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     ‫ﺨﻭﺍﻁﺭ ﻨﺜﺭﻴﺔ‬
‫ﻃﺒﻘﺎ ﻟﻘﻮﺍﻧﲔ ﺍﳌﻠﻜﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻔﻜﺮﻳﺔ‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫.‬ ‫אא‬ ‫א‬ ‫)ﻋـﱪ ﺍﻻﻧﱰﻧـﺖ ﺃﻭ‬ ‫א‬ ‫אא‬ ‫ﻟﻠﻤﻜﺘﺒــﺎﺕ ﺍﻻﻟﻜﱰﻭﻧﻴــﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻷﻗــﺮﺍﺹ ﺍﳌﺪﳎــﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻯ‬ ‫א‬ ‫ﻭﺳﻴﻠﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ (‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫.‬ ‫.‬ ‫א א‬
‫‪‬‬ ‫اﻹهﺪاء ............................................................................. ٥‬ ‫ﻣﻘﺪﻣﺔ............................................................................... ٦‬ ‫ﻏﺮﺑﺖ ﺷﻤﺴﻲ ..................................................................... ٧‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺖ آﺄي اﻣﺮأة ................................................................... ٨‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫أﻳﻦ ﺗﻜﻮﻧﻴﻦ؟! .................................................................... ٠١‬ ‫ﺻﺎﺣﺒﺔ اﻟﻮﺟﻪ اﻟﻤﺴﺘﻌﺎر ....................................................... ٢١‬ ‫رﺑﺎﻋﻴﺎت .......................................................................... ٤١‬ ‫ﻳﺎ ﺻﺎﺣﺒﺘﻰ ....................................................................... ٥١‬ ‫ُﺪ ﺣﺒﻴﺒﻰ ........................................................................ ٧١‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻣﻦ أﺟﻠﻚ أﻧﺖ .................................................................... ٨١‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫اﺑﻦ أﻣﻲ .......................................................................... ١٢‬ ‫ﻟﻬﻴﺐ اﻟﻌﺸﻖ ..................................................................... ٣٢‬ ‫ﻟﻴﻠﺔ اﻟ ُﺮس ...................................................................... ٥٢‬ ‫ﻌ‬ ‫إﻟﻰ " ﻣﺎﺟﺪة اﻟﺮوﻣﻲ" ........................................................ ٧٢‬ ‫ﺻﺮاﺣﺔ اﻣﺮأة .................................................................. ٩٢‬ ‫دﻋﻴﻨﻰ ............................................................................ ٢٣‬ ‫اﻟﻨﻔﺲ اﻟﻴﺎﺋﺴﺔ .................................................................. ٥٣‬ ‫ﻣﺸﻴﺌﺔ اﻷﻗﺪار ................................................................... ٧٣‬ ‫إﻟﻰ اﻟﺸﺎﻋﺮة "ﺷﺮﻳﻔﺔ اﻟﺴﻴﺪ" ............................................... ٩٣‬ ‫ﻏﺾ ﺑﺼﺮك ..................................................................... ٤٤‬ ‫٣‬
‫ﻋﻮدى ﻣﻦ ﺣﻴﺚ أﺗﻴﺖ .......................................................... ٦٤‬ ‫ُ ِ‬ ‫ﻋﺎد اﻟﺤﻨﻴﻦ ...................................................................... ٨٤‬ ‫دﻋﻰ اﻟﺪﻣﻮع ..................................................................... ١٥‬ ‫ﻣﻔﺘﺮق اﻟﻄﺮﻳﻖ .................................................................. ٣٥‬ ‫ﺱﺎﻋﺪﻳﻨﻰ ......................................................................... ٤٥‬ ‫ﻗﻮﻟﻴﻬﺎ.. وﻟﻮﻣﺮﻩ ................................................................ ٦٥‬ ‫ﻋﺎﺑﺘﻨﻰ............................................................................ ٧٥‬ ‫ﻣﺮﺣﺒﺎ ﺑﺎﻟﻤﻮت ................................................................... ٩٥‬ ‫٤‬
‫ﺍﻹﻫﺩﺍﺀ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﺤﺒﻲ ﺍﻷﻭل ﻭﺍﻷﺨﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﺃﻭل ‪‬ﻨﻴﺎﻱ ﻭﺁﺨﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺼﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻋﺎﻟﻤﻲ ﻜﻠﻪ ﻭﻋﺸﻘﻲ ﺍﻟﻜﺒﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻟﻡ ﺃﻭﻓﻬﺎ ﺤﻘﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺯﺩﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﻭل ﺍﻟﻭﻓﻴﺭ.‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﺃﻟﻤﻲ ﻭ ﻫﻤﻲ ﻭﺩﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻭل ﻤﻥ ﻨﻁﻕ ﺒﻬﺎ ﻟﺴﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﻨﺫ ﺃﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺼﻐﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻫﻲ.....‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫أﻣﻲ.‬ ‫٥‬
‫ﻤﻘﺩﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺎﺏ ﻻ ﻴﻌﺩ ﺩﻴﻭﺍ ﹰﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ. ﻭﺇﻨﻤﺎ ﻤﺠﺭﺩ ﺃﺤﺎﺴﻴﺱ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻨﻔﻌﺎﻻﺕ ﻗﻠﻤﺎ ﺸﻌﺭ ﺒﻬﺎ ﺍﻹﻨﺴﺎﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻋﺼﺭﻨﺎ ﻫﺫﺍ.‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺒﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺠﻌﻠﺘﻨﻲ ﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﺒﻬﺫﻩ ﺍﻷﺤﺎﺴﻴﺱ ﻫـﻲ ﺍﻹﻨﺴـﺎﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻭﺤﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺘﻬﺎ ﻭﺘﻤﻨﻴﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻗﻀﻲ ﻤﺎ ﺒﻘﻲ ﻤﻥ ﻋﻤـﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻤﻌﻬﺎ.‬ ‫ﻓﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﻜﺘﺒﻪ ﻤﻥ ﻗﺒل ﻜﺎﻥ ﻤﻥ ﻭﺤﻲ ﺨﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﻭﻟﻡ ﻴﻜـﻥ‬ ‫ﻟﻬﺎ ﻭﺠﻭﺩ. ﻭﻤﻨﺫ ﺃﻥ ﻋﺭﻓﺘﻬﺎ ﻜﺎﻥ ﻴﻨﻘﺼﻨﻲ ﺇﺤﺴﺎﺴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﻘﻴﻘـﻲ‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺩﻤﺎ ﻅﻨﻨﺕ ﺃﻨﻨﻲ ﻟﻡ ﺃﺠﺩﻫﺎ ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ.‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻥ ﺫﻟﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻨﻲ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺸﺭﻴﻥ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﻨﺔ ﺍﻟﺭﺍﺒﻌـﺔ ﺒﻌـﺩ‬ ‫ﺍﻷﻟﻑ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻨﻴﺔ.ﻭﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﺼﺎﺩﻓﺔ ﺃﻨﻪ ﻴﻭﻡ ﻤﻴﻼﺩﻫﺎ.ﺒل ﻭﻤـﻴﻼﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﺃﻴ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﻌﻬﺎ. ﻓﻤﺎ ﺃﺠﻤل ﺃﻥ ﻨﺤﻴﺎ ﺇﺤﺴﺎ ًـﺎ ﺼـﺎﺩ ﹰﺎ..ﺤﻘﻴﻘ ‪‬ـﺎ.‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻗ‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻀ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻷﺠﻤل ﺃﻥ ﻨﺘﺒﺎﺩﻟﻪ.‬ ‫ﺤﺴﻥ ﺃﺤﻤﺩ‬ ‫٦‬
‫ﻏﺭﺒﺕ ﺸﻤﺴﻲ‬ ‫ﻏﺎﺒﺕ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺱ ﻤﻨﺫ ﺭﺤﻴﻠﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﻴﻅﻬﺭ ﻟﻠﻴﻠﻲ ﻓﺠﺭ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺤﻴﺎﺘﻲ ﻴﻜﻭﻥ ﺒﺩﻴﻼ ﻟﻙ‬ ‫ﹰ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻋﺸﺕ ﺩﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﺒﺩ ﺍﻟﺩﻫﺭ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺫﻜﺭﺍﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭ ﺴﻭﻑ ﺃﻅل ﻤﺭﺍ ‪‬ﺍ ﺭﻏﻡ ﺍﻟﻘﻬﺭ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻤﻨﺫ ﺃﻥ ﺭﺤﻠﺘﻲ ﻋﻨﻰ‬ ‫ﺃﻅﻠﻤﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻜﻠﻬﺎ ﺒﻌﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﺼﺭﺕ ﺃﻜﺒﺭ ﻤﻥ ﺴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭ ﺸﺎﺏ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻭﻟﻡ ﻴﺠﺩ ﻤﺜﻴﻠﻙ‬ ‫ﻏﺭﺒﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺸﻤﺱ ﻨﻬﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻏﺭﺒﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺤﺏ ﺴﻨﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻟﺘﺸﺘﻌل ﺒﻴﻥ ﺃﻀﻠﻌﻲ ﻨﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻜﺘﺏ ﺍﻟﺤﺯﻥ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺠﺒﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺭﺤﻠﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻤﺔ ﺍﷲ ﻓﺒﺠﻭﺍﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺴﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﺩﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﻁﺎل ﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫٧‬
‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻱ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻟﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻱ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻤﺜﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺒل ﺇﻨﻲ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻭﺤﻴﺩﺓ ﻋﺼﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﻜﻴﻑ ﺃﺤﺏ..‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺃﻴﻥ ﺃﺤﺏ.‬ ‫ﻴﺤﻜﻤﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻘل ﻭ ﻟﻜﻥ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺤﻜﻤﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ.‬ ‫ﺼﺎﺩﻓﺘﻪ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻋﻨﺩ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺭ ﻴﻐﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻜﺎﻨﻲ ﻏﻨﺎﺅﻩ ﻭﺃﺤﺴﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﺩﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻅﺔ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺘﺫﻜﺭﺕ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻱ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻤﺜﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺕ ٌﻗﻠﺏ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻗﻪ‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺕ ﺃﻏﻭﺹ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻋﻤﺎﻗﻪ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺕ ﺃﻀﻤﻪ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺼﺩﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻭ ﻜﺄﻨﻲ ﻻ ﺃﻁﻴﻕ ﻓﺭﺍﻗﻪ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻰ ﺘﺫﻜﺭﺕ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻱ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻤﺜﻠﻲ‬ ‫٨‬
‫ﻭﻨﺎﺩﺍﻨﻲ ﺒﺼﻭﺕ ﻤﺒﺤﻭﺡ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭ ﺒﻘﻠﺏ ﻴﺭﺘﻌﺩ ﻤﺠﺭﻭﺡ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻨﺕ..ﻤﻥ ﺃﻴﻥ ﺃﺘﻴ ِ؟‬ ‫ﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺭﻓﻌﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺒﻌﻴﻨﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺴﻴﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺒﻤﺎ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭ ﻜﺎﻥ ﻫﻭ ﺍﻵﺨﺭ ﻤﺜﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺴﻴﺕ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ ﻟﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻱ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻤﺜﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﺒل ﺇﻨﻲ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﺜل ﺃﻱ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ‬ ‫ﺘﻬﻭﻯ ﻭﺘﺤﺏ ﻭ ﻟﻜﻥ...‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﻭ ﺃﻴﻥ ﺘﺤﺏ...؟.‬ ‫٩‬
‫ﺃﻴﻥ ﺘﻜﻭﻨﻴﻥ؟!‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻰ...‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻟﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﺍﻟﻔﺼﻭل‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﻯ...‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻭﺠﺩﺕ ﻟﻬﻭﺍﻙ ﻤﺜﻴﻼ.‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻗﺭﺃﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺨﻁﻭﻁ ﺠﺒﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻡ ﻤﻥ ﻟﻘﺎﺀ ﻤﻌﻙ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻡ ﻤﻥ ﺤﺩﻴﺙ ﺤﺭﻙ ﺴﻜﻭﻨﻲ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﻭﺠﺩﺕ ‪‬ﺒﻙ ﻜﻠﻪ..‬ ‫ﹸﺤ ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻠ ‪‬ﺎ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺠﻔﻭﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺤﻤ‬ ‫ﻓﻬل ﻴﺎ ﹸﺭﻯ ﺴﻴﺘﺤﻘﻕ ﻟﻘﺎﺅﻨﺎ!؟‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﺴﺘﺒﺩﺃ ﺸﺠﻭﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﺩﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻓﻜﺭﻱ ﻭﺨﻴﺎﻟﻲ‬ ‫ِ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻟﻘﺩ ﺠﻌﻠﺘﻙ ﻜل ﺁﻤﺎﻟﻲ‬ ‫ﹸِ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻙ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﻴﻥ ﺘﻜﻭﻨﻴﻥ؟‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻟﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﻜل ﺍﻟﺒﺸﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﻗﺭﺃﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻕ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﺘﻤﻨﻴﺘﻙ ﺒﻌﺩﺩ ﺤﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻁﺭ‬ ‫ﹸِ‬ ‫٠١‬
‫ﻓﺄﺕ ﺇﻟﻲ ﻗﺒل ﻤﺭﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺸﺘﺎﻕ ﻟﺭﻗﺔ ﺇﺤﺴﺎﺴﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻤﻨﻰ ﺃﺴﺘﻨﺸﻕ ﺃﻨﻔﺎﺴﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﺱ ﺒﺭﻭﻋﺔ ﻗ ‪‬ﻼﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﹸﺒ ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺭﻥ ﺒﺼﺩﺭﻱ ﻨﺒﻀﺎﺘﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻬﺎ ‪‬ﺭﻓﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻠﻰ ﺤﻜﺎﻴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﻯ‬ ‫ﺃﻜﺘﺒﻬﺎ..ﺃﻨﻘ ﹸﻬﺎ..ﺃﺤﻔ ‪‬ﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﺸ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺴﺠﻼﺕ ﺯﻤﺎﻨﻬﺎ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫١١‬
‫ﺼﺎﺤﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﻌﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﺠﻨﻨﺘﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﻭﺍﻟﻔﺘﻴﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻠﻬﻥ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﺼﺒﺤﻥ ﻓﺎﺘﻨﺎﺕ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻌﻴﻭﻨﻬﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺤﺭﺍﺕ..‬ ‫ﺘﻘﺎل ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺃﺠﻤل ﺍﻷﺒﻴﺎﺕ.‬ ‫ﺃﻤﺎ ﺭﻤﻭﺸﻬﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺼﻁﻨﻌﻪ..‬ ‫ﻓﺘﺒﺩﻭ ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ ﺃﺴﻬﻡ ﺘﺨﺘﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺭﺍﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺸﻔﺎﻩ ﺍﻟﺤﻤﺭﺍﺀ..‬ ‫ﻜﻡ ﺘﺭﻭﻱ ﻤﻥ ﺤﻜﺎﻴﺎﺕ.‬ ‫ﻓﻬل ﻜﺎﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﻀﻲ..‬ ‫ﻜﻬﺅﻻﺀ ﺍﻟﺤﺴﻨﺎﻭﺍﺕ؟‬ ‫ﻓﻌﺫ ‪‬ﺍ ﻟﻲ..!‬ ‫ﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻜل ﺼﺒﺎﺡ ﺃﻫﻭﻯ ﻓﺘﺎﻩ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻰ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺎﺀ ﻴﺼل ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻤﻨﺘﻬﺎﻩ.‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺎ ﺼﺎﺤﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﻌﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﺭﻏﻡ ﻫﺫﺍ..ﻴﺄﺘﻰ ﺤﺒﻙ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺇﻨﺫﺍﺭ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺩﺍﻡ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻪ ﺃﺼﺒﺢ ﻤﺴﺘﻌﺎ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫٢١‬
‫ﻓﻜل ﻤﺎ ‪‬ﻨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻏﺵ..‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺃﺴﻬل ﺃﻥ ﻴﻨﻬﺎﺭ.‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻥ ﺃﻫﻭﺍﻫﺎ ﻟﻴﻼ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﺘﺘﺒﺩل ﺒﺎﻟﻨﻬﺎﺭ.‬ ‫٣١‬
‫ﺭﺒﺎﻋﻴﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺃﺒﻠﻴﺘﻨﻲ ﺒﺎﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻭﻤﺎ ﻟﻠﻌﺸﻕ ﻤﻥ ﺃﻤل‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺃﻜﺜﺭ ﺍﻟﻔﺴﻕ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻴﺎﻤﻨﺎ ﻭ ﻤﺎ ﺃﻜﺜﺭ ﺍﻟ ِﻠل‬ ‫ﻌ ِ‬ ‫ﺼﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺭﻴﺎﺀ ﻭﺍﻟﻜﺫﺏ ﻟﻸﺤﺒﺎﺏ ﻤﻠﺯﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﺃﻤﺎ ﺍﻷﺤﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﺼﺎﺩﻗﻴﻥ ﻓﻘﺩ ﺘﻌﺒﺕ ﻗﻠﻭﺒﻬﻡ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻔﻘﺭ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﻟﻲ ﻭ ﻤﺎل ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻴﺤﺭﻗﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﺒﻼ ﻗﻴﺩ ﻴﺅﺭﻗﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻠﻙ ﺫﻱ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ﺃﺤﻴﺎﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﺍﻟﺨﻠﻴﻴﻥ ﺒﺭﻏﻡ ﺍﻟﻘﻴﺩ ﺘﺤﺴ ‪‬ﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺇﻨﻲ ﻗﺩ ﺃﺸﻬﺩﺘﻙ ﺃﻨﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﷲ ﻗﺒل ﻏﺭﻏﺭﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻥ ﺃﺭﺩﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺠﻨﺘﻙ ﻓﺒﻌﻔﻭﻙ ﻻ ﺒﻤﻘﺭﺒﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﻭﺴﻠﺕ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ﻓﻲ ﻅﻠﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﻓﻬل ﺘﻘﺒﻠﻨﻲ ﺒﺄﺩﻋﻴﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺘﻘﺭﺒﺕ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ﻭﻟﻡ ﺘﺭﻀﺎﻨﻲ ﺴﺘﻨﻬﺎﺭ ﺃﻋﻤﺩﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫٤١‬
‫ﻴﺎ ﺼﺎﺤﺒﺘﻰ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺸﻬﺩﺘﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺤﺒﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﺘﻔﺼﺤﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻋﻤﺎ ﺒﻘﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻥ ﺠﻬﺭﻱ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﻌﺏ‬ ‫ﻓﺤﻴﺎﺌﻲ ﻴﻤﻨﻌﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺒﻭﺡ ﻟﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﻤﺎ ﺒﻘﻠﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﺭﺩﺘﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺼﺎﺤﺒﺘﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺘﻌﻠﻥ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻋﻥ ﻟﺴﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻬﻲ ﺤﻘﺎ ﺘﻤﻠﻙ ﻜل ﻜﻴﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻋﻠﻤﺕ ﺒﺭﻓﻀﻬﺎ ﻤﻨﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻫﻭ ﺃﻫﻭﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺄﺘﻲ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﺒﺎﺤﺕ ﻟﻙ ﺒﺤﺒﻬﺎ ﻟﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻭﻤﺎ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﻻ ﺘﺴﻌﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻔﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﻟﺘﻴﻥ ﺭﺍﺤﺔ ﻟﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺸﻘﺎﺌﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻨﺴﺞ ﺁﻤﺎل ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﻨﺘﺎﺌﺠﻬﺎ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻓﺼﺤﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ..ﻭﻗﻭﻟﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺇﻨﻲ ﻜﻡ ﺃﻫﻭﺍﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺼﺎﺤﺒﺘﻲ ﺘﻌﻠﻤﻴﻥ ﻜﻡ ﺃﻫﻭﺍﻫﺎ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺭﺤﻴﻕ ﻋﺒﻴﺭﻫﺎ ﺃﺘﻨﻔﺴﻪ ﻤﻥ ﺨﻼل ﻫﻭﺍﻫﺎ‬ ‫٥١‬
‫ﻓﻘﻭﻟﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻭﺼﺎﺭﺤﻴﻨﻲ ﺒﻜل ﻤﺎ ﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺸﻔﻲ ﻋﻠﻴﻼ ﻗﺩ ﺍﺒﺘﻠﺘﻪ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ﺒﺎﻟﻬﻭﻯ.‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫٦١‬
