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Aisi Akshare Diwali Ank -2009

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Aisi Akshare Diwali Ank -2009

  1. 1. {Xdmir 2009 1
  2. 2. 2 {Xdmir 2009
  3. 3. df© 7 do, A§H$ 1, 2, Am{U 3 {Xdmir A§ H $ 2009 nmZo CbQ>VmZm... g§ n mXH$ nÙZm^ à^mH$a qhJoAZw H « $ _{UH$m g§nmXH$s` H$m`m©b`mMm nÎmm :Am_Mo XmoZ eãX nÙZm^ qhJo 02 ~obdbH$a hmD$qgJ,^mJcocm Mm§Xmo~m J§JmYa JmS>Jri 03 {Z{_©Vr E{_ZÝg, 4 Wm _Obm, 1175/1, Ea§S>dZ, _oh|Xio J°aoOOdi,emim ì`§H$Q>oe _mS>JyiH$a 11 nwUo 411 004.^wOJ § e§H$a nmQ>rc 16 $moZ : 25451610/25456200IS>H$mVcr Xwnma {dcmg gma§J 29 °$Šg : 30222591 Web: www.belvalkarhousing.comJw§Vdi Or. E. Hw$cH$Uu 36 E-mail : data@belvalkarhousing.comYmJo eaƒ§Ð dmgwXod {Ma_wco 48 pphinge@belvalkarhousing.com^yH$ ~m~yamd ~mJyc 54 àH$meH$gwIXw:ImÀ`m aofm O`d§V Xidr 60 g_ra eaƒ§ Ð ~o b dbH$a ~obdbH$a hmD$qgJ,ZhmU§ nX²{_Zr {~Zrdmco 65 {Z{_©Vr E{_ZÝg, 4 Wm _Obm, 1175/1, Ea§S>dZ, _oh|Xio J°aoOOdi,CnaVr nÙZm^ qhJo 69 nwUo 411 004.`m _m{gH$mV ì`º$ Ho$boë`m _Vm§er / _OHw$am§er/ Om{hamVrVrb _OHw$am§er _w I n¥ ð N> m `m{MÌg§nmXH$ / àH$meH$ gh_V AgVmVM Ago Zmhr. A{OV ~ocdcH$a AjaOw i Ur {dZ_« AmdmhZ : _amR>rVrb g_¥Õ gm{hË`gmJamV AZoH$ _m{UH$-_moVr gm¡. H$ë`mUr Xod AmhoV. Vo emoYyZ ZdrZ {nT>rg_moa "Eogr Ajao _YyZ R>odmdoV Ago _ZmnmgyZ dmQ>V. AS>MU `oVo Vr g§~{YV boIH$m§À`m AWdm Ë`m§À`m CÎmam{YH$mè`m§À`m o § _w Ð U ñWi g§nH©$ nÎ`mMr. eŠ`Vmo g§~§{YV boIH$, H$dr, {MÌH$ma AWdm `m gm{hË` n|Q>m$moëS> {gpñQ>åg, dm {MÌmÀ`m ñdm[_ËdmMm CÎmam{YH$mar `m§À`mer g§nH©$ gmYÊ`mMm Am_Mm 250/E/8, "daX, e{Zdma noR>, nwUo 30. à`ËZ AgVmo. _wimV `m A§H$mMm CÔoe Hw$R>bohr ì`mnmar CËnÞ {_i{dÊ`mMm ZgyZ gm{hË`godm H$aÊ`mMm Amho. `m A§H$mV à{gÕ Ho$boë`m H$Wm, boI, H${dVm, {MÌo, ì`§J{MÌo nwÝhm _w{ÐV H$aVmZm H$moUmMmhr ñdm{_Ëd h¸$ Amåhr ho _m{gH$ _mbH$, _w Ð H$, àH$meH$ ZmH$maV Zmhr. OwÝ`m JÚ gm{hË`mgmR>r Amåhr ê$. 250/-, {MÌo d nÚ lr. g_ra eaƒ§Ð ~obdbH$a `m§Zr n|Q>m$moëS> gm{hË`mgmR>r Amåhr ê$. 100/- (àË`oH$s) _mZYZ XoVmo. H¥$n`m g§~§{YVm§Zr {gpñQ>åg, 250/E/8, "daX, e{Zdma noR>, "Eogr Ajao _YyZ à{gÕ Pmboë`m gm{hË`mÀ`m, {MÌmÀ`m ñdm{_Ëd nwUo 30, `oWo N>mnyZ, ~obdbH$a hmD$qgJ, h¸$mgmR>r H$m`m©b`mer g§nH©$ gmYUo hr Z_« {dZ§Vr. {Z{_©Vr E{_ZÝg, 4 Wm _Obm, 1175/1, g§nmXH$ Ea§S>dZ, nwUo 411 004. `oWo à{gÕ Ho$bo. {Xdmir 2009 3
