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Hello and Welcome, 
I initially wrote this document to 
compliment a course I was creating for 
my start up Scizm. Since I shut that down
I am offering it for free now to aid as 
many people as possible. I have also 
started a blog: Scizm.blogspot.co.uk 
My advice is bred from personal 
experience, so as a disclaimer you should 
always seek medical advice if you think 
you have schizophrenia, this is not meant 
to be a replacement and there are no 
guarantees, merely it is to add to your 
tools of recovery. 
I am using google drive which also includes 
a free 6000 word ebook on spirituality, 
please feel free to download that as well! If 
you want me to continue working on this 
kind of thing I am accepting donations at: 
http://gogetfunding.com/project/scizm-
funding 
If you have schizophrenia then this 
information is for you. The techniques we 
will learn today will help you beat your 
illness, or at least manage it more 
effectively. Some of what I will say is 
contentious but I am merely talking from 
my own experience of what worked for 
me to achieve the level of health I have 
now (a million times better then what I 
used to be) and the many people I have 
met who also suffer different conditions. I 
hope you find this informative and 
enlightening! 
So lets jump straight in, first I will talk about ways 
to beat mental illness which are not specific to an 
individual illness but are in fact universal to all the
types of mental illness you may have. The next few 
pages are helpful to many different mental 
disorders. 
Hope 
The number one thing you can never give up is 
hope! It is a very dangerous thing to lose and 
without it, getting better is far more difficult. Take 
comfort in stories like my own, I am a million times 
better then I used to be, well enough to even set up 
Scizm and start making a difference! Having hope 
will also ensure you are safer from yourself and who 
knows, tomorrow you could see a marked 
improvement. Search for mental illness success 
stories on Google, these uplifting stories are plentiful 
and empowering. 
Medication 
Take your medication! It is so helpful as it is more
than likely that you have a chemical imbalance in 
your brain which causes the outlandish experiences, 
feelings or thoughts and will counteract these by, 
primarily, blocking your dopamine receptors. I 
found medication creates stability in my mind over 
time, making me less prone to delusional thinking. 
Take it religiously and a few months down the line 
you should begin to see improvements. 
Activity 
To distract yourself from the experiences or 
nightmares make sure your day has much 
structured activity, so make plans to do things. This 
can be as simple as reading a book, surfing the 
internet, learning an instrument, going out for a 
meal, going to the cinema, watching television or 
any of the other 'normal' things that people do. 
Fake It To Make It 
By acting normal and getting on with normal
activities you will begin to see a change inside 
yourself towards wellbeing. This means faking 
smilies, saying that everything is fine and generally 
trying to eliminate abnormal behaviours. There are 
many people out there who would benefit from this 
and I have heard of this approach working for 
sufferers. By saying everything is fine, you make 
that statement and begin to believe it yourself. If 
you repeated the statement “everything is fine” 
over and over again, even though the world was 
ending (literally) inside your head you would begin 
to believe it. This is what I had to do to survive 
hearing God being tortured, apart from breaking 
down into tears! Obviously tell your therapist and 
CPN what is really going on and your family, but 
over the years start faking it to them, it really will 
help in the long run. It's called 'putting on a brave 
face', I have been doing it for years. 
Cry 
Let out some of that bile that’s inside, all that
sadness and hatred or any negative emotion that 
has built up inside you needs to be released. This is 
an extremely important step, the chemicals 
associated with stress come out in your tears and I 
have learned how to fling out the bile at break neck 
speeds. Next time you want to cry, let it take you 
over and fully release your sadness of the world, to 
the world. 
Exercise 
One of my favourite ways to cope with mental 
illness and life in general, exercise releases 
endorphins which will combat your illnesses negative 
traits. 
Think Positive 
I know this can be really hard, but is one of the only 
things that kept me going through the constant
waking nightmares, my schizophrenia threw at me. 
Think positively and you will get positive people and 
circumstances in your life, like attracts like and so 
thinking negatively attracts negative things. Don't 
worry though, positive thinking is a million times 
more powerful then negative thinking, one powerful 
thought of “I AM LOVE!” (I am statements are very 
powerful) will attract much more then the hours of 
negative meanderings we are prone too, try it now! 
It is down to you to reprogram yourself through 
positive affirmations and good life choices to bring 
an end to your illness, and usher in the good life 
which follows. 
Healthy Eating 
Not so much limited to just us mental illness 
sufferers but still produces a massive boost to our 
wellbeing, which is the name of the game. I eat 
celery and fast once a week and it really produces 
results, I feel great and I know this is the boost 
vegetables give us. Plus this will counteract the 
weight gain, so common in mentally afflicted lives,
due to the side effects of many antipsychotic 
medications. 
Journalling 
Write about your experiences in a private journal. A 
gratitude list can be very helpful, list all the things 
you are grateful for in your life (the roof over your 
head, the food, water, family) anything. You can 
talk about hopes and dreams, your current feelings, 
anything you like! 
Hobbies 
Taking up a hobby will help a lot, I am a huge 
advocate of guitar, it helped me no end and now I 
have a useful skill! It can be kite flying, boating, 
fishing, bowling, chess, book reviewing, writing, a 
musical instrument of any kind, just get good at 
something while you have this time on your hands. 
They also can be turned into careers, years from 
now as it is your passions that you are advised to 
turn into businesses!
Friends and family 
The support from friends and family is a huge one, 
they can be really helpful as a listening ear, a 
shoulder to cry on and if they're super nice will cook 
you a nice meal and even lend you money when you 
are broke! Plus the advice can be great and it will 
boost you a lot to be around someone who actually 
cares. 
Therapy 
I found therapy sessions to be most useful, we used 
some CBT techniques and talked through my many 
symptoms and issues over a number of weeks. A 
professional knows an awful lot about mental illness 
and are generally caring and kind when treating 
you. They have seen it all so there's no need to 
worry about opening up, they will help you to the 
best of their ability, which is considerable.
Rewards 
Never forget to offer yourself rewards such as nice 
food, fine clothes, those shoes you want, that 
katana which would look awesome on the 
mantelpiece etc. anything that you can give yourself 
a pat on the back with and say 'well done me, you 
deserve this!'. Rewards are very important to get 
you through the illness, say to yourself 'I will buy 
that tablet computer (hopefully from Scizm) once I 
have achieved my goal of....' and think of something 
you want to achieve, this will help you to achieve it 
for obvious reasons. 
Connect With Fellow Sufferers 
The internet is a great place to meet other sufferers 
and read about inspiring stories of survival and 
victory over these illnesses. You can also make 
lifelong friends, find very helpful advice and feel a 
part of a community of survivors.
Know That You Are Not Alone! 
