2. FACES of the NORTHWEST
A major life crisis is devastating. Diagnosis with incurable disease thrusts you suddenly into the darkest of rooms.
Alone! But there are many others who have similar rooms and have found the sunlight. Recently, I read a
comment from another. He said; “I took up running because I admired the loneliness and the suffering, but
eventually found that running is neither. You become friends with yourself and the wonderful things you think
make you unaware of the suffering.” There are basic questions to address once you have escaped the immediate
chasm. Are you friends with yourself? Have you looked inside and out? If you are told it’s a nice day, look out the
window and check. But if you have chosen not to have a window, the day is immaterial unless your supply lines
are cut. Even then, everything is fine until your resources are consumed. Then you wither from inside.
Yes, I have been lucky and escaped evident disease by adopting a journey of thoughtful living. But I have to
manage myself…monitor progress non-consciously, and take remedial steps from time to time. I hope my
thoughts and approach show a little through this work: that they are helpful to you. Along my journey of
recovery I noticed quite suddenly that I felt better than I had in many years…and I pondered a bit. Summer was
ending and autumn stirring quickly at my property in Australia. A few weeks later back home in the US Pacific
Northwest, spring was budding the maples and all the world seemed to be coming alive...I noticed that too.
Obviously more than I ever had before, because one morning I sat down and wrote – for the first time: that is
when I wrote Tahoma, the prime message of this sequence.
Remember, if you don’t take care – then why should someone else?
Keep well, and enjoy -
Colin Perrott
‘amo ut invenio’