Diary of an Awakening           By      Donna Angelle
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Disclaimer     I have written what I believe to be truth.However, please take everything with a grain of salt.    Run your...
Thank you Father                             Thank you Jesus                           Thank you Holy Spirit              ...
The purpose of this book is to lift you up. It is a journey in search of our Family, the Family of God.     We will get no...
Isiah 5:20 “Woe to those who call evil good and good evil, who put darkness for light and           light for darkness, wh...
11:33 PM 5/18/2011 epiphany:   The Holy Spirit lives inside me.   He has ever since I have invited Him.Therefore, any phys...
10:40 am March 10, 2012        My last chapter states that through this process I have found myself.   Apparently, for me,...
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"A MODERN MYSTIC"                          Wednesday 8:07 PM 02/16/2011                       (beginning of green Rwanda n...
Friday March 28, 20081st Day in Rwanda7:30 AMIm not really sure how God will use me today.   I hope and pray that when He ...
I woke very early in the morning, alive and vibrating with excitement for the trip, forthe day and for our task at hand.  ...
Today is a very special day for me.     In my country we celebrate the day we were born.Today is my birthday!    Sometimes...
When I was nine years old my family fell apart.        My mother became very sick.   Myfather became very drunk.      My s...
When I finished, the bishop looked at me with anger in his eyes.      He told me I waswrong.      I was a bad daughter for...
I studied Taoism.   I studied Buddhism.   I studied Judaism.   I tried psychology andpsychiatry.   I completed the "Course...
I thought there was only one God but there were many paths to the top to Him.        Withall of the things I tried, there ...
By this time I was no longer young.     I had three children and a husband.     I did notknow how to love.     I tried to ...
Fortunately for me, God did not give up on me!I think the next part of my life is where I am taken by my shoulders, my fee...
What happened in the next few years after the mudslide was my first awakening. My pastor likes to say, "If God has to put ...
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Unless noted, the following is taken from notes written in the green notebook in order.                                   ...
DNA                                      Jacobs LadderI had placed the above photo first.   I thought surely this shows th...
Lo and behold, I found the best image but then when I read the copy of the article...                           well, you ...
Experiment spots spooky quantum imprinting effectDNA molecules can ‘teleport’, Nobel Prize winner claimsBy John E Dunn | T...
"It is hard to understand how the information can be stored within water over atimescale longer than picoseconds," said th...
DNA : Gods Ladder                                       Jesus DNA                     Fact:    DNA changes in certain circ...
12/11/2010                                        Prophet                               "Closer than my Shadow"           ...
1) Does his message line up with the written word of God?2) Does his message come true at some time in the future?3) Does ...
During one of my meditation sessions I felt a mass move through my center and upand out of me, exiting at my throat.    As...
Is Santa a Christian?          Santa is the symbol of the spirit of Christmas          Christmas is the celebration of Jes...
God meets me first in my pain; I look for him or run from him in my pain                             I AM FREE -          ...
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Yesterday 12/10/2010 I became a 10th Degree Martial Artist in my spirit As my travels through Jacobs Ladder brought me tow...
What if the children and women were the original ninjas who follow after Samurai?                                 Widows a...
"If the Lord comes for this..." "If God decides to create this..."God tells us that when we ask according to His will, we ...
12/10/2010         Balance        Yin YangSnap Shot of the Universe    Black and White        Together         Circles    ...
If the Yin Yang is a snapshot of the Universe then God comes through the white                        circle and we are th...
11:16 AM    02/17/2011I have wondered how this information will be disseminated.   Today, the news tells us               ...
4 + 1 = All4 is The Father, The Son, The Holy Spirit and Me    plus one = All and Always and All Ways            Jesus is ...
The Father, through His Son is closer than my breath          Through Jesus, all of them live in me  There are four parts ...
The wheel of lifeThe wheel Buddha stepped outside = enlightenmentOff the Karmic wheel or You reap what you sow            ...
Im gonna put on my robe...           This is for all, now, not when we are in heaven.                           SING OUT L...
5/2010 - 9/2010            My son and I were in Arizona alone in the middle of nowhere.              I could look out my d...
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12:19 Thursday 02/17/2011                          from notes...Because Jesus, who is God and man, has brought me into his...
{12:34 PM   I would share a vision with you; ...         I had been thinking about my grandmother.       I have felt guilt...
I realized it was my own forgiveness which I had denied to my grandmother which                                haunted my ...
In my vision, as my DNA was unwinding out toward God through my left temple, I           witnessed my ancestors turning to...
continue with notes...                    Jacobs Ladder is a spiral staircase to God.                 The Tower of Babel w...
Look within for Him in order to radiate outward 7:27 PM 02/17/2011 My son is downstairs watching a Disney movie about vood...
5:08 PM                                    02/18/2011                      ♫   Song Playing... Oh Happy Day! ♬            ...
Wallis, my late husband was my impenetrable wall               When the impenetrable wall meets the immovable object      ...
If you are always searching for God              then you will giggle when you find out how close he is                   ...
God is that close        You will laugh joyously when you are reminded how close        8:33 PMI have decided to dedicate ...
5:25 PM 02/18/2011   FridayIf you look at the affairs of man in relation to a joint race, where everyone gets the         ...
There was a race in the special olympics where, after the race had begun and everyone         was loudly cheering the pers...
from notes:        Incense - smoke         candles - fire   Jesus is the living waterWe are in spirals; with yin yang     ...
Sunday 12/12/10                        Pastor Message Notes:    Pastor Louis                               Wish versus Fre...
Joshua, Caleb and the other spies                       Only Joshua and Caleb saw Gods vision                             ...
Colors         Black {all colors at once}                      white                       red                      green ...
10:00 AM Wednesday 02/23/2011          If we are to find the highest goal.   We must find Jesus eyes.                     ...
Our greatest goal is to share home with Jesus,       to turn any corner and be able to see Him,       to know he is there ...
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Joining in my churchs choir has brought me into the midst of genuine people who have a connection with God.    I hear and ...
11:20 AM 02/24/2011                            My choices affect eternity.Nathans memory verse from kids church, "We know ...
Last night, I dared to look upon it again.             I became willing to confront it head on, eye to eye.     Last night...
I have learned that I can create with my words, my focused free will and commitment                           which is in ...
Jacobs Ladder                               DNA                             Yin Yang                             Chakras  ...
4 + 1 = ONE     God, the Father   God, Jesus the Son   God, the Holy Spirit           MeThats four of us plus one     plus...
This Plural One:   One can equal both of us but not me alone.                    i.e.:   I am one of them.                ...
December 14, 2010              The Yin Yang as life principle                         Balance                 The symbol h...
A candy cane is an example of spiraling stripes. Nathan woke up at the same time I did.     He said he thought he heard a ...
Once I am in Gods family I can learn to live with Him in my heart.   Every choice is                               now mad...
Jacobs Ladder     Includes ancestry, "I am the God of Abraham, Jacob and Isaac."                               4 + 1 again...
We are in California.                                         12/18/2010 Last night I laughed at the irony of life!     My...
12/25/2010     Happy Birthday Jesus!        Nathan and I are with our friends in California, including Don and Sally.Chris...
Considering my mothers severe brain trauma, I could imagine that her first steps into  her new spiritual life might be con...
Mystic - one who seeks Gods face.   One who seeks God experientially.                                ((drawings in noteboo...
Experiencing life                                   Experiencing choice                                     I choose life!...
December 28, 2010When we are facing the unknown, we can remember the providence of God and find                           ...
December 30, 2010A new day; a chance to remember to look at the big picture, a time to look for                      encou...
December 31, 2010If you feel the inclination to worry about me, please pray for me instead.
1/1/2011Happy New Year!     Wow!
2/1/2011    Tools:   NecklaceYin Yang Beads   Earrings   One Yin  One Yang   Bracelet   Dolphins    Stoneschakra stones   ...
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2/2/2011                      8:28 PM                     Wednesday           As Jesus bride (wed -nesday)[((Photos hand p...
2/3/2011((Yin yang drawing... white dot, face coming, black dot, face leaving/coming and going))                          ...
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Clock face:                                 9:09                         22°    H 27° L 7°                               "...
Day                                           Night                      In between day and night there is twilight.      ...
"Investigating the opposite side of a phenomena often provides an easier path to                 enlightenment than the mo...
2/5/2011                 The Truman Show i.e.:     The United States of America                   (new note 4/16/2011 perh...
***Phone face                                          2/5/2011                                            3:11           ...
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My spiritual evolution...Age 0 - 15          CatholicAge 16 - 28         TaoistAge 29 - 39         SpiritualistAge 40 - 48...
03/30/1961                                     My Birthday     I am the first in Western and second Eastern zodiacal sun a...
(new note - I have been working on clearing my body of negative energy and influences from my past and distorted thinking....
The following is part of a vision I received while meditating  I saw a man with snow on him.       He picked up something ...
I think because of this vision while hypnotized at 18 years old, I experienced the                                   botto...
Therefore I have gone to the bottom and made it back around to the top, I am                            completely with th...
Awakening                Meditation is Prayer Imagination is Prayer when your focus is on God                     Mindset ...