This is important, knowing that there are millions 
like you with exactly the same illness and symptoms 
can be a huge comfort. Why not buy our Smiley 
Mug, which includes the slogan, you are not alone! 
This will help us further our work to help sufferers 
but also raise awareness of mental health issues, 
reminding you that you are not alone in this 
process. 
Quit Smoking 
This was the best choice I ever made in my life and 
I feel so much better for it. I also have much more 
money and no longer have those nagging shadows in 
the back of my consciousness, telling me I'm going 
to die a slow and painful death. This is the worst 
part of smoking, those shadows but I also have 
other reasons why you MUST quit. I can't tell you 
how much it increases your physical health but also 
the mental health is further healed after the initial 
period of wanting a smoke badly. There was a crazy
person living in my head, fuelled by the want of 
nicotine which disappeared a few days after I kicked 
it. People say it relieves stress but it is my 
experience that it actually increases stress initially 
and then relieves the stress it creates, not even 
touching life stresses at all. I have been clean for a 
year and a half now (well one birthday cigar if I am 
being honest) and never felt better. DO IT! 
Lack of Alcohol 
I have found that alcohol fuels my symptoms in a 
very tangible way. I am very much trying to quit at 
the moment, cutting down loads and would suggest 
that it really is bad for our mental healths. I am 
sure I don't need to tell you the other risks inherent 
with taking it but I would definitely recommend 
cutting down if you are a heavy drinker as the 
moments of sobriety allow your mind to heal. Plus 
beer kills brain cells and we need our brain cells!
Staying Off Drugs 
This is a big one, they can be very dangerous to 
anyone but those prone to mental illness can be 
hugely hurt just by a simple one like cannabis. It 
might be tempting, maybe you were even triggered 
early like I was by cannabis, but you must resist the 
temptation to 'have a good time', knowing that 
there is a possibility that hell awaits should your 
resolve falter. 
Learning 
Learn as much as you can about everything, the 
internet provides the sum total of human 
knowledge, or close to it. Try different courses, 
there is every kind of course available to you right 
now! 
Time 
Time heals all wounds, as some wise man once said 
and this certainly applies to mental illness. Just give 
it time. If you take the above steps then it will
happen faster, but you must give steps such as 
medication months before you see a difference. It 
can then take years for your brain to rebuild itself, 
but if you remember that you have to take out the 
old rubbish that’s in there from trauma and put in 
new positive life affirming experiences to replace 
them then you will see a massive improvement. Us 
mentally unwell individuals have the potential to be 
more well then the average person on our quest for 
well mental health. You might find yourself getting 
'too well' and noticing the madness that is around 
you, that governs the world. This is a good sign, and 
one that I am sure, once you are a balanced, 
rational human being will lead you to want to and 
go out and change the world! 
Divine Assistance 
I have to admit this one was THE BIGGEST factor 
in my getting better, God (for there is a God) has 
helped me out of my constant waking nightmares 
and into the light! When I say God I really mean
Higher Intelligence of myself and all of humanity 
and all of the universe, basically the sum total of all. 
Pure, living conscious love is another way to describe 
Her and, if you haven't asked for help from Her in 
awhile I urge you to try now. They cannot intervene 
until you ask, so please, try it. What can it hurt to 
request, 'help me to heal God, please send your 
healing Angel Raphael to help me through my 
illness.' They're waiting for you to make contact.... 
All you must do is: 
Ask! 
Ok so hopefully this is a good wake up call for you 
to now implement some of these techniques and 
ideas into your daily life. If you are truly serious 
about getting better then you need to try some of 
these things. 
Next I am going to talk about how specifically 
schizophrenia can be dealt with.
Firstly, if you are hearing voices then my heart goes 
out to you, I know how hard that is but would like 
to say again: You are not alone! One technique I 
found to be extremely helpful is meditation. This 
does not mean silencing the mind, it means being 
the ever present watcher of your thoughts and 
taking time out to relax, get in your body and 
cultivate awareness of yourself. 
It is really difficult with schizophrenia, I heard voices 
for years, well a voice, that constantly badgered 
me, sounding like the ghost of a dark sorcerer and 
was always trying to send me to hell! Having visions 
of the place made this a very scary time, but I am 
now free of voices and have been for years. I did this 
via two secrets, which I will share with you now. 
Secret number one 
I was and still am on Risperidone and Abilify. These 
two medications, coupled together, made a good 
platform of stability for my head to rest. Abilify is a
type three medication, the only one currently on 
the market and is actually capable of sniffing out 
which receptors in your brain need turning off and 
on! 
Risperidone is only a type two, meaning it is older 
but is still effective, for me anyway, in creating 
stability. Take it at night, if the doctor allows as it 
can be very sleep inducing and the Abilify in the 
morning as this one keeps you awake! This means it 
will be easier in the evenings to get to sleep but 
easier in the mornings to wake up and should be 
fine with your doctor, I have been doing this for a 
number of years. That is secret number one. 
Secret Number Two. 
Talk to your voices, kindly and compassionately. Ask 
them, why they want to hurt you, if they do, what 
they feel their purpose in life is, how they are 
feeling, what they would like to be called, what 
troubles them so etc. Tell him or her that you care 
about them (for they are an extension of you and
self love is so important), love them even (this is 
hard but saying it will take you one step closer to 
healing), that you want what's best for them and 
would never hurt them. It will become easier to feel 
these things just by thinking or saying these 
statements out loud, even if you actually feel like 
taking an axe to their face (this was what I wanted 
to do to the ghost of a dark sourceror or possibly 
alien Artificial Intelligence that had invaded my 
mind after awhile) and hurting them with all the 
hatred you have for this super annoying thing inside 
you. As it turned out this was a voice in my head, 
so I was just self hating, even if at the time it felt 
like an outward entity. 
Top tip: Chin up and love, love, love! 
So that is dealing with voices, but there are many, 
many other symptoms of schizophrenia that you 
need to address. Voices are usually linked to 
trauma, possibly in childhood but other symptoms, 
such as delusions or lack of emotion are due to a
chemical imbalance inside your brain. We are just 
wired that way! 
To counteract this rather unfortunate set of 
circumstances, self-awareness is exceptionally 
important. Meditation will increase this much, but 
it is also possible to cultivate it through other 
means, such as staring at the night sky! I found 
that seeing the vastness of space increases our 
awareness of ourselves as the tiny specks of matter 
that we are. Also being in the presence of the sun 
as this entity is so grand in comparison to ourselves. 
Us schizophrenia sufferers can be amazingly 
creative with our story telling, artistry or musical 
expression. We find very interesting ways to connect 
seemingly unconnectable situations and events, 
something which I would define as hugely creative. 
