The document discusses the concepts of forgiveness, sub-personalities, and the spiritual vs human sides of ourselves. It states that when we are wounded, we split into sub-personalities that judge and consult from a broken place. True forgiveness requires recognizing our oneness with others and denying the human side in order to consult our spiritual side and heal the wounds. Staying in our spiritual realm allows us to see others as ourselves and overcome separation and judgment.

1. 09.15.11 – If You Make It to Heaven, Will You Stay Pt. 2 “ Church is over! There’s no more church as usual, that’s the Sadducees and the Pharisees. God said, "I’m making room for My Kingdom.” “ My word. When its spoken and used by the person whom I’ve given authority for it to be spoken through will do what I’ve sent it to do. Church folks don’t have enough power to speak the word and let the word do the healing. This is how we can separate church folks from Kingdom folks. Those in the kingdom have been given My authority to use My word. It's not by laying on of hands and picking up, and falling back." What was that? The man said, "Get up", but God wants the word to say, "Stand." "My true people will speak My word and I am them and they are Me and it is powerful.” “ When you leave out of church and go home, something is supposed to be different about you. When you leave out of the Kingdom, something is supposed to be different about you.” “ All it takes is one time in the presence of God, not three, four, five, six, seven times. Just one service and if you don’t wanna come back it's because it was too heavy and you don’t wanna live right.” “ So why do we need to master forgiveness? Because it creates an environment of healing.” “ If you’re not healed then you can't love because what you will be looking for is somebody to satisfy and fill your pain going from person to person to see who can fill that void.” “ We Know God as a healer and the type of sickness we know that He can heal is cancer, but we never put unforgiveness in the same category. It can affect your organs just like cancer. This is why we must get to a place where we master forgiveness.” We need to understand what true forgiveness is.

2. “ If all of us are one and everybody is me and I’m holding unforgiveness from them, technically I’m holding unforgiveness from myself and the only way you can understand this is from the spiritual realm not the natural.” “ Some of us are in jail but not incarcerated. You are incarcerated by your own unforgiveness because you won’t forgive the person that hurt you and you won’t forgive yourself. You are incarcerated but not in jail.” “ When you forgive another, you are at the same time forgiving yourself.” “ Jesus was not technically able to ask for forgiveness on our behalf until He was forgiven for nothing. He became you. Forgiveness is really making yourself one. Jesus became our restitution to understand forgiveness from a human perspective. He said, "I understand. Father,You have to forgive them, they don’t know what they’re doing. I’ll become one with them, they don’t understand what this is going to cost them." Jesus identified with the cost of the sin. It would’ve cost you your life, but He gave His. "Sin all you want to...but leave the bill on Me.” “ Remember God said that He puts people in your life to “push your buttons.” You call it “pushing my buttons.” "It’s something in you that I’m gonna send this person to come get out of you." You call it pushing buttons. Jesus said, "I call it pushing that stuff out of you that I don’t want in you. I’m using them to push that garbage out of your life.” “ So forgive them who push your buttons. Those pushing that garbage, I allowed them to come because this is your opportunity to be forgiven. They showed up for an opportunity. Don’t let the opportunity walk out the door!" “Don’t go anywhere until you finish pushing all the hell out of me.”

