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  5. 5. ((((8PARTS8PARTS8PARTS8PARTS)))) I.)I.)I.)I.) RepentanceRepentanceRepentanceRepentance---- If he has Repented? Why is he still trying to be a Bitch Buster? But he didn't have to Marry her. .
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  7. 7. My name is Keith Jackson A.K.A. the "Karma Kid." A reformed player that was finally ready to settle down but first I owe women and I must repent! This is how it all began, one fall morning on the Friday before Sweetest Day. As usual I was purposely feuding with all four of my girls so I wouldn't have to juggle all of them in one day. My history of being the player that always gets caught has gotten old as my boss warned me last night, one more altercation at work and I would be axed! As usual i burned me a good one and drank my coffee to the morning news as I got dressed, all I saw and heard on the news was "Love is in the air". As I proceeded to work there were lobing couples everywhere, at bus stops, driving and walking hand in hand. Pulling into work there were more promos for Sweetest Day and more of me was saying, oddly in my mind, I could go for one woman to honor and cherish. I thought, "What's wrong with me? Am I growing up and old at the same time or finally becoming a man at the age of 25?" My job as a sales man at a gear shop keeps me "fresh to def" which has the women that come in flirting their
  8. 8. way to too many one night stands to mention, but most men would envy and most women will frown at! By it being a slow morning and me on the floor alone my boss took an early lunch and went to the bank, which left me all alone with the guard and the owner which is when i usually get my Mack on the most. As I changed the window display I finally caught me a "crotch watcher". I knew how to get a woman's attention plus my light blue boxers do stand out of my black denim jeans. She was the plain Jane type, undressing me with her eyes as i did a seductive tease dance until my boss pulled up. As I got back to work she finally walked in and asked me for my help but actually she stated "I just want your number" and made a little small talk but with an attitude as I thought "You don't look good enough to talk like that, looking like that." But, I just played along. As she left she said "To be with me you will have to comb your hair", I was working on the peazy look but she was the one actually needed a perm. The security guard laughed and said " You gonna let that ugly girl talk to you like that? What's her name anyway?" That's when a Jaguar started beeping the horn
  9. 9. outside, as she pulled off I saw that her tags said "Rachel". The guard said "She's out of your league, and she has a white girl's name anyway". I usually don't mess with low maintenance women but that Jag had boosted up her stock without a doubt. That night she did call and talked a whole lot of shit like she was all that which pissed me off, but I smelled the challenge coming on. We talked the rest of the week and she had planned to tame this bad boy with some good loving. Then it happened, my phone rang 5 minutes after a 2 hour conversation of planning a beautiful day off together. It was her again, asking what I was doing. I was honored yet puzzled to hear her voice so soon. She then stated that next time she comes over to my house I better cook for her, so have some food or no more sex. It was apparent that she had dialed the wrong number, as I got quiet her mom picked up the phone and told her to go to the store now, and tell Ron you will call him back later! She said "I'll call you back" and hung the phone up. For a minute I didn't even hang the phone up, I just sat there speechless. Dammit, being played by a low maintenance suburbanite? Not! How
  10. 10. stupid could I have been? Plus I look better than her! After all that I needed a buzz. My Swag wasn't so smooth as I cut through the alley to the store on the next street to the store to get me a 40 ounce and some shells. Beer wasn't going to do it I needed a drink, and I don't really drink, so I got a 5th of Gin and Juice. After I got back home my phone rang, it was my cousin asking where I was at. He caught up with me on the corner of my street. He pulled up with two fly girls in his car. Stan and I were first cousins and the same age. We both had been players before we switched it up from just humping and grinding. He knew how to keep a harem, by being an entertainment manager, which gives him access to everyone; the models, dancers, singers, and all of the behind the scenes helpers as well. He practiced, or shall I say, he lived the art of manipulation 24/7. We leaned on the car facing two beautiful victims for the night, but I wasn't even with it and he could tell. Then he proceeded to tell me his office is ready for me to help in the new building, and he said "I know you ain't tripping on that ugly girl with the Jag still. She has your nose open by the way you
  11. 11. were talking, but no car is worth being seen with a mutt!" He goes on to say "Give me a model in a Hooptie any day, just as long as she has some cash and a fat ass I'm good! A ugly chick can ruin your rep, and image is everything Cuz" By then I had cracked my drink and took a big gulp as I headed back to the bachelor's pad as Cuz asked if I want some company. I said "Hell no" and made my way inside. I turned some old school Too $hort bitch buster music on and got my buzz on as well. I finally calmed down and got two Voice mails, as I listened to two seductive messages from a couple of my sexy buddies, I thought of how nice both women are, but they don't trust me. So, was it the alcohol talking? I lay there thinking how cool it would be to spoil a deserving woman back for once in my life. I figure I owe many tricks or treats, or how ever you want to look at it. One day I should pay for something. But I'm a player for life, but, it would be nice to be able to stop my guards and go anywhere without hiding from a former fling I used or played with her heart and mind. I wondered, do all women lie and cheat?
  12. 12. Just what would it be like to actually go to the florist and sign something sweet and nice on a card and not just re-gift a flower someone fave me, throwing the cards away. Naw, that's just too much self discipline and then family life comes next, plus it would end my variety of nookie, and I have A.D.H.D. when it comes to women anyway. I've been told that having a lot of women is a immaturity and I know I'm a real man at the tender age of 25. I thought, did that ugly bitch hit a soft spot in my heart of stone? What made her a bitch? Because she lied about being celibate? Does it make me an asshole when I lie and deceive? Did it hurt of piss me off? Once again I told God, "I don't want to be a player no more!" but i knew the only way to prove it was to repent. Dealing with Rachel would only be lying to me and God or would it be?
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AsAsAsAs IIII waswaswaswas gettinggettinggettinggetting dresseddresseddresseddressed mymymymy phonephonephonephone rang,rang,rang,rang, IIII didn'tdidn'tdidn'tdidn't hearhearhearhear aaaa voicevoicevoicevoice butbutbutbut somebodysomebodysomebodysomebody waswaswaswas definitelydefinitelydefinitelydefinitely theretheretherethere breathingbreathingbreathingbreathing heavilyheavilyheavilyheavily IIII couldcouldcouldcould hearhearhearhear aaaa pornopornopornoporno moviemoviemoviemovie inininin thethethethe background.background.background.background. ThenThenThenThen whowhowhowho everevereverever hunghunghunghung up;up;up;up; regardlessregardlessregardlessregardless ofofofof whatwhatwhatwhat IIII beenbeenbeenbeen throughthroughthroughthrough IIII sawsawsawsaw aaaa strangestrangestrangestrange namenamenamename inininin mymymymy callercallercallercaller IDIDIDID sparkedsparkedsparkedsparked mymymymy curiosity?curiosity?curiosity?curiosity? TheTheTheThe namenamenamename andandandand numbernumbernumbernumber didn'tdidn'tdidn'tdidn't ringringringring aaaa bellbellbellbell butbutbutbut hearinghearinghearinghearing thatthatthatthat pornpornpornporn hadhadhadhad mymymymy hormoneshormoneshormoneshormones jumpingjumpingjumpingjumping atatatat attention.attention.attention.attention. IIII justjustjustjust hadhadhadhad totototo callcallcallcall backbackbackback totototo findfindfindfind outoutoutout whowhowhowho waswaswaswas playingplayingplayingplaying onononon mymymymy phone.phone.phone.phone. SoSoSoSo IIII tooktooktooktook aaaa deepdeepdeepdeep breathbreathbreathbreath andandandand calledcalledcalledcalled thethethethe numbernumbernumbernumber backbackbackback andandandand totototo mymymymy surprisesurprisesurprisesurprise aaaa voicevoicevoicevoice IIII nevernevernevernever heardheardheardheard beforebeforebeforebefore sexy,sexy,sexy,sexy, softsoftsoftsoft andandandand innocentinnocentinnocentinnocent saidsaidsaidsaid hello,hello,hello,hello, aaaa whitewhitewhitewhite girlgirlgirlgirl withwithwithwith thatthatthatthat samesamesamesame pornopornopornoporno inininin thethethethe background.background.background.background. InInInIn mymymymy deepestdeepestdeepestdeepest yetyetyetyet smoothestsmoothestsmoothestsmoothest tonetonetonetone IIII couldcouldcouldcould produceproduceproduceproduce IIII saidsaidsaidsaid whatwhatwhatwhat areareareare youyouyouyou doing?doing?doing?doing? SheSheSheShe saidsaidsaidsaid nothing,nothing,nothing,nothing, I'mI'mI'mI'm boredboredboredbored andandandand hornyhornyhornyhorny playingplayingplayingplaying underunderunderunder thethethethe coverscoverscoverscovers waitingwaitingwaitingwaiting forforforfor youyouyouyou totototo comecomecomecome overoveroverover andandandand ifififif youyouyouyou havehavehavehave aaaa girlfriendgirlfriendgirlfriendgirlfriend I'mI'mI'mI'm bi-sexualbi-sexualbi-sexualbi-sexual sosososo bringbringbringbring herherherher withwithwithwith youyouyouyou andandandand wewewewe allallallall cancancancan havehavehavehave aaaa 3some.3some.3some.3some. IIII waswaswaswas likelikelikelike whowhowhowho isisisis this?this?this?this? SheSheSheShe saidsaidsaidsaid GinaGinaGinaGina thenthenthenthen IIII heardheardheardheard aaaa kidkidkidkid screamingscreamingscreamingscreaming MommyMommyMommyMommy sheshesheshe saidsaidsaidsaid holdholdholdhold on,on,on,on, thethethethe moviemoviemoviemovie wentwentwentwent silent.silent.silent.silent. AsAsAsAs IIII proceededproceededproceededproceeded totototo holdholdholdhold onononon thethethethe linelinelineline IIII saidsaidsaidsaid totototo myselfmyselfmyselfmyself thisthisthisthis couldcouldcouldcould
