus: “Very good, Erin, you are loved. Remember, beautiful are the feet of those who bring
Good News.”
Me: “I will do my best.”
Jesus: “Remember that all of the prophets and the law rest on these two commandments: Love
the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with your entire mind as this is
the greatest. Then love your neighbor as yourself (Matthew 22:36-40).
“Erin, there are at least fifty Scriptures about worrying in the Bible, do not worry.” Just then,
Matthew 6:25 came to mind. “Erin, I have you even as your enemy tries to ramp up against you
and your children, so do not worry. Read James and 2nd Peter as this will help you to
recognize when the enemy is afoot. He does not like your fruits and he certainly does not like
your beautiful feet. He will be stopped. You are loved.”
Dream over…
Dream 148 – God’s Mountain, the Key & Door
Received Sunday, February 15, 2015
(Formerly known as Prophetic 8)
Communion
Dear Father,
Thank You for another day, for loving me, for my children and family, for the love of friends and
even strangers. There are so many things to be thankful for, but nothing like Your love. Lord, I
thank You for the Bible and I thank You that You would spend so much time and attention to call
out to us.
The first chapters of the Bible show Your love of us. You have shown us also what will
eventually come of us, both for those who love You as well as for those who do not love You. It
is all written in one massive love letter to us, so thank You as this all means so much to all of us
who love You.
Jesus: “Erin, come up.”
Once again I am up on God’s Mountain and past the sword room on this beautiful lush path. On
my right was the beautiful peaceful valley of God surrounded easily by a thousand hills. I

41. giggled as I could see cattle on the hills in the foreground as Psalm 50:10 immediately came to
mind.
Me: “Lord, You own all things and everything is Yours. You own and care for all of us, along
with every animal, every plant, every bird, every drop of water and every organism. Nothing is
too wonderful for You as, without You, nothing would be.”
I laughed at the thought of how big I sometimes had seen myself in my world, but now realized
that in God’s world I am but a speck. yet we somehow still mean everything to Him. I asked the
Lord why this is, but I already knew it was simply because He loves.
I looked over the beautiful valley and it was simply more beautiful than anything I could even put
to words. All descriptions of Heaven in the Bible simply does not even compare to what I have
seen here.
It brings me great comfort to know that someday I will be with Jesus here in Paradise. By this I
mean Heavenly Paradise, not paradise from Hades, but Paradise created for all of us who love
God so we may be safe here with Him.
As I walked on the path, I see a bend in the path toward the mountain and away from the
valley. I run because I am so excited to see more. The path began to turn into a forested area
and up ahead I saw a deer, a doe.
The doe stopped to look at me then turned onto the path. I ran toward her, but she effortlessly
stayed up ahead of me. I followed her for some time when I noticed that the forest before me
looks vaguely familiar. The forest floor was filled with blue bells and I indeed realized that I had
been here before in my dreams.
I continued to follow the doe when I saw a clearing with a beautiful lake to my right with
groomed landscape all around it. There were all kinds of blooming trees and vines, as well as
fountains in the lake which sprung naturally from the ground.
The lake was crystal clear and the color of glaciated water of light blue green. The sight was
so breathtaking that a very wealthy person could try to recreate this on Earth, but it would not
be possible as all of these elements cannot coexist in one region of Earth. In order for me to
find everything here, I would spend so much time and money for nothing as it would simply be
impossible.
I saw the doe in the distance lay down on the banks of the far side of the lake to rest. She had
seemed to be keeping me about a hundred yards from her, so I thought I would find a place to
sit and rest too.
There was a beautiful willow tree with tiny white illuminated flowers and it was so fragrant. The
long branches dropped into the water and formed a canopy over a soft path of grass. I went
there to sit and the grass felt like animal fur, but only green. I had never felt anything like it and,