‫‪‬ﺩ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﻰ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫‪‬ﺩ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻟﻴﺎﻟﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﻋﻨﺩﻱ ﻜﺩﻫﺭ ﻤﻀﻰ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺸﺘﺩ ﺍﻟﺸﻴﺏ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﻰ..؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍل ﺒﺄﻴﺩﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﻔﺅﺍﺩ ﻗﺩ ﺍﻤﺘﻠﻜﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﻔﺅﺍﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﻔﺅﺍﺩ ﻟﻐﻴﺭﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻋﺎﺸ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻌﻘل ﻗﺩ ﻀﺎﻕ ﺒﻤﺎ ﻓﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﻴﻜﻑ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﺅﺍل ﻭﻴﻅل ﻤﺘﺴﺎﺌﻼ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺭﻭﺡ ﻻ ﺘﻬﺘﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺃﻀﻌﺕ ﻤﺴﺘﻘﺒﻠﻨﺎ ﻭﺠﻌﻠﺘﻪ ﻤﺎﻀ ‪‬ﺎ؟‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺒﺭﺤﻴﻠﻙ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺃﻀﻌﺕ ﻋﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺠﻌﻠﺕ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻗﺒل ﺍﻷﻭﺍﻥ ﻜﺎﻫﻼ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﻓﻬﻨﺎ ﺴﺘﻅل ﺫﻜﺭﻴﺎﺘﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺘﺠﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﺎﺭﻯ ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺴﺎﺘﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺩ ﻟﻲ ﺒﺄﺤﻼﻤﻨﺎ..ﻜﻰ ﺘﻌﺘﺩل ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺍﺯﻴﻥ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫٧١‬
‫ﻤﻥ ﺃﺠﻠﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺃﺠﻠﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ..‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻜﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺒﻤﻥ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ.‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺃﺠﻠﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ..‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻨﺴﺠﺕ ﺍﻷﺤﺯﺍﻥ ﺃﻨﺸﻭﺩﺓ ﻭﺃﻏﻨﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻨﺫ ﻋﺭﻓﺘﻙ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﻟﻠﺤﺯﻥ ﻁﺭﻴ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺯﺩﺍﺩ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﺒﻘﻠﺒﻲ ﻭﺍﺯﺩﺍﺩﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺒﺭﻴ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻓﺘﺎﺘﻲ ﻟﻡ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻴﻨﺠﻲ ﻏﺭﻴﻘﺎ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺍﺸﺘﻘﺕ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻟﻠﺤﺏ ﻭﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺨﺸﺎﻩ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹸ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻭ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺭﻓﻴﻘﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﻤﺎ ﺍﻵﻥ..ﺃﻤﺎ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﺤ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ِ ﺒ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﺤﻤﻠﺘﻪ ﺠﺒﺎل ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ..‬ ‫ﻟﺘﺼﻴﺭ ﻜﺎﻟﺠﻤل ‪‬ﻗﺩﺍ.‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻓﺘﺎﺘﻲ ﺃﻗﺴﻤﺕ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺃﺸﻬﺩ ﻗﺒﻠﻙ ﺇﻨﺴﻴﻪ.‬ ‫‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﺤﻴﺎﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻟﻔﺔ ﻜﺎﻨﺕ..‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻟﻘﺒﺭ ﺒﻤﻥ ﻴﺭﻗﺩ ﻓﻴﻪ.‬ ‫٨١‬
‫ﻭﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻭﺍﺤﺩﺓ ﺘﻜﻔﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ..ﻫﻰ ﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻟﻭ ﺜﺭﺕ!‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺭﺍ ‪‬ﺍ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺘﻌﻤﺩﺕ ﺇﺜﺎﺭﺘﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺍﻗﺏ ﻜل ﺍﻨﻔﻌﺎﻻﺘﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻭﺠﺩﺕ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ ﺴﺄﺠﻥ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺃﺒﺩﻉ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﻫﺎﺘﻙ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻌﺘﻘﺩﻴﻥ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ ﺃﻋﻴﺵ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ‬ ‫ﺒﺤﺏ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻤﺜﻠﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘﺩﻫﺸﻨﻲ ﺒﻜل ﻋﺒﺎﺭﺍﺘ ِ؟‬ ‫ﻙ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺤﻠﻤﻙ..ﻓﻰ ﻏﻀﺒﻙ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻨﻭﻤﻙ..ﻓﻰ ﺼﺤﻭﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻜل ﺃﺤﻭﺍل ﻴﻭﻤﻙ.‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻓﺘﺎﺘﻲ ﺃﻗﺴﻤﺕ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺃﺸﻬﺩ ﻗﺒﻠﻙ ﺇﻨﺴﻴﻪ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭ ﻷﺠﻠﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ..‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻷﺠﻠﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﺘﺭﻜﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻨﻔﺱ ﻤﺭﻀﻴﺔ.‬ ‫٩١‬
‫ﻻ ﺃﺒﻐﻲ ﻤﻨﻪ ﺇﻻ ﻫﻭﺍﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﻋﺭﻀﻭﺍ ﻟﻲ ‪‬ﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ.‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻓﺘﺎﺘﻲ ﺃﻗﺴﻤﺕ ﺒﺄﻨﻰ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺃﺸﻬﺩ ﻗﺒﻠﻙ ﺇﻨﺴﻴﻪ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫٠٢‬
‫ﺍﺒﻥ ﺃﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻟﻙ ﻴﺎ ﺍﺒﻥ ﺃﻤﻲ ﻤﻀﺠﻌﻲ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺠﻨﺒﻲ ﻟﻠﺨﻼﺀ‬ ‫ﺃﻓﺘﺩﻴﻙ ﺒﺩﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺜﻭﺒﻲ ﻤﻬﻠﻬﻼ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺘﻤل ﻋﺼﻑ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻭ ﺒﺎﻟﺭﻤﺎل ﻤﺤﻤﻼ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﻭﺠﺩ ﻤﻥ ﺒﺎﻟﻭﺠﻭﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺴﺘﺒﺩﻟﻪ ﺒﻙ ﺒﻴﻨﻤﺎ‬ ‫ﻋﻁﻑ ﺃﻡ..ﺤﻨﺎﻥ ﺃﺏ..ﺼﺩﻴﻕ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ٍُ‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺏ. ﻓﺠﻤﻴﻌﻬﻡ ﻤﺒﺩل‬ ‫ٌ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﺸﻘﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ..‬ ‫ﻻﺯﻤﻨﻲ ﻋﻤﺭﻱ ﻭﺇﻟﻲ ﺍﻨﺘﻤﻰ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻓﺘﺩﻴﻙ ﺒﻌﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﺴﺕ ﺃﻤﻠﻙ ﻤﺎ ﺃﻓﺘﺩﻴﻙ ﺒﻪ ﻤﺜﻠﻤﺎ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺘﻁﺎﻟﺏ ﺒﻬﺎ ﺍﻷﻤﺭﺍﺀ ﻨﻅﻴﺭ ﻤﻥ ﻫﻡ ﺒﺄﺴﺭﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﻫل ﻴﺎ ﺍﺒﻥ ﺃﻡ ﻤﺎ ﺃﻤﻠﻜﻪ ﻫﺫﺍ‬ ‫ٍُ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺤﺏ ﻭ ﻭﻓﺎﺀ ﻴﻜﻔﻲ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫‪ٍ ‬‬ ‫١٢‬
‫ﻜﻲ ﺃﻜﻭﻥ ﻤﻘ ‪‬ﺒﺎ.‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫٢٢‬
‫ﻟﻬﻴﺏ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﺭﺃﻴﺕ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﻭﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺭﺍﻩ.‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻫﻤﺴﺎﺕ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘﻜﺎﺩ ﺘﻘﺘﻠﻨﻲ ﻭﺘﻌﻴﺩ ﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﻩ.‬ ‫ﺃﻭﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﺒﺩﺍﺨﻠﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻥ ﺃﻭﺼل ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻤﻌﻙ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﻨﺘﻬﺎﻩ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺴﺘﺸﻌﺭ ﻤﻌﻙ ﻓﻲ ﻜل ﺤﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻜل ﻨﺒﻀﺎﺘﻙ..ﻜل ﻫﻤﺴﺎﺘﻙ..ﻜل ﺃﻩ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻜﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻟﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺴﻭﻑ ﻴﺘﺨﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻋﻥ ﺼﺒﺎﻩ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺼﺎﺤﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺯﻴﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﻟﻘﺩ ﺃﺸﻌﻠﺕ ﺒﻲ ﻟﻬﻴﺏ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻬﻴﺎ ﻀﻤﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺼﺩﺭﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺠﻌﻠﻴﻨﻲ ﺒﺩﺍﺨﻠﻙ ﻤﺩﻯ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺒﻘﻴﺕ ﺒﺠﻭﺍﺭﻙ ﻋﻤ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺃﺴﺘﻁﻊ ﻭﺼﻑ ﻜﻠﻤﺔ ﺁﻩ‬ ‫ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﺨﺭﺠﺕ ﻤﻥ ﻓﻤﻙ..‬ ‫٣٢‬
‫ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﺘﺤﺩﺙ ﺒﻬﺎ ﺠﺴﺩﻙ.‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﻜﻨﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﺩﺭﻙ...‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻨﻰ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﺩﺭ ﻜل ﻓﺘﺎﻩ.‬ ‫٤٢‬
‫ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﺱ‬ ‫ﻌ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻡ ﺒﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﺱ..‬ ‫ﻌ‬ ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻤﺸﺘﺎﻕ.‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﻅﻥ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻅﻥ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻬﺎ ﺴﺘﻁﻔﻲﺀ ﺍﻷﺸﻭﺍﻕ‬ ‫ﺒﻘﺭﺒﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﺼﺎﺭﺕ ﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ ﺃﺸﻭﺍﻙ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺒﻙ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻓﺎﻋل‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﻓﻌﻠﺕ ﻓﺴﺄﺯﺩﺍﺩ ﺍﺸﺘﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﻗ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻜﻡ ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ﺒﺕ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻘﻠﺏ ﻓﻲ ﻤﺭﻗﺩﻱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻓﻜﺭ ﻓﻴﻙ ﻜﻴﻑ ﺘﻨﺎﻤﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺒﻌﻴﺩﺓ ﻋﻥ ﻤﻀﺠﻌﻲ؟‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻫل ﻜﻨﺕ ﺘﺴﺘﻐﺭﻗﻴﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻨﻭﻤﻙ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺘﺸﻌﺭﻴﻥ ﺒﻤﻭﻗﺩﻱ؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺘﺘﻘﻠﺒﻴﻥ ﻤﺜﻠﻲ ﻭﺘﺤﻠﻤﻴﻥ ﺒﻴﻭﻡ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘﺄﺘﻴﻥ ﻓﻴﻪ ﻟﻤﻌﺒﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻟﻠﻴل ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺘﺎﻕ ﻓﻲ ﺒﻌﺩﻩ‬ ‫٥٢‬
‫ﻋﻥ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺤﺏ ﻭﺒﺒﻌﺩﻩ ﻴﺒﺘﻠﻰ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻵﻥ ﻗﺩ ﺠﺌﺕ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺼﺭﺕ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻤﺤﺭﺍﺒﻙ ﻤﺘﻌﺒﺩ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺁﻴﺎﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ..ﻓﻰ ﺼﻔﺤﺎﺕ ﺠﺒﻴﻨﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺴﻭﺍﺩ ﺸﻌﺭﻙ ﺍﻟﺴﺭﻤﺩﻱ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ُﻗﺒل ﻭﺠﻬﻙ ﻭﺃﻀﻊ ﺭﺃﺴﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﺩﺭﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﺒﻨﻔﺤﺎﺕ ﻓﻲ ﻋﺼﺭ ﻗﺩ ﻴﻨﻘﻀﻲ‬ ‫ﻟﻥ ﻴﺄﺘﻲ ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ ﻤﺜﻠﻪ.‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺜﻠﻙ ﻟﻥ ﺘﻭﻟﺩ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻘﻭﻡ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻋﺔ ﻭﺘﻨﻘﻀﻰ.‬ ‫ﻓﻘﻭﻟﻲ ﻟﻲ ﺒﺎﷲ ﻋﻠﻴﻙ...‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺒﻙ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻓﺎﻋل..‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ﻟﻥ ﺘﻨﺘﻬﻰ.‬ ‫٦٢‬
‫ﺇﻟﻰ " ﻤﺎﺠﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﻤﻲ"‬ ‫ﻋﺎﻟﻴﺔ ﺸﺎﻤﺨﺔ ﺃﻨﺕ..‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻱ ﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺃﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻤﺜﻠﻙ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻅﻥ ﺴﺘﺄﺘﻲ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﺒﻌﺩﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻟﻙ ﻭﺤﺩﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻴﺎ ﻏﺎﻟﻴﺔ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻋﻠﻰ ﺩﺭﺠﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺩ‬ ‫ﺘﻘﻔﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﺜﺎﺒﺘﺔ، ﺼﺎﻤﺩﺓ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻤﺎ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺒﺎﻷﻤﺱ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺴﻭﻑ ﺘﻜﻭﻨﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻐﺩ‬ ‫ﻨﻔﺤﺎﺘﻙ ﺍﻟﺨﻼﺒﺔ ﻗﺩ ﻓﺎﺯﺕ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﻜل ﺃﻏﺼﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ.‬ ‫ﻋﻁﺭﻙ ﺍﻟﻔﻭﺍﺡ ﻗﺩ ﻓﺎﺡ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻸ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺒﺄﺠﻤل ﻋﻁﺭ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻤﻨﹾﻌﻪ ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ..ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ ﺴﺩ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺩ ﺩ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﺤﻠﻰ ﻭﺃﻏﻠﻰ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﺼﻔﻙ ﺸﻌ ‪‬ﺍ..‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﻤﻸ ﺍﻟ ﹸﻌﺭﺍﺀ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ.‬ ‫ﺸ‬ ‫٧٢‬
‫ﻁﻭﻕ ﺍﻟﻴﺎﺴﻤﻴﻥ ﻟﻭ ﺍﻟﺘﻑ ﺒﻌﻨﻘﻙ‬ ‫ﻟﺘﻨﺴﻡ ﻫﻭ ﻤﻥ ﻗﻁﺭﺍﺘﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﺎﺡ ﻋﻁﺭﻩ ﻤﻥ ﻤﺴﺎ ‪‬ﺎﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻜل ﺠﻤﻴ ‪‬ﺎ ﻴﻬﻭﺍﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻌ‬ ‫ﺸﺎ ‪‬ﺎ ﻭﺸﻴ ﹰﺎ ﻭﻜﻬﻼ..‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﺨ‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﻥ ﻜﺎﻨﻭﺍ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻬﺩ.‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻙ ﺤﻘﺎ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻱ ﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫٨٢‬
‫ﺼﺭﺍﺤﺔ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻻ ﺃﺨﺠل ﻤﻥ ﺤﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﺫﺍ ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺕ ﺴﺄﻋﻠﻨﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﹸﻠﻪ ﻴﺅﻨﺒﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻜ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻅﻥ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ ﺃﺨﻔﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻟﻴﺱ ﺒﻌﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺒل ﺭﺤﻤﺔ ﺘﺴﺭﻯ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ.‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻓﺩﺍﺀ.ﺘﻀﺤﻴﺔ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺒﻴﻊ ‪‬ﺤﻴﻲ ﺃﻤﺎﻨﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ‬‫ٌ‬ ‫ﻭﻭﺴﺎﻡ ﻤﺭﺴﻭﻡ ﺒﻌﻴﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻤﻨﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺠﺩﻩ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﻫﻭ ﺇﻻ ﺒﺭﻜﺎﻥ ﻭﺃﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻴﻬﺘﺯ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﻟﺭﺅﻴﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻔﻴﺽ ﺒﻜل ﻋﻭﺍﻁﻔﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻁﻤﺌﻥ ﻜل ﺤﻭﺍﺴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻫل ﻴﻌﻘل ﺃﻥ ﻨﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺫﻭﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻏﺭﺍﻡ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺩﺍﺭﻱ ﻤﺎ ﻴﻨﻁﻕ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫٩٢‬
‫ﺍﻟﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﺘﻔﻌل ﻤﺎ ﺘﺒﻐﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺩﺍﻡ ﺍﻷﻤﺭ ﺒﻴﺩﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﺤﻴﺎﺅﻫﺎ ﻴﻤﻨﻌﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﺤﺩ ﻴﻘﺩﺭ ﻴﻤﻠﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻭﺤﺩﻫﺎ ﺘﻌﻠﻡ ﺍﻷﺼل ﻭﺘﺯﻴﻴﻔﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺒﺩﺍﺨﻠﻬﺎ ﺭﺠﺎل ﺘﺨﻔﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﻌﻠﻡ ﺃﺤﺩ ﻤﻨﻬﻡ ﺸﻲﺀ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﻤﺎ ﺘﺒﻐﻲ ﺘﻌﺭﻴﻔﻪ‬ ‫ﺒﺎﻟﺭﻏﻡ ﺒﺄﻨﻪ ﺒﺩﺍﺨﻠﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺃﻜﺜﺭ ﻤﺎ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ ﻴﺨﻴﻔﻪ‬ ‫ﻴﺭﺘﺎﺏ ﺃﻥ ﻴﻭﺸﻙ ﻨﺎﺤﻴﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻻ ﺃﺭﻏﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺤﺩﻴﺜﻪ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺤﻘﺎ ﺃﺒﺩﻭ ﻗﺎﺴﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻌﺎﻨﻲ ﻜﻠﻤﺎﺘﻲ ﺃﻋﻨﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻀﻌﻑ ﻟﻴﺱ ﺒﺎﻤﺭﺃﺓ‬ ‫ﻋﺭﻓﺕ ﻟﻠﺤﺏ ﻁﺭﻴﻘﺎ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻟﻡ ﺘﻜﻥ ﻫﻲ ﺃﻗﻭﻯ ﻤﻨﻪ‬ ‫ﻻﻨﻬﺎﺭﺕ ﻗﺒل ﺃﻥ ﺘﺠﺩ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺤﺒﻴﺏ‬ ‫٠٣‬
‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﻤﺎ ﻴﻜﻤﻥ ﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻗﻭﻟﻪ ﻟﻠﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﺃﺠﻤﻊ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﻤﻜﻥ ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺨﻔﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﻴﻌﻠﻡ ﺍﻟﻜل ﻭﻴﺴﻤﻊ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺨﺠل ﻤﻥ ﺤﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺩﻤﺕ ﺒﻁﺒﻌﻲ ﻻ ﺃﺨﺒﻲﺀ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﺫﺍ ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺕ ﺴﺄﻋﻠﻨﻬﺎ.‬ ‫١٣‬
