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BUY THE TRUTH AND SELL IT NOT
BY: JANE WOODWARD
THE VEIL IS RENT
TRUTH = FREEDOM
LET GO MY EGO
LOVE IS NEVER NOT HAPPENING
THE GREAT AWAKENING
THE TRUTH HOLDS, SUSTAINS,PROVIDES
I CHANGE NOT
FEAR NOT IT IS I
ALL THINGS ARE YOURS
ONLY AS LONG AS WE HOLD A THOUGHT IN MIND IS IT VISIBLE TO US
THE KINGDOM COME
THE SECRET PLACE
Today I watched a boy skipping stones across the water. Watching him I realized that he is the Child of all of
us, the wonderful place that we think of as childhood, where there are no regrets about a past and no worries
about a future. This is the place of JUST BEING. I watched his earnest intent to find just the right shape for
skipping. I watched his joyous response when the chosen stone skimmed the waves. I watched as he turned
time and again in search of yet another stone. I noted his total emersion in this pursuit, unaware that anyone
was watching him. He was absolutely centered, focused and having fun, enjoying life! But in that simple picture
of a young boy skipping stones, I saw something of much greater value. Not only did I enjoy watching him,
sharing his childhood pleasure, but through him I was reminded of the simplicity of Life, joyous, innocent and
carefree. This is why Jesus said that we must become like a little child – not childish, not even child-like, but
trusting, open, expectant, willing and free in order to come to where we belong: a place called HOME. We must
return to The Innocence, The Untainted, Uneducated, and Undefiled by the cares of "this world" - BEING THAT
WE ARE. We must go back to that moment of AWARENESS before we thought we were born, and realize WE
ARE LIFE ITSELF!
"We" appear on the screen of Life, a Visible Expression of the Invisible ONE we call God. We come into a
world of beauty with clarity of mind, purity of heart, that LIFE might have a face. All of us have the childhood
experience that GOD might experience it. We do not have to go back to being a child. We’ve done that now.
But we can once again return to the MIND that is pure, innocent, and whole - this time knowing about it all. We
can, like a child, begin to see a new world before us with new eyes. We can once again experience LIFE at the
level of newness. That long lost feeling of fascination with such things as butterflies and fireflies, sunny days
and snowflakes. We can begin to realize a world within us, a world which we bring into visibility simply for our
good pleasure! Paradise regained in the realization of our True I-dentity. With this realization we see that
Paradise was never lost, except in our thinking.
Consider, with me, the simplicity of a child’s life. Recall, if you will, the joy of JUST BEING, in the MOMENT, in
the HERE and NOW – LIFE as just an exciting adventure. The thrill of just being alive! Recall that time before
you began to take life so seriously, before responsibilities drained the joy of life out of you, before the world’s
affairs laid heavy on your mind, and the daily grind ground you to dust. Go again to that innocent beautiful time
of being freshly aware. That innocent, lovely ALIVENESS is yours once again to enjoy when you begin to
AWAKEN to TRUTH. That wonderful place where you do not worry about anything, where you trusted Life to
provide for you, protect you, and love you. Love was all you knew. You were unaware of a world of trouble,
loved everyone and believed everyone loved you. Don’t you wish to return to that state of mind, that un-
intimidated, un-inhibited, unafraid and unlimited ALIVENESS and AWARENESS? Well, my friend, IT awaits
your turning from "this world" once again to the TRUTH of your BEING! This time, however, you will
understand it all as it is. You will appreciate LIFE in all its glory, but from a different perspective because you
have walked through the valley of the shadow of death and are returned to the Secret Place of the MOST
HIGH, realizing it all within your SELF.
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Once again the world becomes a playground. What I am going to share with you will take you there if you will
let it. I have stepped through a doorway, an entrance into a "happy place.” I am experiencing something that I
can only attempt to tell you about. If you know me only as "Jane," you may not at first recognize anything
particularly different about me. But if you will hang around close for a while you will see some things about my
life that you will want to experience yourself. You will hear some things you have not heard before, if you will
allow me to be "real" with you. If you are willing to listen, and really consider what I am saying to you, you too
will begin to realize LIFE, and see that IT is something quite different from what you have thought it to be.
Things that are otherwise impossible will begin to be possible. Doors will open that you could not open with a
crowbar by the little personality person you have thought yourself to be. You will begin to realize the TRUE
SELF YOU ARE doing all, as you ride the bow of the ship and watch, and yet know that YOU are indeed the
Captain of your Salvation as well. If you are unafraid and can become again like the child, you will slip away
with me into a place you have been before but seem to have forgotten exists.
Driven by circumstances to be still and quiet, I began to see something totally remarkable to the one who has
lost sight of his original and only TRUE STATE of BEING, the one who has been caught up in "business as
usual,” the one walking around calling himself "human,” the one who has been working at trying to make a
living, trying to make life work. In the stillness and quietness of my heart I found LIFE, and in finding LIFE I
have realized something incredible: that we are all ONE BEING! "WE" are ALL ONE and that ONE is LIFE.
"WE" are GOD being, which is LIFE, LOVE, SPIRIT, PERFECTION, REALITY, LIGHT, TRUTH appearing as
different expressions; ONE GARDEN, but many varieties of plants, herbs and blossoms, colors, shapes and
sizes, all just BEING, each contributing to the beauty of the WHOLE.
Once again I am beginning to view "my world" from a child’s innocent perspective, believing anything is
possible, and realizing it is so. I feel like the little one who stands before an aquarium turning his head from
side to side observing. He does not judge or criticize what is going on in that watery world, unless he falls into
it. He simply enjoys watching it. The difference is that as I unlock the secrets of LIFE I realize I rule over my
world calling those things that are not as though they were and they are!
There is a sense of realizing myself as the Observer, rather than, like a fish in a goldfish bowl, the observed.
Rather than trying to fit into a world that never could contain ME, I have begun to realize that the world has
actually always been within me. "The kingdom of God is WITHIN YOU." You are not "in it,” in REALITY, but it is
all within You! As you begin to realize this and many other things that will come to you, you will see how you
can rule and reign in a world where every wish is granted, every desire realized. No this is not a fairy tale, any
more than any of the promises in the Bible are fairy tales. While You appear to be "in and of" the world for
awhile, in order to experience things you would not otherwise, the moment of great expectation finally arrives
and you burst through, so to speak, into another place where the visible and invisible are realized as ONE, and
all is realized as Spirit, GOD BEING ALL.
So I feel compelled to write, because no matter where you are now, and how you see "life" at this moment, you
will at some time, find yourself seeking something higher, farther, greater than "life" as you have known it. The
clichés of the past will not suffice at some point. All the rhetoric will simply fall at your feet as autumn leaves:
dead words, void of life. You will find yourself at some point asking the big questions, the ones regarding Truth.
The "thorn in your flesh,” whatever that irritant might be, is the very thing that will eventually be the catalyst to
propel you out of your complacency and satisfaction with the lie into TRUTH. Your thorny encounters will last
only so long as you need them. Just as the tiny grain of sand which somehow gets trapped in the oyster shell
causes such irritation to the oyster that he has to begin something NEW: a secretion that creates the pearl.
Just so the difficulties in your experience will at sometime cause you to realize the pearl of great price,
something beautiful stirring WITHIN as an awareness: YOUR TRUE SELF.
Remember as you read, that all of us write from the place we are at this moment. I write with the understanding
I have right NOW, but I realize that my "right now" is ever revealing and thus by the end of this I will have seen
more than I see at the beginning. The latter house (understanding) will be greater than the former. The next
writing I write will have expanded even more because the increase of our understanding has no end. I share
only what is LIFE to me, what I have seen thus far, and am walking through. All is always only in the NOW, so
though it seems as though time is what has "taught" me, in Reality, TRUTH is simply bringing to my
remembrance that which for a moment I seem to have forgotten.
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Please understand, this is not written to tell you TRUTH. No one can tell you TRUTH. You have to find that out
for yourself, because TRUTH is not something you "know,” but WHAT you BE. What you will find here is a
door standing open to you. You may step through if you wish. If you read this only once you may be mildly
entertained or perhaps even find confirmation of what you are already realizing. You may be lifted into a higher
understanding or you may awaken to something you have not even dreamed was there as you read. If you will
read it more than once, every time you read it you will find between and behind the lines things you will not see
at first read. But know this, what you are seeking you will find. And when you find IT, you will realize IT was
here all the time. When you see IT – YOU ARE IT!
IT is the reason you have never quite been completely satisfied. IT is that mild undertone that causes one to
wake up one morning with everything going well to say, "I feel depressed and with no good reason.” Or when
everything is at its absolute best there still seems to be something missing. Or when everything is the pits, you
wonder why and what its all about. If all were always bliss, completely perfect in your dream-world you would
never wish to awaken.
The IT spoken of is the heaven you don’t want to die to get to, but you sure want to enjoy HERE and NOW! IT
is the absolute peace that nothing otherwise earth shaking can affect. IT is the answer to every question, and
yet it has virtually nothing to do with education or religion. In fact, TRUTH, has nothing to do with how much
one knows. Isn’t that a relief?! IT is the sudden stillness and silence you experience when you come out of the
world! The calm after the storm. IT is the "Oh this is IT" that you have wondered about for what seems like
ages. IT is what Jesus Christ really meant when he spoke about being born again, nothing like what the world
So long as we think we are "in" the world, as well as "of" it, everything is thought to be made up of parts and
pieces, segregated and separated. We think "we" instead of "I.” We think many instead of ONE. We think we
are separate identities, separated beings from each other and certainly separate beings from God. We think in
terms of separate people living separate lives, in separate bodies, with separate names, having separate
problems, separate families, separate nationalities, separate minds, etc. We are not viewing "life" from the
perspective of the Observer at that point, rather we think we are "the observed": observed by others and even
religiously speaking, observed by a God who is watching over us.
TRUTH is so SIMPLE that even a child KNOWS it until he is educated to forget it. Jesus said, "My kingdom is
not of this world. The "this world" he was speaking of is actually a belief system. It becomes more and more
complicated the more educated we become, and the more we believe to be true. Each road of endeavor has
its own intricate and complicated avenues of thought. That is another reason we must become as a little child
to enter the kingdom, because a little child is not chock-a-block full of information, reasoning why it cannot be,
but rather a little child is able to accept what is told to him when TRUTH SPEAKS.
