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  1. 1. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 1 of 18 back to Creatrix Issue 9 Main Page Poetry Creatrix - Issue 9 June 2010 Selectors/Editors: Peter Jeffery and Sally Clarke Administration: Sally Clarke Poets in this issue: Jan Napier Janet Jackson Elio Novello Meryl Manoy Glen Phillips Rona J. Okely Laurel Lamperd Derek Fenton Rose van Son Mardi May Jacqui Merkenschlager Max and Jacqui Merkenschlager Max Merkenschlager Ron Okely Kevin Gillam Coral Carter Joyce Parkes Jenny de Garis Maureen Sexton Josephine Clarke Gary Colombo De Piazzi Sue Clennell Liana Joy Christensen Alistair P D Bain Colleen O’Grady John Ryan Marilyn Dorothea King Tatjana Debeljacki Shotholed With Moonshine... Shotholed with moonshine tatterdemalion thunderheads squeeze silver to slate. Gulls strafe the cringe of beach. A breeeze smears fishguts and blood. Dark sea hisses and shivers. Shark reef slits meniscus slips beneath. And over all a starveling moon. A witch's moon a hunter's moon. He takes first pressure upon the trigger. Jan Napier Previously published in The Mozzie ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ half On the first day at the beach I walk east into a howling Holding my black hat on my Then I go back On the second day http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  2. 2. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 2 of 18 it rains I work on my On the third day it's calm I walk east again Flies diving in under my black Trying to get under my sunglasses Feet -- only -- in the sea Hem of my black skirt getting Black shirt a ride for I walk east as far as and I think What if I just kept walking? How far would I Without my purse? Without water? I left my purse in the with my children And the thought of if I just didn't It is a thinkable but not something I would So I go back and on the way I forget half the words I But what's the point of living if you don't somehow even if only touching through wires Janet Jackson Alone before the plasma screen He handed her a feather a tall black feather pulled from his tail, said take this home with you. Was that all he could spare? One feather? His tail and wings were ragged. Maybe he wandered around leaving a trail of feathers in this place and that place, the flicky ash of his personality, his potential. Some kind of energy seemed stored in the feather. How to release it? Flutter? Tickle? Giggle? Stare, wave? No-no-no. Burn! Burn! Alone before the plasma screen she lit a small black candle, held its destructing waxgas to the feather's tatty frond. She closed her eyes, savoured his acrid organic smoke, received the small strokes of his heat, curled shut around the burn as a trail of flame fused the synthetic plush of her family-room floor and slowly consumed her just-constructed, abstract-geometric, bravebright blockout drapes. Janet Jackson ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  3. 3. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 3 of 18 Picking Mulberries At the Dewings Spread on lattice of gnarled lichen-stain branches are green heart-shaped tooth-edged leaves, set against clear bright blue sky background. I am under the canopy of the old mulberry tree on the Dewing’s farm, suspended in time and space, and pick berry that has sweet ripened crimson flesh that bleeds sanguine-red down my fingers, hands, arms, licked up by my tongue, stain onto my face. Any not-ready small opaque pink berry (dull cadmium red), or any close to ready, but not quite true mulberry hue, are left alone, but still cherished, to ripen under the summer sun for picking on another day. If only Adam and Eve could have lived this way, learnt about Life beneath this Tree, been able to pick berry under its canopy… Elio Novello ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Rhythmic Dance Dancing blades in unison to and fro as a metronome perfect rhythmic timing flying arms from left to right – right to left gliding smoothly synchronising perpetual motion skating glassy surface. Tempo quickens frenetically duo doesn’t miss a beat. Hypnotic mesmerising mustn’t focus on their dancing mechanical precision distracting from the task on hand. Rain is drumming, beating, pounding, visibility almost nil, safer to pull over wait until the storm has passed. Meryl Manoy ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Tiresome Tiresome is as tiresome does’ —old nursery motto Not good to feel tiresome to the rest of your race, for tiresome is as tiresome does— waiting for Bell’s mechanism http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  4. 4. