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A Self help healing book - A True Story Life Story - one mother writing to her son to save his soul at a time of being incarcerated in Slovakia. The book is an interactive book on Hope, Belief, ...

A Self help healing book - A True Story Life Story - one mother writing to her son to save his soul at a time of being incarcerated in Slovakia. The book is an interactive book on Hope, Belief, Trust, Love, and Care for anyone who needs uplifting and motivating and to be inspired spiritually for a better life.

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  • Dear Readers, I would like to thank you all for reading my first self published book, there are still mistakes that are being corrected before it will be published and distributed into stores as we are praying for our angel sponsor, but if you do see mistakes and spot them ..please send corrections to the author best Regards, Henni
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    • “ WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? HENNI RACIK A BOOK OF EVOLUTIONARY GUIDANCE TO A SPIRITUAL LIFE.
    • 2 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k J E S UaS eC HB Y SH E N N I o Rd oC y K u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K y o u r ? R I T: W h A Io This book is dedicated to my son, Eric. His courage in strength, hope and care to change his life inspired me to write these letters into a book. The words you will find here are written from my heart to reach your heart. I also dedicate this book to my parents Juraj and Julianna Racik for their undeniable courage, guidance, love and life support throughout my life. The journey of life is to free our souls. So, if I can succeed in the name of Jesus Christ to find your soul, it was all worth it from my heart to yours, with all my love, Henni 2
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 3 ‘‘Jesus Christ‘‘ who do you think you are? A BOOK OF EVOLUTIONARY GUIDANCE TO A SPIRITUAL LIFE Henni Racik
    • 4 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K IMPORTANT NOTE This book is not intended to prescribe or diagnose in any way, shape or form. It is not written to replace any professional help. The book is to provide an alternative educational tool in healing the human heart. Those who are ill should consult with their doctor, for it is neither the author nor the publisher who directly or indirectly dispenses medical advice in a form of treatment. The author nor the publisher assume any responsibility in understanding the teachings in this book to cleanse the heart. “ Health Miseducation is more dangerous than Health Uneducation.“ According to the American Medical Association, drugs approved by the FDA kill over 150,000 Americans in hospitals every year. The use of seeking the truth in Perfection and Natural remedies in life is a HUMAN RIGHT. We assert that each human right is to own his or her own body and no government, person or corporate entity has the right to abuse that ownership. No mere statute or regulation can take away a human right. However, suicides to alternative right to life is on the rise Globally due to Human Affairs. The sociologist Emile Durkheim devised this, the classic definition of suicide: The term suicide is applied to all cases of death resulting directly or indirectly from a positive or negative act of the victim himself, which he knows will produce this result.“ If you believe in the healing power of CARE.... If you have the desire and dream as when you were a pure hearted child, free of worry and stress, and you know you were born for a greater destiny and would like to create it, then Jesus Christ - who do you think you are? is for you.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 5 “ WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? HENNI RACIK A BOOK OF EVOLUTIONARY GUIDANCE TO A SPIRITUAL LIFE. THIS IS A TRUE STORY. Velvet Evolution Universe Tour, UNIVERSAL LIMITED EDITION
    • 6 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 7 “Jesus Christ” what a beautiful name. The name Jesus Christ — sacred, as it has been, is, and will be. For all developed people it is a synonym of Love. Jesus not only preached Love but did deeds of Love, be it caressing a child or working wonders, but He also deliberately went towards His Death on the Cross for three years, knowing that this kind of destiny was made ready for Him if He would be fulfilling His Mission on Earth. He sacrificed Himself for those whom He loved — for people, for us. The image and the name of Jesus invoke sincere gratitude, compassion, and admiration in His true followers. His image and name were associated with the concept of Love itself. “ Everything we do in life is based on the relationships we have made with ourselves, as other people, with God and our life. But the most important relationships are the ones we make with ourselves. In these relationships we tell ourselves who we are, what everyone else is, how to behave, what is possible, and what is impossible. And to have a relationship with God tells us everything impossible is possible. Jesus Henni Christ - who do you think you are? “
    • 8 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K A LETTER TO MY READERS Dear friends you think that your life has no meaning. You think that you do not exist for anyone, not even yourself. You think you are alone, that your life has no value. You think that maybe not being alive is better than being where you are now in your life. You need to control the urge of ending all the pain and su fering. And you believe that this is the only way to do it. Simply just to GIVE UP. Well, I have news for you, You DO MATTER. You matter to one mother who does care. This is me telling you that you really do matter. You matter to me. You matter to people around you that don’t even realize it. You matter to me because I see you on the same road that I was on, and this is my message to you. I am one mother who is on a mission with one message in life; I care for you.(IKAR4u) In this book I am opening my heart that I have never done before in a book. But I have always done it in my life. I have tried to care about others, but I have always struggled to care about myself. And now, through my words, I am trying to make the waves of raving and ranting with words. At times screaming and shouting that I am here and I care about you. I want you to know that you are not alone, that your life has value. This is me telling you all of the things that I wish someone would have told me when I was in deep darkness. Let me tell you, your life is worth living every second, minute and hour. You are loved, you are loved and you are loved. Never forget that the time is a gift of love. Live the time of your life today. If you close the book now, when the dream in the story is at its most daring and the pain most intense, you will never know how the hero of your story would have acted. Your story matters and it’s worth living to write the final chapter. This Universe is full of people who have been to dark places as in deep holes but those who came out on the other side and discovered a reason to live, was simply because they have found a way to rewrite their own life story book. Your life transformation begins when you are ready to write your own life story by living it each day. If you are willing to heal your heart and soul, then this book is for you. To reach out and give a helping hand or ask for one is a very hard task. To heal a broken heart takes time, patience, and care. Your heart will have scars, but what matters is that each time the scar is healed it gets stronger. And your life story continues as in each chapter of a book. My story in my life is just beginning for my chapters are still being written. And so is yours. Do live your life and let no one else live it for you. You are the storyteller of your life, so create who you are. Enjoy your journey to heal your heart with 笛esus Christ - who do you think you are? This book should be read by anyone suffering from depression, or is seeking alternative solutions discovering who they are. This is a real journey to heal their hearts and yours. With love Henni
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 9 Copyright c 2013 by Henni Racik All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopy, recording, or any information storage and retrieval system, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles and reviews, without written permission from the author. School fundraisers may make copies for use by their staff and students, but with written consent from the author for copy – rights material purpose usage only. Photocopying - the author grants permission for the photocopying of this book for educational self-healing purposes with prior written permission by the author for students as individuals, as establishments of church or academic institutions. Graphic Designer Julius Ssekajja (www.ssekaliaorts.com) Grammar Editor Anton Michálek Original cover photo created by IKAR4u Printed in Slovakia 2013 ISBN-13:978-1494783280 Ikar4u Jedlikova 13 Bratislava 81106
    • 10 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K In this book you will discover the courage, strength, belief and healing being life’s most important gift a human has to offer oneself, the human heart. It is one mother’s care to reach her son’s hurting soul through her words from her own heart. It is with hope that her words will transform a confused young man become her real son, to save his soul. It is with Perfection’s strength and faith in a mother’s words to heal not only her son from the number one silent killer within life called Depression but others in this chaotic and crazy world. A TRUE LIFE STORY All events set forth in this account are factual as well as researched. However, the names of certain individuals and institutions have not been revealed and certain characteristics have been changed in this book.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K Dear God, I am blessed to know you’re by my side. I am blessed to have you in my heart. I am blessed to feel your presence in my life. I am blessed to trust in your love and care. I am blessed to know who you are. I am blessed to have family and friends. I am blessed to feel your love. I am blessed to know this is my life. And I am grateful to be ALIVE. Amen 11
    • 12 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K Two hands, two hearts, two lives join two separate journeys forever into a precious world of One Heart, One Soul, One Love, till the end of Time. A Mother and a Child.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K Life is beauty, admire it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it. Mother Teresa 13
    • 14 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K CONTENTS A LETTER TO MY READERS....................................... 2 IMPORTANT NOTE....................................................... 4 EXECISE YOUR LIFE WITH WORDS A BRIEF HISTORY……………...................................... 15 INTRODUCTION…………………….............................. 19 PREFACE ……..…........................................................ 25 TRUST .…………..…....…….......................................... 33 HOPE ..……………........................................................ 39 CARE …………............................................................. 47 BELIEF ….…….............................................................. 54 LOVE ….………..…….................................................... 64 CRUCIFIXION ............................................................... 76 BOOK CONTEST........................................................... 80 SUMMARY..................................................................... 81 ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS.............................................. 83 INSPIRATIONAL............................................................ 84 NOTES........................................................................... 86 KEY NOTES.................................................................. 89 TEN GUIDELINES TO LIFE …………........................... 90 GOD’S WORDS TO LIFE……………………................. 92 HUMAN AFFAIR SUPPORT.......................................... 99 ABOUT THE AUTHOR................................................... 100
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 15
    • 16 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K A BRIEF HISTORY Mastering the language of love lectures in this book you will be able to experience your true life’s purpose. I would like to take the care to address the translation of my first self-published educational healing book entitled ‘‘Jesus Christ’’ - who do you think you are? I believe life is forever evolving and it is time for mothers as women to truly take a voice in the presence of our world. I have lived through dramatic life changing experiences and I wish to empower humans to understand what love and life have in common. God created man and woman, man created himself. Love is God. I love the life I live today, because I can fully adapt it to my every day purpose. I engage myself to guide my own life to the discovery and true meaning of life. The most difficult challenge today is to maintain our own relationships with our family. To fully comprehend and communicate true reasoning through the heart is one of the hardest tasks for any human to accomplish. I have learned through life experience to guide myself to follow my heart. Live your life with care, trust, belief, hope, and love from the heart. To begin each new day is to live and learn about love. My belief is that love is life and life is love. But to know God is to have experienced life. If you truly stop and think for a moment what is the most precious thing in life, it is not tangible but rather intangible, for it is our relationships with one another as human beings. These relationships can be with our sons, daughters, mothers, fathers, aunts, uncles, best friends, friends, simply human beings. This book was written at a time of real life testing endurance. It happened in 2011 when my son was incarcerated in Slovakia and by writing to him was the only way I could communicate with him. Praying and writing was my only way to save both our souls from going insane. It was the teaching and guidance to a young man’s life at a time of great difficulty and trial period of man’s ignorance and arrogance. Our path is one heck of a journey, more like a roller coaster and if we take the wrong turns or rides in life, we end up going in circles of suffering in daily life episodes within ourselves. Therefore, this book was my son’s guideline to life in making him understand and accept his present situation through written letters from his mother. Life is about learning, living and loving. So, how to help yourself and others can only happen if you help yourself first, then a higher being as (Perfection) God will guide you into the right direction. I care for you, and share with you the tools to have a successful and more so a godly life. The fact that everyday people swear by and read the bible is mind boggling then how can it be possible there are so many illnesses in the world? Humans have lost touch with the importance of life through the human heart. We must learn to love again with our hearts for everyone needs the human touch. We are all the same, playing the game of life. To become a master in life one must grasp the language of love. We all have a life story to write and tell, each one of us is his or her own storyteller. In our life it is not measured by the number of breaths we can take, but by our moments that would take our breath away. In this book you will find a true story, from one mother’s words to her son. Every child needs to be loved, but with real unconditional care. This can only be achieved through Perfection’s love. To become worthy of oneself is to love oneself and others through understanding, commitment and courage to be a true friend to yourself and others.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 17 You must want to save yourself. This process will evolve with one innovative word; care. (Ikar4u). Therefore, I have written to you from my heart, Imagine with all your mind Believe with all your heart Achieve with all your might Create who you are If you wish to dream big and evolve your world into care, this can only take place if you really want to achieve it. The only way to achieve a goal or mission in life is to imagine it with your whole being. And the only way to imagine something is if you believe in yourself and your dream. So, then and only then can you mentally, physically, and spiritually create it. Once again the words to focus on here are to imagine with all your heart that you can achieve it, believe it, and create it. My words of wisdom to the world would be to care for our universe. It is evident in our present society as in our communities the lack of care. It is truly for this reason I created a global project in starting a care movement with an evolutionary word: Ikar4u. Translated from a short abbreviated and innovated word meaning, I care for you. It is our responsibility to one another to learn the best and the worst of who we are, then apply this to nurturing the best and conquering the worst. The place to begin such a responsibility is within ourselves, and then with our families as our friends, who love and care about us. What we all must learn is to take and accept such a huge task of responsibility for ourselves and our world. In order to get the best out of life experiences it is important to gradually take the journey one day at a time. Our mission in life is to master the art of a new way to the heart. It is our priority to care for life’s forgotten humans’ suffering with mental disabilities, orphans, the poor and homeless people throughout our global communities. We can create a world of care with emphasizing one language of supporting a spiritual color; being purple. The human language goes far beyond just words but creativity with color. It is through color, people can actually share their experience of the world with each other. The color purple is a natural healer of the heart. The power is in the pure ultra violet vibrations of shades, hues, and tones throughout our universe. It should be noted for centuries this color was forbidden to wear by commoners except for the royal families. The color purple is the highest spectrum of all colors. It is even the highest color in the chakras. Purple is used to calm the mind and helps to elevate concerns of mental disorders. This color over the years has been researched to symbolize magic, mystery, spirituality, creativity and dignity more than any other language of color. The project that I have created, The Velvet Evolution Universe Tour is to bring awareness to depression, discrimination, and drugs by living, loving and learning the truth to what really matters in life that being the heart is the heart. In order to understand life in our every day episodes of living, working and studying, we must address and acknowledge the root of society’s core crisis in the world. It is evident that there is lack of affirmations, manifestations and care, due to one active on in the atmosphere called “Egoism” – our essence of life depends on our overall energetic force in the Universe.
