In just to do things that I use in not beable to do and you been able to you know we've been able to do together and you do certain things like thank you I wish what I was here I wish could do this with her you know I and you have to issue anymore because officially things that we can just do together now that we were unable to do because a limitations on my way then just looking back at like to see how far we've come and when I’m go I'm never going to go back all the effort you've put in. I mean it’s been so ....