Just as many new Christians experience a literal "new sight" when colors become brighter, it is as if you are seeing throu...
We can awaken twice.        We can awaken while we are in darkness.                 We may fall back to sleep.            ...
Sara, the woman who brought her told me when I told her what had happened,        "She was that far from me." As she point...
Pentatonic Scale    Amazing Grace played only on the black keys             White author, slave trader                    ...
9:29Classes for people who are in wheel chairs   People who are emotionally unstable                stretching chairs for ...
You have a divine appointment                            Susan Boyle                          Deaths Door At              ...
In Genesis the Father was crying.                  He was lamenting not punishing, when he said,                          ...
Your ego cannot accept that.                                We can call it a                                    H - ego   ...
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It was 9:09 when I finished my audition with pastor James to sing in the choir.                 Time is the variable in th...
I contend that this is where imagination lies dormant          Consider the holograph room on the second version of Star T...
This life is a test.                         Many of us have heard that.                I would contend that we are in a t...
New note 2:37 PM 5/28/2011                                  Fibonacci spiralsOur next true spiritual evolution as a people...
God is everywhere                   All the time                   And available                   for everyone           ...
What do you insert here?                           Everyday I have to _______.                 You will begin to see which...
8/9/2011    Seek Gods presence not His presents.He has already given you everything you need.        Imagination exists in...
re member           re pent           re turn          re produceAn awakened person is mindful      yin yang example:focus...
2/9/2011God speaks to us through numbers as symbols (algebra)                      8 infinity          4   God, Jesus, Hol...
Living Water                    THE Source              We are born in water                We are 98% water              ...
There is an All                     Our DNA is proof                     Our link to God  People have been looking for the...
{Drawing of triangulation}           "There is no other name by which we must be saved... Jesus"When I sang a song which h...
The Angels sing!                    The Angels are here.They are messengers from God and they always bring you peace.     ...
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Part II                     Chapter 1                       Amen            Men thought God said Amen.                God ...
Knowledge of plants                     The plants speak with us - AyahuascaEach word is a message, when you are mindful  ...
We are awakened two times,                    once in the darkness,                      once in the light.The unforgivabl...
"The number of a man."      - The Bible                          {drawings}You must focus the light within you to the inte...
Nathan is counting to 100 today                    He is using a paper which was already usedOn the paper was written, "Wh...
back to notes...Nathan has gone to scouts.   I am wearing a purple Mickey Mouse shirt.   Walt Disney,                     ...
Catholic church - Where is Jesus?             He is in the center, hanging dead on the cross.                 The Catholic...
I should tell you about Cane and Able                       They brought me to the psyche ward                  when my br...
{Drawing of the 666 pattern with an 8 as infinity to explain the concepts together                                        ...
We need clear understanding of         mathematics          computers          calligraphy             Music            si...
This is a test and a raceOur finish line for this race is our death on earth     What will we have done with our life?Are ...
7:04 my computer died             Sunday, my pastor asked me if I had satan under my feet.                                ...
We are all in the army now                       The army of GodChildren of military parents are already trained to be sol...
{Drawing}          ∞         Infinity   666 The number of a man           ☯      Yin Yang                Re Pent          ...
Our energy moves in spirals          Galaxy  Gods evidence for us,
Tornado     whirlpool     HurricaneSpiral above Norway
This would be a good time to talk about Fibonacci, the golden mean, the golden                           spiral and the go...
    Pine Cone    Sunflower    Fractals    Nautilus Shell    Cactus
And even... Crop Circles!
Part II                                  Chapter 2                          The Aliens are among us.                      ...
Are you searching for a light like a flickering candle?               Or perhaps a flashlight shining through the darkness...
Part III                           Chapter 1   Harmonic Resonance - God can put music in your ears                Everythi...
Leonard Cohen sang... Here is the night... Here is your death in your daughters heart                          Hello my lo...
Those who have ears to hear, let them hear.       Command.    This is a command from God.                  Harmonic Resona...
10:20             School             Sunshine  Nutrition/Vitamins       Cooking            Martial Arts              Clean...
4 + 1 = 5 + 1 = 6      * the second 1 is the person who does not choose God                               666 is the numbe...
4 + 1 = ONE[God, Jesus, Holy Spirit, me] + [you, who are in God] = ONE         There is also 1 who will not choose God    ...
If you have a beginning and an end, there must be a middle.        Birth                                            Death ...
When we choose to listen to those things which God has already told us through the                                        ...
We already have everything we need                      No Mind                   Burning Finger                     Mindf...
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What is my job?             I must be about my Fathers business.                        We pray to God                    ...
I married a man whos surname means torture             This is one of lifes ironies              We were married 10 years ...
Remember to wake up twice.{{illustration - yin yang, darkness, light, advance, retreat           Water, twilight - blue, r...
Mindful   - The I am   vs.       Willful - The I will - satans fall    Education cannot completely cover truth            ...
I took a computer test.                  Are you right-brained or left?                I was found to be whole-brained.   ...
Your Father makes sure He is known.             Hello - Uncontrollable laughing again                              but    ...
Now I get to see my husband forever, everywhere.   I like that.           When you have finished the race, you have awaken...
ↂ                                       (new part)                                  10:02 AM 2/11/2011                    ...
10:16 AM                               100%                        4 + 1 = 5 + 1 = 6                       ♫ Oh Happy Day!...
10:26 2/11/2011             I shall see His face...         Im going to put on my robe                 Tell the story     ...
Give to Caesar what is Caesars.    Give to God what is Gods.   - Jesus              Pay your taxes                   Tithe...
2/11/2011 10:52 AM                This is truly a race             Jesus was the first to win            We follow His exa...
Mind    ful                  Mind   less       We must be mindful not mindless           Imagination is in mindful     Abo...
We ride a line                                     Angels/Demons                    We choose our paths every moment of ev...
It stunned me when I read that Lao Tzu so wanted the I Ching to be so very clear.                            Satan reigns ...
Focus on all that is good... - Bible                                   Paper from cabinet:                                ...
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A journey from the darkness into the light.

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  1. 1. Diary of an Awakening By Donna Angelle
  2. 2. Second Draft
  3. 3. Disclaimer I have written what I believe to be truth.However, please take everything with a grain of salt. Run your own race into Gods waiting arms.
  4. 4. Thank you Father Thank you Jesus Thank you Holy Spirit This part was written last: Spirals, we are back to spirals... I am writing backwards and forwards. 10:10 PM 5/23/2011 I smile as I remember 10:10 being my first numeric prompt. I have spent many hours reading through the news and todays alternate news sources. These things cause depression.I remembered my book and realized perhaps writing it would be the positive message to myself that I need right now.
  5. 5. The purpose of this book is to lift you up. It is a journey in search of our Family, the Family of God. We will get nothing in our search for only ourselves. Even our "higher" self is still one person. God wants us all to be one. Satan would have us believe we are all we need. We have natural instincts as do the animals here with us. Although, we are not evolved from apes.The truth is that we are spiritual beings living a fleshly life.We can be a higher being than this earthly visit if we choose. However, we are not gods with amnesia. God is God and I am not. Thank God! 10:08 PM 5/23/2011
  6. 6. Isiah 5:20 “Woe to those who call evil good and good evil, who put darkness for light and light for darkness, who put bitter for sweet and sweet for bitter.” This is clearly a sign of our times now. 10:00 PM 5/23/11 As I think about continuing this writing, I am filled with reticence. I am being awakened to the fact that satan plays such a huge role in our lives. This world belongs to him until he is removed by Christ. Our world is filled with satanic references almost everywhere. I worry that I may write beliefs gained from new age philosophy instead of sound Biblical doctrine. If you dont like what you are getting, stop doing what you are doing. 12:16 PM May 22, 2011
  7. 7. 11:33 PM 5/18/2011 epiphany: The Holy Spirit lives inside me. He has ever since I have invited Him.Therefore, any physical manifestation felt within my body since is felt while the Holy Spirit resides within.
  8. 8. 10:40 am March 10, 2012 My last chapter states that through this process I have found myself. Apparently, for me, it was important to see myself through the eyes of God first.It was not until I had a firm relationship with God that I could see myself for who I truly am. Perhaps it was only through His strength, I could find mine.This book was my process. I intend to make it clear enough so that you may see the path.
  9. 9. Donna Angelle
  10. 10. "A MODERN MYSTIC" Wednesday 8:07 PM 02/16/2011 (beginning of green Rwanda notebook)These are the words which began one notebooks journey. I received the notebookfrom a fellow church member as a gift to our team as we were preparing for ourDeparture to Africa. This was to be an awakening trip. This trips purpose wasto open our eyes to Rwandas plight and journey toward the light, the same plight every third world country experiences. Many of our thirty members had never been to Africa before. This was a first mission anywhere for some. This would be the first time we had stepped out in faith of our God. We would need Him for such a journey. Once I returned home I used the notebook for a dialog between myself and God.Recently, the notebook has been filled and my thoughts have flowed over to paper. My journey continues...