A conversation springs to mind that my parents 
were having and I was listening to. I thought every 
word, every sentence was about me and was 
relating it all to the idea they were dark sorcerers. 
Very, very creatively my mind did this for every
word. Luckily, by then I had enough self-awareness 
to know that this was in fact mental illness, 
noticing this and watching with avid interest to see 
what my mind's paranoia could conjure up next! 
Due to cultivating the ever present watcher that we 
all have in our minds, I was able to treat myself as 
a kind of study in paranoia and creativity, from an 
outward perspective. Their are many guides on how 
to practice Mindful Meditation, search on Google or 
wait for my course on that also! 
Delusions 
To beat delusions, such as thinking that you have 
the ability to read minds, find a close friend or 
trusted family member and test your theories out 
on them, explicitly explaining what you are 
currently experiencing and believing. They will 
probably be shocked and worried, (this just shows 
they care) but do not be deterred, after a short 
time they will calm down and help you explore your 
ideas. Do not hesitate to do this if you are
experiencing things that are 'out of the ordinary'. 
Lack of emotion. 
This can effect anyone who has an illness, even 
physical ones and is something I have had to deal 
with for a long time. It can be hard for the person 
in question who loves you, when you tell them that 
you feel nothing for them, so I would suggest 
keeping it to yourself and not hurting their feelings. 
I almost never advocate lying but in this instance I 
would say that it is a good idea. Tell them you love 
them, for deep down you do, you infact love them 
enough to become their son or daughter, parent or 
sibling and make it convincing. It is hard enough on 
them that you are ill for years, make it easier on 
them with this simple lie. Do not feel ashamed; it is 
a symptom, you wouldn’t feel guilty for breaking a 
leg would you? 
Get a therapist and talk through your traumas, 
hopes, dreams, desires and feelings you may find 
that some of the emotion comes back. If not then
view yourself as a prime candidate for high 
integration with the machines of the future, for lack 
of emotion will be a big part of tanshuman 
experience. This is of course if they haven't found a 
way round this! You can look at yourself as a 
biological machine, cool as a cucumber, who needs 
those pesky, irrational things called feelings 
anyway? They only cloud your judgement and force 
rash decisions out of people, why not be governed 
by rational, machinelike thinking. Make the best of a 
bad situation by looking on the bright side like the 
above thinking, which is exactly what I thought 
when I noticed almost no emotion whatsoever. 
Paranoia 
This one is really tough, I remember experiencing 
the blackest terror, words being completely 
inadequate to describe this sensation. If you are 
smoking cannabis then STOP this is the cause of it! 
It took me ages to realize that it was this drug 
which was causing my symptoms, which by then 
had got much worse and it took me years of
abstinence from cannabis to get my head back to 
normal. If you are having trouble quitting it there is 
plenty of support available online or in your local 
community. 
If you have never tried cannabis then I know it can 
still be really bad and is linked with delusional 
thinking that people are out to get you. A way to 
get through it is therapy as it is almost certainly 
past trauma or deep sadness, manifesting as fear. 
You can try going for quite walks or talking with 
those that love you, who will reassure you that it is 
in your mind. 
But whatever you do, stay off drugs! 
Suicide 
Grit is another way to cope, meaning determination 
that you can and will survive this life (pun intended) 
and you will do so with pride and dignity, with a 
single minded intent that few well people can 
match. Tell yourself that you will never end your
life, that this is the ultimate way to give up and 
fail, that your friends and family would be 
devastated and that you are stronger then that. I 
know that this is the only way we can fail (though 
technically we never can, due to the infinite chances 
given to us by the Divine), that then we have to 
start all over again and suffer for all the pain our 
selfish action of suicide caused, as well as the rest of 
our Karmic debt all over again! 
Didn't you ever wonder why you are still here? Why 
all those suicide attempts failed or why your life 
was just the right level of difficulty for you to be 
tested, at times unbearably, but still come through? 
It is because it needs to be just the right level so 
that it is not too hard for you just to end it all, but 
not too easy so that your karmic debt doesn’t get 
paid. You may disagree, but I absolutely know there 
is a God and Angels and many other wondrous 
expressions of holy divinity, walking the earth right 
now and helping us all in our lives. As I previously 
mentioned, but will go into more detail later on (I 
may very well make a course entitled Spirituality;
The e-Learning Solution later) these entities are 
extreme helpful when your in a tough spot and will 
improve your life if asked! They cannot intervene 
until you do. And really, what do you have to lose? 
Think of how far you have come to just get here 
today, if you can come this far you can go all the 
way! Life is such a precious thing and we are so 
special to be on this Earth at such a crucial time it 
is mind boggling. Taking your own life is the saddest 
thing that can happen to you and although there is 
no hell, it is immensely harder on you, please trust 
me on this! Good things are right around the 
corner, hell and heaven both existing here on Earth 
as a state of mind. 
Hallucinations 
There are many different varieties of hallucinations, 
and they can be very distracting from our lives. I 
was once eating dinner with a friend who also had 
schizophrenia and when I asked him what was 
wrong, he pointed to a corner and said “her”. This
really brought home to me how lucky I was not to 
see actual people, that my visual hallucinations 
were, although bad, very limited. Of course this was 
balanced by some truly appalling auditory 
hallucinations which happened almost every night 
for years involving the screaming of very loud 
horrific torture, involving many people. I am sure 
you have many a story to tell about your 
hallucinations also. 
To come through them is a huge achievement, give 
yourself a huge hug and pat on the back for coming 
this far. To deal with them requires determination, 
positive thinking and ambition. Try and see them as 
an illness, although it might be difficult to 
differentiate between the real world and the 
hallucinations, so you must tell someone about them 
to check. 
Stress 
Stress can be a big trigger and danger point for you
as it is proven to raise the symptoms of 
schizophrenia, making them worse very quickly. 
Unfortunately, the symptoms themselves can be 
very distressing and so cause a self fulfilling 
downward spiral. To counteract this, try and relax 
when things aren't too bad, so mindfulness and nice 
music. This will create the mindset of relaxation for 
when things get worse and make it easier to get 
back to that peaceful place. Take a holiday or go on 
a retreat while you can to help your mind stay 
grounded. 
Medication Side Effects 
There are too many of these to list here but I really 
put this here to make sure you don't let that put 
you off. If you are suffering any of the symptoms I 
have mentioned then medication will help, it is 
proven to help. Do not be deterred by the initial 
weight gain or drowsiness, there are ways to 
combat these effects and medications that don't 
even cause them, such as the pre mentioned Abilify. 
Talk to your doctor about changing now, the Abilify
wakes me up in the mornings while the Risperidone 
puts me to sleep, its a winning combination! 