    • 18 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K Our world does not only evolve around one’s own energy field. Our world also manifests itself with our relationship towards one another. The fact that we have over one billion humans on planet earth living in depression is caused from lack of care. To look deep into your mind, body and soul, you must ask yourself, do I have a heart to care for myself and do I have the strength to care for others? To be quite vivid in reality is to say we only have time on earth. The general human reluctance to change behavior gains support from dominant forces within the social system itself and lack of energy in its structure is the result. We can’t appreciate that the planet’s atmosphere continues to be treated as a dumping ground just as a human’s waste is his or her baggage of garbage from the past. In avoiding negative feelings to take over your mind, you must learn to live in the present situation on a daily basis. We all have a story to tell, but the best storytellers are the ones who dare to tell the truth in the present world as a story. So, make the best of yours today. Find your way to your heart and never let it go because time is all we have in this life time. This Universe, this Galaxy, this earth, this body we call our own, all live and breathe and feel and have a mind, therefore they are infused by time. Why are we here in this short period of time that we have to live on earth? I believe that it is to find our journey just as Jesus Christ was discovering himself as he went teaching the word of God. It is not the storyteller but the story. God gives the talent; we must make the time and give the effort. The creative process is in three easy steps such as 1,2,3. 1. ASK 2. BELIEVE 3. RECIEVE / one can ask Perfection for healing the human heart, if one believes in Perfection‘s healing as alternative medicine as in God; and one shall recieve divine healing within the heart where no man can enter or alter. You must have faith in order to say I care for you. Ikar4u
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K I am here and I love you. I don’t care if you need to stay up crying all night long, I will stay with you. There’s nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than Depression and I am braver than Loneliness and nothing will ever excuse my presence for you. Take the best trip of your life to travel with your self as one of the most important steps in healing to show who you are. In the name of GOD 19
    • 20 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K INTRODUCTION This book is essentially the talks of lectures in letter format that I have written to my son during his days of incarceration. He was arrested in the State of Slovakia in the month of September 2011, as he entered studies at the Selye Janos University in Komarno. Upon his acceptance he was still on the side effects of pharmaceutical drugs. He was also diagnosed in Canada as being labeled Bipolar. My son was suffering in depression which had been silently killing his soul. At first, I was thinking of calling the book, “From Madness of Life” but in the daily process of writing, I felt I should call it “Jesus Christ”- who do you think you are? It is about life’s mystery of finding ourselves and caring for whom we are as well as where we are headed that truly matters in our life. The book gives meaning to finding one’s way to the heart. It is everyone’s responsibility to find his or her purpose and path to the mind, body and soul. Life is short, so hold on to it and never let go, because to know who you are is the greatest gift of all, given to anyone. But, depression, can affect anyone at any given time. Depression accounts for a tremendous amount of the medical costs of healthcare in our world today. It is also one of the most sought after market in profit making in the world. But, it can be a taboo subject in public and the church, because many people are ashamed to admit that they suffer from this condition. It can be perceived as a symbol of weakness, especially among males. As you might expect, that bible does address the subject of depression in-depth. This is not a new phenomenon, nor is it just a “last days” condition (though I definitely believe the church is under attack like never before because the devil knows that he has but a short time). As we read from Genesis to Revelation, we find men and women who were faced with hardships and emotional struggles. Even David, the man after God’s own heart found himself desperately discouraged at times (just read the psalms if you don’t believe it). This book is not intended to discredit the benefits of modern medical treatment, or to condemn those who seek medical help for this condition. By all means, we use all resources available to help us, however be aware and educate yourself to alternatively heal yourself. The purpose of this book is to show you that Perfection cares about your innermost feelings, and it wants to give you peace where there is anxiety, also joy where there is depression, and hope where there is despair. Mother Nature is the best medicine on our planet earth, learn to appreciate it and use it. And if you combine Perfection into the equation of finding balance and harmony then you may have your antidote. You may discover that the shadows and tempests of depression alter the way you look at Perfection and the way you believe it looks at you. When you pray you may be unable to sit still or to keep your mind focused for more than a few moments. Prayer has also long been held by most religious traditions to contain potent healing power. Everything may
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 21 Perfection may seem to be mocking your attempts to pray. I know people who have gone three, five, ten years without “praying” though they were faithful to setting time aside for prayer regardless of its seeming uselessness. In the haunting darkness where all communication had gone silent, they found loneliness, boredom, frustration, and anger. Were they praying? Yes. But did they know Perfection that is to save the soul? No. You must be disciplined, and committed to believe in yourself, and what you can do, and the relationship you will have with Perfection in your life. And in the contents of this book I will introduce to you the topic Bipolar. The exact beginning I will start with is Jesus Christ. The question to ask or ponder upon is: Was Jesus Christ Bipolar? Many successful people throughout time in history were known to be bipolar. For example, Vincent Van Gogh, Emily Dickinson, Kurt Cobain, Ernest Hemingway, Albert Einstein and Beethoven, just to name a few. Does Jesus Christ belong on this list as well? The truth is we’ll never know but we do have theories, so here is mine: If at the time there were psychiatrists around when Jesus Christ was alive, he would be diagnosed - “bipolar I disorder” with psychotic symptoms and put on heavy medication. Given that psychology is such a young and underdeveloped area of study, the only thing I find myself attaching to is the obvious similarities between these successful artists, Jesus Christ and the 2.6% of the population that is considered bipolar. I believe we are all the sons and daughters of whatever it is that created this universe. I don’t exactly know what religion to believe, but what I am sure of is that creativity is somehow involved in the notion of God. The link between creativity and bipolar disorder is widely accepted as fact. Maybe the truth behind Jesus’ stories are simply false delusions from his psychosis, but on the other hand, maybe Jesus’ stories are true from his psychosis. Signature traits of hypomania and mania include: (1) Delusions of grandeur and (2) Religiosity, believing you’re the son of God and your mother is a virgin may fall under these categories. (3) Hyper sexuality, Mary Magdalene, a prostitute, is notorious for being one of Jesus’ most important disciples, perhaps he was initially drawn to her because of his extreme passionate and sexual traits. (4) Pressured speech, which is pretty much a fancy term for talking your face off, might cause preaching to five thousand people and gathering apostles. (5) Irritability and rage, which could explain why Jesus confronted the moneychangers, also known as the Cleansing of the Temple, causing a riot by over-turning tables and spilling money on the floor. In many cases, Bipolar I disorder starts with a hypomanic episode, progressing to a manic episode and then landing off in a psychosis. A psychosis is when the person
    • 22 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K cannot differentiate between reality and their imagination. A manic psychosis may include auditory hallucinations, visual hallucinations and delusional beliefs. The main delusions are: (1) Erotomania, the belief that a person of high status is in love with them, in Jesus’ case it was God. (2) Grandiosity, the belief that they are more powerful, has special abilities, attain unique knowledge or that they’re gifted. No man can enter Heaven but through me is a little grandeur in my view. (3) Jealousy, the belief that someone is cheating them, like when Judas was believed to have betrayed Jesus. (4) Persecutory, the belief that they are being persecuted, and sometimes even followed and watched, which I’m sure he was after making such a ruckus in public, and perhaps this belief led him to his death. (5) Somatic, the belief that something is physically wrong. Let’s get back to Mary Magdalene. According to the Gospels, she watched as Jesus was crucified (Mark 15:40) and later when in his tomb (15:47.) She kept vigil beside his tomb and when Jesus appeared she wasn’t able to recognize him. Since a vigil implies being up all night, sleep deprivation does cause hallucinations. A key trait of mania is also a decreased need for sleep. Now let’s talk about the dark lows of bipolar disorder. His submission at the garden of Gethsemane really captivates the emotions of the lows: the longing to throw in the towel and get down on your knees, the disgust with desires and temptations, wanting only to bask in your sorrow. “Get up and pray so that you will not fall into temptation.“ (Mark 14:32-42) Jesus fasted for forty days and forty nights in the wilderness. During depressive episodes, people tend to isolate themselves, their sleep patterns and appetite are disrupted and they’re haunted with dark visions. Sleep deprivation and not eating right can also cause hallucinations. Since I have experienced the feelings of religiosity, the feeling that you have a spiritual purpose here on earth, I truly believe Jesus must have felt this way too. I think Bipolar Disorder coupled with an exceptional mind is the exact formula that made Jesus Christ such an exceptional historical figure. What is Bipolar Disorder? Let’s find out what it means because it is normal to experience ups and downs, good days and bad days and the occasional I should never have gotten out of bed for the whole day, but as a general rule it is important to retain an inner calm or a middle ground to which we always return. However, individuals with Bipolar disorder experience extreme mood swings. They tend to lose their inner balance, finding themselves at the far ends of the emotional spectrum. They may even
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 23 find themselves alternating between periods of exuberant elation or mania, when anything seems possible, and periods of deep despairing depression that leaves them in bed for weeks and unable to function in their day to day lives. Symptoms of Bipolar Disorder (sometimes referred to as manic depression) differ greatly between individuals. Some may enter a state of hypomania which is milder form of mania, while others may have full blown manic (dramatic) episodes. These episodes often involve elaborate ideas, an elevated state of happiness and wild plans. For example; a person having a manic episode may max out three credit cards and start tearing down walls with the idea of building themselves a mansion. At the time, these irrational ideas seem absolutely possible and will lead to great success and fortune. But what goes up must come down and as a result, these manic states are often followed by periods of deep depression as the individual comes down from their high. To this day there is no scientific proof of what is Bipolar. It is therefore my belief that this term called Bipolar should be relabeled to a bleeding heart. Time does not heal a bleeding heart but God does, he uses time as his tool. God heals, renews, and restores until our feelings catch up with our choice to forgive and forget. We must concentrate our focus away from those who hurt us, instead we should emphasize on being who Christ created us to be: As we continue to make the “Mind of Christ”(1Cor 2:16) our own, as we live in the light of the Perfection’s love something glorious begins to happen. A transformation within, as we move from darkness to light, from resentment to mercy, and from rage to redemption. Our God gives us a new perspective; the ability to see the world through eternal eyes and with that understanding brings care, compassion, humility and a tender pure heart of love comes from God. As it says in 1 John 4:7 He is the Origin of Love. In this case he is referring to God. It is every human soul’s responsibility in life to lead their hearts to God. To be labeled Bipolar is simply yet another name for humans to use and abuse not just in humans but in the state system. For it is in the medical world of that being psychiatry’s drugs that help to generate 330 billion dollars a year for the pharmaceutical industry. And yet why is no one explaining that to be Bipolar is to be simply a human. Let me further make you understand this concept of Truth. What is the definition of - bi•po•lar adjective 1. having or relating to two poles or extremities. “a sharply bipolar division of affluent and underclass” 2. (of psychiatric illness) characterized by both manic and depressive episodes, or manic ones only.
    • 24 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K Therefore, is it not safe to say that every day humans can have ups and downs in life? This means one day you can be high and the next day you might be feeling low. And for example there is no amount of drugs in the world that you can take and think that your Jesus Christ, but many in the past have experienced this high. I also know Erico that your past experiences have given you that feeling that you are Jesus Christ. And to follow such a role model in your life is glorious. But just so you always know that no one will be ever again Jesus Christ for we are all unique in our own polarities. What is the definition of - po•lar adjective 1.of or relating to the North or South Pole. “the polar regions” synonyms: cold, freezing, icy, glacial, chilly, gelid, hypothermic PHYSICS CHEMISTRY having electrical or magnetic polarity. (of a liquid, esp. a solvent) consisting of molecules with a dipole moment. noun directly opposite in character or tendency. Here are the important points; 1. When an object has more electrons than another object, it is negative. 2. When an object has less electrons than another object, it is positive. “Depression and its polar opposite, mania” Synonyms: opposite, opposed, dichotomous, extreme, contrary, contradictory, antithetical Guide The Principle of Polarity Therefore it is easily said, that life expresses itself in different polarities; there is no other way. The Principle of Polarity embodies the idea that everything is dual, everything has two poles, and everything has its opposite. All manifested things have two sides, two aspects, or two poles. Everything “is” and “isn’t” at the same time, all truths are but half truths and every truth is half false, there are two sides to everything, opposites are identical in nature, and yet different in degree. So as the knowledge of life teaches us that there is no light without darkness and so no good without evil. Humanity needed to grow in darkness and find its path to the light. Life is duality. Take for example, with heat there is freezing cold, with day/night, birth/death . So everything is relative: when it’s extremely cold it can be colder still, or warmer, and hot and hotter still. It has to be this way, for how would you know what warmth is if everything always had the same temperature?
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 25 So, how could I die without first being born? Life is always relative, with polarities at both ends of the relativity scale. Polarities are not opposites, the North and South Poles are not antagonistic, not fundamentally separate, not opposites. They are polarities. And one polarity cannot be thought of as separate from the other. The South Pole is not the opposite of the North Pole. They are two polarities of one and the same planet. The two are supportive of a truth that transcends both. All polarities indicate a higher truth. Duality does not mean separation, it means life: day would lose its meaning without night. Life is the movement between polarities, and one polarity gives the other its meaning. Life is one inseparable totality, the whole spectrum. This is what spirituality means: a love for life, a love for the whole phenomenon in its entirety. Unity and totality go together. The beauty of a flower disappears as it is cut into pieces. The totality of the flower, as part of evolution and the complete, living flower can never be understood by studying its parts separately. To try and separate death from life is fighting a lost battle, and a sure way to ultimate frustration. Because we see life and death as opposites instead of as polarities, we’ve become afraid. It sounds strange, but death is part of life. Life-death, death included the whole phenomenon. Death is a blessing in disguise, it gives meaning to our being alive. It makes us sincere, and it makes life very much alive! The union of Polarities This understanding is a gradual process for a human being to reach. It is through the union of polarities where the connection lives and heals the relationship between both the right and the left hemispheres of the brain. This connection has been present ever since the beginnings of time for human beings are divine in nature; human beings are striving to become perfect and in sync in both hemispheres. It is the union of polarities we must try to harmonize in our minds to work in sync with our body and soul. “My mind is controlling me. But I want to control my mind”.
    • 26 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K PREFACE *Perfection- reference God throughout the book To understand *Perfection (God) is to understand Life. To allow Perfection (God) in your life is acknowledging life’s equality to living. Sin is in the world, Jesus, God’s son came on earth to take away the sins of the world, so He had sacrificed his only son to give new life and meaning to us. In order to love in an unconditional form of love, we must learn who we are. You can become reunited with Perfection (God) as one of Godly children by cleansing your heart and accepting Christ as your savior, redeemer and natural soul healer. Perfection (God) is asking us that we live as it taught us through its own example and nature in its actions and not just words written in the bible. However to question these words are part of life’s mystery, but, we must lead by actions. We must challenge mankind to care for other people and the amazing world of Perfection (God) created. This act is called Stewardship. So, what is stewardship? “Follow Me,” Jesus, simply but powerfully commanded to the Apostles and they did. That call is made to us as well on this day and in this time. How do we follow Jesus? We try to live our lives as Jesus Christ, the perfect steward. And more importantly, how do we find the way to the human heart in the presence of Perfection. Stewardship is discipleship. It is the care and use of all that we have been given by Perfection and is often explained in terms of talent, treasure and time. Why? Because communication requires that a message is sent and received and explaining stewardship in simple terms is more effective. Here is a way to look at these aspects of stewardship.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 27 TALENT We are all blessed with so many talents and yet we may not know they exist. Talents are found in your personality, your interests and in your skills. Those who love interacting with people, love to talk and love to be with groups have incredible talents to assist with the love of Perfection. Those who are skilled in trades or have professional abilities are gifted with talents that can support not only a sanctuary, Hral (Haven Racik Academy of Life) to be developed with the Velvet Evolution Universe Tour but also charitable works throughout the community. Your skills and knowledge can be put to curing many ills in our society. Your use of talent for the work of Perfection is one of the most personally fulfilling opportunities of your lifetime. Payment in a smile, in relief of suffering or in lending a hand to someone in desperate need is greater than any material payment you will ever receive in this lifetime to be happy ever after. TREASURE Treasure is a gift and also a burden. We become consumed with material goods. Yet, life can be lived very simply if we choose. It is not wrong to enjoy many of the amazing luxuries life has to offer. However, justice requires us to consider the needs of others as we enjoy the gifts we have been given. To some, food and housing has become a luxury they are unable to obtain. In order to appreciate life’s bountiful resources, we must share the wealth of the basic necessities of life. Water, food, education and shelter, this is the root of civilization. We can achieve to flourish life’s treasures if we learn to care and give from the heart. TIME The gift of time is just that – a gift. None of us know exactly how much time we have been granted on this earth. In the time that we have, we are asked to use that time effectively by continuing the mission of Jesus Christ throughout our days. Each day has 24 hours and consists of time at work, time at rest and time with family and friends. We sleep about 8 hours a day on average, work about 8 hours and therefore have 8 hours for “other things.” At rest, we sleep or at least try, so that we may regain strength for our next day. Sleep is essential in considering the body as a temple. In addition to sleep, doing what we can to keep our bodies healthy and strong helps us lead productive lives on behalf of Perfection. At work, our professions should help develop a better world in some way while how we work should better ourselves personally in many ways. Your interaction with colleagues, customers, employees, employers and others should be conducted in the spirit of the second of Perfection’s great commandments “love thy neighbor
    • 28 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K as we love ourselves”.This includes the often stressful drive to and from home! Our twenty four hours of the day are filled with so much at home, work, school, or with friends and neighbors. Family responsibility is so important and a major part of what is connecting our faith formation. Both away from home and at home, we are responsible for handling on the faith to future generations. How we interact with people in front of children teaches us valuable lessons on how to live. And to be able to show how we are interacting during this time, then we can be optimistic to trust our time here on earth. Time is ticking. Make the most of yours by using all of your gifts to follow in the guidelines of life. Talent, Treasure, and Time, learn these gifts and appreciate each one for how they relate in your life. Repeat to yourself, “I want to be talented and have a heart filled with a treasure of time that is my gift in life”. Maybe, the final result of these teachings could be found in the Book of Life. Can I ask you, do you know what the Book of Life is? And why is this important to know in our life? Well, here is the definition: The Book of Life is a record written by God before the creation of the world, listing people who will live forever in the kingdom of heaven. The belief of such a book is up to you. If you believe in the bible as the WORD OF GOD, then you also believe what is written in the Bible stating that Jesus Christ is our SAVIOUR. So, now in the bible as the word of God it is however stated in both the Old Testament and the New Testament, in the Psalms, those who are obedient to God among the living are considered worthy. In other occurrences in the Old Testament “opening of the books” typically refers to the final judgment. And it is actually once again from the bible written as word of GOD in the Old Testament ‘‘opening the books’’ are to be referred to as the Book of Life. The prophet Daniel mentions a heavenly court. (Daniel 7:10) It is here the prophet refers to a heavenly court as the kingdom of heaven. Some say that Jesus Christ was given a name as you also have been given a name. And it is his name which is written everywhere in the Book of life. If you are wondering how you can be sure your name is written in the Book of Life. Firstly, one must purely believe in God and ask for the forgiveness of sins and truly to believe in Jesus Christ as your savior. However, the most important thing in my opinion is not whether you believe in the Book of Life, but to admit you have sinned and need God’s forgiveness. Ask God to cleanse you in your heart and soul. Those who will overcome and become an achieved over comer is one who is victorious over the temptations, trials and evils of this world. It should be noted that our life lesson is one big test. We are tested every day from the temptation of wrong doings. We need to focus our talent, time and treasures of life to God, but not a man that being in the name of Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ was to have been a prophet.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K Life is life, you are my life, I am your life, this life is ours to discover in the name of ‘‘Jesus Christ’’ who do you think you are? 29
    • 30 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K Exercise your life with words “Life is Life“ this is my life, this is my life, this is my life, this is my life, this is my life, this is my life, this is my life, Repeat these words until you believe that this is your life to live. And then you can say; “this is my life to live.“ Life truly starts to evolve when you feel its all over and as if there is no tomorrow. This is simply where life begins.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K My Mind is clearer now and all too well I can see where we all soon will be if you strip away the myth from the man you will see where we all soon will be. ‘‘Jesus Christ!’’ You’ve started to believe the things they say of you. You really do believe this talk of God is true and all the good you’ve done will soon get swept away. You have begun to matter more than the things you say. Listen ‘‘Jesus Christ,’’ who do you think you are? Do you trust the human race? for we must keep in our place. We are occupied – have you forgotten how put down we are. I am frightened by the crowd for we are getting much too loud and they will harm us if we go too far. Listen ‘‘Jesus Christ,’’ who do you think you are? with all my love, 31
    • 32 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K “Life is to be set free from all fears.” Repeat the words and write them out … I LIVE MY LIFE TO BE FREE FROM All FEARS Repeat the words “I live my life to be FREE from all FEARS.” “Let your dreams be bigger than your Fears and your actions louder than your words.”
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 33 Dear Reader, When we forget ourselves, our true medicine can easily be to write and start a journal of hope for a way to the heart. When we are just the subject, the storyteller and the point of the story, we often can express ourselves much more easily. In this book, start to discipline yourself by writing on the pages provided. To act and write are remedies that can give our heart the cure it needs. Go ahead feel free to write what you feel. Grab a pen or a pencil and learn to heal your heart. But the best medicine in our modern day world is CARE.