"My kingdom,” or "the kingdom of God" is not something religious. The "kingdom of God,” the "kingdom of
heaven,” are both the same thing: REALITY – HERE NOW. Jesus was not religious! He was not being
religious when he told us about this wonderful kingdom, neither was he telling us fairy tales. He was telling us
about "HOME,” that MIND, or state of BEING from which ALL things flow. He was telling us about WHERE we
come from –actually always are, as well as WHO and WHAT we are. He was inviting us back again into our
right MIND. He was saying, "What I AM you are.” He was saying "You have been fooled by what appears to be
a body you think you live in, but I tell you to take no thought about a body, what you will eat or drink or what
you will put on. No one can take your life from you. Your life is not your body, nor in your body. The works I do
you will do also, and even greater works than I do you will do. Just as no one can take my life from me, I can
lay my body down and take it up again, you can lay your body down and take it up again as well, because all is
within you, within the MIND that you ARE. Your body is an idea in what you call GOD, which can also equally
be called MIND. ALL that you see are ideas in MIND, thus all and everything is SPIRIT, the SUBSTANCE that
GOD IS. GOD is LIFE, and LIFE IS ALL in ALL."
Just as the droplet of water on your kitchen counter and the ocean are one and the same substance, so you
and God are one and the same Substance. Just as the droplet of water from the ocean is drawn up forming
clouds which move over the mountain and drop in the form of rain which comes down in torrents, forming
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creeks and rivers, eventually filling the reservoir that supplies your local water tower, and eventually makes its
way into your kitchen, that same drop of water will change form once again evaporating from your counter to
form new clouds and end up again as ocean from which it came. So God (Life) comes into visible Expression
AS you. God (Life) comes in the "form" of you, then fades from view again, once the reason for this particular
form is no longer needed. If you awaken to the TRUTH of your ONENESS with the Source, you will realize that
though you will never be without form, you need not worry what form you will take. You have always been
aware, as your TRUE Self, and you will always be aware. There is ONLY One Source, One Substance, filling
all, in all, as all, forming and re-forming in whatever way I find applicable and desirable.
Consider these things, then read on.
What you are reading is not to be confused with religion. The scripture verses used here are not even given
religiously. GOD is not religious, but TRUTH presented Itself to me through scripture so I use the scriptural
references here to help those who are familiar with the Bible, but know this, TRUTH is not bound up for the
religious only. TRUTH is not religious. Religion is one of the systems of belief of "this world.” The TRUTH is the
TRUTH is the TRUTH. No matter how Truth presents Itself, IT is the same Voice speaking. And if it is not
TRUTH - it is NOTHING but an illusion! TRUTH is likewise not bound by the King James way of speaking.
What we are talking about is REALITY! The kingdom spoken of is not a religious place to be, nor a place to go
to or come from. For the kingdom to be a place one could go to or come from it would have to be a separate
place from where you are right now. When you realize that GOD IS ALL, LIFE IS ALL, SPIRIT IS ALL, you
know that ALL is in Spirit, Spirit is in ALL, and the kingdom is the only REALITY there is. SPIRIT (GOD) being
all, the KINGDOM or PLACE WHERE GOD IS IS everywhere all the time! There is no where God, Life, Spirit,
is not. LIFE is OMNIPRESENT.
This writing is an expression of that which is going on in "my world,” but what is true for me is equally true for
you. What I am aware of I am sharing with you so that you may come to realize you are home in the HERE
AND NOW, and have never left. No longer bound to "this world,” you can find a world beyond what you have
thought, a place of rest and contentment, joy and abundance, a place called heaven, HERE, NOW. I am
experiencing heaven and earth all the same in one; watching, observing, seemingly involved, while watching it
all passing from within out and away, and it is truly an amazing wonderful happening, without beginning,
without end. I share it with you because it is for whosoever will, and is "the kingdom of God,” the place where
"I" dwell, have always been, non-stop and will always be non-stop. It is the AWARENESS of My Being, and is
the BEING of ALL. It is here to be realized at any moment you are able to take hold of the truth, and willing to
stop buying "the lie.”
"This world" is the way you have thought it to be, thinking "matter" is real and spirit is flimsy, filmy or ghostly.
There is a world of difference between "this world" and "your world.” You world is that which is the visible, and
though real to you in this moment, it is passing away even as it appears. Though your world, or that which you
see, hear, touch, taste and smell is real to you at the moment, when the Light of YOUR Life begins to shine,
the senses are restored and what you have considered the "real and true" you will find to have been only in
part. And you realize it is GOD, THE MIND of ALL, the "I,” that is bringing it all out simply for the pleasure of it.
And, it is all very good! THIS MIND IS THE ONLY MIND THERE IS. Thus God, or Mind conceives all things,
for all things are of God, and all that MIND conceives MIND sees as I seeing. Truly, all that I see is real, but it
is not the eye seeing, rather the "I,” the INTELLIGENCE I AM conceiving, perceiving ALL.
The belief that we are human beings living in human bodies, seeing through human eyes is the "lie" we have
bought into! All opposites are an illusion, a dream-state of mind. To believe that there is good and evil, birth
and death, rich and poor, young and old, up and down, light and dark, lack and plenty is "thinking,” is "taking
thought,” and is "living" under a mind-set called "the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.” In the book of
Genesis we are warned not to partake of that tree – mind. THERE IS ONLY ONE MIND – or only ONE TREE –
THE TREE OF LIFE. This ONE MIND, being the ONLY MIND is your mind. But it is your mind WHOLE, no
longer confused, afraid, and limited. It is your MIND set free. It is YOUR mind, but it is not the mind of the
personality you have thought you were, subject to the opposition of "this world.” Choose ye this moment which
tree, you would live under: the lie (a world of opposites – opposition), or the TRUTH – where GOD is ALL IN
ALL. GOD is GOOD, therefore all is GOOD.
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I have read elaborate explanations for the opposites, excusing and even supporting their reality as being a part
of the great plan of God. How can you support an illusion? You cannot. You merely banish the thought! GOD
has no plan. GOD IS GOD JUST BEING. The opposites are a mere moment of confusion, a moment when
love can experience hate, life can experience death, but it is of no eternal consequence, anymore than last
night’s dream effects you today. Though it may have seemed to have lasted 20-30, maybe even 90 years, it
was merely a moment in time that what appeared to be "good and evil,” "birth and death" took place. If my
mind wanders away from the TRUTH even for a moment, I become the prodigal child, the mind wandering in
the wilderness of sin (duality – which is thinking there is more than ONE of anything). I can wander there at any
moment that I forget WHAT I AM, and take an alternate route which will find me trying to climb up some other
way as a thief and a robber, trying to enter into a place where I ALREADY AM, and never leave, except in my
At once, when we accept the belief which is "this world,” our senses are stepped down to the finite and we lose
sight of REALITY, becoming confused by images, believing the pictures of light to be the real, rather than the
showing forth of the idea which is the real in MIND.
Any mental explanation for "this world" can only be given by the one still suffering under the illusion of death,
that we have been calling "life.” You will never make the illusionary world better, nor is there anymore reason
to do that than to try to "fix" last night’s dream.
MIND, GOD, LIFE is I, the I of all, the EYE of all, bringing forth whatever IT conceives into visible expression.
The CONCEPTION is the INVISIBLE, the PERCEPTION is the same made VISIBLE. Both are GOD. Both the
visible and the invisible are MIND, but the visible is passing away even as it comes into visible form.
Everything that MIND conceives exists, and what exists is real to MIND. All that you see, hear, touch, taste,
smell and feel is real to you in this moment, but these tangibles are SPIRIT showing up on the screen of LIFE,
LIFE VISIBLE to be enjoyed. What is tangible and visible IS your world, but if you "think" that you "feel" pain, or
you "see" sickness, starvation, misery in the world, or you "hear" about wars and rumors or wars and believe
those things to be so, or you "smell" danger, or "taste" defeat, you are buying into the belief which is what
Jesus referred to as "this world.” In "this world" the poor and needy will always be. In REALITY, there are no
poor and needy, but this takes a return to FATHER’S HOUSE: Your conscious awareness of THAT WHICH IS
and has always been, even while we dozed off into the land of nod.
God is GOOD. GOOD IS GOD AND GOD IS ALL. The things of "this world" work to bring me out of the dream
world, if I happen to have a momentary lapse, and wander away from TRUTH. If I dream long enough it can
even become a nightmare which causes me to awaken from the illusion that I seem to have been having.
Words are insufficient, and we use many of these words, such as "dream" to typify what has been going on in
our thinking. And that is the only place it is going on.
I recently read a book which appeared to have been written from a place of great understanding. The author
was certainly on his way, but he was obviously still living in the step or place in his dream just before the
WHOLE PICTURE would have become apparent to him. There is no condemnation to any one for where they
are, because you only know what you know. What you consider reality changes when TRUTH comes. All is
coming out of the LIGHT, AS THE LIGHT IS ALL THERE IS. It is only when I close my eyes (the eyes of my
understanding) and begin to "think" I see with "natural eyes,” that I get lost in the dark, and begin wandering
around in confusion. When the eyes of my understanding are ENLIGHTENED I come once again to my
senses, and find those senses to be beyond what a natural eye can see, and a natural ear can hear.
All that you see is GOD, LIFE, being made visible. It is absolutely real, but it is passing away even as it comes
into visibility. In the dream we have called the visible world "physical,” "material,” "human,” but ALL is SPIRIT
and ALL IS GOD BEING. All the visible forms are simply ideas in the ONE and ONLY GREAT MIND we call
GOD, MIND, I, IS WHOLE, who-le, holy, and can only conceive, perceive that which is GOOD. GOD IS
GOOD, and nothing else. All ideas, forms, bodies, things are holographic in nature, in that GOD, LIGHT
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projects all into visibility. That which is visibly expressed is the 3-D or 3-dimensional appearing world: breadth,
height and depth. I have read all kinds of things, and you may have read them too, but know this: there is the
3-dimensional appearing world, and there is the 4th dimension, which is Spirit. SPIRIT IS ALL. We seem to go
from ONE, the ONENESS of our being, into two-ness (thinking there is me and God), to the belief in a 3-
dimensional world, back into the realization of the 4th dimension (Spirit), which is truly to come to ONENESS
again. Don’t go off in another tangent listening to the man whose breath is in his nostrils. He believes in many
of everything, but LIFE is SIMPLE – SIMPLY ONE.
