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Ek Anokha Bandhan     “Ye main kaha hun. main to apne kamre mein neend ki goli ley kar shoyi thi.                  main ya...
bhi problem ho sakti thi.              “Kya ye mujh se koyi badla ley raha hai ?” Zarina sochti hai. Achaanak zarina ki na...
“paagal ho gayi ho kya… kaha ja rahi ho.. dange ho rahe hain baahar. Insaan… bhediye            ban chuke hain.. tumhe dek...
Zarina thappad ki chot se ladkhada kar gir jaati hai aur phoot-phoot kar rone                                      lagti h...
“Hat bhi jao…jab banaana nahi aata to kaise bana loge”                                 “Ek shart par hatunga”             ...
banaaungi”    Aditya bhi man mein sochta hai, “kya khel hai kismat ka? jish ladki ko dekhna    bhi pasand nahi karta tha, ...
baat ki chinta mat karna, main jaldi hi aa jaaunga”                              “Apna khyaal rakhna aditya”             “...
ki. kisi na kisi baat ke bahaane vo ek dusre ke saath baithe rahte hain. man hi man dono chaahte hain ki kaash kisi tarah ...
“Main bhi tumhaare saath aa raha hun”                                        “Sach!!!!”      “Aur nahi to kya… main kya ai...
“Aur nahi to kya… isi bahaane tumhaara saath thoda aur mil jaayega”                           Zarina ye sun kar muskura de...
jaate kuch kahogi nahi" aditya ne kaha.    “Aditya ab kya kahun…tumhaara sukriya karun bhi to kaise, samajh nahi aata”“Suk...
deekha pata…Kya vo bhi mujhe pyar karti hai? Lagta to hai. Par kuch kah nahi                 sakte”aditya chalte-chalte so...
“Aisa mat kaho… main vaapis kyon nahi aati. Ammi,abba aur fatima ko to kho chuki                       hun, tumhe nahi kho...
Jeendagi ki kathore sachaeeyon ka saamna unhe abhi karna tha.                              “vaapis chale kya zarina?”  “tu...
Dono auto pakad kar laxminagar pahunchte hain aur vaha ek hotel mein kamra le lete  hain. Raat ghir aayi hai aur pyar ke d...
hota hai pyar ka. Lekin aise naazuk vakt mein thodi si bhi galat fahmi ya takraav pyar ko  minto mein kadvaahat mein badal...
“laal kila nahi dekha maine ab tak chalo vahi chalte hain.” Aditya ne kaha.    “maine dekha hai ek baar. Tumhaare saath de...
“ye non veg meri aankho ke aage se hata lo. Mujhe glaani hoti hai. Kaise kha sakti ho                      tum ek jeev ko....
Aditya fauran uth kar baahar aa gaya. Aditya ko saamne hi hanumaan ji ka mandir deekhaayi diya aur vo mandir mein ghuss ga...
bahut bhaari ho raha tha. vo kayi baar wash room mein aakar chuchaap subak subak kar                                      ...
“mujhe bhook nahi hai mausi abhi.” Zarina ne kaha.“chal theek hai. Jab teri icha ho tab kha lena….theek hai. Thoda araam k...
mein nahi kaha ja sakta. Ye baat koyi pyar karne wala hi samajh sakta hai.Subah hote hote aditya aur zarina dono ka hi gus...
gaye hain hamein nahi pata.”                   Zarina chehra latkaaye huve hotel se baahar aa gayi. “mera jara sa bhi wait...
“main hi bevkoof thi jo nikal padi subah subah ushke liye jo mujhe chod kar ja chuka hai. Itna bedardi niklega ye aditya m...
Yahi haal kuch zarina ka tha. zarina bhi ush vakt apne room mein bistar par padi thi.            Ushka bhi aisa hi haal th...
aayi jishmein dono kaagaz aur kalam lekar baith gaye aur kuch likhne ki thaan li. Zarinako to aditya ka address pata hi th...
fauran khana khaaye bina baahar aa gayi thi. Bahut dhunda tumhe par tum to ja chuke  the. Kya yahi pyar tha tumhaara. Main...
Zarina ye shunte hi bistar se uth gayi. “mere liye khatt kaun bhej sakta hai. Kahi aditya ne             to nahi bheja. Pa...
mil gaya hoga shukun mujhe tadpa ke.  Ek baat aur kahni thi. Aaj maine tumhaari khaatir vo kiya jo main kabhi nahi kar sak...
Pyar ke dushman hazaar hote hain. Pyar ko duniya ki nazar bhi lag jaati hai. Bahut khusthe zarina aur aditya ek dusre ka p...
“ho sakta hai vo ghar par na ho kahi baahar gayi ho.”  “ho sakta hai? Par yaar ushki lene ki tammana dil mein hi rah gayi....
ghar pahuncha to ushne aditya ko vaha khun se latpath paaya. Turant kishi tarah            ambulance bulaayi ushne aur adi...
“kaun?” “emran naam hai ushka. Yahi padosh mein rahta hai. acha ladka hai. Tere baare mein      bataaya maine ushe. Bahut ...
Emran ne kaha.   “bahut bahut shukriya aapka magar hum ush baare mein baat nahi karna chaahte.”“samajh sakte hain hum. Guj...
“khuda hafiz beta. Aate rahna.”     “khuda hafiz zarina ji. Hum phir milenge.” Emran ne mushkuraate huve kaha.            ...
kya pata tha ki jishe vo dhund rahi hai vo ish vakt coma mein hai aur shaayad gahri neend                            mein ...
Tum ruk gaye ye dekh kar. Tumhe laga koyi aur hai. chaate ke kaaran shaayad tum mujhe pahchaan nahi paaye the. Aaye bike k...
Dubaara nahi uthi zarina balcony mein jaane ke liye. Thak haar kar ushki aankh lag gayithi. sho gayi bechaari tadap-tadap ...
Mausi ki awaakj shun kar unka beta shamim vaha aa gaya aur bola, “ammi kya huva?”           “11 baj gayein hain aur ye lad...
Mausi baahar aati hai aur emran se kahti hai, “beta vo to behosh padi hai ander. doctor ko                                ...
jimmedari ka bojh hatega. Umar ho chali hai meri. Jeendagi ka kya bharosa. Jeetni jaldi   zarina ka ghar bas jaaye acha ha...
mein dhyaan vyan sab gum ho jaata hai shaayad. Jab ushne mausi ke haath mein aditya kicheethi dekhi to vo cheellayi, “maus...
“shamim aur ushke abba ko pata chala to salma ki tarah kaat daalenge ishe bhi. Ye ladkiaisa karegi hamne socha bhi nahi th...
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Ek Anokha Bandhan  Aditya ko ye dhyan bhi nahi tha ki vo ek saal baad hosh mein aaya hai. Coma se uthe vyakti ke liye sama...
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  1. 1. Ek Anokha Bandhan “Ye main kaha hun. main to apne kamre mein neend ki goli ley kar shoyi thi. main yaha kaise aa gayi ? kiska kamra hai ye ?” aankhe khulte hi zarina ke man mein hazaaron sawaal ghumne lagte hain. Ek anjaana bhaiy uske man ko gher leta hai. Vo kamre ko bade gor se dekhti hai. "kahi main sapna to nahi dekh rahi" zarina sochti hai. "nahi nahi ye sapna nahi hai...par main hun kaha?" zarina hairaani mein pad jaati hai.Vo himmat karke dheere se bistar se khadi ho kar dabe paanv kamre se baahar aati hai. "bilkul shunshaan sa maahol hai...aakhir ho kya raha hai." zarina ko saamne bane kitchen mein kuch aahat shunaayi deti hai. "kitchen mein koyi hai...kaun ho sakta hai....?"zarina dabe paanv kitchen ke darvaaje par aati hai. Ander khade ladke ko dekh kar ushke hosh ud jaate hain. “arey ! ye to aditya hai… ye yaha kya kar raha hai...kya ye mujhe yaha ley kar aaya hai...ishki himmat kaise huyi” zarina darvaaje par khade khade sochti hai. Aditya uska class mate bhi tha aur padosi bhi. Aditya aur zarina ke parivaaron meinbilkul nahi banti thi. aksar aditya ki mammi aur zarina ki ammi mein kisi na kisi baat ko ley kar kaha suni ho jaati thi. In padosiyon ka jhagda pure mohalle mein mashur tha. Aksar inki bhidant dekhne ke liye log ikkatha ho jaate the. Zarina aur aditya bhi ek dusre ko dekh kar bilkul khus nahi the. Jab kabhicollege mein vo ek dusre ke saamne aate the to muh pher kar nikal jaate the. Haalat kuch aisi thi ki agar unme se ek college ki canteen mein hota tha to dusra canteen mein nahighusta tha. Shukar hai ki dono alag alag section mein the. Varna class attend karne mein …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  2. 2. bhi problem ho sakti thi. “Kya ye mujh se koyi badla ley raha hai ?” Zarina sochti hai. Achaanak zarina ki nazar kitchen ke darvaaje ke paas rakhe flower pot par padi. Ushne dheere se flower pot uthaaya.Adiya ko apne peeche kuch aahat mahsus huyi to ushne turant peeche mud kar dekha. Jab tak vo kuch samajh paata... zarina ne ushke sar par flower pot de maara. Aditya ke sar se khun bahne laga aur vo ladkhada kar gir gaya. "tumhaari himmat kaise huyi mere saath aisi harkat karne ki." zarina cheellaayi. Zarina fauran darvaaje ki taraf bhaagi aur darvaaja khol kar bhaag kar apne ghar ke baahar aa gayi. Par ghar ke baahar pahunchte hi ushke kadam ruk gaye. Ushki aankhe jo dekh rahi thi ushe ush par vishvaas nahi ho raha tha. Vo thar-thar kaanpne lagi. Uske adh-jale ghar ke baahar uske abba aur ammi ki laash thi aur ghar ke darvaaje par uski choti bahan fatima ki laash nirvastra padi thi. gali main charo taraf kuch aisa hi maahol tha. Zarina ko kuch samajh nahi aata. uski aankho ke aage andhera chaane lagta hai aur vo phoot-phoot kar rone lagti hai. Itne mein aditya bhi vaha aa jaata hai.Zarina use dekh kar bhaagne lagti hai….par aditya teji se aage badh kar uska muh daboch leta hai aur use ghasit kar vaapis apne ghar mein laakar darvaaja band karne lagta hai.Zarina ko sofe ke paas rakhi hokey nazar aati hai.Vo bhaag kar use utha kar aditya ke pet mein maarti hai aur teji se darvaaja kholne lagti hai. par aditya jaldi se sambhal kar use pakad leta hai …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  3. 3. “paagal ho gayi ho kya… kaha ja rahi ho.. dange ho rahe hain baahar. Insaan… bhediye ban chuke hain.. tumhe dekhte hi noch-noch kar kha jaayenge” zarina ye sun kar hairaani se puchti hai, “d.d..dange !! kaise dange?” “Ek group ne train phoonk di…….. aur dusre group ke log ab ghar-baar phoonk rahe hain… charo taraf…ha-ha-kaar macha hai…khun ki holi kheli ja rahi hai” “Mere ammi,abba aur fatima ne kisi ka kya bigaada tha” ---zarina kahte huve subak padti hai “bigaada to un logo ne bhi nahi tha jo train mein the…..bas yu samajh lo ki karta koyi hai aur bharta koyi… sab raajnitik shadyantra hai” “tum mujhe yaha kyon laaye, kya mujh se badla ley rahe ho ?” “jab pata chala ki train phoonk di gayi to main bhi apna aapa kho baitha tha” “haan-haan minority ke khilaaf aapa khona bada aasaan hai”“mere ma-baap us train ki aag mein jhulas kar maare gaye, zarina...koyi bhi apna aapa kho dega.” “to meri ammi aur abba kaun sa zeenda bache hain.. aur fatima ka to rape huvalagta hai. ho gaya na tumhaara hisaab baraabar… ab mujhe jaane do” zarina rote huve kahti hai. “Ye sab maine nahi kiya samjhi… tumhe yaha utha laaya kyonki fatima ka rape dekha nahi gaya mujhse….abhi raat ke 2 baje hain aur baahar curfew laga hai. Maahol theek hone par jahaan chaahe chali jaana” “Mujhe tumhaara ahsaan manjoor nahi…main apni jaan de dungi” Zarina kitchen ki taraf bhaagti hai aur ek chaaku utha kar apni kalaayi ki nuss kaatne lagti haiAditya bhaag kar uske haath se chaaku cheen-ta hai aur uske muh par jor se ek thappad maarta hai. …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  4. 