  11. 11. Friday March 28, 20081st Day in Rwanda7:30 AMIm not really sure how God will use me today. I hope and pray that when He wouldchoose to have me help Him, Im not distracted with my own busyness.Today we will visit the Genocide Memorial and an orphanage. I know there is moreplanned but our leaders wanted us to sleep so they kept the entire itinerary tothemselves. Father use me. Thank you.PEACE meeting orientation, with Eric Munyamane, our Saddleback leader in Rwanda.How I can help; 1) Introduce them to the kingdom of God 2) Educate
  12. 12. I woke very early in the morning, alive and vibrating with excitement for the trip, forthe day and for our task at hand. We were warned back in the US that we may haveto speak in front of a congregation and to be ready. I decided to put pen to paper togather the thoughts which raced through my mind.GreetingsMurahoMwaramutseMwiriweAmakuru - How are you today?Imana IshimweNitwa Donna Angelle, my friends call me Donna.Ewatchu Ni America.Ntuye Saddleback Church.Ndishimyea Kubabona. It is good to see you.
  13. 13. Today is a very special day for me. In my country we celebrate the day we were born.Today is my birthday! Sometimes we have a celebration on this day. A few months agomy Pastor, Pastor Rick Warren told us he was coming to Rwanda for a special day. Hetold us of his plans to start 40 Days of Purpose here in Amohoro Stadium on this day,the 30th day of March. I knew I had to be here.I have not always known Jesus even though he was on our walls, in our Bible which wasfilled with glorious pictures and sat as a statue carved in wood prominently displayed inour home. I was born into a home where I was taught to go to church each Sunday, torely on the priests and their church for my needs, to pray a certain way, to sit, tokneel, to stand at the correct times. When I confessed my sins to the priest he told meI could be forgiven by saying five Hail Marys and three Our Fathers. I alwaystried to do as I was told. I did not know God.
  14. 14. When I was nine years old my family fell apart. My mother became very sick. Myfather became very drunk. My sister was one year old. My brother was soon to beborn. I became the head of my household. After four years of taking care of myfamily I began to feel the burden very deeply. I knew I was not able to do this bymyself. I did the only thing I was taught to do, I went to the church to seek helpfor my family. I thought, "If I tell a priest how difficult things are at home, he willhelp me." I was told my entire life to rely on the priests to help me in my need.I walked a long way by myself to my church. I knocked on the door and asked if Icould please talk to someone. I found myself sitting not in front of a priest, but abishop! I felt that surely this man can help me. I was very happy. I began to tellhim about the difficulties my family was struggling with; we did not have enough food,or enough clothes, my mother was still very sick, my father was still very drunk, mybrother and sister were very young. I would even stay home from school to care forthem all.
  15. 15. When I finished, the bishop looked at me with anger in his eyes. He told me I waswrong. I was a bad daughter for exposing my familys brokenness, my shame, myneeds. He sent me home, rejected, humiliated, destroying that which I held as myvery last hope for myself, for my family.I walked home with hot tears of shame, disappointment and hurt flowing down mycheeks. Not long after that I stopped going to that church.I always would try to pray. I always was looking for God. I went down many, manypaths but each one seemed to bring me deeper into darkness. I slowly fell further andfurther into despair. I did the only thing I knew how to do, I relied on my ownstrength. I knew my strength was not enough but I didnt know what else to do.Things went from bad to worse and still I tried to find God.
  16. 16. I studied Taoism. I studied Buddhism. I studied Judaism. I tried psychology andpsychiatry. I completed the "Course in Miracles". I read "Seth Speaks" and "TheBhaghivad Gita". I tossed coins for the "I Ching". I contemplated the "Tale of Genji". I read “The Prophet”.I became a practitioner of the Shaolin Martial Arts. The arts which the very first Buddhadeveloped so that the monks would not fall asleep while meditating and not become preyto marauders on the paths they traveled daily. I even became an alcoholic in AA formore than twelve years.I contemplated becoming a monk, a Jew or anything. I was searching so hard. I wasfollowing so many paths but all I found at the end of each path was darkness,loneliness and despair.
  17. 17. I thought there was only one God but there were many paths to the top to Him. Withall of the things I tried, there was one thing I knew I never wanted to try. As achild I had traveled and lived many places. When I was a young adult I moved toSouthern California. (While living there I came to learn of this large group of people. They wanted to live separated from me it seemed. They wanted to shop mostly instores owned by others of their group. They drove around with symbols on their autosto show they belonged.) There were many people who lived in Southern California whocalled themselves "born again Christians." I thought they were all very strange and Istayed as far from any of them as possible.(added 12:48 PM 02/17/2011 My favorite saying at the time was ...I have done so much for so long with so little, I am now qualified to do anythingwith nothing - anonymous?)
  18. 18. By this time I was no longer young. I had three children and a husband. I did notknow how to love. I tried to be perfect all the time and it was not working. One daywhen my husband was working away from home, it had been raining for many days.We began to hear the mountains around us slide. My neighbors called me and told metheir home was filling with mud. I tried to call for help but no one came. Suddenly asmy children and I stood watching, horrified, the mountain behind us; the mud, the trees,the boulders, crashed through our walls and filled our home with mud higher than myhead. Our home was destroyed. Help didnt come. Nearby neighbors rallied and broughtus into their homes and four hours later more slides came. My neighbors died. Thesounds of the slides rang in our ears for weeks, the scarred hills, a daily reminder formonths.Days later as I stood in my yard with my home destroyed and nothing left undamaged, Iraised my fist angrily and shouted at God. Finally, after so many, many tragedies in mylife I gave up on God. I rejected Him.
  19. 19. Fortunately for me, God did not give up on me!I think the next part of my life is where I am taken by my shoulders, my feet areswept from beneath me and I land with a crash flat on my back. I have been takenDown. (added 7:15 PM 02/17/2011)As you might imagine, things went from bad to worse. I left my husband, who wasnever really with me, and tried to make a new life where my children might know andsee love between loving parents...if I could somehow find it myself.What I found was a man from Zimbabwe who was already sick with cancer. I caredfor him. I tried to make a good home for my children while caring for him.
  20. 20. What happened in the next few years after the mudslide was my first awakening. My pastor likes to say, "If God has to put you flat on your back for you to lookup, He will." It is a clear message. God reaches out to me in my pain. Some of us dont think of Him until it hurts so much we know we cannot continue alone. This is where God would like us to begin.
  21. 21. Donna Angelle
  22. 22. Unless noted, the following is taken from notes written in the green notebook in order. ******* ***** THE MODERN MYSTIC beginning page one part oneThis book began with these thoughts as I began giving myself positive messages in my small notebook from our Rwanda trip... I can be a leader! PRAY IN THE SPIRIT Age is irrelevant in eternity; or In light of eternity, age means nothingCo-Dependency is finding someone you think is worse off than you are and trying to fix them so that you can feel better about who you are (yourself) ↂ
  23. 23. DNA Jacobs LadderI had placed the above photo first. I thought surely this shows the complex nature of our DNA with the ever-present yin yang but... it seemed too complicated to grasp the theory which I am putting forth. Therefore, I searched for another. ↂ
  24. 24. Lo and behold, I found the best image but then when I read the copy of the article... well, you can see for yourselves, God is in the very, very smallest particles! Search! deoxyribonucleic acid
  25. 25. Experiment spots spooky quantum imprinting effectDNA molecules can ‘teleport’, Nobel Prize winner claimsBy John E Dunn | Techworld 
Published: 15:56 GMT, 13 January 11A Nobel Prize winning biologist has ignited controversyafter publishing details of an experiment in which a fragment of DNA appearedto ‘teleport’ or imprint itself between test tubes.According to a team headed by Luc Montagnier, previously known for his workon HIV and AIDS, two test tubes, one of which contained a tiny piece ofbacterial DNA, the other pure water, were surrounded by a weakelectromagnetic field of 7Hz.Eighteen hours later, after DNA amplification using a polymerase chainreaction, as if by magic the DNA was detectable in the test tube containingpure water.Techworld
  26. 26. "It is hard to understand how the information can be stored within water over atimescale longer than picoseconds," said the Ruhr University in Bochum’s KlausGerwert, quoted by New Scientist magazine, which broke the story (requiresregistration).I found this while searching for more photos of DNA... God gives us proof when we search! 11:03 AM 02/17/2011 ☝
  27. 27. DNA : Gods Ladder Jesus DNA Fact: DNA changes in certain circumstances The Bible paraphrased says, "When we become Born Again we die to our own selves." (old DNA)Theory: I say once we become Born Again we exchange our old DNA for the DNA fromGods very own family DNA and that if we could measure these differences we would see them. We are now in Gods Family We are now brothers with Christ We now share his DNA We spiritually are born into Gods family We spiritually evolve into Gods own familyThe aim of this book is to show you the connection between Jesus, the Yin Yang, Tao, DNA and Jacobs Ladder
  28. 28. 12/11/2010 Prophet "Closer than my Shadow" The Holy Spirit and your child by Diane Hanny "A Prophet is an appointed messenger of God. His ministry varies from church tochurch and from meeting to meeting. He speaks forth the word of God. He has God-given understanding; by the Holy Spirit he can foretell things that will happen. He also gives direction to the ministry, worship and doctrine of a church. All theseresponsibilities of a prophet are directly inspired by the Holy Spirit. No man could know and do these things without Gods help." The book goes on to tell us how to tell if a prophet is from God by testing his message by the following proofs;
  29. 29. 1) Does his message line up with the written word of God?2) Does his message come true at some time in the future?3) Does his life show forth the fruit of the Holy Spirit? There was a question on page 117 which asked, "Have you ever met a prophet of God?" My 6 year old son said, "Mom, you are a prophet." This caught me off guard because I have never thought of myself as a prophet and have never talked to him about this subject.