Remember: relapse is most commonly caused by not 
taking your medication! 
Lack of Libido 
This is very common so do not be alarmed if for 
awhile your sex drive is hampered or gone entirely. 
It might be a very lonely place but I guarantee you 
are not alone and that a partner is just around the 
corner, one who understands that this is a 
symptom. Their is also, *wink* *wink* Viagra type 
drugs which can be purchased from your local 
chemist. Now that’s a fun trip into town! But 
seriously, don't worry about it, their will be plenty 
of time for sexual experience once you are on the 
road to recovery and feeling better in yourself, it 
will come back! 
Visions 
I had many visions, some very scary, others
incomprehensibly random that I couldn’t make 
heads of tails of them. This led to very confusing 
times, I tried to make sense and interpret the 
abstract nature of what my head produced, but 
failed considerably due to them being nothing more 
then products of a mind gone haywire on drugs. 
To deal with visions, firstly tell yourself it is mental 
illness. See them as a product of your mind, 
hopefully with the self awareness of meditation 
helping you and the guidance of your Guardian 
Angel by your side. If you can, distract yourself with 
a book or film, but whatever you do, don't try to 
make sense of them, it will lead you down the 
pathways of madness. This is because they are such 
a powerful experience, but so random that, when 
you try and find meaning in them you will become 
further entrenched in delusions and this is a 
nightmare. Trust me! 'Interpreting' the visions led 
me to some wild conclusions which lasted for years 
after the experiences.
Hopelessness 
You may feel like there is no hope, but this is a 
common reaction to an illness as serious as 
schizophrenia. It may feel like a life sentence but 
this couldn't be further from the case, with the 
right steps followed and the right mind set anything 
can be achieved. I once read about a little girl with 
the illness, seeing blood coming down the walls and 
people in here room. Now that is terrifying! She is 
now happily married and shows little signs of 
symptoms! Think about how strong she must be 
now to have come through years of hallucinations at 
such a young age. 
So that's what I can offer you on symptoms specific 
to schizophrenia. I chose this format so that it will 
stick in your head as much as possible, using bright 
colours and punchy wording. 
Having come through six years of the illness, 
including very intense mental anguish and suffering
I have much to offer those who are still going 
through it, now that I have achieved a million 
percentage increase in health. Although this can be 
primarily attributed to the fact that it was almost 
certainly drug induced schizophrenia, so by staying 
away from drugs over the last few years, my brain 
has been given time to heal, it is also most of these 
things that I have listed. 
I am writing this blog to help people like me and 
you with advice to survive mental illness, but it has 
to come from you, there is no cure except for our 
own personal and spiritual growth, which is of 
course what an illness like this is all about. View it 
in such a light and it seems a little less scary, a 
challenge to endure and overcome, a way of life 
even, that differs from the 'normal' paths people 
take so completely we are akin more to the Gods 
then the mortals (Aristotle said something along 
these lines about madness, a most empowering 
speech which I would suggest you look up). Sounds 
too grandiose? My head generated Satan, God,
angels, demons, the screaming and roaring of hell, 
the peace of heaven, the voice of a black god or 
sorcerer or Artificial Intelligence in league with the 
dark forces, white sorcerers and a good and evil 
persona inside me all battling at once for my soul! If 
that sounds too grandiose then it is not, for mere 
words can never describe what that was like, awe 
inspiring, terrifying and humbling it was the 
quintessential times of my life, the makings of me as 
a man and life itself unfolding before my very eyes. 
The craziness that is inside my brain produces 
creativity like no other and I revel in how special 
this all makes me feel. I take the positive symptoms 
and leave the negative ones. 
You can too.... 
Finally I would like to talk, briefly, about the 
Divine. 
You have a Guardian Angel that helps you
constantly throughout your life. Ask for help 
often and it is granted. God exists and is the 
'sum of all things'. Wholesome and loving, kind 
and wise, beyond all conceptions of the words, 
our beloved creator is our most humble and 
brilliant benefactor. He loved us all so much, 
that he put a tiny part of himself in each and 
every one of us, that which we call the soul. 
This Divine spark is our most prized possession 
as it offers eternal life across creation and 
makes us all the incarnation of God in physical 
form. He feels all our pain, all our love, all our 
peace, all our anger and every thing else. How 
do you think he got that awesome after all? 
Spiritual development is the sole reason we are 
here. This works out very well for the good 
people among us, like you, who suffer 
considerably at the hands of their subconscious. 
It means that you will be rewarded in the
afterlife no end for the extra miles you have 
walked. Valued hugely you should be very 
proud of yourself. Here is an extract from my 
book Spirituality Secrets: 
• God exists and we are all one with Her at 
all times 
• Angels exist, with billions of them here on 
earth and near infinite individual forms of 
there beings in Heaven, combining to make 
an Infinite Force of Angelic brilliance. 
• Reincarnation is a process we have gone 
through many times over as humans 
• The force of Karma exists and blesses and 
punishes, from the tiniest of transgression 
or kindnesses to the largest of crimes and 
acts of benevolence 
• The place this force operates from is one of 
absolute truth and wholesome knowledge, 
based in love and is from the highest ideals
of humanity. 
• There is no such thing as hell 
• Original sin does not exist and neither does 
- in the ultimate sense - any sin. 
• The Divine wants to express itself in all its 
glory so this universe, and many others 
exist to allow it to do just that which is 
why the myriad of incarnations on this 
planet exist, let alone a universe with close 
to infinite suns and planets. 
• There are many messengers on earth at 
the moment, including myself which I will 
list later as some of their books are very, 
very good. 
• We are eternal beings on an eternal 
journey, living this life so we may express 
ourselves as fully fledged Divine creators 
and recreate ourselves anew in the next 
(this life) greatest and grandest vision we 
ever had about ourselves. Ever.
• Infinite universes exist. I am very interested 
by quantum physics and read many books 
on its' different aspects. Take this 
knowledge to mean that this Higher 
Intelligence encompasses all these different 
parts of us (we all have close to infinite if 
not infinite doppelgängers) and all these 
different dimensions so it is pretty much 
the most amazing, wise and kind being it is 
possible to create. 
• This being is increasing itself through us 
every second we live. 
• We are taking thought to new places, 
standing every second we live on the edge 
of creation, staring in to the abyss. 
• Divine guidance is accessible to all of us, all 
we must do is Ask! 
• We have all been given a Guardian Angel 
from our birth who is with us every second 
of our lives till our deaths, offering us
protection and love throughout. 
• This is our go to guy, the angelic force we 
can ask to bring us whatever we desire, 
although one way we are able to chart our 
spiritual development is by the things we 
ask for. 