  4. 4. Am_Mo XmoZ eãX - nÙZm^ qhJo "Eo g r Ajao ghm dfmª M o Pmco . gm{hË`ào _ , CÎm_A{^éMrMm J«mhH$ dJ© Am{U EH$ Mm§Jcm CnH«$_ `m§Mm CÎm_ hm A§H$ Am°JñQ>, gßQ>|~a, Am°ŠQ>mo~a 2009gh`moJ åhUOo "Eogr Ajao. Ho$di Ama§^eya Z amhVm hm CnH«$_ Agm Amho. {XdmirMm _whV© gmYyZ hm A§H$ `mdoir ÿMmcy am{hcm. Am°ŠQ>mo~a _Ü`o à{gÕ H$arV AmhmoV. AZoH$ ZD$ Am°JñQ> 2003 amoOr n{hcm A§H$ àH$m{eV Pmcm. dmMH$m§Zr A§H$ H$m Zmhr Amcm åhUyZ {dMmaUmA§H$mMo CËñy$V© ñdmJV Pmco. H$mhtZr e§H$mhr CnpñWV Ho$ë`m. Ho$cr. {d{dY H$maUo AmhoV. nU Varhr gd© H$maUo`mMm H$m` Cn`moJ hmoUma ? H$moU dmMUma ? {H$Vr {Xdg Xya H$éZ `m A§H$mMr V`mar Ho$cr. `m A§H$m~amo~aM{Q>H$Uma ? `m±d Zm Q>çm±d. na§Vw a{gH$ dmMH$m§Zr {Xcoë`m ew^ÀN>m, o {XdmirÀ`m hm{X©H$ ew^oÀN>m.à{VgmX `m§À`m Omoamda "Eogr AjaoMr dmQ>Mmc MmcyM am{hcrAm{U AerM Mmcy amhmdr hm AmemdmX. AZo H $ à{VW`e, {X½JO gm{hpË`H$m§ Z r Amnë`m Y Ygm{hË`mÀ`m _mÜ`_mVyZ "Eogr Ajaocm Iwcdco, dmT>dco,Eoœ`©dmZ Ho$co. ~ocdcH$a Ho$di nwÊ`mVyZM Zìho Va ~mhoaJmdmhÿZ nÌo `oVmV. Hw$R>oVarEogr Ajao dmMcoco, Mmicoco AgVo. hmVr Amcoco AgVo.Ë`mVë`m H$Wm, coI, H${dVm dmMë`m OmVmV. _ZmV Ka H$aVmV hmD$qgJ V}$Am{U hiyM H$mJX noZ Amnco H$m_ nma nmS>V dmMH$m§À`mnÌénmZo H$m`m©c`mV `oVmV. "Amåhmcm Eogr AjaoMo dJ©UrXmaìhm`Mo Amho. _wIn¥ð>mda ñdÀN> AjamV "{dZm_yë` dmMcocoAgyZhr {H$Vr Am{U H$go n¡go nmR>dm`Mo Aer {dMmaUm hmoVo.Amåhrhr AmZ§XmZo H$mhr _mJMo Am{U Mmcy A§H$ nmR>dVmo. {XdmirÀ`m àË`oH$mcmM "Eogr Ajao nmR>dUo eŠ` ZgVo. Am{U åhUyZ"Eogr Ajao B§Q>aZoQ>da CncãY Ho$cm Amho. _wimVM hm Am_Mm ì`dgm` Zìho. hm¡g åhUyZ doimV doi hm{X©H$H$mTy>Z Am{U nXa_moS> H$éZ Eogr Ajao àH$m{eV Ho$cm OmVmo.nU H$mhr An[ahm`© ~Xchr H$amdo cmJVmV. Am_Mo dmMH${_Ì ew^oÀN>m.Am_Mr AS>MU g_OyZ KoVrc. gdmªÀ`m ew^oÀN>m§À`m ~imda "Eogr Ajao A{YH$m{YH$dmMH${à` hmoB©c `mV e§H$mM Zmhr. Y Y 4 {Xdmir 2009
  5. 5. ^mJcocm Mm§Xmo~m - J§JmYa JmS>Jri CÝhmZo nmo i co ë `m àXo e mVy Z JmS> r Mmccr hmo V r. ~gyZ àdmg H$arV AmhmoV ømMo XmoKtZmhr Aàyn dmQ>V hmoVo.S>ã`mS>ã`mVyZ _mUgo XmQ>rdmQ>rZo ~gcr hmoVr. Anwè`m OmJoV S>moù`m§V cwH$cwH$Umè`m Hw$VyhcmZo Ë`m XmoKrOUr gJirH$S>oA§~cocr A§Jo {VaH$s H$arV hmoVr, Am{U nwÝhm gmaIr H$arV {^a{^ar nmhmV hmoË`m. EH$_oH$s¨À`m H$mZm§V H$mhrVar Hw$O~wOVhmoVr. Sw>cH$s Amë`m_wio H$moUmMm PmoH$ Xwgè`mÀ`m A§Jmda hmoË`m.OmV hmoVm. H$moUr T>monamda R>odcoë`m _w§S>memZo Km_oOcocm Moham g_moaÀ`m Ë`m _wctMo dS>rc ~gë`m~gë`m Pmonco hmoVo.nwerV hmoVm. KQ>mKQ>m nmUr {nVmZm EH$mÀ`m KemVcm Jmoim Ë`m§Zr EH$ nm` ~mH$mda KoVcm hmoVm Am{U S>moHo$ _mJo PwH$dyZgmaIm