    • 34 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K I only answer to two people, myself and God. Cher Write down who you answer to in your life and why? Start a journal and see how your feelings are evolving as you are reading the book; Jesus Christ – who do you think you are?
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 35 “ All I have seen teaches me to trust the creator for all I have not seen” Ralph Waldo Emerson October 7, 2011 To my dear and only son, I hope that this letter will find your heart and allow my words to touch your soul. I am with you wherever you are now, and I wish you to feel it with my words from my heart. Presently, it is my heart that bleeds, that you are in such a nightmare of a situation. “Darkness” is a man’s worst enemy as is his loneliness. I don’t know how to begin to tell you how I feel. But, I can imagine how you are feeling. If you can believe me that all day I keep thinking about you. I have tried to wonder what you are eating, on what you are sleeping, and even thinking. I can also imagine all the hurt you must be going through I know deep in your heart you are searching for love. We all seek to be loved and cared for in life. I can see a very tired, confused young man. He’s angry, but not too angry, at himself more in blame of others rather than in search of himself. He is sad, well sort of, but he is more hurting on the inside. So I think and wonder if he loves me... I hope he does and still needs me, as well as confides in me as to what he feels in his heart. To have a bleeding heart that is fragile and needs healing is a work of time. I want you to know that your sister, father and I truly do care about you. I honestly, am deeply hurting for all the pain you presently have to cope with as learn to decide, and deal with in your life. To love is to show understanding. I trust myself to be able to show you how I feel, and hope you will do the same. I can envision how much you are struggling with life’s odd balls, and know it is not that easy to catch each chaotic game of winnings, especially to remain in Perfection’s path of life’s destiny. I know you are a young man that has seen and experienced too much in a very short period of time. You have had to grow up at a rapid speed to understand life’s teachings. In our world to have someone that makes sacrifices for you is showing care. In this world you need to understand what real love is. I know you are living through really hard times, but your needs must know that you are an adult. You need to obey rules and laws and if you don’t, then you need to go to live on an island where
    • 36 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K you can be your own ruler. As you are learning to live with society’s mistakes, it in turn reflects on you too. Try to remember to be the best you can be, but understand that nobody is perfect only that being a higher being known as Perfection. But I always try to be better than myself, even if I make mistakes we all learn from our mistakes. But smart people; really learn from other people’s mistakes. Erico, I am truly hurting for the injustice being served upon you now. I know that you are still young and are not sure about life but one thing you must know is that I love you no matter what in this world. I know at times, I have been tough with you but that is only to teach you the true core facts and hardships we must appreciate in order to understand the importance of life. You must start to trust yourself! I know trust is hard to do when all you see in life is unjustified circumstances surrounding you. However you must learn to trust your heart. Perfection’s love is the ultimate aim and purpose in life Jesus Christ - who do you think you are? Oh, I know maybe you think you are Jesus Christ. As your mother, I notice a lost young man in a place of silence. You search for your inner strength and must know how to reach the emotional level of your heart. Maybe I don’t have much in life as materialism is concerned, but spiritually I have everything my heart. But I am sure there are people like me who have the least and give more, because they recognize the importance in life, that if anything good results, it has to come from Perfection. Perfection gives each of us a gift to use and that talent is to be discovered. We must learn to use our gift. If life is teaching us a lesson we must learn to understand what these teachings are, for there is always a solution to every situation as long as you believe in yourself and in a higher being. Be positive always in gaining opportunity that Perfection gives us to reach our goals in life. Always think of a higher being with your heart, mind and soul. Don’t let any negative emotions come into your heart and soul for only then you can achieve anything. Your soul must be cleansed and you mustn’t blame anyone but yourself for your own actions. We need to learn one thing in life “ourselves and our relationships with our family and friends”. And as I have told you many times in your life, the way to the heart is by knowing yourself. Take a look at who you are by reflecting upon your own heart and soul. Listen to yourself! But you truly must start to forgive those that love you the most in your life. And my son forgiveness is one of the greatest challenges in life. To forgive yourself and others that have hurt you. Once you learn to forgive then you can finally start to create. But just so you know forgiveness is one of the most difficult tasks to hurdle in life. To hold hatred inside of you is only hurting and affecting your own life. It is with positive and mindful thoughts that we can step one day at a time to let go of the hurt. My dear son, up to now in your life you have been spoon fed, and given everything on a silver platter, well life must be balanced out, and you have to learn what it means to want, to need, to hope, and mostly to care. The fact that you are a very stubborn man with his own way of seeing the world; it is of crucial importance to identify your weaknesses and strengths. But also, be aware that I have nothing to offer you in life but my heart for I have no other wealth and times are real tough for me and your sister. I know life is unfair, but nobody said it would be easy. The one thing you must learn is to trust yourself, your heart and soul can only be pure, if you know who you are and believe in yourself.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 37 Perfection will always be with you in your darkest hours, but you need to trust, you must also stop the fear, anxiety and self-worthlessness. You have to start to really understand how to live in the present and not in the past; this is your biggest problem. You have to stop thinking about what happened to you but you need to learn more why you need to help yourself and then others. We all have a say in life, sometimes we need to share our story, so we can help others and that is how we can help ourselves. Your mom is trying to bring awareness to world human affairs in my life’s project www.velvet-evolution.com because that is what a higher being has planned for me. I know what it feels like to be hurt. But you must always know that everything in life happens for a reason. Your episode now in life is only temporary. Your life will change but only if you want to change it, because you are the only one who can do it. However, you must want it. I cannot change it for you no matter where you will be. If you are not happy with yourself, and do not respect, love or care for yourself, then nothing and nobody will be able to make you happy. Only you and you alone with Perfection can change who or what you want in your life. If life was easy and if we never had to live through hardships we wouldn’t know what it means to live. We all appreciate what we have in our life, if we work hard for what we want. And we must do it not just say it. If I want to change the world, first I must change myself. I want to write a book, I must discipline myself each day to do it. If I want to show I care about you, I must teach you what I know from doing it to myself and most important thing I want to say to you; we must never lie to ourselves or those we love. We especially must not cheat and steal. Perfection teaches us lessons every day, we must learn to understand, respect what he is teaching us. If you trust yourself, then you will also trust others. Life is life every day is beautiful, I know you might not think so, but please remember it can’t do you any good to think about negative thoughts only positive ones. We are doing everything possible to make sure, you will be okay. They didn’t tell us that they took you out from the hospital and put you in front of the judge, I only found out because I called the police station in Komarno. This is where the system failed because you were already labeled a mentally disabled human from Canada with being labeled Bipolar. I am so deeply hurt that they not only labeled you, but are also abusing a mentally challenged young man. I am sure you must really hate Slovakia right about now, but the most important job for your lawyer is to get you out of jail and find you the proper medical attention you need, remember, if I could, I would come to visit you. They didn’t allow me or your father to see you. So, if you truly believe in yourself and a higher being then you have nothing to fear in life and help yourself to understand in Slovakia there is no law? You are presently living in nomads land? with chaos, power, and ego. The faster you realize that you cannot do what you want the better it will be for you. In Slovakia the law is very different from Canada. I want you to know that I love you and I am including a return envelope for you to write back to me. I can visit you on the 13th at 8:00am in the morning. Just remember, be strong. And you should know that Perfection is with you. And I am with you. You have nothing
    • 38 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K to be afraid of, only yourself. Remember in life we have love and fear, to fail is called living, to fear is to hate. Fear of failure of not coping with a situation of not being able to relate to another person is at the heart of this fear of the different, the strange, and the stranger. It is as if we are walking in unknown road of life. When you live a love of trust, you live with your heart. So, when one loves with trust, one does not give things, one gives oneself and so, the human lives through the heart loving of perfection. My son, if you don’t trust yourself, then how can you expect me to believe in you, and what can you do or become in life? Your integrity in whom and what you can do is in your mind, and in your own hands. I pray for you and send you blessings for staying sane in this mad world of ours. I send you my love. Please pray with me, and write to me. And one final piece of advice is that if you cannot trust yourself and your mother, then ask yourself, who you can trust in this crazy world created by man. It is truly at this time in my words I honestly feel that praying will ease your pain. Prayer is a time to let light flow in our lives, literally to “enlighten” each day. To pray is to be centered in love; it is to let what is deepest within us to come to the surface. For me it was a way to stay in touch with my son and much more. Prayer is also a meeting with the one who loves me, who reveals to me my human value, who empowers me to give life, who loves us all and who calls us forth to greater love and compassion. Prayer is resting in the quiet, caring presence to a higher force through the human heart that is in a place of freedom and trust. Prayer reflects your devotion to communicating with Perfection. It truly is the best way to show love and to your own heart. Trust is not easy to maintain in a relationship with yourself and others. But to trust in Perfection do not allow any man to come between you and it for this is a gift. Trust in your heart and soul that this is your life and you are the only one who can create it. We have hope each and every day that we succeed in life. To have no hope is to have no life. It is your life, make it happen. Trust in you in who you are. I trust that I will see you soon and mostly my son, Trust in GOD. I love you, mom
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K GUIDELINE TO LIFE’S LESSON FORMULA ONE: Achieve it Believe it Create it This is the formula of LIFE! Repeat words to yourself, “This is my life”. 39
    • 40 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K It isn’t until you come to a spiritual understanding of who you are not necessarily a religious feeling, but deep down, the spirit within that you can begin to take control. Oprah Do you like yourself for who you are today? Start a journal and see how your feelings are evolving as you are reading the book; Jesus Christ – who do you think you are?
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 41 “Where there is anger, there is always pain underneath. The greater part of human pain is unecessary. It is self created as long as the unobserved mind runs your life.“ THE HEART TASK Try to grab a pencil and discover your talent. then place here the ART CONTEST DETAILS EXERCISE YOUR BRAIN Be CREATIVE and CARE Grab a piece of blank paper and pencil try to Draw Jesus CHRIST from your heart Once complete you can submit your work of H’ ART below in our ART CONTEST ART CONTEST FREE STYLE HAND DRAWING of JESUS CHRIST with 2 submissions in original format of charcoal medium and color enhancement tones, shades, hues of purple All submissions in digital format sent to jssekajja@gmail.com Further details on website www.velvet-evolution.com
    • 42 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K “Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning”. Albert Einstein October 28th 2011 My dear son, I pray that you are doing ok. I hope that my letter will find to your way, and that I am now sending you my prayers and my heart. Please, keep strong, chin up and most of all do as they tell you or life can be more of hell than heaven. Your heart and mind is yours and I know with my prayers, there is hope. I love you, and remember, love is the conqueror of all obstacles in life’s daily episodes whether they are big or small. There is no other way than we humans to communicate in a positive state of mind. I am writing to you in hope of finding your feelings in your heart. To begin, we are all planned or destined to be here on earth with a purposeful meaning to create our life. I make comments and remarks such as am not from this planet_ that is for the reason I think with my heartbeat. I truly do try to love my life through listening to my heart. We all need to be influenced for some direction to our life‘s destiny. If we only take the time and knowledge from a one way frame of mind, we end up with dictatorship, egoism, and imprisonment. To be able to understand key words such as harmony, balance, justice, freedom, human rights, requires not only intelligence to educate yourself but you must surely have a heart and soul. To have a true heart, a human being, with an over emotional mechanism of a characteristic is how you can be related. You are sensitive, caring and loving young man. You need to be reminded or refreshed upon the definitions of words such as “RESPECT, DISCIPLINE and SELF-CONTROL”. It seems that the basic foundations of nature’s lessons of life’s survivor skills course is underestimated. We all have the choices and chances to achieve greatness in our lives. But to implement the creations take time, patience, light heartedness and care. We can continue our lives and head down the road hat matters the most. And to some this means work through the greatness of Truth or we can take life’s shortcuts of cheating, lying, stealing, etc. Needless to say if we choose to live with a heart, then we must focus on following signs of hope in our heart! I understand the loss of hope and how life can be a miscommunication of channels but it is difficult to climb the steps in life when we have no hope and a healing heart to mend. I believe we all can do anything we truly desire but we ‘re all must want to do it.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 43 To be able to reach discipline, self-control and integrity, it requires caring and respecting ourselves, our family, friends and our environment, in our communities. To have the strength to learn about life requires “hope and multiple intelligence” to understand how to acquire a pure heart. It is not enough to attend “Institutions” but it requires living through truth. Every day of a human’s life can be called a daily episode or journal of life. To analyze all the details and dialogues it does take time to dissect each thought. My son, you need to be willing to take certain thoughts into your heart. You have a young, strong, open heart and to express what you feel and not be judged must be knowledge of “Emotional Intelligence”. The best way is to understand the human mind. To realize that with the assistance of your heart is the only way the mind functions. If the heart is not communicating with the mind, then we have turbulence in our heart and soul. And we are off balance from the course or path of life. Here is where chaos and insanity come into the play in the game of life. Focusing ourselves requires honesty and trust that we develop to survive in this crazy world through hope. But to say one only is to believe in oneself is a question for the human heart. Isn’t true that people who have had no recent talks with perfection have more turbulence, and havoc in their lives? To live our life for ourselves is misleading to life’s existence. Humans throughout history have always had faith in a higher Universal being and I call it Perfection. Whether, this higher being is God or not has been debated for centuries as thought in question of life. It must be felt in the heart and be fully aware that Perfection is everywhere. To question God is a human’s intelligence in the thinking process of everyday life. And if we need to learn one part of our life, it is our body, mind and soul in sync with Perfection. But it is not just the body, for the mind also needs to be exercised on a daily basis. So if we want to communicate the mind and the heart it is a joint effort of shared responsibility to the structure of body. We must learn to adapt this in our personal and business life. The more of life we live, if we can acknowledge and see the thinkers who have expressed themselves in work or humanitarian achievements. Some historical names you might know and are worthy to mention from St. Paul to Martin Luther, Pope John Paul, to Joan of Arc and Gandhi. Even musical writers for lyrics write down their feelings and have vocal performers act upon their words to express their feelings of emotional experiences. And some of my favorites are no longer with us today like Jimmy Hendrix. To feel that you are alone on earth is not a pleasant thought. If you take a moment and think to yourself yes, I was born alone and now I must learn to understand myself, so that I can understand others who will be related to me in my life. The circle of impact to any structure is the communication. So please take notes here: Take for example we have relationships, ideas and perfection. We take maybe for granted that our values unite our relationships and give us strength to stand for what we believe in. The ideas that we have gives us purpose is to understand who we are, what we do and why it matters. The impact of this idea is transformed into a vision through our relationships with our friends, family in socializing with one another. To have a passionate feeling of love for someone is the true elements of life. Just think for a moment how it feels to be outdoors in freedom with Mother Nature.