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 4 of 18 to trill; waiting for that dance of the overgrown alarm clock we call desk telephone. Or the old wall phone hung in the farmhouse, with cranking handle and long cord from the handpiece to the stained box. You shouted to be heard according to the distance of the call. Or so it seemed with irascible grandpa roaring, ‘What the blazes did you say, man? Told you I need it now!’ But most of all we wait and wait for the bell of the call of dread in wartime or from hospitals where meningitis, typhus or torn flesh waylaid loved ones. Then drove like maniacs to be in time. And waited outside closed wards, operating theatres to know if the stone-faced matron or medico would tell us what the phone declined. As old Sam Butler opined, human kind’s greatest sin maybe is illness, or to suffer unsound wind or limb. Yet nothing sets the phone lines tinkling more than calamity’s fearful toll. And so tiresome for us healthy ones to dance to your jingle bells, prance across the room while you have us on a string. But those who suffer that sickness we call love, you wait too by a fevered phone for release from your own ague, tiresome need of the unrung heart, waiting to be freed. Glen Phillips ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A Budding Artist? Fair haired bright eyed two year old Drawing on walls Exasperated mother Not on walls On paper Drawing on furniture Not on furniture On paper Tries the gumboots Brickie Dad off to work In decorated gum boots Grandmother presents Packet of stickers Pad of paper Child happily decorates Walls http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  5. 5. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 5 of 18 Table legs Bed linen with stickers on the paper Busy mother prepares for visit of Nan and Gramps Busy child prepares trail of stickers from lounge to toilet Exasperation and horror Winning smile Paper adorned with drawing and stickers handed to departing Nan Art work Drawing and stickers on paper now on Nan’s frig. Rona J. Okely ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ballad of the Sad Losers When Margret Roadnight came to town old Jimmy Cowman remembered how he was going to be the greatest jazz player in the world. Play that sax, Jimmy play them Blues. He was Satchmo When Margret Roadnight came to town she sang a song of the fifties. Little Nancy Dee remembered dancing with Johnnie Jones to the old seventy-eights Jimmy Dorsey and Glenn Miller. When Margret Roadnight left town she took her songs with her. Old Jimmy Cowman sat upon his porch. He didn't see the crop that was failing. Little Nancy Dee wept remembering the night Johnnie Jones waltzed out of her life in the arms of her best friend. When Margret Roadnight left town she left her dreams behind. Laurel Lamperd Previously published in’ Redoubt’ Winner Jacolyte Books Competition The Japanese Gardener, download poetry and short story anthology. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A Sad Sonnet For Santa Father Christmases are all up in arms, because of their podgy or spindly legs! The politically correct say it harms children sitting on the legs of the dregs of the employment queues, begging for gifts and tugging at beards on a strangers knee. It’s a thoroughly modern mum who lifts her endangered child by setting it free from potential paedophilic peril, and wrapping it in a loving cocoon: ensuring that it cannot go feral, feeding it from a safety silver spoon. So either put Santa in a glass case, or in a PC with a virtual face! http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  6. 6. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 6 of 18 Derek Fenton ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Friday Night she dies holding tight onto black & white negatives broken knuckles like peeled onion skins crying from the strain of not wanting to let go a child pounds against thunder of a bruised breast expecting immortality wanting more than just 21 new years’ eves demanding her right to another birthday party Rose van Son Sunday Afternoon His son nearly drowned at the Blue Hole with Tiffany in tow swimming alongside her mother frantic to stop her going too far tried several strokes to reach her breast stroke back stroke his father pushing past in his best overarm sequence paired to win brought them back beached on the sand like a whale Rose van Son ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Cormorant On a rock, reflected in a slow-flowing stream, a cormorant dries feathers, wings spread wide like a flasher’s shocking coat. Look! Look! See me! See me mirrored twice in your mind. Alert for unwary prey, he turns this way and that, blatant in the sunlight, ready to snap shut his wings and dive for cover. http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  7. 7. