The Joy of Rain The pitter-patter on the roof The strikes of lightning in the sky The rumbles of thunder from above Make you feel like you just want to fly You stand outside in the rainLoving it mostly because it relieves the pain Lying on the ground Looking up at the clouds Wanting to cry Because youre dying inside Looking down at the flowers Loving Natures shower Sitting here, wondering if youre insaneJust because you love the sound of the rain(:
What A World. Alone, in a world where nobody gets the pain. Done, In a world where your sadly insane. Lost, In a world that makes no sense. Misunderstood, In a world where happiness has an end. Numb, In a world where you’re afraid to feel. Scared, In a world where you can’t be healed. Love, never found in a world so dark. Smile, in a world. A world that makes you hide your broken heart. Shattered, In a hidden world, into many pieces so sharp. Trying, to make it in a world that’s much too hard. Cry, in a world where you want but can’t scream. An End, to it all with my usual silent screams. I try to be heard but only death seems to listen. I manage to keep my head up when my soul is pushing me down.I guess it makes sense to hide your frown, in such a cruel world, where you have to be a bitch just to wear a crown.
What Do We Hide? I hide behind my tearful eyes. Every word a hollow lie . My pain eats at me from inside , A tingle not like butterflies . It lacks a sweetness , instead it cries . For help, help I cant subside . All I can think is how easy it would be to kill this pain I have everything I need.The rest wouldnt matter , people would move on. I could fade away , eventually Id be gone.Nobody gets it, they believe the smile on my face. So when I cant lock up my miserable pain , they assume the worst , doing nothing more but make me hurt . This pain must die soon enough Lately , its just too tough. This pain wont simply say good bye but as usual cover it with a fake smile.
You Don’t Know It All. I work so hard to hide it all Nobody gets it, so now I fall. I fall deeper in my sorrow, deeper in this hurt. Every day, Every breath, it just gets worse. I smile and try to make people know i am always fine. So , i write on the pages, the tears I can’t express. In the dark forever, that’s my dream. hidden from the world, so I can scream. Nobody knows what goes on in my head. Little do they know, my distance from the dead. I can’t describe the feeling i fight to hide. But its unbearable, killing me inside. I have so much to say, but don’t know how. I could try but just not right now. So many words left unsaid. Maybe you`ll hear them once I`m dead. Maybe you`ll read my poems, go through the words I’ve written. What really goes on, every true feelin` You’ll think you know who I really am But remember you`ll never truly understand. Because beneath my soul is a story unwritten.And beneath my harmony is an ear that never listened
.Without you. I have experienced music I have experienced a soul. I experienced a melody I experienced a song. I had a lover he held my faith I had a friend she held my mistakes I had a home, where gardens would bloom light into my face. I had a secret that would spill every day. A song to sing A word to say A heart to love with A start for the day. This time it was dark, It was a shade You faded out and took my harmony away. Another day passed me by But there was no day that passed me by without hearing the words good bye.Now I know what a canvas looks like without them pretty colors making it stand out. I have lips but you are my voice I have eyes but you are my sight I’m a canvas and you are my colors It’s a big city yet without my lover.