• Spiritual development is our sole purpose 
for living this life, being judged on lessons 
learned, such as acts of compassion or the 
art of patience. 
• To make our eternal existence easier for 
our lives can be exceedingly difficult, 
spending time learning these lessons is 
important and will shorten the time it 
takes for all of us to reach the same level. 
• This level is Mastery, attained by Jesus, the 
Buddha and many others, the beautiful 
fact being that it is available to all of us 
and is our race's destiny for every 
individual to achieve and share.
• This is the grand design, the state we are 
all moving to. 
Guidance 
My advice is to ask for help often and talk to 
God about absolutely everything. They cannot 
intervene in your life, due to the gift of 
freedom of choice, until you ask. Most likely He 
will send more Angels, His messengers and 
they will influence you from another level of 
existence, very close to ours. There are Arch 
Angels, Guardian Angels, Teacher Angels, 
Prophet Angels, an Angel of Strength, an 
Angel of Hope, an Angel of Children and 
many, many more types. So if you are in need 
of any of this then it is important to first ask 
your guardian Angel to get the Angel of Hope, 
rather then asking the Angel of Hope directly. 
This simple step will improve your communion
with them a lot. 
There is lots more from this book on my blog! 
I will leave you now, dear fellow schizophrenics; Be 
safe in the knowledge that you have achieved a huge 
and incredible thing just to get this far with such a 
burden and know that you are complete and 
perfect in this moment. 
Extend this kindness I give you now with all life. 
I will leave you with a quote from Winston 
Churchill, 
“Never, never, never, never, give up!!”

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Schizophrenia/Mental Illness Survival Guide

  • 1. Hello and Welcome, I initially wrote this document to compliment a course I was creating for my start up Scizm. Since I shut that down
  • 2. I am offering it for free now to aid as many people as possible. I have also started a blog: Scizm.blogspot.co.uk My advice is bred from personal experience, so as a disclaimer you should always seek medical advice if you think you have schizophrenia, this is not meant to be a replacement and there are no guarantees, merely it is to add to your tools of recovery. I am using google drive which also includes a free 6000 word ebook on spirituality, please feel free to download that as well! If you want me to continue working on this kind of thing I am accepting donations at: http://gogetfunding.com/project/scizm-
  • 3. funding If you have schizophrenia then this information is for you. The techniques we will learn today will help you beat your illness, or at least manage it more effectively. Some of what I will say is contentious but I am merely talking from my own experience of what worked for me to achieve the level of health I have now (a million times better then what I used to be) and the many people I have met who also suffer different conditions. I hope you find this informative and enlightening! So lets jump straight in, first I will talk about ways to beat mental illness which are not specific to an individual illness but are in fact universal to all the
  • 4. types of mental illness you may have. The next few pages are helpful to many different mental disorders. Hope The number one thing you can never give up is hope! It is a very dangerous thing to lose and without it, getting better is far more difficult. Take comfort in stories like my own, I am a million times better then I used to be, well enough to even set up Scizm and start making a difference! Having hope will also ensure you are safer from yourself and who knows, tomorrow you could see a marked improvement. Search for mental illness success stories on Google, these uplifting stories are plentiful and empowering. Medication Take your medication! It is so helpful as it is more
  • 5. than likely that you have a chemical imbalance in your brain which causes the outlandish experiences, feelings or thoughts and will counteract these by, primarily, blocking your dopamine receptors. I found medication creates stability in my mind over time, making me less prone to delusional thinking. Take it religiously and a few months down the line you should begin to see improvements. Activity To distract yourself from the experiences or nightmares make sure your day has much structured activity, so make plans to do things. This can be as simple as reading a book, surfing the internet, learning an instrument, going out for a meal, going to the cinema, watching television or any of the other 'normal' things that people do. Fake It To Make It By acting normal and getting on with normal
  • 6. activities you will begin to see a change inside yourself towards wellbeing. This means faking smilies, saying that everything is fine and generally trying to eliminate abnormal behaviours. There are many people out there who would benefit from this and I have heard of this approach working for sufferers. By saying everything is fine, you make that statement and begin to believe it yourself. If you repeated the statement “everything is fine” over and over again, even though the world was ending (literally) inside your head you would begin to believe it. This is what I had to do to survive hearing God being tortured, apart from breaking down into tears! Obviously tell your therapist and CPN what is really going on and your family, but over the years start faking it to them, it really will help in the long run. It's called 'putting on a brave face', I have been doing it for years. Cry Let out some of that bile that’s inside, all that
  • 7. sadness and hatred or any negative emotion that has built up inside you needs to be released. This is an extremely important step, the chemicals associated with stress come out in your tears and I have learned how to fling out the bile at break neck speeds. Next time you want to cry, let it take you over and fully release your sadness of the world, to the world. Exercise One of my favourite ways to cope with mental illness and life in general, exercise releases endorphins which will combat your illnesses negative traits. Think Positive I know this can be really hard, but is one of the only things that kept me going through the constant
  • 8. waking nightmares, my schizophrenia threw at me. Think positively and you will get positive people and circumstances in your life, like attracts like and so thinking negatively attracts negative things. Don't worry though, positive thinking is a million times more powerful then negative thinking, one powerful thought of “I AM LOVE!” (I am statements are very powerful) will attract much more then the hours of negative meanderings we are prone too, try it now! It is down to you to reprogram yourself through positive affirmations and good life choices to bring an end to your illness, and usher in the good life which follows. Healthy Eating Not so much limited to just us mental illness sufferers but still produces a massive boost to our wellbeing, which is the name of the game. I eat celery and fast once a week and it really produces results, I feel great and I know this is the boost vegetables give us. Plus this will counteract the weight gain, so common in mentally afflicted lives,
  • 9. due to the side effects of many antipsychotic medications. Journalling Write about your experiences in a private journal. A gratitude list can be very helpful, list all the things you are grateful for in your life (the roof over your head, the food, water, family) anything. You can talk about hopes and dreams, your current feelings, anything you like! Hobbies Taking up a hobby will help a lot, I am a huge advocate of guitar, it helped me no end and now I have a useful skill! It can be kite flying, boating, fishing, bowling, chess, book reviewing, writing, a musical instrument of any kind, just get good at something while you have this time on your hands. They also can be turned into careers, years from now as it is your passions that you are advised to turn into businesses!
  • 10. Friends and family The support from friends and family is a huge one, they can be really helpful as a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on and if they're super nice will cook you a nice meal and even lend you money when you are broke! Plus the advice can be great and it will boost you a lot to be around someone who actually cares. Therapy I found therapy sessions to be most useful, we used some CBT techniques and talked through my many symptoms and issues over a number of weeks. A professional knows an awful lot about mental illness and are generally caring and kind when treating you. They have seen it all so there's no need to worry about opening up, they will help you to the best of their ability, which is considerable.
