The document recalls asking God for various things like strength, health, riches, and power so that the speaker could achieve great things, but instead God gave them their opposites. God gave the speaker infirmity, poverty, weakness, and life itself so that the speaker could better serve God and find true joy in the present moment rather than seeking great things in the future. In the end, the speaker realized they received not what was asked for but everything hoped for, and are most richly blessed.