Life showed me the worst lifestyle: destroying myself softly. What happened? It’s not easy to understand. I had everything what a normal girl could have. But it wasn’t enough. Or it was too much.
Nobody could see how depressed I felt. So I broke down into a deep well, and I got sick. But I didn’t realize what I was doing bacause I thought that I could stop when I want. But I was wrong.
I didn’t want perfection. I only wanted to change because I felt bad with myself. Only that. I dont know why I took the decision of stop eating. I think that I didn’t know would It means at the future
It’s sly and handling, it’s seems a friend but it betrays me. When obsession came, I didnt notice it because I felt good. The hardest part was the fallen.
sick of crying tired of trying YEAH! I’m smiling But inside I’m DYING
When I wanted to stop, I couldn’t. But I saw my family and my friends holding me, so I started to fight with my eating desorder. And some month later I was better, and I started to gain weight. I could see a light in my darkness life.