The document is a series of poems describing a deep blue abyss of love that is compared to a prison without walls, an ocean without water, a farm without flora, and touch without feeling. It explores the endless wandering and hunger within this abyss of love. A second theme is the deep blue abyss of needing to be touched, which is described as a pain screaming for relief and sending the author reeling backwards in a search to release and relieve the pain.

1. John
The deep blue abyss of my
love is a prison without
walls.
Yet escape is neither my
desire nor my fate.
The deep blue abyss of my
love is an ocean without
water.
Yet I wander there
endlessly without
destination.

2. The deep blue abyss of my
love is
a farm without flora.
Yet I hunger for the
abundant produce I know
your love will grant.
The deep blue abyss of my
love is
touch without feeling.
Yet I desperately reach
out to feel something
within my grasp.
The deep blue abyss of my
love is a prison without
walls.
The Deep Blue abyss of
your need to be touched...
is so solid that
it can be cut with a knife
and...served on the menu
as...Pain(raw)
The Deep Blue abyss of
your need to be touched
reaches out to me in deep
painlike a child caught in
a bomb blast
and pinned under the
fallen roof.
The Deep Blue abyss of
your need to be touched
screams endlessly in
memos and presentations
needing to be taken off of
basic life support
screams endlessly to
...come to in my arms.
The Deep Blue Abyss of
your need to be touched
has sent me reeling
backwards...making plans
leaving no stone unturned
in the search
of a way to release you
and relieve you...