    • 44 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K And now just imagine the next best thing to Mother Nature’s freedom - being in love. But just remember that to fall in love is easy but to build relationships is not such an easy task. The hardest thing in life is to maintain and up keep human relationships, is man’s test towards perfection. We all need emotional support and minimize long term damage to a child’s mental health after a breakup such as divorce. To gain insightful knowledge about which one is to himself is also a very difficult challenge and achievement no matter how hard we try to communicate and act upon the presence of relationship status depends on the individual. To deny yourself the choice or choices to understand who you are would be a disobedience to life’s course. We all need and want the same energetic matter in our life. Love, however, to my belief and reserach is that it must be a learnt process of living to learn of what is love. And in order to learn it one must experience love in all forms. For example: there are real, true, blind etc... Humans today that are not cared for or unloved turn into or behave as animals locked up in a cage with the key thrown away. Let’s make a scene where a young man has just graduated from middle school and knows life only from institutions, family and books. In actual fact and in real life drama he has no idea, how cruel and unjust the world can be. He has been protected all his life from “reality”. To live in a bubble of life’s reality, creates chaos in the human’s mind. You must learn to love everything and everyone in your present environment. If you believe in your own reality and seek the truth about yourself and care enough to love yourself then life becomes a destined discovery of who you are. To evolve into a human being means to have hope on how to become human. Just as man learns to love, he also must learn to become a human being with feelings. To learn how to “become human” just as man seems to love, he also learns to be a human being, so he learns to feel as a human being it should be to love as a human being. It has been researched that psychiatrists, sociologists and educators advised and suggested in numerous case studies that love is a “learned response, a learned emotion” how someone learns to love seems to be directly related to his ability to learn from those who are in his surroundings and teaching him. However, society plays a major role and takes part of everyday acts, scenes and episodes to create characters in the role of life. But to accept all that is given to us is a huge choice for everyone not only to the confused or unloved or even you. You are special but must learn that we are all different and each person has his or her role to play in life. We must change by following our heart and that our pure soul will be cleansed from past thoughts. It is what does not kill our soul can only make our heart stronger to survive life. Our presence to life’s progression of a human being is to never forget that nobody will believe in us, unless we believe in ourselves. To learn the key features one must first never give up on oneself. In life there is no other person physically or spiritually like you. So now, is to only say that each day you are getting stronger in the physical sense, however you must become whole on the spiritual and mental ways and means also. As a human being you also should have the knowledge of the word, “obedience” the reason I mention the above word is for you to understand “The Mind”. To have an obedient life is to know how to control the mind. It is the greatest challenge
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 45 lenge to oneself. So often the body, seeks to control the mind, and quite often succeeds. If you had sufficient amount of rest that your body needs daily, it compares to a dosage of a drug for the chemicals in the brain to react in harmony and sync. It is here when the brain can naturally with the body reenergize or reactivates the mind into proper channels of emotional functioning mechanisms. As for everyday living we have understood that the body and the mind together don’t have to do anything to control the soul for the soul is completely without need (unlike the body and mind which are connected) and so it allows the body and the mind to have their way all the time. Indeed, the soul wouldn’t have it any other way, for if the being is you and you are to create, and who allows to know who it really is, it must be through an act of unconscious willing, and not the act of unconscious. Obedience is not creation, and thus can never produce salvation. Obedience is a response, while creation is a pure choice that cannot be dictated. Pure choice produces salvation through the pure creation of the highest idea of the moment of now. Here are the 5 C-s to aim for in life. They are as follows: choice, chance, change, create and care. You must make the choice, to take the chance, if you want anything in life to change than create it with care. The function of the mind is to choose from its alternatives. The function of the body is to act out that choice. When your body, mind and soul create together, in harmony and in unity God is made present. The soul might know it’s self in its own experience. Definitions to understand the 5 C’s CHOICE - an act of selecting or making a decision when faced with two or more possibilities upon taking action CHANCE- a possibility of something happening in the moment or future CHANGE - the act or instance of making or becoming different CREATE- bring (something) into existence CARE - feel concern about someone or something. In my opinion, caring is that feeling you get when a friend is hurt or when a family member is sick and you get the urge to care for them. It’s also the feeling you get when you want to help someone and be there for someone. That’s caring. So let me say this that we all have a choice in life, and we all get a chance to make the best choice. In order to make the best choice sometimes in life we must take a chance. It is this chance that is given to us is possible with knowing that something will change. The change that takes place is from the chance we had to make the change. And this is with the intent that we will in fact create something from the chance of change to the evolution of creation. However, to get to the final stage of creating one must do this all with care. For it is the human touching of love in the process of care that we are able to evolve and create anything and everything imaginable. That is simply called, LIFE. And I know that with my words in this letter even though I am sure it sounds more like a lecture on life, is to show you that I do care about you, like no one else in this world. You know that right now, in this moment, your soul has again created opportunity for you to be, doing, and have what it really takes to know who you really are. Here is your chance to have hope and believe you’re in the hands of God. Your soul
    • 46 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K has brought you to the words of wisdom and truth to yourself. Ask yourself, how will you become a better human being to understand who you are? Whom will you choose to be? Your soul waits behind the walls of prison. You are your own prisoner. Here you must decide what and where you want to go in your life. You can have anything you want; you simply must want to have it. Or you simply must want to give yourself the chance to want it. Life is no guarantee; all we can do is keep trying to be a better human being. We can only truly become better than ourselves. Ask yourself who do you think you are, and do you know who you really are? Now to wrap or sum it all up, my son life is one of ups and downs but we must learn as adults to manage them. For example: As a child one can scream, yell, and have temper tantrums like in the phase of the terrible two’s and was always able to get away with mischief. Society has given this kind of behavior a label “the terrible 2’s” to make the understanding of the child’s behavior in life‘s experience. Yet this cycle if it is tampered with at the age of 21 and acts out the actions of the 2 year old, society has labeled the adult with a personality disorder. Maybe, this is the root of man’s irony or paradox. Let’s just say life is full of bullshit and we need to express our hearts or simply be understood. To be different is to be unique, to be unique is to be different. To be free with human rights is a learnt process of living, learning, laughing and most of all loving. It is this love that is needed to a human’s wellness in spirit, not just body and mind. Remember, I love you and I was so happy to see you today, that I could not stop writing; I am going to include your lawyer’s phone number. You know her name and I will request her to visit you. And you must also, ask for a visitation form in order for me to visit you, hopefully you will not be in there for very long period of time. And send me the form request for sending you a toothbrush, toothpaste etc... I am going to send you a book photocopied called “Conversations with God” I hope you know in my heart that I always do what I feel is best for you and now I am asking you to put your faith in a higher being and your hands to educate your mind, write, write, write and mostly try to write from your heart to have hope to gain strength each day. Here is an activity that I suggest you participate yourself in creating a sense of self hope. Write about something uplifting. If you cannot write it down then imagine it. Your soul doesn’t want to hear about anything negative. Emily Dickenson the author said of hope that it “is the thing with feathers that perches in the soul, and sings the tune without the words and never stops at all.” It is the tune without the words: hope is not about specifics if it were it could be dashed when the words turn out to be false prophesies. It claims in the soul because the mind is often so traumatized by present and past events that there is no other place for it. It is almost unknown in primitive societies and the ancient Hebrew writings speak little of suicide and approach reality in vastly different terms: Perfection is an involved parent, caring for its children. In Perfection there is always hope. Modern psychologist’s today state that hopelessness is learned and that hope is our birthright. Our society teaches hopelessness, consumerism depends on it; misguided parents instill it in their offspring through neglect, abuse or criticism. Much of our media spreads ideas that hope is a waste of time and instills upon the pharmaceutical industry. And yet even in the most depressed or traumatized modern patient, even, perhaps, in a person contemplating suicide, hope never leaves.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 47 Even if it’s only the hope of being free of pain. Hope is not the same as the will to live, it’s not another word for our survival instinct, though it may contribute to it. Since the early 1990s the world has known a lot about the neurobiology of hope, but very little about the psychology of it. I think, in the end hope is a spiritual experience. We feel hope in spiritual situations and in spiritual states: in nature, in prayer, in music, in art, in deep meditation and in just being with people that we love. I hoped that you would be a healthy boy back in the year of July 1990 when you were first born. Today, I get a craving of hope when I watch you smile at others in quite different colors, or when you let out a helping hand to a homeless man. I get something of the same feeling when I look at you, my son and realize how much love I have for you. It is that feeling of the Higher Power that keeps hope alive and strong in my soul no matter what setbacks I face every day in my life, as in yours. A mother is a child’s best doctor and knows what is best for his or her child. Hope is medicine. Physicians know that hope heals. Diseases that would otherwise be critical can be cured through the stimulation of hope in their patients. Researchers have shown that there is a kind of hope system, rather like the immune system but biologically quite different from it. The two seem to work in conjunction to the healing process and not all the drugs in the pharmacological industry will do much good if the hope and immune system is to or not functioning properly. What I believe severely depressed clients want of any doctor is hope. Hope that the disease will vanish, that there is a point to living or that their lives will simply get a little better. In the end that is a mother’s job, to become a true aid and friend of the hope system, to introduce them to techniques that will empower their own soul’s response to pain and thus to heal them. And they do heal, and the pain and the hopelessness do fade away. Hope never leaves, it’s in our genes. What we have to do is unlearn hopelessness by putting ourselves in situations spiritual in the highest sense of the word that allows our genetics to override our identity. I hope you care enough for yourself to save your soul. It is my only way of saying to have hope is to have care. And if you care for yourself then there is always room for hope. I love you, Be Strong! I pray for you. I hope to see you soon, Love, mom. LEARN YOUR 5 C’s to aim for in your life CHOICE CHANCE CHANGE CREATE CARE
    • 48 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K GUIDELINE TO LIFE’S LESSON TWO: We are all given chances in our life to improve our present situation whether it is in school, work or at home. It is up to you to take the chance and change it. Simply make it happen, just do it now. NEVER GIVE UP ! Never forget you only have one life! So take your chance in life as a choice to change it and care for your life. Change it and care for your life.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 49 Keep a grateful journal. Every night, list five things that you are grateful for. What it will begin to do is change your perspective of your day and your life. Oprah Are you grateful to have God on your side? Start a journal and see how your feelings are evolving as you are reading the book; Jesus Christ – who do you think you are?
    • 50 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K Dear God, Thank you for my life, you are my life, for you made me who I am today, I am who I am I am me. With love from all my heart_________________________________ ( your name)
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 51 “Things done well and with a care, exempt themselves from fear”. William Shakespeare Novemer 10th, 2011 My dear son, I hope you’re well and that they are treating you with some dignity and humility. I will never forget what you had to live through in Canada when you were in jail. It was one of the hardest times in my life. But I know that God was with you then too. But I will also need to forgive the men who made you suffer needlessly. My son to be able to care for yourself you must free yourself in your own mind. Learn to care to forgive and seek your own freedom of mind.” Forgive”. To be able to love, change and care to become well, one needs freedom to the discovery of oneself. You have got to be free in your mind, in order to learn, what it is to care for yourself. We need to be free to create. Everyone has his own way to express himself, but must be allowed the freedom to pursue it. Just so you know that I care for you. (Ikar4u) Everyone including you will find his own way, if you listen and follow your heart. In today’s world it is very difficult to remain true to yourself media, social websites, and movies, control influence and manipulate what we should say and do. Don’t allow anybody to impose, influence, or control your mind. As a prisoner, one can be locked up physically but in our minds and souls you are the only human being that can keep you a prisoner within yourself. The hardest thing in the world is to be something or someone you’re not! If you know who you are, and that you are special and unique, and there is no other person like you in the world, that alone is enough power to say you can be anyone or do anything. And that nothing is impossible but in fact anything is possible within a human being’s mortal capacity. You are a young, strong, but mostly sensitive man and your weakness is your strength. Now you must rule yourself. How can man overcome one’s own transparency to himself? Is man really capable to fathom “The truth”? Who we become in life solely depends on our wants and needs. Do I want to be a millionaire, or do I want to be a monk? This depends on the human beings emotional intelligence at different stages in his or her life.
    • 52 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K Even a child understands what it is that it wants or needs. A child needs and wants to be loved. At a very early age we become emotionally aware of our basic foundation of life’s needs. It is our humanistic need as human beings to be cared for at all stages in our life. So, to simply say we need to be loved and cared for as a child, also applies to adulthood. To eliminate a natural drug of life from one’s emotions is no mistake. Why ones sanity can diminish into thin air? To walk on thin ice is also very risky and unnecessary to jeopardize the wellness of beings. Our focus and responsibility as adults must guide clearance in the higher learning education of society. We must take notice of our surroundings and speak out if what we see matters differently than others. It is our human right to be able to question or challenge the emotional intelligence “I’m still holding onto something that I know will never happen, because inside me, I have this little piece of hope that someday, it will”. We can take the comparison between good vs. evil if now our body is not feeling good that affects our two hemispheres, of the brain left and right, connected by the corpus coliseum its where the two hemispheres are joined. Either the right or left side will be off balance, but in actual fact ask yourself why are you ill in the first place? Perfection’s word says that our disobedience to his word starts the disease process in our body. And all disobedience starts as a thought in our heart. When you have a sinful thought, you have the choice to delete or store the information in your computer that is called the brain. Holding onto sinful thoughts or continually storing those producing a toxic state within your brain and body. Your brain produces chemical messengers in response to every thought you think. If your thoughts are good positive then your brain will produce chemical messengers that will strengthen your immune system and increase overall wellbeing. If your thoughts are cruel and toxic, your brain produces chemical reactivations which are harmful to your whole body and your immune system will become weaker and your overall health will diminish. In the universe there are laws that govern things and people. Law of physics governs matter. How it behaves through time and space. For example: on earth we have the law of gravity; also, we have civil laws in every country and government. And most importantly there are spiritual laws set in place by god our creator. The most natural law of Perfection is “you reap what you sow” we can sow (“grow to plant seeds in the ground”) things in 3 ways through our actions through our words and through what we think. But the origins of all words and actions are the thoughts in our heart. If someone hurts you, it is your first defense will be in your heart. You can think: I can forgive them or you may think I’m offended, therefore you might become revengeful. One thought will bring bliss and wellness to you, and the other thought will bring unpleasant feelings and disease, from anger, fear or hate. Perfection can make us to always forgive. But Perfection has given us free will and he wants us to do the right thing by forgiving, by making it our own choice to obey him willingly. People often do not notice that when one does not obey what Perfection’s words teaches, they not only sin against it, but one causes damage to one’s mental and state of well-being physically and spiritually too. One should try to move towards being aware and willing to learn the Ten Guidelines to Life. You will find these guidelines at the end of the next chapter in Belief.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 53 Always forgive people for our own benefit and well-being. For it is only when we have a healthy concept of who we are in the eyes of our creator can we reach out to those around us in love and show forgiveness. Learning to forgive ourselves is one of our greatest challenges. It can be difficult to face the fact that we are guilty as human beings, for simply becoming human. I am certain you must feel that in today’s society, to be a human alone is a crime. I hope you can understand that children like yourself battling fear, divorce and humiliation for many years, their perception of themselves drastically changes by the loss of either parent and the void of communication on a daily basis. I know you are struggling to find your own way to cope with life’s altering shocks you have experienced. You are extremely sensitive to the forces of the universe, you must learn to adapt to every situation that you are given and grasp the lesson. I know in fact you are a survivor by Perfection’s motherly nature. Your guidance to survival skills can be greatly improved upon with God. It is by no surprise that I being your mother understand, and accept you, for being simply yourself. I am sure you are asking yourself, how long does the emotional pain of trauma last? In your case my son, it has been five years out of your life. You still have not allowed your soul to heal and accept the divorce of your parents. Do you think you can allow yourself the chance to care to let go of the past and move into the present? But if you keep on caring to have a better future, you must stop blaming others and focus on your situation. Human beings in general are more critical and hard upon themselves. To dwell on our negative aspects as characteristics of being human is norm. But to focus on the weak and not develop the strength is failure of forgiveness. To refuse to accept forgiveness for us and others may in fact lead to physical and emotional health problems. It has been researched and known those experiencing the death of a loved one, divorced or loss of a job are at a higher risk of depression or cause cancer risk, heart-attack and so on. Therefore, in such trying confrontations in life there can be much anger, resentment and revengeful thoughts. It has taken me most of my life to realize that to blame someone for not understanding their actions or personal life experiences is not righteous. So, blaming my own mother for the horrible childhood she has caused in my life is the wrong approach for my own body, mind and soul. One must learn to understand himself in order to learn to comprehend other people’s lives that affect our life and in turn even our world. Let there be no mistake illnesses that arise from emotional difficulties that are just as real and as serious as any other disease. We must not underestimate the power of our emotions that affect our bodies. Do not let hurt and fear of their destructive effects upon your life. Fear is yet another trait of self destruction. To be true to ourselves is to be careful and carefree, not fearful with doubts of life’s challenges. If we are afraid to step out of our comfort zone or set foot on a plane, it is because of the “No control syndrome”. Truly you have to not only control it with your thoughts; therefore, we can always be in control of our mind with positive affirmations and manifestations. I must repeat this to you, even in the most fearful situation we can care to remain calm and in control of our thoughts.