4. Zarina thappad ki chot se ladkhada kar gir jaati hai aur phoot-phoot kar rone lagti hai.“Chup ho jao.. baahar har taraf vahasi darinde ghum rahe hain.. kisi ko shak ho gaya ki tum yaha ho to sab gadbad ho jaayega”“kya ab main ro bhi nahi sakti… kya bacha hai mere paas ab.. ye aansu hi hain.. inhe to bah jaane do” Aditya kuch nahi kahta aur bina kuch kahe kitchen se baahar aa jaata hai.zarina rote huve vaapis ushi kamre mein ghuss jaati hai jishmein ushki kuch der pahle aankh khuli thi. ----------------------- Agli subah zarina uth kar baahar aati hai to dekhti hai ki aditya khaana bana raha hai. Aditya zarina ko dekh kar puchta hai, “kya khaaogi ?” “Zahar ho to de do” “Vo to nahi hai.. tute-phute paraanthe bana raha hun….yahi khaane padenge..….aaoouch…” aditya ki ungli jal gayi. “Kya huva…. ?” “Kuch nahi ungli zal gayi” “Kya pahle kabhi tumne khaana banaaya hai ?”“Nahi, par aaj…banaana padega.. ab vaise bhi mammi ke bina mujhe khud hi banaana padega ” Zarina kuch soch kar kahti hai, “hato, main banaati hun” “Nahi main bana lunga” …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  5. 5. “Hat bhi jao…jab banaana nahi aata to kaise bana loge” “Ek shart par hatunga” “Haan bolo” “Tum bhi khaaogi na?” “Mujhe bhook nahi hai”“Main samajh sakta hun zarina, tumhaari tarah maine bhi apno ko khoya hai. Par zeenda rahne ke liye hamein kuch to khaana hi padega” “Kiske liye zeenda rahun, kaun bacha hai mera?” “Kal main bhi yahi soch raha tha. Par jab tumhe yaha laaya to jaise mujhe jeene ka koyi maksad mil gaya” “Par mera to koyi maksad nahi………”“Hai kyon nahi? Tum is dauraan mujhe acha-acha khana khilaane ka maksad bana lo… vakt kat jaayega. Curfew khulte hi main tumhe suraksit jaha tum kaho vaha pahuncha dunga” – aditya halka sa muskura kar bolaZarina bhi uski baat par halka sa muskura di aur boli, “chalo hato ab…. mujhe banaane do” “Kya main kisi tarah delhi pahunch sakti hun, meri mausi hai vaha?” “Chinta mat karo, maahol theek hote hi sabse pehla kaam yahi karunga” Zarina aditya ki aur dekh kar sochti hai, “kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ki jish insaan se main baat bhi karna pasand nahi karti, uske liye kabhi khaana …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  6. 6. banaaungi” Aditya bhi man mein sochta hai, “kya khel hai kismat ka? jish ladki ko dekhna bhi pasand nahi karta tha, uske liye aaj kuch bhi karne ko taiyaar hun. Shaayad yahi insaaniyat hai” Dheere-dheere vakt beet-ta hai aur dono ache dost bante jaate hain. Ek dusre ke prati unke dil mein jo nafrat thi vo na jaane kaha gaayab ho jaati hai.Vo 24 ghante ghar mein rahte hain. Kabhi pyar se baat karte hain kabhi takraar se. kabhi hanste hain aur kabhi rote hain. Vo dono vakt ki kadvaahat ko bhulaane ki puri kosish kar rahe hain. Ek din aditya zarina se kahta hai, “tum chali jaaogi to na jaane kaise rahunga main yaha. Tumhaare saath ki aadat si ho gayi hai. Kaun mere liye acha-acha khaana banaayega. Samajh nahi aata ki main tab kya karunga?” “Tum shaadi kar lena, sab theek ho jaayega” “Aur phir bhi tumhaari yaad aayi to?” “To mujhe phone kiya karna” Zarina ko bhi aditya ke saath ki aadat ho chuki hai. Vo bhi vaha se jaane ke khyaal se pareshaan to ho jaati hai, par kahti kuch nahi. After one month: -- “Zarina, utho din mein bhi shoti rahti ho” “Kya baat hai? shone do na” “Curfew khul gaya hai. Main train ki ticket book kara kar aata hun. tum kisi …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  7. 7. baat ki chinta mat karna, main jaldi hi aa jaaunga” “Apna khyaal rakhna aditya” “Theek hai…sho jao tum kumbhkaran kahin ki…he..he..he….” “Vaapis aao main tumhe bataati hun” --- zarina aditya ke upar takiya fenk kar bolti hai Aditya hanste huve vaha se chala jaata hai. Jab vo vaapis aata hai to zarina ko kitchen mein paata hai “Bas 5 din aur…phir tum apni mausi ke ghar par hogi” “5 din aur ka matlab? ……Mujhe kya yaha koyi takleef hai?” “To ruk jao phir yahin…agar koyi takleef nahi hai to” Zarina aditya ke chehre ko bade pyar se dekhti hai. Uska dil bhaavuk ho uthta hai “Kya tum chaahte ho ki main yahin ruk jaaun?” “nahi-nahi main to majaak kar raha tha baba. Aisa chaahta to ticket kyon book karaata?” -- ye kah kar aditya vaha se chal deta hai. Use pata bhi nahi chalta ki uski aankhe kab nam ho gayi. Idhar zarina man hi man kahti hai, “tum rok kar to dekho main tumhe chhod kar kahin nahi jaaungi” Vo 5 din un dono ke bahut bhaari gujarte hain. Aditya zarina se kuch kahna chaahta hai,par kuch kah nahi paata. Zarina bhi baar-baar aditya ko kuch kahne ke liye khud ko taiyar karti hai par aditya ke saamne aane par uske hont sil jaate hain. Jish din zarina ko jaana hota hai, us se peechli raat dono raat bhar baate karte rahte hain. Kabhi college ke dino ki, kabhi movies ki aur kabhi cricket …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  8. 8. ki. kisi na kisi baat ke bahaane vo ek dusre ke saath baithe rahte hain. man hi man dono chaahte hain ki kaash kisi tarah baat pyar ki ho to acha ho. Par billi ke gale mein ghanti baandhe kaun ? Dono pyar ko dil mein dabaaye, duniya bhar ki baate karte rahte hain. Subah 6 baje ki train thi. vo dono 4 baje tak baate karte rahe. Baate karte-karte unki aankh lag gayi aur dono baithe-baithe sofe par hi sho gaye. koyi 5 baje Aditya ki aankh khulti hai. use apne paanv par kuch mahsus hota hai Vo aankh khol kar dekhta hai ki zarina ne uske pairo par maatha tika rakha hai “Arey!!!!!! ye kya kar rahi ho?” “apne khuda ki ibaadat kar rahi hun, tum na hote to main aaj hargiz jeenda na hoti”“Main kaun hota hun zarina, sab us bhagvaan ki kripa hai, chalo jaldi taiyaar ho jao, 5 baj gaye hain, hum kahin late na ho jaayein” Zarina vaha se uth kar chal deti hai aur man hi man kahti hai, “mujhe rok lo aditya” “Kya tum ruk nahi sakti zarina...bahut acha hota jo hum hamesa ish ghar mein ek saath rahte.” aditya bhi man mein kahta hai. Ek anokha bandhan dono ke beech jud chuka hai. ---------------------- 5:30 baje aditya, zarina ko apni bike par railway station ley aata hai. Zarina ko rail mein baitha kar aditya kahta hai, “ek surprise dun” “Kya? ” …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  9. 9. “Main bhi tumhaare saath aa raha hun” “Sach!!!!” “Aur nahi to kya… main kya aise maahol mein tumhe akele delhi bhejunga” “Tum insaan ho ki khuda…kuch samajh nahi aata” “Ek maamuli sa insaan hun jo tumhe…………” “Tumhe… kya?” zarina ne pyar se pucha “Kuch nahi” Aditya man mein kahta hai, “……….jo tumhe bahut pyar karta hai”Jo baat zarina sun-na chaahti hai, vo baat aditya man mein soch raha hai, aisa ajeeb pyar hai ushka.Train chalti hai. Aditya aur zarina khub baate karte hain….baato-baato mein kab vo delhi pahunch jaate hain….unhe pata hi nahi chalta Train se utarte vakt zarina ka dil bhaari ho uthta hai. Vo sochti hai ki pata nahi ab vo aditya se kabhi mil bhi paayegi ya nahi. “Arey soch kya rahi ho…utro jaldi” aditya ne kaha. Zarina ko hosh aata hai aur vo bhaari kadmo se train se utarti hai. “Chalo ab silampur ke liye auto karte hain” aditya ne ek auto waale ko ishaara kiya. “Kya tum mujhe mausi ke ghar tak chod kar aaoge?” …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  10. 10. “Aur nahi to kya… isi bahaane tumhaara saath thoda aur mil jaayega” Zarina ye sun kar muskura deti hai.Aditya ke ishaare se ek auto waala ruk jaata hai aur dono usme baith kar silampur ki taraf chal padte hain. Zarina raaste bhar kinhi gahre khayaalo mein khoyi rahti hai. aditya bhi chup rahta hai.Ek ghante baad Auto wala silampur ki market mein auto rok kar puchta hai, “kaha jaana hai… koyi pata-address hai kya?”“Hmm…..bhaiya yahi utaar do. Aditya, mausi ka ghar saamne wali gali mein hai” zarina ne kaha. "shukar hai tum kuch to boli." aditya ne kaha. "tum bhi to chup baithe the moni baba ban kar...kya tum kuch nahi bol sakte the.""acha-acha ab utro bhi...auto waala shun raha hai." dono ke beech takraar shuru ho jaati hai. Zarina auto se utarti hai. "aditya i am sorry par tum kuch bol hi nahi rahe the." "theek hai koyi baat nahi. Shaanti se apne ghar jaao...mujhe bhul mat jaanta." "tumhe bhulna bhi chaahun to bhi bhula nahi paaungi" "dekha ho gayi na apni baate shuru." aditya ne muskuraate huve kaha.Zarina ne ush gali ki aur dekha jishme ushki mausi ka ghar tha aur gahri saans li. "chalu main phir" Thodi der dono mein khaamosi bani rahti hai. Aditya zarina ko dekhta rahta hai. "jaate …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  11. 11. jaate kuch kahogi nahi" aditya ne kaha. “Aditya ab kya kahun…tumhaara sukriya karun bhi to kaise, samajh nahi aata”“Sukriya us khuda ka karo jisne hame insaan banaaya hai…. mera sukriya kyon karogi?”“Kabhi khaana bura bana ho to maaf karna, aur jaldi shaadi kar lena, tum akele nahi rah paaoge” “theek hai..theek hai….ab rulaaogi kya.. chalo jao apni mausi ke ghar”“Theek hai aditya apna khyaal rakhna aur haan maine jo us din tumhaare sar par flower pot maara tha uske liye mujhe maaf kar dena” “Aur us hokey ka kya?” Zarina Sharma kar muskura padti hai aur kahti hai, “haan uske liye bhi” “Theek hai baba jao ab…. log hamein ghur rahe hain”Zarina bhaari kadmo se mud kar chal padti hai aur aditya use jaate huve dekhta rahta hai.Vo ushe peeche se awaaj dene ki koshis karta hai par ushke muh se kuch bhi nahi nikal paata.Zarina gali mein ghuss kar peeche mud kar aditya ki taraf dekhti hai. Dono ek dusre ko ek dard bhari muskaan ke saath bye karte hain. Unki dard bhari muskaan mein unkaunkaha pyar ubhar aata hai. Par dono abhi bhi ish baat se anjaan hain ki vo na chaahte huve bhi ek anokhe bandhan mein bandh chuke hain. Pyar ke bandhan mein. Jab zarina gali mein ojhal ho jaati hai to aditya mud kar bhaari man se chal padta hai.“Pata nahi Kaise ji paaunga zarina ke bina main? Kaash! Ek baar ushe apna dil cheer kar …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  12. 