‫ﺩﻋﻴﻨﻰ‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺃﺨﺫ ﻤﻨﻙ ﻤﺎ ﻴﻜﻔﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻴﻨﻲ ُﺸﺒﻊ ﻤﻨﻙ ﺭﻏﺒﺘﻲ ﻭﺤﻨﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺃﻀﻊ ﺭﺃﺴﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﺩﺭﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﺱ ﺩﻗﺎﺕ ﻗﻠﺒﻙ ﺘﻘ ‪‬ل ﺠﺒﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ ﹶﺒ ُ‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺃﻨﻅﺭ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻴﻤﻠﺅﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻭﻴﺭﻭﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﻨﻅﺭﺕ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ﻭﺍﺴﺘﻭﺤﺸﺕ ﻨﻅﺭﺍﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻭ ﺃﻟﻑ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻋﻤﺭﻱ ﻓﻼ ﻴﺭﻀﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺘﻨﻲ ﺃﺫﻭﺏ ﻓﻴﻙ ﻜﻤﺎ ﻴﺫﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﺜﻠﺞ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺼﺒﺤﻴﻥ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺠﻭﺍﻨﺤﻲ ﻭﺃﺴﺘﺸﻌﺭﻙ ﻜل ﺤﻴﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘﻜﻭﻨﻴﻥ ﻴﻭﻤﻲ ﻭﻏﺩﻱ ﻭﺒﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﺘﺤﻠﻭ ﺴﻨﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻭﺠﺩ ﺸﻲﺀ ﻓﻲ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺒﻌﺩﻙ ﻴﻐﺭﻴﻨﻲ؟‬ ‫ﺁﻩ ﻟﻭ ﺘﺼﺒﺤﻴﻥ ﻟﻲ...‬ ‫ﻟﺯﻫﺩﺕ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻭﺃﺨﺫﺕ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ ﻤﺎ ﻴﻜﻔﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻜﻠﻤﺔ ﻤﻨﻙ...‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺇﻤﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻤﻴﺘﻨﻲ ﻭﺇﻤﺎ ﺃﻨﻬﺎ ﺘﺤﻴﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺒﻠﻐﺕ ﺒﻲ ﺠﺭﺍﺤﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺤﺯﻥ ﻭﻤﻥ ﺃﻟﻡ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫٢٣‬
‫ﻓﻜﻠﻤﺔ ﻭﺍﺤﺩﺓ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ ﺘﺸﻔﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﺭﻴﺩﻙ ﻏﺼﺏ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﻤﻨﻙ ﻏﻴﺭ ﻤﺎ ﺘﻌﻁﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺘﻙ ﺒﻜل ﻗﻁﺭﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺩﻤﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻨﻲ ﹸﻠﻘﺕ ﻟﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻟﻜﻲ ﺘﻜﻭﻥ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺨ ﹸ ِ ِ‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺸﻘﻲ ﻟﻙ ﺃﺴﻁﻭﺭﺓ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺯﻴﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﺘﻭﺠﺩ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻋﺸﻘﺕ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻤﺜﻠﻤﺎ ﻋﺸﻘﺘﻙ ﺃﻨﺎ ﺒﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻴﺤﻭﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺫﻜﺭﻙ ﺩﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺼﺤﻭﻱ ﻭﻨﻭﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﻜﺎﻥ ﺘﺫﻫﺒﻴﻥ ﺇﻟﻴﻪ ﺘﺠﺩﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﻜﻭﻥ ﻟﻙ ﻁﻴ ﹰﺎ ﻭﻅﻼ ﻅﻠﻴﻼ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ِ ﻔ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻤﻁﺭﺍﻟﺸﺘﺎﺀ..ﻤﻥ ﻋﺼﻑ ﺍﻟﺨﺭﻴﻑ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺤﺭ ﺸﻤﺱ ﺼﻴﻑ ﺸﺩﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴﺘﻨﺸﻕ ﻤﻨﻙ ﻋﻁ ‪‬ﺍ ﺠﻤﻴﻼ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ ﺭ‬ ‫ﺘﻔﺘﺤﺕ ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭﻩ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺨﺩﻴﻙ ﺒﻔﺼل ﺍﻟﺭﺒﻴﻊ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﻨﻭ ‪‬ﺍ ﻓﻲ ﻅﻠﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﺍﻟﺩﻓﻴﻥ‬ ‫ِ ﺭ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﺒﺭﻕ ﻴﺴﻁﻊ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﻴﻬﺩﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ ﹰ‬ ‫ﻴﺨﺒﺭﻨﻲ ﺒﺄﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻴﺭ ﺃﺘﻰ ﻟﻴﺴﻘﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫٣٣‬
‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺒﺭﻴﻕ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﻭﺤﺩﻩ ﻴﻜﻔﻴﻨﻲ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻁﺎل ﺼﻤﺘﻙ ﻭﻟﻡ ﺃﺒﻠﻎ ﻭﺼﻔﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﺭﺠﻭ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺠﻴﺒﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻫل ﺃﻜﻤل ﺤﺩﻴﺜﻲ؟‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﺃﻥ ﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻗﻠﺘﻪ ﻜﺎﻥ ﻭﻫ ‪‬ﺎ.‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻜﺎﻥ ﻻ ﻴﻌﻨﻴﻙ ﻓﻬﻭ ﺒﺎﻟﻁﺒﻊ ﻴﻌﻨﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﺤﺭﻑ ﻓﻴﻪ ﺘﻨﻁﻕ ﻋﻨﻪ ﺸﺭﺍﻴﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺒل ﺃﻥ ﺤﺭﻭﻑ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﺃﺠﻤﻌﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﺍﺠﺘﻤﻌﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺤﺒﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻟﺤﺠﺒﺕ ﺸﻌﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺱ..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﺘﺒﻠﻎ ﻭﺼﻑ ﺨﺭﺩﻟﻪ‬ ‫ﺒﻜل ﻤﺎ ﺍﺠﺘﻤﻊ ﻓﻴﻙ ﻤﻥ ﺤﺴﻥ ﻭﺘﻜﻭﻴﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺘﻰ ﻭﺭﺒﻙ ﺘﺭﻀﻴﻥ ﻋﻨﻰ ﻭﺘﺄﺘﻴﻨﻲ؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫٤٣‬
‫ﺍﻟﻨﻔﺱ ﺍﻟﻴﺎﺌﺴﺔ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺡ..‬ ‫ﺇﻨﻲ ﺴﺌﻤﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ.‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺼﻌﺩﻱ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺤﻴﺙ ﻤﺄﻭﺍﻙ ﺍﻷﺨﻴﺭ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺍﺼﻌﺩﻱ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺭﺏ..‬ ‫ﻜﻤﺎ ﺼﻌﺩ ﻋﻴﺴﻰ..ﻭ ﺭﻭﺡ ﺴﻘﺭﺍﻁ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺸﻴﺦ ﺍﻟﻀﺭﻴﺭ.‬ ‫ﺴﺌﻤﺕ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﻭﻋﺸﻴﺭﺘﻰ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﺎ ﺃﺭﺍﻩ ﻤﻥ ﻨﻔﺎﻕ ﺍﻟﻘﻭﻡ ﻭﺭﻴﺎﺌﻬﻡ.‬ ‫ﺴﺌﻤﺕ ﺤﺒﻲ ﻟﻔﻀﻴﻠﺔ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﻭﻋﻔﺎﻓﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺠﺒﺭﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻨﻅﺭ ﻟﻜل ﻤﻜﺭﻭﻩ ﻤﺜﻠﻬﻡ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻨﺴﻴﺕ ﺤﻘﻲ..ﻭﺤﻕ ﻜل ﻤﻅﻠﻭﻡ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﺩﻭﻥ ﺤﻕ ﺃﻋﻁﻴﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﻕ ﻟﻐﻴﺭﻫﻡ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺩ ﻜل ﻫﺫﺍ..‬ ‫ﺃﺘﺄ ‪‬ﻰ ﺍﻟﺼﻌﻭﺩ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻵﻥ؟‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻤﺭ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻴﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺠﻴﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻤﺭ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻟﺘﺸﻔﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻘل ﻭﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺤﻤﺔ ﺒﺎﻟﺯﺍﻫﺩﻴﻥ ﻤﻤﻥ ﻫﻡ ﻋﺒﻴﺩﻙ‬ ‫٥٣‬
‫ﺃﻴﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺡ..‬ ‫ﻜﻔﺎﻙ ﺘﻌﺫﻴ ‪‬ﺎ ﻟﺠﺴﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﻅﻨﻨﺕ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺄﺘﻲ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻟﺘﺅﺭﻗﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻓﺒﺎﷲ ﻋﻠﻴﻙ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻤﻭﺘﻲ ﺒﺩﺍﺨﻠﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﺒﻤﺎ ﺤﻭﻟﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺃﻁﺎﻭﻉ ﻤﺭﺍﻭﻏﺔ ﺍﻟﺸﻴﻁﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺼﻌﺩﻙ ﺒﻴﺩﻱ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﻭﻟﻥ ﺃﻜﻥ ﻋﺎﺼ ‪‬ﺎ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﻫﺘﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻙ ﺍﻷﻤﺭ ﻴﺎ ﺭﺏ ﻭﺘﺤﺕ ﻁﺎﻋﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻅل ﺤﺎﺌ ‪‬ﺍ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﻫﺘﺩﻱ.‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫٦٣‬
‫ﻤﺸﻴﺌﺔ ﺍﻷﻗﺩﺍﺭ‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻀﻌﻲ ﻴﺩﻙ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺠﺒﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺘﻀﺭ.‬ ‫ﺨﺫﻱ ﻤﺎ ﻴﻜﻔﻴﻙ ﻤﻥ ﺤﻨﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻥ ﺃﻨﺘﻅﺭ‬ ‫ﻋﻨﺩﻤﺎ ﻴﺩﺭﻜﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﺴﺄﺘﺭﻜﻙ ﻭﺃﺫﻫﺏ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻜﻡ ﻤﻥ ﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﻟﻙ ﺼﻭﺭﺕ‬ ‫ٍ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻵﻥ ﻟﻴﺱ ﻟﻲ ﻤﻥ ﻤﻬﺭﺏ‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻙ ﻫﻲ ﺨﺎﺘﻤﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻙ ﻨﻬﺎﻴﺔ ﺃﺤﻼﻤﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺴ ﹰﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﻙ ﻓﺎﺘﻨﺘﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻔ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺃﺩﺭﻙ ﺃﻨﻬﺎ ﺴﺘﺼﺒﺢ ﺃﻭﻫﺎﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﻬﻼ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺃﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﹰ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺩﻉ ﺩﻗﺎﺌﻕ ﺍﻻﺤﺘﻀﺎﺭ ﺘﻁﻴل‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻨﻲ ﺃﻋﻠل ﻤﺎ ﺼﻭﺭﺕ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻴﻑ ﻓﻲ ﻴﻭﻡ ﺃﺼﺒﺤﺕ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﻼ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺃﻗﺎﺴﻲ ﺍﻟﺩﺍﺀ ﻭﺩﻭﺍﺌﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ‬ ‫٧٣‬
‫ﺭﺴﻤﺕ ﺁﻤﺎﻻ ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍﻟﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﺍﺀ ﻤﻌﻠﻘﻪ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻤﻬﻠﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﻜﻲ ﺃﺠﻌﻠﻬﺎ ﻭﻗﺎﺌﻊ ﻤﺤﻘﻘﻪ‬ ‫ﻋﺫ ‪‬ﺍ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ﻓﺎﻷﻤﺭ ﻟﻴﺱ ﺒﻴﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ﺒﻴﺩﻱ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻷﻤﺭ ﺸﻴﺌﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﺤﺎﻥ ﻭﻗﺕ ﻓﺭﺍﻗﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻘﺎﺅﻨﺎ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﺎ ﻫﻭ ﺒﺒﻌﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﻀﺎﻗﺕ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ‬ ‫ﻭﻅﻬﺭﺕ ﻋﻼﻤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻋﺔ ﺒﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺒﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻋﻠﻤﻲ ﺇﻨﻬﺎ ﺤﺎﻨﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﻟﻴﺱ ﺒﺒﻌﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﺴﻭﻑ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ..ﺒﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺠﺒﺎل ﺘﻠﻘﻰ ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺎﺭ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﻻ ﻴﻌﻘﺒﻪ ﻨﻬﺎﺭ.‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻴﻥ ﺴﻨﻠﺘﻘﻰ..ﺃﻟﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﻪ..ﺃﻡ ﻟﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ؟‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺒﻠﻐﺕ ﻓﺘﻠﻙ ﻫﻲ ﻤﺸﻴﺌﺘﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﻭﻑ ﻨﺭﻀﻰ ﺒﻤﺸﻴﺌﺔ ﺍﻷﻗﺩﺍﺭ.‬ ‫٨٣‬
‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻋﺭﺓ "ﺸﺭﻴﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺩ"‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻋﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺭﻴﺔ..ﺍﻟﺭﻭﻤﺎﻨﺴﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻫﻜﺫﺍ ﻋﺭﻓﺘﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺨﻼل ﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﻋﺎﻁﻔﻴﺔ ﺤﺎﻟﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﺘﺸﻌﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﻀﻲ ﺒﻭﺤﺩﻩ..‬ ‫ﺭﺒﻤﺎ ﻟﻡ ﺘﻜﻥ ﺇﻨﻁﻭﺍﺌﻴﻪ.‬ ‫ﻋﻨﺩﻤﺎ ﺘﺼﻁﺩﻡ ﺒﺎﻟﻭﺍﻗﻊ..ﺃﺠﺩﻫﺎ ﺜﻭﺭﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﻤﻨﺫ ﺴﻨﻭﺍﺕ ﻗﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﻤﻀﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻰ ﻓﻲ ﻋﺯ ﺼﺒﻭﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﻏﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﺭﺒﻤﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺜﻘل ﻤﺎ ﺤﻤﻠﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻜﺎﻫﻠﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺍﺴﺘﺴﻠﻤﺕ ﻭﺭﻀﺕ. ﻭﻟﻜﻥ..‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍل ﺒﺩﺍﺨﻠﻬﺎ ﺃﺭﺠﻭﺤﺔ ﻁﻔﻠﻪ‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻓﻌﻬﺎ ﺤﻴ ﹰﺎ ﻭﺘﻨﺯﻟﻬﺎ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍﻟﺕ ﺘﺘﻤﺘﻊ ﺒﺒﺭﻴﻘﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﻭﺡ ﺼﺒﺎﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﻑ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺒﺤﺩﺘﻬﺎ.. ﺒﺭﻗﺘﻬﺎ.. ﺒﺈﺤﺴﺎﺴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍﻟﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺭﻴﻌﺎﻥ ﺸﺒﺎﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺃ ﻓﻬل ﺃﺠﻬﺩﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺏﺀ ﺍﻟﻭﻁﻨﻲ؟‬ ‫٩٣‬
‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺃﺠﻬﺩ ﻋﺏﺀ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺍﺭ ﻭﺤﺴﻬﻡ ﺍﻟﻘﻭﻯ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺴﺴﺕ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭﻫﺎ ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ ﺭ‬ ‫ﺘﺨﻠﻁﻪ ﺒﺤﺒﺭ ﻭﺭﺩﻯ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺤﺘﻔﻅ ﺒﻤﺭﺍﺭﺘﻪ ﻟﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﻜل ﻤﺎ ﺘﻘﻭﻟﻪ ﺘﻌﻠﻤﻪ ﻫﻲ ﻭﺤﺩﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﺃﺭﺍﺩﺕ ﻟﺠﻌﻠﺕ ﻟﻪ ﺩﻭﻯ‬ ‫ﻴﻌﺘﻠﻰ ﻜل ﺃﺭﺠﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻴﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺸﻴﺏ ﻟﻪ ﹶﻌﺭ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﺸ‬ ‫ﺃﻤﺎ ﻋﻥ ِﻌﺭﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﻤﺎﻨﺴﻲ‬ ‫ﺸ‬ ‫ﻓﻬﻲ ﻟﻡ ﺘﺫﻕ ﻁﻌﻡ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﻯ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﻓﻲ ﻋﺎﻟﻡ ﻤﻼ ﺌﻜﻲ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺘﺤﻴﺎﻩ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻋﺭﻓﺕ ﻤﻌﻨﻰ ﺍﻟﺨﻴﺎﻨﻪ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻅﻠﻡ ﻭ ﺴﻔﻙ ﺍﻟﺩﻡ ﺃل ﺃﺩﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻋﻤﻠﻪ ﺫﺍﺕ ﻭﺠﻬﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﺍﺀﺓ ﻭ ﺍﻟﻨﻘﺎﺀ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺎﻁﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﻐﺎﻤﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﻭﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﻔﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻁﻔﺔ ﺍﻤﺘﻸﺕ ﻟﺩﻴﻬﺎ ﻟﺫﻟﻙ‬ ‫٠٤‬
‫) ﻓﻁﻘﻭﺱ ﺍﻵﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ( ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺩﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺩﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻭ ﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ.‬ ‫) ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﺩﺨﻠﺕ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ( ﻻﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻜﻥ..‬ ‫ﺴﻤﺔ ) ﺘﻔﺎﺼﻴل ﺼﻐﻴﺭﻩ( ﻜﻲ ﻴﻜﺘﻤل ﻟﻬﻴﺏ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﻴﻜﺘﻤل ) ﻤﻭﺴﻡ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ( ﺍﻟﺫﻯ..‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺏﺀ ﺒﻜل ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻵﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ.‬ ‫) ﻓﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻟﻭ( ﺃﻁﻔﺄﺕ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﻌﺔ؟!‬ ‫ﻭﺠﻌﻠﺘﻪ ﻴﻌﺭﻓﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺨﻼل ﺃﻨﻔﺎﺴﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻅﻠﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻫل ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍل ﻴﺫﻜﺭ ﺃﻨﻔﺎ ‪‬ﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺩ) ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﺍﻟﻭﺍﺤﺩﺓ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺸﺭﻭﻥ ﺒﻌﺩ ﺍﻷﻟﻑ(؟‬ ‫ﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ) ﻫﺠﺭﻩ(‬ ‫ﻭﺇﺫ ) ﺒﺤﺎﻟﻪ ﻤﻔﺎﺠﺌﻪ(..‬ ‫ﺍﻨﻔﺘﺢ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ.‬ ‫ﻭﻋﻨﺩﻤﺎ ﺒﺩﺃﺕ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻭﺏ ﺘﻬﻔﻭ ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ..‬ ‫) ﺴﻴﻤﻔﻭﻨﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﺩ( ) ﻤﻌﺯﻭﻓﺎﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺠﻨﺘﻬﺎ(‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻌﺯﻭﻓﺎﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺠﻨﺘﻪ‬ ‫١٤‬
‫ﻭﻜﺄﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻭﺏ ﺘﻘﻭل ﻟﺒﻌﻀﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺽ..‬ ‫)ﻭﻟﻠﺤﻨﻴﻥ ﺨﺭﻴﻁﺔ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ(.‬ ‫ﻭﻅﻠﺕ ﻭﺍﻗﻔﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻅﻠﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺭﻜﻥ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻜﻥ ﻓﻴﻪ ﺇﻻ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫)ﻫﻲ ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺭﺍﻭﻴﺯ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻴﻤﺔ(.‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺫ ﻴﺘﺤﺴﺴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺫﻫﺏ ﻨﺤﻭ ﺃﻨﻔﺎﺴﻬﺎ..ﻭﻫﻰ ﺘﻨﺘﻅﺭﻩ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ ) ﻤﺸﺎﻫﺩ ﻁﻔﻭﻟﻴﻪ( ﺒﺭﻴﺌﺔ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻤﻠﺅﻫﺎ ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ..‬ ‫ﺃﻋﻠﻰ ﺩﺭﺠﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ.‬ ‫ﻭﺇﺫ ﺒﻪ ﻴﺼل ﺇﻟﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻀﻊ ﻴﺩﺍﻩ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻜﺘﻔﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻨﻬﺩﺕ ﺘﻨﻬﻴﺩﺓ ﻋﻤﻴﻘﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺤﺘﻀﻨﻬﺎ ﺒﻜل ﺭﻓﻕ ﻭﺸﻭﻕ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺎل ﻟﻬﺎ ) ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﻤﻌﺘﻘل ﺠﻤﻴل ﻓﺎﺩﺨﻠﻲ(‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻡ ﺍﺸﺘﻘﺕ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻪ ﺤ ﹰﺎ )ﺍﻟﻤﻤﺭﺍﺕ ﻻ ﺘﺤﺘﻭﻯ ﻋﺎﺒﺭﻴﻬﺎ(‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺒﻠﻐﺕ ﻓﻼ ﻴﺤﺘﻭﻴﻨﻲ ﺇﻻ ﺃﻨﺕ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫٢٤‬
‫ﻭﻤﺎ ﺯﺍﻟﺕ ﺘﻀﻊ ﺭﺃﺴﻬﺎ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺼﺩﺭﻩ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ ﺘﺘﻨﻬﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ ﺘﺫﻭﺏ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺤﻨﺎﻴﺎﻩ..‬ ‫ﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ ﺘﺤﻲ ﺤﺏ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻜﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ُ ‬‬ ‫ﺤﺏ ﻫﻭ )ﺍﻷﺴﻁﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻭﻟﻰ( ﻓﻲ ﺤﻴﺎﺘﻬﺎ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﺘﻨﻁﻕ ﺒﺤﺭﻑ ﺃﻭ )ﺤﺭﻓﺎﻥ(‬ ‫ﻓﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻓﻌﻠﺘﻪ ﻟﻴﺱ ﺃﻜﺜﺭ ﻤﻥ) ﻁﻘﻭﺱ ﺍﻵﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ(.‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻠﻙ ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻤﺠﺭﺩ ﺤﻜﺎﻴﻪ..‬ ‫)ﻤﻥ ﺤﻜﺎﻴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻴﻨﺔ(.‬ ‫ﻤﻠﺤﻭﻅﻪ:-‬ ‫- ﻤﺎﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻷﻗﻭﺍﺱ ﻫﻲ ﻋﻨﺎﻭﻴﻥ ﻗﺼﺎﺌﺩ ﻟﻠﺸﺎﻋﺭﺓ "ﺸﺭﻴﻔﻪ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺩ"‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺩﻴﻭﺍﻨﻬﺎ- ﻁﻘﻭﺱ ﺍﻵﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ.‬ ‫٣٤‬