    • 54 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K The other word I would like to care and recall is forgiveness. This means to have the key tool for inner healing and happiness. In this world, we may never know why we are permitted to suffer the wrongs we do, why Perfection does not prevent them from happening. Why instead of being granted answers, we are told to Trust in God? Maybe, it is because the tapestry of the divine plan is too infinitely complex beyond our comprehension. We question many aspects regarding Perfection, but how many of us should be more concerned about trusting and caring for ourselves. To follow your heart is being content with who you are! We all learn from our mis-takes in life, therefore we have to forgive ourselves for what happened in the past. We must learn not to be so hard on ourselves, and accept our mistakes as a learning experience. In order for all our feelings toward ourselves is to be positive as to how we feel about ourselves. All our thoughts that we might have had and looked upon ourselves in a negative way, such as holding grudges, anger, or even resentment towards ourselves is a feeling we must eliminate completely from our mind. In order to start your life from a clean slate or better phrased on a blank canvas, you must learn to free yourself from hurtful or painful thoughts. This step is necessary in order for you to accept your uniqueness in the presence of your world. To start to bring in care through forgiveness in your heart means becoming aware of forgetting your past, and leaving it once and for all in the past. Then and only then you will you be able to fully live in the present state of mind. Becoming to be and being aware of your present feelings towards yourself to forgive your own mistakes and erase your own guilt. We also need to learn how to stay neutral or anger free from our own fears. Here are some 8 easy to use Tips to caring for your emotional state of mind. 8 TIPS ON CARING FOR YOURSELF: Learn to: 1. Turn off your brain – rest in peaceful nightly positions 2. Check your body - exercise your internal mechanisms 3. Read and Write – keep journaling, for it activates the daily usage of your mind 4. Draw a canvas - keep visualizations and mental notes in your brain 5. Exercise - the brain and body calls for daily physical activities 6. Recognize - nature’s Elements and re-connect 7. Show true care - express your appreciation through words and actions, put yourself back in touch with perhaps the most powerful force or tool you have: the human heart of care 8. Spirituality - in a human is our soul, and the spiritual part of a person that most religions believe continues to exist after the body dies. So, towards Life’s goals one must try to recognize the above 8 Tips on Caring for Yourself as using those more like tools to begin to further understand our emotional intelligence in caring for ourselves. To recognize how to be able to shut off our brain and have a restful and peaceful sleep requires a pure clean soul of a human being. The calmness at night keeps
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 55 kinds of daily emotions presented that day. We tend to analyze the happenings and further predictions on the matter. We must accept each day of thankfulness and grow in body, mind and spirit. 2. To re-evaluate our physical condition is to scan all working muscles and organs to our well being. Just as we get our cars going through safety checks we need to have our bodies in the same scanning system. It is for the functioning of all our muscles, joints, and organs to rotate in harmony and in sync. 3. To rewrite and keep the mind open to wordy expressions is therapeutic to keep or mind active. Many times to see our words in print, allows us to re-visualize our thoughts. We learn to grow from our words and work our mind in an emotional state. 4. Allow yourself a blank canvas, visualize what you want to achieve in your life. Keep adding to the canvas, like an unfinished painting life is always exciting if we are on the road of discovery. To continually paint our lives with color and different textures of paint is exciting to all our senses. To create your own painting with various hues and shades is a discovery to the outcome of perception. But to limit yourself to your own creativity and imagination would be to imprison your own mind. And that would be a criminal act of self destruction. 5. Daily physical mind and body movement is essential to a human’s well being. To effectively be disciplined in physical movement requires an obedient mind. If we have a restful night and reenergize we can progress in a clean and refreshed morning regime activity. If we actually enjoy the rewards from our exercise we are motivated to further our actions. 6. Reconnected with our Natural elements is relevant to all our internal and external feaures. Our body benefits both aspects and visualizes outwards on our largest organ “Skin” if you live in stress this can be seen in adults in a forms of acne. Our illness is manifesting from internal organs and working its way through our largest living organ our skin. To eliminate all negative energetic elements requires understanding nature. We are what we think, act or say. 7. Here is a humanistic approach to the human heart in one word “care” (IKAR4u) It is here we can use volunteerism, and fundraising as characteristics of caring. To help needy individuals is a natural reaction to human emotions. To act upon helping the less fortunate, is a human natural behavior that has been learnt. To care is to show emotional intelligence. To be able to feel the energetic raves from acting upon following one’s heart, is a blessing. So many people follow the brain waves and not the heart beats, that they keep skipping life’s notes. Note: In Bipolar cases the care must be dealt with caution, because of being in an excessively good mood, later can be taken advantage and abused in excessive spending spree. 8. To see your spirit on the other side of the wall, it says” something to think about” Mirror, mirror on the wall, how do I look today to myself and others? A mirror is only a reflection of my outward appearance. It does not read my mind, and show me what I am thinking, speaking, or my degree of intelligence, my real physical condition, or my talents. It also never shows the condition of my soul. I really am the only one who knows the degree of my moral behavior and the habits in everyday living that reflect in and on my soul. A reflection of oneself in a mirror constantly would become tiring to see, because my image would become my focal
    • 56 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K point of attention that being vanity would destory. But also, you must realize a constant, consistent attention to seeing oneself every moment in the day that would cause a mental block to reality. What if a mirror could show me a reflection of my soul- hourlydaily - weekly- monthly - yearly? What would it look like at the end of the year? If it is shadowed, shaded, the soul would appear shattered, if it is bright yet has dull areas, the soul would appear sad. It is bright with hope, and care, the soul will appear happy, and even radiant. To look into one’s soul is to look in a mirror or crystal ball. Be true to who you are and so not allow vanity, egoism, and perfectionism to take the upper lip. A reflection of who we are can be a traumatic adjustment. Humans strive to be perfect, nevertheless, only it being Perfection or a Higher Being is perfect. We do try for Perfectionism in our daily living, such as nurturing, studying, playing, but to reach to be perfect is impossible for a human. The reason we are all born with sin that we must learn to accept and cleanse. Our spirituality is the essence of what keeps us alive, care for yourself by showing it through your actions on a daily basis. We mortals, make human mistakes, we learn to reflect through our past life’s experiences. Is it lack of believing in the yourself that you must focus on what is called self-esteem, and habit forming of pleasing others above all costs. There is so little understanding of true existence of one’s soul and its close association with it. If this were not a fact than why would Perfection have given us the only son Jesus Christ to suffer for the sins of man? And do you know why man does sin in his or her lifetime. The answer could be that we are only human beings striving to be in God’s perfectionism. However to error in life is to be human. Our eyes are the windows to our heart and soul. This naturally is our Spirit. And not caring about your own heart or soul, well, my dear son this would be a crime inflicted upon yourself, therefore, care for your most precious commodity in life your heart. And if you can care for yourself, then I believe you can do anything. I feel that you are the only being in this lifetime that can honestly know himself and believe to care about himself. If you cannot give to yourself, then I am asking you who can. I believe in you. Do you believe in yourself? Because, every human’s heart has different instructions. They’re written through the eyes, in the smile through the actions and in the tears. One just has to find someone who cares enough to read them. Stay well, for I hope to see you soon and you know I care for you very much. I also never want you to forget, just how much I really do love you. With love, mom.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K GUIDELINE TO LIFE’S LESSON THREE: Life is one of steps, the balance of these steps to do it gradually. Care to take A Chance than Change it “You are the only one who can create what it is you want to be”. 57
    • 58 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace. Jimi Hendrix How do you want to achieve peace in your life? Start a journal and see how your feelings are evolving as you are reading the book; Jesus Christ – who do you think you are?
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 59 “Belief in a cruel God makes a cruel man”. Thomas Paine November 18th 2011 My son, I would like you to believe in me and know simply that I have been praying for you, and most of all you must believe me that I love you and will come to visit you very soon. I am still waiting for the form from the prison. I wonder if you know that Love is to have belief in whom you are and why you exist. God has given all of us even you my son a purpose in life, and it is for you to believe that you will find that road and follow it with your heart. To have belief in you is to know Perfection. Allow yourself a blank canvas and visualize what you want to achieve in your life. Keep adding to the canvas like an unfinished painting. Life is always in waiting if we are on the world of discovery. To continually paint our lives with color and different texture of paint is exciting. To create your own painting experiment with life means that you are allowing life to color your world. Shading and living in your own shadows would be to limit yourself to your own creativity and imagination. But most of all it would be to imprison your mind. Daily physical mind and body movement is essential to a human’s well-being to continually be disciplined in physical movement requires an obedient mind. If we have a rest for a night and are re-energized, we can progress in a clean and refreshed fashion. If we actually enjoy the new aids from one’s experience, we are motivated to further our actions. To reconstruct with our natural elements is intelligent to all our internal and external humanly features. Our body benefits both aspects and resurges outwards as a result of our largest organ “skin” if you live in stress this can be seen in adults in a form of an acne. Our illness is manifesting from internal organs and working its way through our largest living organ. Our own skin to eliminate all negative energetic elements requires understanding nature. To the human heart in one word “care” it is how we can use interaction. And fundraiser as characteristics of caring.
    • 60 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K To help needy individuals is a natural reaction to human emotions to act upon helping the less fortunate is a human natural behavior that has been learnt, so to care is to show human natural emotional intelligence. Humans tend to be aware of the energetic waves from acting upon and following ones heart is a blessing, but so many people follow the brain waves and not the heart beats, that they keep skipping life’s notes on the other wall it says something to think about, mirror on the wall how do I look today to others? Do you remember in my last letter or previous chapter, I had stated “you reap what you sow”! If you are seeking to plant that seed, the seed holds life‘s creation and its essence an awareness of its own particle. It seeks the ideal growing conditions for its evolution to a phase of flowering and fruitful maturity. By turning into your awareness of your particle and what elements are supportive of your growth, you can also target what it is that you work to cultivate in your life seeding your creative projects that you can find. Allow them to flourish by nourishing them. Show you believe. Honor the sacred garden as yourself. Remember that in the seed is the holographic pattern for the whole harvest. No matter how small you are, you have the seed to fulfill your highest potential within you. Aim your goals carefully; take actions that foster growth and you will bloom. Your result can be an affirmation that your awareness flourishes to the seeds of life creations It may also be restated that if you choose to forgive, rather than allowing yourself to build up negative thoughts with bad intentions, stealing, lying, cheating, etc. your brain will respond by relapsing disease producing chemicals throughout your body. And our physical appearance starts to be evident for others to notice as their Illnesses like form in the body. If we sow these dirty thoughts we will reap illness to ourselves, for whatever a man sowed that shall he also reap” Corinthians 6:7 so, now you are asking me, what are these laws of the harvest? You reap what you sow. You reap more than you sow. You reap where you sow. You reap in different seas than you sow. For example: when a farmer plants one carrot seed, he will get what he planted. He will get more than one carrot if planted more than one seed and he will harvest at a later date not the day he planted. Now depending to when you plant toxic or poison thought in your body, you will reap its toxic effects in your body. You will reap to get something as a result of something else that you do. An illness which is greater in developing than the one bad thought you allowed to be planted. And you will reap this illness months or years down the road. I recall not forgiving my own mother for years, and realized how much depression I had inflicted upon myself. It is a good thing for reaping to happen down the journey of life but not immediately, because it gives us time and opportunity to repent to god to stop our
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 61 harmful thoughts and start to obey god than the illness stops our grieving and will start to reverse itself. You can regain your health by starting with your thoughts by choosing only to dwell on thoughts that are in sync with truth and teachings of emotional intelligence. They say that people can’t change, but this is not true. This is a lie from the enemy. “They” are wrong! People can change! This can happen through self-imposed care and others with god’s strength. Your thoughts develop into attitudes, your attitude develops into behavior, your behavior is then part of your personality who you are but if there are undesirable character gratuities in your personality, you are not able to change. To be the change, you must have the knowledge of absorbing intelligence. It is not enough to teach ourselves emotional intelligence, but we shall go further to discover life’s multiple intelligence as maybe here you can explore and study spiritually, which is crucial to understand and be aware of the “human soul”. Just as in a confined space where man is caged in as animals. One can only truly hope, pray and most of all have patience within the heart. It can be said here man is his own prisoner. Even if you don’t like yourself, you must learn to live with yourself. Many people in the world are running from themselves and can’t face or look into the mirror. To seek the truth takes a strong character with will power to accept his or her faults. We are humans that make natural and honest mistakes that could be carelessness or either way you look at it, you should accept it and learn from it. Or teach others to learn from it, and progress further into what was created from the mistake. Our thoughts have great power - they can bring us either Health – Peace or Illness - War. We are in daily action on the battlefields and this battle takes place in our minds. Perfection has prepared us for the game of tug-and-war to remain sane in our crazy chaotic world. We all have been given our own protective armor, “Our heart” also the one tool to help us through battles in our lives is to care. I give you a daily exercise to repeat the following words 5 times’ each day for your heart. I believe that to not care about our own heart is the biggest crime one can make against one self. To care is to believe in who we are. Every single human no matter what color, religion or race has the same heartbeat in one‘s life. My words are to empower and enrich your life; I know that each day for you now is truly a living struggle to simply survive the hurdles and obstacles you keep facing. That is why I mentioned in my last letter I will give you tools you can use to guide you on your journey in life. These words can give each day a new meaning and purpose. This can be your mission in life;
    • 62 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K TEN GUIDELINES TO LIFE My Mission: 1. I want to change myself and promise that I will, so that I can be the change for a better world. 2. I wish to be honest, trustworthy, and caring every day of my life. It is how I intend it to be for the rest of my life. 3. I want to be able to achieve all that I can be in life with commitment, discipline and responsibility to my family and friends. 4. I want to be strong; I want to be me and live to be free. 5. I wish for people to believe in me like I believe in myself. 6. I want to feel happy within myself and then have others feel the happiness through my heart and soul. 7. I want to be loved and respected for who I am and I will not give up on my soul to be able to care for myself, as others. 8. I will have trust – hope – care – belief and love for who I am today, tomorrow and for always. 9. I will love myself, so I can love others for I have a beautiful life and challenge myself to be the best I can be. 10. I pray for myself and for you, but greatly hope to say and do; Ikar4u. If you can strive to live each day with the above words as a guide for you, then I believe you can achieve anything your heart desires. We are all given the same tools, our mind, body and soul. How we aim to achieve and maintain these tools to function in our daily lives is only up to us. Each and every human has the capacity to live by the ten guidelines to life. How many times have you tried to find someone that will understand your heart and mind? Now let us examine the above sentences. First let us focus on the first set of words; I want to change myself and promise that I will, so that I can be the change for a better world. These words seem easy enough to grasp. However, to actually do it is another story. To be able to change ourselves takes a great amount of energy, patience and time. We must comprehend how to achieve such a task in life. The key to transforming you is to want to be able to invest in your greatest assets in your life. You need to have the want and need to first of all want to do it. It is your first initiative in life to yourself. I want to change me, must come from within you. Only once this is achieved can you further go on in life to make your world a better place. You must be the change first. And show others the way to the future. The second point: I wish to be honest, trustworthy, and caring every day of my life. It is how I intend it to be for the rest of my life. This is a godly character of a
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 63 human. If you can strive to pursue your life in such words of integrity, and maintain to keep such qualities in your heart, you will actually prevent yourself from illnesses. Here you have the exact natural ingredient to preserving your life. I need not tell you that the more negative qualities you bring upon yourself, what it can do to you, and how depressed and unsuccessful you can become. Therefore, to focus on these 3 words as honesty, being trustworthy, and above all caring, you bring upon positive characteristics within yourself. Your third guideline in life; I want to be able to do as much as possible in life with commitment, discipline and responsibility to my family and friends. You only have one life, so how you spend your time and with who depends solely on how you use the allocated time you have on earth. If you choose to become independent or have others depend on you, then you have to be able to learn the attitude or traits on being responsible in your personal and business life. And to maintain any kind of order in either relationship, you have to stay grounded. It is your discipline of keeping things in a fashionable sanely manner with true acceptance to the outcome of any situation. To take full commitment to yourself in accomplishing such tasks requires an oath or a pledge to complete your assignment. Needless to say all what you give to someone is what you can expect in return from them to give back to you. The fourth point: I want to be strong: I want to be me and live to be free. The above sentence has a real strong group of words. To want something is to be determined. To follow through in life with accepting who you are and working on yourself daily requires a need and want out of life. We all need to be loved, but in order to be strong we need to know that we are loved and accepted for being who we are. Each and every human alive wants to live in complete freedom. However, due to society’s slavery and security, law and order is placed on humans. Your own freedom is your choice on how you wish to react and act upon society’s rules and regulations. In every country there are laws placed upon the mass, so humans have less freedom. But in order to remain and stay free in the world, the heart is all that matters. Keep your heart alive and will to live strong and to be free. The fifth guideline in life; I wish for people to believe in me like I believe in myself. To be able to wish upon a thought and make it happen can only evolve from you. You are the creator, you are the master planner. What you think and what you do is what will be. If you wish to become a millionaire, it will happen, only if you make it happen. But if you continue to wish upon a star and wait for someone to make the million dollars for you, then your wish will never come true. Everyone has the potential in themselves to become a millionaire, but it is within your heart’s desire to make the dream possible. You must believe that if you want it you can have it. What you think and do is what you become in life. To believe in yourself, is the greatest gift of all to achieve what life has to offer you.
    • 64 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K The sixth point: I want to feel happy with myself and then have others feel the happiness with me through my heart and soul. The ultimate goal for our souls is to be happy. And once we are happy with ourselves to be able to share this happiness with others. It seems easy enough to say it, but how many people do you know that are actually happy with just themselves? Now ask yourself honestly am I really happy with me? If you can look yourself in the mirror and smile at yourself, then you have a happy soul. Your heart is leading your life to self discovery through peace, joy and faith. If you belong to someone or something your heart is filled with love. If you feel in your heart that someone loves you and you care for them too, your soul has found a comfort zone of contentment in the moment. The seventh guideline of life: I want to be loved and respected for who I am and I will not give up on my soul to be able to care for myself, as others. We all want to be loved by someone and be admired upon both from ourselves as others. It is one of life’s hardest accomplishments to achieve and fully cherish. Most of us take this word love and abuse and use it in the wrong context and form. To say to someone you love them might come easy to you, but to show it every day of your life to someone is the hardest task in a human’s lifetime. To strive each day in hope of a better tomorrow and never giving up on yourself as those you love is a commitment of unconditional love. Give upon yourself as others give to you. Feed your soul love and respect for the benefits are evident in the heart and soul. The eighth point: I will have trust - hope - care - belief and love for who I am today, tomorrow and for always. The most gifted human today is one that can truly say they have acquired the following traits; to have hope is to have life, without hope we have no life. To have trust in yourself and others is to have no fear but love. To care for one self as for others is to know the purpose of life. To know yourself and have real belief in which you are given a blessing from a higher force above. But the real crème de la crème is the pure essence of knowing and feeling love for who you are. In a human’s lifetime the biggest challenge is to forgive and accept yourself for who you are and can be in the presence of being human. The ninth guideline of life; I will love myself, so I can love others for I have a beautiful life and challenge myself to be the best I can be. In order to love someone, you first must know what love is by caring enough to love yourself. In order to live day by day in a feeling of euphoria, we must aim for the stars. We can be anyone or anything but the hardest thing is to love yourself. This step above all the rest is the most difficult obstacle to overcome. To anyone that has ever been successful in life, has learnt to Think Big and say, “sky’s the limit”. You and you alone are the only
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 65 one that can climb the ladder to the top. If you try hard enough you can conquer the world. But all you can ever try to be is the best you can be. The tenth point: I pray for myself and for you, but greatly hope to say; I care for you. (IKAR4u) It truly is a blessing to be able to communicate deep within all creation that being who you are. But when we take words and use them in action and mean them is the greatest gift of all. To say the words” I love me, or I love you” are the hardest words that can be said to yourself as to others. This feeling comes from the inner most intimate part a human owns- the soul. To know love is to know life, to know life is to know love. The new word created here is Ikar4u. This is one complete sentence. I care for you. = care. I is the subject, care is the verb for is the preposition, you is the object of the sentence. This is just a simple grammar note. But, if one lives only to love, then one truly cares for oneself as for others. To walk the path of Jesus Christ, and to know who one is in life, is the greatest challenge of all. After all, Jesus Christ was the greatest man to have ever lived. The above Ten Guidelines to Life were created to lead you to a new way of expressing who you are, and believe in who you are. You can follow the footsteps of Jesus Christ, or follow your heart. But it is up to you if you wish to use the words to change your outlook in life, and move to a new chapter on love? You’re in my heart and in my soul, love mom Guideline to life’s Lesson Four: You can lie to what’s in your head, but you can’t lie to what’s in your heart. Grab a piece of paper and write down how you feel right this moment. Be honest to your self, and to your heart. Show you care to say what you mean and mean what you say to yourself. You are your worst enemy, so be strong heart, just write it, you have nothing to lose only everything to gain. YOUR HEART.
