The document expresses the speaker's inability to identify themselves amidst conflicting images and urges. They cannot see others clearly due to prejudices and cravings, nor can they see the light inside and outside due to weirdly moving shadows. The speaker feels unable to listen to music amongst internal and external noise, and unable to live as themselves due to feelings of separation. They ask if repeating god's name (Namasmarn) can help them overcome these challenges and find themselves.
2. I am not able to identify myself
amidst the images made and broken
I am not able to see you because of
the camouflage of urges and cravings
I am not able to see them because of
the veils of prejudices and
presumptions
I am not able to see the light amongst
the weirdly moving shadows inside
and outside!
3. I am not able to listen to the music
amongst the cacophony inside and
outside
I am not able to live as myself due to
the cobwebs of separation and
diminution
Can NAMASMARAN help me?
I must find out!
DR. SHRINIWAS KASHALIKAR