We can only "think" something is bad, difficult, wrong, sick, diseased, broken, in part, missing, lacking, without,
dying, but thinking it does not make it so. That thinking is the "lie" we have bought into. GOD is GOOD, and
since GOD IS OMNIPRESENT, everywhere all the time, evenly present, GOOD is the ONLY REAL there is. It
is not the beauty we see that is an illusion, but the belief that that beauty is all there is and that it is confined to
a planet called earth hanging in space, where all "on it" will eventually decay and die. "I" am bringing all things
into visibility in the eternal moment. Even as they appear they disappear, but as my senses are once again
lifted into the heavenlies, that which I bring into being is abundant in Life. Only where I AM IS. I AM
OMNIPRESENT. There is no where I AM NOT. There is NO WHERE I AM not. What I accept IS. If I accept the
state of things "as a man thinketh,” living in an imperfect world, then that is all I can see. When I go "out there"
for my interpretation of what’s what, then I accept what ever "man" says to be true. When I go within I know, I
am NOW in the kingdom of God and I accept only THE WHOLE, THE PERFECT, THE TRUE, and that is what
I see. Accepting only the TRUTH, what I conceive I perceive and thus I am finding my "SELF" – a new heaven
and a new earth.
It is only in what seems to be a confused state of mind that we have constructed through thought, the "tower of
Babel,” which is "this world.” We even thought we could build it all the way to heaven by being good, by
meeting certain religious requirements, by saying certain words, always saying our blessings before meals and
prayers before bed.
It is time we realize and admit that we have the mind of Christ – I Corinthians 3:16, which means we have the
MIND which is Light, Enlightenment, and are, in fact, ONE with that MIND. We begin to realize that our visual
world is our Invisible Self being made visible. When we turn our back on "this world" we come again into our
right mind, THE ONLY MIND THERE IS. We have only to realize it and know that GOD, MIND, LIFE, GOOD,
LOVE, cannot even look upon iniquity: evil, duality, or those things which would be opposite to ALL. Why?
Because there is none! These things only seem real to the double-minded, the dual-minded man who is
unstable in all his ways! In other words, love cannot look upon hate, because to LOVE, GOD there is no hate
to the Awakened, Aware ONE I AM. Good cannot look upon evil, because to GOOD there is no evil (duality).
Light cannot look upon darkness, because to the ONE: "Darkness and light are the same to ME." Life cannot
look upon death, because to LIFE there is no such thing as death. And on and on. It is only in a dream-state-
of-mind that we believe that there is opposition. "Awake to righteousness"! GOOD IS ALL THERE IS. "Seeing"
otherwise is to still be living in the confusion of this world. And to make excuses for "this world" is still being
mentally in it and of it, trying to make sense out of nonsense.
GOD, MIND, conceives, perceives constantly. What GOD, MIND, INTELLIGENCE, I, the ONE ALONE I AM
BEING, conceives – perceives, is real and is ALL that is. Thus the kingdom is where THE ONE rules and
reigns and is King. So long as we "think": there is time. Just so long as we "think": there is pain, sickness,
suffering, war, etc. When we "think not,” we realize GOD, LIFE ALL IN ALL. Any thought-taking only leads to
the wanderings and wonderings of the soul.
GOD is TRUTH. When I stand in the LIGHT, AS THE TRUTH, I know nothing but LIGHT, TRUTH BEING ME.
"I" rule my kingdom, my world, but you will never do this as "Jane Doe" or "Joe Blow.” This cannot be done
from the personality you have called by your little name. Each of us, though we think of ourselves as separate
beings, are all equally ONE BEING being, ONE LIFE expressing. By coming to a "knowing" of this as
REALITY, you step out of "this world" into a whole other world, one you may call "your world" and leave the
"thought-taking" world behind. You begin to "know" and it is what you will indeed call "MY kingdom.” You will
realize "your world" within MIND. And you, like Jesus, will not claim "this world" of opposition as your kingdom
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Listen very closely, because what I am telling you many have walked right into. It comes from a willingness to
turn your back on the world you have known, to die to your little self, that you might go headlong into a whole
new world. In this new world the same "people" you have known will still be present. All that wondering about
"heaven,” would our loved ones still be there, well, my friend, they are! But know this, that they are GOD being
expressed as well. Only so long as their expression seems to be needed, wanted or desired, they will remain
as visible, tangible loves in your life. As you realize your I-dentity with LOVE, you will begin to love equally all,
though some will seem closer to you than others.
You will realize that you are still in heaven, have always been in heaven, never left. Although heaven seems
pretty much the same for a while, then a little here and a little there you will realize something has happened,
something has shifted, something has been altered and your vision which before was from one perspective,
will somehow be from another. "The world out there" becomes "the world in here,” and nothing "out there" is of
any real significance to you anymore. You will realize that though you appear to be on earth, you will not really
feel like you are "on earth" anymore. The body, as you have thought of it, loses the great importance you have
placed on it. Health becomes WHOLENESS as you realize that you are ONE with INFINITE LIFE which is
PERFECT. Though you still feel fatigue from time to time, you know that even that "thought" is in the process
of disappearing, as you go back to Father, which is being consciously aware of your TRUE SELF. As you
realize that you have never truly left heaven, because Heaven, God is everywhere always, you will find your
SELF standing in the LIGHT, and "this world" is dispelled by that Light.
Jesus said to call no man on earth your father. Though those you have called your parents, your children, your
relatives, etc. may still be there in this new world you are realizing, thinking they are your parents, your
children, your relatives, YOU will see them differently. Although they do not recognize their identity yet, you
must recognize that they are IN YOU, IN MIND, and that your awakening affects them and your concept of
them. You cannot come into the LIGHT without casting a shadow everywhere you go. They may not realize
anything as yet, but you will now know that they are equally GOD in EXPRESSION, as all things are.
You will come to understand that you were never born in the way that "this world" says you are. The whole egg
and sperm fantasy falls apart as you realize that no one is ever "born,” ever evolved, is ever delivered or
grows, but ALL SIMPLY ARE, without beginning or end. The belief that you were born, or that anyone is born
as a result of the egg and sperm story is more of the "lie" you have bought into by accepting the illusional world
of duality, polarity, multiplicity, double-mindedness, opposites.
If you find it difficult to accept this at first, ask yourself where the first man came from. Without parents how did
he come into being? Realizing then that the first man simply was, you can better see how you simply ARE. All
simply is, and is only to what is referred to as the "human mind,” the "fallen mind,” the "carnal mind,” do the
beliefs about birth and death seem to be true. Some asked, "What about my children? I saw them being born?"
Did you now? This very thought begins to change your whole perspective. You begin to emerge from a cocoon
of illusionary thinking and see with new eyes. I promise you this is true, but I cannot prove it to you. You will
have to be willing to step out of everything you have ever thought, dreamed, imagined, believed. In so doing
you will begin to hear, see, and know that what you thought was real is something you dreamed up.
Remember "birth and death" are opposites and thus are not REALITY.
"This world" you have thought to be real, becomes the lullaby land as you awaken to the TRUTH. You have
bought the lie and it has brought you nothing but pain, lack, depression, hardships, worry, fear, sickness, and
death – with a few brief periods of happiness dispersed throughout. NOW buy the TRUTH and sell it not! You
can give it away, but the TRUTH is not for sale. Freely you receive it, freely you will give! You will buy it with
your "self-life.” Let your self go. You have to die to your little self, personality, ego, to come home in TRUTH.
But when you make this purchase, the cost is nothing! The reward is ALL.
You may have accepted that Jesus had an immaculate conception, but find it hard to accept that you are
conceived in God, Mind, as well. However, Jesus came to say to us, "What I am you are.” We read where
Jesus said, "I am the light of the world,” John 8:12, then turned to Matthew 5:14 and read "Ye are the light of
the world.” Jesus said, "I am the door,” John 10:9 and then turn to Psalms 24:7 and read, "Lift up your heads,
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O ye gates, and be ye lifted up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in." We come into visible
expression the same way Jesus did, born of a woman (soul, mind), and call no man on earth father. Thus we
appear to be in "this world" and of it for a while, UNTIL we begin to remember What we truly are, and then we
begin to leave it one moment, one revelation at a time.
Realizing LIFE makes all the difference in "this world" and REALITY. Truly now your prayers are answered, all
of them. Jesus told us time and again, "Ask whatever you will and it shall be done unto you,” yet we have
asked and asked and asked for a variety of "things" only to find that the prayers haven’t been answered. Then
we assume that it is because it is just not God’s will to answer our request. We think that if we keep on begging
we will eventually get an unwilling God to give in and change his mind, and are willing to even go against
God’s will to have our own way many times. We have thought that we were either willing to suffer the
consequences to get our way, or that we knew better what was good for us than God did. We have been afraid
of this God we employ on one hand, yet dare to be angry at him on the other when things don’t go our way. We
have felt helpless with our rights defended by what we are taught to be true about this God we worship. And
yet we still have Jesus’ words staring us in the face, "Whatsoever you ask when you pray, believe you receive
and you will have it,” only to not have it work for us.
Was Jesus just trying to frustrate us? Teasing us? Does "whatsoever" mean whatsoever, or only some things
some of the time? This is written to help you realize the whatsoever! I am writing this to you, and for me as
well, because I am experiencing the depth of Jesus’ words and promises and want you to come to the place
where your prayers are answered also – all of them, because it is your father’s good pleasure to give you the
"Before they call I will answer them.” "Before"! "Before"! IN REALITY, the reason you ask is because it is
already there awaiting your recognition. You would not even be aware of it to pray for it, whatever it is, if it were
not already HERE, ready to come into visible expression. Where we fail is in our "trying" to "get" it, and of
"effort" to make it happen "out there.” The "out there" is nowhere. It is the graveyard of all things brought into
expression. It is the visible passing into the invisible again. All futile attempts to do something separate from or
apart from GOD, as a separate self, of which there is none, will only fail, or end in frustration. You just haven’t
known how to pray as you ought, nor what prayer truly is. You have thought that "things" were either for you to
earn or work a sweat to try "to get,” or that possibly God might come through for you and just make it happen.
You have been sort of "stuck" in a place you don’t know how to get out of or over. Jesus said, "I AM THE
DOOR,” and he said he would give us the KEYS. Well, this is written to help you UNLOCK the DOOR with the
KEYS you have already, but do not realize you have, and may not know how to use at this point.
This is to awaken you out of a state of complacent acceptance of what you have thought of as life. This is not
something intellectually ascended to, however, so relax. You must be like the soft silt of a newly plowed
garden, so soft that the farmer can come and gently with one finger press the seed into the soil. Seed in that
good ground will bring forth a whole harvest of LIFE. Harboring beliefs and opinions, being set in your ways,
determined about your convictions, ready for a fight to defend them only hardens the ground of your heart.