3. “ You gotta ask yourself, "If you had to choose these people in your life, you wouldn’t. I wouldn’t choose you to come in my life to push my buttons because I don’t know what I need to be forgiven for. So what you’re pushing my buttons about is what I need to be forgiven for. It doesn’t mean I need to link up with you, it doesn’t mean I need to sleep with you because if you’re causing me to fall, then there’s a problem.” “ If you had to choose these people in your life to be forgiven you wouldn’t because you don’t know what God needs to forgive you for. So He put them in your life.” Colossians 3:13 So what is true forgiveness? It is no longer judging the person when you see them act out. Why? Because Jesus didn’t judge you when He saw you act out. He said, "I'll pay for that." He said, "I forgave you, now why can’t you forgive them?" So when they come pushing your buttons, say “I’m gonna pay for that, I wrote the check for that foolishness and you know how I paid for it because I used to do that and I didn’t have to pay the cost for it.” That’s how I’m paying back my restitution and I used to do the same thing, but the reason I can’t see is because it’s done in a different manner. So either you can write the debt off or turn to the Father and say, “Father forgive them for they know not what they do.” “ We gotta come out of this human experience. We’re supposed to be spiritual beings in a human body without everything bothering us. We gotta come up hither. It’s free up there, it’s no complaining. Come up, don’t stay where they are. Call me religious all you want to, I gotta stay in the spirit realm. Let me be religious because guess what, the longer you stay down there you’re gonna pick up something while you’re down there. That’s why you have those dreams. That’s why you can’t sleep right because you spend too much time down there.” “ This brings true revelation to the words "do unto others as you would have them do unto you." You want God to look past your actions but He can’t unless you forgive others.”

4. “ Even in our unforgiveness, when we haven’t forgiven ourselves, some of us are willing to live with our own unforgiveness. Some of us are willing to fellowship with our own unforgiveness. Some of us will even marry our own unforgiveness! When this happens, this is ego. It hasn’t forgiven itself so it projects itself and it wants to become an ULTRA-EGO, so it attaches itself to people that have the same problems it has. Then they say that they are here to help you, but its an ego. "I’m drawing you, I’m attracting you.” “ The ego hasn’t forgiven itself so it becomes the ultra “I” and it attaches itself to someone so that it can project itself on them because it starts to feel emptiness. So it becomes to need something and people that can help it grow. All an ego wants is to be fed. "Feed me what I want because I’m really empty.” “ We have to understand how to begin to be spiritual beings having a human experience while our bodies and our senses are telling us that we are separate individuals when in fact we are all one. I have to look at you as me because if you wouldn’t’ hurt yourself you wouldn’t hurt me. That’s the power of staying in the spiritual realm...that’s that greater work.” “ How we judge determines what we will allow in our life. You can’t judge correctly if you haven’t forgiven yourself. You are literally judging from your sub-personalities. These created wounded people, they’re created wounds that have made themselves “I’s” these ego “I’s” and you start judging from them.” “ We have those people who love to forgive themselves (so they think) and this puts them in a terrible position because they project all there unforgiveness on everyone but they believe they have forgiven. How do you know?” “ Forgiveness doesn’t take two people...it takes one.”

5. “ If you repent for something you didn’t do, you would be responsible for the other persons alter ego and if you did do it and had not repented you would still be responsible for their alter ego.” “ You have to get to a place as spiritual beings where nothing in this world is real. There’s no right, no wrong, there’s no good and there’s no evil. That’s what this is all about. Good and evil belongs to Jesus and when you start talking about good and evil, now you’re the judge. That’s why whatever happens to you, you gotta know that it was supposed to. “This is serving a purpose for my soul. This is growth for my soul., I have no business having knowledge of what’s good or evil, it’s none of my business because I’m a spiritual being having a human experience” “ See forgiveness is really "I repent" and it stops now.” “ To forgive the sin in someone else means that you recognize it, just that simple. That’s the same thing Jesus did, He identified it, He didn’t actually do it, He just recognized. If you recognize it before you commit it, then you wont have to commit it. If you recognize the cost of it, you aren’t trying to pay for it. The more sin you recognize it keeps you clean.” “ Coming to earth has caused us to spiritually separate. In the spiritual realm there is only love, and in the earthly realm it teaches you how to separate yourself from love. That’s why in the spirit realm we should come up hither and stay there, stay in love” “ Remember when Jesus said, "Can we reason together?", who was He talking to? If Jesus and God are one, then we can safely say Jesus has a committee. So if you’re like Jesus then you have a committee. So when we can stop sinning you need to call a meeting and say, "Can we reason together? Now we know on Jesus’ board is Father, Son & Holy Spirit. If you can’t reason to get you to a holy way, then there’s something else sitting at your committee and it ain’t holy and it’s called ego, self, and I. When Jesus reasoned, they came up with this is good. You reason and you come up with more sinning. So now you have to vote out that board because they don’t have your best interest at your heart.”