‫ﻏﺽ ﺒﺼﺭﻙ‬ ‫ﻏﺽ ﺒﺼﺭﻙ ﻋﻨﻰ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻨﻅﺭﺍﺘﻙ ﻟﻲ ﺘﺠﺭﺩﻨﻲ، ﺘﺅﻟﻤﻨﻰ.‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺎ ﻤﻔﺘﻭ ﹰﺎ ﺒﻲ ﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﻗﻠﺒﻙ ﻴﻬﻔﻭ ﺒﻬﻭﺍﻱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺭﺤﺏ ﺒﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺩﻨﻴﺎﻯ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨﻌﻡ ﺃﻗﺭُﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻁﻴﺎﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺃﻴ ‪‬ﺎ ﻴﺨﻔﻕ ﺒﻬﻭﺍﻙ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻀ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺩﺨل ﻋﺎﻟﻤﻙ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺘﺠﺭﺩﻨﻲ ﻨﻅﺭﺍﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺘﺭﻴﺩﻨﻲ ﻭﺃﺭﻴﺩﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺘﻌﺘﻘﺩ ﺃﻥ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﻋﺒﻴﺩﻙ..‬ ‫ﻓﻠﺘﻌﻠﻡ ﺃﻥ ﻟﻴﺱ ﻜل ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﺘﻌﺭﻓﻬﺎ ﹸﻔﻴﺩﻙ.‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﺸﻭﻕ ﺃﺤﺴﻪ ﺒﻌﻴﻨﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻴﻘل ﻋﻨﻪ ﺸﻭﻗﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﻓﺘﺭﻓﻕ ﺒﻲ ﺒل..ﺘﺭﻓﻕ ﺒﻙ.‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻥ ﻴﻜﻭﻥ ﻴﻭﻡ ﺘﺭﻭﻴﻪ ﻟﻨﺎ ﺍﻷﺤﻼﻡ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻔﻴﺽ ﺍﻟﺸﻭﻕ ﺒﺠﻭﺍﻨﺤﻨﺎ‬ ‫٤٤‬
‫ﺘﺘﺤﺩﺙ ﻋﻨﻪ ﺍﻷﺠﺴﺎﻡ‬ ‫ﺒﻤﻌﺎﻥ ﻻ ﻴﻨﻁﻘﻬﺎ ﺃﻱ ﻟﺴﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺘﺤﻘﻕ ﺃﻤﺎﻨﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻥ ﺘﺄﺨﺫ ﺸﻴ ًﺎ ﻤﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺌ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﺘﺭﺤل ﺇﻥ ﺸﺌﺕ ﺃﻭ..‬ ‫ﻏﺽ ﺒﺼﺭﻙ ﻋﻨﻰ؟!‬ ‫٥٤‬
‫ﻋﻭﺩﻯ ﻤﻥ ﺤﻴﺙ ﺃﺘﻴﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻋﻭﺩﻱ ﻤﻥ ﺤﻴﺙ ﺃﺘﻴﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻌﻨﺘﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻭﺠﺭﺍﺤﻲ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻋﻭﺩﻱ ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻙ ﻟﻡ ﺘﺄﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﺃﻁﻠﻘﺕ ﺴﺭﺍﺤﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﺭﺌﺕ ﻤﻨﻙ ﻭﻤﻥ ﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﺭﺌﺕ ﻤﻥ ﻜل ﻤﺯﺍﺤﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺯﺤﺕ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻤﻊ ﻗﻠﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﻠﺕ ﺃﻨﻲ ﻤﺴﺘﻬﺘﺭ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺨﻔﻑ ﻤﻥ ﺃﻟﻤﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻗﻠل ﺒﻌﺽ ﻤﻥ ﺤﺯﻨﻙ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﺠﺩ ﻁﺭﻴﻘﻲ ﻻ ﻏﻴﺭﻩ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺒﻭﺘﺭ ﺍﻟﺤﺯﻥ ﺴﺄﻋﺯﻑ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﺴﺄﺤﺯﻥ ﺤ ﹰﺎ ﻟﻔﺭﺍﻗﻙ‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻴﺴﻌ ‪‬ﻨﻲ ﻟﻘﺎﺅﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﻐﺭﻭﺭﻙ ﻫﺫﺍ ﻴﻘﺘﻠﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺒﻘﻠﺒﻲ ﺒﺎﻗﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺘﻤﻨﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻙ ﻴﺄﻤ ‪‬ﻨﻲ، ﻴﻌﺼ ‪‬ﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫ِ ﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫٦٤‬
‫ﻭﺒﻌﺩ ﻜل ﻤﺎ ﺭﺃﻴﺘﻪ ﻤﻨﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﺘﺤﻁﻤﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻌﻭﺩﻱ ﻤﻥ ﺤﻴﺙ ﺃﺘﻴﺕ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫٧٤‬
‫ﻋﺎﺩ ﺍﻟﺤﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻏﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﺤﻨﻴﻥ ﻋﻨﻰ ﻤﻨﺫ ﺯﻤﻥ ﺒﻌﻴﺩ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﻨﺩﻤﺎ ﺭﺃﻴﺘﻙ ﻋﺎﺩ ﻤﻥ ﺠﺩﻴﺩ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻋﺎﺩ ﺍﻟﺤﻨﻴﻥ ﻴﻤﻠﺅﻨﻲ ﺒل ﻭﻴﻔﻴﺽ‬ ‫ﺴﺘﺸﻌﺭﻴﻨﻪ ﻤﻥ ﻨﻅﺭﺍﺘﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻭﻀﻊ ﻴﺩﻱ ﺒﻴﻥ ﻜﻔﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺃﺘﺨﻴل ﺃﻨﻪ ﺴﻴﻌﻭﺩ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺭﺃﻴﺕ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻭﺏ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺩ ﺃﺼﺒﺤﺕ ﻜﺎﻟﺤﺩﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﺃﻋﻠﻥ ﻋﻥ ﻫﺠﺭﺍﻨﻪ ﻟﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺤل ﺒﻌﻴ ‪‬ﺍ..ﺒﻌﻴﺩ.‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻟﺯﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻭﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻟﻌﺼﺭ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﻯ..‬ ‫ﺘﺎﺭ ﹰﺎ ﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻴﺭﺍﻩ ﺸﺭﻴ ‪‬ﺍ.‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻜ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﻭﺠﺩﺘﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺠﺩﺕ ﻤﻠﻬﻤﺔ ﺘﻌﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺡ ﻟﻠﺠﺴﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﻔﻘﻭﺩ‬ ‫ﻤﻠﻬﻤﺔ ﺤﻘﻴﻘﻴﺔ ﺘﺤﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﻭﻟﻬﺎ ﻭﺠﻭﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺠﻤﺎﻟﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻔﺘﺎﻥ ﻫﻭ ﻓﻘﻁ ﻤﻥ ﺼﻨﻊ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺒﻭﺩ‬ ‫٨٤‬
‫ﻟﻡ ﺘﺘﻔﻨﻥ ﻫﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺼﻨﻌﻪ‬ ‫ﻜﺼﻨﻊ ﺍﻷﻫﺩﺍﺏ ﻭﺘﻠﻭﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﺩﻭﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻬﺎ ﺤ ﹰﺎ ﺃﻓﺎﻗﺕ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻭﺩ‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﺒﺭﺍﻗﺔ ﻻﻤﻌﺔ ﻜﺎﻟﺴﺤﺭ..‬ ‫ﺸﻔﺎﻓﺔ ﻨﻘﻴﺔ ﻜﻨﺴﻴﻡ ﺍﻟﻔﺠﺭ.‬ ‫ﺃﺴﺘﻨﺸﻕ ﺃﻨﻔﺎﺴﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻋﺭﻓﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻌﻴﺩ.‬ ‫ﺭﻗﻴﻘﺔ ﻤﺭﻫﻔﺔ ﻜﺎﻟﻌﻭﺩ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭﺘﺎﺭﻩ ﺴﺎﻜﻨﺔ ﻫﺎﺩﺌﻪ.‬ ‫ﻭﻋﻨﺩﻤﺎ ﺘﺩﺍﻋﺒﻪ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﺠﻤل ﺍﻵﻨﻐﺎﻡ ﻴﺠﻭﺩ‬ ‫ﺼﻭﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﻨﺎﻥ ﻤﺤﺎ ﺍﻷﺤﺯﺍﻥ ﻋﻥ ﻜﺎﻫﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺠﻌل ﺍﻟﻔﺭﺡ ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﺓ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺘﺯﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﻬﻲ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺃﻓﺎﻀﺕ ﺒﻭﺠﺩﻱ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻟﻴﺯﺩﺍﺩ..‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺘﻀﺎﻋﻑ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺴﺩﻭﺩ.‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺒﻠﻎ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﻤﻨﺘﻬﺎﻩ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻔﻨﻰ ﺍﻟﺠﺴﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺴﻭﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻋﻴﻭﻨﻬﻡ ﺘﺭﻫﻘﻨﻲ‬ ‫٩٤‬
‫ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻤﻌﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﺭﻭﺤﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺤﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺠﻌل ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻴﺴﻭﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺴﺄﺤﺘﻔﻅ ﺒﻜل ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻟﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻴﺄﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﻋﻭﺩ.‬ ‫٠٥‬
‫ﺩﻋﻰ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻲ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ ﻓﻘﺩ ﻁﺎﻟﺕ ﺍﻷﺤﺯﺍﻥ‬ ‫ﻤﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﺭﺠﻭﻉ ﻓﻘﺩ ﻁﺎل ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ؟‬ ‫ﻤﺘﻰ ﺘﺸﺄﻯ. ﻓﻼ ‪‬ﺩﺕ ﻗﺎﺩ ‪‬ﺍ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻋ ﹸ ﺭ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﺘﻰ ﺴﻴﻅل ﺍﻟﻔﺭﺍﻕ ﺃ ‪‬ﺎ ﻜﺎﻥ؟‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬ﺄﻟﻲ.. ﻭﺴﻭﻑ ﺃﺠﻴﺒﻙ ﻓﺄﻨﻨﻲ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﺃﺘﺴﺄل ﺃﻨﺎ..ﻻ ﻓﺭﻕ ﺒﻴﻨﻨﺎ.‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺯﺍﻨﻨﺎ ﻏﻤﺭﺕ ﻋﻭﺍﻁﻔﻨﺎ ﻴﺎ ﻟﻠﻬﻭﺍﻥ‬ ‫ﺍﺒﺘﻌﺩﻨﺎ ﺒﻤﺎ ﻴﻜﻔﻰ ﺸﻬﻭ ‪‬ﺍ ﻭﺃﻋﻭﺍﻡ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩﺭﻱ ﺤﺠﻡ ﻤﺎ ﺒﻲ ﻤﻥ ﻤﺼﺎﺌﺏ ﻗﺩ ﺘﺅﺩﻯ ﻟﻠﺠﻨﺎﻥ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ‪‬ﺩﺕ ﺃﺤﺘﻤل ﺸﻴ ًﺎ ﻓﻘﺩ ﺩﻤﺭﺘﻨﻲ ﺍﻷﺤﺯﺍﻥ‬ ‫ﺌ‬ ‫ﻋ ﹸ‬ ‫ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﺭﺃﻴﺘﻙ ﻭﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﺘﻤﻠﺅﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﺒﺄﻥ ﻴﺩﻱ ﻤﺸﻠﻭﻟﺘﺎﻥ..ﻭﻴﻐﻠﺒﻨﻰ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﺍﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃ ﻓﻬل ﻤﻥ ﺤﻘﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺠﻔﻑ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﺃﺼﺒﺭ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﻴﺔ ﻷﻋﻭﻀﻬﺎ ﺒﺎﻷﺤﻀﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﻤل ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ﺸﻭ ﹰﺎ ﻴﻜﻔﻰ ﻋﻠﻰ ‪‬ﺭ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ِ ﻗ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻀﺎﻨﻲ ﺘﻨﺘﻅﺭﻙ ﺒﻠﻬﻔﺔ ﻻ ﻴﻔﻴﺽ ﺒﻬﺎ ﺒﺭﻜﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺴﺄل ﺍﷲ ﺃﻥ ﻴﻠﻬﻤﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﻠﻭﺍﻥ‬ ‫١٥‬
‫ﻭﺃﺴﺘﻁﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺩ ﻋﻨﻙ ﺒﺎﻟﺼﺒﺭ ﻭﺍﻷﻴﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﺨﺭ ﺭﺠﺎﺌﻲ ﻟﻙ ﻋﺯﻴﺯﺘﻰ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺘﺩﻋﻰ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻻ ﺘﻁﻴل ﺍﻷﺤﺯﺍﻥ.‬ ‫٢٥‬
‫ﻤﻔﺘﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ‬ ‫ﻫل ﻭﺼﻠﻨﺎ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﻔﺘﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ؟!‬ ‫ﻫل ﺤ ﹰﺎ ﺴﻨﻔﺘﺭﻕ؟‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﻴﻘ ‪‬ﺭ ﻟﻬﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺤﺘﺭﻕ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﻴﻘ ‪‬ﺭ ﻟﻬﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺨﺘﻨﻕ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﺍﻗﺘﺭﺏ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ ﺃﺒﻌﺩﺘﻪ..‬ ‫ﻭﺒﺨﻨﺠﺭ ﻤﺴﻤﻭﻡ ﻁﻌﻨﺘﻪ.‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺭﻜﺘﻪ ﻭﺤﺩﻩ ﻭﻴﺎ ﻟﻴﺘﻬﺎ ﺩﺍﻭﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﻴﻬﻔﻭ ﻟﻜﻠﻤﺔ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻗﻠﻬﺎ ﻟﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﺃﺴﻌﺩﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﻟﻡ ﺘﻨﻁﻕ ﺒﺤﺭﻑ..‬ ‫ﺒل ﺨﻨﺠﺭﻫﺎ ﺃﻏﻤﺴﺘﻪ.‬ ‫ﻫل ﻟﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﺸﻕ ﻤﺜﻠﻬﺎ؟!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻘﻠﺒﻬﺎ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻌﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ..‬ ‫ﻤﻨﺫ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺩﺭﻜﺘﻪ.‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻪ ﺤ ﹰﺎ.. ﻤﻔﺘﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ.‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫٣٥‬
‫ﺴﺎﻋﺩﻴﻨﻰ‬ ‫ﺴﺎﻋﺩﻴﻨﻰ..‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﺒﺤﺒﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻤﺭ ﺯﻤﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ ‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻔﺎﺭﻗﻴﻨﻰ..؟!‬ ‫ﻓﻭﺍ ﺃﺴﻔﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﻭﺠﺒﻥ ﺍﻵﻨﺴﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻥ ﻤﺎ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺘﺤﻜﻴﻥ ﻋﻨﻪ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ؟‬ ‫ﺃ ﻓﻬل ﻨﺴﻴﺕ ﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻜﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﺨ ‪‬ل ﺇﻟﻲ ﺃﻨﻙ ﺨﻨﺕ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﹸﹾ ِ‬ ‫ﹸﻴ‬ ‫ﺃﻓﻼ ﻴﻜﻔﻴﻨﻲ ﻏﺩﺭ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﻴ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﻌﻪ‬ ‫ِ ﻀ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺘﺤﺘﻤﻠﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺭ‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺤﻴﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻭﻫﻡ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﻗﺩ ﺭﺠﻌﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻴﺭﻥ ﺼﻭﺘﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺭﺠﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻤﻜﺎﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻙ ﺒﺎﻷﻤﺱ ﻜﻨﺕ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻜﻥ ﻻ..!‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺕ ﺤ ﹰﺎ ﹸﻨﺕ‬ ‫ِ ﻘ ﺨ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻥ ﻋﺎﺩ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴل..‬ ‫٤٥‬
‫ﺘﻜﻭﻨﻴﻥ ﺃﻴ ‪‬ﺎ ‪‬ﺩﺕ‬ ‫ﻀ ﻋ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺤﺘﺭﻗﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻤﺎ ﺩﻤﺕ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻻ ﺘﻘﻭﻴﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ‪‬ﺭ ﺯﻤﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﺨﻠﻴل ﺍﻟﻭﻓﺎﺀ ﻭﺭﻤﺯ ﺍﻟﻜﺭﻡ‬ ‫ﻓﻭﺍ ﺃﺴﻔﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﻭﺠﺒﻥ ﺍﻵﻨﺴﺎﻥ.‬ ‫٥٥‬
‫ﻗﻭﻟﻴﻬﺎ.. ﻭﻟﻭﻤﺭﻩ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﻀﻌﺕ ﻤﺎ ﻤﻀﻰ ﻤﻥ ﻋﻤﺭﻱ ﻫﺒﺎﺀ..ﻓﺎﻋﺫﺭﻴﻨﻰ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺒﻴﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺠﻠﻙ ﻓﺩﺍﺀ..ﻓﺎﺘﺭﻜﻴﻨﻰ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻭﺭﺒﻙ ﻟﻡ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺇﻻ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺠﻠﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ.. ﻓﺴﺎﻋﺩﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﺃﻟﺤﻕ ﻤﺎ ﺒﻘﻰ ﻤﻥ ﻋﻤﺭﻱ ﻭﺃﺤﺴﻙ ﺒﺼﺩﺭﻯ..ﻓﻀﻤﻴﻨﻰ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻡ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺤﺎﺠﺔ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺤﻨﺎﻨﻙ ﻭﻫﻭﺍﻙ..ﺃﻓﻬل ﺘﻬﻭﻴﻨﻲ؟‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﺃﺴﻤﻌﻬﺎ ﻤﻨﻙ ﻟﺤﺎﺭﺒﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻭﻤﺎ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ..ﻓﺎﺴﻤﻌﻴﻨﻰ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻫل ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺴﻤﻌﻬﺎ..ﻓﺄﻨﺕ ﻫﻜﺫﺍ ﺘﻅﻠﻤﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺠﺭﺩ ﺴﻤﺎﻋﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻨﻁﻕ ﺒﻬﺎ ﻟﺴﺎﻨﻙ ﻭﺘﺤﺭﻙ ﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻨﺒﺽ ﺒﻬﺎ ﻗﻠﺒﻙ ﻭﺘﺜﻭﺭ ﺒﻬﺎ ﺠﻭﺍﻨﺤﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻬﺘﺯ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻜﻴﺎﻨﻙ ﻭﻟﻭ ﻤﺭﺓ ﻭﺍﺤﺩﻩ..ﻓﻬﻰ ﺘﻜﻔﻴﻨﻰ.‬ ‫٦٥‬
‫ﻋﺎﺒﺘﻨﻰ‬ ‫ﻋﺎﺒﺘﻨﻰ...‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺕ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻨﻰ..‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻓﻘﻴ ‪‬ﺎ.‬ ‫ﻬ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻤﻊ ﺃﻨﻰ ﺃﻫﻭﻱ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺌﻪ ﻤﺭﻩ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﺼﺭﻴ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﻌ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﺩﺍﺌﻲ ﻭﺍﻟﺠﻤﺎل ﺩﻭﺍﺌﻲ‬ ‫ﻴﺸﻔﻰ ﺠﺭﺍﺤﻲ ﻭﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺍﺤﺘﻤﻠﺕ‬ ‫ﺃﻋﻭﺩ ﺴﺭﻴﻌﺎ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﺍﻡ..ﻓﻠﻲ ﻓﻴﻪ ﺒﺤﻭﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﻌﺠﺯ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻹﺒﺤﺎﺭ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻥ ﻴﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺘﻌﻠﻤﻪ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻴﻘﺭﺃ ﻋﻨﻰ.‬ ‫ﻜل ﻫﺫﺍ ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺕ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻨﻰ‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻓﻘﻴ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﻬ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺭﺒﻤﺎ ﺍﻨﺘﺎﺒﺘﻨﻲ ﻟﺤﻅﺔ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺃﺠﻤﻊ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﻗﻭﺍﻱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻟﺤﻅﺔ ﻤﺠﻲﺀ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫٧٥‬
‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺃﺭ ﻤﺜﻠﻬﺎ..ﻟﻡ ﺃﻟﻤﺢ ﻅﻠﻬﺎ، ﻁﺭﻓﻬﺎ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﺎ ﺒﻬﺎ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻜﻥ ﺒﻭﺍﺤﺩﺓ ﻏﻴﺭﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﺃﻗﻭﻯ ﻤﻥ ﻋﺸﻘﻲ ﻭﻏﺭﺍﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﻗﻭﻯ ﻤﻥ ﻜل ﻤﺎ ‪‬ﺭ ﺒﺄﻴﺎﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻗﹼﺘﻪ ﻭ ‪‬ﻠﻤﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻠﹸ ‪ ‬ﻋ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺕ ﺒﻜل ﻤﺤﺒﻭﺒﺔ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻤﻌﺸﻭﻗﺔ. ﺃﻫﺩﻴﺘﻬﺎ ﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﻫﺎﺃﻨﺫﺍ ﺒﻴﻥ ﻴﺩﺍﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺼﺒﺤﺕ ﺼﺭﻴﻊ ﻫﻭﺍﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺩﻭﻥ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺠﺩ ﻭﻟﻥ ﺃﺠﺩ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻌﺸﻭﻗﺔ ﺴﻭﺍﻙ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﻭﻑ ﻴﻜﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﺒﻙ ﺭﺒﻴ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ِ ﻌ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﺘﻌﻠﻤﻴﻥ ﺃﻨﻰ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻭﺤﺩﻯ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻓﻘﻴﻬﺎ.‬ ‫٨٥‬
‫ﻤﺭﺤﺒﺎ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﻤﺭﺤﺒﺎ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﻤﺭﺤﺒﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﻔﻴﻪ ﻟﻘﺎﺀ ﻟﻠﺤﺒﻴﺏ ﺍﻷﻭﺤﺩ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺴﺕ ﺒﻤﻭﻻﻱ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺤﺩﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻰ ﻜﻭﻨﻪ ﺠﻠﺴﺕ ﺃﺘﺄﻤل‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺎ ﺨﺎﻟﻘﻰ..ﻜﻡ ﺃﺒﻐﻰ ﻟﻘﺎﺀ ﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﺴﺕ ﻤﻥ ﻟﻘﺎﺅﻙ ﺨﺎﺌﻔﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻥ ﻤﻨﺎ ﻴﺨﺸﻰ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﺃﻻﺜﻡ ﺍﻟﺠﺒﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﻜﺒﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺃﺤﻠﻰ ﻟﻘﺎﺀ ﺍﻷﺤﺒﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﺼﺎﻟﺤﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺒﻴﻬﻡ ﺍﻟﻤﺼﻁﻔﻰ.‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻨﻲ ﻋﻨﺩ ﺴﻜﺭﺍﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻯ ﺠﻨﻭﺩﻙ ﻤﻥ ﺤﻭﻟﻲ ﺒﺎﺴﻤﺔ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺒﻘﻭﺓ ﺇﻴﻤﺎﻨﻲ ﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﺍﺴﺘﻁﻌﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻗﻭﻟﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﷲ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺇﻟﻪ ﺴﻭﺍﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ﺨﻠﻘﺘﻨﺎ‬ ‫٩٥‬
