New Awakenings By Donna Angelle Dedicated to Leah, Travis and Zane
Take nothing in here as truth. Walk your own pathand ﬁnd your own truth. Use this as one person’s experience.
Awakening, what is it? Awakening... what is it? Know God and Yourself in infinity. If you reach this state while living, you have awakened. Now you can become. What will you become? What is for your best self? Who are you? Who am I? Start here. God is. When you know Him you will giggle. You can become like the laughing buddha.
Awakening, what is it? con’t Now is imagination with action. My master’s message to me when he signed his book was, “If happiness be in your destiny, you need not be in a hurry.”I did not understand that quote quite the same way as I learned of it 20 years after the fact...He knew my destiny would be happy. Calm, easy. After storms. Face your demons. Let go. Breathe out Haaa
Day Two. The time of the crone I looked into the mirror today There were folds over my eyes frown wrinkles on my mouth smile lines at my temple and gray hair upon my head Somewhere along the way, I got oldThis is my first time thinking about crone years I have a cup of coffee and pull my hair back The crone has slipped away Sunday 11:11 am 3/11/2012
Waiting Waiting on the LordHe must be waiting on me as well to change direction to repent to turn
The Tiger and the Dragon Who are they? In our schools our students would wear tiger and dragon patches on the sleeves of their uniforms.In the show Kung Fu from the 70’s the hero had to grab a hot urn with the tiger on one side and a dragon on the other After he walked several feet with this burning urn, a tattoo formed through the scars gained from the burns.
The Tiger and the Dragon Thankfully we just had patches We learned of the ... Tiger Dragon Leopard Snake Crane
The Tiger and the DragonIf you look at your body structure you will see which animal suits you best. We learn many other animals including one drunken monkey. You will favor a style based upon your shape. You will learn them all however. Why do I picture the tiger and the dragon together in the yin yang? Tiger is inside Dragon is outside Tiger is strong Dragon is supple One of the tiger’s strengths is his claw One of the dragon’s strengths is his whip Their speed is unquestionable
Focus This dragon brings an eye Awakening What is awakeningWe can now certainly see ourselves butawakening becomes seeing ourselves as God sees us Seeing Him Our eye is focused
Find No Time I have heard of two energies... These must be our yin and our yang Without time yin yang will be meaningless Find no timewhen you seek the core you find the yin and the yang the core is deeper still integrate your selves become one Balance
My DaysLong lazy days where time passes slowly Each day spent One after the other Closed inside waiting for the sunshine to melt the cold in bright rays
Time I get tired, bone weary tired. Time to sleep.Life becomes steady and smooth. Time becomes slow. Time to rest.
The Sabbath I’m writing this ... Today is also St. Patrick’s Day. Wear green or the leprechaun pinches you. How do we observe the sabbath? I do something different saturday. I try not to work... like this. But then is this work? Or is this an extension of my mindAs my fingers tap to the time of the song playing Is working making that picture above? What is working?
The Sabbath What is sabbath? Don’t go outside. O.k. Don’t light a fire This is where the trouble startsMake preparations the previous day Are electronics a light?
Chance Chance is a horse we knew in Arizona. He lived with us for a while He would hip check me when I delivered his hay Life is ironic My ex husband wrote a bookIt was like when my sister showed up in Louisiana with brown hair and I showed up with blond The last time anyone had seen us we were opposite My ex-husband and I are connected still it seems. I’m glad I got my book out before I saw his. Anyway, strange day Checking out
Cycles Cher sings in the background baby its all or nothing You go girl I chose myself What does that mean? I found two people I am currently trying to integrate them Am I supposed to integrate them?I would think one me is better than two me’s one black the other white
Cycles Will we stop the circle? Will we be off the cycle? As one can we be free? Does the pain stop when my wings are let loose?I know there are two I’ve seen them.That means there are at least three. Who saw the other two?
Adam and Eve Adam was busy naming all of God’s creatures. He noticed there were none like him. God made Eve.How did Adam know right away that Eve was for him? She was the yin to his yang. They fit together just as his rib had joined his body. Her voice. It resonated with his. Harmonic Resonance.