VS>$S>ë`mgmaIm daImcr hmoV hmoVm. nwéfm§Mo Mohao Q>oH$co hmoVo. Ë`m§À`m {Z~a Mohè`mda Km_ cH$mH$V hmoVm. PmonoVH$moinco hmoVo, Km_mZo {MH$Q> Pmco hmoVo. ~m`H$m§Mo _cyc Pmco Ë`m§Mo Vm|S> AY©dQ> CKS>o nS>co hmoVo. Ë`m_wio Ë`m§Mm AmYrMhmoVo. Ho$g ^wa^wao Pmco hmoVo. ^m§S>Imoa {XgUmam Moham A{YH$M ^m§S>Imoa dmQ>V hmoVm. Ë`m§À`m {IS>Š`m§VyZ CÝhmMr {Varn `oV hmoVr. Ja_ dmè`mMo cmoi eoOmaMm _Zwî` A§J Mmoê$Z d A{YH$M AdKSy>Z ~gcm hmoVm.YwirgH$Q> AmV KwgV hmoV. ñQ>eZdaMo H$mdio _mog~rÀ`m Amoë`m o o § _m_ogmgyZo ZmeH$mhÿZ YmS>ccm nmUr ß`m`Mm Vm§ã`m AY©dQ> oMmoÏ`mH$[aVm ^m§S>V hmoVo; ~¡cm§À`m Vm|S>mVyZ JiUmam o$g ImV H$c§Sy>Z nm`JVr C^m hmoVm. gmgar OmVmZm _mhoê$Z KoVcocrhmoVo. Q´>H$ ZrQ>ZQ>H$s ~mH$mImcr gaH$dcocr hmoVr. gmgaMr gmgy~mBªZr § o Ë`m JXuV AZo H $m§ à _mUo VrXo I rc ~gcr hmo V r - {Xcocr Q´>§H$ H$S>r _moS>ë`m_wio ~m§Ycocr hmoVr d åhUyZ VrAdKS>coë`m A§JmZo. VmÝho _yc {VÀ`m nXamImcr hmoVo. Ë`mMo ~mH$mImcr gaH$cr ZìhVr. nm` R>odm`À`m OmJoVM {Vcmnm`M $º$ {XgV hmoVo. _YyZM Vo {H$a{H$am`Mo, A§J VmR> H$ê$Z AS>MU H$ê$Z R>odco hmoVo. diH$Q>r da MT>dcr hmoVr Am{Unm` PmS>m`Mo. _J Vr Ë`mcm WmonQ>m`Mr, AmoOdm`Mr. VmR>coco {VÀ`mV ~mOyZo Iwngcoco XwnQ>o Imcr cm|~V hmoVo.A§J g¡c gmoSy>Z Vo Jw§JrV nS>m`Mo. OdiM {Vcm {MH$Qy>Z {VÀ`m øm g§gmamMr A{Yð>mÌr XodVm H$monè`mV {IS>H$sOdiXmoZ Amdù`mOmdù`m _wcr ~gë`m hmoË`m - H$mù`m~|Ú«m, ~gcr hmoVr. n§M{derÀ`m AmVcoM {VMo d` hmoVo; Am{U{PS>{PS>coë`m. XmoZ ~moQ>m§Mr qMMmoir H$nminÅ>r, e|S>çmOdi {Xgm`Mr Va AJXr nmoagdXm. hmS>noamVcm, eara`ï>rVcmOam CMccooco ZH$Q>o ZmH$, é§X {OdUr, hZwdQ>r OdiOdi H$modionUm AOyZ VgmM hmoVm. _Z AOyZ VgoM {Z_©i Am{UZmhrM, Ago ê$n hmoVo XmoKtMo. EH$ Oam _moR>r hmoVr. Xwgar A§_i gmYo hmoVo; Am{U ho gJio AmVm AgoM amhm`Mo hmoVo. {VÀ`mchmZ hmoVr. EH$sMm dU© WmoS>m COi, Va XwgarMm H$mhrgm OrdZmMr H$ir H$moUm {ZîH$miOr dmQ>gê$Zo C_cm`À`m AmYrMgmdim. EH$sÀ`m A§Jmda XmoZ _wR>r _m§g hmoVo; XwgarÀ`m ZìhVo. IwS>cr hmoVr, Am{U AmVm Vr H$YrM w$cUma ZìhVr. VméÊ`mMmgmdir Oam VaVarV hmoVr. `m XwgarMm ~mdiQ>nUm {VÀ`m CÝ_mX, àm¡T>VoMo nyU©Ëd Am{U àJë^Vm øm AdñWm {VÀ`m{nM{nÀ`m S>mù`m§VZ Vm~S>Vmo~ {Xgm`Mm. "Oam gê$Z ~gm`cm o y OrdZmV H$Yr `oUmaM ZìhË`m. AZw^dm§Mr g§nÞVm {VÀ`mcmoH$m§Zr MmaXm gm§{JVë`m_wio XmoKtZmhr ~gm`cm OmJmM am{hcr OrdZmcm H$YrM àmá hmoUma ZìhVr. H$ï>mMo Am{U XJXJrMoZìhVr. ~mH$mÀ`m H$S>ocm Q>oHy$Z XmoKrhr Cä`mM hmoË`m. nU Xm[aÚ«M {VÀ`m dmQ>çmcm `m`Mo hmoVo. AerM Oam Q>dQ>drVAmnë`mcm hmoUmè`m ÌmgmMr Ë`m§Zm ndm© ZìhVr. AmnU JmS>rV amhÿZ Vr gwHy$Z OmUma hmoVr. {Xdmir 2009 5