‫ﻭﻭﻗﺘﺌﺫ ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ﺃﻗﻭﻟﻬﺎ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻤﺭﺤﺒﺎ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﻤﺭﺤﺒﺎ.‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫٠٦‬

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  • 2.      ‫ﺨﻭﺍﻁﺭ ﻨﺜﺭﻴﺔ‬
  • 3. ‫ﻃﺒﻘﺎ ﻟﻘﻮﺍﻧﲔ ﺍﳌﻠﻜﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻔﻜﺮﻳﺔ‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫.‬ ‫אא‬ ‫א‬ ‫)ﻋـﱪ ﺍﻻﻧﱰﻧـﺖ ﺃﻭ‬ ‫א‬ ‫אא‬ ‫ﻟﻠﻤﻜﺘﺒــﺎﺕ ﺍﻻﻟﻜﱰﻭﻧﻴــﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻷﻗــﺮﺍﺹ ﺍﳌﺪﳎــﺔ ﺃﻭ ﺍﻯ‬ ‫א‬ ‫ﻭﺳﻴﻠﺔ ﺃﺧﺮﻯ (‬ ‫א‬ ‫א‬ ‫.‬ ‫.‬ ‫א א‬
  • 4. ‫‪‬‬ ‫اﻹهﺪاء ............................................................................. ٥‬ ‫ﻣﻘﺪﻣﺔ............................................................................... ٦‬ ‫ﻏﺮﺑﺖ ﺷﻤﺴﻲ ..................................................................... ٧‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺖ آﺄي اﻣﺮأة ................................................................... ٨‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫أﻳﻦ ﺗﻜﻮﻧﻴﻦ؟! .................................................................... ٠١‬ ‫ﺻﺎﺣﺒﺔ اﻟﻮﺟﻪ اﻟﻤﺴﺘﻌﺎر ....................................................... ٢١‬ ‫رﺑﺎﻋﻴﺎت .......................................................................... ٤١‬ ‫ﻳﺎ ﺻﺎﺣﺒﺘﻰ ....................................................................... ٥١‬ ‫ُﺪ ﺣﺒﻴﺒﻰ ........................................................................ ٧١‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻣﻦ أﺟﻠﻚ أﻧﺖ .................................................................... ٨١‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫اﺑﻦ أﻣﻲ .......................................................................... ١٢‬ ‫ﻟﻬﻴﺐ اﻟﻌﺸﻖ ..................................................................... ٣٢‬ ‫ﻟﻴﻠﺔ اﻟ ُﺮس ...................................................................... ٥٢‬ ‫ﻌ‬ ‫إﻟﻰ " ﻣﺎﺟﺪة اﻟﺮوﻣﻲ" ........................................................ ٧٢‬ ‫ﺻﺮاﺣﺔ اﻣﺮأة .................................................................. ٩٢‬ ‫دﻋﻴﻨﻰ ............................................................................ ٢٣‬ ‫اﻟﻨﻔﺲ اﻟﻴﺎﺋﺴﺔ .................................................................. ٥٣‬ ‫ﻣﺸﻴﺌﺔ اﻷﻗﺪار ................................................................... ٧٣‬ ‫إﻟﻰ اﻟﺸﺎﻋﺮة "ﺷﺮﻳﻔﺔ اﻟﺴﻴﺪ" ............................................... ٩٣‬ ‫ﻏﺾ ﺑﺼﺮك ..................................................................... ٤٤‬ ‫٣‬
  • 5. ‫ﻋﻮدى ﻣﻦ ﺣﻴﺚ أﺗﻴﺖ .......................................................... ٦٤‬ ‫ُ ِ‬ ‫ﻋﺎد اﻟﺤﻨﻴﻦ ...................................................................... ٨٤‬ ‫دﻋﻰ اﻟﺪﻣﻮع ..................................................................... ١٥‬ ‫ﻣﻔﺘﺮق اﻟﻄﺮﻳﻖ .................................................................. ٣٥‬ ‫ﺱﺎﻋﺪﻳﻨﻰ ......................................................................... ٤٥‬ ‫ﻗﻮﻟﻴﻬﺎ.. وﻟﻮﻣﺮﻩ ................................................................ ٦٥‬ ‫ﻋﺎﺑﺘﻨﻰ............................................................................ ٧٥‬ ‫ﻣﺮﺣﺒﺎ ﺑﺎﻟﻤﻮت ................................................................... ٩٥‬ ‫٤‬
  • 6. ‫ﺍﻹﻫﺩﺍﺀ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﺤﺒﻲ ﺍﻷﻭل ﻭﺍﻷﺨﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﺃﻭل ‪‬ﻨﻴﺎﻱ ﻭﺁﺨﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺼﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻋﺎﻟﻤﻲ ﻜﻠﻪ ﻭﻋﺸﻘﻲ ﺍﻟﻜﺒﻴﺭ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻟﻡ ﺃﻭﻓﻬﺎ ﺤﻘﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺯﺩﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﻭل ﺍﻟﻭﻓﻴﺭ.‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﺃﻟﻤﻲ ﻭ ﻫﻤﻲ ﻭﺩﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻭل ﻤﻥ ﻨﻁﻕ ﺒﻬﺎ ﻟﺴﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﻨﺫ ﺃﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺼﻐﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻫﻲ.....‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫أﻣﻲ.‬ ‫٥‬
  • 7. ‫ﻤﻘﺩﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﺎﺏ ﻻ ﻴﻌﺩ ﺩﻴﻭﺍ ﹰﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﻌﺭ. ﻭﺇﻨﻤﺎ ﻤﺠﺭﺩ ﺃﺤﺎﺴﻴﺱ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻨﻔﻌﺎﻻﺕ ﻗﻠﻤﺎ ﺸﻌﺭ ﺒﻬﺎ ﺍﻹﻨﺴﺎﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻋﺼﺭﻨﺎ ﻫﺫﺍ.‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺒﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺠﻌﻠﺘﻨﻲ ﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﺒﻬﺫﻩ ﺍﻷﺤﺎﺴﻴﺱ ﻫـﻲ ﺍﻹﻨﺴـﺎﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻭﺤﻴﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺘﻬﺎ ﻭﺘﻤﻨﻴﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻗﻀﻲ ﻤﺎ ﺒﻘﻲ ﻤﻥ ﻋﻤـﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻤﻌﻬﺎ.‬ ‫ﻓﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﻜﺘﺒﻪ ﻤﻥ ﻗﺒل ﻜﺎﻥ ﻤﻥ ﻭﺤﻲ ﺨﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﻭﻟﻡ ﻴﻜـﻥ‬ ‫ﻟﻬﺎ ﻭﺠﻭﺩ. ﻭﻤﻨﺫ ﺃﻥ ﻋﺭﻓﺘﻬﺎ ﻜﺎﻥ ﻴﻨﻘﺼﻨﻲ ﺇﺤﺴﺎﺴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﻘﻴﻘـﻲ‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺩﻤﺎ ﻅﻨﻨﺕ ﺃﻨﻨﻲ ﻟﻡ ﺃﺠﺩﻫﺎ ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ.‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻥ ﺫﻟﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻨﻲ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺸﺭﻴﻥ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﻨﺔ ﺍﻟﺭﺍﺒﻌـﺔ ﺒﻌـﺩ‬ ‫ﺍﻷﻟﻑ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﻨﻴﺔ.ﻭﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﺼﺎﺩﻓﺔ ﺃﻨﻪ ﻴﻭﻡ ﻤﻴﻼﺩﻫﺎ.ﺒل ﻭﻤـﻴﻼﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﺃﻴ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﻌﻬﺎ. ﻓﻤﺎ ﺃﺠﻤل ﺃﻥ ﻨﺤﻴﺎ ﺇﺤﺴﺎ ًـﺎ ﺼـﺎﺩ ﹰﺎ..ﺤﻘﻴﻘ ‪‬ـﺎ.‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻗ‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻀ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻷﺠﻤل ﺃﻥ ﻨﺘﺒﺎﺩﻟﻪ.‬ ‫ﺤﺴﻥ ﺃﺤﻤﺩ‬ ‫٦‬
  • 8. ‫ﻏﺭﺒﺕ ﺸﻤﺴﻲ‬ ‫ﻏﺎﺒﺕ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺱ ﻤﻨﺫ ﺭﺤﻴﻠﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﻴﻅﻬﺭ ﻟﻠﻴﻠﻲ ﻓﺠﺭ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺤﻴﺎﺘﻲ ﻴﻜﻭﻥ ﺒﺩﻴﻼ ﻟﻙ‬ ‫ﹰ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻋﺸﺕ ﺩﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﺒﺩ ﺍﻟﺩﻫﺭ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺯﻟﺕ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺫﻜﺭﺍﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭ ﺴﻭﻑ ﺃﻅل ﻤﺭﺍ ‪‬ﺍ ﺭﻏﻡ ﺍﻟﻘﻬﺭ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻤﻨﺫ ﺃﻥ ﺭﺤﻠﺘﻲ ﻋﻨﻰ‬ ‫ﺃﻅﻠﻤﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻜﻠﻬﺎ ﺒﻌﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﺼﺭﺕ ﺃﻜﺒﺭ ﻤﻥ ﺴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭ ﺸﺎﺏ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻭﻟﻡ ﻴﺠﺩ ﻤﺜﻴﻠﻙ‬ ‫ﻏﺭﺒﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺸﻤﺱ ﻨﻬﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻏﺭﺒﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺤﺏ ﺴﻨﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻟﺘﺸﺘﻌل ﺒﻴﻥ ﺃﻀﻠﻌﻲ ﻨﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻜﺘﺏ ﺍﻟﺤﺯﻥ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺠﺒﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺭﺤﻠﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺫﻤﺔ ﺍﷲ ﻓﺒﺠﻭﺍﺭﻱ..‬ ‫ﺴﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﺩﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﻁﺎل ﺒﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫٧‬
  • 9. ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻱ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻟﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻱ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻤﺜﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺒل ﺇﻨﻲ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻭﺤﻴﺩﺓ ﻋﺼﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﻜﻴﻑ ﺃﺤﺏ..‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺃﻴﻥ ﺃﺤﺏ.‬ ‫ﻴﺤﻜﻤﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻘل ﻭ ﻟﻜﻥ..‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﺤﻜﻤﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ.‬ ‫ﺼﺎﺩﻓﺘﻪ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻋﻨﺩ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺭ ﻴﻐﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺃﺒﻜﺎﻨﻲ ﻏﻨﺎﺅﻩ ﻭﺃﺤﺴﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﺩﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻅﺔ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺘﺫﻜﺭﺕ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻱ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻤﺜﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺕ ٌﻗﻠﺏ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻗﻪ‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺕ ﺃﻏﻭﺹ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻋﻤﺎﻗﻪ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺕ ﺃﻀﻤﻪ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺼﺩﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻭ ﻜﺄﻨﻲ ﻻ ﺃﻁﻴﻕ ﻓﺭﺍﻗﻪ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻨﻰ ﺘﺫﻜﺭﺕ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻱ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻤﺜﻠﻲ‬ ‫٨‬
  • 10. ‫ﻭﻨﺎﺩﺍﻨﻲ ﺒﺼﻭﺕ ﻤﺒﺤﻭﺡ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭ ﺒﻘﻠﺏ ﻴﺭﺘﻌﺩ ﻤﺠﺭﻭﺡ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺍﻨﺕ..ﻤﻥ ﺃﻴﻥ ﺃﺘﻴ ِ؟‬ ‫ﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺭﻓﻌﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺒﻌﻴﻨﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺴﻴﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺒﻤﺎ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭ ﻜﺎﻥ ﻫﻭ ﺍﻵﺨﺭ ﻤﺜﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺴﻴﺕ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ ﻟﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻱ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻤﺜﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﺒل ﺇﻨﻲ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻤﺜل ﺃﻱ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ‬ ‫ﺘﻬﻭﻯ ﻭﺘﺤﺏ ﻭ ﻟﻜﻥ...‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﻭ ﺃﻴﻥ ﺘﺤﺏ...؟.‬ ‫٩‬
  • 11. ‫ﺃﻴﻥ ﺘﻜﻭﻨﻴﻥ؟!‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻰ...‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻟﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﺍﻟﻔﺼﻭل‬ ‫َ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﻯ...‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻭﺠﺩﺕ ﻟﻬﻭﺍﻙ ﻤﺜﻴﻼ.‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻗﺭﺃﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺨﻁﻭﻁ ﺠﺒﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻡ ﻤﻥ ﻟﻘﺎﺀ ﻤﻌﻙ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻡ ﻤﻥ ﺤﺩﻴﺙ ﺤﺭﻙ ﺴﻜﻭﻨﻲ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﻭﺠﺩﺕ ‪‬ﺒﻙ ﻜﻠﻪ..‬ ‫ﹸﺤ ِ‬ ‫‪‬ﻠ ‪‬ﺎ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺠﻔﻭﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺤﻤ‬ ‫ﻓﻬل ﻴﺎ ﹸﺭﻯ ﺴﻴﺘﺤﻘﻕ ﻟﻘﺎﺅﻨﺎ!؟‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﺴﺘﺒﺩﺃ ﺸﺠﻭﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﺩﺍﺌ ‪‬ﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻓﻜﺭﻱ ﻭﺨﻴﺎﻟﻲ‬ ‫ِ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻟﻘﺩ ﺠﻌﻠﺘﻙ ﻜل ﺁﻤﺎﻟﻲ‬ ‫ﹸِ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻙ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﻴﻥ ﺘﻜﻭﻨﻴﻥ؟‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻟﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﻜل ﺍﻟﺒﺸﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﻗﺭﺃﺕ ﻋﻨﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻭﺭﺍﻕ ﺍﻟﺸﺠﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﺘﻤﻨﻴﺘﻙ ﺒﻌﺩﺩ ﺤﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻁﺭ‬ ‫ﹸِ‬ ‫٠١‬
  • 12. ‫ﻓﺄﺕ ﺇﻟﻲ ﻗﺒل ﻤﺭﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺸﺘﺎﻕ ﻟﺭﻗﺔ ﺇﺤﺴﺎﺴﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻤﻨﻰ ﺃﺴﺘﻨﺸﻕ ﺃﻨﻔﺎﺴﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﺱ ﺒﺭﻭﻋﺔ ﻗ ‪‬ﻼﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﹸﺒ ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺭﻥ ﺒﺼﺩﺭﻱ ﻨﺒﻀﺎﺘﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻬﺎ ‪‬ﺭﻓﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻠﻰ ﺤﻜﺎﻴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﻯ‬ ‫ﺃﻜﺘﺒﻬﺎ..ﺃﻨﻘ ﹸﻬﺎ..ﺃﺤﻔ ‪‬ﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﺸ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺴﺠﻼﺕ ﺯﻤﺎﻨﻬﺎ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫١١‬
  • 13. ‫ﺼﺎﺤﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﻌﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﺠﻨﻨﺘﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﻭﺍﻟﻔﺘﻴﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻠﻬﻥ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﺼﺒﺤﻥ ﻓﺎﺘﻨﺎﺕ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻌﻴﻭﻨﻬﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﺤﺭﺍﺕ..‬ ‫ﺘﻘﺎل ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺃﺠﻤل ﺍﻷﺒﻴﺎﺕ.‬ ‫ﺃﻤﺎ ﺭﻤﻭﺸﻬﻥ ﺍﻟﻤﺼﻁﻨﻌﻪ..‬ ‫ﻓﺘﺒﺩﻭ ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ ﺃﺴﻬﻡ ﺘﺨﺘﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺭﺍﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺸﻔﺎﻩ ﺍﻟﺤﻤﺭﺍﺀ..‬ ‫ﻜﻡ ﺘﺭﻭﻱ ﻤﻥ ﺤﻜﺎﻴﺎﺕ.‬ ‫ﻓﻬل ﻜﺎﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﻀﻲ..‬ ‫ﻜﻬﺅﻻﺀ ﺍﻟﺤﺴﻨﺎﻭﺍﺕ؟‬ ‫ﻓﻌﺫ ‪‬ﺍ ﻟﻲ..!‬ ‫ﺭ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻜل ﺼﺒﺎﺡ ﺃﻫﻭﻯ ﻓﺘﺎﻩ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻰ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺎﺀ ﻴﺼل ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻤﻨﺘﻬﺎﻩ.‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺎ ﺼﺎﺤﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﻤﺴﺘﻌﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﺭﻏﻡ ﻫﺫﺍ..ﻴﺄﺘﻰ ﺤﺒﻙ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺇﻨﺫﺍﺭ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺩﺍﻡ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻪ ﺃﺼﺒﺢ ﻤﺴﺘﻌﺎ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫٢١‬
  • 14. ‫ﻓﻜل ﻤﺎ ‪‬ﻨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻏﺵ..‬ ‫ﺒ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺃﺴﻬل ﺃﻥ ﻴﻨﻬﺎﺭ.‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻥ ﺃﻫﻭﺍﻫﺎ ﻟﻴﻼ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﺘﺘﺒﺩل ﺒﺎﻟﻨﻬﺎﺭ.‬ ‫٣١‬
  • 15. ‫ﺭﺒﺎﻋﻴﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺃﺒﻠﻴﺘﻨﻲ ﺒﺎﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻭﻤﺎ ﻟﻠﻌﺸﻕ ﻤﻥ ﺃﻤل‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺃﻜﺜﺭ ﺍﻟﻔﺴﻕ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻴﺎﻤﻨﺎ ﻭ ﻤﺎ ﺃﻜﺜﺭ ﺍﻟ ِﻠل‬ ‫ﻌ ِ‬ ‫ﺼﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﺭﻴﺎﺀ ﻭﺍﻟﻜﺫﺏ ﻟﻸﺤﺒﺎﺏ ﻤﻠﺯﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﺃﻤﺎ ﺍﻷﺤﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﺼﺎﺩﻗﻴﻥ ﻓﻘﺩ ﺘﻌﺒﺕ ﻗﻠﻭﺒﻬﻡ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻔﻘﺭ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﻟﻲ ﻭ ﻤﺎل ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻴﺤﺭﻗﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﺒﻼ ﻗﻴﺩ ﻴﺅﺭﻗﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻠﻙ ﺫﻱ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ﺃﺤﻴﺎﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﺍﻟﺨﻠﻴﻴﻥ ﺒﺭﻏﻡ ﺍﻟﻘﻴﺩ ﺘﺤﺴ ‪‬ﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺇﻨﻲ ﻗﺩ ﺃﺸﻬﺩﺘﻙ ﺃﻨﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﷲ ﻗﺒل ﻏﺭﻏﺭﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻥ ﺃﺭﺩﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺠﻨﺘﻙ ﻓﺒﻌﻔﻭﻙ ﻻ ﺒﻤﻘﺭﺒﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﻭﺴﻠﺕ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ﻓﻲ ﻅﻠﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﻓﻬل ﺘﻘﺒﻠﻨﻲ ﺒﺄﺩﻋﻴﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺘﻘﺭﺒﺕ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ﻭﻟﻡ ﺘﺭﻀﺎﻨﻲ ﺴﺘﻨﻬﺎﺭ ﺃﻋﻤﺩﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫٤١‬
  • 16. ‫ﻴﺎ ﺼﺎﺤﺒﺘﻰ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺸﻬﺩﺘﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺤﺒﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﺘﻔﺼﺤﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻋﻤﺎ ﺒﻘﻠﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺎﻥ ﺠﻬﺭﻱ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺼﻌﺏ‬ ‫ﻓﺤﻴﺎﺌﻲ ﻴﻤﻨﻌﻨﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺒﻭﺡ ﻟﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﻤﺎ ﺒﻘﻠﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﺭﺩﺘﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺼﺎﺤﺒﺘﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺘﻌﻠﻥ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻋﻥ ﻟﺴﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻬﻲ ﺤﻘﺎ ﺘﻤﻠﻙ ﻜل ﻜﻴﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻋﻠﻤﺕ ﺒﺭﻓﻀﻬﺎ ﻤﻨﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻫﻭ ﺃﻫﻭﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺄﺘﻲ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﺒﺎﺤﺕ ﻟﻙ ﺒﺤﺒﻬﺎ ﻟﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻭﻤﺎ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﻻ ﺘﺴﻌﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻔﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺎﻟﺘﻴﻥ ﺭﺍﺤﺔ ﻟﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺸﻘﺎﺌﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻨﺴﺞ ﺁﻤﺎل ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﻨﺘﺎﺌﺠﻬﺎ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻓﺼﺤﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ..ﻭﻗﻭﻟﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺇﻨﻲ ﻜﻡ ﺃﻫﻭﺍﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺼﺎﺤﺒﺘﻲ ﺘﻌﻠﻤﻴﻥ ﻜﻡ ﺃﻫﻭﺍﻫﺎ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺭﺤﻴﻕ ﻋﺒﻴﺭﻫﺎ ﺃﺘﻨﻔﺴﻪ ﻤﻥ ﺨﻼل ﻫﻭﺍﻫﺎ‬ ‫٥١‬
  • 17. ‫ﻓﻘﻭﻟﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻭﺼﺎﺭﺤﻴﻨﻲ ﺒﻜل ﻤﺎ ﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺸﻔﻲ ﻋﻠﻴﻼ ﻗﺩ ﺍﺒﺘﻠﺘﻪ ﺍﻷﻴﺎﻡ ﺒﺎﻟﻬﻭﻯ.‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫٦١‬
  • 18. ‫‪‬ﺩ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﻰ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫‪‬ﺩ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻟﻴﺎﻟﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﻋﻨﺩﻱ ﻜﺩﻫﺭ ﻤﻀﻰ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺸﺘﺩ ﺍﻟﺸﻴﺏ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺍﻟﺭﺤﻴل ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﻨﻰ..؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍل ﺒﺄﻴﺩﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﻔﺅﺍﺩ ﻗﺩ ﺍﻤﺘﻠﻜﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﻔﺅﺍﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﻔﺅﺍﺩ ﻟﻐﻴﺭﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻋﺎﺸ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻌﻘل ﻗﺩ ﻀﺎﻕ ﺒﻤﺎ ﻓﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﻴﻜﻑ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻟﺴﺅﺍل ﻭﻴﻅل ﻤﺘﺴﺎﺌﻼ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺭﻭﺡ ﻻ ﺘﻬﺘﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺃﻀﻌﺕ ﻤﺴﺘﻘﺒﻠﻨﺎ ﻭﺠﻌﻠﺘﻪ ﻤﺎﻀ ‪‬ﺎ؟‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﹶ‬ ‫ِ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺒﺭﺤﻴﻠﻙ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺃﻀﻌﺕ ﻋﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺠﻌﻠﺕ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻗﺒل ﺍﻷﻭﺍﻥ ﻜﺎﻫﻼ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﻓﻬﻨﺎ ﺴﺘﻅل ﺫﻜﺭﻴﺎﺘﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺘﺠﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﺎﺭﻯ ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺴﺎﺘﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪‬ﺩ ﻟﻲ ﺒﺄﺤﻼﻤﻨﺎ..ﻜﻰ ﺘﻌﺘﺩل ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺍﺯﻴﻥ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫٧١‬
  • 19. ‫ﻤﻥ ﺃﺠﻠﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺃﺠﻠﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ..‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻜﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺒﻤﻥ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ.‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺃﺠﻠﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ..‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻨﺴﺠﺕ ﺍﻷﺤﺯﺍﻥ ﺃﻨﺸﻭﺩﺓ ﻭﺃﻏﻨﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻨﺫ ﻋﺭﻓﺘﻙ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﻟﻠﺤﺯﻥ ﻁﺭﻴ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺯﺩﺍﺩ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﺒﻘﻠﺒﻲ ﻭﺍﺯﺩﺍﺩﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺒﺭﻴ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻓﺘﺎﺘﻲ ﻟﻡ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻴﻨﺠﻲ ﻏﺭﻴﻘﺎ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺍﺸﺘﻘﺕ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻟﻠﺤﺏ ﻭﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺨﺸﺎﻩ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹸ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻭ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺭﻓﻴﻘﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﻤﺎ ﺍﻵﻥ..ﺃﻤﺎ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﺤ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ِ ﺒ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﺤﻤﻠﺘﻪ ﺠﺒﺎل ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ..‬ ‫ﻟﺘﺼﻴﺭ ﻜﺎﻟﺠﻤل ‪‬ﻗﺩﺍ.‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻓﺘﺎﺘﻲ ﺃﻗﺴﻤﺕ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺃﺸﻬﺩ ﻗﺒﻠﻙ ﺇﻨﺴﻴﻪ.‬ ‫‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻓﺤﻴﺎﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻟﻔﺔ ﻜﺎﻨﺕ..‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻟﻘﺒﺭ ﺒﻤﻥ ﻴﺭﻗﺩ ﻓﻴﻪ.‬ ‫٨١‬
  • 20. ‫ﻭﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻭﺍﺤﺩﺓ ﺘﻜﻔﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ..ﻫﻰ ﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﺒﻙ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻟﻭ ﺜﺭﺕ!‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺭﺍ ‪‬ﺍ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺘﻌﻤﺩﺕ ﺇﺜﺎﺭﺘﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﺍﻗﺏ ﻜل ﺍﻨﻔﻌﺎﻻﺘﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻭﺠﺩﺕ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ ﺴﺄﺠﻥ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺃﺒﺩﻉ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﻫﺎﺘﻙ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻌﺘﻘﺩﻴﻥ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ ﺃﻋﻴﺵ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ‬ ‫ﺒﺤﺏ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻤﺜﻠﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘﺩﻫﺸﻨﻲ ﺒﻜل ﻋﺒﺎﺭﺍﺘ ِ؟‬ ‫ﻙ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺤﻠﻤﻙ..ﻓﻰ ﻏﻀﺒﻙ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻨﻭﻤﻙ..ﻓﻰ ﺼﺤﻭﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻜل ﺃﺤﻭﺍل ﻴﻭﻤﻙ.‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻓﺘﺎﺘﻲ ﺃﻗﺴﻤﺕ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺃﺸﻬﺩ ﻗﺒﻠﻙ ﺇﻨﺴﻴﻪ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭ ﻷﺠﻠﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ..‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻷﺠﻠﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﺘﺭﻜﺕ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻨﻔﺱ ﻤﺭﻀﻴﺔ.‬ ‫٩١‬
  • 21. ‫ﻻ ﺃﺒﻐﻲ ﻤﻨﻪ ﺇﻻ ﻫﻭﺍﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﻋﺭﻀﻭﺍ ﻟﻲ ‪‬ﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ.‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻓﺘﺎﺘﻲ ﺃﻗﺴﻤﺕ ﺒﺄﻨﻰ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺃﺸﻬﺩ ﻗﺒﻠﻙ ﺇﻨﺴﻴﻪ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫٠٢‬
  • 22. ‫ﺍﺒﻥ ﺃﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻟﻙ ﻴﺎ ﺍﺒﻥ ﺃﻤﻲ ﻤﻀﺠﻌﻲ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺠﻨﺒﻲ ﻟﻠﺨﻼﺀ‬ ‫ﺃﻓﺘﺩﻴﻙ ﺒﺩﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺜﻭﺒﻲ ﻤﻬﻠﻬﻼ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺘﻤل ﻋﺼﻑ ﺍﻟﺒﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻭ ﺒﺎﻟﺭﻤﺎل ﻤﺤﻤﻼ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﻭﺠﺩ ﻤﻥ ﺒﺎﻟﻭﺠﻭﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺴﺘﺒﺩﻟﻪ ﺒﻙ ﺒﻴﻨﻤﺎ‬ ‫ﻋﻁﻑ ﺃﻡ..ﺤﻨﺎﻥ ﺃﺏ..ﺼﺩﻴﻕ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ٍُ‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺏ. ﻓﺠﻤﻴﻌﻬﻡ ﻤﺒﺩل‬ ‫ٌ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﺸﻘﻴﻕ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ..‬ ‫ﻻﺯﻤﻨﻲ ﻋﻤﺭﻱ ﻭﺇﻟﻲ ﺍﻨﺘﻤﻰ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻓﺘﺩﻴﻙ ﺒﻌﻤﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﺴﺕ ﺃﻤﻠﻙ ﻤﺎ ﺃﻓﺘﺩﻴﻙ ﺒﻪ ﻤﺜﻠﻤﺎ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺘﻁﺎﻟﺏ ﺒﻬﺎ ﺍﻷﻤﺭﺍﺀ ﻨﻅﻴﺭ ﻤﻥ ﻫﻡ ﺒﺄﺴﺭﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﻫل ﻴﺎ ﺍﺒﻥ ﺃﻡ ﻤﺎ ﺃﻤﻠﻜﻪ ﻫﺫﺍ‬ ‫ٍُ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺤﺏ ﻭ ﻭﻓﺎﺀ ﻴﻜﻔﻲ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫‪ٍ ‬‬ ‫١٢‬
  • 23. ‫ﻜﻲ ﺃﻜﻭﻥ ﻤﻘ ‪‬ﺒﺎ.‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫٢٢‬
  • 24. ‫ﻟﻬﻴﺏ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﺭﺃﻴﺕ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﻭﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺭﺍﻩ.‬ ‫ﹸ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻫﻤﺴﺎﺕ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘﻜﺎﺩ ﺘﻘﺘﻠﻨﻲ ﻭﺘﻌﻴﺩ ﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﻩ.‬ ‫ﺃﻭﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﺒﺩﺍﺨﻠﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻥ ﺃﻭﺼل ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻤﻌﻙ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﻨﺘﻬﺎﻩ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺴﺘﺸﻌﺭ ﻤﻌﻙ ﻓﻲ ﻜل ﺤﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻜل ﻨﺒﻀﺎﺘﻙ..ﻜل ﻫﻤﺴﺎﺘﻙ..ﻜل ﺃﻩ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻜﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻟﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺴﻭﻑ ﻴﺘﺨﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻋﻥ ﺼﺒﺎﻩ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺼﺎﺤﺒﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺯﻴﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﻟﻘﺩ ﺃﺸﻌﻠﺕ ﺒﻲ ﻟﻬﻴﺏ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻬﻴﺎ ﻀﻤﻨﻲ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺼﺩﺭﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺠﻌﻠﻴﻨﻲ ﺒﺩﺍﺨﻠﻙ ﻤﺩﻯ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺒﻘﻴﺕ ﺒﺠﻭﺍﺭﻙ ﻋﻤ ‪‬ﺍ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺃﺴﺘﻁﻊ ﻭﺼﻑ ﻜﻠﻤﺔ ﺁﻩ‬ ‫ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﺨﺭﺠﺕ ﻤﻥ ﻓﻤﻙ..‬ ‫٣٢‬
  • 25. ‫ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﺘﺤﺩﺙ ﺒﻬﺎ ﺠﺴﺩﻙ.‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﻜﻨﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﺩﺭﻙ...‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻨﻰ..‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﺩﺭ ﻜل ﻓﺘﺎﻩ.‬ ‫٤٢‬
  • 26. ‫ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﺱ‬ ‫ﻌ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻡ ﺒﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﺍﻟ ‪‬ﺭﺱ..‬ ‫ﻌ‬ ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻤﺸﺘﺎﻕ.‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﻅﻥ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻅﻥ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﻬﺎ ﺴﺘﻁﻔﻲﺀ ﺍﻷﺸﻭﺍﻕ‬ ‫ﺒﻘﺭﺒﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻴﺎ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﺼﺎﺭﺕ ﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ ﺃﺸﻭﺍﻙ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺒﻙ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻓﺎﻋل‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﻓﻌﻠﺕ ﻓﺴﺄﺯﺩﺍﺩ ﺍﺸﺘﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ‬ ‫ﻗ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻜﻡ ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ﺒﺕ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻘﻠﺏ ﻓﻲ ﻤﺭﻗﺩﻱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻓﻜﺭ ﻓﻴﻙ ﻜﻴﻑ ﺘﻨﺎﻤﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺒﻌﻴﺩﺓ ﻋﻥ ﻤﻀﺠﻌﻲ؟‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻫل ﻜﻨﺕ ﺘﺴﺘﻐﺭﻗﻴﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻨﻭﻤﻙ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺘﺸﻌﺭﻴﻥ ﺒﻤﻭﻗﺩﻱ؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺘﺘﻘﻠﺒﻴﻥ ﻤﺜﻠﻲ ﻭﺘﺤﻠﻤﻴﻥ ﺒﻴﻭﻡ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘﺄﺘﻴﻥ ﻓﻴﻪ ﻟﻤﻌﺒﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﻟﻠﻴل ﺍﻟﻤﺸﺘﺎﻕ ﻓﻲ ﺒﻌﺩﻩ‬ ‫٥٢‬
  • 27. ‫ﻋﻥ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺤﺏ ﻭﺒﺒﻌﺩﻩ ﻴﺒﺘﻠﻰ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻵﻥ ﻗﺩ ﺠﺌﺕ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺼﺭﺕ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻤﺤﺭﺍﺒﻙ ﻤﺘﻌﺒﺩ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺁﻴﺎﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ..ﻓﻰ ﺼﻔﺤﺎﺕ ﺠﺒﻴﻨﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺴﻭﺍﺩ ﺸﻌﺭﻙ ﺍﻟﺴﺭﻤﺩﻱ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ُﻗﺒل ﻭﺠﻬﻙ ﻭﺃﻀﻊ ﺭﺃﺴﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﺩﺭﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﺒﻨﻔﺤﺎﺕ ﻓﻲ ﻋﺼﺭ ﻗﺩ ﻴﻨﻘﻀﻲ‬ ‫ﻟﻥ ﻴﺄﺘﻲ ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ ﻤﺜﻠﻪ.‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺜﻠﻙ ﻟﻥ ﺘﻭﻟﺩ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻘﻭﻡ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻋﺔ ﻭﺘﻨﻘﻀﻰ.‬ ‫ﻓﻘﻭﻟﻲ ﻟﻲ ﺒﺎﷲ ﻋﻠﻴﻙ...‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺒﻙ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻓﺎﻋل..‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ﻟﻥ ﺘﻨﺘﻬﻰ.‬ ‫٦٢‬
  • 28. ‫ﺇﻟﻰ " ﻤﺎﺠﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﻤﻲ"‬ ‫ﻋﺎﻟﻴﺔ ﺸﺎﻤﺨﺔ ﺃﻨﺕ..‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻱ ﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺃﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﻤﺜﻠﻙ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﻅﻥ ﺴﺘﺄﺘﻲ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﺒﻌﺩﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻟﻙ ﻭﺤﺩﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻴﺎ ﻏﺎﻟﻴﺔ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻋﻠﻰ ﺩﺭﺠﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﺠﺩ‬ ‫ﺘﻘﻔﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﺜﺎﺒﺘﺔ، ﺼﺎﻤﺩﺓ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻤﺎ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺒﺎﻷﻤﺱ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺴﻭﻑ ﺘﻜﻭﻨﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻐﺩ‬ ‫ﻨﻔﺤﺎﺘﻙ ﺍﻟﺨﻼﺒﺔ ﻗﺩ ﻓﺎﺯﺕ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻰ ﻜل ﺃﻏﺼﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻭﺭﺩ.‬ ‫ﻋﻁﺭﻙ ﺍﻟﻔﻭﺍﺡ ﻗﺩ ﻓﺎﺡ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻸ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺒﺄﺠﻤل ﻋﻁﺭ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻤﻨﹾﻌﻪ ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ..ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ ﺴﺩ‬ ‫‪ ‬ﺩ ﺩ‬ ‫ﻴﺎ ﺃﺤﻠﻰ ﻭﺃﻏﻠﻰ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﺼﻔﻙ ﺸﻌ ‪‬ﺍ..‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﻤﻸ ﺍﻟ ﹸﻌﺭﺍﺀ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ.‬ ‫ﺸ‬ ‫٧٢‬
  • 29. ‫ﻁﻭﻕ ﺍﻟﻴﺎﺴﻤﻴﻥ ﻟﻭ ﺍﻟﺘﻑ ﺒﻌﻨﻘﻙ‬ ‫ﻟﺘﻨﺴﻡ ﻫﻭ ﻤﻥ ﻗﻁﺭﺍﺘﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﺎﺡ ﻋﻁﺭﻩ ﻤﻥ ﻤﺴﺎ ‪‬ﺎﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻜل ﺠﻤﻴ ‪‬ﺎ ﻴﻬﻭﺍﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻌ‬ ‫ﺸﺎ ‪‬ﺎ ﻭﺸﻴ ﹰﺎ ﻭﻜﻬﻼ..‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﺨ‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﻥ ﻜﺎﻨﻭﺍ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻬﺩ.‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻙ ﺤﻘﺎ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﻜﺄﻱ ﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫٨٢‬
  • 30. ‫ﺼﺭﺍﺤﺔ ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﻻ ﺃﺨﺠل ﻤﻥ ﺤﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﺫﺍ ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺕ ﺴﺄﻋﻠﻨﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﹸﻠﻪ ﻴﺅﻨﺒﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻜ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻅﻥ ﺒﺄﻨﻲ ﺃﺨﻔﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻟﻴﺱ ﺒﻌﺎﺭ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺒل ﺭﺤﻤﺔ ﺘﺴﺭﻯ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ.‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻓﺩﺍﺀ.ﺘﻀﺤﻴﺔ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺒﻴﻊ ‪‬ﺤﻴﻲ ﺃﻤﺎﻨﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫‪‬ﻴ‬‫ٌ‬ ‫ﻭﻭﺴﺎﻡ ﻤﺭﺴﻭﻡ ﺒﻌﻴﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻤﻨﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺠﺩﻩ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﻫﻭ ﺇﻻ ﺒﺭﻜﺎﻥ ﻭﺃﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻴﻬﺘﺯ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﻟﺭﺅﻴﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻔﻴﺽ ﺒﻜل ﻋﻭﺍﻁﻔﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻁﻤﺌﻥ ﻜل ﺤﻭﺍﺴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻫل ﻴﻌﻘل ﺃﻥ ﻨﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺫﻭﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻏﺭﺍﻡ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺩﺍﺭﻱ ﻤﺎ ﻴﻨﻁﻕ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫٩٢‬
  • 31. ‫ﺍﻟﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﺘﻔﻌل ﻤﺎ ﺘﺒﻐﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺩﺍﻡ ﺍﻷﻤﺭ ﺒﻴﺩﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻜﻥ ﺤﻴﺎﺅﻫﺎ ﻴﻤﻨﻌﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﺤﺩ ﻴﻘﺩﺭ ﻴﻤﻠﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻭﺤﺩﻫﺎ ﺘﻌﻠﻡ ﺍﻷﺼل ﻭﺘﺯﻴﻴﻔﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺒﺩﺍﺨﻠﻬﺎ ﺭﺠﺎل ﺘﺨﻔﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﻌﻠﻡ ﺃﺤﺩ ﻤﻨﻬﻡ ﺸﻲﺀ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﻤﺎ ﺘﺒﻐﻲ ﺘﻌﺭﻴﻔﻪ‬ ‫ﺒﺎﻟﺭﻏﻡ ﺒﺄﻨﻪ ﺒﺩﺍﺨﻠﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺃﻜﺜﺭ ﻤﺎ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ ﻴﺨﻴﻔﻪ‬ ‫ﻴﺭﺘﺎﺏ ﺃﻥ ﻴﻭﺸﻙ ﻨﺎﺤﻴﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻻ ﺃﺭﻏﺏ ﻓﻲ ﺤﺩﻴﺜﻪ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺤﻘﺎ ﺃﺒﺩﻭ ﻗﺎﺴﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻌﺎﻨﻲ ﻜﻠﻤﺎﺘﻲ ﺃﻋﻨﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻀﻌﻑ ﻟﻴﺱ ﺒﺎﻤﺭﺃﺓ‬ ‫ﻋﺭﻓﺕ ﻟﻠﺤﺏ ﻁﺭﻴﻘﺎ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻟﻡ ﺘﻜﻥ ﻫﻲ ﺃﻗﻭﻯ ﻤﻨﻪ‬ ‫ﻻﻨﻬﺎﺭﺕ ﻗﺒل ﺃﻥ ﺘﺠﺩ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺤﺒﻴﺏ‬ ‫٠٣‬
  • 32. ‫ﺃﻨﺎ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﻤﺎ ﻴﻜﻤﻥ ﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻗﻭﻟﻪ ﻟﻠﻌﺎﻟﻡ ﺃﺠﻤﻊ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻴﻤﻜﻥ ﺃﺒ ‪‬ﺍ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺨﻔﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﻴﻌﻠﻡ ﺍﻟﻜل ﻭﻴﺴﻤﻊ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺃﺨﺠل ﻤﻥ ﺤﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺩﻤﺕ ﺒﻁﺒﻌﻲ ﻻ ﺃﺨﺒﻲﺀ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﺫﺍ ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺕ ﺴﺄﻋﻠﻨﻬﺎ.‬ ‫١٣‬