Epiphany DayJanuary 6th is epiphany day in parts of the world. This is my own version. I haven’t looked up the official version yet. Imagine has it’s own category. Seriously. We are going to open up and turn the lights on for both sides of your brain, together.
This is all true.Fact is far more fascinating than ﬁction. Ipromise you.
Epiphany DayThis is the day the wise men met Jesus.
This is the day to imagine. Imagine you meet Jesus. He is standing right in front of you. You are expecting Him. You have been following His star. You can hear the angels singing. You have read all the prophesies.
Imagine JesusYou meet Jesus.You stand in front of Him.You know that He is completely man and completelyGod.You can hear the angels sing.Love. All Love.Imagine.
Epiphany Day• Stand face to face with God.• He already knows who you are.• Who are you?• Who do you see when you look in the mirror?• Now stand further away.• Who do you see?
Epiphany Day• The clarion call.• It gives you a headache.• Imagine standing under the bell at the Olympics.• It is rung for the world to hear.• That is the like the clarion call.• Keep a bottle of aspirin around.
The Dragon Lady• The dragon lady is kind of like Columbo.• He always kept returning until the job was ﬁnished.• The dragon lady always circles back.• She is the one with the children, old ones and those who are disabled.
The dragon lady’s life• She was born of a man from Louisiana and a mother who was born in Boston.• These two married even though the sailor from Louisiana climbed out of the bathroom window of a bar to get away from the red head from Boston on their very ﬁrst date.• On their wedding day he lost clumps and clumps of hair.• She always had a terrible rash on her legs.
The Dragon awakened more• She had wings.• She had climbed her own mountain.• She owned herself.
Meet yourself before...• ...you meet your master.
God and you• Do not test God, test yourself.• He’ll give you help anytime.
Increase I ching told me to increase... sort of. Everything like the I Ching comes with a Monkey’s paw. I am at the point of the dragon and the monkey. Monkey snatches peach from dragon’s tooth. I am a dragon who is moving from more of a turtle. I have been considering the similarities between the two.I would think that the dragon’s armor is stronger than a turtle’s shell.
Holographic Universe I get it now. We do live in a holographic universe. Most importantly to say now is that we are not a contained body.We open to the universe completely just as light shining off of the c.d. as you hold it in your hand. Imagine that c.d. permeating our existence. That c.d. becomes our existence without the plastic. The c.d. becomes layers which carry on through to infinity in every direction. We don’t need the plastic. We can use light energy.
Earth Angels Some of us will become Earth Angels. Some of us will get upgraded bodies. We are to become higher than angels. I think we are specially here to help earth and her children in these last days. Hopefully things become clearer and clearer. Right now I am the lotus still in the mud.Those who choose satan’s path remain human as they are now.
Breathing We are standingWe are represented as bottom 1/2 yang top 1/2 yin In through yang up and out through yin Spiral switch at chi area Center
Awakening to the Cosmos I finally achieved what I have been trying to achieve for over 30 years, 37 to be exact. I reached oneness with the cosmos. I was embraced and shared intimacy. But I am getting ahead of myself.I have been meditating for 37 years. When I was 18 I was hypnotized and was traumatized during the session. As a result, Ibecame blinded to my inner sight or my mind’s eye. All I could see for all those years was black. At the very best I saw shades ofgray, nothing more.Recently I came in contact with a man who works with blocked energy through using water for his medium. All I can say is that thisman worked nothing short of miracles on my body and in my mind. I immediately felt the effects of his work and began to meditatestronger and more clearly. He was able to clear up the blocks in my mind from the hypnotist. He also noticed that my heart let in butwas very heavy, suffocating and would not flow outwards. I knew this to be true from experience.After all of this I brought up a problem I’ve been suffering from since I’ve been 39 years old. I have been diagnosed as havingbipolar disorder. Bipolar is when your emotions and moods can go from very depressed and low to very manic and high. Aftersuffering for so many years and watching my family suffer along with me I was desperate for him to try and help me with it. He saidhe could “cure” it. I was skeptical but more than willing to try anything, literally.First he worked on me himself. He said he found two energies. I told him I had learned that in meditation but didn’t know what itmeant. Afterwards I looked it up. On the following pages is an article which I found to explain exactly what was happening to me!Then he told me to work on myself in what he calls the ethers. He explains this place as the place where all of our energy meetsand he allows you to connect with him. If he doesn’t allow you to he said you will not like the feeling you get if you try.His site is ModernDayMystic.com Yes, I too thought the name was ironic considering my first book but I chalked it up to anotherproof of the cosmic consciousness that we all pull information from.