6. “ You can't defeat your ego...you have to kill it. You have to die to it and how do you kill it? Don’t feed it.” “ So when you’re at the committee and you are reasoning together, who are you making your appeal to depending upon who’s sitting at the committee? If you’re making it with yourself and your ego, its gonna give you what you want. You start taking a sob story to a sob committee. That’s why you start attracting people you can call. You start calling people who are gonna agree with the committee and then when you can’t find nobody to agree with the ego, you get an attitude with them.” “ When you are dealing with and ego-fide committee you gotta look for agreement. But when you are dealing with a reasoning committee already in the Lord, it’s done. Nobody has to know what we agreed upon, it’s done...case dismissed.” “ When you start calling people to listen to your sob stories you tell them half truth. So they’re agreeing with your sub-personalities, your wounded self. What they are agreeing with is your hurt that’s building that ego and they have no clue because you know exactly how to hit them with because they are a sucker for punishment.” “ All humans have disguises and we hide ourselves in our sub-personalities. Sub-personalities are what make you up, but there is still an authentic in you in there still fighting to come out. We have ourselves a judge, a sexual-self, a disowned-self, a fear-self, a loving ourselves-self, a fantasy-self, and an interfered self- your perceived self.” “ Sub-personalities alter your character. They alter the true essence of who you are because something has wounded us. You come as a whole being in the spirit to the natural, and when you get wounded by the enemy what happens is you get split into sub-personalities. It takes that whole and splits you into different people.”

7. “ Forgiveness makes its appeal to the split. It can no longer reach the whole you because you are broken so you are judging from broken pieces. You won’t forgive because the splits have been wounded and grow into different “I’s” and they have warranted themselves something and want restitution, they want the debt paid. Someone has to pay for this because I’ve been wounded. So when you try to forgive and you don’t know why you can’t...its those sub-personalities.” “ This is how we become no longer authentic because you are no longer talking to the authentic whole you, you are talking to the broken pieces of you. You are a wounded sub-personality. So why am I so phony, why can’t I love the way I want to? Because I’m wounded somewhere.” “ We are consulting now no longer with the authentic real person but with the fake wounded people. So it can’t produce realness because it wants to be fed, its gonna feed you what they feel. If they’re hurt they’re gonna feed you hurt.” “ When we are no longer real we consult the human side of ourselves rather than the spiritual side. This is when we make judges of ourselves based on the personalities. When God said, "Deny the flesh", He’s saying deny the human side and when you do so there is nothing to consult. Deny them the right to even sit on the committee because if I listen to you, you’re gonna have me feeding this wound, I’m trying to become whole again.” “ You can't love broken because you’re all in pieces. They’re consulting your human side.” “ Deny your human side the rights to have any answers for you because it's gonna feed your ego. It's gonna tell you what you want to hear every time so why ask it? Consult the spiritual, its gonna give you truth. Now you understand the revelation of how the truth sets you free because now you can become whole again, not by feeding me bull or telling me what I wanna hear.”

8. “ Broken people wont hear the truth. Their not whole enough for it to substantiate anything.” “ The I AM side of us, the spiritual side of us is in there with those sub-personalities because it’s trying to keep you whole. The spiritual is real love, it never leaves and supports you while the multitude of your sub-personalities is feeling and doing whatever it wants to do. That’s why there’s that side of you that loves your self regardless of whatever you go through because that’s the love of Jesus. That spiritual side and while you are going through these pieces He says, "I’m covering the multitude of these sins." So whenever you decide to break down and call on the name of Jesus for real…He’s there...He covers all that.” “ You never understood what was going on in you. God says, "You have been shot and there are fragments all in you and as you kill them, I’ll pull them out. I can make you whole again, and when I pull them out, they can never return. If I pull them out too soon, it might damage something else. Don’t rush my surgery. Stay on the operating table until I finish with you. This requires intensive care that only I can perform. If I pull them out in your season I may damage your kidney. I know how to pull it, let me fix it." Some of you He wants to make sure you don’t feel it based upon how long you been struggling and battling with this thing that you don’t even realize that you had surgery, you just wake up and its gone. You don't even remember the surgery, you just remember, "Wow, I don’t think like that no more, I don’t walk like that no more.” “ God said, "I’m greater than those wounds." He said, "Those wounds were sent from the enemy because he knew exactly what wounds would take you off course, but don’t let go of Me because I’m able to heal the wound. The enemy wants you to think the wound is greater than the love that I have for you, but no...My love is greater than the wound planted in you.” “ The inferred-self spirit is the spirit that has the greater influence over our lives. The inferred-self is a sense of self that becomes generated in your mind based on the feedback of other people. It’s how you observe how other people react to you. They will say stuff like, “If that’s how you see me and treat me, then that must be the way that I am." But is it really the authentic real you, or is the sub-personalities that were created from the wound?”