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  13. 13. emim - ì`§H$Q>oe _mS>JyiH$a Xwnma Pmcr. emiog_moa ~m§Ycocr {nVir K§Q>m EH$m nmoamZo {XZy ~mhoa nS>cm.cmH$S>r R>moH$ù`mZo ~S>dcr. {VMm KUKUmQ> gmè`m IoS>çmV Kam§À`m gmdcr-gmdcrVyZ emioH$S>o OmVm-OmVm Ë`mcmEoHy$ Jocm. _wgc_mZmMm hm_Om Am{U Ë`mMm chmZ ^mD$ Am~mg emiocm chmZJm {XZy Hw$Í`mer IoiV hmoVm. emioMr K§Q>m Ë`mcm OmVmZm {Xgco. Jm|S>çmÀ`m Q>monrda nmQ>r-nwñVH$ Yê$Z hm_OmEoHy$ AmcrM Zmhr. c§JS>r KmcrV hmoVm. q^VrH$S>oÀ`m Aé§X JQ>mamda XmoÝhr ~mOycm nS>drV Mm¡KS>r A§Wê$Z AmB© nS>cr hmoVr. {VZo AmdmO XmoZ nm` R>odyZ Am~mg CS>çm _marV Mmccm hmoVm.EoH$cm Am{U nS>ë`m-nS>ë`mM Vr åhUmcr, ""K§Q>m Pmcr ~K S>mì`m hmVmMr XmoZ ~moQ>o Vm|S>mV KmcyZ {XZyZo AmIyS> eri{XZy, emiocm Om ! w§$H$cr. Amnë`m gmo~Ë`mcm ~mocmdÊ`mMr Vr nÕV emioVë`m {Vcm Ago VrZ-Mma doim AmoaS>mdo cmJco. Am{U _J gJù`m _wcm§Zr CMccr hmoVr.{XZy ZmIwfrZo CR>cm. V§JS>çm PmS>rV Am{U hmV ZmMdrV AmB©nwT>o hm_Om Wm§ ~ cm. Am~mghr Wm§ ~ cm. Xaå`mZ² {XZyAmoaS>cm, ""_mPr nmQ>r Xo, nwñVH$ Xo Am{U nopÝgcgwÕm ! Ë`m§À`mnmer OmD$Z nmoMcm. {XZyZo {dMmaco, ""hm_Om, Vy J{UV§ AmB© CR>cr. chmZ YmH$Q>m Amho Vmoda {Vcm {XZyMo gmao gmoS>dcrg ?H$am`cm hdo hmoV. {eHy$Z ehmUm hmoD$Z VmoM nwT>o Amnë`m {dYdm o hm_OmZo ZH$mamWu _mZ hcdcr. Ìm{gH$ Moham H$ê$Z VmoAmB©cm gm§^miUma hmoVm. gmam erU o$S>Uma hmoVm. åhUmcm, nU _mñVa _mam`cm cmJcm Va _r Amã~mcm OmD$Z {Iù`mcm AS>H$dcocr nmQ>r, nmZo {dñH${iV hmoD$Z gm§JrZ. Ë`mZ§M _cm åh¡g amIm`cm nmR>dc§ hmoV§ !H$moZmS>çmV nS>coco nwñVH$ Am{U nopÝgc ho gmao gm{hË` Jmoim ""_rgwÕm gmoS>dcr ZmhrV. N>S>çm ¿`mì`m cmJUma _cm !H$ê$Z {VZo _wcmÀ`m hmVr {Xco. Vo KoVmZm Ë`mMo {MIcmZo ^acoco _YoM chmZJm Am~mg nmQ>r dmOdyZ åhUmcm, ""Am_mcmhmV {VÀ`m Ñï>rcm nS>co Am{U H$nmimcm AmR>çm KmcyZ Vr J{UV§M ZmhrV, hþ`m} !åhUmcr, ""hmV Yy Om AmS>mda OmD$Z. KmUoaS>m Hw$R>Mm ! {XZyZo Ë`mcm Myn Ho$co, ""Vy AOyZ Ec§$S>rV Amhog, Vwcm {XZy OmñVM {MS>cm. hmV H$emcm Ywdm`Mo ? WmoS>o H$m` g_OUma J{UVmVc§ ?dmië`mda OmoamZo Mmoico H$s gmam {MIc AmnmoAmn OmB©c _J H$mhr doi {VKm§Zrhr {dMma Ho$cm. Am~mgZo Amnë`m{ZKyZ. H$m` VarM AmB©Mo ! _J XmUXmU nm` AmnQ>rV Vmo nagXmar I{_gmMo Q>moH$ Vm|S>mV KmcyZ MmoIco. hm_OmZo nmcÏ`m _wR>rZoJocm. ñdÀN> nmÊ`mZo ^acoë`m S>moUoV XmoÝhr hmV ~wMH$iyZ Ë`mZo Amnco ZH$Q>o ZmH$ OmoaOmoamZo Mmoico. {XZyZo ~moQ>m§Mr ZIoMÈ>rcm nwgco. naV