About I am a walking contradiction. I am a mini-paradox. I’m pretty sure other people are, too, but let’s focus on what we can genuinely confirm here. I go through life doing stuff I don’t like. I occasionally tell people what they want to hear rather than what I really feel. I sometimes blatantly lie about who and what I am. I wake up each day thinking about how to achieve goals I don’t really believe in. I tell myself that I am something I am not. There are parts of me that I suppress, for the sake of myself and others.
The ideal is for me to do what I want, when I like it. This is almost never possible. My actions are governed by social guidelines, my regard and concern for others, my need to