9. “ When people avoid you, then we self-infer and perceive that we’re not likeable but the true authentic side of you knows that you’re likeable. So instead of understanding the root of it, the sub-personality of the wound starts react to what the people say. They can't see your wound and how wounds make you void. People can’t see who you are really are because of what’s blocking the authenticity of who you really are so you accept that you’re not like when you really are.” “ Another example is people want to be around you because you are making jokes or laughing and your inferred-self tells you that you are amusing and fun. But in actuality it's that wound covering itself up. But if a person really lived with you they would find that you’re not as funny as they perceive that you are. So the wound covers itself as a happy laughing person, and people can't see that you’re hurting because they laugh at you all the time. The sub-personality of that wound is keeping you in bondage.” “ Another example is people flirting with you. Your inferred-self makes you feel charming and attractive when people flirt with you, but what they are really messing with is your wound and it attracts what it wants to feel so it becomes stronger. But when they get with you and get to know you, they find that you’re not so charming, and why did they see me as charming, because the wound attracted what it wanted to feel.” “ The inferred-self is a way of getting people to respond in ways that reinforces your own perception of our authentic self in order to feel validated. That’s how you desire to feel so you attract what you feel that you need to validate you. So you attract it even though that’s not really how you feel.” “ On the flip side, if people respond to us in ways other than what we think of ourselves, then we begin to feel unrecognized and misunderstood and at this point your inferred-self (the perceived self from the mind not the heart) is attracting something that you truly haven’t become. You’re just attracting it because they can see who you really are. They can see your wounds, now you feel rejected because you don’t see me for who I thought I was.”

10. “ If people can recognize you, but not your wounds, then you’re modified. You have socially adapted to hide your wounds. Your ego has taught you how to hide in social environments so you feel good around those kinds of people, but the truth of the matter is that you are not real with yourself. You are phony and have no integrity. You’re not honest with yourself about who you really are. You’re not authentic. They are socially modified, whatever event they’re in, they fit right in. Whatever they want you to be, that’s what you be and you agree to give up aspects of ourselves.” “ Modifiers crave acceptance and attention because of fear of rejection. Everything that they do is for the purpose of receiving approval and as a result they are extremely sensitive toward criticism.” “ If a modifier is emotionally or sexually attracted to a person, they will not take no for an answer. They literally become obnoxious to the point that they want to help you. No matter how many times you say no, they will try and find a way around it.” Four Types of Guilt that we need to pray and ask God for forgiveness for: Inappropriate guilt – something you have no control over, unreasonable guilt. If you could’ve seen it coming, you would’ve stopped it.” Survivor’s guilt – somebody dies and you’re mad that you’re still here. Guilt by association – the fact that I’m associated with you I feel guilty. Projected guilt – when others feel guilty and rather than feeling it, they project it on you. Good guilt - If you are living in a holy realm, good guilt can become a teacher, it can teach you not to do something anymore. If you did the crime, know you were wrong, don’t ignore the guilt.” “ Wisdom is really knowing yourself. Identifying those sub-personalities and identifying those fragments of wounds and killing them one by one, telling them that they have to go.”

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