  30. 30. During one of my meditation sessions I felt a mass move through my center and upand out of me, exiting at my throat. As it left me the word prophecy came to me. Rather than believing that I would become a prophet I decided that I would studyprophecy. This led me to my exploration with the Book of Revelation. This was myfirst introduction in learning of the prophetic nature of the Bible. Sabbath Day – Saturday – rest day Church Day – Sunday – meet with others Then he said, "I want to make God happy." He then walked to our Advent Calender, where one piece of candy sits in each slot for the days leading into Christmas. As he opened the wrapper for the tiny candy-cane he compared this candy-cane to the one he ate after sitting on Santas lap. Santa as a Christian...
  31. 31. Is Santa a Christian? Santa is the symbol of the spirit of Christmas Christmas is the celebration of Jesus BirthdayIn "The Shack" The Holy Spirit is Asian and God is a black woman. (When I was awakened in my darkness, I knew The Holy Spirit was Asian. I felt The Presence as an Asian master. I was therefore confused and sighed sadly as my mind seemed to be spinning out of control)
  32. 32. God meets me first in my pain; I look for him or run from him in my pain I AM FREE - Look at me. Im as free as the wind on the sea. Look at me. Im as high as the birds in the sky. I dont know where Im going. I forget where Ive been. But my heart keeps on traveling into the wind. - poem written in high school
  33. 33. Donna Angelle
  34. 34. Yesterday 12/10/2010 I became a 10th Degree Martial Artist in my spirit As my travels through Jacobs Ladder brought me toward understanding I experienced movement and pressure throughout and from within My personal ladder, my DNA has been activating. Physically, I am changing. Myhearing is different. My heart also has changed. Most importantly, I have gained, calm and peace.(* 02/09/2011 Ive felt more and more clearing, only now it is moving in spirals. My perception has improved.)
  35. 35. What if the children and women were the original ninjas who follow after Samurai? Widows and Orphans Mothers and children We will create a hub, a center, a NEXUS DNA - spiral staircase When we make a request of God, He can answer yes, no or not yet.We do not know Gods answers sometimes. Then we say, "It may be Gods will." or "If it will be Gods will." Be = creation becomes
  36. 36. "If the Lord comes for this..." "If God decides to create this..."God tells us that when we ask according to His will, we will receive by faith. We know then that when we align our will to Gods will, we will receive. ↂ
  37. 37. 12/10/2010 Balance Yin YangSnap Shot of the Universe Black and White Together Circles ↂ
  38. 38. If the Yin Yang is a snapshot of the Universe then God comes through the white circle and we are the black circle The Yin Yang is multidimensional In life we are in spirals The one dimensional symbol as a slice of time between our humanity and eternityGod is in Yin Yang but God is more, is deeper, is higher than we have imagined yet. Go Higher!
  39. 39. 11:16 AM 02/17/2011I have wondered how this information will be disseminated. Today, the news tells us that Borders Book Store is going bankrupt. Why? We have the internet. The internet allows us to give a book in a form called multimedia. We can include three dimensional images, music and most importantly, almost instant feedback between authors and those who experience our ideas. The Yin Yang is God touching us. Heaven is outside our physical laws and boundaries. God is in the center of the Yin Yang. Hypotheses; Yin Yang is the symbol of our relationship with The Holy Spirit on earth. ↂ
  40. 40. 4 + 1 = All4 is The Father, The Son, The Holy Spirit and Me plus one = All and Always and All Ways Jesus is the living water Water, Fire, Earth, Air, Spirit ↂ
  41. 41. The Father, through His Son is closer than my breath Through Jesus, all of them live in me There are four parts to a Yin Yang symbol; plus onefour parts; two black, two white plus God is the center ↂ
  42. 42. The wheel of lifeThe wheel Buddha stepped outside = enlightenmentOff the Karmic wheel or You reap what you sow ↂThere is a plural "ONE" which I cannot be alone because this one means ALL ↂ
  43. 43. Im gonna put on my robe... This is for all, now, not when we are in heaven. SING OUT LOUD ↂ 12:02 PM 02/17/2011Addiction is being convinced we cannot do without that which we desire Reality will appear when you learn you can do without
  44. 44. 5/2010 - 9/2010 My son and I were in Arizona alone in the middle of nowhere. I could look out my door and see the sunset each eveningI could stand outside and turn 360 degrees in a complete circle and see no one but my son and our dog I cried I cried out loud to God I cried painful sobs of release I felt the pain which lives inside me I gave it to my Father He is big enough to handle my pain He is loving enough to comfort me He is gracious enough not to let me be
  45. 45. Donna Angelle
  46. 46. 12:19 Thursday 02/17/2011 from notes...Because Jesus, who is God and man, has brought me into his family I am in His Family I am in Gods Family I am dead to my own family DNA Now I am directly related to God
  47. 47. {12:34 PM I would share a vision with you; ... I had been thinking about my grandmother. I have felt guilt regarding our lives together. God wanted me to release my guilt. Though she had died, she appeared in my dreams often. It was always the same dream. She looked at me. She remained silent. I would wake. For many years I puzzled the meaning of this dream.This was one of the few dreams which I have had repeatedly.
  48. 48. I realized it was my own forgiveness which I had denied to my grandmother which haunted my dreams so.She had not spoken to me for a year when she became angry with me. We lived ina home together, alone. I was sixteen. I felt this punishment crippling to my inner being. As a result while she lay in a bed for eight years when I was in mytwenties I visited her a very few times. The last time I saw her was when I was thirty and I brought my three week old daughter to see her. I had traveled with her from California to Boston to visit my family there. I finally released the guilt I carried from that experience. Immediately, I experienced a vision complete with physical sensations spiraling through my head.
  49. 49. In my vision, as my DNA was unwinding out toward God through my left temple, I witnessed my ancestors turning to wave back as they left me. Some just smiled and waved, some spoke. They were all glad to be moving on.These were people related to my past who were embodied in and embedded within my DNA 12:40 PM Hypotheses: As soon as I ask Him into my heart to live, my DNA is connected to, better yet, graphed into, His DNA - Jacobs Ladder As I have become cleared of old garbage, I became open to God. March 10th, 2012 At 11:10 am ↂ
  50. 50. continue with notes... Jacobs Ladder is a spiral staircase to God. The Tower of Babel was a spiral staircase to God. God confused their tongues and dispersed them. He said, "They will surely be able to make it all the way to Heaven." I wondered and pondered why God would do this.Why would he make the journey to Heaven more difficult after we had already begun? Is it because we were entering from the outside? God would have us look within first. 2:24 PM 02/17/2011
  51. 51. Look within for Him in order to radiate outward 7:27 PM 02/17/2011 My son is downstairs watching a Disney movie about voodoo. The Frog Princess. I havent seen it yet but my fathers family is from the bayous of Louisiana so Ithought it would be fun to watch. Disney plays a role in my life as does the United States. These are my large flags. 7:51 PM 11:11 am March 10th, 2012 They are tied to who I am.
  52. 52. 5:08 PM 02/18/2011 ♫ Song Playing... Oh Happy Day! ♬ He taught me how to watch, fight and pray and live rejoicing every day ♫ Oh Happy Day! ♬ 5:10 PM Friday 02/18/2011 My Good Friday. I took a nap.Our pastor would say, "Sometimes, the most spiritual thing you can do is to take a nap."