  • 11. Rewards Never forget to offer yourself rewards such as nice food, fine clothes, those shoes you want, that katana which would look awesome on the mantelpiece etc. anything that you can give yourself a pat on the back with and say 'well done me, you deserve this!'. Rewards are very important to get you through the illness, say to yourself 'I will buy that tablet computer (hopefully from Scizm) once I have achieved my goal of....' and think of something you want to achieve, this will help you to achieve it for obvious reasons. Connect With Fellow Sufferers The internet is a great place to meet other sufferers and read about inspiring stories of survival and victory over these illnesses. You can also make lifelong friends, find very helpful advice and feel a part of a community of survivors.
  • 12. Know That You Are Not Alone! This is important, knowing that there are millions like you with exactly the same illness and symptoms can be a huge comfort. Why not buy our Smiley Mug, which includes the slogan, you are not alone! This will help us further our work to help sufferers but also raise awareness of mental health issues, reminding you that you are not alone in this process. Quit Smoking This was the best choice I ever made in my life and I feel so much better for it. I also have much more money and no longer have those nagging shadows in the back of my consciousness, telling me I'm going to die a slow and painful death. This is the worst part of smoking, those shadows but I also have other reasons why you MUST quit. I can't tell you how much it increases your physical health but also the mental health is further healed after the initial period of wanting a smoke badly. There was a crazy
  • 13. person living in my head, fuelled by the want of nicotine which disappeared a few days after I kicked it. People say it relieves stress but it is my experience that it actually increases stress initially and then relieves the stress it creates, not even touching life stresses at all. I have been clean for a year and a half now (well one birthday cigar if I am being honest) and never felt better. DO IT! Lack of Alcohol I have found that alcohol fuels my symptoms in a very tangible way. I am very much trying to quit at the moment, cutting down loads and would suggest that it really is bad for our mental healths. I am sure I don't need to tell you the other risks inherent with taking it but I would definitely recommend cutting down if you are a heavy drinker as the moments of sobriety allow your mind to heal. Plus beer kills brain cells and we need our brain cells!
  • 14. Staying Off Drugs This is a big one, they can be very dangerous to anyone but those prone to mental illness can be hugely hurt just by a simple one like cannabis. It might be tempting, maybe you were even triggered early like I was by cannabis, but you must resist the temptation to 'have a good time', knowing that there is a possibility that hell awaits should your resolve falter. Learning Learn as much as you can about everything, the internet provides the sum total of human knowledge, or close to it. Try different courses, there is every kind of course available to you right now! Time Time heals all wounds, as some wise man once said and this certainly applies to mental illness. Just give it time. If you take the above steps then it will
  • 15. happen faster, but you must give steps such as medication months before you see a difference. It can then take years for your brain to rebuild itself, but if you remember that you have to take out the old rubbish that’s in there from trauma and put in new positive life affirming experiences to replace them then you will see a massive improvement. Us mentally unwell individuals have the potential to be more well then the average person on our quest for well mental health. You might find yourself getting 'too well' and noticing the madness that is around you, that governs the world. This is a good sign, and one that I am sure, once you are a balanced, rational human being will lead you to want to and go out and change the world! Divine Assistance I have to admit this one was THE BIGGEST factor in my getting better, God (for there is a God) has helped me out of my constant waking nightmares and into the light! When I say God I really mean
  • 16. Higher Intelligence of myself and all of humanity and all of the universe, basically the sum total of all. Pure, living conscious love is another way to describe Her and, if you haven't asked for help from Her in awhile I urge you to try now. They cannot intervene until you ask, so please, try it. What can it hurt to request, 'help me to heal God, please send your healing Angel Raphael to help me through my illness.' They're waiting for you to make contact.... All you must do is: Ask! Ok so hopefully this is a good wake up call for you to now implement some of these techniques and ideas into your daily life. If you are truly serious about getting better then you need to try some of these things. Next I am going to talk about how specifically schizophrenia can be dealt with.
  • 17. Firstly, if you are hearing voices then my heart goes out to you, I know how hard that is but would like to say again: You are not alone! One technique I found to be extremely helpful is meditation. This does not mean silencing the mind, it means being the ever present watcher of your thoughts and taking time out to relax, get in your body and cultivate awareness of yourself. It is really difficult with schizophrenia, I heard voices for years, well a voice, that constantly badgered me, sounding like the ghost of a dark sorcerer and was always trying to send me to hell! Having visions of the place made this a very scary time, but I am now free of voices and have been for years. I did this via two secrets, which I will share with you now. Secret number one I was and still am on Risperidone and Abilify. These two medications, coupled together, made a good platform of stability for my head to rest. Abilify is a
  • 18. type three medication, the only one currently on the market and is actually capable of sniffing out which receptors in your brain need turning off and on! Risperidone is only a type two, meaning it is older but is still effective, for me anyway, in creating stability. Take it at night, if the doctor allows as it can be very sleep inducing and the Abilify in the morning as this one keeps you awake! This means it will be easier in the evenings to get to sleep but easier in the mornings to wake up and should be fine with your doctor, I have been doing this for a number of years. That is secret number one. Secret Number Two. Talk to your voices, kindly and compassionately. Ask them, why they want to hurt you, if they do, what they feel their purpose in life is, how they are feeling, what they would like to be called, what troubles them so etc. Tell him or her that you care about them (for they are an extension of you and
  • 19. self love is so important), love them even (this is hard but saying it will take you one step closer to healing), that you want what's best for them and would never hurt them. It will become easier to feel these things just by thinking or saying these statements out loud, even if you actually feel like taking an axe to their face (this was what I wanted to do to the ghost of a dark sourceror or possibly alien Artificial Intelligence that had invaded my mind after awhile) and hurting them with all the hatred you have for this super annoying thing inside you. As it turned out this was a voice in my head, so I was just self hating, even if at the time it felt like an outward entity. Top tip: Chin up and love, love, love! So that is dealing with voices, but there are many, many other symptoms of schizophrenia that you need to address. Voices are usually linked to trauma, possibly in childhood but other symptoms, such as delusions or lack of emotion are due to a
  • 20. chemical imbalance inside your brain. We are just wired that way! To counteract this rather unfortunate set of circumstances, self-awareness is exceptionally important. Meditation will increase this much, but it is also possible to cultivate it through other means, such as staring at the night sky! I found that seeing the vastness of space increases our awareness of ourselves as the tiny specks of matter that we are. Also being in the presence of the sun as this entity is so grand in comparison to ourselves. Us schizophrenia sufferers can be amazingly creative with our story telling, artistry or musical expression. We find very interesting ways to connect seemingly unconnectable situations and events, something which I would define as hugely creative. A conversation springs to mind that my parents were having and I was listening to. I thought every word, every sentence was about me and was relating it all to the idea they were dark sorcerers. Very, very creatively my mind did this for every