GOD IS LOVE. Let LOVE rain upon your heart and soften you so that you become as a little child, open, ready,
prepared and excited to receive TRUTH, even if it goes against everything you have thought you knew up until
True humility is being able to accept and receive. Open up. Buy the TRUTH, and sell it not.
When you realize that GOD, MIND is all and that that MIND has been bringing every good and perfect "thing"
your way all along, you will begin to expect, and know that although you can of your "own self" do nothing, the
ONE you ARE in REALITY knows your heart and your every desire, and will bring only GOOD if you will "LET"
Be still and know… Accept, receive. Let. Allow, and watch!
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No matter where you are right now, no matter the seeming circumstances that you are presently "living in" or
through, you can be awakened to REALITY to walk through the prison doors of your own making. The veil is
rent. The way is open. The time is NOW and only NOW. Right now, listen, be very still and very quiet. JUST
BE. As the little child totally immersed in his skimming of pebbles across the water, get so carried away in the
activity of being quiet that you might even fall off to sleep, but that’s okay because your intent Listening will go
on listening. I do not go to bed to go to sleep now. If sleep comes, fine. If I awaken in the night, fine. All is well,
because I go to bed to listen. For what am I listening? TRUTH that which we call the still small voice, DEEP
calling to DEEP, which is really MY own TRUE VOICE, speaking from a place of ALL-KNOWING REALITY. Do
I hear a voice? No, but often I ask my Self questions and before the morning light or shortly thereafter, the soft
answer usually comes in one way or another. I AM bringing ALL into FOCUS. The SEED-THOUGHT that
comes in this MOMENT, this MOMENT of being still, quiet and listening to the Sound of Silence, will be the
KEY that will carry you through, and show you THE WAY in the next "circumstance, or situation" which
Scripture tells us we know all things. This means that in our BEING we know every thing we need to know at
the moment. All being in the HERE and NOW we only need to know what we need to know NOW. There is
nothing "out there" we need to know, but if the apparent world of necessity requires anything we will know
immediately what to do, when, and how.
In the quietness of your heart, seed-thoughts will come to you. You must be absolutely willing to KEEP YOUR
HANDS OFF OF THE SEED! The Seed or "sperma" is the Christ, the Light that issues forth the Life of any
situation. This is a "get it, set it, forget it, and let it" proposition. Get it. Let the words come to you, even if you
don’t understand them at first, even if you get something, but feel certain that you just don’t quite yet "get it.”
You will. Set it. Like when you place a cake in the oven and leave it to bake. You don’t keep opening the door
to see if its ready. You know in time the timer will go off and THEN and only then will it be ready. Forget it. Let
the seed in the good ground of your soft heart take its own course as you read and reread, listen and listen
more, until gently, like a soft spring shower brings forth the tiny buds and lime green leaves, LIFE will REVEAL
ITSELF to you, in you, AS you. Let it. You cannot do anything to "let.” You just LET. You cannot "make let,” as
Walter Lanyon would say. You just have to leave it be. GOD, LIFE, LOVE, MIND, INFINITY, PERFECTION,
however you wish to term IT, is perfectly able to REVEAL ITSELF, make ITSELF HEARD, SEEN, KNOWN, for
when the aperture is made, the Light, Life has no choice but to come streaming through.
What I am saying to you everyone will eventually come to realize. It is something intensely personal, yet can
only be known by the ONE you TRULY ARE, the innocent ONE YOU ARE, who accepts all because IT
KNOWS ALL, the ONE who is not afraid. This is the ONE who doesn’t try to figure it out, analyze or argue
about it. The ONE in you which accepts it and lets it be within the heart, even as that seed planted in warm
moist soil awaits the exact moment of shooting forth life.
Think for a moment about the proverbial camel who would find it easier to pass through the eye of the needle
than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God. Why? The "eye of the needle" is said to be a small gate in
Jerusalem through which a camel could pass if he were unloaded of all the baggage he was carrying first. So it
is with us. We must be unloaded of all the intellectual baggage and become as a little child to enter in. We
must let go all the baggage of belief and opinion, as well as all the doctrines (teachings of men), to pass
through this gate or the door called Christ, the door of Light. Be open!
The one and only requirement to open the door to TRUTH is for you to have a sincere desire to remember
what "time" has made you forget. That desire is the Divine Inspiration. We have only to want TRUTH with "all
our heart" – to KNOW. This does mean with all our heart, more than we want any "thing,” more than we want
our next breath. This is not a Sunday matter. This is not a religious experience. This is not just another religion.
This is a death to self, a complete surrender. It cannot be worked up, mentally ascended to, learned, or bought,
except with your life. We have to have had our fill of "non-sense" to want things to begin to make sense. We
must be sick and tired of being sick and tired. We must come to the place where we realize the insufficiency
and dissatisfaction of the nonsensical world. We have believed that what has been taught to us has come from
"others" who knew more than we. We have placed faith and confidence in those who appeared to be older
and/or wiser than our own little selves. Little did we know that "they" were just as much in the dark as we. It is
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the hardest questions of "life" that education will not/cannot answer. There is a place where glib answers
simply do not suffice.
It was not until my little belief-world was shaking and collapsing around me that I began to wake up and realize
that I must know the TRUTH. I was willing to pay whatever price to KNOW. Accepting what I had been told was
the TRUTH was not feeding the bulldog. It may not be until your very life depends upon it, or the life of
someone you love, or a seeming situation is so badly out of your ability to control or rectify, and you are
miserable with the world as you have known it, that you will get so serious as to be willing to do whatever it
takes to KNOW THAT YOU KNOW. There is a divine demand that begins to take place. It is a Katie-bar-the-
door sort of demand that refuses to budge without the TRUTH. Little do we know at that time that we can relax,
because when the Desire is that strong, it is YOUR MOMENT of UNVEILING. The Desire of your heart is THE
DESIRE: "And I shall shake all nations, and the Desire of all nations shall come…" (Haggai 2:7) "And you shall
seek ME, and find ME, when you search for ME with all your heart.” (Jer 29:13)
You may be familiar with a hymn entitled "I Surrender All.” Millions have sung it, but few believe it, or would
dare to do it. If there is a true surrender of ALL then you will truly "Leave all and follow ME.” You stop "TRYING
to make a living,” when you "know.” LIFE provides in abundance. You cease to worry about "tomorrow,” when
you realize there is none. There is only THE HERE and NOW. You stop worrying about a future, therefore you
only enjoy whatever comes into your realm of vision in the moment, doing that which seems appropriate and
sensible at the time. You will be like the "fowls of the air, which neither sow nor reap, nor gather into barns"
(pile up, or save money or things in case of a rainy day). You give, you live, you spend, you love and you
enjoy, because you know the continual flow. You enjoy all these things in abundance because you know the
Unlimited Supply. There is nothing irresponsible, ridiculous or silly about what you do, but rather, you are the
most sensible you have ever been!
"How? How do I come to know the unlimited supply? How do I begin to see things come into visibility? How do
I come to rely on this ONE I AM? How do I stop worrying about the bills, and the practical everyday life I still
seem to have to live?" "Father knows what things you have need of before you ask him.” (Mt. 6:8) "And thou
sayeth, How does God know: can he judge through the dark cloud?" and the answer comes: "Thick clouds are
a covering to him that he seeth not; and he walketh in the circuit of heaven.” (Job 22:13-14).
YOU know what you need, what the requirements are before "you" ask that they be met. YOU know what is
coming up before "you" know. YOU know what is on the horizon of your visible world before "you" know, and
thus YOU begin to bring into expression whatever is required. A shift in perspective takes place, and in stead
of looking up towards a Heaven somewhere, praying, begging and pleading about the things you envision to
be ahead that you are worried about, you start looking "out from Heaven" and "know.”
Hear this: Whatever you know the desire of your heart to be, knowing God gives us the desires of our heart (Ps
37:4), and knowing our selves to be in PERFECT UNION with THE ONE WHO KNOWS, what have I to fear,
what have I to dread? That which is the desire in the secret place (in the recesses of your heart, the Invisible)
shall be rewarded openly (visibly). And whatever you can tell your Father (CONSCIOUS AWARENESS) shall
be shouted from the housetops. "Therefore whatsoever you have spoken in darkness shall be heard in the
light; and that which you have spoken in closets shall be proclaimed upon the housetops.” (Luke 12:3) "When
you pray enter into your closet (the inner sanctuary of your own heart) and when you have shut your door
(mouth), pray (acknowledge) to thy Father (That place where you are Consciously Aware in the ONENESS of
Spirit.) (BE AWARE that the request is granted before you ask.) which is in secret, and thy Father (Your VERY
BEING) which seeth in secret shall (not maybe) – shall – reward thee openly." (Mt. 6:6) "For nothing is secret
that shall not be made manifest, neither anything hid that shall not be known and come abroad." (Luke 8:17)
KNOW in your heart, in your BEING, what is going to be required, or whatever it is that you would ask, just
KNOW IT and LET IT BE. Knowing is sufficient for it to be brought into manifestation: made visibly present for
your good pleasure.
It has been asked, "Why refer to Father as CONSCIOUS AWARENESS? Would not it be sufficient to just say
"Consciousness" or "Aware,” or "Awareness?” Certainly that is true once you realize the difference in being
CONSCIOUSLY AWARE and just being conscious or aware. Really consider what is being said by each of
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those words and realize as well that you are aware to some degree all the time, but do not realize the
AWARENESS I AM until you are CONSCIOUS and awakened from your world of beliefs.
When you know that that which is known and recognized in the secret place of the MOST HIGH THOUGHT,
will be made visible you stop "trying" to make anything happen. You do not try to finagle or manipulate people
or circumstances – OR GOD. You may at first feel a slight twinge if things do not appear to be going the way
you want them to, but you will soon come to know not to be concerned, but rather to wait and watch. You begin
to inwardly "know" that all is working for the good – truly, and you LET IT BE. You know that even what
appears as difficulties to you are being managed by the TRUE YOU of you, and that YOU, the TRUE YOU of
you, has always been the ONE causing all, BEING ALL, DOING ALL, and ALL, OMNIACTIVE, has brought
you to this marvelous place you find your SELF in. You do not work up a sweat putting forth any real energy to
bring anything to pass. You do not weep and agonize over it. You do not beg and plead. You do not travail! All
"travail" is only done in the dream-state of mind.