  53. 53. Wallis, my late husband was my impenetrable wall When the impenetrable wall meets the immovable object opposition occurs Stubbornness is the immovable object 8:22 PMI tried to spell stubbornness but stubbornly I stumbled. Then found the cause to bethree sets of double letters in the darn word. I would say it is its embodiment in form breathe 8:24 When I become stubborn my heart gets a sincere workout. My chest hurts. My chest aches. I forget to breathe. I stop so that I may breathe. 8:26 PM God speaks to artists as they write their songs then the artists may sing to us We rejoice as their words bring us closer to God
  54. 54. If you are always searching for God then you will giggle when you find out how close he is you will live joyously Have you played peek-a-boo with a baby?The fun for the baby is that she truly does not know where you are when you cover your eyes with your hands You open them and exclaim, peek a boo! She laughs joyously as from out of nowhere you have once again appeared Her all
  55. 55. God is that close You will laugh joyously when you are reminded how close 8:33 PMI have decided to dedicate this writing to a full time work in order to finish in a timely manner. God speaks to us in time but He will not wait around for you to ready yourself He has always been moving You must already be waiting and at the ready in order to serve God completely Then look for where He is already working 8:56 PM Even good distractions are distractions 8:59 PM ↂ ♪ "My secret life" - Leonard Cohen ♩
  56. 56. 5:25 PM 02/18/2011 FridayIf you look at the affairs of man in relation to a joint race, where everyone gets the same prize at the end then you will changeIn the Bible, when the man who hired workers paid those who showed up last the same as the first, the first were angry Why would we begrudge anyone entrance into Gods Glorious embrace? Is it that we would be first? Jesus has already won. We cannot be first In life, there will always be someone better or worse off than you 5:35 PM How we run our race becomes the most important consideration, not the finish. We all will finish. We all will stand before God our Father at some point
  57. 57. There was a race in the special olympics where, after the race had begun and everyone was loudly cheering the person in first place, one of the racers fell. The person in the lead turned to see what had happened after hearing the audience gasp. He stopped. Then he turned and ran to help his fallen friend back to their feet In fact, everyone went to help the fallen racer. They locked arms and joined hands then finished the race together Life can be like this, one person at a time. ↂ
  58. 58. from notes: Incense - smoke candles - fire Jesus is the living waterWe are in spirals; with yin yang inner and outer mindful and no mind conscious and sub conscious
  59. 59. Sunday 12/12/10 Pastor Message Notes: Pastor Louis Wish versus Free will No commitment committed God gives me a free will to choose Life Death Blessing Cursing When I choose Life I choose GodOnce I am committed, now supernatural strength from the Holy Spirit gives me power for my purpose I am purposed to accomplish The spirit of God is Life What I allow into my mind becomes my life Thoughts can be redesigned when they are captured
  60. 60. Joshua, Caleb and the other spies Only Joshua and Caleb saw Gods vision The others saw Giants *** Dont let go of the land where God told me to go "As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he." the Bible Science has found a brain in our heart Life is a series of choices We cannot control our circumstances We can control how we respond and how we think of thembrain up on wall with one side showing blue, white and green the other gray and brown {picture of brain - yin yang} Choose Life so that me and my descendants may live! end pastor notes i.e.: My DNA affects my descendants DNA ↂ
  61. 61. Colors Black {all colors at once} white red green purple blue brown orange YellowNow, I am creating. God is always creating. Sunday 12/12/10
  62. 62. 10:00 AM Wednesday 02/23/2011 If we are to find the highest goal. We must find Jesus eyes. Where is Jesus right now?He is home, with His Father and The Holy Spirit, intimately involved with our race. In the Bible, Jesus home can be found in "The Song of Solomon" I was recently researching mystics and historical mysticism. It was then where I learned that "The Song of Solomon" was about Jesus. When we search for Jesus we find Him, everywhere, at home. Will we go past the Throne Room and into His chambers?
  63. 63. Our greatest goal is to share home with Jesus, to turn any corner and be able to see Him, to know he is there by feeling His presence, to close our eyes and see His face, to witness His smile, to share a dance, to love and be loved by Him.Mysticism = Striving to know God experientially. 10:23 AM ↂ
  64. 64. Donna Angelle
  65. 65. Joining in my churchs choir has brought me into the midst of genuine people who have a connection with God. I hear and see things I would not have seen while alone. I experience things that would be missed in solitude. Experiencing God with Godly people is also my goal. The Holy Spirit flows through us as we reach out to you.Those things which I ask of God, I do not want to ask of myself but so that the Glory of God be made manifest and shown to others. ♩♫ Oh Happy Day! ♬...When Jesus washed my sins away! ♩ ↂ
  66. 66. 11:20 AM 02/24/2011 My choices affect eternity.Nathans memory verse from kids church, "We know that God is always at work for the good of everyone who loves Him." Romans 8:28 I believe I had lucid dreaming last night.The inner dream of Yang to the left of my head I turned onto my left only to look down then there were two loud knocks right where I was already focusing. My inner person is interacting with my outer world.My furnace was breaking down as I thought of the cause of my personal blindness. When I was 18 I had been hypnotized. I was told to look into a mirror to my right.I experienced a deep shock which took the hypnotist more than 45 minutes to bring me out from. My Psychic Cataclysm Absolute destruction The Deepest Fire Pain Past Enduring
  67. 67. Last night, I dared to look upon it again. I became willing to confront it head on, eye to eye. Last night I looked beyond my self imposed veil at Christs Kingdom. I looked up from where stood. I saw the cross standing on top of the stairs with rays of light radiantly flowing down toward me.After the knocks from the furnace I experienced a strong smell as our furnace malfunctioned. My reality was mirroring my inner self. Ive experienced the top in my dreams. Ive experienced the place where I can live miracles. I have found the place where I am in relationship with God. I have become familiar with God.
  68. 68. I have learned that I can create with my words, my focused free will and commitment which is in line with Gods will. I found the place where my will to create intersects with the power of the word.There is a path which brings you there. A path which begins at the cross, everyones crossroad. ✞ The center of the cross is Jesus. The cross and our God connection
  69. 69. Jacobs Ladder DNA Yin Yang Chakras Dreams Praying in the Spirit Spiral Staircases Meditation ChiThe Holy Spirit - The Holy Spirit lands as fire and strong wind (?)
  70. 70. 4 + 1 = ONE God, the Father God, Jesus the Son God, the Holy Spirit MeThats four of us plus one plus one = you equals ONE, all of us
  71. 71. This Plural One: One can equal both of us but not me alone. i.e.: I am one of them. not I am the only one. We are one together. We are united. I cannot be alone when we are united. The Trinity as ONE There is a plural "ONE" which I cannot be alone because this one means ALL
  72. 72. December 14, 2010 The Yin Yang as life principle Balance The symbol has 4 parts two dots/circles multidimensional spirals The larger pieces are equal oppositesThe shape of the pieces denote movement, circular movement Physical demonstration; cake batter parts of a cake mixed into one cake stir vanilla and chocolate ☯
  73. 73. A candy cane is an example of spiraling stripes. Nathan woke up at the same time I did. He said he thought he heard a mouse. I wentto sleep thinking about the chinese zodiac, the western zodiac and the Bibles warningagainst them. the Bible allows us direct access to God. Astrology tries to study ourconnections to Him first through ourselves. However, once we are firmly rooted into Gods family we can now explore His cosmos as travelers with Him.
  74. 74. Once I am in Gods family I can learn to live with Him in my heart. Every choice is now made toward life. I have died to my old self. i.e.; My old DNA I am a new creation in God
  75. 75. Jacobs Ladder Includes ancestry, "I am the God of Abraham, Jacob and Isaac." 4 + 1 again Now 1 also means new relativesWhen I pray in line with Gods will, His power is made manifest in my life. "Within your will Father, I can create life on earth." 12/17/2010
  76. 76. We are in California. 12/18/2010 Last night I laughed at the irony of life! My friend Harry worked and made a great income, had a great time and learned a great new skill. My friend who runs from paperwork is now excited about excel. 9:19 AM 12/22/2010 My kitchen has 3 drawers to search for items. This morning, I woke up in RanchoBernardo in a very nice home. Yesterday I struggled to find the right cabinet for the trash. This morning, I became dizzy while looking for the cereal, bowl and spoon.Poverty has its upside at times. Especially when you consider the simplicity added to your life.Life has us accumulating and letting go. In the airport I traveled with two backpacks for Nathan and me. I watched as a couple with a small child carried an enormous amount of ancillary luggage for this small human. The baby will grow and the mountains of luggage go.
  77. 77. 12/25/2010 Happy Birthday Jesus! Nathan and I are with our friends in California, including Don and Sally.Christmas with lots of people. My mothers last gift to us. Ive dreamed of her often since she died.I was teaching a martial arts class in the last one. My mother got knocked down andher head banged on the floor. Her head had been completely shaved. She bounced toher feet, turned and looked at me with a big smile, "Im O.K.! I took my medicine last night." Ive thought of that dream. There was another woman in this dream. It looked as though she purposely knocked my mom over. She looked at me with a seeming superior look, acknowledging with a glance that she had acted purposely.
  78. 78. Considering my mothers severe brain trauma, I could imagine that her first steps into her new spiritual life might be confusing for her to grasp right away. I thoughtangels might have helped to ease her soul gradually into its new home. Now she was learning to be well after she had adjusted to disability for so long. Though, that seems wrong. Added friday the 13th at 9:19 am. 1/13/2012. A new number today 9 End? The song, Im out on the border plays as I contemplate a trip to Arizona...
  79. 79. Mystic - one who seeks Gods face. One who seeks God experientially. ((drawings in notebook)){My vision: "Come up here my child." Then gentle hands lifted me up out of my self imposed pit. After experiencing demons being picked from my body I found myselfasking why it had taken me so long to remove them. I was told I had continued to agree with them. Like the child who is told continually that she is an idiot who grows into the adult who confirms it, "Yep, Im an idiot."I found myself feeling completely free for the first time in my life. I wondered aloud if my outward person even looked changed. You might say, the demons were the remnants of distorted thinking.
  80. 80. Experiencing life Experiencing choice I choose life! Each choice we make impacts us. Life is a series of choices Choose lifeWhen my choices lead to actions that align with Gods will I can stand in His strength, sure of His power and wisdom. The greatest gift God gives us first is Joy from His heart to ours. Then our soul dances. ((drawing))
  81. 81. December 28, 2010When we are facing the unknown, we can remember the providence of God and find peace.My favorite Buddha was the laughing Buddha. My belly is getting like his. I am also finding his joy.