12. deekha pata…Kya vo bhi mujhe pyar karti hai? Lagta to hai. Par kuch kah nahi sakte”aditya chalte-chalte soch raha hai. Achaanak use peeche se awaaj aati hai “Aditya!!! Ruko….” Aditya mud kar dekhta hai. Ushke peeche zarina khadi thi. Ushki aankho se aanshu bah rahe the. “Arey tum ro rahi ho… tumhe to apne, apno ke paas jaate vakt khus hona chaahiye”“Tum se jyada mera apna kaun ho sakta hai aditya… mujhe khud se dur mat karo” Aditya ki bhi aankhe chalak uthti hain aur vo daud kar zarina ko gale laga kar kahta hai, “kyon ja rahi thi phir tum mujhe chhod kar?” “Tum mujhe rok nahi sakte the?” zarina ne gusse mein pucha. “Rok to leta par yakin nahi tha ki tum ruk jaaogi” “Tum kah kar to dekhte” zarina subakte huve boli. “Ohh…zarina I Love You…” “pata nahi kyon.... but I Love you too aditya” zarina ne kaha. “Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ki vaapis kaise jaaunga” “Aur main soch rahi thi ki tumhaare bina kaise ji paaungi” “Acha huva tum vaapis aa gayi varna delhi se meri laash hi jaati” …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  13. 13. “Aisa mat kaho… main vaapis kyon nahi aati. Ammi,abba aur fatima ko to kho chuki hun, tumhe nahi kho sakti aditya” Unhe us pal Kisi baat ka hosh nahi rahta. Pyar aur hosh shaayad muskil se saath chalte hain. “Pata hai…main tumhe bilkul like nahi karta tha” “Main bhi tumse bahut nafrat karti thi” “Aisa kaise ho gaya? Ye sab sapna sa lagta hai” aditya ne kaha“Ye to pata nahi…par mujhe hamesha apne paas rakhna aditya, tumhaare bina main nahi ji sakti” “Tum meri jeendagi ho zarina, mere paas nahi to aur kaha rahogi”“Par ab hum jaayenge kaha…. mujhe nahi lagta ki hum dono us nafrat ke maahol mein rah paayenge?” “Chinta mat karo, pyar huva hai to is pyar ke liye koyi na koyi sukun bhara aasiyana bhi jaroor mil jaayega” dono haatho mein haath ley kar chal padte hain kisi anjaani raah par jiskimanjil ka bhi unhe nahi pata. Pyar ki raah par manjil ki vaise parvaah bhi kaun karta hai. Jis tarah nadi pahaad ko cheer kar apna raasta bana leti hai. Usi tarah pyar bhi is kathor duniya mein apne liye raaste nikaal hi leta hai. Tabhi shaayad itni nafrat ke baavjud bhi duniya mein pyar… aaj bhi zeenda hai. Ek Anokha BandhanAditya aur zarina ek dusre ka haath thaam kar chal diye. Par unhe jaana kaha tha ye votaiy nahi kar paaye the. Naya naya pyar huva tha vo dono abhi bas ushmein khoye the. …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  14. 14. Jeendagi ki kathore sachaeeyon ka saamna unhe abhi karna tha. “vaapis chale kya zarina?” “tumhe kya lagta hai log hamein vaha jeene denge. Main vaha nahi rah paaungi ab.” “par yaha hamaara kuch nahi hai. Ghar baar sab gujrat mein hi hai. Yaha pair jamaana mushkil hoga.” “hum koshis to kar hi sakte hain.” “theek hai aisa karte hain philhaal kishi hotel mein chalte hain aur thande deemag se sochte hain ki aage kya karna hai.”“haan ye theek rahega. Main bahut thak bhi gayi hun. Bahut joro ki bhuk bhi lagi hai.” “chalo pahle khana hi khaaya jaaye. Phir hotel chalenge.” “haan bilkul chalo.” Dono ek restaurant mein baith jaate hain aur shaanti se bhojan karte hain. “daal makhni ka koyi jawaab nahi. north india mein bahut popular hai ye.” “haan achi bani hai. Main ish se bhi achi bana sakti hun.” “tumne ghar to kabhi banaayi nahi.”“seekhungi na janaab tabhi na banaaungi. Mujhe yakin hai main ish se acha bana lungi.” Baato baato mein khana ho jaata hai aur dono ab ek hotel ki talaas mein nikalte hain. “yaha shaayad hi koyi acha hotel mile. Kahi aur chalte hain.” Zarina ne kaha. “tumhe kaise pata.” “janaab meri mausi ke yaha aati rahti hun main, pata kaise na hoga.” “oh haan bilkul. Chalo kahi aur chalte hain.” Aditya ne kaha. …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  15. 15. Dono auto pakad kar laxminagar pahunchte hain aur vaha ek hotel mein kamra le lete hain. Raat ghir aayi hai aur pyar ke do panchi raat mein aashiyana pa kar khus hain. Jab aditya aur zarina kamre ki taraf ja rahe hote hain to zarina kahti hai, “tumhe nahi lagta ki hamein do kamro ki jaroorat thi.” “kyon ab tum kya mujhse alag rahogi. Ish pyar ka koyi matlab nahi hai kya tumhaare liye.” “pyar huva hai shaadi nahi…he..he…he.” zarina ne hanste huve kaha. “shaadi bhi jald ho jaayegi. Tum kaho to abhi kar lete hain.” “nahi…nahi main majaak kar rahi thi. Chalo ander.” Zarina ne kaha. Room mein aate hi zarina bistar par pasar gayi aur boli, “ye bistar mera hai. Tum apna intezaam dekh lo.” “bahut khub …main kya fars par letunga.” Aditya bhi zarina ke baju mein aa kar late gaya. Zarina fauran bistar se uth gayi. “pyar ka matlab ye nahi hai ki hum ek saath shoyenge. Main sofe par ja rahi hun. Tum chain se leto yaha huh.”“arey ruko main majaak kar raha tha. Tum leto yaha. Sofe par main sho jaaunga.” Aditya bistar se uth jaata hai. “pakka…phir mat kahna ki maine bistar hatya liya.” Zarina mushkuraayi. “mera dil hatya liya tumne bistar to bahut choti cheez hai. Jaao aish karo.” Aditya bhi mushkuraya.Aisa pyar tha unka. Pyar aur takraar dono saath saath chal rahe the. Jab pyar hota hai to pyar ko tarah tarah se aajmaaya bhi jaata hai. Aisa hi kuch zarina aur aditya ke pyar kesaath hone wala tha. Vo dono to ish baat se bilkul anzaan the. Naya naya pyar huva tha.Aur naya pyar aksar sochne samajhne ki shakti khatam kar deta hai. Shurur hi kuch aisa …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  16. 16. hota hai pyar ka. Lekin aise naazuk vakt mein thodi si bhi galat fahmi ya takraav pyar ko minto mein kadvaahat mein badal sakti hai. Pyar itna gahra to hota nahi hai ki sambhal paaye. Ishliye naya naya pyar aksar shuruvaat mein hi bikhar jaata hai. Abhi tak to sabtheek chal raha lekin agle din aditya aur zarina ke pyar ka imtehaan tha. jishme paas hona bahut jaroori tha. Agle din dono bade pyar se uthe. Good morning wish kiya. Nahaaye dhoye. Breakfast kiya aur phir aage ka sochne lage. “aditya hamaari padhayi ka kya hoga.” “tabhi to main vaapis jaane ki soch raha tha. Ab to shaanti hai vaha.” “lekin main agar vaha tumhaare saath rahungi to log tarah tarah ki baate karenge.” “to kya huva hum shaadi karke rahenge ek saath yu hi thoda rahenge.” “lekin vaha abhi bhi tanaav bana huva hai. Aise mein hamaare rishte ko koyi nahi samjhega.” “phir aisa karte hain ki pahle padhaayi puri karte hain. Phir aage ka sochte hain.” “main kaha rahungi. Mera ghar to buri tarah jal chuka hai. Aur vaha koyi aur nahi hai jishke paas main ruk paaun.” “hostel hain na college ka dikkat kya hai.” “oh haan ye baat to maine sochi hi nahi. haan main hostel mein rah sakti hun.” “chalo chodo ye sab. Chalo ghum kar aate hain kahi. Aate huve vaapsi ki train ka ticket bhi book karva lenge.” “kahi hum jaldbaaji mein to faisla nahi le rahe.”“faisla to hamein lena hi hai. Mujhe ish se behtar raasta nahi lagta. Tum kuch sujha sakti ho to bolo.” “haan vaise hamaari padhayi ke lihaaz se ye theek hai…chalo kaha ghumne chaloge” Zarina ne kaha …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  17. 17. “laal kila nahi dekha maine ab tak chalo vahi chalte hain.” Aditya ne kaha. “maine dekha hai ek baar. Tumhaare saath dekhne mein aur maja aayega chalo.”dono laal kila ghumne nikal pade. Jab vo laal kile se baahar aaye to dono ko joro ki bhuk lag chuki thi. “aditya chalo ab khana khaaya jaaye. Ek restauran hai yahi paas mein vaha har tarah ka khana milta hai. Chalo.” Aditya aur zarina ek riksa le kar ush reastaurant par pahunchte hain. Lekin restauran kodekhte hi aditya soch mein pad jaata hai. Restaurant mein veg aur non-veg dono tarah kakhana tha. aditya tha pandit ishliye vo thoda soch mein pad gaya. Lekin zarina ki khaatir restaurant mein ghuss gaya. “zarina tum order do main wash room ho kar aata hun.” “kya loge tum ye to bataate jaao.” “manga lo kuch bhi.” Zarina ye to jaanti hi thi ki aditya vegitarian hai. Ushne ushke liye veg khana order kar diya aur apne liye chicken kadhaayi aur tandoori naan order kar diya. Yahi se saarimusibat shuru hone wali thi. Aditya jab tak vaapis aaya tab tak ushka khana aa chuka tha. jaise hi aditya baitha zarina ka order bhi aa gaya. Jab waiter ne chicken kadhaayi table par rakhi to aditya ki to aankhe phati rah gayi. Ushka man kharaab ho gaya. “ye tumne order kiya hai.” “haan…ye meri favorite dish hai.”“uff…main yaha ek minute bhi nahi baith sakta.” Aditya wash room ki taraf bhaagta hai.Ushe ulti aa jaati hai. Pandit hone ke kaaran vo hamesa non veg cheezo se dur hi raha tha. ushke saath aisa hona swabhaavik hi tha. Aditya vaapis aaya aur bola, “utho main yaha khana nahi khaaunga.” “kya ho gaya aditya kuch bataao to sahi. Baitho to.” …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  18. 18. “ye non veg meri aankho ke aage se hata lo. Mujhe glaani hoti hai. Kaise kha sakti ho tum ek jeev ko. Tumhe glaani nahi hoti” Zarina ne chicken kadhaayi par palet rakh di aur boli, “kaisi baat kar rahe ho. Ishme glaani ki kya baat hai.” aditya baith gaya aur bola, “main ye sab bardaast nahi kar sakta. Tumhe ye sab chodna hoga.” “kyon chodna hoga. Ye bhojan hai aur kuch nahi. I like it.” “par ye kishi ki hathya karke banta hai. Ye paap hai.” “pata nahi kaun si duniya mein ji rahe ho tum. maine to bahut pandato ko khaate dekha hai non veg.” “khaate honge par main bilkul nahi khaata.” “to mat khaao tum mujhe nahi rok sakte.” “tum samajhti kyon nahi. apne khaane ke liye kya kishi jeev ki hatya theek hai.”“mr aditya pandey ek baat bataao. Kya anaaz mein jaan nahi hoti. Kya paddy zeenda nahihoti. Jish ped se fruit tode jaate hain kya vo jeenda nahi hain. Mars par ghaas ka ek tinka bhi nahi ugta. Ek ghaas ka tinka bhi utna hi jeenda hai jitna ki chicken. Ab bataao kya kuch galat kaha maine.” “mujhe nahi pata lekin mujhe ye sab bardaast nahi hai.” “ye tumhaari problem hai meri nahi.” zarina ne kaha.Pyar badi jaldi apna haq jataane lagta hai. Yahi baat aksar takraav ka kaaran ban jaati hai. Aditya zarina par haq to jata raha tha par ushne galat vakt chun liya tha. zarina ke liyeapne bhojan ko defend karna swaabhaavik tha. ye baat aditya ki samajh mein nahi aa rahi thi. Zarina ki bhi galti thi. Vo ye nahi samajh pa rahi thi ki aditya ka reaction natural hai. Ushe bahas mein padne ki bajaaye thoda shaanti se kaam lena chaahiye tha. lekin ye baate kahni asaan hain aur karni mushkil. …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  19. 