  17. 17. bebebebe interesting?interesting?interesting?interesting? WhenWhenWhenWhen sheshesheshe camecamecamecame backbackbackback totototo thethethethe phonephonephonephone IIII askedaskedaskedasked WhatWhatWhatWhat thethethethe hellhellhellhell werewerewerewere youyouyouyou watching?watching?watching?watching? SheSheSheShe repliedrepliedrepliedreplied memememe andandandand somesomesomesome newnewnewnew friendsfriendsfriendsfriends IIII metmetmetmet notnotnotnot tootootootoo longlonglonglong ago.ago.ago.ago. IIII immediatelyimmediatelyimmediatelyimmediately gotgotgotgot anotheranotheranotheranother bonerbonerbonerboner asasasas sheshesheshe askedaskedaskedasked sosososo areareareare youyouyouyou comingcomingcomingcoming overoveroverover andandandand dodododo youyouyouyou havehavehavehave aaaa womanwomanwomanwoman forforforfor usususus totototo do?do?do?do? RightRightRightRight nownownownow I'mI'mI'mI'm inininin thethethethe moodmoodmoodmood forforforfor thethethethe bestbestbestbest ofofofof bothbothbothboth worlds.worlds.worlds.worlds. IIII saidsaidsaidsaid yeahyeahyeahyeah hellhellhellhell yeah;yeah;yeah;yeah; I'llI'llI'llI'll comecomecomecome overoveroverover andandandand nononono IIII don'tdon'tdon'tdon't havehavehavehave aaaa womanwomanwomanwoman andandandand IIII nevernevernevernever beenbeenbeenbeen inininin aaaa 3some.3some.3some.3some. IIII knewknewknewknew itititit waswaswaswas tootootootoo goodgoodgoodgood totototo bebebebe true,true,true,true, thenthenthenthen sheshesheshe gavegavegavegave memememe thethethethe address,address,address,address, IIII thoughtthoughtthoughtthought nononono waywaywayway sheshesheshe couldcouldcouldcould livelivelivelive 10101010 minutesminutesminutesminutes fromfromfromfrom thethethethe office.office.office.office. IIII askedaskedaskedasked howhowhowhow thethethethe hellhellhellhell diddiddiddid youyouyouyou getgetgetget mymymymy phonephonephonephone numbernumbernumbernumber orororor betterbetterbetterbetter yetyetyetyet whowhowhowho gavegavegavegave youyouyouyou mymymymy number.number.number.number. DoDoDoDo youyouyouyou knowknowknowknow memememe andandandand fromfromfromfrom where?where?where?where? SheSheSheShe saidsaidsaidsaid IIII meetmeetmeetmeet peoplepeoplepeoplepeople onononon thethethethe phonephonephonephone allallallall thethethethe time;time;time;time; youyouyouyou nevernevernevernever justjustjustjust dialeddialeddialeddialed aaaa randomrandomrandomrandom numbernumbernumbernumber andandandand mademademademade someonesomeonesomeonesomeone luckyluckyluckylucky onononon thethethethe otherotherotherother end?end?end?end? IIII waswaswaswas likelikelikelike whowhowhowho thethethethe fuckfuckfuckfuck areareareare youyouyouyou andandandand whowhowhowho putputputput youyouyouyou upupupup totototo this?this?this?this? SheSheSheShe waswaswaswas likelikelikelike I'mI'mI'mI'm realrealrealreal getgetgetget thethethethe whitewhitewhitewhite pagespagespagespages andandandand looklooklooklook atatatat thethethethe callercallercallercaller I.D.I.D.I.D.I.D. I'mI'mI'mI'm forforforfor real,real,real,real, IIII livelivelivelive withwithwithwith mymymymy parentsparentsparentsparents andandandand I'mI'mI'mI'm alsoalsoalsoalso aaaa singlesinglesinglesingle Mom,Mom,Mom,Mom, I'mI'mI'mI'm 22years22years22years22years oldoldoldold andandandand IIII usedusedusedused totototo watchwatchwatchwatch mymymymy friendsfriendsfriendsfriends daughterdaughterdaughterdaughter forforforfor $5$5$5$5 aaaa daydaydayday butbutbutbut that'sthat'sthat'sthat's overoveroverover now.now.now.now. IIII basicallybasicallybasicallybasically needneedneedneed aaaa manmanmanman totototo comecomecomecome overoveroverover andandandand lovelovelovelove memememe sometimes,sometimes,sometimes,sometimes, likelikelikelike everydayeverydayeverydayeveryday hellhellhellhell I'mI'mI'mI'm hornyhornyhornyhorny nownownownow youyouyouyou knowknowknowknow wherewherewherewhere IIII live,live,live,live, comecomecomecome onononon overoveroverover mymymymy folksfolksfolksfolks won'twon'twon'twon't getgetgetget homehomehomehome forforforfor hours.hours.hours.hours. IIII reallyreallyreallyreally couldn'tcouldn'tcouldn'tcouldn't missmissmissmiss thatthatthatthat meetingmeetingmeetingmeeting especiallyespeciallyespeciallyespecially forforforfor aaaa piecepiecepiecepiece ofofofof ass;ass;ass;ass; backbackbackback inininin thethethethe daysdaysdaysdays itititit mightmightmightmight havehavehavehave beenbeenbeenbeen 50/5050/5050/5050/50 whetherwhetherwhetherwhether IIII mademademademade itititit orororor notnotnotnot besidesbesidesbesidesbesides youyouyouyou knowknowknowknow M.O.B.M.O.B.M.O.B.M.O.B. (money(money(money(money overoveroverover bitches)bitches)bitches)bitches) anyanyanyany day.day.day.day. SoSoSoSo wewewewe mademademademade aaaa dealdealdealdeal totototo meetmeetmeetmeet thatthatthatthat nightnightnightnight facefacefaceface totototo face.face.face.face.
  18. 18. THETHETHETHE RIGHTRIGHTRIGHTRIGHT GIRLGIRLGIRLGIRL OROROROR THETHETHETHE WHITEWHITEWHITEWHITE GIRL?GIRL?GIRL?GIRL? III.)III.)III.)III.) TheTheTheThe RightRightRightRight GirlGirlGirlGirl orororor thethethethe WhiteWhiteWhiteWhite Girl?Girl?Girl?Girl?- To keep her is to acquire her graveyard of Skeletons and being called Daddy by her Son but determined to give it his all he gives a makeover from head to to and plans a baby. But a chemical imbalance during the pregnancy causes her to put stalking charges out on him so she could have one night stands and there's Nothing that he can do because of a restraint order.
  19. 19. UltraUltraUltraUltra UnbelievableUnbelievableUnbelievableUnbelievable AsAsAsAs IIII pulledpulledpulledpulled totototo herherherher househousehousehouse thethethethe wordswordswordswords werewerewerewere echoingechoingechoingechoing inininin mymymymy mindmindmindmind asasasas ifififif theytheytheythey werewerewerewere comingcomingcomingcoming outoutoutout ofofofof mymymymy speakers;speakers;speakers;speakers; sheshesheshe can'tcan'tcan'tcan't taketaketaketake pregnancypregnancypregnancypregnancy itititit willwillwillwill causecausecausecause aaaa ChemicalChemicalChemicalChemical Imbalance!Imbalance!Imbalance!Imbalance! AsAsAsAs sheshesheshe walkedwalkedwalkedwalked totototo thethethethe carcarcarcar glowingglowingglowingglowing andandandand strollingstrollingstrollingstrolling IIII justjustjustjust knewknewknewknew mymymymy eyeseyeseyeseyes weren'tweren'tweren'tweren't failingfailingfailingfailing memememe nononono waywaywayway sheshesheshe couldcouldcouldcould havehavehavehave aaaa hickeyhickeyhickeyhickey onononon herherherher neckneckneckneck wewewewe haven'thaven'thaven'thaven't beenbeenbeenbeen togethertogethertogethertogether inininin overoveroverover aaaa month.month.month.month. SoSoSoSo asasasas sheshesheshe satsatsatsat downdowndowndown andandandand closedclosedclosedclosed thethethethe doordoordoordoor herherherher sonsonsonson camecamecamecame onononon thethethethe porchporchporchporch yellingyellingyellingyelling NiggerNiggerNiggerNigger NiggerNiggerNiggerNigger NigerNigerNigerNiger IIII knewknewknewknew sheshesheshe hadhadhadhad plannedplannedplannedplanned thatthatthatthat asasasas IIII thoughtthoughtthoughtthought 3333 monthsmonthsmonthsmonths agoagoagoago hehehehe waswaswaswas callingcallingcallingcalling memememe Daddy.Daddy.Daddy.Daddy. ItItItIt waswaswaswas definitelydefinitelydefinitelydefinitely somesomesomesome dividedividedividedivide andandandand conquersconquersconquersconquers typetypetypetype shitshitshitshit totototo makemakemakemake herherherher selfselfselfself feelfeelfeelfeel goodgoodgoodgood andandandand crushcrushcrushcrush mymymymy spiritsspiritsspiritsspirits eveneveneveneven more.more.more.more. AsAsAsAs IIII leanedleanedleanedleaned overoveroverover totototo atatatat leastleastleastleast givegivegivegive herherherher aaaa peckpeckpeckpeck sheshesheshe jerkedjerkedjerkedjerked awayawayawayaway andandandand IIII sawsawsawsaw itititit aaaa smallsmallsmallsmall hickeyhickeyhickeyhickey sheshesheshe saidsaidsaidsaid that'sthat'sthat'sthat's rightrightrightright I'mI'mI'mI'm datingdatingdatingdating andandandand fuckingfuckingfuckingfucking whowhowhowho everevereverever whenwhenwhenwhen everevereverever IIII wantwantwantwant totototo IIII alreadyalreadyalreadyalready hadhadhadhad youyouyouyou you'reyou'reyou'reyou're oldoldoldold newsnewsnewsnews andandandand IIII havehavehavehave movedmovedmovedmoved on.on.on.on. MyMyMyMy heartheartheartheart justjustjustjust sanksanksanksank intointointointo mymymymy chestchestchestchest asasasas aaaa teartearteartear rolledrolledrolledrolled downdowndowndown mymymymy cheekcheekcheekcheek asasasas wewewewe proceededproceededproceededproceeded totototo thethethethe hospital.hospital.hospital.hospital. SheSheSheShe waswaswaswas likelikelikelike getgetgetget overoveroverover itititit likelikelikelike IIII diddiddiddid you,you,you,you, movemovemovemove onononon andandandand getgetgetget aaaa lifelifelifelife butbutbutbut IIII