    • 66 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K “To understand our hearts is one of humanities’ dramatic struggles in every day living within the days of our lives” And all the things that truly matter like beauty, love, creativity, joy, and inner peace arise from beyond the mind. Oh Jesus Christ, I know who you are and I love you.“
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K LIST YOUR OWN 10 HOW TO GUIDELINES TO LIFE 1. 2. 3 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 67
    • 68 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K Only do what your heart tells you. Princess Diana What is your heart telling you? Start a journal and see how your feelings are evolving as you are reading the book; Jesus Christ –who do you think you are?
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K “Do not allow your mind to over power your heart, follow your heart’s inner voice. Lead a life with The heart. You only have one heart. Cherish it, admire it, but most of all care for it.“ 69
    • 70 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K “Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war. Love is growing up”. James A. Baldwin December 7th 2011 My dear son, Can you ask yourself what is love? Because, I am sure you know that I truly do love you. Can it be that love is nothing more than just a happy familiarity? Is love just a feeling of satisfaction or enjoyment? Is love a moment suspended in time, when nothing else matters? I think it was Andy Warhol who said that mankind has always confused love with pleasure...but I wasn’t buying it. Love is patient. Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. Love is not self - centered, it is not easily angered, and it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. Love always protects, always trusts always hopes and always perseveres. Love never fails. What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? You are the creation of Perfection, therefore you are not a mistake and do in fact have a purpose in life. You were destined to become the child of Perfection. It is our love from it that we show on a daily basis to ourselves. Perfection’s master plan calls for offering salvation and eternal life to every person ever born, but the psychology taught in our days is self - reliance, rely on the innate powers within you, they are the guide from Perfection. And to learn to love ourselves is to come to the awakening, the realization of the fact that each person is of Perfection, a part of it and the light. To love God and to give to God is the greatest gift in life. All of us have Perfection within and if we deny ourselves love, we deny our Perfection within us. Remember, you are the one who holds the key; you are the one who has the power. You are the one who can unlock the door; you are the one who has the heart to lead yourself to the point of self discovery to love. Love is divine, but the message is to believe in your own love. Love can help me to know my name, and you will be the only one to find your own love in your name. You have a strong name my son, it represents, strength, courage, and pain.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 71 To know love is to know pain. If you are feeling and have feelings, then you are living your life in love. I need love to survive, for me love is what I need to know who I am. Did you know man created words to free himself. He created language so that he could communicate himself to others and allow them to do the same. But the language of love is what life is all about. Man understands he must trust and believe in love, for it’s the only approach to love. To be open to love, to trust and believe in love, to be hopeful in love and live in love, you need the greatest strength. Man must feel and see love, in order to experience living. My son, I must tell you that I lived in my feelings for a very long time. Let’s be honest, when your childhood years are one of pain, threat, abuse, control, and insanity, it’s hard not to “live in your feelings”. Unfortunately, that can get to be a way of life that precludes growth and joy, which generally come from attention to others, then for you. I tell myself that if things happened this way, it’s because somewhere up there it was decided that way. And I don’t regret anything that happened, I accept it! To learn to love yourself, you must accept yourself as who you are. I remember when I was packing and getting ready for my life changing educational trip to Slovakia, where I had started my new journey in life. I was mentally filling or making notes if you will in my mind. For example: a clean blue sky, with so many bridges to cross, and stumble upon hills, covered with shimmering frost and waterfalls cascading down the mountains. I also thought about the well-dressed flight attendants, cheerful passengers around me and what a trip of a lifetime. Then I thought about my first day teaching in one of Slovakia’s private business schools, “American National Teaching Institute”. My mind thoughts were: I hope I don’t have any cold class rooms, and then I recalled to myself, “now that‘s an unusual thing for me to file in my brain’s folder. I don’t want that in my life’s folder”. So, I deleted the thought immediately without storing it any further or longer in my mind. As you mentally start to store mental positive notes in your brains filing system, you will be more aware of when you are thinking about something that you want or don’t want to experience. As you know, love is the relationship with God, and yourself. You must know that love is everywhere in the air, what we see, touch, smell, and taste. Love is God, God is love - to understand the Universal law from Mother Nature’s point of view. On Earth Mother Nature rules her world and we are in a time of great transition for humanity’s love towards her elements. The Holy Mother of God is the caregiver in spirit. To name them, Water, Sun, Wind, Earth and Fire are natural elements and power of love. To feel all these natural elements is to know love. Genesis 1:27 and God proceeded to create the man in his image, in God’s image he created him, male and female he created them: people to be a lot like him but unique and special each in his or her own way. Different from the animals, God created the people of the world to love, to think, and to care for the rest of Perfection’s creation. It’s because we are loved so much that God created the land and sea, the animals and trees, well simply everything from the moon to heaven and earth. John 8:12 Therefore Jesus spoke again to them, saying: “I am the lights of the world. He that follows me will by no means walk in darkness, but will possess the light of life” for my father’s will is that everyone who looks to the
    • 72 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K if I didn’t tell you before, I will tell you now. It should read here; for my Mother’s will ask you, where it is proven that God is a male? This is one of life’s biggest questions to man, who labeled God a male form or being in gender and why. This is something to ponder about in life. Question everything that is fascinating to the mind. However, it goes without saying that life is a game. Yes, it is true; love is a hell of a game. And if you play, you either or win, lose, or get ejected before the game is over. There are no guarantees - it is easy to love something, when you don’t have to work at it. It’s harder when it will start to ask something of you, you just might be afraid to give. Give it anyway, for the heart is the most resilient muscle, it is also the stupidest, so if this love you have found is good to you, hold it, keep it, if it isn’t then maybe you just become good friends. So this is love, demanding, patient, nurturing, and even with its hardships and struggles, wisdom and strength are present. The simple matter of our actions is to know how to love ourselves. I don’t mean that we become egoistical, but that we are more prone to giving unconditionally. We have to learn the best and the worst of whom we are? We must nurture the best and conquer the worst. But the only place that this can take effect is within ourselves and then with our family and friends who we love and care about. The hardest part of life’s learning experience is to learn about you. To really be able to communicate with yourself, and to learn to trust yourinstincts, before you can “instinctively” attune to that power that energy which is of Perfection and the Universe. Breaking the rules, taking the consequences, we all know some of life’s harsh facts, for life’s rules and consequences. Our society would not be orderly if there were no rules, or there would be such a chaos if more people disobeyed the rules. If you need a refresher simply study the Ten Guidelines to Life. Most people who break the rules do pay the consequences of life’s game. If we want to get the best out of life; time in love is a journey of one step or experience at a time. At a human’s lowest point or ill cycle in life, it should be exempted from the rules. A person that has no control over their mind in the moment, are or should be the exception to the norm. They should be treated accordingly and also should be given immediate medical and alternative attention. They should be cared for with love as in your present case. However, this form of love can only be thought and acted if the giver has a pure heart of love. People today as I am sure you know, need a deep inner healing. This feeling comes about mainly when people feel loved, when they have a sense of belonging. Our communities are essentially places where people can serve, and create but most importantly where they can be loved and love too. I know that not being with you now, but reading my words you know I love you. Love should be your top priority, primary objective and greatest life’s ambition. Love is not a good part of your life: it’s the most important part, the bible says, “let love be your greatest aim” It’s not enough to say one of the things I want in life is to be loving as if it’s in your top ten lists. Relationships must have priority, in your life above everything else. Why? Life without love is really a worthless life. Often we act as if relationships are something to be noted into our agenda. We talk about finding time for our friends, or making time for people in our lives, that gives me the impression that relationships are just part of the days of our lives, with many other tasks.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 73 But Perfection says, relationships are what life is all about. Is it any wonder that four out of 10 commandments deal or relate to our relationship with God, while the other six deal with our relationship with the people in our world? But all 10 are about the relationships of interaction with one another. Jesus Christ summarized what matters most to Perfection in two statements: Love God and love people he said, you must love the lord your God with all your heart… This is the first and greatest commandment. It is also a questionable statement why Jesus referred to God as a lord? Why not a Lordess? The second is equally important: Love your neighbor as yourself. All the demands of the prophets are based on these two commandments. After learning to love Perfection, then learning to love others is the second purpose of your life. Relationships, not achievements or the acquisition of things are what matters the most in our life. So, why do we allow our relationships to get the short end of the stick? When our agendas become overloaded we start skimming relationships, cutting back on giving the time, energy and attention that loving relationships require and what’s most important to Perfection is displayed by what’s urgent. Life is all about love, because Perfection is love, the most important lesson he wants you to learn on earth is how to love. It is in loving that we are most like him, so love is the foundation of every command he has given us: The whole law can be summed up in this one command; “ love others as you love yourself.” Learning to love unselfishly is not an easy task; it runs counter to our self - centered nature. That is why we’re given a lifetime to learn it. Of course, Perfection wants us to love everyone, but he is particularly concerned that we learn to love others in his family. As we have already seen this is the second purpose for our life. Jesus said our love for each other not our doctrinal belief is our greatest witness to the world. He said - “your strong love for each other will prove to the world that you are my disciples” God wants us to be in daily close fellowship with other believers, so you can develop the skill of loving. Love cannot be learned in isolation. You have to be around people that care for you, and it is through fellowship we learn the important meaning and truth to life. I do not believe that someone can do well living alone. I believe you lose your humanity by isolating yourself! It is up to you to reach out, you must accept the truth of the assault on our psyche, understand your unique coping style and how it impacts your daily thoughts and actions that guide you into a life of more peace and happiness. You should not be satisfied with being a victim, nor being a survivor. You should aim to be a conqueror of love. There is an extraordinary quality of spirit that leads one to aspire to conquering rather than surviving. I hope you discover the love of spirit in yourself. Do not live your life with regret about your past life. Grab a new perspective on life and start to explore the teachings of love. Here are some questions that you can ask yourself if you care enough to love yourself. Take the time to journal your reply: 1. Have I learned to know myself better? 2 Can I learn to understand my heart?
    • 74 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 3. What do I love the most about myself? 4. Who do I love more than myself? 5. What color do I feel like today? The Last point in question is vital in life. The language of Color is a very fundamental element in life’s daily living. So, please take notes here. My son, I want you to know something and then learn it, for I will give you a mental exercise to try. As you know, your mother is a purpleogist, healer, guide life educator, so you have to appreciate the teaching I will now share with you. The color purple is a deep and penetrating color. A color that can promote the desire to understand the mind, as a healer I would like to mention the color in the silence, acts like a soother, or a comfort blanket. To be in confusion is to see a rainbow of colors and not understand the relationship on what color is in your world. Try this exercise - close your eyes and start to visualize the color purple, before you wake up and after you rest for the evening. Purple is power that promotes a color of great tranquility and creativity. To empower yourself, grasp all the energy you need to manifest freedom with love, simply envision the color purple. It can be said that care can be shown with the color purple and it is no wonder that the color plays great significance in the churches worshipping the God. It is also a significant color in the lives of royal families. Purple is a shade that can be studied in great depth, learn to curve your emotions with the color purple. Do you remember Jimi Hendrix, do you know which song of his is glorified today, it is called “ Purple haze”- Purple haze all in my brain, lately, things don’t seem the same acting funny and I don’t know why, excuse me, while I kiss the sky. Purple Haze Lyrics Purple haze all in my brain Lately things just don’t seem the same Actin’ funny, but I don’t know why ‘Scuse me while I kiss the sky Purple Haze all around Don’t know if I’m comin’ up or down Am I happy or in misery? What ever it is, that girl put a spell on me Help me Oh, no, no Talkin about heart n soul I’m talkin’ about hard stuff If everbodys still around, fluff and ease, if So far out my mind Somethings happening, somethings happening Ooo, ahhh Ooo, ahhh, YEAH! Purple haze all in my eyes, uhh
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 75 Don’t know if its day or night You got me blowin’, blowin’ my mind Is it tomorrow, or just the end of time? Ooo Help me Ahh, yea-yeah, purple haze, yeah Oh, no, oh Oh, help me Purple haze, Tell me, baby, tell me I can’t go on like this Purple haze You’re makin’ me blow my mind...mama Purple haze, n-no, nooo Purple haze, no, its painful, baby Erico, I know you love music, and I there is always something to learn about music. So I would like to give you a little history or information on a legend of a musician as the song original title PURPLE HAZE - JESUS SAVES - The working title of the Jimi Hendrix guitar classic” Purple Haze” was “Purple Haze - Jesus Saves” and was based on a long manuscript, according to the late Monika Dannemann (“The Inner Life of Jimi Hendrix”), “Hendrix’s lover at the time of his death.” In the manuscript Hendrix stated that the entire meaning of the song came from a dream he had. Ms. Dannemann said, he looked down on earth and saw an unborn fetus waiting for its birth. At the same time he saw spirits of the dead leaving earth. Later in the dream he went on a journey though the dimensions, and was walking under the sea. Part of the song was about the purple haze which surrounded him, engulfed him, and in which he got lost. He told me later what a traumatic experience this had been, but that in the dream his faith in Jesus Christ had saved him.’” Other sources indicate that “Purple Haze” was inspired by science fiction. Basically none of us will ever know 100% what this song is truly written about, but we can use the information that is available to us to try to appreciate such facts. Purple haze is acid that was created by Owsley Stanley in 1966 and originally it was called Montery Purple, this was after he dosed a whole bunch of people at the Montery Pop Festival, including Jimmy Hendrix. Purple Haze is also weed, or called grass. But on the streets it can be known as Maryjane. Purple Haze is known today as a potent form of marijuana, but the marijuana of today is much more potent than it was in the ‘60s. Purple Haze, the marijuana, obtained its namesake from this song, I would assume. But this song not about drugs, is not about a girl, is not about a dream, is not about an acid trip...It’s about all that! It’s about a state of mind, a “purple haze” state of mind! It’s about his madness, his passion! Who cares if he was a drug addict or not, I do, but he was one of the wildest, greatest musicians ever, that’s all that matters to me. While Jimi Hendrix makes that claim and links the inspiration to a spiritually awakening dream, the common fable is that at the time that he was working on the song composition, Jimi Hendrix was tripping big time on Purple Haze (acid) LSD
    • 76 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K by Owsley Stanley; a fact which remains irrefutable till this very day. So while Eric Clapton speaks of visiting heaven to meet his long lost off spring and John Lennon speaks of creating heaven on earth, our great and talented friend Jimi Hendrix was way down there, way below the surface of the sea gaining inspiration after tripping on acid. Ain’t that something! In 2004, Rolling Stone magazine ranked “Purple Haze as one of the 500 Greatest songs of all time”. It is here how one great artist wrote about his relationship with Perfection, we all express how we feel in order to make ourselves feel good in God’s company. Purple is the color of encouragement, it has a powerful energetic promise of strength and growth, both spiritually and for emotional well-being. Purple is the color of love, and it is no wonder that your mother is creating the Velvet Evolution Universe Tour in the solid color of purple. But I have to say this to you everybody’s calling is given to them by Perfection, we must be able to explore our passion in life. I really feel for you in your time of trouble, for I have had my own share of problems and grief, too, so I know what you are going through. It always seems to help to talk about it with someone or pray to yourself, for I am sure God is listening! I know it’s hard, but the most important thing right now for you to do is to focus on yourself. What do you want? What do you need? How can you pull through? I have another little mental exercise that helps me to clear my mind and find my way. Maybe it could help you also. Here is what I suggest you to do : Pick a time when you won’t be disturbed and find a comfortable place to sit. Think about your problem and all sides of it, and then concentrate on “boiling it down” to the basics - see if you can form one simple sentence that states the problem. Take for example simply the word care in today’s world by creating a new word; Ikar4u. It is one complete sentence in one word. I care for you. (Ikar4u). Never forget your style is in a sentence, write it so it makes sense to you. Once you have sentence ready, say it out loud and close your eyes. In this example sentence it could be written as such, “I love my life, and I know I can do anything, if I follow my heart and thank you Holy mother of God” Imagine a picture of the problem or a sense of the feelings behind the problem. Then ask yourself to picture the situation in terms of what would be for your “Highest Good”. Focus on this task for 10 minutes each day for 29 days. You can do it longer than 10 minutes if you wish, but this is the minimum. Watch for interesting changes in your mediations each day and in the situation itself. You could find that each day, the scene or the way you view your problem is changing. By the end of the 29 days, you will find that things have changed. I hope this helps you, my only son, in your most trying and hardest times of life’s challenges. And now I challenge you to follow these steps in understanding your emotions. 6 Steps on how you can cope with your feelings: 1. Admit how you presently feel within yourself? Ask yourself, am I stressed, worried, paranoid, or simply feeling lonely? 2. Try to understand the root of your emotional situation. Seek to find the cause of your feelings, why you feel the way you do? Try to find support in someone that can do the research with you in accomplishing the homework of pin pointing the root of the problem. This could be a close family member or a confiding friend.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 77 3. List the things that are bothering you at school, work or simply around you at the mo ment. Try to write down some practical things that you think you can do to deal with the things that are bothering you. Start with a list of ten things to think about when you are tempted to think things you shouldn’t. Make your list very practical. For instance: “What will I say to my friend, neighbor, family member next time we speak? And so on….always keep this list on hand to refer to it when in doubt or tempted to be worried, upset, or stressed. 4. Start H-journal – A journal of hope to keep a daily record of your events.. Journaling …Write out your thoughts, regardless of how troubling or embarrassing they may be. Often, when you see on paper or as an artist on canvas, what is going on in your head, you will be surprised by how manageable your problem is through changing your way of thinking. You can outline what you want your life to look like. What is important to you? What are you working towards when you get up every day? Life should be embraced, cherished, and enjoyed. If this is not your way of seeing your life now, then try these suggestions. Write down your dreams, vision, desires, but don’t think about money or materialism. Try to get into the routine of daily journaling and making yourself disciplined to write your thoughts on paper. Writing is like praying, it is medicine to the soul. It is a relationship with your own heart, mind and body. 5. Be easy on yourself. Life isn’t a race or a competition. The reality is that you matter, you have great value as a person and making things harder for yourself is akin to beating yourself up. Avoid thinking and constant negative thoughts about your situation. 6. Find a hero, like Jesus Christ and use him as example for a role model. Do not think that Jesus did not have his days of feeling hopeless and in despair? Do a little research to find out why? This could be a life project on your journey to recovery. This research could focus your mind off of yourself and onto the greatest man who ever lived. In doing such a project you can volunteer your time to organizations that might need a helping hand and your heart. Busy yourself with projects and invest your time in caring for others. Now to challenge you even more, I have a question for you, “Do you love me”? Because, I put a lot of effort into opening hearts and hoping people will try to change. I have also invested my time to do so. But, we spend our whole lives wondering: does Perfection love me?” But we’ve got it all wrong! Yes, God loves each one of us; God just wants to be with us, to make breakfast for us, to enjoy us. But Perfection is the one with the question. Can you show your care to me? Are you willing to serve me and have a real spiritual relationship with me your God? So how are we going to answer him? We can quickly say: Yes, God, I love you”, but love is shown in our deeds, not in our words. We have to show Perfection that we love by putting love into practice, and as Doris Day liked to say; “Que sera sera, (the future is yours, whatever will be will be), love in action is a harsh and dreadful thing”. What is important to Perfection is love, not the unachievable promise to perfect perfection. So our mission in life is not to be perfect or try to be perfect in every way like God, but to know how to love Perfection. It is our relationship with God that
    • 78 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K truly matters to God. I have never given up on you my son, nor will I ever think to do so in that manner, I only will guide you, so you find your way in the world of love. Unconditional love is something we have all heard about. We all want to give unconditional love to our children, spouses and family members. But it’s not always easy. Sometimes we tell them that we love them or forgive them if we all have our own set of If’s. That is why we need to seek Perfection’s forgiveness not just to save our own skins, but so that we might have the power to forgive others as it has forgiven others so that we will not give up on them. I want you to start following me now to rediscover the art of prayer; I pledge to follow Perfection’s unconditional love and Perfection’s promise of eternity. Love is the power within to discover who we are. To love yourself is to struggle to rediscover and maintain your own uniqueness. It is the understanding and appreciating the idea that you will be the only you to ever live upon this earth, that when you die so will all your creative opportunities. But it is now I rest my case on why the world believes Perfection to be him? Where throughout history is it proven that Perfection is a male gender, and why is it not been questioned in society, because I claim in this book and refer to Perfection as God. This proof I have taken from the Universal elements of life; water, sun, wind, fire, and earth. And I also ask you, where it is written that we cannot refer to Perfection being as such. The psychiatrist R.D. Laing, has written;” we think much less than what we know, we know much less than what we love, we love much less than what there is, and to this precise extent we are much less than what we are“! Love and the self are one and the discovery of either is the realization of both. So loving yourself involves the discovery of the true wonder of you; not only the present you, but the many possibilities of you. Loving yourself also involves the knowledge that only you can be you. If you recognize your need to be free to discover who you are, you will allow others their freedom to do so, also. When you realize you are the best you can be, you will accept the fact that others are the best they can be. But it all starts with you. When you love yourself, you will love others. Learn to know how to love yourself. However, to love you must free yourself of all labels. To be free is to be who you are. So, my beloved son, Life is not a school! We are not here to learn lessons! Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself. We are here to remember and recreate, who we are…to be continued, in the next book lecture series titled, ‘‘For Christ Sakes’’ - what are you a Super Star? Guideline to life’s Lesson Five: Every struggle in your life has shaped you into the person you are today. Be thankful for the hard times; they have made you who you are, untouchable in strength and your heart. “I am who I am, but who are you?”
