After years of self introspection I found
that I communicate only on superficial
levels of my consciousness. I give vent to
the responses in my autonomic, limbic and
central nervous system; which are
subjective and hence not absolute truth and
the expression in a given language is also
far too limited.
I am tempted or propelled from time to
time to communicate. But doubts about
acceptability, fear of condemnation,
apprehension about fall in my own
evaluation, inability to probe my own
subconscious stratum, shyness to accept the
basal aspects publicly and ignorance about
not merely intricacies, but also the simple
facts going on in my body tissues and cells;
make me unable to communicate the truth.
As a result, adulations and money
could not satisfy me.
However this understanding is giving
me the much needed great relief that I
can now live and interact with greater
fidelity to my innate core. Is this a
result of NAMASMARAN?