Two Energies, One Body - Balance Your Male - Female SidesWhat is the big mystery of the male and female sides of the body? Why do we need to be aware of this? The body isenergetically divided into two parts. The right and the left, male and female dominated sides. This is not a new concept, it hasan origin in eastern philosophies like Buddhism, Yoga, and you can even find ancient writings that the Mayan civilization wasaware of the power of maintaining balance between these two opposite energies.The Buddha taught it quite clearly. Each human being has a right and left hemisphere in the brain, which we classify as maleand female, the right being female, left being male. The left or male side is in charge of the right side of the body and the rightbrain or female side is in charge of the left side of the body.The Maya placed themselves and their environment into categories that allowed them to order and manipulate their world. Theyfrequently categorized using the basic complementary pairing of male/female, and right/left.In yoga, male energy (the sun), is referred to as Shiva, and is the form of the universe. Male energy is the domain of the rightside of the body. Whereas female energy (the moon), is referred to as Shakti, and is the force of the universe. The femaleenergy is the domain of the left side of the body.The significant importance is that as one person we need to be in constant balance to be able to achieve the best of our world,mental physical and emotional. Both sides, male and female have to attain a harmonious whole.The male side is usually connected to our rationality, logic, linear thinking, and understanding. The female side is connected tofeelings, nurturing, caring, compassion, love, and all the emotional qualities. Each of us has sides, the emotional and the mentalcapacity. Very few people develop both equally, therefore their cart often topples. Emotionalism is just as much a danger asthinking without being in touch with ones feelings. That too can go very much astray.
Two Energies, One Body - Balance Your Male - Female SidesA person who goes too far on the side of rational thinking has to learn to balance with feelings, the female side. Anyone whothinks to the extent where the experience of feelings is hardly known has to practice much mindfulness of feelings. On the otherhand, the female side is often emotionalism. This means we are carried away by our emotions and consequently our thinking isimpaired. The quality of logical thinking, of delving into a thought process and being able to analyze, is not possible when theemotions are at the forefront.During yoga practice, the goal is to observe and understand the dance between Shiva and Shakti. In this dance Shiva andShakti flow in balance with each other are bringing balance to the physical, emotional, and spiritual aspects of the yogi.When we experience blockages, or imbalances within our male/female essence or energy the results can be disastrous andharmful to our physical body as well as our mental body.For example there is a belief that manic depression is common and occurs when the right and left energies are uncontrolled orout of balance. When a person is stuck on the right, the male manic side, then the body becomes wiry and thin and heartattacks become prevalent. When stuck on the left, the female depressive side the person becomes lethargic and fat and easilydepressed. The physical base of these energies is the perineum in the male and the vulva in the female. Their other controlpoint is the left and right nostrils. Blocked nostrils and mucus can show a blockage of these energies.