AmB©nwT>o `oD$Z Vmo AmoaS>cm, ""Am{U Q>monr Hw$aVS>cr, Am{U _J EH$mEH$s Ë`mZo {ZU©` KoVcm, ""AmnUHw$R>m`² _mPr ? emioV OmD$`mM ZH$mo ! _J emoYmemoY Pmcr. _mOKa, ñd`§nmH$Ka, AmoQ>r, IwQ>çm, § gdmªZmM hr H$ënZm ng§V nS>cr. ""hþ`m} ! _mñVamMrH$moZmS>o, H$mo`ao nU Q>monr gmnS>crM Zmhr. ~amM doi XmoKm§ Mm§JcrM {Oacr ! _J hm_OmZo Kar MhmS>r Z H$aÊ`m~Ôc_m`coH$m§Zr Yw§S>co Voìhm nmoË`mÀ`m H$S>ocm nS>cocr AmT>icr. Am~mgcm VmH$sX {Xcr. Am{U Vo {VKohr JwnMwn² AmoT>çmdaVr PQ>Hy$Z S>moŠ`mda ~gdrV Am{U nmQ>r JwT>½`mda AmnQ>rV Joco. {Xdmir 2009 13
  14. 14. VadS>, KmUoar, qMM, H$a§O `m PmS>m§À`m XmQ>r_YyZ nimcm.nm§T>amew^« AmoT>m YmdV hmoVm. Ë`mMm IiIimQ> nmoam§Zr EoH$cm. Vmo cwƒm _mgm IS>H$mÀ`m AmS>moemcm OmD$Z cncm hmoVm.eodmi, H$a§O Am{U qMMm `m§Mo EH$_oH$mV {_gicoco dmg _J dmiyMo hmV PmSy>Z hm_Om nwÝhm nwT>o gagmdcm. X~V-hþ§Jco Am{U _J _moH$ù`m amZmV gmoS>coë`m dmgam§gmaIr Vr X~V IS>H$mnmer OmD$ cmJcm. _memnmer nmoMcm. nwÝhm Ë`mZodmiyV hþ§XS>cr. hm_Om åhUmcm, ""Amnë`m nmQ>çm dmiyV nwê$Z hmVmMr nH$S> V`ma Ho$cr. AJXr hiyM dmHy$Z _memda Yacr.R>ody åhUOo J_mdUma ZmhrV. nU EdT>çmV Vmo hþfma _mgm gwiH$Z² nwT>o Jocm. hm_Om Ymdcm. {XZyZo ^gm^gm dmiy CH$ê$Z EH$ N>moQ>mgm IÈ>m V`ma Ho$cm, Vgo Am~mg Am{U {XZyhr YmaoÀ`m H$S>oH$S>oZo Ë`mÀ`m nmR>monmR>Ë`mV gdmªMr nmQ>çm-nwñVHo$ nwacr. da dmiyMm T>rJ H$ê$Z Joco. nU _J _mgmM Hw$R>o JS>n Pmcm. nmoam§Mr ZOa MH$dyZ Hw$R>oIwUogmR>r XJS> R>odcm. Zmhrgm Pmcm. XwnmaMo D$Z YmaoV nS>co hmoV. IiIiVr Yma M_H$V hmoVr. o hm_Om åhUmcm, ""{XZy, eodmimÀ`mImcr _mgo XS>VmV.N>moQ>o-N>moQ>o _mgo {VÀ`mV nmohV hmoVo. H$Yr gya _mê$Z Vo nwT>o OmV, dê$Z JnH$Z PS>n Q>mHy$Z eodmi Yam`M§ Am{U H$moaS>çm dmiyVVa H$Yr Amnë`m ZmOyH$ eonQ>çm cwQy>cwQy> hmcdrV EH$m OmJr Q>mH$m`M§ H$s _J Mma XmoZ _mgo VS>$S>-VS>$S> H$aVmV !pñWa amhmV. Am{U _mem§Mo VS>$S>Uo Ë`mZo AJXr hmd^mdmgH$Q> H$ê$Z hm_OmZo Vw_mZ ImoMcr. I{_gmÀ`m ~møm da gmaë`m. XmIdco Am~mgcm Iyn hgy Amco, nU Vm|S>mda hmV R>odyZ Ë`mZoYmaoV {eaV Vmo åhUmcm, ""_r _mgo YaUma ! Vo PmHy$Z Q>mH$co. {XZy Am{U Am~mg YmaoÀ`m H$S>ocm C^o amhÿZ ~Ky cmJco. {XZy åhUmcm, ""Mc _J, Am~mg, AmnU da OmD$. {VH$S>§ EH$ A§ J R> ç mEdT> m _mgm CWi nmÊ`mV VaV hmo V m Agoc eodmi !g§WnUmZo. Ë`mMm a§J ImcÀ`m dmiygmaImM hmoVm. JmdmMm nmUmoR>m gmoSy>Z Vr VrZ _wco YmaoVyZ Iyn-Iyn da nm`mMm AmdmO Z hmoD$ XoVm hm_Om hiyhiy EH$-EH$ Jocr. {hado {~i{~irV eodmi, IS>H$mMr ^moHo$ Am{UnmD$c CMcy cmJcm. hcHo$M Imcr dmH$cm. w$cnmIê$ cìhmù`mÀ`m OmirXma _wù`m `mVyZ hmV KmcrV; nm`mZo nmUrnH$S>VmZm H$amdo Vgo Ë`mZo Amnco XmoÝhr hmV Ho$co. XmoÝhr n§Om§Mo CS>drV.Am§JR>o EH$_oH$mV Jw§Vdco Am{U gmdH$menUo AJXr nmÊ`mcm _J AmR>-Xhm _moR>o _mgo hm_OmZo nH$S>co. _mgm gmnS>VmMQ>oH$dco ! Vmo Ë`mcm H$moaS>çm dmiyda ~Xm~X AmnQ>r. Am{U Vmo _ma ImD$Z {XZy Am{U Am~mg `m§Zr œmg amoIco. H$nmimdaMo Ho$g _ocm åhUOo I{_gmÀ`m nwT>ë`m nm»`mcm JmR>r _mê$Z V`magmê$Z S>moio _moR>o Ho$co. Ho$coë`m PmoirV Q>mH$s. Amncr Vm§~S>rcmc Am{U {M_wH$cr _mgm AOyZ pñWa hmoVm. Amncr ZmOyH$ eonQ>r hmcdrV Vm|S>o dmgyZ Vo gmao _mgo PmoirV nSy>Z ahmV. hm_Om {XZycm _m{hVrEH$m OmJr am{hcm hmoVm. _J hm_OmZo {dcjU MnimB© Ho$cr. XoB©, ""{XZy, hm S>moH$am ~a§ H$m, H$mù`m nmR>rMm. Am{U hm N>moQ>m_memda JnH$Z² PS>n Q>mH$cr. {_emdmcm qPJm ! {XZyÀ`m nmoQ>mV EH$X_ IÈ>m nS>cm. Am~mgÀ`m nU. hmVmV _J {XZy Ë`mcm hmV cmdyZ nmhr.Agcocr dmiy Jƒ Yê$Z hm_Om Ymao~mhoa Amcm Am{U Ë`mZo ""H$go ao ImVm Vwåhr _mgo ?Am|Oi CKS>cr. ""Aao, Vwcm H$m` Ë`mMr Md ? AmVm _r `m§Mr nmoQ>§ $moSy>Z WwV² ! Ë`mV H$mhrM ZìhVo ! KmU ~mhoa H$mT>rZ. Idco H$mT>rZ. eonQ>r Am{U ho H$„ogwÕm YmaoH$S>o ~moQ> XmIdrV {XZy AmoaS>cm, ""Aao, Vmo ~K, nwT>§ {Mê$Z Q>mH$m`Mo ~a§ H$m ! Am{U _J Vì`mV ^mOyZ, MQ>Ur_rR>Q 14 {Xdmir 2009
  15. 15. Q>mHy$Z Im`Mo ! ""A§S>r AmhoV H$mao, hm_Om ? Am~mgZo {dMmaco. {XZyÀ`m Vm|S>mcm nmUr gwQ>co. Am~mgZo I{_gmMr ~mhr ""Zmhr-Zmhr. AmVmer Hw$R>§ Vr H$moQ>§ V`ma H$am`cmMKim`cm gwédmV Ho$cr. cmJcr`². Vo nwa§ Pmc§ åhUOo Vr Kmcrc ? cdH$aM _wcm§Zm `m IoimMm H§$Q>mim Amcm. hm_OmZo Am~mgcm A§S>r ~KÊ`mMr A{V KmB© Pmcr hmoVr. hm_OmZo{XZyMr Jm§Yr Q>monr nmÊ`mV {^Odcr. Ë`mV gmao _mgo KmVco. EH$ ìhë`mMo H$moQ>o Ë`mcm XmI{dco. ~moamQ>rÀ`m EH$m IwaQ>çmVw_mZrÀ`m ZmS>rV Vr ImoMyZ Vmo åhUmcm, ""AmnU H$mQ>odZmV PmS>mda $m§Úm§À`m ~oMŠ`mV Vo hmoVo. {$H$Q> Om§^ù`m a§JmMmOmD$, ìhë`m§Mr A§S>r H$mT>m`cm ! ìhcm Ë`mV ~gcm hmoVm. AmoT>çmÀ`m EH$m H$S>ocm ho H$mQ>odZ {dcjU arVrZo dmT>co ""Am~mg, hm nR>mUr ìhcm h§, Amnë`m ìhë`mnojm _moR>mhmoVo. ~m^ir ~moamQ>r, ZonVr Am{U {H$VrVar àH$maMr PmS>oPwS>no AgVmo ! hm_OmZo _m{hVr {Xcr.`m§Mr {JM_rS> Ë`mV hmoVr. IoS>çmVë`m ~m`H$m OiUmgmR>r _J {XZyZo Zo_ Yê$Z EH$ Ym|S>m {^aH$mdcm. nR>mUr ìhcm{VWo `oV. am_moer Am{U _m§J _YmMr nmoir Jmoim H$ê$Z ZoV. ^wa©H$Z² CSy>Z Jocm. _moR>çm _wpîH$crZo {XZy Ë`m PmS>mda MT>cm.JwamIr nmoao ~moam-Om§^imÀ`m {Xdgm§V H$mQ>odZmVM {eaV. ~moamQ>rÀ`m dmH$S>çm H$mQ>çm§Zr Ë`mÀ`m A§JmMo AmoaImS>o H$mT>co. AZdmUr nm`m§Zr H$mQ>çmHw$Q>çmVyZ dmQ> H$mT>rV hr VrZ _wco Var Vmo S>acm Zmhr. Ë`m H$mQ>Š`m§À`m H$moQ>çmV XmoZ A§S>r hmoVr.