doubtdoubtdoubtdoubt ifififif youyouyouyou willwillwillwill everevereverever getgetgetget thethethethe attentionattentionattentionattention IIII getgetgetget I'mI'mI'mI'm HotHotHotHot andandandand pregnant.pregnant.pregnant.pregnant. MoreMoreMoreMore guysguysguysguys wantwantwantwant memememe moremoremoremore nownownownow becausebecausebecausebecause theytheytheythey knowknowknowknow theytheytheythey cancancancan cumcumcumcum allallallall inininin memememe withoutwithoutwithoutwithout worrying,worrying,worrying,worrying, hellhellhellhell I'mI'mI'mI'm alreadyalreadyalreadyalready pregnant!pregnant!pregnant!pregnant! SheSheSheShe alsoalsoalsoalso letletletlet memememe knowknowknowknow theretheretherethere havehavehavehave beenbeenbeenbeen 7777 guysguysguysguys inininin thethethethe lastlastlastlast monthmonthmonthmonth andandandand eveneveneveneven staystaystaystay atatatat theirtheirtheirtheir houseshouseshouseshouses withwithwithwith herherherher son;son;son;son; sheshesheshe saidsaidsaidsaid whywhywhywhy don'tdon'tdon'tdon't youyouyouyou thinkthinkthinkthink wewewewe nevernevernevernever camecamecamecame back?back?back?back? WeWeWeWe don'tdon'tdon'tdon't needneedneedneed youyouyouyou nononono moremoremoremore youryouryouryour jobjobjobjob isisisis overoveroverover IIII gotgotgotgot aaaa makemakemakemake overoveroverover butbutbutbut nevernevernevernever mindmindmindmind aaaa lotlotlotlot ofofofof peoplepeoplepeoplepeople dodododo knowknowknowknow youryouryouryour lamelamelamelame assassassass andandandand 3333 ofofofof thethethethe
  20. 20. 7777 guysguysguysguys hatehatehatehate youryouryouryour assassassass andandandand sayssayssayssays theytheytheythey willwillwillwill givegivegivegive itititit totototo memememe anytimeanytimeanytimeanytime beforebeforebeforebefore theytheytheythey letletletlet memememe gogogogo backbackbackback totototo you.you.you.you. IIII eveneveneveneven tooktooktooktook somesomesomesome picturespicturespicturespictures asasasas sheshesheshe reachedreachedreachedreached intointointointo herherherher pursepursepursepurse andandandand pulledpulledpulledpulled outoutoutout somesomesomesome PolaroidPolaroidPolaroidPolaroid’’’’ssss outoutoutout camecamecamecame 3333 picturespicturespicturespictures ofofofof herherherher givinggivinggivinggiving oraloraloraloral sexsexsexsex andandandand eacheacheacheach picturepicturepicturepicture waswaswaswas aaaa differentdifferentdifferentdifferent guy.guy.guy.guy. IIII couldn'tcouldn'tcouldn'tcouldn't believebelievebelievebelieve thisthisthisthis shit;shit;shit;shit; sosososo asasasas wewewewe pulledpulledpulledpulled intointointointo thethethethe hospitalhospitalhospitalhospital sheshesheshe demandeddemandeddemandeddemanded aaaa frontfrontfrontfront doordoordoordoor dropdropdropdrop offoffoffoff sosososo sheshesheshe wouldwouldwouldwould havehavehavehave totototo bebebebe seenseenseenseen walkingwalkingwalkingwalking withwithwithwith me.me.me.me. RightRightRightRight beforebeforebeforebefore sheshesheshe gotgotgotgot outoutoutout ofofofof thethethethe carcarcarcar sheshesheshe flippedflippedflippedflipped memememe offoffoffoff andandandand threwthrewthrewthrew thosethosethosethose disgustingdisgustingdisgustingdisgusting picspicspicspics atatatat memememe andandandand saidsaidsaidsaid here'shere'shere'shere's somethingsomethingsomethingsomething totototo putputputput intointointointo youryouryouryour megamegamegamega memorymemorymemorymemory putputputput themthemthemthem onononon youryouryouryour visorvisorvisorvisor orororor onononon thethethethe dashdashdashdash boardboardboardboard whenwhenwhenwhen youyouyouyou wonderwonderwonderwonder whatwhatwhatwhat I'mI'mI'mI'm doingdoingdoingdoing youyouyouyou willwillwillwill seeseeseesee memememe inininin action.action.action.action. AsAsAsAs IIII parkedparkedparkedparked thethethethe carcarcarcar IIII hadhadhadhad totototo regroupregroupregroupregroup andandandand getgetgetget mymymymy bearingsbearingsbearingsbearings andandandand justjustjustjust satsatsatsat theretheretherethere withwithwithwith mymymymy headheadheadhead onononon thethethethe steeringsteeringsteeringsteering wheelwheelwheelwheel withwithwithwith mymymymy eyeseyeseyeseyes closed.closed.closed.closed. IIII heardheardheardheard aaaa carcarcarcar doordoordoordoor openopenopenopen asasasas IIII openedopenedopenedopened mymymymy eyeseyeseyeseyes asasasas IIII lookedlookedlookedlooked overoveroverover totototo seeseeseesee aaaa interracialinterracialinterracialinterracial couple,couple,couple,couple, aaaa blackblackblackblack manmanmanman givinggivinggivinggiving hishishishis lovinglovinglovingloving ladyladyladylady aaaa hughughughug andandandand kisskisskisskiss beforebeforebeforebefore shuttingshuttingshuttingshutting thethethethe door.door.door.door. ThenThenThenThen somesomesomesome thingthingthingthing caughtcaughtcaughtcaught mymymymy eyeeyeeyeeye onononon thethethethe floorfloorfloorfloor itititit waswaswaswas oneoneoneone ofofofof thosethosethosethose disgustingdisgustingdisgustingdisgusting pictures,pictures,pictures,pictures, IIII toretoretoretore thethethethe carcarcarcar upupupup lookinglookinglookinglooking forforforfor thethethethe 3rd3rd3rd3rd whichwhichwhichwhich happenedhappenedhappenedhappened totototo bebebebe betweenbetweenbetweenbetween thethethethe seats,seats,seats,seats, sosososo IIII justjustjustjust putputputput thosethosethosethose disgustingdisgustingdisgustingdisgusting picturespicturespicturespictures inininin mymymymy pocketpocketpocketpocket andandandand approachedapproachedapproachedapproached thethethethe hospitalhospitalhospitalhospital withwithwithwith mymymymy eyeseyeseyeseyes fullfullfullfull ofofofof tearstearstearstears IIII justjustjustjust heldheldheldheld mymymymy headheadheadhead downdowndowndown withwithwithwith shame.shame.shame.shame. IIII knewknewknewknew wherewherewherewhere IIII hadhadhadhad totototo gogogogo andandandand theretheretherethere werewerewerewere peoplepeoplepeoplepeople waitingwaitingwaitingwaiting forforforfor thethethethe elevator,elevator,elevator,elevator, IIII reallyreallyreallyreally didn'tdidn'tdidn'tdidn't wantwantwantwant totototo rideriderideride withwithwithwith anyoneanyoneanyoneanyone butbutbutbut IIII hadhadhadhad killedkilledkilledkilled 10101010 minutesminutesminutesminutes iiiinnnn tttthehehehe car.car.car.car. WhileWhileWhileWhile onononon thethethethe elevatorelevatorelevatorelevator aaaa littlelittlelittlelittle boyboyboyboy whowhowhowho couldn'tcouldn'tcouldn'tcouldn't bebebebe moremoremoremore thanthanthanthan 5555 yearsyearsyearsyears oldoldoldold pointedpointedpointedpointed totototo memememe andandandand saidsaidsaidsaid totototo hishishishis MomMomMomMom hehehehe crying,crying,crying,crying, IIII gotgotgotgot off,off,off,off, wipedwipedwipedwiped mymymymy tearstearstearstears andandandand walkedwalkedwalkedwalked intointointointo thethethethe officeofficeofficeoffice andandandand satsatsatsat downdowndowndown nextnextnextnext totototo her,her,her,her, sheshesheshe lookedlookedlookedlooked atatatat memememe andandandand saidsaidsaidsaid IIII cheatedcheatedcheatedcheated onononon you!!!you!!!you!!!you!!! MyMyMyMy babybabybabybaby willwillwillwill notnotnotnot bebebebe
  21. 21. uglyuglyuglyugly likelikelikelike you!you!you!you! TheTheTheThe nursenursenursenurse andandandand DoctorDoctorDoctorDoctor camecamecamecame fromfromfromfrom thethethethe backbackbackback andandandand saidsaidsaidsaid you'reyou'reyou'reyou're nextnextnextnext andandandand toldtoldtoldtold memememe butbutbutbut don'tdon'tdon'tdon't bringbringbringbring thatthatthatthat chaoschaoschaoschaos backbackbackback here.here.here.here. AsAsAsAs wewewewe walkedwalkedwalkedwalked totototo thethethethe backbackbackback theytheytheythey werewerewerewere givinggivinggivinggiving memememe dirtydirtydirtydirty lookslookslookslooks likelikelikelike IIII waswaswaswas thethethethe oneoneoneone whowhowhowho mademademademade thethethethe noise.noise.noise.noise. AsAsAsAs thethethethe ultrasoundultrasoundultrasoundultrasound waswaswaswas beingbeingbeingbeing performedperformedperformedperformed IIII toldtoldtoldtold thethethethe nursenursenursenurse thatthatthatthat sheshesheshe waswaswaswas walkingwalkingwalkingwalking aroundaroundaroundaround havinghavinghavinghaving oneoneoneone nightnightnightnight standsstandsstandsstands withwithwithwith mymymymy childchildchildchild insideinsideinsideinside ofofofof her.her.her.her. SheSheSheShe denieddenieddenieddenied itititit untiluntiluntiluntil IIII pulledpulledpulledpulled thosethosethosethose 3333 nastynastynastynasty assassassass picturespicturespicturespictures outoutoutout whichwhichwhichwhich happenedhappenedhappenedhappened totototo havehavehavehave datesdatesdatesdates andandandand namesnamesnamesnames wrotewrotewrotewrote onononon themthemthemthem andandandand IIII saidsaidsaidsaid mymymymy babybabybabybaby isisisis goinggoinggoinggoing totototo comecomecomecome outoutoutout blind;blind;blind;blind; thethethethe doctordoctordoctordoctor andandandand nursenursenursenurse chuckledchuckledchuckledchuckled andandandand statedstatedstatedstated youyouyouyou don'tdon'tdon'tdon't ownownownown herherherher andandandand sheshesheshe sayssayssayssays it'sit'sit'sit's notnotnotnot yoursyoursyoursyours sosososo youyouyouyou cancancancan leaveleaveleaveleave becausebecausebecausebecause it'sit'sit'sit's apparentapparentapparentapparent sheshesheshe doesn'tdoesn'tdoesn'tdoesn't wantwantwantwant youyouyouyou here.here.here.here. SoSoSoSo IIII justjustjustjust droppeddroppeddroppeddropped thosethosethosethose picturespicturespicturespictures onononon thethethethe tabletabletabletable asasasas theirtheirtheirtheir eyeseyeseyeseyes litlitlitlit upupupup inininin disgustdisgustdisgustdisgust andandandand IIII leftleftleftleft.