In that state-of-mind "i" have been through some agony while pressing into the TRUTH. Childbirth is a picture
of the birthing of the TRUTH. The head comes first, in other words, the mental must be squeezed out of you.
The pangs of birth are those moments when you are so frustrated with trying to understand that you feel like
beating your head against a wall. I got so angry with my "little self" at one point that I felt like giving up, but that
was exactly what was needed at the time. When I, like Peter after the crucifixion said, "I go a fishin,” since
everything else I had desperately tried seemed to be absolutely futile, then the TRUTH began to just dawn on
me. When brought to the point of no return, when you are just ready to die, or go on living a "natural life" in a
"whatever" state of being, in sheer frustration, the TRUTH comes.
I spent hundreds of dollars on books, listened to tapes by the dozens, read the Bible front to back, back to
front, studied as intently as probably is possible to do, only to find myself one day saying, "I can’t do this,” (and
that’s exactly right!). "I want what has been promised to me. I want abundant life. I want the truth. I don’t care if
I live or die, I want the TRUTH. I want ‘thy kingdom come’. I want all I have been told by Jesus is available to
me. Why is this so hard?" And "i" was mad. I was beginning to understand WHO God was, however, and so
couldn’t figure out who to be mad at! But "i" was angry. I was frustrated, but LIFE would not allow a little
personality to know this. This is not for the wise and the prudent. This is for the child, the one who has had all
the self-importance humbled to the point of realizing, truly, "I can of my own self do nothing." The self-made-
man must die. That little personality person who "thinks" I can do something, has to begin to die, and I die
One day I shut down and refused to listen to any one’s tapes, read anyone’s books, pray or even read the
Bible. I just sat quietly for several days before a little booklet which I had ordered sometime before, but had
forgotten about seemed to draw me to it from under some other things on a the bottom shelf of a table beside
my chair. It was the little book, "The Unchallenged Self" by Alfred Aiken.
Suddenly the VOICE came through the clouds of confusion and I knew. I knew WHO/WHAT I was and "duality"
took a fatal blow in that MOMENT of awakening. The Expression came after that in many books and other
ways, but it was always the SAME MESSAGE, just like this writing said various ways.
IT, LIFE, GOD, is living, moving, being as you, and thus YOU know what to do and just do it! You stop laboring
under the sweat of your brow to "make" - attempting to cause - anything to happen, and worrying about how,
when and where. Rather you rest in the joy of knowing that the I that I AM is in control, has always been and
will ever be, Expression without end. The "I" has been doing it all all along! So, "you" will not have to have all
the questions answered ahead of anything. All that seems necessary is taken care of in order and in a timely
fashion. There is no more struggle, no more fight, no more worry, anxiety, fear or frustration! You just KNOW.
And you know: ALL IS WELL.
Even and especially when you can’t imagine how, when you have gone in the MOMENT to the ONE, knowing
that "Father knows,” then you can go on about the "daily happenings" knowing that that which was told in
secret will be! Not maybe, not possibly, not "if,” but what is told to Father in secret, will be manifest, made
visible, tangible, usable, practical. That which is "told to Father" is not a "telling" really, but an
acknowledgement. Once the acknowledgement is made, the rest is left up to the ONE who EVER and
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ETERNALLY IS the I THAT I AM. You will see a thing brought forth that "you" as a little personality could not
have done in a lifetime. Not only will you know it, but it will be made manifest for others to see as well. They
may not understand what is going on in your life, but you can rest assured that if they did they would want
some of it!
You cease from having to make decisions or plans. Your so-called plans will simply come from a knowing
when something is going to take place and you will move into it, flowing with it. There are no decisions to
make. All things are decided and you are moved through the situation as though you were merely a bystander,
an observer of what seems to be taking place, the bow of the ship moving forward in waters (thoughts) that you
do not "think" so much as "know.”
I have told of this example many times, but it is worth repeating because it is just one of many times this very
TRUTH has been made REALITY to me.
One morning I awoke and thought, "I will go to the porch and sit a while and be quiet,” but instead of turning
right to go out of the bedroom, I went left and began to get things together for a shower. I then thought, "Oh
well, I suppose I am going to take a shower and then I will go have my quiet time on the porch.” After the
shower I got dressed and headed out into the living room where instead of turning right to go to the porch,
again I turned and began to gather my paints and portable easel together. Then I thought, "Oh I must be going
to paint instead of going to the porch.” I gathered everything and headed out the door for the car. Driving down
the street I thought, "I wonder where I’m going." I had no direction, but kept driving. At the light I felt to turn
right. I turned and headed down the road to a community not far away. I had the thought of exactly which
house to paint come into mind. I stopped the car in front of that house. I got out and set up my easel and
began to paint. It was so very hot! And the humidity was sweltering. I began to paint this particular house with
sweat pouring off me.
Suddenly a sprinkler system kicked into action and I was drenched in spray. It felt wonderful! Thank you, God! I
kept right on painting because I use oils and the water didn’t effect what I was doing, except to make it more
bearable for me.
After about an hour someone pulled up along the curb and asked me about the painting. She said, "Wow, I
came by an hour ago and you didn’t really have anything on the canvas. Now it looks great. Do you know the
people who live there?" I told her I did not. She said, "You must take that to them when you are finished with
it." She gave me their names.
A week later with the painting complete, I headed to the house to show it to the owners of the house. I have
found that it IS GOD telling you to do things no matter what the Expression looks like. Take the suggestion if it
is something good, right, proper, encouraging, giving direction, and follow through on it. Accept is as from God
and go with it. When it comes in the form of a compliment, "Your work is wonderful,” take it. When someone
states, "Your work sells itself,” accept it AS FROM GOD.
When the man came to the door I lifted the painting for him to see. He said, "Oh my gosh! That’s beautiful. Did
you paint it? Oh, my gosh! Oh, my gosh! Come in. Oh, my gosh!" He just kept saying, "Oh my gosh!" as he
took the painting from me and I followed him through the house. We walked right through and out to the back
porch. His wife was sunbathing in a boat in the back yard. He held the painting up and said, "Look honey.” Of
course! She said "Oh my gosh!" It was all I could do to keep from laughing. I thought, "These folks have a very
She got up out of the boat and came in the house. She didn’t hesitate for a minute, but said, "How much do
you want for it?" I had not given it a thought, but I just let the words come right out of my mouth, "$1500. She
immediately went to her purse, took out a checkbook and pen and handed me a check for $1500.
I told them I was wanting to paint the house again from another angle and they invited me to do that whenever
I wished. I did return, painted the house again and sold that painting to some other folks as well, but that is
another incredible story of how "the kingdom of God" works.
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You might say, "But I don’t paint. I can’t paint pictures. I can’t make things with my hands. I haven’t any talent
or skill.” Yes, but the TRUTH is that WHEN THAT WHICH IS PERFECT IS COME, then you will be led in
whatever direction you feel to go. You will do whatever you feel to do. You will begin to see doors open,
opportunities arise, that you would not have been able to do your "own little self" if you had given it your best
effort and all your strength and intellect. But you must not hesitate. He who hesitates is lost, really. You must
act on the direction that comes to you knowing that you will never be required or asked to do anything that
YOU cannot do. God never requires anything of us without the ability coming forth to make it happen and
happen excellently. If you hesitate, or are afraid to step out of the boat, you will never walk on water. You will
never see the kingdom of God which is WITHIN YOU and AT HAND (all about you). You are right here, smack
in the middle of IT and yet you cannot see it until you walk right out of your little belief world and accept that
which is right here awaiting your recognition.
Yes, yes, at first there seems to be moments when all is so absolutely perfect, the Light is brighter than ever,
the glow of the moment, of REALITY almost takes your breath, and yet there are moments of apparent
"lapses,” when you feel "I am falling backward. I said such and such, or did something that I know is not
indicative of the LIFE that I AM,” but you have no choice at this point. You will go on and you will just laugh,
because you will just understand that for a "moment" you simply forgot WHO, WHAT you ARE! And you will go
on without guilt, without apology, without egotistical expectations of some holier-than-thou saint you have
expected yourself to be. That burden will be lifted from you.
Awakening – and you are awake the Moment you realize WHAT, WHO you TRULY ARE, from that moment
you see, hear, understand as never before, and you can rest assured that it will not cease. "Awake thou that
sleepest, and arise from the DEAD, and Christ shall give thee light." (Ephesians 5:14). "I AM the resurrection
and the LIFE,: he that believeth in me, though he were DEAD, yet shall he live.” We have been dead in the
only sense that death is of any significance whatsoever, dead in sin (duality). Duality is simply thinking that
there is: GOD and… The thinking or belief that there is GOD and anything else is foolishness. The one who
declares that there is "GOD and…” is still living in sin. And don’t think of sin as you have thought of it. Realize it
for what it is. Yes, it is "death,” but that is where you have been "living" – in death, so long as you live in the
"world of beliefs.” Well, let the dead bury the dead and come on! The purpose in Jesus coming was to remind
us of WHAT WE ARE and abolish this death-like state we have been calling "life.” And he did that, regardless
what anyone says about it. We have been snoozing on the job, asleep at the wheel, napping and dreaming,
but in the moment we "see" the TRUTH, we wake up! We awaken to LIFE and realize the TRUTH of our
BEING! The ONE and ONLY LIFE, the SOLE, PERFECT, WHOLE BEING THAT I AM! GOD BEING. GOD
BEING MADE VISIBLE!
In the realization of this TRUTH, and this is the ONLY TRUTH there is, you will see there is nothing to heal,
nothing to fix, nothing to change, nothing to improve, nothing to enhance, nothing to deliver, nothing to forgive,
nothing to forget, nothing to correct, nothing to hold against, nothing to make better, holier, nicer, sweeter,
kinder, "more Christian,” "more religious,” more anything! How can you improve on ALL, PERFECTION,
WHOLENESS? And that is the TRUE STATE OF YOUR BEING! Not the little personality person, but the
TRUTH that there is ONLY ONE, and that ONE is the ONE I AM Which appears to be "all of us.” "Awake to
righteousness…" I Corinthians 15:34 "For if the dead rise not, then is Christ not raised: and if Christ be not
raised, your faith is in vain, ye are yet in your sins (double-minded, the unstable dream world of belief). Then
they also which are fallen asleep in Christ are perished. If in this life (the dream-state-of-mind you have been
calling your life) only we have hope in Christ (LIFE, LIGHT, AWARENESS), we are of all men most miserable."