19. Aditya fauran uth kar baahar aa gaya. Aditya ko saamne hi hanumaan ji ka mandir deekhaayi diya aur vo mandir mein ghuss gaya.Zarina ko itna bura laga ki vo bhi bina khana khaaye bill pay karke baahar aa gayi. Baahar aakar aditya ko na paakar ushki aankho mein khun utar aaya. “bas itna hi pyar tha ishe mujhse. Chala gaya chod ke mujhe. Main aise insaan ke saath jeendagi nahi beeta sakti.”Gusse mein aksar hum sahi faisla nahi kar paate aur apni sochne samajhne ki taakat khobaithte hain. Zarina itne gusse mein thi ki ushne turant mausi ke ghar jaane ka faisla karliya. Ushne auto pakda aur silampur ki taraf chal padi. Halaanki ye baat aur thi ki raaste bhar ushki aankhe tapakti rahi. Aditya soch raha tha ki zarina ander chain se baith kar khana kha rahi hogi. Ishliye vomandir se araam se nikla. Ushne restaurant ke baahar se hi jhaank kar dekha. Zarina vahahoti to deekhti. Ushne ander aa kar pata kiya. Ushe bataaya gaya ki vo to khana kha kar chali gayi. Ab waiter bahut busy rahte hain. Unhe kya matlab kishi ne khana khaaya ya nahi. ushke muh se nikal gaya ki vo khana kha kar chali gayi. Aditya ke sheene par to jaise saanp late gaya.Ushne baahar aa kar dekha lekin zarina kahi deekhaayi nahi di. “ye pyar itni jaldi bhikhar jaayega maine socha nahi tha.”Aditya auto lekar hotel ki taraf chal diya. Ushe ummeed thi ki zarina ushe hotel mein himilegi. Lekin hotel pahunch kar vo dang rah gaya. Zarina vaha hoti to milti. Vo to apnimausi ke ghar pahunch bhi gayi thi aur vaha ushka bade joro ka swaagat bhi ho raha tha.Aditya bechaara akela bistar par late gaya. “shaayad vo chali gayi apni mausi ke yaha.Agar yahi sab karna tha to kal mere saath aayi hi kyon thi. Kal hi chali jaati. Chalo achahi huva. Ushke saath nibhaana vaise bhi mushkil tha.” ye baate aditya soch to raha tha lekin sochte sochte ushki anjaane mein hi aankhe bhar aayi thi.“zarina kyon kiya tumne mere saath aisa. Tum to aisi nahi thi. Mujhe chod kar chali gayi. Kya yahi pyar tha tumhaara. Main tumhe kabhi maaf nahi karunga.”Zarina aur aditya dono ko hi pyar ne badi gahri chot di thi. Idhar aditya ro raha tha udharzarina ki bhi haalat kharaab thi. Ushe logo ne gher rakha tha. ush se pucha ja raha tha ki vo dango se kaise bachi. Zarina aisi haalat mein nahi thi ki kuch bhi kahe. Ushka to dil …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  20. 20. bahut bhaari ho raha tha. vo kayi baar wash room mein aakar chuchaap subak subak kar royi.Ish tarah pyar ke imtehaan mein aditya aur zarina ka pyar fail ho gaya tha. aur ish failureke baad dono ka hi bahut bura haal tha. dono ke dilo mein ek dusre ke liye nafrat ubharne lagi thi lekin aankhe thi ki pyar mein aansu baha rahi thi. Pyar bhi ajeeb khel khelta hai. Ek Anokha Bandhan Pyar ko samajhna bahut mushkil kaam hai. Ye baat vahi samajh sakte hain jo kabhi pyar ke pachde mein pade hon. Zarina chali to aayi thi gusse mein apni mausi ke ghar lekinushke dil par aditya se dur ho kar jo beet rahi thi ushe sirf vo hi jaanti thi. Aisa nahi tha kinaraajgi door ho gayi thi ushki. Vo to jyon ki tyon barkaraar thi. lekin phir bhi rah-rah kar vo aditya ki yaadon mein kho jaati thi. Mausi ke yaha zarina ko gumsum dekh kar sabhi pareshaan the. Unhe lag raha tha kizarina jaroor kuch chupa rahi hai. Log andaaja laga rahe the ki shaayad dango ke dauraan kuch anhoni ho gayi hogi ushke saath, jishe vo chupa rahi hai. Ishliye logo ne ush se sawaal puchne band kar diye. Unhe kya pata tha ki zarina ki chupi ka kaaran aditya hai. Zarina koshis to khub kar rahi thi hansne ki mushkuraane ki lekin baar baar ushka Dil bhaari ho uthta tha.“beta tu kuch bol kyon nahi rahi hai. Jab se aayi hai gumshum si hai. Hamein bata to sahi ki kya baat hai.” Zarina ki mausi ne pucha. “mausi kuch nahi bas vaise hi pareshaan hun.” zarina ne kaha. “ammi aur abba ki yaad aa rahi hogi hai na. fatima ka shun kar bahut dukh huva mujhe. Allaa unhe maaf nahi karenge jinhone fatima ke saath ye sab kiya.”“mujhe vo sab yaad na dilaao mausi. Badi mushkil se bhuli hun main vo sab.” Bolte-bolte zarina ki aankho mein aansu utar aaye. Mausi ne zarina ko gale se laga liya aur boli, “meri pyari bachi…chal chod ye udaasi kuch khaa pee le.” …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  21. 21. “mujhe bhook nahi hai mausi abhi.” Zarina ne kaha.“chal theek hai. Jab teri icha ho tab kha lena….theek hai. Thoda araam kar le, bahut thak gayi hogi. Tere liye vahi kamra taiyaar karva diya hai jaha tu har baar aa kar rahti hai…theek hai.” “shukriya mausi” zarina mushkura di. Zarina kamre mein aa kar bistar par gir gayi aur phir aansuvo ka vo thoofaan utha kithamey nahi thama. “kyon kiya aditya tumne aisa mere saath. Bahut pyar karti hun tumhe mein…phir aakhir kyon” Ab zarina ke paas aditya to tha nahi jo koyi jawaab deta. Pyar ke gam mein dubi huyi zarina rote huve sawaal pe sawaal kiye ja rahi thi jinka ushe koyi jawaab nahi mil raha tha. Bahut rula raha tha pyar bechaari ko.Aditya ki bhi haalat kam naazuk nahi thi. Pet mein chunhe kood rahe the lekin majaal haiki muh pe khane ka naam aaye. Pyar bhook pyas sab bhula deta hai. Vo bhuke pet hotel ke bistar par pada huva karvate badal raha tha. pata nahi ushe aisa kyon lag raha tha kiabhi darvaaja khulega aur zarina ander aayegi. Jab bhi ushe apne kamre ke baahar aahat shunaayi deti to vo fauran uth kar dekhta.vo daaye-baaye har taraf bade gaur se dekhta. Ab zarina vaha hoti to deekhti. Har baar niraash aur hataash ho kar aditya vaapis apne bistar par gir jaata. Haalat to aditya ki bhi bilkul zarina jaisi hi thi bas fark itna tha ki ushki aankhe itni nahi baras rahi thi jeetni ki zarina ki. Haan ye baat jaroor thi ki ushkiaankho mein har vakt nami bani huyi thi. Aansu bhi tapakte the rah-rah kar jab dil bahut bhaavuk ho uthta tha. “zarina tumhe mujhe yu chod kar nahi jaana chaahiye tha. mere baare mein tumne ek baar bhi nahi socha. Kitna pyar karta hun tumhe aur phir bhi tumne aisa kiya. Tumhemaaf nahi kar paaunga main.” Aditya ne apni aankho ke neeche se aansuvo ki bundo ko punchte huve kaha. Dheere dheere kab raat ghir aayi pata hi nahi chala. puri raat zarina ko neend nahi aayi.Aditya bhi sho nahi paaya. Haan aisa hota hai. Pyar kabhi-kabhi neend bhi cheen leta hai. aisi naazuk haalat mein shona vaise bhi naamumkin tha.Pyar ki ek interesting baat ye bhi hoti hai ki sab naraajgi aur nafrat sirf upar ka deekhava hoti hai. Dil ki gahraayi mein kuch aisi tadap hoti hai ek dusre ke liye ki ushe shabdo …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  22. 22. mein nahi kaha ja sakta. Ye baat koyi pyar karne wala hi samajh sakta hai.Subah hote hote aditya aur zarina dono ka hi gussa thanda padne laga tha. zarina ne faisla kiya ki vo din nikalte hi hotel jaayegi aur aditya ke gale lag jaayegi aur ush se khub ladaayi karegi. Bas dikkat ki baat sirf ye thi ki vo ghar se nikle kaise. Koyi ushe akele kahi jaane nahi dega aur kishi ko saath lekar vo aditya ke paas ja nahi sakti thi. Ishliye jaise hi din nikla vo chupchaap ghar se nikal padi. Delhi mein auto to saari raat chalte hain. Subah subah auto milne mein koyi dikkat nahi huyi. Par dikkat ye aan padi ki auto wala zarina ko laxminagar ki bajaaye kahi aur hi le aaya. Darasal auto wala naya tha. ushe laxminagar ki location theek se pata nahi thi bas yu hi apne paise banaane ke chakkar mein chal pada tha andaaje se. “bhaiya ye kaha le aaye tum mujhe ye laxminagar to nahi lag raha.” “oh…ye laxminagar nahi hai kya. Galti ho gayi madam”Auto wale ne dusre auto wale se laxmi nagar ka raasta pucha aur phir auto ko lekar chal pada. Hotel pahunchte pahunchte subah ke 9 baj gaye. Zarina ne turant auto wale ko paisepakdaye aur hotel mein ghuss kar seedha apne ush room ki taraf chal padi jishme adityaaur vo ek saath ruke the. Lekin peeche se reception par khadi ek yuvti ne ushe tok diya. “excuse me madam, aap kaha ja rahi hain.” Zarina mudi aur boli, “room no 114 mein thahri hun main.”“oh haan main bhool gayi sorry. Par aapke saath jo the vo ja chuke hain room chod kar.” “kya?” zarina ke to pairo ke neeche se jaise jameen hi nikal gayi. “kab gaye vo?” “bas abhi abhi nikle hain” “kaha gaye vo?” zarina ka to deemag hi ghum gaya tha.“madam shaayad aapne theek se shuna nahi. vo check-out karke ja chuke hain. Ab kaha …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  23. 23. gaye hain hamein nahi pata.” Zarina chehra latkaaye huve hotel se baahar aa gayi. “mera jara sa bhi wait nahi kiya tumne aditya. Kyon pyar kiya maine tumse.” Zarina ki aankhe phir se bhar aayi. Bada hi ajeeb sa kuch ho raha tha aditya aur zarina ke saath. Zarina hotel pahunch gayi thi aur aditya silampur. Baat sirf itni thi ki dono galat samay par sahi jagah par the.Aditya ko zarina ki mausi ka ghar to pata tha nahi. haan bas gali ka pata tha. aditya peethpar beg taange gali mein chakkar laga raha tha. ushne kishi se zarina ki mausi ke ghar ke baare mein puchne ki jahmat nahi uthaayi. Vo bas baar baar gali ke chakkar laga raha tha. “kya vo mujhe bhool gayi itni jaldi. Baahar aakar to dekhna chaahiye ushe main kab se ghum raha hun yaha.” Aditya ko ek baar bhi ye khyaal nahi aaya ki zarina shaayad hotel gayi ho. Kyonki vopura din aur puri raat wait karta raha tha zarina ka ishliye shaayad ushe ye khyaal hi nahi aaya. Ab vo kishi ka darvaaja khadka kar puche bhi to kya puche. Kya ye puche ki zarina kimausi ka ghar kaha hai. Zarina ki mausi ka naam pata hota to shaayad baat ban jaati. Aurye bhi pata nahi tha ki ushke saath bartaav kya hoga agar zarina ki mausi ka ghar mil bhi gaya to. “bas samajh le aditya ushe teri koyi kadar nahi hai. Ye pyar khatam ho chuka hai. Kuch nahi bacha ab.” Aditya ne socha. Aditya bhaari man se gali se baahar ki aur chal diya.durbhaagya ki baat ye thi ki idhar aditya gali se nikal raha tha aur udhar gali ke dusri taraf se zarina aa rahi thi auto mein baith kar. Dono ek dusre ko dhund rahe the lekin na jaane kyon mulaakaat nahi ho paayi. Aditya ne gali se baahar aakar auto pakda. Idhar aditya auto mein baitha, udhar zarina auto se utar kar mausi ke ghar mein vaapis aa gayi. …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  24. 24. “main hi bevkoof thi jo nikal padi subah subah ushke liye jo mujhe chod kar ja chuka hai. Itna bedardi niklega ye aditya maine socha nahi tha. ye pyar meri jeendagi ki sabse badi galti hai.” Zarina sochte huve chal rahi thi. “zarina beta kaha gayi thi tu itni subah savere hamein to chinta ho rahi thi.” zarina ki mausi ne kaha. “kahi nahi mausi yahi paas mein hi gayi thi.” “beta kuch to baat jaroor hai jo tu cheepa rahi hai.” “kuch nahi hai mausi aapko vaham ho raha hai.”