  22. 22. MANMANMANMAN HOODHOODHOODHOOD 101101101101 IV.)IV.)IV.)IV.) ManhoodManhoodManhoodManhood 101101101101- With a case hanging over his head how does he fight the feeling as he is comforted by a single Mom with 2 boys who need a Dad. But does he fight the feeling or wait for his future Baby Mama to get her mind right as he fights his case?
  23. 23. AsAsAsAs IIII wokewokewokewoke upupupup andandandand openedopenedopenedopened mymymymy eyeseyeseyeseyes IIII waswaswaswas coldcoldcoldcold andandandand uncomfortableuncomfortableuncomfortableuncomfortable withwithwithwith aaaa crookcrookcrookcrook inininin mymymymy neck,neck,neck,neck, itititit wasn'twasn'twasn'twasn't thethethethe firstfirstfirstfirst timetimetimetime IIII waswaswaswas inininin jail,jail,jail,jail, IIII waswaswaswas missingmissingmissingmissing mymymymy ownownownown lonelylonelylonelylonely bed;bed;bed;bed; itititit wasn'twasn'twasn'twasn't mymymymy firstfirstfirstfirst timetimetimetime theretheretherethere asasasas aaaa victimvictimvictimvictim behindbehindbehindbehind barsbarsbarsbars either.either.either.either. IIII thoughtthoughtthoughtthought there'sthere'sthere'sthere's nononono waywaywayway theytheytheythey cancancancan keepkeepkeepkeep memememe orororor eveneveneveneven chargechargechargecharge memememe forforforfor anything,anything,anything,anything, thisthisthisthis isisisis allallallall aaaa bigbigbigbig misunderstanding.misunderstanding.misunderstanding.misunderstanding. 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ByByByBy thethethethe lookslookslookslooks ofofofof thisthisthisthis funnyfunnyfunnyfunny lookinglookinglookinglooking littlelittlelittlelittle guyguyguyguy IIII justjustjustjust knewknewknewknew IIII waswaswaswas inininin troubletroubletroubletrouble becausebecausebecausebecause IIII didn'tdidn'tdidn'tdidn't forgetforgetforgetforget wherewherewherewhere IIII was;was;was;was; inininin thethethethe suburbssuburbssuburbssuburbs thatthatthatthat practicedpracticedpracticedpracticed thethethethe oldoldoldold traditionaltraditionaltraditionaltraditional KKKKKKKKKKKK rulesrulesrulesrules withwithwithwith aaaa twisttwisttwisttwist ofofofof NorthernNorthernNorthernNorthern style.style.style.style. 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SoSoSoSo IIII separatedseparatedseparatedseparated allallallall thethethethe lettersletterslettersletters whichwhichwhichwhich toldtoldtoldtold thethethethe wholewholewholewhole storystorystorystory andandandand IIII onlyonlyonlyonly wrotewrotewrotewrote 1111 ofofofof thethethethe 10101010 inininin thethethethe bagbagbagbag whichwhichwhichwhich meantmeantmeantmeant 9999 werewerewerewere fromfromfromfrom herherherher sincesincesincesince wewewewe metmetmetmet ofofofof howhowhowhow IIII savedsavedsavedsaved herherherher lifelifelifelife fromfromfromfrom aaaa guyguyguyguy whowhowhowho pimpedpimpedpimpedpimped herherherher totototo oldoldoldold menmenmenmen andandandand wouldn'twouldn'twouldn'twouldn't eveneveneveneven givegivegivegive herherherher aaaa cut;cut;cut;cut; thatthatthatthat waswaswaswas justjustjustjust forforforfor starters.starters.starters.starters. 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ThenThenThenThen theretheretherethere waswaswaswas thethethethe cassettecassettecassettecassette tapetapetapetape thatthatthatthat wouldwouldwouldwould trulytrulytrulytruly clearclearclearclear memememe ofofofof thethethethe accusations;accusations;accusations;accusations; sosososo hehehehe poppedpoppedpoppedpopped itititit intointointointo hishishishis tapetapetapetape deckdeckdeckdeck andandandand lookedlookedlookedlooked atatatat memememe andandandand saidsaidsaidsaid isisisis thisthisthisthis her?her?her?her? IIII saidsaidsaidsaid yeahyeahyeahyeah andandandand wewewewe justjustjustjust listenedlistenedlistenedlistened andandandand fastfastfastfast forwardedforwardedforwardedforwarded everyeveryeveryevery nownownownow andandandand then;then;then;then; hehehehe waswaswaswas trippingtrippingtrippingtripping andandandand toldtoldtoldtold memememe thisthisthisthis isisisis Bullshit!!!!!!!!!Bullshit!!!!!!!!!Bullshit!!!!!!!!!Bullshit!!!!!!!!! ThenThenThenThen thethethethe lastlastlastlast andandandand mostmostmostmost powerpowerpowerpower piecepiecepiecepiece againstagainstagainstagainst memememe waswaswaswas sittingsittingsittingsitting theretheretherethere inininin frontfrontfrontfront ofofofof memememe itititit waswaswaswas aaaa bustbustbustbust ofofofof herherherher mademademademade fromfromfromfrom aaaa picturepicturepicturepicture IIII hadhadhadhad takentakentakentaken lookinglookinglookinglooking likelikelikelike sheshesheshe nevernevernevernever havehavehavehave inininin herherherher lifelifelifelife whichwhichwhichwhich waswaswaswas herherherher favoritefavoritefavoritefavorite picture!picture!picture!picture! IIII askedaskedaskedasked himhimhimhim ifififif hishishishis wifewifewifewife wouldwouldwouldwould givegivegivegive himhimhimhim oneoneoneone ofofofof himhimhimhim wouldwouldwouldwould itititit bebebebe aaaa Honor?Honor?Honor?Honor? HeHeHeHe saidsaidsaidsaid hellhellhellhell yeahyeahyeahyeah andandandand IIII telltelltelltell youyouyouyou asasasas aaaa manmanmanman thisthisthisthis hashashashas nothingnothingnothingnothing totototo dodododo withwithwithwith colorcolorcolorcolor dude,dude,dude,dude, butbutbutbut putputputput thatthatthatthat backbackbackback inininin thethethethe bagbagbagbag thenthenthenthen hehehehe saidsaidsaidsaid holdholdholdhold tighttighttighttight I'llI'llI'llI'll bebebebe rightrightrightright backbackbackback andandandand tooktooktooktook thethethethe bagbagbagbag outoutoutout withwithwithwith him.him.him.him. IIII waswaswaswas sosososo relievedrelievedrelievedrelieved thatthatthatthat hehehehe gavegavegavegave memememe thethethethe chancechancechancechance totototo explainexplainexplainexplain herherherher abuseabuseabuseabuse andandandand howhowhowhow thethethethe pregnancypregnancypregnancypregnancy hadhadhadhad causedcausedcausedcaused aaaa chemicalchemicalchemicalchemical imbalance.imbalance.imbalance.imbalance. HeHeHeHe camecamecamecame
  25. 25. backbackbackback withwithwithwith aaaa redredredred facefacefaceface andandandand aaaa pissedpissedpissedpissed offoffoffoff looklooklooklook onononon hishishishis facefacefaceface asasasas hehehehe satsatsatsat downdowndowndown andandandand saidsaidsaidsaid sheshesheshe saidsaidsaidsaid youyouyouyou StalkedStalkedStalkedStalked herherherher downdowndowndown totototo herherherher jobjobjobjob andandandand sheshesheshe waswaswaswas scaredscaredscaredscared ofofofof youyouyouyou andandandand thatthatthatthat youyouyouyou diddiddiddid it!it!it!it! IIII justjustjustjust lookedlookedlookedlooked atatatat himhimhimhim andandandand thenthenthenthen hehehehe saidsaidsaidsaid youyouyouyou werewerewerewere goinggoinggoinggoing totototo chopchopchopchop herherherher headheadheadhead offoffoffoff that'sthat'sthat'sthat's whywhywhywhy youyouyouyou gavegavegavegave herherherher thethethethe bust.bust.bust.bust. ButButButBut I'llI'llI'llI'll telltelltelltell youyouyouyou whatwhatwhatwhat IIII cancancancan dodododo forforforfor youyouyouyou isisisis dropdropdropdrop youryouryouryour bondbondbondbond totototo $2,500$2,500$2,500$2,500 that'sthat'sthat'sthat's thethethethe bestbestbestbest IIII cancancancan dodododo forforforfor you;you;you;you; sorrysorrysorrysorry butbutbutbut sheshesheshe saidsaidsaidsaid youyouyouyou diddiddiddid it!!it!!it!!it!! YouYouYouYou dodododo knowknowknowknow wherewherewherewhere youyouyouyou areareareare andandandand I'mI'mI'mI'm suresuresuresure youyouyouyou seeseeseesee thethethethe newsnewsnewsnews andandandand youyouyouyou cancancancan thankthankthankthank youryouryouryour boyboyboyboy O.J.O.J.O.J.O.J. forforforfor thatthatthatthat youyouyouyou guysguysguysguys justjustjustjust don'tdon'tdon'tdon't listenlistenlistenlisten whitewhitewhitewhite womenwomenwomenwomen areareareare crazycrazycrazycrazy taketaketaketake itititit fromfromfromfrom memememe leaveleaveleaveleave thatthatthatthat junglejunglejunglejungle feverfeverfeverfever alonealonealonealone andandandand stickstickstickstick withwithwithwith youryouryouryour ownownownown breed.breed.breed.breed.