  • 21. word. Luckily, by then I had enough self-awareness to know that this was in fact mental illness, noticing this and watching with avid interest to see what my mind's paranoia could conjure up next! Due to cultivating the ever present watcher that we all have in our minds, I was able to treat myself as a kind of study in paranoia and creativity, from an outward perspective. Their are many guides on how to practice Mindful Meditation, search on Google or wait for my course on that also! Delusions To beat delusions, such as thinking that you have the ability to read minds, find a close friend or trusted family member and test your theories out on them, explicitly explaining what you are currently experiencing and believing. They will probably be shocked and worried, (this just shows they care) but do not be deterred, after a short time they will calm down and help you explore your ideas. Do not hesitate to do this if you are
  • 22. experiencing things that are 'out of the ordinary'. Lack of emotion. This can effect anyone who has an illness, even physical ones and is something I have had to deal with for a long time. It can be hard for the person in question who loves you, when you tell them that you feel nothing for them, so I would suggest keeping it to yourself and not hurting their feelings. I almost never advocate lying but in this instance I would say that it is a good idea. Tell them you love them, for deep down you do, you infact love them enough to become their son or daughter, parent or sibling and make it convincing. It is hard enough on them that you are ill for years, make it easier on them with this simple lie. Do not feel ashamed; it is a symptom, you wouldn’t feel guilty for breaking a leg would you? Get a therapist and talk through your traumas, hopes, dreams, desires and feelings you may find that some of the emotion comes back. If not then
  • 23. view yourself as a prime candidate for high integration with the machines of the future, for lack of emotion will be a big part of tanshuman experience. This is of course if they haven't found a way round this! You can look at yourself as a biological machine, cool as a cucumber, who needs those pesky, irrational things called feelings anyway? They only cloud your judgement and force rash decisions out of people, why not be governed by rational, machinelike thinking. Make the best of a bad situation by looking on the bright side like the above thinking, which is exactly what I thought when I noticed almost no emotion whatsoever. Paranoia This one is really tough, I remember experiencing the blackest terror, words being completely inadequate to describe this sensation. If you are smoking cannabis then STOP this is the cause of it! It took me ages to realize that it was this drug which was causing my symptoms, which by then had got much worse and it took me years of
  • 24. abstinence from cannabis to get my head back to normal. If you are having trouble quitting it there is plenty of support available online or in your local community. If you have never tried cannabis then I know it can still be really bad and is linked with delusional thinking that people are out to get you. A way to get through it is therapy as it is almost certainly past trauma or deep sadness, manifesting as fear. You can try going for quite walks or talking with those that love you, who will reassure you that it is in your mind. But whatever you do, stay off drugs! Suicide Grit is another way to cope, meaning determination that you can and will survive this life (pun intended) and you will do so with pride and dignity, with a single minded intent that few well people can match. Tell yourself that you will never end your
  • 25. life, that this is the ultimate way to give up and fail, that your friends and family would be devastated and that you are stronger then that. I know that this is the only way we can fail (though technically we never can, due to the infinite chances given to us by the Divine), that then we have to start all over again and suffer for all the pain our selfish action of suicide caused, as well as the rest of our Karmic debt all over again! Didn't you ever wonder why you are still here? Why all those suicide attempts failed or why your life was just the right level of difficulty for you to be tested, at times unbearably, but still come through? It is because it needs to be just the right level so that it is not too hard for you just to end it all, but not too easy so that your karmic debt doesn’t get paid. You may disagree, but I absolutely know there is a God and Angels and many other wondrous expressions of holy divinity, walking the earth right now and helping us all in our lives. As I previously mentioned, but will go into more detail later on (I may very well make a course entitled Spirituality;
  • 26. The e-Learning Solution later) these entities are extreme helpful when your in a tough spot and will improve your life if asked! They cannot intervene until you do. And really, what do you have to lose? Think of how far you have come to just get here today, if you can come this far you can go all the way! Life is such a precious thing and we are so special to be on this Earth at such a crucial time it is mind boggling. Taking your own life is the saddest thing that can happen to you and although there is no hell, it is immensely harder on you, please trust me on this! Good things are right around the corner, hell and heaven both existing here on Earth as a state of mind. Hallucinations There are many different varieties of hallucinations, and they can be very distracting from our lives. I was once eating dinner with a friend who also had schizophrenia and when I asked him what was wrong, he pointed to a corner and said “her”. This
  • 27. really brought home to me how lucky I was not to see actual people, that my visual hallucinations were, although bad, very limited. Of course this was balanced by some truly appalling auditory hallucinations which happened almost every night for years involving the screaming of very loud horrific torture, involving many people. I am sure you have many a story to tell about your hallucinations also. To come through them is a huge achievement, give yourself a huge hug and pat on the back for coming this far. To deal with them requires determination, positive thinking and ambition. Try and see them as an illness, although it might be difficult to differentiate between the real world and the hallucinations, so you must tell someone about them to check. Stress Stress can be a big trigger and danger point for you
  • 28. as it is proven to raise the symptoms of schizophrenia, making them worse very quickly. Unfortunately, the symptoms themselves can be very distressing and so cause a self fulfilling downward spiral. To counteract this, try and relax when things aren't too bad, so mindfulness and nice music. This will create the mindset of relaxation for when things get worse and make it easier to get back to that peaceful place. Take a holiday or go on a retreat while you can to help your mind stay grounded. Medication Side Effects There are too many of these to list here but I really put this here to make sure you don't let that put you off. If you are suffering any of the symptoms I have mentioned then medication will help, it is proven to help. Do not be deterred by the initial weight gain or drowsiness, there are ways to combat these effects and medications that don't even cause them, such as the pre mentioned Abilify. Talk to your doctor about changing now, the Abilify
  • 29. wakes me up in the mornings while the Risperidone puts me to sleep, its a winning combination! Remember: relapse is most commonly caused by not taking your medication! Lack of Libido This is very common so do not be alarmed if for awhile your sex drive is hampered or gone entirely. It might be a very lonely place but I guarantee you are not alone and that a partner is just around the corner, one who understands that this is a symptom. Their is also, *wink* *wink* Viagra type drugs which can be purchased from your local chemist. Now that’s a fun trip into town! But seriously, don't worry about it, their will be plenty of time for sexual experience once you are on the road to recovery and feeling better in yourself, it will come back! Visions I had many visions, some very scary, others
  • 30. incomprehensibly random that I couldn’t make heads of tails of them. This led to very confusing times, I tried to make sense and interpret the abstract nature of what my head produced, but failed considerably due to them being nothing more then products of a mind gone haywire on drugs. To deal with visions, firstly tell yourself it is mental illness. See them as a product of your mind, hopefully with the self awareness of meditation helping you and the guidance of your Guardian Angel by your side. If you can, distract yourself with a book or film, but whatever you do, don't try to make sense of them, it will lead you down the pathways of madness. This is because they are such a powerful experience, but so random that, when you try and find meaning in them you will become further entrenched in delusions and this is a nightmare. Trust me! 'Interpreting' the visions led me to some wild conclusions which lasted for years after the experiences.