  82. 82. December 30, 2010A new day; a chance to remember to look at the big picture, a time to look for encounters with divine appointments.
  83. 83. December 31, 2010If you feel the inclination to worry about me, please pray for me instead.
  84. 84. 1/1/2011Happy New Year! Wow!
  85. 85. 2/1/2011 Tools: NecklaceYin Yang Beads Earrings One Yin One Yang Bracelet Dolphins Stoneschakra stones Tai Chi
  86. 86. Donna Angelle
  87. 87. 2/2/2011 8:28 PM Wednesday As Jesus bride (wed -nesday)[((Photos hand position in Yin Yang 1 - sketch, photo with pen 2 ((?have I forgotten?))] taoist Christian
  88. 88. 2/3/2011((Yin yang drawing... white dot, face coming, black dot, face leaving/coming and going)) The center of Yin Yang is Tao {Drawing Here} When does a soul start its journey in the human race? At the instant the sperm meets the egg.
  89. 89. Donna Angelle
  90. 90. Clock face: 9:09 22° H 27° L 7° "Yin Yang Universal oneness The duality of all phenomena Whether summer and winter, male and female orlife and death, are to be shown as opposing manifestations of the same principle and should not be viewed as independent phenomena." -Tao.org
  91. 91. Day Night In between day and night there is twilight. Twilight is day becoming night. Twilight represents the gray. In life, gray is confusion. There is no gray in Yin Yang. Gray is confusion and also becoming.Personal note: In this article it was stated, "There are no straight lines in nature." I wondered, what about a cactus needle? What about the straight fractures along some crystals and minerals? I am not sure of this quote as being accurate.
  92. 92. "Investigating the opposite side of a phenomena often provides an easier path to enlightenment than the more direct approach. It turns out its easier for the mind to comprehend what it doesnt want." 2/14/2011 Date 12:48 AM Time 4 + 1 = Equation We are One Answer Algebra i.e.: proof Symmetry 1:01 AM"One by one... the broken hearted many, the open hearted few." - Leonard Cohen
  93. 93. 2/5/2011 The Truman Show i.e.: The United States of America (new note 4/16/2011 perhaps the entire world)The rest of the world watches and stays interested in knowing about worldwide events. The US is in a bubble. Everyone in the world knows the US is in a bubble. Only the US thinks it is in an impenetrable, inescapable, enclosed place. What happens when the bubble pops? 8:48 PM 4 + 1 4 + One Jesus, God, the Holy Spirit and Me = 4 + One = The Family of God "We are the ones we are waiting for." Jerry Wills
  94. 94. ***Phone face 2/5/2011 3:11 30° 13 mail(When I initially wrote this down here is what those numbers brought to mind...The ides of March. Friday 13 - 31st when my father died. I always throughout my life felt cautioned by the quote, "Beware the ides of March!" As I wrote this in february I had hoped my parents were in heaven watching me sing.Now, from the perspective of time... I write this after the horrific earthquake, tsunamiand nuclear disaster of March 11, 2011. This is what I had been warned about. I am very new to these feelings of connectedness with those higher than myself and therefore made a mistake of looking into the past instead of looking forward to the future. 4/16/2011 10:36 AM
  95. 95. Donna Angelle
  96. 96. My spiritual evolution...Age 0 - 15 CatholicAge 16 - 28 TaoistAge 29 - 39 SpiritualistAge 40 - 48 ChristianAge 49 – now Mystic * Clock face of phone lit up by itself @ 12:20 AM 2/7/2011 ☺ Good Morning Father! If you continue to have Faith, God gives you a proof! I contend that our DNA changes when we enter Gods Family. When we choose life and we are reborn, our DNA belongs to Jesus own DNA. Our life is now forever intertwined with everyone in Gods Family. God wants a family.
  97. 97. 03/30/1961 My Birthday I am the first in Western and second Eastern zodiacal sun and moon signs. New note 2/16/2011 11:11 AMI am catching myself editing the things which I wrote as I try to formulate this book from my heightened experiences.I reminded myself not to edit at this time since I am not sure what all of this means yet.As I notice the time 11:11, which Ive stopped to make a note to myself not to edit, I am reminded that God is truly with me in this effort. back to notes... Aries Ox Metal I always believed that the Ninjas were the women and the children of the Samurai warriors of ancient Japan.
  98. 98. (new note - I have been working on clearing my body of negative energy and influences from my past and distorted thinking. I am wondering if kundalini could be an outside energy as opposed to chi which is our natural energy flowing through our bodies. Thereason for the distinction has come about by the new work I have been engaging in withkundalini energy. As I meditated on God and worked on clearing out anything which still remained which had negative influence I was directed to a locked area of my heart (chakra?) I experienced pain and blockage. Through inviting God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit to occupy each and every crack and crevice within every cell of my body I feltonce again a darker force being expelled from within. My heart is now feeling lighter,freer, stronger and pain free. As I know through personal experience that God gives me all the energy and power I will ever need at exactly the right time I am becoming convinced that so called "spiritual" work which calls any other energy to us is a force which also brings in negativity, darkness and demonic forces.) Creating is the outlet for energy Monday 2/7/2011 11:22 3:13 Amazing Grace!
  99. 99. The following is part of a vision I received while meditating I saw a man with snow on him. He picked up something from the woman in the mudthen began walking upwards on a path up a mountain. She was on her hands and knees cleaning. She wore an oriental hat and black clothing as she tried to clean the water, ash and mud from the ground. (colors, black, gray and brown)I asked, "Who are you?" to the young man. An old man appeared over to my leftshoulder across from where I stood. I moved my focus to him and realized I was losingthe climb of the young man. The old man did not want me to hinder the young man. Ireturned my gaze upwards to the young man and watched his ascent up the mountain.As he rose higher he was surrounded by snow.My vision moved from there to yellow flowing color (yin) and purple flowing color (yang)flowing in an unconfined yin yang, not exactly a circle but more like a flowing slushy
  100. 100. I think because of this vision while hypnotized at 18 years old, I experienced the bottom of my psyche.I was instructed to walk into a home, to go into the bathroom and to turn and look into the mirror.I expected to see myself. I saw instead a form which was human but burnt beyond recognition. There was only burnt, charred flesh. I saw annihilation I became internally blind due to this vision. My minds eye became black and gray only.At 50 years old I can only glimpse visions through my inner eye though Ive practiced meditation for many years.
  101. 101. Therefore I have gone to the bottom and made it back around to the top, I am completely with the Lord. My vision is returning after all these years of meditation and prayer. I love you Jesus! Thank you Father!-God stopped them from completing the tower of Babel because they were outside. We need to build inside first. Go within when you Pray Spirals Circles DNA - Ladders Chi - Holy Spirit when we allow Him
  102. 102. Awakening Meditation is Prayer Imagination is Prayer when your focus is on God Mindset -Lack; I must make this last until I can get more. vs Abundance; When this is gone it is alright. "Those who have ears to hear..." - Jesus
  103. 103. Just as many new Christians experience a literal "new sight" when colors become brighter, it is as if you are seeing through a childs eyes again with a film now removed, I believe we also develop the ability to hear differently through greater connection to our Father, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. 1:22 PM I remember my tongue was stayed by the Holy Spirit, keeping me silent when I would have spoken otherwise.1:24 My son walked upstairs and told me my alarm was ringing and he turned it off for me. Good Boy! Now Pumpkin is barking. She is telling me we need to go. ☺ I have entered the Throne Room. 3:13 PM 3:13 Angels wings I - 111, 222, 444 II - 313, 232
  104. 104. We can awaken twice. We can awaken while we are in darkness. We may fall back to sleep. We can awaken in the light. Then we may truly see.Last night at the super-bowl party at a church Judy, a five year old little girl said to me, "I couldnt find you." "I never moved." I said A few minutes later... "I couldnt find you again." "I still havent moved."
  105. 105. Sara, the woman who brought her told me when I told her what had happened, "She was that far from me." As she pointed to a wall near us. "We waived at each other and my friend let her come to me. It took three hours for us to find her again. Thats why I tell my friends to never let them go."For me, this is the example of our human condition with regard to our Father in Heaven.
  106. 106. Pentatonic Scale Amazing Grace played only on the black keys White author, slave trader Slave tuneAmazing Grace, the joining of the black and the white 8:38 8:48 1772 "Faiths Review and Expectation" John Newton Amazing Grace
  107. 107. 9:29Classes for people who are in wheel chairs People who are emotionally unstable stretching chairs for everyone in class for support new group {drawing yin yang with expansion} Humans are 98% water Renew your source Jesus is the living water The Holy Spirit is our fire It is God who gives us life
  108. 108. You have a divine appointment Susan Boyle Deaths Door At 10:44 Singing is worshipping God Through singing we open up our body to healing vibrational tonesThis was made very clear to me as I practiced to join a church choir {notes}
  109. 109. In Genesis the Father was crying. He was lamenting not punishing, when he said, "You shall surely die!"Relate to a mothers lament when she finds out her son or daughter has become a soldier. "Child, you will surely die!" as she collapses into your arms. God is only Love.