Ë`m {JM{_S>rV {eacr. Voìhm ~moamQ>rÀ`m PmS>mda {ngo CH$arV chmZ Am{U nm§T>arew^«. hiwdma hmVmZo Vr {XZyZo H$mTy>Z KoVcr.~gcoë`m ^moaS>çm§Zr Jm|JmQ> Ho$cm. nmoQ>mImcr A§S>r KoD$Z Am{U Vmo Imcr CVacm. CVaVm-CVaVm Ë`mMm gÐm $mQ>cm.H$moQ>çmV ~gcoë`m ìhë`m§Zr Amnë`m Jmoc S>moù`m§Mr CKS>Pmn Am~mgZo Vr A§S>r Amnë`m I{_gmÀ`m {IemV ~§Xmo~ñVmZoHo$cr. _mZm dmH$S>çm H$ê$Z Vo gmdQ> KoD$ cmJco. ~m^irÀ`m R>odyZ {Xcr, _J H$mQ>odZm§VyZ _wco qhS>qhS> qhS>cr. ìhë`m-~wÜ`mda ~gyZ dmicr ~moao ImUmar EH$ Ima eonQ> CS>drV nimcr § y nmaì`m§Mr H$moQ>r emoYV ImatÀ`m _mJo YmdV. ~m^irdaMmAm{U daÀ`m ImoS>mda CcQ>r hmoD$Z {MaHy$ cmJcr. H$moQ>çmV nm§T>am-{ndim qS>H$ Jmoim H$arV {$acr. hm_OmMr Q>H$ir~gcocr {VMr VrZ {nco {dcjU Km~acr. gmaIr Mmcy hmoVr. ""Am~mg, AmnU `m qS>H$mMm Jmoim AmVm EH$m PmS>mH$S>o hmV H$ê$Z {XZy AmoaS>cm, ""Aao, Vo ~K dmÊ`mcm XoD$, Mm§Jco Mma n¡go `oVrc !ìhë`mM§ H$moQ>. hm_OmZo nm{hco. N>mQ>m Am~mg I{_gmÀ`m ~mhrZo ZmH$ nwerV ^mdmcm XwOmoam o ""{XZy, Vo H$moQ>§ ìhë`mM§ Zìho, amZ{M_UrM§ Amho. Ë`m§À`m XoV hmoVm. ""hmo-hmo, Am{U _J Cégm{Xder AmnU Ë`mMr {eÅ>rnmR>r {dQ>H$ar a§JmÀ`m AgVmV Am{U Jù`mImcr {ndim {R>nH$m KoD$, ZmhrVa Vri cmdcoë`m aodS>çm.AgVmo ! CégmMo _Ooera dmVmdaU AmR>dyZ {XZyÀ`m S>moù`m§Mr ""H$g§ ao Vy AmoiIVmog ? CKS>Pmn hmoV hmoVr. Am~mg aodS>çmEodOr hmVmMm A§JR>m MmoIV ""hmV² {VÀ`m ! Ë`mV H$m` ìhë`mM§ H$moQ>§ H$mQ>Š`mM§ AgV§, hmoVm. Am{U PmS>mÀ`m gmdcrVyZ Imcr-da ~KV ZmZm dmgmZoAm{U ho ~K ZwgË`m Hw$gim§Zr Ho$c§ Amho, _D$-_D$ ! ^acoë`m Ë`m C~Xma hdoVyZ _wco ^Q>H$V hmoVr. hm_Om X~H$V-X~H$V Ë`m H$moQ>çmnmer Jocm. ~§wÜ`mda EImÚm PmS>mH$S>o ~moQ> XmIdyZ Am~mg {dMmar, ""hm_Om,MT>cm Am{U H$moQ>o H$mT>Ê`mgmR>r Ë`mZo hmV KmVcm. Ver EH$ hr Xod~m^i hmo` Zm ao ?~maH$s {M_Ur ^wa©H$Z² Ë`mVyZ CS>mcr Am{U daÀ`m S>hmirda ""hm§, hr Xod^m~i, ~wQ>H$s Am{U S>oaoXma. {hMo H$mQ>ohr IynOmD$Z ~gcr. Amncr EdT>rer eonQ>r ZmMdrV {Md{Mdy _moR>o AgVmV.cmJcr. hm_OmZo gm§{JVë`mà_mUo {VMm a§J hmoVm. ""Am{U am_H$mR>r H$moUVr ao, Am~mg ? {XZyZo {dMmaco. {Xdmir 2009 15