Two Energies, One Body - Balance Your Male - Female SidesThere can also be outward signs of imbalances, notice to see if you are having issues withmales or females in your life and your body will begin to manifest these imbalances in the form of maladies. Issues with males may resultin simple things like stubbing your toe on the right foot, hurting your right elbow. The same goes with the opposite side of the body.Issues with females manifest in the left side of your body.The balancing of male and female energy needs to be seen as connecting heart with mind. Energy and concentration have to balance. Inyoga the practice is to begin to allow the energy to realign itself with the body. Meditation is one of the most effective tools that can beused to connect and balance the male/female energies. Yoga is used to prepare the body for meditation thus increasing the ability tohave these energies find their space and begin to realign, to balance, to find harmony. Chakra balancing is an effective way in which toalign those energies. Other very effective tools for connecting and balancing are Reiki, Watsu and pranayama work.It is interesting that this knowledge that has been with us through many centuries and was common place then to detect bodily, mentaland spacial ills should be so foreign and mysterious to us in this so called "advanced" civilization. I believe that more and more as weenter the age of "inspirato" we will begin to learn how to listen and connect with our own energy. Only then will we begin to feel thebalance and healing that comes from this.Marti Angel, MAhttp://www.angelhealthinc.comHer blog-- http://www.martiangel.comArticle Source: http://EzineArticles.com/?expert=Marti_Angel
Awakening to the Cosmos con’t One particular time he told me to first work on the energy in my skull. As I did this I felt the energy moving on one side and then on the other. I felt it spiraling in various directions on either side. I felt movement to bring the two sides together just like they were being sewn up from the back. I then felt both sides together. Spiraling energy flowed through both sides at the same time.I have had two dents in my skull from what I believe to be forceps from the doctor when I was being delivered... they are gone. I was bornwith a small lump on my nose which is normal and I kind of liked it. My nose has been broken twice and the lump was gone. After thatsession, the lump returned. I only tell you these things because they are physical proof to me that I stepped over a threshold. I made astep in an amazing forward direction.This mystic then told me to work on the energy coming up through my body and outward through my skull. As the energy was moving I feltblockages along the way but as long as I kept breathing and “pushing” upwards through with my breathing the blocks were removed. WhenI got to my heart however it was a different story. My heart was covered by something so heavy that I had no hope of doing it alone. Icalled out for help and it lifted. My heart felt better but not completely healed. To understand how I was feeling the thought of Jesus talkingabout a millstone around your neck came to mind but this time I felt as though it had crushed my heart.When the session was over I knew I had made more strides than ever before. I felt balanced, my head was ringing on both sides at thesame time, I felt open, my whole body felt free but for a small twinge in my heart. I figured this had to do with my old heart attack and thepains I had often. I told him about this and asked him to read my energy if he would. He wouldn’t. He tested me instead. :DFirst though, he took the pain from my heart away. It has been gone since. His test was well, you feel balanced and open, what do you donow? I went into a session. This was one like I had never experienced before and may never experience again.First I saw the mystic. I think he was surprised to see me. I began laughing and apologizing at the same time. I simply couldn’t stoplaughing because I was so happy. I apologized because I kind of knew I was too close to his personal space. I told him if that was the casehe needed to tell me since I had never been here before and he was the one who helped me get here. Then I went past him and upwards.
Awakening to the Cosmos con’t Then I found myself on top of what would look like as an energy fountain and I was inside the very pinnacle. I went through the hole at the very top and came out of the fountain and was open and free in the open cosmos... the stars, the galaxies, the entire universe it seemed. Before me I saw a man’s form, it seemed like a male representation of the cosmos and I became a female representation. We embraced and kissed. I felt our bodies merge together as one then I moved to a golden infinite sea. I lay on top of the sea in one place as it rushed past me. I felt all the energy in that sea flow through every part of my body as it came up through my feet and traveled up throughout my body. I was filled with complete and total ecstasy.You might think I came out of this experience thinking this was the most amazing thing that could have ever happened to meand that this is what a Buddha might feel or something at the very least. I might be able to become a guru, right?That’s not what I came away with however. I came away with the distinct feeling that I had made it almost to the top of themountain. And I had but one more ridge left and Jesus was over the last ridge. God had allowed me to get to the top of theother paths but I have already met Jesus. I knew He was more for me than all of that. ALL of it. I bet you won’t believe it.That’s where faith comes in.
Cosmic Consciousness Meeting Consciousness is ecstasy Somehow my experience was lacking Not the experience itself, that was pure ecstasy. The feelings after. I am feeling rushed. I realized why. It is time. Now. We will all have a relationship with God now.
The Mountain We are for a reason. Adam and Eve chose this path for us.They ate from the one tree that God told them not to eat from. The penalty? Climb that mountain, blindfolded. If you fall or jump off the mountain you get to start over, to reach the top of a mountain. Everyone has their own mountain to climb. There are many paths up the mountain. They all go up their individual ways, This way and that. The Tao... Yin and Yang.