  110. 110. Your ego cannot accept that. We can call it a H - ego or a Sh - egoAnd as you are still going around ruled by self God would say, "There h -egos again!" "There sh -egos back around again!" As we, echoing our children, "Again! Again! I want to do that again!"Isnt it strange that we often want the scary rides or the ones which make us dizzy? We want to feel. 3:39 PM
  111. 111. Donna Angelle
  112. 112. It was 9:09 when I finished my audition with pastor James to sing in the choir. Time is the variable in the equation of this book Time is future, now, past and imaginary. Imagination and creation together can be seen as showing reciprocityDreams and imagination are parts of us we stopped ourselves from using, collectively We do have a collective consciousness Without imagination, we have lost creativity Creativity cannot exist without it 85% of our brains, we are told, have gone unused.
  113. 113. I contend that this is where imagination lies dormant Consider the holograph room on the second version of Star Trek... Our Holo-deck is empty. The wires are cold with neglect. We need to fire up the currents so that the lights can come back on. If the Law of Entropy is applied to man, this generation is the proof that Darwins theory is wrong.Many are quick to disparage the veracity of the bible. No one will be able to bring a book written in the past 100 years which could have the impact of the Bible or any other book which has stood the test of time.
  114. 114. This life is a test. Many of us have heard that. I would contend that we are in a test of time.Our question for our test will be, "What have you done with what you have been given?" - Pastor Rick Warren How have you spent your time? 11:48 PM Tuesday February, 8, 2011
  115. 115. New note 2:37 PM 5/28/2011 Fibonacci spiralsOur next true spiritual evolution as a people will be actually re-learning what our ancestors did without thinking and our children do without thinking, we will use our imaginations! It is somewhere in there where we can be very close to our creator. What do you do with your time? Do you go to the store almost every day? Why? Ask to enter the Throne Room The door is always open for you
  116. 116. God is everywhere All the time And available for everyone If you look for Him He will be there at anytime That is eternity God is only Love And He is perfect You can connect with Him nowYour death in your daughters heart - Leonard Cohen
  117. 117. What do you insert here? Everyday I have to _______. You will begin to see which demon is bothering you. You must not agree with your demons or they will want to remainYou are more powerful than they are through the power of the Holy Spirit but they will remain if you agree Everyday you make many choices. CHOOSE LIFE
  118. 118. 8/9/2011 Seek Gods presence not His presents.He has already given you everything you need. Imagination exists in no mind Meditation seeks no mind An awakened person has access to no mind An awakened person knows God An awakened person wakens others 9:08
  119. 119. re member re pent re turn re produceAn awakened person is mindful yin yang example:focused attention - mindfulness leads to no mind
  120. 120. 2/9/2011God speaks to us through numbers as symbols (algebra) 8 infinity 4 God, Jesus, Holy Spirit and me 1 ONE We are ONE I am 1 4 + 1 = 5
  121. 121. Living Water THE Source We are born in water We are 98% water That source is God Jesus is our living water Without it we become dust, dust in the wind {screen graphic from computer}The last shall be first and the first shall be last Alien is not what we think! We are all Aliens.
  122. 122. There is an All Our DNA is proof Our link to God People have been looking for the missing link in bones Just as God it has been there all the time.Just as the bones in I Ching are only part of the answer, we must look smaller still, to our very DNA To Jacobs Ladder To the Source Song - Im gonna put on my robe and tell the story... God is always talking to all of us. Moments of indecision are yin yang La Chiam! To Life! Choose Life!
  123. 123. {Drawing of triangulation} "There is no other name by which we must be saved... Jesus"When I sang a song which had Jesus in it the vibrations I experienced inside myself led to what I will call harmonic resonance within my head. Triangulation The golden triangle the golden mean symmetry is beauty Music is vibration resonance harmony
  124. 124. The Angels sing! The Angels are here.They are messengers from God and they always bring you peace. Harmonic Resonance "Those who have ears to hear, let them hear." - Jesus ((End of green notebook))
  125. 125. Donna Angelle
  126. 126. Part II Chapter 1 Amen Men thought God said Amen. God said, "Ah men."As He shook His head while watching us choose death. Calligraphy Symbols Music Word
  127. 127. Knowledge of plants The plants speak with us - AyahuascaEach word is a message, when you are mindful 4:02 Thursday February 10, 2011 God gave us time so we could learn to listen to Him. Me: There is no faith in doubt There is no faith in doubt I have been made dead to the flesh. I have been healed. Are there plants in heaven? Shall we find the garden of Eden?
  128. 128. We are awakened two times, once in the darkness, once in the light.The unforgivable sin is rejecting God while in the Holy Spirit. 5:01
  129. 129. "The number of a man." - The Bible {drawings}You must focus the light within you to the intensity of a laser Look for God with the focused precision of a laser You will surely see Him "Your eyes are the lamp to your soul..." - The Bible 4 + 1 = → 5:22 2/10/2011
  130. 130. Nathan is counting to 100 today He is using a paper which was already usedOn the paper was written, "When people sin, you should forgive and comfort them, so that they wont give up in despair." 2 Corinthians 2:7 New note 4/16/2011 4:28 PMTo sin means to miss the mark. This is important to remember. A sin is a try and a miss. Try again! Help your friends who sin to get back up and try again. God looked at us and saw that we all sin, all of us, each and every one. Turn to your neighbor and help him back up. WE ALL SIN
  131. 131. back to notes...Nathan has gone to scouts. I am wearing a purple Mickey Mouse shirt. Walt Disney, Ox( New note: Disney carried his mouse to Buddha, or did his mouse carry him? ) ... ☺ My great Aunt Hilda worked for Disney and encouraged me to draw She gave me many drawings she had done I cherished those drawings My sister destroyed them "Your friends are for comfort but your brother and sister are meant for trouble." - The Bible
  132. 132. Catholic church - Where is Jesus? He is in the center, hanging dead on the cross. The Catholic church has it partly right.Our focus must remain on the brightest light in the room in every moment The light came through the window, straight from the sun above... so inside my little room there plunged the rays of love – Leonard Cohen in streams of light Jesus is our living water The Father is the Glory - bright shining brilliance, limitless power
  133. 133. I should tell you about Cane and Able They brought me to the psyche ward when my brother and sister had me locked away That was where He sent an angel to speak to my soul. I had been trying to read the bible for more than 20 years and could not. This woman came to me dressed as a holy woman in all white. She spoke to me in a different language. She opened to the first page in a small bible I was struggling to read. She spoke to my heart in a language I had never heard. For the first time in my life, I could read the bible. It says in the bible that God works all things for good for those who love Him.My two day stay in the hospital was very traumatic for me, a dark time for my soul. However, without it, would I know God?He showed up when I would have least expected it and beginning with this womans Prayers I learned to know God.
  134. 134. {Drawing of the 666 pattern with an 8 as infinity to explain the concepts together of... 1st childhood Re birth Re pent Re turn Re lease Re peat Re main Re deem} Satan the sneaky snake * see note
  135. 135. We need clear understanding of mathematics computers calligraphy Music singing playing dancing fighting meditatingtao (as it can be clearly seen)
  136. 136. This is a test and a raceOur finish line for this race is our death on earth What will we have done with our life?Are we focused on the good, the holy, the pure? Or are we distracted? La Chiam! To Life!
  137. 137. 7:04 my computer died Sunday, my pastor asked me if I had satan under my feet. I answered, "I do." {Expand illustration} New note 2:47 PM 5/28/2010 {I had a new vision on this question regarding satan under my feet.As I thought of that I felt a demonic force attached to the very bottom of my foot. I realized I was "holding" a demon to me by saying I "had satan under my feet" because I surely did. I asked God to remove this through the power of Jesus and felt release.Through this I was brought to a clear understanding of how our very own words can lead us astray.}
  138. 138. We are all in the army now The army of GodChildren of military parents are already trained to be soldiers We can be a force God is All we need He is more than we can imagine He is more than we can hope for He is more than we can dream God is all God is all, always and in all ways He is only God We only need God Thursday 8:14 PM
  139. 139. {Drawing} ∞ Infinity 666 The number of a man ☯ Yin Yang Re Pent If Re Turn Re LeaseJesus ________ ✝ cross road Then Re Deem_____________________ If not, then Re Peat
  140. 140. Our energy moves in spirals Galaxy Gods evidence for us,
  141. 141. Tornado whirlpool HurricaneSpiral above Norway
  142. 142. This would be a good time to talk about Fibonacci, the golden mean, the golden spiral and the golden rectangle A man named Fibonacci discovered an interesting phenomena. When you take 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34 etc... You find these numbers consistent in nature,man, space etc... Hence we call this the golden mean. Gods numbers for perfect creation. It is interesting that the spiral is prevalent but these numbers also work for triangles and rectangles. The more energy work I do the more I feel it moving in spirals throughout my body. Remember, sin is missing the mark.The mark is the laser light of Gods light which we will always find if we look for Him. When our focus remains on God, We remain in God. Following are more examples of Gods spirals...
  143. 143.  Pine Cone Sunflower Fractals Nautilus Shell Cactus
  144. 144. And even... Crop Circles!