  16. 16. H$maU eoaS>o amIUmè`m nmoam§H$Sy>Z hm eãX Ë`mZo EoH$cocm hmoVm. Pmc§`² ? CÝhmV qhS>cmg H$m ? Am~mg åhUmcm, ""H$mQ>o ZgVmV Ë`m ~m^ircm, {XZy. {XZy H$mhrM ~moccm Zmhr. AOyZhr Vmo H$mQ>odZmVë`mAm{U qc~mè`mgmaIr C§M-C§M dmT>Vo Vr am_H$mR>r. eoaS>m§Zm {dcjU dmVmdaUmV hmoVm. nm`mZo nmUr CS>drV hmoVm. _mgoIm`cm CÎm_ ! nH$S>rV hmoVm. ìhë`mMr H$moQ>r H$mT>rV hmoVm. qS>H$ Jmoim H$arV Ë`m O§JcmVyZ Agë`m AZoH$ ZdrZ Jmoï>r {XZyZo nm{hë`m. hmoVm.gwaoI njr. nm§T>ao C§Xra, {haì`m n§ImMo PJPJrV gmoZ{H$S>o. Vo AmB©cm dmQ>co, _mñVam§Zr _wcm§Zm Iyn Ioidcoco {XgVo.Yê$Z H$mS>çmnoQ>rV R>odm`Mo Am{U ~m^irMm nmcm Ë`m§Zm ImD$ Ë`mZoM Cera Pmcm. Am{U _J Amncm EdT>mgm _wcJm Z MwH$VmKmcm`Mm, åhUOo Vo A§S>r KmcVmV. ZonVrMr Vm§~S>rcmc $io. emioV OmD$Z {eH$Vmo` `m Om{UdoZo Ë`m _mD$crMo _Z g_mYmZmZoH$moirlmMr {dcjU H$moQ>r. _YmMr nmoir. {H$Vr Var Jmoï>r ! H$mR>moH$mR> ^aco. MmcVm-MmcVm Am~mgÀ`m H$modù`m nm`mV EH$ H$mQ>m ( gm^ma.)^gH$Z² {eacm, Voìhm nm` da Yê$Z Vmo aS>m`cm cmJcm. hm_OmZoË`mcm Imcr ~gdco. Xod~m^irMr EH$ _moR>m H$mQ>m KoD$Z Ë`mZoH$mQ>m H$mT>m`Mm à`ËZ Ho$cm. nU Vmo nma AmV Jocm hmoVm. _JË`mZo éB©Mo PwSy>n emoYyZ H$mT>co. nmZ _moSy>Z Ë`mMm nm§T>am MrH$ gyº$ EH$VoMoH$mQ>m _moS>cm Ë`m {R>H$mUr cmdcm. ì`º$sMr Am{U g_mOmMr àJVr gmYUmar ""Am~mg, CÚm gH$mir H$mQ>m AmnmoAmn ~mhoa `oB©c, Vy F$½doXmVrc EH$Vm, g_mZVoMr Am{U _¡Ìr d nañnaaSy> ZH$mog ! gm_§Oñ` gmYUmar hr EH$VoMr gyºo$. gy`© n{ü_oH$S>o H$ccm. dmam gwQ>cm. {nH$mMm Am{U H$mù`m gmo~Vr Vwåhr {_iw{Z MmcUo_mVrMm gwJY Xadicm. H$mQ>dZmVrc nmIao Jm|Yi H$ê$ cmJcr. § o OwidwZr _Zo {_iw{Z ~mocUo Ÿ&&Y¥&& hm_Om åhUmcm, ""A§Yma nS>oc, AmnU Kar OmD$. {dMma gmaIm gmaIr _Vo Jocr VerM AmoT>çmÀ`m H$mR>mH$mR>mZo _wco naV Kar Amcr. öX` gmaIo ^mdZm OwioAm~mgÀ`m I{_gmVcr A§S>r Ho$ìhmM w$Q>cr hmoVr. Ë`mMo nm§T>ao- g_mZ _§Ì hm g_mZ YmaUm{ndio Am{U {MH$Q> S>mJ nS>co hmoVo. Vo Ë`mZo nmÊ`mV YwVco. g_mZ hr _Zo g_mZ {dMmaUm Ÿ&&1Ÿ&&^yH$ cmJcr Voìhm hm_OmZo qS>H$m§Mm EH$-EH$ IS>m XmoKm§Zmhr EH$ hmoD$Zr H$m`© gmYUo{Xcm, AmnU Im„m ! Ë`m MdXma qS>H$mZo Ë`m§Mr Vm|S>o {MH$Q> ghZercVm A§Jr ~mUUoPmcr. XmT>ocm XmT> {MH$Qy> cmJcr. hoM gm§JUo hoM _mJUo Vo Jmdmnmer Amco Voìhm Am^mi S>mqi~mÀ`m w$cmgmaIo amï´> KS>{dUo ~«rX Amnwco Ÿ&&2&&Pmco hmoV. amZm§VZ Kar `oUmar eoù`m-_|T>ao "~|-~| H$ê$Z AmoaS>V o y Agoc doXZm eë` dm CarhmoVr. Ë`m§À`m Iwam§Zr CYicocr Yyi Jmdmda Va§JV hmoVr. eÌwÀ`mhr Vo Kmcdy Xwar nwê$Z R>odcocr nmQ>r-nwñVHo$ H$mTy>Z {VKohr Amnmnë`m Kar dmJVmV Or doJionUoJoco. ào_ XoCZr ~Xcdy _Zo Ÿ&&3&& {XZyMr AmB© g_B© nwerV ~gcr hmoVr. {XZycm ~KVmM Vr H$dr - H¥$îUmOr Zmam`U AmR>ë`oåhUmcr, ""{H$Vr ao Cera ? Am{U Vm|S> EdT>§ Vm§~S>§cmc H$emZ§ 16 {Xdmir 2009
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