Story illustrated and narrated by five-year-old Highly Sensitive Person expressing anger about having to go to school every day against her will, and then having to spend an hour per week alone in a room with an unpleasant child psychiatrist who was supposedly treating the child's Separation Anxiety Disorder. Includes murder, mummification, angel visitations, remorse, redemption, reincarnation, and even a rare depiction of the Jewish G-d (before child was told that such drawings were forbidden). In real life, the child eventually spat on the psychiatrist and didn't have to see her again after that. The child, now an adult, is still self-publishing books on the shadow side of human consciousness. © 1990 by Ruji Chapnik From "The Walking Balls" series of picture books self-published in author's childhood. (Work transcribed by author's older sister)

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