  145. 145. Part II Chapter 2 The Aliens are among us. They are us. Triangles "Triangulation" - the man from the psyche ward was always triangulating He had a Mont Blanc Pen (White Mountain) Snow on the mountain The mountain is covered with snow.I believe that many who are in psyche wards are following their paths toward enlightenment the way they know how to at that moment. Crazy people are not crazy. They bring others to their own fear. Most run away.
  146. 146. Are you searching for a light like a flickering candle? Or perhaps a flashlight shining through the darkness?Or how about the laser beam which seems to go so much further and clearer than those? God is brighter than all of those.I cannot be God but with Gods help I can be as focused and as clear as the laser. A laser can cut through flesh and bone.
  147. 147. Part III Chapter 1 Harmonic Resonance - God can put music in your ears Everything else is a distraction God is in our DNA You talk to Him at that level first 94% 9:46 Thesis - (my test for God) Leonard Cohen - Ill try to say a little more... Oh my gosh! I exclaimed! My grade, 94% 9:46 Leonard Cohen - Streams of light I clearly saw (I was supposed to write saw but wroteSam. At the same time I experienced a high ring in my ear.)
  148. 148. Leonard Cohen sang... Here is the night... Here is your death in your daughters heart Hello my love, my love good-bye(I want to see these as two people with my daughter as my love and perhaps a new love, Sam who will come into my heart in the future) ((It is at this point in taking notes down that I am faced with the difficulty of trying to get the drawings into the text of the book properly. I plan to make this a brand new type of book which will be a multimedia bookcomplete with drawings, music, photos and even moving explanations such as a 3D Yin Yang))
  149. 149. Those who have ears to hear, let them hear. Command. This is a command from God. Harmonic Resonance God is everything Listen for God Make your very best effort to reach your source Re member - meet with other members We are always learning or we are dying Remember your first and best goal God is always the same for everyone all the timeAnything which says otherwise is not connected with God
  150. 150. 10:20 School Sunshine Nutrition/Vitamins Cooking Martial Arts Cleaning Electronics Automotive Solar Music Dance Orchestra Band Language DramaEconomics (budgeting/shopping) Horse riding sports of various kinds
  151. 151. 4 + 1 = 5 + 1 = 6 * the second 1 is the person who does not choose God 666 is the number of a man Break it down 4 + 1 = 5 + 1 = 6 1 God 1 Jesus 1 Holy Spirit 1 me 1 you, who go with God 1 you, who do not go with God ONE = All of us. We are all one, together. + 1 = 1 person alone *God gives us all the option to choose Our choice is either to be with Him or without Him through eternityThis is our ultimate God-given choice. No one can make this choice for us. Do not let them try.
  152. 152. 4 + 1 = ONE[God, Jesus, Holy Spirit, me] + [you, who are in God] = ONE There is also 1 who will not choose God There is 6 our -self- chooses to re peat 100% 10:37 Bonus Question 7 is Rest We must breathe! The breath of life. We are to treat ourselves correctly Love God Love our neighbors This is the sum of the 10 Commandments 10:44 PM ☺
  153. 153. If you have a beginning and an end, there must be a middle. Birth Death Our minds can evolve Our thoughts can evolveOur bodies begin with part of our mother and part of our father Our mother and our father, two have become one Us Our DNA Our souls connection to our ancestors Triangulation Us Mother Father
  154. 154. When we choose to listen to those things which God has already told us through the Bible, When we completely decide to choose God, life, love, We are reborn in the cellular level Now our DNA is also made new We are completely renewed Now we rejoice! We are in the Family of God It is already the largest family in the world God places us into the very best family there will ever be Us God Others in Gods family through eternity
  155. 155. We already have everything we need No Mind Burning Finger Mindfulness Tea Ceremony Meditation Focus Shamanism Hinduism Taoism Buddhism Judaismism - we are trying to get to the top of the mountain We are climbing our mountains.
  156. 156. Donna Angelle
  157. 157. What is my job? I must be about my Fathers business. We pray to God All day, all the time Our self talk becomes prayer We have allowed God to share our homes We can share His Keep focused on the light and you will have this He is calling your name God has awoken you from your sleep Wake from the darkness Wake from the lightWherever you are, God, our heavenly Father is calling your name
  158. 158. I married a man whos surname means torture This is one of lifes ironies We were married 10 years We had 3 childrenIf you are choosing death ask yourself why. 11:46 PM Our names God knows our names Do you know your name? Do you know who you are? God knows who we are. He loves us still 11:50 PM
  159. 159. Remember to wake up twice.{{illustration - yin yang, darkness, light, advance, retreat Water, twilight - blue, red, green}} Martial arts uses colored belts We mark our level of advance Color is only important with meaning I told Sara I had reached the mountaintop Rejoice! 54% 12:18 AM 2/11/2011
  160. 160. Mindful - The I am vs. Willful - The I will - satans fall Education cannot completely cover truth You say to one,Be mindful of those flowers, mind your manners. The created cannot surpass the creator. You say to the other, You are a willful child.
  161. 161. I took a computer test. Are you right-brained or left? I was found to be whole-brained. God comes in at the very best times. ↂ If you are seeking God, He will get your attention.The conversation in Job between God and satan always bothered me. 12:37 AM Uncontrollable laughing - Holy Spirit laughing Your death in your daughters heart - Leonard Cohen
  162. 162. Your Father makes sure He is known. Hello - Uncontrollable laughing again but These are things to remember, Truth is always truth, No means no, Yes means absolutely Maybe means perhaps, God willing ↂPaul - I have finished the race. I have fought the good fight. I have finished the race. I have fought the good fight. Now it is time to show others. 12:57 AM
  163. 163. Now I get to see my husband forever, everywhere. I like that. When you have finished the race, you have awakened. 1:45 AM ↂ Which is stronger bamboo or hemp? 2/11/2011 symbols Dawning ... in Ohio I am Dawna Donna God changed my name DawnaSince Ive moved to Ohio when I say my name Donna people here write Dawna I think thats cool I am a barometer - I come from the deep The lotus, a pure flower which grows up through the mud.
  164. 164. ↂ (new part) 10:02 AM 2/11/2011 Satan and his demons. The greatest trick satan has ever accomplished (after the forbidden fruit) is to have convinced us that he does not exist. As the result we are convinced that we are ultimately the cause of our troubles. When, in fact, satan and demons are conspiring against us continually.Until we are wearing the whole armor of God in all our life, we are vulnerable to their repeated attacks. God is always with us. I believe! Whole equals one - whole one. He taught me how to watch, fight and pray.
  165. 165. 10:16 AM 100% 4 + 1 = 5 + 1 = 6 ♫ Oh Happy Day! ♬ Our family has a trait. I have it. My baby finger bends in toward the ring finger. So my family circles back. My smallest digit. My cousins toe bends in. There are many redheads. A woman in Arizona is named Red.I mentioned to her the traits of redheads in families to be witches. We compared our fingers, We both had the same baby finger. The pressure inside my head literally knocked me a few steps. I got knocked upside the head.
  166. 166. 10:26 2/11/2011 I shall see His face... Im going to put on my robe Tell the story How I made it over (I have finished this race) I am still alive! Now my fingers are all sore - only the tips I knowI can feel coursing energy and power through me Electromagnetic power Gods power Freely given to all, always. 10:34 AM
  167. 167. Give to Caesar what is Caesars. Give to God what is Gods. - Jesus Pay your taxes Tithe ♫ Oh Happy Day! ♬ One is part of your load One is your gift to GodHe taught me how to watch, fight and pray! ♫ Oh Happy Day! ♬ When Jesus washed my sins away! I live rejoicing everyday! ♫ Oh Happy Day! ♬ 10:50 AM
  168. 168. 2/11/2011 10:52 AM This is truly a race Jesus was the first to win We follow His example forI forgot Pumpkin outside! Nathan just reminded me. Remind. Let everything that has breath praise the Lord! Breath God is the giver of life Breathe deeply Rejoice!
  169. 169. Mind ful Mind less We must be mindful not mindless Imagination is in mindful Above all overcome absentmindedness. I think we are blindfolded in life At least for part of our race The battle is for our mind.You can hear satan from one side of your mind. His voice is in there. He is that close. Remember, he is already defeated.
  170. 170. We ride a line Angels/Demons We choose our paths every moment of every day. Choose life. Always choose life. The race is called the Human Race. We all know this. It has always been so. Read the Bible as the guide to help you run your race.At the end of the race we bring others with us, when our blindfolds have been lifted and we can see. The beginning of your striving is now. Practice does not make perfect, practicing perfectly leads you in the correct direction.
  171. 171. It stunned me when I read that Lao Tzu so wanted the I Ching to be so very clear. Satan reigns in confusion GRAY Confusion is the color gray. Twilight Not Day Not Night Not dark enough to light Not light enough to see clearly Twilight Gray Confusion ↂ
  172. 172. Focus on all that is good... - Bible Paper from cabinet: Day One July First 2003 Choice Without choice, there is no freedom. Our destiny is ours if we exercise our choice through use of free will.Patience, thought and timely deliberation make way for clear choices and paths which lead to enriching life experiences. 12:08 PM 2/11/2011 I remember writing it.

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