This study examined how second language students at a large urban university approached academic writing through interviews with four graduating ESL students and journal entries recorded by the researcher while tutoring students at the university's writing center. While originally aiming to understand the relevance of narrative in student writing, the data revealed little on that topic. Instead, the study focused on defining academic discourse and explaining students' engagement with and resistance to writing assignments. The findings indicate students need to discover their own connection to their writing, whether through relating to the assignment itself, their instructor, other students, or themselves. Negotiating with instructors or graders was identified as a significant way for students to establish this important connection.