I Cor. 16:19 But, relax, my friend, because CHRIST is RAISED! I AM THAT I AM is ALL in ALL. There is no
one sleeping. All those we might say are are not! This may sound like a paradox, but in REALITY, GOD IS ALL
THERE IS, and the personality "living" the dream is nothing. Look beyond it. And do catch what I Cor. 16:19 is
saying: "If in this life only we have hope…"! If in this dream state-of mind only one had hope and missed it, how
miserable that would be. This should relieve your mind regarding your "loved ones" who might not be seeing
what you are seeing right now. Your "loved ones" are your world right now. I AM the SOLE ONE Being.
The ONLY REALITY is that OF THE I AM (GOD, GOOD, LIFE, LOVE, MIND, INTELLIGENCE), AND THAT
ONE has never been sick, nor diseased, nor without, nor at war, nor angry with anyone! You can just relax
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because you of your own little self never did anything – period – good nor bad. BUT YOU! THE YOU THAT IS
THE VERY LIFE THAT IS has always done all and is responsible for CONCEIVING-PERCEIVING ALL!
My government and peace will not cease, but will continue to expand even as an ever opening rose. LIFE has
now opened Its Door to you. The windows of heaven fly upward. The walk before you brings things that you
could not do if you did try! There are truly moments of rapturous moments of extreme intensity when you know
"something is happening here, now,” or "something just happened that was marvelous,” but you will find words
do not begin to do justice to whatever you experience, and you know you are not the same.
IF you are still saying "But how?” be still. Be very still. God gives you the desire of your heart. IF TRUTH is
your desire, you have it already, so you can relax. Quietly, tenderly, the Spirit brings to your remembrance all
things that you knew before you first took thought and assumed a false identity.
You are merging again with LIFE in MIND. To be awake, alert, and born again, truly is not just some neat
cliché or something you have been "taught" to "think," has happened. This really is a newness of Life,
renewed, restored, revealed, and you truly are a New Creature, not the old man made over! This is NEW LIFE,
a LIFE you have not known in your "human thought world flowing, flowing, flowing!!! Something has happened.
The little personality you have assumed yourself to be is, in REALITY, NOTHING, therefore if something
appears to be coming from that personality person you call by your name, it is really nothing at all! This stirring
within is realized to BE the TRUE YOU stirring, your REAL SELF, living, moving, being! Nothing can stop LIFE
when LIFE begins to move AS YOU!
Acknowledge, "I can of my own self do nothing.” When we try to love someone and feel it is an effort,
acknowledge, "I can of my own self do nothing." When we try to understand what is being said, and try to
"see,” acknowledge of my own self I can do nothing.” When we get frustrated because we want the TRUTH
and feel it is just past where we are able to grasp, acknowledge, "I can of my own self do nothing,” and
acknowledge the ONE I AM, then BE THERE. Don’t question further, just DO, just BE. Come into your right
mind, and KNOW it is done, it is happening, it IS!
No book, no seminar, no tape, no instructional video will add to nor take away from what I am speaking of
here. This is something so different that once LIFE is moving AS YOU, it is not you – that little personality you
have claimed to be that lives, but IT is LIGHT – CHRIST – (the same thing), LIVING! And LIGHT, LOVE,
CHRIST, GOD, MIND, SPIRIT, BEING, I AM, REALITY, THE ONE, TRUTH, LIFE, NEVER DIES, NEVER
CHANGES, NEVER HAS AND NEVER WILL.
Surrender All means that you step off the edge. You realize that in TRUTH, I never did anything anyway, so
you let go. You let down the human bars of the "reasons and reasonings" that keep you bound and allow
TRUTH, GOD, LIFE, THE ONLY ONE, to BE. The little "you,” you have thought yourself to be in personality,
gives up, gives in, gives way, lets go, quits! And - like the CHILD - trusts FATHER. "Father,” remember is your
CONSCIOUS AWARENESS of ALL THAT IS. You begin to realize, "I can trust the ONE I AM, the ONLY ONE
that has ever done anything, while a little "i" dreamed of struggling trying to do the impossible." I can of mine
own self do nothing,” but with GOD, with the TRUTH of WHAT I AM - DOING ALL - ANYWAY, ALWAYS -
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. After all, this truly is TRUTH.
Jesus thought it not robbery to consider himself equal with God. You need not consider it robbery either. "LET
this (same) mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus: who, being in the form of God, thought it not
robbery to be equal with God: but made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and
was made in the likeness of man." (Phil 2:5-7). YOU and GOD ARE ONE. We are the INFINITE being infinitely
visible. The INVISIBLE GOD being GOD VISIBLE. To deny the TRUTH is to deny CHRIST. To deny CHRIST
is anti-Christ. If Jesus had waited until his words could be understood by the hearer, he wouldn’t have spoken
at all. Rather he spoke the truth and "let the chips fall where they may,” knowing that words of TRUTH, LIFE
will not return void. He may have shocked Mary when he told her he was "The Resurrection and the Life,” but
he was never afraid of speaking TRUTH. Sometimes we need a little shock treatment to wake us up! Hearing
the same old dull rhetoric only lulls us further into sleep and keeps us in a state dreaming that those things are
so, thus we go on believing we have to die, when Jesus abolished death for all time (II Tim 1:10), bringing LIFE
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and IMMORTALITY to light through the TRUTH being made known. His words are SPIRIT and they are LIFE,
and he never apologized for saying things that were difficult for the hearer to understand. Who are you talking
to anyway, but a dreamer dreaming? Yes, you are sensitive and you don’t go around saying things until you
sense the time is right, but Jesus told us the time is now, today is the day! A watered down "gospel" is not
another gospel really, but is, in fact, nothing!
Paul said, "Be not deceived: evil (duality) communications corrupt good manners. Awake to righteousness
(TRUTH, THAT WHICH IS), and sin not (live, nor speak double-mindedly); for some have not the knowledge of
God; I speak that to your shame." (I Cor. 15:33) He was saying it is a shame to be in a position of influence in
the lives of others and yet not proclaim the truth. In REALITY, there are no "others,” there is only God, and
thus to support the lie is to continue to act as though it has some TRUTH, and that God is not all there is. But is
not ALL enough? No lie has any TRUTH in it. Many have not the knowledge of GOD, LIFE, TRUTH, because
those who are supposed to be their "leaders" either do not know the truth themselves, or are afraid to proclaim
IT. Thus the blind lead the blind and they both wind up in a grave. It is a shame to know the TRUTH and
proclaim it not, or to claim to be a leader, lost and wandering in confusion, while trying to lead others. Ah, but
even "shame" is part of the illusion, so get over it, and begin NOW proclaiming the TRUTH or be still until you
Beware of "leaders" who tickle your ears and tell you what you already know week after week. Beware the
ones who "neither go in themselves, nor allow you to go in" to the kingdom of Heaven, available to you HERE
and NOW. Beware those who would circle the globe, so to speak, to bring one new member into their group or
fellowship, "and when he is made (a part of the group, supposedly as a believer), ye make him twice the child
of hell than yourselves.” (Mt. 23:13-35) Hell is a state-of-mind, a world of belief held in mind, the cocoon,
human thought patterns, death.
TRUTH is LIFE, and to speak anything other than the TRUTH is to perpetuate the lie (death). What is called
the "human mind" is the liar and the father of it (the illusion). This thinking knows its time is short, so attempts
to prop up the belief system at every turn, to keep "this world" afloat, because the things of God are
foolishness to men. We are to speak the TRUTH in LOVE, and if we speak not the TRUTH, it is because we do
not yet realize LOVE.
LIFE – ABUNDANTLY!
I recall at one point crying out, "Where is this abundant Life I am supposed to be having?" Bewildered by the
world "i" was at the end of my little rope. Bills needed to be paid, but work as hard as I might it seemed the end
was no where in sight, and the "abundance" was but a trickle, and then it came squeezed out of my every
effort. If you go to sleep tonight and dream that you have to work and slave and never get anywhere, and
nothing ever comes of it, you might think that that is a very "real dream,” because in your everyday life you
may feel that is indeed the truth. When you awaken from the dream-state-of-mind, however, you realize that
both the dreamer and the dream are an illusionary state-of-mind, that YOU have an Unlimited SUPPLY, in fact
your TRUE I-dentity IS THE UNLIMITED SUPPLY.
So, you give! If you know this AS TRUTH, you give! You live and you give. You give, not to get, (that is not the
way to acquire anything), but you give because you know that even as you give here and there out the front
door, (you are the door), the door is only a façade, an opening through which all manner of supply is coming in
the back. You may not ever hold a million dollars in your hands. You may not ever see a million in your
checkbook, but you have it and any and everything your heart desires within, on the inner side of the door you
are. Your interior house (understanding) is immeasurably adequate for the supply of your daily bread and to
help or contribute to God in Expression in the form of someone in your world.
Every time you have said: "I can’t! I cannot do it!" or "It will never happen,” or "That’s impossible,” you have
assumed yourself human and refused the TRUTH. You have bought a little further into the lie and called GOD
a liar as well! Because the scripture plainly tells us that "With God all things are possible,” and God is not a
man that he should lie! GOD IS TRUTH and in TRUTH ALL things are indeed possible. You begin to see the
impossible - possible once you realize your ONENESS with the Spirit of TRUTH.
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Oh, my friend, my precious friend, my SELF – that you are, get this! YOU – even while you have thought of
yourself as a little personality person, which you have called by a name, said lived in a body, drove a car, ate
your lunch, drank your milk, smiled in the rain, jumped into mud puddles, stroked the cat, patted the dog,
hugged your loved one, YOU< YOU< YOU< were ALWAYS LIFE BEING! GOD lives, moves, and has BEING
AS you. Your TRUE SELF never stops being in the immediate, present moment, even when your thinking went
in so many different directions. You cannot stop the INFINITE by "thinking" and "reasoning,” arguing and
questioning, but you can get into a world of confusion and stop everything down to a finite appearing world
forgetting just WHO you are for a "moment.”
You have only thought of yourself as something other than LIFE (GOD, TRUTH). You have only thought that
you were some "human" being; that you were inferior, that you were born to live a few years and would
someday die. You have only thought you were created in the likeness and image of God. This "likeness and
image" man is the soulish man who has wandered into a far country, a state-of-mind, trying to be in control of
an out-of-control world. This one now sits pondering the truth, instead of RECOGNIZING HE IS THE TRUTH.