  • 33. ‫ﺩﻋﻴﻨﻰ‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺃﺨﺫ ﻤﻨﻙ ﻤﺎ ﻴﻜﻔﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻴﻨﻲ ُﺸﺒﻊ ﻤﻨﻙ ﺭﻏﺒﺘﻲ ﻭﺤﻨﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃ ‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺃﻀﻊ ﺭﺃﺴﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺼﺩﺭﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺤﺱ ﺩﻗﺎﺕ ﻗﻠﺒﻙ ﺘﻘ ‪‬ل ﺠﺒﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ ﹶﺒ ُ‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻴﻨﻲ ﺃﻨﻅﺭ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻴﻤﻠﺅﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻭﻴﺭﻭﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﻨﻅﺭﺕ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ﻭﺍﺴﺘﻭﺤﺸﺕ ﻨﻅﺭﺍﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻭ ﺃﻟﻑ ‪‬ﻤﺭ ﻓﻭﻕ ﻋﻤﺭﻱ ﻓﻼ ﻴﺭﻀﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻋ‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺘﻨﻲ ﺃﺫﻭﺏ ﻓﻴﻙ ﻜﻤﺎ ﻴﺫﻭﺏ ﺍﻟﺜﻠﺞ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﺀ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺼﺒﺤﻴﻥ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺠﻭﺍﻨﺤﻲ ﻭﺃﺴﺘﺸﻌﺭﻙ ﻜل ﺤﻴﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺘﻜﻭﻨﻴﻥ ﻴﻭﻤﻲ ﻭﻏﺩﻱ ﻭﺒﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﺘﺤﻠﻭ ﺴﻨﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻭﺠﺩ ﺸﻲﺀ ﻓﻲ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﺒﻌﺩﻙ ﻴﻐﺭﻴﻨﻲ؟‬ ‫ﺁﻩ ﻟﻭ ﺘﺼﺒﺤﻴﻥ ﻟﻲ...‬ ‫ﻟﺯﻫﺩﺕ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻭﺃﺨﺫﺕ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ ﻤﺎ ﻴﻜﻔﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻜﻠﻤﺔ ﻤﻨﻙ...‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺇﻤﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻤﻴﺘﻨﻲ ﻭﺇﻤﺎ ﺃﻨﻬﺎ ﺘﺤﻴﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺒﻠﻐﺕ ﺒﻲ ﺠﺭﺍﺤﻲ ﻤﻥ ﺤﺯﻥ ﻭﻤﻥ ﺃﻟﻡ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫٢٣‬
  • 34. ‫ﻓﻜﻠﻤﺔ ﻭﺍﺤﺩﺓ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ ﺘﺸﻔﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺃﺭﻴﺩﻙ ﻏﺼﺏ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﻤﻨﻙ ﻏﻴﺭ ﻤﺎ ﺘﻌﻁﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺒﺒﺘﻙ ﺒﻜل ﻗﻁﺭﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺩﻤﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻨﻲ ﹸﻠﻘﺕ ﻟﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻟﻜﻲ ﺘﻜﻭﻥ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺨ ﹸ ِ ِ‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺸﻘﻲ ﻟﻙ ﺃﺴﻁﻭﺭﺓ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﺯﻴﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﺘﻭﺠﺩ ﻓﺘﺎﺓ ﻋﺸﻘﺕ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻤﺜﻠﻤﺎ ﻋﺸﻘﺘﻙ ﺃﻨﺎ ﺒﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻴﺤﻭﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺫﻜﺭﻙ ﺩﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺼﺤﻭﻱ ﻭﻨﻭﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﻜﺎﻥ ﺘﺫﻫﺒﻴﻥ ﺇﻟﻴﻪ ﺘﺠﺩﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﻜﻭﻥ ﻟﻙ ﻁﻴ ﹰﺎ ﻭﻅﻼ ﻅﻠﻴﻼ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ِ ﻔ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻤﻁﺭﺍﻟﺸﺘﺎﺀ..ﻤﻥ ﻋﺼﻑ ﺍﻟﺨﺭﻴﻑ..‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺤﺭ ﺸﻤﺱ ﺼﻴﻑ ﺸﺩﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺴﺘﻨﺸﻕ ﻤﻨﻙ ﻋﻁ ‪‬ﺍ ﺠﻤﻴﻼ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ ﺭ‬ ‫ﺘﻔﺘﺤﺕ ﺃﺯﻫﺎﺭﻩ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺨﺩﻴﻙ ﺒﻔﺼل ﺍﻟﺭﺒﻴﻊ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﻨﻭ ‪‬ﺍ ﻓﻲ ﻅﻠﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﺍﻟﺩﻓﻴﻥ‬ ‫ِ ﺭ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺍﻙ ﺒﺭﻕ ﻴﺴﻁﻊ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﻴﻬﺩﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ ﹰ‬ ‫ﻴﺨﺒﺭﻨﻲ ﺒﺄﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﻴﺭ ﺃﺘﻰ ﻟﻴﺴﻘﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫٣٣‬
  • 35. ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺒﺭﻴﻕ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﻭﺤﺩﻩ ﻴﻜﻔﻴﻨﻲ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻁﺎل ﺼﻤﺘﻙ ﻭﻟﻡ ﺃﺒﻠﻎ ﻭﺼﻔﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﺭﺠﻭ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺠﻴﺒﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻫل ﺃﻜﻤل ﺤﺩﻴﺜﻲ؟‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﺃﻥ ﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻗﻠﺘﻪ ﻜﺎﻥ ﻭﻫ ‪‬ﺎ.‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻜﺎﻥ ﻻ ﻴﻌﻨﻴﻙ ﻓﻬﻭ ﺒﺎﻟﻁﺒﻊ ﻴﻌﻨﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﺤﺭﻑ ﻓﻴﻪ ﺘﻨﻁﻕ ﻋﻨﻪ ﺸﺭﺍﻴﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺒل ﺃﻥ ﺤﺭﻭﻑ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﺃﺠﻤﻌﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﺍﺠﺘﻤﻌﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺤﺒﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻟﺤﺠﺒﺕ ﺸﻌﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﺱ..‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﺘﺒﻠﻎ ﻭﺼﻑ ﺨﺭﺩﻟﻪ‬ ‫ﺒﻜل ﻤﺎ ﺍﺠﺘﻤﻊ ﻓﻴﻙ ﻤﻥ ﺤﺴﻥ ﻭﺘﻜﻭﻴﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺘﻰ ﻭﺭﺒﻙ ﺘﺭﻀﻴﻥ ﻋﻨﻰ ﻭﺘﺄﺘﻴﻨﻲ؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫٤٣‬
  • 36. ‫ﺍﻟﻨﻔﺱ ﺍﻟﻴﺎﺌﺴﺔ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺡ..‬ ‫ﺇﻨﻲ ﺴﺌﻤﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ.‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺼﻌﺩﻱ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺤﻴﺙ ﻤﺄﻭﺍﻙ ﺍﻷﺨﻴﺭ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺍﺼﻌﺩﻱ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺭﺏ..‬ ‫ﻜﻤﺎ ﺼﻌﺩ ﻋﻴﺴﻰ..ﻭ ﺭﻭﺡ ﺴﻘﺭﺍﻁ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺸﻴﺦ ﺍﻟﻀﺭﻴﺭ.‬ ‫ﺴﺌﻤﺕ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﻭﻋﺸﻴﺭﺘﻰ..‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﺎ ﺃﺭﺍﻩ ﻤﻥ ﻨﻔﺎﻕ ﺍﻟﻘﻭﻡ ﻭﺭﻴﺎﺌﻬﻡ.‬ ‫ﺴﺌﻤﺕ ﺤﺒﻲ ﻟﻔﻀﻴﻠﺔ ﻨﻔﺴﻲ ﻭﻋﻔﺎﻓﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺠﺒﺭﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻨﻅﺭ ﻟﻜل ﻤﻜﺭﻭﻩ ﻤﺜﻠﻬﻡ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻨﺴﻴﺕ ﺤﻘﻲ..ﻭﺤﻕ ﻜل ﻤﻅﻠﻭﻡ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﺩﻭﻥ ﺤﻕ ﺃﻋﻁﻴﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﻕ ﻟﻐﻴﺭﻫﻡ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺩ ﻜل ﻫﺫﺍ..‬ ‫ﺃﺘﺄ ‪‬ﻰ ﺍﻟﺼﻌﻭﺩ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻵﻥ؟‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻤﺭ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻴﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺠﻴﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻤﺭ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻟﺘﺸﻔﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻘل ﻭﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺤﻤﺔ ﺒﺎﻟﺯﺍﻫﺩﻴﻥ ﻤﻤﻥ ﻫﻡ ﻋﺒﻴﺩﻙ‬ ‫٥٣‬
  • 37. ‫ﺃﻴﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺡ..‬ ‫ﻜﻔﺎﻙ ﺘﻌﺫﻴ ‪‬ﺎ ﻟﺠﺴﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﺒ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﻅﻨﻨﺕ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺄﺘﻲ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻟﺘﺅﺭﻗﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ ﻤ‬ ‫ﻓﺒﺎﷲ ﻋﻠﻴﻙ ﺃﻥ ﺘﻤﻭﺘﻲ ﺒﺩﺍﺨﻠﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﺒﻤﺎ ﺤﻭﻟﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺃﻁﺎﻭﻉ ﻤﺭﺍﻭﻏﺔ ﺍﻟﺸﻴﻁﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺼﻌﺩﻙ ﺒﻴﺩﻱ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﻭﻟﻥ ﺃﻜﻥ ﻋﺎﺼ ‪‬ﺎ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﻫﺘﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻙ ﺍﻷﻤﺭ ﻴﺎ ﺭﺏ ﻭﺘﺤﺕ ﻁﺎﻋﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﺴﺄﻅل ﺤﺎﺌ ‪‬ﺍ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺃﻫﺘﺩﻱ.‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫٦٣‬
  • 38. ‫ﻤﺸﻴﺌﺔ ﺍﻷﻗﺩﺍﺭ‬ ‫ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻀﻌﻲ ﻴﺩﻙ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺠﺒﻴﻨﻲ..‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﺘﻀﺭ.‬ ‫ﺨﺫﻱ ﻤﺎ ﻴﻜﻔﻴﻙ ﻤﻥ ﺤﻨﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻥ ﺃﻨﺘﻅﺭ‬ ‫ﻋﻨﺩﻤﺎ ﻴﺩﺭﻜﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﺴﺄﺘﺭﻜﻙ ﻭﺃﺫﻫﺏ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻜﻡ ﻤﻥ ﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﻟﻙ ﺼﻭﺭﺕ‬ ‫ٍ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻵﻥ ﻟﻴﺱ ﻟﻲ ﻤﻥ ﻤﻬﺭﺏ‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻙ ﻫﻲ ﺨﺎﺘﻤﺘﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺘﻠﻙ ﻨﻬﺎﻴﺔ ﺃﺤﻼﻤﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﺴ ﹰﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﻙ ﻓﺎﺘﻨﺘﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻔ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺃﺩﺭﻙ ﺃﻨﻬﺎ ﺴﺘﺼﺒﺢ ﺃﻭﻫﺎﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻤﻬﻼ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺃﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﹰ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺩﻉ ﺩﻗﺎﺌﻕ ﺍﻻﺤﺘﻀﺎﺭ ﺘﻁﻴل‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻨﻲ ﺃﻋﻠل ﻤﺎ ﺼﻭﺭﺕ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻴﻑ ﻓﻲ ﻴﻭﻡ ﺃﺼﺒﺤﺕ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﻼ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺃﻗﺎﺴﻲ ﺍﻟﺩﺍﺀ ﻭﺩﻭﺍﺌﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ‬ ‫٧٣‬
  • 39. ‫ﺭﺴﻤﺕ ﺁﻤﺎﻻ ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍﻟﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﺍﺀ ﻤﻌﻠﻘﻪ‬ ‫ﹰ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻤﻬﻠﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﻜﻲ ﺃﺠﻌﻠﻬﺎ ﻭﻗﺎﺌﻊ ﻤﺤﻘﻘﻪ‬ ‫ﻋﺫ ‪‬ﺍ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﺘﻲ ﻓﺎﻷﻤﺭ ﻟﻴﺱ ﺒﻴﺩﻱ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ﺒﻴﺩﻱ ﻤﻥ ﺍﻷﻤﺭ ﺸﻴﺌﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﺤﺎﻥ ﻭﻗﺕ ﻓﺭﺍﻗﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻘﺎﺅﻨﺎ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﺎ ﻫﻭ ﺒﺒﻌﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﻀﺎﻗﺕ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ‬ ‫ﻭﻅﻬﺭﺕ ﻋﻼﻤﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﺎﻋﺔ ﺒﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﻌﺒﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻋﻠﻤﻲ ﺇﻨﻬﺎ ﺤﺎﻨﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻭﻗﺕ ﻟﻴﺱ ﺒﺒﻌﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﺴﻭﻑ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ..ﺒﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﺠﺒﺎل ﺘﻠﻘﻰ ﺍﻟﺒﺤﺎﺭ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻠﻴل ﻻ ﻴﻌﻘﺒﻪ ﻨﻬﺎﺭ.‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻴﻥ ﺴﻨﻠﺘﻘﻰ..ﺃﻟﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺠﻨﻪ..ﺃﻡ ﻟﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ؟‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺒﻠﻐﺕ ﻓﺘﻠﻙ ﻫﻲ ﻤﺸﻴﺌﺘﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﻭﻑ ﻨﺭﻀﻰ ﺒﻤﺸﻴﺌﺔ ﺍﻷﻗﺩﺍﺭ.‬ ‫٨٣‬
  • 40. ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻋﺭﺓ "ﺸﺭﻴﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺩ"‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺸﺎﻋﺭﺓ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺭﻴﺔ..ﺍﻟﺭﻭﻤﺎﻨﺴﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻫﻜﺫﺍ ﻋﺭﻓﺘﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺨﻼل ﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﻋﺎﻁﻔﻴﺔ ﺤﺎﻟﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﺘﺸﻌﺭ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻤﺎﻀﻲ ﺒﻭﺤﺩﻩ..‬ ‫ﺭﺒﻤﺎ ﻟﻡ ﺘﻜﻥ ﺇﻨﻁﻭﺍﺌﻴﻪ.‬ ‫ﻋﻨﺩﻤﺎ ﺘﺼﻁﺩﻡ ﺒﺎﻟﻭﺍﻗﻊ..ﺃﺠﺩﻫﺎ ﺜﻭﺭﻴﻪ‬ ‫ﻤﻨﺫ ﺴﻨﻭﺍﺕ ﻗﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﻤﻀﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﻫﻰ ﻓﻲ ﻋﺯ ﺼﺒﻭﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻁﺎﻏﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﺭﺒﻤﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺜﻘل ﻤﺎ ﺤﻤﻠﺕ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻜﺎﻫﻠﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺍﺴﺘﺴﻠﻤﺕ ﻭﺭﻀﺕ. ﻭﻟﻜﻥ..‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍل ﺒﺩﺍﺨﻠﻬﺎ ﺃﺭﺠﻭﺤﺔ ﻁﻔﻠﻪ‬ ‫ﺘﺭﻓﻌﻬﺎ ﺤﻴ ﹰﺎ ﻭﺘﻨﺯﻟﻬﺎ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﹰﺎ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍﻟﺕ ﺘﺘﻤﺘﻊ ﺒﺒﺭﻴﻘﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺭﻭﺡ ﺼﺒﺎﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﻑ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺒﺤﺩﺘﻬﺎ.. ﺒﺭﻗﺘﻬﺎ.. ﺒﺈﺤﺴﺎﺴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍﻟﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺭﻴﻌﺎﻥ ﺸﺒﺎﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺃ ﻓﻬل ﺃﺠﻬﺩﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﺏﺀ ﺍﻟﻭﻁﻨﻲ؟‬ ‫٩٣‬
  • 41. ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺃﺠﻬﺩ ﻋﺏﺀ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺍﺭ ﻭﺤﺴﻬﻡ ﺍﻟﻘﻭﻯ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺴﺴﺕ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭﻫﺎ ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ ﺭ‬ ‫ﺘﺨﻠﻁﻪ ﺒﺤﺒﺭ ﻭﺭﺩﻯ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺤﺘﻔﻅ ﺒﻤﺭﺍﺭﺘﻪ ﻟﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﻜل ﻤﺎ ﺘﻘﻭﻟﻪ ﺘﻌﻠﻤﻪ ﻫﻲ ﻭﺤﺩﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﺃﺭﺍﺩﺕ ﻟﺠﻌﻠﺕ ﻟﻪ ﺩﻭﻯ‬ ‫ﻴﻌﺘﻠﻰ ﻜل ﺃﺭﺠﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻴﻨﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺸﻴﺏ ﻟﻪ ﹶﻌﺭ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﻲ‬ ‫ﺸ‬ ‫ﺃﻤﺎ ﻋﻥ ِﻌﺭﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﻤﺎﻨﺴﻲ‬ ‫ﺸ‬ ‫ﻓﻬﻲ ﻟﻡ ﺘﺫﻕ ﻁﻌﻡ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﻯ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﻓﻲ ﻋﺎﻟﻡ ﻤﻼ ﺌﻜﻲ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺘﺤﻴﺎﻩ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻋﺭﻓﺕ ﻤﻌﻨﻰ ﺍﻟﺨﻴﺎﻨﻪ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻅﻠﻡ ﻭ ﺴﻔﻙ ﺍﻟﺩﻡ ﺃل ﺃﺩﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻋﻤﻠﻪ ﺫﺍﺕ ﻭﺠﻬﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﺒﺭﺍﺀﺓ ﻭ ﺍﻟﻨﻘﺎﺀ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺎﻁﻔﺔ ﺍﻟﻐﺎﻤﺭﺓ‬ ‫ﻭﻭﺠﻪ ﺍﻟﻔﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﺜﻭﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻁﻔﺔ ﺍﻤﺘﻸﺕ ﻟﺩﻴﻬﺎ ﻟﺫﻟﻙ‬ ‫٠٤‬
  • 42. ‫) ﻓﻁﻘﻭﺱ ﺍﻵﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ( ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺩﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺩﺕ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻭ ﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ.‬ ‫) ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﺩﺨﻠﺕ ﺍﻟﺘﺎﺭﻴﺦ( ﻻﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ ﺤﺒﻴﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻜﻥ..‬ ‫ﺴﻤﺔ ) ﺘﻔﺎﺼﻴل ﺼﻐﻴﺭﻩ( ﻜﻲ ﻴﻜﺘﻤل ﻟﻬﻴﺏ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ‬ ‫ﺃﻭ ﻴﻜﺘﻤل ) ﻤﻭﺴﻡ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺭ( ﺍﻟﺫﻯ..‬ ‫ﺃﻋﺏﺀ ﺒﻜل ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻵﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ.‬ ‫) ﻓﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻟﻭ( ﺃﻁﻔﺄﺕ ﺍﻟﺸﻤﻌﺔ؟!‬ ‫ﻭﺠﻌﻠﺘﻪ ﻴﻌﺭﻓﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺨﻼل ﺃﻨﻔﺎﺴﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻅﻠﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻫل ﻤﺎ ﺯﺍل ﻴﺫﻜﺭ ﺃﻨﻔﺎ ‪‬ﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺩ) ﺍﻟﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﺍﻟﻭﺍﺤﺩﺓ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺸﺭﻭﻥ ﺒﻌﺩ ﺍﻷﻟﻑ(؟‬ ‫ﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ) ﻫﺠﺭﻩ(‬ ‫ﻭﺇﺫ ) ﺒﺤﺎﻟﻪ ﻤﻔﺎﺠﺌﻪ(..‬ ‫ﺍﻨﻔﺘﺢ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﺏ.‬ ‫ﻭﻋﻨﺩﻤﺎ ﺒﺩﺃﺕ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻭﺏ ﺘﻬﻔﻭ ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ..‬ ‫) ﺴﻴﻤﻔﻭﻨﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﻭﺠﺩ( ) ﻤﻌﺯﻭﻓﺎﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺠﻨﺘﻬﺎ(‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻌﺯﻭﻓﺎﺕ ﻤﻥ ﺠﻨﺘﻪ‬ ‫١٤‬
  • 43. ‫ﻭﻜﺄﻥ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻭﺏ ﺘﻘﻭل ﻟﺒﻌﻀﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺽ..‬ ‫)ﻭﻟﻠﺤﻨﻴﻥ ﺨﺭﻴﻁﺔ ﺃﺨﺭﻯ(.‬ ‫ﻭﻅﻠﺕ ﻭﺍﻗﻔﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻅﻠﻤﺔ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺭﻜﻥ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻜﻥ ﻓﻴﻪ ﺇﻻ..‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫)ﻫﻲ ﻭﺍﻟﺒﺭﺍﻭﻴﺯ ﺍﻟﻘﺩﻴﻤﺔ(.‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺨﺫ ﻴﺘﺤﺴﺴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺫﻫﺏ ﻨﺤﻭ ﺃﻨﻔﺎﺴﻬﺎ..ﻭﻫﻰ ﺘﻨﺘﻅﺭﻩ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ ) ﻤﺸﺎﻫﺩ ﻁﻔﻭﻟﻴﻪ( ﺒﺭﻴﺌﺔ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﻴﻤﻠﺅﻫﺎ ﺇﻻ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ..‬ ‫ﺃﻋﻠﻰ ﺩﺭﺠﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ.‬ ‫ﻭﺇﺫ ﺒﻪ ﻴﺼل ﺇﻟﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻀﻊ ﻴﺩﺍﻩ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻜﺘﻔﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﺘﻨﻬﺩﺕ ﺘﻨﻬﻴﺩﺓ ﻋﻤﻴﻘﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺤﺘﻀﻨﻬﺎ ﺒﻜل ﺭﻓﻕ ﻭﺸﻭﻕ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺎل ﻟﻬﺎ ) ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﻤﻌﺘﻘل ﺠﻤﻴل ﻓﺎﺩﺨﻠﻲ(‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻡ ﺍﺸﺘﻘﺕ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻪ ﺤ ﹰﺎ )ﺍﻟﻤﻤﺭﺍﺕ ﻻ ﺘﺤﺘﻭﻯ ﻋﺎﺒﺭﻴﻬﺎ(‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺒﻠﻐﺕ ﻓﻼ ﻴﺤﺘﻭﻴﻨﻲ ﺇﻻ ﺃﻨﺕ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫٢٤‬
  • 44. ‫ﻭﻤﺎ ﺯﺍﻟﺕ ﺘﻀﻊ ﺭﺃﺴﻬﺎ ﻓﻭﻕ ﺼﺩﺭﻩ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ ﺘﺘﻨﻬﺩ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ ﺘﺫﻭﺏ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺤﻨﺎﻴﺎﻩ..‬ ‫ﻜﺄﻨﻬﺎ ﺘﺤﻲ ﺤﺏ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻜﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻌﺼﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫‪ُ ‬‬ ‫ﺤﺏ ﻫﻭ )ﺍﻷﺴﻁﻭﺭﺓ ﺍﻷﻭﻟﻰ( ﻓﻲ ﺤﻴﺎﺘﻬﺎ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻡ ﺘﻨﻁﻕ ﺒﺤﺭﻑ ﺃﻭ )ﺤﺭﻓﺎﻥ(‬ ‫ﻓﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻓﻌﻠﺘﻪ ﻟﻴﺱ ﺃﻜﺜﺭ ﻤﻥ) ﻁﻘﻭﺱ ﺍﻵﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ(.‬ ‫ﻭﺘﻠﻙ ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻤﺠﺭﺩ ﺤﻜﺎﻴﻪ..‬ ‫)ﻤﻥ ﺤﻜﺎﻴﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﻤﺩﻴﻨﺔ(.‬ ‫ﻤﻠﺤﻭﻅﻪ:-‬ ‫- ﻤﺎﺒﻴﻥ ﺍﻷﻗﻭﺍﺱ ﻫﻲ ﻋﻨﺎﻭﻴﻥ ﻗﺼﺎﺌﺩ ﻟﻠﺸﺎﻋﺭﺓ "ﺸﺭﻴﻔﻪ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺩ"‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﺩﻴﻭﺍﻨﻬﺎ- ﻁﻘﻭﺱ ﺍﻵﻨﺘﻅﺎﺭ.‬ ‫٣٤‬
