Subhrashis Niyogi

Howrah, India

Housestaff, CCU

Hi! This is me…. I am supposed to describe myself in these pages. I wish I could. I wish I could see the real me. Underneath the swirling surface. I wish I could dive down and bring up the worries, insecurities, chains…. swim the oceans of utter loneliness. I would love to reach up and touch the real me. Yet.. I am afraid of the dark.. I choke in the pitch black waters as they hem me in. My memory throws up strange flashbacks.. things i dont want to remember… but my consciousness knows not to forget. I fight… I still fight. Light… I have seen sparks and flashes.. some to be stiffled in the gale that caresses us.. some to smolder and flicker… fighting alongside me. Others glo