The document describes the narrator's reflections on how their life has changed over time. It discusses how they spent their childhood studying and working hard to get a job. They worked tirelessly in their career until becoming exhausted. Later, they fell in love, had a child, and finally became financially secure. However, they eventually lost their job and felt cut off and like a "walking ghost". Upon reflection, the narrator decided to make changes like spending more time with loved ones, traveling, cooking, and finding happiness in small things. They hope to have a wonderful time before their end comes.