“jab tera man ho bata dena beta, mujhe to teri bahut chinta ho rahi hai. Chal kuch kha le.” Khaane ka man to ab bhi nahi tha zarina ka lekin phir bhi mausi ka dil rakhne ke liye ushne kuch khaa liya. Aditya seedha railway station pahuncha aur kishi tarah se gujrat ki train ki ticket kaintezaam kiya. Ushe raat ki train ki ticket mili kishi tarah se jugaad karke. Bahut bechain ho raha tha delhi chodne ke khyaal se. vaha ushki zarina jo thi. Par ushe lag raha tha ki pyar vyar khatam ho chuka hai aur ab vaapis chalne mein hi bhalaayi hai. Jab train platform par pahunchi to vo bade bhaari man se train mein chadha. Ush vakt zarina apne haath ki lakiro ko dekh rahi thi. “shaayad kishmat mein tumhaarasaath nahi likha tha aditya. Ya phir shaayad saath likha tha par hum nibha nahi paaye. Jobhi ho tum mujhe yu chod kar chale jaaoge maine socha nahi tha. I hate you.” Aur zarina ki aankhe phir se bahne lagi. Ek Anokha BandhanAditya pahunch to gaya ghar vaapis gujrat. Lekin ghar ki taraf jaate vakt ushke paanv hi nahi badh rahe the aage. Vo jaanta tha ki zarina ke bina ush ghar mein rahna kitnamushkil hoga ushke liye. Jab vo ghar mein ghussa to vo manjar ushki aankho mein ghum gaya jab vo zarina ko saath lekar ghar se nikal raha tha railway station ke liye.Aditya ne beg ek taraf patka aur sofe par gir gaya. Vakt jaise tham sa gaya tha aur jeevan ki khusiya jaise saath chod gayi thi. Duniya hi ujad gayi thi aditya ki. …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  25. 25. Yahi haal kuch zarina ka tha. zarina bhi ush vakt apne room mein bistar par padi thi. Ushka bhi aisa hi haal tha jaise ki sab kuch ujad gaya ho ushka. Jab mausi kamre mein ghussi to vo fauran uth kar baith gayi. “mausi aap…salam alekum.” “salam alekum beta, kuch to bata sab khaireeyat to hai. Tum to hamse kuch bol hi nahi rahi ho. Jab se aayi ho kamre mein padi rahti ho bas.”Ab zarina bataaye bhi to kaise. Ushki takleef ka kaaran aditya ka pyar tha aur ush pyar ko koyi nahi samajh sakta tha. mausi ko taalne ke liye ushne kaha, “kaaran to aap jaanti hi hain mausi. Sab kuch kho diya hai maine.” “allah raham karey meri bachi par. Bahut kuch saha hai tumne zarina. Tumhe zeendadekh kar jo khusi hamein mili thi vo hum lafzo mein bayaan nahi kar sakte. Ab yahi duva hai ki allah ka fazal ho tum par.” “allah shaayad hum se rooth gayein hain mausi. Sab kuch beekhar gaya hai.” Zarina ne kaha. Mausi zarina ko gale laga leti hai. “Vakt karvat lega beti. Vakt hamesa ek sa nahi rahta…aao thoda baahar ghum phir lo. Band kamre mein ghutan ho jaati hai baithe baithe.” “theek hai mausi aap chaliye main aati hun.” Zarina ne kaha.Bahut koshis ki zarina ne aditya ko bhulaane ki aur ushe apni yaadon se hataane ki. Lekin jab koyi dil mein bas jaata hai ushe itni asaani se nikaala nahi ja sakta.Koshis aditya bhi kar raha tha zarina ko bhulaane ki. Lekin ghar ke har kone mein zarinaki yaadein basi thi. Vo ghar mein jaha bhi dekhta ushe zarina ka hi ahsaas rahta. Har kone mein bas zarina hi basi thi jaise. Aur na chaahte huve bhi ushki aankhe nam ho jaati thi. Bhulaane ki koshis mein ek hafta beet gaya lekin kuch faayda huva nahi. pyar ki tadap, kasak aur meethi se bechaini har vakt barkaraar thi. Dheere dheere vo dono hi ye baat samajhne lage the ki vo dono pyar ke anokhe bandhan mein bandh chuke hain jishe vo chaah kar bhi nahi taud sakte. Unki har koshis bekaar jo ho rahi thi.Aur phir ek aisi tadap uthi pyar ki jishne unke pyar ko aur jyada mahka diya. Ek raat aisi …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  26. 26. aayi jishmein dono kaagaz aur kalam lekar baith gaye aur kuch likhne ki thaan li. Zarinako to aditya ka address pata hi tha. aditya ne bhi ghum phir kar kishi tarah zarina ki mausika address dhund hi liya. Do cheethiya leekhi ja rahi thi raat ke vakt ek saath. Delhi mein zarina likh rahi thi aur gujrat mein aditya likh raha tha. haan thoda vakt ka anter tha. zarina raat ke 12 baje likhne baithi thi aur aditya raat ke 2 baje likhne baitha tha. Agle din chupke se dono ne apni apni cheethiya post kar di. Pahunchne mein 4 din lag gaye. Dono becahain the apni cheethi ka jawaab paane ki liye. Lekin unhe nahi pata tha ki dono ne ek saath cheethi likhi hai aur dono jald hi ek dusre ki cheethi padhne wale hain. Pahle aditya ko cheethi mili zarina ki. Ghar mein baitha tha chupchaap muh latkaaye huve jab daakiye ne bell bajaayi ghar ki. “aditya pandey aap hi ka naam hai.” Daakiye ne pucha. “ji haan bilkul.” Aditya ne kaha. “yaha sign kar dijiye, speed post aayi hai aapke naam.” Aditya ne sigh kiye aur daakiye ne cheethi aditya ko pakda di. Jab aditya ne cheethi ke peeche bhejne wale ka naam dekha to aankho mein vo ronak aa gayi ushke ki vo jor se cheellaya “zarina!” Daakiye ke bhi kaan phat gaye. Vo sar hilaata huva chala gaya. Aditya ne fauran cheethi ko leefaafe se nikaala aur sofe par baith kar padhne laga. Cheethi ish parakaar thi :- “mere pyare aditya, Tum chale gaye jara si baat par mujhe chod kar. Kyon kiya aisa tumne. Kish haal meinhun main yaha kya tumhe khabar bhi hai. Koyi din aisa nahi jaata jab tumhaare liye aansu nahi bahaati. Har pal tumhaare liye tadapti rahti hun. Tum to shaayad mujhe bhool gaye honge. Main tumhaare liye paapi jo hun. Tumne ek moka bhi nahi diya mujhe kuch kahne ka aur chale gaye. Dil par kya beeti hai kah nahi sakti. Ye cheethi tumhe likh rahi hun kyonki apne dil ke haatho majboor ho gayi hun. Ush din ladaayi ke baad main bhi …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  27. 27. fauran khana khaaye bina baahar aa gayi thi. Bahut dhunda tumhe par tum to ja chuke the. Kya yahi pyar tha tumhaara. Main kya karti, mausi ke ghar aana pada mujhe. Agle din bhi main subah subah jaise-taise auto lekar hotel pahunchi. Lekin tum vaha se bhi nikal gaye check out karke. Mera intezaar bhi nahi kiya tumne. Khun ke aansu royi hun main tum samajh nahi sakte. Badi mushkil se vaapis aayi thi mausi ke ghar. Man to karraha tha ki mar jaaun kahi jaakar par ish ummeed mein vaapis aa gayi ki kya pata tum mil jaao kahi. Tumhe to deekhaayi thi mausi ki gali maine. Agar pyar karte mujhse to mujhe dhund hi lete. Par nahi tumhe to mujhe chod kar bhaagne ki padi thi. Chale gaye chupchaap mujhe chod kar, socha bhi nahi ki kaise jeeungi main tumhaare bina. Aur haan maine non-veg khana chod diya hai bilkul. Aage se kabhi dekhungi bhi nahinon-veg ko, khaane ki to dur ki baat hai. Mujhe ahsaas ho gaya hai ki tum theek the. Ped-podhon aur jeev jantuo mein kuch to farak rahta hi hai. Chicken mein jeevan jyada hai ekhari sabji ke mukaable. Main ye baat samajh gayi khud hi. Tumne to bahut bure tarike sesamjhaane ki koshis ki thi. Mujhe araam se kahte to main khusi khusi tumhaare liye kuch bhi chod deti. Non-veg to bahut choti cheez hai aditya. Ab ye bataao ki apni zarina ko kab le jaaoge yaha se. main khud aa jaati par akele safar karte huve dar lagta hai mujhe. Kabhi akele gayi nahi kahi. Bahut ghabraati hun maintrain mein. Agar nahi aaoge to mujhe aana to padega hi. Dil ke haatho majboor jo hun. in dino mein yahi jaana hai aditya ki bahut pyar karti hun main tumhe aur tumhaare bina nahi ji sakti. Aa jaao aditya main aankhe beechaaye tumhaara intezaar kar rahi hun. Le jaao apni zarina ko apne saath aur jaise ji chaahe vaise rakho. Tumhaari zarina.”Aditya ki haalat bahut nzaauk ho gayi padhte-padhte. Aansu tapak rahe the zarina ke ek-ek bol par. Baar baar padha ushne ek ek line ko. Dil mein pyar ki meethi meethi chubhanho rahi thi. Kuch bol hi nahi pa raha tha aditya, likha hi kuch aisa tha zarina ne. ushne vo cheethi sheene se laga li aur sofe par late gaya.Zarina ko aditya ki cheethi agle din mili. Vo to shoyi thi kamre mein jab mausi ne awaaj di. “zarina beta tumhaara khatt aaya hai.” …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  28. 28. Zarina ye shunte hi bistar se uth gayi. “mere liye khatt kaun bhej sakta hai. Kahi aditya ne to nahi bheja. Par ushe to yaha ka address bhi nahi pata hoga.” Zarina turant bhaag kar baahar aayi. Ushne sign karke cheethi le li. Peeche aditya ka naam tha. vo to jhum uthi khusi ke maare. Par mausi ke kaaran apni khusi ko daba liya kishi tarah. “kishka khatt hai beta.” Mausi ne pucha. “hai ek saheli ka mausi main araam se room mein baith kar padhungi.” “theek hai padh le. Pahli baar teri aankho mein chamak dekh rahi hun. Shaayad ye khatt kuch shukun dega tujhe. Ja padhle apni saheli ka khatt araam se.” “shukriya mausi.” Zarina fauran room mein vaapis aa gayi. Room mein aate hi ushnekundi band kar li. Ushka dil bahut jor se dhadak raha tha. khusi hi kuch aisi thi fiza mein. Bahut furti se ushne leefafa khola aur cheethi nikaal kar bistar par baith gayi. Aditya ki cheethi kuch ish parkaar thi. “meri pyari zarina,Kaisi ho tum. bahut mushkil se mila address tumhaari mausi ka mujhe. Address milte hi aaj ye cheethi leekh raha hun. Ek baat puchni thi tumse. Kyon chali gayi thi tum restaurant se bina bataaye. Khana khaakar rafoo chakkar ho gayi mujhe chod kar. Kya bas itna hi pyar tha tumhaara. Tumhe nahi lagta ki tumne kuch galat kiya hai. Main dhundata raha tumhe vaha lekin tum kahi nahi mili. Bataao kyon kiya tumne aisa. Thak haar kar main hotel vaapis aa gaya tha. ummeed thi ki tum hotel mein hi milogi mujhe. Par ye kya tum to vaha bhi nahi thi. Aisa kaun sa toofan aa gaya tha ki tum achaanak mujhe chod kar chali gayi. Kya ek baar bhi nahi socha tumne ki main kaise jeeunga. Kya tumhe jara bhi chinta nahi huyi meri.agle din tumhaari mausi ki gali mein bhi ghuma main kaafi der. Lekin tum to shaayad mujhe bhool kar maje ki neend le rahi thi. Bahut bedard ho tum.Dil se majboor ho kar leekh raha hun ye cheethi main. Bahut koshis ki tumhe bhulaane kipar bhula nahi saka. Kya karu pyar hi itna karne laga hun tumhe. Par tumhe kya, tumhe to …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  29. 