  • 31. Hopelessness You may feel like there is no hope, but this is a common reaction to an illness as serious as schizophrenia. It may feel like a life sentence but this couldn't be further from the case, with the right steps followed and the right mind set anything can be achieved. I once read about a little girl with the illness, seeing blood coming down the walls and people in here room. Now that is terrifying! She is now happily married and shows little signs of symptoms! Think about how strong she must be now to have come through years of hallucinations at such a young age. So that's what I can offer you on symptoms specific to schizophrenia. I chose this format so that it will stick in your head as much as possible, using bright colours and punchy wording. Having come through six years of the illness, including very intense mental anguish and suffering
  • 32. I have much to offer those who are still going through it, now that I have achieved a million percentage increase in health. Although this can be primarily attributed to the fact that it was almost certainly drug induced schizophrenia, so by staying away from drugs over the last few years, my brain has been given time to heal, it is also most of these things that I have listed. I am writing this blog to help people like me and you with advice to survive mental illness, but it has to come from you, there is no cure except for our own personal and spiritual growth, which is of course what an illness like this is all about. View it in such a light and it seems a little less scary, a challenge to endure and overcome, a way of life even, that differs from the 'normal' paths people take so completely we are akin more to the Gods then the mortals (Aristotle said something along these lines about madness, a most empowering speech which I would suggest you look up). Sounds too grandiose? My head generated Satan, God,
  • 33. angels, demons, the screaming and roaring of hell, the peace of heaven, the voice of a black god or sorcerer or Artificial Intelligence in league with the dark forces, white sorcerers and a good and evil persona inside me all battling at once for my soul! If that sounds too grandiose then it is not, for mere words can never describe what that was like, awe inspiring, terrifying and humbling it was the quintessential times of my life, the makings of me as a man and life itself unfolding before my very eyes. The craziness that is inside my brain produces creativity like no other and I revel in how special this all makes me feel. I take the positive symptoms and leave the negative ones. You can too.... Finally I would like to talk, briefly, about the Divine. You have a Guardian Angel that helps you
  • 34. constantly throughout your life. Ask for help often and it is granted. God exists and is the 'sum of all things'. Wholesome and loving, kind and wise, beyond all conceptions of the words, our beloved creator is our most humble and brilliant benefactor. He loved us all so much, that he put a tiny part of himself in each and every one of us, that which we call the soul. This Divine spark is our most prized possession as it offers eternal life across creation and makes us all the incarnation of God in physical form. He feels all our pain, all our love, all our peace, all our anger and every thing else. How do you think he got that awesome after all? Spiritual development is the sole reason we are here. This works out very well for the good people among us, like you, who suffer considerably at the hands of their subconscious. It means that you will be rewarded in the
  • 35. afterlife no end for the extra miles you have walked. Valued hugely you should be very proud of yourself. Here is an extract from my book Spirituality Secrets: • God exists and we are all one with Her at all times • Angels exist, with billions of them here on earth and near infinite individual forms of there beings in Heaven, combining to make an Infinite Force of Angelic brilliance. • Reincarnation is a process we have gone through many times over as humans • The force of Karma exists and blesses and punishes, from the tiniest of transgression or kindnesses to the largest of crimes and acts of benevolence • The place this force operates from is one of absolute truth and wholesome knowledge, based in love and is from the highest ideals
  • 36. of humanity. • There is no such thing as hell • Original sin does not exist and neither does - in the ultimate sense - any sin. • The Divine wants to express itself in all its glory so this universe, and many others exist to allow it to do just that which is why the myriad of incarnations on this planet exist, let alone a universe with close to infinite suns and planets. • There are many messengers on earth at the moment, including myself which I will list later as some of their books are very, very good. • We are eternal beings on an eternal journey, living this life so we may express ourselves as fully fledged Divine creators and recreate ourselves anew in the next (this life) greatest and grandest vision we ever had about ourselves. Ever.
  • 37. • Infinite universes exist. I am very interested by quantum physics and read many books on its' different aspects. Take this knowledge to mean that this Higher Intelligence encompasses all these different parts of us (we all have close to infinite if not infinite doppelgängers) and all these different dimensions so it is pretty much the most amazing, wise and kind being it is possible to create. • This being is increasing itself through us every second we live. • We are taking thought to new places, standing every second we live on the edge of creation, staring in to the abyss. • Divine guidance is accessible to all of us, all we must do is Ask! • We have all been given a Guardian Angel from our birth who is with us every second of our lives till our deaths, offering us
  • 38. protection and love throughout. • This is our go to guy, the angelic force we can ask to bring us whatever we desire, although one way we are able to chart our spiritual development is by the things we ask for. • Spiritual development is our sole purpose for living this life, being judged on lessons learned, such as acts of compassion or the art of patience. • To make our eternal existence easier for our lives can be exceedingly difficult, spending time learning these lessons is important and will shorten the time it takes for all of us to reach the same level. • This level is Mastery, attained by Jesus, the Buddha and many others, the beautiful fact being that it is available to all of us and is our race's destiny for every individual to achieve and share.
  • 39. • This is the grand design, the state we are all moving to. Guidance My advice is to ask for help often and talk to God about absolutely everything. They cannot intervene in your life, due to the gift of freedom of choice, until you ask. Most likely He will send more Angels, His messengers and they will influence you from another level of existence, very close to ours. There are Arch Angels, Guardian Angels, Teacher Angels, Prophet Angels, an Angel of Strength, an Angel of Hope, an Angel of Children and many, many more types. So if you are in need of any of this then it is important to first ask your guardian Angel to get the Angel of Hope, rather then asking the Angel of Hope directly. This simple step will improve your communion
  • 40. with them a lot. There is lots more from this book on my blog! I will leave you now, dear fellow schizophrenics; Be safe in the knowledge that you have achieved a huge and incredible thing just to get this far with such a burden and know that you are complete and perfect in this moment. Extend this kindness I give you now with all life. I will leave you with a quote from Winston Churchill, “Never, never, never, never, give up!!”