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 7 of 18 Mardi May Heron A white-faced heron paces the shallows with ballerina grace high-stepping and splashless stands on a rock sentinel still and grey as stone waits for fingerling shadows in the dappled, liquid light patient as driftwood bleaching in the sun the dart of a beak swift and arrow keen a startle of drops his snake-neck swallow the surface seals itself mirrors the bird’s bright eye. Mardi May ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ In a Flash of Brilliance You’ve lived, like a wanderer butterfly. Isn’t it enough? Enough that you have lived so long, so well? The future has always been uncertain, something to fear or accept. You have been bold ‘til now. Isn’t it enough that you have lived? You lived like a brilliant butterfly. Emerging from its cramped chrysalis, dazzled by the light, it pumps its wings then drifts, a dainty delight, to dance among the daffodils. It lives like a carefree wanderer and when the seasons change it flings itself into the wind, flying with the multitude over mountain and marshland to that deep, dark, wondrous forest of passion and procreation. Its journey complete, it flutters to the forest floor amongst a carpet of fading colour. Isn’t it enough – to have lived? Enough to have flung yourself into the chaos of life and flashed your brilliance, folded life within your embrace? Why so fearful? The future, where all have flown before you, will fulfil its eternal promise and accept you, like a wanderer butterfly, fluttering to the forest floor. Jacqui Merckenschlager ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  8. 8. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 8 of 18 Raindrops [lyric poem from our musical play ‘Beyond The Blues’: 1850’s Ballarat gold digger Wing Lee receives word that his beloved Su Lin Yen has been given as a concubine to a powerful warlord] Raindrops, desolate cries, tapping on the panes of my heart. They’re only raindrops from wintery eyes, gathering in streams on my face, making oceans of tears that will keep us apart, that have stolen our years. And they’re only raindrops, glistening jewels, promising sunshine to come. But tomorrow is here and the rain never ends, and I can’t see the point of a sun. Raindrops, drenching my dreams, lapping at the doors of my heart. They’re only raindrops, destiny’s streams, ripples over islands apart. But the memories dear and the moments of joy, I shall hold to me here. And they’re only raindrops, glistening jewels, promising new life to come, when tomorrow is here and a rainbow returns, and we share an eternity’s sun. Max and Jacqui Merckenschlager ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Red Sea Bathing We camped beside the Red Sea our first term break. Beyond the mosques and minarets of Taiz compass-clad in speakers, outside the fishing village of Al Hawhar pugged and panting in the midday shimmer, we strung our nylon fly, intent on spending time with books and beaches, dipping toes in Yemen’s edge, combing shores, no chores. Dumped beneath date palms by plump-faced Ghazi, the mercenary bursar, abandoned near hollow hull of wood-wormed trawler listing and lifeless as a long-beached whale, we were two against the tide, twin islands in a drowning sea of Arab faces, sounds and places strange to western senses. Within tent embassy immune to Moslem world, we curled, unfurled and dealt with matters fictional and fact, refilled our dried-out minds from books, the wells and brooks of learning and sub-artesian fantasies, received informal visits from puzzled youth; the truth – why raise our lonely tent there? He patiently taught us a few words of Arabic. We tried, replied, but tongues denied http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  9. 9. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 9 of 18 the subtle nuances of language. He failed to understand our quest for solitude, soured of crowds and voices loud; the subtle nuances of freedom. Midweek we were reading seated in shade cast by the wooden wreck. Struck with awe, we saw a four-wheel-drive track past and brake along the beach. And from its cab He leapt. she wept, roughly pushed ahead fully-clothed, into the Red Sea – forced to kneel and slosh and wash; waved on until His will was done. That scene was as incomprehensible to us as, it seems, our campsite was to them. Max Merckenschlager ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Signing What all of us together at the same time? Yes So you can all hear the same Thing and do your bit Are you going to die soon? No of course not but what if we did Got hit by a bus or some such thing What’s Enduring Power of Attorney It means you might have to Take care of our finances When we can’t That sounds OK But not until we can’t do it ourselves What’s Enduring Guardian It means knowing how we feel And what we’d want to happen If we couldn’t tell you You mean life and death and all that stuff? Yes it’s pretty heaving isn’t it But sooner you than some Government ‘bozo’ who’s never known us OK Show us the forms But you’re not going to die yet are you? What are we going to do with all your poems? Ah Shove them up your memory Ron Okely ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ butterflies aren’t moths nearly black. black rather than blue. blue uncontrollably. uncontrollably blue, yes, but redder too, to mauve, though not purple, nothing rhymes with purple purple was the colour of http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  10. 10. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 10 of 18 my 70’s childhood, that and burnt orange orange eyes on the wings of brown butterflies. butterflies aren’t moths. moths, soft desperation, knotting streetlights with satin wings. wing dust on my fingers, black, nearly Kevin Gillam ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ cheap its been daytime television washing machine beep underfoot stair creak tiled floor cold for me but now at four friday arvo knock off street roars hoons are out claudia & candice tonights attraction at the inland city hotel two dollars to drop their tits out cheap Coral Carter YOU Do you want me to label each word? This one LOVER, I was giving to Janet or Anne or James, someone else and the one I can't remember. Maybe to them all, I am not sure. OCEAN was a reference to ablution, absolution. MOON, I actually thought heavenly body as I wrote or do you need further explanation? But I wasn't writing about YOU, someone I know intimately. There are many: YOU. YOU. YOU. PLUS YOU. Which one is YOU? Go ahead point yourself out. Coral Carter ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lepus and Rebus Lepus paused ahead of pressure by the gate of taunts and treasures when Rebus standing just behind her sighed, be a darling Lepus and please hurry since I must speed to be on time and announce what is yours, what is mine, then traverse that path to shine. So Lepus hopped to halt for long-range learning focusing on earnestness and irony with a yearning to discover the essence of a rabbit’s and a hare’s existence, yet noticing a car speeding past with a lizard at the wheel of rarely tardy; on its way to a party, where one devours crustaceans and caviar? http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  11. 11. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 11 of 18 Joyce Parkes The Cup With thanks to Bo Ju’i If what also matters is how one creature treats another, then how non-homo sapien animals are regarded remains, regretfully, a rein in the hands of a jockey who abuses his horse in the saddle of should rather than applaud a canter for an era without blinkers and boots. Do horses, running in in Cups, covertly covet their ride as their corium screams under the whip in their stride while every breath they take through their pummelled hides is taken for a win or a place to profit a bettor’s base? Joyce Parkes ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ For weeks the trees whisper rain For weeks the trees whisper rain echo my rainstick – seeds inside a dry cactus calling against intransigent sky. Leaves dry as the seeds are twisted by drought on their twigs, right-angled to sun. Ground the brown river hollowed scrunches under our feet, breathes clouds of warm dust. The river has slugged along low in its bed, stayed in depressions remembering flood. Seven moons have arced over our valley since one last jigged in the falls, their beaming white on bleached grasses, stiff brackens spiking their light. We have heard the silence of frogs, watched our dam water dwindle and thicken, gone fishing under the shower herding skerricks of liquid from basins to buckets, taking our catch to the garden (which plants to save from the scorch?) Beaks agape, rosellas have sagged, the birdbath so near yet so far The finches have wallowed, reluctant to leave . . .We knew how they felt, dragging ourselves from the sea that still has its feet in ice. Now something the summer distilled – yellow of Sun, mauve glow of the Moon – powers out of baked earth in delicate crocus buds. At last there are mares’ tails at sunset over the gully like comets, tails fiery with water. This night our white bedroom curtain is lifted http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  12. 12. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 12 of 18 like a great wing quivered in lightning. The stars are dimming, have vanished And the tin roof clamours with molecules tumbled and drumming. We run out and hold up our arms – feel the cool bounce on our skin; We laugh with the chant of the gathering flow from the gutters singing in downpipes, the happy splash of its hitting low in our tank. It was never like this in the city where the rains are swallowed by drains, where mentioning cloud forecasters look sour, and the dams are unseen in the hills. So, driving the road that twists with the river, let’s not curse, in the wet the hopping of frogs to be dodged, nor resent, summer nights, the need to beware of the roos on their way for a drink: We are learning Earth’s contrasts by heart. Jenny de Garis ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ droving i am the dust my spirit in the crevices of the dry creek bed with a closed mouth bitter against the harsh desert sun i am the worn tracks mapped out by bullocks centuries ago their remains dust mingled with mine on this long hard journey if you follow the map of my face it will take you to a place where only the harshest survive where hard work and anger replace the heart where the soft inside of a mouth knows only silence shrivels up and dies it is only my eyes where you will see the life once lived did you notice that one tear in the corner? it contains a faded memory if only i had not breathed in the dust of this land to be shackled to its eternal existence Maureen Sexton lessons in floating she walks in water, glides like a miracle breaks away from her portable chair and steps into aqua cloud she gives me no words yet tells me more than i could ever learn from philosophers preachers or poets her bent body stands proud tight joints loose and free in the warm flow she walks in water and i imagine i am flying it is her miracle i am only learning http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  13. 13. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 13 of 18 Maureen Sexton Previously published in Beating Time in A Gothic Space Friendly Street Poets 23 and No River is Safe Poets Union Inc Anthology) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Stone The stone is back: we were made for each other. The stone has a surface smooth as dough but The stone is calcified, set, cast. Immoveable. The stone will be added to my collection. The stone will put the night sky into my pocket. The stone will help me find the river. The stone has no memory but it never forgets. The stone lingers, like lichen, in the shadowed side. The stone is a comfort for an empty hand. Josephine Clarke Breakfast Sitting. edging the freeway metal lace of lightpoles where pelicans sit like mythical gods deconstructing the river hurrying to the office ants carrying yesterday’s worries to breakfast radio foreplay we look up and wonder how they seem made for each other - the lightpoles and the birds Josephine Clarke ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Signs Galloping wind rolls across paddocks scatters dust, bucking debris to flutter and fall. Undulating land sighs and settles in repose. Venus reclines to sleep another day. Hands weathered by seasons, calloused from shaping, from moulding the land scoops dry soil and sifts it free through fingers. Red gold grit cascades eagerness shrugs dust puffs that billow to nothing. Parched by cloudless sky, emptiness fills his soul. Generations tilled this soil, won from virgin scrub with blood and sweat. Men, women, children without distinction building dreams on golden harvests. Common-unity built on isolation, cemented by purpose bonded in friendship. Life and death as regular as the seasons. Dust blows like dreams pounded by reality. How much can shoulders bear, how long can hands hold on? How painful to stem the tears, the spectre of suicide. Generations stand behind him, generations yet to come, wait. The decision is his. To stay, or leave? He looks to the horizon searching for rain. He looks to heaven hoping for a sign. Gary Colombo De Piazzi http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  14. 14. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 14 of 18 Interrupted Bare feet stomp a rhythm amidst the dust that rises and collapses to the didgeridoo. Clay smeared faces peer from the darkness flash bright in firelight and withdraw. Advance and retreat to the primal beat. Blank faced dancers with trance eyes shift in mimicry, stalk and jump recounting stories reliving journeys of creation, of lore. In dust and dark, bodies merge into the night rekindle in firelight. Waves of men move forward stomp, collapse, retreat beneath night’s magician cape. Silence fills the interlude. Women on the fringe tap song sticks draw another wave of dancers to mesmerize piccaninnies waiting their turn, their passage to adulthood. Generation after generation cycles flowed without change. From father to son, mother to daughter; a respect for the land for each other ceremoniously passed. In the wave of a white hand it all vanished. Gary Colombo De Piazzi