2. The condition of mind when nothing
appears to provide solace, when life
appears to have gone in vein; and
when past, present and future appear
to be null and void; one tends to start
“sinking”! One becomes desperate
for help and totally diffident to do
anything. One’s life begins to appear
a tragic story of deception and
defeat!
This condition of mind; when
nothing and nobody appear to
provide any vitality; that one needs
most urgently, is like gasping for
3. breath or actual death! This is
shattering, uprooting and
devastating!
In such totally dark and hopeless
state of void; one “hears” a loving
call from one’s innate core!
“I am inviting you and waiting for
you my dear; come on! I am
always there with you through
millennia! But you were getting
oblivious to me from time to time
for one reason or another! But this
is how it happens. Unless your
4. subjective realm gets dissolved,
you can not notice me!”
This call fills one’s existence inside
and out. It is extremely distinct. It is
enlivening and recharging every
molecule of body and in fact the
whole being! It is unforgettable! It is
haunting from within and without!
This call I believe; is that of; one’s
guru!
I think if one cherishes this
extremely energizing and
5. empowering call; and reminds
oneself of it repeatedly; then one can
proceed with NAMASMARAN in a
more buoyant and more pleasant
manner, without ever going into
despair on the one hand and helping
millions to rejuvenate and blossom
on the other!