29. mil gaya hoga shukun mujhe tadpa ke. Ek baat aur kahni thi. Aaj maine tumhaari khaatir vo kiya jo main kabhi nahi kar sakta tumhaaritha. aaj tumhaari favorite dish chicken kadhaayi khaayi maine. Itni buri bhi nahi lagi jitnamain samajhta tha.mushkil huyi par kha hi li. Ab jo cheez meri zarina ki favorite hai usheto chakhna hi tha. Ab hamaare beech koyi bhi dikkat nahi hogi ish baat ko lekar. Ab main b bhi non-veg ban gaya hun. Tum theek hi thi zarina. Maine bahut socha aur ishi natije par veg pahuncha ki jeevan to kan-kan mein hai. Yahi to hamaare hindu dharam ki maanyata bhi kan hai. Tumhaare bhojan ka yu apmaan karna galat tha. ye baat ab main samajh gaya hun.Ab ye choti si baat hamaare beech nahi aayegi. Aa jaao vaapis meri jeendaki mein zarina. Tumhaare bina bahut akela mahsus kar raha hun main. Sab kuch bikhar gaya hai. Tumhe lene aa raha hun zarina ish ravivar ko main. Taiyaar rahna. Koyi bahaana nahi ha chalega. Tum sirf meri ho aur meri rahogi. Bahut pyar karunga tumhe main zarina. Taiyaar rahna tum main aa raha hun tumhe lene. Tumhaara aditya” Main to taiyaar khadi hun aditya tum aao to sahi. Aankhe band karke chal padungi aao tumhaare saath. Jaha chaahe vaha le jaana tum mujhe. I love you.” Bolte bolte zarina ki aankhe bhar aayi lekin ish baar aansu kuch aur hi rangat liye the.Zarina ne pyar ki khaatir non-veg chod diya aur aditya ne pyar ki khaatir non-veg shuru non nonkar diya. Vaise to bahut choti si baate lagti hain ye. Lekin ye karna itna asaan nahi hota. Apne aham yani ki ego ko maarna padta hai. Jo apni ego ko khatam kar paata hai vahi pyar ki gahraayi mein utar paata hai. Aditya aur zarina fail to jaroor huve the pyar ke imtehaan mein lekin ab unhone vo paaya tha apne jeevan mein jo ki bahut anmol tha.pyar mein ek dusre ke liye jhukna seekh gaye the vo dono. Jo ki pyar ke lambe safar par jaane ke liye jaroori hai.Ab ishe anokha bandhan na kahu to kya kahu main. Ye anokha bandhan bahut pyara aur dhanshunder hai jishme ki insaani jeendagi ki vo khubshurti chupi hai jishe shabdo mein nahi kaha ja sakta. Bas samjha ja sakta hai. Bas samjha ja sakta hai………………………………… Ek Anokha Bandhan …....@___nilesh… … @___nilesh…
  30. 30. Pyar ke dushman hazaar hote hain. Pyar ko duniya ki nazar bhi lag jaati hai. Bahut khusthe zarina aur aditya ek dusre ka pyar bhara khat pa kar. Zarina ke paanv jamin par nahi tham rahe the. Aditya bhi khusi se jhum raha tha. Sunday ko lene jaana tha aditya ko zarina ko. Aane jaane ki Ticket Ushne book kara li thi. Abhi 2 din baaki the. ushne socha kyon na zarina ke aane se pahle apne papa ke kaarobar ko sambhaal liya jaaye. Vahi bacha tha ab ik lauta vaaris ushe hi sab sambhaalna tha. zarina ki zimmedari uthaane ke liye ye jaroori bhi tha.Bahut bada kapde ka vyapaar tha aditya ke papa dina nath panday ka. Bina dekh rekh ke vo yu hi nuksaan mein ja raha tha. dango ke baad aditya ne sudh hi nahi li vyapaar ki.Lekin ab ushe jimmedari ka ahsaas ho chala tha. zarina ki khaatir ushe ush beekhre huve vyapaar ko phir se khada karna tha. pyar kayi baar jimmedari bhi seekha deta hai. Aditya subah savere hi ghar se nikal pada. Sabhi karamchaari aditya ko dekh kar bahut khus huve. Sabhi pareshaan the ki factory agar yu hi chalti rahi to jaldi band ho jaayegiaur unka rojgaar chin jaayega. Aditya ne sabhi ko bharosa dilaaya ki vo phir se factory ko pahle wali stithi mein le aayega.Pura din aditya ne factory mein hi bitaaya. Kishi bigde kaam ko theek karne ke liye aksarek sache paryaas ki jaroorat hoti hai. Ushke baad sab kuch khud-b-khud theek hota chalajaata hai. Aisa hi kuch ho raha tha dina nath panday ki ush factory mein. Aditya ke aanese ummeed ki ek kiran jaag uthi thi sabhi ke man mein. Jo ki ek bahut badi baat hoti hai.Kaafi dino baad kuch kaam huva factory mein. Aditya bahut khus tha. factory mein raha aditya magar har vakt ushke jahan mein zarina ka chehra ghumta raha.Shaam ko vo khusi khusi ghar laut raha tha. anjaan tha ki kayi baar khusi ko kisi ki nazarbhi lag jaati hai. Jab vo apne ghar pahuncha to paaya ki kuch gunde type ke log zarina ketute-phute ghar ke baahar khade hain. Vo unhe ignore karke apne ghar mein ghusne lagta hai. Magar ushe kuch aisa shunta hai ki ushke kadam ghar ke baahar hi tham jaate hain.“yaar jo bhi ho. Kya mast item thi vo zarina. Main to dango ke dauraan bas ushe hi dhund raha tha. ek se ek ladki ko thoka ush dauraan par zarina jaisi koyi nahi thi unme. Pata nahi kaha chup gayi thi saali. Ushki choti bahan ki to ache se li thi hamne.” …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  31. 31. “ho sakta hai vo ghar par na ho kahi baahar gayi ho.” “ho sakta hai? Par yaar ushki lene ki tammana dil mein hi rah gayi. Uff kya cheez thi saali. Aise dango mein hi to aisa maal haath aata hai. Vo bhi nikal gaya haath se.”Aditya to aag babula ho gaya ye shun kar. Premi kabhi apni premika ke khilaaf aisi baatenahi shun sakta. Bhid gaya aditya un logo se beena soche samjhe. Jo aadmi sabse jyada bol raha tha vo ush par tut pada. “bahut bakwaas kar raha hai. Teri himmat kaise huyi aisi baate karne ki” aditya ne ushejamin par gira kar ush par ghunso ki bochaar kar di. Magar vo 5 the aur aditya akela tha.jaldi hi ushe kaabu kar liya gaya. Ye koyi hindi movie ka scene nahi tha jaha ki hero 5 to kya 10 logo ko bhi dhool chata deta hai. Ye real life ka drishya tha. 2 logo ne aditya ko pakad liya aur ek ne chaaku nikaal kar kaha, “kyon be jyada charbi chadhi hai tujhe. Hum kaun sa teri ma bahan ke baare mein bol rahe the. Un logo ke baare mein bol rahe the jo hamaare dushman hain. Hindu ho kar hindu par hi haathuthaate ho vo bhi hamaare dushmano ki khaatir. Tumhaare jaise logo ne hi hindu dharam ko kaayar bana rakha hai.” “kaayarta khud karte ho aur paath mujhe padha rahe ho. Chodo mujhe aur ek-ek karke saamne aao. Khun pee jaaunga main tum logo ka.”“ jaggu maar saale ke pet mein chaaku aur cheer de pet saale ka. Jaroor ishi ne chupaaya hoga zarina ko. Ishke ghar mein dekhte hain. Kya pata jo dango ke dauran nahi mili ab mil jaaye…he…he.” “ushke baare mein ek shabd bhi aur kaha to mujhse bura koyi nahi hoga.” Aditya chatpataaya. Magar 2 logo ne ushe majbooti se pakad rakha tha.kishi tarah se aditya ne dono ko ek taraf dhakela aur tut pada ush gunde par jishke haathmein chaaku tha. hosh kho baitha tha aditya. Hota hai pyar mein aisa bhi kabhi. Magar ye jyada der nahi chala. Phir se ushe jakad liya gaya.Aur phir vo huva jishke baare mein aditya ne socha bhi nahi tha. chaaku ke itne vaar huve ushke pet par ki khun ki nadiya bah gayi vaha. Aditya ko tadapta chod vo gunde bhaag gaye vaha se. Aditya ki factory ka ek karamchaari, ramesh aditya se kuch papers par sign lene ushke …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  32. 32. ghar pahuncha to ushne aditya ko vaha khun se latpath paaya. Turant kishi tarah ambulance bulaayi ushne aur aditya ko hospital le jaaya gaya. Bahut serious haalat mein tha vo. Operation kiya doctors ne magar bachne ki ummeedkam hi bata rahe the. Khun bahut bah gaya tha. chaaku ke itne vaar huve the ki pet chalnichalni ho rakha tha ushka. Badi der lagi operation mein bhi. Operation ke baad aditya ko ICU mein rakh diya gaya. Ushe hosh nahi aaya tha. Sunday aa gaya magar abhi bhi vocoma mein hi tha. aditya ke baare mein shun kar mumbai se ushke chacha, chachi milne aaye. Dina nath panday ki maut ke vakt nahi aa paaye the vo kyonki maahol theek nahi tha. chacha ka naam tha raghu nath panday aur chachi ka naam tha vimla devi. “doctor saahib kab tak rahega coma mein aditya.” Raghu nath ne pucha. “kuch nahi kah sakte. Hum jo kar sakte the hamne kiya. Ab sab bhagvaan ke upar hai.” Doctor kah kar chala gaya.Aaj ke din aditya ko zarina ko lene delhi jaana tha. magar vo to coma mein pada tha. ushehosh hi nahi tha ki zarina tadap rahi hogi aditya ke liye. ya phir hosh tha ushe magar kuch kar nahi sakta tha. coma cheez hi kuch aisi hai. besahaay bana deti hai insaan ko. ……………………………………………………………… Zarina to subah se hi bechain thi. Besabri se intezaar kar rahi thi aditya ka. Ushe mausi ko bina kuch kahe ghar se nikalna tha, aditya ke peeche peeche. Bas ek baar dikh jaaye aditya gali mein. Aankhe beechaye baithi thi vo. Chatt ki balcony mein khadi ho gayi subah savere hi. “kya baat hai beta aaj subah jaldi uth gayi.” Mausi ne awaaj lagaayi zarina ko. Zarina mausi ki awaaj shun kar chaunk gayi, “salam alekum mausi.” “salam alekum beta. Kya baat hai aaj subah subah yaha khadi ho. Sab khairiyat to hai.” “haan mausi sab khairiyat hai. Bas vaise hi khadi thi.” “tumse koyi milne aa raha hai aaj.” Mausi ne kaha. …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  33. 33. “kaun?” “emran naam hai ushka. Yahi padosh mein rahta hai. acha ladka hai. Tere baare mein bataaya maine ushe. Bahut dukh huva ushe shun kar tumhaare baare mein. Milna chaahta hai tum se. aa jaao neeche vo aata hi hoga. Bahut ahsaan hai ushke hum par. Ush se milogi to acha lagega hamein.” “theek hai mausi main aati hun aap chaliye.” Zarina ne kaha.Mausi soch mein pad gayi ki aakhir kya hai balcony mein aisa aaj jo zarina vaha se hatnanahi chaahti. Mausi ke jaane ke baad zarina ne phir se jhaank kar dekha gali mein magarushe koyi deekhayi nahi diya. “shaayad baad mein aayega aditya. Abhi to saara din pada hai. Mil aati hun pahle ish emran se.” Zarina jab seedhyan utar kar aayi to ushne paaya ki emran ushka intezaar kar raha tha.“to aap hain zarina sheikh. Khuda kasam bahut khubsurat hain aap. Hamaari nazar na lag jaaye aapko.” Emran ne zarina ko dekhte hi kaha.“aao beti baitho. Yahi hai emran. Bahut kaabil ladka hai. Jab bhi koyi kaam bolti hun ishe vo ye jhatt se kar deta hai.” “ye to aapki jarra navaji hai khala. Hum itne kaabil bhi nahi hain. Sab khuda ki raham hai.”“nahi emran tum sach mein bahut kaabil ho. Acha tum dono baate karo main chaaye lekar aati hun.” Zarina mausi ko rokna chaahti thi par kuch kah nahi paayi. “lagta hai aapko khusi nahi huyi hamse mil kar. Aap kahein to hum chale jaate hain.” Emran ne kaha. “ji nahi aap hamein galat na samjhe. Hum thoda pareshaan hain.” Zarina ne kaha. “samajh sakte hain hum aapki pareshaani. Hum bekhabar nahi hain aapki pareshaani se. khala hamein sab kuch bata chuki hain. Hum yaha aapka gum baatne aayein hain.” …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  34. 34. Emran ne kaha. “bahut bahut shukriya aapka magar hum ush baare mein baat nahi karna chaahte.”“samajh sakte hain hum. Gujre daur ki baate jakhmo ko aur hawa hi deti hain. Hum aapsemaafi chaahenge agar hamne aapke jakhmo ko kured diya ho to. Hamein jara bhi ilm nahi tha ki in baato ka jikar nahi hona chaahiye. Hum to bas aapka gum halka karna chaahte the.” “aapse izaazat chaahungi. Mujhe jaana hoga.”