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K ‘‘ The mind is a Superb instrument if used rightly. Used wrongly, however, it becomes very destructive. So much so , it can take control and over power your heart. To put it more accurately, it is not so much that you use your mind wrongly, but that you ususally dont use it at all. It uses you.“ 79
    • 80 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K I restore myself when I’m alone. Marilyn Monroe How do you know when to make the time for yourself? Start a journal and see how your feelings are evolving as you are reading the book; Jesus Christ –who do you think you are?
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K “Nobody’s life is entirely free of pain and sorrow. I believe it is a question of learning to live with the pain and sorrow rather than hiding or tying to avoid them.“ 81
    • 82 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K CRUCIFIXION Appreciating the Crucifixion So Jesus died, but not just any death. He died the death of a convicted criminal, put to death by execution in the most painful and shameful way any man could devise. He had to die this way to remind us that sin is not painless. It is not shameless. Sin does not remain hidden in a corner. The crucifixion showed the horror, the ugly and disgusting shame, the heaviness and the suffering caused by sin. All sin. Every sin. Even “tiny” sin. Even “secret” sins. Your sins. My sins. All of them. The Agony of Crucifixion Jesus also had to die a death that was excruciatingly painful. Why? To depict the horrible pain that sin causes. It would not have served Perfection’s purpose if Jesus would have died a painless death. The picture would have been incomplete. Any criminal of that time would have despaired to learn he was to be crucified. Crucifixion was not only an execution, but also a method of torture. The Romans usually gave the victim an excruciating scourging first. Jesus was no exception. Before He ever touched His cross, He was scourged, beaten and insulted, not to mention humiliated in front of his blessed Mother Mary. Of course, Jesus was not guilty of any crime or sin. Our sins brought on us the death penalty. In taking the penalty on himself, Jesus had to die by execution, and crucifixion was Rome’s preferred means. THE SHAME OF CRUCIFIXION Perfection also allowed His Son to suffer crucifixion because it was a very shameful way to die. It was the death of criminals and incorrigibles, why and how does shame enter the picture? Why did Jesus have to die a shameful death? Sin causes shame. Sin is shameful. Jesus died a shameful death to depict the shame brought on by our sins. It is shameful to be known as a thief, a pervert, an adulterer, a liar or a murderer. It should be shameful to be known as an idolater or one who takes Perfection’s name in vain, breaks the Sabbath or disrespects his parents. Sin does not make us look good, nor does it make our family proud of us. Sin is shameful. We should be ashamed to sin! THE GREATER ISSUE However, we must not forget the greater issue: Our Savior died a most horrible death on a stauros or “cross.” Jesus Christ did this for me and for you. The Romans made an art form of crucifixion as a means of capital punishment after borrowing the idea from the Greeks and Phoenicians. The Babylonians, Persians and Assyrians also used various forms of crucifixion, including impaling. The Jews thought it a most disgusting form of death. It was gory and very painful, often lasting for
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 83 days. Roman citizens were usually exempted from crucifixion; they were beheaded for capital crimes. In Jesus’ day, crucifixion was considered so gruesome that it was reserved for slaves and the worst criminals or enemies of the state. Death usually took days unless the victim had been severely beaten or scourged first, which was often the case. To maximize the impact, crucifixions often occurred along public highways or other very visible areas, as lessons for all of what would happen to enemies of the state or incorrigibles. Now here is something to think about. Was Jesus Stabbed Before or After He Died? Diligent study of the arrest, trial and crucifixion of Jesus Christ can lead to a host of questions, especially about the timing of events. One question bound to surface concerns the Roman soldier who “pierced His side with a spear” (John 19:34). Did this occur before or after His death? A simple reading through the gospel accounts would seem to answer this question conclusively. The three synoptic gospels (Matthew, Mark and Luke) do not mention the incident, while John addresses it after Jesus “gave up His spirit” (19:30). Where is the controversy? 1. Matthew 27:50 records that Jesus suddenly “cried out again with a loud voice” and died. The spear thrust, acting as a coup de grace, neatly accounts for His scream of pain, as well as His quick death. 2. Dead bodies do not bleed. Doctors cannot fathom trying to explain how “water and blood” could pour out of a corpse, saying that “in rare instances” such a thing is possible. However, if the spear thrust was predeath, no such explanation is necessary. Where was Jesus living for the last 18 years of his life? This is a very interesting question that has always been a mystery which became a controversy and of much debate over the past years. There have been several theories developed from different religious sects to justify their beliefs; in which they insist that their testimonies are credible. It is pointed out that a large portion of our Jesus Christ’s youth is actually missing in the Holy Bible. My interest of different religions have widened my horizons in which I was able to gather some intriguing stories about Jesus Christ’s young life from early childhood until his teenage years. The most interesting story is about Jesus Christ teenage years in India. According to some believers of Hinduism, at the age of 12 years, Jesus ran off to India after His discussion with the Pharisees. This theory seems very incredible, a book was actually written entitled, “The Lost Years.” Researchers claim and they can even prove it; in which they have found some evidence and even artifacts of Christ’s mysterious disappearance. Such believers are proud to claim that He learned Yoga, which explains the primary source of His super natural powers. He must have also suffered from fasting, it can be or maybe the main reason that
    • 84 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K he was able to survive 40 days and nights during his temptation in the desert. Also his abstinence from sexual relations and worldly goods such as avoiding some food produced by animals. And living in worst conditions like being a nomad or a hermit. These are one of the trials of spiritual endurance. These are ways to fight against hedonism, an extremely difficult struggle between the human senses and spirituality, or reality from illusion. Such a way of life, divination, practices, philosophy and principles are the means of chastisement of the swamis, gurus and monks of Hinduism and Buddhism. Which was later adopted by Christian followers, especially the seminarians (like the nuns and priests) A few of them even believe that we all live in a world of illusion. But reality hits when the pain of hunger burns the stomach, which is hopelessly real. In the Middle East, in his native Israel, Jesus Christ is regarded as a prophet or even an outcast. He gained more respect from the Arab region. Mohammad the Prophet derived some of Jesus’ teachings for Islam. They call him Yeshua meaning, “He has no father.’’ Modern Egyptians who are Christians or Egyptian Orthodox are very proud to claim that they are the first Christians. This version may seem more credible as it was actually written in the Bible that the Holy Family fled to Egypt. The Holy Child began to preach before returning to his homeland. Possibly very true but it is still incomplete, they fled to Egypt right after his birth until early childhood. When they returned to the Holy Land, Christians believed that Jesus lived as a carpenter’s son. When he reached the age of 30 years, He began preaching and was crucified and died at the age of 33. But His teenage years and early adulthood is unrecorded. This may prove what the researchers have found can be true. During those 18 missing years, travel time back and forth from Israel to India and the mastery of perfection takes many years. Christians, most especially the Roman Catholic Church, strongly contradicts that such tales are bizarre and outrageous! Alexander the Great and his legendary army failed to conquer India. So what more of an innocent young boy all by Himself? But nothing is impossible; the young Jesus must have tagged along to a Chinese silk trade expedition. And there is absolutely nothing wrong from what He had learned for the last 18 years. This is researched material stated above in accordance to the whereabouts of Jesus Christ was supposedly crucified on the cross. The question to ponder in your mind is how humans could be so brutal to this day and not believe it to be a crime of shame in humanly behavior disrespecting Perfection in every sense of the word. The silence of depression is a sin to the entire human mankind. We must bring emotional intelligence to the equation of life. Let us now ask ourselves the question of existence Are we human’s human? Or is it merely the act of doing rather than caring of what we humans are doing to Perfection. To be human is a crying shame of crucifixion in the human race. We humans are crucified prior to birth, only to discover an evolution of Perfection. NEXT LECTURE SERIES
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 85 FOR CHRIST SAKES‘ ‘‘what are you SUPER STAR?‘ A true motivational Story, 2012 aftermath of one institution after another the actual events, and present day outcome of research on a mother’s son while he was institutionalized in a mental asylum against his own free will, and denied any human rights by both the country of Slovakia and Canada. A mother’s own fight to win her son to a drug free life in a crazy world of 21st century transhumanism. Question: “What is trans-humanism?” Answer: Trans-humanism is a philosophical and cultural position that encourages human advancement through technology. More specifically, trans-humanism encourages the use of artificial enhancements to push mankind towards something “more than” human. Fundamentally, it is a form of Utopianism, the belief that human beings can change themselves and create a heaven on earth. The basic idea of improving the human condition is perfectly compatible with the Bible. In fact, it’s one of the purposes of a Christian lifestyle (John 10:10). But trans-humanism contradicts the Bible when it assumes that humanity is completely sovereign and capable of self-directed change without the need for God (Jeremiah 17:9). The ultimate redemption of mankind is something that will be accomplished by God alone (Revelation 21:1), not by technology. The book will also discuss the fundamental Polarities in Life. Since God gave mankind dominance over the earth, there are spiritually acceptable means of improving the human condition through technology. That doesn’t mean that humans are fully capable, or even fully free, to change themselves in any way they choose. Ultimately, God is sovereign over us; we are not sovereign over ourselves. Once a person takes the view that they can recreate themselves, they place themselves in an unrealistic spiritual position that belongs to God alone. Our knowledge, power and ability simply cannot compare to that of the Creator (Job 38:2-5). In this upcoming lecture series you will learn about how society and the system degrade human beings and use brand labeling. But you will encounter facts, and supporting research on one young man’s injustice by being diagnosed as Bipolar. This book is a real eye opener to truth on how one young Bipolar Canadian had to endure a foreign state and was denied human rights, discriminated and forcefully jailed, and drugged by the establishment known as THE SYSTEM in Canada and Slovakia in an upcoming book; ‘‘FOR CHRIST SAKES’’ – what are you a SUPER STAR?
    • 86 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K BOOK CONTEST Early Registration for you next book copy : ‘‘For Christ Sakes’’ - what are you a SUPER STAR? email here for your code to receive your early store edition e-book at a special limited offer; velvetevolutiontour@gmail.com Bonus feature for all READERS CONTEST DETAILS are as follows: READ THE BOOK with your family or friends or simply by yourself Write a one page letter about what you felt after reading the book in your own words and care to get creative to do something that can be a challenging exercise in your present life. Be Expressive with Words. single spacing, 250 words, 25 lines 10 words per line Winner The best letter will be inserted for the world to read in the next upcoming book entitled ‘‘For Christ Sakes’’ - what are you a SUPER STAR when completed you can submit by email at velvetevolutiontour@ gmail.com, further details see webiste; www.velvet-evolution.com.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 87 SUMMARY “Creating World Care“ Our world is a very colorful place and the way we envision it is to see it through our eyes. But to feel it we must do this through the heart. My aim or goal of this book was to reach out to my son’s heart. I also tried to teach my son that anyone can change the world, but they must want to try to do it and try to change themselves first and foremost. I believe that you can do anything in life, because the strength is in yourself. It might happen that nobody will help you and therefore you must survive on your own. You must be the best you can be, and want to be in your life. You must also know and just remember life is not black and white, but colorful with a whole ray of colors. However, as I stated in the book, focus on one color to change who you are within your soul because the color purple is a spiritual healer. Start to wear it, eat it, feel it, and notice your heart to change. The beauty of life is within you. You are the change, if you care to change. This Univerese is full of people who have been to dark places as in deep holes and who still are in such grey unimaginable darkness. Each day on the news we hear more and more that people have taken their own life. I also try to be my best not to think of such horrible acts, but I cannot shut my eyes to reality. Emotional changes in humans are constantly evolving on a daily basis. How we react to our surroundings, is a daily episode of living. We are affected by our friends, family, co-workers, lovers and haters.We have in our present world over one billion people who are challenged every day with some kind of emotional instability. The outcome of the pain can be over whelming and the end of a human’s life. The suicide rate is staggering in places like Hungary, Finland, Germany, Australia, America, Canada and India. Today people are having enormous stress due to man’s ignorance and arrogance of obtaining wealth over health. It is inevitable that we as society and a whole unit in reference to family are going to have to change and fast. It is here I suggest a project that caters to the human heart with the color purple and care. It will change everything that seems impossible in a chaotic and corrupt world to a harmonized, balanced as carefree planet. Human’s must truly come to an understanding that to rule the world and have the power to do so , it seems is the drug that is controlling man. But what is truly some of the most destructive things in our world today? If you are thinking it can be answered that depression, discrimination and drugs are major issues, you share the same views as that the majority of people in our communities. Understanding society’s fast paced psychiartic drug usage is now even more critical than ever. Internationally, fifty four million people are taking antidepressants known to cause addiction, internal health issues, violent and homicidal
    • 88 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K behavior. Our failure in the war against drugs is due largely to our failure to put a stop to the most damaging of all drug pushers in society. This is the pharamaceutical world of (psychiatry). They are coating but not curing the core of a human’s problem. While medical drugs commonly treat, prevent or cure disease or improve health, psychiatric drugs only suppress sypmtoms that return once the drug wears off, Like illicit drugs they provide no more then a temporary escape from life’s problems.While life is full of problems, and sometimes those problems can be overwhelming it is important to address the core root of the problem.The drugs only chemically mask problems and symptoms; they cannot and never will be able to solve problems. Once the drug has worn off, the original problem remains. As a solution or cure to life’s problems, they do not work. Meanwhile, numerous safe and workable alternatives do exist, solutions that psychiatrists refuse to recognize. People in desperate cicumstances must be provided proper and effective medical care. Medical, not psychiatric, attention, good nutrition, a healty, safe envrionment and creative activity that promotes confidence will do far more productivity than the brutality of psychiatry’s drug treatment. Today it can be difficult to find someone family member, friend, ora neighbor who hasnt taken some form of phsyciatric drug. In fact, these have become such a trend of times in our life, that many people life without drugs is seems to simply be unimaginable. Perscriptions are being used and abused for everything from learning and attitude problems, criminality, drug addiction, smoking, fears, as dysfunctional family life. The media is over loading society information by pushing us towards this kind of chemical solution remedy. Global sales of anti-depressants, stimulants, anti-anxiety and anti-pyschotic drugs have reacted more than well over the 7 billion a year business. Symptoms of Care Acting - actions speak louder than words, by showing some one through daily errands, tasks, or mssions in life. Sharing - acts of kindness- what you give to yourself and others shows how much you care. It is the little things in life that matter. Gratitude - do unto others as you would do to yourself, being grateful in our lives is one of the most simple ways to achieve inner peace and world peace. If you care enough for your world then begin to pass this book to as many humans as humanly possible to make a change. It’s self effective transformation of choices and changes in today’s sustainable development of evolutionary human growth. We the society can be named the so called care to humanism in the 21st century for a better futuristic world.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 89 ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS At the end, I would like to thank you, the reader, for reading my book, and sharing a little part of my world. And keep in mind the hope of changing your world, as I intend for my own son to change his with care for himself and then others within his life. Take the care to learn the Ten Guidelines to Life you read in the chapter Belief and write some of your own, so you can be set free! Life is a growing process, and to be a grown up is part of life. Keep repeating to yourself, “I Want TO GROW UP” so that you in fact will mature over time. May Perfection always love and protect you, as I do and may you always know how much I love you. I am glad you have been able to make the time for this self-help true inspirational book. I wish you the highest experience of life’s rich blessings, and awareness of Perfection that brings you peace, joy, love and care through all your seconds, minutes, hours, and days for the rest of your life. Finally, I would like to thank from the bottom of my heart my daughter Athena for all her patience and understanding at such a young challenging age. My aunt Dr. Mariana Pukacova for her emotional and financial support, but mostly her heart of caring. My aunt Dr. Beatka Racik for showing me her true strength and discipline of life. My cousins Jana kopacova and Marian Pukac for their recognition. And I would like to especially thank my neighbors who have had to tolerate my daily life episodes of living as this book evolved in this true story. And a special thanks to Julius Ssekajja my Godson for all his long hours of devotions of care in designing this book. I appreicate the many hours in the corrections and layouts of each page. And my extra special thanks from my heart to my life time and long friend as well as grammar editor Anton Michalek, I love you. Lastly, to my Godson’s Ryan Racik, Mohamed Kangave, Robert Prokes, Martin Kubransky, Marcel Paolo, Tibor Veres, Radovan Rac and my brother George Racik. I care for you all from the inner part of my heart. May GOD BLESS YOU ALL. “To be Bipolar is to be human”. I wear the color purple to support, but also to show that I am a human being.