But the TRUE YOU, the ONE reading these lines IS GOD. The ONE recognizing TRUTH as you read IS LIFE.
The ONE of YOU is the ONE of ME, is the ONE of ALL. GET THIS: GOD IS ALL! And thus, when you are
ready, when its harvest "time,” and the fruit is ripe for picking, GOD (LIFE) chooses you, and begins to move
on the face of your DEEP. At that moment Something (NEW LIFE, or LIFE A-NEW), begins to stir within.
What in the world am I talking about? Well, this is not of "this world"- its LIFE! Its LIVING IN THE KINGDOM of
GOD, or the KINGDOM of HEAVEN, "thy kingdom come! In earth as it is in heaven,” HERE, NOW. Heaven
and earth are ONE and the same, and you will know this when you awaken to the TRUTH. And those about
you who appear to be living in "this world" are only there to push you forward, while your Light becomes the
beacon by which they are guided into all TRUTH. You will not be able to prove this to anyone, but YOU will
have to prove it.
I look out into my little garden and I see Iris, Foxglove, Roses, Sage, Petunias, Impatiens, Larkspur, Daisies,
and so on. Different in appearance, yes, but they are ALL flowers! And all is one garden, ONE LIFE appearing
many ways! We are not "god-beings,” but GOD-BEING! THE EXACT SAME ONE – appearing in whatever
form is necessary; LIFE just being.
GOD IS THE I that I AM. I am LIFE being, thus Life being a synonym of God, I am God being. You must first
KNOW this. Then, as this becomes REALITY to you, you find yourself walking in a new place altogether. You
can’t explain it. Words are insufficient. But you must try, because you are compelled to share what you see,
what you hear, what you know, what your hands have handled of the TRUTH.
Your desire is to awaken all in your world, and yet all you can do is lay the TRUTH out and allow the God of
ALL, to reveal TRUTH in due season. All is always in the here and now, so though it may seem like some
"time" before someone comes to see, it really is not.
You begin to rule your world, not anyone else’s because there is only your world in Reality. You can do nothing
for "another,” because there is only the ONE. You love your neighbor as your SELF, because your neighbor is
your SELF. All that you do is the ONE doing. All that you say is the ONE speaking. All that you think is the
ONE thinking. All that you know is the ONE knowing. You make recognition of some thing and it comes to be
visible and tangible and you rejoice. No longer do you see miracles, but you see GOD, LIFE being at every
turn, in every way, in this very moment.
You recognize a desire and know that it is here immediately awaiting your letting it come into being. Tonight we
ate at a restaurant where we have dined often. As we went in we realized that they had added a new addition
to be back of the building on the beach. My husband said, "I’d like to eat on the new porch.” I had already
thought it and had let it go, knowing that we would be led to the porch. Again, my husband said, "What did you
tell them?" In other words, "Did you tell them where we wanted to be seated?" I replied that I had told them
nothing. I knew that I didn’t have to tell them. I told my Father (Conscious Awareness) in secret and knew that
it would be shouted from the housetops. I knew that what I knew in secret would be made visible, no matter
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how great or how small the desire. Soon we were led to a table on the new porch, and neither of us had said a
word. "See that you tell no man." "Be still and know.” "Before they ask I will answer them."
This is a simple illustration, but it is LIFE to me now. It is the "open sesame" in every situation. I tell no man.
There is no man to tell. If I thought I had to "man"ipulate something I would be in the illusion again. If I take no
thought, but rather, just know, and really take a "take it or leave it attitude about it,” nonchalantly "knowing" IT,
IT happens. It is sufficient that I just know, watch and see. This, my friend, is abundant LIFE.
So long as you think you are a human being, you may "try" whatever you wish, but except on that rare
occasion when you put the Principle into effect and "let" what you desire come into manifestation, you will find
yourself falling on your face "trying.” TAKE NO THOUGHT! Stop thinking about it – whatever it is. Stop trying to
figure anything out. "Be still and know"…
"Which of you by "taking thought" can add one cubit unto his stature?" Can you by taking thought, by thinking
about it, make yourself physically taller, shorter? Can you by taking thought make yourself smarter, younger,
stronger, richer? Can you? Can anyone? "If ye then be not able to do that thing which is least, why take ye
thought for the rest?" (Luke 12:25-26) Why think you can do anything if you cannot even by taking thought add
one cubit to your stature?
How could the blind man see, the cripple man walk, the withered arm straighten out and be whole? How could
the little girl arise from a death bed where she was "sleeping,” which is the true definition of "death.” How? By
suddenly recognizing WHAT they ARE IN REALITY. When we take hold of the TRUTH, our TRUE IDENTITY
takes the "pow, the how, and the wow" out of the problem. TRUTH reveals there is no "problem,” except in the
thought of it. TRUTH is above thought!
We recently bought a house. We put a contract on the house weeks before we bought it. We first heard within
us to "look.” While seeking we found and in finding we saw exactly what we had been wanting. But we had to
walk through all that was required to take possession of "our house.” We had to buy it first in order to OWN IT.
Our sole focus for a while was to pack and prepare for the move, then make the move and unpack. Then,
when we moved in, we still had to make it ours, otherwise we could be living under the roof, but it would have
nothing special that would indicate that it was ours rather than the former residents. We set about claiming
various areas, accepting and enjoying the owning of it. Thus when people speak of it now, they say, "You have
made it your own.” Same with revelation. I share with you what I am now owning, but IT must become LIFE to
you before you are possessed of your Possession. You must buy the TRUTH and LIVE IN IT in order to OWN
IT and be ONE WITH IT, so that IT BECOMES YOU.
So long as you do not TRUST this WONDERFUL GOD, SELF, the YOU TRUE NATURE, YOUR TRUE
IDENTITY, you will continue to believe that you must do something, can do something, or perhaps everything,
that you must have a talent, a degree, a title, a rich uncle who must die, a lucky ticket to the lottery, or some
other "visible means of support.” You will try to figure out where your supply might come from. You have
believed things like: "I had a father who took care of me. I have a job which provides for me. I have a husband
or wife who provides for me. I have an inheritance coming, or social security, etc..” But he who climbs up some
"other way,” never recognizes the TRUTH. This one is always dependant upon "something or someone,”
calling their SOURCE anything but GOD, LIFE. You have given your SOURCE a name other than recognizing
IT, GOD is ALL there is. This is the man living out his little dream, reasoning a way to get money or things.
Your wee little mind, which you think is somehow contained in a wee little brain, will be working 24/7 trying to
"imagine" ways it could happen and how to make it happen. The fear of LETTING GO and falling back into this
wonderful thing called LIFE does not allow GOD, by recognition, to BE.
Now let’s consider something. Ask yourself: Do I really believe that the GOD I claim to worship, the One that I
believe brought everything into existence, that I equally claim to believe created man and all things, cannot or
would not, be the Supply for all! Does that make sense? Do I further believe that God – LOVE - brought
everything into being, created a man or woman, then at one little dual thought (one separate thought - sin), got
so angry that he cut them off and said, "Okay, little creatures, go fend for yourself. You must now go out into
the world and make it on your own. Sorry, I made you of dust and I knew you were weak, but I expected you to
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be strong! Too bad, little buddy, you blew it. But if down the road, a few thousand years from now, you could
still be around and you could believe in my son Jesus, you could be saved. Between now and then though, if
you die (and I already know that you will), you have no hope. So, millions, even billions of people will be born
and die with no hope. Even after my son comes, a whole world of people will not hear about him, and so they
will just have to die in their sins too, with no hope. But if you could just wait it out for a couple thousand years
and live long enough to hear about Jesus and believe on him, which you won’t even know about because you
will be dead long before he comes, but if you could - and you could just be baptized - then you, my precious
creation, would have a chance to avoid going to hell forever. And while you do live you are going to have to
eke out a living the best way you can because of being so weak that you committed sin, you failed, and you
must be punished. And if, while you are out there in the world, working by the sweat of your brow you offend
me again I may strike you with lightning, take your baby away, give your mother cancer, or any other number
of things in my wrath. So you better be good, because I’m watching everything you do, making a list and
checking it twice, going to find out who is naughty and nice!" Now, think about it! Do I really believe like that?
DO YOU? "GOD IS LOVE.” The disciple John defined GOD for us. Does all of this sound like LOVE? No. The
"the god of this world" – your wee little mind, which is no mind at all - has misinterpreted and perverted the
TRUTH. Consider what you have been taught. Does any of this make any sense? If you have believed
anything like this, consider all the nonsense in what you have been taught and thus what you have "thought"
and claimed to have believed. Consider and then REALIZE TRUTH!!! This is what is known as "ancestoral
teaching,” and the "wisdom of ‘this world’.” It has nothing to do with TRUTH. Our interpretation, while reading
scripture through a glass darkly has not brought LIGHT, UNDERSTANDING. We just can’t see until the LIGHT
of THE GLORIOUS GOSPEL begins to shine into your heart. You must begin to see with new eyes, "real
eyes,” enlightened eyes, in order for you to accept, consume and be consumed by TRUTH.
REALIZE my friend, that the Bible as you have it today, came from another language in another time, written
by men where they were in their understanding when they wrote it. Then on top of that, it has been translated
and mistranslated, and picked over – even voted on - as to what you would be allowed to read and accept as
the canon of scripture long before it ever came into your hands. And yet you hold on to it literally because you
are afraid of this GOD called LOVE. You must at some point realize that GOD is not contained in a BOOK! NO
BOOK ANYWHERE can contain GOD! The book is given - pointing, pointing, pointing the way, UNTIL you are
ready to awaken to TRUTH. It is not the "letter of the law" that brings LIFE, rather the SPIRIT! The SPIRIT
behind the letter(s), between the lines, beyond the script, above the printed page. IT is the SPIRIT which IS
GOD IS LOVE. THAT is WHAT GOD IS. Not a man! Not "a" being somewhere. God is not contained in some
vision of a Spirit-being, some dream-like character that sits in a place called heaven on a big throne-like chair!