The Mountain con’t Hinduism, Jainism, Buddhism and Sikhism just in India alone. Then you have uniquely American ones like Scientology, Book of Miracles, Mormonism, Jehovahs Witnesses and Pentecostals to name a few. We have world-wide cults. All of these are climbing a mountain.
The Mountain con’t That mountain is you. Only you. You cannot turn around and say you have it. Until you reach the top and have it. What is it? It is the pearl! The pearl made it to the top of the mountain with a dragon. The dragon usually has a monkey on his back. Not one of these things make it to the top.Not one of these things has the pearl but one does and even says so in writing. The Bible
Archetypes We live our lives living our days with Archetypes.When you find yourself seeing the same kind of person coming in and out of your life that is one of your archetypes. They are there with you in a mutual learning lesson. The Bible is full of Archetypes.
"What is a theophany? What is a Christophany?"A theophany is a manifestation of God in the Bible that is tangible to the human senses.In its most restrictive sense, it is a visible appearance of God in the Old Testament period, often, but not always, in human form.I’ve included this because not many people realize that God and Jesus show up all throughout the Bible.
Jesus said... Jesus said we would move mountains. The mountain is ourselves, OURSELVES.We must move ourselves to get to the top. No one else can do it for you. This is your task on earth. Move yourself up your mountain. Easy, right? Right?
E-ticketJesus is the E-Ticket. The short line. The path to the top with no waiting. The other paths are distractions. Fun, nice, trappings, haunted houses... Winding, they take a long time. Jesus’ path goes straight to the top. He gives you the pearl. You give it to Peter at the gates It’s the Key!
My Awakening Consciousness Awakening is being above your sub-conscious. Your sub-conscious is working automatically and for your purposes is asleep. In awakening states you rise above it. In dreaming and out of body you rise out of it. We quickly return. As I sit writing awakened and vibrating with ideas I wonder, how long will these ephanies last. Am I doomed once again to have the veil of sleep cover my eyes? I write feverishly so that nothing is lost.
Sub-Consciousness Our sub-conscious is our dragon Our strength, our fortitude,our ability to stand in the face of adversity. Do we move or do we stand and move? What do we do? We are ruled by ourselves. Who are you? How do you rule yourself? The kingdom is you. “The kingdom is within you.” - Jesus
Disneyland and... JesusIve been to Disney World and Disney Land more than a few times each. They are fun but the lines... If you have never been to Disney Land youve never experienced line efficiency quite like Disney has accomplished it. You will wait in them for 3 to 4 hours for a 5 minute ride but boy are they efficient! One year we brought my mother who was very handicapped and she had to be pushed around in awheelchair. We didnt realize what this wheelchair gave us. It gave us a free pass straight to the front of the line and we went straight on the ride! Imagine our delight at missing 4 hour waiting times.Another year we went and we were sure to take my mother. She was our straight to the front pass. We had the wheelchair we could go to the front. Now other patrons had figured this out though and they wanted toget in on the free pass to the front. So they faked injuries to get a wheelchair. One time they actually ran out of wheel chairs. Disney figured this out and made everyone in a wheelchair go to a separate line but they had to wait the same amount of time as everyone else. Well anyway, back to these lines and why everyone wanted to try and circumvent them...They moved... endlessly it seemed... back and forth... back and forth... sometimes in the sun... sometimes in the shade... sometimes you could see something interesting... sometimes not... sometimes it was raining...kids were always impatient and crying... or they were playing... or they were asleep... Parents always looked tired. Then eventually they get on the ride only to find another one with an equally long line...
Disneyland and... JesusWhat if a man came up to you and said if you follow me I have a way to the front of the line and you can get straight in? No extra payment is necessary. No wheelchair is necessary but you can have one. You dont have to be special, just follow me. Not only will you get to go on the ride but you will meet Mr Disney himself afterward in his studio.(pretend hes still alive in this analogy) Would you skip the 4 hour line? Disney Lands lines are representative of those many, many paths up the mountain and the man who comes to bring you to the front of the line is Jesus. His gift is free and he goes higher still...