  26. 26. SOMETIMESSOMETIMESSOMETIMESSOMETIMES YOUYOUYOUYOU CAN'TCAN'TCAN'TCAN'T STAYSTAYSTAYSTAY V.)V.)V.)V.) SometimesSometimesSometimesSometimes YouYouYouYou Can'tCan'tCan'tCan't StayStayStayStay---- Guess who has A ready made Family of 2 boys and a infant girl? But you meet some people for reasons and seasons. Being bi-polar plus a liar, cheater and klepto. Time expired after a year and a half as it became too Unhealthy to cope as her lies and infidelity caught up with her.
  27. 27. IIII NeededNeededNeededNeeded totototo KnowKnowKnowKnow That!!That!!That!!That!! IIII waswaswaswas thinkingthinkingthinkingthinking thisthisthisthis halfhalfhalfhalf hourhourhourhour rideriderideride inininin andandandand outoutoutout ofofofof thethethethe citycitycitycity sometimessometimessometimessometimes twicetwicetwicetwice aaaa daydaydayday isisisis gettinggettinggettinggetting oldoldoldold alongalongalongalong withwithwithwith thethethethe unnecessaryunnecessaryunnecessaryunnecessary dramadramadramadrama onononon aaaa dailydailydailydaily basisbasisbasisbasis isisisis notnotnotnot goodgoodgoodgood forforforfor mymymymy princessprincessprincessprincess totototo havehavehavehave totototo see.see.see.see. ButButButBut howhowhowhow wouldwouldwouldwould IIII bebebebe aaaa singlesinglesinglesingle DadDadDadDad livinglivinglivingliving mymymymy lifelifelifelife andandandand whatwhatwhatwhat ifififif sheshesheshe getsgetsgetsgets sicksicksicksick andandandand mymymymy latelatelatelate nightnightnightnight creepscreepscreepscreeps wouldwouldwouldwould havehavehavehave totototo stop,stop,stop,stop, plusplusplusplus IIII waswaswaswas makingmakingmakingmaking excusesexcusesexcusesexcuses sheshesheshe waswaswaswas nownownownow oneoneoneone andandandand aaaa halfhalfhalfhalf andandandand IIII letletletlet herherherher kickkickkickkick itititit withwithwithwith DaDaDaDa DaDaDaDa everywhereeverywhereeverywhereeverywhere AloneAloneAloneAlone andandandand IIII havehavehavehave learnedlearnedlearnedlearned sosososo muchmuchmuchmuch becausebecausebecausebecause IIII livelivelivelive totototo seeseeseesee herherherher smilesmilesmilesmile andandandand thosethosethosethose wetwetwetwet kisseskisseskisseskisses meltsmeltsmeltsmelts mymymymy heart.heart.heart.heart. ForForForFor somesomesomesome strangestrangestrangestrange reasonreasonreasonreason thingsthingsthingsthings didn'tdidn'tdidn'tdidn't seemseemseemseem rightrightrightright asasasas IIII approachedapproachedapproachedapproached thethethethe househousehousehouse IIII couldcouldcouldcould hearhearhearhear mymymymy daughterdaughterdaughterdaughter screamingscreamingscreamingscreaming upstairsupstairsupstairsupstairs andandandand thethethethe chainchainchainchain waswaswaswas onononon thethethethe doordoordoordoor IIII almostalmostalmostalmost lostlostlostlost itititit asasasas mymymymy babybabybabybaby screamedscreamedscreamedscreamed andandandand screamedscreamedscreamedscreamed forforforfor almostalmostalmostalmost 5555 minutesminutesminutesminutes andandandand wherewherewherewhere thethethethe hellhellhellhell waswaswaswas mymymymy nanny?nanny?nanny?nanny? WhyWhyWhyWhy thethethethe FuckFuckFuckFuck waswaswaswas thethethethe chainchainchainchain onononon itititit for?for?for?for? SheSheSheShe knewknewknewknew I'dI'dI'dI'd bebebebe
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IIII couldcouldcouldcould hearhearhearhear musicmusicmusicmusic playingplayingplayingplaying inininin thethethethe backbackbackback groundgroundgroundground asasasas sheshesheshe finallyfinallyfinallyfinally openedopenedopenedopened thethethethe doordoordoordoor withwithwithwith aaaa stupidstupidstupidstupid assassassass looklooklooklook onononon herherherher facefacefaceface andandandand justjustjustjust stoodstoodstoodstood theretheretherethere andandandand IIII justjustjustjust ranranranran upupupup thethethethe stairsstairsstairsstairs totototo rescuerescuerescuerescue mymymymy PrincessPrincessPrincessPrincess asasasas IIII pickedpickedpickedpicked herherherher upupupup IIII couldcouldcouldcould seeseeseesee sheshesheshe waswaswaswas soakedsoakedsoakedsoaked andandandand proceededproceededproceededproceeded totototo changechangechangechange herherherher pamper.pamper.pamper.pamper. ThereThereThereThere waswaswaswas aaaa mustymustymustymusty smellsmellsmellsmell thatthatthatthat waswaswaswas aaaa growngrowngrowngrown mansmansmansmans andandandand notnotnotnot thethethethe kidskidskidskids eithereithereithereither orororor don'tdon'tdon'tdon't telltelltelltell memememe BuddussyBuddussyBuddussyBuddussy (see(see(see(see thethethethe moviemoviemoviemovie "How"How"How"How totototo bebebebe aaaa Player"Player"Player"Player" -Bernie-Bernie-Bernie-Bernie Mack)Mack)Mack)Mack) IIII knewknewknewknew somethingsomethingsomethingsomething waswaswaswas strangestrangestrangestrange andandandand IIII askedaskedaskedasked whatwhatwhatwhat tooktooktooktook sosososo longlonglonglong totototo answeransweransweranswer thethethethe doordoordoordoor sheshesheshe thenthenthenthen gotgotgotgot aaaa attitudeattitudeattitudeattitude andandandand startedstartedstartedstarted gettinggettinggettinggetting loudloudloudloud andandandand IIII neededneededneededneeded aaaa showershowershowershower becausebecausebecausebecause I'mI'mI'mI'm notnotnotnot goinggoinggoinggoing totototo lielielielie IIII hadhadhadhad thethethethe scentscentscentscent ofofofof anotheranotheranotheranother womanwomanwomanwoman butbutbutbut wewewewe weren'tweren'tweren'tweren't togethertogethertogethertogether itititit waswaswaswas aaaa goodgoodgoodgood businessbusinessbusinessbusiness dealdealdealdeal totototo paypaypaypay herherherher billsbillsbillsbills ifififif sheshesheshe nurturednurturednurturednurtured andandandand caredcaredcaredcared forforforfor mymymymy baby.baby.baby.baby. OnceOnceOnceOnce mymymymy daughterdaughterdaughterdaughter waswaswaswas quietquietquietquiet IIII wentwentwentwent downdowndowndown stairsstairsstairsstairs totototo getgetgetget aaaa drinkdrinkdrinkdrink ofofofof waterwaterwaterwater inininin thethethethe cabinetcabinetcabinetcabinet onononon thethethethe toptoptoptop shelfshelfshelfshelf IIII noticednoticednoticednoticed likelikelikelike 5555 bottlesbottlesbottlesbottles ofofofof medicationmedicationmedicationmedication sosososo IIII observedobservedobservedobserved thethethethe labelslabelslabelslabels IIII knewknewknewknew IIII sawsawsawsaw onononon infomercialsinfomercialsinfomercialsinfomercials that'sthat'sthat'sthat's usuallyusuallyusuallyusually onononon whenwhenwhenwhen IIII arrivearrivearrivearrive atatatat nightnightnightnight Paxil,Paxil,Paxil,Paxil, ProzacProzacProzacProzac andandandand othersothersothersothers IIII onlyonlyonlyonly seeseeseesee onononon TV.TV.TV.TV. 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  29. 29. thisthisthisthis daydaydayday thethethethe familyfamilyfamilyfamily believesbelievesbelievesbelieves sheshesheshe killedkilledkilledkilled herherherher MotherMotherMotherMother andandandand gotgotgotgot awayawayawayaway withwithwithwith itititit becausebecausebecausebecause sheshesheshe playedplayedplayedplayed thethethethe bi-polarbi-polarbi-polarbi-polar rolerolerolerole NowNowNowNow IIII rememberrememberrememberremember thosethosethosethose adsadsadsads sayingsayingsayingsaying moodmoodmoodmood swingsswingsswingsswings totototo thethethethe extremeextremeextremeextreme highshighshighshighs andandandand lowslowslowslows asasasas IIII waswaswaswas aboutaboutaboutabout totototo taketaketaketake aaaa showershowershowershower babybabybabybaby girlgirlgirlgirl screamedscreamedscreamedscreamed everyeveryeveryevery timetimetimetime IIII leftleftleftleft thethethethe roomroomroomroom somethingsomethingsomethingsomething waswaswaswas wrong!!!??wrong!!!??wrong!!!??wrong!!!?? IIII tooktooktooktook aaaa quickquickquickquick showershowershowershower andandandand IIII couldcouldcouldcould hearhearhearhear herherherher cryingcryingcryingcrying overoveroverover thethethethe waterwaterwaterwater whichwhichwhichwhich alarmedalarmedalarmedalarmed memememe becausebecausebecausebecause IIII hadhadhadhad justjustjustjust putputputput babybabybabybaby Ora-gelOra-gelOra-gelOra-gel onononon herherherher littlelittlelittlelittle gums,gums,gums,gums, onceonceonceonce sheshesheshe sawsawsawsaw herherherher DaddyDaddyDaddyDaddy comecomecomecome intointointointo thethethethe roomroomroomroom sheshesheshe handedhandedhandedhanded memememe herherherher andandandand thethethethe cryingcryingcryingcrying stopped.stopped.stopped.stopped. WhereWhereWhereWhere waswaswaswas thethethethe bondbondbondbond theytheytheythey onceonceonceonce had?had?had?had? DidDidDidDid sheshesheshe dodododo somethingsomethingsomethingsomething totototo mymymymy Princess???Princess???Princess???Princess??? KidsKidsKidsKids cancancancan sensesensesensesense evilevilevilevil andandandand sosososo cancancancan I;I;I;I; thisthisthisthis waswaswaswas notnotnotnot thethethethe samesamesamesame womanwomanwomanwoman wewewewe bothbothbothboth onceonceonceonce knownknownknownknown herherherher skeletonsskeletonsskeletonsskeletons werewerewerewere comingcomingcomingcoming outoutoutout andandandand IIII didn'tdidn'tdidn'tdidn't wantwantwantwant totototo bebebebe oneoneoneone ofofofof thosethosethosethose inininin herherherher gravegravegravegrave yardyardyardyard asasasas IIII probablyprobablyprobablyprobably knewknewknewknew ofofofof literally.literally.literally.literally. ChristmasChristmasChristmasChristmas waswaswaswas comingcomingcomingcoming inininin lesslesslessless thanthanthanthan aaaa monthmonthmonthmonth andandandand IIII waswaswaswas inininin totototooooo deepdeepdeepdeep orororor waswaswaswas I?I?I?I?
