the source of tears

i want to cry. endlessly. mindlessly.

i want to cry. endlessly. mindlessly. heaving, sobbing cries of gut-wrenching heartbreak.

i want to cry. endlessly. mindlessly. heaving, sobbing cries of gut-wrenching heartbreak. and i don't know why and i don't know how

i want to cry. endlessly. mindlessly. heaving, sobbing cries of gut-wrenching heartbreak. and i don't know why and i don't know how to not drown in the deadening sadness

i want to cry. endlessly. mindlessly. heaving, sobbing cries of gut-wrenching heartbreak. and i don't know why and i don't know how to not drown in the deadening sadness to not suffocate in the deafening emptiness.

i want to cry. endlessly. mindlessly. heaving, sobbing cries of gut-wrenching heartbreak. and i don't know why and i don't know how to not drown in the deadening sadness to not suffocate in the deafening emptiness. my jaws clenched to keep the sobs in

i want to cry. endlessly. mindlessly. heaving, sobbing cries of gut-wrenching heartbreak. and i don't know why and i don't know how to not drown in the deadening sadness to not suffocate in the deafening emptiness. my jaws clenched to keep the sobs in my mind blind the tears spread through my body

i want to cry. endlessly. mindlessly. heaving, sobbing cries of gut-wrenching heartbreak. and i don't know why and i don't know how to not drown in the deadening sadness to not suffocate in the deafening emptiness. my jaws clenched to keep the sobs in my mind blind the tears spread through my body destroying my defenses mangling my senses

i want to cry. endlessly. mindlessly. heaving, sobbing cries of gut-wrenching heartbreak. and i don't know why and i don't know how to not drown in the deadening sadness to not suffocate in the deafening emptiness. my jaws clenched to keep the sobs in my mind blind the tears spread through my body destroying my defenses mangling my senses gripping me in uncontrollable spasms

i want to cry. endlessly. mindlessly. heaving, sobbing cries of gut-wrenching heartbreak. and i don't know why and i don't know how to not drown in the deadening sadness to not suffocate in the deafening emptiness. my jaws clenched to keep the sobs in my mind blind the tears spread through my body destroying my defenses mangling my senses gripping me in uncontrollable spasms and I am alone.