“rokenge nahi aapko. Magar aap baithengi to hamein acha lagega. Aapse hi milne aayein hain hum.” Zarina bahut bechain ho rahi thi ye jaan-ne ke liye ki aditya aaya ki nahi. Ushke chehre par ye bechaini saaf jhalak rahi thi. “aap hamein kuch bechain si lag rahi hain. Sab khairiyat to hai.” Emran ne kaha. “sab khairiyat hai aap hamaari fikar na karein.” Zarina thoda gusse mein bol gayi. Tabhi mausi chaaye le aayi. Zarina vaha se uthi aur boli, “mausi main abhi aati hun.” “chaaye thandi ho jaayegi beta.” Zarina ko kuch nahi shun-na tha. ushe to bas upar aa kar balcony se jhaank kar dekhna tha ki aditya aaya hai ki nahi. Daud kar aayi vo upar aur dil mein aditya ko dekhne kibechaini liye ushne chaaro taraf dekha gali mein. Magar ushe koyi nazar nahi aaya. Thak haar kar vo vaapis aa gayi. “chaaye thandi ho gayi, aisa kya zaroori kaam tha upar.” Mausi ne pucha. “shaayad zarina ko chaaye pasand nahi hai.” Emran ne kaha. “bahut pasand hai ishe chaaye. Pata nahi aajkal kya ho gaya hai ishe.” “khala zarina gum ke aise daur se gujri hai ki insaan ki rooh kaanp jaaye. Insaan ka kho jaana laajmi hai. Ab izaazat chaahunga khala. Kuch jaroori kaam hai mujhe. Phir milenge. Khuda hafiz!” …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  35. 35. “khuda hafiz beta. Aate rahna.” “khuda hafiz zarina ji. Hum phir milenge.” Emran ne mushkuraate huve kaha. “khuda hafiz…” zarina ne jawaab diya.“hamaari yahi duva hai ki alla ka raham ho aap par aur aap ish gum ke daur se jald nikalaayein baahar. Hum ish khubshurat se chehre par jald se jald mushkaan dekhna chaahte hain.” Emran ne kaha. Zarina ne kuch nahi kaha. Ushka dhyaan hi nahi tha emran ki baat par. Vo to aditya ke khayaalo mein khoyi thi.“zarina ji hum aapsko duva de rahein hain aur aap kabul nahi kar rahin. Kya hamse koyi gustaakhi huyi hai.” Zarina ko hosh aaya aur vo jhat se boli, “shukriya aapka. Bahut bahut shukriya.” Emran chala gaya vaha se. emran ke jaane ke baad mausi boli, “acha ladka hai. Bahutmehanti hai. Bahut ahsaan hai ishke hum par. Bahut pasand aayi tum ushe. Jab tum upar gayi thi to tumhaara haath maang raha tha. emran se acha shohar nahi milega tumhe.” “Mausi aap soch bhi kaise sakti hain aisa.” Zarina ke ye baat na-gavaara gujri.“beta tere abba aur ammi ke baad ab main hi hun teri apni. Itna sochne ka haq to shaayadmujhe hai hi. Tujhe ye sujhaav pasand nahi to na sahi magar phir bhi gaur karna ish par. Emran bahut hi acha ladka hai. Ache se jaanti hun main ushe. Tumhaare liye ush sebehtar shohar nahi mil sakta. Ushe tum pasand bhi aa gayi ho. Baaki tumhaari marji hai. Tumhara nikaah tumhaari marji se hi hoga.” Zarina ne kuch nahi kaha aur aa gayi seedhiyan chadh kar upar balcony mein. Aditya vaha ho to deekhe. Aankhe nam ho gayi ish baar ushki.“kyon tadpa rahe ho mujhe aditya. Mar jaaungi main ish tadap mein. Please jaldi aa jaao. Main aur intezaar nahi kar sakti.”Subah se dopahar huyi aur dopahar se shaam. Shaam se raat bhi ho gayi. Zarina ki aankhepathra gayi raah dekhte-dekhte. Bahut royi vo baar-baar. Aankhe laal ho gayi ushki. Ushe …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  36. 36. kya pata tha ki jishe vo dhund rahi hai vo ish vakt coma mein hai aur shaayad gahri neend mein ushe apne paas bula raha hai. Ek Anokha Bandhan Anokha bandhan tha ye sach mein. pyar ish janam ka nahi balki kayi janmon ka lag raha tha. raat to ho gayi thi par pata nahi kyon ummeed nahi chodi thi zarina ne. pyar hamesaummeed ki kiran jagaaye rakhta hai insaan mein. Raat ko bhi vo kayin baar aayi balconymein chupchaap dabe paanv. Magar har baar niraasa hi haath lagi. Bahut mushkil se jaati niraasa thi vo vaapis apne kamre mein. Man karta nahi tha ushka balcony se hatne ka magar vovaha jyada der nahi ruk sakti thi. din mein mausi kayi baar puch chuki thi ki kya kar rahi ho baar baar balcony mein. Zarina nahi chaahti thi ki kishi ko bhi pata chale ushke aur nahi aditya ke baare mein. Unka pyar jitna gumnaam rahe utna hi acha. Jitna logo ko patachalega utni hi musibat badhegi. Aditya ki cheethi ushne bahut dhyaan se chupa kar rakhi thi. phaad nahi sakti thi ushko. Anmol pyar jo tha ush cheethi mein. Aisa pyar jo ki ushe apni jeendagi se bhi jyada pyara tha. hota hai aisa bhi. Pyar apni jeendagi se bhi jyada anmol ho jaata hai.Zarina vaapis aakar gir gayi apne bistar par. Thaam nahi paayi apni aankho ko aur vo bah gayi phir se. “kaha rah gaye tum aditya. Kyon nahi aa paaye tum. aisa kya ho gaya ki tumne mujhe yutadapta chhod diya. Agar main mar gayi tadap-tadap kar to dekhna bahut pachtaaoge tum. tadap tadap mere jitna pyar koyi nahi kar sakta tumhe. Kyon aditya kyon…….kyon nahi aa paaye tum.” aur bolte bolte ro padi zarina phir se.“kabhi kitni nafrat karti thi tumse aur aaj ye haalat hai tumhaare kaaran. Ek pal bhi jeena nahi chaahti tumhaare bina. Yaad hai tumhe vo din jab tum keechad uchaal kar chale gaye the mere upar.Main college se market chali gayi thi suman aur priya ke saath. Vaapsi mein baaris shuruho gayi. Shukar hai chaata tha mere paas. Bachte-bachaate chal rahi thi pani ki bundo se. Bachte bachaatenayi jeans pahan rakhi thi maine. Ghar ke nazdik hi thi main. Tum na jaane kaha se aayeachaanak bike par aur keechad uchaal diya mere upar. Jeans to mitti se lathpath huyi hi, mere chehre par bhi keechad ke cheente daal diye tumne. …....@___nilesh… … @___nilesh…
  37. 37. Tum ruk gaye ye dekh kar. Tumhe laga koyi aur hai. chaate ke kaaran shaayad tum mujhe pahchaan nahi paaye the. Aaye bike khadi karke nazre jhukaaye huve. Maine to tumhe pahchaan hi liya tha. man kar raha tha ki eent utha kar maaru tumhaare sar par. “mr aditya kya samajhte ho tum khud ko. Dekh kar nahi chal sakte kya. Meri nayi jeans kharaab kar di tumne.” Maine gusse mein react kiya. Tum to mujhe dekhte hi mud gaye vaapis. Itni coutesy bhi nahi deekhayi ki kam se kam sorry hi bol do. Chal diye muh pher kar jaise ki sab meri hi galti ho. Apni bike par baithgaye ja kar aur kick maar kar bole, “meri mammi se paise le lena. Nayi kharid lena. Jyada bakwaas karne ki jaroorat nahi hai.”“apne paise apne paas rakho mr. paiso ki kami nahi hai mujhe. Stupid…...” Main cheella kar boli. “to khareed lo na nayi ja kar. Mera deemag kyon kha rahi ho.” Chale gaye tum bol kar.Bahut gussa aaya tha tumhaare upar. Man kar raha tha ki tumhaari jaan le lun. Aur aaj yedin hai ki tumhaare liye apni jaan de sakti hun. Kitna ajeeb hota hai pyar. Hum dono aise anmol pyar ke bandhan mein bandh jaayenge socha bhi nahi tha maine. Aa jaao aditya aur mere liye ek nayi jeans lete aana. Due hai tumhaare upar. Vahi pahan kar chalungi main tumhaare saath. Badal lungi toilet mein jaakar. Tum bas lete aao. Ya phir rahne dojeans ko….tum aa jaao aditya please….main beekhar gayi hun puri tarah. Ek tum hi to ho jishke liye jeena chaahti hun. Tum bhi ish tarah tadpaaoge to kya hoga mera. Please aa jaao.”Zarina se raha nahi gaya aur vo phir se uth kar chal di balcony ki taraf. Raat ke 3 baj rahe the. Magar ushki ummeed tuti nahi thi abhi. Chaaro taraf dekha zarina ne balcony se jhaank kar. Gali mein kutte bhonk rahe the. “ye kutte kahi aur kyon nahi chale jaate. Aditya ko na kaat lein kahin ye.” Aditya ka kahi ata pata nahi tha par zarina aditya ke liye kutto se pareshaan ho rahi thi. bahut parvaah rahti hai pyar mein ek dusre ki. Vaapis aana hi pada zarina ko. “kya pata kal aaye aditya. Kya pata train late ho gayi ho. Ya phir ho sakta hai koyi jaroori kaam aan pada ho. Vo aayega jaroor mujhe yakin hai. bas jaldi aa jaaye to acha hai varna pata nahi jee paaungi ya nahi.” …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  38. 38. Dubaara nahi uthi zarina balcony mein jaane ke liye. Thak haar kar ushki aankh lag gayithi. sho gayi bechaari tadap-tadap kar. Aankhe bhaari ho rakhi thi. neend aana laazmi tha. tadap ………………………………………………………………….. Aditya abhi bhi coma mein tha. aas paas kya ho raha tha ushe kuch nahi pata tha. lekin pyar ka kuch aisa chamatkaar tha ki vo thoda-thoda soch pa raha tha. kuch cases huve thoda thoda hain aise coma ke jinme insaan soch paata hai. magar ye thinking deemaag ki bahut gahraayi mein hoti hai. pyar bhi to kahi gahra chupa rahta hai insaan ke ander. Shaayad vahi ye sochne samajhne ki taakat chupi rahti hai. “zarina main aa raha hun taiyaar rahna.” Ye vichaar khud-b-khud aa gaya aditya ke khud khud deemag mein. Shaayad zarina se milne ki tadap bahut gahraayi tak sama gayi thi ushke astitav mein. Aditya ko pata bhi nahi tha ki Sunday beet chuka hai aur zarina ka ushke intezaar meinbura haal hai. coma mein tha aditya jaan nahi sakta tha ye baat. Ushka astitav din duniya se bahut parey tha jaha time aur din nahi hota. Ek gahri neend hoti hai coma jaha kuch ime ubhar aata hai achaanak. Jaise ki zarina ke liye jeans le jaane ka vichaar achaanak hi aa gaya. Pata nahi kaise.Shaayad pyar mein bahut gahraayi se jude the zarina aur aditya varna aditya ko jeans kakhyaal aana mumkin nahi tha. aditya man hi man mushkuraaya, “bahut cheellayi thi tumush din. Puri jeans keechad ke rang mein rang gayi thi. kitna gussa tha tumhaare chehre par. La dunga nayi jeans. Mujhe pata hai ki due hai jeans mujh par.” Ek Anokha Bandhan “Zarina! Utho…aaj itni der tak kaise sho rahi ho.” Mausi ne awaaj lagaayi. Khub darvaaja peeta unhone. Par zarina ka koyi jawaab nahi aaya. …....@___nilesh… … @___nilesh…