  30. 30. DADDYDADDYDADDYDADDY DEARESTDEARESTDEARESTDEAREST VI.)VI.)VI.)VI.) DaddyDaddyDaddyDaddy DearestDearestDearestDearest---- Kiddie Parks, crooked braids and muffins with his lil Princess he's careful but vulnerable with who his Daughter is around? He let's a younger plain jane into their lives. But of course Baby Mama Drama is around the corner and how can she tell him who he can have around his Daughter? IIII ChooseChooseChooseChoose You!You!You!You!
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ToToToTo memememe itititit waswaswaswas worthworthworthworth allallallall thethethethe B.S.B.S.B.S.B.S. ofofofof thethethethe pastpastpastpast sheshesheshe waswaswaswas mymymymy BestBestBestBest FriendFriendFriendFriend andandandand we'dwe'dwe'dwe'd findfindfindfind DaddyDaddyDaddyDaddy aaaa QueenQueenQueenQueen somesomesomesome wherewherewherewhere butbutbutbut wewewewe neededneededneededneeded totototo bebebebe pickypickypickypicky andandandand extraextraextraextra choosychoosychoosychoosy!!!!!!!! ThenThenThenThen itititit happenedhappenedhappenedhappened mymymymy PrincessPrincessPrincessPrincess tooktooktooktook aaaa likinglikinglikingliking totototo mymymymy littlelittlelittlelittle buddybuddybuddybuddy whowhowhowho usedusedusedused totototo comecomecomecome overoveroverover forforforfor memememe totototo buybuybuybuy herherherher beerbeerbeerbeer IIII waswaswaswas actuallyactuallyactuallyactually shockedshockedshockedshocked seeingseeingseeingseeing herherherher clingingclingingclingingclinging onononon totototo SuzySuzySuzySuzy QQQQ orororor anyoneanyoneanyoneanyone likelikelikelike sheshesheshe diddiddiddid IIII didn'tdidn'tdidn'tdidn't eveneveneveneven considerconsiderconsiderconsider herherherher inininin thethethethe runningrunningrunningrunning wewewewe werewerewerewere justjustjustjust friendsfriendsfriendsfriends andandandand IIII knewknewknewknew thatthatthatthat IIII waswaswaswas 13131313 yearsyearsyearsyears olderolderolderolder thanthanthanthan herherherher notnotnotnot totototo mentionmentionmentionmention sheshesheshe waswaswaswas whitewhitewhitewhite andandandand fromfromfromfrom thethethethe suburbssuburbssuburbssuburbs IIII knewknewknewknew herherherher IrishIrishIrishIrish familyfamilyfamilyfamily wouldn'twouldn'twouldn'twouldn't gogogogo forforforfor thatthatthatthat anyway,anyway,anyway,anyway, aaaa stonerstonerstonerstoner andandandand aaaa slackerslackerslackerslacker
  32. 32. basicallybasicallybasicallybasically existingexistingexistingexisting withwithwithwith nononono flavorflavorflavorflavor ofofofof FeminityFeminityFeminityFeminity andandandand IIII reallyreallyreallyreally didn'tdidn'tdidn'tdidn't looklooklooklook atatatat herherherher asasasas aaaa female.female.female.female. I'mI'mI'mI'm usedusedusedused totototo WomenWomenWomenWomen notnotnotnot GirlsGirlsGirlsGirls andandandand alwaysalwaysalwaysalways partpartpartpart timingtimingtimingtiming itititit totototo shutshutshutshut herherherher folksfolksfolksfolks upupupup andandandand IIII waswaswaswas notnotnotnot tootootootoo hookedhookedhookedhooked onononon lookslookslookslooks butbutbutbut IIII waswaswaswas aaaa PublicPublicPublicPublic FigureFigureFigureFigure inininin thethethethe UndergroundUndergroundUndergroundUnderground Network.Network.Network.Network. IIII hadhadhadhad justjustjustjust givengivengivengiven babybabybabybaby aaaa bathbathbathbath asasasas mymymymy phonephonephonephone rangrangrangrang andandandand itititit waswaswaswas mymymymy littlelittlelittlelittle homiehomiehomiehomie SuzySuzySuzySuzy QQQQ wantingwantingwantingwanting memememe totototo buybuybuybuy herherherher andandandand herherherher friendsfriendsfriendsfriends aaaa couplecouplecouplecouple ofofofof casescasescasescases forforforfor aaaa HotelHotelHotelHotel PartyPartyPartyParty thethethethe nextnextnextnext night,night,night,night, sosososo whenwhenwhenwhen sheshesheshe arrivedarrivedarrivedarrived IIII waswaswaswas doingdoingdoingdoing mymymymy girlsgirlsgirlsgirls hairhairhairhair thethethethe bestbestbestbest IIII couldcouldcouldcould forforforfor aaaa "Singles"Singles"Singles"Singles Luncheon"Luncheon"Luncheon"Luncheon" atatatat noonnoonnoonnoon thethethethe nextnextnextnext daydaydayday whichwhichwhichwhich sheshesheshe wouldwouldwouldwould bebebebe mymymymy datedatedatedate andandandand weedweedweedweed outoutoutout Ms.Ms.Ms.Ms. Wrong.Wrong.Wrong.Wrong. TheTheTheThe storestorestorestore waswaswaswas onlyonlyonlyonly aroundaroundaroundaround thethethethe cornercornercornercorner andandandand IIII waswaswaswas goinggoinggoinggoing totototo justjustjustjust leaveleaveleaveleave themthemthemthem bothbothbothboth inininin thethethethe carcarcarcar sosososo asasasas IIII triedtriedtriedtried totototo breakbreakbreakbreak upupupup thethethethe BarbieBarbieBarbieBarbie dolldolldolldoll sessionsessionsessionsession totototo gogogogo totototo thethethethe storestorestorestore theytheytheythey bothbothbothboth werewerewerewere talkingtalkingtalkingtalking andandandand laughinglaughinglaughinglaughing undressingundressingundressingundressing andandandand dressingdressingdressingdressing themthemthemthem andandandand werewerewerewere ignoringignoringignoringignoring memememe asasasas IIII waswaswaswas tryingtryingtryingtrying totototo getgetgetget themthemthemthem totototo gogogogo totototo thethethethe storestorestorestore withwithwithwith me.me.me.me. BabyBabyBabyBaby GirlGirlGirlGirl waswaswaswas likelikelikelike nononono youyouyouyou gogogogo andandandand IIII lookedlookedlookedlooked atatatat SuzySuzySuzySuzy andandandand sheshesheshe saidsaidsaidsaid itititit wouldwouldwouldwould bebebebe okayokayokayokay andandandand IIII wantedwantedwantedwanted totototo grabgrabgrabgrab fastfastfastfast foodfoodfoodfood asasasas wellwellwellwell andandandand theytheytheythey bothbothbothboth saidsaidsaidsaid go,go,go,go, go.go.go.go. SoSoSoSo IIII gotgotgotgot thethethethe beerbeerbeerbeer andandandand thethethethe drivedrivedrivedrive thruthruthruthru linelinelineline hadhadhadhad memememe M.I.A.M.I.A.M.I.A.M.I.A. forforforfor 35353535 minutesminutesminutesminutes andandandand IIII waswaswaswas worried,worried,worried,worried, youyouyouyou knowknowknowknow thosethosethosethose FatheringFatheringFatheringFathering InstinctsInstinctsInstinctsInstincts totototo protectprotectprotectprotect herherherher fromfromfromfrom anyanyanyany andandandand everything!!everything!!everything!!everything!! SoSoSoSo asasasas IIII grabbedgrabbedgrabbedgrabbed thethethethe brewbrewbrewbrew andandandand thethethethe foodfoodfoodfood outoutoutout thethethethe carcarcarcar andandandand IIII noticednoticednoticednoticed thethethethe bedroombedroombedroombedroom lightlightlightlight waswaswaswas outoutoutout whichwhichwhichwhich puzzledpuzzledpuzzledpuzzled memememe herherherher carcarcarcar waswaswaswas stillstillstillstill here,here,here,here, sosososo asasasas IIII openedopenedopenedopened thethethethe doordoordoordoor totototo mymymymy surprisesurprisesurprisesurprise theytheytheythey bothbothbothboth laidlaidlaidlaid theretheretherethere inininin aaaa peacefulpeacefulpeacefulpeaceful sleepsleepsleepsleep asasasas theytheytheythey tooktooktooktook turnsturnsturnsturns snoringsnoringsnoringsnoring lookinglookinglookinglooking sosososo comfortablecomfortablecomfortablecomfortable andandandand loving.loving.loving.loving. ForForForFor thethethethe firstfirstfirstfirst timetimetimetime IIII sawsawsawsaw howhowhowhow muchmuchmuchmuch potentialpotentialpotentialpotential sheshesheshe hadhadhadhad whichwhichwhichwhich mademademademade memememe looklooklooklook atatatat herherherher inininin aaaa differentdifferentdifferentdifferent lightlightlightlight andandandand realizedrealizedrealizedrealized sheshesheshe waswaswaswas aaaa beautifulbeautifulbeautifulbeautiful "Diamond"Diamond"Diamond"Diamond inininin thethethethe RoughestRoughestRoughestRoughest