TRUTH is not a fairy tale! GOD IS TRUTH. GOD IS SPIRIT and LIFE and they that worship IN TRUTH must
worship in SPIRIT – AS SPIRIT, from the point of TRUTH. You become the praise. You become the tithe. You
become the song. You become the gift. YOU become the ONE you have thought you worshipped, realizing the
ONE is ALL there is. You are the WORD! The Word became flesh and dwelt among us. Why? To shake us
and awaken us that we might realize that the flesh and blood can never become the WORD, but rather I AM
WHAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN! GOD, THE SPIRIT WHICH IS LIFE. LIFE, LIFE, LIFE speaking in your heart
and you know. It was never the Bible that would set you free – BUT IT IS TRUTH THAT MAKES FREE! "My
sheep hear my voice and another they will not follow." Why? Because there is no "other"! Of course, you don’t
throw your Bible away, but you must take what is being said to a higher level. YOU can only do that when you
realize and recognize your ONENESS with YOUR GOD, YOUR LIFE – that YOU ARE LIFE. If you are hearing
GOD, you will be losing concern about a mental foundation to support your beliefs. You’ll stop note taking.
You’ll stop trying to cram "knowledge" between the pages of a notebook that you hope you can take home and
memorize until somehow what you have written will change you. You will stop trying to make the scientific
world and GOD mesh. Truly everything you can visibly see is a reflection of the REAL. Why try to make "the
two" mesh when if you simply except the ONE, all flows into and out from that ONE and there is true peace.
What appears to be "two" is ONE, the INVISIBLE (SPIRIT) BEING VISIBLE (SPIRIT). And, you will equally
stop thinking of this GOD, LIFE, as something "woo-woo spooky,” weird, or strange, but you will just realize
LIFE! JUST BE! JUST LIVE! LIVE, and LIVE, and LIVE. THE TRUTH must become your absolute and sole
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If you are trying to hold onto "your soul life" you will lose it. You must release, let go your soul life, to realize
your SOLE Life. If you are trying to continue to live the "human life" and straddle some imaginary fence
between what your little human personality wants and TRUTH, forget it. If you think you can be both the HU-
man - the man hewn out of the Rock, and the ROCK ITSELF, you are entirely mistaken. Two women in the
field, one will be taken, the other left. Two in a bed, one taken and the other left. Two of you: the double
minded man, unstable in all his ways, and the spiritual part of you which makes all the claims of wanting GOD.
One of you desires the TRUTH with all your heart, "would die for you Lord,” while the other shakes and quakes
in his little boots, afraid to venture into the GREAT UNKNOWN. One of you must go! One of you must die. This
is "death to self" which issues in the TRUE and ONLY ONE I AM SELF. ONLY ONE CAN BE LEFT! ONLY
ONE. ONLY THE ONE! For there is no "other.” And there is nothing to fear in the "death to self.” GOD, LIFE
swallows up this death in victory. For what seems like some "time" you will feel as though you have one foot in
heaven one on earth, but the transition is made without you doing anything, but being. Twoness fades into
nothingness, just as the train track seems to merge on the horizon.
"My sheep hear my voice and another they will not follow,” yet we have followed another, and another, and
another. Since there is no "other,” what have we been following, but the one whose breath is in his nostrils, the
one who is sitting in the same boat we are, telling us what is what. Oh, brother! Its time we see for our self! We
have been blind sheep following blind leaders right off the face of the cliff, and thus it appears that millions
have been buried in the ditch they fall into. IT IS "MY SHEEP" that hear MY VOICE that do not follow blindly
and fall right into the grave. MY SHEEP. MY, ME, I. IT IS I that IS and there is not "another" anywhere to be
"I AM THE RESURRECTION AND THE LIFE: He that believeth in ME, THOUGH HE WERE DEAD, yet shall
he live." (John 11:25) "Verily, verily I say unto you, If a man keep my saying, he shall never see death." (John
8:51) "If a man keep my saying, he shall never taste of death." (John 8:52) "And I give unto them eternal life;
and they shall never perish…" (John 10:28) "And WHOSOEVER liveth and believeth in ME shall never die.
Believeth thou this?" (John 11:26) Who is this ME that is being spoken of here? Is it a man with long dark curls
who walked the dusty streets of Galilee some 2000 years ago? Is it this man we call Jesus? WHO is the ME
we must believe IN? WE must believe IN THE ONLY TRUE AND LIVING ME, the LIFE OF ALL IN ALL. THIS
ME that I AM is the ONE YOU MUST BELIEVE IN. Not your little personality self, not your little ego "trying" to
be good, "trying" to be a man of faith, "trying" to be a Christian,” "trying" to be anything, but the SELF of your
self, the TRUTH of your BEING. The LIFE YOU ARE. Realize the "I-s" and the "MEs" of which Jesus speaks
IS the I that YOU ARE, the I THAT I AM. If you will but realize this to the point that you really do believe it –
then you will never die, for you will understand that LIFE NEVER CAN SEE DEATH, and you will realize LIFE
ABUNDANTLY, above all you could ask or think. "Believeth thou this?"
"THOUGH HE WERE DEAD…" We have been dead in sin and trespasses (duality of mind), but in awakening
you are dead TO duality and ALIVE TO THE ONENESS OF YOUR BEING. Yes, yes, yes this takes you out of
the world of illusion and imagination, where the systems of men rule your day. This takes you out of the world
of patriotism, politics, governments and men scrambling for the one-up-ums of the world. This takes you out of
the caring one way or another about what is going on "in the world,” because "this world" is not your kingdom.
IF there is no "other,” then who cares what is going on "in the world?” "I Am the Lord, there is none else." (Isa.
45:5, 6, 14, 18, 22, 46:9, 47:8, 10) IF the world is in YOU then you rule and reign your world and there is
nothing there to defile nor work abomination, nor make a lie. It is only "without" that dogs can be found, and
sorcerers and whoremongers, and murders, and idolaters, and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie. (Rev 21:27,
22:14-15). But when your "within" becomes your "without,” then in ONENESS there is only to be found the
PURITY OF LIFE in ABUNDANCE.
GOD is not a God of the dead, but of the living, for ALL LIVE UNTO HIM! ALL are truly ALIVE IN GOD, and are
GOD LIVING, therefore CANNOT DIE. The shrubbery I have cut back in my yard is lying dead and dying apart
from the root system to which they were attached. Apart from the VINE – "I AM the VINE,” we are dead. We
have only to realize our ONENESS with GOD, GOD BEING US, GOD, LIFE BEING, that we remember our
TRUE LIFE, LIFE which can never die. "I am the vine, you are the branches: he that abideth in me and I in
him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without ME you can DO NOTHING.” I AM THE VINE, YOU ARE
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THE BRANCHES. I AM THE VINE, YOU ARE THE BRANCHES. I AM THE VINE, YOU ARE THE
BRANCHES! SAME VINE!!! Hello! Though you have thought you were separate from LIFE, GOD, you simply
cannot be. If you think that, the mere thought of it is death and you are dead already, not "going to die
someday.” REALIZE your ONENESS with the VINE. Go out in your yard. Look at a vine you have growing
there, or look at that wonderful tree, or the shrub, and realize that if you cut off one of the branches that branch
will shrivel up and die. Are you ONE with the FATHER (CONSCIOUSNESS) or are you UN-conscious to the
Are you separate from the ONE? GOD? LIFE? Are you? If so, then, where are you? What are you? Answer for
your own self. BY GOD ANSWER!
"I AND MY FATHER (VINE, LIFE, CONSCIOUSNESS) ARE ONE!"
"I am the vine, you are the branches: he that abideth (LIVES) IN "ME,” the ME of your TRUE SELF, LIFE,
BEING, and I IN HIM – WE ARE ONE – the SAME bringeth, THE SAME, THE SAME – ONE AND THE SAME
– bringeth forth much fruit: FOR WITHOUT ME you CAN DO NOTHING!!!"
Realize that "I,” I – MY TRUE SELF, MIND, has brought forth a body, a visible form, called "Jane,” or whatever
name you call your body-thing-form-idea. I have brought it forth to present this very TRUTH to you that you
might know LIFE! That you might awaken to the REALITY of ABUNDANT LIFE. I present MY SELF as a body
– person – form – making MY SELF visible to you, until we all come to a knowledge of the TRUTH.
I will always have form, making the Invisible-Visible, for the Visible is simply GOD seeing GOD. I – MIND will
always have ideas – things – because that is what MIND does, IS, but the form you right now "think" of as
"you" will change, even as it has changed many times already. You once thought you were a 3-year old form.
You once thought you had a teenaged body. You once thought you were young, tall, fat, skinny, brown, white,
yellow, red. You once thought you were a product of human parents with inherited physical traits, and you
thought all this was taking place in "time,” but my friend, the "interpretation" of this thing-world-body-form IS the
dream world of thought, THE LIE we have bought and tried so desperately to live.
Does it make sense that millions, billions have lived never having had the privilege of hearing about Jesus
Christ, and a GOD, WHICH IS LOVE, would cast his creation into eternal hell? No! We cast our self into one
sort of hell or another by believing "the lie.” Don’t tell me you are a faith man and yet are afraid to question!
Faith and fear don’t work together. Fear is faith perverted. GOD will not strike you with lightening! God will not
zap you if you question. Scripture says, "Come let us reason together,” and "Prove me now herewith and see if
I will not open the windows of heaven and pour you out a blessing so great you will not even be able to receive
it.” "I COME TO GIVE YOU LIFE, AND THAT MORE ABUNDANTLY.” "I" COME! It is the "I" of you, the I that is
your TRUE I-dentity, that comes and is come in this moment speaking words of LIFE to you. Reject me and
you reject MY FATHER. You reject the GOD-CONSCIOUSNESS! You reject LIFE.
Not only DOES GOD PROVIDE, but GOD IS PROVISION! SUBSTANCE! The provision for all things is YOUR
VERY TRUE AND LIVING SELF! There is a "surrendering all" that must take place of your "little self,” in order
to realize LIFE ABUNDANTLY. You must truly cast the care of ALL on THE ONE I AM! ALL, not some, ALL.
Only then will you prove what you cannot prove. Only then will you know TRUTH, not "about" truth. Stop the
pretense. Stop saying one thing and living another, talking about TRUTH, but living the LIE!
I cannot tell you what TRUTH IS, but if you desire TRUTH, if you can hear, if you are listening, you will hear it
and recognize it in your own heart as you continue to read and do yourself a favor and reread. As I share with
you, I am not putting myself above you in any way, because remember, there is no "you and me.” We are
ONE, the SELF-SAME "I" appearing as everything and everyone. No one can be taught TRUTH, but hearing
IT, and hearing it repeatedly in various ways will begin to help you recall something you already know.
I am no different than you are. I have no degrees in theology or philosophy, but I have the same credentials as
you. My credentials are established on a need to know basis! Circumstances forced me to my knees, crying
out for the TRUTH, disappointed by "life" as I had believed it to be. Disappointed with everything "man" had