  • 45. ‫ﻏﺽ ﺒﺼﺭﻙ‬ ‫ﻏﺽ ﺒﺼﺭﻙ ﻋﻨﻰ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻨﻅﺭﺍﺘﻙ ﻟﻲ ﺘﺠﺭﺩﻨﻲ، ﺘﺅﻟﻤﻨﻰ.‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺎ ﻤﻔﺘﻭ ﹰﺎ ﺒﻲ ﺃﻨﺕ‬ ‫ﻨ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﻗﻠﺒﻙ ﻴﻬﻔﻭ ﺒﻬﻭﺍﻱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺭﺤﺏ ﺒﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺩﻨﻴﺎﻯ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻨﻌﻡ ﺃﻗﺭُﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻁﻴﺎﺕ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﺃ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺃﻴ ‪‬ﺎ ﻴﺨﻔﻕ ﺒﻬﻭﺍﻙ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻀ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺩﺨل ﻋﺎﻟﻤﻙ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﺘﺠﺭﺩﻨﻲ ﻨﻅﺭﺍﺘﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺘﺭﻴﺩﻨﻲ ﻭﺃﺭﻴﺩﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺘﻌﺘﻘﺩ ﺃﻥ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﻋﺒﻴﺩﻙ..‬ ‫ﻓﻠﺘﻌﻠﻡ ﺃﻥ ﻟﻴﺱ ﻜل ﺍﻤﺭﺃﺓ ﺘﻌﺭﻓﻬﺎ ﹸﻔﻴﺩﻙ.‬ ‫ﺘ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﺸﻭﻕ ﺃﺤﺴﻪ ﺒﻌﻴﻨﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻴﻘل ﻋﻨﻪ ﺸﻭﻗﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ‬ ‫ﻓﺘﺭﻓﻕ ﺒﻲ ﺒل..ﺘﺭﻓﻕ ﺒﻙ.‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻥ ﻴﻜﻭﻥ ﻴﻭﻡ ﺘﺭﻭﻴﻪ ﻟﻨﺎ ﺍﻷﺤﻼﻡ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻔﻴﺽ ﺍﻟﺸﻭﻕ ﺒﺠﻭﺍﻨﺤﻨﺎ‬ ‫٤٤‬
  • 46. ‫ﺘﺘﺤﺩﺙ ﻋﻨﻪ ﺍﻷﺠﺴﺎﻡ‬ ‫ﺒﻤﻌﺎﻥ ﻻ ﻴﻨﻁﻘﻬﺎ ﺃﻱ ﻟﺴﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺘﺘﺤﻘﻕ ﺃﻤﺎﻨﻴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻥ ﺘﺄﺨﺫ ﺸﻴ ًﺎ ﻤﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺌ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﺘﺭﺤل ﺇﻥ ﺸﺌﺕ ﺃﻭ..‬ ‫ﻏﺽ ﺒﺼﺭﻙ ﻋﻨﻰ؟!‬ ‫٥٤‬
  • 47. ‫ﻋﻭﺩﻯ ﻤﻥ ﺤﻴﺙ ﺃﺘﻴﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻋﻭﺩﻱ ﻤﻥ ﺤﻴﺙ ﺃﺘﻴﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻌﻨﺘﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﻭﺠﺭﺍﺤﻲ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻋﻭﺩﻱ ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻙ ﻟﻡ ﺘﺄﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﺃﻁﻠﻘﺕ ﺴﺭﺍﺤﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﺭﺌﺕ ﻤﻨﻙ ﻭﻤﻥ ﺤﺒﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺒﺭﺌﺕ ﻤﻥ ﻜل ﻤﺯﺍﺤﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺯﺤﺕ ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻤﻊ ﻗﻠﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ ﺭ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﻠﺕ ﺃﻨﻲ ﻤﺴﺘﻬﺘﺭ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻗﺩ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺨﻔﻑ ﻤﻥ ﺃﻟﻤﻙ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻗﻠل ﺒﻌﺽ ﻤﻥ ﺤﺯﻨﻙ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﺠﺩ ﻁﺭﻴﻘﻲ ﻻ ﻏﻴﺭﻩ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺒﻭﺘﺭ ﺍﻟﺤﺯﻥ ﺴﺄﻋﺯﻑ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﺴﺄﺤﺯﻥ ﺤ ﹰﺎ ﻟﻔﺭﺍﻗﻙ‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﺒﻴﻨﻤﺎ ﻻ ﻴﺴﻌ ‪‬ﻨﻲ ﻟﻘﺎﺅﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﻐﺭﻭﺭﻙ ﻫﺫﺍ ﻴﻘﺘﻠﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺇﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺒﻘﻠﺒﻲ ﺒﺎﻗﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺘﻤﻨﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻙ ﻴﺄﻤ ‪‬ﻨﻲ، ﻴﻌﺼ ‪‬ﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬ﺭ‬ ‫ِ ﺭ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫٦٤‬
  • 48. ‫ﻭﺒﻌﺩ ﻜل ﻤﺎ ﺭﺃﻴﺘﻪ ﻤﻨﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﺘﺤﻁﻤﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻌﻭﺩﻱ ﻤﻥ ﺤﻴﺙ ﺃﺘﻴﺕ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫٧٤‬
  • 49. ‫ﻋﺎﺩ ﺍﻟﺤﻨﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻏﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﺤﻨﻴﻥ ﻋﻨﻰ ﻤﻨﺫ ﺯﻤﻥ ﺒﻌﻴﺩ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﻋﻨﺩﻤﺎ ﺭﺃﻴﺘﻙ ﻋﺎﺩ ﻤﻥ ﺠﺩﻴﺩ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻋﺎﺩ ﺍﻟﺤﻨﻴﻥ ﻴﻤﻠﺅﻨﻲ ﺒل ﻭﻴﻔﻴﺽ‬ ‫ﺴﺘﺸﻌﺭﻴﻨﻪ ﻤﻥ ﻨﻅﺭﺍﺘﻲ ﺇﻟﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻤﻥ ﻭﻀﻊ ﻴﺩﻱ ﺒﻴﻥ ﻜﻔﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺃﺘﺨﻴل ﺃﻨﻪ ﺴﻴﻌﻭﺩ ﻴﻭ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﺒﻌﺩ ﺃﻥ ﺭﺃﻴﺕ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﻭﺏ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺩ ﺃﺼﺒﺤﺕ ﻜﺎﻟﺤﺩﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﺃﻋﻠﻥ ﻋﻥ ﻫﺠﺭﺍﻨﻪ ﻟﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﺭﺤل ﺒﻌﻴ ‪‬ﺍ..ﺒﻌﻴﺩ.‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻟﺯﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻭﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻟﻌﺼﺭ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﻯ..‬ ‫ﺘﺎﺭ ﹰﺎ ﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻴﺭﺍﻩ ﺸﺭﻴ ‪‬ﺍ.‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻜ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﻭﺠﺩﺘﻙ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺠﺩﺕ ﻤﻠﻬﻤﺔ ﺘﻌﻴﺩ ﺍﻟﺭﻭﺡ ﻟﻠﺠﺴﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﻔﻘﻭﺩ‬ ‫ﻤﻠﻬﻤﺔ ﺤﻘﻴﻘﻴﺔ ﺘﺤﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻫﺫﻩ ﺍﻷﺭﺽ ﻭﻟﻬﺎ ﻭﺠﻭﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺠﻤﺎﻟﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻔﺘﺎﻥ ﻫﻭ ﻓﻘﻁ ﻤﻥ ﺼﻨﻊ ﺍﻟﻤﻌﺒﻭﺩ‬ ‫٨٤‬
  • 50. ‫ﻟﻡ ﺘﺘﻔﻨﻥ ﻫﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺼﻨﻌﻪ‬ ‫ﻜﺼﻨﻊ ﺍﻷﻫﺩﺍﺏ ﻭﺘﻠﻭﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﺨﺩﻭﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻬﺎ ﺤ ﹰﺎ ﺃﻓﺎﻗﺕ ﻜل ﺍﻟﻭﺠﻭﺩ‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﺒﺭﺍﻗﺔ ﻻﻤﻌﺔ ﻜﺎﻟﺴﺤﺭ..‬ ‫ﺸﻔﺎﻓﺔ ﻨﻘﻴﺔ ﻜﻨﺴﻴﻡ ﺍﻟﻔﺠﺭ.‬ ‫ﺃﺴﺘﻨﺸﻕ ﺃﻨﻔﺎﺴﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻋﺭﻓﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻌﻴﺩ.‬ ‫ﺭﻗﻴﻘﺔ ﻤﺭﻫﻔﺔ ﻜﺎﻟﻌﻭﺩ..‬ ‫ﺃﻭﺘﺎﺭﻩ ﺴﺎﻜﻨﺔ ﻫﺎﺩﺌﻪ.‬ ‫ﻭﻋﻨﺩﻤﺎ ﺘﺩﺍﻋﺒﻪ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﺠﻤل ﺍﻵﻨﻐﺎﻡ ﻴﺠﻭﺩ‬ ‫ﺼﻭﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺭﻨﺎﻥ ﻤﺤﺎ ﺍﻷﺤﺯﺍﻥ ﻋﻥ ﻜﺎﻫﻠﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺠﻌل ﺍﻟﻔﺭﺡ ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﺓ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺘﺯﻴﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﻬﻲ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺃﻓﺎﻀﺕ ﺒﻭﺠﺩﻱ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﻟﻴﺯﺩﺍﺩ..‬ ‫ﻭﻴﺘﻀﺎﻋﻑ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺴﺩﻭﺩ.‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺒﻠﻎ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﻤﻨﺘﻬﺎﻩ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻔﻨﻰ ﺍﻟﺠﺴﺩ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺴﻭﺩ‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩ ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻋﻴﻭﻨﻬﻡ ﺘﺭﻫﻘﻨﻲ‬ ‫٩٤‬
  • 51. ‫ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﻤﻌﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﺘﺒﻘﻰ ﺭﻭﺤﻲ ﻓﻲ ﺴﻤﺎﺀ ﺤﺒﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺠﻌل ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻴﺴﻭﺩ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺴﺄﺤﺘﻔﻅ ﺒﻜل ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻟﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺤﺘﻰ ﻴﺄﺘﻲ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﻋﻭﺩ.‬ ‫٠٥‬
  • 52. ‫ﺩﻋﻰ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ‬ ‫ﺩﻋﻲ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ ﻓﻘﺩ ﻁﺎﻟﺕ ﺍﻷﺤﺯﺍﻥ‬ ‫ﻤﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﺭﺠﻭﻉ ﻓﻘﺩ ﻁﺎل ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ؟‬ ‫ﻤﺘﻰ ﺘﺸﺄﻯ. ﻓﻼ ‪‬ﺩﺕ ﻗﺎﺩ ‪‬ﺍ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﻴﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻋ ﹸ ﺭ‬ ‫ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﺘﻰ ﺴﻴﻅل ﺍﻟﻔﺭﺍﻕ ﺃ ‪‬ﺎ ﻜﺎﻥ؟‬ ‫ﻴ‬ ‫ﺘ ‪‬ﺄﻟﻲ.. ﻭﺴﻭﻑ ﺃﺠﻴﺒﻙ ﻓﺄﻨﻨﻲ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻜﺘﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﺴ‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﺃﺘﺴﺄل ﺃﻨﺎ..ﻻ ﻓﺭﻕ ﺒﻴﻨﻨﺎ.‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﺯﺍﻨﻨﺎ ﻏﻤﺭﺕ ﻋﻭﺍﻁﻔﻨﺎ ﻴﺎ ﻟﻠﻬﻭﺍﻥ‬ ‫ﺍﺒﺘﻌﺩﻨﺎ ﺒﻤﺎ ﻴﻜﻔﻰ ﺸﻬﻭ ‪‬ﺍ ﻭﺃﻋﻭﺍﻡ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻓﻘﺩﺭﻱ ﺤﺠﻡ ﻤﺎ ﺒﻲ ﻤﻥ ﻤﺼﺎﺌﺏ ﻗﺩ ﺘﺅﺩﻯ ﻟﻠﺠﻨﺎﻥ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻼ ‪‬ﺩﺕ ﺃﺤﺘﻤل ﺸﻴ ًﺎ ﻓﻘﺩ ﺩﻤﺭﺘﻨﻲ ﺍﻷﺤﺯﺍﻥ‬ ‫ﺌ‬ ‫ﻋ ﹸ‬ ‫ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﺭﺃﻴﺘﻙ ﻭﻋﻴﻨﻴﻙ ﺘﻤﻠﺅﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺸﻌﺭ ﺒﺄﻥ ﻴﺩﻱ ﻤﺸﻠﻭﻟﺘﺎﻥ..ﻭﻴﻐﻠﺒﻨﻰ ﺍﻟﻬﻭﺍﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃ ﻓﻬل ﻤﻥ ﺤﻘﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺠﻔﻑ ﺘﻠﻙ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ؟‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﺃﺼﺒﺭ ﺤﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺎﻴﺔ ﻷﻋﻭﻀﻬﺎ ﺒﺎﻷﺤﻀﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﺤﻤل ﺇﻟﻴﻙ ﺸﻭ ﹰﺎ ﻴﻜﻔﻰ ﻋﻠﻰ ‪‬ﺭ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ِ ﻗ‬ ‫ﺃﺤﻀﺎﻨﻲ ﺘﻨﺘﻅﺭﻙ ﺒﻠﻬﻔﺔ ﻻ ﻴﻔﻴﺽ ﺒﻬﺎ ﺒﺭﻜﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺴﺄل ﺍﷲ ﺃﻥ ﻴﻠﻬﻤﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﺴﻠﻭﺍﻥ‬ ‫١٥‬
  • 53. ‫ﻭﺃﺴﺘﻁﻴﻊ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺩ ﻋﻨﻙ ﺒﺎﻟﺼﺒﺭ ﻭﺍﻷﻴﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﺨﺭ ﺭﺠﺎﺌﻲ ﻟﻙ ﻋﺯﻴﺯﺘﻰ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﺘﺩﻋﻰ ﺍﻟﺩﻤﻭﻉ ﺤﺘﻰ ﻻ ﺘﻁﻴل ﺍﻷﺤﺯﺍﻥ.‬ ‫٢٥‬
  • 54. ‫ﻤﻔﺘﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ‬ ‫ﻫل ﻭﺼﻠﻨﺎ ﺇﻟﻰ ﻤﻔﺘﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ؟!‬ ‫ﻫل ﺤ ﹰﺎ ﺴﻨﻔﺘﺭﻕ؟‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﻴﻘ ‪‬ﺭ ﻟﻬﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺤﺘﺭﻕ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻜﻴﻑ ﻴﻘ ‪‬ﺭ ﻟﻬﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺏ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺨﺘﻨﻕ‬ ‫ﺩ‬ ‫ﻟﻤﺎﺫﺍ ﻜﻠﻤﺎ ﺍﻗﺘﺭﺏ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ ﺃﺒﻌﺩﺘﻪ..‬ ‫ﻭﺒﺨﻨﺠﺭ ﻤﺴﻤﻭﻡ ﻁﻌﻨﺘﻪ.‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻭﺘﺭﻜﺘﻪ ﻭﺤﺩﻩ ﻭﻴﺎ ﻟﻴﺘﻬﺎ ﺩﺍﻭﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻜﺎﻥ ﻴﻬﻔﻭ ﻟﻜﻠﻤﺔ ﻤﻨﻬﺎ..‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻗﻠﻬﺎ ﻟﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﺃﺴﻌﺩﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﻟﻡ ﺘﻨﻁﻕ ﺒﺤﺭﻑ..‬ ‫ﺒل ﺨﻨﺠﺭﻫﺎ ﺃﻏﻤﺴﺘﻪ.‬ ‫ﻫل ﻟﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻋﺸﻕ ﻤﺜﻠﻬﺎ؟!‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻘﻠﺒﻬﺎ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻌﺭﻑ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻕ..‬ ‫ﻤﻨﺫ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺩﺭﻜﺘﻪ.‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻪ ﺤ ﹰﺎ.. ﻤﻔﺘﺭﻕ ﺍﻟﻁﺭﻴﻕ.‬ ‫ﻘ‬ ‫٣٥‬
  • 55. ‫ﺴﺎﻋﺩﻴﻨﻰ‬ ‫ﺴﺎﻋﺩﻴﻨﻰ..‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﺒﺤﺒﻙ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻤﺭ ﺯﻤﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ ‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﺃﺘﻔﺎﺭﻗﻴﻨﻰ..؟!‬ ‫ﻓﻭﺍ ﺃﺴﻔﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﻭﺠﺒﻥ ﺍﻵﻨﺴﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﺃﻴﻥ ﻤﺎ ﻜﺎﻥ ﺘﺤﻜﻴﻥ ﻋﻨﻪ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ؟‬ ‫ﺃ ﻓﻬل ﻨﺴﻴﺕ ﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻜﺎﻥ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﻡ ﺨ ‪‬ل ﺇﻟﻲ ﺃﻨﻙ ﺨﻨﺕ‬ ‫‪ ِ ‬ﹸﹾ ِ‬ ‫ﹸﻴ‬ ‫ﺃﻓﻼ ﻴﻜﻔﻴﻨﻲ ﻏﺩﺭ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﻴ ‪‬ﺎ ﻤﻌﻪ‬ ‫ِ ﻀ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺘﺤﺘﻤﻠﻲ ﺍﻟﺼﺒﺭ‬ ‫ﺴﺄﺤﻴﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻭﻫﻡ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﻗﺩ ﺭﺠﻌﺕ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻴﺭﻥ ﺼﻭﺘﻙ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺭﺠﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻤﻜﺎﻥ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻜﺄﻨﻙ ﺒﺎﻷﻤﺱ ﻜﻨﺕ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻜﻥ ﻻ..!‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺕ ﺤ ﹰﺎ ﹸﻨﺕ‬ ‫ِ ﻘ ﺨ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻥ ﻋﺎﺩ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﻥ ﺍﻟﺠﻤﻴل..‬ ‫٤٥‬
  • 56. ‫ﺘﻜﻭﻨﻴﻥ ﺃﻴ ‪‬ﺎ ‪‬ﺩﺕ‬ ‫ﻀ ﻋ ِ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﺤﺘﺭﻗﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻤﺎ ﺩﻤﺕ‬ ‫‪ِ ‬‬ ‫ﻻ ﺘﻘﻭﻴﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ‪‬ﺭ ﺯﻤﺎﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻴﻥ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﺨﻠﻴل ﺍﻟﻭﻓﺎﺀ ﻭﺭﻤﺯ ﺍﻟﻜﺭﻡ‬ ‫ﻓﻭﺍ ﺃﺴﻔﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻫﺫﺍ ﺍﻟﺯﻤﺎﻥ ﻭﺠﺒﻥ ﺍﻵﻨﺴﺎﻥ.‬ ‫٥٥‬
  • 57. ‫ﻗﻭﻟﻴﻬﺎ.. ﻭﻟﻭﻤﺭﻩ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﻀﻌﺕ ﻤﺎ ﻤﻀﻰ ﻤﻥ ﻋﻤﺭﻱ ﻫﺒﺎﺀ..ﻓﺎﻋﺫﺭﻴﻨﻰ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺇﻥ ﻜﻨﺕ ﺃﺒﻴﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺠﻠﻙ ﻓﺩﺍﺀ..ﻓﺎﺘﺭﻜﻴﻨﻰ‬ ‫ِ ‪‬‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻭﺭﺒﻙ ﻟﻡ ﺃﺤﻴﺎ ﺍﻵﻥ ﺇﻻ ﻤﻥ ﺃﺠﻠﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ.. ﻓﺴﺎﻋﺩﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ ِ‬ ‫ﻜﻲ ﺃﻟﺤﻕ ﻤﺎ ﺒﻘﻰ ﻤﻥ ﻋﻤﺭﻱ ﻭﺃﺤﺴﻙ ﺒﺼﺩﺭﻯ..ﻓﻀﻤﻴﻨﻰ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﻡ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺤﺎﺠﺔ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺤﻨﺎﻨﻙ ﻭﻫﻭﺍﻙ..ﺃﻓﻬل ﺘﻬﻭﻴﻨﻲ؟‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻟﻭ ﺃﺴﻤﻌﻬﺎ ﻤﻨﻙ ﻟﺤﺎﺭﺒﺕ ﺍﻟﺩﻨﻴﺎ ﻭﻤﺎ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ..ﻓﺎﺴﻤﻌﻴﻨﻰ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻫل ﻜﺜﻴ ‪‬ﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺴﻤﻌﻬﺎ..ﻓﺄﻨﺕ ﻫﻜﺫﺍ ﺘﻅﻠﻤﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺭ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺠﺭﺩ ﺴﻤﺎﻋﻲ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻤﻥ ﺒﻴﻥ ﺸﻔﺘﻴﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻨﻁﻕ ﺒﻬﺎ ﻟﺴﺎﻨﻙ ﻭﺘﺤﺭﻙ ﻤﺸﺎﻋﺭﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻨﺒﺽ ﺒﻬﺎ ﻗﻠﺒﻙ ﻭﺘﺜﻭﺭ ﺒﻬﺎ ﺠﻭﺍﻨﺤﻙ..‬ ‫ﻭﻴﻬﺘﺯ ﻟﻬﺎ ﻜﻴﺎﻨﻙ ﻭﻟﻭ ﻤﺭﺓ ﻭﺍﺤﺩﻩ..ﻓﻬﻰ ﺘﻜﻔﻴﻨﻰ.‬ ‫٦٥‬
  • 58. ‫ﻋﺎﺒﺘﻨﻰ‬ ‫ﻋﺎﺒﺘﻨﻰ...‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺕ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻨﻰ..‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻓﻘﻴ ‪‬ﺎ.‬ ‫ﻬ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻤﻊ ﺃﻨﻰ ﺃﻫﻭﻱ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ‬ ‫ﻤﺎﺌﻪ ﻤﺭﻩ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﺼﺭﻴ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﻌ‬ ‫ﻓﺎﻟﻌﺸﻕ ﺩﺍﺌﻲ ﻭﺍﻟﺠﻤﺎل ﺩﻭﺍﺌﻲ‬ ‫ﻴﺸﻔﻰ ﺠﺭﺍﺤﻲ ﻭﻤﻬﻤﺎ ﺍﺤﺘﻤﻠﺕ‬ ‫ﺃﻋﻭﺩ ﺴﺭﻴﻌﺎ.‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﺃﻤﺎ ﺍﻟﻐﺭﺍﻡ..ﻓﻠﻲ ﻓﻴﻪ ﺒﺤﻭﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻴﻌﺠﺯ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﺎﻕ ﻋﻥ ﺍﻹﺒﺤﺎﺭ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﻤﻥ ﻴﺭﻴﺩ ﺃﻥ ﻴﺘﻌﻠﻤﻪ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻴﻘﺭﺃ ﻋﻨﻰ.‬ ‫ﻜل ﻫﺫﺍ ﻭﻗﺎﻟﺕ ﻋﻨﻰ ﺃﻨﻰ‬ ‫ﻟﺴﺕ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻓﻘﻴ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ﻬ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺭﺒﻤﺎ ﺍﻨﺘﺎﺒﺘﻨﻲ ﻟﺤﻅﺔ‬ ‫ﻟﻡ ﺃﺠﻤﻊ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﻗﻭﺍﻱ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻫﻲ ﻟﺤﻅﺔ ﻤﺠﻲﺀ ﻋﻴﻨﻴﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻲ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫٧٥‬
  • 59. ‫ﻓﻠﻡ ﺃﺭ ﻤﺜﻠﻬﺎ..ﻟﻡ ﺃﻟﻤﺢ ﻅﻠﻬﺎ، ﻁﺭﻓﻬﺎ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﺎ ﺒﻬﺎ ﻟﻡ ﻴﻜﻥ ﺒﻭﺍﺤﺩﺓ ﻏﻴﺭﻫﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﻜﺎﻨﺕ ﺃﻗﻭﻯ ﻤﻥ ﻋﺸﻘﻲ ﻭﻏﺭﺍﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﻗﻭﻯ ﻤﻥ ﻜل ﻤﺎ ‪‬ﺭ ﺒﺄﻴﺎﻤﻲ‬ ‫ﻤ‬ ‫ﻭﻜل ﻤﺎ ﻗﹼﺘﻪ ﻭ ‪‬ﻠﻤﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻠﹸ ‪ ‬ﻋ ‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻨﺕ ﺒﻜل ﻤﺤﺒﻭﺒﺔ..‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻤﻌﺸﻭﻗﺔ. ﺃﻫﺩﻴﺘﻬﺎ ﺃﺸﻌﺎﺭﻱ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻴﻭﻡ ﻫﺎﺃﻨﺫﺍ ﺒﻴﻥ ﻴﺩﺍﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﺃﺼﺒﺤﺕ ﺼﺭﻴﻊ ﻫﻭﺍﻙ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﺩﻭﻥ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺠﺩ ﻭﻟﻥ ﺃﺠﺩ..‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻤﻌﺸﻭﻗﺔ ﺴﻭﺍﻙ.‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﻭﻑ ﻴﻜﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺭ ﺒﻙ ﺭﺒﻴ ‪‬ﺎ‬ ‫ِ ﻌ‬ ‫ﻭﺴﺘﻌﻠﻤﻴﻥ ﺃﻨﻰ ﺃﻨﺎ ﻭﺤﺩﻯ..‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺤﺏ ﻓﻘﻴﻬﺎ.‬ ‫٨٥‬
  • 60. ‫ﻤﺭﺤﺒﺎ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﻤﺭﺤﺒﺎ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﻤﺭﺤﺒﺎ‬ ‫ﻓﻔﻴﻪ ﻟﻘﺎﺀ ﻟﻠﺤﺒﻴﺏ ﺍﻷﻭﺤﺩ‬ ‫ِ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ُ‬ ‫ﺃﻨﺴﺕ ﺒﻤﻭﻻﻱ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺤﺩﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻭﻓﻰ ﻜﻭﻨﻪ ﺠﻠﺴﺕ ﺃﺘﺄﻤل‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻴﺎ ﺨﺎﻟﻘﻰ..ﻜﻡ ﺃﺒﻐﻰ ﻟﻘﺎﺀ ﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﻟﺴﺕ ﻤﻥ ﻟﻘﺎﺅﻙ ﺨﺎﺌﻔﺎ‬ ‫ﹸ‬ ‫ﻓﻤﻥ ﻤﻨﺎ ﻴﺨﺸﻰ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﺇﻻ ﺃﻻﺜﻡ ﺍﻟﺠﺒﺎﺭ ﺍﻟﻤﺘﻜﺒﺭ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﻤﺎ ﺃﺤﻠﻰ ﻟﻘﺎﺀ ﺍﻷﺤﺒﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﺼﺎﻟﺤﻴﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﻨﺒﻴﻬﻡ ﺍﻟﻤﺼﻁﻔﻰ.‬ ‫ﻓﺈﻨﻨﻲ ﻋﻨﺩ ﺴﻜﺭﺍﺓ ﺍﻟﻤﻭﺕ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﻯ ﺠﻨﻭﺩﻙ ﻤﻥ ﺤﻭﻟﻲ ﺒﺎﺴﻤﺔ‬ ‫‪‬‬ ‫ﻓﺒﻘﻭﺓ ﺇﻴﻤﺎﻨﻲ ﺒﻙ‬ ‫ﺍﺴﺘﻁﻌﺕ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻗﻭﻟﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺒﺄﻨﻙ ﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﷲ‬ ‫ﻻ ﺇﻟﻪ ﺴﻭﺍﻙ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻨﺕ ﺍﻟﺫﻱ ﺨﻠﻘﺘﻨﺎ‬ ‫٩٥‬
  • 61. ‫ﻭﻭﻗﺘﺌﺫ ﺤﻴﻥ ﺃﻟﻘﺎﻙ ﺃﻗﻭﻟﻬﺎ‬ ‫ٍ‬ ‫ﻤﺭﺤﺒﺎ ﺒﺎﻟﻤﻭﺕ ﻤﺭﺤﺒﺎ.‬ ‫ﹾ‬ ‫٠٦‬