    • 90 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K INSPIRATIONAL WORDS OF LIFE
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 91 WRITE ABOUT YOUR MISSION IN LIFE HERE Where will you go , what will you do , and when and why will you do this mission?
    • 92 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K One heart, One soul, One love. Till we meet again... P.S. I love you with all my heart forever, Mom
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K NOTES: Quotations from the bible in this book are from the links listed below http://www.stewardship.com/our_stewardship.htm http://www.kingjamesbibleonline.org http://blog.world-mysteries.com/ancient-writings/the-scrollsjesus-the-missing-18-years http://www2.hawaii.edu/~bemorton/Polarity/PolarityStory.html http://www.nativeremedies.com/ailment/bipolar-disordersymptoms-info.html http://www.handofgod.com.au/page300.php http://www.history.com/this-day-in-history/jimi-hendrix-writesquotpurple-hazequot www.velvet-evolution.com http://teachings-of-jesus-christ.org/jesus_prayer.shtml 93
    • 94 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K So what are you going to do about this world? Because, I care for you. (Ikar4u)
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K “The gift of mental power comes from GOD, Divine Being, and if we concentrate our minds on that truth, we become in tune with this Great power.” Nikola Tesla 95
    • 96 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K KEY NOTES Velvet Evolution Universe Tour is planning a series of extra ordinary life events to bring global awareness to focus on achieving this phenomenon mission in a new way to our heart. Our goal is to eliminate, treat, prevent, Depression, Discrimination, and Drugs for once and for always from a human’s life. For more information on upcoming seminars, lectures, coaching, and other Ikar4u global events or to inquire about her availability to speak at your next event with one of a kind teachings in healing the heart, as educating the public in being free of depression, and bring forth energy and creativity with care and the color purple. Workshops: LOVE OVERDOSE SPA THERAPY THE H - METHOD Marilyn Monroe Syndrome Leading Intelligence CLASS 101 Xpressit Purse-onality Love CLASS 101 Mastering the ART of Prayers THE IKAR4u COLOR PURPLE THE VELVET GYPSY HEART TOUR Contact: velvetevolutiontour@gmail.com or book directly +421 919 028 599 skype address velvetevolutiontour ‘‘Live the life you love and love the life you live’’
    • 97 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y oJ Ea rU S B Y R IE N N I R A C Io y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 97 u S e ? C H H S T: W h o d K TEN GUIDELINES TO LIFE My Mission: 1. I want to change myself and promise that I will, so that I can be the change for a better world. 2. I wish to be honest, trustworthy, and caring every day of my life. It is how I intend it to be for the rest of my life. 3. I want to be able to achieve all that I can be in life with commitment, discipline and responsibility to my family and friends. 4. I want to be strong; I want to be me and live to be free. 5. I wish for people to believe in me like I believe in myself. 6. I want to feel happy within myself and then have others feel the happiness through my heart and soul. 7. I want to be loved and respected for who I am and I will not give up on my soul to be able to care for myself, as others. 8. I will have trust – hope – care – belief and love for who I am today, tomorrow and for always. 9. I will love myself, so I can love others for I have a beautiful life and challenge myself to be the best I can be. 10. I pray for myself and for you, but greatly hope to say and do; I care for you (Ikar4u).
    • 98 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K “Every story has an End, but in Life every End is just A new Beginning”.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 99 GOD’S WORDS TO LIFE Addictions “Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you” – Luke 10:19 “I waited patiently for the LORD; he turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand” – Psalms 40:1-2 “No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it” – 1 Corinthians 10:13 “For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places” – Ephesians 6:12 Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed – 1 Peter 4:12-13 Anger “Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,” says the Lord. On the contrary: “If your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink. In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head.” Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good” – Romans 12:19-21 “Do not be quickly provoked in your spirit, for anger resides in the lap of fools” – Ecclesiastes 7:9 “My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, for man’s anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires” – James 1:19-20 “Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you” – Ephesians 4:31-32 “If your enemy is hungry, give him food to eat; if he is thirsty, give him water to
    • 100 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K drink. In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head, and the LORD will reward you” – Proverbs 25:21-22 Depression “Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand” – Isaiah 41:10 “God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, even though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea; though its waters roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with its swelling” – Psalm 46:1-3 “The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble” – Psalm 9:9 “The Lord is good, a refuge in times of trouble; he cares for those who trust in him” – Nahum 1:7 “Though I walk in the midst of trouble, you will revive me; you will stretch out your hand against the wrath of my enemies, and your right hand will save me” – Psalm 138:7 Discouragement “For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future” – Jeremiah 29:11 “Every good thing given and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the father of lights, with whom there is no variation, or shifting shadow” – James 1:17 “When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they shall not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, nor shall the flame scorch you” – Isaiah 43:2 “There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it” – 1 Corinthians 10:13 “Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus” – Philippians 4:6-7
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 101 “The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears, he delivers them from all their troubles” – Psalm 34:17 Faith “We live by faith, not by sight ” – 2 Corinthians 5:7 “And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him” – Hebrews 11:6 “Consequently, faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word of Christ” – Romans 10:17 “For everyone born of God overcomes the world. This is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith” – 1 John 5:4 “For in the gospel a righteousness from God is revealed, a righteousness that is by faith from first to last, just as it is written: ‘The righteous will live by faith’ ” – Romans 1:17 Fear “God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power and of love and a sound mind” – II Timothy 1:7 “When I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me?” – Psalm 56:3-4 “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand” – Isaiah 41:10 “For I am the LORD, your God, who takes hold of your right hand says to you, do not fear; I will help you” – Isaiah 41:13 “Do not be afraid, little flock, for your Father has been pleased to give you the kingdom” – Luke 12:32 “Surely God is my salvation; I will trust and not be afraid. The LORD, the LORD, is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation” – Isaiah 12:2 Financial Breakthrough “And you shall remember the Lord your God, for it is He who gives you power to
    • 102 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K get wealth, that He may establish His covenant which He swore to your fathers, as it is this day” – Deuteronomy 8:18 “It is written, ‘Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of God’ ” – Matthew 4:4 “The LORD shall open unto thee His good treasure, the heaven to give the rain unto thy land in His season, and to bless all the work of thine hand: and thou shalt lend unto many nations, and thou shalt not borrow” – Deuteronomy 28:12 “Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom” – Luke 6:38 “But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus” – Philippians 4:19 Forgiveness “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness” – 1 John 1:9 “I, even I, am He who blots out your transgressions, for my own sake, and remembers your sins no more” – Isaiah 43:25 “For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins” – Matthew 6:14-15 “But if you do not forgive, neither will your Father who is in heaven forgive your transgressions” – Mark 11:26 “Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you” – Colossians 3:12-13 God’s Faithfulness “No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it” – 1 Corinthians 10:13 “The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance” – 2 Peter 3-9
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 103 “I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you” – Genesis 28:15 “He will not let your foot slip – he who watches over you will not slumber; in¬deed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.”Psalm 121:3-4 “Your love, O LORD, reaches to the heavens, your faithfulness to the skies” – Psalm 36:5 God’s Promises “The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repen¬tance” – 2 Peter 3:9 “When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze” – Isaiah 43:2 “The LORD is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him” - Nahum 1:7 “Cast your cares on the LORD and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous fall” – Psalm 55:22 “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand” – Isaiah 41:10 “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose” – Romans 8:28 Grief “When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze” – Isaiah 43:2 “May our Lord Jesus Christ himself and God our Father, who loved us and by his grace gave us eternal encouragement and good hope, encourage your hearts and
    • 104 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K strengthen you in every good deed and word” – 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17 “Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted” – Matthew 5:4 “He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away” – Revelation 21:4 “My comfort in my suffering is this: Your promise preserves my life” – Psalm 119:50 Healing of Emotions “Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander; along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you” – Ephesians 4:31-32 “For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day” – 2 Corinthians 4:16 “If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you, you will ask what you desire, and it shall be done for you” – John 15:7 “And whatever things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive” – Matthew 21:22 “For the enemy hath persecuted my soul; he hath smitten my life down to the ground; he hath made me to dwell in darkness, as those that have been long dead. Therefore is my spirit overwhelmed within me; my heart within me is desolate. . . Hear me speedily, O LORD: my spirit faileth: hide not thy face from me, lest I be like unto them that go down into the pit” – Psalm 143:3-4, 7 Infidelity and Other Sexual Sins “Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor homosexual offenders nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God” – 1 Corinthians 6:9-10 “Flee from sexual immorality. All other sins a man commits are outside his body, but he who sins sexually sins against his own body” - 1 Corinthians 6:18 “I will see before my eyes no vile thing. The deeds of faithless men I hate; they
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 105 will not cling to me” – Psalm 101:3 “Let us behave decently, as in the daytime, not in orgies and drunkenness, not in sexual immorality and debauchery, not in dissension and jealousy” – Romans 13:13 “If a man lies with a man as one lies with a woman, both of them have done what is detestable. They must be put to death; their blood will be on their own heads” – Leviticus 20:13 Jesus as Lord and Savior “That if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.” – Romans 10:9 “If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. So, whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord” - Romans 14:8 “Because the Sovereign LORD helps me, I will not be disgraced. Therefore have I set my face like flint, and I know I will not be put to shame” – Isaiah 50:7 “This righteousness from God comes through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference” – Romans 3:22 “Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free. . . . So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed” – John 8:32, 36 Loneliness “Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you” – Deuteronomy 31:6 “Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me” – John 14:1 “He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds” – Psalm 147:3 “Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you” – 1 Peter 5:7 “God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble” – Psalm 46:1
    • 106 J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K HUMAN AFFAIR SUPPORT All 99% proceeds from sales of this book will go towards HRAL ( Haven Racik Academy of LIFE) a safe haven sanctuary. If you can simply donate your heart by giving to a global cause, I can promise you what your heart can do to change our world, by showing you from my heart. Depression, discrimination and drugs must be addressed and world awareness needs to be given on these topics in our world today. TO DONATE AND SUPPORT US with your care that will change the lives of humans in our world and to master the art of a new way to discovering one’s own heart. If you read the book and it has changed your life, or saved the heart of another life, then please TIP the AUTHOR by showing you care to give to GOD’s children in CREATING a DREAM called HRAL and if you wish a PRINT ON DEMAND BOOK order here velvetevolutiontour@ gmail.com DONATE here IN EURO CURRENCY ONLY SWIFT CODE: BOFMCAM2 IBAN: 33183016064 volunteer translator Volunteers- WE ASK you if you can contribute your time and your knowledge to help us translate this book in other languages. WE seek professionals who can donate their time to make a difference in the world with the help of helping others. ‘‘Jesus Christ’’- who do you think you are? is a book that will inspire, heal and motivate humans around the world and needs your help to be translated into other languages, yes by you the readers. This book is powerful guide that leads you in your healing journey from the ego to the soul. It will help you, both in a spiritual and a practical life style, to achieve fulfillment in your relationships and in your entire life. So, we ask you to care by translating the words from the heart. All volunteer translators contact velvetevolutiontour@gmail.com This book’s mission is to heal the world to have a blessed and beautiful soul, heart and spirit in life. Once you have mastered the tips, exercises, and live with the TEN GUIDELINES of LIFE spread the healing by sharing the book with your family and friends. I envision and revolutionize our world to be healed with the color purple and care. Ikar4u. Have a heart of CARE. A loving heart is the beginning of knowledge or an educated human being. Testimony from my Blessed Friend from Casablanca, Morocco, Aniss Ben says, Life in this mad world has always its ups and downs but till there is life there must be hope, hope that tomorrow will be better than today! Wishing you and to your amazing son all the best my dear friend Henni Racik! May God makes the new year 2014 full of happiness and health for both of you.
    • J E S U S C H R I S T: W h o d o y o u t h i n k y o u a r e ? B Y H E N N I R A C I K 107 ABOUT THE AUTHOR Henni was born in Topolcany, Slovakia. She is the founder and creative director of a world woman project called “Velvet Evolution Universe Tour”. This project is to educate, heal, and build Academies through campaign touring (world events such as concerts, conferences, conventions, fashion shows and art exhibitions). The tour is to present global awareness to depression, discrimination and drugs and to master the art of a new way to the heart. Henni’s dramatic personal story book life in healing herself with her own struggle in depression has made her the Godly woman she is today. Henni believes in living the Ten Guidelines to Life. She put all her faith into soul searching in a mother nature approach to healing her heart. Her gift as a healer, also a life saving coach exemplifies entrepreneurial spirit. She is an inspirational life storyteller; and “Jesus Christ” - who do you think you are? is her first self published book to be used as a fundraiser for her life’s project www.velvet-evolution. com. She is currently writing her next lecture series book entitled “For Christ Sakes”- what are you a SUPER STAR?
    • Do you own your life or does somebody else? Lead your own life today. If Jesus could so can you in this book ‘‘Jesus Christ’’ - who do you think you are? It is here that you will discover new ways to follow your heart in healing yourself. We all need love in our everyday lives but especially when we experience obstacles that we must learn to override and overcome. Therefore it is easily said, that life expresses itself in different polarities; there is no other way. Be honest to yourself and heal your heart, for the heart is all that matters. Have you ever been labeled Bipolar or Manic Depressive? JESUS CHRIST - who do you think you are? Do you know who you are? Do you care to know? Are you having tough times in the madness of our world? Can you open yourself to a spiritual awakening? If you answered yes to the above questions then you are ready to take a journey into the heart of one mother on a mission with one message; Ikar4u. This means I care for you. Take a few hours to invest in yourself and read about how to EVOLVE into a human being again in the name of ‘‘Jesus Christ’’ - who do you think you are? Be prepared to open your heart and transform it into a new way of life. REVOLUTIONIZE YOUR HEALTH. Henni Racik is labeled BIPOLAR. However, that has not affected her from becoming the founder and creative director of the Velvet Evolution Universe Tour, an educational interactive project to bring Global Awareness to Human Affairs such as discrimination, depression and drugs. She is a mother, humanist, purple-ologist, healer, entrepreneur, and a natural life guide educator It is her creativity that has evolved her into the woman she is today. Henni lived her entire life in Canada, but today resides in Bratislava, Slovakia working on her current life’s venture to change the world with the color purple to show human care. The outcome from the project’s campaign is to build HRAL (Haven Racik Academy of Life) a sanctuary for Bipolar people as the forgotten humans in our world. I am who I am, and I can be me. Henni IKAR4u www.velvet-evolution.com ISBN-13:978-1494783280