  33. 33. andandandand PurestPurestPurestPurest Form"Form"Form"Form" thatthatthatthat hadhadhadhad nononono scarsscarsscarsscars ofofofof thethethethe heatheatheatheat andandandand nononono oneoneoneone hadhadhadhad fuckedfuckedfuckedfucked herherherher mindmindmindmind upupupup yet.yet.yet.yet. AsAsAsAs IIII triedtriedtriedtried totototo pullpullpullpull mymymymy babybabybabybaby fromfromfromfrom herherherher armsarmsarmsarms theytheytheythey bothbothbothboth heldheldheldheld tightertightertightertighter andandandand withwithwithwith threethreethreethree unsuccessfulunsuccessfulunsuccessfulunsuccessful IIII gavegavegavegave upupupup andandandand wentwentwentwent totototo thethethethe bathroom.bathroom.bathroom.bathroom. WhenWhenWhenWhen IIII camecamecamecame backbackbackback intointointointo thethethethe roomroomroomroom SuzySuzySuzySuzy waswaswaswas puttingputtingputtingputting herherherher babybabybabybaby bedbedbedbed asasasas sheshesheshe gavegavegavegave herherherher aaaa kisskisskisskiss andandandand coveredcoveredcoveredcovered herherherher upupupup rightrightrightright thenthenthenthen andandandand theretheretherethere IIII fellfellfellfell inininin lovelovelovelove andandandand thethethethe looklooklooklook inininin herherherher eyeseyeseyeseyes letletletlet memememe knowknowknowknow sheshesheshe waswaswaswas diggingdiggingdiggingdigging us;us;us;us; IIII alreadyalreadyalreadyalready knewknewknewknew bybybyby thethethethe waywaywayway sheshesheshe alwaysalwaysalwaysalways watchedwatchedwatchedwatched usususus playplayplayplay together.together.together.together. IIII couldn'tcouldn'tcouldn'tcouldn't helphelphelphelp it;it;it;it; IIII gavegavegavegave itititit totototo herherherher likelikelikelike sheshesheshe waswaswaswas thethethethe mostmostmostmost gorgeousgorgeousgorgeousgorgeous thingthingthingthing IIII everevereverever touched.touched.touched.touched. AfterwardsAfterwardsAfterwardsAfterwards wewewewe cleanedcleanedcleanedcleaned eacheacheacheach otherotherotherother upupupup andandandand thethethethe PrincessPrincessPrincessPrincess wokewokewokewoke upupupup andandandand allallallall threethreethreethree ofofofof usususus cuddledcuddledcuddledcuddled allallallall night;night;night;night; IIII nevernevernevernever letletletlet anyoneanyoneanyoneanyone sleepsleepsleepsleep withwithwithwith usususus butbutbutbut whenwhenwhenwhen IIII wokewokewokewoke upupupup onlyonlyonlyonly totototo seeseeseesee thosethosethosethose twotwotwotwo werewerewerewere snuggling,snuggling,snuggling,snuggling, sheshesheshe hadhadhadhad fitfitfitfit inininin likelikelikelike aaaa puzzle.puzzle.puzzle.puzzle. SoSoSoSo asasasas SuzySuzySuzySuzy leftleftleftleft withwithwithwith IIII sawsawsawsaw aaaa glazeglazeglazeglaze inininin herherherher eyeseyeseyeseyes andandandand lookedlookedlookedlooked inininin thethethethe mirrormirrormirrormirror IIII hadhadhadhad itititit tootootootoo andandandand youyouyouyou knowknowknowknow whowhowhowho elseelseelseelse hadhadhadhad it,it,it,it, wowwowwowwow IIII thoughtthoughtthoughtthought asasasas IIII waswaswaswas shownshownshownshown thethethethe FrenchFrenchFrenchFrench TipsTipsTipsTips sheshesheshe hadhadhadhad putputputput onononon herherherher nailsnailsnailsnails bothbothbothboth fingersfingersfingersfingers andandandand toestoestoestoes sheshesheshe waswaswaswas sosososo happyhappyhappyhappy andandandand saidsaidsaidsaid thethethethe wholewholewholewhole timetimetimetime prettyprettyprettypretty prettyprettyprettypretty prettyprettyprettypretty IIII hadhadhadhad totototo bribebribebribebribe herherherher totototo putputputput onononon herherherher tightstightstightstights andandandand shoesshoesshoesshoes onononon becausebecausebecausebecause sheshesheshe likelikelikelike totototo looklooklooklook atatatat them.them.them.them. IIII alwaysalwaysalwaysalways paintedpaintedpaintedpainted herherherher nailsnailsnailsnails butbutbutbut IIII triedtriedtriedtried butbutbutbut IIII waswaswaswas aaaa littlelittlelittlelittle sloppysloppysloppysloppy andandandand IIII knewknewknewknew IIII diddiddiddid aaaa greatgreatgreatgreat jobjobjobjob butbutbutbut sheshesheshe neededneededneededneeded aaaa MotherMotherMotherMother FigureFigureFigureFigure inininin herherherher lifelifelifelife totototo helphelphelphelp herherherher withwithwithwith herherherher femininefemininefemininefeminine side;side;side;side; butbutbutbut sheshesheshe waswaswaswas stillstillstillstill aaaa girlgirlgirlgirl herherherher selfselfselfself atatatat thethethethe tendertendertendertender ageageageage ofofofof 19.19.19.19. SoSoSoSo asasasas wewewewe werewerewerewere thethethethe centercentercentercenter ofofofof attentionattentionattentionattention atatatat thethethethe luncheonluncheonluncheonluncheon mymymymy phonephonephonephone keptkeptkeptkept ringingringingringingringing andandandand itititit waswaswaswas SuzySuzySuzySuzy andandandand mymymymy daughterdaughterdaughterdaughter knewknewknewknew itititit asasasas sheshesheshe saidsaidsaidsaid herherherher namenamenamename asasasas IIII mutedmutedmutedmuted thethethethe ringringringring eacheacheacheach time;time;time;time; sheshesheshe hadhadhadhad definitelydefinitelydefinitelydefinitely leftleftleftleft aaaa stainstainstainstain inininin ourourourour brainsbrainsbrainsbrains asasasas IIII couldn'tcouldn'tcouldn'tcouldn't helphelphelphelp butbutbutbut totototo thinkthinkthinkthink howhowhowhow lovelylovelylovelylovely thethethethe twotwotwotwo ofofofof themthemthemthem lookedlookedlookedlooked together.together.together.together. ButButButBut whatwhatwhatwhat waswaswaswas IIII
  34. 34. thinking,thinking,thinking,thinking, theretheretherethere werewerewerewere 11111111 WomenWomenWomenWomen totototo 1111 GuyGuyGuyGuy wewewewe werewerewerewere bothbothbothboth shiningshiningshiningshining outoutoutout ofofofof controlcontrolcontrolcontrol surroundedsurroundedsurroundedsurrounded bybybyby stallionsstallionsstallionsstallions ofofofof beautybeautybeautybeauty butbutbutbut mymymymy mindmindmindmind waswaswaswas elseelseelseelse wherewherewherewhere andandandand IIII thoughtthoughtthoughtthought ifififif theytheytheythey areareareare herehereherehere theytheytheythey areareareare probablyprobablyprobablyprobably asasasas damageddamageddamageddamaged asasasas memememe andandandand IIII havehavehavehave totototo protectprotectprotectprotect us.us.us.us. TheseTheseTheseThese beautiesbeautiesbeautiesbeauties werewerewerewere makingmakingmakingmaking theirtheirtheirtheir waywaywayway totototo ourourourour tabletabletabletable withwithwithwith aggressionaggressionaggressionaggression andandandand babybabybabybaby justjustjustjust showedshowedshowedshowed offoffoffoff herherherher tipstipstipstips withwithwithwith aaaa bigbigbigbig gringringringrin andandandand toldtoldtoldtold eacheacheacheach oneoneoneone SuzySuzySuzySuzy diddiddiddid itititit pretty.pretty.pretty.pretty. FinallyFinallyFinallyFinally wewewewe werewerewerewere alonealonealonealone atatatat thethethethe tabletabletabletable andandandand mymymymy phonephonephonephone rangrangrangrang andandandand yesyesyesyes itititit waswaswaswas herherherher againagainagainagain asasasas IIII lookedlookedlookedlooked atatatat thethethethe callercallercallercaller I.D.I.D.I.D.I.D. IIII gavegavegavegave thethethethe littlelittlelittlelittle ladyladyladylady thethethethe phonephonephonephone andandandand sheshesheshe saidsaidsaidsaid SuzySuzySuzySuzy comecomecomecome overoveroverover tonighttonighttonighttonight andandandand gavegavegavegave memememe thethethethe phone;phone;phone;phone; sheshesheshe saidsaidsaidsaid I'dI'dI'dI'd ratherratherratherrather bebebebe withwithwithwith youyouyouyou twotwotwotwo thanthanthanthan mymymymy friendsfriendsfriendsfriends anyanyanyany nightnightnightnight IIII’’’’llllllll bebebebe throughthroughthroughthrough aboutaboutaboutabout 8888 pmpmpmpm ifififif that'sthat'sthat'sthat's cool??cool??cool??cool?? IIII saidsaidsaidsaid yeahyeahyeahyeah andandandand beforebeforebeforebefore IIII couldcouldcouldcould hanghanghanghang upupupup sheshesheshe statedstatedstatedstated ““““IIII Care".Care".Care".Care".