  39. 39. Mausi ki awaakj shun kar unka beta shamim vaha aa gaya aur bola, “ammi kya huva?” “11 baj gayein hain aur ye ladki uthi nahi abhi tak.” Mausi ne kaha. “shone do na ammi tum hamesa dusro ki neend khraab karti ho.” Shamim ne kaha “zarina itni der tak kabhi nahi shoti. Kal kuch jyada hi pareshaan lag rahi thi. mujhe to chinta ho rahi hai.”“kya huva shamim ki ammi. Itna hungaama kyon macha rakha hai.” shamim ke abba ne pucha. Unka naam iqbaal tha. “zarina darvaaja nahi khol rahi. Pata nahi kya baat hai.” mausi ne chinta janak shabdo mein kaha. Emran kishi kaam se ghar aaya tha. vo bhi un logo ki baate shun kar vaha aa gaya aur bola, “khaala kya baat hai. sab khairiyat to hai.” “pata nahi emran beta. Zarina darvaaja nahi khol rahi. 11 baj rahe hain. Mujhe to chinta ho rahi hai. kal bahut bechain si lag rahi thi. baar-baar balcony ke chakkar laga rahi thi. pata nahi kya baat hai. kuch bataati bhi to nahi hai. apne aap mein khoyi rahti hai.” “gahri neend mein shoyi hai shaayad.” Emran bhi jor-jor se darvaaja khadkaata hai. Par zarina ka koyi jawaab nahi aata. “khaala aap hatiye. Darvaaja taud dete hain.” Emran ne kaha. “haan emran bhai theek kaha, taud dete hain darvaaja.” Shamim ne kaha. “haan beta kuch karo…mujhe to bahut dar lag raha hai.” mausi ghabra rahi thi.Emran aur shamim darvaaje ko dhakka maarte hain. darvaaja 2-3 dhakke maarne par khul jaata hai.Pahle mausi ander aati hai kyonki jawaan ladki thi kamre mein. Mausi ander aakar paatihai ki zarina paanv seekode padi hai. vo ushe hilaati hai par vo kuch respond nahi karti. “ye to behosh padi hai shaayad.” …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  40. 40. Mausi baahar aati hai aur emran se kahti hai, “beta vo to behosh padi hai ander. doctor ko bulaao jaldi.” Emran fauran doctor ko lekar aata hai. doctor zarina ko examine karta hai aur bolta hai, “sab kuch normal hai. shaayad kishi sadmein mein hai. kya kuch aisa huva hai ishke saath jish se ishke dil ko gahra jhatka lage.” “huva to bahut kuch hai doctor saahib ab kya bataayein. Aap koyi davaayi de dijiye.” Mausi ne kaha. “main injection de raha hun. Kuch hi der mein ishe hosh aa jaayega. Aap inhe khus rakhne ki koshis karein.” Doctor ne kaha. Doctor zarina ko injection de kar chala gaya. shamim aur ushke abba bhi vaha se chale gaye. Unhe apne kaam ke liye nikalna tha. emran aur mausi vahi baith gaye do kursi le kar. “kuch to hai aisa jo ye hamse chupa rahi hai.” mausi ne kaha. “khaala vakt lagega ushke jakhmo ko bharne mein. Kuch vakt dijiye ushe.” Emran ne kaha. “vakt to theek hai, par ye har vakt khoyi-khoyi rahti hai.” “khaala aapne zarina se kuch baat ki hamaare baare mein” emran ne pucha. “ki thi beta. Abhi ushne kuch bataaya nahi hai par tum fikar na karo zarina tumhaari hi biwi banegi. Main hun na.”“khaala agar aisa ho gaya to khud ko khusnasib samjhunga. Pahli baar mujhe koyi pasand aaya hai.” emran ne kaha. “tumhaare bahut ahsaan hain beta. Itna to tumhaare liye kar hi sakti hun. Zarina na nahi bolegi mujhe yakin hai ish baat ka. Aur tumse acha shohar nahi milega ushe.” “khaala hum chaahte hain ki jitni jaldi ye nikaah ho jaaye acha rahega. Hum zarina ko bahut khus rakhenge.” Emran ne kaha. “maalun hai beta. Koshis karungi ki tum dono ka nikaah jaldi ho jaaye. Mere sar se bhi …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  41. 41. jimmedari ka bojh hatega. Umar ho chali hai meri. Jeendagi ka kya bharosa. Jeetni jaldi zarina ka ghar bas jaaye acha hai. tumhaare haath mein ushka haath de kar main bhi nishchint rahungi.” Mausi ne kaha. doctor ke injection ke baad kuch hi der mein zarina ko hosh aa gaya. “aditya!” zarina cheella kar boli aur bistar par uth kar baith gayi. Tab ushki mausi aur emran vahi the. Emran aur zarina ki mausi to hairaan rah gaye. “aditya? Kaun aditya zarina” emran ne hairaani mein pucha. Zarina ko hosh aaya ki vo kya bol gayi. “main sapna dekh rahi thi shaayad.” Zarina ka dil jor-jor se dhadakne laga. Vo ache se jaanti thi ki kishi ko bhi vaha aditya aur ushke baare mein pata chala to bahut musibat ho jaayegi. Shamim ke abba aur shamim ne khud salma ko ishliye maar diya tha kyonki vo ek hindu ladke se pyar karbaithi thi. shamim ki choti bahan thi salma. aise maahol mein zarina ka darna laajmi tha.koyi nahi tha vaha aisa jo ki zarina aur aditya ke rishte ko samajhta. Ishliye ushe har haal mein apne pyar ko chupa kar rakhna tha. “kya huva tha beta…pata hai tum behosh padi thi yaha. Doctor ne injection diya tumhetab hosh mein aayi tum. aisi kaun si baat hai ab jo ki tumhe ander hi ander khaaye ja rahi hai. kal baar baar balcony mein ghum rahi thi. maine tujhe raat ko bhi dekha balcony mein jaate huve. Par tujhe toka nahi. kuch bataaogi apni mausi ko taaki main kuch kar paaaun tumhaare liye” Zarina ajeeb mushkil mein pad gayi, bole bhi to kya bole. Chup rahi bas. Ab kaise kahe ki vo aditya ko dhund rahi thi. kuch aur kahne ko ushe sujh nahi raha tha. jab dil pyar mein duba ho to deemag aksar kam chalta hai. “beta main kuch puch rahi hun kuch bataaogi mujhe.” Mausi ne phir pucha. “rahne dijiye khaala. Zarina ka jab man hoga bata degi.” Emran ne kaha.Lekin kahte hain ki ishq aur mushq chupaaye nahi chupta. Zarina ke takiye ke paas aditya ki cheethi padi thi. mausi ki nazar pad gayi ush cheethi par. Vo aage badhi aur utha li vocheethi. Zarina ka dhyaan hi nahi tha ish baat par ki takiye ke paas cheethi padi hai. pyar …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  42. 42. mein dhyaan vyan sab gum ho jaata hai shaayad. Jab ushne mausi ke haath mein aditya kicheethi dekhi to vo cheellayi, “mausi ye meri personal cheethi hai. mujhe vaapis de do.”“emran beta padhna jara ishme kya likha hai. mujhe to padhna nahi aata.” Mausi ne kaha. “nahi emran ye meri personal hai. koyi nahi padhega ishe.” Zarina ne kaha. Emran ne cheethi pakad to li par duvidha mein pad gaya vo ki kya kare kya na kare. Mausi kah rahi thi padho aur zarina kah rahi thi mat padho. “padho beta. Shaayad zarina ki pareshaani ka sabab ish cheethi mein mil jaaye. Ye to kuch bataati hai nahi.”Emran ne cheethi haath mein li aur man hi man padhni shuru ki. Jab vo cheethi padh kar hata to ushke chehre par tanaav tha. “mausi baahar aaeeye bahut gambhir baat hai.” emran ne kaha.“mera khatt mujhe vaapis de do.” Zarina ne bhaavuk awaaj mein kaha. Vo vaise hi aditya ke na aane se pareshaan thi aur ab ye nayi musibat aan khadi huyi thi. Emran ne aditya ka khatt apni jeb mein daal liya aur mausi ko saath lekar baahar ki aur chal diya. Zarina uthi bistar se aur cheellayi, “mera khatt hai vo kaha le ja rahe ho. Paagal ho kya tum. vaapis do mujhe vo.”Emran ne baahar aakar baahar se kundi laga di darvaaje ki. Zarina ander se darvaaja peet- ti rahi. “mera khatt mujhe vaapis de do please…….” Aansu aa gaye zarina ki aankho mein bolte bolte. Emran pura khatt padh kar mausi ko shunaata hai. “dekha khaala ye kaaran hai ishki pareshaani ka. Ishe apne ammi, abba aur bahan kemarne ka koyi gam nahi hai. balki ek kafir ke kaaran pareshaan hai ye. vo lene aane walatha kal zarina ko yaha. Tabhi ye balcony mein ghum rahi thi. hamein to yakin hi nahi ho raha. Hamein laga ye apno ko khone ke kaaran gam mein hai. par nahi ye to ishq farma rahi hai vo bhi ek fajir aur kafir se.” …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  43. 43. “shamim aur ushke abba ko pata chala to salma ki tarah kaat daalenge ishe bhi. Ye ladkiaisa karegi hamne socha bhi nahi tha. un logo ne katle aam kiya hamaari kaum ka aur ye unse pyar kar rahi hai. sharam aani chaahiye ishe.” “mausi mera khatt mujhe vaapis de do. Vo meri jeendagi hai please………” zarina ne ander se rote huve cheella kar kaha. “agar ye aditya yaha aaya to hum ushe jeenda nahi chodenge khaala.” Emran ne kaha. “beta kya tum ye sab jaan-ne ke baad bhi zarina se shaadi karoge.” Mausi ne pucha. “hum shaayad mohabbat karne lage hain zarina se. hum ushi se shaadi karenge chaahe kuch ho jaaye.” Emran ne kaha. “beta tum shaadi ki taiyaari karo bas ab phir. Jyada der karni theek nahi hai.” mausi ne kaha. “main to taiyaar hun khaala. Aap chaahe aaj karva do shaadi.” “theek hai bas ek hafte ka vakt do hamein.” “theek hai khaala…aapko kishi bhi baat ki chinta karne ki jaroorat nahi hai. hum sab intezaam kar denge.” “vo to hum jaante hi hain.”Zarina shun rahi thi sab kuch ander. Itni bhaavuk ho rahi thi ki kuch pucho mat. Kuch bhinahi bol pa rahi thi. gir gayi rote-rote vahi jamin par aur boli, “ab to aa jaao aditya. Ya ab bhi nahi aaoge. please…………………………..” . . . . . . . . . …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  44. 44. . . . . ------------------------Ek saal baad--------------------------Aditya ne dheere se aankhe kholi. Koyi nahi tha aas paas ushke. Ushe kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ki vo kaha hai aur kyon hai. coma se uthne ke baad aksar aisa hota hai. “zarina…zarina kaha hai? main yaha kaise.” Sabse pahle ushe yahi sujha. aditya abhi gahri neend se jaaga tha. deemag ek saal tak gahri neend mein tha. vaapis normal hone mein vakt to lagta hi hai. aditya uth kar baith gaya bistar par. Raghu nath panday ne dekh liya ushe baithe huve. Unki khusi ka theekana nahi raha.“beta tumhe hosh aa gaya. arey shunti ho aditya ko hosh aa gaya.” raghu nath panday ne apni patni ko awaaj di. vo bhaagi bhaagi aayi. “chacha ji aap.” “haan beta. Hum tumhe apne saath mumbai le aaye the. Vaha gujrat mein hum tumhe akela nahi chod sakte the.” Raghu nath panday ne kaha. “mera sar bahut bhaari hai.” aditya ne sar par haath rakh kar kaha. “sar par bhi maara tha un kamino ne. tumhe kuch yaad hai kaun the vo.” Aditya soch mein pad gaya. Ushe kuch dhundla dhundla yaad aa raha tha.“chalo chodo vo sab. Jyada jor mat daalo deemag par. Aa jaayega sab kuch yaad khud hi. Hum to ummeed chod chuke the beta. Tumhe aaj hosh mein dekh kar jo khusi mili hai ushe main shabdo mein nahi kah sakta.” raghu nath panday ne kaha. …..@___nilesh… …..@___nilesh…
  45. 45. Ek Anokha Bandhan Aditya ko ye dhyan bhi nahi tha ki vo ek saal baad hosh mein aaya hai. Coma se uthe vyakti ke liye samay aur vakt ka gyan asambhav hai. Lekin aditya ko itna dhyan jaroortha ki ushe sunday ko zarina ko lene jaana hai. Ushe kya pata tha ki jish Sunday ko ushe zarina ko lene jaana tha vo kab ka beet chuka hai aur jeendagi ek saal aage badh chuki hai. "Chacha ji aaj din kya hai" "aaj shanivaar hai beta... kyon.""shanivaar... mujhe chalna hoga. Mujhe Kal har haal mein delhi pahunchna hai." aditya haal dheere se badbadaya aur uthne ki koshis karne laga.Raghu nath panday samajh nahi paya ki aditya ne kya kaha. unhone aditya ke kandhe par haath rakha aur bole, "beta Kya bol rahe the tum. Aur abhi jaldbaaji mat karo uthne ki. u Ek saal baad hosh aaya hai tumhe. Sharir mein jung lag chuka hai.Thoda vakt do apne sharir ko."Ye shunte hi aditya bhonchaka rah gaya. Ushka sar ghumne laga. Ushe vishwaas nahi ho raha tha apne kaano par. "ek saal baad hosh aaya...ye kaise ho sakta hai." aditya ye maan- ke liye bilkul taiyar -ne nahi tha. "haan beta tum coma mein the. Ek saal baad uthe ho tum aaj. Bhagvaan ka laakh laakh shukar hai ki tumhe hosh aa gaya." raghu nath panday ne kaha. Aditya ke deemag ki haalat aisi nahi thi ko vo kuch bhi samajh paaye. Ushe to bas itna pata tha ki aaj agar shanivaar hai to kal ushe zarina ko lene delhi jaana hai. Vo abhi bhi beete kal mein ji raha tha. magar jeendagi ushke chaaro aur bahut aage nikal gayi thi. Aditya itna stabdh tha ki kuch bhi nahi bol paaya. Ushki nazar jab deewar par tange bhi calendar par gayi to ushki aankhe bhar aayi. 2003 ka calendar tha vo. …....@___nilesh… … @___nilesh…

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