Gaia Ache rises from within, drawn from the depths of being primordial urges resurrect to meander supplicant body. In rhythmic sinuosity, wave after wave washes in maelstrom luminescence, strikes as thunder collapsing paradigms, shattering the known. Stripped of conditioning, vulnerable as newborn a sense of ease, of release gently caresses heart soothes mind as thoughts retire somnambulistic. Each step awakens joy, reveals minutest detail refreshes every sense to nature’s opus. Leaves in delicate flow of form beckon welcome usher paths long forgotten as manufactured world strips away. An infusion of scents raises to the clouds to float wispy softness in graceful flight of freedom. Lofty eyes encompass all, penetrate the impenetrable. All is revealed, nothing beyond grasp, beyond comprehension. Light flows brilliant, radiates to strike, collapse, meld and infuse everything and everyone to everything and everyone. Separation collapses with the mind drifts to the tiniest speck of self awed by the brilliance, by the potency of Gaia. Gary Colombo De Piazzi ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mock Turtle Soup Nobody loves the poor mock turtles trapped in a willow plate pattern http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  15. 15. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 15 of 18 mould of blue on an island of their own devising, where they weep into the water while birds purr like cats. They should smile like the men in sideshow alley, whose heads turn from side to side to catch the balls life throws them. Ask the mouse and dodo, nobody likes to swim in a sea of tears. Sue Clennell. First published in The World According To Goldfish. USA. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Secular Sacrament Thin porcelain Chunky white china Battered enamel Any vessel graced by tea taken in your company is made holy Liana Joy Christensen ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Anaesthesia I early morning to the hospital the Terrace visible, looking hosed clear view right down to the bridge and river the gradient, the undulations, the curves hedged by city architecture, new shadowing old the first cars, first workers, early light II the hospital is not quiet like the streets hospitals are never deeply quiet unless you can shut the door of your own room like the room I had once in the hospital where I met my uncle’s wife skin of burnt olive, chicken thin and pea-breasted assuredness made sexuality her own possession as if she held the patent III I take the sports bag, she the handbag both readied the night before the written things easy, slowly acceding to instruction fear and anaesthesia, heavier, between us into the world of scrubbed abbreviations secret words, private letters, created mystery acronyms are for the moderns medicine understands some ancient vulnerabilities the ways a body rips and tears and leaks the signature of blood and organism IV her skin is always white, anaemia-thin today it needs no explanation http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  16. 16. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 16 of 18 later I learn about d&c, biopsy and iud how the anaesthetist changed the plan I already know how anaesthesia now defines us the freeway weighted with traffic and panic on the homeward run Alistair P D Bain Commended in 2009 Julie Lewis Literary Awards Affect in the evening i make my toilet, ready for the morning and its other rituals. waiting for the heat to penetrate the water, fetching soap, towel, shaving gel and razor, i'm thinking of how chefetz, writing of dolores, sez, All this unitary aggregate identity is dependent on a capacity to know feeling. If we are unable to know feeling, unable to be affected, unable to affect others, then we are isolated from our self and from the other. who is this other? i wander to the lounge, shaven, my dry skin taut. the movie’s about pirate radio, anchored off the british coast, making rock and roll literal, script tight, humour slicing, characters devastatingly flawed. these ones are affect on a drip. we come to them, dissociated, seeking our own kind. in later scenes the ship is sinking; the dj spins procul harem, whiter shade of pale, a good song for that moment’s pathos … leaving for the coast… though I never liked the organ. dolores and I, checking for our knowledge of feeling, begin to tick the boxes Alistair P D Bain ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My Friend Willy My friend Willy is a lovable chap, He has a warble full of glee. He sits on the chopping block out the back Eating pieces of meat for tea. His tail will dart, back and forth, As he gives his cheeky whistle. Like his family down south to way up north, He cheerfully sings his epistle. Teasing the dog by riding on its back, He manages to pass the day, Or dive-bombing the cat to make him scat, He chases him far away! Cheeky Willy sits on the clothesline, Enjoying a ride in the sun. Warbling to me his song so fine, You see - he thinks I’m his Mum! Colleen O’Grady ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Under the Wattle Scrub, Coalseam Park For Frank Cook When I want to whisper to those long gone, I go to the fields of everlastings http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  17. 17. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 17 of 18 And hold still watching the taut yellow dawn. A friend who has drowned, my father indrawn Both becalmed like tallships at half-masting, When I want to whisper to those long gone. All the ones who have been too early drawn By cancerous rot or the blue clasping, I hold still watching the taut yellow dawn. Frank, here you are with your tall sapphire brawn Wide as the flowered hills and unlapsing When I want to whisper to those long gone. Under the wattle scrub, shimmering lawn With the lissome Irwin River grasping, I hold still watching the taut yellow dawn. The arid lands east, the kwongan heath on To the Indian Ocean’s rare lapping; When I want to whisper to those long gone, I hold still watching the taut yellow dawn. John Ryan ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ‘Fragmented’ he said. The word resounded in my head: ‘Fragmented’ Frag-mented. It sounds like ‘Frag-mental’ Fragmented. Fragile. Fragmented. It fits right; inside my head. That's what I've been feeling like. Fragmented. Shattered into pieces. Fragmented. But still functioning pieces. Me—Marilyn—one person capable of doing many things successfully. Of functioning effortlessly. Now I feel desolated. A part of me is devastated but I still function. Fragmented. Perfect word to describe this horrible emotional situation. Diagnosis - PTSD. Marilyn Dorothea King A Child's Cry. Why, Mummy, why, does the moon stay up in the sky? How, Mummy, how come it doesn't fall down now? Where, Mummy, where did the moon come? What, Mummy, what is the moon made from? When, Mummy, when did the moonlight come? Why, Mummy, why is the grass so green? How, Mummy, how come it looks so clean? Where, Mummy, where does the grass come? What, Mummy, what is grass made from? When Mummy, when did the first grass come? Why, Mummy, why do some trees grow tall? How, Mummy, how come some are small? Where, Mummy, where are the leaves made? What, Mummy, what makes trees give shade? When, Mummy, when will the trees flowers fade? Why, Mummy, why must you and Daddy fight? How, Mummy, how come nothing is right? Where, Mummy, where can I run to so I can hide? What, Mummy, what is this pain deep inside? When, Mummy, when did your love die? Was it something I did or said? http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010
  18. 18. Creatrix Issue 9 Poetry Page 18 of 18 If so, please tell me why, how, where, what or when and if you do, Mummy, if you do, I'll promise never, ever to do it again. Marilyn Dorothea King ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ GORD-A-DAN THE ROOTS ARE CLAIRVOYANT, GRASPING UNTOUCHABLE WISDOM THAT IS THE WAY IT STARTS, THE SIGN OF THE TIMES IS DECEIVING. IT IS THE TIME TO SEE THE DROWNED. DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE READING? YOU ARE BRINGING AS SMALL AMOUNTS AS YOU LIKE TO. YOUR IMAGE IS STILL GROWING AND CRYING. COMING CLOSER AND GOING AWAY, STRONG WEAKNESS. THE WORLD THAT IS SPREADING BUT DOES NOT BELONG TO ANYONE, GIVE SOMETHING FROM THE THREAD OF WILL. TRY LOOKING WITH DIFFERENT EYES TO THE LIGHT. EVIL IS DANGEROUS, CONTAGIOUS ILLNESS, MOVE OUT OF THAT EVIL, IT MAKES THE CENTURY LONGER. ‘GORD-A-DAN’ THE TEAR RIVERS ARE NOW MURMURING, THE DOG IS WAILING, YOU ARE GONE. BREAK LOOSE I BEG YOU! AND SILENTLY, THROUGH THE OPEN DOOR, COME TO ATTEND THE FEAST OF PRESERVED EMOTIONS, DAYDREAMS, THE HAPPY MOMENTS! DECENT GIFT, HUNGRY CRAVING IN THE BUNK OF FEATHERS, SILK AS PURE AS THE SNOW, WITH THE FORCE OF SILENCE. FLOWERS OF THE DANDELIONS LET’S DANCE FROM AFAR WITH OUR LOOKS, WITH OUR BODIES, LET’S TOUCH WITH PALMS ONLY. Tatjana Debeljacki Japan In April Truly stunning, sometimes careless, I crave silently and far away! Naked, filled up with perfection, I am attending enjoyment!!! Where there is trust there is always glee. He never painted my passion, Dreams from the colour to the word, Without suspense and shivers. The moment of light strikes me. Pressing Japanese air onto my face. April is slowly spilling its colours, Above duplicate shadows dancing away. Tatjana Debeljacki ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ http://www.wapoets.net.au/pages/creatrixissue9poetry.html 6/4/2010

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