  35. 35. DAMAGEDDAMAGEDDAMAGEDDAMAGED GOODSGOODSGOODSGOODS VII.)VII.)VII.)VII.) DamagedDamagedDamagedDamaged GoodsGoodsGoodsGoods---- The Baby Mama Drama unfolds as he is kicked out of his Daughter's life and better not think about going for Custody because B.M. has threatened to make Something else up again. But at least he has his young love or does he? His College Girl is ordered to come back home to seek other options and live as a young adult but does she listen?
  36. 36. WhereWhereWhereWhere isisisis thethethethe Love???Love???Love???Love??? ItItItIt hadhadhadhad beenbeenbeenbeen aaaa weekweekweekweek aaaa notnotnotnot aaaa wordwordwordword fromfromfromfrom mymymymy SoulSoulSoulSoul mate;mate;mate;mate; justjustjustjust aaaa bunchbunchbunchbunch ofofofof hanghanghanghang upupupup callscallscallscalls onononon mymymymy answeringansweringansweringanswering machinemachinemachinemachine andandandand inininin mymymymy earearearear atatatat certaincertaincertaincertain timestimestimestimes IIII knewknewknewknew whowhowhowho itititit waswaswaswas butbutbutbut whatwhatwhatwhat couldcouldcouldcould IIII dodododo asasasas herherherher MomMomMomMom saidsaidsaidsaid sheshesheshe wouldwouldwouldwould makemakemakemake somethingsomethingsomethingsomething upupupup andandandand withwithwithwith mymymymy recordrecordrecordrecord herherherher familyfamilyfamilyfamily beingbeingbeingbeing inininin LawLawLawLaw EnforcementEnforcementEnforcementEnforcement IIII waswaswaswas scaredscaredscaredscared totototo eveneveneveneven trytrytrytry totototo fightfightfightfight forforforfor thethethethe LoveLoveLoveLove ofofofof mymymymy life.life.life.life. ThisThisThisThis waswaswaswas thethethethe mostmostmostmost devastatingdevastatingdevastatingdevastating eventeventeventevent IIII encounteredencounteredencounteredencountered sincesincesincesince mymymymy babiesbabiesbabiesbabies mamamamamamamama tooktooktooktook herherherher forforforfor goodgoodgoodgood withwithwithwith threatsthreatsthreatsthreats totototo locklocklocklock memememe upupupup again,again,again,again, damndamndamndamn IIII thoughtthoughtthoughtthought amamamam IIII reallyreallyreallyreally aaaa secondsecondsecondsecond classclassclassclass citizencitizencitizencitizen that'sthat'sthat'sthat's notnotnotnot allowedallowedallowedallowed totototo speakspeakspeakspeak upupupup forforforfor himselfhimselfhimselfhimself withoutwithoutwithoutwithout beingbeingbeingbeing tossedtossedtossedtossed intointointointo thethethethe penalpenalpenalpenal system?system?system?system? MaybeMaybeMaybeMaybe IIII shouldshouldshouldshould havehavehavehave listenedlistenedlistenedlistened totototo thatthatthatthat DetectiveDetectiveDetectiveDetective aaaa whilewhilewhilewhile backbackbackback andandandand stickstickstickstick totototo mymymymy breed?breed?breed?breed? FuckFuckFuckFuck thatthatthatthat NoNoNoNo oneoneoneone cancancancan telltelltelltell memememe whowhowhowho totototo Love!!!!!!Love!!!!!!Love!!!!!!Love!!!!!! MyMyMyMy lovelovelovelove isisisis colorcolorcolorcolor blindblindblindblind anywayanywayanywayanyway mymymymy beautifulbeautifulbeautifulbeautiful PrincessPrincessPrincessPrincess isisisis halfhalfhalfhalf whitewhitewhitewhite andandandand wewewewe areareareare AllAllAllAll GodsGodsGodsGods childrenchildrenchildrenchildren andandandand whenwhenwhenwhen hehehehe saidsaidsaidsaid stickstickstickstick withwithwithwith youryouryouryour ownownownown flockflockflockflock hehehehe waswaswaswas talkingtalkingtalkingtalking aboutaboutaboutabout animalsanimalsanimalsanimals NotNotNotNot people.people.people.people. That'sThat'sThat'sThat's thethethethe devildevildevildevil talkingtalkingtalkingtalking throughthroughthroughthrough thosethosethosethose whowhowhowho trytrytrytry totototo useuseuseuse thatthatthatthat shitshitshitshit asasasas aaaa justificationjustificationjustificationjustification totototo bebebebe prejudiceprejudiceprejudiceprejudice andandandand IIII don'tdon'tdon'tdon't andandandand willwillwillwill nevernevernevernever agreeagreeagreeagree totototo thatthatthatthat thethethethe waywaywayway IIII waswaswaswas raisedraisedraisedraised thatthatthatthat AllAllAllAll whitewhitewhitewhite peoplepeoplepeoplepeople arenarenarenaren’’’’tttt BBBBadadadad andandandand AllAllAllAll blackblackblackblack folksfolksfolksfolks arenarenarenaren’’’’tttt GGGGood!!!!!ood!!!!!ood!!!!!ood!!!!! IIII thinkthinkthinkthink depressiondepressiondepressiondepression waswaswaswas startingstartingstartingstarting totototo sinksinksinksink inininin butbutbutbut IIII refusedrefusedrefusedrefused totototo bebebebe aaaa victimvictimvictimvictim ofofofof racismracismracismracism thisthisthisthis waswaswaswas somesomesomesome moremoremoremore JerryJerryJerryJerry SpringerSpringerSpringerSpringer typetypetypetype shitshitshitshit IIII waswaswaswas dealingdealingdealingdealing withwithwithwith again,again,again,again, itititit onlyonlyonlyonly seemsseemsseemsseems totototo happenhappenhappenhappen totototo memememe whenwhenwhenwhen IIII catchcatchcatchcatch junglejunglejunglejungle fever,fever,fever,fever, maybemaybemaybemaybe I'mI'mI'mI'm
  37. 37. meantmeantmeantmeant totototo bebebebe withwithwithwith mymymymy ownownownown kindkindkindkind becausebecausebecausebecause thethethethe blackblackblackblack womenwomenwomenwomen I'veI'veI'veI've beenbeenbeenbeen withwithwithwith werewerewerewere rideriderideride orororor diediediedie chic'schic'schic'schic's thatthatthatthat stoodstoodstoodstood bybybyby tiltiltiltil thethethethe veryveryveryvery endendendend butbutbutbut whenwhenwhenwhen IIII hadhadhadhad dateddateddateddated mymymymy ownownownown raceraceracerace IIII waswaswaswas aaaa dogdogdogdog andandandand notnotnotnot quitequitequitequite readyreadyreadyready totototo settlesettlesettlesettle downdowndowndown waswaswaswas itititit tootootootoo latelatelatelate forforforfor me??me??me??me?? IIII waswaswaswas startingstartingstartingstarting totototo wonderwonderwonderwonder amamamam IIII Unlovable??Unlovable??Unlovable??Unlovable?? WhyWhyWhyWhy waswaswaswas mymymymy LoveLoveLoveLove notnotnotnot goodgoodgoodgood enoughenoughenoughenough forforforfor aaaa youngyoungyoungyoung ladyladyladylady IIII justjustjustjust spentspentspentspent 1,5001,5001,5001,500 daysdaysdaysdays withwithwithwith andandandand LovedLovedLovedLoved everyeveryeveryevery minute??minute??minute??minute?? IIII waswaswaswas inininin aaaa relationshiprelationshiprelationshiprelationship withwithwithwith herherherher notnotnotnot herherherher family;family;family;family; andandandand theytheytheythey sawsawsawsaw herherherher beforebeforebeforebefore me;me;me;me; IIII lookedlookedlookedlooked atatatat somesomesomesome oldoldoldold picturespicturespicturespictures whenwhenwhenwhen IIII firstfirstfirstfirst gotgotgotgot withwithwithwith herherherher andandandand yesyesyesyes sheshesheshe waswaswaswas aaaa twotwotwotwo outoutoutout ofofofof tentententen onononon thethethethe scalescalescalescale andandandand nownownownow sheshesheshe waswaswaswas aaaa eighteighteighteight andandandand gonegonegonegone totototo seekseekseekseek otherotherotherother optionsoptionsoptionsoptions becausebecausebecausebecause mommymommymommymommy saidsaidsaidsaid to.to.to.to. ThatThatThatThat waswaswaswas somesomesomesome Bullshit;Bullshit;Bullshit;Bullshit; butbutbutbut asasasas IIII knowknowknowknow ohohohoh sosososo wellwellwellwell thatthatthatthat miserymiserymiserymisery lovesloveslovesloves company;company;company;company; whenwhenwhenwhen IIII firstfirstfirstfirst metmetmetmet herherherher sheshesheshe waswaswaswas eatingeatingeatingeating spaghettiosspaghettiosspaghettiosspaghettios andandandand nownownownow sheshesheshe waswaswaswas cookingcookingcookingcooking quichequichequichequiche andandandand everyeveryeveryevery soulsoulsoulsoul foodfoodfoodfood dishdishdishdish inininin betweenbetweenbetweenbetween IIII feltfeltfeltfelt rapedrapedrapedraped ofofofof sosososo muchmuchmuchmuch IIII didn'tdidn'tdidn'tdidn't teachteachteachteach herherherher howhowhowhow totototo cookcookcookcook forforforfor someonesomeonesomeonesomeone else!else!else!else! 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